All language subtitles for Doc s01e07 Secrets and Lies.eng

[Amy]: Previously on Doc...

- Dr. Larsen has no recollection
of the last 8 years.

- Babe, what's wrong?
- We're not together anymore.

- What?
- We got divorced.

- I am retaking the Boards?

- None of this would even be
happening

if it weren't for
your brilliant track record.

- These are splinter
hemorrhages.

You didn't notice
her fingernails?

- Somebody's gotta tell me
what I did to her.

- Her second week
as a med student

you told her she shouldn't
be a doctor.

- Did you know
that Jake and I were together?

- The pathologist
didn't catch the problem,

but if Dr. Larsen
ever remembers...

- Then make sure she fails.

[video game beeping]

- Lucas, please put your phone
away, clear the table.

- In a minute.

- I've asked you three times.

[game beeping]
- Did you hear me?

Bring the dishes
to the sink, please.

[loud thud]

[exhales]

- You're trying to upset
me on purpose.

You hate me.
- No, Lucas. I love you.

In this family,
everyone contributes, okay?

So just hand me the plates.

Please.

[sombre music]

[glass shattering]

- Okay.

- You happy now? Hm?

[plate shattering]

I'm clearing the table

just like you asked!

- What are you gonna do,
hit someone?

- Hey, everyone,
stop this!

Now! Stop!

[tense music]

- Lucas.

[quietly]: Hey,
we've talked about this.

We can't have these tantrums.

- I know.

I know.
Yeah.

- I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.
- Okay.

[sombre music]

Hey.

[classical music swells]

- 58-year-old male
presents with severe back pain,

pack-a-day smoker,

distended belly,
tachy, BP 190 over 121.

- Aortic abdominal aneurysm.

Uh, CTA to confirm.

- Treatment?

- Surgical graft before
it ruptures.

- Oh, come on, you gotta start
with the medication first.

Surgeons are always
too aggressive.

First, do no harm, remember?

- Do you know it doesn't even
say that in our oath?

- Yes, it does.
- No, it doesn't.

- Of course it does.

- "I swear to fulfill,

to the best of my ability

and judgment,"

although nobody seems to trust

my judgment lately,

"this covenant,

I will respect the hard-won
scientific gains

of the physicians in whose
steps I walk. And I-"

- What, did you memorize
the whole thing?

- Yes.

- You know, you don't need to
know that for the Boards.

- No, but I like to show off.

"... and gladly share such
knowledge as may be mine

with those who are
to follow me."

[elevator dings]

- Hey.
- Hi.

How are you?
- Good.

Yeah, you?
- Yeah, good. Yeah.

- Oh, um, I spoke with
Katie this morning.

- Oh.
- Yeah. Big dissertation

on the monuments.

- You know, apparently,

the Jefferson's a hypocrisy

and the Washington's
a phallus, so...

[Amy chuckles]
She's okay with Lincoln.

For now.

- She's in D.C.?
- Yeah.

Debate tournament
with her school.

- Uh, she's a junior,
so it's, it's a big deal.

- Very cool.

[elevator dings]

- Well, this is my stop.
Um...

Oh, I was thinking
I'll pick Katie up

at the airport, early dinner
and then drop her

back at your place?
- Yeah, yeah, sure.

- Great.

[laughs]

- You don't want to get caught,

you better get rid
of that smile.

[both chuckling]

[man]: For you-
- Uh-huh.

Prince, Dirty Mind-
- Okay.

Controversy, 1999,
Purple Rain.

- All right, all right.
I know when I'm beat.

You are officially
the Purple One's #1 fan.

- I object.

Who do you think told him about
the guy? He had no clue.

- We have tickets
for the Paisley Park tour.

Should we cancel?

- We didn't cancel
the World Cup in '06

when I was nearly
in labour with you.

- He was almost born
in the stands.

- I'm afraid this time
the tour is gonna have to wait.

Do you drink,
Mr. Llewelyn?

- The occasional pint.

- And the occasional scotch
in the pub

I'm not supposed
to know about.

- Ah, Jeez.
Right, who snitched?

- Why are you asking
about alcohol?

Is there a problem
with his liver?

- The tests on his pancreatic
function came back abnormal

plus the concerning
respiratory issues.

Dr. Coleman?

[Coleman]: Abdomen CT
with contrast

and start an insulin drip,

check sugars hourly,
and get an MRCP.

- Exactly. I'll tell you what,
once you heal,

you can hit up the Electric
Fetus for some vinyl.

I hear Prince practically
lived there.

- Excellent idea.

- Sorry I'm late.

I'm not the hall monitor.

Besides, I'm surprised
Richard put us together

after what happened
the last time.

- Could be he expects you
to report all my mistakes.

- Paranoid.

- Look, it's no secret
how you feel about me,

and Richard's never
wanted me here.

- Well, I don't play politics,

and I'm not looking to cause
you any problems.

[indistinct chatter]

[dark music]

[exhales happily]

- I can't believe it.

Sonya Maitra.
It's been forever.

And you're my doctor today?

I guess this is a little
awkward.

We used to date.

- Oh.
[man chuckles]

- But that was what,
like, five years ago?

- Right.

- Okay, so, looks
like persistent nausea,

poor appetite,
and fatigue?

- Yeah, I just got back
from India two weeks ago.

[voices become muffled]
- Mm-hm.

- Probably something
I caught there.

[Amy]: When did the symptoms
start?

[voices fade]

[tense music]

Bloodwork and imaging.

[voices resume normally]
Do you agree, Dr. Maitra?

- Uh, CBC, Chem 20, antigen,
antibody and endoscopy?

- Yes.
Absolutely.

[phone ringing]

Oh!
- Whoa! Whoa, whoa!

- Sorry I-
- You, okay?

- Yeah, uh,
where is Dr. Miller?

- Uh, you know,
I haven't seen him.

I don't think anyone has.

Why, do you need something?

- I'm good.
Forget it.

- You sure?
- Yeah.

[indistinct chatter]

[tense music continues]

[phone ringing]

[voicemail]: Dr. Richard Miller.
[beep]

- Dr. Miller, if you can please
call me back.

I need to discuss
something with you.

It's time sensitive.

[birds chirping]

- Micah wants to fight me now
and Seth hides.

- Mom flinches
when I come in the room.

- That's not true, Buddy.

We're all just concerned
for you.

- How do you think
it's going with therapy?

- Okay, I guess.

- But they say the medication
should be helping and, uh...

- That can take
some time to smooth out.

[soft music]

[inhales]

- She wants to send me away, huh?

- She wants you to get
the help you need.

And so, do I.

We just...

we disagree on
how to do that.

Buddy, hey.

I'm a doctor.

Right?
- Yeah.

- We got this.

[indistinct hospital chatter]

[upbeat music]

- Okay, so everyone else
is pretty intimidated by her

but I respect how she is,
and it's still a man's world.

- Oh, come on!
- You know what it means

to be Chief of a department
in a major private hospital?

Plus, she lost her son
a couple of years ago.

- There we go.
See? You're a softie.

- Pfft. Hardly.

- I see that smile.

[both laughing]

It looks really good on you.

- Okay, you know what
I'm really pissed about?

- What?
- Well, I'm gonna have to admit

to my mother that she was
right to set us up.

- Well, if you want,
we can just blame my mother.

[chuckles]

- EHR patient orders
are incomplete.

- You want
an upper GI endoscopy?

Typing "endo"
won't cut it.

[sighs]

- That it?
- Your labs came back.

- Your patient is negative
for HIV, Hepatitis, SARS and EBV

but Amy is suggesting a liver
ultrasound and UBT to rule out

ulcer and guaiac
for GI bleed.

She can't order them.
You have to.

[muffled hospital announcement]

She's still a really
good doctor, you know.

- Everyone knows, Julie.

[tense music builds]

- What's going on?
You're scaring me.

- I...

sorry, I just thought
it'd be better

if we spoke privately first.

- So, you know
what's wrong with him?

- Your husband
has Cystic Fibrosis.

- What? How bad is that?

- His body is creating
a faulty protein

that affects tissues,
cells, glands and...

depending on the severity
of his disease,

it could affect his lungs,
pancreas, liver, kidney

and digestive functions.

- So, what do we do?
Is there a cure?

- No.
No cure,

but there are a wide
variety of treatments.

- I don't believe it.

- It does normally present
itself in early childhood.

Now, most countries
do test for it at birth,

but England didn't make it
a national standard until 2007.

- So, my son wouldn't
have been tested.

[Jake]: No. And it is genetic.

But we have very good reason
to believe that

Oliver is not Cary's son.

- Why would you say that?

- Infertility is almost always
an issue with CF patients.

- And if you'd gone to
the fertility clinic,

the doctors would've
diagnosed Cary.

[tense music]

- Our marriage had problems.

We split for awhile.

Then, after we reconciled,
I found out I was pregnant.

- For the longest time,
I didn't know which man.

- We're not judging you,
Alexis.

- Feels like he is.

- Not my place at all,
Ma'am.

- The thing is, we're gonna have
to tell your husband

everything that
we just told you.

- No! Please. Just not
that part. Not now.

- Well, what do you think's
gonna happen once

Cary and Oliver start
Googling this?

- I get it, but I just-
I need a little time.

- I can't lie to your husband.

- I can tell them
to stay off their phones,

let the doctors work.

It's already a lot to handle.

Does he really need this, too?

Please.

- Hey, take a look at this.

- Skin rash, fever,
arthralgia, abdominal pain,

nausea, and jaundice.

I think he does have
Hepatitis B.

- The surface antigen
was negative.

- But all his symptoms line up.

And take a look at this rash.

- I know this is a strange time
to bring this up,

but, um...

I'd really love to catch up
with you

when I'm feeling better,
Sonya.

You know, for old times' sake.

[tense music]

[sighs]

- It could also be autoimmune.

I'll run DNA
and viral load tests.

You can continue
your physical exam,

but I think we know
what we have to do now.

[tense music swells]

[muffled screaming]

[Amy]: Sonya?

Did he do something
to you?

Did he hurt you?

- It was a bad breakup.
He was a jerk.

That's all.
I'm fine.

[Gina]: My advice
has not changed.

Your son has bipolar
and schizotypal disorders.

He needs inpatient
behavioural therapy.

You and Victoria simply aren't
equipped to deal with this.

- She called you,
didn't she?

- Is her account of things
different than yours?

- He has tantrums.

- Little boys have tantrums.

Your son is a grown man
in a grown man's body.

- So, what, the only solution

is to send him off
to Cuckoo's Nest?

- Okay, forget Lucas
for a second.

What is this doing
to your family?

To your boys?

What is it like for them

living in a house like this?

- Will you consult with him
again?

Maybe you'll see
something different?

- Bring him in.

[sad music]

[breathing shakily]

[wincing]

[camera shutter clicks]
[sobbing]

[whimpering]

[camera shutter clicks]

[sobbing]

[mobile phone rings]

- Hello.

[Amy]: Hey, listen,
we've gotta move fast.

Ravi's viral load's
off the chart.

He has Fulminant Hepatitis

and his liver's failing.

Labs, imaging, paths confirmed.

- So, he's in the window,
testing negative

when he's extremely
contagious.

- He needs Beta Interferon
and Tenofovir.

- I know that, Amy.

- Well, can you call the nurses
station with a verbal order?

He's cratering.

- Where are you?
I'm in the bathroom.

I'll be right out.

[sighs]

[Jake]: Cary, you're having
an allergic reaction

to insulin with fluctuating
glucose,

and your body is having
a hard time making enzymes

to convert food into fuel.

- Your lungs are filling
with fluid.

That's why it's getting harder
for you to breathe.

I'm afraid you're gonna need
a new pancreas, Cary.

- You mean a transplant?

How does that work?

Or does he have
to get on some list?

We're not even citizens here.

- That won't be a factor.

- Oliver, I said,
don't with the phones.

The doctors are right here.

- We've already listed
him with UNOS.

So, hopefully, we won't
have to wait long.

- Maybe we don't have
to wait at all.

Can I donate part of
my pancreas?

It says here you can do
a partial transplant

if there's enough of
a genetic match.

- That's a rarely used option

and not a good idea.

[Jake]: And your dad needs
a whole new pancreas,

but we can treat him
while he waits.

- His parents are gone.
I'm his only blood relative.

So, if there's anything else
you need from me,

I'll do whatever it takes.

- I'm sorry, man,
I don't like this.

- Yeah, I don't like it, either,

but our job is to treat
the patient's disease.

His infertility,
that's irrelevant right now.

- It won't be when he finds out.

- What's the most important
thing to this man?

- His family.

- Right. And now that he needs
a transplant,

is it better or worse
for his stress levels

if his family implodes?
- So, we keep lying to him,

and his son and hope they don't
figure it out.

- Just focus on the medicine,
TJ.

She'll tell him when
she thinks he can handle it.

[tense music]

- Oh, hi Richard.

- Hi.

Um...

Gina's helping me with...

it's Lucas.

He's been developing
some behavioural issues

over the past couple of years.

- I'm so sorry to hear that.

- Would you like to come
back in to discuss?

- Um, no, I'll call you later.

Thank you.

Come on, Lucas.
I'll take you home.

[Amy]: Everything in my bones

tells me that there
is something wrong

here, but she denies
it so...

I mean,
what am I supposed to do?

- I'm guessing you haven't
talked to Richard about it?

- And say what?

Oh, I think this guy assaulted
Sonya,

but she says she's fine.

Everyone's gonna think
I'm impulsive and crazy,

or that I'm trying
to screw with Sonya,

and I'm already
on thin ice as it is.

- Okay, tell me what's going on
behaviorally between them.

[speaker]: Paging Dr. Maitra
to Nurses' Station two.

Paging Dr. Maitra.

[sombre music]

[beep]

Paging Dr. Maitra

to Nurses' Station two.

[shaky breathing]

Paging Dr. Maitra,
Nurses' Station two.

I've got your Interferon
and Zofran for Ravi Dhar.

What's with you today?
Nobody can find you anywhere.

[equipment beeping steadily]

[Ravi groans]

[sighs]

- You know, um, I'm really glad
to see that you

still care for me, Sonya.

You felt so distant at first.

I guess it is a little
awkward that we dated.

- We didn't date, Ravi.

- I don't understand
why you would say that.

- In his mind, he didn't do
anything wrong.

- So, he just grabs her hand?

- It's a way to dominate her.

Again.

- Oh my God.

- She shouldn't be treating him.

Amy, she shouldn't be
anywhere near him.

- I mean, come on, Sonya.
What did I ever do to you?

- You know.

[chuckles]
- Do I?

- You raped me.

[object clatters]

- Is that really the story
you're telling yourself?

'Cause you and I both know
what happened that night.

You wanted it, and you got it.

And you woke up
the next morning

feeling like a little
slut with your mother's voice

inside your head...

So, you make up this story
that I forced you.

Look, come on, Sonya.

We both know that
you were gagging for it.

[muffled screams]

[exhales]

The real question is

why didn't you want to go
for a round two?

[squirting]

[gagging]

[gagging]

[tense music]

[gagging]

- Sonya, what's going on?

[gagging]

Sonya! Snap out of it!
What did you give him?

- Air into the port.

- You injected air
into his central line?

- Oh my God.

[rapid beeping]

[gasping]

What are you-
- You're gonna help me fix this

or I'm gonna call a code.

Is that what you want?
- No.

[alarms sounding]

[breathing unsteadily]

Found it! Circulating
right ventricle,

heading towards
pulmonary arteries.

- Bag him.

- He's still hypotensive.

He's gonna code.

- Here, cranking the oxygen

should help shrink the bubbles.

- Monitors show cardiac
and respiratory distress.

- Um, can you get me
an airway cart and vent,

100 Fentanyl, 25 Propofol,
and 75 Sux?

[beeping and alarms continue]

There.

There, there's another one.

[beeping slows]

He's stabilized.

You need to get out
of this room right now!

[stable beeping continues]

[sobbing]

[heavy breathing]

You want to explain?

- He kept baiting me
and then,

it was like I was...
wasn't even in my body.

- I asked you! I gave you
a chance to explain

what was really going on!
- I know.

I tried to contact Richard,
but, I don't even-

whatever happens,
I won't involve you.

- Are you kidding me?
I'm already involved!

- I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.
- You're a doctor.

You took an oath.

[Sonya]: How's he doing?
[Amy]: Stable for now.

You'd better hope he wakes up
and doesn't have any

neurological deficits.

- Sonya, you were looking
for me earlier?

- Oh, I was thinking I might
need to leave early,

family thing but
it worked itself out.

- Okay, good.

Uh, read the charts,
saw you had a hypoxic episode

with a patient, Ravi Dhar.

Run it down, please.

- Ah, yeah, loss of ability
to protect airway

from hepatic encephalitis.

Waiting for chest CT.

- He has liver failure,
initial labs for Hep B.

came back negative,

but then the viral load
was overburdened.

- Serological gap.

Good catch.

Okay, we'll continue
with the Interferon

and oral Tenofovir.

- Right.
Of course.

- All right. I'm gonna catch up
on some charting.

[Sonya exhales]

- So, you're not gonna
report me?

- I haven't decided
anything yet.

- Then what now?

- Call shift's over.

Check out and go home.

See how he's doing
in the morning.

- Okay. Sonya,

stay away from him.

[tense music]

[door closes]

[equipment beeping]

- I know you're nervous,

but you're fortunate we found

such a good match so fast.

And our surgeons
are the best, okay?

You're just lucky this
didn't happen in Manchester.

- Now that's a low blow, mate.

Land of the free,
home of the brave.

- Hey, have you seen my family?

How are they doing?
- They're good.

Hangin' in there.

- You tell 'em I love 'em, yeah?

- They know, but I will.

[sombre music]

- Yeah, and the thing that's
so crazy about debating is

that you can argue,
like,

just as strongly
about either side,

and you'll get just
as fired up

for either position
that you're taking.

- So, what else did you do?
Did you go out?

- Uh, nothing crazy.

I was careful,
I stayed with the group.

- What do you mean "careful?"
Did something happen?

- Just a couple of frat guys
wouldn't leave us alone.

But we handled it.

- We should talk about
what you'd do

when you don't feel safe.

- I know the score, Mom.

- Don't accept a drink
from anybody.

- Only walk at night in a group

and slide your keys in between
your fingers

to make a weapon.

- What about if you were
in a situation

with someone that you knew?

Like at a party or...

- You mean, like, date rape?

- Yeah.

- We already talked about
this last year.

- Oh.

Uh, well, do-

do you feel prepared?

- I do, Mom. You were actually
really good about it.

- I hate that I have
to teach you this.

- Isn't that your job?

- I just wish that wasn't
the world that we lived in.

- Nothing anybody can do
about it.

[Alexis]: Thank you for not
forcing the issue with us.

I swear, if he makes it
out of the surgery,

I'll come clean
about everything.

- In my experience,

people can forgive
if they're told the truth.

The real truth.
With no excuses.

- Someone hurt you?

- You could say that, yeah.

- Your move, eh, mate?

You pull all-nighters
with all your patients?

- Just the Prince fans.

- Then don't start singing
"I Would Die 4 U."

- Oliver!

- Gallows humour, Mum.

You know Dad would be jokin'
10 times worse

if it were you under
the knife.

[TJ]: Well, I have
some good news.

He came through surgery
and he's in stable condition.

[gasps in delight]

- Can't thank you enough, mate.

[gentle music]

[music fades]

[sighs]

[phone buzzes]

- Hey.

[Amy]: How are you holding up?

- Uh, I would say this is
the second worst

night of my life.

[Amy]: I checked in
with the hospital.

The neuro exam came back
normal,

and the meds are working.

He is gonna be fine.

- Well, that's good.

For you.

- Did you get any help, Sonya?

Did you ever talk to anybody?

- No.

I should have.
Obviously.

I told my mother.

She said to sweep
it under the rug.

Ravi is the son of my father's
business partner.

She was just trying
to protect our family.

- Oh my God, I-

- I am going to turn myself in.

- Uh, wait-

- Yeah, this could
end your career.

It could even be criminal
if you don't report me,

and I can't let you
take that on.

- I never should have let you
back in that room, Sonya.

I knew!

So, some of this is on me!

- Why would you risk
yourself like this?

- Because you're not
the one who needs to pay.

He is.

[tense music]

How is he, today?

- Mildly sedated,
but stabilized,

and neuro checks
are normal.

Where's Dr. Maitra?

- Attending a patient in 615.

She needs your help, actually.

- You know you
can't treat the patient.

- Yes, Julie, I am aware.

She'll be here in a minute.

[door opens]

[stable beeping]

[click]

[suspenseful music]

[Sonya]: Even if we find
someone,

we can't just have her
come to the hospital

and ask if she was
sexually assaulted.

- We don't have to.

Reporting Hepatitis B exposure

is a public health issue.

Which is also how
we're gonna get him.

Hep B. has specific DNA
genotypic patterns,

so if he gave it to someone,
we can prove it.

- It's Hepatitis B and
it's possible you got it

from another one
of our patients.

- How could you possibly
know that?

- The disease is transmitted
through fluids,

and we found
your name on his phone.

We could tell you'd had...
sexual contact.

- A patient?

- We're not permitted
to say who.

[scoffs]

- What a piece of...

- Was it non-consensual?

He took you to dinner,
nice place but not too nice.

Pulled back your chair,
opened doors.

A perfect gentleman.

- How do you know that?

- Five years ago, he took a
piece of me I'll never get back.

Start by saying his name.

- Uh.

His name?

His name is Ravi Dhar.

And what did he do to you?

[sighs]

'Cause he raped me.

- He, um, yeah.

He raped me.

- I am so sorry, Emily.

If I had come forward when
it had happened to me,

you wouldn't be sitting
here now.

- You don't know that.

- I know if we don't stop
Ravi Dhar today,

he's just gonna do it
to someone else.

And I don't want you to have
to live with that

the way I do now.

- Is that why you brought
me here?

So, you can get me to
press charges?

So, I can get shamed and blamed?
Only this time in public?

- I know you want to hide,
pretend it never happened.

But, trust me, no matter
how hard you try,

it won't go away.

- I can't.

I can't do it.

- Yes, you can.

Because I will be
there with you.

And if we come out,

others will follow.

I'm sure of it.

[gentle music]

Please, Emily.
Trust me.

[tense music]

[breathing rapidly]

- What are her bleeding
risk factors?

- Um. I forgot to ask.

- If she just had major surgery,

blood thinners could kill her.

- Sorry.
I'll do better-

- Sonya, do you want to be here?

When somebody is this
blatantly negligent,

it usually means
they're trying to fail.

Why don't you take
the rest of the day off?

And consider that not
everybody's meant

to be a doctor.

You ready?

- Yes.

- The HBV/DNA genotype run
by our lab proves our patient,

Ravi Dhar, infected
this woman, Emily Wagner.

And we have photos
of her bruising.

[Richard]: We're bringing this
to you because the police

need to be called,

and obviously this is a very
sensitive situation

since we'll be turning in one
of our own patients.

[Michael inhales sharply]

- How did you even
find this woman?

- I knew him.

He did the same thing
to me five years ago.

[plastic crinkling]

For chain-of-custody purposes,

I'm handing over
my own rape kit

so you can deliver it
to law enforcement.

I followed SAE protocol

and used the pathology freezers
for storage.

- You saved it all this time?

- I thought some day
I might come forward...

if I had the support.

- And so, you
and Ms. Wagner

are both ready
to press charges?

- No more hiding.

- Well, I can't believe you
managed to-

I mean, you treated this man,

you diagnosed him,
you saved his life.

- She's very brave.

[uplifting gentle music]

- So, I heard you withheld
the information

from me to give her time
to come clean.

- Yeah, we figured you'd rather
hear it from her than from us.

- Sort of a double whammy
though, isn't it?

Incurable disease plus this.

- I'm sorry, Cary.

I'm pretty sure you're pissed

at just about everyone
right now.

- I was having trouble in bed,

and I just stopped touching her.

She took it as I didn't want
her anymore,

and I let her believe it.

Then she met someone at work.

I saw them together,
I just knew.

- And you didn't say anything?

- And say what?

That she'd found a guy who
could give her what I couldn't?

I got some help,
and Alexis came back.

When we found out
she was pregnant,

I couldn't be sure,
but I never asked.

I never really wanted
to know.

And now here it comes
slammin' me in the face

and after all these years
suspecting,

I've got no clue
how to deal with it.

- I had problems with infidelity
in my marriage, and...

it's, it's brutal.

It is.

But Alexis, she's here now,

and willing to take the hits.

And she chose you.

Every day for the past 19 years.

That's what you gotta remember.

[gentle music]

You just need to figure
out how to tell Oliver.

- Oh, well, he's my son
in every way that matters.

Always has been,
always will be.

We'll sort that out.

- Look at all this Prince
stuff I got!

- Yeah, come on.

Let's have a look!

[? Do You Ever ?
by Anna Leone plays]

[Oliver]: I got the last one.

The coat is ace, right?

Take a look at this.

- Son of two cops,
four years in the military.

Guess I'm not so good
with the gray.

[chuckling]

- We gave 'em a chance.
It's the best we can do.

[coughing]

[woman]: Ravi Dhar, you have
the right to remain silent.

Anything you say can and will
be used against you

in a court of law.

You have the right
to an attorney.

If you cannot afford
an attorney,

one will be appointed
for you.

- I don't know how to thank you.

- You need to talk to someone.

Promise me you will
get counseling.

- I've reached out to Gina,

and she referred some support
groups.

And I'm gonna take
some time off.

[gentle music continues]

So, next time I see you,

you'll have passed the Boards
and be a doctor again.

Officially.
[Amy chuckles]

I'm gonna kind of miss
being able to haze you.

[laughs]

? ...I hold your hand ?

? I know you're working
with what you have... ?

- Did you know what she was
dealing with all along?

- No. I just found out
this morning.

? ...with what you've got ?

? But do you ever... ?

- He's packing himself up
and he's okay.

? Hear the waves
crashing down? ?

It's the right thing.

? And as you sway ?

It's the only way.

? With the wind ?

- It's not just that.

? Are you losing... ?

Sonya Maitra was trying
to reach me all day.

She needed my help,

and I wasn't there for her.

I didn't even return her text.

- You were dealing with-

- And she was going
through hell.

Alone.

Because I was
so distracted by...

? I see you struggle... ?

And it wasn't the first time,
Vicky.

A few months ago,
I made a mistake,

and I killed a patient.

? You chase your thoughts ?

? I know you're working... ?

And I'd be finished

if it wasn't for Amy
getting in that car accident.

She figured out what happened.

And now...

She doesn't remember.

? ...crashing down ?

[sniffling]

They made me Chief,

and I don't even deserve
to be a doctor.

- Hey.

You're-

- I'm so sorry.
- No.

- Vicky, I'm so sorry.

[Richard sighs]

I'm so sorry for what
I've put us all through. - It's okay.

[gentle music continues]

[Amy]: I swear to fulfill to the
best of my ability and judgment

this covenant, I will respect
the hard-won scientific gains

of those physicians
in whose steps I walk.

I will respect the privacy of
my patients,

for their problems are not
disclosed to me

that the world may know.

Most especially,
must I tread with care

in matters of life and death.

[man]: You may begin!

[Amy]: This awesome
responsibility must be faced

with great humbleness and
awareness of my own frailty.

Above all, I must
not play at God.

[gentle music]

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