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Do you believe in psychics?

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To a certain point, they kind of scare
me a little bit.

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What do you do? Like, you're a driver?

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I'm a psychic.

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Oh, you're a psychic? Yes.

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Okay.

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Is there a Beverly?

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What did you just say? I heard Beverly.

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That's my mom.

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Okay. Yeah.

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Oh, my God.

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She said, my daughter met.

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Did you meet Michelle Obama?

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Oh, my God. Wait a minute.

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She just. Wait, wait.

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Oh, my God. Wait a minute.

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She said, my daughter met Michelle
Obama.

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How did you know that?

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Because your dead mom just told me. Oh,
my God.

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Do you wonder if the dead can see you?

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Get in my car, and I'll show you they
can.

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My name is Thomas John.

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I'm a psychic medium, and I've become a
rideshare driver, so I can share my gift

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with the masses.

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Another day, another mile.

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Coming up tonight.

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Do you have a loo in spirit?

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Oh, my God.

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It's a reference to coal mining.

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Oh, jeez. Yeah, that's what my dad did.
Is there a Jeff?

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Okay, he's coming through with an
apology.

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Oh, my God.

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This is amazing.

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Only thing about the other side is they
don't have video games. He's not too

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happy about that.

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You've been gone a good long while.

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Another hill, another call.

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Hello.

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You okay?

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How is your day going?

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My day is going peaceful, actually.
Good.

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Pretty good.

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Good. So do you believe in, like,
psychic readings and things like that? I

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actually a medium.

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Are you open to that? I'm totally open
to that.

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When you got in the car, the first
impression I got is there was a woman

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felt with you.

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I felt that she was a very strong
presence.

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Definitely a woman of faith, of her
religious belief.

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Is that your grandmother?

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Yes. Okay.

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She's making me feel that she had a big
part in raising you. Yeah, my dad's

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mother. Is dad also passed?

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Mm -hmm.

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Is there a man coming through?

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Is there a Jeff?

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Oh, my God, I can't believe you know all
of this.

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Yes. Okay.

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And I feel like he's very important to
you, too.

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So this is your dad?

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Yes. Okay.

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That's him.

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That's your dad, okay. Yes.

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So... Jesse.

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Jesse, okay.

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There's a couple things that he's
showing me. First off, he's saying there

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lot of pain.

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And he's showing me there was a
connection I felt to drugs, to having to

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be in prison. Yes.

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He's talking about that...

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He kind of failed as a dad.

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Right.

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My father was a drug dealer and a drug
addict.

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And my mother was a prostitute.

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And he was her pimp.

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He's telling me that it got really out
of control.

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And he's coming through with a white
rose.

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Now, when I see a white rose, that
always means there's an apology.

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Oh, my God.

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This is amazing.

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There's definitely some sort of apology
that he's bringing through. Let me just

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see if I can understand a little bit
more.

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Oh, my God.

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He's telling me that there's a lot of
trauma passed down. Yes.

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And he's showing me that you've been
able to kind of break the cycle.

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Mm -hmm.

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Do you have a son?

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Yeah. OK. Because I feel like your data
showed me that you made the right

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decision with your son.

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He has Down syndrome. And when I found
out I was pregnant with him, I knew he

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had to be born.

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Otherwise, like some karmic thing in my
family would continue to reoccur.

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And so he was born. And yes, he has Down
syndrome. And he's still this really

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magical kid.

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It's just.

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amazing who he is he's so hilarious like
who he is i could have never been in

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the family that i grew up in because he
just is so loved and so wanted and so

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father and i show up for him and he
loves us so much and so

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we are here at your destination thomas
well thanks to meet you

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The apology frees me.

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It's just the gift of a lifetime.

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It means that there's confirmation of
this journey that I'm in.

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My son is beautiful and magical, and
he's the kind of man my father never had

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the opportunity to be.

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I feel completely like I can go live my
life.

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So spirits love to communicate with
symbols.

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And they do this just so it's easier for
me to connect and maybe get the message

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across.

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It'll show a birthday cake if there's
been a nearby birthday.

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White doves typically means there's been
a wedding. I'll see a flannel shirt,

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which means somebody was a hard worker.

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So, yeah, there's different, you know,
ways people connect.

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Have you ever had a reading? No, I have
not.

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But you're open to the possibility that
there could be psychics.

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Is there anything I can hold on to? Do
you wear that thing around your neck a

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lot or no?

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Quite a bit. Would you rather just try
that? Yeah, that's fine.

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There's a lot coming through with this
person. So I actually feel like I am

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going to pull over to do this.

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There's a man coming through.

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Brother type of connection.

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So it feels abrupt to me. The heart is
somehow affected.

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If this had happened in a doctor's
office, it wouldn't have really changed

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anything because it just feels like this
just happened.

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How do you connect with this person? My
brother died of a heart attack.

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Oh. He collapsed in his driveway.

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Oh, I see. Okay.

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Oh, interesting.

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Oh.

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I don't know if he was funny, but I feel
like he's making me laugh with what

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he's talking. So he said that the only
thing about the other side is they don't

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have video games.

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And so he's not too happy about that.

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Okay, well, I never had a dead person
tell me that, but I guess they don't

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that over there.

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He used to stay up all night playing
video games. Yes, he did.

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Both my brothers, two of them would stay
up all night as adults. I mean, not as

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kids.

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But, yeah.

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I want to say also I feel that,
interesting.

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So there's a reference to somebody
having an alcohol problem.

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Does that resonate with you at all?

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I was drinking, yeah.

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I was drinking too much, and it caused
some friction between me

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and his wife.

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It feels like things were getting a
little bit out of control,

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and when he passed, it's like you
recognized that, and you were like, oh,

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God, I have to deal with some things
here.

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And he showed me.

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You have really taken your life in a
better direction since he's passed.

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He's telling me that if he was here now
in physical form, he would be, like,

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celebrating that with you. He'd be
really happy for you.

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My other brother just happened to spend
time with him about a week before he

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died and said that he was the happiest
he'd ever been in his life.

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And it really hit me that I was nowhere
near that. You know, I was so far from

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happy and fulfilled.

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That really did cause me to reevaluate
my life, and I started making a lot of

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changes in my life as a result of it.

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There's almost like a sense that he's
sort of, I don't want to say taking

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for it, but I feel that he is in a way
actually taking credit for it.

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You would be right.

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Yeah.

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I give my brother a lot of credit for
the changes I made in my life.

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So when Thomas told me that my brother
was proud of me, and that meant a lot to

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me, just to know that he's happy and
makes me even more

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determined to stay on the right track.

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Get that money, get that money, it ain't
funny, it ain't funny.

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Put your hand here like this.

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You don't like to dance?

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Don't tell me you don't have the rhythm.
Everybody got the rhythm.

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OK, you can start with shaking your
head.

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OK. Hey!

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Hey!

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How does that feel? Once you start
shaking your head, are you feeling the

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rhythm? I'm feeling it.

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So are you originally from?

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Haiti.

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Wait, hold on.

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People never choose Haiti.

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Well, I'm a psychic.

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Would you be open to having a reading?

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What? No.

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What's going on?

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Not much.

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All righty.

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What's your name?

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I'm Sunky Angel.

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And I'm Thomas.

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Nice to meet you, Thomas.

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What are you up to today?

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Well, you know, I got to go to
Hollywood.

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I have a mug made out of glass, as you
can see.

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Oh, wow.

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I have jewels and gems and stones.

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For a lot of people, they stop. I get to
meet different people because it draws

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people in.

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These pieces represent the broken, the
brokenness of all of us that we all

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We all are a reflection of each other.
Yeah. So if somebody say, you're this,

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they look at me wrong, I just, you know,
let them know I'm a reflection of you,

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you know?

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So do you believe in psychics?

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Um, to some degree, I guess you could
say so.

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I was asking you because I'm actually a
psychic.

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Really? Mm -hmm.

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Wow.

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Crazy. Oh.

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Wait a minute. Are you serious?

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Yeah, I'm serious. Don't play with me
now. I'm not.

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I feel like your grandpa's with you.

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Wait a minute.

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Come again?

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I feel like your grandfather is watching
over you,

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and I feel that he's with you. Wait a
minute. Did he have a mustache? I see,

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like, a mustache.

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What? Now don't you start freaking me
out back at night tonight because I'm

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about to make a new exit.

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It's got to be a new sunroof in here.
Don't you do that to me.

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Granddaddy, it scares me, you know.

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My God, this is too much. This is too
much.

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This is too much.

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Granddaddy, it scares me.

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Oh, my God, this is too much. This is
too much.

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This is too much.

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He was a pastor. He was so hard on me.
I'm transgender, so coming up from

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Alabama, he was really on my case about
being a man and being masculine, and I

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bothered him.

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It's been a lot of hurt.

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But you did have a part of you that
looked up to him or admired him? Yes.

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You had, like, a respect for him?

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Yes.

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He is telling me that... Were you named
after him in the family?

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Yes.

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It's interesting, though, because I just
feel there was a lot of pressure when

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you were born and that name was put on
you. It was like, you have to be like

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him. You have to be, you know... It was.

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It was almost like they wanted me to be
a carbon copy of who he was.

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That's why I changed my name.

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He is telling me that...

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This is all stuff that he was oblivious
to in life.

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But he's telling me that he's sorry.

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He accepts you for who you are now.

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Oh, my God.

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It's okay that you changed your name?

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Is that, like, really what you heard?
Yeah.

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Like, for real? Yeah.

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He's telling me that he loved you.

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Back in Alabama, you're either male or
female.

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It was very difficult, and I don't even
know how I made it through. I really

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don't.

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And now, after Thomas told me how my
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feels, it's freeing.

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Very freeing to hear someone who looked
down upon you for half of your life, you

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know, to tell you, look, I don't have no
problem with you. I see you as who you

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are. I understand your name change. I
understand all of that. Go live.

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This is something that's going to stick
with me for the rest of my life.

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Hello. Hi, good morning.

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I'm actually a medium.

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Are you? Yes.

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So are you open to having a reading? Oh,
yeah.

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Oh, wow. So I'm getting a really strong
vibration from your dad, I feel. Wow.

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And he's with your mom. Okay. He said
he's with your mom.

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That's nice to know. Don't make me cry.
That's nice to know.

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There's a reference to...

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I don't even know what this is, like
coal mining?

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Oh, jeez. Yeah, that's what my dad did.
Okay.

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My dad and my grandfathers and my uncles
were coal miners, yeah. Oh, so they

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were all coal miners. Yeah,
Pennsylvania, yep. Yeah, this might be.

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family. Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm.

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Okay, who's Jenny?

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Oh, jeez.

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That's my brother.

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Oh, that's your mom. Yep.

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Yeah, she's funny because she keeps
butting in.

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Was she very Catholic?

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Yeah.

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Rosaries. That's what I'm saying.
Rosaries. She's blessing herself.

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She's saying, you don't go to church
enough. You are incredible.

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You're making my day like you would not
believe.

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Oh, good.

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Do you have a Lou in spirit or Louie?
Oh, my God.

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Yep. My brother.

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Oh, my God.

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I feel he's coming through. I don't feel
that he passed recently either. No.

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Okay.

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Were you very different, like? Oh, yeah.
Yeah, yeah. Because it's a very, like,

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Jekyll and Hyde type of energy with him?

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Very much so. Yeah.

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My brother, I mean, I'm going to be
honest.

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I mean, my brother was physically and
emotionally and mentally abusive to me.

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I was sort of meek and shy and quiet and

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sensitive. I mean, it was awful.

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I deal with this a lot lately. I'm like,
didn't people know?

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Couldn't somebody have done something?

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If I knew that maybe he had a mental
illness, I could better accept it. Maybe

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think that it wasn't me, per se, but...
He is telling me that... Here, hold on.

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I definitely get mental illness with
him.

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He's telling me that... You were just
the easiest, closest target.

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My whole life, one of the reasons I got
as far away as I could, it's caused the

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weight issues.

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I've never had a relationship.

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It's affected that.

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It's affected my confidence, and I never
had that high success.

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Sometimes there's a soul contract.

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Your brother went to spirit, so you
could move on a little bit.

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He has a different, you know, viewpoint
on things now. Because I just feel like

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him on the earth, his energy was like
blocking it.

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He went to spirit to kind of like
release that.

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It's interesting, a lot of the things
that you're saying, they kind of relate

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me.

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I didn't have a brother like that, but
my dad was that person in my family.

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I mean, he was just crazy, you know.

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locking me in closets, throwing me in
cellars, you know, not beating me.

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Total maniac. I mean, he beat us. I
mean, he was just crazy.

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Talking to you is incredible.

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I mean, if you could tell me how to get
partway to where you are, I'd be amazed.

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Be honest with what happened, you know?
I think there's such an integrity to

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that that, like, yeah, this happened to
me.

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Rather than, like, trying to push it
away, I'm more just like, well, it's

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of who I am, and I have to deal with
that.

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But... Your parents and your brother,
they feel like you're on a good, a good

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path. And I sense like they're around
you and they love you very much.

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Oh, gosh, I've needed validation.

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And you've just given that to me. I
mean, I am so floored by this. This has

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the most amazing experience in my life.

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I want to spend my life forgiving.

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and just moving forward.

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I deserve it. I deserve to be happy.

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I want to enjoy what time I have left in
life. And I feel that there's been a

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calling to move ahead. And just what
happened today is like the spirit world

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looking out for me today.