1 00:00:11,340 --> 00:00:12,620 I'm actually a medium. 2 00:00:13,240 --> 00:00:16,059 Are you? Yep. Would you want a reading? 3 00:00:16,580 --> 00:00:17,580 Oh, of course. 4 00:00:19,100 --> 00:00:20,880 Oh my goodness. Okay. 5 00:00:21,200 --> 00:00:22,200 That's awesome. 6 00:00:23,140 --> 00:00:28,500 I want to tell you that I feel like this is an older woman that's coming 7 00:00:28,500 --> 00:00:33,280 through. Somebody that I feel is more of a recent passing. 8 00:00:33,920 --> 00:00:36,740 So is this your dad's mother? 9 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:37,960 Yeah, that's right. Okay. 10 00:00:41,680 --> 00:00:48,540 Oh, that's weird. She said that she... She said when you get home, 11 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:50,960 she... Do you have to wash the dishes or something? 12 00:00:55,100 --> 00:00:56,100 Yeah. 13 00:01:00,660 --> 00:01:05,920 Okay. Because, yeah, I feel like she... It doesn't look like she's reminding you 14 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:08,240 about this. And she's saying, like, you better do that. 15 00:01:08,460 --> 00:01:09,460 Yeah. 16 00:01:10,450 --> 00:01:13,590 She's got opinions about things. She wants to tell you how to run your life. 17 00:01:13,790 --> 00:01:15,130 Oh, that is so funny. 18 00:01:16,410 --> 00:01:19,190 Wow. Yeah. You're awesome. Thank you, sweetie. 19 00:01:20,730 --> 00:01:22,690 Do you wonder if the dead can see you? 20 00:01:23,370 --> 00:01:25,770 Get in my car, and I'll show you they can. 21 00:01:28,270 --> 00:01:30,030 My name is Thomas John. 22 00:01:30,390 --> 00:01:35,170 I'm a psychic medium, and I've become a rideshare driver, so I can share my gift 23 00:01:35,170 --> 00:01:36,170 with the masses. 24 00:01:36,370 --> 00:01:38,930 Another day, another mile. 25 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:40,480 Coming up tonight. 26 00:01:40,800 --> 00:01:42,880 Somebody's coming through that was hit by a car. 27 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:45,700 I feel like there's like sibling drama. 28 00:01:46,100 --> 00:01:47,780 She's showing me her house. 29 00:01:48,240 --> 00:01:50,820 Do you have a photo where you're both in marine stuff? 30 00:01:51,240 --> 00:01:54,960 Yeah, that's crazy, man. I feel like you're in my head. 31 00:01:55,160 --> 00:01:59,140 I thought he was back on drugs and he told me he wasn't, but I didn't believe 32 00:01:59,140 --> 00:02:01,300 him. I said horrible, horrible things. 33 00:02:02,360 --> 00:02:05,540 He went to sleep and never woke up and I found him. 34 00:02:06,300 --> 00:02:07,400 You've been gone. 35 00:02:18,120 --> 00:02:19,120 Hi. 36 00:02:21,860 --> 00:02:22,860 How's your day going? 37 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:24,200 Going well. 38 00:02:25,180 --> 00:02:26,180 I'm good. 39 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:27,340 Pretty good, just driving. 40 00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:31,660 So what do you guys think about mediums and psychics and stuff like that? 41 00:02:32,160 --> 00:02:34,660 I believe they have their place. 42 00:02:35,770 --> 00:02:41,790 But as for me personally, I have my faith, you know, my own. 43 00:02:42,550 --> 00:02:45,250 So I have never thought any of that out. 44 00:02:45,510 --> 00:02:46,510 That's interesting. 45 00:02:47,150 --> 00:02:48,370 I'm actually a medium. 46 00:02:49,290 --> 00:02:50,430 Oh, my God. 47 00:02:52,070 --> 00:02:56,590 Oh, this is about now. This day is getting kind of, uh -oh. 48 00:02:58,570 --> 00:03:00,790 Oh, my God. Go flip. 49 00:03:01,070 --> 00:03:02,070 Go flip. 50 00:03:06,320 --> 00:03:07,700 Do you want a reading? 51 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:09,760 Of course you would. Okay, 52 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:15,940 so I feel 53 00:03:15,940 --> 00:03:20,400 like... Who's Ina? 54 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:24,200 My mom's name. 55 00:03:24,580 --> 00:03:27,780 Okay, because your mom is coming through really strong. Is your mom passed? 56 00:03:28,140 --> 00:03:29,140 Yes. 57 00:03:31,020 --> 00:03:33,560 She watches over the person sitting with you. 58 00:03:33,870 --> 00:03:34,870 Oh, my grandmother? 59 00:03:34,930 --> 00:03:38,270 Oh, this is your grandmother, yeah. Because I feel like she's connected to 60 00:03:38,310 --> 00:03:42,250 too. Yeah. Oh, he was the baby. Yes. 61 00:03:42,710 --> 00:03:45,070 She said, yep, he was the favorite. 62 00:03:46,110 --> 00:03:51,410 Oh, my God. 63 00:03:51,810 --> 00:03:53,810 My mom was my best friend. 64 00:03:54,690 --> 00:03:58,310 I would talk to my mom every day. On Mac. 65 00:04:00,810 --> 00:04:01,990 Is there a Mac? 66 00:04:02,520 --> 00:04:03,459 Oh, my God. 67 00:04:03,460 --> 00:04:06,780 That's your grandfather. That's your grandfather. Same grade. Yeah, your dad. 68 00:04:06,940 --> 00:04:11,260 So, yeah. When my dad passed, you know, they passed on the same day, 11 years 69 00:04:11,260 --> 00:04:16,480 apart. Wow. Same day. That means soulmates usually. Yeah. She just was 70 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:20,899 same. After he passed, they were married 44 years. He was everything. 71 00:04:25,040 --> 00:04:27,000 Have you moved since your mom passed? 72 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:28,360 Yes. 73 00:04:28,650 --> 00:04:33,210 I definitely feel with your mom, she felt like you're questioning your mood. 74 00:04:33,990 --> 00:04:34,990 Yeah. 75 00:04:35,370 --> 00:04:40,170 It took a lot of guts to start over at this point in my life. 76 00:04:40,410 --> 00:04:43,890 She said bring up the six kids. I didn't know if it was your six kids or her six 77 00:04:43,890 --> 00:04:44,890 kids. Her six kids. 78 00:04:44,910 --> 00:04:49,790 Oh, yeah. She's talking about her six kids. She's showing me there's like, I 79 00:04:49,790 --> 00:04:54,150 feel like there's like sibling drama or sibling problems or is there problems 80 00:04:54,150 --> 00:04:55,990 with the six of you or something? Yeah. 81 00:05:00,560 --> 00:05:02,800 It's like she's showing me her house. 82 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:10,880 She's showing me also she left the house in a truck for you, but 83 00:05:10,880 --> 00:05:13,140 everybody's mad about it. Yes. Yeah, yeah. 84 00:05:13,360 --> 00:05:18,920 She left the house for me, and they're fighting over it. I know your mom's 85 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:20,000 you all better get along. 86 00:05:25,290 --> 00:05:29,050 Your mom is just telling me, like, it's almost like she's kind of guiding you, 87 00:05:29,110 --> 00:05:32,150 like, stay out of it. Don't even go there with them. 88 00:05:32,610 --> 00:05:33,630 Oh, my God. 89 00:05:35,690 --> 00:05:37,150 I have no idea. 90 00:05:40,170 --> 00:05:42,030 I needed to hear this. 91 00:05:42,390 --> 00:05:43,650 Well, that's good. I'm glad. 92 00:05:44,030 --> 00:05:45,450 Take this. Go on. 93 00:05:46,910 --> 00:05:48,470 You've changed my life. 94 00:05:48,830 --> 00:05:50,110 That's an honor to hear that. 95 00:05:51,290 --> 00:05:52,290 Thank you, Mama. 96 00:05:54,250 --> 00:05:55,510 Thank you, Mama. Thank you. 97 00:06:00,530 --> 00:06:06,630 I've never had that experience before, never had a reading, never did anything 98 00:06:06,630 --> 00:06:09,890 like that. But we need guidance sometimes. 99 00:06:10,450 --> 00:06:16,430 You have to be open to wherever the answer comes, whomever the answer comes 100 00:06:16,430 --> 00:06:17,430 through. 101 00:06:19,950 --> 00:06:21,990 The impact of today. 102 00:06:27,370 --> 00:06:28,209 It's okay. 103 00:06:28,210 --> 00:06:29,430 Oh, my God. 104 00:06:32,770 --> 00:06:39,610 To know that she is still with me and the love that 105 00:06:39,610 --> 00:06:40,610 I felt. 106 00:06:46,510 --> 00:06:48,030 I am so... 107 00:06:57,070 --> 00:06:59,390 So do you believe in psychics? I don't know. 108 00:07:00,270 --> 00:07:01,270 I want to. 109 00:07:02,350 --> 00:07:03,910 It's always fascinated me. 110 00:07:04,270 --> 00:07:06,350 What about those ones that talk to the dead? 111 00:07:07,310 --> 00:07:08,310 That I need. 112 00:07:10,590 --> 00:07:12,090 That I really, really need. 113 00:07:13,570 --> 00:07:15,430 I'm actually a medium in psychic. 114 00:07:15,970 --> 00:07:16,970 You are? 115 00:07:17,090 --> 00:07:19,730 Yeah. Are you getting a feel for me, anything? 116 00:07:20,810 --> 00:07:21,810 All right. 117 00:07:25,690 --> 00:07:30,930 So... So let me just start, because there's one person in particular that 118 00:07:30,930 --> 00:07:33,010 feeling a strong connection to. So just... 119 00:07:33,010 --> 00:07:39,790 He's showing me 120 00:07:39,790 --> 00:07:44,470 the letter B, and he's also showing me the letter Z. 121 00:07:45,110 --> 00:07:46,110 My husband. 122 00:07:46,270 --> 00:07:48,010 Your husband, okay. Ben Z. 123 00:07:48,510 --> 00:07:51,130 Zanwell is his middle name. Oh, wow, okay. 124 00:07:51,390 --> 00:07:52,770 Benjamin Zanwell. Okay. 125 00:07:53,340 --> 00:07:57,960 I see with him he's telling me that he struggled a lot. He had a lot of inner 126 00:07:57,960 --> 00:07:59,300 demons. He did. 127 00:07:59,860 --> 00:08:03,060 Depression. You know, there's a lot of problems that he struggled with. 128 00:08:03,740 --> 00:08:05,820 He was my first true love. 129 00:08:07,020 --> 00:08:08,980 I always said we put the fun in dysfunction. 130 00:08:10,460 --> 00:08:11,460 And we did. 131 00:08:11,820 --> 00:08:13,680 We couldn't live without each other. 132 00:08:15,920 --> 00:08:22,340 I'm feeling like I have to bring through drugs, struggling with addiction. 133 00:08:23,560 --> 00:08:29,280 Yeah. He fought it. He didn't want to be a drug addict, but his addiction was 134 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:30,280 crazy. 135 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:35,260 He's showing me he got sober before he passed over, right? 136 00:08:36,780 --> 00:08:37,780 Uh -huh. 137 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:40,419 He did die abruptly? 138 00:08:40,840 --> 00:08:41,840 Yes. Okay. 139 00:08:41,860 --> 00:08:42,860 Sudden death. Yeah. 140 00:08:43,360 --> 00:08:47,740 But I see with him he's telling me that passing seems very unusual. 141 00:08:48,300 --> 00:08:50,320 I keep getting, like, chest pain. 142 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:55,220 The night he died, he was just... Out of it, he was profusely sweating. 143 00:08:55,780 --> 00:09:01,340 I thought he was high. I thought he was back on drugs, and he told me he wasn't, 144 00:09:01,340 --> 00:09:02,400 but I didn't believe him. 145 00:09:02,700 --> 00:09:06,780 Immediately, I flipped out, thinking he was lying and that he was on drugs. 146 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:08,880 We were kind of vicious to each other. 147 00:09:09,420 --> 00:09:13,100 I said horrible, horrible things, but I didn't mean any of them. 148 00:09:14,340 --> 00:09:17,500 He went to sleep and never woke up, and I found him. 149 00:09:18,979 --> 00:09:22,560 The autopsy showed me that he had no drugs in his system. 150 00:09:24,040 --> 00:09:27,140 He was sick, and I didn't know it, and I thought he was on drugs. 151 00:09:31,620 --> 00:09:33,100 I have so much guilt. 152 00:09:33,740 --> 00:09:37,740 I loved him more than anything in this world, and I didn't get any closure. I 153 00:09:37,740 --> 00:09:39,240 didn't get to tell him I'm sorry. 154 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:47,460 Does he forgive me? 155 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:01,380 Yes, he's telling me he's left that behind. 156 00:10:02,020 --> 00:10:03,700 He's not mad at you. 157 00:10:04,080 --> 00:10:10,880 He sees it as we were really soulmates. And it's okay for you to move forward. 158 00:10:17,220 --> 00:10:18,480 It's not easy. 159 00:10:22,910 --> 00:10:28,610 Ben and I were more than just husband and wife. We were best friends. We were 160 00:10:28,610 --> 00:10:33,070 everything to each other. For over 10 years, every night before I go to bed, 161 00:10:33,290 --> 00:10:34,530 I've said the same thing. 162 00:10:35,230 --> 00:10:36,230 Good night, Ben. 163 00:10:36,530 --> 00:10:38,830 I love you, and I miss you so much. 164 00:10:40,290 --> 00:10:44,970 This reading with Thomas has given me something of Ben. 165 00:10:46,050 --> 00:10:49,650 Told me that if you can forgive me, you would. 166 00:10:50,410 --> 00:10:52,310 I don't have to beat myself up anymore. 167 00:10:53,790 --> 00:10:55,930 Good night, my love. 168 00:11:04,270 --> 00:11:05,270 Rainy enough, huh? 169 00:11:05,590 --> 00:11:08,130 Yeah, that seems to be the big news today. 170 00:11:09,390 --> 00:11:10,390 It's wet. 171 00:11:12,310 --> 00:11:13,510 Has your dad passed? 172 00:11:13,850 --> 00:11:16,210 Yes. Oh, yeah, because I feel your dad with you. 173 00:11:17,800 --> 00:11:20,340 I'm a psychic, so that's why I was asked. Oh, yeah? 174 00:11:20,760 --> 00:11:25,800 I would have never pegged you with what a psychic looks like. Because I don't 175 00:11:25,800 --> 00:11:28,940 have the hat with the jewel in it. 176 00:11:29,500 --> 00:11:30,860 Yeah, not showy. 177 00:11:31,300 --> 00:11:33,140 I'm a psychic for the normal people. 178 00:11:33,480 --> 00:11:35,660 Right. Keep going. Tell me more. 179 00:11:36,760 --> 00:11:37,860 Did he adopt you? 180 00:11:38,740 --> 00:11:39,740 Yes. 181 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:42,500 I was adopted in three weeks. 182 00:11:43,020 --> 00:11:44,280 Oh, interesting. 183 00:11:45,390 --> 00:11:47,890 Do you know if there's a Leo somewhere that's passed? 184 00:11:48,510 --> 00:11:52,830 Yeah. Your dad is telling me he's with Leo. Oh, my God. That's his dad. 185 00:11:53,210 --> 00:11:55,530 Oh, okay. Then, yeah, it must be his dad, then. 186 00:11:56,250 --> 00:11:58,530 You're really freaking me out here. 187 00:11:59,250 --> 00:12:00,710 That is mind -blowing. 188 00:12:01,790 --> 00:12:05,550 Is there, like, a special shirt you guys buried your dad in or something? 189 00:12:06,130 --> 00:12:09,470 Well, we buried him in his retirement Marine Corps dress, please. 190 00:12:09,690 --> 00:12:10,690 Oh, okay. 191 00:12:11,390 --> 00:12:14,370 That's crazy, man. I feel like you're in my head. 192 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:15,840 Right. 193 00:12:16,340 --> 00:12:18,760 Do you have a photo where you're both in the Marine stuff? 194 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:21,300 Yes. Are you like a kid in that? 195 00:12:21,700 --> 00:12:22,700 Yes. Okay. 196 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:28,820 Wow, that's really... Yeah, I don't know, man. That's crazy that you would 197 00:12:28,820 --> 00:12:29,539 up on that. 198 00:12:29,540 --> 00:12:32,740 His education was through the military, but there are many times he said things 199 00:12:32,740 --> 00:12:36,180 to me that he would only say to me, stories that only I know, that nobody 200 00:12:36,180 --> 00:12:39,860 in the world he would share with, that were just so spot on because he wasn't 201 00:12:39,860 --> 00:12:42,400 trying to help. He just shared something that was so pure. 202 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:44,840 But he didn't even, I think, realize he was giving me advice. 203 00:12:46,140 --> 00:12:48,560 Is there anything that you would want to kind of ask? 204 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:50,000 Oh, yeah. 205 00:12:58,100 --> 00:13:02,820 You know, there are times when it doesn't matter how old you get, you 206 00:13:02,820 --> 00:13:03,820 of want your dad's advice. 207 00:13:04,100 --> 00:13:07,320 Right. Just like to be able to pick up the phone or just say, what's your take 208 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:08,320 on this, you know? 209 00:13:08,400 --> 00:13:09,400 I'm a little... 210 00:13:09,660 --> 00:13:13,300 lost right now because the life i've been living hasn't quite produced the 211 00:13:13,300 --> 00:13:17,040 result he's showing me something with your work you're getting like a big 212 00:13:17,040 --> 00:13:22,140 opportunity soon i'm not really sure that would be great yeah i feel 213 00:13:22,140 --> 00:13:27,400 really big happening he said that you should invest in some property dad 214 00:13:27,400 --> 00:13:31,420 show me the money and i will invest like a fiend you know me you raised me i am 215 00:13:31,420 --> 00:13:34,240 thrifty i will gladly invest 216 00:13:43,950 --> 00:13:46,450 I guess today I feel renewed a little bit. 217 00:13:46,690 --> 00:13:48,290 I feel hopeful. 218 00:13:48,830 --> 00:13:53,130 My dad is kind of saying, we know what's going on up here that you might not 219 00:13:53,130 --> 00:13:54,790 know what's going on down there, so keep chipping away. 220 00:13:55,170 --> 00:13:57,810 It's just going to make it a little easier when things get a little bit 221 00:13:57,810 --> 00:13:58,810 difficult. 222 00:14:01,110 --> 00:14:07,830 Just by being in the presence of somebody, I can actually pick up 223 00:14:07,830 --> 00:14:08,910 on opportunities. 224 00:14:09,550 --> 00:14:13,370 I think that that can be very inspiring for people and very uplifting. 225 00:14:19,050 --> 00:14:22,290 When you got in the car, I got an immediate message that you're going to 226 00:14:22,290 --> 00:14:22,989 job soon. 227 00:14:22,990 --> 00:14:25,290 Oh, get out of here. I feel like you're going to move. 228 00:14:26,390 --> 00:14:29,970 Move? Yeah, like I actually see you going to a much bigger place. Turns out 229 00:14:29,970 --> 00:14:34,130 he was right. I actually now have a house in Burbank, and I never had a 230 00:14:34,130 --> 00:14:38,390 my life, never even rented a house before. Thank you, Thomas, for your true 231 00:14:38,390 --> 00:14:39,390 prediction. 232 00:14:39,590 --> 00:14:43,370 I feel like within the next two or three months, you're going to get a job. 233 00:14:43,430 --> 00:14:45,890 Really? It's more stable, I feel. That's wonderful. 234 00:14:46,110 --> 00:14:47,570 Do you dabble in real estate? 235 00:14:48,190 --> 00:14:53,100 Yes. The real estate thing is going to get better for you, I feel like. Oh, I 236 00:14:53,100 --> 00:14:54,700 like you. You were right. 237 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:57,860 My business is going better than ever. 238 00:14:58,220 --> 00:15:01,360 There's something happening with a group of people. There's going to be some 239 00:15:01,360 --> 00:15:02,640 sort of winnings. 240 00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:06,200 You might even hear about it like this week. 241 00:15:06,420 --> 00:15:12,280 The next day after that, I went on a game show and won $50 ,000. 242 00:15:13,340 --> 00:15:14,340 Isn't that crazy? 243 00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:23,100 What's your name? My name's Tamara. 244 00:15:23,340 --> 00:15:24,340 I'm Dixie. 245 00:15:24,620 --> 00:15:25,800 How are you doing today, sir? 246 00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:27,580 Driving and talking to dead people. 247 00:15:30,100 --> 00:15:32,500 Right on. Writing and talking with dead people. 248 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:35,420 Yeah, I'm a medium. Do you believe in that stuff? Yes, we do. 249 00:15:36,840 --> 00:15:38,240 Looks like it would be distracting. 250 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:41,840 Yeah. Driving and talking to dead people. 251 00:15:42,060 --> 00:15:44,300 The L .A. drivers are worse than the dead people. 252 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:45,880 That's true. 253 00:15:46,820 --> 00:15:50,240 Is your dad... Oh, past. Over. 254 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:55,140 Yeah, because I feel your dad with you. Were you like a nurse for him? 255 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:57,100 Yeah. Oh, okay. 256 00:15:57,380 --> 00:16:01,400 Because I'm seeing like a nurse hat, so to me that means that you're more like a 257 00:16:01,400 --> 00:16:02,840 caretaker basically for him. 258 00:16:03,300 --> 00:16:04,300 Uh -huh. 259 00:16:04,660 --> 00:16:06,900 That's your dad? Yes. And her? 260 00:16:07,240 --> 00:16:09,020 My ex -husband. Your ex -husband. Mm -hmm. 261 00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:13,560 He's basically telling me there's a dementia or what it is, but there's 262 00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:19,460 confusion at the end. But he's basically telling me like even if he couldn't 263 00:16:19,460 --> 00:16:20,460 communicate, 264 00:16:20,800 --> 00:16:22,680 You know, he kind of knew what was going on. 265 00:16:23,240 --> 00:16:27,160 He knew you were there, and he was in a different state. 266 00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:33,240 I want to just tell you, he's like, the pain was so bad, but it's all gone now. 267 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:38,500 He feels that you went, like, above and beyond the call of duty. He did. 268 00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:40,780 He was my knight in shining armor. 269 00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:54,240 Is there a younger person that your father would be with? 270 00:16:54,600 --> 00:16:56,560 Somebody's coming through that was hit by a car. 271 00:16:57,660 --> 00:16:58,660 Yeah. 272 00:16:59,360 --> 00:17:01,800 Yeah. But I'm getting a car impact. 273 00:17:02,260 --> 00:17:04,240 That was my little boy. Okay. He's six years old. 274 00:17:07,780 --> 00:17:09,599 That's how he's coming through, like a little boy. 275 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:14,220 Is he your big brother? 276 00:17:14,480 --> 00:17:16,980 Yep. Okay. Yeah, because he's saying, I'm the big brother, though. 277 00:17:18,020 --> 00:17:18,779 He was. 278 00:17:18,780 --> 00:17:22,700 Yeah. So how old were you, sweetie, when he passed? 279 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:26,800 I was three. Okay. I witnessed the car accident. Oh, yeah. 280 00:17:29,900 --> 00:17:31,380 Was it right by the house? 281 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:32,680 Yes. 282 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:38,460 Can I ask you a question then? 283 00:17:38,940 --> 00:17:42,480 My son, when he was crossing the street. 284 00:17:43,399 --> 00:17:47,880 They said he was dead on impact, but they kept him on life support for three 285 00:17:47,880 --> 00:17:51,740 days. There's a lot of speculation on that. 286 00:17:52,140 --> 00:17:53,960 I didn't know what I should have done. 287 00:17:54,200 --> 00:17:55,580 Was he dead on impact? 288 00:17:57,120 --> 00:18:00,700 I'm not really feeling that pain registered. 289 00:18:05,940 --> 00:18:08,660 He's like, Mom, I'm okay. I want you to know I'm okay. 290 00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:11,080 He's telling me I left my body. 291 00:18:11,790 --> 00:18:14,490 ahead of time, so I didn't have to be part of that. 292 00:18:15,190 --> 00:18:19,290 I've had this happen before. Sometimes the spirit will show me that if there is 293 00:18:19,290 --> 00:18:22,870 something like a crash or there's an accident, the spirit leaves the body 294 00:18:22,870 --> 00:18:24,030 before the impact. 295 00:18:25,790 --> 00:18:29,690 He's, um... Yeah, he hangs out around you guys a lot, I feel like. 296 00:18:30,450 --> 00:18:35,070 Good. I'm glad to hear that. Yeah, he just has a very sweet energy, I feel. 297 00:18:35,310 --> 00:18:36,990 Mm -hmm. He was a sweet kid. 298 00:18:45,480 --> 00:18:49,240 Hearing from Thomas regarding my son is something I've been needing for a long 299 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:51,660 time. The way he died was brutal. 300 00:18:52,200 --> 00:18:56,600 But knowing that he didn't die in pain, I can go on, that was the big thing. 301 00:18:57,300 --> 00:19:00,120 He's at peace, so I should be at peace also. 302 00:19:07,440 --> 00:19:10,820 I mean, I always tell people, your loved ones are always around you. They're 303 00:19:10,820 --> 00:19:14,980 part of your daily experiences when you do things, when you, you know, go to 304 00:19:14,980 --> 00:19:17,900 your favorite restaurant, when you sit in the car and drive, when you go to 305 00:19:17,900 --> 00:19:22,380 work. They often join you. So, I mean, you don't need a medium to have your 306 00:19:22,380 --> 00:19:24,680 loved ones around you. They're always around you no matter what.