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We should go slowly, step by step.

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Of course.

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- Besides, in here...
- No.

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No way.

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What can I say? I am prefrontal.

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Coming soon. I will wait here
my brother's check.

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Hello. I'm sorry, Aurora
he didn't want to go to school today.

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don't worry,
I know who he inherited from, he used to do the same.

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Yes, but screaming is not good.

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If you had a better idea,
you could do something

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- Are we going? The neurologist is waiting.
- Yes.

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God no...

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No!

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- Do you need anything?
- Yes, a chair, please. what happened

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Translation with A.I. (gemini-2.5),
<b>Synced and corrected: Mannix</b>

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<b>A NEW LIFE</b>
Season 3 Episode 7

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Caro!

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What are you doing here in Milan?
I heard about your visit.

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I wanted to surprise you.
Besides, I wanted to help you.

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No, it's not necessary, don't worry.

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Everything is under control.

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I think even my memories
they will be back soon.

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Take care, dad. The memories
they can hurt, i know what i'm talking about.

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- I would tell them that you have arrived.
- Yes.

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I can't move my legs anymore.

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Raise your legs with your knees bent.

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I can't.

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Have you noticed any worsening recently?

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Yes, it's hard for me to walk
and I get tired immediately.

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Why didn't you tell me?

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How long have you been suffering from
this damage?

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A week, ten days,

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but today more than ever.

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They are stiff, especially the right one.

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Medicines don't keep it under control?

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Yes, but probably
there is an active lesion.

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We need to resonate
magnetic to ensure us.

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Multiple sclerosis can cause

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inflammation of the central nervous system,

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we call them "active lesions".

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It could be what's stopping you from going.

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But with a few days of cortisone therapy,
you should feel better soon.

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Excuse me.

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Agnes?

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I knew it could happen.

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With the medicines you take
and transcranial stimulations,

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your brain is on overload
and created a mind projection.

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- I would call it a "hallucination".
- I prefer to call it "projection".

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Thanks for telling us, Andrea.

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But I think it's better
to interrupt your sessions.

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For the sake of you and your patients,
we can't take risks either.

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What risks?

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Andrea didn't put anyone in danger.

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He had a hallucination.

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This obsessive search for his past
destabilizes it.

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But if it stops now, all the effort
which I have submitted so far will be in vain.

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Enrico?

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It only happened once, it would
it could happen again.

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But medicine is always a balance
between benefits and risks.

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And I think now
the benefits outweigh the risks.

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I say if Andrea feels like it, we can
wait, observe and see what happens.

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If it happens again, we stop.

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It seems good to me. If me
you support i will.

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Okay, keep me posted.

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Don't make me regret it.

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- Do you think that's right?
- Of course.

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Reclaiming your past
it is very important.

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And if Diana Novelli
would she also be a hallucination?

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Why do you think that?

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I don't know, it appeared and then disappeared.

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- But you talked to her.
- I also spoke with Carolina.

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Carolina is your daughter.

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A projection of your mind
it doesn't happen to a stranger.

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Let's find that Diana Novelli and
we prove that not everything is a hallucination.

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how is your brother

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There are no active lesions.

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My brother won't be able to get up.

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He will no longer be able to eat alone.

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He will really have trouble talking.

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And all this will happen
much earlier than we expected.

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We can't do anything with it.

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This is not certain.

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New symptoms, no active lesions,
it means only one thing.

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The multiple sclerosis has become progressive.

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Yes, but doesn't it all seem a bit strange?

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spasticity,
numbness in the lower limbs,

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difficulty walking, fatigue,

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new symptoms in just ten days.

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Now it's progressive,
but it develops very quickly.

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Let me see his therapy plan.

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He switched medications three months ago.

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He should receive
third dose today.

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An immunomodulatory drug.

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A drug that could have reactivated
a latent virus.

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An encephalitis, maybe from the JC virus.

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But it's still inflammation.

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- We would see the lesions on the MRI.
- Not necessarily.

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We will analyze the CSF to be sure.

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It's not a big hope.

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The JC virus is deadly
in most cases.

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Yes, but not in everything.

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GHOSTS

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We need to do more tests.

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You said it would be back to normal
with cortisone therapy.

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It could be more complicated than that.

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Why?

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Will he not be able to walk?
Have we reached this point?

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I'll let you know as soon as I find out.

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Try not to worry too much.

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- Patrizia, doctor Cesconi.
- Hello.

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He just woke up from sedation.

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Patrizia, can I examine you quickly?

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Do you know what day it is today?

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- Thursday?
- Almost, it's Friday.

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You spent the night here
do you remember why

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Because I did this to myself.

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Blood pressure, 170 over 100.

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Excuse me, I came to see my wife.
They told me it was bed 34.

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They were wrong, we don't deal with beds.

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- What is your wife's name?
- Patrizia Fabbri.

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They brought her last night from the ER.

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- I haven't seen her yet. We go together.
- Yes.

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No, Dr. Fanti, the papers.

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- Hello.
- No, get out of here!

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I told you to leave!
I don't want you here! Go now!

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Get him out of here! I said take it out!

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- He has to go.
- Please.

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He left. Relax, Patrizia, he's gone.

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Ma'am, he's gone, now we need to calm down.

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Take a deep breath.

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Could you tell me why you are
so mad at your husband?

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He cheated on me.

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We've been together for less than a year
and he cheated on me.

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She is obsessed with this story, but no
I thought it would go this far.

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when i arrived
I found it on the kitchen floor.

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He was still holding the knife
and there was blood, a lot of blood.

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There have been other similar incidents,
even less violent?

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Not like this one.
But last month he went crazy.

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She thinks I'm cheating on her.

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He watches me, calls me
20 times an hour,

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always makes a fuss.

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And now this, but it's not true at all.

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I don't know what to do anymore
my wife needs a psychiatrist.

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Let's go step by step.

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your wife
do you suffer from hypertension?

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Not.

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What does that matter? A
tried to commit suicide.

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But he has extreme tachycardia
and very high blood pressure.

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We need to do more analysis.

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He needs a psychiatrist!

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Well... what do you think?

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He's lying, he's definitely cheating on her.

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No, I meant the medical case.

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Whether he cheats on her or not
she looks like a psychiatric patient.

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Tachycardia and hypertension
I am a clinical picture.

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But I want to rule out cardiac involvement,

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so we do an echocardiogram.

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- Doc!
- Yes?

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Regarding the Redsonic representative...

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How cute!
You finally talk to me nicely.

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- I meant to say "Fanti"...
- No, call me "Doc", it's easier.

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Very well, Doc.
I was saying he called several times...

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Marcella, listen.

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Hey! No!

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Call Giulia, please.

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It was just dizziness,
i was tired i am fine

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is it yours

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Yes.

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Okay, we'll keep it.

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We will do some additional testing
to see if everything is okay.

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What tests? i am fine

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Focus on Fabio.
I have to pick up Aurora from school...

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I'll take care of Aurora.

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He abuses benzodiazepines.

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I read about many similar cases
for my research.

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But he has high blood pressure,
it should be the other way around, right?

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Maybe she was nervous
or had a high tolerance.

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Or maybe benzodiazepine
it hides another disease.

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How would it be?

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I don't know, let's wait
the results of the analyses.

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- What are you doing? are you ok
- Yes.

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Unless you're a hallucination.

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It's not funny.

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I'm going to look for my niece.

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We don't have to deal with it,
it's something administrative. So now...

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- Giulia! Sorry.
- Hello.

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About Andrea...

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We will continue his therapy,
but I'm a little worried.

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Why?

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That kind of hallucination
it is not an isolated case.

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It means that his mental state...

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It has been altered a bit recently.

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- Did you notice anything strange?
- Define "weird".

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mood swings,
unusual behaviors...

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Andrea could have done or to
say things without realizing it

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as if he were drunk.

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And ?

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No, I don't think so.

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It's the same Andrea as before.
I have to go, sorry.

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00:14:13,144 --> 00:14:15,063
hey are you ok

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00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:16,690
Yes.

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00:14:16,773 --> 00:14:20,360
I'll just stick a big needle in it
behind Giulia's brother.

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00:14:20,443 --> 00:14:22,445
You've done this many times before.

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It's true.

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But this time it's different.

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This is the moment of truth,
CSF doesn't lie.

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00:14:29,452 --> 00:14:32,038
Doc will be wrong
regarding viral encephalitis?

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00:14:32,122 --> 00:14:34,124
I think he is not infallible. Yes?

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There's nothing wrong, but it shouldn't have been
to give Fabio false hope.

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- He is sixty years old, did you write?
- Yes.

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- Are you done?
- What?

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Patient anamnesis
they don't compile themselves.

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And I didn't compile any.

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I'm sorry I have a life.

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You don't like it, do you?

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That woman's husband.

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00:15:04,779 --> 00:15:06,489
You said he was a liar.

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00:15:06,573 --> 00:15:09,951
His wife tried to commit suicide
because he has another woman.

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00:15:10,035 --> 00:15:13,830
He tried to kill himself because he is
psychopath and needs help.

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marriages end
people make mistakes, that's what happens.

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00:15:18,001 --> 00:15:21,338
- What a sad view of marriage.
- It's called "reality".

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00:15:21,463 --> 00:15:25,091
No need to kill yourself.
You can break up civilly.

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Love is a reality.

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Trust and family are a reality.

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You can fight for those things.

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Or yes, you can break up civilly.

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00:15:40,899 --> 00:15:41,899
And ?

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00:15:42,817 --> 00:15:44,653
Come on, can you move?

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00:15:44,736 --> 00:15:48,281
- Where is mom?
- Come on. He's waiting for us inside.

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- Hello.
- Hello.

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00:15:54,663 --> 00:15:56,728
I'm sorry to bother you.
I was around.

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It's okay.

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I have a 30 minute lunch break,
are you coming with me

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00:16:00,502 --> 00:16:01,753
Do you eat at 3:30?

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00:16:02,045 --> 00:16:04,255
Can't I eat a sandwich at 3:30?

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00:16:04,339 --> 00:16:06,341
Can't I eat an ice cream at 3:30?

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00:16:06,424 --> 00:16:08,927
I don't know, we have to ask her
your mother mom?

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00:16:11,554 --> 00:16:12,994
Let's go eat an ice cream.

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Long live the ice cream and the sandwich. come on

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- Take me in your arms, I'm tired!
- Up. come on

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how are you feeling

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00:16:46,548 --> 00:16:48,550
I knew it would end up here, right?

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00:16:48,633 --> 00:16:51,052
Let's wait for the results. Giulia said that...

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What do you want me to say?

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Don't pretend we don't see reality.
Soon I won't be able to walk anymore.

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It will only get worse.
Now you will have to take care of everything.

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Just now?

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00:17:01,438 --> 00:17:05,734
I did everything for three years
and you weren't in a wheelchair.

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00:17:05,817 --> 00:17:08,987
- How?
- You are sick and you don't realize it.

250
00:17:09,070 --> 00:17:11,322
Food, work, Aurora, the hospital.

251
00:17:11,406 --> 00:17:13,324
And now the country house!

252
00:17:13,408 --> 00:17:15,034
It's to make our lives easier!

253
00:17:15,118 --> 00:17:17,620
- Leave it alone.
- Marcella, where are you going?

254
00:17:20,248 --> 00:17:21,416
Marcella, wait!

255
00:17:25,086 --> 00:17:29,424
- Come on...
- Hello, dear!

256
00:17:30,341 --> 00:17:32,969
- Hello, dear. We're going home.
- One moment.

257
00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:36,431
- First we see the results.
- I'm leaving.

258
00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:45,940
We are not detaining anyone
against his will.

259
00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:50,153
Come with me and I'll have you sign
a discharge document

260
00:17:50,236 --> 00:17:52,363
against medical advice.

261
00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:55,283
wait for me here

262
00:17:58,036 --> 00:17:59,036
This way.

263
00:18:02,373 --> 00:18:05,126
- Did they admit Marcella?
- Actually, no.

264
00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:08,087
But I would do it
stay overnight here.

265
00:18:08,171 --> 00:18:11,007
The first day of withdrawal is the hardest.

266
00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:23,728
Sign down here and you're good to go.

267
00:18:25,980 --> 00:18:27,649
Does your skin burn?

268
00:18:27,732 --> 00:18:29,609
On the back of the palm.

269
00:18:29,692 --> 00:18:31,903
It's the first symptom of withdrawal.

270
00:18:31,986 --> 00:18:34,197
What do you say, what withdrawal?

271
00:18:34,614 --> 00:18:36,449
The second is irritability.

272
00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:40,620
Listen when you need to
to face a challenge

273
00:18:41,538 --> 00:18:43,748
the brain sets the body in motion.

274
00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:46,626
The muscles tense up,
heart rate increases.

275
00:18:46,709 --> 00:18:49,379
We feel hyperactive, lucid.

276
00:18:51,214 --> 00:18:54,175
But, facing
many daily challenges,

277
00:18:54,926 --> 00:18:58,930
we can no longer escape the tension.

278
00:19:00,598 --> 00:19:02,642
We always feel stressed.

279
00:19:03,893 --> 00:19:08,523
It becomes harmful,
it exhausts us and makes us anxious.

280
00:19:09,566 --> 00:19:11,109
And we're starting to take that.

281
00:19:12,026 --> 00:19:13,026
Benzodiazepine.

282
00:19:13,194 --> 00:19:15,738
don't get me wrong
it is a very useful medicine.

283
00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:19,367
But you can't take it
constantly because it is addictive.

284
00:19:19,450 --> 00:19:22,287
Your body will need more
to have an effect.

285
00:19:23,288 --> 00:19:24,706
It's called tolerance.

286
00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:29,210
And when you decide to stop it,
your body gets sick and revolts.

287
00:19:30,420 --> 00:19:32,714
It's called withdrawal.

288
00:19:33,923 --> 00:19:35,884
Are you saying I'm addicted to drugs?

289
00:19:36,342 --> 00:19:40,179
I'm just saying that over time
besides bad things,

290
00:19:40,263 --> 00:19:42,056
even what is good becomes harmful.

291
00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:47,562
It becomes difficult to distinguish
what is real why isn't it.

292
00:19:48,479 --> 00:19:50,857
And that's why he wants to keep me here?

293
00:19:50,940 --> 00:19:53,985
No, but it could have
it hides another disease.

294
00:19:54,485 --> 00:19:58,406
So you have to decide
whether you want to know or not.

295
00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:05,371
I take care of Aurora,
he will sleep with me tonight

296
00:20:05,455 --> 00:20:07,040
Don't tell mom anything.

297
00:20:07,123 --> 00:20:08,207
No, of course not.

298
00:20:08,625 --> 00:20:10,251
But you have to be optimistic.

299
00:20:10,335 --> 00:20:12,587
We are waiting for the CSF results.

300
00:20:12,670 --> 00:20:16,341
And if it's viral encephalitis,
they are innovative medicines.

301
00:20:16,424 --> 00:20:19,636
Don't tell her either
about Marcella's benzodiazepine.

302
00:20:19,719 --> 00:20:21,346
He already worries too much.

303
00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:23,431
Did you know they consume it?

304
00:20:23,514 --> 00:20:24,514
Yes.

305
00:20:25,058 --> 00:20:27,310
I didn't think it would get here.

306
00:20:28,102 --> 00:20:31,356
- What do you mean?
- I have multiple sclerosis!

307
00:20:31,439 --> 00:20:34,525
Marcella should support me
instead of taking pills.

308
00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:37,362
I am researching benzodiazepines.

309
00:20:39,030 --> 00:20:41,824
You know what most addicts say?

310
00:20:42,617 --> 00:20:45,453
That they had to face alone.

311
00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:46,788
They needed help.

312
00:20:48,414 --> 00:20:50,333
We should have been there for her,

313
00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:52,752
but I left her alone.

314
00:20:59,008 --> 00:21:00,008
Hey.

315
00:21:01,302 --> 00:21:04,931
I'm a doctor and her sister-in-law,
how come I didn't realize it?

316
00:21:05,765 --> 00:21:09,394
With your brother with MS, e
understandably you didn't notice.

317
00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:14,440
It's not easy to be objective with your loved ones.

318
00:21:16,818 --> 00:21:18,319
Except for those present?

319
00:21:20,196 --> 00:21:23,783
What are you doing here? Did you come to check on me?

320
00:21:25,201 --> 00:21:26,661
Kind of like that.

321
00:21:27,787 --> 00:21:31,082
It's about a patient of yours, Andrea.
Patrizia Fabbri.

322
00:21:31,708 --> 00:21:33,793
Her husband complained to Marabini.

323
00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:36,963
He says his wife
she is a psychiatric patient

324
00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:39,966
and that you keep her here for no reason.

325
00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:42,969
It happens often
especially since at the end they thank us.

326
00:21:43,219 --> 00:21:48,182
But this time, after what happened today,
I will have to be more careful.

327
00:21:49,350 --> 00:21:50,350
I'm sorry.

328
00:21:51,894 --> 00:21:53,730
Why don't you examine her too?

329
00:21:53,855 --> 00:21:56,232
Maybe you can give me an opinion?

330
00:21:57,525 --> 00:21:58,525
come on

331
00:22:03,698 --> 00:22:05,950
What do you remember from that evening?

332
00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:17,420
I went through a period
heavy a few years ago.

333
00:22:18,004 --> 00:22:20,923
I wasn't talking to anyone
not even with my husband.

334
00:22:21,591 --> 00:22:24,093
In fact, I blamed him for everything.

335
00:22:25,219 --> 00:22:27,680
I also thought
that life is not worth living.

336
00:22:33,895 --> 00:22:37,857
What I'm trying to say is
that you're not alone, you're not weird.

337
00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:42,737
I just remember
that I took the knife, that's all.

338
00:22:46,741 --> 00:22:47,950
What made you do this?

339
00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:51,120
Did something specific happen?

340
00:22:53,081 --> 00:22:54,791
I got home early.

341
00:22:56,667 --> 00:22:59,295
I found my husband
in bed with another woman.

342
00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:04,467
I knew, but I hoped I was wrong.

343
00:23:06,636 --> 00:23:07,636
No!

344
00:23:08,846 --> 00:23:12,683
Take it from here!
Take it! I don't want her here!

345
00:23:12,767 --> 00:23:14,435
Take it from here! Take it!

346
00:23:14,519 --> 00:23:17,313
Patrizia, who are you talking about?
who is here

347
00:23:17,396 --> 00:23:21,651
She's that bitch who slept with my husband.
Take it from here!

348
00:23:21,734 --> 00:23:25,655
I don't want her here! Please...

349
00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:29,200
That's it, he's gone.

350
00:23:30,076 --> 00:23:31,994
- Better?
- Yes.

351
00:23:35,665 --> 00:23:37,875
What are you doing in the lab today?

352
00:23:39,377 --> 00:23:41,003
No news from your brother?

353
00:23:42,922 --> 00:23:45,883
We will have to wait
until tomorrow morning.

354
00:23:47,844 --> 00:23:49,679
SEARCH RETURNED NO RESULTS

355
00:23:51,139 --> 00:23:53,641
REGISTER OF DOCTORS FROM MILAN

356
00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:55,643
SEARCH RETURNED NO RESULTS

357
00:23:56,185 --> 00:23:58,980
Patrizia developed psychosis.

358
00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:03,818
She is sure that her husband is cheating on her.
And in addition to paranoid delusions,

359
00:24:03,901 --> 00:24:05,695
also has visual hallucinations.

360
00:24:05,778 --> 00:24:09,115
- Does he see monsters?
- He says he saw that woman here,

361
00:24:09,198 --> 00:24:12,034
the woman with whom her husband cheats.

362
00:24:12,577 --> 00:24:15,496
- So, he's not cheating on her?
- I don't think so.

363
00:24:15,580 --> 00:24:20,001
He has obsessive compulsive disorder.
They imagine things that are not real.

364
00:24:20,084 --> 00:24:21,084
Excuse me.

365
00:24:22,170 --> 00:24:26,007
Her husband says she never had one
until a month ago similar episodes.

366
00:24:26,090 --> 00:24:28,759
Isn't it strange that he suddenly has them?

367
00:24:28,843 --> 00:24:30,678
It's unusual, but not impossible.

368
00:24:30,928 --> 00:24:33,556
It should be examined
in depth in Psychiatry.

369
00:24:33,639 --> 00:24:35,975
And tachycardia and high blood pressure?

370
00:24:36,058 --> 00:24:39,353
They are compatible
with stress due to overstimulation.

371
00:24:39,437 --> 00:24:42,732
Echocardiogram is normal.
and the tomography is negative.

372
00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:46,652
I feel like it's something more.
Maybe it's my instinct.

373
00:24:46,736 --> 00:24:49,989
The facts are clear.
We put instinct aside.

374
00:24:50,072 --> 00:24:53,075
Transfer the patient
in Psychiatry tomorrow.

375
00:24:53,159 --> 00:24:54,159
Very good.

376
00:25:01,334 --> 00:25:04,253
Patient database.
How are we doing with her?

377
00:25:04,921 --> 00:25:06,130
We are working on it.

378
00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:08,716
It's not an answer.
How much time do you need?

379
00:25:10,176 --> 00:25:12,136
A few more days.

380
00:25:12,595 --> 00:25:14,972
I hope Andrea's idea
not to be a joke.

381
00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:18,434
You only have one week, starting today.

382
00:25:23,940 --> 00:25:27,109
I'm here. I'm sorry, I don't have
could answer the phone.

383
00:25:27,568 --> 00:25:31,280
I need your patient data now.
You promised them.

384
00:25:32,657 --> 00:25:34,700
Yes, I'm not ready yet.

385
00:25:34,784 --> 00:25:37,870
- Agnese, are you kidding me?
- No.

386
00:25:39,121 --> 00:25:41,540
It'll take a week at most, I swear.

387
00:25:42,041 --> 00:25:43,167
I hope so,

388
00:25:44,335 --> 00:25:46,837
if you don't want Andrea to find out the truth.

389
00:25:57,265 --> 00:26:00,059
You seem to be taking it too personally.

390
00:26:00,643 --> 00:26:02,728
But it is so. It's about me, isn't it?

391
00:26:03,396 --> 00:26:06,399
I searched the doctors' register

392
00:26:06,482 --> 00:26:07,733
from all over the country

393
00:26:07,984 --> 00:26:09,902
but I couldn't find Diana Novelli.

394
00:26:12,321 --> 00:26:15,533
And you believe
that I went crazy, like Patrizia?

395
00:26:15,616 --> 00:26:16,616
Not.

396
00:26:16,909 --> 00:26:19,120
We should check with the universities.

397
00:26:19,203 --> 00:26:21,539
Maybe it didn't register
never as a doctor.

398
00:26:24,125 --> 00:26:26,002
You did all that searching.

399
00:26:27,878 --> 00:26:29,171
You keep helping me.

400
00:26:32,008 --> 00:26:34,051
Even in the state your brother is in.

401
00:26:35,886 --> 00:26:40,141
Let's just say I'm keeping busy
while I'm waiting for the CSF results.

402
00:26:41,851 --> 00:26:44,645
Looks like you're the only one
who trusts me

403
00:26:45,229 --> 00:26:46,229
Why?

404
00:26:47,898 --> 00:26:51,902
Because you are the only one
who always gave me hope.

405
00:27:07,126 --> 00:27:09,712
I'm going to look for Aurora,
you stay with Teresa.

406
00:27:22,975 --> 00:27:25,227
This little girl was very well behaved.

407
00:27:25,686 --> 00:27:29,065
Well, now that deserves a cake.

408
00:27:32,860 --> 00:27:36,739
- Doctor, wait!
- I'm sorry.

409
00:27:45,414 --> 00:27:48,084
Such a thing is not possible!
What should I do?

410
00:27:48,167 --> 00:27:49,668
What should I do?

411
00:27:52,004 --> 00:27:54,715
I was looking for a clean robe.

412
00:27:54,799 --> 00:27:57,426
One little patient didn't like his dinner.

413
00:27:57,510 --> 00:27:58,636
can i help you

414
00:27:59,053 --> 00:28:02,598
No, I was just clearing my throat because...

415
00:28:03,724 --> 00:28:05,226
sometimes i lose my voice

416
00:28:05,309 --> 00:28:10,981
Yes, I clean my neck in closets too.

417
00:28:11,857 --> 00:28:15,945
If I may give you a piece of advice,
don't take Andrea so personally.

418
00:28:16,028 --> 00:28:19,990
It's my first job since I got myself
back to work, I want to make it right.

419
00:28:20,074 --> 00:28:21,409
You're doing it right.

420
00:28:21,492 --> 00:28:25,913
Without you, I couldn't manage things
which he hates but has to do.

421
00:28:26,038 --> 00:28:27,039
He knows.

422
00:28:28,207 --> 00:28:31,001
Finally, if you need it
clear your throat again

423
00:28:31,085 --> 00:28:34,380
let's say my office
it's a quieter place.

424
00:28:37,049 --> 00:28:39,802
I'm sorry. Excuse me.

425
00:28:40,261 --> 00:28:43,973
Remember: My desk is your desk.

426
00:28:51,063 --> 00:28:52,106
Wait!

427
00:28:53,274 --> 00:28:55,276
These are Marcella's results.

428
00:28:56,485 --> 00:28:59,280
Traces of benzodiazepines
in blood and urine.

429
00:28:59,363 --> 00:29:01,115
I already knew, thanks.

430
00:29:01,198 --> 00:29:02,199
Here.

431
00:29:02,908 --> 00:29:07,413
He has mild anemia, kidney problems
and blood pressure is still high.

432
00:29:10,082 --> 00:29:11,459
Let's think about it.

433
00:29:12,334 --> 00:29:13,461
Other symptoms?

434
00:29:14,837 --> 00:29:17,047
I did a full analysis.

435
00:29:17,131 --> 00:29:19,925
It's hard to say because he's in withdrawal.

436
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:25,431
Tachycardia, irritability,
hand tremors, restlessness...

437
00:29:25,514 --> 00:29:27,766
It could be from another disease.

438
00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:29,935
You seem a little agitated today too.

439
00:29:30,936 --> 00:29:33,856
Are you saying I should take benzodiazepines?

440
00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:35,608
All right.

441
00:29:35,691 --> 00:29:38,652
I'll show you one more trick of mine
to overcome anxiety.

442
00:29:38,736 --> 00:29:39,736
Thank you.

443
00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:42,113
I...

444
00:29:43,824 --> 00:29:44,992
I make tables.

445
00:29:46,577 --> 00:29:47,577
Tables?

446
00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:50,998
I'm a control freak. Look.

447
00:29:57,421 --> 00:29:59,089
Monitor all symptoms

448
00:29:59,173 --> 00:30:02,843
and put them in a nice table
at intervals of two hours.

449
00:30:03,761 --> 00:30:06,263
Those that are compatible with withdrawal,

450
00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:09,016
those that are not, and those that are uncertain.

451
00:30:11,644 --> 00:30:14,563
You could even rank them
depending on their intensity,

452
00:30:14,647 --> 00:30:16,607
such as two, six, eight.

453
00:30:18,526 --> 00:30:20,194
Good. Good.

454
00:30:21,362 --> 00:30:24,865
- At least it will keep me busy.
- It will keep us busy.

455
00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:29,453
Just to assemble it, I'm an expert.

456
00:30:32,623 --> 00:30:34,833
Then I'll let you work, I promise.

457
00:30:37,294 --> 00:30:38,587
Come on, table.

458
00:30:39,630 --> 00:30:40,965
The table is life.

459
00:30:43,467 --> 00:30:45,970
To be clear, you didn't have to tell me.

460
00:30:46,053 --> 00:30:46,887
What exactly?

461
00:30:46,971 --> 00:30:48,389
That you are a maniac.

462
00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:52,601
- Well then...
- No! I'm sorry.

463
00:30:52,685 --> 00:30:54,019
- I'm sorry.
- Well...

464
00:30:55,396 --> 00:30:56,396
Come on!

465
00:31:04,572 --> 00:31:05,990
would you like tea

466
00:31:07,408 --> 00:31:08,408
Thank you.

467
00:31:09,285 --> 00:31:12,288
Tomorrow we will transfer
your wife in Psychiatry.

468
00:31:12,371 --> 00:31:15,457
And it better not be
here and don't even see it.

469
00:31:20,337 --> 00:31:21,964
I'll let her know, okay?

470
00:31:25,342 --> 00:31:26,342
Thank you.

471
00:31:43,861 --> 00:31:45,362
THE UNIVERSITY OF PAVIA
SEARCH

472
00:31:47,239 --> 00:31:50,034
IT WAS NOT FOUND IN OUR ARCHIVES

473
00:32:16,352 --> 00:32:17,352
Hello.

474
00:32:19,355 --> 00:32:20,773
- Can't you sleep?
- No.

475
00:32:24,652 --> 00:32:25,986
I'm sorry for today.

476
00:32:27,071 --> 00:32:29,657
- We didn't want to argue.
- Me neither.

477
00:32:32,201 --> 00:32:34,203
- I'm just tired.
- I know.

478
00:32:35,412 --> 00:32:37,665
I'm sorry I didn't help you enough.

479
00:32:38,123 --> 00:32:40,626
But maybe now you will understand
what i wanted to say

480
00:32:42,419 --> 00:32:43,419
What?

481
00:32:45,547 --> 00:32:46,547
you know

482
00:32:47,091 --> 00:32:50,052
Without Aurora, everything would be less difficult.

483
00:32:50,135 --> 00:32:51,595
Aurora is the problem?

484
00:32:52,262 --> 00:32:53,262
It's not...

485
00:32:55,516 --> 00:32:56,350
Leave it alone.

486
00:32:56,433 --> 00:32:59,520
No, forget about Aurora, get her out of this.

487
00:33:16,245 --> 00:33:17,746
Is that what you're thinking?

488
00:33:19,707 --> 00:33:24,878
At this rate, we won't be able to collect
patient data in a week.

489
00:33:25,379 --> 00:33:27,214
Calm down, we're moving here.

490
00:33:27,798 --> 00:33:28,841
Good.

491
00:33:29,383 --> 00:33:31,885
No, just kidding, don't even think about it.

492
00:33:32,219 --> 00:33:35,889
It's never the right time
there is always something else to do.

493
00:33:38,100 --> 00:33:39,100
Good morning.

494
00:33:42,062 --> 00:33:44,732
you are right
we have to be systematic.

495
00:33:45,065 --> 00:33:48,026
- I will make a table with the laps.
- The table is life.

496
00:33:52,406 --> 00:33:56,618
Good. You start. See you later.

497
00:33:58,537 --> 00:33:59,537
Giulia.

498
00:34:02,166 --> 00:34:04,334
Last night I had some problems.

499
00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:14,136
Aunt Teresa will give you a sheet
to draw, yes?

500
00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:16,721
Take this.

501
00:34:24,396 --> 00:34:25,396
what happened

502
00:34:26,398 --> 00:34:27,858
My legs and arms hurt.

503
00:34:27,941 --> 00:34:31,069
Last night I wanted to go to the bathroom
and I couldn't walk.

504
00:34:31,153 --> 00:34:34,531
- Is it because of withdrawal?
- We'll find out.

505
00:34:37,493 --> 00:34:40,287
I thought I could go with Fabio and Aurora,

506
00:34:41,371 --> 00:34:42,371
but i was wrong.

507
00:34:44,124 --> 00:34:45,417
The reality is different.

508
00:34:52,090 --> 00:34:55,844
Muscle pain can be
due to withdrawal, but they seem very acute.

509
00:34:56,512 --> 00:34:57,512
Forget it.

510
00:34:57,846 --> 00:35:00,516
I took his blood pressure
every two hours,

511
00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:02,518
the diastolic exceeded 90.

512
00:35:02,601 --> 00:35:03,685
It doesn't make sense.

513
00:35:04,561 --> 00:35:08,482
You did a good job with the table.
It's true, it doesn't make sense.

514
00:35:08,941 --> 00:35:11,819
Many symptoms are not
from benzodiazepine abuse.

515
00:35:12,152 --> 00:35:13,529
Now go rest.

516
00:35:13,779 --> 00:35:17,282
We will focus on muscle pain
and kidney problems.

517
00:35:17,366 --> 00:35:18,200
Good.

518
00:35:18,367 --> 00:35:20,911
Let's do an EMG and an abdominal ultrasound.

519
00:35:21,745 --> 00:35:24,915
You don't get used to it.
You'll get it back in overtime.

520
00:35:25,791 --> 00:35:26,791
Yes, boss.

521
00:35:36,885 --> 00:35:38,971
Has he had any other episodes recently?

522
00:35:40,722 --> 00:35:41,722
No, nothing.

523
00:35:42,808 --> 00:35:44,059
how are you feeling

524
00:35:45,894 --> 00:35:46,979
Attacked.

525
00:35:48,939 --> 00:35:50,732
I'm looking for Diana Novelli.

526
00:35:51,275 --> 00:35:52,275
And what?

527
00:35:52,734 --> 00:35:55,070
You said what you found was enough.

528
00:35:56,405 --> 00:35:58,782
You're afraid you imagined it.

529
00:35:59,324 --> 00:36:02,578
I haven't found anything about her yet.
There is nothing.

530
00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:05,831
He told me to forget my past.

531
00:36:05,914 --> 00:36:06,914
Carolina...

532
00:36:07,916 --> 00:36:09,877
he said the memories hurt.

533
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:11,795
Imaginary Carolina.

534
00:36:12,921 --> 00:36:14,006
What does this mean?

535
00:36:15,924 --> 00:36:17,634
Before we ask that,

536
00:36:17,718 --> 00:36:20,554
let's make sure Diana Novelli exists.

537
00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:27,686
- Hello.
- Candy.

538
00:36:28,478 --> 00:36:29,478
Very good.

539
00:36:29,897 --> 00:36:32,524
Take them, I'll leave them here.
Where is Giulia?

540
00:36:46,496 --> 00:36:48,332
I saw the CSF results.

541
00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:50,374
There is no virus.

542
00:36:51,376 --> 00:36:53,629
We return to the first hypothesis.

543
00:36:54,421 --> 00:36:56,924
Now multiple sclerosis is progressive.

544
00:37:00,093 --> 00:37:02,095
- I'm sorry, I thought...
- What?

545
00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:05,015
That there is hope?

546
00:37:06,141 --> 00:37:07,141
Me too.

547
00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:10,062
But the reality is different.

548
00:37:12,397 --> 00:37:14,024
I have to tell him.

549
00:37:14,983 --> 00:37:17,319
Maybe I should stop the therapy.

550
00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:20,447
I can't think straight anymore.

551
00:37:26,870 --> 00:37:30,123
Doc, Patrizia Fabbri
will be transferred to Psychiatry.

552
00:37:55,065 --> 00:37:57,693
Wait a moment. Excuse me.

553
00:38:01,571 --> 00:38:02,571
what's going on

554
00:38:05,742 --> 00:38:06,742
Nothing.

555
00:38:19,548 --> 00:38:22,884
Excuse me. Take her back
in her room, please.

556
00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:34,269
Patrizia had a crisis
partial epileptic.

557
00:38:34,281 --> 00:38:35,281
Doc.

558
00:38:35,897 --> 00:38:38,191
- You sure ?
- Very sure.

559
00:38:39,067 --> 00:38:42,654
Patrizia doesn't have it
a psychiatric disorder, but a physical one.

560
00:38:42,863 --> 00:38:44,781
Tremors have many causes.

561
00:38:44,906 --> 00:38:46,491
Let's assume you're right.

562
00:38:46,783 --> 00:38:49,995
Patrizia should have
a hemorrhage or a brain tumor.

563
00:38:50,078 --> 00:38:52,748
There were no traces on the tomography.

564
00:38:53,540 --> 00:38:56,376
It could be autoimmune encephalitis.

565
00:38:56,752 --> 00:39:00,088
It would explain the hallucinations,
without tomography detecting them.

566
00:39:00,172 --> 00:39:03,508
But it might not be that,
like Julia's brother's virus.

567
00:39:03,592 --> 00:39:05,844
Let's do a CSF analysis.

568
00:39:07,095 --> 00:39:09,431
Federico, take the sample.

569
00:39:11,224 --> 00:39:12,309
Me?

570
00:39:13,977 --> 00:39:18,065
better not
I only practiced on a mannequin.

571
00:39:18,523 --> 00:39:19,566
He is right.

572
00:39:21,026 --> 00:39:23,653
sooner or later
you will face reality.

573
00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:26,280
Very good.

574
00:39:29,159 --> 00:39:30,159
I knew that.

575
00:39:31,078 --> 00:39:32,788
I knew it would get here.

576
00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:37,209
But Marcella didn't, she wanted a child,
and I followed her.

577
00:39:37,959 --> 00:39:40,295
I'm crazy, I'm an idiot.

578
00:39:41,588 --> 00:39:44,466
I had to convince her to quit
to this madness.

579
00:39:46,468 --> 00:39:47,552
Should I give up on Aurora?

580
00:39:49,012 --> 00:39:51,056
Do you understand what you are saying?

581
00:39:53,350 --> 00:39:56,478
My worst nightmare was
for my daughter to witness...

582
00:39:56,561 --> 00:39:57,561
my decline

583
00:39:59,022 --> 00:40:02,275
Soon I won't be able to
I hold her in my arms, do you understand?

584
00:40:03,527 --> 00:40:04,861
Actually, no.

585
00:40:06,655 --> 00:40:10,492
Because I didn't even have the chance
to hold a child of mine.

586
00:40:11,243 --> 00:40:13,578
I understand that you are angry with your illness,

587
00:40:13,662 --> 00:40:16,164
but allow it to spoil all the rest.

588
00:40:16,456 --> 00:40:20,460
You received the most beautiful gift in life
and you can't see it.

589
00:40:25,090 --> 00:40:27,968
Excuse me, Aurora wanted
to give this to her father.

590
00:40:30,971 --> 00:40:33,431
Dad, when are we going home?

591
00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:35,766
Soon, dear.

592
00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:39,688
Let's leave daddy to
rest, he is tired.

593
00:40:55,412 --> 00:40:58,290
Patrizia, I'll do it for you first
a local anesthesia.

594
00:41:04,504 --> 00:41:08,884
I will collect cerebrospinal fluid
between L3 and L4 lumbar vertebrae.

595
00:41:08,967 --> 00:41:10,886
You will feel a slight tingling sensation.

596
00:41:41,750 --> 00:41:42,751
Pulp fiction !

597
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:45,128
You know it, right?

598
00:41:46,129 --> 00:41:49,049
The adrenaline scene? It was the same.

599
00:41:51,009 --> 00:41:54,346
The fact that Federico gets excited
for something other than a party

600
00:41:54,429 --> 00:41:56,973
makes me think the world is ending.

601
00:41:57,057 --> 00:41:58,058
See you tomorrow.

602
00:42:00,185 --> 00:42:04,105
Lin, if I get it
Marcella's results.

603
00:42:04,189 --> 00:42:06,399
- Yes.
- Let me know. Thank you.

604
00:42:08,318 --> 00:42:09,318
Bye.

605
00:42:13,406 --> 00:42:14,491
Hey Lin...

606
00:42:16,284 --> 00:42:19,579
I wanted to tell you that you were right
in relation to Patricia's husband.

607
00:42:20,205 --> 00:42:22,874
He's an idiot, he didn't even show up today.

608
00:42:23,124 --> 00:42:25,335
Because I told him not to come.

609
00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,338
Both would have suffered.

610
00:42:29,547 --> 00:42:32,175
But when I told him what happened,

611
00:42:33,969 --> 00:42:35,345
he came again.

612
00:42:37,389 --> 00:42:39,933
Anyway...

613
00:42:43,395 --> 00:42:45,981
What I told you about families

614
00:42:46,773 --> 00:42:49,109
it's because my parents got divorced.

615
00:42:49,859 --> 00:42:51,653
I didn't mean to offend you.

616
00:42:52,612 --> 00:42:54,698
Don't worry, it's okay.

617
00:42:54,781 --> 00:42:56,408
Good... Bye.

618
00:42:58,785 --> 00:43:00,036
- Faith.
- Yes?

619
00:43:01,079 --> 00:43:05,500
You left him at the clinic,
you haven't used it for three hours.

620
00:43:05,667 --> 00:43:06,710
It's your record.

621
00:43:09,129 --> 00:43:10,129
Thank you.

622
00:43:21,558 --> 00:43:22,559
hi mom

623
00:43:24,644 --> 00:43:28,690
I wanted to let you know that tonight
I will sleep at Ilaria's

624
00:43:28,773 --> 00:43:33,194
because we have to keep studying…

625
00:43:37,115 --> 00:43:39,617
I'm never done with
financial mathematics.

626
00:43:42,412 --> 00:43:46,082
no calm down

627
00:43:46,374 --> 00:43:50,628
it's the last exam. I will stop
to spend more nights reading.

628
00:43:51,254 --> 00:43:52,422
OK.

629
00:43:54,049 --> 00:43:55,508
Bye.

630
00:44:05,894 --> 00:44:06,894
Martina!

631
00:44:07,854 --> 00:44:08,854
Welcome.

632
00:44:09,564 --> 00:44:11,858
I...

633
00:44:12,150 --> 00:44:14,986
I wanted to thank you
for the idea with the tables.

634
00:44:15,070 --> 00:44:16,613
No problem.

635
00:44:18,365 --> 00:44:21,910
Sorry, I interrupted you
and leave. are you busy

636
00:44:21,993 --> 00:44:23,244
Shall we have a beer?

637
00:44:27,499 --> 00:44:28,833
Maybe another time...

638
00:44:28,917 --> 00:44:31,419
No, it seems fine to me.

639
00:44:42,514 --> 00:44:46,351
Why did you study medicine?

640
00:44:49,145 --> 00:44:50,145
Because of Doc.

641
00:44:51,898 --> 00:44:54,984
He saved my life, even though he
had to sacrifice my leg.

642
00:44:56,528 --> 00:45:00,156
Everyone wants to be
like their favorite superhero, right?

643
00:45:00,432 --> 00:45:01,635
what about you

644
00:45:01,647 --> 00:45:03,493
Because of the novel
Dr. March's Daughters.

645
00:45:05,495 --> 00:45:06,495
Yes.

646
00:45:07,372 --> 00:45:10,125
I read the book in just two days.

647
00:45:11,626 --> 00:45:15,880
Where I come from, when it snows
block the way, there's nothing left to do.

648
00:45:16,047 --> 00:45:18,258
When Beth died, I was devastated.

649
00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:25,223
I started to think
that medicine should have advanced

650
00:45:26,433 --> 00:45:28,893
and that never
I wouldn't have let my sister die.

651
00:45:29,644 --> 00:45:31,438
I would have known what to do.

652
00:45:34,858 --> 00:45:37,152
I already told you I'm a controller.

653
00:45:41,322 --> 00:45:45,535
That would be good
to be able to control and heal everything.

654
00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:50,415
- I'm sorry, I shouldn't have...
- It's okay.

655
00:45:50,498 --> 00:45:52,542
Don't worry, it's not your fault.

656
00:45:56,546 --> 00:45:57,546
I...

657
00:45:58,756 --> 00:46:01,801
I'm sure you did
what you could do for Alba.

658
00:46:03,845 --> 00:46:07,223
Riccardo, I'm not surprised
that you have anxiety attacks.

659
00:46:07,307 --> 00:46:08,307
It's normal.

660
00:46:17,609 --> 00:46:20,737
We should make a table.
A very big one.

661
00:46:23,781 --> 00:46:24,781
- Can I?
- Yes.

662
00:46:25,617 --> 00:46:27,702
- For this meeting.
- For tables.

663
00:46:39,380 --> 00:46:40,673
Hello, I have arrived home.

664
00:46:41,508 --> 00:46:43,760
Hi Federico, welcome.

665
00:46:44,260 --> 00:46:46,095
The weather in Milan is clear.

666
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:48,723
Thank you Nexxt.

667
00:46:51,184 --> 00:46:53,353
Play some music, as usual.

668
00:47:32,016 --> 00:47:33,935
SEARCH RETURNED NO RESULTS.

669
00:47:47,574 --> 00:47:48,575
Andrea?

670
00:47:48,992 --> 00:47:51,619
I'm sorry for calling you late.
Is there any problem?

671
00:47:51,703 --> 00:47:55,081
Don't worry. Manuel is sleeping
and Davide works.

672
00:47:55,373 --> 00:47:58,710
Maybe you were right
and I should stop the therapy.

673
00:48:01,045 --> 00:48:02,380
Did something happen?

674
00:48:03,715 --> 00:48:04,715
Not.

675
00:48:07,677 --> 00:48:09,762
But I'm afraid I won't be able to admit it

676
00:48:09,846 --> 00:48:11,931
what is real and what is not.

677
00:48:13,057 --> 00:48:16,477
The idea of giving up forever
at my memories it terrifies me.

678
00:48:16,561 --> 00:48:18,563
You can live without them, Andrea.

679
00:48:19,230 --> 00:48:20,773
You have proven that you can.

680
00:48:25,445 --> 00:48:28,323
When did you think life wasn't worth living?

681
00:48:30,908 --> 00:48:32,201
When did Mattia die?

682
00:48:34,495 --> 00:48:35,495
Andrea...

683
00:48:35,622 --> 00:48:38,166
If I remembered, I wouldn't ask.

684
00:48:38,333 --> 00:48:39,876
After his death, yes.

685
00:48:40,835 --> 00:48:43,588
- Have you tried?
- No.

686
00:48:44,589 --> 00:48:46,090
Life must go on.

687
00:48:47,550 --> 00:48:50,219
Yours, mine...

688
00:48:52,305 --> 00:48:53,973
Both of them.

689
00:48:58,895 --> 00:49:02,106
I think Giulia too
start to have doubts

690
00:49:02,690 --> 00:49:04,901
but thank you for the encouragement.

691
00:49:06,110 --> 00:49:08,446
- I'll think about it.
- Good night.

692
00:49:11,949 --> 00:49:12,950
Good night.

693
00:49:25,338 --> 00:49:26,756
MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

694
00:49:35,181 --> 00:49:36,808
DEMYELINIZING DISORDERS

695
00:49:47,694 --> 00:49:50,029
- Where is Giulia?
- I think he's resting.

696
00:49:50,113 --> 00:49:53,199
- He spent the whole night reading books.
- Candy.

697
00:49:53,282 --> 00:49:54,909
Candy?

698
00:49:56,494 --> 00:50:00,164
How about we have a hot chocolate
from the machine?

699
00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:04,460
This little girl is always tired.

700
00:50:05,420 --> 00:50:08,756
Are you tired for a long time? come here

701
00:50:09,632 --> 00:50:12,427
Are you tired for a long time?

702
00:50:13,845 --> 00:50:16,723
are you giving me a present
can you open your mouth

703
00:50:23,146 --> 00:50:26,149
Where were you and Fabio?
in the last few weeks?

704
00:50:26,232 --> 00:50:27,358
Good morning.

705
00:50:27,442 --> 00:50:30,945
Yes. Did you go on a trip? have you moved

706
00:50:31,237 --> 00:50:33,781
No, I was always in Milan

707
00:50:34,407 --> 00:50:38,327
and in the country
working at Fabio's grandfather's house.

708
00:50:39,746 --> 00:50:41,831
Working? Do you have a picture?

709
00:50:42,832 --> 00:50:44,667
Yes.

710
00:50:54,802 --> 00:50:57,722
Exactly as I thought. I'll give it back to you.

711
00:50:59,474 --> 00:51:01,559
Giulia, they are poisoning themselves.

712
00:51:03,269 --> 00:51:06,522
- What are you talking about?
- Your brother and Marcella.

713
00:51:06,606 --> 00:51:10,193
Benzodiazepines and sclerosis
they were hiding the symptoms.

714
00:51:10,777 --> 00:51:13,738
- What are they poisoning themselves with?
- I think with lead. Look.

715
00:51:15,615 --> 00:51:18,409
- It's my grandfather's house.
- Exposed pipes.

716
00:51:19,035 --> 00:51:22,955
You could get infected
just sitting next to them for a while.

717
00:51:23,039 --> 00:51:25,124
Or the water could be contaminated.

718
00:51:25,208 --> 00:51:28,127
Aurora has mild symptoms,
she is always tired.

719
00:51:28,211 --> 00:51:30,463
He asks for sweets all the time because...

720
00:51:30,546 --> 00:51:32,298
Everything seems bitter to him.

721
00:51:32,381 --> 00:51:37,386
That explains the anemia, the muscle pain
and Marcella's kidney failure.

722
00:51:38,262 --> 00:51:41,432
My brother's multiple sclerosis
it is not progressive.

723
00:51:41,516 --> 00:51:45,728
We should be sure
but I already sent a sample to the lab.

724
00:51:47,480 --> 00:51:49,190
I shouldn't have doubted you.

725
00:51:49,899 --> 00:51:51,859
I have something to tell you.

726
00:51:53,945 --> 00:51:56,072
We have Patrizia's results.

727
00:51:57,573 --> 00:51:58,574
You were right.

728
00:52:01,369 --> 00:52:02,620
You tell me later.

729
00:52:06,457 --> 00:52:09,085
Patrizia doesn't have it
a psychiatric disorder.

730
00:52:09,168 --> 00:52:13,089
He tried to kill himself
and sees things that are not there.

731
00:52:13,172 --> 00:52:15,091
He has autoimmune encephalitis.

732
00:52:17,134 --> 00:52:18,134
That means...

733
00:52:20,263 --> 00:52:24,016
that certain antibodies go crazy
and attack neurons.

734
00:52:24,433 --> 00:52:27,812
That challenges them
hallucinations and behavior.

735
00:52:27,895 --> 00:52:30,273
- She doesn't...
- No, she's not crazy.

736
00:52:32,525 --> 00:52:37,113
But there is a reason why
antibodies go crazy.

737
00:52:37,905 --> 00:52:41,242
usually
it is due to the presence of a tumor.

738
00:52:42,535 --> 00:52:46,122
Antibodies recognize it,
but they don't know how to fight against him.

739
00:52:49,584 --> 00:52:52,837
Does my wife have a tumor?
Is it the cause of all?

740
00:52:53,421 --> 00:52:55,506
Yes, she has an ovarian tumor.

741
00:52:57,174 --> 00:52:58,968
But it seems workable.

742
00:53:00,344 --> 00:53:04,181
It will be a long and difficult time.

743
00:53:04,932 --> 00:53:07,768
You will have to learn
live with it

744
00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:10,438
but the odds are very good.

745
00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:15,484
I haven't told her yet because she's agitated.

746
00:53:15,568 --> 00:53:18,195
But it has already started
an immunoglobulin therapy.

747
00:53:18,279 --> 00:53:21,115
Once the tumor is removed,

748
00:53:21,866 --> 00:53:24,118
it will gradually improve.

749
00:53:25,870 --> 00:53:27,496
Will it go back to normal?

750
00:53:28,414 --> 00:53:29,916
It will be back to normal.

751
00:53:31,459 --> 00:53:33,794
You will know what is real and what is not.

752
00:53:38,925 --> 00:53:41,260
You will start to feel better about it.

753
00:53:43,137 --> 00:53:44,513
To feel better for what?

754
00:53:46,515 --> 00:53:50,061
What do you mean, why?
To get your family back.

755
00:53:51,103 --> 00:53:52,939
You will not deny yourself.

756
00:53:54,231 --> 00:53:56,233
You have to fight for these things.

757
00:53:57,777 --> 00:54:00,738
And your husband... He didn't give up either.

758
00:54:01,364 --> 00:54:05,534
He didn't leave here
he always stayed out of the room.

759
00:54:29,767 --> 00:54:30,977
MEDICINAL CHEMISTRY

760
00:54:46,242 --> 00:54:47,535
A poisoning?

761
00:54:54,333 --> 00:54:55,501
I can't believe it.

762
00:54:56,043 --> 00:54:57,211
And now?

763
00:54:57,837 --> 00:55:01,465
With treatment, everything will return
back to normal in a few days.

764
00:55:02,258 --> 00:55:04,093
I hope it's better than before.

765
00:55:10,516 --> 00:55:12,601
I'm sorry for the last three years.

766
00:55:16,522 --> 00:55:17,522
I'm an idiot.

767
00:55:20,359 --> 00:55:21,777
I lived in fear

768
00:55:22,695 --> 00:55:25,281
why could this happen to me

769
00:55:26,741 --> 00:55:29,702
without allowing myself to live
what is happening to me

770
00:55:35,249 --> 00:55:37,918
Aurora and you are what
it's better in my life.

771
00:55:38,419 --> 00:55:40,212
I won't waste any more time.

772
00:55:40,296 --> 00:55:42,965
And you won't need it anymore.

773
00:55:45,718 --> 00:55:47,094
I'm very sorry.

774
00:55:55,686 --> 00:55:58,522
- Can we?
- Hey!

775
00:55:59,648 --> 00:56:02,943
Look who showed up!

776
00:56:03,069 --> 00:56:06,113
Fly!

777
00:56:18,167 --> 00:56:21,796
I wanted to give you a present,
but you did it to me.

778
00:56:23,672 --> 00:56:27,176
What gift? You wanted to tell me something, didn't you?

779
00:56:27,426 --> 00:56:29,720
That's the gift. come

780
00:56:40,648 --> 00:56:43,609
It's on the website of a university publishing house.

781
00:56:44,026 --> 00:56:47,738
This one is sold out.
but the author has also published other books.

782
00:56:47,822 --> 00:56:50,825
- "Diana Novelli"? is it her
- It seems so.

783
00:56:50,908 --> 00:56:54,703
That would explain it. It isn't
doctor, she's a researcher.

784
00:56:54,787 --> 00:56:58,124
He hasn't published in years,
so maybe he changed his life.

785
00:56:58,207 --> 00:57:00,835
It exists, it's not a hallucination.

786
00:57:00,918 --> 00:57:01,919
You can search for it.

787
00:57:02,336 --> 00:57:04,839
Maybe the publisher has her contact details.

788
00:57:06,549 --> 00:57:09,385
Get your memories back.
Get everything back.