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- I am Andy Lee.

This is where it all started for me.

I grew up in this block of flats, just above there,

to a single mother of six children.

Had a really, really tough life. This is my story.

Morning, lads. - Hi.

- How do?

- How youse all feeling today?

- Fucking hench.

- Oosh! -

- I don't feel hench compared to these fuckers.

- This one's really fucking tight,

this one, mate, I wanna be honest.

(all chuckle)

- I'm 35 years old now.

I've always done plumbing and heating since I left school.

I done my apprenticeship as a plumber.

I went to college and I became a heating engineer.

And I've done so many various construction jobs all my life.

I am a plumber. That's what I've always been.

And a huge part of my appeal to people

is the fact that I'm a dirty, hairy tradie.

You love a man in uniform, don't you?

I have the tools out today, aye.

I'm popping a new ceiling in the studio, so, yeah.

And I'm filming at two o'clock. Yeah, look, whoo!

Get your tool belt on and come give us a hand!

Now doing porn is my full-time career since I lost my job

when they found out I was on OnlyFans.

I started paying my friends to be in my videos.

And it was just me on the sofa with my friends

jerking off together, and it started to do really well.

So I would invite more and more of my friends,

paid them some more money,

and we would do more and more stuff.

It became, overnight, my full-time career.

And since then, because I have the freedom

and time to focus on it, I've become extremely successful.

When I first started porn, 15 years ago,

it was for big websites.

They would pay me to come and do the photo shoot for the day

and I would meet guys that way.

Now, how I meet other porn stars

to make porn with along the way,

so, me personally, I set up a network group.

We have a big, massive network group

and every person I film along the way,

I asked them do they wanna join this WhatsApp group.

And we stick our name and number in

and it become this big, massive network.

Over the years, I've been requested numerous of times

to sell my work boots, my work trousers,

my work socks, and so forth,

even my work tools, from both men and women.

I've had guys ask me to urinate into ice cubes trays

so they could drink them in their drinks.

I've had people ask me for my toenail clippings.

People sell a pair of socks.

- Yummy. - They're moist!

- And I had the fucking cheek to call my feet smelly.

- And the same for work boots, $150 to $500.

- Look how sweaty my feet are,

I can clean your boots with my sweaty feet.

- I can feel how wet my feet are now.

- These fetishes for smelly feet,

smelly workwear, it's real.

Like, it brings you close to that person.

For example, let's say you had a partner who was a builder

and they come home from a hard day's work

and you're gonna recognise that smell.

And I think that's where it stems from

and it's a huge fetish.

Like, there's a lot of people out there,

especially feet, it's absolutely massive.

- No I'd rather not. I've just eaten.

Wow. They're not that bad, actually.

- Ugh!

- Hi, I am known as Paul the Plumber.

I am 34 years old and I am from Newcastle.

I had a really good childhood. Went to a normal school.

I got brought up with the mentality

of don't get stuck in a factory.

I think my dad drummed that in me from day one.

"Don't get stuck in a factory. Don't get stuck in a factory.

Go out there, push yourself."

- Hi, I'm Dean. A lot of my friends call me DC Brne.

It's just a nickname from my initials

that got thrown around out there.

I'm from Derby originally.

I grew up in a place called Chatterton,

which is a bit of a rough council estate in Derby.

Hello, everyone. (chuckles)

I left school, not really any idea knowing what to do.

I got into carpentry,

went into a carpentry course at college.

I got into the trade and then, from a very young age,

I began as a stripper,

which obviously is the long road to where I ended up.

- Hi, my name's Luke White. I used to be an electrician.

I've been an electrician for eight years.

I'm now doing OnlyFans.

- When I first started this, it was 100% for the money.

I was always an exhibitionist.

So I always loved to get my cock out and get attention.

I absolutely love attention.

As time went on and I learned more about creating content,

it's become more of a passion to me.

- Oh, my goodness.

- Where you from?

- I'm from Northern Ireland. How 'bout you?

- I'm from Dublin.

- No way! - Yeah.

- Hold on. - What?

- You're not Andy.

- I am Andy.

- Andy from My Massive Cock?

- Yeah, you see that show?

- I did. I wanna see it in person.

- You wanna see it in person, do ya?

- Yeah. Will you show me?

- I'll show you. You think you can handle it?

- Mm, we'll see.

- You like big ones, do ya?

And it was a hobby, but now it's become my full-time career.

So money's definitely a drive.

Big, massive drive force but I do love what I do.

When I get a group of lads

or a group of people down to my studio

and we film content all day, it's such a great day.

We're around actual friends.

Like, 90% of my friends are in the adult industry.

We're around like-minded people.

We have a great time.

We film content and we make money along the way.

And it's just, it's a win-win for everybody.

So yeah, I love doing what I do.

- So my name is Meghan O'neil.

I'm from a very small town in Northern Ireland.

And yeah, I was a gym owner before

so I had my own female-only gym,

and now I'm an OnlyFans creator.

(upbeat music) (singers vocalizing)

So obviously you get the whole people

wanting to buy your knickers.

Like, I had a guy was gonna give me, like,

five grand for one pair of knickers.

And I was like, that was years ago though, and I said no.

And I'm so annoyed that I said no.

And I think it was somebody

that I knew, as well, 'cause he was all,

"I don't wanna be found out who I am and all."

And I was like, "Fuck."

So yeah, the most ludicrous thing

is this fellow one time wanted me to go,

so he had a big mansion and he wanted me to go to his house

and I did not, but he wanted me to go

into a bathtub of spaghetti hoops.

- Really?

- Wanted me to, like, float about in these spaghetti hoops.

Fucking what?

- Well, that's the big thing, isn't it?

The big, everyone always has to say about porn actors,

"What would your children think?

What would your future children think?"

As a parent you should be age-restricting

all the content your kids look at, anyways.

That goes to all parents.

Kids shouldn't have access to porn in the first place.

And if they do come across it, you know, this is what I do.

- Oh - Oh!

- Let's see what you've got to do.

- You're having a laugh,

where do you buy these fucking crackers from?

- If this is what you say, wonder what you are.

In my experience, guys are way more horny

and it sort of helps the situation

when everybody involved is horny

and everybody involved is getting involved.

And I consider myself the straight guy.

I know a lot of people out there

call me gay and bisexual and all.

So if that makes them feel better,

let them call me whatever they want.

I don't particularly care about labels.

I'm attracted to what I'm attracted to,

they're attracted to what they're attracted to.

- Ugh! I can see the sweat, man. (laughs)

- Mm. - Look, look, look!

- The situation itself is that wrong that it becomes erotic.

You know, you're doing something

like, in reality that you shouldn't be doing.

So it actually turns me on.

At the end of the day, I'm a filthy fucker.

Simple as.

In the adult industry, as well,

there's a stigma about it, as well.

A lot of the big major porn companies won't let girls work

with guys that work with guys directly,

which is extremely unfair and biased.

Girls love it, over the years, that I'm so filthy.

And it's a lot of, loads of girls watch gay porn.

So, definitely,

it's more of a positive thing to me than negative.

I used to be negative

because I used to hide it from everybody.

But now I just don't care.

And it seems to be a much better thing.

How do I get up when there's men involved in the scene?

Well, I have a filthy imagination, so I use my filthy mind,

I focus on that, what I'm doing.

And listen, it is what it is.

- I think the more you get to know these people,

the more comfortable you are.

Know what I mean? I'm an ex squaddie, fucking hell.

We were in Afghan in fucking bush

fucking wanking away at each other,

racing each other in there having a wank

so you stop giving a shit.

But yeah, I guess you watch porn, you just,

you get into your own mentality.

- They see this film they're gonna reboot.

- Mine's from like the Bombay Bad Boy.

(all laugh)

- Get a proper whiff here?

- I hope you like curry.

Come on.

- Ugh. Ah!

I'm just filthy. I have an overactive imagination.

I'm constantly, even when I'm not filming,

I'm thinking about things that I want to be doing

or shouldn't be doing.

And even before the porn I was stripping.

So we'd be backstage with a group of guys,

we'd be watching porn and we'd have to get a semi

before we got out on stage

'cause no one wants to go out there with a cold one.

- So whenever I did my first scene with a girl,

I had never really experimented growing up,

I always knew that I loved cock and that was it.

And whenever I done my first scene,

I had to lick a girl's fanny, I was like, "Oh, my god!"

It was like licking a wall.

It's just kind like you go into it

and you're just like, "This is work."

It's like, you just get it fucking done

and, like, who cares?

Like it's not...

I would easily say I'm definitely straight.

It does nothing for me.

But, obviously, people want what the people want.

So we get it done.

- Is it difficult for girlfriends knowing what I do

with men as a straight guy?

No, because I'd like to think I'm very honest,

I'm very open, and I do what I'm comfortable with

and I'd like to think that because obviously they know that

and they know that I'm not doing anything

that I'm not comfortable with.

And we've went through boundaries and everything.

I'd like to think they accept that. You know what I mean?

It's not like I'm saying, "I'm doing this,"

and doing something else.

I'm putting it out, "Alright look,

this is what is happening."

I'm comfortable doing this. They're comfortable doing it.

We're all in agreement.

- Yeah, I think it's very difficult

for girls to take that in.

I think they see it as quite threatening

because, you know, the bottom line is

it's something that they can't offer

if I was, you know, frequently having fantasies

on that side of things.

But also, yeah, it's a big cock block.

A lot of people don't want to accept

that that's what you're doing.

So some girls find it embarrassing even

that you're doing them kind of things.

So, yeah, it is what it is.

- These days I'm extremely confident

and open with everything I do and the success shows.

So people don't really go anywhere now.

They try, some people do still try to put me down,

but it doesn't work anymore.

Oh, man! I don't flaunt myself on social media.

I definitely don't exploit gay men, do I, lads?

- Not as much as I want you to.

- Have a great day, man. Have a great Christmas.

No need for negativity. Life's too short, princess.

I'm not doing nothing wrong.

I'm not doing nothing illegal, you know?

And to be treated like that is horrible.

Now, how I face them these days,

I'm a different person these days than I was back then.

Now, these days how I face them

is I just say, "Have a great day."

'Cause I'm gonna have a great day.

I'm gonna move on with my life.

You're gonna stay bitter and hate everyone else.

I don't portray hate onto anyone.

I'm too busy focusing on me, focusing on my life.

- You know, you're in the public eye.

You're never gonna make everybody happy.

And as much as people like

to voice their love for you online

and tell you nice things online,

there's also an equal number of people

that want to tell you that you're worthless

and you shouldn't be doing as well as you're doing.

Or, you know, the gay-baiting side of things,

it's been a big topic on a lot of occasions.

So there's a lot of hate. There is a lot of hate.

But it tends to come down to jealousy.

So again, it doesn't really affect me too much.

- So tell me, who are you?

- Andy, you know who I am.

But for the camera,

I am Britain's number one gay porn star, Josh Moore.

How did we meet?

I'm sure you came to my house once,

actually, when we first met,

when you first started filming OnlyFans.

I think I was like your first blow job or something.

- Yeah. Good for you. - Pretty good.

Yeah, I loved it.

I just love filming with Andy

'cause, I mean, I'm not like a big fan

of filming with, like, straight guys,

but Andy's always been so lovely to me

and, like, a good friend, lovely person.

So it makes me feel really comfortable

and it gives us the opportunity to film

in this huge space, you know?

This amazing space he's created

with all these different film sets and everything.

Stuff that we would never get to do, you know?

Like, in the army gear like we're doing today.

I am an award-winning porn star, yeah.

I currently am Pornhub's

Favourite Gay Male of the Year.

Won that last year and I just got nominated

for that again this year, so fingers crossed.

Yeah.

I'm like number 12 in the world on Pornhub,

number one British gay porn star in the world.

FleshJack Boy.

So I have my own dildo and butt replicas on sale

wherever you can find them.

Immortalized forever. So that's fun.

Yeah, I've been in the game a decade now, so.

- Porn star for 10 years?

- Porn star for 10 years, yeah.

- Were you 16 when... I know,

I don't look old enough.

- So when it comes to filming a movie,

how do we run it and how do we set the boundaries and stuff?

So there will be different performers in the video

that have different boundaries.

We will sit down at the start

and we will all have a discussion

of how the movie's gonna play out,

how we're gonna film it, what way it's gonna look,

where the cameras are gonna be, et cetera.

And then we will also say, "This person doesn't do this,

this person doesn't do that, and this is how it's gonna go."

Everybody's happy, everybody's safe.

And we make it. It's hot by the end.

Once the camera starts rolling

and everybody starts doing what they do,

you forget the camera's there and you just have a good time.

And that's the sort of content I make.

And that's why people seem to really love it,

'cause it's natural.

- My advice would be, to people who wanna do porn

but are too scared of what people would think,

would be, weigh up the pros and cons.

How do you think you would be able to mentally cope

with people knowing what you do?

Do the people that you love and care about,

what are their feelings towards it,

and do you care about that?

I think one thing I'll always say to people

is you have to accept that people will find out, fuck them.

Because you have to get yourself out there.

Anybody I meet now, whether that's old schoolmates,

whether it's friends that I know,

well, that's just people that you get to know, in and about.

They know what I do. They're not stupid.

- I believe everybody in the world

has some sort of sexual desires

and their own crazy fantasies that they're into.

One supporting incident that I can use for an example

is a good friend of mine from my childhood

came to me and he trusted me enough to tell me about his.

He's happily married to his wife.

I've got my two friends here with us today.

What's your name?

- Ashton. - Bex.

- And Bex is Ashton's wife.

He had already had the conversation with his wife.

And he told his wife that he feels like

he wants to do something sexual with a man,

and he would love to try something with me.

Me and Ashton has been friends since we're kids.

His family lived on my road in Dublin

and we grew up together.

He used to come to Ireland and visit a lot

and we've been really good friends over the years.

And lately Ashton has come out

that he's actually bisexual.

The three of us had never done this before.

So, because we were so comfortable around each other,

I think it helped a lot.

We talked about it for a few months.

We wanted to make sure it was right,

everything was right about it,

and we decided to document it.

- A lot of people get in their heads too much.

And when you actually come to it,

a lot of people don't give a fuck.

They really don't.

- I hope youse enjoy.

It's gonna be very amateur so just bear with us

and enjoy it.

- And then when we can stop talking and get fucking.

(all laugh) - This is the gig!

So we filmed the whole situation and it was incredible.

It was way more sexier, and way more hard

than any of us could imagine.

The fantasy side of things was great,

but in reality it was way, way more better.

Since then, he's opened up

to his sexuality way, way more now.

He classes himself as bisexual.

He does stuff with guys and women

and their relationship is booming, you know,

and they're such a great couple.

And this event has really strengthened the relationship

between my friend and his wife.

- So that will not be a, that be not, (babbles).

That will not be the last. - Tongueless beast.

- Definitely not the last.

I believe that people are scared to tell their partners

because they feel a bit ashamed of what they're attracted to

and what their desires are,

which 90% of the time is totally fine.

They shouldn't be ashamed of anything.

And if they did share that with their partners,

they might be a bit more open to it.

Their partners might join in with them,

and they might be happier.

- Girl.

- Yeah, I come across people who have filthy desires

that won't admit it to their partners all the time.

From, yeah, you have people at, like, high-level jobs,

who have high-powered jobs,

who normally are the ones who like to be dominated

and they like the roles reversed on them.

I believe every person out there that has a secret fantasy,

it's just whether they're brave enough to explore or not.

I do have my own fantasies, though. I love to be in control.

I'm all about power and dominance. That's my type of thing.

Always been interested in having sex with a police officer

or having sex with the president

or having sex with someone in power, you know,

and reverse the roles on them.

That's my fantasy. And I'd love it.

- So my name's Lacey Amour.

I grew up in Newport in Wales, in a council estate.

I was a carer for two years

and I went to uni for nursing.

I was in uni for one year

and I dropped out to become a full-time porn star.

My first ever porn star I met was you.

(both laugh)

We met at a networking event.

And then since then it's just been-

- Just networking. - Just networking, yeah,

- I guess a fantasy of mine,

and I think it's quite a common one,

I'll be perfectly honest with you, actually,

I know it's a common one that not many people admit to

is I love the thought process of sex

that you shouldn't really be having,

like that naughty aspect, you know what I mean?

It's always a fantasy, like a bit of naughty sex.

And I love the thought process of a woman wanting me

that shouldn't want me, alright?

Like, so I've definitely had chats when partners pretend,

like, role playing about pretending

that they're married women and, like,

and we're doing with something.

I'm the plumber and they're paying for the job

(laughs) with what we're doing.

So yeah, of course. Of course I've had that.

- So when it comes to testing, we get a full examination

and we get a certificate to say that you're all clear.

And it works pretty well at the adult industry.

I've never had an STI personally myself.

The guy, actually, who introduced me to doing porn,

who told me he'd done porn,

he was actually my training partner in the gym.

He was a South African guy.

And I came out of the changing rooms one day

waving my tackle about, and he said, "Jesus,

that's some big fella you have."

He said, "Would you be ever interested in doing porn?"

He said, "I can get you some money for doing a quick video."

I need my energy for all the hip action.

(group laughs)

- I've got little hips.

- And at the time, I was working doing demolition

as a laborer in London for like six pounds an hour

or something like that.

And I was living in a backpackers hostel in Central London.

So any sort of extra income would've been grateful.

I didn't realise I was a bit bigger

than a lot of other lads at the time, downstairs.

I had a bigger dick.

And these guys loved me at this company.

I went there, I done a solo scene for them

and then they invited me back the next day

and the next day and the next day.

And at the time it was 600 pounds a scene.

So I made 1800 pounds in one week.

And for a laborer earning six pounds an hour,

this is incredible.

So that's literally where it all started for me.

Then they invited me to events.

I used to go to gay pride and stuff like that

and I used to promote the magazines

and do all that type of stuff, and it was really fun.

I sort of got my myself into the industry then.

Other websites would see me on magazines

or other websites and stuff like this.

They would contact me and ask me

if I would like to come film for them.

And then, before I knew it,

I was literally on every gay porn website

in the UK at the time.

And things went really well for me.

I really enjoyed it, I was earning lots of extra cash,

and that was that.

Fast forward 10 years later,

I hadn't done porn in a long time.

COVID came. I had a plumbing company.

My plumbing company went bankrupt.

So I decided to get a job for the local council.

A few months into the job for the council,

I thought it was my job that I wanted to do

for the rest of my life, I wanted to be a project manager.

I was really interested in developing blocks

of apartments and stuff like that.

And someone in the company saw me and recognised me

and passed the information onto my boss.

My boss at the time was disgusted

where he called me, it was during lockdown,

so he called me on a zoom call

and basically said to me I had to resign that day.

It was a back and forward discussion.

I really didn't want to.

I told him, like, it was literally gonna ruin my life.

I had no other job and I was only,

it was only the start of lockdown

so I couldn't get another job.

My boss didn't think about my mental health at the time

when he decided to let me go that day.

He just thought I was dirty.

And it literally broke me.

When I tell you it broke me, it broke me.

During lockdown, I couldn't get another job.

I was at home and I couldn't afford food.

I was in a lot of debt and that was it.

I was sitting at home, I just didn't see a way out.

Anyways, ultimately they let me go and I was stuck,

starting lockdown, I had no work,

couldn't get any other jobs anywhere else.

So I turned to OnlyFans.

(gentle melancholy music continues)

- So I wanted to do porn

probably from I was a very young age.

Probably since I realised porn was a thing.

Obviously, whenever you're growing up,

you kind of see it on the internet

and you're like, "Wow, what is this?"

And I seen it and was like, "I wanna do that someday."

But I then obviously had kids and kinda came,

I was a glamour model whenever I turned 18

so I went straight into the industry then.

But then I came away from it and I had the kids and stuff

and then I was like, after I had them and got them up

and opened my own gym, I was like, "Nah,

I still have this unfulfilled dream of being a porn star."

So I'm fucking going back to it. I'm gonna do it.

- I've been doing OnlyFans for just under a year now.

And what made me realise that I want to do it

was actually my cousin Andy,

he was already on the platform and-

(all laughing) - You can't fucking bend over?

Seen his success, and my electrical company

wasn't doing too well.

I always thought there was more to life

and less involvement of stress.

I decided to reach out and see what was possible.

- How I got into what I do now is, funny enough,

I was actually fitting a bathroom for a gay couple

and they followed another content creator

that I actually work with quite a bit now.

And they'd mentioned OnlyFans,

they'd mentioned the whole social media side of things

and they were a bit like, "Look, Paul,

like, you're a tradie,

you look after yourself, you go to the gym.

Like, have you ever thought about it?"

(chuckles) I think for a while it played on my mind.

It just, like, I couldn't get it out of my head.

Like, "Should I give it a go? Should I give it a go?

Have I got the confidence to do it?"

I thought, "I'm just gonna go for it."

Went on social media on loads of different platforms

and it went off, it just, it went really well.

I started to realise, like, "Hang on a minute here,

I have got the confidence to do this.

Let's give it a go. Let's go all in.

Let's burn all of our bridges. Let's go all in on this."

And made sure that all the people

that I love and care about knew what I was doing.

And that was it. I was going for it.

- Everybody has choices in life.

Everybody has a path

and you choose your own path that you want to go.

You see all these people

on these sad and miserable documentaries

putting down the adult industry

that they wanna feel like a martyr.

Maybe they've changed their mind and said, "Look,

I don't wanna be a porn star anymore,

so how am I gonna get out of this one in the public eye?"

"Oh, I was made do it." That's what they're gonna say.

But in reality, they're not. Nobody's made do anything.

If you don't wanna film in an adult porn industry,

don't film, simple as that.

Go and get a job down the road in the pub

or whatever you wanna do.

Nobody's gonna physically make you do anything.

It's up to you, and if you make those decisions,

you have to deal with those decisions.

- So I had a stalker before.

He actually ended up going to jail.

And yeah, that was absolutely, that was fucking scary.

Like, it was insane.

He used to come to my work and he used to stand

whenever I was like, so I worked in a shop

and he used to stand, like,

when I was packing up people's groceries

and stand and, like, pack up people's groceries with me.

Yeah.

And I'd be like, "Eh, can you get the fuck away?"

But I was scared of 'im. Like, I was petrified.

And then he went to jail, and then he died.

But yeah, people are scary online.

Like, there's constantly people.

So, like, I had recently online seen

that people have found out where I live

and, like, I have security measures in place

to keep me safe and stuff.

Yeah, people are fucking crazy.

- Some people are crazy. - They're scary-like.

- I'm quite lucky 'cause I actually get quite good feedback.

If anything, I tend to get quite a bit of love.

I know I get some, like, creepy comments

about, "Oh, I've seen you, yeah, and you were doing this."

And, like, sometimes you feel like you're being watched.

But that's about it, really.

Normally, it'll involve me walking somewhere

and then someone will shout, "Paul the Plumber."

I was gonna turn around and give 'em a wave there.

And it's great when someone actually converses with me

and asks me a question and has a chat.

But five times outta 10 they'll walk up to me,

"You're Paul the Plumber!" and I'm like, "Yeah."

And then I don't know how to react.

I'm like.

- Once had a situation on social media

where a guy turned up to my house

and was taking photographs through my house window.

But then you also have the other people

who is obsessed with you to try to hurt you

'cause they're jealous or whatever.

They're some of the negative things

I've had on social media.

- So I had this guy, it was a message made on OnlyFans,

and he said my school I went to

and he commented it on the Travelodge orgy video

and the newspaper, as well, so everyone saw it.

And people were knocking on my door and stuff

'cause people just kind of knew where I was then.

So people were finding my house. It was really scary.

- Okay, so I did get approached once.

So I do post on social media some changing videos

where I get changed in the street

from my work gear into my casual gear afterwards.

And I've been doing this for some time

and that's what's generated quite a nice following for me.

But one time someone inboxed me the location

of where I was getting changed.

So they've sent me a pin on a map

saying, "This is where you are right now."

So within seconds they've seen the surroundings,

worked out where I am, and then took the effort to tell me.

I don't know if he was expecting me to be impressed.

I mean, I kind of was a little bit impressed

but it was also a bit creepy, as well.

- There's a few comments that get thrown about

and sometimes they're pictureless,

you know, they actually know

a little bit more about you than you think.

But I guess this could be found out from anywhere.

So I tend to not let it scare me.

I haven't had any reason to feel scared just yet.

- I've had people send my elderly relatives videos

of me doing stuff sexually, which is horrible.

I've lost friends, I've had people talk down to me

because they don't like what I do.

They're not comfortable with the adult industry.

And the fact that I do some stuff with guys,

a lot of people don't like that either.

Other negative experiences.

I've lost bank accounts because the banks don't like

to deal with adult workers.

I just get treated negatively by a lot of people.

- Sometimes it's fun to reply to the negative comments

'cause they can be completely ludicrous comments

that have no relevance to what I actually do.

And negative comments can make you feel quite emotional,

sad, and make you think about it sometimes.

But I tend to try and ignore the negative comments.

You'll get them anywhere.

- I see so many silly stupid comments on my social media,

like, simple things like, "That's so gay."

Okay, if that makes you feel good, that alright.

What do you gain out of it? You don't gain anything.

These silly comments like, "Gay,"

"Bender," and all this silly shit

is impacting what we do in the industry,

impacting how people look at us,

belittling us as if we're not intelligent people.

- I think everybody gets the bullshit

that you have to deal with from other people.

The industry itself is actually

probably one of the best industries I've ever been in.

People are the nicest, but it's the people outside

that just don't understand it and they're scared of change

and they fucking hate it.

- They know negativity sells.

They know there's a lot more people out there

looking negative down at this industry

rather than publicly being positive about it.

And they know if they shine a negative light on it,

people will jump on the bandwagon and join in

and they'll get views and stuff.

But in reality, all the sex workers I know

who make porn are all happy.

They're all a lot happier now

than they was before they started doing it.

They all got into it for a reason

because they was in a bad situation for money

and they needed money.

That's majority of the reason

why a lot of porn stars start porn.

Obviously there's people who do it because they love it

at the beginning, as well.

But the majority of people I know

started because the money's good.

And it gives flexibility to live your life,

- Heal yourself. It's not me, it's you.

You are the problem, not me. It's all projection.

- I get a few people on social media sites

tell me that I'm gay-baiting,

that I'm trying to trick men into joining my profile,

but I ain't tricking anybody into doing anything.

You know, my profile's there

if people wanna see it, if people don't,

if they come and they're disappointed, they can leave.

No one's forced to be there.

And I think that's just when people really want

to see me doing something

that I'm not particularly doing right now.

So yeah, I try and reply to the negative comments

with positivity, just so it is not all negative.

I put a lot of time, a lot of effort,

a lot of thought into every bit of content

that I do, you know?

A lot of people think, "Oh, you just sit there

having a wank," but it's not about that.

You try and make it as personal as possible.

So when someone reaches out

and they say that it's really made their day

or they've really enjoyed the content,

it makes me feel great

because I put a lot of time and effort into it.

So to hear that come back, for me,

it validates what I'm doing.

People go outta the way to send long messages

about how my videos make them feel, which is great.

And I respond really positive with them.

- Of course you always get trolls.

Of course you do. Everybody gets them.

I just sort of have the attitude of like,

people think what they want.

I know the people that I love love me, so.

But overall, I actually tend to get

quite a positive reaction back.

I think a lot of that is,

I'd like to think I'm very much just a normal person.

Like, I'm so down-to-earth

and just not, 'cause of my background,

coming from a council estate, we had nothing like,

my parents had very much normal jobs.

I'm very working-class

so I guess I very much portray a lot of people.

- My mental health now,

compared to back then, is polar opposite.

I live life. Look at this, I'm living life.

I'm in Grand Canaries now

on a boat in the middle of the ocean, living my life.

- I was fucking depressed

and I didn't think I was gonna make it out.

Like, I really, January the last year, 2023,

I just had enough and I was like, "Fuck this."

But I fucking turned my life around and was like,

that's whenever sat with myself in a meditation session

and was like, "What is it you really wanna do?"

So I went back to the porn thing

and was like, "Fuck it, you need to do this.

If this is what you wanna do in life, do it.

And who gives a fuck what anybody has to say?"

'Cause I think we all hold ourselves back

because of what people are gonna say.

- Yeah. - So this is when I think,

my mental health is kind of what pushed me to go.

"You nearly didn't make it out alive.

Fuck what people think."

- My mental health prior to OnlyFans

was, I thought, in an okay place.

I think the stress was actually more than I thought.

And I think I was probably in a weaker spot

than I thought I was.

Getting into OnlyFans that probably elevated.

But now that I've pushed through that barrier,

I'd say I'm in the best place I've ever been in 28 years.

- I wasn't in a good place. That's the honest truth.

My dad knows this. My mom knows this.

I was struggling, I was struggling.

I was a single bloke. I had my own place.

I was literally killing myself to pay bills.

I hardly had a life.

I remember there was one night, all the family were out

having a few drinks and stuff and I'd been working,

I'd literally, it was nonstop working.

And I tipped up at the bar, still in all my work gear,

and my dad could see I was physically exhausted.

Obviously I wanted to go see the family

and he was like, "Look, Paul, like, are you okay?"

And I swear to God I nearly broke down in tears in the bar

'cause I was just sick, I was sick to God

of doing the same shit every day just to pay bills.

Whilst fucking, the rich get richer

and we have to just fucking struggle

every bastardly day, like, it was horrible.

If I had a kept on going the way I was going,

in a good way, I would've probably

been bankrupt and homeless.

At worst scale, I'd have threw myself

off the side of a fucking bridge, basically.

I just, I could not have kept doing what I was doing.

- Personally, I've not really suffered.

I know a lot of my friends have

and I've been around people that have

so I know how devastating these kind of things can be.

But personally I think I've been quite blessed

and not really had to suffer with any mental health issues.

I'm very much laid back. Always, I've been very laid back.

And I only let people's opinions matter to me,

those people that I care about.

So anybody else has an opinion of me,

it don't really affect my head space.

- I've learned so much in my life from having nothing.

So when you have something, you hold onto it dearly.

And growing up with absolutely nothing

and having a really tough background

really brings the perspective of how lucky

and how grateful I am to be where I am.

So that's why I try to help out as much people as I can.

I film all over the world.

I meet people all over the world

and my studio does really well,

it's really successful.

It helps out as many people as we can.

- Right-o, people. This is the entrance into my new studios.

It'll be obviously cleaned.

Sign of Andy. Andy's signature.

My car, my motorbike, and the taxi parked along here

is gonna be sick-looking.

Then you're gonna have, over this side

it's gonna be a a building site.

This is gonna be a building site scene under here.

So you're gonna have, like,

loads of bricks and stuff like that.

And it's gonna be like a building side.

Then we have the changing room toilets.

We're gonna keep these the way they are.

We'll just add a few more features into them

to make them look quirky and stuff.

One is gonna be a prison cell

the other one's gonna be a bedroom

and the other one's gonna be a living room.

Then over this way, we have an office

if we want do an office scene.

So, like, girl gets fucked by her manager

or some shit like that.

Then we have, this is gonna be the classroom.

So there's gonna be desks all along here.

And then we're gonna put a blackboard up on that wall.

It's gonna be a classroom.

And this one over here is gonna be a boardroom.

So this is gonna be your boardroom,

your boardroom table and chairs.

Has some small rooms and stuff,

so we can do some shit along here.

We can do stuff on the balcony.

We can do, like, fake scenes on the balcony.

So welcome to Casa La Andrew.

What would I say to somebody who wants to do porn?

Who can do it, but don't do it

because they're afraid of what people think?

Now, if you care what people think, it's not for you.

It's as simple as that.

Because you're gonna have haters

no matter what you do, no matter how good you are,

no matter what industry you're in in the world,

you're gonna have people who have something to say.

Now, the porn industry, you have to have thick skin.

You have to be able to deal with the hate.

And it's just, it is what it is.

It all comes with the territory.

- Would I still make porn if I wasn't being paid?

The answer is no.

When I first started off doing porn,

it was full money-based.

Now the porn industry has gotten to me to a stage in my life

where it's not my full main source of income.

I love what I do, don't get me wrong,

I absolutely love what I do.

But there's so much work involved in what I do.

It's not as simple as just making a video

and putting it on the internet.

So much work involved in it.

So no, and it costs a fortune to do what we do.

So I wouldn't do it if I wasn't being paid for it.

It's as simple as that. I do love it though. (chuckles)

- Of course the money is,

I always say the money's a byproduct

of doing what I love to do.

No, this is my main source.

I fortunately don't have to do any other work.

- So the money involved in OnlyFans was probably

the main driving factor of why I got into it.

I didn't believe it would be an overnight success,

but the potential that I saw is why I got involved.

- I'm not saying I wouldn't do it

if the money wasn't as good

because I think it's part of me.

So yeah, the money has certainly influenced me

but it's not the only driving factor.

It is a big chunk of my income now,

but I'm still stripping, mainly just for content now.

'Cause a lot of people like to see

the stripping content still.

And I'm still doing carpentry work,

albeit not as much as I was doing before,

but it's a creative job, I enjoy doing it.

And, yeah, I'll still be doing that.

- When I was working, there's only so many hours in a day.

There's only physically so much you could do.

There's only, like, so much you could earn.

Now it's down to how much more, how much I put into it,

everything just keeps increasing.

And, it's not just the money.

Of course, of course the money was important to it.

Like, anybody who says, "Oh, well it's not all about money,"

yeah, of course it's not.

But it gives you so much freedom to be able to do stuff

and helps to bring happiness.

Like, it does. Let's face the facts.

And then I can help my family members.

Like, I took my dad on holiday a couple of months ago

just 'cause I wanted to.

It gives you so much freedom to be able to do stuff.

But then, as I've just said,

yeah, of course it's not about the money.

But on the flip side of that, I have time now.

I'll get up in the morning, I'll take my dog for a walk.

And I class this as part of my daily routine now.

Basically, my work day.

I'll take my dog for a walk, I'll go to the gym,

I'll get the social media content done.

On days, if something crops up,

if there's something I need to do, I can just do it.

I don't have to worry about being at work

and having to get this done and having to work constantly.

Like, I can just do it.

- So in terms of family and friends finding out

and coming across the videos, all the content,

I'd like to think that if they did come across it

they wouldn't wanna see it.

Which is one way I look at it.

I think, you know, if you wanna dig and find it, you can.

But, you know, people that wanna find it will,

people that don't won't.

And I hope that my family and friends will accept it.

Hopefully they never come across it.

- I do know that my best friend's dad is subscribed.

- Really?

And would you ever let him know that you know?

- No.

He says hints and he's like, "You don't know who it is.

You'll never guess."

But I know who he is. But he doesn't know I know.

Now he does. How does it make you feel?

How does that make you feel?

- I think it's hot.

- Really? - Yeah.

- A lot of them let it slip a lot of the times.

They'll mention something

that only personal people know about me

that a specific person knows about me

or something like that.

Do I judge them for it? Definitely not.

I think, "Why not?"

If I knew my friend was making porn, I'd want to see it too.

It's a very interesting subject

and it's very, very intriguing.

We can share the experience together.

I'm not talk about doing something sexually.

I'm talking about talking about the experience.

- So my friends have already seen it.

In fact, some of my friends will actually sit with me

when I'm airing content.

So like, they've seen it, they don't give a fuck.

My family, I mean, I would like to think

they would turn away and be like, "Nah, no thanks."

- No, it doesn't make me feel awkward.

And I'll tell you why.

Because my friends and family now know what I do.

But at the beginning,

when I was hiding it from everyone, it was horrible.

But now they know I'm confident and they know me.

I'm very open about it.

And I preach that to people

to be open about the sexuality and the sexual experiences.

Because if they was,

life would be a lot more easier for people.

- I kind of pre-warned everybody before.

Everybody that I care about,

I kind of pre-warn them before so they could expect to find,

'cause I know what social media's like,

especially when you have a post go viral.

But obviously, still, sometimes certain videos get out

that you don't want to get out

and, I don't know, you kind of gotta feel

that you've gotta explain yourself sometimes,

even though you shouldn't have to.

But yeah, there's been the odd friend

that didn't know about it that come up and says,

"Oh, is this you on such-and-such platform?"

And yeah, I'd never really feel awkward though.

Most people find it funny. So, yeah.

- In terms of secret watchers, I guess it is secret.

I guess people will change their names, identity, et cetera,

to see it and not let you know.

I do have my suspicions.

But in terms of would I ever let 'em know

that I think they watch it

and don't want me to know?

No, I'd let 'em watch the content.

I'll let 'em have their enjoyment.

- I would never let 'em know that I know.

There is a few that I know and they don't know

that I know that it's them and I'm like, "I see you."

And they, yeah, they got on as if, like, I wouldn't know.

But I'm like... Of course.

- I know you fucking, you have a wank over me all the time.

- I do get the occasional friend

that I've not told about it.

They'll come in touch with me going, "Oh,

is this you, is this your social media?"

And it's a little bit cringed-out when I explain why.

It's a little bit awkward.

But the fact that I've been doing stripping,

and I was in a bit of mainstream porn

in my early 20s, as well,

kind of, like, made it easier for them

to see what I was getting into.

And a lot of my friends in that

kind of expected it as well, I think

- As I've stated, everybody knows what I do.

So they know not to go searching

for anything like that about me.

And I'd like to think they know what I do.

So if it happens so, it would be a case

of they'd just quickly click off it. (laughs)

But no, honestly, everyone that I love and care about

and actually have any meaning to me know what I do.

So I don't really need to worry about that side of things.

- I think there's this sort of stigma around porn

and that it's dirty and it's shameful

and there's this air of shame around fantasies.

And people have to understand

that, like, everybody has fantasies.

It doesn't mean you actually want them,

you know, in a romantic setting.

Or maybe your fantasy is like a threesome.

It doesn't mean you actually wanna do it.

Sometimes the fantasy's better in your head.

But I think partners struggle with, like,

I know that whenever I've talked in the past,

I've always had this fantasy

of wanting to have a threesome with my partner

and they've never been, like, into it at all.

And it was another girl, so it was like two girls and a guy

and they were just like, "No."

They were very insecure about it.

And I think the thing is that they're like,

they feel insecure about themselves.

So if you say, like, "You know, I wanna explore this,"

they're like, "Oh, there must be something wrong with me."

So I think there's this area of like,

people aren't open and don't communicate,

and we don't understand sex

in terms of it's this big, fluid open thing.

There's no sort of labels in it.

And people really fucking fear it 'cause they're like,

"Oh," that you're either this or you're that.

And they just don't understand it

and they don't understand it themselves.

- She mentioned her friend went on a date with another guy.

They went on a double date

and they ended up in a caravan in a hot tub and that,

and she ended up having a foursome like her friend did.

And then I was like, "Oh, my god, that sounds amazing.

What an amazing date, "and she said," Oh, well,

the guy never spoke to her after that."

- I think people can't be totally open about their desires

and tell their partners what they're into.

Because I think they're scared of being judged.

They're scared, maybe they'll push their partners,

where they're scared of that.

They might be scared

that their partners might not understand.

Yeah, I think that's the main aspect

is they're worried about what their partners will think

and if it'll be a bad thing,

and what if they lose their partner?

That's the main worry for people.

- So that's how we got into the conversation, first ever,

of anything ever like-

- Fantasy stuff, yeah.

- Fantasies and stuff like that.

And I said, "Oh, I reckon I'd enjoy

being with you and another guy,

seeing you with another guy."

She's like, "What? No way!"

Because I'm like the kind of character I am,

people don't would assume... Buddies by day.

- I'd be like, "Wah!" you know? But yeah, I was like, "Oh."

And it's something ever since

I've had my first girlfriend, I think.

- I think getting into stripping at a young age

helped me get onto these kind of platforms, as well.

'Cause it gave me the confidence

in my own body being naked, for a start,

performing in front of groups of people.

And then I also learned very early on

that I like being watched,

which helps in this industry a lot.

So being watched drives me.

I did start off as a dancer,

so I was just dancing in nightclubs

and then I met some of the strippers

that were working for the same agency

and they were making a little bit more money.

So I guess they kind of influenced me a little bit, as well.

- I get requests for piss vids,

I get requests for taking a shit, (laughs)

I get requests for pictures of my teeth.

I think, with that one, he was quite specific.

He was like, "Oh, I love real teeth."

I was like, "Yeah, they're all mine."

He was like, "Oh, have you got fillings?"

I was like, "Yeah, I used to play rugby. I've got fillings."

He was like, "Oh, my god."

So yeah, I get requests for teeth quite a bit.

I've had requests to blow up balloons, pop them.

Obviously, at the norm, I've had requests

of obviously having a wank, or stuff like that.

And I think on that side of it,

they always want it to be personal

so they know it's for them.

So, like, just saying their name and stuff like that.

I get requests for parcels of worn items.

I'll go to the gym, obviously sweaty boxers,

they might want skid marks,

they might want us to shoot your load into them.

I'll get requests for, oh, to pretend to be a giant.

(laughs) So little miniature figures

and I'm like this naked giant, that was quite a good one.

- You see, whenever I was on podcast with Gia,

we actually talked about this, like,

why are people into feet and stuff?

And I really, 'cause my degree's

in philosophy and psychology,

so I really like to know why about everything.

But sometimes there's just not a fucking reason.

Sometimes people are just fucking weird.

(Andy laughs)

People just like some weird shit.

Like, the feet thing is like the area in the brain

that the feet is, like, connected to is right beside

the area where, supposedly, a man orgasms from.

- Oh? - Yeah.

So there's a psychological reason as to why that is.

But everything else, I'm like, "Who the fuck knows?"

- Everybody's got that one thing in the back of their mind

that if they thought everybody found out,

then they'd be judged.

But that's life. That's everybody, you're not alone on that.

And yeah, I think my platform is a way for people

to express them desires and express them fantasies

without being judged and without feeling

like they're thinking or having this fantasy that's wrong.

And I'm happy.

I'm happy I'm giving someone a platform

to come and share that with them

because then that's letting a load off of their chest.

- It's a platform of safety and confidence.

I think that people definitely live

through others, as we know.

And yeah, if you're gonna do the,

obviously, if they request something and you do it,

of course you're gonna fulfill a fantasy for them.

So yeah, the world is full of fucking dark secrets.

- So what is your fantasy? What is it?

- So my biggest fantasy

is my partner getting fucked by someone else.

- Really? - While I,

even more when I'm joining in.

But I can also enjoy sitting back and watching it.

D'you know, like, I always have,

you know, there's the option there.

So it's not like you're not joining in or nothing,

I'd join in, so that is my biggest fantasy 100%.

- So there's this one time I was on a long drive,

me and the girl got a bit frisky,

we pulled over into a lay-by

and then jumped into the backseat

and things started happening.

Halfway through, I got that strong feeling

that I was being watched.

I peered over my shoulder

and I've seen a guy looking through the window.

Yeah, I kind of like being watched.

So yeah, when I'm being watched,

that kind of gets me off a bit.

And so halfway through, they then saw and freaked out.

So it all kind of ended sharply.

But yeah, that always stays in the back of my mind

'cause it was pretty horny.

- I'm not sure where it come from.

Maybe I used to watch Sexcetera. You remember that channel?

- No. - It was like a programme

on, like, late-night TV.

- Ah, probably. Yeah. Yeah.

- It was like, you know, when the TVs were, like,

bigger than that. - Yeah.

- And maybe I've seen something on there.

But something made, I dunno what it was.

- And is it just you watching your wife

or do you like watching lots of guys fuck a single girl?

- What? Like, on porn and stuff?

- Yeah. - Yeah. I appreciate that.

(both laughing)

- The prices that I would sell these at,

custom videos, it all depends, really.

So, custom videos, you might be looking

at about 10 pound a minute.

For parcels, I have parcels that can,

you're looking at about 50 quid

for a worn pair of underwear.

And then obviously any extras you're looking on top

so if they want skid marks,

you might be looking at an extra 20 quid.

If you want a load, you might be looking

at an extra 30 quid.

So yeah, some of the parcels,

obviously I can make 200, 300, 400 pound off.

If I had a message to my haters, what would I say?

Why be so hateful? The world needs more love, man.

(laughs) Nah, eh.

Hey, look, you're free to judge me.

You're free to think what you want about me.

I have the reasons why I do this.

I'm sorry if I offend you so much,

I ain't here to hurt you at all.

I'm here to basically bring people content

and joy that they want to see

and have a laugh at and whatever else.

My mantra is, as long as people aren't harming anybody,

people have their own thing.

Right? I'm sorry I offend you so much.

I mean, I look in the mirror, I offend myself sometimes too.

Don't worry.

- They think because we're doing this stuff on the internet

that we don't have brains,

that we don't anything else outside of what we do,

that the porn industry is everything to us.

Now, we love what we do.

Well, you have to be intelligent.

You have to be creative to do this type of stuff.

And it doesn't end there.

Like, I have a property development company

outside the porn industry.

Now, the porn industry helped fund that at the beginning,

but now it's led on to something else.

But I'll continue to doing both.

- Because you love it? - I absolutely love what I do.

I would never change it for the world.

Before I done OnlyFans full-time,

I was stressed, chasing the bills,

going from payment to payment, wage to wage.

And I was under so much pressure from everywhere.

I was in a lot of debt and I was severely depressed.

Now, for example, I live a great, happy life.

I travel as much as I can.

Every bit of free time I have,

I use to invest back into my business.

Whether it's the property side of my business

or OnlyFans side.

My mental health now is in a very good place.

Where it was where I started

to where it is now is polar opposites.

My mother died in a car crash when I was 12 years old,

and it was a big hit on my family.

Me and my brothers and sisters were separated,

living between different aunties and uncles

and different family members.

When I very first started OnlyFans,

it was a very hard decision for me to make, to do full-time,

because I was doing it secretly.

And when I decided to let everybody know, it was very hard.

When people found out, I've lost a lot of friends.

Lots of people used me, lots of people made fun of me.

So at that time I was really, really depressed.

But as I said, now I'm extremely happy

and this is how life should be.

I have free time to do my own thing. I live now.

I have so many good childhood memories from here.

Me and my brothers and sister used to play on these stairs.

We used to chase each other up and down these balconies.

We used to have so much fun.

And to see it in such a state is extremely sad.

We bunched up in this little, tiny flat.

Two bedrooms, six kids in one room.

It was so tough. But it was amazing.

It bonded us together, it made us who we are today.

So even though it's sad to see the place in such a state,

it's sort of heartwarming coming back here.

I know this is where it all began.