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(Seoul Family Court)

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What's wrong?

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Nothing.

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Is this enough?
You need to have a proper meal.

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You know I like bread.
I like to eat like this.

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I imprinted my registered seal,

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so imprint yours...

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and mail it
with your certificate of seal impression.

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Then, I'll take care of the rest.

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You know my studio's address, right?

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I do.

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Then, this is the last time
we see each other, right?

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Well, we'll have to see each other
for various reasons.

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I'll go see Jae Ho too.

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Okay.

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Make sure to call me in advance.
I'll be away for you.

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You don't have to do that.

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We just couldn't share
our day-to-day lives together.

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It's not like we hated each other.

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After some time,

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I'm sure we'll be able to become friends.

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I didn't know that.

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If we'd known it sooner,
we should've stayed as friends.

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Maybe we should have.

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You'll now be able to focus on your work.

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And after some time passes,

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I'll change somehow.

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Like how?

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Into a nasty and cranky person?

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I'll be doing lectures,

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writing, and taking naps.

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Like that.

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Just do not skip meals.

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You shouldn't eat poorly like now
because you're alone.

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But I can't cook.

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All right.

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I'll take care of myself, so don't worry.

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Okay.

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Now it's not something
I should be worried about, anyway.

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- I'm leaving.
- Okay.

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You'll be injected with a pain reliever.

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Hang in there, Ms. Jung.

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Sir, please hold this side.

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- Hold her tight so that she doesn't move.
- Okay.

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We administered her sedative as well,

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so she'll be able to take some rest.

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Please keep an eye on her
and let me know if she feels pain again.

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You can let go of her arm now.

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Sorry?

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You can let her go now.

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(Episode 7, What I Couldn't See Yesterday)

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I'm late.

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I heard the alarm,
but I failed to wake up.

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I finally managed to open my eyes,

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and I don't have much time.

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I have to make lunch for my son,

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who stayed up all night in the hospital.

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Of course, the 20-year-old boy...

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wouldn't satisfy
with the food served at the hospital.

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No matter what I make,

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I start cooking by chopping pork.

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But when I need to defrost pork,

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I sometimes start
by chopping potatoes or onions.

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I plan to make fried rice today.

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It's the best dish for picky eaters.

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It becomes delicately flavorful
if you add fruits.

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One good thing about cooking at home...

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is that you can go heavy on ingredients.

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Now that I've tried it many times,

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I can easily tell how big one serving is.

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I never forget to add bird's eye chili.

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Because it raises appetite at once.

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My son tells me not to cook,

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but he always enjoys the food I make.

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So it's worth cooking for him
all the time.

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(Fried rice lunch box
covered with an omelet blanket)

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What are you doing?

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You said you were late. I'm late too.

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Then, you can go first.

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I'll do it when I come home. Just leave.

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How can I leave with these here like this?

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It's okay. You'll create even more mess!

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If your work is too busy,
we can just eat simply at home.

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What's all this? It's so gross.

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Don't do it
if you're going to say it's gross.

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Everyone has his own way.

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Don't ruin the day because of nothing
before it even starts.

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Whatever. Then, you take care of it.

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You're here.

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Hi, Dad.

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Why aren't you eating?

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She didn't get a wink of sleep,
so she has no appetite at all.

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What's that?

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It's Jae Ho's lunch.

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You didn't have to bring it...

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I said I was really okay.

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You both are going through a lot
because of me.

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Where's yours?

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I already had some at home.

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Mom, I'll come back tomorrow.

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Okay.

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Oh, Jae Ho.

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You don't need to hurry.
And call me if anything comes up.

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Okay.

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How are you, Ms. Jung?

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Not so different.

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I wish the pain had stopped.

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I know.

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Actually, I talked to the doctor,
and he prescribed morphine.

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So I'm going to connect it
to your IV line.

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This is a button to inject morphine.

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You can press it
when the pain is unbearable.

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Then, can she press it
whenever she feels pain?

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Right.

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But the drug doesn't go in
every time she presses the button.

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Once she presses it, it's not going
to work for the next ten minutes.

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So you don't need to worry about overdose.

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I see.

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Let's see how it works.

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Thank you.

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If it feels too stuffy to stay inside,

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so how about we go out
to get some fresh air?

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It's okay. I want to lie down.

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Okay.

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It's strange.

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What is?

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There are especially
many of Gogh's paintings in this hospital.

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You're right.

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If they knew how Gogh's life had been,

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they wouldn't find the paintings
that comfortable, though.

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I heard...

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Gogh's paintings make
people feel comfortable.

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Do you remember
the painting in the hallway?

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"Bedroom in Arles."

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It's the painting Gogh painted...

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when he invited Gauguin to his house...

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after he moved to the countryside.

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And there is a total of three versions...

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Why do you stop in the middle of talking?

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I don't really remember.

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I guess my memory is failing too.

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I guess so.

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You don't even know why I asked you that.

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What?

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Nothing.

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Actually, I remember.

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The two friends, Gogh and Gauguin,
who'd missed each other so much,

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had a big fight...

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due to their conflicting notions
about art before long.

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And Gogh, under extreme anxiety,

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cut his own ear.

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The last version of "Bedroom in Arles"...

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was painted in the mental hospital
ten months before he died.

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What's that?

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You brought lunch out of the blue?

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I just did.

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You have no choice if your mom makes it
and tells you to take it.

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Jae Ho, you're such a mama's boy,
aren't you?

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Shut it, you geek.

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I'll rather have my mom's lunch
than this school food.

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Hey.

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I thought we were having
our mom's homemade lunch...

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only on the SAT day in our lives.

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I felt so sick after having the cold rice
that day...

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that I messed up the afternoon subjects.

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You'd never know
how much I blamed my mom at home.

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What a great son you are.

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My mom didn't make it.

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Then, are you living alone?

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Just dig in.

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Can I stop eating?

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Sure.

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I'll cook something for you
when I come here next time.

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Is there anything you'd like to eat?

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- Anything you want to drink?
- No.

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Okay.

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- Anything to drink?
- Yes.

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I think I can drink juice, though.

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Juice? What juice?

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Are mangoes expensive these days?

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You can't eat much, anyway.

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Why would you even worry
about such a thing?

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And...

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I have something to ask you.

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Okay. What is it?

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Is Ms. Jung's condition serious?

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She's getting treatment
and trying to overcome it.

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She'll get better.

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She said she was waiting for your answer.

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She's really something.

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That's not what's important now.

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For her, the publishing house
is the most important, you know.

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No, it's not.

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She cares so much about you and Jae Ho.

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Does she?

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Anyway, have you thought about it?

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Even if the doctor lets her go home,

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she won't be the same as before.

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She's overworked herself too much so far.

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I hope you don't get
too stressed out, either.

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And don't be too complacent
with your youth.

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I'm not that young, though.

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Come on.

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If you aren't young,
should we be lying in coffins by now?

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I didn't mean it.

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I'm sorry.

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Don't be sorry,
and take over the publishing house.

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You're practically running it already,
after all.

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What's making you so hard to say yes?
Nothing is going to change, anyway.

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I know.

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But if I say yes,

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it'll feel like I accept reality.

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And I don't like it.

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If I do,

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it means the publishing house will go on
without Ms. Jung.

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Emotions are
the reactions of automatic nerves.

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You just need to avoid too much stress,

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or the automatic nerve will get too salty.

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If you can't avoid getting stressed,

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taking deep breaths can be helpful.

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If you take deep breaths,

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the automatic nerve will get bland.

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When you're overwhelmed with emotions,

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remember to take deep breaths.

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It's better if you're outside.

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Inhale as much as you can
until your lungs are about to pop.

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And then, exhale.

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Then,

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the saltiness will be removed
from your emotions.

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Tell me if you need time.
I can come sometime later.

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You can take your time.

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No. I'm done reading.

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So?

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Even if I beat around the bush,
nothing will change,

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so I'll cut to the chase.

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Let's upset the current book project.
It's too far from our initial plan.

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But you asked me to do this,

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and we all agreed on it
in the first script meeting.

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And now you want
to call off everything now?

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But it's just way too different
from what I thought. It can't be helped.

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Be honest with me.

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Would you have been the same
if it'd been someone else, not me?

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I would've been the same
no matter who the writer had been.

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I'm not doing this because you wrote this.

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Come on. Do you know how many projects
I've turned down because of this?

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So many people already know...

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that the book you translated
has become a best seller.

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Still, I can't give a yes
when it doesn't look okay, can I?

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But... Then, what's the problem?

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If there were problems
that could be fixed,

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I would rather suggest you fix them.

252
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But the writer's tenor falters.

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The idea isn't consistent
throughout the work.

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Is it because you've translated
others' works too much?

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What?

256
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I made a tongue slip. Never mind.

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("Ghost Called Individuality")

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Gosh.

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The fantasy of sharing
day-to-day lives together.

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The reckless belief that all conflicts
can be resolved through conversations.

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And...

262
00:17:41,498 --> 00:17:42,328
the wrong assumption...

263
00:17:42,328 --> 00:17:45,398
that both of us will lead a decent life
even after a divorce.

264
00:17:45,798 --> 00:17:46,798
Like so,

265
00:17:47,233 --> 00:17:49,603
we agreed to go separate ways.

266
00:18:11,123 --> 00:18:14,563
If you've never cut mangoes before,
you'll get flustered.

267
00:18:15,461 --> 00:18:17,301
The thin yet hard seed is...

268
00:18:17,296 --> 00:18:19,966
located right at the center of the fruit.

269
00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:22,500
So you need cut off...

270
00:18:22,501 --> 00:18:24,571
each side of the seed
so that it becomes three slices.

271
00:18:25,471 --> 00:18:26,611
Leave it unpeeled...

272
00:18:26,605 --> 00:18:29,545
and make crosswise cuts in the flesh.

273
00:18:29,548 --> 00:18:32,548
And if you stretch it to each side,
the flesh comes off easily.

274
00:18:35,681 --> 00:18:37,751
As I cut mangoes,

275
00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:40,420
I'm reminded of Gogh's "Sunflowers."

276
00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:46,692
The juice was
much thicker than I expected it to be.

277
00:18:47,259 --> 00:18:50,129
Will it get thinner
if I blend it with some pear?

278
00:19:03,502 --> 00:19:06,652
Now I'm confused
if the main fruit of this juice...

279
00:19:06,645 --> 00:19:09,345
is mango or pear.

280
00:19:14,553 --> 00:19:16,223
It's lost its identity already,

281
00:19:16,222 --> 00:19:20,332
so I decided to put
in as many fruits as I could.

282
00:19:42,041 --> 00:19:43,281
(Ask your mom what fruits she likes
other than mango.)

283
00:19:43,883 --> 00:19:46,593
Dad asks you what fruits you like
besides mango.

284
00:19:46,728 --> 00:19:48,848
Tell him that I'm good, just with mangoes.

285
00:19:54,594 --> 00:19:56,044
(She said mangoes were enough.)

286
00:19:56,042 --> 00:19:57,662
Just tell her to name one.

287
00:20:08,695 --> 00:20:11,115
(Then, grapefruits.
She likes grapefruits.)

288
00:20:11,124 --> 00:20:13,494
(Got it.)

289
00:20:18,597 --> 00:20:20,427
- Excuse me.
- Yes?

290
00:20:20,426 --> 00:20:21,986
Do you have grapefruits?

291
00:20:22,321 --> 00:20:23,321
Grapefruits?

292
00:20:24,089 --> 00:20:26,049
I don't think we do.

293
00:20:26,052 --> 00:20:27,932
But we have grapefruit juice.

294
00:20:28,127 --> 00:20:30,127
- Grapefruit juice?
- Yes, do you want it?

295
00:20:30,629 --> 00:20:32,649
No thanks. I'll just take these.

296
00:20:32,651 --> 00:20:34,071
Okay. This way, please.

297
00:20:38,103 --> 00:20:41,743
I had to visit a few more supermarkets
and finally found grapefruits.

298
00:20:42,755 --> 00:20:45,005
I bought a couple of fruits
at each supermarket,

299
00:20:45,010 --> 00:20:46,950
and I ended up
with a shopping basket full of fruits.

300
00:20:48,093 --> 00:20:49,623
Maybe I bought too much.

301
00:20:51,817 --> 00:20:55,817
I started with making grapefruit juice,
my wife's favorite.

302
00:21:01,827 --> 00:21:04,397
The next one was dragon fruit juice.

303
00:21:04,396 --> 00:21:07,096
I added lemon and grape too.

304
00:21:10,769 --> 00:21:12,269
And I made apple juice.

305
00:21:13,005 --> 00:21:15,255
Tomato juice is rich in fiber...

306
00:21:15,256 --> 00:21:17,506
and has a good anticancer effect as well.

307
00:21:18,777 --> 00:21:22,507
I also made some green juice
using barley grass and kale...

308
00:21:23,015 --> 00:21:25,745
with green grapes
that can neutralize bitterness.

309
00:21:43,068 --> 00:21:44,668
I have one unused bottle left.

310
00:21:45,571 --> 00:21:46,971
I can just stop here,

311
00:21:47,072 --> 00:21:49,312
but I want to make some more now.

312
00:21:50,242 --> 00:21:53,112
Oh, maybe I should make cabbage juice.

313
00:21:53,545 --> 00:21:56,645
It will help her soothe her stomach.

314
00:21:59,885 --> 00:22:02,985
This is the mango juice you wanted.

315
00:22:03,516 --> 00:22:04,986
Here's grapefruit juice.

316
00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:08,325
And this one is kale juice.

317
00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:11,502
Dragon fruit juice.

318
00:22:14,199 --> 00:22:17,039
I only asked you for mango juice.

319
00:22:17,036 --> 00:22:18,636
You can choose what you like now.

320
00:22:18,637 --> 00:22:21,167
I can drink what you don't like.

321
00:22:24,043 --> 00:22:25,193
What's this one?

322
00:22:25,185 --> 00:22:27,105
That's cabbage juice.

323
00:22:28,988 --> 00:22:30,678
I like the color.

324
00:22:30,883 --> 00:22:31,883
You do?

325
00:22:32,286 --> 00:22:35,766
Then, I'll store the rest in the fridge.

326
00:22:36,509 --> 00:22:39,059
Try the mango juice first.

327
00:22:41,226 --> 00:22:43,596
It's so you.

328
00:22:54,073 --> 00:22:55,113
Gosh.

329
00:22:57,463 --> 00:23:00,853
Honey, what's wrong?

330
00:23:00,846 --> 00:23:03,776
Wait here. I'll be right back.

331
00:23:57,703 --> 00:23:59,743
It's intestinal obstruction
caused by cancer.

332
00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:01,570
The tumor blocked the intestine,

333
00:24:01,567 --> 00:24:03,707
so she can neither digest food
nor defecate.

334
00:24:04,209 --> 00:24:07,549
In this case, we usually make
a new outlet through surgery,

335
00:24:07,946 --> 00:24:11,246
but Ms. Jung's peritoneal metastasis
is so severe...

336
00:24:11,333 --> 00:24:14,293
that we need to see
if she can get the surgery.

337
00:24:16,702 --> 00:24:19,262
Then, she can't even get surgery?

338
00:24:19,525 --> 00:24:22,225
We'll first remove the remaining food
and feces through a nasogastric tube.

339
00:24:22,227 --> 00:24:25,097
And we'll be able
to control her pain until then,

340
00:24:25,964 --> 00:24:29,474
but long-term administration of analgesic
can cause vomiting.

341
00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:32,398
If she keeps retching
with a nasogastric tube in,

342
00:24:32,404 --> 00:24:33,844
she can get pneumonia.

343
00:24:34,239 --> 00:24:36,779
It doesn't look favorable in many ways.

344
00:24:43,682 --> 00:24:47,292
- Once a nasogastric tube is inserted,
- she can no longer eat food.

345
00:24:48,300 --> 00:24:49,590
Through her nose,

346
00:24:49,588 --> 00:24:53,858
she'll get the minimum amount of nutrients
she needs to survive.

347
00:24:56,329 --> 00:24:58,659
It'll feel a bit uncomfortable.

348
00:25:00,625 --> 00:25:02,125
Hold your breath.

349
00:25:03,469 --> 00:25:06,469
You'll feel like coughing.
Try to hold it and swallow your saliva.

350
00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:08,469
One more time.

351
00:25:09,775 --> 00:25:10,935
Hold on!

352
00:25:13,559 --> 00:25:15,249
Please try to stand it.

353
00:25:16,215 --> 00:25:17,375
We'll do it again.

354
00:25:18,537 --> 00:25:20,517
Please wait outside, sir.

355
00:25:23,610 --> 00:25:25,260
Let's try once again.

356
00:25:27,453 --> 00:25:30,103
Hold your breath,
and you should suppress your cough too.

357
00:25:32,064 --> 00:25:33,474
Hold your breath and swallow the saliva.

358
00:25:34,047 --> 00:25:37,267
(Kangbuk Samsung Hospital)

359
00:25:41,206 --> 00:25:44,116
I take a deep breath and exhale,

360
00:25:44,117 --> 00:25:45,577
and I repeat it.

361
00:25:52,117 --> 00:25:53,247
Do not forget...

362
00:25:53,886 --> 00:25:57,116
that emotions are
only the reactions of automatic nerves.

363
00:26:16,782 --> 00:26:19,682
Now I can no longer cook for her.

364
00:26:21,146 --> 00:26:24,276
I didn't even get to complete
the separate tangsuyuk yet.

365
00:27:46,732 --> 00:27:50,472
The next day,
my wife was transferred to the ICU again.

366
00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:54,667
Pain control was somehow possible.

367
00:27:55,774 --> 00:27:59,484
In that sense, modern medical science
almost felt like magic to me.

368
00:28:00,379 --> 00:28:04,219
She no longer screamed like she used to.

369
00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:08,793
But even modern medical science
was honest with itself.

370
00:28:10,022 --> 00:28:11,892
Uncovering the thin blanket called hope...

371
00:28:11,890 --> 00:28:14,390
that had kept us warm...

372
00:28:14,860 --> 00:28:17,630
and allowing us some time to say goodbye.

373
00:28:18,530 --> 00:28:23,070
That was the best
modern science could give us.

374
00:28:27,639 --> 00:28:31,579
I thought
she could drink all these juices.

375
00:28:32,511 --> 00:28:36,081
There are many things we can't realize
before they come true.

376
00:28:36,777 --> 00:28:38,617
We say bye and go to each's home...

377
00:28:38,911 --> 00:28:43,121
and have no doubt that we'll be able
to see each other tomorrow.

378
00:28:43,422 --> 00:28:45,862
But it's such an arrogant belief.

379
00:28:48,970 --> 00:28:51,700
I don't know how much time
we're left with,

380
00:28:52,323 --> 00:28:54,803
but we could talk to each other
with a smile on.

381
00:28:56,101 --> 00:28:58,101
Although she was in grave pain,

382
00:28:58,336 --> 00:29:01,036
because she knew
that her pain was controllable,

383
00:29:01,039 --> 00:29:02,939
she must felt relieved.

384
00:29:11,783 --> 00:29:13,523
Is it painful?

385
00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:20,626
How did you take care of those?

386
00:29:21,046 --> 00:29:22,046
Those? What?

387
00:29:23,695 --> 00:29:25,695
The juices.

388
00:29:26,131 --> 00:29:29,941
What do you think?
Of course, I drank them all.

389
00:29:32,210 --> 00:29:33,940
You're so mean.

390
00:29:35,941 --> 00:29:39,411
When they remove all these wires
and let me go to the general ward,

391
00:29:40,712 --> 00:29:43,882
the first thing I was going to do
was drink mango juice.

392
00:29:45,030 --> 00:29:47,990
I can make it for you again. Don't worry.

393
00:29:49,187 --> 00:29:51,187
Mangoes are expensive.

394
00:29:51,823 --> 00:29:55,363
It's only seven dollars each.
I'll make it again.

395
00:29:57,028 --> 00:29:59,078
- Really?
- Yes.

396
00:30:00,599 --> 00:30:04,199
Then, promise me you'll make it again.

397
00:30:05,351 --> 00:30:06,351
Sure.

398
00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:12,083
But...

399
00:30:13,211 --> 00:30:16,181
you don't have to make cabbage juice.

400
00:30:19,558 --> 00:30:20,948
Okay.

401
00:33:37,148 --> 00:33:38,968
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