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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:04,125 --> 00:00:08,125 [ INDISTINCT TALKING, SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE ] 2 00:00:12,303 --> 00:00:14,443 [ SNIFFLES ] 3 00:00:28,989 --> 00:00:31,409 THERE'S A SOCIAL WORKER OUT THERE WITH MY KIDS. 4 00:00:31,412 --> 00:00:33,032 IF THIS TAKES A WHILE... 5 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:34,333 WE'VE GOT THEM. 6 00:00:34,325 --> 00:00:35,615 DON'T WORRY. 7 00:00:35,616 --> 00:00:38,326 I JUST NEED THE PAPERS. 8 00:00:55,976 --> 00:00:58,596 [ RESPIRATOR HISSING, MONITORS BEEPING ] 9 00:00:58,599 --> 00:01:00,679 WE'RE GONNA BEGIN NOW. 10 00:01:00,681 --> 00:01:02,181 YOU CAN SIT NEXT TO HIM. 11 00:01:13,114 --> 00:01:14,624 [ BEEPING STOPS ] 12 00:01:41,602 --> 00:01:43,522 WAIT. 13 00:01:43,524 --> 00:01:45,034 MA'AM -- JUST WAIT! 14 00:01:55,996 --> 00:01:57,996 DEREK. 15 00:02:02,082 --> 00:02:03,412 DEREK. 16 00:02:03,414 --> 00:02:08,014 Ellis: HE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. 17 00:02:08,008 --> 00:02:10,088 HE WAS. 18 00:02:10,090 --> 00:02:13,050 I DOUBT I'LL EVER LOVE ANOTHER MAN THE WAY I LOVED HIM. 19 00:02:13,053 --> 00:02:15,023 I'M CERTAIN I WON'T. 20 00:02:15,015 --> 00:02:16,675 HOW COULD I? 21 00:02:16,677 --> 00:02:19,177 BUT HE'S GONE. THAT'S THE POINT, ISN'T IT? 22 00:02:19,180 --> 00:02:22,020 HE'S GONE, AND I'M HERE, AND, UH... 23 00:02:22,022 --> 00:02:23,812 I'M HERE. 24 00:02:27,188 --> 00:02:29,108 [ CRYING ] ARE YOU OKAY? 25 00:02:29,109 --> 00:02:30,729 RICHARD... 26 00:02:30,731 --> 00:02:33,611 HEY, TORRES, I NEED HELP ON A HIP DISARTICULATION TODAY. 27 00:02:33,614 --> 00:02:34,494 YOU WANT IN? 28 00:02:34,485 --> 00:02:36,075 Callie: OOH, MAYBE. 29 00:02:36,076 --> 00:02:37,906 UH, WAIT, YOU HAVE TO FINISH YOUR STORY. 30 00:02:37,908 --> 00:02:39,658 SO, YOU ACTUALLY HAD TO BREAK HIS KNEE? 31 00:02:39,660 --> 00:02:42,580 NO. SO, I HAD TO SHOVE THE ROD BACK IN THERE EVEN HARDER, 32 00:02:42,583 --> 00:02:44,553 AND IT WOUND UP CRACKING THE TIBIAL PLATEAU. 33 00:02:44,545 --> 00:02:46,045 CAN I HELP YOU? Alex: YOU'RE HOGGING THE POT. 34 00:02:46,046 --> 00:02:47,586 Ellis: EVERYTHING LOOKS DIFFERENT NOW. 35 00:02:47,588 --> 00:02:49,288 IT FEEL SO... 36 00:02:49,290 --> 00:02:50,790 DIFFERENT. 37 00:02:50,791 --> 00:02:54,051 MAYBE ASK NICELY, LIKE A CIVILIZED HUMAN BEING. 38 00:02:54,054 --> 00:02:55,264 CALLIE? HMM? 39 00:02:55,256 --> 00:02:56,506 MAY I HAVE THE CARAFE, PLEASE? OH! 40 00:02:56,507 --> 00:02:58,217 MM-HMM. [ SCOFFS ] SEE? 41 00:02:58,219 --> 00:02:59,599 IT'S QUITE EASY, ACTUALLY. 42 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:00,760 REALLY? [ LAUGHS ] 43 00:03:00,761 --> 00:03:02,261 [ SCOFFS ] 44 00:03:02,263 --> 00:03:04,483 [ Distorted ] HEY, I HEARD THERE WAS WEATHER NEAR DULLES. 45 00:03:04,475 --> 00:03:06,975 DEREK'S FLIGHT GOT DELAYED, DIDN'T IT? 46 00:03:06,977 --> 00:03:08,357 I HATE THAT AIRPORT. 47 00:03:08,359 --> 00:03:11,109 PIERCE, MY GALLBLADDER GUY'S PACEMAKER KEEPS MISFIRING. 48 00:03:11,111 --> 00:03:12,521 YOU THINK YOU CAN TAKE A LOOK AT IT? 49 00:03:12,523 --> 00:03:14,533 Maggie: YEAH, UH, I COULD DO IT RIGHT NOW. 50 00:03:14,525 --> 00:03:16,195 Callie: MM. Derek is dead. 51 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:18,026 NO, YOU CAN'T. NO, UM, I NEED YOU TO PLACE AN IVC FILTER 52 00:03:18,028 --> 00:03:19,368 ON MY LAMINECTOMY PATIENT. 53 00:03:19,370 --> 00:03:21,160 OKAY, RIGHT. 54 00:03:21,161 --> 00:03:22,081 UM, I COULD SWING BY IN ABOUT 20. 55 00:03:22,082 --> 00:03:23,992 MEREDITH: Derek is dead. 56 00:03:23,994 --> 00:03:25,004 WHAT WAS THAT? 57 00:03:25,956 --> 00:03:27,376 DEREK... 58 00:03:27,378 --> 00:03:28,998 IS DEAD. 59 00:03:37,137 --> 00:03:39,967 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 60 00:03:39,970 --> 00:03:41,220 I MEAN, I DO... 61 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:43,221 I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO, BUT... 62 00:03:45,015 --> 00:03:46,305 I DON'T KNOW. 63 00:03:49,059 --> 00:03:50,939 I don't know. 64 00:03:52,523 --> 00:03:53,983 Richard: [ In distance ] MEREDITH... 65 00:03:53,984 --> 00:03:55,704 Owen: [ In distance ] MEREDITH... 66 00:03:55,696 --> 00:03:57,196 HE'S NOT DEAD. MEREDITH, WHAT DO YOU MEAN? MEREDITH? 67 00:03:57,197 --> 00:03:59,117 [ In distance ] WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 68 00:03:59,119 --> 00:04:00,819 MEREDITH? MEREDITH? 69 00:04:00,821 --> 00:04:02,951 Maggie: [ In distance ] WHAT DO YOU -- NO! 70 00:04:02,953 --> 00:04:05,003 I'VE LOST HIM. 71 00:04:04,995 --> 00:04:08,035 EVERYTHING CHANGED, AND NOW IT'S... 72 00:04:08,038 --> 00:04:09,748 IT'S HARD TO ACCEPT IT, I GUESS. 73 00:04:11,632 --> 00:04:12,752 HE'S GONE. 74 00:04:13,674 --> 00:04:15,804 HE'S JUST GONE. 75 00:04:15,796 --> 00:04:18,376 AND THERE'S NO GETTING HIM BACK. 76 00:04:27,308 --> 00:04:29,768 Woman on P.A.: DR. EISENBERG, 4673. 77 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:31,100 DR. EISENBERG... 78 00:04:31,101 --> 00:04:32,981 [ CRYING ] 79 00:04:32,983 --> 00:04:34,193 Y-YOU CAN'T GO IN THERE. 80 00:04:34,194 --> 00:04:36,574 WHAT? NOT UNTIL YOU'VE STOPPED CRYING. 81 00:04:36,567 --> 00:04:38,067 RIGHT. 82 00:04:38,068 --> 00:04:39,948 [ CRYING ] 83 00:04:39,950 --> 00:04:41,950 OKAY, OKAY. 84 00:04:41,952 --> 00:04:42,742 I KNOW. 85 00:04:42,743 --> 00:04:44,543 HEY, HOW IS SHE? 86 00:04:44,535 --> 00:04:46,205 SHE'S ALL RIGHT. SHE'S DEHYDRATED. 87 00:04:46,206 --> 00:04:47,996 HOW'S AMELIA HOLDING UP? 88 00:04:49,119 --> 00:04:51,079 WHAT, SHE DOESN'T KNOW? 89 00:04:51,081 --> 00:04:52,791 SHE'S IN SURGERY. 90 00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:54,343 YOU KNOW THE PROTOCOL. 91 00:04:54,335 --> 00:04:56,795 [ SIGHS ] YEAH. 92 00:04:56,797 --> 00:04:58,377 I KNOW THE PROTOCOL. 93 00:04:58,379 --> 00:05:00,339 [ SNIFFLES ] 94 00:05:02,052 --> 00:05:03,262 Stephanie: CERVICAL SPINE IS FRACTURED. 95 00:05:03,263 --> 00:05:05,983 SO ARE BOTH LEGS. RIGHT FOOT HAS NO PULSE. 96 00:05:05,976 --> 00:05:07,766 Amelia: WE'RE GONNA NEED TO STABILIZE HIS SPINE. 97 00:05:07,768 --> 00:05:09,058 WHAT DID THEY SAY HE WAS -- A COP? 98 00:05:09,059 --> 00:05:10,689 YEAH, HE FELL OFF A BUILDING UNDER CONSTRUCTION 99 00:05:10,691 --> 00:05:11,521 DURING A CHASE. 100 00:05:11,522 --> 00:05:13,522 SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG. 101 00:05:13,524 --> 00:05:16,404 I WAS, UM -- IT'S FINE. WE BROUGHT HIM STRAIGHT IN FROM THE HELIPAD. 102 00:05:16,397 --> 00:05:18,107 CENTRAL LINE IS IN. 103 00:05:18,108 --> 00:05:19,738 TRANSFUSE HIM WITH TWO UNITS OF BLOOD. 104 00:05:19,740 --> 00:05:21,440 TORRES, YOU SHOULD LOOK AT HIS LEG. 105 00:05:21,442 --> 00:05:23,652 [ MONITOR BEEPING ] 106 00:05:23,654 --> 00:05:25,084 TORRES? 107 00:05:25,075 --> 00:05:28,705 YES. THE LEG. 108 00:05:28,709 --> 00:05:29,999 ALL RIGHT, SIR, 109 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:32,040 I NEED YOU TO FOLLOW MY LIGHT WITH YOUR EYES. 110 00:05:32,042 --> 00:05:34,962 ALL RIGHT, GOOD. 111 00:05:34,955 --> 00:05:36,045 DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE? 112 00:05:36,046 --> 00:05:37,376 DO YOU KNOW YOUR NAME? 113 00:05:37,378 --> 00:05:38,378 DAN. 114 00:05:39,510 --> 00:05:41,300 PRUITT. THAT'S HIS NAME -- DAN PRUITT. 115 00:05:41,301 --> 00:05:44,731 I, UH, TREATED HIM A FEW MONTHS BACK. 116 00:05:44,725 --> 00:05:46,765 [ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ] PRESSURE'S DROPPING. 117 00:05:46,767 --> 00:05:49,057 LET'S START HIM ON A DOPAMINE DRIP AND PAGE GENERAL SURGERY. 118 00:05:49,059 --> 00:05:51,349 LET'S GET MOVING! PUT HIM UNDER! 119 00:06:03,984 --> 00:06:05,914 CAN WE HAVE THE ROOM, PLEASE? 120 00:06:11,121 --> 00:06:12,791 DID YOU NEED SOMETHING? 121 00:06:12,793 --> 00:06:14,803 MAYBE WE SHOULD HAVE THIS CONVERSATION IN MY OFFICE. 122 00:06:14,795 --> 00:06:16,995 LOOK, I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR... 123 00:06:30,180 --> 00:06:31,770 WHO DIED? 124 00:06:31,772 --> 00:06:33,062 AMELIA... 125 00:06:33,063 --> 00:06:35,153 I KNOW THE FACE. 126 00:06:35,145 --> 00:06:38,815 I'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE. 127 00:06:38,819 --> 00:06:41,019 EVERYONE THINKS THEY ARE THE FIRST PERSON IN THE WORLD 128 00:06:41,021 --> 00:06:45,201 TO EVER LOOK AT A HUMAN BEING LIKE THAT, BUT... 129 00:06:45,195 --> 00:06:46,865 IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME FACE. 130 00:06:48,368 --> 00:06:50,078 WHO IS DEAD? 131 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:52,080 DEREK. 132 00:06:54,374 --> 00:06:57,094 IT'S DEREK. 133 00:06:59,209 --> 00:07:01,499 I'M SO, SO SORRY. 134 00:07:01,502 --> 00:07:05,182 IT WAS AN MVC ACCIDENT, AND HE WANTED TO HELP. 135 00:07:05,175 --> 00:07:06,755 I DON'T NEED THE DETAILS. 136 00:07:06,757 --> 00:07:08,597 DEAD IS DEAD. 137 00:07:08,599 --> 00:07:11,639 I AM SO... 138 00:07:11,642 --> 00:07:12,642 SO SORRY. 139 00:07:12,643 --> 00:07:14,143 I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD -- 140 00:07:14,144 --> 00:07:16,024 THANK YOU... 141 00:07:16,016 --> 00:07:17,476 FOR TELLING ME. 142 00:07:17,478 --> 00:07:19,188 AMELIA, IF THERE'S ANYTHING I CAN -- I'M GOOD. 143 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:22,109 I'VE DONE THIS BEFORE. I KNOW THE DRILL. 144 00:07:22,112 --> 00:07:23,862 IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL. 145 00:07:26,236 --> 00:07:28,116 [ WATER RUNNING ] 146 00:07:29,530 --> 00:07:33,490 ♪ I PICTURED YOU IN THE SUN ♪ 147 00:07:33,494 --> 00:07:36,174 ♪ WONDERING WHAT WENT WRONG ♪ 148 00:07:36,166 --> 00:07:38,996 [ SNIFFLES ] OH, MY GOD. 149 00:07:38,999 --> 00:07:42,669 ♪ AND FALLING DOWN ON YOUR KNEES ♪ 150 00:07:42,673 --> 00:07:45,683 ♪ ASKING FOR SYMPATHY ♪ 151 00:07:45,676 --> 00:07:49,086 Man: THIS IS A DAY FOR US TO CELEBRATE DEREK SHEPHERD'S LIFE 152 00:07:49,089 --> 00:07:52,639 AND FOR EACH OF US TO SAY OUR GOODBYES. ♪ AND BEING CAUGHT IN BETWEEN ♪ 153 00:07:52,643 --> 00:07:57,023 ♪ ALL YOU WISH FOR AND ALL YOU'VE SEEN ♪ 154 00:07:57,017 --> 00:07:58,477 EVERY DAY WE CELEBRATE HIM IN SOME WAY -- 155 00:07:58,478 --> 00:08:02,228 AS A FATHER, AS A HUSBAND... ♪ AND TRYING TO FIND ANYTHING ♪ 156 00:08:02,232 --> 00:08:09,032 ...AS A BROTHER, AS A FRIEND. ♪ YOU CAN FEEL THAT YOU CAN BELIEVE IN ♪ 157 00:08:11,071 --> 00:08:16,041 ♪ MAY GOD'S LOVE BE WITH YOU ♪ 158 00:08:16,036 --> 00:08:20,576 ♪ ALWAYS ♪ 159 00:08:20,581 --> 00:08:25,841 ♪ MAY GOD'S LOVE BE WITH YOU ♪ 160 00:08:27,087 --> 00:08:31,047 ♪ I KNOW I WOULD APOLOGIZE ♪ 161 00:08:31,051 --> 00:08:36,481 ♪ IF I COULD SEE YOUR EYES ♪ 162 00:08:36,476 --> 00:08:38,186 IT WAS A NICE SERVICE. 163 00:08:38,188 --> 00:08:40,018 ♪ 'CAUSE WHEN YOU SHOWED ME MYSELF ♪ 164 00:08:40,020 --> 00:08:41,190 I LIKED YOUR POEM. 165 00:08:41,191 --> 00:08:42,601 [ SIGHS ] 166 00:08:42,603 --> 00:08:46,243 ♪ YOU KNOW, I BECAME SOMEONE ELSE ♪ 167 00:08:46,236 --> 00:08:49,906 ♪ BUT I WAS CAUGHT IN BETWEEN ♪ 168 00:08:49,910 --> 00:08:52,780 ♪ ALL YOU WISH FOR AND ALL YOU NEED ♪ 169 00:08:52,783 --> 00:08:54,113 IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME, 170 00:08:54,114 --> 00:08:57,714 DO NOT LET THEM HOOK ME UP TO ANYTHING. 171 00:08:57,708 --> 00:08:59,788 NOTHING. UNDERSTAND? 172 00:08:59,790 --> 00:09:00,920 JUST... 173 00:09:00,921 --> 00:09:04,041 DONATE MY ORGANS AND LET ME GO. 174 00:09:04,044 --> 00:09:06,554 ♪ YOU CAN'T KEEP AWAKE ♪ 175 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:08,626 IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT... 176 00:09:08,629 --> 00:09:10,879 OKAY. OKAY. 177 00:09:10,881 --> 00:09:13,551 ♪ MAY GOD'S LOVE BE WITH YOU ♪ 178 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:14,983 [ SIGHS ] 179 00:09:14,975 --> 00:09:16,635 ♪ ALWAYS ♪ 180 00:09:16,637 --> 00:09:18,727 BUT IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME... 181 00:09:18,729 --> 00:09:21,139 HOOK ME UP... TO EVERYTHING 182 00:09:21,141 --> 00:09:23,731 AND NEVER LET THEM UNPLUG ME -- EVER. 183 00:09:23,734 --> 00:09:26,244 BEN, I'M NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS. 184 00:09:26,236 --> 00:09:27,986 NEITHER AM I. 185 00:09:27,988 --> 00:09:29,148 I WANT TO LIVE. 186 00:09:29,149 --> 00:09:30,989 I WANT EXTRAORDINARY MEASURES. 187 00:09:30,991 --> 00:09:33,491 THE MORE EXTRAORDINARY, THE BETTER. 188 00:09:35,866 --> 00:09:37,996 SERIOUSLY. 189 00:09:37,998 --> 00:09:39,868 SERIOUSLY. 190 00:09:40,911 --> 00:09:42,161 SERIOUSLY? 191 00:09:42,162 --> 00:09:46,172 ♪ ALWAYS ♪ 192 00:09:46,166 --> 00:09:51,966 ♪ MAY GOD'S LOVE BE WITH YOU ♪ 193 00:09:53,423 --> 00:09:55,183 NO RUNNING EVER. 194 00:09:55,175 --> 00:09:56,425 Meredith: THAT WE'LL TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER 195 00:09:56,426 --> 00:09:58,386 EVEN WHEN WE'RE OLD AND SMELLY. 196 00:09:58,388 --> 00:09:59,808 TUMOR IS HERE. 197 00:09:59,810 --> 00:10:01,220 NOW YOU'VE COMPLETELY LOST YOUR MIND. 198 00:10:01,221 --> 00:10:02,681 YOU'RE LIKE COMING UP FOR FRESH AIR. 199 00:10:02,683 --> 00:10:05,113 IT'S YOU. IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU. 200 00:10:05,105 --> 00:10:06,275 THEY OFFERED ME THE JOB AGAIN. 201 00:10:06,276 --> 00:10:07,606 TAKE IT. 202 00:10:08,568 --> 00:10:11,068 SOMEONE DOESN'T WANT TO PUT HER SHOES ON. 203 00:10:11,071 --> 00:10:12,491 LOOK, SHE'S JUST SO HAPPY. 204 00:10:12,492 --> 00:10:15,042 YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN, DO YOU? 205 00:10:15,035 --> 00:10:17,195 DEREK. 206 00:10:17,197 --> 00:10:18,237 DEREK. 207 00:10:18,238 --> 00:10:19,538 [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] 208 00:10:19,539 --> 00:10:20,739 Ellis: RICHARD, YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME! 209 00:10:20,741 --> 00:10:22,001 RICHARD, RICHARD! 210 00:10:22,002 --> 00:10:24,162 Meredith: I WAS SWIMMING... 211 00:10:24,164 --> 00:10:25,174 AND I LET GO. 212 00:10:27,087 --> 00:10:28,587 I STOPPED FIGHTING. 213 00:10:30,961 --> 00:10:32,211 MEREDITH, GET UP. 214 00:10:32,212 --> 00:10:33,922 ZO-ZO, HONEY, WAKE UP. 215 00:10:34,845 --> 00:10:37,095 PUT THESE ON. [ BAG UNZIPS ] 216 00:10:40,260 --> 00:10:41,060 YOU READY? 217 00:10:48,148 --> 00:10:50,028 WHERE ARE WE GOING? 218 00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:52,941 AWAY, SWEETIE. 219 00:10:52,943 --> 00:10:54,033 WE'RE GOING AWAY. 220 00:11:02,833 --> 00:11:04,543 COME ON, SWEETHEART, LET'S GO. 221 00:11:15,055 --> 00:11:16,555 IT'S JUST SO STRANGE THAT SHE LEFT WITH NO WARNING. 222 00:11:16,556 --> 00:11:17,966 SHE LEFT A NOTE. 223 00:11:17,968 --> 00:11:20,258 UH, "THE KIDS AND I ARE SAFE"? YEAH, THAT'S HELPFUL. 224 00:11:20,260 --> 00:11:23,140 Alex: I CALLED YANG AGAIN, BUT SHE HASN'T HEARD FROM MER SINCE THE FUNERAL. 225 00:11:23,143 --> 00:11:25,573 ARE YOU SERIOUS? THAT WAS WEEKS AGO. 226 00:11:25,565 --> 00:11:27,855 W-- OKAY, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. 227 00:11:27,858 --> 00:11:29,188 I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU -- 228 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:32,019 UH, YOU WANT TO GO TO A MEETING AFTER THIS? 229 00:11:32,022 --> 00:11:33,812 I'M GOOD. THANKS. 230 00:11:33,814 --> 00:11:36,324 ARE YOU? "...SO LONG, I'LL SEE YOU LATER" OR... 231 00:11:36,316 --> 00:11:37,656 YOU'RE BASICALLY LIVING AT THE HOSPITAL. 232 00:11:37,657 --> 00:11:39,487 "...TROUBLE DUE TO THE FACT THAT I AM ALL..." 233 00:11:39,489 --> 00:11:40,659 I'M FINE, RICHARD, REALLY... 234 00:11:40,660 --> 00:11:41,990 "...WORLD RIGHT NOW." 235 00:11:41,992 --> 00:11:43,952 I MEAN, SH-SHE JUST DROPPED EVERYTHING -- 236 00:11:43,954 --> 00:11:45,174 HER PATIENTS, HER SURGERIES. 237 00:11:45,165 --> 00:11:47,085 LOOK, MAYBE IT'S TIME WE HIRE A DETECTIVE, 238 00:11:47,087 --> 00:11:48,667 MAKE SURE SHE'S REALLY SAFE. 239 00:11:48,668 --> 00:11:51,128 YEAH, I THINK WE SHOULD CALL THE POLICE. MM-HMM. 240 00:11:51,131 --> 00:11:52,501 Richard: O-OKAY, THAT'S -- THAT'S ENOUGH. 241 00:11:52,502 --> 00:11:55,052 MEREDITH GREY IS NOT A MISSING PERSON. 242 00:11:55,045 --> 00:11:56,755 SHE -- SHE LEFT A NOTE. 243 00:11:56,757 --> 00:11:58,927 SHE'S NOT JEOPARDIZING HER KIDS. 244 00:11:58,929 --> 00:12:00,719 SHE'S NOT AN IRRESPONSIBLE PERSON. 245 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:04,850 IF SHE'S GONE, SHE'S GONE BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE GONE. 246 00:12:04,845 --> 00:12:07,225 SHE'S DOING WHAT SHE KNOWS HOW TO DO. 247 00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:09,057 SAME AS HER MOTHER. 248 00:12:09,059 --> 00:12:12,229 ELLIS GREY LEFT SEATTLE AND NEVER LOOKED BACK. 249 00:12:14,064 --> 00:12:15,324 SO, THAT'S IT? THAT... 250 00:12:17,027 --> 00:12:19,157 WE JUST LET HER GO? 251 00:12:22,202 --> 00:12:23,912 [ Ringing ] 252 00:12:23,914 --> 00:12:25,174 You've reached Dr. Meredith Grey. 253 00:12:25,165 --> 00:12:26,915 [ SIGHS ] 254 00:12:32,172 --> 00:12:34,292 [ Ringing ] 255 00:12:40,140 --> 00:12:42,010 You've reached Dr. Meredith Grey. [ SIGHS ] 256 00:12:48,939 --> 00:12:50,809 Owen: AND TIME ISN'T THE SAME OVER THERE. 257 00:12:50,811 --> 00:12:53,351 HOURS DON'T EXIST. THERE'S ONLY MINUTES, SECONDS. 258 00:12:53,353 --> 00:12:55,073 IT'S VISCERAL AND EXCITING. 259 00:12:55,065 --> 00:12:56,655 BUT YOU'RE CHIEF. UH... 260 00:12:56,656 --> 00:12:57,816 WELL, NOT FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS. 261 00:12:57,818 --> 00:12:59,988 WEBBER IS STEPPING IN AS INTERIM CHIEF. 262 00:12:59,990 --> 00:13:03,280 THE WORK I'LL GET TO DO IS RAW AND URGENT. 263 00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:05,713 KEPNER, YOU JUST FEEL SO USEFUL AND GOOD 264 00:13:05,705 --> 00:13:06,865 AT THE END OF EVERY DAY, 265 00:13:06,867 --> 00:13:09,077 AND AFTER EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENED HERE, I -- 266 00:13:09,079 --> 00:13:10,669 I'M READY. 267 00:13:10,670 --> 00:13:12,830 I'M READY FOR THIS KIND OF CHANGE. I JUST NEED TO FEEL -- 268 00:13:12,833 --> 00:13:14,463 USEFUL. 269 00:13:14,464 --> 00:13:16,054 AND GOOD. [ CHUCKLES ] 270 00:13:16,046 --> 00:13:18,126 YEAH. [ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ] 271 00:13:21,011 --> 00:13:22,971 I DON'T CARE HOW SICK THE KIDS ARE. 272 00:13:22,973 --> 00:13:24,423 I'M NOT DOING THIS NEXT YEAR. 273 00:13:24,424 --> 00:13:25,694 [ CHUCKLES ] 274 00:13:25,685 --> 00:13:27,305 [ CHUCKLES ] 275 00:13:28,558 --> 00:13:31,018 OUR PATIENT HAS 60% SURFACE AREA BURNS. 276 00:13:31,021 --> 00:13:33,061 SHE WAS PULLED FROM A HOUSE FIRE THIS MORNING. 277 00:13:33,063 --> 00:13:34,063 ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING? 278 00:13:34,064 --> 00:13:35,364 Jo: I'M -- I'M SORRY. I JUST... 279 00:13:35,355 --> 00:13:36,435 YOU NEED TO PREPARE YOURSELF. 280 00:13:36,436 --> 00:13:38,606 BURNS LIKE THIS ARE... 281 00:13:38,608 --> 00:13:39,898 DIFFICULT. 282 00:13:39,900 --> 00:13:41,610 THIS WILL NOT BE EASY. 283 00:13:44,865 --> 00:13:46,155 HI, ANNE. 284 00:13:46,156 --> 00:13:47,706 DR. WILSON AND I 285 00:13:47,707 --> 00:13:50,907 ARE HERE TO START YOUR FIRST DRESSING CHANGES. 286 00:13:50,911 --> 00:13:53,211 [ SIGHS ] I'M SO COLD. 287 00:13:53,213 --> 00:13:54,713 I CAN'T STOP SHAKING. 288 00:13:54,714 --> 00:13:59,014 I MEAN, ISN'T THAT WEIRD, THAT -- THAT I GOT BURNED AND...I'M COLD? 289 00:13:59,009 --> 00:14:02,339 WELL, YOUR SKIN AND YOUR NERVES HAVE EXPERIENCED SEVERE DAMAGE. 290 00:14:02,342 --> 00:14:06,102 YOU ARE UNABLE TO RETAIN HEAT OR FEEL SURFACE PAIN. 291 00:14:06,096 --> 00:14:08,226 DR. WILSON, DO YOU WANT TO WALK ANNE THROUGH 292 00:14:08,228 --> 00:14:09,768 WHAT WE'RE GONNA BE DOING TODAY? 293 00:14:09,769 --> 00:14:12,269 WE'LL DEBRIDE THE BURNS LAYER BY LAYER 294 00:14:12,272 --> 00:14:15,192 UNTIL WE EXPOSE HEALTHY TISSUE TO... 295 00:14:15,185 --> 00:14:16,145 HELP NEW SKIN GROW. 296 00:14:16,146 --> 00:14:18,276 J.J.: AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL, 297 00:14:18,278 --> 00:14:20,738 SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO GRAB ONTO SOMETHING. 298 00:14:20,740 --> 00:14:22,900 THE BED RAILS WORK REALLY WELL. 299 00:14:22,903 --> 00:14:23,943 WHO'S THAT? 300 00:14:23,944 --> 00:14:25,254 THAT -- THAT'S YOUR NEIGHBOR, J.J. 301 00:14:25,245 --> 00:14:27,115 SHE WAS ADMITTED A COUPLE WEEKS AGO. 302 00:14:27,117 --> 00:14:29,697 HELLO, J.J. OH, AND DO YOURSELF A FAVOR -- 303 00:14:29,699 --> 00:14:32,079 GRAB SOMETHING TO BITE DOWN ON. 304 00:14:32,082 --> 00:14:33,702 THAT'S NOT -- THANK YOU, J.J. 305 00:14:33,703 --> 00:14:34,703 IS SHE SERIOUS? 306 00:14:34,704 --> 00:14:36,344 WE'VE GOT YOU UNDER SEDATION. 307 00:14:36,336 --> 00:14:37,666 BARELY WORKS! 308 00:14:37,667 --> 00:14:39,127 REALLY, J.J.? 309 00:14:39,129 --> 00:14:42,839 WE ARE GOING TO DO THIS AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE, OKAY, ANNE? 310 00:14:42,842 --> 00:14:45,722 UM... IS MY HUSBAND OUT THERE? 311 00:14:45,715 --> 00:14:49,175 OH, UM, I DON'T SEE HIM, BUT WE CAN TRACK HIM DOWN. 312 00:14:49,179 --> 00:14:50,009 S-SHOULD I -- UH, SURE, YEAH. 313 00:14:50,010 --> 00:14:51,810 JUST -- JUST BE QUICK, OKAY? 314 00:14:51,811 --> 00:14:54,101 READY TO GET STARTED? 315 00:14:54,104 --> 00:14:56,284 OKAY. YOU READY? 316 00:14:57,647 --> 00:14:58,437 [ GASPS ] OKAY. 317 00:14:58,438 --> 00:14:59,978 OW. OW! 318 00:14:59,980 --> 00:15:02,150 OH, OW, THAT -- THAT HURTS! I KNOW. 319 00:15:02,152 --> 00:15:03,402 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 320 00:15:03,403 --> 00:15:05,533 [ SCREAMING ] 321 00:15:05,525 --> 00:15:07,075 J.J.: OKAY, YOU SEE, 322 00:15:07,077 --> 00:15:10,117 THAT'S WHY YOU WANT TO GET SOMETHING TO BITE DOWN ON! 323 00:15:10,120 --> 00:15:12,160 [ CRYING ] 324 00:15:12,162 --> 00:15:16,252 [ CHUCKLES ] I -- I NEVER -- I NEVER SAID YOU WERE BORING. 325 00:15:16,246 --> 00:15:18,126 DON'T DENY IT. 326 00:15:18,128 --> 00:15:20,378 I GOT THE WHOLE STORY OUT OF A RESIDENT -- 327 00:15:20,380 --> 00:15:22,130 YOU THOUGHT I WAS BORING. 328 00:15:22,132 --> 00:15:24,172 THAT'S WHY WE NEVER HAD A SECOND DATE. 329 00:15:24,174 --> 00:15:25,314 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 330 00:15:25,305 --> 00:15:26,965 AND, UH... 331 00:15:26,967 --> 00:15:29,217 WHICH RESIDENT TOLD YOU THIS? 332 00:15:29,219 --> 00:15:31,009 [ CHUCKLES ] 333 00:15:31,011 --> 00:15:32,221 I'M NOT GONNA PUT MY C.I. AT RISK. 334 00:15:32,222 --> 00:15:33,432 UM -- 335 00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:35,113 THAT'S A CONFIDENTIAL INFORMANT. 336 00:15:35,105 --> 00:15:36,975 IT'S COP TALK. 337 00:15:36,977 --> 00:15:39,437 I'D ELABORATE, BUT YOU MIGHT THINK IT'S A LITTLE TOO BORING. 338 00:15:41,061 --> 00:15:42,481 [ CHUCKLES ] 339 00:15:42,482 --> 00:15:44,732 RELAX, I'M JUST MESSING WITH YOU. 340 00:15:44,734 --> 00:15:46,954 [ CHUCKLES ] 341 00:15:46,946 --> 00:15:47,946 [ GROANS ] 342 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:50,237 OH, OKAY, ALL RIGHT. 343 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:51,620 TAKE IT EASY. 344 00:15:51,621 --> 00:15:53,741 THAT GRAFT WE USED TO CLOSE YOUR ABDOMEN IS BREAKING DOWN, 345 00:15:53,743 --> 00:15:55,883 AND YOU'RE GONNA NEED ANOTHER SERIES OF SURGERIES 346 00:15:55,875 --> 00:15:57,075 JUST TO COMPLETE THE CLOSURE, 347 00:15:57,077 --> 00:15:59,877 LET ALONE TO COMPLETE YOUR SPINAL FUSION. 348 00:15:59,879 --> 00:16:01,879 [ SIGHS ] WHAT ABOUT MY LEG? 349 00:16:01,881 --> 00:16:03,041 I KNOW IT'S IN PRETTY ROUGH SHAPE, 350 00:16:03,043 --> 00:16:05,143 BUT I'M GONNA NEED IT BACK IF I'M GONNA GO BACK 351 00:16:05,135 --> 00:16:07,715 TO CHASING CROOKS AND LEAPING OVER ROOFTOPS, 352 00:16:07,717 --> 00:16:11,087 YOU KNOW, ALL THAT SUPER-BORING COP STUFF. 353 00:16:11,091 --> 00:16:13,891 [ CHUCKLES ] COME ON. 354 00:16:13,893 --> 00:16:16,193 DON'T MAKE IT THAT EASY. GIVE A LITTLE BACK. 355 00:16:16,186 --> 00:16:17,726 I CAN TAKE IT, YOU KNOW? 356 00:16:17,727 --> 00:16:21,477 DAN, I CAN'T MAKE YOU ANY PROMISES ABOUT YOUR LEG. 357 00:16:21,481 --> 00:16:22,981 I'M GONNA DO EVERYTHING THAT I CAN, 358 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:26,162 BUT I AM NOT CONFIDENT THAT WE'LL BE ABLE TO SAVE IT. 359 00:16:26,156 --> 00:16:28,316 THERE'S A VERY, VERY LONG ROAD AHEAD. 360 00:16:28,318 --> 00:16:29,608 WOW. 361 00:16:29,609 --> 00:16:31,989 WHEN YOU SLING IT BACK, YOU DON'T MESS AROUND. 362 00:16:33,073 --> 00:16:34,243 BUT SILVER LINING -- 363 00:16:34,244 --> 00:16:36,754 THIS MEANS YOU'LL HAVE THAT MUCH MORE TIME 364 00:16:36,746 --> 00:16:38,206 TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME. 365 00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:41,119 [ CHUCKLES ] 366 00:16:41,121 --> 00:16:41,881 OW. 367 00:16:41,881 --> 00:16:43,121 YOUR FACE... 368 00:16:43,123 --> 00:16:45,053 PRICELESS. 369 00:16:45,045 --> 00:16:47,465 [ CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY ] YEAH. 370 00:16:47,467 --> 00:16:48,427 [ BOTH CHUCKLE ] 371 00:17:11,241 --> 00:17:14,111 HOW IS WHAT YOU'RE DOING ANY DIFFERENT THAN MEREDITH GREY? 372 00:17:14,114 --> 00:17:15,624 WE'VE BEEN OVER THIS -- 373 00:17:15,615 --> 00:17:17,115 BECAUSE MY HUSBAND DIDN'T DIE, 374 00:17:17,117 --> 00:17:19,157 BECAUSE I'M NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM ANYTHING, 375 00:17:19,159 --> 00:17:21,159 BECAUSE THIS IS AN INCREDIBLE OPPORTUNITY FOR ME 376 00:17:21,161 --> 00:17:24,291 TO LEARN SURGICAL TECHNIQUES THAT I'VE NEVER EVEN DREAMED OF. 377 00:17:24,294 --> 00:17:25,804 JACKSON, IT'S ONLY THREE MONTHS. 378 00:17:25,795 --> 00:17:28,335 YOU COULD AT LEAST PRETEND TO BE HAPPY FOR ME. 379 00:17:28,338 --> 00:17:29,758 WHY? I DON'T LIKE IT. 380 00:17:29,759 --> 00:17:31,259 [ SIGHS ] I DON'T. 381 00:17:31,261 --> 00:17:32,551 IT'S DANGEROUS. 382 00:17:32,552 --> 00:17:33,802 I'M NOT GONNA BE FIGHTING! 383 00:17:33,803 --> 00:17:35,013 I'M GONNA BE DOING SURGERY. 384 00:17:35,014 --> 00:17:37,104 I'M GONNA BE TEACHING, HELPING. 385 00:17:37,097 --> 00:17:40,137 THESE ARE ALL THINGS THAT YOU DO HERE EVERY DAY. 386 00:17:40,140 --> 00:17:42,640 IT MAKES ME EXCITED. 387 00:17:44,484 --> 00:17:45,694 HAPPY. 388 00:17:45,685 --> 00:17:47,525 PLEASE... 389 00:17:47,527 --> 00:17:50,147 I NEED THIS. 390 00:17:50,150 --> 00:17:51,690 I WANT IT. 391 00:17:51,691 --> 00:17:53,111 IT'S THREE MONTHS. 392 00:17:53,113 --> 00:17:56,003 Woman over P.A.: FLIGHT 721 TO LOS ANGELES... 393 00:17:55,995 --> 00:17:57,905 [ SIGHS ] MY FLIGHT'S ABOUT TO BOARD. 394 00:17:57,907 --> 00:18:00,407 I -- WELL, I CAN'T LEAVE IF WE'RE LIKE THIS. 395 00:18:00,410 --> 00:18:04,120 WILL YOU AT LEAST KISS ME GOODBYE? 396 00:18:05,004 --> 00:18:06,384 [ SIGHS ] 397 00:18:40,079 --> 00:18:42,579 READY? 1, 2 -- 398 00:18:42,582 --> 00:18:44,122 Y-YOU DO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING? 399 00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:45,343 I'M A SURGEON. 400 00:18:45,335 --> 00:18:48,375 GONNA RUIN MY DAY AT THE LAKE, POKING A HORNET'S NEST. 401 00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:50,668 YOU KNOW THAT'S A SAYING. 402 00:18:50,670 --> 00:18:53,010 PEOPLE DO NOT ACTUALLY POKE THE HORNET'S NEST. 403 00:18:53,012 --> 00:18:54,212 I DIDN'T DO IT ON P-- 404 00:18:54,214 --> 00:18:55,644 OW! WHAT'S -- WHAT? 405 00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:57,135 [ CHUCKLES ] YOU BABY. 406 00:18:57,136 --> 00:18:59,136 AND YOU WANT TO BE KEPT ALIVE FOREVER. 407 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,178 YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH A PAIR OF SHARP TWEEZERS. 408 00:19:01,181 --> 00:19:06,271 YOU WANT TO BE INTUBATED, CATHETERIZED, MULTIPLE I.V.s, 409 00:19:06,266 --> 00:19:10,226 CENTRAL LINES IN THE NECK AND GROIN, 410 00:19:10,230 --> 00:19:13,110 AND BED SORES ALL BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GET IT TOGETHER, 411 00:19:13,112 --> 00:19:14,772 LET JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL. 412 00:19:17,116 --> 00:19:18,536 WHAT? 413 00:19:18,538 --> 00:19:20,368 LOOK, LOOK, IF I AM LYING IN A HOSPITAL BED 414 00:19:20,370 --> 00:19:22,870 IN SUCH BAD SHAPE THAT IT HAS REACHED THAT POINT 415 00:19:22,872 --> 00:19:24,122 THAT SOME DOCTOR 416 00:19:24,123 --> 00:19:26,173 IS TALKING TO YOU ABOUT EXTRAORDINARY MEASURES, 417 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,495 [Chuckling] I AM NOT GONNA LET JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL. 418 00:19:28,498 --> 00:19:30,288 OH... NO, YOU KNOW WHEN JESUS SHOULD'VE TAKEN THE WHEEL, 419 00:19:30,290 --> 00:19:32,000 WHEN HE SHOULD'VE BEEN FLIPPING HIS TURN SIGNALS 420 00:19:32,001 --> 00:19:33,381 A-AND SHIFTING GEARS? 421 00:19:33,383 --> 00:19:35,053 WHEN WHATEVER BAD THING THAT HAPPENED 422 00:19:35,054 --> 00:19:37,684 TO MAKE ME SUFFER A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY WAS HAPPENING, 423 00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:41,007 BUT INSTEAD, JESUS WAS CLEARLY OUT JOYRIDING WITH SOMEONE ELSE 424 00:19:41,010 --> 00:19:43,060 BECAUSE THERE I AM GORKED IN A BED. 425 00:19:43,062 --> 00:19:45,062 SO, NO, I'M NOT GONNA LET JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL. 426 00:19:45,064 --> 00:19:47,194 I'M NOT GONNA LET JESUS ANYWHERE NEAR MY DAMN CAR! 427 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,186 I'M DRIVING! 428 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:52,188 NO, SCIENCE IS DRIVING. 429 00:19:54,274 --> 00:19:57,034 I DID NOT STAB HIM IN THE NECK WITH THESE TWEEZERS. 430 00:19:57,026 --> 00:19:59,026 I WANT THAT NOTED. 431 00:19:59,028 --> 00:20:01,118 HEY. ANYTHING TODAY? 432 00:20:01,120 --> 00:20:03,080 NO. YOU? NOTHING. 433 00:20:03,082 --> 00:20:04,782 [ Ringing ] STILL NO WORD AT ALL? 434 00:20:04,784 --> 00:20:06,174 SHE DOESN'T REPLY TO E-MAILS. 435 00:20:06,165 --> 00:20:08,035 OR HER FREAKIN' PHONE. 436 00:20:08,037 --> 00:20:09,917 Dr. Dreyfuss: TWO HOURS -- TWO -- 437 00:20:09,919 --> 00:20:11,459 FOR A ROUTINE NEURO CONSULT. 438 00:20:11,461 --> 00:20:13,001 I GET WE'RE DOWN A GUY, BUT I'M SORRY, 439 00:20:13,002 --> 00:20:14,092 THE BOARD NEEDS TO GET OFF THEIR ASSES 440 00:20:14,093 --> 00:20:16,603 AND HIRE A NEW NEUROSURGEON ALREADY. 441 00:20:16,596 --> 00:20:18,796 DON'T MAKE A SCENE. IT'S NOT WORTH IT. 442 00:20:18,798 --> 00:20:19,888 I KNOW. 443 00:20:19,889 --> 00:20:21,219 WELL, IT'S IRRESPONSIBLE IS WHAT IT IS. 444 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:22,260 IT'S BAD MANAGEMENT. 445 00:20:22,262 --> 00:20:23,762 HOW HARD IS IT TO FIND O-- 446 00:20:23,763 --> 00:20:24,513 [ THUD ] 447 00:20:24,514 --> 00:20:25,564 REALLY?! 448 00:20:25,555 --> 00:20:26,975 REALLY? 449 00:20:26,976 --> 00:20:29,106 YOU THINK THAT WE NEED T-TO JUST GET OFF OUR ASSES? 450 00:20:29,108 --> 00:20:30,518 WE SHOULD DO YOU THAT SOLID 451 00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:32,560 BECAUSE THE LOSS OF OUR COLLEAGUE AND FRIEND 452 00:20:32,562 --> 00:20:35,322 IS ALL ABOUT YOUR NEEDS, YOUR SCHEDULE? 453 00:20:35,315 --> 00:20:37,235 YOU THINK THAT WE SHOULD BE SENSITIVE TO THAT? 454 00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:38,696 HOW ABOUT YOU TAKE A MINUTE 455 00:20:38,698 --> 00:20:41,948 TO THINK ABOUT THE PERSON, THE TALENT, THE LIFE THAT WE LOST?! 456 00:20:41,951 --> 00:20:45,031 HOW ABOUT YOU THINK BEFORE YOU START COMPLAINING 457 00:20:45,034 --> 00:20:48,424 THAT DEREK SHEPHERD'S DEATH HAS BEEN INCONVENIENT FOR YOU?! 458 00:20:51,921 --> 00:20:54,041 [ INDISTINCT TALKING ] 459 00:20:54,043 --> 00:20:55,083 [ SIGHS ] 460 00:20:59,088 --> 00:21:01,928 I MADE A SCENE. 461 00:21:05,094 --> 00:21:07,524 Amelia: OKAY, THERE ARE HYPERTROPHIC BONE SPURS. 462 00:21:07,517 --> 00:21:09,387 WE JUST NEED TO BITE THEM OFF, AND WE'LL BE SET. 463 00:21:09,389 --> 00:21:10,939 SO, NO FORAMINOTOMY? 464 00:21:10,940 --> 00:21:11,850 I REALLY DON'T THINK WE NEED IT. 465 00:21:11,851 --> 00:21:13,061 OH, REALLY? 466 00:21:13,062 --> 00:21:15,062 BECAUSE I'M NOT HAVING ANY SUCCESS WITH HIS LEG. 467 00:21:15,064 --> 00:21:17,994 HE'S...PROBABLY GONNA LOSE IT 468 00:21:17,987 --> 00:21:20,527 AND DAN AND I WERE HOPING HE'S A VIABLE CANDIDATE FOR A BIONIC PROSTHESIS, 469 00:21:20,530 --> 00:21:24,660 SO IF HE'S IN CHRONIC PAIN OR IN A C-COLLAR FOR TOO LONG 470 00:21:24,664 --> 00:21:26,004 AND THAT DELAYS REHAB, WHICH -- 471 00:21:25,995 --> 00:21:27,205 I REALIZE THIS ISN'T THE METHOD 472 00:21:27,206 --> 00:21:28,786 MY DEAR, DEAD BROTHER WOULD HAVE USED. 473 00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:30,208 HIS METHOD WOULD ACTUALLY BE CLUNKIER 474 00:21:30,209 --> 00:21:32,209 AND OFFER LESS SUPPORT THAN MINE, 475 00:21:32,211 --> 00:21:34,001 SO LET'S DO IT MY WAY. 476 00:21:34,003 --> 00:21:39,013 I DON'T THINK DEREK WILL MIND, ON ACCOUNT OF HE IS DEAD. 477 00:21:39,008 --> 00:21:40,088 COOL? 478 00:21:40,089 --> 00:21:43,219 SURE. TOTALLY, TOTALLY COOL. 479 00:21:43,222 --> 00:21:44,382 GREAT. 480 00:21:44,384 --> 00:21:45,224 RONGEUR, PLEASE. 481 00:21:45,224 --> 00:21:46,394 Anne: OHH! 482 00:21:46,386 --> 00:21:48,056 [ Crying ] OW! 483 00:21:48,057 --> 00:21:49,847 OH, NO, IT HURTS MORE! 484 00:21:49,849 --> 00:21:51,189 HONEY, HONEY, YOU'RE DOING GREAT. 485 00:21:51,190 --> 00:21:52,640 I KNOW THAT IT'S PAINFUL, 486 00:21:52,642 --> 00:21:53,852 BUT THAT JUST MEANS THAT YOU'RE HEALING, 487 00:21:53,853 --> 00:21:55,743 AND THEN THE MORE YOU HEAL, 488 00:21:55,735 --> 00:21:57,565 THE MORE YOUR NERVES REGROW. J.J.: ...THE MORE YOUR NERVES REGROW. 489 00:21:57,567 --> 00:21:59,107 YEAH, ISN'T THAT A BITCH? 490 00:21:59,108 --> 00:22:01,698 THE BETTER YOU GET, THE MORE IT HURTS. 491 00:22:01,701 --> 00:22:04,151 A-AND THEN THEY SEND DR. WILSON IN HERE. 492 00:22:04,153 --> 00:22:06,043 WHAT, ALL THE UGLY DOCTORS ARE BUSY 493 00:22:06,035 --> 00:22:08,945 SO THEY GOT TO ENLIST SNOW WHITE 494 00:22:08,948 --> 00:22:10,828 TO COME AND PEEL US LIKE A GRAPE? 495 00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:12,410 J.J., YOU'RE NOT HELPING! 496 00:22:12,412 --> 00:22:14,952 NO, NO, ACTUALLY, THAT'S -- THAT'S FUNNY! 497 00:22:14,954 --> 00:22:15,804 [ CHUCKLES ] 498 00:22:15,795 --> 00:22:18,255 SHE IS P-- [ SCREAMING ] 499 00:22:18,257 --> 00:22:19,417 [ CRYING ] 500 00:22:19,419 --> 00:22:21,169 I KNOW. 501 00:22:21,170 --> 00:22:24,800 I MEAN, SERIOUSLY, THEY'RE S-SENDING IN A DISNEY PRINCESS, 502 00:22:24,804 --> 00:22:26,024 SO WHAT DOES THAT MAKE US? 503 00:22:26,015 --> 00:22:27,845 [ SCREAMS ] THE SEVEN DWARVES? 504 00:22:27,847 --> 00:22:30,057 [ CRYING ] TWO OF THEM, ANYWAY. 505 00:22:30,059 --> 00:22:32,849 OKAY, I'M, UM, I-I'LL BE BURNY, 506 00:22:32,852 --> 00:22:34,472 AND YOU CAN BE SCREAMY. 507 00:22:34,474 --> 00:22:36,074 [ CRIES, CHUCKLES ] 508 00:22:36,065 --> 00:22:39,565 AND -- AND, YOU KNOW, THERE -- THERE'S -- 509 00:22:39,569 --> 00:22:41,149 THERE'S THAT GUY DOWN THE HALL 510 00:22:41,150 --> 00:22:43,030 [BREATHES DEEPLY] WHO JUST LOST A LEG 511 00:22:43,032 --> 00:22:48,582 AND -- AND THAT WOMAN WHO'S IN THE TRAUMA ROOM NEXT TO ME. 512 00:22:48,578 --> 00:22:50,748 AND SHE WAS, LIKE, DYING, 513 00:22:50,750 --> 00:22:52,580 BUT SHE WOULDN'T STOP COMPLAINING 514 00:22:52,582 --> 00:22:55,042 ABOUT THE SERVICE SHE WAS GETTING. 515 00:22:55,044 --> 00:22:56,264 [ CHUCKLES ] 516 00:22:56,255 --> 00:22:59,165 THEY C-- THEY CAN BE DWARVES, TOO. 517 00:22:59,168 --> 00:23:01,998 [ SNORTS ] STUMPY AND BITCHY. 518 00:23:02,001 --> 00:23:03,961 [ Laughing ] STUMPY AND BITCHY. 519 00:23:05,174 --> 00:23:07,184 YEAH. YEAH. 520 00:23:07,176 --> 00:23:09,766 [ LAUGHS ] 521 00:23:09,769 --> 00:23:11,719 OKAY, I'M GONNA GO AGAIN. 522 00:23:11,721 --> 00:23:12,511 [ SIGHS ] 523 00:23:12,512 --> 00:23:15,012 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 524 00:23:15,014 --> 00:23:16,734 [ SCREAMING ] 525 00:23:16,726 --> 00:23:17,976 Lance: I'M RIGHT HERE. I GOT YOU. 526 00:23:17,977 --> 00:23:19,397 IT'S OKAY. YOU'RE OKAY. 527 00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:20,978 IT'S OKAY. [ CRIES ] 528 00:23:20,980 --> 00:23:23,070 YOU KNOW WHO THEY SHOULD'VE SENT IN HERE 529 00:23:23,072 --> 00:23:25,532 WAS MARY FREAKIN' POPPINS. 530 00:23:25,525 --> 00:23:26,905 I BET SHE HAD SOME MORPHINE 531 00:23:26,906 --> 00:23:29,156 IN THAT BAG OF CRAP SHE CARRIED AROUND WITH HER. 532 00:23:29,158 --> 00:23:30,408 [ LAUGHS, CRYING ] 533 00:23:30,409 --> 00:23:35,199 OKAY, SO WE GOT, UM, BURNY, SCREAMY, STUMPY, BITCHY. 534 00:23:35,204 --> 00:23:36,044 WHO ELSE? 535 00:23:36,035 --> 00:23:37,245 FOR GOD'S SAKE, SHUT UP! 536 00:23:39,499 --> 00:23:40,839 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 537 00:23:40,840 --> 00:23:43,540 LANCE... 538 00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:48,305 OKAY, WE'RE GONNA TAKE FIVE, OKAY? 539 00:23:48,307 --> 00:23:49,347 LANCE? 540 00:23:50,810 --> 00:23:54,600 [ DOOR OPENS, CLOSES ] 541 00:23:57,727 --> 00:24:01,057 HE'S JUST SCARED. 542 00:24:01,060 --> 00:24:04,360 THIS IS SCARY FOR HIM. 543 00:24:04,363 --> 00:24:06,913 J.J.: THEN, UM, HE FITS IN PERFECTLY. 544 00:24:06,906 --> 00:24:08,486 OKAY, WE'VE GOT, UM, 545 00:24:08,488 --> 00:24:13,238 WE'VE GOT BURNY, SCREAMY, STUMPY, BITCHY, AND SCAREDY. 546 00:24:13,242 --> 00:24:16,792 [ SIGHS ] YEAH. 547 00:24:16,786 --> 00:24:19,166 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 548 00:24:26,886 --> 00:24:28,296 Maggie: WE SHOULD TRY TO FIND HER. 549 00:24:28,297 --> 00:24:31,177 SHE'S NOT A ROGUE AGENT. SHE'S NOT ON THE LAM. 550 00:24:31,180 --> 00:24:33,640 SHE'S A SINGLE MOTHER WITH TWO KIDS. 551 00:24:33,643 --> 00:24:35,143 HOW HARD COULD IT BE? 552 00:24:35,144 --> 00:24:36,694 REALLY FREAKIN' HARD. 553 00:24:36,686 --> 00:24:38,936 I CALLED ANYONE I COULD THINK OF -- 554 00:24:38,938 --> 00:24:40,648 CRISTINA, HER FATHER -- 555 00:24:40,650 --> 00:24:42,690 AND THEN I THOUGHT MAYBE WEBBER WAS RIGHT, 556 00:24:42,692 --> 00:24:44,942 MAYBE SHE FOLLOWED IN ELLIS' FOOTSTEPS. 557 00:24:44,944 --> 00:24:46,324 SO, I STARTED CALLING HOSPITALS IN BOSTON 558 00:24:46,315 --> 00:24:49,485 AND ASKING FOR DR. GREY JUST TO SEE IF ANYONE WOULD ANSWER. 559 00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:50,908 [ FIREWORKS EXPLODING ] 560 00:24:50,910 --> 00:24:53,910 OH. WOW. 561 00:24:53,913 --> 00:24:55,923 YEAH, HERE WE GO. 562 00:24:55,915 --> 00:24:58,705 [ CHEERS AND APPLAUSE IN DISTANCE ] 563 00:24:58,708 --> 00:25:01,828 THIS ISN'T WHY I CAME TO SEATTLE. 564 00:25:01,831 --> 00:25:04,831 OOH. 565 00:25:04,834 --> 00:25:09,434 I DIDN'T KNOW EXACTLY WHY I WAS COMING, BUT... 566 00:25:09,428 --> 00:25:12,088 I KNEW IT HAD TO DO WITH FINDING OUT ABOUT MY FAMILY, 567 00:25:12,091 --> 00:25:14,931 AND I FOUND MEREDITH. 568 00:25:14,934 --> 00:25:16,484 AND THEN SHE... 569 00:25:16,475 --> 00:25:18,055 [ FIREWORK EXPLODES ] [ GASPS ] 570 00:25:20,229 --> 00:25:24,519 I NEVER FELT ABANDONED BY MY BIRTH MOTHER. 571 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:27,073 MY PARENTS NEVER LET ME, NOT FOR A SECOND. 572 00:25:27,066 --> 00:25:28,986 WE WERE MEANT TO BE A FAMILY. 573 00:25:28,988 --> 00:25:31,408 I BELIEVE THAT. I KNOW THAT. 574 00:25:34,654 --> 00:25:36,084 BUT... 575 00:25:36,075 --> 00:25:37,075 [ GASPS ] 576 00:25:37,076 --> 00:25:40,576 [ SIGHS ] 577 00:25:40,580 --> 00:25:45,800 BUT I THINK THIS IS HOW I WOULD'VE FELT... 578 00:25:45,795 --> 00:25:47,665 IF I HAD. 579 00:25:49,759 --> 00:25:51,169 [ Ringing ] 580 00:25:51,170 --> 00:25:53,050 You've reached Dr. Meredith Grey. 581 00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:55,132 [ Beep ] LOOK, CUT IT OUT. 582 00:25:55,134 --> 00:25:56,684 IT'S NOT FAIR TO ANY OF US. 583 00:25:56,676 --> 00:25:58,766 JUST TELL ME THAT YOU'RE OKAY AND THAT YOU'RE SAFE. 584 00:25:58,768 --> 00:26:01,178 THAT'S ALL. JUST DO THAT. 585 00:26:12,992 --> 00:26:14,362 [ CELLPHONE RINGS ] 586 00:26:14,363 --> 00:26:15,833 HEY. APRIL: Hey. 587 00:26:15,825 --> 00:26:17,365 Why haven't you been picking up today? 588 00:26:17,366 --> 00:26:19,076 I-I'VE BEEN WORKING. 589 00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:21,368 Okay, well, now I've only got a couple mikes, so... 590 00:26:21,370 --> 00:26:24,080 WHO'S -- WHO'S MIKE? WHAT? Uh, mikes, uh, minutes. 591 00:26:24,083 --> 00:26:25,333 I just -- I-I have to hurry. 592 00:26:25,334 --> 00:26:28,174 OH, OKAY, WELL, ONLY A COUPLE MORE DAYS OF THIS, RIGHT? 593 00:26:28,167 --> 00:26:31,167 PRETTY SOON, YOU'LL BE BACK HERE AND WE'LL BE BOTH ON THE SAME CRAZY SCHEDULE. 594 00:26:31,170 --> 00:26:32,760 Yeah, right, that's what I have to -- 595 00:26:32,762 --> 00:26:33,842 OH, I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. 596 00:26:33,843 --> 00:26:35,173 UM... So do I. 597 00:26:35,174 --> 00:26:36,184 ...WE HAVE A NEW COUCH. 598 00:26:36,175 --> 00:26:38,305 THERE WAS AN ACCIDENT INVOLVING MOLé 599 00:26:38,307 --> 00:26:40,977 AND A REALLY EXCITING NATIONAL LEAGUE PLAYOFF GAME, ACTUALLY, 600 00:26:40,980 --> 00:26:44,270 AND, UM, COULDN'T GET THE STAIN OUT, SO JUST... 601 00:26:44,273 --> 00:26:46,363 NEW COUCH. 602 00:26:46,355 --> 00:26:49,315 I'm not coming home next week. 603 00:26:49,318 --> 00:26:50,778 [ STATIC ] 604 00:26:50,780 --> 00:26:52,440 WHAT? I just -- 605 00:26:52,441 --> 00:26:54,151 I can't -- APR--? 606 00:26:54,153 --> 00:26:56,203 ...teaching people these techniques. 607 00:26:56,195 --> 00:26:57,195 Uh, we've barely started. 608 00:26:57,196 --> 00:26:59,406 I mean, the level of need here is so -- 609 00:26:59,408 --> 00:27:01,408 [ STATIC ] ...children. 610 00:27:01,410 --> 00:27:03,160 I mean, Jackson, if you were here, 611 00:27:03,162 --> 00:27:04,622 you'd know what I'm talking about. 612 00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:08,013 It's just -- just, I don't feel like I'm done yet. 613 00:27:08,007 --> 00:27:10,047 Understand? 614 00:27:10,049 --> 00:27:12,009 I DO. 615 00:27:12,011 --> 00:27:14,011 AND...I DON'T. 616 00:27:14,013 --> 00:27:15,343 I MEAN, ARE YOU... 617 00:27:15,344 --> 00:27:17,064 ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT'S YOUR DECISION, 618 00:27:17,056 --> 00:27:18,886 OR YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS NOW, OR... 619 00:27:18,888 --> 00:27:20,428 Well, now, uh... 620 00:27:20,429 --> 00:27:21,429 [ STATIC ] 621 00:27:21,430 --> 00:27:23,720 No, I-I can't -- I can't now. 622 00:27:23,723 --> 00:27:26,033 Um, can I try you back at 1300 hours? 623 00:27:26,025 --> 00:27:28,815 I'LL BE SLEEPING. THAT'S LIKE 3:00 A.M. 624 00:27:28,818 --> 00:27:31,318 ALL RIGHT, SO, WHEN ARE YOU SAYING YOU CAN BE HOME? 625 00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:33,190 [ STATIC ] A-APRIL? 626 00:27:33,192 --> 00:27:34,612 Jackson -- APRIL? 627 00:27:34,613 --> 00:27:36,203 [ STATIC ] 628 00:27:36,195 --> 00:27:38,235 [ BEEPING ] 629 00:27:44,083 --> 00:27:47,053 THIS IS SUCH A LOVELY MEAL. 630 00:27:47,046 --> 00:27:49,336 REALLY NICE. 631 00:27:49,338 --> 00:27:52,498 MORE THAN NICE. 632 00:27:52,501 --> 00:27:54,171 [ SIGHS ] 633 00:27:54,173 --> 00:27:56,063 YOU KEEP ME ON MY TOES, CATHERINE AVERY. 634 00:27:56,055 --> 00:27:57,465 [ CHUCKLES ] 635 00:27:57,466 --> 00:27:59,886 YOU MAKE ME VERY HAPPY. 636 00:28:04,603 --> 00:28:06,153 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 637 00:28:09,358 --> 00:28:11,268 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 638 00:28:13,943 --> 00:28:15,073 RICHARD WEBBER, 639 00:28:15,074 --> 00:28:18,914 IF YOU ARE ABOUT TO DO WHAT I BELIEVE YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO, 640 00:28:18,908 --> 00:28:19,908 YOU SHOULD STOP. 641 00:28:22,992 --> 00:28:25,032 CATHERINE, W-- NO, PLEASE, PLEASE. 642 00:28:25,034 --> 00:28:28,134 [ SIGHS ] YOU SHOULD NOT BE ASKING THIS QUESTION 643 00:28:28,127 --> 00:28:30,377 WITHOUT KNOWING MY ANSWER. 644 00:28:30,379 --> 00:28:32,749 WELL, I THOUGHT I DID. 645 00:28:32,752 --> 00:28:34,832 WE ARE NOT NEW TO THIS. 646 00:28:34,834 --> 00:28:36,344 WE KNOW BETTER THAN TO GET CAUGHT UP 647 00:28:36,335 --> 00:28:39,045 IN SOME GRAND, ROMANTIC GESTURE. 648 00:28:39,048 --> 00:28:42,098 WE KNOW WHAT MARRIAGE REALLY IS. 649 00:28:42,101 --> 00:28:44,141 IT'S A MERGER, A CONTRACT. 650 00:28:44,143 --> 00:28:46,113 NO ONE SHOULD ENTER A BINDING CONTRACT 651 00:28:46,105 --> 00:28:49,605 WITHOUT CAREFUL, LENGTHY, PRACTICAL CONSIDERATION. 652 00:28:49,608 --> 00:28:52,978 SOUNDS SO ROMANTIC. 653 00:28:52,982 --> 00:28:55,652 NO, AND IT SHOULDN'T BE. 654 00:28:55,654 --> 00:29:01,034 YOU KNOW WHAT? YES, IT SHOULD. 655 00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:03,620 YOU KNOW, I PULLED BACK ON THE ROMANCE TONIGHT 656 00:29:03,622 --> 00:29:06,582 BECAUSE I KNEW -- 657 00:29:06,575 --> 00:29:08,625 IF I COULD... 658 00:29:08,627 --> 00:29:10,867 I'D FILL THIS ROOM WITH ROSES. 659 00:29:10,870 --> 00:29:14,000 I'D HAVE INVITED ALL OF OUR FRIENDS. 660 00:29:14,003 --> 00:29:16,803 I WOULD'VE HIRED A QUARTET OR A SOLOIST 661 00:29:16,796 --> 00:29:18,466 OR A DAMN MARIACHI BAND 662 00:29:18,467 --> 00:29:21,087 TO START PLAYING THE MINUTE YOU SAID YES, 663 00:29:21,090 --> 00:29:25,430 BECAUSE A PROPOSAL SHOULD BE ROMANTIC. 664 00:29:25,434 --> 00:29:28,484 IT'S -- THAT'S HOW I SEE IT. 665 00:29:28,477 --> 00:29:31,977 IT'S NOT A... HOLLOW GESTURE. 666 00:29:31,981 --> 00:29:35,731 IT'S ME... TELLING YOU... 667 00:29:35,734 --> 00:29:37,824 HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. 668 00:29:37,817 --> 00:29:40,657 BUT, UM... 669 00:29:42,321 --> 00:29:44,281 ...CLEARLY, WE DISAGREE. 670 00:29:44,283 --> 00:29:47,003 [ SIGHS ] [ SIGHS ] 671 00:29:46,996 --> 00:29:48,286 [ SIGHS ] 672 00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:52,207 I TAKE IT WE'RE SPLITTING THE CHECK? 673 00:30:05,014 --> 00:30:06,144 [ SCREAMING ] 674 00:30:06,135 --> 00:30:07,685 OH! [ GIGGLES ] 675 00:30:07,686 --> 00:30:09,136 ALL RIGHT, WHERE'S THE REMOTE? [ GRUNTS ] 676 00:30:09,138 --> 00:30:10,808 Man: SPLASH ON OVER TO... 677 00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:13,229 YOU KNOW, UH, PEOPLE WAKE UP. 678 00:30:13,232 --> 00:30:15,392 STATISTICALLY, PEOPLE DON'T WAKE UP. 679 00:30:15,394 --> 00:30:17,114 WELL, WHO'S TO SAY I COULDN'T DEFY THE ODDS 680 00:30:17,106 --> 00:30:18,106 AND -- AND BE A MIRACLE MAN? 681 00:30:18,107 --> 00:30:19,737 THERE YOU GO WITH THE MIRACLES AGAIN. 682 00:30:19,738 --> 00:30:21,608 OH, YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS BUT YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? 683 00:30:21,610 --> 00:30:24,030 UM, JESUS DIDN'T HOOK YOU UP TO A BUNCH OF MACHINES. 684 00:30:24,033 --> 00:30:25,203 JESUS ISN'T AN IDIOT. 685 00:30:25,204 --> 00:30:27,664 [ CHUCKLES ] OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT? 686 00:30:27,656 --> 00:30:28,946 YOU AND ALL YOUR LITTLE SNIDE COMMENTS, 687 00:30:28,948 --> 00:30:30,038 YOU CAN TAKE THEM AND YOU CAN -- 688 00:30:30,039 --> 00:30:31,039 OH, IT'S BACK ON. MM. 689 00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:33,910 [ WOMAN SCREAMING ] 690 00:30:33,913 --> 00:30:35,453 OKAY, SEE, SHE'S ABOUT TO DIE. 691 00:30:35,454 --> 00:30:37,344 OH, SHE'S DEFINITELY GONNA DIE. 692 00:30:40,719 --> 00:30:44,339 LOOK AT THIS GUY'S SPINAL ABSCESS. 693 00:30:44,343 --> 00:30:46,233 SLOPPY. 694 00:30:46,225 --> 00:30:47,925 WHO WAS THE PRIMARY? DR. NELSON. 695 00:30:47,927 --> 00:30:49,727 AH, IT FIGURES. 696 00:30:49,728 --> 00:30:53,678 IF DEREK SAW THIS, HE WOULD ROLL OVER IN HIS GRAVE. 697 00:30:53,682 --> 00:30:56,072 CAN YOU ACTUALLY DO THAT? 698 00:30:56,065 --> 00:30:57,975 ROLL OVER IN A GRAVE? 699 00:30:57,977 --> 00:30:59,147 I MEAN, A CASKET'S PRETTY SNUG. 700 00:30:59,148 --> 00:31:02,438 THERE'S NOT A LOT OF ROOM TO MOVE IN THERE. 701 00:31:02,441 --> 00:31:04,191 MORE LIKE SHAKE. 702 00:31:04,193 --> 00:31:06,663 IF DEREK SAW THIS, HE WOULD SHAKE IN HIS GRAVE. 703 00:31:06,655 --> 00:31:08,115 SHIMMY, MAYBE. 704 00:31:08,117 --> 00:31:09,077 PLEASE STOP. 705 00:31:09,078 --> 00:31:10,948 STOP WHAT? 706 00:31:10,950 --> 00:31:14,330 YOU'VE BEEN MAKING A LOT OF JOKES AND COMMENTS ABOUT... 707 00:31:14,333 --> 00:31:15,543 MY DEAD BROTHER? 708 00:31:15,544 --> 00:31:17,174 YEAH, WHICH... 709 00:31:17,166 --> 00:31:19,586 NO JUDGMENT -- IT JUST MAKES ME VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. 710 00:31:19,588 --> 00:31:21,088 WHY? IT'S THE TRUTH. 711 00:31:21,090 --> 00:31:23,130 HE'S MY BROTHER... 712 00:31:23,132 --> 00:31:24,302 AND HE'S DEAD. 713 00:31:28,597 --> 00:31:31,007 Y-- THERE ARE SOME... 714 00:31:32,311 --> 00:31:33,561 [ SIGHS ] 715 00:31:33,562 --> 00:31:36,442 I CHECKED, AND THERE ARE SOME GRIEF GROUPS THAT MEET, 716 00:31:36,435 --> 00:31:39,105 AND I JUST THOUGHT, LOOK, I CAN GO WITH YOU. 717 00:31:39,108 --> 00:31:40,278 MY GRANDMOTHER PASSED LAST YEAR. 718 00:31:40,279 --> 00:31:41,819 IT WOULD BE REALLY GOOD FOR ME, TOO. 719 00:31:41,820 --> 00:31:44,480 EDWARDS, I HAVE A MORBID SENSE OF HUMOR, BUT I'M FINE. 720 00:31:44,483 --> 00:31:46,453 I DON'T NEED A GROUP. 721 00:31:46,445 --> 00:31:50,155 BUT THANK YOU. IT'S VERY THOUGHTFUL OF YOU. 722 00:31:50,159 --> 00:31:51,159 OKAY? 723 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:52,200 OKAY. 724 00:31:52,201 --> 00:31:55,411 LET'S JUST PUT IT TO REST. 725 00:31:55,414 --> 00:31:57,094 LIKE MY BROTHER. 726 00:31:58,167 --> 00:32:00,127 HA! 727 00:32:01,130 --> 00:32:04,040 AGH! [ SIGHS ] 728 00:32:04,043 --> 00:32:05,593 YOU'RE DOING GREAT, ANNE. 729 00:32:05,594 --> 00:32:07,934 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] IT'S OKAY. 730 00:32:07,926 --> 00:32:09,676 JUST KEEP GOING. 731 00:32:11,510 --> 00:32:14,550 Okay. TELL ME MORE ABOUT HOW YOU'RE GONNA FIX ME. 732 00:32:14,553 --> 00:32:16,983 OKAY, WELL, OUR NEXT SURGERY 733 00:32:16,976 --> 00:32:19,646 IS TO REMOVE SKIN FROM AROUND YOUR HIPS 734 00:32:19,648 --> 00:32:25,148 AND GRAFT ONTO THESE CHEEK SCARS HERE AND THEN HERE. 735 00:32:25,154 --> 00:32:27,954 SO, YOU'RE GONNA CHOP OFF MY LOVE HANDLES? 736 00:32:27,946 --> 00:32:29,616 [ BOTH LAUGH ] 737 00:32:29,618 --> 00:32:31,618 DID YOU HEAR THAT, J.J.? 738 00:32:31,620 --> 00:32:33,160 I'M GONNA GET A SMALLER WAIST OUT OF THIS. 739 00:32:33,162 --> 00:32:37,632 OH, THEY CAN TAKE WHATEVER THEY WANT OFF MY ASS. 740 00:32:37,626 --> 00:32:40,036 [ LAUGHTER ] 741 00:32:40,039 --> 00:32:41,789 WHEN DO WE GET STARTED? 742 00:32:41,790 --> 00:32:44,580 WELL, I JUST NEED TO GET THAT INFECTION IN YOUR NOSE 743 00:32:44,583 --> 00:32:47,643 UNDER CONTROL BEFORE WE START THE GRAFTING PROCEDURES. 744 00:32:47,636 --> 00:32:50,256 I SEE. 745 00:32:50,259 --> 00:32:54,639 SO, WHERE'S HUSBAND OF THE YEAR TODAY? 746 00:32:54,643 --> 00:32:57,313 HE WAS HERE THIS MORNING. 747 00:32:57,306 --> 00:32:59,016 BROUGHT BAGELS. 748 00:32:59,018 --> 00:33:01,058 SHE DOESN'T NEED BAGELS. 749 00:33:01,060 --> 00:33:02,400 SHE NEEDS A HAND TO HOLD. 750 00:33:04,023 --> 00:33:05,983 SO, UM... 751 00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:07,914 SO, IT'S STILL GONNA BE A LITTLE WHILE 752 00:33:07,906 --> 00:33:10,066 BEFORE WE REALLY GET GOING WITH THE GRAFTS, HUH? 753 00:33:11,370 --> 00:33:12,660 OKAY. 754 00:33:12,661 --> 00:33:14,241 YEAH, THAT'S OKAY. 755 00:33:14,243 --> 00:33:17,003 [ CELLPHONE RINGS ] EXCUSE ME. 756 00:33:24,253 --> 00:33:25,383 [ BEEP ] 757 00:33:25,384 --> 00:33:27,634 [ SIGHS ] 758 00:33:27,626 --> 00:33:29,256 SORRY ABOUT THAT. 759 00:33:39,808 --> 00:33:41,768 [ SIZZLING ] 760 00:33:43,192 --> 00:33:44,812 NO, NO, NO, NO, THAT'S DESSERT! 761 00:33:44,813 --> 00:33:47,153 I AM SORRY, BUT THAT TURKEY IS THREE HOURS AWAY. 762 00:33:47,146 --> 00:33:48,646 I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS GONNA TAKE ALL DAY. 763 00:33:48,647 --> 00:33:50,487 DIDN'T YOUR MOTHER EVER TEACH YOU HOW TO ROAST A TURK-- 764 00:33:50,489 --> 00:33:52,529 NO, 'CAUSE I NEVER HAD A MOTHER 765 00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:54,571 AND I DIDN'T HAVE AN OVEN IN MY CAR. 766 00:33:55,654 --> 00:33:57,084 POINT TAKEN. [ DOOR OPENS ] 767 00:33:57,076 --> 00:33:59,036 DOESN'T HELP THE FACT THAT I'M STARVING. 768 00:33:59,037 --> 00:34:00,617 Alex: I HAVE FOOD. OH, MY GOD, THANK YOU! 769 00:34:00,619 --> 00:34:02,829 DAMN IT, ALEX. [ SIGHS ] 770 00:34:02,831 --> 00:34:04,711 HEY, IT WAS A GOOD EFFORT, 771 00:34:04,713 --> 00:34:07,303 BUT THE ONLY THING THAT BIRD IS STUFFED WITH IS FOOD POISONING. 772 00:34:07,296 --> 00:34:10,256 OH, MY GOD, I'M SO FRICKIN' HUNGRY! 773 00:34:10,259 --> 00:34:11,719 AH! 774 00:34:11,720 --> 00:34:13,800 THERE. MM. MM-HMM. 775 00:34:20,229 --> 00:34:21,519 [ SIGHS ] 776 00:34:23,021 --> 00:34:24,061 [ Ringing ] 777 00:34:29,148 --> 00:34:31,148 HEY! HEY, YOU'RE ALIVE! 778 00:34:31,150 --> 00:34:32,150 MEREDITH: Alex, listen... 779 00:34:32,151 --> 00:34:34,281 I'm fine. The kids are fine. 780 00:34:34,283 --> 00:34:35,993 We're okay. I'm fine. 781 00:34:35,994 --> 00:34:37,914 Please stop calling. 782 00:34:51,210 --> 00:34:52,340 Dan: SO, MY PARTNER SAYS, 783 00:34:52,341 --> 00:34:54,091 "WHO'S GONNA PLAY SANTA AT THE HOLIDAY PARTY?" 784 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:55,172 AND I SAY, 785 00:34:55,174 --> 00:34:56,894 "I DON'T KNOW. I'M STUMPED." 786 00:34:56,885 --> 00:34:58,055 OH. [ CHUCKLES ] 787 00:34:58,056 --> 00:34:59,346 [ LAUGHS ] 788 00:34:59,348 --> 00:35:02,138 PLEASE, THAT'S THE EASIEST AMPUTATION JOKE IN THE BOOK. 789 00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:03,141 YEAH. HMM. 790 00:35:03,142 --> 00:35:05,022 YOU HAVE PLANS FOR THE HOLIDAYS? 791 00:35:05,023 --> 00:35:07,073 UM, YEAH, MY EX AND I 792 00:35:07,065 --> 00:35:09,145 ARE SPLITTING CHRISTMAS WITH OUR DAUGHTER, 793 00:35:09,148 --> 00:35:11,688 SO I GET CHRISTMAS EVE THIS YEAR, 794 00:35:11,690 --> 00:35:12,820 AND, UH, SHE GETS CHRISTMAS DAY. 795 00:35:12,821 --> 00:35:16,031 DR. TORRES... WELL... 796 00:35:16,034 --> 00:35:17,664 CALLIE... 797 00:35:17,656 --> 00:35:19,656 I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING. 798 00:35:19,658 --> 00:35:21,288 DAN... NO, PLEASE, JUST... 799 00:35:21,290 --> 00:35:22,240 MM. 800 00:35:22,241 --> 00:35:24,081 ...LET ME SAY THIS. [ SIGHS ] 801 00:35:24,082 --> 00:35:27,252 I THINK THAT I WAS... 802 00:35:27,246 --> 00:35:28,376 I WAS MEANT TO MEET YOU. 803 00:35:28,377 --> 00:35:29,417 NO, DAN, DAN. 804 00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:31,338 DAN, DAN, DAN, L-LET ME SAY THIS. 805 00:35:31,340 --> 00:35:34,170 WHEN -- WHEN A DOCTOR CARES FOR A PATIENT 806 00:35:34,173 --> 00:35:35,713 FOR AN EXTENDED PERIOD OF TIME, 807 00:35:35,714 --> 00:35:38,644 THAT CARE CAN OFTEN FEEL TO THE PATIENT 808 00:35:38,637 --> 00:35:40,557 LIKE, UM [CLEARS THROAT] AFFECTION. 809 00:35:41,890 --> 00:35:42,890 WHAT? 810 00:35:42,891 --> 00:35:44,181 [ CHUCKLES ] WHAT? 811 00:35:44,183 --> 00:35:45,973 I MEANT AS MY DOCTOR, BUT PLEASE KEEP GOING. 812 00:35:45,974 --> 00:35:47,074 THIS IS GREAT. OH... 813 00:35:47,065 --> 00:35:49,185 [ LAUGHS ] OH, MY GOD! 814 00:35:49,188 --> 00:35:51,068 [ CLEARS THROAT ] UH, LOOK, 815 00:35:51,069 --> 00:35:53,229 THAT FIRST DATE, IT SUCKED. 816 00:35:53,232 --> 00:35:54,982 MM-HMM. I GET IT. 817 00:35:54,983 --> 00:35:58,243 BUT IT GOT ME TO YOU, AND I THINK I NEEDED YOU FOR THIS. 818 00:35:58,237 --> 00:36:00,407 LIKE... 819 00:36:00,409 --> 00:36:01,659 [ CHUCKLES ] 820 00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:04,740 ...I COULDN'T HAVE SURVIVED THIS WITHOUT YOU. 821 00:36:04,743 --> 00:36:06,383 SO, THANK YOU. 822 00:36:10,669 --> 00:36:12,049 MERRY CHRISTMAS, DR. TORRES. 823 00:36:12,050 --> 00:36:13,380 [ LAUGHS ] 824 00:36:13,382 --> 00:36:14,792 MERRY CHRISTMAS. 825 00:36:16,715 --> 00:36:20,925 TUCK MUST'VE BEEN NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY NAUGHTY. 826 00:36:20,929 --> 00:36:23,599 DO NOT MOCK DIVORCED-MOTHER GUILT. 827 00:36:23,602 --> 00:36:25,142 OH, HAND ME THAT BOW. 828 00:36:27,145 --> 00:36:29,395 WHAT IF I MET IDRIS ELBA? 829 00:36:30,809 --> 00:36:32,019 WHAT? 830 00:36:32,020 --> 00:36:35,520 WELL, YOU'RE HOOKED UP TO ENDLESS MACHINES, 831 00:36:35,524 --> 00:36:37,994 HAVING THE TIME OF YOUR BRAIN-DEAD LIFE 832 00:36:37,986 --> 00:36:40,486 WITH EXTRAORDINARY MEASURES, 833 00:36:40,489 --> 00:36:43,699 AND SINCE YOU ARE TECHNICALLY ALIVE, 834 00:36:43,702 --> 00:36:45,202 WELL, THEN I'M NOT SINGLE, 835 00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:47,503 I AM NOT A WIDOW. 836 00:36:47,496 --> 00:36:49,826 YEARS PASS, AND, UH -- 837 00:36:49,828 --> 00:36:51,958 OKAY, I'M NOT THE KIND OF WOMAN WHO -- 838 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:56,510 OKAY, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT SEX ISN'T CHEATING, 839 00:36:56,505 --> 00:36:57,795 THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE 840 00:36:57,796 --> 00:37:00,836 WHO THINK THAT AN EMOTIONAL AFFAIR ISN'T CHEATING. 841 00:37:00,839 --> 00:37:02,599 WELL, I'M NOT EITHER KIND OF PERSON -- 842 00:37:02,601 --> 00:37:03,971 IT'S ALL CHEATING. 843 00:37:03,972 --> 00:37:06,182 EVEN THOUGH MY HUSBAND IS AN IDIOT 844 00:37:06,184 --> 00:37:09,274 WHO THINKS THAT HE WILL HAVE A ONE-IN-A-ZILLION CHANCE -- 845 00:37:09,268 --> 00:37:10,898 NOW, LOOK, THERE ARE DOCUMENTED CASES 846 00:37:10,899 --> 00:37:12,729 OF PEOPLE WAKING UP AFTER YEARS OF -- 847 00:37:12,731 --> 00:37:15,151 THERE ARE DOCUMENTED CASES OF PEOPLE WHO'VE SEEN THE LOCH NESS MONSTER, TOO. 848 00:37:15,153 --> 00:37:16,453 SO WHAT? 849 00:37:16,445 --> 00:37:19,065 I WILL BE LOCKED UP LIKE SOME NUN, 850 00:37:19,067 --> 00:37:21,987 WITHERING AND WASTING AWAY LONELY AND ALONE 851 00:37:21,990 --> 00:37:23,410 ALL BECAUSE YOU'RE MAD AT JESUS, 852 00:37:23,412 --> 00:37:25,532 SO I DON'T GET TO HAVE IDRIS. 853 00:37:25,534 --> 00:37:27,174 YOU'RE TAKING AWAY MY IDRIS CHANCE. 854 00:37:27,165 --> 00:37:30,415 [ Laughing ] WHAT? IDRIS ELBA! 855 00:37:30,419 --> 00:37:33,329 HE COULD COME TO SEATTLE, WITNESS AN ACCIDENT, 856 00:37:33,332 --> 00:37:34,582 SAVE A CHILD'S LIFE, 857 00:37:34,583 --> 00:37:37,383 CARRY THAT CHILD IN HIS ARMS, BARE-CHESTED, 858 00:37:37,376 --> 00:37:38,586 INTO MY TRAUMA ROOM. 859 00:37:38,587 --> 00:37:40,217 YOU DON'T KNOW. 860 00:37:40,218 --> 00:37:42,428 SO, YOU'RE GONNA PULL THE PLUG ON ME 861 00:37:42,431 --> 00:37:46,261 SO YOU CAN HAVE YOUR WAY WITH IDRIS ELBA? 862 00:37:47,386 --> 00:37:49,976 IT'S IDRIS ELBA! 863 00:37:51,149 --> 00:37:53,059 OH, I ATE TOO MUCH PIZZA. 864 00:37:53,061 --> 00:37:54,981 [ CLEARS THROAT ] SECOND BATCH! 865 00:37:54,983 --> 00:37:55,983 DECK YOUR HALLS, Y'ALL! 866 00:37:55,984 --> 00:37:58,494 I ALWAYS HATED EGGNOG. WHY IS YOURS SO GOOD? 867 00:37:58,487 --> 00:38:00,157 MINE'S MOSTLY HOOCH. 868 00:38:00,158 --> 00:38:01,858 IT'S BASICALLY A BOURBON MILKSHAKE. 869 00:38:01,860 --> 00:38:02,990 CHEERS TO THAT. 870 00:38:02,991 --> 00:38:06,161 KAREV, THAT IS DEFINITELY THE SADDEST TREE I'VE EVER SEEN. 871 00:38:06,164 --> 00:38:07,504 TELL ROBBINS. 872 00:38:07,496 --> 00:38:09,456 NO, UH, IT'S BETTER THAN NO TREE. 873 00:38:09,458 --> 00:38:11,168 ALEX WAS LIKE, "WHY BOTHER?" 874 00:38:11,169 --> 00:38:13,539 AND I SAID, "YOU HAVE TO HAVE A TREE AT CHRISTMAS." 875 00:38:13,542 --> 00:38:15,372 OTHERWISE, YOUR SOUL IS JUST CURDLED 876 00:38:15,374 --> 00:38:17,844 AND YOU'VE GIVEN UP ON JOY, 877 00:38:17,836 --> 00:38:19,336 SO I GOT A TREE. 878 00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:20,718 I STARTED DECORATING IT, 879 00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:25,049 AND THEN SOME WOMAN WENT INTO LABOR, SO I GAVE UP. 880 00:38:25,053 --> 00:38:28,643 "TO ZOLA, FROM SOPHIA." 881 00:38:28,637 --> 00:38:30,097 [ SIGHS ] 882 00:38:30,098 --> 00:38:32,058 SOPHIA KEEPS ASKING, 883 00:38:32,060 --> 00:38:35,520 "MOMMY, MAYBE AT CHRISTMAS, WE'LL SEE ZOLA. 884 00:38:35,524 --> 00:38:37,114 SHOULDN'T WE GET HER A PRESENT?" 885 00:38:37,105 --> 00:38:39,315 AND I DON'T -- I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. 886 00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:41,027 I MEAN, I DON'T KNOW IF THEY'RE EVER COMING BACK. 887 00:38:41,029 --> 00:38:42,859 HMM, I KNOW THE FEELING. 888 00:38:42,861 --> 00:38:44,151 SO, I CAVED. 889 00:38:44,152 --> 00:38:45,902 I GOT A GIFT, JUST IN CASE. [ DOORBELL RINGS ] 890 00:38:45,904 --> 00:38:47,084 THAT'S THE SPIRIT. 891 00:38:48,116 --> 00:38:49,866 HEY, MERRY CHRISTMAS! 892 00:38:49,868 --> 00:38:52,328 MERRY CHRISTMAS! YOU CAME! YAY! 893 00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:54,750 [ CELLPHONE RINGS ] OH, I INVITED RICHARD 'CAUSE HE SEEMED A LITTLE SAD AND LONELY. 894 00:38:54,753 --> 00:38:56,123 IS THAT OKAY? YEAH. 895 00:38:56,124 --> 00:38:57,094 Richard: I BROUGHT A YULE LOG! 896 00:38:57,085 --> 00:38:58,335 YUM! 897 00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:01,506 Arizona: OH, HERE. COME HERE. HERE. 898 00:39:01,510 --> 00:39:02,590 MOVE THE DIP. 899 00:39:02,591 --> 00:39:03,591 MM-HMM. 900 00:39:03,592 --> 00:39:05,552 HEY. APRIL: Hey. 901 00:39:05,554 --> 00:39:08,184 How's Karev's Christmas-not-Christmas thing? 902 00:39:08,176 --> 00:39:09,226 UH, IT'S OKAY. 903 00:39:09,227 --> 00:39:11,517 KAREV SCRAPED TOGETHER SOME PIZZA. 904 00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:12,600 [ SIGHS ] 905 00:39:12,601 --> 00:39:15,271 I MISS YOU. I WISH YOU WERE HERE. 906 00:39:15,273 --> 00:39:17,573 I'm sorry. I-I tried -- 907 00:39:17,566 --> 00:39:18,776 REALLY? 908 00:39:18,777 --> 00:39:21,107 YOU'VE EXTENDED THIS "TOUR OF DUTY" THING 909 00:39:21,109 --> 00:39:22,029 THREE TIMES ALREADY. 910 00:39:22,030 --> 00:39:23,320 WHAT DOES THAT MAKE YOU -- COLONEL NOW? 911 00:39:23,321 --> 00:39:25,481 Jackson... APRIL... 912 00:39:25,484 --> 00:39:27,084 IT'S CHRISTMAS. I know that. 913 00:39:27,075 --> 00:39:28,865 Don't you think I wish I could be there with you? 914 00:39:28,867 --> 00:39:31,117 YOU COULD, ACTUALLY. YOU HAVEN'T BEEN DRAFTED. 915 00:39:31,119 --> 00:39:32,659 YOU SHOULD BE HERE. 916 00:39:32,661 --> 00:39:35,081 WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE A -- We're supposed to have a child. 917 00:39:35,083 --> 00:39:38,003 We were supposed to be celebrating Christmas together, the three of us, 918 00:39:37,996 --> 00:39:39,496 And every time I think about that, I just -- 919 00:39:39,498 --> 00:39:41,918 OWEN: Kepner, we got to pack up and bug out. 920 00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:44,760 WHAT'S GOING ON? Um... 921 00:39:44,763 --> 00:39:47,313 No, it's fine. It's just some insurgents that have been -- 922 00:39:47,305 --> 00:39:48,965 [ EXPLOSION ] WHAT IS HAPPENING? 923 00:39:48,967 --> 00:39:49,807 Um, I-I got to go! 924 00:39:49,808 --> 00:39:51,178 APRIL? HOLD ON, APRIL?! 925 00:39:51,179 --> 00:39:52,559 A-- 926 00:39:52,561 --> 00:39:53,721 [ BEEPING ] 927 00:39:53,722 --> 00:39:55,472 [ CELLPHONE CLATTERS ] 928 00:39:55,474 --> 00:39:58,024 Anne: [ CRYING ] 929 00:39:58,016 --> 00:40:00,146 HE'S NOT WORTH IT. HE'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH! 930 00:40:00,148 --> 00:40:02,068 IF HE CAN'T MAKE IT WITH YOU THROUGH THIS, 931 00:40:02,070 --> 00:40:04,570 THEN HE'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! 932 00:40:04,573 --> 00:40:06,193 [ ALARM BEEPS ] 933 00:40:06,194 --> 00:40:06,994 FINALLY! 934 00:40:06,985 --> 00:40:08,525 WHERE DOES IT HURT?! ARE YOU IN PAIN?! 935 00:40:08,527 --> 00:40:11,617 HER SON-OF-A-BITCH HUSBAND SHOWS UP, 936 00:40:11,620 --> 00:40:13,740 BRINGS HER THAT CHRISTMAS PRESENT, 937 00:40:13,742 --> 00:40:16,122 AND TOLD HER THAT THIS WAS NOT WHAT HE SIGNED UP FOR, 938 00:40:16,124 --> 00:40:18,004 AND WALKED OUT ON HER! 939 00:40:17,996 --> 00:40:20,126 [ CRYING ] OKAY, OKAY, DEEP BREATHS. 940 00:40:20,128 --> 00:40:22,128 OKAY. 941 00:40:22,130 --> 00:40:24,500 I'M GONNA -- I'M GONNA GET YOU SOMETHING TO HELP YOU RELAX. 942 00:40:24,503 --> 00:40:27,433 HE'S AN ASS, SWEETIE! 943 00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:29,255 OH, YEAH, HE IS AN ASS. 944 00:40:30,969 --> 00:40:34,099 SHH, DEEP BREATHS, OKAY? 945 00:40:34,102 --> 00:40:35,052 DEEP BREATHS. 946 00:40:35,053 --> 00:40:36,823 YOU'RE OKAY. 947 00:40:38,647 --> 00:40:40,357 BUT HE'S RIGHT. 948 00:40:40,358 --> 00:40:42,398 HE DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THIS. 949 00:40:43,692 --> 00:40:45,862 WHO WOULD? 950 00:40:45,864 --> 00:40:49,744 I MEAN, I'VE BEEN HERE SIX MONTHS OR SEVEN. 951 00:40:49,738 --> 00:40:52,118 I-I'VE LOST COUNT, AND... 952 00:40:54,072 --> 00:40:55,992 AND LOOK AT ME. 953 00:40:55,994 --> 00:40:58,794 I'M DISGUSTING! 954 00:40:58,787 --> 00:41:01,957 HE'S MARRIED TO BURNT TOAST! 955 00:41:04,002 --> 00:41:08,092 WHO WOULD WANT TO BE MARRIED TO THIS? 956 00:41:08,086 --> 00:41:10,386 WHO WOULD LOVE THIS? 957 00:41:10,388 --> 00:41:13,348 ANNE, HONEY... 958 00:41:13,351 --> 00:41:17,231 IF THIS HAD HAPPENED TO HIM, WOULD YOU HAVE LEFT HIM? 959 00:41:19,648 --> 00:41:21,438 WOULD YOU HAVE LOVED HIM? 960 00:41:23,231 --> 00:41:26,191 HE'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU! 961 00:41:26,194 --> 00:41:28,614 HE'S NOT RIGHT! 962 00:41:28,607 --> 00:41:31,107 THIS IS THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT YOU COULD'VE GOTTEN, 963 00:41:31,109 --> 00:41:35,109 KNOWING THAT HE IS NOT THE MAN FOR YOU. 964 00:41:35,113 --> 00:41:37,793 AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO SPEND ONE MORE MINUTE 965 00:41:37,786 --> 00:41:41,826 WITH SOMEONE WHO IS LESS THAN YOU DESERVE! 966 00:41:41,830 --> 00:41:44,210 YOU GET TO START OVER. 967 00:41:44,212 --> 00:41:46,082 IT'S A GIFT. 968 00:41:46,084 --> 00:41:48,634 WE'RE STARTING OVER. 969 00:41:48,627 --> 00:41:51,967 LIKE IT'S OUR FIRST CHRISTMAS, OKAY? 970 00:41:53,802 --> 00:41:55,092 RIGHT? 971 00:41:55,093 --> 00:41:57,403 [ SNIFFLES, CRIES ] 972 00:41:57,395 --> 00:41:58,975 [ CHUCKLES ] 973 00:42:01,019 --> 00:42:03,099 YOU KNOW WHAT WE NEED? 974 00:42:03,101 --> 00:42:05,641 WE NEED A LITTLE HOLIDAY CHEER UP IN HERE, RIGHT? 975 00:42:05,644 --> 00:42:07,994 YEAH. [ CHUCKLES ] 976 00:42:07,986 --> 00:42:11,276 ♪ CHESTNUTS ROASTING ON AN OPEN FIRE ♪ 977 00:42:11,279 --> 00:42:12,819 OH, REALLY? REALLY? 978 00:42:12,821 --> 00:42:14,151 SONGS ABOUT ROASTING THINGS? 979 00:42:14,152 --> 00:42:15,532 [ LAUGHTER ] 980 00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:18,083 THAT WAS AN UNFORTUNATE CHOICE. 981 00:42:18,076 --> 00:42:19,206 UH... 982 00:42:19,207 --> 00:42:20,917 ♪ RUDOLPH, THE RED-NOSED REINDEER ♪ 983 00:42:20,919 --> 00:42:22,619 NO. [ SIGHS ] 984 00:42:22,621 --> 00:42:24,211 NO NOSES. 985 00:42:24,212 --> 00:42:26,592 [ CHUCKLES ] NO NOSES AND NO FIRES. 986 00:42:26,585 --> 00:42:30,465 OKAY, UM, HOW ABOUT... 987 00:42:30,468 --> 00:42:32,298 "I'LL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS"? 988 00:42:36,014 --> 00:42:41,774 ♪ I'LL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS ♪ 989 00:42:41,770 --> 00:42:48,150 ♪ YOU CAN PLAN ON ME ♪ 990 00:42:48,146 --> 00:42:50,986 ♪ PLEASE HAVE SOME SNOW ♪ 991 00:42:50,989 --> 00:42:55,069 ♪ AND MISTLETOE ♪ 992 00:42:55,073 --> 00:43:03,623 ♪ AND PRESENTS UNDER THE TREE ♪ 993 00:43:03,622 --> 00:43:11,592 ♪ CHRISTMAS EVE WILL FIND ME ♪ 994 00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:17,269 ♪ WHERE THE LOVE LIGHT GLEAMS ♪ 995 00:43:17,265 --> 00:43:19,675 [ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ] 996 00:43:19,678 --> 00:43:24,518 ♪ I'LL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS ♪ 997 00:43:24,522 --> 00:43:27,572 [ BEEPING ] [ SIGHS ] 998 00:43:27,565 --> 00:43:34,935 All: ♪ IF ONLY IN MY DREAMS ♪ 999 00:43:34,943 --> 00:43:36,283 I KNOW YOU'RE NOT SLEEPY, 1000 00:43:36,284 --> 00:43:39,204 BUT YOU HAVE TO CLOSE YOUR EYES OR ELSE HE WON'T COME. 1001 00:43:39,197 --> 00:43:40,787 WILL HE BRING ME SOME TOYS? 1002 00:43:40,789 --> 00:43:42,579 IF YOU GO TO SLEEP. 1003 00:43:42,580 --> 00:43:44,200 WILL HE BRING ME A BABY SISTER? 1004 00:43:44,202 --> 00:43:45,202 [ CHUCKLES ] 1005 00:43:45,203 --> 00:43:47,753 WELL, NOT TONIGHT. 1006 00:43:47,746 --> 00:43:48,836 [ SIGHS ] 1007 00:43:48,837 --> 00:43:52,127 ♪ CHRISTMAS EVE WILL FIND ME ♪ 1008 00:43:52,130 --> 00:43:53,710 [ SIGHS ] 1009 00:43:53,712 --> 00:43:57,062 ♪ WHERE THE LOVE LIGHT GLEAMS ♪ 1010 00:43:57,055 --> 00:44:00,595 I WISH DADDY WERE HERE. 1011 00:44:01,519 --> 00:44:05,059 ♪ I'LL BE HOME ♪ 1012 00:44:05,063 --> 00:44:10,483 NIGHT-NIGHT, SWEETIE. SLEEP TIGHT. ♪ FOR CHRISTMAS ♪ 1013 00:44:10,478 --> 00:44:18,158 Together: ♪ IF ONLY IN MY DREAMS ♪ 1014 00:44:23,702 --> 00:44:25,042 I'M JUST NOT SURE OF ANYTHING ANYMORE. 1015 00:44:25,043 --> 00:44:27,383 I KEEP GOING OVER IT ROUND AND ROUND, 1016 00:44:27,375 --> 00:44:29,495 OVER AND OVER AGAIN. 1017 00:44:29,497 --> 00:44:32,247 LIKE ANY OTHER CHOICE I MAKE, MIGHT CHANGE THINGS. 1018 00:44:33,712 --> 00:44:36,002 BUT NO. THIS IS THE RIGHT PLACE FOR ME TO BE. 1019 00:44:36,004 --> 00:44:39,224 THIS IS THE RIGHT THING FOR ME TO DO. 1020 00:44:39,217 --> 00:44:41,097 I KNOW THAT. I JUST DIDN'T EXPECT... 1021 00:44:41,099 --> 00:44:43,929 THAT IT WOULD HURT QUITE THIS MUCH. 1022 00:44:47,726 --> 00:44:51,146 SWEETIE, DON'T GO TOO FAR! 1023 00:44:55,904 --> 00:44:57,534 Meredith: MOMMY. Ellis: MEREDITH. 1024 00:44:59,908 --> 00:45:01,578 YOU GREW UP. 1025 00:45:01,579 --> 00:45:02,949 I DID. 1026 00:45:02,951 --> 00:45:06,031 [ CHUCKLES ] IT'S A SHAME. 1027 00:45:06,034 --> 00:45:08,884 IT'S AWFUL BEING A GROWN-UP. 1028 00:45:08,877 --> 00:45:10,707 BUT THE CAROUSEL NEVER STOPS TURNING. 1029 00:45:10,708 --> 00:45:13,288 Derek: AND I WANT MORE. 1030 00:45:13,291 --> 00:45:15,751 OF THIS, OF US, OF... 1031 00:45:15,754 --> 00:45:17,184 [ SIGHS ] 1032 00:45:17,175 --> 00:45:19,135 I WANT TO HAVE MORE. 1033 00:45:19,137 --> 00:45:21,007 ANOTHER BABY? SURE. 1034 00:45:21,009 --> 00:45:23,009 UH, SERIOUSLY? 1035 00:45:23,011 --> 00:45:27,191 LISTEN, I LOVE YOU, AND YOU LOVE ME, AND... 1036 00:45:27,185 --> 00:45:29,185 WHATEVER HAPPENS... 1037 00:45:29,187 --> 00:45:30,107 I DON'T CARE. 1038 00:45:30,108 --> 00:45:32,938 NO MORE DOCTORS, NO MORE LABS, 1039 00:45:32,941 --> 00:45:35,191 AND YOU AND I, WE HAVE A LOT OF SEX. 1040 00:45:35,193 --> 00:45:38,283 MAYBE WE CAN MAKE A BABY, MAYBE NOT. 1041 00:45:38,276 --> 00:45:41,156 MAYBE YOU GET ALZHEIMER'S, MAYBE NOT, BUT THIS... 1042 00:45:41,159 --> 00:45:43,989 I AM CALLING POST-IT... 1043 00:45:43,992 --> 00:45:45,952 ZOLA AND BAILEY... 1044 00:45:45,954 --> 00:45:47,924 AND TUMORS ON THE WALLS... 1045 00:45:47,916 --> 00:45:49,626 AND FERRY-BOAT SCRUB CAPS. 1046 00:45:49,627 --> 00:45:51,577 YOU'RE EVERYTHING. 1047 00:45:51,579 --> 00:45:54,169 MEREDITH, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. 1048 00:45:54,172 --> 00:45:57,842 I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU, 1049 00:45:57,836 --> 00:46:01,926 AND I'M GONNA DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO PROVE IT. 1050 00:46:01,930 --> 00:46:03,970 Amelia: YOU'VE NEVER LOST THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. 1051 00:46:03,972 --> 00:46:05,592 YOU'VE NEVER CRIED OVER THE BODY 1052 00:46:05,593 --> 00:46:07,733 OF THE PERSON YOU LOVE MOST IN THIS WORLD. 1053 00:46:07,725 --> 00:46:09,515 YOU... 1054 00:46:09,517 --> 00:46:12,437 YOU DON'T KNOW HOW THAT MESSES A PERSON UP. 1055 00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:14,150 YOU'VE NEVER HAD TO CLAW YOUR WAY BACK FROM THAT. 1056 00:46:15,563 --> 00:46:18,573 Meredith: I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, 1057 00:46:18,566 --> 00:46:20,196 BUT I DON'T WANT TO. 1058 00:46:21,860 --> 00:46:25,320 I DON'T EVER WANT TO. 1059 00:46:28,406 --> 00:46:31,166 Ellis: THE CAROUSEL NEVER STOPS TURNING. 1060 00:46:32,290 --> 00:46:33,620 YOU CAN'T GET OFF. 1061 00:46:49,427 --> 00:46:52,057 SIR, I HEAR YOU SAYING THAT YOU HAVE NO ANSWERS, 1062 00:46:52,060 --> 00:46:53,560 BUT I NEED YOU TO HAVE SOME DAMN ANSWERS! 1063 00:46:54,893 --> 00:46:56,313 THAT -- 1064 00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:58,614 [ RECEIVER SLAMS ] 1065 00:46:58,606 --> 00:47:00,106 HEY. [ SIGHS ] 1066 00:47:00,108 --> 00:47:01,108 IS EVERYTHING OKAY? 1067 00:47:01,109 --> 00:47:03,779 NO, EVERYTHING'S NOT OKAY. 1068 00:47:03,781 --> 00:47:05,781 SHE SHOULD NEVER HAVE GONE. 1069 00:47:05,783 --> 00:47:08,333 APRIL SHOULD NEVER HAVE GONE TO A FREAKIN' COMBAT ZONE. 1070 00:47:08,326 --> 00:47:09,906 I KNOW. I KNOW IT'S HARD. 1071 00:47:09,908 --> 00:47:11,448 IT'S NOT JUST HARD. 1072 00:47:11,449 --> 00:47:14,209 IT'S [SIGHS] JUST -- SHE LOST A LEG. 1073 00:47:15,753 --> 00:47:18,133 YOU KNOW, WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED THIS PAST YEAR 1074 00:47:18,126 --> 00:47:20,086 WITH YOU AND YOUR BABY, SHE... 1075 00:47:20,088 --> 00:47:23,048 SHE LOST A LEG. 1076 00:47:23,051 --> 00:47:26,971 AND SHE'S LEARNING HOW TO WALK AGAIN, AND YOU... 1077 00:47:26,965 --> 00:47:30,095 YOU HAVE TO LET HER DO THAT. 1078 00:47:32,730 --> 00:47:34,140 WHY? 1079 00:47:34,142 --> 00:47:35,522 WHY SHOULD I DO THAT? 1080 00:47:35,523 --> 00:47:37,483 WHY DOES SHE GET TO GO OFF AND PUT HERSELF IN DANGER 1081 00:47:37,475 --> 00:47:41,025 AND JUST LEAVE ME HERE TO... 1082 00:47:41,029 --> 00:47:44,439 IF SHE LOST A LEG, THEN I LOST A LEG, TOO. 1083 00:47:44,442 --> 00:47:46,952 BUT GUESS WHAT -- I STILL GET UP EVERY MORNING. 1084 00:47:46,945 --> 00:47:48,615 I FACE EVERY DAY. 1085 00:47:48,616 --> 00:47:50,576 I DON'T GET TO JUMP ON A PLANE AND FLY HALFWAY ACROSS THE DAMN WORLD 1086 00:47:50,578 --> 00:47:52,288 SO THAT ALL THAT APRIL HAS LEFT OF ME 1087 00:47:52,290 --> 00:47:55,290 IS SOME CRAPPY MEMORY OF ME YELLING AT HER FROM A PICTURE ON A PHONE! 1088 00:47:55,293 --> 00:47:57,093 WAIT, WHAT HAPPENED? 1089 00:47:57,085 --> 00:47:59,085 [ SIGHS ] 1090 00:47:59,087 --> 00:48:00,667 WE WERE TALKING, 1091 00:48:00,668 --> 00:48:04,088 AND THEN THERE WAS GUNFIRE, A LOT OF IT, 1092 00:48:04,092 --> 00:48:05,672 AND THE CALL GOT CUT OFF. 1093 00:48:05,673 --> 00:48:07,933 AND I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET AHOLD OF HER SINCE. 1094 00:48:07,926 --> 00:48:10,596 I DON'T KNOW... 1095 00:48:10,598 --> 00:48:11,888 WHERE SHE IS. 1096 00:48:13,601 --> 00:48:16,681 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE SHE IS. 1097 00:48:19,437 --> 00:48:22,107 [ SIGHS ] 1098 00:48:22,110 --> 00:48:23,730 Bailey: ALL I'M SAYING IS, 1099 00:48:23,731 --> 00:48:27,081 I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN KNOW A MAN AND LOVE A MAN 1100 00:48:27,075 --> 00:48:28,985 AND NOT SEE EYE-TO-EYE WITH HIM 1101 00:48:28,987 --> 00:48:30,287 ON SUCH A BASIC, FUNDAMENTAL THING. 1102 00:48:30,288 --> 00:48:31,288 EXACTLY. 1103 00:48:31,289 --> 00:48:33,079 RICHARD WANTS TO PROPOSE 1104 00:48:33,081 --> 00:48:36,201 BY DROWNING ME IN FLOWERS 1105 00:48:36,204 --> 00:48:37,884 AND CHOCOLATE-COVERED ROSE PETALS. 1106 00:48:37,875 --> 00:48:39,375 YOU'D THINK A MAN WOULD BE GRATEFUL 1107 00:48:39,377 --> 00:48:42,457 FOR A WOMAN WHO ALLOWS HIM TO AVOID THAT KIND OF NONSENSE. 1108 00:48:42,460 --> 00:48:44,800 Maggie: OR MAYBE IT'S JUST NOT ABOUT YOU. 1109 00:48:46,174 --> 00:48:48,144 I BEG YOUR PARDON? 1110 00:48:48,136 --> 00:48:50,256 NOTHING. SORRY, NONE OF MY BUSINESS. 1111 00:48:50,258 --> 00:48:53,218 WELL, YOU SEEM TO HAVE MADE IT YOUR BUSINESS, SO ELABORATE. 1112 00:48:53,221 --> 00:48:54,391 PLEASE. 1113 00:48:54,392 --> 00:48:57,442 MAYBE IT JUST MAKES HIM FEEL GOOD. 1114 00:48:57,435 --> 00:49:01,015 MAYBE IT'S EASIER JUST TO ACCEPT A BUNCH OF DUMB ROSES 1115 00:49:01,019 --> 00:49:04,359 THAN TO ASK A MAN TO FUNDAMENTALLY CHANGE WHO HE IS 1116 00:49:04,362 --> 00:49:07,162 OR DO WHAT MAKES HIM FEEL GOOD, WHEN WHAT MAKES HIM FEEL GOOD 1117 00:49:07,155 --> 00:49:10,615 IS TELLING YOU HOW GOOD YOU MAKE HIM FEEL. 1118 00:49:10,618 --> 00:49:13,988 MAYBE BY NOT LETTING HIM GIVE YOU THAT, 1119 00:49:13,992 --> 00:49:16,122 YOU'RE ACTUALLY TAKING SOMETHING AWAY FROM HIM. 1120 00:49:19,127 --> 00:49:21,167 SORRY. 1121 00:49:21,169 --> 00:49:22,879 NO, IT'S... 1122 00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:24,790 YOU'RE PROTECTING HIM. 1123 00:49:24,792 --> 00:49:26,672 I UNDERSTAND. 1124 00:49:29,047 --> 00:49:30,757 HAPPY NEW YEAR! 1125 00:49:30,758 --> 00:49:32,008 HOW ARE WE FEELING -- SHH! 1126 00:49:33,351 --> 00:49:35,011 OH. 1127 00:49:37,015 --> 00:49:39,515 GOOD. [ BOTH LAUGH ] 1128 00:49:39,517 --> 00:49:41,517 SORRY, WE WERE UP ALL NIGHT, 1129 00:49:41,519 --> 00:49:44,019 AND I -- I KNOW, I KNOW THAT'S BAD, 1130 00:49:44,022 --> 00:49:46,402 BUT [LAUGHS] WE WANTED TO WATCH THE BALL DROP, 1131 00:49:46,404 --> 00:49:48,824 AND THEN WE STARTED TALKING AND WE COULDN'T SHUT UP. 1132 00:49:48,816 --> 00:49:50,066 [ LAUGHS ] SO, I TOLD HER 1133 00:49:50,068 --> 00:49:52,488 THAT I WOULD TAKE THE FIRST TORTURE SHIFT TODAY... 1134 00:49:52,490 --> 00:49:55,490 [ LAUGHS ] ...JUST LET HER SLEEP. 1135 00:50:01,079 --> 00:50:03,459 I FEEL LIKE I FELL ASLEEP 10 MINUTES AGO. 1136 00:50:03,461 --> 00:50:08,261 HEY, DID YOU KNOW THAT J.J. WAS A VOLUNTEER FIREFIGHTER? 1137 00:50:11,389 --> 00:50:12,679 AND THEN SHE GETS BURNED AT A -- 1138 00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:15,840 AT A TAILGATE PARTY FOR A SEAHAWKS GAME, HUH? 1139 00:50:15,843 --> 00:50:17,063 [ LAUGHS ] 1140 00:50:17,055 --> 00:50:20,305 OH, WE SORT OF DIED LAUGHING AT THE IRONY, 1141 00:50:20,308 --> 00:50:24,268 AND THEN WE CRIED ABOUT IT. 1142 00:50:24,272 --> 00:50:26,602 THEN WE LAUGHED AGAIN. 1143 00:50:26,604 --> 00:50:28,824 [ SNIFFLES, BREATHES DEEPLY ] 1144 00:50:31,199 --> 00:50:33,859 UM, I'M JUST GONNA GO GRAB SOMETHING REALLY QUICK. 1145 00:50:33,861 --> 00:50:34,821 WAIT, STOP. 1146 00:50:34,822 --> 00:50:36,532 W-WHAT'S GOING ON? 1147 00:50:37,745 --> 00:50:38,995 WHAT'S WRONG? 1148 00:50:40,158 --> 00:50:41,498 IS IT J.J.?! 1149 00:50:41,499 --> 00:50:43,249 WAIT, I KNOW SOMETHING'S WRONG. [ BANGING ON WINDOW ] 1150 00:50:43,251 --> 00:50:46,001 ANNE, YOU HAVE TO LAY BACK. J.J.?! J.J.?! J.J.?! 1151 00:50:46,003 --> 00:50:47,433 YOU HAVE TO LAY BACK. NO, NO, NO, NO, NO! 1152 00:50:47,425 --> 00:50:48,965 YOU'LL TEAR YOUR SKIN. [ SCREAMS ] 1153 00:50:48,966 --> 00:50:51,466 [ CRYING ] NO! NO! 1154 00:50:51,469 --> 00:50:53,129 I'M SO SORRY. [ Voice breaking ] I'M SO SORRY. 1155 00:50:53,131 --> 00:50:56,671 SHE'S GONE. OH! 1156 00:50:56,674 --> 00:50:59,234 [ Crying ] OH, NO, SHE CAN'T BE! 1157 00:50:59,227 --> 00:51:00,347 SHE CAN'T! 1158 00:51:00,348 --> 00:51:03,938 I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT HER! 1159 00:51:03,941 --> 00:51:07,191 I CAN'T DO IT ALONE! 1160 00:51:14,952 --> 00:51:18,002 Ellis: I RAISED YOU TO BE AN EXTRAORDINARY HUMAN BEING, 1161 00:51:17,995 --> 00:51:20,365 SO IMAGINE MY DISAPPOINTMENT WHEN I WAKE UP AFTER FIVE YEARS 1162 00:51:20,368 --> 00:51:22,908 AND DISCOVER THAT YOU'RE NO MORE THAN ORDINARY! 1163 00:51:25,373 --> 00:51:27,843 WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! 1164 00:51:29,167 --> 00:51:30,377 Derek: YOU'RE IGNORING ME. 1165 00:51:30,378 --> 00:51:31,918 UM...TRYING TO. 1166 00:51:31,919 --> 00:51:33,129 YOU SHOULDN'T IGNORE ME. 1167 00:51:33,131 --> 00:51:34,471 WHY NOT? 1168 00:51:34,472 --> 00:51:36,592 BECAUSE I'M SOMEONE YOU NEED TO GET TO KNOW TO LOVE. 1169 00:51:38,136 --> 00:51:39,846 REALLY? OH, YES. 1170 00:51:39,847 --> 00:51:41,057 [ KATE HAVNEVIK'S "GRACE" PLAYS ] 1171 00:51:41,058 --> 00:51:42,388 SO, IF I KNOW YOU, I'LL LOVE YOU. 1172 00:51:42,390 --> 00:51:43,980 OH, YES. 1173 00:51:43,981 --> 00:51:47,101 YOU REALLY LIKE YOURSELF, HUH? 1174 00:51:47,104 --> 00:51:48,694 JUST HIDING MY PAIN. 1175 00:51:48,686 --> 00:51:49,936 [ BOTH LAUGH ] 1176 00:51:49,937 --> 00:51:51,857 ♪ I'M ON MY KNEES ♪ 1177 00:51:51,859 --> 00:51:53,569 SO, WHAT'S YOUR STORY? 1178 00:51:53,571 --> 00:51:54,941 ♪ ONLY MEMORIES ♪ 1179 00:51:54,942 --> 00:51:56,732 MY MOTHER TRIED TO KILL HERSELF WHEN I WAS A KID... 1180 00:51:56,734 --> 00:51:59,204 ♪ ARE LEFT FOR ME TO HOLD ♪ 1181 00:51:59,197 --> 00:52:01,657 ...AFTER THE LOVE OF HER LIFE DISAPPEARED. 1182 00:52:01,659 --> 00:52:04,369 ♪ DON'T KNOW HOW ♪ 1183 00:52:04,372 --> 00:52:06,832 I NEVER TOLD ANYBODY THAT BEFORE. 1184 00:52:06,834 --> 00:52:08,514 [ SNIFFLES ] 1185 00:52:08,506 --> 00:52:12,086 ♪ BUT I'LL GET BY ♪ 1186 00:52:12,089 --> 00:52:14,129 SO, YOU THINK I'M BROKEN? 1187 00:52:14,131 --> 00:52:16,511 ♪ SLOWLY PULL MYSELF TOGETHER ♪ 1188 00:52:16,514 --> 00:52:18,314 Meredith: IS THERE A REASON FOR THIS? 1189 00:52:18,306 --> 00:52:21,136 BECAUSE IF YOU CAN THINK OF A REASON, ANY REASON AT ALL, 1190 00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:26,808 WHY THE UNIVERSE IS SO SCREWED UP AND RANDOM AND MEAN... 1191 00:52:26,814 --> 00:52:30,364 [ BREATHING DEEPLY ] 1192 00:52:30,358 --> 00:52:33,768 ♪ THERES NO ESCAPE ♪ 1193 00:52:33,771 --> 00:52:36,771 ...NOW WOULD BE AN AMAZINGLY GOOD TIME TO TELL ME 1194 00:52:36,774 --> 00:52:38,914 BECAUSE I REALLY NEED SOME ANSWERS. 1195 00:52:38,906 --> 00:52:40,696 I KNOW. I KNOW YOU DO. COME HERE. 1196 00:52:40,698 --> 00:52:42,988 ♪ THIS FEELS SO UNREAL ♪ 1197 00:52:42,990 --> 00:52:44,700 [ Crying, ] I DON'T... 1198 00:52:44,702 --> 00:52:47,422 I CAN'T! I CAN'T! 1199 00:52:47,415 --> 00:52:49,045 I DON'T... 1200 00:52:49,046 --> 00:52:50,916 I DON'T... 1201 00:52:50,918 --> 00:52:56,588 SLOW, DEEP BREATHS, SLOW, DEEP BREATHS. 1202 00:52:56,594 --> 00:52:59,264 [ BREATHING DEEPLY ] 1203 00:52:59,257 --> 00:53:01,177 ♪ NOTHING IS LIKE IT SEEMS ♪ 1204 00:53:01,178 --> 00:53:03,008 HERE. TAKE THIS. 1205 00:53:03,010 --> 00:53:05,430 SLOW DOWN, SLOW DOWN. 1206 00:53:05,433 --> 00:53:07,403 [ BREATHES DEEPLY ] 1207 00:53:07,395 --> 00:53:09,605 JUST BREATHE IN. TAKE A DEEP BREATH. GO. 1208 00:53:12,230 --> 00:53:15,230 ♪ I FEEL THE COLD ♪ 1209 00:53:15,233 --> 00:53:19,033 ♪ LONELINESS UNFOLD ♪ 1210 00:53:19,026 --> 00:53:26,026 ♪ LIKE FROM ANOTHER WORLD ♪ 1211 00:53:26,033 --> 00:53:28,213 ♪ COME WHAT MAY ♪ 1212 00:53:28,205 --> 00:53:30,955 Meredith: YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING TO ME. 1213 00:53:30,958 --> 00:53:32,038 ♪ I WON'T FADE AWAY ♪ 1214 00:53:32,039 --> 00:53:34,209 I WANT TO MARRY YOU. 1215 00:53:34,211 --> 00:53:35,791 ♪ BUT I KNOW I MIGHT CHANGE ♪ 1216 00:53:35,793 --> 00:53:37,173 I WANT TO HAVE KIDS WITH YOU. 1217 00:53:37,174 --> 00:53:38,724 I WANT TO BUILD US A HOUSE. 1218 00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:40,506 ♪ NOTHING COMES EASILY ♪ 1219 00:53:40,508 --> 00:53:43,258 I WANT TO SETTLE DOWN AND GROW OLD WITH YOU. 1220 00:53:43,261 --> 00:53:46,141 ♪ FILL THIS EMPTY SPACE ♪ 1221 00:53:46,143 --> 00:53:47,693 I WANT TO DIE WHEN I'M 110 YEARS OLD 1222 00:53:47,685 --> 00:53:49,055 IN YOUR ARMS. 1223 00:53:49,056 --> 00:53:52,646 I DON'T WANT 48 UNINTERRUPTED HOURS. 1224 00:53:52,650 --> 00:53:53,770 ♪ NOTHING IS LIKE IT WAS ♪ 1225 00:53:53,771 --> 00:53:56,561 I WANT A LIFETIME. 1226 00:53:56,564 --> 00:54:00,164 ♪ TURN MY GRIEF TO GRACE ♪ 1227 00:54:00,157 --> 00:54:04,067 Meredith: HE'S GONE, AND I KNOW HE'S GONE. 1228 00:54:04,071 --> 00:54:05,781 AND THE BED FEELS LONELY. 1229 00:54:05,783 --> 00:54:08,043 ♪ NOTHING COMES EASILY ♪ 1230 00:54:08,035 --> 00:54:10,625 IT'S LIKE...I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SLEEP ALONE. 1231 00:54:10,628 --> 00:54:15,828 ♪ WHERE DO I BEGIN? ♪ 1232 00:54:19,427 --> 00:54:23,717 ♪ NOTHING CAN BRING ME PEACE ♪ 1233 00:54:23,721 --> 00:54:25,721 I MISS YOU. 1234 00:54:25,723 --> 00:54:31,353 ♪ I'VE LOST EVERYTHING ♪ 1235 00:54:31,349 --> 00:54:34,059 ♪ I JUST WANT TO FEEL YOUR EMBRACE ♪ 1236 00:54:34,061 --> 00:54:36,651 Meredith: I BELIEVE THAT WE CAN BE EXTRAORDINARY TOGETHER 1237 00:54:36,654 --> 00:54:39,364 RATHER THAN ORDINARY APART, AND I WANT TO BE -- 1238 00:55:05,132 --> 00:55:07,602 [ CHUCKLES ] 1239 00:55:07,595 --> 00:55:08,765 [ BREATHES DEEPLY ] 1240 00:55:08,766 --> 00:55:12,186 OKAY, NOW, GO SLOW, OKAY? 1241 00:55:12,189 --> 00:55:15,479 GO SLOW, CONCENTRATE, OKAY? 1242 00:55:18,436 --> 00:55:19,646 [ MECHANICAL LEG WHIRS ] 1243 00:55:21,068 --> 00:55:23,108 [ CHUCKLES ] 1244 00:55:23,110 --> 00:55:24,570 YOU READY? YEAH. 1245 00:55:24,572 --> 00:55:26,072 [ MECHANICAL LEG WHIRS ] 1246 00:55:26,073 --> 00:55:27,583 HOLY CRAP! [ LAUGHS ] 1247 00:55:27,575 --> 00:55:29,825 [ LAUGHS ] IT'S MOVING. 1248 00:55:29,827 --> 00:55:32,287 [ LAUGHS ] THAT'S GREAT. GREAT. 1249 00:55:32,289 --> 00:55:34,079 [ MECHANICAL LEG WHIRS ] 1250 00:55:34,081 --> 00:55:35,501 [ BOTH LAUGH ] THAT'S GREAT! 1251 00:55:35,503 --> 00:55:37,763 ONE MORE. YEAH. 1252 00:55:37,755 --> 00:55:39,005 [ MECHANICAL LEG WHIRS ] 1253 00:55:39,006 --> 00:55:41,046 YES, IT'S GREAT! [ BOTH LAUGH ] 1254 00:55:41,048 --> 00:55:44,168 THAT WAS THE BEST FIRST RUN OF ANY PATIENT I'VE EVER HAD! 1255 00:55:44,171 --> 00:55:45,921 YOU DID IT! NO, YOU DID IT. 1256 00:55:45,923 --> 00:55:46,923 [ CHUCKLES ] 1257 00:55:46,924 --> 00:55:49,184 I WOULD NEVER HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT YOU. 1258 00:55:49,967 --> 00:55:52,677 [ CRIES ] 1259 00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:54,470 UM, OKAY, I-I TAKE IT BACK. 1260 00:55:54,472 --> 00:55:56,142 I TAKE IT BACK. IT WAS ALL ME. 1261 00:55:56,143 --> 00:55:57,653 [ CHUCKLES ] NO, NO, NO. 1262 00:55:57,645 --> 00:56:01,685 IT WAS YOU. I-IT WAS YOU, AND IT WAS ME, AND [SIGHS] 1263 00:56:01,689 --> 00:56:02,979 THE REASON THAT YOUR BRAIN 1264 00:56:02,980 --> 00:56:06,690 CAN TELL YOUR NEW LEG WHAT TO DO IS, UM... 1265 00:56:06,694 --> 00:56:09,124 IT ALL STARTED BECAUSE OF THESE... 1266 00:56:09,116 --> 00:56:12,156 THESE, UH [CHUCKLES] BADASS LITTLE SENSORS 1267 00:56:12,159 --> 00:56:17,289 [Voice breaking] MADE BY AN AMAZING NEUROSURGEON WHO... 1268 00:56:17,294 --> 00:56:19,134 [ SIGHS ] YOU'RE RIGHT. 1269 00:56:19,126 --> 00:56:23,046 WE DON'T KNOW WHY WE MEET THE PEOPLE THAT WE MEET, BUT... 1270 00:56:23,050 --> 00:56:25,800 I WOULDN'T BE HERE WITHOUT HIM. 1271 00:56:25,803 --> 00:56:28,893 HE WAS A BRILLIANT SURGEON, AND... 1272 00:56:28,886 --> 00:56:30,636 [SIGHS] ...HE WAS A GOOD FRIEND. 1273 00:56:30,638 --> 00:56:32,468 AND, UH... 1274 00:56:32,470 --> 00:56:35,140 HE WOULD'VE LOVED THIS. 1275 00:56:35,142 --> 00:56:37,312 HE WOULD'VE -- HE WOULD'VE LOVED IT. 1276 00:56:37,314 --> 00:56:39,194 [ SNIFFLES ] 1277 00:56:39,186 --> 00:56:42,186 OKAY, UH, ANYWAY [CHUCKLES] 1278 00:56:42,189 --> 00:56:43,689 YOU WANT TO GO AGAIN? 1279 00:56:43,691 --> 00:56:46,481 [ CHUCKLES ] ABSOLUTELY, YEAH. OKAY. 1280 00:56:46,484 --> 00:56:48,244 ALL RIGHT. 1281 00:56:49,787 --> 00:56:50,987 HI, LAURA. 1282 00:56:50,988 --> 00:56:54,408 I'M HERE TO START YOUR FIRST DRESSING CHANGE, OKAY? 1283 00:56:54,411 --> 00:56:58,171 NOW WE'RE GONNA DEBRIDE THE BURNS LAYER BY LAYER. 1284 00:56:58,165 --> 00:57:00,535 THAT'LL EXPOSE HEALTHY TISSUE 1285 00:57:00,538 --> 00:57:02,168 IN ORDER TO HELP NEW SKIN TO GROW, OKAY? 1286 00:57:02,169 --> 00:57:05,089 Anne: YOU'RE GONNA WANT SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO. 1287 00:57:05,092 --> 00:57:07,042 BED RAILINGS WORK PRETTY WELL. 1288 00:57:07,044 --> 00:57:09,014 THIS IS GONNA HURT. 1289 00:57:09,006 --> 00:57:10,306 WHO IS THAT? 1290 00:57:10,307 --> 00:57:12,847 THIS IS YOUR NEIGHBOR, ANNE. 1291 00:57:12,850 --> 00:57:13,930 OH, AND DO YOURSELF A FAVOR -- 1292 00:57:13,931 --> 00:57:15,511 FIND SOMETHING TO BITE DOWN ON. 1293 00:57:15,513 --> 00:57:16,853 THANK YOU, ANNE. 1294 00:57:16,854 --> 00:57:18,564 I KNOW THE DRILL. TELL HER. 1295 00:57:18,556 --> 00:57:20,476 YEAH, THANK YOU, ANNE. 1296 00:57:20,478 --> 00:57:22,518 I'M GONNA GET STARTED NOW, OKAY? 1297 00:57:22,520 --> 00:57:23,690 [ Whimpering ] MM-HMM. 1298 00:57:23,691 --> 00:57:27,271 [ SCREAMING ] 1299 00:57:27,274 --> 00:57:28,914 [ CRYING ] IT'S OKAY. 1300 00:57:28,906 --> 00:57:29,986 IT'S OKAY. 1301 00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:34,280 IT'S OKAY. 1302 00:57:36,624 --> 00:57:40,544 YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY. 1303 00:57:42,169 --> 00:57:43,629 April: HEY. 1304 00:57:45,292 --> 00:57:47,212 SORRY, I-I SHOULD'VE CALLED. 1305 00:57:47,214 --> 00:57:48,474 THEY ORDERED US OUT REALLY SUDDENLY, 1306 00:57:48,465 --> 00:57:49,925 AND I WAS HOPPING PLANES, 1307 00:57:49,927 --> 00:57:53,257 AND THEN I THOUGHT MAYBE I'D SURPRISE YOU, BUT I CAN... 1308 00:57:53,260 --> 00:57:55,140 SEE BY THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE THAT -- [ GASPS ] 1309 00:58:01,358 --> 00:58:04,728 UH, AMELIA, HEY, GOT TIME FOR A CUP OF COFFEE? 1310 00:58:04,732 --> 00:58:06,692 AH, SORRY, BUSY DAY. 1311 00:58:06,694 --> 00:58:07,784 YEAH. 1312 00:58:07,775 --> 00:58:11,815 UH, HAVEN'T SEEN YOU AT A MEETING IN A WHILE. 1313 00:58:11,819 --> 00:58:13,159 A LONG WHILE. 1314 00:58:13,160 --> 00:58:15,740 LIKE I SAID, REALLY BUSY. 1315 00:58:15,743 --> 00:58:17,413 EDWARDS MENTIONED SOMETHING ABOUT YOU... 1316 00:58:17,414 --> 00:58:18,714 REALLY? 1317 00:58:18,706 --> 00:58:21,166 WHAT ELSE IS EDWARDS SAYING? 1318 00:58:21,168 --> 00:58:22,788 [ CHUCKLES ] 1319 00:58:22,790 --> 00:58:24,080 I'M NOT ACCUSING YOU. 1320 00:58:24,081 --> 00:58:25,961 I'M CHECKING IN. 1321 00:58:25,963 --> 00:58:27,123 YOU KNOW, I-I GET TO CHECK IN. 1322 00:58:27,124 --> 00:58:28,514 THAT'S THE KIND OF FRIENDS WE ARE. 1323 00:58:28,505 --> 00:58:30,085 I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR COFFEE. 1324 00:58:30,087 --> 00:58:31,887 I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR MEETINGS. 1325 00:58:31,889 --> 00:58:35,049 I DON'T -- MY JOB IS NOT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT ME. 1326 00:58:35,052 --> 00:58:36,722 MY JOB IS TO MAKE MY PATIENTS GET BETTER. 1327 00:58:36,724 --> 00:58:37,944 DO YOU KNOW WHAT CAN HAPPEN 1328 00:58:37,935 --> 00:58:39,765 IN THE HOUR OR TWO I WOULD BE WASTING WITH YOU? 1329 00:58:39,767 --> 00:58:41,097 AN HOUR OR TWO MATTERS! 1330 00:58:41,098 --> 00:58:42,268 THEY MATTER TO ME. 1331 00:58:42,269 --> 00:58:43,849 THEY SHOULD MATTER TO YOU. 1332 00:58:43,851 --> 00:58:45,191 THEY MATTER TO MY PATIENTS. 1333 00:58:45,192 --> 00:58:48,202 IF I LEAVE AND MY PATIENT DIES, IT'S NOT ME WHO WILL SUFFER, 1334 00:58:48,195 --> 00:58:51,355 IT IS HIS MOTHER, HIS SISTERS, HIS FRIENDS, HIS WIFE, 1335 00:58:51,358 --> 00:58:53,238 AND THEY WILL HATE ME. 1336 00:58:53,240 --> 00:58:55,570 WITH EVERYTHING INSIDE THEM, 1337 00:58:55,573 --> 00:58:58,293 THEY WILL HATE ME AND YOU AND EVERYONE HERE 1338 00:58:58,285 --> 00:59:00,535 BECAUSE THEY WON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE IS GONE, 1339 00:59:00,537 --> 00:59:02,077 WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE, 1340 00:59:02,079 --> 00:59:04,959 [Voice breaking] WHY EVERYONE YOU GIVE A CRAP ABOUT WALKS AWAY 1341 00:59:04,962 --> 00:59:08,172 OR IS RIPPED FROM YOUR WORLD WITHOUT WARNING, WITHOUT REASON, 1342 00:59:08,165 --> 00:59:10,625 IN CONVENIENCE STORES AND PLANE CRASHES 1343 00:59:10,628 --> 00:59:13,008 AND PODUNK HOSPITALS WITH PODUNK DOCTORS 1344 00:59:13,010 --> 00:59:15,220 WHO DON'T DO WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO DO, 1345 00:59:15,222 --> 00:59:17,172 WHICH IS SAVE PEOPLE! 1346 00:59:20,097 --> 00:59:21,517 [ SIGHS ] 1347 00:59:23,020 --> 00:59:26,350 [ INDISTINCT WHISPERING ] 1348 01:00:02,059 --> 01:00:03,139 Owen: HEY. 1349 01:00:08,065 --> 01:00:10,185 IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU. 1350 01:00:10,187 --> 01:00:11,727 HEY. 1351 01:00:13,150 --> 01:00:15,030 FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN AWAY FOREVER, 1352 01:00:15,032 --> 01:00:16,362 BUT I SEE NOTHING'S CHANGED, 1353 01:00:16,363 --> 01:00:20,203 EXCEPT THEY CHOPPED DOWN THAT OLD TREE. 1354 01:00:20,197 --> 01:00:23,157 YEAH. 1355 01:00:27,504 --> 01:00:28,754 OKAY, I'LL... 1356 01:00:30,798 --> 01:00:33,418 I'LL SEE YOU AROUND. 1357 01:00:33,420 --> 01:00:36,590 I HAVE A BAGGIE FULL OF BLACK-MARKET OXY IN MY COAT POCKET, 1358 01:00:36,593 --> 01:00:39,023 AND I'M TRYING TO DECIDE WHETHER OR NOT TO TAKE IT. 1359 01:00:48,315 --> 01:00:49,685 [ SNIFFLES ] 1360 01:00:49,687 --> 01:00:52,227 I'VE GOT THE DEAD-DEREK THING COMPLETELY MANAGED. 1361 01:00:52,229 --> 01:00:54,729 I KNOW PEOPLE WERE WORRIED. 1362 01:00:54,732 --> 01:00:56,692 SINCE HE DIED, EVERYBODY'S BEEN LOOKING AT ME, 1363 01:00:56,694 --> 01:00:58,834 WAITING FOR ME TO FALL APART OR FREAK OUT 1364 01:00:58,826 --> 01:01:02,826 OR JUST [IMITATES EXPLOSION] BECOME A MESS. 1365 01:01:02,830 --> 01:01:05,830 LIKE SOME BOMB EVERYONE THINKS IS SUPPOSED TO GO OFF. 1366 01:01:05,833 --> 01:01:09,883 MY MOTHER WAS CALLING THREE, FOUR TIMES A DAY. 1367 01:01:09,877 --> 01:01:13,047 ADDISON WAS CALLING -- EVERYONE. 1368 01:01:13,050 --> 01:01:15,380 IT MAKES SENSE. 1369 01:01:15,382 --> 01:01:16,342 IT'S NATURAL. 1370 01:01:18,095 --> 01:01:22,005 EVERY MAN I'VE EVER LOVED... 1371 01:01:22,009 --> 01:01:24,679 HAS DIED. [ CHUCKLES ] 1372 01:01:24,681 --> 01:01:27,061 INCLUDING MY BABY. 1373 01:01:27,064 --> 01:01:30,024 THANK YOU, UNIVERSE. 1374 01:01:30,017 --> 01:01:32,647 SO, I SHOULD BE, LIKE... 1375 01:01:32,649 --> 01:01:36,069 GREEK TRAGEDY, TURNED TO STONE, BAT-CRAP CRAZY, BUT I'M GOOD. 1376 01:01:36,073 --> 01:01:38,203 I GOT THIS. I AM FINE. 1377 01:01:38,195 --> 01:01:40,195 [ Chuckling ] I'M TELLING YOU, I'M AMAZING. 1378 01:01:40,197 --> 01:01:42,237 I AM SAVING LIVES LEFT AND RIGHT. 1379 01:01:42,239 --> 01:01:45,029 I AM PUTTING BUTTS IN THE SEATS IN THAT O.R. GALLERY. 1380 01:01:45,032 --> 01:01:48,212 I MEAN, PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING TO HEAR ME LECTURE. 1381 01:01:48,205 --> 01:01:51,165 I AM ENTERTAINING -- JOKE, JOKE, JOKE! 1382 01:01:51,168 --> 01:01:52,998 I'M FUNNY! I'M FUN! 1383 01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:56,630 I'M A PARTY! I'M DOING -- I'M GREAT! 1384 01:02:00,798 --> 01:02:03,388 I'M HANDLING THE DEAD-DEREK THING REALLY WELL. 1385 01:02:03,390 --> 01:02:05,930 [ CHUCKLES ] OKAY. 1386 01:02:05,933 --> 01:02:09,153 EXCEPT TODAY, I YELLED AT RICHARD... 1387 01:02:09,146 --> 01:02:14,106 WHO WAS ONLY TRYING TO INVITE ME FOR COFFEE, 1388 01:02:14,111 --> 01:02:18,361 AND THEN I WENT AND SCORED OXY FROM THIS JUNKIE DOCTOR. 1389 01:02:18,355 --> 01:02:21,195 BUT YOU HAVEN'T TAKEN ANY? 1390 01:02:21,198 --> 01:02:23,158 NOT YET. 1391 01:02:23,160 --> 01:02:26,070 [ SIGHS ] 1392 01:02:26,073 --> 01:02:27,623 BUT I MIGHT. 1393 01:02:27,624 --> 01:02:30,254 THAT'S THE THING. 1394 01:02:31,328 --> 01:02:34,038 I REALLY ACTUALLY MIGHT. 1395 01:02:37,044 --> 01:02:43,094 I HAVE BEEN SOBER FOR 1,321 DAYS, OWEN. 1396 01:02:43,090 --> 01:02:47,180 I WAS FINE. IT WAS MANAGED. 1397 01:02:50,477 --> 01:02:51,937 BUT I MIGHT. 1398 01:02:54,651 --> 01:02:57,271 ALL THIS STUFF YOU'RE...MANAGING... 1399 01:02:59,897 --> 01:03:02,357 YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE MANAGING IT. 1400 01:03:02,359 --> 01:03:05,949 YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE FEELING IT -- GRIEF, LOSS, PAIN. 1401 01:03:05,953 --> 01:03:08,083 IT IS NORMAL. [ Voice breaking ] IT'S NOT NORMAL. 1402 01:03:08,075 --> 01:03:08,995 IT IS. 1403 01:03:08,996 --> 01:03:10,666 IT IS NORMAL. 1404 01:03:10,667 --> 01:03:12,287 IT'S NOT NORMAL TO YOU 'CAUSE YOU'VE NEVER DONE IT. 1405 01:03:12,289 --> 01:03:14,119 Y-- INSTEAD OF FEELING IT, FEELING THE GRIEF AND THE PAIN, 1406 01:03:14,121 --> 01:03:16,461 YOU'VE SHOVED IT ALL DOWN AND YOU DO DRUGS INSTEAD. 1407 01:03:16,463 --> 01:03:19,093 INSTEAD OF MOVING THROUGH THE PAIN, YOU RUN FROM IT. 1408 01:03:19,086 --> 01:03:20,716 YOU... 1409 01:03:25,132 --> 01:03:27,012 [ SIGHS ] 1410 01:03:27,014 --> 01:03:30,434 INSTEAD OF DEALING WITH BEING HURT AND ALONE 1411 01:03:30,427 --> 01:03:33,097 AND AFRAID THAT THIS HORRIBLE, EMPTY FEELING IS ALL THERE IS, 1412 01:03:33,100 --> 01:03:34,600 I RUN FROM IT. 1413 01:03:36,934 --> 01:03:38,154 [ SCOFFS ] 1414 01:03:38,145 --> 01:03:41,855 I RUN OFF, AND I SIGN UP FOR ANOTHER TOUR OF ACTIVE DUTY. 1415 01:03:41,859 --> 01:03:44,279 [ SIGHS ] WE DO THESE THINGS. 1416 01:03:44,281 --> 01:03:47,241 WE RUN OFF, AND WE -- WE MEDICATE. 1417 01:03:47,244 --> 01:03:51,164 WE DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO COVER IT UP AND DULL THE SENSATION, 1418 01:03:51,158 --> 01:03:52,448 BUT IT'S NOT NORMAL. 1419 01:03:52,449 --> 01:03:55,909 WE'RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL. WE'RE SUPPOSED TO... 1420 01:03:55,913 --> 01:03:57,043 LOVE... 1421 01:03:57,044 --> 01:03:59,304 AND HATE... AND HURT... 1422 01:03:59,296 --> 01:04:03,876 AND GRIEVE AND BREAK AND... 1423 01:04:03,881 --> 01:04:06,011 BE DESTROYED AND... 1424 01:04:06,013 --> 01:04:08,063 REBUILD OURSELVES TO BE DESTROYED AGAIN. 1425 01:04:08,055 --> 01:04:09,055 THAT IS HUMAN. 1426 01:04:09,056 --> 01:04:11,806 THAT IS HUMANITY. THAT'S -- THAT'S... 1427 01:04:14,101 --> 01:04:16,101 THAT'S BEING ALIVE. THAT'S THE POINT. 1428 01:04:16,103 --> 01:04:20,113 THAT'S THE ENTIRE POINT. DON'T -- DON'T AVOID IT. 1429 01:04:20,107 --> 01:04:23,937 DON'T... 1430 01:04:23,941 --> 01:04:27,031 EXTINGUISH IT. 1431 01:04:34,161 --> 01:04:36,121 DEREK DIED. 1432 01:04:40,207 --> 01:04:41,457 [ Voice breaking ] HE DIED. 1433 01:04:44,001 --> 01:04:45,341 I DON'T WANT TO FEEL IT. 1434 01:04:45,342 --> 01:04:47,972 I [INHALES SHARPLY] I DON'T THINK I CAN. 1435 01:04:47,965 --> 01:04:49,385 I DON'T THINK I EVEN WANT TO... 1436 01:04:49,386 --> 01:04:51,056 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] 1437 01:04:51,058 --> 01:04:52,848 I CAN'T. I CAN'T. 1438 01:04:52,849 --> 01:04:54,269 I CAN'T DO THIS. I CAN'T. YOU HAVE TO. IF YOU DON'T -- 1439 01:04:54,271 --> 01:04:56,641 NO, I CAN'T. SHH, I CAN'T DO THIS! YOU HA-- YOU HAVE TO. 1440 01:04:56,643 --> 01:04:59,613 IF YOU DON'T, THAT BAG OF OXY'S NOT GONNA BE YOUR LAST. 1441 01:05:20,037 --> 01:05:21,297 [ SNIFFLES ] 1442 01:05:29,716 --> 01:05:32,386 [ SOBS ] 1443 01:05:32,389 --> 01:05:34,179 [ CRYING ] 1444 01:05:36,143 --> 01:05:38,023 YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY. 1445 01:05:38,015 --> 01:05:40,055 YOU'RE GONNA SURVIVE THIS, OKAY? 1446 01:05:40,057 --> 01:05:42,357 [ SOBBING ] EVERYBODY DOES. 1447 01:05:45,022 --> 01:05:48,032 [ SIGHS, CHUCKLES ] 1448 01:05:48,025 --> 01:05:50,775 IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL. IT'S BORING, EVEN. 1449 01:05:50,777 --> 01:05:52,117 [ CRYING ] 1450 01:05:53,740 --> 01:05:57,120 IT'S SO NORMAL. [ CHUCKLES ] 1451 01:05:57,124 --> 01:05:58,884 [ SMOOCHES ] 1452 01:06:06,343 --> 01:06:08,723 OKAY, ZO-ZO, HERE'S YOUR SNACK -- 1453 01:06:08,715 --> 01:06:10,175 CHEESE, BANANAS, 1454 01:06:10,177 --> 01:06:11,967 AND A LITTLE [GRUNTS] DAMN IT. 1455 01:06:11,968 --> 01:06:14,548 Ellis: IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I'M HURTING, DOES IT? 1456 01:06:14,551 --> 01:06:17,091 IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I'M ALONE. WHERE DO I SIGN? 1457 01:06:17,094 --> 01:06:19,444 Woman: MS. GREY, IT'S IMPORTANT YOU FULLY UNDERSTAND, 1458 01:06:19,436 --> 01:06:20,476 BY SIGNING THESE, 1459 01:06:20,477 --> 01:06:22,727 YOU SIGN AWAY ALL RIGHTS TO YOUR DAUGHTER, 1460 01:06:22,729 --> 01:06:24,859 NOW AND IN THE FUTURE. 1461 01:06:24,861 --> 01:06:27,021 Ellis: AND I'M ALL ALONE. 1462 01:06:27,024 --> 01:06:30,284 NOW I HAVE TO RAISE MY DAUGHTER ALONE. 1463 01:06:30,277 --> 01:06:33,567 [ Voice breaking ] HOW AM I EXPECTED TO DO THAT? 1464 01:06:33,570 --> 01:06:35,610 [ SNIFFLES ] 1465 01:06:35,612 --> 01:06:38,212 MOM... 1466 01:06:38,205 --> 01:06:40,075 Woman: I UNDERSTAND. 1467 01:06:40,077 --> 01:06:41,377 IT'S OKAY IF YOU NEED MORE TIME. 1468 01:06:41,378 --> 01:06:43,748 MORE TIME? MORE TIME? 1469 01:06:43,750 --> 01:06:45,120 I NEEDED MORE TIME WITH HIM, 1470 01:06:45,122 --> 01:06:47,252 BUT IT JUST KEEPS GOING FORWARD FASTER AND FASTER, 1471 01:06:47,254 --> 01:06:49,054 AND THERE IS NO MORE TIME. 1472 01:06:49,046 --> 01:06:50,966 YOU CAN'T GO BACK. YOU CAN'T PRESS "PAUSE." 1473 01:06:50,967 --> 01:06:53,677 THE CAROUSEL NEVER STOPS TURNING. IT -- 1474 01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:55,800 [ SIGHS ] 1475 01:06:55,802 --> 01:06:57,972 I DON'T NEED ANY MORE TIME. 1476 01:06:57,974 --> 01:06:59,274 WHERE DO I SIGN? 1477 01:06:59,266 --> 01:07:01,346 [ INHALES SHARPLY ] DAMN IT. 1478 01:07:01,348 --> 01:07:03,058 [ MOANS ] 1479 01:07:03,060 --> 01:07:07,560 ACTUALLY, YOU KNOW, ZO, I THINK MAYBE WE'LL TAKE THAT, HUH? 1480 01:07:07,564 --> 01:07:08,994 WE'LL PUT IT IN A BAGGIE, AND WE'LL -- 1481 01:07:08,985 --> 01:07:10,775 AGH, AGH, AGH, AGH! 1482 01:07:10,777 --> 01:07:12,527 MOMMY! [ SIGHS ] 1483 01:07:12,529 --> 01:07:15,489 IT'S OKAY, ZOLA. IT'S OKAY. 1484 01:07:15,492 --> 01:07:17,822 YOU'RE BLEEDING. THERE'S BLOOD! 1485 01:07:18,575 --> 01:07:21,325 Ellis: BLOOD. IT'S JUST BLOOD. 1486 01:07:21,328 --> 01:07:23,828 MOMMY, SHOULD I CALL 911? 1487 01:07:23,830 --> 01:07:24,660 NOT YET. 1488 01:07:25,502 --> 01:07:26,662 WAIT. 1489 01:07:26,663 --> 01:07:28,223 YES. CALL. MEREDITH... 1490 01:07:28,215 --> 01:07:30,925 ...DON'T BE AFRAID. DON'T BE AFRAID. 1491 01:07:35,092 --> 01:07:36,972 Dispatcher: 911 -- WHAT'S YOUR EMERGENCY? 1492 01:07:36,973 --> 01:07:38,683 MY MOMMY TRIED TO KILL HERSELF. 1493 01:07:38,675 --> 01:07:39,975 MY MOMMY NEEDS HELP. 1494 01:07:39,976 --> 01:07:41,636 [ SIREN WAILING ] 1495 01:07:56,743 --> 01:07:58,963 ARE YOU THE SMART GIRL WHO KNEW HOW TO CALL 911? 1496 01:07:58,955 --> 01:08:01,905 Doctor: YOU MIGHT'VE SAVED YOUR MOTHER'S LIFE. 1497 01:08:01,908 --> 01:08:04,578 DR. GREY, WE'RE JUST ABOUT READY TO START. 1498 01:08:06,002 --> 01:08:07,912 MY KIDS? WHERE ARE MY KIDS? 1499 01:08:07,914 --> 01:08:09,634 Ellis: STOP IT! [ SHOUTS ] 1500 01:08:09,626 --> 01:08:11,166 SHE SHOULDN'T BE IN HERE. NO, WAIT. 1501 01:08:11,168 --> 01:08:12,668 DON'T TOUCH ME! 1502 01:08:12,669 --> 01:08:13,879 Meredith: DEREK! 1503 01:08:13,880 --> 01:08:14,800 DEREK! 1504 01:08:16,423 --> 01:08:18,013 DEREK! 1505 01:08:18,014 --> 01:08:20,144 Derek: I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE ALONE. 1506 01:08:21,218 --> 01:08:25,058 IF ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME, I DON'T WANT IT TO... 1507 01:08:25,061 --> 01:08:27,851 JUST BE YOU. 1508 01:08:27,854 --> 01:08:31,904 WELL, WE WOULD MAKE PRETTY BABIES. 1509 01:08:31,898 --> 01:08:33,108 SO, YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT IT, THEN? 1510 01:08:33,109 --> 01:08:35,189 OH, I'M THINKING ABOUT IT. 1511 01:08:36,032 --> 01:08:37,152 WAIT. 1512 01:08:44,871 --> 01:08:48,881 DR. GREY? DR. GREY? 1513 01:08:48,875 --> 01:08:50,625 YOUR HUSBAND IS HERE. 1514 01:08:54,211 --> 01:08:56,051 HEY. 1515 01:08:58,134 --> 01:08:59,604 APPARENTLY, I'M YOUR EMERGENCY CONTACT. 1516 01:09:03,720 --> 01:09:06,060 I HAD A BABY. 1517 01:09:06,062 --> 01:09:07,892 I KNOW. 1518 01:09:08,975 --> 01:09:10,765 DEREK IS DEAD. 1519 01:09:12,148 --> 01:09:14,148 I KNOW. 1520 01:09:17,904 --> 01:09:21,084 Meredith: DEREK? 1521 01:09:21,077 --> 01:09:23,157 [ SIGHS ] 1522 01:09:25,121 --> 01:09:26,991 DEREK? 1523 01:09:26,993 --> 01:09:29,213 [ BABY COOING ] 1524 01:09:29,206 --> 01:09:31,786 Derek: IF THERE'S A CRISIS... 1525 01:09:31,788 --> 01:09:34,088 YOU DON'T FREEZE. 1526 01:09:34,090 --> 01:09:36,050 YOU MOVE FORWARD. 1527 01:09:37,674 --> 01:09:39,104 YOU GET THE REST OF US TO MOVE FORWARD. 1528 01:09:40,847 --> 01:09:43,177 BECAUSE YOU'VE SEEN WORSE. 1529 01:09:43,179 --> 01:09:45,719 YOU'VE SURVIVED WORSE. 1530 01:09:45,722 --> 01:09:48,612 IT'S OKAY. 1531 01:09:48,605 --> 01:09:50,975 [ SNIFFLES ] 1532 01:09:50,977 --> 01:09:52,357 YOU GO. 1533 01:09:52,359 --> 01:09:57,069 AND YOU KNOW WE'LL SURVIVE, TOO. 1534 01:10:12,208 --> 01:10:15,088 [ BABY CRYING ] 1535 01:10:15,922 --> 01:10:17,832 HEY. 1536 01:10:17,834 --> 01:10:19,434 HEY. 1537 01:10:19,426 --> 01:10:20,546 [ CRYING CONTINUES ] 1538 01:10:20,547 --> 01:10:22,257 OKAY, SWEETIE. 1539 01:10:22,259 --> 01:10:23,759 OKAY. 1540 01:10:23,760 --> 01:10:25,930 HEY, HEY. 1541 01:10:25,932 --> 01:10:27,222 IT'S OKAY. 1542 01:10:27,223 --> 01:10:29,063 IT'S ALL RIGHT. 1543 01:10:29,055 --> 01:10:31,435 Shh. 1544 01:10:31,438 --> 01:10:34,348 [ CRYING CONTINUES ] IT'S OKAY. 1545 01:10:41,948 --> 01:10:43,778 BABY'S NAME IS ELLIS. DID YOU SEE HER? 1546 01:10:43,780 --> 01:10:45,160 [ CHUCKLES ] 1547 01:10:45,161 --> 01:10:46,241 SHE'S BEAUTIFUL. 1548 01:10:46,242 --> 01:10:47,412 BET SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU. 1549 01:10:47,414 --> 01:10:50,084 [ CHUCKLES ] 1550 01:10:50,076 --> 01:10:52,166 I DIDN'T THINK I COULD DO IT. 1551 01:10:52,168 --> 01:10:53,418 PART OF ME THOUGHT, 1552 01:10:53,420 --> 01:10:56,290 "WHAT IF I HAVE THIS BABY AND JUST DIE?" 1553 01:10:56,293 --> 01:11:00,383 AND THEN SHE ARRIVED, AND I SAW HER FACE, 1554 01:11:00,377 --> 01:11:02,507 AND I SAW HIM IN HER. 1555 01:11:05,342 --> 01:11:08,052 SHE'S BEAUTIFUL. 1556 01:11:08,054 --> 01:11:10,774 [ SIGHS ] 1557 01:11:18,855 --> 01:11:21,695 [ SIRENS WAILING ] 1558 01:11:23,320 --> 01:11:24,950 [ LAUGHS ] 1559 01:11:24,951 --> 01:11:26,821 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. 1560 01:11:26,823 --> 01:11:28,873 HAPPY EVERYBODY'S DAY! 1561 01:11:28,865 --> 01:11:29,995 [ CHUCKLES ] 1562 01:11:29,996 --> 01:11:34,116 OH, MY CHILD IS WITH HIS DAD IN DISNEY WORLD. 1563 01:11:34,120 --> 01:11:37,620 HE'S IN THE HAPPIEST PLACE ON EARTH. 1564 01:11:37,624 --> 01:11:40,094 I'M WITH YOU... 1565 01:11:40,086 --> 01:11:42,086 NAKED, IN THIS HOUSE. 1566 01:11:42,088 --> 01:11:44,048 THAT'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT KIND OF HAPPY PLACE. 1567 01:11:44,050 --> 01:11:45,010 [ LAUGHS ] 1568 01:11:45,011 --> 01:11:47,051 [ Laughing ] NOW EVERYBODY'S HAPPY! 1569 01:11:47,053 --> 01:11:48,223 [ LAUGHS ] 1570 01:11:48,224 --> 01:11:52,484 WELL, THEN, THIS IS A VERY GOOD TIME... 1571 01:11:52,479 --> 01:11:54,139 TO GIVE YOU A PRESENT. 1572 01:11:54,140 --> 01:11:56,310 [ GASPS ] BEN! 1573 01:11:56,312 --> 01:11:58,312 IS THIS THE PLANE TICKETS TO PARIS? 1574 01:11:58,314 --> 01:12:01,034 OH, 'CAUSE IF THIS IS THE PLANE TICKETS TO PARIS... 1575 01:12:03,029 --> 01:12:04,439 IT'S MY LIVING WILL. 1576 01:12:04,441 --> 01:12:05,941 [ CHUCKLES ] 1577 01:12:05,942 --> 01:12:08,282 IT GIVES YOU FULL PERMISSION TO PULL MY PLUG 1578 01:12:08,284 --> 01:12:09,544 WHENEVER YOU SEE FIT. 1579 01:12:09,536 --> 01:12:12,996 NO EXTRAORDINARY MEASURES, WITNESSED AND... 1580 01:12:12,999 --> 01:12:15,159 NOTARIZED. 1581 01:12:17,163 --> 01:12:19,513 [ CHUCKLES ] 1582 01:12:22,589 --> 01:12:23,589 MIRANDA? 1583 01:12:23,590 --> 01:12:25,590 S-SO, UM... 1584 01:12:25,592 --> 01:12:28,172 B-BEFORE... 1585 01:12:28,174 --> 01:12:30,734 YOU WANTED TO BE KEPT ALIVE. 1586 01:12:30,727 --> 01:12:34,057 BEFORE YOU WANTED EXTRAORDINARY MEASURES 1587 01:12:34,060 --> 01:12:37,100 BECAUSE YOU HAD THIS STUPID IDEA 1588 01:12:37,103 --> 01:12:40,033 THAT YOU WERE GONNA BE A MIRACLE MAN 1589 01:12:40,026 --> 01:12:43,856 AND WAKE UP AND COME BACK TO ME, BUT NOW YOU... 1590 01:12:43,860 --> 01:12:46,070 SIGNED THE PAPERS? 1591 01:12:46,072 --> 01:12:47,442 WELL... 1592 01:12:47,444 --> 01:12:49,334 YEAH. [ CHUCKLES ] 1593 01:12:49,325 --> 01:12:52,035 I MEAN, T-T-THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED. 1594 01:12:52,038 --> 01:12:54,368 WE'VE BEEN GOING 'ROUND AND 'ROUND ABOUT IT 1595 01:12:54,370 --> 01:12:56,660 FOR MONTHS, AND, WELL, I JUST GOT TIRED OF ARGUING, 1596 01:12:56,663 --> 01:12:59,553 SO I DECIDED TO GO AHEAD AND... 1597 01:12:59,546 --> 01:13:01,166 SIGN THE PAPERS. 1598 01:13:01,167 --> 01:13:03,167 MIRANDA? 1599 01:13:03,169 --> 01:13:07,089 WELL, THIS WAS THE MEANEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE. 1600 01:13:07,093 --> 01:13:08,303 WHAT? 1601 01:13:08,304 --> 01:13:11,724 YOU NO LONGER LOVE ME ENOUGH TO HOPE FOR A MIRACLE? 1602 01:13:11,718 --> 01:13:13,308 OH, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? 1603 01:13:13,309 --> 01:13:15,309 [ SPUTTERS, COUGHS ] 1604 01:13:15,311 --> 01:13:17,721 FROM THE BEGINNING, YOU WERE SHOUTING, 1605 01:13:17,724 --> 01:13:18,944 "UNPLUG ME! UNPLUG ME!" 1606 01:13:18,935 --> 01:13:21,015 YEAH, BUT YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO DO IT. 1607 01:13:21,017 --> 01:13:23,727 I MEAN, YOU WERE, BUT Y-YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO WANT TO. 1608 01:13:23,730 --> 01:13:25,110 MIR-- NOW YOU WANT TO? 1609 01:13:25,111 --> 01:13:27,981 MIRANDA, WHY ARE YOU BEING SO -- SO CRAZY ABOUT THIS?! 1610 01:13:27,984 --> 01:13:29,414 WHAT'S GOING ON? 1611 01:13:29,405 --> 01:13:33,075 [ FIRE CRACKLING ] H-HEY, HEY, WHAT IS GOING ON? 1612 01:13:33,079 --> 01:13:34,909 I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH! 1613 01:13:34,911 --> 01:13:36,491 IT'S TOO MUCH. 1614 01:13:36,493 --> 01:13:38,503 [ BREATHES RAGGEDLY ] 1615 01:13:38,495 --> 01:13:43,125 OKAY, MY FIRST HUSBAND [SIGHS] OKAY, IF HE LEFT... 1616 01:13:43,129 --> 01:13:46,249 A PIECE OF ME ALWAYS KNEW THAT I WOULD BE OKAY, 1617 01:13:46,252 --> 01:13:50,352 AND WHEN HE DID LEAVE, I WAS, BUT YOU... 1618 01:13:50,346 --> 01:13:56,426 EVER SINCE DEREK DIED... 1619 01:13:56,432 --> 01:13:58,982 I SIT UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, 1620 01:13:58,975 --> 01:14:01,185 GASPING FOR AIR, TERRIFIED. 1621 01:14:01,187 --> 01:14:02,727 [ Voice breaking ] I'VE BEEN HAVING THESE DREAMS 1622 01:14:02,729 --> 01:14:04,269 THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU. 1623 01:14:04,270 --> 01:14:07,270 SO, IF SOMETHING HAPPENED... 1624 01:14:07,273 --> 01:14:10,373 I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH. 1625 01:14:10,366 --> 01:14:14,656 LIKE, YOU ARE A PIECE OF ME. 1626 01:14:14,661 --> 01:14:16,661 I LOVE YOU. 1627 01:14:16,663 --> 01:14:19,343 SO... 1628 01:14:19,335 --> 01:14:22,075 I NEED A PLAN. 1629 01:14:22,078 --> 01:14:24,078 I NEED RULES. 1630 01:14:24,080 --> 01:14:26,540 I NEED SOME ORDER, 1631 01:14:26,543 --> 01:14:30,093 AND I HAD JUST GOTTEN USED TO YOUR DUMB MIRACLE-MAN IDEA, 1632 01:14:30,086 --> 01:14:33,676 AND NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU WANT ME TO PULL THE PLUG, 1633 01:14:33,680 --> 01:14:35,640 AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH THAT. 1634 01:14:35,642 --> 01:14:39,442 I -- MM, JUST ORDER AND, UH, SOME RULES 1635 01:14:39,435 --> 01:14:43,145 AND A-A PLAN AND SOME ORDER IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS, 1636 01:14:43,149 --> 01:14:47,189 'CAUSE IF I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN, 1637 01:14:47,193 --> 01:14:49,323 IT'S TOO MU-MUCH. 1638 01:14:49,315 --> 01:14:51,985 I PROMISE -- I PROMISE... 1639 01:14:51,988 --> 01:14:54,068 THAT I WILL LET YOU... 1640 01:14:54,070 --> 01:14:56,110 DIE FIRST. 1641 01:14:58,875 --> 01:15:01,075 [ CHUCKLES ] 1642 01:15:01,077 --> 01:15:02,077 THAT... 1643 01:15:02,078 --> 01:15:03,118 [ CHUCKLES ] 1644 01:15:03,119 --> 01:15:05,379 ...IS SO WRONG! 1645 01:15:07,834 --> 01:15:10,684 HEY, I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, TOO. 1646 01:15:10,677 --> 01:15:13,047 [ CRACKLING CONTINUES ] 1647 01:15:26,272 --> 01:15:28,192 HERE, LET'S... 1648 01:15:28,194 --> 01:15:31,154 NOT THINK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE, ALL RIGHT? 1649 01:15:31,147 --> 01:15:32,987 [ SIGHS ] 1650 01:15:32,989 --> 01:15:34,779 WE CAN'T PLAN. 1651 01:15:34,781 --> 01:15:36,531 WE DON'T KNOW. 1652 01:15:36,532 --> 01:15:39,292 SO LET'S IGNORE IT AND... 1653 01:15:39,285 --> 01:15:40,865 [ SIGHS ] 1654 01:15:40,867 --> 01:15:45,707 ...JUST STAY HERE IN OUR BUBBLE, ALL RIGHT? 1655 01:15:45,712 --> 01:15:48,422 HERE, TOGETHER. 1656 01:15:50,506 --> 01:15:53,296 [ CHUCKLES ] 1657 01:15:53,299 --> 01:15:56,219 IN THE HAPPIEST PLACE ON EARTH. 1658 01:15:56,222 --> 01:16:00,102 IN THE HAPPIEST PLACE ON EARTH. 1659 01:16:11,317 --> 01:16:13,147 [ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ] 1660 01:16:13,149 --> 01:16:16,569 RICHARD WEBBER! 1661 01:16:17,994 --> 01:16:19,004 CATHERINE? 1662 01:16:18,995 --> 01:16:21,785 I'M MAD AT YOU! 1663 01:16:21,788 --> 01:16:23,998 I'M DOING SOMETHING I SWORE I NEVER WOULD. 1664 01:16:24,000 --> 01:16:28,000 I'M ASKING A QUESTION WHEN I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER 1665 01:16:28,004 --> 01:16:29,054 BECAUSE YOU... WHAT'S GOING ON? 1666 01:16:29,045 --> 01:16:30,965 Shh! 1667 01:16:30,967 --> 01:16:34,417 BECAUSE YOU'RE WORTH ME STANDING HERE LIKE A FOOL, 1668 01:16:34,420 --> 01:16:37,010 ANNOUNCING HOW I FEEL... 1669 01:16:37,013 --> 01:16:39,643 IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE HOSPITAL! 1670 01:16:39,636 --> 01:16:43,016 [ ALL MURMURING ] 1671 01:16:43,019 --> 01:16:44,719 I LOVE YOU, RICHARD WEBBER! 1672 01:16:46,773 --> 01:16:48,943 I LOVE YOU. 1673 01:16:50,026 --> 01:16:54,276 AND I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE FOR YOU TO BE MY HUSBAND. 1674 01:16:56,032 --> 01:16:59,742 THAT IS, OF COURSE, IF YOU WOULD LIKE IT, TOO. 1675 01:16:59,736 --> 01:17:01,866 [ MURMURING CONTINUES ] 1676 01:17:12,248 --> 01:17:14,128 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 1677 01:17:18,634 --> 01:17:20,184 WELL, ABOUT DAMN TIME. 1678 01:17:20,176 --> 01:17:22,016 [ LAUGHS ] 1679 01:17:22,018 --> 01:17:25,428 [ CHEERS AND APPLAUSE ] 1680 01:17:28,975 --> 01:17:32,065 [ LAUGHING ] 1681 01:17:45,201 --> 01:17:48,751 [ "CHASING CARS" PLAYS ] 1682 01:17:57,173 --> 01:17:59,933 [ ELLIS COOING ] 1683 01:17:59,926 --> 01:18:01,136 COME ON, ZO, 1684 01:18:01,137 --> 01:18:04,007 LET'S GET BAILEY AND YOUR LITTLE SISTER SETTLED IN. 1685 01:18:04,010 --> 01:18:07,220 ♪ ON OUR OWN ♪ 1686 01:18:10,186 --> 01:18:12,976 [ SIGHS ] 1687 01:18:12,979 --> 01:18:17,899 ♪ WE DON'T NEED ♪ 1688 01:18:17,904 --> 01:18:22,374 ♪ ANYTHING ♪ 1689 01:18:22,368 --> 01:18:28,198 ♪ OR ANYONE ♪ 1690 01:18:28,204 --> 01:18:32,834 ♪ IF I LAY HERE ♪ 1691 01:18:32,829 --> 01:18:37,539 ♪ IF I JUST LAY HERE ♪ 1692 01:18:37,543 --> 01:18:44,053 ♪ WOULD YOU LIE WITH ME AND JUST FORGET THE WORLD? ♪ 1693 01:18:49,896 --> 01:18:54,436 ♪ I DON'T QUITE KNOW ♪ 1694 01:18:54,440 --> 01:18:58,990 ♪ HOW TO SAY ♪ 1695 01:18:58,985 --> 01:19:03,155 ♪ HOW I FEEL ♪ 1696 01:19:07,163 --> 01:19:08,533 [ SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE ] 1697 01:19:08,534 --> 01:19:12,544 ♪ THOSE THREE WORDS ♪ 1698 01:19:12,538 --> 01:19:13,998 ♪ ARE SAID TOO MUCH ♪ 1699 01:19:14,000 --> 01:19:17,210 [ TALKING INDISTINCTLY ] 1700 01:19:17,213 --> 01:19:20,763 ♪ THEY'RE NOT ENOUGH ♪ 1701 01:19:23,589 --> 01:19:26,969 ♪ IF I LAY HERE ♪ 1702 01:19:26,973 --> 01:19:32,693 ♪ IF I JUST LAY HERE ♪ 1703 01:19:32,688 --> 01:19:35,388 ♪ WOULD YOU LIE WITH ME ♪ 1704 01:19:35,391 --> 01:19:39,821 ♪ AND JUST FORGET THE WORLD? ♪ 1705 01:19:39,816 --> 01:19:41,816 [ CRICKETS CHIRPING ] 1706 01:19:41,818 --> 01:19:46,158 ♪ FORGET WHAT WE'RE TOLD ♪ 1707 01:19:46,162 --> 01:19:50,962 ♪ BEFORE WE GET TOO OLD ♪ 1708 01:19:50,957 --> 01:19:54,037 ♪ SHOW ME A GARDEN ♪ 1709 01:19:54,040 --> 01:19:57,580 ♪ THAT'S BURSTING INTO LIFE ♪ 1710 01:20:03,840 --> 01:20:05,180 [ LAUGHTER ] 1711 01:20:05,181 --> 01:20:06,471 NOW, WAIT, HANG ON. 1712 01:20:06,472 --> 01:20:08,592 ALEX HOSTED A CHRISTMAS PARTY? 1713 01:20:08,594 --> 01:20:09,984 MM. 1714 01:20:09,976 --> 01:20:11,686 WELL, "HOSTED" IS A BIT OF AN EXAGGERATION, RIGHT? 1715 01:20:11,687 --> 01:20:13,267 WHATEVER. THERE WAS A TREE. 1716 01:20:13,269 --> 01:20:16,019 YEAH, THERE WAS A SAD, SAD TREE, GOD. 1717 01:20:16,022 --> 01:20:18,482 Ellis: I HAVE TO BELIEVE THERE'S A WAY. 1718 01:20:18,484 --> 01:20:20,904 THERE HAS TO BE A WAY TO STEP OFF THE CAROUSEL, 1719 01:20:20,897 --> 01:20:23,397 TO START AGAIN, TO START FRESH... 1720 01:20:23,399 --> 01:20:26,029 ♪ I NEED YOUR GRACE ♪ 1721 01:20:26,032 --> 01:20:27,072 [ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ] 1722 01:20:27,073 --> 01:20:31,413 ♪ TO REMIND ME ♪ 1723 01:20:31,407 --> 01:20:35,157 ♪ TO FIND MY OWN ♪ 1724 01:20:38,584 --> 01:20:43,224 ♪ IF I LAY HERE ♪ 1725 01:20:43,219 --> 01:20:48,129 ♪ IF I JUST LAY HERE ♪ 1726 01:20:48,134 --> 01:20:54,394 ♪ WOULD YOU LIE WITH ME AND JUST FORGET THE WORLD? ♪ 1727 01:20:56,933 --> 01:20:59,573 ♪ FORGET WHAT WE'RE TOLD ♪ 1728 01:20:59,565 --> 01:21:02,235 Ellis: THERE HAS TO BE A WAY TO LEAVE ALL MY GHOSTS BEHIND. 1729 01:21:02,238 --> 01:21:06,318 ♪ BEFORE WE GET TOO OLD ♪ 1730 01:21:06,322 --> 01:21:09,202 ♪ SHOW ME A GARDEN ♪ 1731 01:21:09,195 --> 01:21:13,075 ♪ THAT'S BURSTING INTO LIFE ♪ 1732 01:21:13,079 --> 01:21:15,159 I'LL SEE YOU AROUND. 1733 01:21:15,161 --> 01:21:16,251 ♪ ALL THAT I AM ♪ 1734 01:21:16,252 --> 01:21:19,882 YOU'RE ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY, MEREDITH. 1735 01:21:19,875 --> 01:21:23,335 ♪ AND ALL THAT I EVER WAS ♪ 1736 01:21:23,339 --> 01:21:24,959 Ellis: IT'S A CHOICE. 1737 01:21:24,961 --> 01:21:27,261 IT'S A CHOICE I'M MAKING. 1738 01:21:27,263 --> 01:21:30,183 TO MOVE FORWARD. 1739 01:21:30,176 --> 01:21:32,886 TO MOVE PAST THIS. 1740 01:21:32,888 --> 01:21:34,098 I CAN DO THAT. 1741 01:21:34,100 --> 01:21:36,680 I CAN DO THAT. 1742 01:21:36,682 --> 01:21:38,102 YOU READY FOR THIS? 1743 01:21:38,104 --> 01:21:39,574 ♪ IF I JUST LAY HERE ♪ 1744 01:21:39,565 --> 01:21:41,515 I AM. 1745 01:21:41,517 --> 01:21:43,107 10 BLADE. 1746 01:21:43,109 --> 01:21:46,109 ♪ WOULD YOU LIE WITH ME AND JUST FORGET THE WORLD? ♪ 1747 01:21:46,112 --> 01:21:48,152 Meredith: ALL I HAVE TO DO... 1748 01:21:48,154 --> 01:21:50,794 IS BEGIN. 114281

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