Original subtitles

Open your eyes again.

You opened your eyes and became my breath.

Don't let go.

Open your eyes and my world will be enlightened.

Come on.

Open your eyes, Zeynep!

We'll make it.

I'll take you to the hospital.

We're almost there.

I'll rush you to the hospital.

Hang in there.

What was that?

That scoundrel is here.

Don't worry, I'll save you, Zeynep.

Halil.

Do you miss me?

Okay, don't answer.

We don't have time.

We've come to my favorite part of the game, the last part.

Remember that hole you just dug?

That will be your grave and your wife's grave.

You're a dead man.

Zeynep.

Hang in there.

Almost there.

One last obstacle.

Even if the whole world tries to stop me, I will overcome them all.

I promise I'll protect you.

Okay?

I'll protect you.

You made the biggest mistake of your life, Sadik.

Cihan, go over there.

I'll destroy you and your dogs.

It's the end of the game.

Time to close the book.

I'll finish you!

We're almost there, Sadik.

You want extra time in the match.

Okay, I'll take it.

I pity you.

You are too lonely to resist.

You'll be riddled with holes.

You're the one who's alone, Sadik.

You should have stood up to me with the strength of your wrist.

Like a real man.

You're crazy, we got it.

Don't flatter yourself that you shot one of my men in the leg.

I've got a lot more men around you than you think.

You won't survive, you'll die.

I will die fighting if I have to.

But I won't put my worthless life on the line like your uncle and you.

There's a difference between us.

Do you understand that difference?

I will fight the whole world alone.

I won't let my moonlight be harmed.

Surrender!

You're surrounded!

They are here, Zeynep.

Say something.

Come on, Zeynep.

Dammit.

Protect me.

You're surrounded!

Make some noise, Halil!

Zeynep.

-Open your eyes. -Are you okay, Halil? How is Zeynep?

Zeynep.

Her breath is very weak.

She needs to go to hospital.

They spray bullets. You can't get out of here.

She can't survive if we can't get out of here.

She needs to get to the hospital. If she dies, I die!

You can't get out of here.

We will.

Take the gun. Protect us.

Be careful.

O God, protect us.

Hang in there.

We're in the home stretch.

Almost there.

One last breath.

You can't give up, Zeynep.

It's time to be stubborn.

Be stubborn!

You will hold on to life.

You won't leave me.

I haven't left you.

Your breath is like a flower piercing the rock.

Thin but strong.

You'll hang in there.

Almost there.

Hang in there.

Doctor!

-Bring it here. -We have been informed. We'll take care of her.

Briefly describe what happened.

She was in a confined space for a long time.

When I found her, her heart wasn't beating.

She was not breathing.

I did the first intervention.

She started to breathe.

She can hardly breathe.

Zeynep, my dear!

Don't give up. We're here.

We're here.

-It's forbidden to enter. Wait here. -I'm her husband.

I'm her husband.

What happened, Halil?

Her face was very pale.

You were with her. Tell me what happened to her.

-Mom. -Tell me what happened to my daughter.

Mom.

Sit down.

Are you okay, Halil?

Don't leave me, Zeynep.

Please don't leave me.

Zeynep.

I'm asking you to step outside.

How is she?

You are making it difficult for us.

Zeynep.

I'm here, Zeynep.

You're not alone.

Don't be scared.

Hang in there.

For me.

Do it for us, Zeynep.

Don't give up!

You are not in the dark. We got you out of there.

You made it. Just breathe.

I understand you're worried about your wife...

...but her life is no longer in danger.

Will she survive?

You already saved your wife by intervening at the right time.

Mrs. Zeynep is alive thanks to you.

Thank God.

Let her get some rest.

I'm waiting for you, Zeynep.

Hang in there.

Fight! Be strong!

For us.

How is she, doctor?

Mrs. Zeynep is fine for now.

There is no danger to her life.

Thank God.

Thank God.

I don't know how to thank you.

I'm so grateful for what you've done.

Thank you so much.

As I told Mr. Halil, he saved Mrs. Zeynep with the first intervention.

We will nurse her back to health as soon as possible.

I wish her a speedy recovery.

She's fine!

I want to see my daughter, Halil.

That's my right. Please.

I saw Zeynep's face when she came in.

She was very pale.

I want to see her, even from a distance.

Mrs. Tulay.

You heard the doctor.

Zeynep needs to rest to recover fully.

She's really fine.

All we can do is to wait.

Patiently.

Mom.

You got tired.

Get some rest.

Halil.

How is Zeynep? Is she okay?

Thank God she is okay.

How are you?

Can you give me a hug?

I'd better get some fresh air.

Gülhan.

Why did you come, my dear?

I didn't want my brother to worry about me while he was suffering.

Cicek.

How are you, beautiful?

Why do you keep quiet?

You feel the tiredness in Zeynep's heart.

That's what you're rebelling against.

You know what?

Now it's time to love her more.

It's time to embrace her more.

We have to be her voice.

Sing to my beautiful wife the most beautiful songs you know in your own language.

Deliver it to her.

Do this so that she forgets the darkness of the coffin.

Let her erase all the bad memories she had there.

Her beautiful eyes should shine again.

There is a very strong bond between you two.

That deep bond removes all distances.

If you call out to her from the other side of the world, she hears you.

Just like she heard the sound of my heart.

Well done, my girl.

There you go.

Go on like this.

-Good evening. -Good evening.

They brought a relative of mine here.

I came as soon as I heard.

I wish them a speedy recovery.

What's the patient's name?

Zeynep Firat. She's important to me.

She's like a sister to me.

May I have the room number, please?

-Room 304. -Thank you.

We sent Merve to get tea, but I wish we'd gone with her.

We could have had a snack.

I don't want to leave Zeynep alone.

Zeynep is fine, mom.

Don't let her wake up and see you like this.

I want to stay here. You go.

I insist and I won't go without you.

You have blood pressure problems.

Your heart is sensitive.

Zeynep will be angry with me if anything happens to you.

Let's go.

Here you are, Zeynep.

Since my heart is on fire...

...I'll take an ember and burn you too.

You'll die of pain, Halil.

You think I can't predict the next move of a scoundrel like you?

How is this possible?

Yes, Mr. Sadik.

You're Sadik's man who put Zeynep in the coffin.

She recovered from death.

Her whole family is here.

They all gathered.

It'll be hard to get close to her.

We have to proceed cautiously.

Be careful.

Zeynep.

My beautiful daughter.

Halil.

-Is there a problem? -No, don't worry.

We'll take her to a bigger room.

No need to go far, you can stay here.

Yes, sure.

You think I'd let a scoundrel like you anywhere near my family?

You tried to test me with the woman I love.

You scoundrel!

Immoral!

I'll dig your grave myself.

Come here.

You can't get away with it easily.

I will punish you.

You'll go to your uncle.

Did you hear me?

-Halil! -Halil!

Halil, stop. You're going to kill him.

Stop it, let him go.

Hakan, let me!

-Come here. -Halil, stop.

Let me go!

Let the police do the rest.

I'll leave you breathless!

-Calm down, Halil. -Let me go!

Do you want to be guilty when you are innocent?

Stop it.

Zeynep.

She's lying still in her hospital room.

She could have died because of this scoundrel's love of games.

-You shouldn't have stopped me! -Halil!

Calm down.

If you want to calm down, hit me.

I'll make him regret every breath he takes.

I'll make him regret what he did.

He buried Zeynep!

I'll kill him.

I'll punish him personally.

Calm down, Halil.

-Let me go! -Halil!

What will you tell Zeynep when she wakes up?

What would Zeynep do if she were awake?

She would stand in front of you and not let you take a step.

For her sake...

For Zeynep...

Let the police handle it.

For Zeynep.

It's unbelievable that he came all the way to the hospital.

As if the damage he did to my daughter wasn't enough.

I can't believe what happened to my daughter.

I admire Halil's plan.

I don't even want to think what would have happened to Zeynep...

...if Halil hadn't noticed Sadik's man at the last moment.

God forbid.

He's obsessed.

Psycho!

Halil.

Thank you so much.

We owe you Zeynep's life.

Yes, brother.

We can't thank you enough.

It's over.

Don't think about it.

It's late, Mrs. Tulay.

Go to farm with girls.

Hakan will take you there.

I'll stay here.

I want to see my daughter when she wakes up.

You have been through a lot.

You need to rest the most.

Halil.

We'll be here tonight.

Don't worry.

Don't let Zeynep wake up and see you like this.

I can give you a ride if you don't want to drive.

I can't even go a step further when Zeynep is like this.

What would I do if something happened to you?

I wouldn't be able to breathe.

I wouldn't be able to live.

They belong here.

That scoundrel...

...almost did what he said.

Your absence...

...was almost the biggest test of my life.

I'll always be your breath.

I'll never leave you.

I'll always be there for you, Zeynep.

I won't let the shadow of evil fall on you, let alone come near you.

Zeynep.

Zeynep.

Thank God I saw your eyes again.

Thanks to you...

With your stubbornness.

You kept your promise.

You saved me.

I keep every promise I make to you.

I kept saying I wouldn't leave you.

And you know what I said to myself?

You're going to run.

You will cross those mountains if you have to, Halil Fırat.

You will die if you have to...

...but you will find Zeynep and get her out.

I...

I was there in great despair.

I tried to convince myself to live.

It was so cold there.

I tried to hear you.

I felt like I could fly if I let out my breath.

I kept trying to talk to you so I wouldn't lose track of where you were.

Are you okay?

Your fingernail is broken. I saw it yesterday.

Does it hurt?

I did it.

I did.

No, it doesn't.

All the bad things are behind us now.

When it hurts, you think it won't go away.

Your heart beats where it hurts.

I don't know if it's called growing up...

...but the things that hurt you disappear over time.

The pain goes away, the heart stays.

Like feelings that stay with you even under the ground.

Halil.

Tell me.

You know...

You said you weren't curious about what was in that notebook.

You really weren't?

I'm curious about everything about you.

In that notebook...

Are there things in that notebook that you can't forget?

I painfully love the man in whose eyes I got lost.

Maybe to love someone is to become them a little bit.

You didn't answer.

You said that some feelings stay with you...

...even if you are under the ground.

Are those feelings written in the notebook?

What is written there?

It was easy to write in a notebook.

It's hard to express my love when those eyes I'm lost in look at me.

How do I tell you I love you to death?

Do I have to say it?

My eyes are already screaming my love.

Don't be quiet, Zeynep.

Sometimes silence is the worst answer.

One is more curious about things hidden in the silence.

What are they?

Okay, I'll tell you.

Good morning.

I'll give you one last injection, Mrs. Zeynep.

Good morning.

You look so good today!

I'm fine.

-Get well soon. -Thanks.

Your hands...

These are minor scratches.

If anything happened to you...

...then my heart would shatter.

Then nothing could be compensated.

I'm fine if you're fine.

As for the notebook...

Whenever you want to tell me...

...I'll be waiting by your side with excitement.

Get some rest.

I'll talk to the doctor.

Okay?

Halil.

In that notebook...

...it is written that every particle of me is in love with every particle of you.

Halil.

I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you.

Thanks for not giving up.

Would anyone ever give up their life?

Everything seems to be fine for now.

She should rest for a few hours.

I'll check on her again at noon.

Thank you, doctor.

It's time for breakfast.

Come on.

I think you've taken care of me enough.

I can eat breakfast myself.

-I'll take care of it. -Not yet.

We need you to sit up straight.

Wait.

Wait.

Come here.

Get comfortable.

Is it okay?

As if what you've done for me isn't enough...

...you still have to deal with me.

I'm your companion.

It's my main duty to take care of you until you leave this hospital.

If you want, I'll take care of you after we get out of here.

So don't object.

Open your mouth.

One of my other tasks is to sweeten the gloomy hospital room with honey.

Giving the patient a cup of linden tea is one of the other tasks of the companion.

Okay.

This is too much. I can drink it myself.

Wait, slowly.

I suddenly felt dizzy.

I'm convinced you can drink it yourself.

Let me do it this time.

Okay then.

One more sip.

More honey?

You haven't eaten anything.

You must be hungry.

There you go.

That's enough. I'm full.

-You ate too little. -I'll eat later.

Okay, last bite.

Last.

Where is Cicek? How is she?

I sent her to the farm.

She's longing for you there.

You can catch up with her when we get back to the farm.

Right?

Why are you averting your gaze, Zeynep?

Say yes.

Tell me you're coming home with me.

Don't tell me you're not coming home after all that.

Don't do this to us.

Just in time.

Be careful.

Zeynep!

-Mom. -Zeynep, my dear!

Mom.

It's okay. I'm fine.

Sister.

You had us so worried.

Sister.

You've been through a lot.

-Are you okay? -I feel great. Don't worry.

-Get well soon. -Thanks, Eren.

Can I talk to you for a second, Halil?

God gave you back to us.

Thank God.

That's what happens.

There's a man who wants to marry auntie.

What I can't understand is that a woman of love like my aunt doesn't accept this declaration of love.

He must be poor.

If he had money, she'd be engaged to him.

I don't know if he has money, but he's a sweet talker.

And by sweet talker, I mean, like, with jam.

What do you mean?

How can I explain?

When he likes something, he says it's like rose jam.

He calls my aunt rose jam.

He calls something he doesn't like overcooked strawberry jam.

If he was smart, he wouldn't have found your aunt.

-Mom! -What? Is that a lie?

Auntie says hi to you.

She sends her regards.

We didn't tell her what happened to you was so bad.

If she'd known, she would have come.

Thanks.

What is your mother-in-law doing while all this is going on?

She talks a lot.

She's messing with auntie.

My aunt calls her a splinter.

Oh, auntie.

By the way...

Where did this Mr. Umut come into your life?

Because of Eren.

Let me tell you.

I started a jewelry business.

I was going to sell online.

Oh, Zeynep.

I was so worried something would happen to you.

I'm fine.

I'm here with you.

It's all over. Don't worry.

Thank God.

As soon as you're better, we'll forget all this and go back to the farm together.

Why are you silent?

Have you given up on going back to the farm?

You said you were going back to the farm before this unfortunate incident happened.

Why did you change your mind?

Who are you?

He's been trying for days to convince you to let his father rest in peace.

He took his father's keychain in the shape of a house to give to you.

Anyone else in your position...

...would have thought that he was trying to convince you because of his father's will...

...and would not have come back.

I admire you a lot.

Zeynep.

Part of me is resentful and part of me is grateful.

I'm tired, mom.

I'm so tired.

I know what's troubling you.

You couldn't take him saying, “Who are you?”

You can't let it go.

You're right.

He shouldn't have said that, no matter how angry he was.

But he regretted it later.

He tried so hard for you.

He dug the soil with his fingernails for you.

He loves you.

He loves you so much.

Don't drag it out.

If it wasn't for him, maybe you...

Zeynep.

You owe Halil your life.

You should forgive Halil for this, if for nothing else.

You should go back home.

We were having a mother-daughter talk.

Did you talk to the doctor? When can I be discharged?

I haven't, but I will.

Let's go home, to the farm, as soon as possible.

I miss grandma so much.

My loyal daughter.

Good for you.

You belong to your husband.

That farm is our home.

After this, no one can displace us.

Good morning.

Who are you looking for?

I am not a stranger. Is Halil here?

No, he is in the hospital.

There is no one in the mansion.

Everyone is outside.

What's your name?

My name is Cemil.

Listen to me carefully, Cemil.

Take my bags and make me a nice cup of coffee.

I'll drink while I wait for everyone to return.

And...

Don't tell anyone I'm here.

I want to surprise them.

Ahmet.

Tell me.

-Who is this? -She said she was an acquaintance of Mr. Halil.

That's why I let her in.

Oh God.

-Okay, but who is she? -I don't know.

-Okay. -See you.

Yes, thanks.

It is very selfless of you to understand and respect Halil about his father's will.

He's been trying for days to convince you to let his father rest in peace.

Even if Zeynep comes back from the dead a thousand times...

...she will not return to that mansion, disregarding her pride.

Hot tea will do you good.

What is it?

You realize your daughter won't return to the mansion...

...so you're doing me a favor to let you live in the outhouse?

Zeynep will return to her husband, to the mansion.

But I won't touch you.

As we agreed, if you get Merve to study abroad...

...no one will know about this audio recording.

I keep my promises.

Dammit.

No.

It's very dark everywhere.

Very dark.

No.

No, very dark.

So dark.

It's so dark.

Zeynep.

-No! -It's okay. Calm down.

It was so dark.

I was so scared. I couldn't breathe.

It was dark.

Don't be scared.

I'm here with you.

Look at me.

You just had a nightmare.

It was just a nightmare.

Wait.

Why did you do that, Halil?

I'm here, Zeynep.

Why did you turn off the lights? It's too dark.

I'm here. Calm down.

I'm here. I'll never leave you.

Give me your hand.

Come on.

Now look straight ahead.

Northern lights.

For you.

To make you happy.

It came at the perfect time.

Thank you so much.

If you want...

...I will give you the world.

Let's take all the medicines with us.

This is important.

You heard the doctor.

You need to take all the medicine so you can get better.

Can I say that the northern lights helped me more?

I'll take care of it.

-Don't exaggerate. -I will, Zeynep Firat.

You need to avoid sudden movements.

If you lean down, you get dizzy.

Give it to me.

That one too.

I'll give you the notebook when we get back to the farm.

Okay.

Come on, let's go.

I can get up myself.

Are you okay?

I'm okay. I just felt dizzy.

That's normal.

Take my arm.

Let me put this on you. It's cold outside.

This one too.

Okay.

Take my arm.

Let's go slowly.

I don't feel dizzy anymore.

Glad to hear it.

Here you are.

Enjoy your coffee.

Do you need anything else?

No, thank you.

We didn't know you were coming, so we couldn't prepare.

I think you are a relative of Mr. Halil.

Do you know when Halil is coming?

They are on their way.

I can call him and tell him you're here if you want.

No!

I want to surprise him.

You can get back to work.

Get well soon, Mrs. Zeynep.

It's good to have you home again.

Thanks, Arzu.

The mood in the mansion has been lifted.

Surprise!

Gözde?

Gözde?

What a big surprise.

Welcome.

Halil.

What is this? Who is this?

I can't tell you how much I miss you.

It's been years.

You're still very charismatic.

You're still so handsome.

I can't believe it.

Thanks.

Aunt Songül.

Gözde.

I can't tell you how much I miss you.

You can't believe how much I miss you.

What a nice surprise.

Well, Gözde.

This is my beloved wife Zeynep.

What?

You got married?

Why didn't you tell me?

Nice to meet you. My name is Gözde.

It was so sudden.

Mrs. Tulay is Zeynep's mother.

Hello, this is Gözde.

-Welcome. -Thanks.

Her younger sister Merve.

Nice to meet you.

-Welcome. -Thanks.

Zeynep has just been discharged.

We need to rest. We're going to our room.

Yes, sure. I'm not a stranger.

Take your time.

I hope nothing bad happened.

Anyway.

We can talk later, right?

Let's go.

Aunt Songül. Where is Gülhan?

Gülhan was in the hospital.

She was discharged but went for a walk with her husband.

If she knew you were coming, she would have come earlier.

Why did you all go to the hospital together?

You'll tell me later.

I hope there's nothing wrong with Gulhan.

No, on the contrary, it's good news.

Gülhan is expecting a baby.

What?

If I had known, I would have brought the baby a gift from the US.

It's okay. You didn't know.

Right?

I didn't know about anything anyway.

So you've seen everything in the US.

Absolutely, Halil.

I traveled all over the US.

What a big luck. The US and everything.

Good appetite. I'm sorry I'm late.

Why did you travel for so long, my dear?

I miss you so much.

I was coming to see you, but you were sleeping.

Halil.

Enough traveling.

Take a break.

I can't get enough of her. I miss her.

You can travel later.

However you want, my sultan.

Come on, dear.

Thank you.

I am very happy to be with you at a crowded table.

And so are we.

We spent a lot of time together, good and bad.

We made so many memories.

What brings you here after all this time?

My longing for my loved ones.

Longing, Halil.

Gözde.

How long do you plan to stay here?

I don't plan on going back.

I'm back for good.

Your father?

Will he come here?

No.

He will continue to live in the US.

I came back alone.

I'll open a psychology clinic here.

I'll take care of the farm, it's so neglected.

In the meantime...

I will have to stay in a hotel.

No, you don't have to.

You'll stay here with us until the renovations are finished.

It's good for me to spend time with you.

What do you mean?

Do you have a problem?

No, I mean reminisce about the old days.

We'll fulfill our longing.

My sister is right.

You can stay here as long as you like.

Thank you very much for this kind offer.

I'm not going to say no.

I'd be happy to stay here.

Even I can't look Halil in the eye this much.

What a reckless girl!

You've obviously known each other for a long time.

How do you know each other?

Gözde is very precious to us.

So is her father.

They helped us a lot during a difficult time.

We were just little kids when we met.

We grew up together.

They really helped us during a difficult time.

We cannot thank both Gözde and Uncle Muzaffer enough.

Come on, Gülhan.

I'm shy, you know.

It's much more than that.

I heard you're expecting a baby, Gülhan.

I didn't know that.

If I had known, I would have brought a gift from the US.

Thank you so much.

It's nice of you to say that.

That's very kind of you.

Do you miss the food of your hometown?

So much!

How can you get such good seasoned rice in the US?

It's delicious!

There are also artichokes with olive oil.

You must eat it.

It will be too much, but...

You're right.

I'll have some.

Let me serve it.

Thank you.

Halil.

You haven't forgotten that I like appetizers like you.

Halil likes tarhana soup the most.

And halva.

Yes, I like tarhana soup.

But only if you make it.

Good appetite.

Why has this sinister woman come?

And she says she's going to live here!

How nice it will be to be together every day!

She must have come because she found out they got married.

I should have guessed it.

You made me a promise.

I thought Halil was supposed to be mine.

Hello.

There is a letter for lawyer Muammer Sezer.

He's my father.

-Here it is. -Thank you.

Did Uncle Ihsan send this?

It may be important.

I'll open it before dad comes.

It turned out that Songül was the one who stole the necklace in Aslanli Mansion.

She was the one who put the blame on me.

I spoke to Songül, but she refused to confess.

Show everyone the true colors of Songül who ruined my life.

Get me out of here as soon as possible.

I know everything.

Uncle Ihsan sent a letter to my father.

You were the one who stole the necklace.

You thief!

Don't do anything crazy, we'll all be ruined.

You'll be ruined, not us.

I've learned everything.

Everyone will learn the truth.

Gözde, my dear.

I know you love Halil.

If you forget this letter, Halil will be yours. I promise.

As his aunt, I will do whatever I can to make Halil marry you.

Please keep this a secret between us.

If you keep quiet, you will be Halil's wife in the future.

But if you want to tell everything to your father...

...Ihsan will get out of prison, take his children and leave.

So you'll never see Halil again.

You...

You made me a promise.

And you broke your promise.

Gözde.

If you listen to me, you'll understand everything.

Nothing happened the way you thought it would.

-A lot of difficulties... -Aunt Songül, shut up.

Shut up.

I've had enough of your lies.

You're not dealing with 14-year-old Gözde anymore.

I don't believe your lies.

Halil will be mine.

The man I love will be mine.

Nothing can stand in the way of that.

Neither the depths of the oceans can frighten me, nor the peaks of steep mountains.

That Gözde annoyed me actually.

Forget about Gözde.

You came back to the fold.

You made a promise to Halil at the hospital.

You have to keep that promise.

You said that some feelings stay with you...

...even when you are under the ground.

Are those feelings written in the notebook?

I did it.

Maybe he saw what was written there.

What I write in the notebook is no different from what I write in the coffin.

After all that has happened, he has a right to know what I wrote.

And then there's this.

My love for him and his devotion to his father's will.

The Halil you are in love with...

...is the Halil who continues to stay married to you to fulfill his promise to his father.

But what matters is who you are in Halil's eyes, Zeynep.

We still have good days to live together.

I know that.

It's so cold.

I'm so cold.

-It's cold. -Thanks.

Even if you continue to be married to me because of your father's will...

...I have loved you profitless.

I've always loved you.

I loved you a lot.

And I still love you.

Will what is written in this notebook open a new page for us?

Will it bring us together again when we thought it was all over?

Halil is mine.

I will separate them at any cost.

You'll help me, Aunt Songül.