1 00:00:51,500 --> 00:00:56,500 *Henry and June* 2 00:00:57,295 --> 00:00:59,356 Paris, 1931 3 00:00:59,381 --> 00:01:03,527 It started so innocently. They said it was strange that a woman... 4 00:01:03,552 --> 00:01:06,656 would like to publish a defense D.H. Lawrence... 5 00:01:06,681 --> 00:01:11,871 and that his words are perceived as an incitement to sex. 6 00:01:11,896 --> 00:01:16,043 - Then he said, "You write about sex..." - with some seriousness, Miss Nin. 7 00:01:16,068 --> 00:01:19,171 You must have led a rather liberated life. 8 00:01:19,196 --> 00:01:21,256 Liberated? 9 00:01:21,281 --> 00:01:24,385 You must have had a lot of experiences. 10 00:01:24,410 --> 00:01:27,514 You know, romance novels. 11 00:01:27,539 --> 00:01:29,600 I'm intrigued by how you got... 12 00:01:29,625 --> 00:01:32,728 such insight into erotic matters. 13 00:01:32,753 --> 00:01:37,884 For literature. Yes, I love Proust and... 14 00:01:42,140 --> 00:01:47,329 My true awakening, it seems happened when my husband Hugo and I... 15 00:01:47,354 --> 00:01:52,544 we came to Paris for the first time and we rented a studio apartment for the summer 16 00:01:52,569 --> 00:01:56,714 One day, I was cleaning... 17 00:01:56,739 --> 00:01:59,844 When I was organizing the cabinets... 18 00:01:59,869 --> 00:02:02,972 where the owner left his belongings 19 00:02:02,997 --> 00:02:06,250 I discovered... 20 00:03:12,870 --> 00:03:14,932 Thanks to this cabinet... 21 00:03:14,957 --> 00:03:20,146 I learned endless varieties erotic experiences 22 00:03:20,171 --> 00:03:23,632 Come here. 23 00:03:32,686 --> 00:03:38,734 Hugo! I thought you might want a ride. 24 00:03:46,243 --> 00:03:50,390 Are you okay, Pussy Willow? 25 00:03:50,415 --> 00:03:55,754 - He kissed me, Hugo. - What? Oh my God! 26 00:03:57,715 --> 00:04:02,136 It was just one kiss. 27 00:04:08,144 --> 00:04:11,247 He kisses me once. 28 00:04:11,272 --> 00:04:13,333 Then he starts caressing my entire body. 29 00:04:13,358 --> 00:04:15,419 I'm looking for my breasts... 30 00:04:15,444 --> 00:04:19,591 And my most secret, sensitive place 31 00:04:19,616 --> 00:04:22,719 His hands are skillful. 32 00:04:22,744 --> 00:04:25,848 I am tempted by unknown pleasures. 33 00:04:25,873 --> 00:04:28,976 When I see that I allowed it he needs to wake up already 34 00:04:29,001 --> 00:04:32,105 I let him unleash his own desires between your legs. 35 00:04:32,130 --> 00:04:34,191 I just let him... 36 00:04:34,216 --> 00:04:37,320 no regrets. 37 00:04:37,345 --> 00:04:39,405 I told Hugo... 38 00:04:39,430 --> 00:04:43,309 only part of the story. 39 00:05:06,545 --> 00:05:08,606 Pussy Willow! 40 00:05:08,631 --> 00:05:10,691 Remember to meet with me at 8 tonight. 41 00:05:10,716 --> 00:05:15,906 Hugo, Would you be very concerned if I hadn't come this evening? 42 00:05:15,931 --> 00:05:17,991 Yes, I would care. 43 00:05:18,016 --> 00:05:23,206 I'm sorry, but everything they talk about is bad loans, funds or real estate planning. 44 00:05:23,231 --> 00:05:29,196 Estate planning can be very creative! 45 00:05:33,660 --> 00:05:36,764 Look, it's thanks to the bank we could come to Paris. 46 00:05:36,789 --> 00:05:41,978 I need this job and I admit it That sometimes I like her, why not? 47 00:05:42,003 --> 00:05:45,107 Why not? 48 00:05:45,132 --> 00:05:47,192 You turn into someone else. 49 00:05:47,217 --> 00:05:51,364 You're even starting to smell like a bank. 50 00:05:51,389 --> 00:05:54,493 I work so you can write. 51 00:05:54,518 --> 00:05:59,899 I need to know people who really live, Hugo. 52 00:06:55,005 --> 00:06:58,108 You don't finish it off. You're actually going backwards. 53 00:06:58,133 --> 00:07:01,471 Once again. 54 00:07:04,391 --> 00:07:07,495 I can't concentrate anymore Eduardo. 55 00:07:07,520 --> 00:07:12,709 My life? Sometimes I think that I need something else. 56 00:07:12,734 --> 00:07:16,881 older man Stronger than me. 57 00:07:16,906 --> 00:07:20,009 You like making me suffer. 58 00:07:20,034 --> 00:07:23,138 I love you since we were children Anais. 59 00:07:23,163 --> 00:07:27,309 But, I always feared that... 60 00:07:27,334 --> 00:07:31,047 I won't be able to. 61 00:07:32,549 --> 00:07:36,696 Look at them. They are delicious. 62 00:07:36,721 --> 00:07:40,868 If I were a man, I would be delighted. 63 00:07:40,893 --> 00:07:45,438 They don't excite me like you do. 64 00:08:19,479 --> 00:08:24,668 Damn great place, Hugo. Peaceful. 65 00:08:24,693 --> 00:08:26,754 Have you lived here long? 66 00:08:26,779 --> 00:08:30,926 - Only from falling. - From the fall? How did you live before? 67 00:08:30,951 --> 00:08:33,996 All right. 68 00:08:35,122 --> 00:08:39,268 This is Henry Miller, American a writer who stays overnight at Osborn's. My wife. 69 00:08:39,293 --> 00:08:43,440 - Anais Nin. - How are you, Anais? 70 00:08:43,465 --> 00:08:46,569 Eduardo Sanchez, Anais' cousin. 71 00:08:46,594 --> 00:08:50,740 Anais, you should read what Henry writes. I think it outperforms D.H. Lawrence. 72 00:08:50,765 --> 00:08:53,869 I would love to read your works. They have not been released yet. 73 00:08:53,894 --> 00:08:55,955 And you're comparing him to Lawrence? 74 00:08:55,980 --> 00:08:59,084 I don't want to be compared to Lawrence. He probably wouldn't like my style. 75 00:08:59,109 --> 00:09:02,212 - Henry writes for ordinary people on the street. - I don't care about his writing. 76 00:09:02,237 --> 00:09:05,341 Anais is currently writing a book about Lawrence. 77 00:09:05,366 --> 00:09:07,426 Perhaps his sexuality she is too strong for you. 78 00:09:07,451 --> 00:09:10,030 Too strong? He is childish, prudish. 79 00:09:10,055 --> 00:09:13,684 The French wrote about these matters for all the time. I mean Rabelais, Flaubert! 80 00:09:13,709 --> 00:09:15,852 I honestly can't handle it imagine any modern 81 00:09:15,877 --> 00:09:17,856 a writer who wouldn't be Lawrence's debtor. 82 00:09:17,881 --> 00:09:18,898 We should eat something. 83 00:09:18,923 --> 00:09:23,070 He wants to get too much out of sex. He makes a whole gospel out of it. 84 00:09:23,095 --> 00:09:25,155 From my point of view, sex is natural... 85 00:09:25,180 --> 00:09:27,242 like birth or death. 86 00:09:27,267 --> 00:09:30,370 I'm not interested in literature nor poetry as we know it. 87 00:09:30,395 --> 00:09:32,455 What are you interested in? 88 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:34,542 - Henry writes about fucking. - Fucking? 89 00:09:34,567 --> 00:09:37,670 I write about self-liberation. 90 00:09:37,695 --> 00:09:39,756 - Definitely about fucking. - We should eat something. 91 00:09:39,781 --> 00:09:43,159 Amelia is waiting. 92 00:09:46,039 --> 00:09:49,142 I flipped through a few more pages, and I realized... 93 00:09:49,167 --> 00:09:53,314 that I'm reading my own novel, with some joker's name on it... 94 00:09:53,339 --> 00:09:56,442 written in French, sold in the best bookstore in Paris. 95 00:09:56,467 --> 00:09:59,571 -I can't believe it. - How is that possible? 96 00:09:59,596 --> 00:10:03,743 Remember last year some guy stole my briefcase with the manuscript inside? 97 00:10:03,768 --> 00:10:08,957 This guy rewrote my manuscript, but no I realize I'm going to get it. 98 00:10:08,982 --> 00:10:13,128 The soufflé is an old family recipe. 99 00:10:13,153 --> 00:10:17,116 So this is a soufflé! 100 00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:26,729 I hope it's nutritious enough. 101 00:10:26,754 --> 00:10:29,814 This joker doesn't know I'm going to get it because I deal with copyright 102 00:10:29,839 --> 00:10:32,944 I will pursue him as I chased down another joker. 103 00:10:32,969 --> 00:10:36,072 - The guy who stole my art. - It's currently playing on Broadway. 104 00:10:36,097 --> 00:10:39,201 They're putting it on Broadway Have I already told you about her? 105 00:10:39,226 --> 00:10:43,372 Like this guy had to steal my art from my briefcase? 106 00:10:43,397 --> 00:10:46,501 I would already be a respected author if it weren't for these jokers. 107 00:10:46,526 --> 00:10:52,758 But I'll get them. This time no I will take risks. This is my new baby. 108 00:10:52,783 --> 00:10:54,843 Are you laughing at me? 109 00:10:54,868 --> 00:10:56,930 I just feel so good wonderful. 110 00:10:56,955 --> 00:11:00,058 What a great moment. A leisurely lunch. 111 00:11:00,083 --> 00:11:04,230 Flames in the fireplace. Fine wines. 112 00:11:04,255 --> 00:11:11,256 Blue and orange color. It's wonderful! There is no other way to describe it. 113 00:11:15,727 --> 00:11:18,830 So what do you write? Poetry or something? 114 00:11:18,855 --> 00:11:24,528 Most of what I write it's in these diaries. 115 00:11:28,241 --> 00:11:33,080 No, I don't let anyone read them. 116 00:11:33,456 --> 00:11:36,559 I never show them to anyone... 117 00:11:36,584 --> 00:11:38,645 except Hugo... 118 00:11:38,670 --> 00:11:41,881 sometimes... 119 00:11:43,885 --> 00:11:49,850 I've always wanted to read The Captive. La Prisonnier. 120 00:11:58,485 --> 00:12:02,906 I wish you would keep it. 121 00:12:03,699 --> 00:12:06,803 I'll borrow it. Thanks. 122 00:12:06,828 --> 00:12:10,206 Pussy Willow! 123 00:12:12,042 --> 00:12:17,232 I once took part in 6-day races bicycle events, took place in Brooklyn. 124 00:12:17,257 --> 00:12:21,011 Yes, I love bikes. 125 00:12:22,471 --> 00:12:24,532 - But I can't accept it. - I want you to take it. 126 00:12:24,557 --> 00:12:27,661 - What will you ride? - I'll borrow yours. 127 00:12:27,686 --> 00:12:31,832 You can't ride a man's bike. So Henry should take mine. 128 00:12:31,857 --> 00:12:34,961 Thanks, Hugo. 129 00:12:34,986 --> 00:12:38,090 Good on you. It will be just right for me. 130 00:12:38,115 --> 00:12:40,175 I'll pay a visit... 131 00:12:40,200 --> 00:12:43,304 Come on Eduardo, let's race back to Paris before it gets dark. 132 00:12:43,329 --> 00:12:45,390 To the seats. Come on. 133 00:12:45,415 --> 00:12:48,519 I don't race anymore, for me it's the bike now just a way to get home. 134 00:12:48,544 --> 00:12:50,604 Ready! 135 00:12:50,629 --> 00:12:53,732 - You're not a challenge for me. - Are you ready, Eduardo? 136 00:12:53,757 --> 00:12:59,639 - I must warn you that I used to race. - Go! 137 00:13:04,186 --> 00:13:09,376 I would love to read something like that someday he wrote. I don't think so. He will never publish anything. 138 00:13:09,401 --> 00:13:11,461 I met Henry Miller. 139 00:13:11,486 --> 00:13:15,449 It's masculine and floral. 140 00:13:15,658 --> 00:13:18,762 He is a man who is intoxicated by life. 141 00:13:18,787 --> 00:13:20,848 He's just like me. 142 00:13:20,873 --> 00:13:25,044 But he doesn't know it yet. 143 00:13:27,130 --> 00:13:31,277 Henry has quite a character. 144 00:13:31,302 --> 00:13:33,362 Good night. 145 00:13:33,387 --> 00:13:36,891 Good night, Hugo. 146 00:13:49,031 --> 00:13:51,091 - Let me help you. - I'll be fine, Hugo. 147 00:13:51,116 --> 00:13:54,221 Osborn said he'd be home And I want to surprise Henry. 148 00:13:54,246 --> 00:13:57,306 I just thought I could help you. Are you sure you can do it? 149 00:13:57,331 --> 00:13:59,435 Yes, everything is fine! 150 00:13:59,460 --> 00:14:01,520 I'll catch the train and I'll meet you at home later. 151 00:14:01,545 --> 00:14:04,649 Just in case, I'll wait a while. 152 00:14:04,674 --> 00:14:06,735 I don't want you to wait. 153 00:14:06,760 --> 00:14:10,847 I'll see you tonight. 154 00:14:11,975 --> 00:14:15,436 See you. 155 00:15:10,376 --> 00:15:12,437 Henry? 156 00:15:12,462 --> 00:15:15,464 Osborn? 157 00:16:24,421 --> 00:16:27,525 - Oh, I'm sorry! - God, I forgot. 158 00:16:27,550 --> 00:16:29,610 - Sorry. - No, I'm sorry. 159 00:16:29,635 --> 00:16:34,599 Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Wait. 160 00:18:09,752 --> 00:18:12,898 Hello kid. You're wandering around, aren't you? 161 00:18:12,923 --> 00:18:15,985 I was at Osborn's. He said where I can find you. 162 00:18:16,010 --> 00:18:22,242 I brought my typewriter. I thought you should have it. 163 00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:25,370 Can we sit somewhere? 164 00:18:25,395 --> 00:18:28,499 Why not? 165 00:18:28,524 --> 00:18:31,628 There is a small cafe around the corner. 166 00:18:31,653 --> 00:18:34,614 Come. 167 00:18:43,124 --> 00:18:45,185 This actress in the movie... 168 00:18:45,210 --> 00:18:49,089 It reminds you of someone. 169 00:18:50,425 --> 00:18:53,528 The woman who became your obsession. 170 00:18:53,553 --> 00:18:55,615 I know this feeling. 171 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:58,743 I often have obsessions. 172 00:18:58,768 --> 00:19:04,607 You should eat something, kid. You eat as much as a bird. 173 00:19:07,111 --> 00:19:09,172 Okay, I'll tell you. 174 00:19:09,197 --> 00:19:13,344 June appeared like an angel. I offered her the fate of a fool. 175 00:19:13,369 --> 00:19:15,429 She was a dancer upon request. 176 00:19:15,454 --> 00:19:17,514 I paid my cent. 177 00:19:17,539 --> 00:19:20,644 She put her head on my shoulder. 178 00:19:20,669 --> 00:19:22,729 But then the lies started. 179 00:19:22,754 --> 00:19:24,815 She told me it was hers mother was a gypsy. 180 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:26,901 Her father is a count. 181 00:19:26,926 --> 00:19:33,158 Then I watched the movie and realized that she borrowed the story of her childhood from him. 182 00:19:33,183 --> 00:19:35,243 So? 183 00:19:35,268 --> 00:19:38,373 So, I married her. 184 00:19:38,398 --> 00:19:44,630 She gave me the courage to quit my job To be able to write non-stop, she believed in me. 185 00:19:44,655 --> 00:19:48,802 Somehow she had some money, so we could afford strawberries in the middle of winter 186 00:19:48,827 --> 00:19:51,887 We're broke We live in the middle of nowhere in Brooklyn... 187 00:19:51,912 --> 00:19:55,000 but we live like kings. 188 00:20:03,427 --> 00:20:06,531 And then, one day she meets the artist. 189 00:20:06,556 --> 00:20:10,702 He brings her home to us. 190 00:20:10,727 --> 00:20:14,873 Soon, we also keep Jean. 191 00:20:14,898 --> 00:20:18,861 How does he get money? 192 00:20:21,156 --> 00:20:23,216 - Pop. -Pop? 193 00:20:23,241 --> 00:20:26,345 Pop is her rascal. 194 00:20:26,370 --> 00:20:30,517 I found out about Pop when she came back with a hand full of money... 195 00:20:30,542 --> 00:20:33,645 And she told me to go to Paris to write. 196 00:20:33,670 --> 00:20:35,732 That he would join me later. 197 00:20:35,757 --> 00:20:39,902 You look her straight in the eye, and I say... 198 00:20:39,927 --> 00:20:43,032 "Whatever you say." 199 00:20:43,057 --> 00:20:47,202 He's packing his bags And I'm going to Europe. 200 00:20:47,227 --> 00:20:50,189 But... 201 00:20:50,357 --> 00:20:55,546 I'm not that blind what does he take me for? 202 00:20:55,571 --> 00:20:57,632 Something tells me to turn back... 203 00:20:57,657 --> 00:21:01,035 and peek. 204 00:22:20,045 --> 00:22:23,149 But when it comes to confrontation, She's getting mad at me! 205 00:22:23,174 --> 00:22:27,320 She said that without Pop we would starve. "Pop is my patron saint." 206 00:22:27,345 --> 00:22:29,406 Your patron saint? 207 00:22:29,431 --> 00:22:32,534 Yes. That's what she calls him. 208 00:22:32,559 --> 00:22:35,663 Except she told Pop that she writes. 209 00:22:35,688 --> 00:22:39,834 That's the only reason he bought it because of her. 210 00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,920 How's it going? Bonjour. 211 00:22:41,945 --> 00:22:48,178 And that I should be grateful that she did it all for me. 212 00:22:48,203 --> 00:22:50,263 Then she says, "I love you." 213 00:22:50,288 --> 00:22:52,350 And everything else becomes unimportant. 214 00:22:52,375 --> 00:22:55,478 This moment felt like an eternity. 215 00:22:55,503 --> 00:22:59,650 Why does she become angry, hurt, jealous or cruel? 216 00:22:59,675 --> 00:23:02,778 Why is he lying? I can't understand this. 217 00:23:02,803 --> 00:23:05,907 Maybe you're not asking the right questions. 218 00:23:05,932 --> 00:23:10,079 Yes? What would you ask her? 219 00:23:10,104 --> 00:23:13,164 I would ask: What makes her lies necessary? 220 00:23:13,172 --> 00:23:15,292 What is he afraid of? 221 00:23:15,317 --> 00:23:17,379 Who is he afraid of? 222 00:23:17,404 --> 00:23:20,507 Things a woman would ask about. 223 00:23:20,532 --> 00:23:22,593 Woman? 224 00:23:22,618 --> 00:23:26,764 Sorry, man. You should maybe quit a few francs, I have no money. 225 00:23:26,789 --> 00:23:29,834 Get lost! 226 00:23:29,918 --> 00:23:33,021 I could give you some money if you need. 227 00:23:33,046 --> 00:23:35,108 Thanks, brilliant of you. 228 00:23:35,133 --> 00:23:37,193 Be careful. 229 00:23:37,218 --> 00:23:39,279 For now, kid. Will you get home? 230 00:23:39,304 --> 00:23:42,408 Of course, I can handle it. 231 00:23:42,433 --> 00:23:45,537 There should be taxis here all the time. Lots of shady guys come here. 232 00:23:45,562 --> 00:23:48,689 For now. 233 00:24:38,749 --> 00:24:44,212 I experience interesting foggy images. 234 00:24:45,006 --> 00:24:48,467 I like it. 235 00:24:58,563 --> 00:25:02,710 You fall in love with people's minds. 236 00:25:02,735 --> 00:25:06,881 I'm afraid I might losing you, for Henry. 237 00:25:06,906 --> 00:25:08,967 Don't be ridiculous. 238 00:25:08,992 --> 00:25:12,096 He's so rough! 239 00:25:12,121 --> 00:25:16,167 He calls me "kid." 240 00:25:16,292 --> 00:25:20,380 I think I hate him. 241 00:25:20,464 --> 00:25:24,551 He is a parasite, an egoist. 242 00:25:27,764 --> 00:25:29,825 Maybe it's just jealousy. 243 00:25:29,850 --> 00:25:32,954 What are you jealous of? 244 00:25:32,979 --> 00:25:37,125 His life seems to be full pain and chaos. 245 00:25:37,150 --> 00:25:42,072 He has someone driving him crazy into pain and chaos. 246 00:26:10,522 --> 00:26:15,194 Anais, meet my wife June. 247 00:26:16,780 --> 00:26:20,926 Thank you for looking after Henry. 248 00:26:20,951 --> 00:26:23,012 He didn't describe you very well. 249 00:26:23,037 --> 00:26:27,208 You didn't do it, Henry. 250 00:26:29,294 --> 00:26:32,398 Those colors you used! 251 00:26:32,423 --> 00:26:37,613 As if you painted every room, for every mood Anais 252 00:26:37,638 --> 00:26:41,182 It's called Anais. 253 00:26:43,895 --> 00:26:47,857 Henry confuses everything. 254 00:27:25,610 --> 00:27:29,239 Oh, I'm sorry! 255 00:27:41,253 --> 00:27:45,400 - Always happy and joyful. - Exactly! 256 00:27:45,425 --> 00:27:48,529 What will be the title of the book? 257 00:27:48,554 --> 00:27:50,614 I can't decide between a few. 258 00:27:50,639 --> 00:27:53,744 I Sing the Equator and Tropic of Cancer. 259 00:27:53,769 --> 00:27:56,872 - I like Sing the Equator. - NO! 260 00:27:56,897 --> 00:28:00,001 - Tropic of Cancer. - Without a doubt. 261 00:28:00,026 --> 00:28:03,904 You're absolutely right. 262 00:28:04,197 --> 00:28:08,410 See Henry, I told you. 263 00:28:18,798 --> 00:28:20,858 So? 264 00:28:20,883 --> 00:28:22,943 What do you think about her? 265 00:28:22,968 --> 00:28:26,073 About June? Few. 266 00:28:26,098 --> 00:28:28,158 Are you afraid of her? 267 00:28:28,183 --> 00:28:30,244 I just don't trust her. And you? 268 00:28:30,269 --> 00:28:32,330 Do I trust her? 269 00:28:32,355 --> 00:28:34,415 Of course not. 270 00:28:34,440 --> 00:28:39,529 But you think she's beautiful isn't it? 271 00:28:39,655 --> 00:28:43,284 NO. I'm telling the truth 272 00:28:46,956 --> 00:28:49,016 You don't have any perversions... 273 00:28:49,041 --> 00:28:51,102 no cruelty. 274 00:28:51,127 --> 00:28:55,006 I don't want to be cruel. 275 00:28:55,298 --> 00:28:57,359 I hate men who they are afraid of strong women. 276 00:28:57,384 --> 00:29:01,531 I am not afraid of your strength! I love her. 277 00:29:01,556 --> 00:29:04,660 The stronger, the better. 278 00:29:04,685 --> 00:29:07,788 Come here. 279 00:29:07,813 --> 00:29:12,276 You don't hate me, do you? 280 00:29:19,285 --> 00:29:22,389 Tell me more truth. 281 00:29:22,414 --> 00:29:24,474 Or a few lies! 282 00:29:24,499 --> 00:29:27,794 Whisper to me. 283 00:29:29,714 --> 00:29:32,817 How would you lie to June... 284 00:29:32,842 --> 00:29:35,946 if you made love to her? 285 00:29:35,971 --> 00:29:38,031 Did he make love to her? 286 00:29:38,056 --> 00:29:40,118 Yes. 287 00:29:40,143 --> 00:29:41,161 With her body. 288 00:29:41,186 --> 00:29:45,064 Her sensual body. 289 00:29:45,356 --> 00:29:48,461 She's so kinky, so naked. 290 00:29:48,486 --> 00:29:50,546 Tell her you love her. 291 00:29:50,571 --> 00:29:53,866 I love you! 292 00:29:55,786 --> 00:29:57,846 Hold me tighter. 293 00:29:57,872 --> 00:29:59,932 Possess her like a man. 294 00:29:59,957 --> 00:30:04,671 I want to fuck her like a man. 295 00:30:09,343 --> 00:30:12,447 - Fuck her. - I'm doing it. 296 00:30:12,472 --> 00:30:16,643 Fuck her, Pussy Willow. 297 00:30:24,986 --> 00:30:28,866 Pretty good, Hugo. 298 00:30:47,930 --> 00:30:51,033 I once raced in a 6-day race rallies in Brooklyn. 299 00:30:51,058 --> 00:30:54,162 - It's damn hard to keep up with you. - Next! 300 00:30:54,187 --> 00:31:00,152 I think it's natural for me. I've always loved sports. 301 00:31:00,445 --> 00:31:03,573 Come on! 302 00:31:34,860 --> 00:31:38,238 Good fun. 303 00:32:18,661 --> 00:32:21,765 A bit different than with horseshoes. 304 00:32:21,790 --> 00:32:25,168 Try this. 305 00:32:52,033 --> 00:32:55,913 - Draw! -Okay, draw. 306 00:33:56,692 --> 00:34:03,283 You're like a school teacher. I'm like a young girl. 307 00:34:29,021 --> 00:34:33,168 Always happy and joyful. 308 00:34:33,193 --> 00:34:36,297 What's your name? 309 00:34:36,322 --> 00:34:38,383 I am Count Bruggar! 310 00:34:38,408 --> 00:34:41,511 Where are you from? 311 00:34:41,536 --> 00:34:43,597 Count Bruggar performed on stage. 312 00:34:43,622 --> 00:34:46,725 That's why he's so broken. 313 00:34:46,750 --> 00:34:49,855 Count Bruggar is not spoiled! 314 00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:51,940 Jean made Count Bruggar. 315 00:34:51,965 --> 00:34:55,069 She is an artist her hands are wonderful. 316 00:34:55,094 --> 00:34:57,155 Her beauty is rather like a man's beauty. 317 00:34:57,180 --> 00:35:00,284 She is not an ordinary woman. 318 00:35:00,309 --> 00:35:04,455 No ordinary woman she couldn't make Count Bruggar! 319 00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:07,584 - Silence. We're talking. - Shut up. 320 00:35:07,609 --> 00:35:11,404 You shut up too! 321 00:35:12,823 --> 00:35:15,926 - Where did you learn all this? - My parents performed. 322 00:35:15,951 --> 00:35:20,098 My father was a magician in the circus. My mother practiced on the trapeze. 323 00:35:20,123 --> 00:35:24,169 I was born on the road. 324 00:35:24,295 --> 00:35:25,313 What did Henry tell you? 325 00:35:25,338 --> 00:35:28,799 Nothing. Really. 326 00:35:29,510 --> 00:35:31,570 Did he mention Pop? 327 00:35:31,595 --> 00:35:34,698 NO. Who is Pop? 328 00:35:34,723 --> 00:35:37,827 Pop is the patron saint of art I know it. 329 00:35:37,852 --> 00:35:40,955 Henry is jealous of him because Pop is rich. 330 00:35:40,980 --> 00:35:47,214 Henry finds out about everyone debauchees. You know how guys become. 331 00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:50,825 Do you love women? 332 00:35:52,452 --> 00:35:54,514 What do you mean? 333 00:35:54,539 --> 00:35:56,599 What about Jean? 334 00:35:56,624 --> 00:35:58,684 Did Henry tell you about Jean and me? 335 00:35:58,709 --> 00:36:01,814 NO! You told me about her. 336 00:36:01,839 --> 00:36:04,943 Sometimes he has a way of making... 337 00:36:04,968 --> 00:36:08,071 everything becomes ugly. 338 00:36:08,096 --> 00:36:12,768 - He's not sleeping with you, is he? - What? 339 00:36:15,396 --> 00:36:17,500 It seems not. 340 00:36:17,525 --> 00:36:19,543 - Did we pay? - Let me. 341 00:36:19,568 --> 00:36:22,672 Okay, I need to book a crossing. 342 00:36:22,697 --> 00:36:24,757 Crossing to where? 343 00:36:24,782 --> 00:36:28,929 Home to New York. 344 00:36:28,954 --> 00:36:31,014 Come on, Bruggar. 345 00:36:31,039 --> 00:36:34,143 I have to lead my own life. So many things to deal with. 346 00:36:34,168 --> 00:36:41,009 My friends, my game. interrogation, that I don't want to miss 347 00:36:44,597 --> 00:36:49,786 Sorry if that's the only one what money do you have? 348 00:36:49,811 --> 00:36:50,829 Yes. 349 00:36:50,854 --> 00:36:56,068 I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do for you. 350 00:36:57,111 --> 00:37:00,215 So what should I do, sail? 351 00:37:00,240 --> 00:37:03,343 Of course not. 352 00:37:03,368 --> 00:37:07,415 We will find a solution. 353 00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:16,902 Something happened I don't know. 354 00:37:16,927 --> 00:37:20,030 The price has gone up or the exchange rate dropped. 355 00:37:20,055 --> 00:37:25,244 I tried to get a break, but I can't money even for the third grade. 356 00:37:25,269 --> 00:37:27,330 - You have. Let me... -I couldn't. 357 00:37:27,355 --> 00:37:30,900 Please take it. 358 00:37:33,613 --> 00:37:34,631 Good on your part. 359 00:37:34,656 --> 00:37:37,700 Thanks. 360 00:37:51,342 --> 00:37:55,429 Back to this ship. 361 00:37:56,556 --> 00:38:01,394 So, have you found a solution? 362 00:38:02,813 --> 00:38:04,874 I hope. 363 00:38:04,899 --> 00:38:09,046 I would really like to travel first class. It's possible. 364 00:38:09,071 --> 00:38:13,217 Maybe you know a place where we could meet for coffee. 365 00:38:13,242 --> 00:38:16,346 Let's say 6:00. 366 00:38:16,371 --> 00:38:20,458 - better at 7:00. - 7:00. 367 00:38:28,886 --> 00:38:33,099 - Thanks, - See you later. 368 00:38:45,572 --> 00:38:47,632 And here I am. 369 00:38:47,657 --> 00:38:51,804 This character, Mona, is this supposed to be me? 370 00:38:51,829 --> 00:38:52,847 Why? 371 00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:54,932 Nothing, nothing. 372 00:38:54,957 --> 00:38:58,061 This is great. 373 00:38:58,086 --> 00:39:01,190 I always wanted you to be... 374 00:39:01,215 --> 00:39:04,319 Dostoyevsky. 375 00:39:04,344 --> 00:39:07,447 - Is it good? - Good? 376 00:39:07,472 --> 00:39:10,576 I fought, I suffered... 377 00:39:10,601 --> 00:39:13,704 For this? 378 00:39:13,729 --> 00:39:17,876 It's not me! This isn't me! 379 00:39:17,901 --> 00:39:19,961 Of course it's you. It's you, in me. 380 00:39:19,986 --> 00:39:23,741 It's a distortion. 381 00:39:25,201 --> 00:39:28,305 Henry, look at me. 382 00:39:28,330 --> 00:39:30,390 Look! 383 00:39:30,415 --> 00:39:34,562 You don't see anyone as they are. 384 00:39:34,587 --> 00:39:38,734 I wanted Dostoyevsky. 385 00:39:38,759 --> 00:39:41,862 Who could Dostoyevsky be with you? 386 00:39:41,887 --> 00:39:43,949 You make it impossible! What do you want? 387 00:39:43,974 --> 00:39:46,034 - What do I want? - Yes? 388 00:39:46,059 --> 00:39:48,119 After I laid the whole world at your feet? 389 00:39:48,144 --> 00:39:51,206 After I told All your stories? 390 00:39:51,231 --> 00:39:54,377 Sing songs of praise! 391 00:39:54,402 --> 00:39:57,506 Make me a character you can love. 392 00:39:57,531 --> 00:40:00,634 - I'm not a portrait painter. - Indeed 393 00:40:00,659 --> 00:40:03,763 Look what you did, Anais. 394 00:40:03,788 --> 00:40:05,849 You make everything gross. 395 00:40:05,874 --> 00:40:10,020 Beauty is a joke to you. 396 00:40:10,045 --> 00:40:12,106 You are so negative. 397 00:40:12,131 --> 00:40:15,235 As an artist, you are a failure. 398 00:40:15,260 --> 00:40:18,363 You are not a man! You are a child. 399 00:40:18,388 --> 00:40:20,449 You are taking advantage of women! 400 00:40:20,474 --> 00:40:25,188 You used me, you fucker! 401 00:40:28,817 --> 00:40:32,363 Fucker! 402 00:42:18,321 --> 00:42:20,381 Get rid of her. 403 00:42:20,406 --> 00:42:24,553 I'll drive you crazy. 404 00:42:24,578 --> 00:42:27,831 I love you. 405 00:43:51,137 --> 00:43:54,599 I want to get drunk. 406 00:43:55,309 --> 00:43:57,369 And... 407 00:43:57,394 --> 00:44:00,940 You too. 408 00:44:02,609 --> 00:44:06,863 Because you intimidate me. 409 00:44:09,909 --> 00:44:16,911 I want to be free to tell you everything and know that you will forgive me 410 00:44:24,509 --> 00:44:29,699 I want to tell you about the things that they will allow you to stop wandering through life 411 00:44:29,724 --> 00:44:33,871 I've done the wildest things... 412 00:44:33,896 --> 00:44:37,524 The worst things. 413 00:44:38,067 --> 00:44:42,321 But I made them deliciously. 414 00:44:45,367 --> 00:44:48,471 I feel so innocent now. 415 00:44:48,496 --> 00:44:50,556 Do you believe in it? 416 00:44:50,581 --> 00:44:52,643 You are innocent. 417 00:44:52,668 --> 00:44:55,771 I want to be innocent, just like you. 418 00:44:55,796 --> 00:45:01,677 I want to experience everything what have you experienced? 419 00:45:03,096 --> 00:45:06,200 Take care of Henry for me. 420 00:45:06,225 --> 00:45:08,285 I'm leaving in the morning. 421 00:45:08,310 --> 00:45:10,372 What? 422 00:45:10,397 --> 00:45:13,316 In the morning? 423 00:45:14,568 --> 00:45:17,672 But when will you come back? 424 00:45:17,697 --> 00:45:19,757 Maybe soon. 425 00:45:19,782 --> 00:45:23,036 Maybe never. 426 00:45:23,954 --> 00:45:27,058 There are so many things that I wish I could do it with you. 427 00:45:27,083 --> 00:45:31,229 I would like to get drunk on opium with you. 428 00:45:31,254 --> 00:45:34,716 Give me your hand. 429 00:45:36,468 --> 00:45:40,515 NO! You have so little. 430 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:44,685 I wanted to give you more. 431 00:45:45,855 --> 00:45:50,025 I wanted to be able to hold you. 432 00:46:26,527 --> 00:46:30,673 She's crazy. Can't you see it? 433 00:46:30,698 --> 00:46:35,162 No, I don't see I don't care. 434 00:46:35,913 --> 00:46:40,060 He's just using you. 435 00:46:40,085 --> 00:46:45,274 You just don't understand anything You're jealous of her. 436 00:46:45,299 --> 00:46:47,360 No, I'm not. 437 00:46:47,385 --> 00:46:52,348 Besides, you'll never see her again. 438 00:46:53,642 --> 00:46:57,062 Where did you get it? 439 00:46:57,814 --> 00:46:59,874 Show me! 440 00:46:59,899 --> 00:47:06,900 Does she think she can fall in love with you anything I didn't love? 441 00:47:51,001 --> 00:47:56,048 Henry, perhaps you have genius and passion... 442 00:47:56,215 --> 00:48:00,361 but something is definitely missing. 443 00:48:00,386 --> 00:48:02,448 Oh, yes? What? 444 00:48:02,473 --> 00:48:04,533 Sympathies. 445 00:48:04,558 --> 00:48:05,576 Sympathy for whom? 446 00:48:05,601 --> 00:48:09,439 June, for example. 447 00:48:10,815 --> 00:48:13,920 I might as well have compassion for the moon. 448 00:48:13,945 --> 00:48:17,990 I will write a book about June. 449 00:48:18,115 --> 00:48:20,177 I'm writing about her. 450 00:48:20,202 --> 00:48:23,305 I know more about them than anyone will ever be able to find out. 451 00:48:23,330 --> 00:48:27,477 I'm talking about something completely different As a woman. 452 00:48:27,502 --> 00:48:30,606 Throughout. 453 00:48:30,631 --> 00:48:35,385 I can get deep into June's poetry. 454 00:48:35,844 --> 00:48:39,991 Hey, this is my fucking wife. 455 00:48:40,016 --> 00:48:45,481 You don't understand yours his own fucking wife. 456 00:48:46,274 --> 00:48:49,819 I kissed her. 457 00:48:54,617 --> 00:48:59,806 Write about whatever you want to write about For God's sake. 458 00:48:59,831 --> 00:49:03,543 I wish you perseverance. 459 00:49:22,774 --> 00:49:26,921 - I have to get back to work. - If you can, stay longer, Henry. 460 00:49:26,946 --> 00:49:32,136 He's under a lot of stress. He's just getting back on his feet. 461 00:49:32,161 --> 00:49:35,264 They say they have Haitian drums here. 462 00:49:35,289 --> 00:49:40,837 This guy said that I could join in. 463 00:50:58,721 --> 00:51:02,866 I saw your true self nature when you danced. 464 00:51:02,891 --> 00:51:06,604 You don't understand anything. 465 00:51:08,106 --> 00:51:14,947 Maybe I'm a simple boy and only whores can understand me. 466 00:51:33,135 --> 00:51:36,239 Do you want to dance? 467 00:51:36,264 --> 00:51:39,225 Dance. 468 00:51:39,392 --> 00:51:42,855 Spread your legs. 469 00:52:05,465 --> 00:52:07,525 I love you. 470 00:52:07,550 --> 00:52:11,096 I need you. 471 00:52:23,194 --> 00:52:28,450 What are you doing? You're driving me crazy. 472 00:52:45,095 --> 00:52:52,096 Maybe I'm a demon for jumping in from Henry's arms straight into Hugo's arms. 473 00:52:53,438 --> 00:52:58,627 Hugo is lying next to me as I write this. 474 00:52:58,652 --> 00:53:00,713 I love Hugo. 475 00:53:00,738 --> 00:53:04,659 And I feel innocent. 476 00:53:09,081 --> 00:53:16,082 Have I ever told you how I was a little boy growing up in Puerto Rico? 477 00:53:16,381 --> 00:53:21,470 My father took me to the carnival. 478 00:53:21,596 --> 00:53:26,785 There were sounds of drums, scary masks in circles. 479 00:53:26,810 --> 00:53:32,900 Something terrifying was happening there what I didn't understand. 480 00:53:35,153 --> 00:53:39,867 He said to his father, "I'm not afraid. 481 00:53:40,368 --> 00:53:44,414 But give me your hand." 482 00:53:59,139 --> 00:54:02,602 I have to go now. 483 00:54:05,397 --> 00:54:09,359 Hello, Mr. Richards. 484 00:54:09,568 --> 00:54:15,450 Hello, Hugo. Grant won't be joining us until Friday. 485 00:54:30,426 --> 00:54:34,572 Anais, I don't know how I dare write to you at all. 486 00:54:34,597 --> 00:54:37,702 I would call, but I'm afraid that he would pick up Hugo. 487 00:54:37,727 --> 00:54:44,567 God forgive me if this letter will be opened by mistake someday. 488 00:54:45,027 --> 00:54:47,087 I can't help it. 489 00:54:47,112 --> 00:54:51,259 I need you, I love you. 490 00:54:51,284 --> 00:54:54,387 I live only thinking about you. 491 00:54:54,412 --> 00:54:57,516 But I was afraid to tell you. 492 00:54:57,541 --> 00:55:01,879 I thought I'd scare you. 493 00:55:02,756 --> 00:55:06,901 But today when I watched it Passion of Joan of Arc... by Dreyer 494 00:55:06,927 --> 00:55:10,031 I saw a mad monk played by Antonin Artaud. 495 00:55:10,056 --> 00:55:13,160 I thought of you as Joan... 496 00:55:13,185 --> 00:55:16,288 In all your youth and purity And constant madness. 497 00:55:16,313 --> 00:55:19,417 And then I saw myself in Artaud. 498 00:55:19,442 --> 00:55:22,545 A monk suffering for love of you, in his madness 499 00:55:22,570 --> 00:55:25,674 and your madness. 500 00:55:25,699 --> 00:55:31,664 The demon in Artaud's eyes was, like a demon in your eyes 501 00:56:29,314 --> 00:56:32,419 We fit together so well. 502 00:56:32,444 --> 00:56:35,547 With Hugo, it's so hard sometimes. 503 00:56:35,572 --> 00:56:38,676 We have to use Vaseline. 504 00:56:38,701 --> 00:56:41,805 His penis is so huge. 505 00:56:41,830 --> 00:56:44,933 But you and I fit together. 506 00:56:44,958 --> 00:56:48,062 Oh, Henry, I wish I knew what you know. 507 00:56:48,087 --> 00:56:53,635 I would like my life it matched yours. 508 00:58:14,646 --> 00:58:19,401 Look at this! Isn't that something? 509 00:58:31,332 --> 00:58:34,437 Just read your damn thing book about D.H. Lawrence... 510 00:58:34,462 --> 00:58:38,607 It's a damn good book. 511 00:58:38,632 --> 00:58:41,737 It shows me that I didn't know shit about Lawrence when I talked about him. 512 00:58:41,762 --> 00:58:44,865 Who am I to speak on it? 513 00:58:44,890 --> 00:58:47,994 He was much better, better than I ever thought. 514 00:58:48,019 --> 00:58:52,166 It doesn't matter how he died whether he won as a man. 515 00:58:52,191 --> 00:58:55,294 As an artist, has he achieved success? 516 00:58:55,319 --> 00:58:58,423 I would say huge. 517 00:58:58,448 --> 00:59:00,508 He tried to liberate literature. 518 00:59:00,533 --> 00:59:05,723 And this is our task: Liberation, freedom. 519 00:59:05,748 --> 00:59:10,937 I propose a toast to Lawrence. Let's drink to our faults. 520 00:59:10,962 --> 00:59:13,023 Toast... 521 00:59:13,048 --> 00:59:15,108 For our friendship. 522 00:59:15,133 --> 00:59:18,237 Drink cold, piss warm. 523 00:59:18,262 --> 00:59:21,683 To Henry. 524 00:59:26,605 --> 00:59:30,318 Fuck the Nazis. 525 00:59:31,820 --> 00:59:33,881 Do you know who I really am? 526 00:59:33,906 --> 00:59:37,009 It's just me, from the depths of the sea. I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor 527 00:59:37,034 --> 00:59:41,181 I'm glowing like a Christmas tree I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor 528 00:59:41,206 --> 00:59:44,309 I'll sail until I die I will fight, swear, drink and smoke 529 00:59:44,334 --> 00:59:47,438 But I can't swim for a penny I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor 530 00:59:47,463 --> 00:59:50,566 I will put my mast in anyone I want I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor 531 00:59:50,591 --> 00:59:54,738 I will drink, fight, fuck and smoke But I can't swim for a penny 532 00:59:54,763 --> 01:00:00,603 I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor Barnacle Bill the sailor 533 01:00:26,050 --> 01:00:29,512 Get lost yourself! 534 01:00:36,479 --> 01:00:38,540 - O. -Jack. 535 01:00:38,565 --> 01:00:40,625 - What? - I say fuck you, Jack. 536 01:00:40,650 --> 01:00:44,363 Fuck you, Jack! 537 01:01:06,722 --> 01:01:09,826 Twelve meters. 538 01:01:09,851 --> 01:01:13,062 Pull. 539 01:01:17,151 --> 01:01:20,572 Fuck off. 540 01:02:09,296 --> 01:02:15,528 Everyone says sex is obscene. Only war is truly obscene. 541 01:02:15,553 --> 01:02:18,656 I would only believe in God... 542 01:02:18,681 --> 01:02:21,785 who would understand how to dance. 543 01:02:21,810 --> 01:02:24,914 Isn't that something? 544 01:02:24,939 --> 01:02:27,000 Nietzsche claims that now... 545 01:02:27,025 --> 01:02:32,214 Nazis and Germans are arming themselves, they provoke, as he says. 546 01:02:32,239 --> 01:02:36,385 We have been given a gift. Ability to understand. 547 01:02:36,410 --> 01:02:40,557 But no one wants to understand. 548 01:02:40,582 --> 01:02:42,643 We have the ability to read. 549 01:02:42,668 --> 01:02:45,772 Read Nietzsche, Thomas Mann... 550 01:02:45,797 --> 01:02:48,901 Spengler, Joyce, Rambaud. 551 01:02:48,926 --> 01:02:52,029 Read fucking Alice in Wonderland. Huh, Osborn? 552 01:02:52,054 --> 01:02:55,158 Everything makes no sense. 553 01:02:55,183 --> 01:02:58,286 People only care about money and nothing interests them inside 554 01:02:58,311 --> 01:03:00,372 Besides, what the hell is money? 555 01:03:00,397 --> 01:03:05,736 There is an old Portuguese saying... 556 01:03:06,655 --> 01:03:10,801 "If shit had any value. then the poor would be left without assholes" 557 01:03:10,826 --> 01:03:12,887 Money. Money. 558 01:03:12,912 --> 01:03:16,015 They follow the crowd, protected by money 559 01:03:16,040 --> 01:03:18,144 lulled by money, fooled by money 560 01:03:18,169 --> 01:03:22,230 There's not even a single item anywhere, which could not be converted into money. 561 01:03:22,255 --> 01:03:24,359 There's money everywhere and it's still not enough. 562 01:03:24,384 --> 01:03:27,487 No money, little money less money, more money. 563 01:03:27,512 --> 01:03:29,615 But money. Always money! 564 01:03:29,640 --> 01:03:33,744 If you have money or you don't money, only money counts anyway. 565 01:03:33,769 --> 01:03:37,916 And money makes money. But what makes money make money? 566 01:03:37,941 --> 01:03:40,001 I say to hell with it! 567 01:03:40,026 --> 01:03:45,866 We will die for this world like fools! Right, fools? 568 01:03:49,413 --> 01:03:53,559 I've never seen a sunrise in Paris 569 01:03:53,584 --> 01:03:57,731 I've never been here all night. 570 01:03:57,756 --> 01:04:03,971 I've never been with a woman with whom I could be so honest. 571 01:04:04,013 --> 01:04:07,117 I feel like I can write freely. 572 01:04:07,142 --> 01:04:09,202 I will help you. 573 01:04:09,227 --> 01:04:12,331 And I will help you. 574 01:04:12,356 --> 01:04:14,417 I feel so clean. 575 01:04:14,442 --> 01:04:16,502 So strong. 576 01:04:16,527 --> 01:04:19,631 So renewed, Henry. 577 01:04:19,656 --> 01:04:25,871 You and me, together No, some man and some woman together. 578 01:04:25,914 --> 01:04:30,060 I will demand everything from you. 579 01:04:30,085 --> 01:04:34,172 Even the impossible one. 580 01:04:34,256 --> 01:04:36,318 Because you will make it possible. 581 01:04:36,343 --> 01:04:41,807 Maybe I should get down on my knees and praise You 582 01:04:42,600 --> 01:04:45,703 I'll undress you 583 01:04:45,728 --> 01:04:49,875 I'll spoil you a bit. Lift up your dress. 584 01:04:49,900 --> 01:04:53,446 No, not here. 585 01:05:01,372 --> 01:05:04,475 Don't turn around. 586 01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:07,604 You little aristocrat. 587 01:05:07,629 --> 01:05:09,689 I don't care. 588 01:05:09,714 --> 01:05:12,819 I want to fuck with you... 589 01:05:12,844 --> 01:05:15,947 teach you... 590 01:05:15,972 --> 01:05:19,726 humiliate you a little. 591 01:05:20,144 --> 01:05:24,398 Wrap your leg around me. 592 01:05:25,358 --> 01:05:30,113 I'll make you cum with me. 593 01:05:34,744 --> 01:05:36,805 Extraordinary. 594 01:05:36,830 --> 01:05:43,062 It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever read. 595 01:05:43,087 --> 01:05:48,468 I've never shown it this diary to anyone. 596 01:05:50,387 --> 01:05:53,491 No one will know about these things... 597 01:05:53,516 --> 01:05:55,577 except you. 598 01:05:55,602 --> 01:06:02,484 You become all these things what you wanted to be when you were a little girl 599 01:06:09,159 --> 01:06:12,263 - I have a cricket. - What? 600 01:06:12,288 --> 01:06:15,391 A small cricket in a cage. 601 01:06:15,416 --> 01:06:17,478 I love your accent. 602 01:06:17,503 --> 01:06:20,606 I took it with me everywhere. 603 01:06:20,631 --> 01:06:25,820 But when I got to America, they took everything from me 604 01:06:25,845 --> 01:06:31,035 The only thing they allowed I want to keep this diary 605 01:06:31,060 --> 01:06:34,480 and my accent. 606 01:06:39,403 --> 01:06:43,490 I love you at 11 years old. 607 01:06:46,703 --> 01:06:49,807 I love you now. 608 01:06:49,832 --> 01:06:54,420 And I will love you when I am 100 years old. 609 01:07:28,419 --> 01:07:31,964 Here. Look. 610 01:07:35,719 --> 01:07:39,056 What have you got there? 611 01:07:48,233 --> 01:07:52,154 This is good. Strong. 612 01:07:52,405 --> 01:07:55,616 Yours too. 613 01:07:57,620 --> 01:08:00,723 You speak the truth with such... 614 01:08:00,748 --> 01:08:04,210 gentleness. 615 01:08:11,177 --> 01:08:14,281 - I hope you don't mind me. - Too bad? 616 01:08:14,306 --> 01:08:18,452 Why should I? I will accept any constructive criticism. 617 01:08:18,477 --> 01:08:19,495 That's good. 618 01:08:19,520 --> 01:08:23,691 If it's constructive. 619 01:08:30,991 --> 01:08:33,053 - What are you doing? - Just a few things. 620 01:08:33,078 --> 01:08:37,165 Here it's just screaming... 621 01:08:38,292 --> 01:08:39,310 and abstraction. 622 01:08:39,335 --> 01:08:42,438 Too melodramatic. 623 01:08:42,463 --> 01:08:44,525 You need to have time to develop. 624 01:08:44,550 --> 01:08:47,653 You like this. 625 01:08:47,678 --> 01:08:49,739 - What? - Clip my wings. 626 01:08:49,764 --> 01:08:53,910 I don't want to write in a way the way you write. 627 01:08:53,935 --> 01:08:57,039 I don't want to write in a way the way I write. 628 01:08:57,064 --> 01:09:00,125 You have to write in your own voice. I just have a few suggestions. 629 01:09:00,150 --> 01:09:03,296 Too tense in some places. Here. 630 01:09:03,321 --> 01:09:05,382 Read it out loud and listen to how it sounds. 631 01:09:05,407 --> 01:09:08,511 - I'm not going to give you this pleasure. - Pleasures? 632 01:09:08,536 --> 01:09:11,639 Wait. 633 01:09:11,664 --> 01:09:15,811 Can't you understand it? You need to get some uppercuts. 634 01:09:15,836 --> 01:09:17,896 A few uppercuts? 635 01:09:17,921 --> 01:09:22,068 Have fun with someone else. 636 01:09:22,093 --> 01:09:24,154 For example, with a boxer. 637 01:09:24,179 --> 01:09:27,283 You're right. Boxer. 638 01:09:27,308 --> 01:09:31,455 You have to be knocked out from time to time until you learn ring tactics. 639 01:09:31,480 --> 01:09:34,583 strategy, Martial art. 640 01:09:34,608 --> 01:09:36,668 You can't just hide in your room 641 01:09:36,693 --> 01:09:38,754 You wouldn't last 2 minutes going out to the ring 642 01:09:38,779 --> 01:09:42,926 I'm not interested going into the ring with you 643 01:09:42,951 --> 01:09:46,054 The world will provide us with many battles 644 01:09:46,079 --> 01:09:49,184 We need mutual support 645 01:09:49,209 --> 01:09:52,354 Should I criticize you as an outsider? 646 01:09:52,379 --> 01:09:55,441 Should I say that your writing is a caricature? 647 01:09:55,466 --> 01:09:59,612 That you only write from a male point of view, and you can't understand women 648 01:09:59,637 --> 01:10:03,783 Or should I say in yours Can you feel the animal's touch while writing? 649 01:10:03,808 --> 01:10:08,272 That you are too much of a realist? 650 01:10:12,151 --> 01:10:16,298 What happened? Won't you accept it? 651 01:10:16,323 --> 01:10:18,384 Like a boxer. 652 01:10:18,409 --> 01:10:21,513 Stop. 653 01:10:21,538 --> 01:10:25,292 You want to fight, don't you? 654 01:10:38,224 --> 01:10:41,060 NO. 655 01:10:41,352 --> 01:10:44,456 Leave. This looks nice. 656 01:10:44,481 --> 01:10:46,542 Wild. 657 01:10:46,567 --> 01:10:48,628 Freely. 658 01:10:48,653 --> 01:10:50,713 You never like the way I look. 659 01:10:50,738 --> 01:10:53,843 I love your hair. 660 01:10:53,868 --> 01:10:56,971 I just think that they shouldn't be so serious. 661 01:10:56,996 --> 01:10:59,056 So tense. 662 01:10:59,081 --> 01:11:00,100 Like what I'm writing? 663 01:11:00,125 --> 01:11:03,228 No, not like what you write, I love what you write 664 01:11:03,253 --> 01:11:05,313 I believe in you 665 01:11:05,338 --> 01:11:12,340 Last night I thought you weren't the woman I should marry 666 01:11:12,639 --> 01:11:15,742 You're always sarcastic with me. 667 01:11:15,767 --> 01:11:20,957 "Are you being ironic?" There is no such word It's "being ironic" 668 01:11:20,982 --> 01:11:24,653 Check it out for yourself. 669 01:11:52,268 --> 01:11:56,415 And then he steals my ideas and writes them down in his book. 670 01:11:56,440 --> 01:11:58,501 Henry wouldn't do that. 671 01:11:58,526 --> 01:12:00,587 I'm sure of it. Somehow... 672 01:12:00,612 --> 01:12:03,715 he got into my briefcase and he gave me ideas 673 01:12:03,740 --> 01:12:05,801 These issues are mine 674 01:12:05,826 --> 01:12:09,972 This style of expression this sublimity, they are mine. 675 01:12:09,997 --> 01:12:14,144 Nietzsche? I introduced him to Nietzsche. 676 01:12:14,169 --> 01:12:19,359 I introduced him to you and Hugo. He stole you from Hugo. 677 01:12:19,384 --> 01:12:22,487 - No, Richard. - He stole you from me. 678 01:12:22,512 --> 01:12:25,616 That's true. 679 01:12:25,641 --> 01:12:28,745 It was my idea to become your lover 680 01:12:28,770 --> 01:12:32,916 He betrayed me by stealing you from me, and from Hugo, your husband 681 01:12:32,941 --> 01:12:35,002 This man is perfidious to the core 682 01:12:35,027 --> 01:12:40,367 That Neanderthal from Brooklyn he's murdering me 683 01:12:44,413 --> 01:12:49,602 His whole fake friendship, him the most intimate friends are only food... 684 01:12:49,627 --> 01:12:55,860 to move towards his sanctified one destiny, his own creative drives. 685 01:12:55,885 --> 01:12:58,989 I leave you two to your destiny 686 01:12:59,014 --> 01:13:02,117 And one more thing 687 01:13:02,142 --> 01:13:06,289 No sex in my apartment I can't stand it 688 01:13:06,314 --> 01:13:10,026 I can't stand it 689 01:13:10,485 --> 01:13:12,546 I love this guy 690 01:13:12,571 --> 01:13:16,718 he understands me Despite the fact that 691 01:13:16,743 --> 01:13:19,846 Not now. Later 692 01:13:19,871 --> 01:13:24,042 Even though it's ironic 693 01:13:49,072 --> 01:13:52,176 Now I only have three desires: 694 01:13:52,201 --> 01:13:55,304 To eat... 695 01:13:55,329 --> 01:13:57,390 To sleep... 696 01:13:57,415 --> 01:13:59,476 and... 697 01:13:59,501 --> 01:14:02,211 and? 698 01:14:23,487 --> 01:14:27,634 - Assholes. - It's just a law students ball. 699 01:14:27,659 --> 01:14:32,705 Maybe you just don't want it tonight. 700 01:14:36,002 --> 01:14:38,062 Everything's all right. 701 01:14:38,087 --> 01:14:41,191 I see. 702 01:14:41,216 --> 01:14:44,595 It's natural. 703 01:14:46,431 --> 01:14:50,578 I've read about moments like this 704 01:14:50,603 --> 01:14:57,318 This also happens to women it's just that women can hide it 705 01:15:13,545 --> 01:15:15,607 I'm sorry. 706 01:15:15,632 --> 01:15:19,093 And it shouldn't. 707 01:15:23,974 --> 01:15:27,078 You think you have to fuck me otherwise I will be disappointed. 708 01:15:27,103 --> 01:15:29,164 But you don't have to always fuck me 709 01:15:29,189 --> 01:15:32,293 Don't repeat this word. 710 01:15:32,318 --> 01:15:34,378 What word? 711 01:15:34,403 --> 01:15:37,531 Fuck? 712 01:15:38,575 --> 01:15:43,288 At this point it's just bothering me. 713 01:15:45,875 --> 01:15:49,378 Maybe it's the accent. 714 01:15:53,175 --> 01:15:58,806 Maybe it's just because you can't fuck. 715 01:16:08,819 --> 01:16:11,922 It's important not to imagine scary things 716 01:16:11,947 --> 01:16:16,452 like being impotent from now on 717 01:16:24,461 --> 01:16:29,258 It's nothing! We should laugh about it 718 01:19:19,667 --> 01:19:23,813 I love you, Pussy Willow. 719 01:19:23,838 --> 01:19:28,092 I love you too, Hugo. 720 01:19:43,653 --> 01:19:47,800 I let it wash over me feelings against Henry 721 01:19:47,825 --> 01:19:51,971 that I experienced a huge physical pleasure. 722 01:19:51,996 --> 01:19:54,057 My first infidelity with Henry... 723 01:19:54,082 --> 01:19:57,185 happened with my own husband. 724 01:19:57,210 --> 01:20:00,314 I have changed. 725 01:20:00,339 --> 01:20:02,400 I feel alive, restless. 726 01:20:02,425 --> 01:20:05,470 bold. 727 01:20:05,554 --> 01:20:10,743 To tell the truth, I secretly dream of meeting someone else 728 01:20:10,768 --> 01:20:13,871 I have sexual ideas 729 01:20:13,896 --> 01:20:17,692 I want pleasure 730 01:20:36,840 --> 01:20:42,030 Every time I meet you, I love you more than ever 731 01:20:42,055 --> 01:20:44,115 You seem so grateful tonight 732 01:20:44,140 --> 01:20:47,244 Tonight, I could do anything 733 01:20:47,269 --> 01:20:48,287 Me too. 734 01:20:48,312 --> 01:20:53,776 We need to think about something which will excite us both 735 01:20:54,569 --> 01:20:58,949 Whatever you say, baby 736 01:21:33,156 --> 01:21:35,217 Henry told me about this place. 737 01:21:35,242 --> 01:21:38,345 This should be something. 738 01:21:38,370 --> 01:21:41,874 Wait here. 739 01:21:58,185 --> 01:22:02,899 - I'm with you. - We'll just take a look. 740 01:22:21,129 --> 01:22:24,232 Vous voulez une exibition? 741 01:22:24,257 --> 01:22:26,319 What is an exhibition? 742 01:22:26,344 --> 01:22:27,361 Oui, bien sur 743 01:22:27,386 --> 01:22:31,557 So you have to choose two. 744 01:22:33,644 --> 01:22:34,661 Exhibition is... 745 01:22:34,686 --> 01:22:39,876 us watching the man and a woman during the act? 746 01:22:39,901 --> 01:22:46,133 Not a man, but a woman, one of them pretends to be a man 747 01:22:46,158 --> 01:22:48,218 It's better this way. N'est-ce pas? 748 01:22:48,243 --> 01:22:49,261 Of course. 749 01:22:49,286 --> 01:22:53,433 You won't be disappointed. You will see everything. 750 01:22:53,458 --> 01:22:57,421 And now you have to choose 751 01:23:11,187 --> 01:23:13,899 Her 752 01:23:14,316 --> 01:23:17,152 and... 753 01:23:37,260 --> 01:23:40,363 There are 66 ways in which, you can make love. 754 01:23:40,388 --> 01:23:43,492 Oh? Really 755 01:23:43,517 --> 01:23:46,620 They will show you love in a taxi 756 01:23:46,645 --> 01:23:49,749 Love when one of the partners is sleepy 757 01:23:49,774 --> 01:23:54,111 Love on the street, and so on 758 01:26:00,135 --> 01:26:03,721 Maybe something else? 759 01:26:05,350 --> 01:26:10,521 Yeah, stop pretending that you are a man 760 01:26:58,537 --> 01:27:03,041 Would you like to join us? 761 01:27:06,879 --> 01:27:11,927 As you wish, you are the boss here. 762 01:29:25,583 --> 01:29:27,644 Anais, what? 763 01:29:27,669 --> 01:29:32,466 I love your green eyes, Eduardo. 764 01:29:41,226 --> 01:29:44,331 I want to show you so many things. 765 01:29:44,356 --> 01:29:47,567 Teach you. 766 01:29:49,569 --> 01:29:53,615 I want you to relax 767 01:29:54,784 --> 01:29:58,621 Relax, Eduardo. 768 01:31:21,343 --> 01:31:25,181 I had a dream. Nightmare. 769 01:31:25,515 --> 01:31:29,435 June suddenly returned. 770 01:31:31,773 --> 01:31:35,943 We locked ourselves in a room. 771 01:31:41,158 --> 01:31:45,204 I started undressing. 772 01:31:45,330 --> 01:31:49,585 I begged her to take off her clothes. 773 01:32:40,602 --> 01:32:46,108 I asked if I could look at her crotch. 774 01:33:03,546 --> 01:33:07,693 When she lay on top of me... 775 01:33:07,718 --> 01:33:12,431 I felt him touch me with his penis. 776 01:33:12,932 --> 01:33:16,894 Are you not satisfied? 777 01:33:58,820 --> 01:34:02,781 Are you not satisfied? 778 01:34:05,077 --> 01:34:09,331 I'm going through a crisis, Eduardo. 779 01:34:14,462 --> 01:34:16,524 Be careful, Anais. 780 01:34:16,549 --> 01:34:22,513 Abnormal pleasures kill taste for normal ones 781 01:34:43,663 --> 01:34:45,724 I hate you, Henry... 782 01:34:45,749 --> 01:34:49,895 Because I realized that I love You like I've never loved anyone 783 01:34:49,920 --> 01:34:53,024 I miss your voice Your hands, your body. 784 01:34:53,049 --> 01:34:57,195 Your tenderness, your rudeness and kindness. 785 01:34:57,220 --> 01:35:02,476 And most of all, I miss our friendship. 786 01:38:40,398 --> 01:38:43,610 I'm done 787 01:41:18,917 --> 01:41:22,963 Pussy Willow! I'm back! 788 01:41:26,217 --> 01:41:29,346 I'm back! 789 01:41:39,774 --> 01:41:43,921 Henry is exhausted He didn't sleep for 2 days. 790 01:41:43,946 --> 01:41:48,451 He has just finished his novel 791 01:42:04,804 --> 01:42:07,765 Henry. 792 01:42:17,319 --> 01:42:20,422 It's wonderful. 793 01:42:20,447 --> 01:42:22,508 Amazing. 794 01:42:22,533 --> 01:42:27,723 - Come and join us. - Lie with us, Henry. 795 01:42:27,748 --> 01:42:30,851 I hope you don't mind Anais was just reading this 796 01:42:30,876 --> 01:42:33,980 I'm a curious guy so I looked. 797 01:42:34,005 --> 01:42:35,023 I liked it very much 798 01:42:35,048 --> 01:42:38,151 I tried to write something about it. 799 01:42:38,176 --> 01:42:41,280 About how priceless this one is a book, for our times 800 01:42:41,305 --> 01:42:44,408 Like a blood transfusion 801 01:42:44,433 --> 01:42:48,229 - Beautiful. - Thanks. 802 01:42:59,034 --> 01:43:01,094 Wait until June reads this. 803 01:43:01,119 --> 01:43:06,917 She'll be so excited about this that you finished this book 804 01:43:07,377 --> 01:43:09,438 Every mention of her name... 805 01:43:09,463 --> 01:43:13,609 every page I read it hurts me. 806 01:43:13,634 --> 01:43:15,695 Well, it was a swan song. 807 01:43:15,720 --> 01:43:20,910 It was a way to understand her so I could free myself from it 808 01:43:20,935 --> 01:43:24,038 - I'm done now. - Not yet. 809 01:43:24,063 --> 01:43:27,167 - Now we have to publish it. - Publish? 810 01:43:27,192 --> 01:43:30,295 Who will publish it? I know exactly what they will say. 811 01:43:30,320 --> 01:43:33,424 There is even a law against to what I write 812 01:43:33,449 --> 01:43:35,510 But I finally feel good. 813 01:43:35,535 --> 01:43:38,639 I'm ready to celebrate my failure. 814 01:43:38,664 --> 01:43:41,767 I won't let you fail. 815 01:43:41,792 --> 01:43:44,896 I will make the world listen to you. I promise. 816 01:43:44,921 --> 01:43:46,982 I'm ready to call the Pope... 817 01:43:47,007 --> 01:43:50,110 and all the kings... 818 01:43:50,135 --> 01:43:56,309 All publishers in the world, to get them to support you 819 01:44:42,279 --> 01:44:45,408 This is Anais. 820 01:44:58,966 --> 01:45:02,070 - Eduardo. - Hello, Henry. 821 01:45:02,095 --> 01:45:04,155 - Where's Hugo? - Hugo is away on business. 822 01:45:04,180 --> 01:45:07,284 Osborn too. He went crazy. 823 01:45:07,309 --> 01:45:09,370 Really. 824 01:45:09,395 --> 01:45:10,412 Absolutely. 825 01:45:10,437 --> 01:45:14,584 We celebrate Osborn's madness this is a rare opportunity 826 01:45:14,609 --> 01:45:18,755 It doesn't happen every day, I hope that he is really crazy and not pretending to be. 827 01:45:18,780 --> 01:45:22,927 - They came and took him away. - He was a monster. 828 01:45:22,952 --> 01:45:27,457 This was his best face. 829 01:45:31,296 --> 01:45:36,258 We now have the entire apartment to ourselves. 830 01:45:36,509 --> 01:45:38,571 Have you ever seen what he can do? a good circus acrobat? 831 01:45:38,596 --> 01:45:41,431 Yes. 832 01:45:49,025 --> 01:45:53,237 I'll get you something to drink. 833 01:46:01,539 --> 01:46:04,642 Sorry, I couldn't contact you. 834 01:46:04,667 --> 01:46:08,814 I thought about you every day 835 01:46:08,839 --> 01:46:11,942 You know how I am with writing. I'm going through a terrible time. 836 01:46:11,967 --> 01:46:16,114 I don't have a gift, like you and Henry 837 01:46:16,139 --> 01:46:18,200 I found your book lying here 838 01:46:18,225 --> 01:46:22,371 I hope you don't mind 839 01:46:22,396 --> 01:46:25,501 I looked 840 01:46:25,526 --> 01:46:29,237 House of incest? 841 01:46:29,696 --> 01:46:31,758 She's good 842 01:46:31,783 --> 01:46:36,621 Is this character, Sabina is that supposed to be me? 843 01:46:42,212 --> 01:46:47,400 "Muffled, close conversation two women with delicate guns. 844 01:46:47,425 --> 01:46:53,658 We turned deep inside ourselves our insincere glances." 845 01:46:53,683 --> 01:46:57,270 Sounds like poetry 846 01:46:58,897 --> 01:47:05,614 That's so sweet of you that you are trying to write something about me 847 01:47:07,241 --> 01:47:09,301 I really... 848 01:47:09,326 --> 01:47:13,473 I really expected something more... 849 01:47:13,498 --> 01:47:16,601 I don't know, more real? 850 01:47:16,626 --> 01:47:18,688 More real? 851 01:47:18,713 --> 01:47:23,300 Yes, more about... You know, life 852 01:47:27,055 --> 01:47:30,976 Hey, don't be sad. 853 01:47:33,313 --> 01:47:36,417 Some of it is really beautiful. 854 01:47:36,442 --> 01:47:40,588 I promise I will read it again 855 01:47:40,613 --> 01:47:43,717 Everything was so damn hard for me. 856 01:47:43,742 --> 01:47:44,759 The acting didn't work out. 857 01:47:44,784 --> 01:47:49,707 This Jean, my friend, she drove away 858 01:47:49,999 --> 01:47:54,462 Anais, what happened to Henry? 859 01:47:55,214 --> 01:47:57,274 He's so different 860 01:47:57,299 --> 01:48:00,803 June, I don't know. 861 01:48:01,471 --> 01:48:06,393 I don't know what to say I've been busy. 862 01:48:06,685 --> 01:48:12,918 Widywaliśmy się od czasu do czasu, Czasem pracowaliśmy razem nad pisaniem 863 01:48:12,943 --> 01:48:16,404 But, I don't know. 864 01:48:23,372 --> 01:48:26,475 I was seeing someone. 865 01:48:26,500 --> 01:48:31,088 - Masz na myśli kochanka? - Yes. 866 01:48:33,800 --> 01:48:35,861 Ten mężczyzną, z którym przyszłaś? 867 01:48:35,886 --> 01:48:39,264 Yes. Eduardo. 868 01:48:41,101 --> 01:48:45,563 Anais, jestem taka szczęśliwa. 869 01:48:49,443 --> 01:48:53,656 Nie wiem po kogo wróciłam. 870 01:49:11,344 --> 01:49:15,490 Nie pozwól by to nas rozdzieliło. Please. 871 01:49:15,515 --> 01:49:19,603 Potrzebuję Twojej wiary. 872 01:49:39,502 --> 01:49:43,648 To mogło być również szczęscie. 873 01:49:43,673 --> 01:49:46,802 Maybe. 874 01:50:22,261 --> 01:50:24,321 Jack, you came. 875 01:50:24,346 --> 01:50:27,725 How are you? 876 01:50:30,603 --> 01:50:34,750 June, chciałbym, żebyś poznała Jack'a. 877 01:50:34,775 --> 01:50:36,835 Mężczyznę, których chce opublikować moją książkę. 878 01:50:36,860 --> 01:50:38,922 - My wife June. - Hello, Jack. 879 01:50:38,947 --> 01:50:41,007 Nice to meet you, Mrs. Miller 880 01:50:41,032 --> 01:50:44,135 I feel like I already know you deeply, after reading Henry's book. 881 01:50:44,160 --> 01:50:47,265 Yes? what do you think? 882 01:50:47,290 --> 01:50:52,479 I think he'll recognize it by position, And this is how we will advertise it 883 01:50:52,504 --> 01:50:55,607 - What is our share? - Your share? 884 01:50:55,632 --> 01:50:57,694 That will be 5%. 885 01:50:57,719 --> 01:51:00,930 A measly 5%? 886 01:51:01,889 --> 01:51:04,994 Henry spent years writing this book 887 01:51:05,019 --> 01:51:08,122 He lives like a vagabond. 888 01:51:08,147 --> 01:51:11,251 - Stay away from this, June. - He can barely make ends meet. 889 01:51:11,276 --> 01:51:16,465 I put my heart and soul, to make him something like Dostoyevsky 890 01:51:16,490 --> 01:51:18,551 And all we get is 5%? 891 01:51:18,576 --> 01:51:20,637 With me, these percentages are something! 892 01:51:20,662 --> 01:51:22,723 What does "something" mean? 893 01:51:22,748 --> 01:51:25,851 I think it's a fair deal. 894 01:51:25,876 --> 01:51:26,895 Well, so be it. 895 01:51:26,920 --> 01:51:32,109 Of course if you don't you want to publish it. 896 01:51:32,134 --> 01:51:35,237 Henry just doesn't know anything about business. 897 01:51:35,262 --> 01:51:38,366 Let's talk 898 01:51:38,391 --> 01:51:42,537 Unquestionably, but as I said before we publish it... 899 01:51:42,562 --> 01:51:45,666 It is absolutely necessary getting money to print it 900 01:51:45,691 --> 01:51:50,864 Jack, I told you I'll get the money. 901 01:51:59,249 --> 01:52:03,395 I was naive to think I knew how business is done in this business 902 01:52:03,420 --> 01:52:06,523 I hope I didn't offend you 903 01:52:06,548 --> 01:52:10,695 I wondered if there was some progress possible 904 01:52:10,720 --> 01:52:13,824 Maybe it will work somehow increase this percentage 905 01:52:13,849 --> 01:52:15,910 Let's not talk about it now. 906 01:52:15,935 --> 01:52:19,038 This is not a good place. 907 01:52:19,063 --> 01:52:22,167 Maybe you know a place where we could meet for dinner 908 01:52:22,192 --> 01:52:26,339 Certainly, perfect place 909 01:52:26,364 --> 01:52:29,467 So it's settled. It was very nice to meet you. 910 01:52:29,492 --> 01:52:31,554 Really. It was wonderful having you here. 911 01:52:31,579 --> 01:52:34,682 You too. 912 01:52:34,707 --> 01:52:37,835 Good night. 913 01:52:38,878 --> 01:52:39,896 - Yes. - See you. 914 01:52:39,921 --> 01:52:43,175 Goodbye. 915 01:52:45,136 --> 01:52:48,239 Who is he trying to fool? 916 01:52:48,264 --> 01:52:51,368 A measly 5%. 917 01:52:51,393 --> 01:52:54,496 He hasn't committed yet with a girl from Brooklyn. 918 01:52:54,521 --> 01:53:01,523 - Let's go out somewhere for the evening, Henry. - Go. We'll join you later 919 01:53:01,822 --> 01:53:07,012 - Always cheerful and happy. - You too. 920 01:53:07,037 --> 01:53:09,097 - I should go. - No, Anais. 921 01:53:09,122 --> 01:53:13,269 Don't go. You can join Eduardo later. 922 01:53:13,294 --> 01:53:16,797 Agreed, Eduardo? 923 01:53:39,366 --> 01:53:42,470 Tell me, you know... 924 01:53:42,495 --> 01:53:45,622 I don't know. 925 01:53:46,666 --> 01:53:52,898 I think maybe this isn't a good time to publish Henry's book already. 926 01:53:52,923 --> 01:53:55,760 NO? 927 01:53:56,052 --> 01:53:59,155 What the hell are you talking about? 928 01:53:59,180 --> 01:54:02,284 I'm talking about this miserable arrangement. 929 01:54:02,309 --> 01:54:06,456 And that you're taking advantage of Anais. 930 01:54:06,481 --> 01:54:08,541 and Hugo. 931 01:54:08,566 --> 01:54:11,670 They're not made of gold, Henry. 932 01:54:11,696 --> 01:54:13,756 Right, Anais? 933 01:54:13,781 --> 01:54:16,884 Yes, but... No. 934 01:54:16,909 --> 01:54:20,013 We believe that we must publish it. 935 01:54:20,038 --> 01:54:22,099 I will publish it. 936 01:54:22,124 --> 01:54:26,271 This will be best, just like I always do. 937 01:54:26,296 --> 01:54:31,485 We always managed to survive To you and me. 938 01:54:31,510 --> 01:54:36,224 Besides, it needs some refinement. 939 01:54:36,725 --> 01:54:38,785 - What? - She's not ready. 940 01:54:38,810 --> 01:54:41,914 She's better than back then when I read it for the first time... 941 01:54:41,939 --> 01:54:44,000 but it could be even better 942 01:54:44,025 --> 01:54:47,128 There is too much anger in this book. 943 01:54:47,153 --> 01:54:50,257 Too much anger? 944 01:54:50,282 --> 01:54:52,342 Too much fucking anger? 945 01:54:52,367 --> 01:54:56,514 Even Anais agrees that you distorted me on the pages of this book. 946 01:54:56,539 --> 01:54:58,600 She had to write her own. 947 01:54:58,625 --> 01:55:01,729 - Right, Anais? - NO. 948 01:55:01,754 --> 01:55:04,857 I admit, I told June it didn't work out You notice certain things. 949 01:55:04,882 --> 01:55:09,029 - Stop. - After everything I did for him. 950 01:55:09,054 --> 01:55:13,200 He owes me one for these all the years I sacrificed. 951 01:55:13,225 --> 01:55:16,329 Your sacrifice alone they incited your greatness. 952 01:55:16,354 --> 01:55:19,458 - I don't owe you anything. - Nothing, what? 953 01:55:19,483 --> 01:55:21,543 Henry's point is... 954 01:55:21,568 --> 01:55:24,672 For God's sake, Can't you see what she's doing? 955 01:55:24,697 --> 01:55:28,844 - Don't yell at me! - He treats you like a child. 956 01:55:28,869 --> 01:55:33,015 - She's a woman, Henry. - I know she's a woman. 957 01:55:33,040 --> 01:55:37,187 - You certainly know. - What the fuck do you mean? 958 01:55:37,212 --> 01:55:39,272 I'm leaving. 959 01:55:39,297 --> 01:55:42,401 How can you treat her like this? 960 01:55:42,426 --> 01:55:45,529 You're drunk. 961 01:55:45,554 --> 01:55:46,573 So what? 962 01:55:46,598 --> 01:55:49,701 You are weak. 963 01:55:49,726 --> 01:55:52,830 I hate it when you get weak. Be a man! 964 01:55:52,855 --> 01:55:56,442 God, enough of this! 965 01:55:59,113 --> 01:56:02,199 Violence. 966 01:56:03,284 --> 01:56:06,388 I hate your violence. 967 01:56:06,413 --> 01:56:09,624 Men. 968 01:56:15,798 --> 01:56:18,902 Anais, don't go. 969 01:56:18,927 --> 01:56:22,031 I love you. 970 01:56:22,056 --> 01:56:25,159 You are cruel and smart. 971 01:56:25,184 --> 01:56:28,289 You are both cruel and smart. 972 01:56:28,314 --> 01:56:31,417 I'm afraid of both of you. 973 01:56:31,442 --> 01:56:34,546 Oh, God. 974 01:56:34,571 --> 01:56:38,717 I'm not the right one for you a woman, Henry! 975 01:56:38,742 --> 01:56:44,373 I am not suitable for you woman, Anais. 976 01:56:44,999 --> 01:56:48,103 Leave me alone. Don't touch me. 977 01:56:48,128 --> 01:56:52,216 I feel hopeless. 978 01:56:54,385 --> 01:56:57,848 Give me a break. 979 01:57:01,685 --> 01:57:04,939 I love you. 980 01:57:52,787 --> 01:57:56,625 Get some sleep, Anais. 981 01:58:04,259 --> 01:58:08,406 I don't know why I keep thinking about this little Chinese restaurant 982 01:58:08,431 --> 01:58:12,576 Henry and I used to go there when I left work. 983 01:58:12,601 --> 01:58:17,791 He would be waiting for me outside the dance hall, at 2:00 a.m 984 01:58:17,816 --> 01:58:19,876 We'd be struggling through the brutal cold... 985 01:58:19,901 --> 01:58:23,006 hugging each other tightly. 986 01:58:23,031 --> 01:58:27,177 We would have gotten there just before closing time. 987 01:58:27,202 --> 01:58:31,348 Sitting in the corner by the window, eating chow mein... 988 01:58:31,373 --> 01:58:35,520 Watch the snowflakes fall. 989 01:58:35,545 --> 01:58:41,343 It was possible in the air feel an incredible thrill 990 01:58:43,888 --> 01:58:46,992 Now I feel honored by it. 991 01:58:47,017 --> 01:58:50,271 Chin Lee's. 992 01:58:51,189 --> 01:58:53,249 That's funny. 993 01:58:53,274 --> 01:58:56,486 Like a dream. 994 01:58:59,531 --> 01:59:01,592 Your eyes make me shy. 995 01:59:01,617 --> 01:59:04,721 Don't be shy. 996 01:59:04,746 --> 01:59:06,806 You are so lovely. 997 01:59:06,831 --> 01:59:10,210 So tiny. 998 01:59:21,432 --> 01:59:25,353 I was completely burnt out. 999 01:59:25,604 --> 01:59:28,707 June, I love you. 1000 01:59:28,732 --> 01:59:30,793 I don't want adoration. 1001 01:59:30,818 --> 01:59:33,922 I want understanding. 1002 01:59:33,947 --> 01:59:37,326 I understand you. 1003 01:59:39,161 --> 01:59:42,264 We should run away somewhere together... 1004 01:59:42,289 --> 01:59:47,003 Somewhere with lots of snow. 1005 02:00:44,863 --> 02:00:47,966 You are so tiny. 1006 02:00:47,991 --> 02:00:51,579 So skinny. 1007 02:00:58,420 --> 02:01:02,633 I could break you in half. 1008 02:01:05,720 --> 02:01:09,516 I feel innocent. 1009 02:02:02,037 --> 02:02:05,249 Surrender yourself. 1010 02:02:06,208 --> 02:02:07,226 Relax. 1011 02:02:07,251 --> 02:02:10,354 You keep refusing. 1012 02:02:10,379 --> 02:02:13,483 Let me see your body. 1013 02:02:13,508 --> 02:02:15,569 It's not beautiful enough. 1014 02:02:15,594 --> 02:02:18,973 Beautiful, June. 1015 02:02:20,808 --> 02:02:23,912 I heard something. 1016 02:02:23,937 --> 02:02:25,998 Henry was eavesdropping. 1017 02:02:26,023 --> 02:02:31,737 No, when Henry falls asleep, nothing can wake him up. 1018 02:02:32,280 --> 02:02:35,117 Yes? 1019 02:02:39,580 --> 02:02:40,598 Sorry. 1020 02:02:40,624 --> 02:02:45,812 - I lost my head. I was drunk - Don't apologize. 1021 02:02:45,837 --> 02:02:49,984 This new lover of yours he really allowed you to blossom. 1022 02:02:50,009 --> 02:02:54,156 - Don't say that. - Tell me more about him. 1023 02:02:54,181 --> 02:02:56,241 Did you make curtains for him? 1024 02:02:56,266 --> 02:02:58,327 Did you give him books to read? 1025 02:02:58,352 --> 02:03:03,441 Did you offer him your typewriter? 1026 02:03:05,653 --> 02:03:07,713 No, you don't understand. 1027 02:03:07,738 --> 02:03:09,799 I don't understand? 1028 02:03:09,824 --> 02:03:13,620 What don't I understand? 1029 02:03:13,995 --> 02:03:16,056 That I love you. 1030 02:03:16,081 --> 02:03:17,100 Do you love? 1031 02:03:17,125 --> 02:03:21,270 You just need experiences, you are a writer. 1032 02:03:21,295 --> 02:03:24,400 You make love with whatever you want. 1033 02:03:24,425 --> 02:03:28,571 - You're just like Henry, - No, I'm just like you. 1034 02:03:28,596 --> 02:03:31,700 I see exactly what you're getting at. 1035 02:03:31,725 --> 02:03:35,871 You're so crafty. So cunning... 1036 02:03:35,896 --> 02:03:37,957 You bitch! 1037 02:03:37,982 --> 02:03:41,086 A liar, a crook. You bought his love! 1038 02:03:41,111 --> 02:03:43,171 Shut up! 1039 02:03:43,196 --> 02:03:46,300 You robbed me of everything. 1040 02:03:46,325 --> 02:03:48,386 You stole everything. 1041 02:03:48,411 --> 02:03:52,558 What am I worried about? I still have it plenty to offer. Shut up. 1042 02:03:52,583 --> 02:03:57,772 For someone else. Some really great writer. 1043 02:03:57,797 --> 02:04:04,137 Henry said you took us in because you were bored. 1044 02:04:07,183 --> 02:04:10,520 This is a lie. 1045 02:04:12,397 --> 02:04:15,526 Lie. 1046 02:04:24,912 --> 02:04:28,016 I dreamed about you. 1047 02:04:28,041 --> 02:04:31,002 Anais. 1048 02:04:31,169 --> 02:04:34,631 Did something happen? 1049 02:04:35,341 --> 02:04:37,401 She's lying. 1050 02:04:37,426 --> 02:04:40,530 He's lying. What is he so afraid of? 1051 02:04:40,555 --> 02:04:44,701 I don't understand. I wanted to give everything to her. 1052 02:04:44,726 --> 02:04:47,646 I know. 1053 02:04:47,855 --> 02:04:52,068 Beautifully. Just as I thought. 1054 02:04:53,070 --> 02:04:56,173 Now I know everything. 1055 02:04:56,198 --> 02:05:01,287 I just wanted to give something back before I leave. 1056 02:05:01,413 --> 02:05:06,001 a few books that I borrowed. 1057 02:05:08,714 --> 02:05:10,774 June, you're wrong! 1058 02:05:10,799 --> 02:05:13,902 We are just friends. I never touched her 1059 02:05:13,927 --> 02:05:17,973 Get rid of her, Henry. 1060 02:05:20,184 --> 02:05:23,288 Okay, you've made your choice. 1061 02:05:23,313 --> 02:05:27,460 There's one more thing that I can offer you. 1062 02:05:27,485 --> 02:05:29,546 Your last chapter. 1063 02:05:29,571 --> 02:05:32,824 Be careful. 1064 02:06:06,072 --> 02:06:11,035 What are you doing here? It's damn cold. 1065 02:06:11,286 --> 02:06:17,518 I knew he might do something crazy. You never know. 1066 02:06:17,543 --> 02:06:19,605 I looked for her everywhere. 1067 02:06:19,630 --> 02:06:22,716 She left. 1068 02:07:02,388 --> 02:07:05,474 It's mine. 1069 02:07:10,731 --> 02:07:14,068 This is mine too. 1070 02:07:21,160 --> 02:07:26,082 I feel like the war is over. 1071 02:07:31,589 --> 02:07:35,759 Hey, what are you doing? Stop. 1072 02:07:37,846 --> 02:07:41,432 Leave it here. 1073 02:07:45,146 --> 02:07:50,860 Stay with me for God's sake. We need to talk. 1074 02:07:51,403 --> 02:07:52,421 I can't. 1075 02:07:52,446 --> 02:07:56,593 - Where are you going? - Go home. 1076 02:07:56,618 --> 02:07:59,412 What? 1077 02:07:59,746 --> 02:08:02,583 Yes. 1078 02:08:03,918 --> 02:08:04,935 Hugo. 1079 02:08:04,960 --> 02:08:10,150 I love him too you married a great guy 1080 02:08:10,175 --> 02:08:13,887 Fuck you, Jack. 1081 02:08:15,389 --> 02:08:18,494 They won't do it 1082 02:08:18,519 --> 02:08:21,622 They won't get rid of me 1083 02:08:21,647 --> 02:08:24,751 You are my friend. 1084 02:08:24,776 --> 02:08:28,446 I'll come for you 1085 02:08:32,076 --> 02:08:36,223 How can you leave me at a time like this? 1086 02:08:36,248 --> 02:08:39,351 I need you 1087 02:08:39,376 --> 02:08:42,880 I need you. 1088 02:10:19,493 --> 02:10:24,123 I thought he might give you a lift. 1089 02:10:30,965 --> 02:10:35,053 Is everything okay? 1090 02:11:08,508 --> 02:11:11,762 Hey, Henry. 1091 02:11:17,895 --> 02:11:21,482 Give me your hand. 1092 02:11:32,495 --> 02:11:36,641 That morning, I sobbed. 1093 02:11:36,666 --> 02:11:40,813 I cried because I loved the streets that took me away from Henry 1094 02:11:40,838 --> 02:11:44,984 and which would lead me back to him 1095 02:11:45,009 --> 02:11:50,199 I cried because the process that made me a woman 1096 02:11:50,224 --> 02:11:53,328 was painful. 1097 02:11:53,353 --> 02:11:55,413 I cried because from now on... 1098 02:11:55,438 --> 02:11:59,151 I will cry less. 1099 02:11:59,610 --> 02:12:05,949 I cried because the ability to suffer... 1100 02:12:24,279 --> 02:12:30,280 Subtitles: Pure6 (pure6@poczta.onet.pl) Inscriptions dedicated to Magda from Częstochowa