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♪ La la la la la

♪ La la la la la

♪ I am

♪ Suited up

♪ Looking good

♪ Feeling fine

♪ I'm so fly yeah

♪ Suit it up

Marvin!

Guess who got herself a job?

Woo

Me se mwa, I'm gonna make eggplant parm,

bon appetite, oh!

Oh, oh, oh.

Oh my God.

Jor, Jordan,

Molly.

Hey

Wait, you two know each other.

Oh, not like that.

Yeah. Wait, what, what do you mean?

Do you two

Oh, Ew.

Ew. No way.

Hey, I am right here.

Could you not

be here?

Can you and you're eggplant, give us a minute.

Yes, I, yeah, I, I'm sorry.

Oh my God.

Hey

So you got a job.

Yeah, I did not think those flyers would work.

But Cabbage Town really paid off.

You're looking at the new nanny slash tutor

of six year old Daylight and ten year old Rosco.

And you're excited for that.

Ah, it's a start.

Thank you so much.

Hey, I never would've done it without you.

I am so proud.

So Jordan, hey, I thought he was working

for Elle, he can't still be her assistant,

cuz that would

It's a side hustle.

I've been his client for almost a year now.

Wow.

Jordan is great, but I have a surprise for you.

I know you, you thought dating apps were gonna give you

anxiety and you didn't really wanna do them.

But I just thought you might wanna know that.

I don't think you need Jordan anymore.

Cuz you are cleaning up on Penis Uber

Puber, Puber, Puber.

Anyway.

Who is that?

It's you, very popular I might add

That is fucked.

Like good fucked.

Bad, bad fucked.

No, no, no.

I, I set you to bi because

I didn't ask and it's none of my business

but you got options.

None of this is your business.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

What? No, I, I was just helping you get

a real relationship, you're not paying for

cuz you're, you're so much better than that.

You're not my fucking mom.

I'm, I'm not trying to be your mom.

I'm, I'm trying to help.

Cuz you, you said it was hard to get back on the horse

after the accident and, and you helped me get the job.

I was trying to help.

I never asked for your help.

I know.

And, and by the way, Jordan is a professional cuddler.

That is what I hire him to do.

Okay. We don't fuck, we don't kiss.

We're not even in a relationship.

Oh my God.

And even if we did, why the fuck do you care?

I, I don't, I don't care.

Honestly Marvin.

It's called intimacy training.

Okay.

That's where I'm at, okay?

Yeah.

And I have no problem paying for that service from someone

because it actually helps me inch closer to being able to

to get to a more physical place.

Okay. I

But, I'm not there yet.

Marvin. I, I wasn't, it was an honest mistake.

I am able to make that decision myself

Of, of course, of course you are Marvin.

I, I honestly, I was just trying to

Take it down!

I will, I promise.

Marvin, please say.

Marvin, you don't have to leave.

I, I'm so

sorry.

Fuck, fuck.

DJ Carnell.

Oh my God.

Oh, she's here.

Hello, Hello

Hey babe, you wanna get some glasses?

Yes.

Thanks for the clothes.

Oh, do you still drink?

Yeah. Yeah.

Alright

here we go.

It is my favorite Livingston Pinot baco shard.

Oh, Hunter, your hair

DJ Carnell representing.

Oh mom don't say representing.

Okay, so I'm gonna get outta your hair.

My fingers are itching.

I'm gonna go play some chillax vibes for you ladies.

And if you need anything Elle

any refills, towels, anything, just holler.

Pew pew pew pew

Pew pew pew pew

You two seem really happy.

We are.

It is so good to see you.

I've missed you.

If I had known that you were trapped in a cult

There were several attempts to rescue me

but you know me and I get focus on something.

We've all had our moments.

I am.

I am sorry though.

I know that you and I haven't always been great

with talking about, you know

Feelings. No

Exactly.

The wellness center, the cult

was an answer to the search

and I was feeling really alone.

And you know my hormones were going haywire

but that's so not the reason.

Wait, why?

Oh my God, are you pregnant?

Um

No, no.

I was pregnant.

It was an accident, obviously.

Why didn't you tell me?

You were somewhere in Europe.

So I made the decision.

I was a mess. I didn't, I didn't even know who's it was

but I knew that I didn't want a baby.

No of, of course.

What for, for sure.

Just like filling a cavity.

What?

Did you think about it at all?

Pardon?

I believe in the right to choose.

I absolutely do.

But if you didn't even have the time to tell me

I can't help, but wonder if you gave it any thought

We weren't talking and then you were on tour.

Of course I thought about it.

I am 33.

I made the decision

because there's no way that I could have a child.

No, no.

As I said, your choice

Is it though, because you're making me feel.

You seem to have a lot of opinions on that.

What do you want from me now? You want pity?

We have to stand in our decisions, Elle.

I did stand in my decision,

finally.

Excuse me.

I just, I really need to get some air.

Elle.

Have you ever tried, Nick?

Come on, come on.

Okay.

Otherwise known as the wheels of steel.

It's not too difficult.

I'm sorry.

Did I know? I said cult.

I said cult.

- Hunter, It's fine - I'm sorry.

It's fine.

Geez.

Well, let's forget it happened.

I need you to drop a beat right now.

Okay.

You are officially gonna be my Sue DJ.

Yes.

132 beasts per minute of power.

I love that.

Hey, so

I heard you, you've had a bit of a hard

minute this year, huh?

- Yeah, - Yeah

Yeah.

I mean, I get it. It kind of makes it hard

for you to hear your own thoughts sometimes

especially with the headphones on.

Cause you, you like to just march to

the beat of your own drum

Like sing to our own lyrics.

Ah, exactly.

That's right.

Yeah. Like

Okay, when I was seven I

I absolutely loved wearing this blue spandex leotard.

And, and when I wore it

I felt like, I felt like a superhero.

Mm

But like my own superhero, you know

like my own brand of like super magic.

Yeah. But you know, my older brother, he

he didn't like what I wore.

He said my little spandex outfit was stupid

and I couldn't hang out with his friends.

So then I stopped, years later

I found a photo of me in the, in the blue spandex suit.

And yeah, it was weird

cuz I was looking at it and I saw it.

I was like holy smokes.

Because I know that soul.

And I was looking at it and it was like

my soul sparkle was just staring

at me from this little spandex wrapped head.

And he was just saying like

Hey Hunter,

it's me.

Mm

You can do anything.

You know?

So I need to be honest.

I don't know what I'm doing day to day.

But I do know that every single day I need to

find ways to channel that little blue angel.

You know

It's not important.

But a blue angel is like, it's like when you fart in a fire.

Yes

Yes.

I want you to go fart into a fire.

Be your spandex covered self.

Because Elle that is where the magic is.

I'm not gonna lie to you. That is exactly where the magic is

because I needed to find that guy.

So you're saying that I should

No, no

No

Elle no should.

You need to find that seven year old you.

Okay?

You need to find out where and how, that you play.

Because all the decisions in life that you make

are gonna be the best decisions you ever make.

And if it doesn't work out, I mean you know

you learn from it and you move forward.

And while you're at it, you become a

really Popular DJ.

And as such DJ

Je M'appelle.

Oh, you have to stay, so I don't break your shit.

Pew pew pew

Yeah okay, but will she play music?

Hey Marvin.

Hi Molly.

This is Dr. Brown.

Oh, hi.

Got some good news.

We had a cancellation this week

so we can bump up your surgery date.

Oh

Why don't you come in for a pre-screen chat

and we can go for the next steps.

Um

You can bring someone with you, if you want.

Okay. Thanks.

What are you doing?

I just found these old photos.

Oh, let me see.

Oh. Oh, look at you.

Oh, do you remember this trip?

No.

Ah, yeah,

Elle I have

I have let you down.

I am so sorry.

Forgive me?

Yeah, no, of course.

I'm sorry.

Can, can you forgive me?

There is absolutely nothing to forgive.

I love you.

That is the bottom line.

And that means fully loving you.

Even when I might have a different take

on something that you choose.

The truth is

when I was in the same position that you were in.

I chose to have the baby, even though I wasn't ready

and seeing how smart

and beautiful

and wild you are.

I am so glad that I made that choice.

It's hard not to project my feelings onto you

but I haven't always seen you.

And I am sorry that I wasn't there

for you when you probably could have really used a mom.

But how do I parent an adult?

That's new.

I'm still learning.

Shocking yes.

Your dad was always so much better at this stuff than I am.

Yeah.

Hey

♪ Lived a lot of things to sing ♪

It is time for a new chapter.

Whatever is next.

You are staying with us until you figure it out.

Okay?

Okay.

Thank you Mom, thank you.

You're still my baby.

Yeah.

♪ We got high

♪ We watched the sun fall from the sky ♪

♪ We ran so fast

♪ It felt like we were fine

♪ We ran to the edge of the world ♪

♪ We run to the edge of the world ♪