1 00:00:07,020 --> 00:00:08,400 So do you believe in psychics? 2 00:00:09,220 --> 00:00:10,940 To some extent. 3 00:00:12,780 --> 00:00:14,220 I am a psychic. 4 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:18,660 If you're open to it, we can see if anything comes through. 5 00:00:19,160 --> 00:00:20,160 Neither you. 6 00:00:22,480 --> 00:00:23,480 All right. 7 00:00:27,360 --> 00:00:29,760 Who had the heart problems? Is that your grandfather? 8 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:33,400 He had a cardiac arrest. Okay, I see. Was your grandpa a plumber? 9 00:00:33,740 --> 00:00:37,900 Yeah. Okay. Is there somebody that would speak with like an Irish accent? 10 00:00:38,180 --> 00:00:39,139 Yeah. Okay. 11 00:00:39,140 --> 00:00:42,660 Somebody with a carpenter or something. Yeah. There's somebody passed with a 12 00:00:42,660 --> 00:00:46,180 gang. Yeah. Did your brother pass near water? I feel like I'm back with your 13 00:00:46,180 --> 00:00:48,900 mom's father. Talking about something that you're wearing. Okay. Like his hair 14 00:00:48,900 --> 00:00:53,020 is a big deal. Picture on your wall? Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Are you wearing 15 00:00:53,020 --> 00:00:53,899 of his? 16 00:00:53,900 --> 00:00:56,640 Yeah. He's referring, he's happy birthday. 17 00:00:58,940 --> 00:01:03,000 Yeah. So what do you think? Did you change your mind about psyching? Not so 18 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:04,000 much. 19 00:01:06,060 --> 00:01:08,700 So I'm driving in circles. 20 00:01:11,640 --> 00:01:13,640 Do you wonder if the dead can see you? 21 00:01:14,300 --> 00:01:16,720 Get in my car, and I'll show you they can. 22 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:20,960 My name is Thomas John. 23 00:01:21,320 --> 00:01:25,780 I'm a psychic medium, and I've become a ride -share driver, so I can share my 24 00:01:25,780 --> 00:01:26,780 gift with the masses. 25 00:01:27,300 --> 00:01:29,820 Another day, another mile. 26 00:01:30,240 --> 00:01:34,200 Coming up tonight, it's like your dad is showing me that he's missed a lot of 27 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:35,260 chapters in your life. 28 00:01:35,500 --> 00:01:36,560 How do you know that? 29 00:01:36,980 --> 00:01:38,180 There's no way you can know that. 30 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:40,260 Have you lost somebody young? 31 00:01:40,580 --> 00:01:43,060 Yeah. He had to reopen our surgery. 32 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:45,580 And I just couldn't handle it. I was suffering getting longer. 33 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:48,120 And I carried that guilt for a long time. 34 00:01:48,420 --> 00:01:51,160 You've been gone a good long while. 35 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:54,140 Another hill, another fall. 36 00:02:11,080 --> 00:02:12,080 Hi, I feel so short. 37 00:02:13,060 --> 00:02:14,880 How are you? Good, how are you? 38 00:02:17,500 --> 00:02:18,359 What's your name? 39 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:19,960 Lisa. Hi, Lisa. Hi. 40 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:23,440 So what do you do? 41 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:25,860 I am a tax preparer. 42 00:02:26,080 --> 00:02:27,220 Oh. I love it. 43 00:02:29,340 --> 00:02:32,800 I'm weird that way. I love numbers and saving people money. 44 00:02:34,060 --> 00:02:36,320 It gives me purpose, I think. Thanks. 45 00:02:36,920 --> 00:02:38,000 I totally got that. 46 00:02:38,260 --> 00:02:39,580 I'm actually a medium. 47 00:02:40,120 --> 00:02:43,040 I'm a psychic, so I get messages from people sometimes. 48 00:02:43,420 --> 00:02:44,420 Oh, wow. 49 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:50,160 I know this is really weird, but did you lose a dog? 50 00:02:55,500 --> 00:02:56,500 Yeah. 51 00:02:59,340 --> 00:03:03,240 It's interesting with the dogs. I can pick up their thoughts and feelings, 52 00:03:03,320 --> 00:03:04,900 sometimes. So you have a dog that pouts? 53 00:03:05,280 --> 00:03:06,280 Really? Yeah. 54 00:03:07,180 --> 00:03:09,120 Yeah. And I just miss him every day. 55 00:03:09,340 --> 00:03:10,340 Mm -hmm. 56 00:03:11,740 --> 00:03:13,080 So was he a rescue? 57 00:03:13,340 --> 00:03:15,480 Yeah, I was his fifth owner at five months. 58 00:03:15,800 --> 00:03:17,340 Oh, wow. So he was really attached. 59 00:03:17,780 --> 00:03:21,060 Just even from the start, he would look at me like I was the most incredible 60 00:03:21,060 --> 00:03:22,060 thing in the world. 61 00:03:23,620 --> 00:03:26,180 And it's been really hard. Oh, yeah. Every day. 62 00:03:33,960 --> 00:03:35,680 I'm getting also... 63 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:39,160 You guys were attacked or something? 64 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:45,760 I fought for his life with a 180 -pound bull mastiff. The mastiff was attacking 65 00:03:45,760 --> 00:03:48,040 him, and I couldn't just watch him kill him. 66 00:03:48,460 --> 00:03:52,400 So I got in between them, and he was going for the back of my neck and 67 00:03:52,400 --> 00:03:55,400 my hair and bit into my arm down to the bone. 68 00:03:55,940 --> 00:03:57,260 They both were hospitalized. 69 00:03:58,360 --> 00:03:59,360 Wow. 70 00:04:00,220 --> 00:04:03,620 One of the things that he's showing me is that you had to put him down. 71 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:05,400 Yeah. 72 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:07,239 He was suffering? 73 00:04:07,240 --> 00:04:08,240 Yeah. 74 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:11,960 And I just couldn't handle him suffering any longer. 75 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:15,260 It was hard making that decision. 76 00:04:15,540 --> 00:04:16,539 Of course. 77 00:04:17,339 --> 00:04:21,040 I felt guilty after he passed because I carried that guilt for a long time. 78 00:04:22,640 --> 00:04:26,600 Yeah, he said that you made the right decision. 79 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:31,100 It's hard with animals, you know, because they're like our family. I mean, 80 00:04:31,100 --> 00:04:32,200 are. Yeah. 81 00:04:33,380 --> 00:04:35,360 Yeah, you guys were like soulmates. 82 00:04:35,950 --> 00:04:38,130 Yeah, he was the love of my life. Oh, yeah. 83 00:04:41,030 --> 00:04:43,290 He feels like he had a beautiful life, though. 84 00:04:47,630 --> 00:04:48,630 It's interesting. 85 00:04:50,090 --> 00:04:52,410 There's going to be a new dog coming into your life. 86 00:04:53,990 --> 00:04:59,270 I just had one last Wednesday, and I told him yesterday that, yeah, I'll 87 00:04:59,270 --> 00:05:00,450 him. Oh, I see, yeah. 88 00:05:01,970 --> 00:05:03,670 So he's okay with the new dog? 89 00:05:04,600 --> 00:05:05,680 He sent you the new dog. 90 00:05:06,580 --> 00:05:09,120 He feels like it was the right time. 91 00:05:12,700 --> 00:05:19,680 Before today, I was 92 00:05:19,680 --> 00:05:20,800 really struggling. 93 00:05:21,040 --> 00:05:23,800 It's such a hard decision to put a pet down. 94 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:28,680 And the fact that Thomas could kind of put my mind at ease that way, it really 95 00:05:28,680 --> 00:05:29,680 helped. 96 00:05:29,710 --> 00:05:35,310 With the loss and the pain, and when he said, too, that Bailey sent me this new 97 00:05:35,310 --> 00:05:38,230 dog, that made it feel a lot better. 98 00:05:38,490 --> 00:05:40,150 This is the dog for our new family. 99 00:05:51,990 --> 00:05:58,450 Everything has a spirit to it, the spirit of the animal. 100 00:05:59,050 --> 00:06:02,250 It's funny how they come through because it's like they have thought. It's a 101 00:06:02,250 --> 00:06:07,210 connection of love, so they're really connected to you, but I can just sense 102 00:06:07,210 --> 00:06:08,210 them. 103 00:06:08,730 --> 00:06:14,350 I see all these animals in spirit around you. Yeah, I've fostered over 50 dogs. 104 00:06:14,430 --> 00:06:18,650 Holy. Is there a connection at all to horses? Probably. I was really close 105 00:06:18,650 --> 00:06:20,110 one of my horses. Yeah, this is Judy. 106 00:06:20,590 --> 00:06:21,730 That was my dog. 107 00:06:22,190 --> 00:06:25,830 Do you ever feed your cat fruit, like berries or something? Yeah, his nickname 108 00:06:25,830 --> 00:06:26,729 was Blueberry. 109 00:06:26,730 --> 00:06:27,730 Oh, okay. 110 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:43,840 How's your day? Good. How are you? Good. 111 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:45,380 So I'm a medium. 112 00:06:45,880 --> 00:06:47,060 You're a medium? Yeah. 113 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:49,000 Okay. Like a psychic. 114 00:06:49,220 --> 00:06:50,199 Oh, interesting. 115 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:52,100 Not like a medium size, like a medium. 116 00:06:53,060 --> 00:06:55,620 I'm like, shirt, pants, underwear. 117 00:06:56,380 --> 00:07:01,860 Okay. So I feel like if somebody who's coming through that is like a friend, 118 00:07:02,240 --> 00:07:08,240 he's kind of got like a big brother type of feeling to him. 119 00:07:08,560 --> 00:07:09,560 Okay. 120 00:07:11,370 --> 00:07:12,410 Is he the J? 121 00:07:13,570 --> 00:07:16,490 How do you? I just saw the letter J. Julio. Mm -hmm. 122 00:07:17,090 --> 00:07:21,430 That's his name. Mm -hmm. He like, this is weird. 123 00:07:23,090 --> 00:07:28,470 We hung out all the time and he was like a big brother to me. Yeah. Because he 124 00:07:28,470 --> 00:07:31,590 was like 10 years older than me. Yeah. Because I don't have a brother. Right. I 125 00:07:31,590 --> 00:07:33,530 came out to only very few people. 126 00:07:33,770 --> 00:07:34,930 Mm -hmm. And I trusted him. 127 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:42,400 Is there something... Did your friend have some sort of issue with his blood? 128 00:07:43,380 --> 00:07:44,720 How do you know that? 129 00:07:45,180 --> 00:07:47,460 Um, he... There's no way you could know that. 130 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:51,040 He's telling me that he died very quickly. 131 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:57,780 Yeah. Like, in two weeks, he went from, like, 100 and gone. 132 00:08:01,800 --> 00:08:05,420 When I'm connecting with him, I feel like, um... 133 00:08:06,410 --> 00:08:08,070 The other thing I'm getting, interesting. 134 00:08:12,730 --> 00:08:16,250 I feel like there was a secret he didn't want people to know. 135 00:08:26,350 --> 00:08:30,770 He's just telling me that there was a secret he didn't want people to know. 136 00:08:35,020 --> 00:08:38,380 But he's shown me something with, like, blood counts. What? 137 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:41,880 He died from AIDS. 138 00:08:41,980 --> 00:08:44,140 So he didn't actually tell you that he had it? 139 00:08:44,460 --> 00:08:45,800 Not until he was dying. 140 00:08:46,560 --> 00:08:49,100 He was a nurse, and he believed mind over matter. 141 00:08:49,320 --> 00:08:54,200 He was like, the meds are poison, and he's like, if I believe I don't have it, 142 00:08:54,200 --> 00:09:00,040 don't have it. I'm just, like, still pissed that he did that. Like, why did 143 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:03,160 decide not to take meds and tell himself that he didn't have it? Right. And he 144 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:04,160 did. 145 00:09:04,770 --> 00:09:11,350 I've dealt with that for a long ass time. It just broke me that someone 146 00:09:11,350 --> 00:09:15,030 so smart would make a stupid decision like that. 147 00:09:16,670 --> 00:09:22,590 I always feel just like, could I have saved him? Right. 148 00:09:35,850 --> 00:09:42,210 I feel that he wants to remind you this is really how he wanted things to be. 149 00:09:47,950 --> 00:09:53,010 The wheels were already moving by that time, so we just don't feel that it 150 00:09:53,010 --> 00:09:54,010 have done a lot. 151 00:09:55,710 --> 00:10:00,410 He's there when you need him, and he is with you a lot. 152 00:10:01,330 --> 00:10:02,330 I hope so. 153 00:10:03,690 --> 00:10:06,350 You say you think about me all the time. 154 00:10:07,110 --> 00:10:13,690 When my friend died, I felt horrible. I felt so much doubt and guilt that was 155 00:10:13,690 --> 00:10:18,210 pissed off that he didn't tell me that he was sick. And he was a nurse, and he 156 00:10:18,210 --> 00:10:19,210 knew how sick he was. 157 00:10:19,590 --> 00:10:26,550 What I'm trying to tell you now is something you can never seem to 158 00:10:26,550 --> 00:10:27,549 figure out. 159 00:10:27,550 --> 00:10:29,470 Going forward, I don't regret anything. 160 00:10:30,010 --> 00:10:31,230 It feels good. 161 00:10:32,520 --> 00:10:34,340 It just feels really good. 162 00:10:40,300 --> 00:10:41,300 Hello. 163 00:10:49,680 --> 00:10:50,680 Hi. 164 00:10:51,660 --> 00:10:53,460 So do you believe in psychics? 165 00:10:53,780 --> 00:10:55,500 Absolutely. You do? Yes. 166 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:57,200 You're all into that. 167 00:10:57,460 --> 00:10:58,460 Yes, I am. 168 00:11:00,750 --> 00:11:05,590 What makes you a believer just because you feel like certain people have that 169 00:11:05,590 --> 00:11:06,590 ability? 170 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:09,670 Yeah, and I've had things happen before. 171 00:11:10,450 --> 00:11:11,450 I'm a medium. 172 00:11:11,490 --> 00:11:12,490 Oh, you are? 173 00:11:12,570 --> 00:11:17,650 And a psychic, yeah. Would you be open to if I tell you anything that I get 174 00:11:17,650 --> 00:11:18,650 about you? Absolutely. 175 00:11:19,130 --> 00:11:20,130 Okay, cool. 176 00:11:21,370 --> 00:11:23,730 I'm feeling a meal that's coming through. 177 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:29,460 OK. This feels paternal to me, but I definitely feel a male energy that's 178 00:11:29,460 --> 00:11:35,400 in. I want to say I'm feeling the father energy that's coming through that I'm 179 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:38,760 getting. He's in a uniform, your dad. Was he in the military? 180 00:11:38,980 --> 00:11:42,600 OK. That's the way he's coming through. It's almost like he wants to be 181 00:11:42,600 --> 00:11:44,120 acknowledged for that. OK. 182 00:11:45,300 --> 00:11:49,380 Can I ask you also, too, because your dad is showing me this, it looks like a 183 00:11:49,380 --> 00:11:50,380 farm. 184 00:11:51,720 --> 00:11:52,720 Yeah. 185 00:11:53,450 --> 00:11:56,710 Yeah, he keeps showing me his hands like dirt, like calloused hands. 186 00:11:57,190 --> 00:12:04,090 Dad used to take me with him to do farm things and stuff like that. It was a 187 00:12:04,090 --> 00:12:05,430 big deal to me. Yeah. 188 00:12:06,650 --> 00:12:11,390 I was more attached to it than my sister, I think. 189 00:12:11,730 --> 00:12:12,730 Yeah. 190 00:12:13,870 --> 00:12:17,410 He doesn't feel recent to me. Did he pass a long time ago? 191 00:12:17,790 --> 00:12:18,790 Okay. 192 00:12:20,970 --> 00:12:25,830 It's like your dad is showing me that he's missed a lot of chapters in your 193 00:12:25,830 --> 00:12:27,210 life. Yeah. 194 00:12:28,430 --> 00:12:35,250 I've had a lot of accomplishments that I thought I never would 195 00:12:35,250 --> 00:12:41,410 have. And I know my mother remarked one time, oh, if your dad only knew. 196 00:12:42,270 --> 00:12:47,510 So I had a lot of that I always wished he would know about. 197 00:12:49,150 --> 00:12:50,150 Big thing. 198 00:13:08,580 --> 00:13:15,320 I feel like when I'm connecting with him, it's like he 199 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:20,480 wants you to know that he's been a part of things, even if he didn't get to be 200 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:21,480 there in physical form. 201 00:13:22,990 --> 00:13:28,910 And I feel like he's been definitely with you before and seen some of the 202 00:13:28,910 --> 00:13:29,910 that you've done. 203 00:13:30,970 --> 00:13:31,970 Hold on. 204 00:13:35,470 --> 00:13:37,150 Did you ever meet Betty White? 205 00:13:38,250 --> 00:13:42,010 Yes. Okay. I played on a game show with her, and I won. 206 00:13:42,390 --> 00:13:43,329 Oh, wow. 207 00:13:43,330 --> 00:13:48,690 Yeah. So it just might be your dad's way of saying, like, he knows about that. 208 00:13:48,710 --> 00:13:52,830 He gets a kick out of it. I always hoped that he somehow would know. Yeah, like, 209 00:13:52,910 --> 00:13:54,470 get a kick out of it, I just feel like. 210 00:13:56,130 --> 00:13:58,870 I'm going to drop you here. Well, it was nice to meet you. Well, it was 211 00:13:58,870 --> 00:14:02,810 excellent. Thank you so much. You're very welcome. Thank you. 212 00:14:03,270 --> 00:14:04,270 Bye. Bye. 213 00:14:09,770 --> 00:14:11,630 I've had a lot of celebrities come through in reading. 214 00:14:11,870 --> 00:14:13,990 Why the hell do I keep seeing the doors? 215 00:14:14,550 --> 00:14:15,550 Oh my gosh. 216 00:14:15,690 --> 00:14:17,490 He said he met Bob Marley. Yep. 217 00:14:22,090 --> 00:14:23,250 Santa Nicole Smith. 218 00:14:23,490 --> 00:14:24,530 Oh, yes. 219 00:14:24,870 --> 00:14:25,870 He was a client. 220 00:14:26,370 --> 00:14:27,810 I've had Michael Jackson. 221 00:14:28,050 --> 00:14:32,690 I've had Marilyn Monroe come through. Your dad just showed me a picture of 222 00:14:32,930 --> 00:14:35,050 Oh my God. 223 00:14:35,250 --> 00:14:36,250 John F. Kennedy. 224 00:14:36,670 --> 00:14:37,670 Richard Nixon. 225 00:14:38,090 --> 00:14:40,330 When John Gotti came through, George Burns. 226 00:14:40,670 --> 00:14:41,670 Oh, my God. 227 00:14:41,850 --> 00:14:44,170 I put on his 93rd birthday party. 228 00:14:49,550 --> 00:14:51,310 So do you guys believe in psychics? 229 00:14:51,510 --> 00:14:52,530 We're not close -minded. 230 00:14:52,990 --> 00:14:54,090 Good. To anything. 231 00:14:55,070 --> 00:14:58,510 I was asking because I'm a psychic. That's why I was asking. 232 00:15:00,110 --> 00:15:01,110 What do you see? 233 00:15:02,850 --> 00:15:03,850 Good things. 234 00:15:03,890 --> 00:15:04,890 What do you feel? 235 00:15:05,310 --> 00:15:07,330 What do I feel about you guys? 236 00:15:08,110 --> 00:15:11,650 I see you going, what is it? 237 00:15:16,210 --> 00:15:21,150 Don't tell me extra things because I don't want you to lead me somewhere, but 238 00:15:21,150 --> 00:15:24,250 do feel there's a father energy that's coming through, but I think it's the 239 00:15:24,250 --> 00:15:26,410 man's father. Is your father passed? 240 00:15:26,930 --> 00:15:27,930 Yeah. Yeah. 241 00:15:29,090 --> 00:15:30,090 Is there a Jerry? 242 00:15:30,330 --> 00:15:31,490 Yeah. Who's that? 243 00:15:31,830 --> 00:15:32,870 That's my dad. Yeah. 244 00:15:34,370 --> 00:15:35,610 Is there a younger? 245 00:15:36,680 --> 00:15:40,360 that your father would be with? Like, have you lost somebody young? 246 00:15:45,300 --> 00:15:46,500 We lost a baby. 247 00:15:47,480 --> 00:15:51,880 Yeah, it's interesting, because it feels like somebody's talking about, was it a 248 00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:52,880 son? Yeah. 249 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:56,060 Yeah, because I feel like there's a very young energy. 250 00:15:57,100 --> 00:16:00,640 Was he born with, like, some sort of medical issue or something? 251 00:16:00,900 --> 00:16:03,340 Yeah. He had three open -heart surgeries. 252 00:16:03,620 --> 00:16:04,760 Oh, poor baby. 253 00:16:09,450 --> 00:16:13,630 That is the month of our life, like the most wearing month ever. 254 00:16:14,110 --> 00:16:15,110 Wow. 255 00:16:15,390 --> 00:16:17,470 The whole family, you know. I can imagine. 256 00:16:18,970 --> 00:16:22,570 When somebody comes through and they're very young, like a baby or an infant, I 257 00:16:22,570 --> 00:16:27,690 mean, it's a little bit of a different connection than somebody who comes 258 00:16:27,690 --> 00:16:30,710 through and they're like 60 years old because they have a lot of memories that 259 00:16:30,710 --> 00:16:31,710 they can pull from. 260 00:16:31,790 --> 00:16:36,090 But I do feel like I am getting a strong message from the baby. 261 00:16:38,060 --> 00:16:40,980 You know what? Well, just help me. Can you give me his first name? 262 00:16:41,740 --> 00:16:42,900 Ryder. Ryder. 263 00:16:44,360 --> 00:16:49,800 He's talking about his brother that is here. 264 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:55,920 Well, 265 00:16:56,500 --> 00:16:58,960 I don't want to scare you, but there was an accident. 266 00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:03,120 His brother almost died. 267 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:06,660 And Ryder intervened. 268 00:17:12,010 --> 00:17:15,950 If it happened one inch a different way, his brother would be dead. 269 00:17:16,210 --> 00:17:20,530 And it's like he was like, you know, he got in there and helped. 270 00:17:21,270 --> 00:17:22,270 Wow. 271 00:17:23,450 --> 00:17:28,369 A year ago, my son Connor, he was in a motocross accident. 272 00:17:29,130 --> 00:17:32,970 He went over the handlebars and lost consciousness. 273 00:17:33,330 --> 00:17:35,310 Oh, my God. And suffered a head injury. 274 00:17:35,650 --> 00:17:36,529 Oh, my God. 275 00:17:36,530 --> 00:17:40,870 For five days, we thought he was going to be gone. 276 00:17:41,770 --> 00:17:45,310 And last year on my birthday is the day that they told me that he was going to 277 00:17:45,310 --> 00:17:49,850 live. He's better now. Not 100%, but pretty darn close. 278 00:17:50,170 --> 00:17:52,050 I think about that on a daily basis. 279 00:17:52,950 --> 00:17:57,890 It was a horrible thing, and right in front of me, and I was holding him in my 280 00:17:57,890 --> 00:18:03,070 arm when the ambulance came and everything. 281 00:18:04,430 --> 00:18:09,530 Your son, who's a baby, you know, he's like, yeah, I helped my brother because 282 00:18:09,530 --> 00:18:10,530 saw that happening. 283 00:18:12,200 --> 00:18:17,180 So it could have been very different. And it's like that doesn't mean that, 284 00:18:17,180 --> 00:18:20,660 know, every time a spirit is with us that they can change our path in life. 285 00:18:20,660 --> 00:18:23,860 they have a way to sometimes guide and intervene and help. 286 00:18:24,080 --> 00:18:28,720 And so you understand what I'm talking about, right? Yes. 287 00:18:29,060 --> 00:18:30,180 Okay. Absolutely. 288 00:18:30,820 --> 00:18:37,200 I remember hitting my knees and asking his baby brother to help, you know, 289 00:18:37,260 --> 00:18:39,820 because it just hits home that. 290 00:18:40,360 --> 00:18:42,660 Maybe you heard me. Oh, yeah. Thanks for death. All 291 00:18:42,660 --> 00:18:48,380 right. I got to let you out here. 292 00:18:48,740 --> 00:18:51,200 Take care. 293 00:18:53,360 --> 00:18:58,200 Some people have fallen. 294 00:18:58,580 --> 00:19:02,340 As a mom, your children are always with you. They're not. 295 00:19:11,470 --> 00:19:13,770 My other son had his accident and help. 296 00:19:15,730 --> 00:19:20,990 He's lost. All this has been built up since 297 00:19:20,990 --> 00:19:23,210 he's passed. 298 00:19:23,650 --> 00:19:26,930 I feel like a sense of relief. 299 00:19:27,450 --> 00:19:30,670 It feels good to know he knows and he's been watching and he sees.