All language subtitles for Fire Country s03e14 Death Trap.eng

Previously on Fire Country...

I don't know what kind of
relationship you have with Bode,

but you really get him.

I think he has someone else

who gets him now.

AUDREY:
You brought me flowers, huh?

Your first day could
only go downhill

after we rode out
an entire fire in a pool.

Hi.

I'm Violet.

Can I buy you a drink?

DREW:
I saw you nursing your knee earlier.

Is that the old injury
acting up?

No, it's just something new.

Here, these help.

Yeah, pop one every now
and then for the pain.

You think there is
a problem, though?

I mean, Nonno still seems
like he's pretty sharp.

VINCE:
Yeah, he's a little forgetful,

but he didn't need to be scared

by a bunch of tests.

Birch. Hey,
bro, wake up.

He's sweating
with no fever.

No- hey. Somebody call Cap.

Tell her to call 911.

? ?

? ?

? When the night ?

? The night has come ?

? And all the land is dark ?

? And the Moon ?

? Is the only light ?

? We'll see ?

? No, I won't ?

? Be afraid ?

? No, I won't ?

? Shed a single tear ?

? Just as long as you ?

? Just as long
as you ?

? Stand by me ?

? Oh, won't you stand ?

? By me? ?

? Won't you, won't you ?

? Stand by me... ?

EVE:
Birch was a good man.

? Won't you stand... ?

He was working
the program and...

he was trying
to overcome his demons

and not succumb
to them.

[sighs]

And he died
on my watch.

[clears throat]

Wasn't your fault.

Birch was sick and he refused
to go to the infirmary.

Yeah, but I missed something.

Like, the report said
he had a heart murmur,

and then the ER doctor said
the cold must've taken him out.

That doesn't sit right.

No, it doesn't.

Even with
a pre-existing condition,

a cold shouldn't have
gotten him to that level

of respiratory distress.
[sighs]

And his fingers were blue
when he died.

Yeah.
A cold doesn't do that.

The autopsy will tell us more,
though, yeah?

The coroner already determined
the cause of death.

It doesn't sound like
they got it right.

I mean, can't the hospital
still do one if the family asks?

Yeah, Birch's sister's coming
to pick up his stuff tomorrow.

I can ask her.

You deserve answers.

So does Birch. You don't just...

Just because he was locked up

doesn't mean
that he didn't matter.

Yeah. You're right, bud.

[cheering on television]

God!
Yes!

That is how we do it,
right there. [laughs]

Warriors. Warriors. Warriors.

How many is that?
Four in a row now? Mm.

Oh, nice.

[whoops]
Ah, come on.

All right.
Great win. Now,

time for a great night's sleep,
Walter.

How much do we pay you an hour?

To tell a grown man what time
he has to go to bed?

[chuckles]
Try not to use all your charm at once, Dad.

He probably
just needs some carbs,

soak up the sauce.
JAVI: Okay.

How about I whip you up a snack?

Ooh, that'd be nice.

How old are you, Javi?

You don't have to answer that.

That's okay.
No. How old are you?

I'm 27.

27. Did you ever hear the story

about the world's oldest
humpback whale?

Yeah, they called him
"Old Timer."

He survived getting hit
by ships, getting all tangled up

in fishing gear,
even survived climate change,

and not despite his age.

Scientists proved that
it was because of his age.

Because of his resilience,

his wisdom.

I'd like
to see you make it

to my age and not flip out

when some 27-year-old
tries to placate you

with a juice box and a couple

chocolate chip
cookies.

Sleep is important for memory.

Scientists,
they figured that out, too.

Ah. Let me see now.

Paula. Jason.

Maria. Chester.

All your predecessors.

I remember all four
of their names.

And you know why they're gone

and you're
still here?

Because I told you
if you chased off

another home healthcare worker,

you'd get locked
in your room with no beer?

Yeah, that's funny, Vinny.

No. It's because I like you.
Just a little.

[laughs]

And as you can see, Javi,
I'm doing just fine.

So, I'm gonna watch
a little more TV

and stay up a little longer,
if you don't mind.

Ultimately, it is your decision.

You did take your 2:00 p.m.
today, though, right?

I don't know. You're the one
holding the pillbox.

You tell me what it says.

All right, looks good.

SHARON:
Okay, so let's seal the side window and then

check the water lines
for any leaks.

Need a couple new
power outlets inside. Power outlets

inside, yes. Yeah, and would you
find out what it would cost

on top of your handyman rate

for just, like,
the tiniest wine fridge?

'Cause Mama likes her wine.
[laughs]

Oh, okay, you got it, Chief.

Thanks, babe.
Hey, James.

How was North Carolina?
Hey.

[sighs] It was good.
It was a success.

I got all my stuff
back from my ex.

He put it on a box on the porch.

Didn't even have to see him.

Oh.
[sighs] What about you?

You fixing up
the Airstream?

Yeah. I think we're gonna get

to Yosemite
this summer, finally.

Mm. Just the two of you.

The open road.
Sounds like the beginning

of a spicy little beach read.

Oh, really?
Do your spicy

beach reads usually include
a cantankerous father-in-law?

Walter.

Hey, at least the man has
a mean game of cards.

Yeah, and if you like red meat
with a side of bacon,

he's a pretty good cook, too.
[chuckles]

Sounds like you've
got it handled.

Yeah, I kind of do.

Come on, let's go to work.

Uh-huh. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
Oh, whoa, whoa.

Hey, no spinning.
I told you, no spinning.

[laughs]
Mm-mm. Mm-mm. Mm-mm.

Hey, yo, Gabs.

Answer a question for me.
JAKE: Oh, no.

Run for your life. Hide.
[laughs]

Look, Birch's sister is gonna
come to the camp later,

so let me have this distraction,

okay?
Whatever, all right.

What's the question?
Okay, so

what is your
irrational fear?

For example, mine is drowning
in a vat of molasses,

and then people finding
my skeletal remains.

So weirdand so freaky.
Oh.

Okay. Damn.
Just saying.

Um...

That I still love Bode on some
level and everyone can tell.

I mean, Luke acted
like he could

smell it on me,
and he got in my head.

Oh.

What?
Huh?

Well, I mean,
if you love someone,

do you ever stop
loving them?

Like-like me and Francine.
Like, we are very on again.

Yeah, but I-I-I don't love Jake
like that anymore.

Yeah, back at you.
I've moved on.

To Violet.
Right, so his irrational fear

is that, now that
she's on her ski trip,

inevitably, she's gonna
beeline into a tree.

Okay, yes, but that is because
there is a storm up there,

and she has not
texted me back.

No, that-that fear's
not irrational.

Boom. See?

Don't make him worry
more than he needs to.

You lost your dad,

Cara, of-of course your mind
is catastrophizing.

Right, avalanches,
crashes, hypothermia...

But I'm sure she'll be fine.

Thanks. [sighs] That helps.

Hey, nobody else thinks
that I'm-I'm giving, like,

"I love Bode" vibes
besides Luke, right?

[exhales]
I think it's just 'cause we know you.

You don't think
he can tell, do you?

Nah...

Just so you know,
you're blushing a lot.

No- I...
Right there.

I am fine.
I am strong on my own,

and Bode and Audrey are-are...

whatever they are. Goodbye.

AUDREY:
Hey.

Jamesy.
Welcome back.

I kind of missed
the constant mocking. [laughs]

Little bit.
[laughs]

Hey, um...

Serious question,

how's everyone doing
at Three Rock?

They're, uh... [sighs]

...they're hanging in there,

given that Birch died
right in front of them.

That was always a fear of mine,
to die before I got out.

Yeah.

Eve's working on getting
an autopsy,

so at least they know
what happened.

Hey, uh...

less serious question.

I know that we're, like,
taking things slow...

But...?

[clears throat]
But...

...Sunset Holler's playing
at the Jolly Well tonight.

It's, uh, this,
like, local band.

They're playing at a small bar
just outside of Edgewater.

Um...

Is a concert a little over
the speed limit,

if we're trying
to take things slow?

Well, that's just
the first date.

[stammers] I don't know.
That way, we can

get to know each other better.

What do you want to know?

Whatever. Like...

I don't even know
your middle name.

[scoffs]

Well...

My middle name is how you know
I was born in a trailer park

next to a pile of crushed
beer cans and a pack of smokes.

[chuckles]
[sighs]

I got a past you don't know
anything about.

Yeah, we both do.

Mine is...

[sighs] ...somewhere
you don't want to be.

Try me.

Peaches.

Uh...

My middle name is Peaches.

It's Peaches?

[laughs]

You're serious,
it's Peaches? Shut up.

Yes.

[alarm blaring]

[laughing]

Don't tell anyone.
No, it is not.

Don't.

Okay. Wellness check

on the elderly homeowner,
Estelle Lorian.

Neighbors called, said that
they haven't seen her in days.

James, check the front door.

Perez, Leone, Bravo side.

You're on the Delta side.

GABRIELA: On it, Cap. Let's go.
- On it, Cap. - Copy.

AUDREY:
Hello? Estelle?

Hey, Cap?

Is he trying
to break in?

[sighs] Well, I wasn't
expecting a two for one.

All right, look, you two
talk him down, calmly.

We don't know his mental
state or if he's armed.

This is Captain Crawford.

Requesting sheriffs
en route.

Hey, sir, we need you
to come on down.

Oh, hi.

Hi. Thanks for coming.

BODE:
Yeah, hi. All right, come on. Let's go.

Right, uh, I can do that.

Um...

Uh, careful!
[stammers] Ooh! Watch out! Are you...

[grunting]

All right, sir,
the sheriffs

have already
been alerted.

What? Why?

Oh, no, no. Wait!

You think I'm breaking in?
I'm not, I'm not.

You're trespassing, you're
trying to pry open a window.

To check on Estelle.
S-Sorry, uh...

I'm Finn, I, um,
I live down the block.

I called 911- [grunts]

May I take a look?

FINN:
Uh, yeah.

But me later.
Estelle needs help now.

Yeah, so do you, you see?

That's bad, right?
Oh, yeah, that's bad.

I will help you get you
somewhere more comfortable.

Come on, all right.

[grunting]

Okay, so if
you weren't

trying to break in, then
what were you doing up there?

I ju- I didn't know
how long it would take

for you guys to get here.

And with Estelle
being stuck inside, I...

Wait, so, you're s-
Are you sure she's inside?

Estelle doesn't
go out, ever, um...

She gets everything delivered.

Look, based on that pile,

she hasn't been out
in three days.

I called, she didn't answer.
I looked through

the downstairs window.
Nothing, uh...

I called you guys.

Then I got the idea
to look upstairs,

instead of just waiting...

You were worried.

You took action.

I get it.

Yeah. Thanks.

Hey, Cap?

Nobody's answering the door.

Can't see
through the windows.

Okay, um... Hey, Perez?

You stay with Finn.
Uh, Leone, James?

Find me a way inside this house.

Got it.

Hey, Estelle,
it's Cal Fire.

Can you hear us?

Estelle,
we're entering your home.

You want to axe it or me?

That works, too.

Hey, Cap?

The door's unlocked,
but it's jammed.

FINN:
Uh, yeah.

Estelle's hanging on
to a lot of stuff.

Estelle's a hoarder.

? ?

[faint music playing]

[grunts]

BODE: Hey, Estelle?
AUDREY: Estelle?

We're coming through
the front window.

? What we need ?

? To give each other ?

? Love is... ?

Estelle?

Estelle, we're firefighters.

We're here to help.

Can you hear me?

AUDREY:
Coming in.

[groans]

It smells like if bleu cheese
and feet had a baby.

[coughs]

[song continues playing]

[grunts]

[exhales]

She is a needle
in this haystack.

[grunts, gasps]

Haystack
or a death trap?

BODE:
Estelle?

? ?

[Audrey gasps, exhales]

AUDREY:
Hello?

Estelle?

BODE: Hey, Estelle?
Are you injured?

? Love was meant to be ?

? For you and me ?

? So listen... ?

AUDREY:
Hmm, there is such

a thing as too much devotion.

BODE: Yeah.
That is some shine.

Okay,
this might hurt.

Can't feel worse
than a swan dive

off a house
in front of the real heroes.

In another context,
like a bar, I swear

I'm very charming.
[chuckles]

Don't worry,
we've seen it all.

Really? You've seen someone
Free Solo off a shed?

[laughs]

How long have you known Estelle?

Oh, uh, forever.

Um, growing up, she was
queen of the neighborhood.

She had the mythical house that
handed out full-size Milky Ways

on Halloween.
You know, she sewed

all my costumes
for school plays.

Oh, he's an actor.

[chuckles]
Well, a photographer, now.

I moved behind the camera
after my fourth grade

performance of Gaston.

I'm not saying I peaked
at ten, but I did get

a standing ovation and my mom
had me sign her program.

So...
[chuckles]

Okay, so from

queen of the neighborhood to...

now.

What happened
to Estelle?

Her ex-husband happened.

He walked out,
no explanation, no closure.

So she knit herself
into a Gordon shrine

and never came out.

I mean, I get it.

I've had my share of
gnarly break-ups, you know?

Yeah.

JAKE [over radio]:
Leone, what's your status?

BODE:
Cleared the living room, we're making our way

down the back hall.
JAKE: Copy that.

[song continues playing faintly]

[Audrey yelps]

Half of hoarder calls
end up finding a buried body?

[exhales]

What percentage of those bodies
are firefighters?

JAVI:
Uh, Mr. Leone?

A minute before I go?

You're not quitting, are you?
Don't say you're quitting.

No, no, nothing like that.

Um...

here.

Yeah, memory care facilities.

Um, a little early
for that, right?

Respectfully, sir,
it's sooner than you think.

I found these.

He said he took his meds,

but they were stashed
in a drawer.

It's a sign of
advancing dementia.

[scoffs]

Remember last night,
when he was rattling off

the names of all those
other aides, no problem...

I'm-I'm only here
three times a week.

Soon you're gonna need
more than that.

It'll get expensive fast.
Just take a look now,

so you'll be ready
for when the time comes.

Um...

All right, thanks.

Bye.

We are so sorry for your loss,

Wendy, I...

Honestly.

For so long, my brother's
been a string of DUIs.

In and out of prison.

I lost him a long time ago.

Mm-hmm.
After the funeral,

he'll finally be at peace.

Before you finalize
your memorial plans,

I want to highly encourage you
to request an autopsy.

Uh, an autopsy?

The coroner said
it was his heart.

Trust me, the way he lived,
it's no big surprise.

Uh, Cap...?

Yeah.
It wasn't his heart.

Birch was clean,
he was- he was sober.

He was working
the program with me.

He was working out like a beast.

And then just out of the blue,
he got sick.

A day later-
I get the call

I've been expecting
for years.

What difference would
an autopsy make?

He's dead.
The difference is the truth

about who your brother was
at the end.

He was more
than just an alcohol problem.

He was
a good firefighter.

He was an even better
basketball player.

And the man could not
land a punch line

to save his life.

[laughs]

That's for sure.

[cries, sniffles]

I'm gonna miss his laugh.

Yeah.

We all are.

EVE:
You would've been proud of who your brother was.

It's just...

we don't know
what happened to him.

MANNY:
But you owe yourself and him

the truth, don't you think?

[inhales deeply]

[sobs, sniffles]

[sighs]

I'll request the autopsy.

Do you think
we're really here?

Memory care?
A-Assisted living?

I mean... I brought

him here today
just so you could

keep an eye on his pills
while I'm on shift.

but...

...full-time care, I don't,

I-I kind of don't buy it.

I don't think
we can afford to buy it.

I mean, between Smokey's,

and-and the Airstream, I...

Did you see how much
these care facilities cost?

Yeah, I mean, the only one
that makes sense for us

is what, seven grand a month?

It's...

And that's for the lowest
level of care. I am not...

I'm not gonna ask my dad
to look at these.

I mean, don't.

Please don't say that this is
just me being in denial,

again,
about his condition, okay? No, no, I'm not

saying anything, I-I'm
in total agreement with you.

I- I think he's doing
just fine with us.

Right? I mean...

he's a pain in the ass,
but he's-he's not there yet.

No, not yet.

Estelle?

Estelle,
can you hear us?

How long do you think it takes
to accumulate this much stuff?

You and I both know crap
can go downhill real fast.

[ticking]

? ?

BODE: There.
There she is.

BODE:
Estelle. Estelle?

Is she breathing?

We located the patient.

She's unconscious.

Estelle. Hey.

Can you- Whoa.
Can you hear me? [gasps] What?

What's-what's going on?

Estelle,
we're firefighters.

AUDREY: Whoa, whoa, whoa.
We're here to help.

No, no, no, Estelle!

[Estelle gasping]
BODE: What's on that paper?

Get back! [stammers]

We got a fire rapidly spreading
on the Charlie side

and there's some kind of
accelerant fueling it.

Patient's secure.
We're just trying

to get out of here.
Greencrest,

Engine 1591.

Wellness check has
escalated to fire.

Requesting
additional units.

Sending an attack
line in now.

GREENCREST:
Copy that, 1591.

Perez, let's pull a inch
and three-quarter line

to the door
to go interior.

Who knows what type of fuel
we'll see inside?

Copy, Cap.

[panting]

Is Estelle okay?
What can I do?

Just sit tight and trust us.

SHARON:
Walter?

It's time for your meds.

Walter?

[groans softly]

Walter?

Hey. Is anybody
else in there?

'Kay, thanks.

Uh, did you see the elder,
retired Chief Leone up there?

Mm-mm.
Not up there.

Chief, you're
still here? Yeah.

Saw your car leaving earlier.

No, no, no.

Uh...

[sighs]:
Okay.

Walter.

Cap?
It's Birch.

What, did his results
already come in?

No, the coroner
told me

that Birch's body was
cremated this afternoon

without the autopsy.

Wait, cremated.

So, what, his body's
just gone now?

[sighs]
Was it an accident?

I mean, that would be
a huge coincidence.

But do I sound paranoid?

No.

No.
Okay, look, look, look...

I mean, my experience in here-

paranoia's justified.

Okay. I'm gonna make
some phone calls,

and I'm-a start with the DOC.

Watch the guys.

? ?

Here, come on. Move.

[grunting]
Wait, wait,

wait, wait!
[panting] Whoa, whoa, whoa!

Estelle, we
got to go.

Whatever spilled is
clearly volatile.

It-It-It's solvent.

For cleaning
Gordon's car parts.

He loves his tinkering.

That's why
I'm saving them for him.

- I'm protecting them.
- Okay,

it's not about your things
anymore, okay?

It's about your life. Come on.

JAKE:
Bode, we'll have hoses in there soon.

BODE: Yeah, copy.
ESTELLE: Hoses? No!

Please, if you soak everything,

it'll be destroyed.

Come on. We got to
drag her out of here.

Okay, but if she's
kicking and screaming,

this stuff could all
come down around us.

Estelle, do you know
what I see here?

A wreck?
No.

That iron. And a blouse.

You were gonna iron a blouse,
'cause you were gonna feel good,

you were gonna look
good. You had plans.

Hope.[whimpers]

Look, Gordon's in your past.

You can leave him and
all of his stuff there.

Now,

we got to go. Come on.

No, I-I-I can't.
I can't leave.

BODE:
Cap, we got an uncooperative patient.

Fire's heating up.

[gasps]

ESTELLE:
No!

It's burning
everything!

Our exit's blocked.

We need to change
the flow path of this fire.

Change it?

Okay, yeah, copy, Leone.

I'll change it. Delta side?

BODE: Yeah, affirmative, Cap.
All right. Hey, Perez,

wait on the hoses.

But close that door now!
Copy, Cap!

Wool is naturally
flame-resistant.

We're gonna keep you safe,
whether you want us to or not. [whimpers]

Jake's redirecting
the flow path.

Try to draw this fire away
from us, create an exit.

? ?

[grunts]

[filtered breathing]

[flames whooshing]

BODE:
It's working.

Fire's getting pulled
to the low pressure outside.

That's a hell of a flow path.
We got to go now. Come on.

It won't stay like this
forever. Come on, go. [whimpers]

Chief Leone taking over IC
at Bridgeford Avenue.

Great timing.

Heard your wellness
check escalated.

What's, uh...
what's going on?

JAKE: Got a little
out of hand, but...

BODE: Okay,
right over here.

JAKE:
...everything's under control now.

Nice and easy.
BODE: Patient was found

unconscious,
but was roused. She's okay.

Everything I saved is ruined.

Because of you.

EMT:
Lean back for me, ma'am.

Estelle, you're okay. Come on.

Oh, Finn.
Hey.

[panting]

Hey, Estelle.

Let's go get you checked out, yeah?

[indistinct chatter]

Never easy, getting blame
for saving the day.

You two did good.

This was supposed
to be an easy call.

[indistinct radio chatter]

Hey, um...

I don't want to let
my past sink me, so...

why don't you take me on
that harmless little first date?

[alerts ringing on phones]

Silver Alert.
Missing senior.

Bode.

It's Papa Leone.

? ?

So, we have a missing senior
with dementia.

We're gonna break into pairs.

Head into town.

We're gonna look in
restaurants and stores

and, let's be honest, bars.

Talk to people.
Talk to the whole community.

You have Walter's
picture in the emails.

No lead is too small.

Thank you, everybody.

[soft chatter]

SHARON:
Uh, Jake?

Can you, um, hold
down the fort?

Hey, hey. Yeah,
don't worry about it.

I'll liaise
with Greencrest here.

Thank you.

? ?

[quiet chatter]

EVE:
You coming with me?

You want to ride together?

? ?

My new irrational fear.

It's not never getting
over Bode but...

not ever having
closure about it,

like the hoarder
we saved today.

Sounds like you need
to talk about it.

Yeah.

With him.

[phone beeping]

What?

Did they find Walter?

No, it's my guy
at the DOC.

They're not the ones
that blocked Birch's autopsy.

It was...

They're just as surprised
as I was.

What-what does that mean?

Well, I just...
[sighs]

I don't know, but I need
to call Birch's sister.

Sorry. Um...

[line ringing]

Hello?
Uh, Wendy, hi.

This is Captain Eve Edwards.

Uh, I just got word
back from the DOC.

I don't really know
exactly how to say this,

but your brother, um...
Stop.

I can't talk to you.

No, I- Look, I can only imagine

how disappointing
this is for you,

um, but the autopsy is v...
I know.

I... changed my mind about it.

I... I asked for the cremation.

But why? What happened?

Legally, I can't.

I'm sorry.
What?

[click, beeping]
No, Wendy-

"Legally"?

Did a lawyer approach her?

And changed her mind?

Man... [sighs]

I'm sorry, I just-
I can't help but think

that someone's trying
to cover this up.

And I know
that seems insane, but...

what else could it be?

? ?

Bode, try to hope for the best.

Birch died.
Now my grandfather's missing.

It's kind of hard to hope.

AUDREY:
Hey, wait, look.

That's Sharon's car.

He just leave it?

? ?

AUDREY:
Is he in there?

He's gone.

? ?

He can't have gotten far.

Not on foot.

I have a pill stash.

I know you're not suggesting
we get high right now.

No.

Someone I know gave 'em
to me for my knee.

And I haven't taken them.

But I haven't thrown 'em away.

[sighs]

Whenever it feels like
my past is really behind me...

You feel like it comes
knocking at your door?

To undo all the
progress you made?

That's the feeling, yeah.

[phone chimes]

They found him at home.

WALTER:
Sharon's car?

I drove my own damn car!

It's parked
right outside! [door closes]

Just look out the window!

SHARON:
It's not. It-

You drove it
into a ditch, Walter.

A ditch?
But the most important thing

is you're okay.

I didn't drive anything
into a d-

I was driving big rigs before
you were even born, young lady.

Nonno, you're-you're safe-
Don't you talk to me like that!

If I talked to my father like
that, he'd knock me on my ass!

All right, Dad-

Don't "Dad" me!

I'm not gonna stand here and
be accused of stealing a car.

[panting] I had a call
up in Garnerville today.

Yeah. That's where I had to go.

What do you think, I came
back here and took your car?

I didn't steal a car.

Yeah, yeah.

You know what, you're-
[exhales]

You're right, Dad, it...

it was me.

Um, you got
that call

and I needed a car,
so I took Sharon's and

I'm so- I should've
just said something

about it earlier, sorry, my bad.

It was Vinny.

Why didn't you just say so?
Why-

Uh, I'm sorry.
What, what...

What's wrong with you?

Sorry.

I'm really sorry,
Dad.

Yeah, I... I know you are.

Look, let's just
go upstairs, Dad. I-

Right? We're good.

We're good, right?
SHARON:Mm-hmm.

Everything's...
gonna be okay.

SHARON: Yeah.
Come on, let's go upstairs.

WALTER: Why did you
do that, Vinny?

Oh, my gosh.

? ?

[phone chimes]

Hey.

Uh, you were right.

[sighs]

Violet's fine.[laughs]

Skiing was good?

Yeah, yeah, no rescue
toboggin was required.

You'll stop worrying.

But this worry?

This is a sign
that you're on the right track.

Oh, what, for spinning out?

For starting something good.

Jake, you really like Violet.

Yeah.

Yeah, I do.

Thanks. [chuckles]

[exhales]

I'm so glad we found him.

Yeah, thanks
for helping out.

Of course.

Hey, you got a minute?

It's about us.

Gabs, I'm-
Seeing Audrey.

I know.

I'm not making moves.

It's just...

when we ended things,

I was...

Not yourself.

Of course,
I know that.

I wanted to help.

And I needed to help myself.

And I did.

And now I'm good.

And I want to say...

for closure,

that it wasn't you
who screwed us up.

It was me.

It takes two.

There she is.

It's good to see you
doing better.

Incoming.

A thank you for today.

All of you.
BODE: Thanks.

That's... super nice of you
to bring this.

Appreciate it.
Hey.

BODE:
Time to go?

How's Estelle?

She's staying
with my parents tonight.

Which is not where I live,
by the way.

Uh...
[laughs]

I'm Finn, in case you forgot.

Finn.

- Finn who has his own place.
- Mm-hmm.

I'm Gabriela
and I have a roommate.

Ah, so...

we'd have to hang at my place,
if we were to hang.

Is it a nice place?
Oh, yeah. I mean, crown molding...

Oh.
...built-ins, a breakfast nook, even.

[laughs]
You'd have to see it.

Yeah?

Anytime. [chuckles]

Well, at least we can
get sleep tonight

knowing it'll go off

if Walter tries
to wander off.

[laughs]

Uh, Babcock was texting me.

I was paying her
to fix up the Airstream.

I thought maybe
next summer...

Doesn't matter. I'm...

I'm gonna tell her to stop.

I don't know
what I was thinking.

[sighs]

You were thinking...

that two months ago Dad was

driving himself around.

Cooking his own meals.

And you were probably thinking
we could handle this.

Right?
Mm.

We're not gonna be
enough for him, Share.

Not anymore.

[upbeat music playing]

So, what, you decided

you didn't want to shell
out for real tickets?

No.

I-I was gonna get VIP seats.

Like, you know,
the ones with actual chairs.

But they were sold out.

So you're improvising.

? Wildflowers and wine... ?

How am I doing?

Eh.

I've seen worse.

[both chuckle]

I, uh, saw my dad

improvise tonight,
with my Nonno.

None of was easy,
but...

he was the best
version of himself.

? We're still here dancing ?

And he put aside
years of beef.

? After all this time... ?

About this, you know?

We both have
a lot of baggage.

But I want, I want to believe
that we can follow my dad,

and put it all
in our rearview...

Peaches.

[laughs]
Stop.

[chuckles softly]

You want to know
why I was in prison?

Only if you want
to tell me.

? I've never seen... ?

I stole a car.

[chuckles softly]

I've heard worse.

? One at a time... ?

The-the owner...

got gas and went to pay.

I got behind the
wheel and took off.

And, um...

...I was a mile away
when I heard crying.

? Feeling the way I do... ?

He was in
the back seat.

He was just
a little thing.

He was still
in diapers.

And I didn't know what to do.
I...

just pulled over
on the side of the road and...

[sighs]

...just sat there.

? I need you... ?

Froze.

I couldn't...

drive back there and I couldn't
leave the baby and...

? When I look,
look in your eyes... ?

[sighs]

...by the time
the cops showed up,

I was high out of my mind.

[exhales]

? And wine... ?

It caught up to me.

[sighs]

Like you said,
things always catch up.

? Background of our lives ?

? We're still here dancing... ?

These pills?

It's not just my knee.

When Birch died,
I wanted to take them.

And the Silver Alert,
I wanted to take them.

But I didn't.

That's you outrunning
those demons.

Holding these...

...and resisting taking them
feels like control.

Power.

Never looking back.

That's really hot.

[both chuckle]

It is, I'm serious, it's...

...it's hot.

? Just an old scratchy record ?

? Plays in the background
of our lives ?

? And we're still
out here dancing ?

? Lord, after all this time ?

? Wildflowers and wine ?

? We're still out here dancing ?

? Lord, after all this time ?

Ooh!
? Wildflowers ?

? Wildflowers and wine. ?

[chuckles]

[insects trilling]

But why was it covered up?

We don't know yet.

Look, y'all, I...

hate that I couldn't help Birch.

That I couldn't
save him.

But I promise y'all right now

that I won't stop until I figure
out what happened to him.

We will get justice
for Birch.

Where's Perez?

Crashed early.
No.

Nope.

This is Crew meeting.
Excuse me.

Hey.

Manny?

What's wrong?

Hey, Cap.

I...

just feel a little nauseous.

You're barely breathing.

Oh, my God, you're sweating,

but no fever.

Just like Birch.

Greencrest,
this is Three Rock Crew Four.

I have a patient with
respiratory distress.

And I need an
ambulance right now.

GREENCREST:
Copy that, Three Rock Crew Four.

Dispatching Ambulance 1501.

[labored breathing]

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