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APRIL 2, 2020
DAY 16
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I think I prefer room 27.
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It's more intimate.
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Room 27 is occupied.
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You don't want to get comfortable?
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I especially want you
to tell me about yourself.
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What do you want know?
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Tell me about yourself,
your work, what you do.
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I was a junior analyst
in an investment fund
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that buys companies and then resells them,
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about five years later.
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I analyzed all
the potential target companies.
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I went through them
with a fine toothed comb.
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You're not going to wash up?
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There are several wolves
and only one sheep.
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You have to pull hard on the rope,
till it tightens but doesn't snap.
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You talk like a hunter.
Or a cowgirl.
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You're right, it's like in a western.
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Its almost all guys!
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And it's a very hierarchical environment.
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And still no women
at the top of the pyramid…
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You must get harassed, I imagine.
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Of course.
Like in all walks of life.
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Like in yours.
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When do we fuck today?
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Frankly Annabelle,
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I'm tired.
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You were more enterprising last time…
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How should I take it?
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Take it well.
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I like to take the time to listen to you.
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And right now, I have a lot of time.
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You're smoking in the room?
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Felix told me we could!
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That one, always playing the rebel…
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At the same time, it suits us!
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And it makes him money!
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You are not falling in love, are you?
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I never fall in love.
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You said you wouldn't work!
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I'm not working,
It's only a couple of worried customers.
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Are you kidding me?
That's work.
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No, it's not work.
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I'll remind you that my job
is not to reassure worried customers!
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What about me, then?
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We came here
for a change of scenery, remember?
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You're right.
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I'm sorry, my darling.
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And, get dressed!
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Why? It feels good,
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and look, I'm not bothering anyone,
no one can see.
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No. We're going out.
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Out where?
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Let's have a cocktail.
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Call room service.
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No, we'll have dinner in the room.
But first, we'll have a cocktail.
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Come on, my love!
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OK.
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I'll get dressed…
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Come in.
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There you go, Mr. Verger.
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Right now,
all transactions go through Felix.
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That's not a transaction,
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it's a tip.
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Thank you, Alix!
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Too bad, too bad!
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Is she sleeping with Felix?
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No, she's his niece, I think…
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Of course, Felix and his big family.
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When he first told me about you,
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he said you were a cousin
on his mother's side.
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By marriage.
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In any case, niece or not,
that little one…
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You're really embarrassing me.
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In a way, I'm faithful to you.
Every time I come to Paris, I see you.
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You have plenty of other good reasons
to come here.
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Don't talk nonsense!
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What crazy times!
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Oh no, please.
We're not talking about that.
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Felix says this is a place of privilege,
where you can forget everything.
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He also said the idea was yours.
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No, not mine.
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I gave him my consent
but the idea was his.
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By giving him the green light,
of course, I thought of you.
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My kind benefactor!
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Here.
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Coffees are on the house.
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I appreciate that, Felix.
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I'll show you out.
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Do you need any help?
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No, thank you. It's my work.
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What's your favorite flower?
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Bissap.
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What?
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The hibiscus.
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I love its' scarlet petals.
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We pick them,
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we dry them in the sun, we infuse them.
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And in Senegal, where I am from,
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we love to drink it in the morning,
it's like milk.
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Do you miss your country?
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I'm not here to talk.
I'm here to work.
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What a night out!
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Do you like him?
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I like to look at him, sure.
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He's gorgeous. It's true.
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Looking isn't desiring, you know.
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We've talked about that already, right?
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In any case, there was nobody
and suddenly, a young Apollo.
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We did well to go out.
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You always have the last word, huh?
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I'm always exhausted.
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It's all the joints that make you tired.
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When I think of how awful it was,
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working like an idiot
at an organic grocery,
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as well as studying.
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- I've never made so much money.
- Same for me.
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You worked at an organic store?
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No… the money.
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Do you get a lot of clients?
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One or two a day, except on Thursdays.
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Me, I do a little more.
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I can never say no.
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I say no when I don't feel like it.
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Felix looks at the schedule
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and he's always telling me
that I do too much.
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There is a lot of demand.
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He says we've got
to really make them feel the need,
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so we can raise prices.
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Full night shifts pay well.
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No way, with the cuddling
that comes after, I don't like it.
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Then there are some guys,
they're on viagra, ecstasy, or whatever…
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they go at it all night.
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No thanks for the night shift!
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My night heteros are much calmer.
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I'm starving.
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I made you a tuna and avocado salad.
Help yourself, it's in the fridge.
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- Hey, sweetie.
- You OK?
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- Are you doing OK?
- Yes.
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I'm going to eat with Ines in her room.
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OK. I'm making you a salmon dish.
Is that alright?
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Great.
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- Is it ready?
- In two seconds.
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How are you?
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Nicolas has already booked for Saturday.
I don't know what you do to him…
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- I talk to him, believe it or not.
- I'd like to talk to him too.
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I wish he would cast me in a movie.
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You, stay away.
He fucks all the young actresses.
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Well, I get it. He's not bad.
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And
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I didn't know you wanted to be an actress.
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OK, it's ready!
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All the actresses of the 60s had affairs
with their directors and producers,
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by coincidence.
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Look at Deneuve with Vadim,
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and him afterwards with Jane Fonda,
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and Louis Malle with Jeanne Moreau,
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and then Bardot and…
You're well informed!
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I should have been my age now in the 60s.
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- Look at those careers!
- It was a different time then.
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Affairs lasted much longer.
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They wrote roles for them, in any case!
You can't say it was harassment.
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Nothing to do with
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I don't think Nicolas will sleep with you.
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He'd be too afraid
you'd accuse him of abuse,
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if he didn't give you a part, afterwards.
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That's why he pays for a whore.
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Alix!
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You're right, for the time being
it protects him from any misunderstanding.
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Anyway, I'd prefer you call me an "escort"
instead of "whore".
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I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you.
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No harm done!
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Are you OK?
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Yes. It is just this guy,
he exasperates me.
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Your boyfriend?
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Not yet. I'm hesitating.
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He works for an investment fund.
It's all he talks about.
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He bores me. Like I care!
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There are a lot of finance men
who come here.
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You're an escort, right?
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How did you guess?
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I don't know,
I was watching you from afar,
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your smile, your gestures
with that old beau.
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It shows that much.
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I've always wondered
what it was like to be an escort…
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Oh, sorry, I've drank a little.
I drink when I'm bored.
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I have to go back,
he'll wonder what's going on,
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and a customer kept waiting is never good.
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Take this.
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Call me if you want to talk about my work.
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Ines, is that your real name?
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Yes.
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So, you're able to keep up
with your classes?
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No.
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Let's talk about something else.
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Verger, the old beau you adore,
he came back today.
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I don't like him.
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You know, without him,
Felix couldn't have done a thing.
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Why?
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He's majority shareholder of the hotel.
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Ah, OK!
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And the boss?
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He left for Saint-Barth as soon as
the confinement was announced.
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Does he know?
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I don't know. I don't think so.
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So were here completely clandestinely.
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- Alright, sir. It's here.
- Thank you.
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I don't kiss.
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Ah, yes, social distancing?
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Very funny.
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Don't worry, I didn't come for that.
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Kisses! What nonsense!
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Before anything, you must go through here!
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I see that trust is in the air!
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I walked down the hill from Montmartre…
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All the streets are so empty,
it's spooky…
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All this emptiness, it drains me.
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You were briefed, no?
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This trick's not about love.
I'm after sex!
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Yes, of course.
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And the weather's nice in Grenoble?
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Are you managing with your classes online?
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What do you think?
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Don't be aggressive,
everything's hard enough at the moment!
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Mom, I'm not aggressive.
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It's just that you always
have these questions! It's…
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So, is the weather nice in Grenoble?
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Yes, for what it's worth,
locked up all day.
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I think of your father.
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Of course.
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It would've been too much for him.
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Mom! It's been five years since he died.
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Right, you know what?
I'll call you back tomorrow, OK?
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Kisses. I love you.
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APRIL 14, 2020
DAY 29
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Time to get up!
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It's 7 o'clock, Minister!
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What?
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Could you bring me a coffee, please!
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It is over there!
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Wow, I really slept.
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You did indeed.
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You took me in your arms,
and I suddenly felt, how can I say it?
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Reassured.
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So, I fell asleep.
Are you mad at me?
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No.
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I heard a bit of reproach
in your "indeed"…
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Of course,
I stopped you from doing your job,
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but, these days, snuggling
can be likened to a job.
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Besides, I feel it,
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when my wife snuggles with me,
she thinks she is doing a job.
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And you?
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What, me?
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Do you really snuggle with her?
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Me…
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Me, I have impulses,
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impulses of tenderness.
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I start and then she stops me,
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before we've had the time
to touch, to feel.
260
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For a long time?
261
00:22:17,375 --> 00:22:19,083
It's been a while, you know.
262
00:22:21,250 --> 00:22:23,458
In all relationships,
time creates distance.
263
00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:25,500
Despite everything, despite ourselves.
264
00:22:26,291 --> 00:22:28,851
As parents, the child seems more distant
than when it was a baby.
265
00:22:29,666 --> 00:22:33,666
The teenager increases that distance
from that of the child, etc.
266
00:22:35,958 --> 00:22:38,125
Me, I had my fill when I was little.
267
00:22:38,500 --> 00:22:41,916
Everyone wanted to kiss me on the cheeks.
I was like a doll.
268
00:22:42,083 --> 00:22:44,291
Well, I did like my mother's kiss.
269
00:22:44,458 --> 00:22:47,541
But my father, my two uncles,
their beards scratched me.
270
00:22:47,708 --> 00:22:50,250
They would pick me up, then one kiss,
271
00:22:50,416 --> 00:22:52,791
then another,
then they would put me back down.
272
00:22:52,958 --> 00:22:56,250
I must have had thousands of kisses
before I had turned 8 years old.
273
00:22:56,416 --> 00:22:59,458
And then, I became too heavy
for the elevator kiss.
274
00:23:04,458 --> 00:23:05,708
- Are you alright?
- Yes, yes.
275
00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:07,791
I was thinking about your wife.
276
00:23:08,250 --> 00:23:12,000
I understand her distance,
if she knows that you meet escorts.
277
00:23:12,166 --> 00:23:16,625
My wife has refused me for years,
but I respect her.
278
00:23:17,916 --> 00:23:21,083
I even think I love her because of that.
279
00:23:24,625 --> 00:23:28,208
Otherwise, I would feel like
I was violating her.
280
00:23:30,375 --> 00:23:32,750
I'd never know if it's authentic
what you're telling me?
281
00:23:32,916 --> 00:23:36,666
I have never been so sincere
about my private life with anyone.
282
00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:38,875
And in public?
283
00:23:39,958 --> 00:23:41,718
I've never lied so much as
in the three years
284
00:23:41,750 --> 00:23:43,291
that I have been minister.
285
00:23:43,791 --> 00:23:44,958
And, right now, too?
286
00:23:45,125 --> 00:23:48,458
Even more than ever!
It's such a mess at the top of the state.
287
00:23:50,916 --> 00:23:53,000
Why are you laughing?
288
00:23:53,166 --> 00:23:56,083
The expression "at the top of the state"
makes me laugh.
289
00:23:56,250 --> 00:23:57,791
It reminds me of a mountain…
290
00:23:58,958 --> 00:24:00,208
It's not a mountain.
291
00:24:00,375 --> 00:24:03,416
It's a hill, a small hill, a tiny mound…
292
00:24:04,291 --> 00:24:05,971
The state is no longer what it used to be.
293
00:24:06,041 --> 00:24:09,541
Well, it's seriously messing
with our lives right now!
294
00:24:10,583 --> 00:24:11,703
I have to call my secretary,
295
00:24:11,750 --> 00:24:13,333
I had an appointment at 9 o'clock.
296
00:24:13,500 --> 00:24:15,083
You're not working remotely?
297
00:24:15,958 --> 00:24:20,458
Remote working, confinement,
non-essential…
298
00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:23,333
We're not very strong on vocabulary
with this pandemic…
299
00:24:23,500 --> 00:24:25,500
But at least, the words are in French!
300
00:24:26,958 --> 00:24:29,000
Yeah, "non-essential" is the worst.
301
00:24:32,125 --> 00:24:33,916
Would you say that I'm non-essential?
302
00:24:38,916 --> 00:24:40,625
I like your sense of humour.
303
00:24:45,375 --> 00:24:46,875
It's not really humour.
304
00:26:04,666 --> 00:26:07,208
"I think that, as I have taken
the trouble to tell you,
305
00:26:07,375 --> 00:26:09,958
such an avowal ought to satisfy you."
306
00:26:10,125 --> 00:26:11,833
"Ought to satisfy you."
307
00:26:12,750 --> 00:26:15,625
"I think that, as I have taken
the trouble to tell you…"
308
00:26:15,791 --> 00:26:18,958
"I think that, as I have taken
the trouble to tell you,
309
00:26:19,125 --> 00:26:21,500
such an avowal ought to satisfy you."
310
00:26:22,416 --> 00:26:23,833
That's enough.
311
00:26:34,250 --> 00:26:36,916
Are you good? Not too bored?
312
00:26:38,916 --> 00:26:39,916
No.
313
00:26:40,916 --> 00:26:42,596
We'll find some games for you to play, OK?
314
00:26:47,583 --> 00:26:52,250
- My dad has a real basketball.
- Yeah?
315
00:26:52,416 --> 00:26:55,500
Once, we played,
316
00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:57,333
and there were other people,
317
00:26:59,250 --> 00:27:02,666
and he threw the basketball on my head!
318
00:27:19,791 --> 00:27:22,125
I don't know how to thank you, Felix…
319
00:27:23,583 --> 00:27:25,208
Don't worry, everything is fine.
320
00:27:30,666 --> 00:27:32,416
You know, he'll probably call me.
321
00:27:35,500 --> 00:27:37,125
Did you tell him that you were here?
322
00:27:37,291 --> 00:27:38,291
No.
323
00:27:50,875 --> 00:27:52,166
It'll be OK.
324
00:27:54,750 --> 00:27:57,291
Don't worry.
325
00:28:18,416 --> 00:28:20,083
- Hello.
- Hello.
326
00:28:21,291 --> 00:28:22,708
- How are you?
- And you?
327
00:28:23,208 --> 00:28:24,625
Yeah, I'm fine.
328
00:28:25,875 --> 00:28:27,833
Are you still looking out for yourself?
329
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:31,708
I am young, the virus
doesn't attack young people.
330
00:28:32,291 --> 00:28:34,041
It's not sure yet.
331
00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:36,875
They say there's only old people
in intensive care.
332
00:28:37,041 --> 00:28:38,708
And the ones who die, they're all old.
333
00:28:41,541 --> 00:28:43,291
Were there any people at Plisson's?
334
00:28:43,458 --> 00:28:44,458
Nobody.
335
00:28:44,625 --> 00:28:45,666
How crazy!
336
00:28:45,833 --> 00:28:48,375
Before, there were lots of clients,
I was the only black person,
337
00:28:48,541 --> 00:28:51,125
now it's empty and I'm the only client.
338
00:28:51,416 --> 00:28:52,541
That's class!
339
00:28:53,791 --> 00:28:56,208
They're not racist at Plisson's, are they?
340
00:28:56,375 --> 00:28:58,625
No. Even if it's not like our supermarket,
341
00:28:58,791 --> 00:29:01,333
there's just blacks, at every level,
even at the checkouts.
342
00:29:01,500 --> 00:29:03,041
Trust reigns supreme.
343
00:29:03,541 --> 00:29:06,750
My buddy Yaya,
he thinks the store gets more benefits
344
00:29:06,916 --> 00:29:08,583
for hiring minorities.
345
00:29:09,083 --> 00:29:11,750
In France, we don't like quotas.
346
00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:13,416
It's even forbidden.
347
00:29:13,583 --> 00:29:14,833
Well, that's hypocritical.
348
00:29:16,083 --> 00:29:18,250
- What's hypocritical?
- Quotas.
349
00:29:19,333 --> 00:29:21,500
Me, I feel like a quota
at every street corner.
350
00:29:21,666 --> 00:29:24,083
A little less at the moment, obviously.
351
00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:26,416
Almost all the white people
stay locked up.
352
00:29:28,833 --> 00:29:30,208
Well, it's all there.
353
00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:32,750
Thanks. See you Thursday.
354
00:29:32,916 --> 00:29:35,708
- I won't kiss you but it's in my heart.
- Same here.
355
00:29:35,916 --> 00:29:37,166
- Goodbye.
- Goodbye, Lassana.
356
00:30:10,791 --> 00:30:12,208
Does it ever worry you?
357
00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:16,000
The fear of meeting someone you know…
I mean, a client.
358
00:30:16,750 --> 00:30:19,833
There is no risk, it's not our circle.
359
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:23,916
What scares me is that
some creepy client squeals on us…
360
00:30:31,083 --> 00:30:33,333
I thought the jacuzzi was off limits
to clients.
361
00:30:35,208 --> 00:30:37,166
Felix gave me permission.
362
00:30:37,333 --> 00:30:38,708
Are you looking for a boy?
363
00:30:38,875 --> 00:30:40,833
He comes here with his wife
from time to time.
364
00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:45,291
Yes, that's it, we break the routine,
like we're going on a trip.
365
00:30:45,458 --> 00:30:47,666
We live just 15 minutes away from here.
366
00:31:04,583 --> 00:31:06,458
If you're looking for a boy, I'm here.
367
00:31:06,625 --> 00:31:08,958
Leo. Ask Felix.
368
00:31:16,250 --> 00:31:18,333
Often, people think I'm gay…
369
00:31:19,333 --> 00:31:20,791
Never trust appearances.
370
00:31:21,875 --> 00:31:23,166
Yeah, that's it.
371
00:31:23,333 --> 00:31:26,166
Who could imagine
that you're a prostitute, for example…
372
00:31:26,333 --> 00:31:27,541
"Escort."
373
00:31:29,291 --> 00:31:34,916
Normally, we associate escorts
with being seen in public,
374
00:31:35,208 --> 00:31:38,708
and at the moment,
the only appearances made are in rooms.
375
00:32:29,708 --> 00:32:31,916
That's so good what you're doing.
376
00:32:37,166 --> 00:32:38,708
I can't take it anymore.
377
00:32:42,791 --> 00:32:44,375
You have no choice.
378
00:32:45,875 --> 00:32:46,875
Yeah.
379
00:32:49,291 --> 00:32:51,000
Are you back on night duty?
380
00:32:53,458 --> 00:32:54,541
Yeah.
381
00:32:55,291 --> 00:32:56,500
In the ICU.
382
00:32:57,833 --> 00:33:01,000
Before, I was in gastro, but now,
they've completely shut down the service.
383
00:33:04,833 --> 00:33:06,625
I've never seen anything like it.
384
00:33:08,750 --> 00:33:11,208
A flood of patients coming in non-stop.
385
00:33:13,833 --> 00:33:17,250
People whose lungs
can no longer draw oxygen from the air.
386
00:33:18,541 --> 00:33:20,458
Their bodies stop working.
387
00:33:21,208 --> 00:33:22,583
They suffocate.
388
00:33:24,958 --> 00:33:26,875
The day before yesterday,
we had three deaths.
389
00:33:29,625 --> 00:33:31,267
Their family couldn't even
say goodbye to them.
390
00:33:31,291 --> 00:33:33,041
They went straight into a coffin.
391
00:33:45,250 --> 00:33:47,958
I feel like we are losing our humanity.
392
00:33:49,083 --> 00:33:51,125
You do everything you can to save some.
393
00:33:51,416 --> 00:33:52,958
Try to relax a bit.
394
00:33:55,583 --> 00:33:57,583
Here, come on, turn around.
395
00:34:21,833 --> 00:34:23,750
My head of department caught it.
396
00:34:25,875 --> 00:34:27,595
We all look at each other,
behind our masks,
397
00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:29,541
wondering who will be next.
398
00:34:34,041 --> 00:34:37,708
It seems that the virus attacks
less people with blood type O.
399
00:34:38,333 --> 00:34:39,333
I'm type O, actually.
400
00:34:40,541 --> 00:34:42,625
I don't know my blood type.
401
00:34:51,875 --> 00:34:53,750
I'm sorry.
When Fellix suggested
402
00:34:53,958 --> 00:34:56,017
that I come here, he said:
"Leave the hospital at the door!"
403
00:34:56,041 --> 00:34:57,333
But, I can't.
404
00:34:57,500 --> 00:35:01,375
Easy to say.
I went there on my days off last week.
405
00:35:02,333 --> 00:35:04,726
And even when I'm not there,
I'm there all the time in my head.
406
00:35:04,750 --> 00:35:06,250
All the time. All the time…
407
00:35:23,166 --> 00:35:25,708
Do you know
when I first wanted to leave you?
408
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:29,916
No. I didn't even know
you wanted to leave me.
409
00:35:30,083 --> 00:35:32,041
That's good, we learn something every day.
410
00:35:33,375 --> 00:35:36,166
When I realised that you needed
to call your mother almost every day,
411
00:35:36,333 --> 00:35:38,458
on the phone with her for ages,
412
00:35:39,375 --> 00:35:41,333
asking for her opinion
about all our decisions.
413
00:35:41,500 --> 00:35:43,708
It was to please her.
414
00:35:45,125 --> 00:35:46,291
- Nevertheless!
- What is it?
415
00:35:46,458 --> 00:35:49,625
I've been the center
of her universe forever.
416
00:35:49,791 --> 00:35:51,017
And I've always called her, every day!
417
00:35:51,041 --> 00:35:53,875
And now, to please you,
I call her only once a week.
418
00:35:54,041 --> 00:35:56,375
She hasn't died from it!
419
00:35:57,041 --> 00:35:58,791
Do you wish that my mother was dead?
420
00:35:58,958 --> 00:36:01,000
Stop, you're changing the subject.
421
00:36:01,208 --> 00:36:04,166
- So, what's the subject, then?
- The point is, I can't take it anymore.
422
00:36:04,333 --> 00:36:08,583
I wonder if you wouldn't be happier
with a man.
423
00:36:08,750 --> 00:36:10,791
Here we go again.
It's been a long time.
424
00:36:14,416 --> 00:36:17,500
I've always had doubts,
and I'm not the only one.
425
00:36:17,666 --> 00:36:20,125
Ah yes, your great girlfriends.
426
00:36:20,291 --> 00:36:23,666
All frustrated, all single,
we need their advice, it's important!
427
00:36:23,833 --> 00:36:26,583
Can't you see they're all jealous of us,
of our love story.
428
00:36:26,791 --> 00:36:29,541
No, seriously, that's all bullshit!
429
00:36:29,833 --> 00:36:31,583
A good reason for them being jealous…
430
00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:53,541
Who took tons of exams? Who?
The problem could only be me, right?
431
00:36:53,750 --> 00:36:54,750
How could I have guessed?
432
00:36:54,916 --> 00:36:57,125
I should have left you, for good,
right after that.
433
00:36:57,291 --> 00:36:59,684
You let me feel guilty
about not being able to have children.
434
00:36:59,708 --> 00:37:01,666
When the problem was your fault!
435
00:37:01,875 --> 00:37:03,392
You told me you didn't want to any more!
436
00:37:03,416 --> 00:37:04,833
All because of your slow sperm!
437
00:37:05,583 --> 00:37:09,000
How could I have known
that a man has slow motion sperm?
438
00:37:11,291 --> 00:37:12,726
If you had known,
you wouldn't have loved me?
439
00:37:12,750 --> 00:37:14,041
Get out of the room.
440
00:37:16,416 --> 00:37:17,791
I'll think about it.
441
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:58,666
What the hell are you doing here?
442
00:37:59,250 --> 00:38:00,708
I don't want to talk.
443
00:38:01,208 --> 00:38:02,583
You don't want to talk to me?
444
00:38:02,750 --> 00:38:04,458
No. I'm too shy.
445
00:38:25,375 --> 00:38:27,291
What's this kid doing here?
446
00:38:27,791 --> 00:38:29,208
I forgot to tell you.
447
00:38:29,375 --> 00:38:31,375
Listen, she's a friend of my sister's.
448
00:38:31,541 --> 00:38:32,781
She's with a guy, he's violent.
449
00:38:32,875 --> 00:38:35,351
Since the start of confinement,
this guy hasn't stopped freaking out.
450
00:38:35,375 --> 00:38:37,291
So, I told her she could
come here and stay…
451
00:38:37,458 --> 00:38:39,958
Listen Felix, stop.
You've got to stop this.
452
00:38:40,125 --> 00:38:41,416
There's too many people.
453
00:38:41,916 --> 00:38:44,583
- Already, the little brothel.
- There's only three of them.
454
00:38:44,750 --> 00:38:46,190
Ines, Annabelle and Leo, that's all.
455
00:38:46,250 --> 00:38:49,166
It can still be considered pimping!
456
00:38:49,791 --> 00:38:51,583
- And the couples…
- The couples,
457
00:38:51,750 --> 00:38:53,458
they come for a change of air.
458
00:38:53,666 --> 00:38:55,333
- It brings us cash…
- What cash?
459
00:38:55,500 --> 00:38:59,791
Cash for you and your tiny community,
we're not exactly legal, Felix.
460
00:39:02,250 --> 00:39:03,958
What? You want a percentage?
461
00:39:07,250 --> 00:39:09,625
I gave you the green light
because I really liked your idea.
462
00:39:09,791 --> 00:39:12,041
That this hotel should become
a place of freedom,
463
00:39:12,208 --> 00:39:14,250
while all of us were under house arrest.
464
00:39:14,416 --> 00:39:17,041
Yes, and that you could fuck
whenever you wanted to.
465
00:39:17,208 --> 00:39:19,291
You know my weakness for Ines.
466
00:39:21,541 --> 00:39:23,500
Ah, before I forget.
467
00:39:25,375 --> 00:39:27,458
Thank you.
Ah yes, by the way,
468
00:39:29,375 --> 00:39:31,916
there's someone else
who has been staying here for two weeks.
469
00:39:32,875 --> 00:39:33,541
Who?
470
00:39:33,708 --> 00:39:34,708
A nurse.
471
00:39:34,875 --> 00:39:36,416
This saves her the hassle of commuting
472
00:39:36,583 --> 00:39:38,916
between her home in the suburbs
and the hospital.
473
00:39:39,083 --> 00:39:42,125
Basta Felix, we're going to get caught.
474
00:40:12,375 --> 00:40:14,458
It's crazy, even my wife thinks I'm a fag.
475
00:40:15,875 --> 00:40:17,500
Ah no, not a fag!
476
00:40:17,666 --> 00:40:18,666
That's discrimination.
477
00:40:20,625 --> 00:40:22,541
Homophobia is what they call it.
478
00:40:23,250 --> 00:40:25,833
My uncle, he took me
to see a football game once.
479
00:40:26,041 --> 00:40:26,708
Thank you!
480
00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:29,208
I never heard "fag" shouted
so many times in my life!
481
00:40:34,708 --> 00:40:35,916
And Leo?
482
00:40:36,125 --> 00:40:38,125
Where can one find him?
483
00:40:38,750 --> 00:40:39,958
Room 18.
484
00:41:07,666 --> 00:41:08,833
Anything wrong?
485
00:41:10,333 --> 00:41:11,500
I want a guy.
486
00:41:12,333 --> 00:41:13,375
The kid, there.
487
00:41:13,541 --> 00:41:14,541
Leo?
488
00:41:16,541 --> 00:41:18,625
OK, wait, let me see…
489
00:41:37,375 --> 00:41:38,416
He's busy.
490
00:41:50,291 --> 00:41:51,875
Are you free?
491
00:41:55,250 --> 00:41:56,750
That's not my job.
492
00:42:04,833 --> 00:42:06,500
I'm sorry, Felix.
493
00:42:07,875 --> 00:42:09,541
Damn, I'm completely lost.
494
00:42:12,166 --> 00:42:14,583
We thought we were safe
from everything and now…
495
00:42:23,125 --> 00:42:24,416
It'll be OK.
496
00:42:34,791 --> 00:42:38,208
OK, are you done with the shower,
do you want to fuck in there?
497
00:42:39,625 --> 00:42:41,208
No, no. I was just thinking…
498
00:43:18,583 --> 00:43:21,666
Just a little sad spell. It's over.
499
00:43:48,833 --> 00:43:52,750
Could you make the effort
to simulate it a bit, please?
500
00:44:19,958 --> 00:44:21,892
Do you like me best
when I'm faking it, is that it?
501
00:44:21,916 --> 00:44:23,291
Yes…
502
00:44:45,291 --> 00:44:48,000
"You are, in truth, a very eccentric man."
503
00:44:54,250 --> 00:44:58,333
And so, this seminar, did you go?
504
00:44:58,916 --> 00:45:01,666
Of course, he was highly reputed
as a hypnotist.
505
00:45:01,833 --> 00:45:04,875
That fascinated me.
I got completely into it.
506
00:45:06,500 --> 00:45:09,458
And even after that,
I continued to follow him.
507
00:45:09,625 --> 00:45:12,708
For one month,
to all his seminaries in the States.
508
00:45:12,875 --> 00:45:16,958
He introduced me as his assistant.
He hypnotised me in public.
509
00:45:17,125 --> 00:45:20,791
And I didn't realise it,
but I was falling under his spell.
510
00:45:21,625 --> 00:45:24,041
At the same time, he said he loved me,
511
00:45:24,208 --> 00:45:25,875
that I was the woman of his life.
512
00:45:27,333 --> 00:45:30,291
And me, like an idiot, I believed it.
513
00:45:33,125 --> 00:45:34,375
How did it end?
514
00:45:35,375 --> 00:45:39,958
One day, he told me that thanks to me,
he was a better husband.
515
00:45:43,125 --> 00:45:44,958
I felt ashamed for him.
516
00:45:46,291 --> 00:45:49,916
I told him that he'd just broken his toy.
The asshole.
517
00:45:50,791 --> 00:45:53,750
Well, what about a toast to this asshole?
518
00:46:29,750 --> 00:46:31,458
Why don't you become an escort?
519
00:46:34,166 --> 00:46:35,916
You'd be a hit, I'm sure.
520
00:46:38,541 --> 00:46:41,125
I've already laid down too much, for free,
521
00:46:41,333 --> 00:46:44,416
without anyone asking my opinion.
522
00:46:48,500 --> 00:46:50,875
I was orphaned when I was 6 years old.
523
00:46:53,541 --> 00:46:56,291
Don't ask me why, I don't remember.
524
00:47:03,083 --> 00:47:05,041
I should have lived with my uncle.
525
00:47:06,250 --> 00:47:09,875
But since he was single,
the judge said no.
526
00:47:14,208 --> 00:47:17,125
So I was tossed
from foster family to foster family.
527
00:47:19,791 --> 00:47:23,375
I was an FCD, a foster care kid.
528
00:47:26,291 --> 00:47:28,916
You know, it works well for some.
529
00:47:29,833 --> 00:47:34,750
For me, it wasn't great.
But I still got through it.
530
00:47:46,208 --> 00:47:53,333
APRIL 20, 2020
DAY 34
531
00:47:57,666 --> 00:47:59,333
I ran so hard…
532
00:48:00,125 --> 00:48:02,291
I ran like when I was in Kidal.
533
00:48:03,375 --> 00:48:05,958
The jihadists, they were planting bombs.
534
00:48:06,125 --> 00:48:09,541
Boom! And me, I ran, I ran all the time.
535
00:48:10,375 --> 00:48:11,958
I ran to escape them.
536
00:48:12,125 --> 00:48:13,875
Even when there were no bombs!
537
00:48:15,125 --> 00:48:18,750
My mother said:
538
00:48:19,500 --> 00:48:21,208
"If you run, Lassana,"
539
00:48:21,375 --> 00:48:24,666
the bomb will always be behind you,
not by you.
540
00:48:25,500 --> 00:48:28,708
It's not fear that gives you
the strength to run,
541
00:48:28,875 --> 00:48:29,916
it's life.
542
00:48:30,083 --> 00:48:31,583
"The strength of life…"
543
00:48:32,291 --> 00:48:34,000
So I became strong.
544
00:48:36,958 --> 00:48:38,375
What did they hit you with?
545
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:41,208
Billy club.
546
00:48:42,958 --> 00:48:46,125
I saw them approaching and walked faster.
547
00:48:47,625 --> 00:48:50,583
They caught up with me,
asked me for my papers.
548
00:48:51,375 --> 00:48:52,875
So, I started running.
549
00:48:53,708 --> 00:48:57,500
One of the two cops caught up with me.
He hit me right on the head!
550
00:48:57,833 --> 00:49:02,666
And then I ran, like in Kidal.
He was never able to catch up with me…
551
00:49:09,666 --> 00:49:11,416
Are you sure they didn't follow you?
552
00:49:11,708 --> 00:49:13,166
No, impossible.
553
00:49:20,125 --> 00:49:22,333
I don't think there's any head trauma…
554
00:49:23,083 --> 00:49:24,291
What's that?
555
00:49:25,375 --> 00:49:28,083
At any rate, you have to go
to the hospital to make sure.
556
00:49:28,250 --> 00:49:29,708
To the hospital?
557
00:49:29,958 --> 00:49:31,875
During these times?
No, no, no…
558
00:49:35,041 --> 00:49:38,125
You go and rest
and you'll see how you feel, later.
559
00:49:53,708 --> 00:49:56,000
OK, you settle in.
Make yourself at home.
560
00:49:57,791 --> 00:49:58,833
Like at home?
561
00:50:00,208 --> 00:50:01,708
You're very funny, Felix.
562
00:50:05,500 --> 00:50:06,708
Well, see you later.
563
00:51:25,375 --> 00:51:27,375
You would make a great couple with Felix.
564
00:51:28,916 --> 00:51:31,291
We already tried being a couple,
for two years.
565
00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:33,375
A long time ago…
566
00:51:33,583 --> 00:51:36,166
Really! He is so mysterious.
567
00:51:37,500 --> 00:51:39,125
You too are mysterious.
568
00:51:40,625 --> 00:51:42,208
What are you studying?
569
00:51:42,375 --> 00:51:44,041
Right now, it's in total shutdown.
570
00:51:44,250 --> 00:51:47,083
I was doing a master's degree
in ecological urban planning.
571
00:51:47,250 --> 00:51:49,210
Basically, it's putting
nature back in the cities,
572
00:51:49,375 --> 00:51:51,041
at least, thinking about it.
573
00:51:51,583 --> 00:51:55,083
It seems some foxes have returned to live
in Père Lachaise Cemetery.
574
00:51:55,250 --> 00:51:57,125
Everyone plays with nature.
575
00:51:57,291 --> 00:51:59,250
Either we go back to her,
to the countryside,
576
00:51:59,416 --> 00:52:01,833
or we bring it back to the city.
577
00:52:02,458 --> 00:52:05,375
What interests me are constructions
with positive biodiversity,
578
00:52:05,541 --> 00:52:06,750
and co-housing.
579
00:52:07,583 --> 00:52:09,291
Community life, right?
580
00:52:09,458 --> 00:52:12,291
No, not really.
Above all, shared resources.
581
00:52:12,583 --> 00:52:13,791
You're right,
582
00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:15,833
we have to change our habits.
583
00:52:16,875 --> 00:52:18,125
What's your model?
584
00:52:18,625 --> 00:52:19,625
It was…
585
00:52:20,500 --> 00:52:23,208
A guy, a job, a kid, or two.
586
00:52:23,875 --> 00:52:26,041
I don't have a job.
I don't have a guy anymore.
587
00:52:26,208 --> 00:52:27,625
But I have a kid.
588
00:52:28,291 --> 00:52:30,291
That's the main thing for me, now.
589
00:52:32,333 --> 00:52:33,458
Were you married?
590
00:52:34,125 --> 00:52:35,625
Fortunately, not.
591
00:52:37,291 --> 00:52:38,791
I was married.
592
00:52:39,291 --> 00:52:42,541
If I did one stupid thing in my life,
that was it!
593
00:52:42,750 --> 00:52:44,000
Why was it stupid?
594
00:52:46,541 --> 00:52:49,958
I was in love, that was my first mistake.
595
00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:51,833
He wasn't really.
596
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,458
Obviously
I didn't understand that right away.
597
00:52:54,833 --> 00:52:58,125
We got married.
I wanted his child.
598
00:52:58,958 --> 00:53:01,208
After a year, he cheated on me.
599
00:53:02,958 --> 00:53:04,767
He told me it didn't
change anything between us.
600
00:53:04,791 --> 00:53:06,583
But I was pregnant, and I lost the kid.
601
00:53:07,458 --> 00:53:09,083
I was sad.
602
00:53:10,875 --> 00:53:13,035
I wanted to leave him.
He was awful during the divorce,
603
00:53:13,250 --> 00:53:14,583
unimaginable.
604
00:53:15,416 --> 00:53:17,500
So, if I look at your model.
605
00:53:17,666 --> 00:53:21,916
I don't have a guy, and I don't think
I'll ever one have any more.
606
00:53:22,083 --> 00:53:23,750
I don't have kids.
607
00:53:23,916 --> 00:53:27,333
But I do have a job
and that's just fine for me.
608
00:53:31,291 --> 00:53:34,208
For me, if I sum it up…
I have no children,
609
00:53:34,375 --> 00:53:35,916
no husband,
610
00:53:36,416 --> 00:53:38,291
and I don't really have a job.
611
00:53:42,708 --> 00:53:45,708
And this is the cause
that troubles your spirits?
612
00:53:45,958 --> 00:53:48,375
You do not blush to behold this writing!
613
00:53:48,541 --> 00:53:51,750
- And, why should I blush?
- What?
614
00:53:51,916 --> 00:53:54,625
You add boldness to craft!
615
00:53:54,791 --> 00:53:56,916
Will you disown this note
because it bears no name?
616
00:53:57,083 --> 00:53:59,125
To disavow a note from my hand?
617
00:53:59,875 --> 00:54:02,458
And can you look at it
without becoming confused.
618
00:54:02,625 --> 00:54:05,750
At the crime of which
its' style accuses you!
619
00:54:05,916 --> 00:54:08,875
You are, in truth, a very eccentric man.
620
00:54:10,083 --> 00:54:12,666
Thank you, that really helps.
621
00:54:12,833 --> 00:54:13,833
No problem!
622
00:54:13,958 --> 00:54:16,375
We don't talk like that anymore,
but it's funny.
623
00:54:16,541 --> 00:54:18,708
We should do a TikTok,
I'm sure we'd be a hit.
624
00:54:18,875 --> 00:54:20,375
- You're on.
- Go ahead.
625
00:54:21,166 --> 00:54:22,250
OK.
626
00:54:26,958 --> 00:54:28,000
Are you ready?
627
00:54:28,166 --> 00:54:28,833
That?
628
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:30,833
Yeah, that's it, that line.
629
00:54:33,416 --> 00:54:36,333
But, you're getting jealous
of the whole world.
630
00:54:36,500 --> 00:54:39,791
It's because the whole world
is so kindly received by you.
631
00:55:19,458 --> 00:55:21,750
It's a weird smell. What is it?
632
00:55:22,708 --> 00:55:24,500
It's bergamot incense.
633
00:55:28,958 --> 00:55:31,333
You stay locked up in your room
all the time…
634
00:55:32,583 --> 00:55:36,291
Precisely, bergamot helps
to regain motivation.
635
00:55:42,666 --> 00:55:44,041
You know what?
636
00:55:45,875 --> 00:55:46,916
I'm fed up.
637
00:55:47,083 --> 00:55:49,000
I told Felix I was off for a few days.
638
00:55:49,625 --> 00:55:51,375
What are you sick of?
639
00:55:51,583 --> 00:55:52,583
This.
640
00:55:53,250 --> 00:55:54,625
Getting paid to have sex?
641
00:55:54,791 --> 00:55:57,375
No, not that.
It's more than that.
642
00:56:01,041 --> 00:56:03,041
A lot of things are losing
their meaning right now.
643
00:56:03,083 --> 00:56:04,458
It's unbelievable.
644
00:56:04,625 --> 00:56:06,250
And it's only been a month!
645
00:56:08,583 --> 00:56:10,791
Do you ever get off with a client?
646
00:56:12,750 --> 00:56:13,791
Never.
647
00:56:16,958 --> 00:56:18,333
It happens to me.
648
00:56:18,833 --> 00:56:20,625
Not often, but it happens.
649
00:56:21,833 --> 00:56:24,291
It's because you really chose to do this.
650
00:56:24,791 --> 00:56:26,500
I was broke!
651
00:56:29,291 --> 00:56:32,375
Yes, but you also needed to prove
something to yourself physically,
652
00:56:32,541 --> 00:56:34,291
in the way of seduction.
653
00:56:36,625 --> 00:56:39,105
I felt it when you called me back,
and we saw each other again.
654
00:56:39,291 --> 00:56:40,916
You still chose to do it…
655
00:56:41,083 --> 00:56:42,750
You could have done something else.
656
00:56:42,916 --> 00:56:44,291
And earn much less.
657
00:57:43,083 --> 00:57:45,291
It seems you got racially profiled.
658
00:57:45,583 --> 00:57:47,041
Let's not talk about it.
659
00:57:48,083 --> 00:57:49,625
You want a glass of milk, sweety?
660
00:57:49,791 --> 00:57:51,125
Yes, please.
661
00:57:57,625 --> 00:57:59,291
Jules, where are you?
662
00:58:05,083 --> 00:58:06,416
I found you!
663
00:58:15,625 --> 00:58:16,750
Here.
664
00:58:17,666 --> 00:58:19,708
Thank you.
665
00:58:59,333 --> 00:59:01,614
When I think back then,
that I wanted to be a rock singer…
666
00:59:01,750 --> 00:59:04,333
You had the band with Simon and Victor.
667
00:59:04,500 --> 00:59:07,208
My ass! We did a few lousy gigs.
668
00:59:07,375 --> 00:59:09,125
Not so bad. I don't agree.
669
00:59:10,833 --> 00:59:12,041
You're nice.
670
00:59:16,333 --> 00:59:18,041
What a boat!
671
00:59:18,541 --> 00:59:19,625
What?
672
00:59:21,000 --> 00:59:22,250
This hotel.
673
00:59:23,833 --> 00:59:25,875
Sometimes I feel like it's a boat.
674
00:59:26,041 --> 00:59:27,500
Adrift,
675
00:59:29,041 --> 00:59:30,666
and I don't know if we'll get to port.
676
00:59:32,333 --> 00:59:34,000
Why wouldn't we make it?
677
00:59:35,250 --> 00:59:36,291
I don't know.
678
00:59:41,166 --> 00:59:45,041
I would love to know each of our fates.
679
00:59:49,416 --> 00:59:51,416
Thanks to you, they're already different.
680
00:59:54,333 --> 00:59:55,583
Look at me…
681
00:59:56,541 --> 00:59:58,833
You know, he drank more and more.
682
00:59:59,583 --> 01:00:02,916
And under any pretext,
he'd hit me more often than before.
683
01:00:03,125 --> 01:00:04,916
Locked up all this time.
684
01:00:06,375 --> 01:00:08,791
I said to myself:
"It will pass, he'll calm down."
685
01:00:10,291 --> 01:00:12,625
It passed and then, the next moment…
686
01:00:24,791 --> 01:00:26,125
Could you help me wash?
687
01:00:27,125 --> 01:00:28,583
I don't want get wet.
688
01:00:28,750 --> 01:00:31,000
It's very erotic for me,
when a woman washes me.
689
01:00:31,166 --> 01:00:33,166
As far back as I can remember,
at 3 or 4 years old,
690
01:00:33,333 --> 01:00:36,166
my little cock getting hard
when "la Mama" washed me.
691
01:00:36,333 --> 01:00:37,333
You had a hard-on at 3?
692
01:00:37,666 --> 01:00:40,000
Of course, like all the boys.
693
01:00:40,375 --> 01:00:41,458
Sure.
694
01:00:42,291 --> 01:00:45,208
Girls can't feel that, it's too bad.
695
01:00:45,750 --> 01:00:48,208
We feel other things, don't worry.
696
01:00:48,583 --> 01:00:51,416
I feel like I've seen you
somewhere before.
697
01:00:51,583 --> 01:00:53,375
I can't remember where.
698
01:00:54,458 --> 01:00:57,333
- Oh no, I've never seen you.
- I know myself.
699
01:00:57,500 --> 01:01:01,041
If I think for a bit, I'll end up
remembering where I've seen you before.
700
01:01:01,208 --> 01:01:04,083
I have the memory of an elephant.
Do you say that in French?
701
01:01:04,250 --> 01:01:07,500
In Italian, we say a memory of iron.
702
01:01:33,041 --> 01:01:34,875
Thanks for the company,
703
01:01:35,041 --> 01:01:37,875
but I just came for dinner tonight.
704
01:01:39,541 --> 01:01:41,083
At your service.
705
01:01:46,625 --> 01:01:49,000
Business is incredible right now.
706
01:01:51,625 --> 01:01:53,791
In a way, it's obscene.
707
01:01:54,791 --> 01:01:56,750
I keep making money.
708
01:01:58,875 --> 01:02:01,416
And I'm doomed to spend it alone.
709
01:02:05,041 --> 01:02:07,416
Nations no longer control anything.
710
01:02:10,500 --> 01:02:13,125
Multinationals make us hate each other.
711
01:02:14,291 --> 01:02:17,666
In the States, everyone shoots everyone.
712
01:02:19,500 --> 01:02:21,250
Civil war is not far away.
713
01:02:21,666 --> 01:02:23,500
We'll see who's left.
714
01:02:32,333 --> 01:02:34,583
Also, I wanted to tell you…
715
01:02:38,000 --> 01:02:40,166
I might be gone for a while.
716
01:02:43,083 --> 01:02:46,250
I've found some land in New Zealand.
717
01:02:46,916 --> 01:02:48,458
Near the sea.
718
01:03:13,750 --> 01:03:16,083
Well, mine reads 36.8.
719
01:03:16,750 --> 01:03:17,875
I'll let you take yours.
720
01:03:18,041 --> 01:03:20,916
It doesn't mean anything,
I can be asymptomatic, as they say!
721
01:03:21,083 --> 01:03:23,101
- You too, if we look at it that way.
- That's true.
722
01:03:23,125 --> 01:03:25,083
Let's say I control the risk taking.
723
01:03:26,958 --> 01:03:28,208
What's this madness?
724
01:03:28,375 --> 01:03:31,458
We use condoms,
we can put on masks, right?
725
01:03:33,750 --> 01:03:34,791
Oh shit!
726
01:03:35,708 --> 01:03:36,708
38.7!
727
01:03:39,833 --> 01:03:41,958
Just kidding. I am 36.5.
728
01:03:45,500 --> 01:03:46,208
Here.
729
01:03:46,375 --> 01:03:48,015
I thought you couldn't find any of these.
730
01:03:48,125 --> 01:03:50,041
It's my husband, he has some in reserve.
731
01:03:50,250 --> 01:03:53,291
He's allergic to everything,
bugs, pollen, dust…
732
01:03:53,458 --> 01:03:55,875
He has to put one on when I vacuum.
733
01:03:56,541 --> 01:03:57,541
Of course.
734
01:04:00,750 --> 01:04:03,726
When we're doing it, I would like you
to tell me what a beautiful body I have
735
01:04:03,750 --> 01:04:05,125
for a man of my age.
736
01:04:05,291 --> 01:04:07,500
Even a very beautiful body.
737
01:04:07,916 --> 01:04:09,916
OK, I'll do my best.
738
01:04:10,541 --> 01:04:11,708
I'm sure.
739
01:04:14,291 --> 01:04:16,916
You're not asking me how old I am?
740
01:04:17,666 --> 01:04:19,458
How old are you?
741
01:04:20,208 --> 01:04:21,583
56 years old.
742
01:04:30,833 --> 01:04:31,833
Oh, my!
743
01:04:31,875 --> 01:04:34,625
But what a beautiful body you have
for your age.
744
01:04:34,791 --> 01:04:35,958
You think so?
745
01:04:36,125 --> 01:04:37,500
Oh, yeah.
746
01:04:53,916 --> 01:04:55,541
Annabelle, is it?
747
01:04:56,375 --> 01:04:58,333
It's not your first name, that for sure.
748
01:04:59,000 --> 01:05:00,708
You look very horny. I like you.
749
01:05:02,000 --> 01:05:04,267
Funny, there's a certain type of guy
who likes to convince himself
750
01:05:04,291 --> 01:05:06,184
that all the women they pay for
are crazy about sex.
751
01:05:06,208 --> 01:05:08,250
Please spare me your feelings.
752
01:05:08,666 --> 01:05:11,250
I'm paying you to make
these shitty times better.
753
01:05:11,416 --> 01:05:13,625
We can no longer pick up
anybody, anywhere.
754
01:05:17,958 --> 01:05:20,958
So, you take off your panties
755
01:05:21,666 --> 01:05:23,583
and you let me look at your pussy.
756
01:05:34,666 --> 01:05:36,947
It seems to me that some men's brains
are poorly irrigated
757
01:05:37,041 --> 01:05:38,541
when they have an erection.
758
01:05:38,708 --> 01:05:42,083
For you, a woman only has one job,
that's to spread her legs, right?
759
01:05:42,250 --> 01:05:43,458
It's yours.
760
01:05:43,833 --> 01:05:46,875
No, your cock is not as big as you think.
761
01:05:48,583 --> 01:05:50,666
You still have to pay girls to fuck.
762
01:05:50,833 --> 01:05:52,713
So, we're going to take it easy
on the attitude.
763
01:05:52,833 --> 01:05:54,500
Before anything, in there.
764
01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:04,708
Interested in knowing
why I'm cheating on my husband?
765
01:06:04,875 --> 01:06:07,375
- Not really.
- Alright.
766
01:06:09,500 --> 01:06:11,083
- You know what?
- No?
767
01:06:12,250 --> 01:06:13,875
At first, I was a little scared,
768
01:06:14,083 --> 01:06:16,844
I'm not going to lie to you.
And then finally, I thought it was great!
769
01:06:16,916 --> 01:06:18,125
I want to do it again.
770
01:06:19,125 --> 01:06:20,666
What did you take before you came?
771
01:06:21,791 --> 01:06:25,375
Nothing at all.
I just want you, again.
772
01:06:26,333 --> 01:06:29,958
It's going to be a lot more expensive,
it pisses me off to start over.
773
01:06:31,208 --> 01:06:32,791
I didn't expect you to not want to.
774
01:06:33,000 --> 01:06:34,041
What?
775
01:06:34,541 --> 01:06:36,583
It's not a vocation to be a whore!
776
01:06:37,416 --> 01:06:39,708
I'm going to tell Felix, it'll be double.
777
01:06:41,625 --> 01:06:43,458
Not even a small discount?
778
01:06:44,416 --> 01:06:47,416
Two for the price of one,
like at the supermarket, is that it?
779
01:06:49,166 --> 01:06:50,416
You know what?
780
01:07:07,083 --> 01:07:08,791
My girlfriend is confined in Besançon!
781
01:07:09,750 --> 01:07:11,458
We haven't seen each other, since.
782
01:07:11,625 --> 01:07:14,583
I want to offer you something,
for when you see your girl again.
783
01:07:14,750 --> 01:07:15,750
Do you love her?
784
01:07:16,166 --> 01:07:18,875
I think… yes… I would say yes.
785
01:07:19,041 --> 01:07:21,125
So listen to me, it can help you.
786
01:07:21,791 --> 01:07:23,958
Do you know your Kamasutra?
787
01:07:24,166 --> 01:07:26,041
But you only remember
the list of positions,
788
01:07:26,208 --> 01:07:28,500
like almost all guys, for that matter.
789
01:07:28,666 --> 01:07:30,125
You're prisoners!
790
01:07:30,291 --> 01:07:32,791
You've always got to be inside,
never outside.
791
01:07:33,000 --> 01:07:34,875
You're slaves to penetration.
792
01:07:35,041 --> 01:07:37,666
You know, there are hands,
793
01:07:37,833 --> 01:07:42,250
skin, kisses, subtle caresses, massages,
794
01:07:43,125 --> 01:07:45,000
plenty of other sensations…
795
01:07:45,166 --> 01:07:45,916
Yeah…
796
01:07:46,083 --> 01:07:47,625
I assure you,
797
01:07:47,833 --> 01:07:49,500
even in sex, you have to be ambitious.
798
01:07:49,666 --> 01:07:51,291
Your girlfriend surely deserves better,
799
01:07:51,833 --> 01:07:53,083
and so do you.
800
01:07:53,416 --> 01:07:56,041
Is there a supplement
801
01:07:56,250 --> 01:07:58,041
for the sex therapy consultation?
802
01:08:07,500 --> 01:08:15,500
MAY 7, 2020
DAY 51
803
01:08:59,166 --> 01:09:00,708
Thank you.
804
01:11:41,375 --> 01:11:44,708
Do you think that they might
confine everyone, again?
805
01:11:45,458 --> 01:11:47,125
I wouldn't mind that.
806
01:11:48,458 --> 01:11:49,958
We'll see.
807
01:11:51,833 --> 01:11:54,416
At least now
we know that anything is possible.
808
01:12:04,000 --> 01:12:06,375
They say you sleep with young actresses.
809
01:12:06,541 --> 01:12:07,750
Is that right?
810
01:12:08,833 --> 01:12:10,291
Yes, Celimene.
811
01:12:11,375 --> 01:12:12,833
You are not afraid?
812
01:12:13,583 --> 01:12:16,708
If they want it and if I want it,
813
01:12:17,500 --> 01:12:18,875
there is no reason to be afraid.
814
01:12:24,375 --> 01:12:26,500
I have never seen so many dead.
815
01:12:27,250 --> 01:12:28,791
You're lucky.
816
01:12:29,458 --> 01:12:31,250
I've never seen it.
817
01:12:32,666 --> 01:12:35,458
For me, death is totally abstract.
818
01:12:51,250 --> 01:12:53,375
I have a friend,
he exhibits himself on OnlyFans.
819
01:12:53,541 --> 01:12:55,541
He has time right now,
he's on unemployment.
820
01:12:56,083 --> 01:12:58,083
He makes at least 400 euros more
each month.
821
01:12:58,250 --> 01:13:00,916
He must have a nice cock!
822
01:13:01,500 --> 01:13:03,458
I don't even know what OnlyFans is…
823
01:13:10,708 --> 01:13:12,125
What did you say?
824
01:13:13,375 --> 01:13:15,750
My beautiful trip coming to France.
825
01:13:26,583 --> 01:13:28,291
Can you tell me a story?
826
01:13:28,458 --> 01:13:30,916
You know, in reality, I'm not a big talker.
827
01:13:31,083 --> 01:13:32,083
Really?
828
01:13:32,166 --> 01:13:34,083
When I'm not an escort, you know!
829
01:13:35,208 --> 01:13:36,583
Laugh Out Loud!
830
01:14:03,166 --> 01:14:06,916
MAY 9, 2020
DAY 53
831
01:14:09,041 --> 01:14:11,583
The boss comes back this afternoon,
you're the last to go.
832
01:14:11,916 --> 01:14:14,000
- What day is it?
- The 9th of May.
833
01:14:14,166 --> 01:14:15,250
No, what day?
834
01:14:15,416 --> 01:14:17,000
Saturday, the 9th of May.
835
01:14:17,708 --> 01:14:20,583
Here, I prepared you
a certificate to circulate.
836
01:14:21,916 --> 01:14:24,625
You never know.
Confinement officially ends on Monday!
837
01:14:29,291 --> 01:14:33,541
You know, Nicolas, he's thinking of me
for a role in his next film.
838
01:14:34,166 --> 01:14:35,541
So much the better.
839
01:14:36,333 --> 01:14:37,833
And I haven't even slept with him.
840
01:14:39,375 --> 01:14:40,458
You should.
841
01:14:40,958 --> 01:14:42,416
When he's into it, he's a good fuck.
842
01:14:52,625 --> 01:14:54,425
I wanted to tell you something
before I leave.
843
01:14:54,541 --> 01:14:57,208
Don't worry, we'll see each other again.
844
01:14:57,375 --> 01:14:58,416
First,
845
01:14:58,625 --> 01:15:00,958
thanks for… everything.
846
01:15:01,791 --> 01:15:04,666
Are you going to continue,
or are you going to stop?
847
01:15:05,166 --> 01:15:06,916
No, I don't know yet.
848
01:15:09,291 --> 01:15:10,750
I'm stopping everything.
849
01:15:10,916 --> 01:15:13,041
I'm taking care of Emanuela and Jules.
850
01:15:13,208 --> 01:15:15,333
We'll get out of here as soon as we can.
851
01:15:18,125 --> 01:15:20,000
You are a true idealist, Felix.
852
01:15:21,166 --> 01:15:23,125
When I first became an escort,
in September,
853
01:15:23,291 --> 01:15:25,375
it's not only the experience
that attracted me,
854
01:15:25,541 --> 01:15:27,416
the money to pay for my studies,
855
01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:29,708
it was also because of you that I came…
856
01:15:29,875 --> 01:15:30,875
Because of me!
857
01:15:32,541 --> 01:15:34,208
I was in love with you.
858
01:15:39,666 --> 01:15:40,826
I was never able to tell you.
859
01:15:42,708 --> 01:15:46,041
You still impress me actually,
but I'm not in love anymore.
860
01:15:47,458 --> 01:15:49,541
I love you, but not that way.
861
01:15:53,625 --> 01:15:56,000
You helped us through
these difficult times.
862
01:15:59,041 --> 01:16:00,083
I see you
863
01:16:01,458 --> 01:16:03,375
as a modern-day resistance fighter,
864
01:16:04,166 --> 01:16:05,541
a Good Samaritan…
865
01:16:06,750 --> 01:16:08,625
The good Covid Samaritan!