All language subtitles for Harlem s03e03 Rainbow Sprinkles.eng

[Camille]
Previously on Harlem...

I've been pregnant
for 12 weeks?

This may be your only shot

at ever having
a biological child.

You're just so overwhelming
in all the best ways.

I don't want
to fuck your life up.

Then make a different choice.

Quinn, have you met
my friend Seth?

We got held up
looking at another venue

that would never work.

A wedding should be
an intimate thing,

- not a big production.
- Have you met Angie?

This whole look
is Quinn Joseph,

my new stylist.

We're not the first two people

to get caught
in a surprise pregnancy.

We don't have anything
to figure out.

I do.

We have four little embryos.

[phone chimes and buzzes]

[tense music]

? ?

[? BJ the Chicago Kid &
Coco Jones: "Spend the Night"]

? Time is tickin', baby,
take a load off ?

? And don't hold back ?

? I'll take the weight
up off your shoulders ?

? You know I'll do that ?

? Wake up to lovin'
in the morning... ?

[Camille]
Chapter Four: "Communication."

The tools we use to connect
are a fundamental part

of the human experience.

[indistinct chatter]

When we're aligned
with someone...

Oh.

Let me find out you ordered
my favorite drink.

Chai latte, extra dirty.

Of course.

Just like I like it.

[Camille] ...communication
can feel easy.

- [Angie] Couple's challenge.
- [Mike] Challenge, great.

We just got to balance and just
maintain our center of gravity.

- We got this, OK?
- Uh-huh. You got it, baby?

Uh, wait. I...I'm slipping.
No, no, no, I don't got it.

[Camille]
It can feel fun.

? No Folgers, ooh-wee ?

? Got a feelin'
that you might get lucky... ?

Swap this suit
for your birthday suit.

[Camille] It can even feel
a little sexy.

? Yeah, don't wanna think
about it, think about it ?

[text message swooshes]

? La, la, la... ?

[Camille chuckles]

? Do it, do it, do it till
the doing feels right, yeah ?

? We can do it
all night, yeah... ?

[Camille]
It's in these moments

that we feel like everything
is right in the world.

? Take a load off ?

- ? And don't hold back ?
- [music winds down]

Sixteen hundred dollars?

But in other moments,

communication
can be a buzzkill.

Yes, Ms. Parks,
it looks like

the insurance we have on file
has lapsed.

Do you have another we can try?

No, I...I know
that I technically

am not teaching
for Columbia anymore,

but I should still be covered
till the end of the year.

- Are you sure?
- Listen, I can't help you.

If there's an error,
that's something

you need to take up
with your employer

or the insurance company.

OK, uh, fine. Whatever.
I...I will figure it out.

At any rate,
I am not here for a visit.

I'm just here
for a simple blood test.

Yes, and, as discussed,

the noninvasive
prenatal testing...

That one.

...cash price without insurance
is $1,600.

What?

It can feel like
nothing makes sense.

Visit: $250.

Exam: $175.

So the exam is not included
in the visit?

- It is not.
- Who can afford all of this?

Most people
rely on insurance.

Which we just discussed
that I clearly don't have.

And everything is getting lost
in translation.

Perhaps your spouse
can add you to their plan,

or your partner
could share the cost.

I could probably ask.

Would you still like to do
the testing today, Ms. Parks?

Yeah.

And suddenly...

everything is not quite right
in the world.

[dramatic music]

? ?

[text message swooshes]

? ?

[text message swooshes]

? ?

[Quinn]
OK, so how'd it go?

Man, I had 'em going crazy
at The View

thanks to my bomb-ass stylist,
Quinn motherfucking Joseph.

Oh, my gosh, I can't wait
to see your segment.

Um, after I finish shopping
for my new client, that is.

Your favorite client.

Your sexiest client.

Listen, it might not be
for long,

because my phone has been
blowing up all morning.

It should be.
Look, people want the best.

That's what you are.

Carli never had me
looking this good.

- Who's Carli?
- [Seth] My old stylist,

who left me hanging
for the ESPYs.

Although if she didn't,

I'd never know
how dope you are.

But honestly,
thank you so much

for shouting me out
all the time.

I never considered styling,
but I'm having

so much fun with this...
and you.

So say.

You trying to have
some more fun tomorrow night?

I'm down.
[giggles]

Bye.
[laughs]

[? Fana Hues: "Sweet Like"]

? ?

? Don't shy away again...

- [intercom beeps]
- [assistant] Tye, ten minutes

until the development meeting.

- Would you like me to push?
- [intercom beeps]

No. I'll be there.

- [chuckles]
- Saved by the bell.

You about to make me
break my celibacy streak.

[both chuckle]

Mm.

[sighs]

I'm sorry.
It's just...

No, no, no.

No apologies.

As turned on as I am,

I want you to be comfortable.

I know you have been
dealing with a lot

since your last situation,
so...

take your time.

Mm.

I like you...

...so I'll wait.

This sincere shit you do...

- [laughs]
- ...is fucking sexy.

Old Tye would have you
spread-eagle on this couch

right now.

I got a feeling new Tye
will be well worth the wait.

[? House of EL: "Electric"]

? I can smell the summer
coming off your soul... ?

Oh!

[Elyse]
You feel it, right?

That is the energy
from all the amazing events

held here at Cipriani.

Do you feel it?
I mean, I feel it.

Hell yes, girl,
I feel it!

- Oh!
- It is so feel-able, right?

Rihanna, her foundation,
they hosted the gala here.

And the UN
had an international...

- something-something.
- Mm.

[Elyse]
And the list goes on:

celebrity weddings,
birthdays, even a bris.

[chuckles]
An A-list circumcision?

Honey, energy.
[laughs]

And someone...

I can't tell you who
but a client...

a high-maintenance nightmare,

they booked their wedding here.

But they have to move it

to accommodate
her tour schedule.

- [Angie gasps]
- It's yours if you want it.

- Oh, hell yes, we want it.
- Yes.

Yeah, I think, uh, Angie and I
would like to discuss this

before we make a decision.

We would?

Take your time.

Feel the energy.

- [Mike groans]
- [Angie sighs]

- It's...it's just so big.
- Yeah.

You know, it...it feels
like a concert venue.

Oh, it is.

I saw SZA here
a few months ago,

and she ate.
[chuckles]

Look, Ange, look,
I want us to have

a beautiful wedding,
you know?

But this just feels like
it's gonna be a...

a huge production.

That's exactly the vibe
I was looking for.

Maybe there's another option?
[chuckles]

I think we need to compromise.

Ooh, what is this word?

C...[clears throat]

...compromise?

- Baby, I love you, and I...
- I love you.

- ...and I want you to be happy.
- Yes.

But I know
that there is something

between courthouse for 20

and concert venue for 500.

What's the verdict...

yes or hell yes?

We need another day
to talk about it.

- [Elyse] Sure.
- Thanks.

[singer] ? But I don't play
the waiting game ?

? Like, dot, dot, dot... ?

[knocking]

[sighs]

[speaking indistinctly,
laughs]

Hey.

Hey.

Uh, that's a lot of unexpected
visits lately, huh?

Well, I texted you and said
that we needed to talk,

and you said yes,
so my visit was implied.

Well, yeah, I meant
we could find a time.

Well, you know, I'm learning,
um, with baby stuff,

you don't always get
a heads-up.

So maybe you
should learn that too.

Is the baby OK?

No, yes, of course,
the baby's fine.

It's...it's nothing like that.
It's just...[sighs]

...so there's a few things
that we should iron out.

Babe.

The entremets
will be done soon,

and they are so yummy.

- OK.
- Here, taste the mousse.

- Mmm.
- Yeah?

- Your texture is perfection.
- [laughs]

I don't know why mine
always comes out so grainy.

'Cause you always
overwhip the heavy cream.

- Ah!
- [Portia clears throat]

I'll leave you two to talk.

I just wanted to let you know
they're almost done 'cause,

- you know, you have to...
- Eat 'em while they fresh.

- Mm-hmm.
- I know, baby. I got you.

- Mm. Thank you.
- OK.

- I'll be in in a minute.
- OK. Bye, Camille.

[mouths word]

[chuckles]

Well, I'm not sure
that I can fit

our entire conversation
into one minute,

but I guess
that's all I have, huh?

Oh, no, she's just a, uh...
she's a hell of a pastry chef,

so she's super specific about
when I'm eat...uh, whatever.

You want to just
come inside and chat?

I mean, it's cold
as shit out here.

Well, I don't know,
I mean, you have

your new girlfriend in there
baking important treats,

so I'm gonna go with
no, thank you.

All right, fine.
We'll stay outside.

- [groans]
- Camille.

I was just trying to tell you
about my appointment.

But I guess I should call

and make sure
that you don't have company

next time I want to talk
to you about our baby.

Yeah, you probably should call,
'cause Portia lives here now.

She's not just company.

What?
She lives here now?

[Ian] When I said that we were
getting serious, I meant it.

All right, we're...
we're working

on starting
our own family too.

Wait. Wait.

I know you are not
trying to tell me

that Portia's pregnant too.

No, she's not pregnant.

- [sighs]
- But, you know, we did...

we did create embryos.

What the fuck?
Ian, are you serious?

Look, when we started
the process a few weeks ago,

I didn't know
you were pregnant.

So when I came here and told
you that I was pregnant,

you knew that you were
actively trying

to make a baby with Portia
and you didn't say anything?

Well, you said you didn't know
what you wanted to do.

So what?

So why would I start drama
unnecessarily?

Because I deserve to know.

All right, well,
that's between me and Portia.

No, nigga,
it's between me and you.

- [groans]
- Had I known you were out here

fertilizing every egg
in town...

- Oh, that ain't fair.
- No, it's not fair.

Because I made my decision
off of limited information

because you didn't have
the testicular fortitude

to be honest
about your situation.

[laughs]
Testicular fortitude. Wow.

- [Camille] Yeah.
- All right, whatever, Camille.

No, Ian, it's not whatever.

It's a baby.

It's our baby.

All right.

It's my bad.

[scoffs]

- It's your bad?
- Yeah, it's my bad.

That's all you have to say?
It's...

You know what?

I'ma get out of here
before I catch a case.

Embryos?

What kind of Nick Cannon shit
is Ian on?

- Girl.
- And why the rush, I wonder.

Makes sense.

Not Ian on his Lil Wayne shit
but the planning part.

When I was freezing my eggs,
Dr. Lisbon told me

that freezing embryos
had a higher chance of survival

than just freezing eggs
if I wanted to consider that,

you know, given my age.

Really?
I'm your age.

Should I be freezing
embryos too?

I am just wrapping my mind
around freezing eggs.

Well, just make sure
you can afford it all.

Camille, you should have
just called me.

You know my sister-in-law
is a nurse.

She would have hooked you up
for $50 and a nutcracker.

Well, girl, let me
get her number, 'cause...

- Angie.
- No, Camille,

we are not taking hookups for
medical care during pregnancy.

[both mouthing words]

Can you get
a new insurance plan?

[phone chimes]

Well, now that I'm freelance,

I have to get
independent insurance,

which costs a fortune
and covers little to nothing.

- What about Medicaid?
- [phone chimes]

I won't know if I qualify
until after my application

is processed
in four to six weeks.

- [all groan]
- [phone chimes]

[chuckles] Sorry, you know,
half of New York wants me

to be their stylist now,
so my DMs are blowing up.

Oh.

Boss bitch stylist level
unlocked, bitch.

Oh, unlock that door, baby.

OK, OK, OK, hold on.

Where is Future, aka Ian,
in all of this?

Well, um, I went
to talk to him about it,

and when we got to him not
telling me about the embryos,

conversation went left.

So call him.

So hell no.
I don't want to talk to him.

It's not about you.
It's about the baby.

No, I will take care
of this on my own.

Camille, I'm sorry, but I've
got to second Tye on this one.

Y'all are supposed
to have my back.

We're looking out
for the baby, girl.

Ain't everything about you.

- I hear y'all.
- [phone chimes]

I get it.
I receive it.

But I got this. OK?

am going to talk
to my editor,

and I'm gonna get
another advance on my book.

I like that.
It's a good plan.

- [Tye] OK.
- Thank you.

[phone chimes]

- [sighs]
- [Quinn] Camille...

[light music]

...you know we got
your back, right?

I know.

? ?

[sighs] Now I'ma go get
this "shmoney."

- Period.
- [laughter]

That was so cute.

I'm about to go get
this money.

- Wish me luck.
- Bye.

- You got it, boo.
- [phone chiming]

I guess I'm gonna have
to pay for that.

Quinn, can you silence
that phone, please?

Oh, my God.

Please do not be jealous
just because I am now

New York's
premier stylist, bitch.

Girl, you been a stylist
for all of two hours. Please.

- Girl, all right.
- We can be career women too.

- Oh, my God.
- [Tye and Angie] What?

[Angie]
Quinnie.

Why are people saying
mean things about me?

Ooh.

Quinn Joseph, you just came in

and swooped up
my clients, girl.

Where's the solidarity, sis?
Huh?

[chuckles] Seth, you styling
in European cut suits now,

but who got you out
of the drop-crotch joggers?

Me. And let me set
the record straight, boo.

That little corny story

you going around
telling everybody,

that I left you hanging,
you know it ain't true.

It's not my fault your
dumb ass lost your luggage.

And you know
you too old for that.

We know that's not
what this is about.

This is about you
wanting to add

Quinn Joseph
to your little harem.

- [all gasp]
- You could've added Quinn

without throwing me
under the bus.

I mean, is that
too much to ask?

But guess what.
Carli got time today.

- What's up?
- [all] Oh, shit.

Oh, my God.
I guess I really fucked up.

No, let's keep it a buck.

Carli fucked up.

And now she wanna
go to the internet

to play the solidarity card?

Like, fuck out of here, "sis."

Mm, I'm not gonna lie, though.
Points were made.

Quinn is looking a little
less sis and a lot more sus.

Now people are saying
that I'm acting light-skinned?

[crying]
What does that even mean?

- [both] That.
- [laughter]

Oh, but, you guys,
I really am light-skinned, OK?

I don't know
what to do about that.

Oh, baby.

Maybe try not colonizing
people's clients.

- Angie!
- [Angie] I'm just saying.

All right,
you want to be a boss,

you have to clap back and set
the record straight, Quinn.

Put on a little blazer
in a power color,

not no pinks or pastels.

'Cause pastel
is not giving

"Carli, don't fuck with me"
energy.

But I don't give
that energy either.

True.

So what am I supposed to do?

You know what?

Seth said that he
was gonna handle it.

But did he?

Because what I'm seeing
from the comments,

you still getting
dragged, boo.

Look, you can't wait for Seth
to come resolve this for you.

Facts.
Carli called you out.

You need to address her
woman-to-woman.

[sighs]
I don't know, you guys.

Look, I know
it's uncomfortable

to put yourself out there,
but...

some shit,
you just can't avoid.

You have to face that head-on.

I wanted to thank you so much

for carving out time
to meet with me.

I love it when writers

want my thoughts
early in the process.

It really allows for us
to build a rapport, you know?

Yes.
Yes, definitely.

Um, so I know that I've only
finished three chapters so far.

Oh, can I say, wow?

They were a dream to read

and not a dream
like I fell asleep,

a dream like,
is it really this good?

Over-written in parts, sure,
but it is good.

I'm sorry. I'm...I'm sorry.
Did you say overwritten?

Right.

But, uh, you know, anyway,
you...you liked it,

so...so yay.

Um, so now that I've turned in
some of the book,

I was wondering...

If I had any notes.
Yes.

I would like it
if you could be,

you know, a little bit
more conversational,

a little less...
[inhales sharply]

...academic,
play to the gallery,

as we say in the theater.

I also work with playwrights,
not by choice.

Right.

Uh, yes.

Yes, I can...
I can definitely...

definitely do that.

Um, but...but the reason
I was coming today...

Oh, have you landed
on a title yet?

Oh, yes.
Yes. Uh, actually...

Uh-huh.

...Musings on Sex,
Love & Dating:

How Anthropology Provides Us
with the Guidance

to Be Our Best Romantic Selves.

- Great.
- Yes.

You're gonna just
keep working on that title.

When is my next advance?

[laughs]

Well, you just get
right to it, don't you?

Uh, let's see.

Um, when you turn in
your chapters.

Right, but I already
turned in three chapters,

so when do I get that check?
[chuckles]

When you turn in
the rest of your chapters.

Oh.

Oh, so, like, all of them?

Yeah, that's correct.

Right.

I see. Um...

OK, so I know that this

is gonna sound
a little bit unorthodox.

OK.

But what if we prorate
the payment,

you know, as I turn in,
like, groups of chapters

or maybe even
individual chapters?

[chuckles]

OK, well, let's see.

So you received an advance
for zero chapters...

- Yes.
- ...which is what

the publisher puts forth
in good faith.

And then you get
your next payment

when you hand in
the full draft of the book.

So, um,
what you're telling me

is that I'm out of luck
and out of money

until I turn in
roughly 30 chapters.

Yeah, that sums it up.

But we're not in it
for the money, are we?

- No, no.
- No.

- Mm-mm.
- No, no.

[gasps]
Nice.

[laughs]

OK.

So now it's your turn.

Most embarrassing moment.

Ugh, fine.

So remember
how I told you

my family is super
into playing games?

Mm-hmm.

Well, when I was 15,

we were chosen
for Family Feud.

And we go on.
We kick the other team's ass.

Like, they never even score.

- OK, Lewis family, I see you.
- [snickers]

So we get to Fast Money.

My dad goes first,
gets 108 points.

So now it's my turn.

John O'Hurley
is firing questions at me.

I'm killing it.

And then he says,
name something exotic

people like to eat.

And I say...oh, God, I cannot
believe I'm telling you this.

I cannot take
the anticipation.

What did you say?

Pussy.

- Ah!
- [laughter]

So wait,
that's how you came out?

My family didn't
talk to me for a month.

Oh.
OK, now, that's fucked up.

Oh, they weren't mad
that I was gay.

They were pissed
that I cost them the game

and we got banned
from the show.

- [laughs]
- I know. It's horrible.

No, that's hilarious.

I'm sure you had
a much more wholesome

coming-out experience
that doesn't double

as the most embarrassing moment
of your life.

Well, actually,
I didn't come out.

I mean, I knew
how that would end,

and I didn't want
to go through all that,

so I just left Georgia.

Wait, you left home instead
of having a tough conversation?

Yeah, I barely even packed.

When's the last time
you saw your parents?

At breakfast
the morning I left.

Um...[sighs]

Ooh, look at this one!

This shit is so dope.

Wow.

Avoidant much?

It's really not
that big of a deal.

It's not that big of a deal
you haven't spoken

to your family
in over a decade?

That's the past.

It has nothing to do
with me now.

Of course it does.

You told me
that you're celibate

to solve
your relationship problems.

Well, I don't think sex
is the root of your issues.

Oh, so now I have issues.

That's what you told me.

Not so you can
use it against me.

[sighs]

Tye, it's quite the opposite.

I'm trying to help you see that
celibacy is a cosmetic fix.

It's not gonna
solve anything.

And talking to my
homophobic parents will?

I think not.

There's something to releasing
the load off your back,

living your truth,
standing up for yourself.

Playing defense all the time
must be exhausting.

[soft music]

And we don't even need
to talk about this,

'cause I'm a grown woman,
and I don't bring my business

outside, unlike you do.

She's just jealous
'cause her man

a cable access meteorologist.

Oh.
Not-for-profit-face ass.

[indistinct arguing]

- Ooh.
- [phone ringing]

[person 1]
...flat Earth and all, baby.

Flat Earth and all.

[person 2] I feel like I
should not be here right now.

[person 1] Because, bitch,
you shouldn't.

Hey, Elyse.

[Elyse] Angie, OK,
so glad I caught you.

Another couple...
I can't say who,

but it's giving
nepo baby coupling,

- if you get my drift...
- Mm-hmm.

[Elyse]
...came to check out the venue

- this morning...
- No.

[Elyse] ...and they want
to take the date.

No!

[Elyse] Since you and Mike
saw it first

and I know how much
you love it,

I...I wanted to check in.

O...OK, OK, can I call you
in, like, 20 minutes?

[Elyse] Unfortunately,
it's now or never.

I'll take it.
We'll...we'll take it.

[Elyse]
I thought you would do that.

OK, I just need a card
for the deposit.

OK, um,

Michael Dugan,
9280 2394 7864 0415.

You got that?

All right, bye.
[chuckles]

[sighs]

[person 1] All this costs more
than your entire life.

Don't try me, bitch.

[person 2] You and your
old husband can go...

[indistinct arguing]

Hi.
Hi.

This is, uh, Camille Parks.

I was just calling
because I haven't gotten paid,

uh, for that article
I did for you

on love rituals
in the ancient world.

Oh.
Oh, OK.

OK, yeah, 60 days
to remit payment.

Got it.

[groans]

[sighs] OK.

OK.

[line rings]

Glad you could get home
early today.

I have some really good news
to share with you.

Angie, why is there
a $50,000 charge

from Cipriani on my Amex?

Well, hello to you too.

- [sighs]
- OK, OK.

See, what had happened was,
Elyse called,

and she said someone else
wanted the venue.

And she mentioned something
about a nepo baby couple.

Wow, I...I cannot believe you.

Mike, Cipriani is perfect.

Just trust me.
You'll see.

Angie, it's not
all about you.

Do you even know why I don't
want to do some huge venue?

Actually, no.

Because you never
bothered to ask.

Fuck.

You're right.
I'm sorry, Mike.

Uh...

...I am listening now.

- Listen, my family...
- Mm-hmm.

...is not like yours,
all right?

- We're not close.
- Mm-hmm.

Look, even if I were
to invite them,

they probably wouldn't show up.

And I don't want
to call attention to that

in some gigantic venue

where all the guests
are on your side of the aisle.

It's just gonna be
one big reminder

that my family doesn't care.

Shit.

Mike, I had no idea.

Yeah, I don't like
to talk about it.

It's...

We can...
compromise on the venue.

Our marriage matters more
than the wedding.

You know, deposits are
typically nonrefundable, babe.

Not if you don't sign
the contract,

so I won't.

And if Elyse
tries to play games,

then I'll dispute
the charges with Amex.

[chuckles]

Ah, you are something else.

You know that?

I am your future wife,

so congratulations,
and you're welcome.

[sighs]

[Camille]
Hurt feelings, vulnerability,

and physical discomfort

are some of the most
common ingredients

that make up
difficult conversations,

which is why we tend
to avoid it.

Confrontation
is our least developed skill.

Verbalizing what's on
our hearts and minds is, well,

- hard as fuck to actually do.
- [phone chimes]

Hey, everyone,
Quinn Joseph here.

So as many of you know,

a lot has been said
about me recently.

But I'm a peacemaker.

And in that spirit,
earlier today,

I ended my styling relationship
with Seth Rankin.

[comments blipping]

Carli, I have
nothing but respect

for you and your amazing work.

I simply stepped in
to help at the last minute,

not realizing
how it would be perceived.

And I apologize.

From one Black woman
to another,

I really, really hope
that we can squash this,

because I know that neither
of us is about that.

[phone chimes]

[sighs] OK.

Hmm.

[comments blipping]

[upbeat music]

[singer] ? Oh, yeah,
oh, yeah ?

? ?

? Feelin' myself... ?

So I guess I can't talk you out
of dropping me as a client

since, you know, you already
made it Instagram official.

- [chuckles]
- Sorry. [laughs]

I know that you said
that you were gonna handle it,

but I just had to go
with my gut on this one.

Oh, you know, that's my bad.

I hate that I even dragged you
into this mess with Carli

in the first place.

It's OK.

The world of celebrity styling
is cutthroat,

and it's best that I learn that
sooner than later.

Well, maybe I could still
get outfit approval

every once in a while?

- Mm...not a chance.
- Mm.

Because Black Twitter
and Alyssa Milano

have finally stopped
dragging me,

so we got to keep it this way.

- That's fair.
- [laughs]

But what about us?

What do you mean,
what about us?

Look, I understand why we can't
be involved professionally.

But I still very much want
to be involved personally.

I like you, Quinn, a lot.

[singer]
? Don't you do it... ?

[both chuckle]

? Girl, you look amazing... ?

I like you too...

- Mm.
- ...a lot.

? Just how I like
that you're all mine... ?

[Camille] Because we're only
one part of the equation,

we aren't in control of how
others respond to our truth.

Mm. [inhales sharply]

[sighs]

I better go.

I don't have
a meeting today.

I don't want to mess up
your celibacy streak.

It's over...

...if you'll have me.

Somebody said it was just
a cosmetic fix,

and they were right.

I'm ready to get real.

[chuckles]

I love that for you.

Mm.

And somebody said
something about...

spread-eagle on the couch.

And I...

would love that for me.

[singer] ? Let me teach you
what I like ?

? I need all your attention ?

? Oh, yeah ?

? Na-na-na, na-na-na-na ?

? Baby ?

? Na-na-na, na-na-na-na ?

? I'm sweet like caramel
on your tongue ?

? Like Mary Jane
in your lungs... ?

[Camille] Putting ourselves
out there means

we risk hurt
and disappointment.

Hey. Hey.

Hey.

And it's easy to conjure up

the worst-case scenarios
in our heads.

[sighs]
So...

what's going on?

Um...

so leaving Columbia

was the best decision
for me professionally.

Um, but now that I'm pregnant,

it's had some real
implications,

like not having
a steady paycheck

and, um, losing
my health insurance.

And so now that I'm paying
for all this medical stuff

out of pocket, um,

while I'm trying to kind of
figure everything out,

it's...it's gonna add up
really, really quickly, and...

Of course I'm gonna help you.

I mean, that's our baby
you're carrying, right?

I told you this before.
I got y'all forever.

[Camille] But sometimes
people surprise us.

- Just like that?
- Just like that.

- OK.
- OK.

Um, I can show you
the receipts, too,

just so that you know

that I'm...I'm not lying
about the cost.

Girl, you don't got
to give me no receipts.

- Stop it. I trust you.
- OK.

Oh, goddamn, $1,600?

That's what I was trying
to tell you.

Sheesh.

Yeah, and that's just
for a blood test.

- [scoffs]
- So...

but you don't have
to worry about that.

I already took care
of that one.

Hold on. Hold on.

I just Venmo'd you.

Well, thank you, baby daddy.

Ah, well,
don't mention it, baby mama.

[both chuckle]

[sighs]

Hey, so, um, I should have
told you about...

about me and Portia's embryos.

You were right.

It wasn't fair to you at all.

I mean, I wish I would have
handled the situation

differently, you know,
but, um...

I'm sorry.

Oh, thank you for saying that.

Oh, um, I got the results
of that $1,600 blood test,

and, um, no genetic disorders,

no chromosomal abnormalities.

All right.

And...[sighs]

...it's a girl.

[? Car�na Vonchae:
"Beautiful"]

[both laugh]

- Really?
- [both laugh]

So...so the baby's perfect.

Yeah, pretty much.
Yes. Yeah.

? ?

? Lookin' in
my rearview mirror ?

? And I see tears ?

? I see all my fears... ?

[Camille] And sometimes
we surprise ourselves.

? Everything I'm made of ?

? And now I see ?

? That the struggle was ?

? Beautiful ?

? Beautiful ?

? Beautiful ?

? It was beautiful ?

? Beautiful ?

? ?

? It was all meant
for the good ?

? It was for my good ?

? And I thought it was
for my bad ?

? For my bad ?

? Tell me who in the world
imagined that ?

? Every heartache and headache
and mistake, oh ?

? Leave you where I may ?

? Leave you where I may, oh ?

? Now I'm lookin' out
of my window ?

? Free as the leaves
when the wind blows ?

? Only happy tears
on my pillow ?

? I can see the sky,
no more below us ?

? I got joy ?

? I got strength ?

? I got peace and happiness ?

? I won't forget ?

? I remember the struggle
was beautiful ?

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