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Episode Title: " Catch"
Aired on: April 20, 2021
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Mina, breakfast is ready!
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We have 12 minutes.
Let's go!
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Please tell me you're dressed.
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I'm late.
Bye-bye, Ammeh Joon!
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Oh, no, no, no, wait!
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One...
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breakfast?
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I'm not much
of a breakfast person.
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Floyd Reynolds, my friend.
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Do you ever just want to
bust out in song?
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You know, like,
serenade the halls?
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- Not today, Iggy.
- What's the matter?
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What stole the song
in your heart, my friend?
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Deacon Earnest Porter
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of Anointed Balm of Gilead
Full Gospel Church.
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- That's who.
- Say that three times fast.
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Oh, man, it's my mom's
church friend.
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He's always showing up to try
to fix something, you know?
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Always stopping by with his
homemade buttermilk biscuits.
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He's doing what?
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What a menace.
Have you kicked his ass yet?
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I'm being serious.
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So you're feeling a little
squeezed out by the old Deacon?
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It's like this, me and my
mom, we have a set schedule.
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Right?
We have an understanding.
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Whenever he's around,
she loses focus.
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- You know what I'm saying?
- Yeah.
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Okay, so you know,
you coming back here
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to be you mom's primary
caregiver was a big decision,
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and somebody's suddenly
picking up that mantle,
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that could feel like
maybe you made a mistake.
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Don't shrink me, and I won't
cut open your chest, deal?
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What you're feeling
is very natural, right?
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But what your mother is feeling
is also very natural.
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She needs space and time
to flirt
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and to eat
those buttermilk biscuits
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and to be a fully realized
sexual human being.
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- Oh, God.
- What?
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Come on.
Hey, hey.
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So should you.
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Right?
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Looks like your dilation's
right on schedule.
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There's two more C-sections
incoming.
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Our O.R.s are booked solid.
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Okay, take 'em to five.
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I convinced ortho to cede an OR
to your overflow, okay?
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Look at all this new life.
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How oddly chipper of you.
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I can't help it!
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There's a miracle
in every room.
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Oh, look at that one.
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Good, and it wouldn't
have anything to do
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with all the great publicity
that we've been receiving
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for taking over Southwest's
labor and delivery?
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God bless Evelyn Davis,
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destroyer of subpar Labor
and Delivery departments.
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That's what, five I and Ds
that she has sued closed?
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- Thanks.
- So long as we positively
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reap from others' misfortune.
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Mm, I wouldn't phrase it
that way.
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Let us pick up the shattered
remains and profit off their...
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Yeah, or how about,
our delivery protocols
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have led to the best birthing
outcomes in the city?
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And we can even afford
to scale up
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if we can convince the board
to fund...
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No, miracles!
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A room full of miracles.
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- Ugh.
- What, today that bad already?
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Just ending yesterday.
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Longest night ever.
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Okay, well, at least business
is finally picking up.
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Two drunk frat boys fought
over the future of Bitcoin
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and then threw up
in my backseat.
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Oh.
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It took two hours
to clean it all out.
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Who knows how many fares
I missed, and then...
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Yeah, I think
you, uh, missed a spot.
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I just want
to scrub myself raw
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and then collapse
in the closet.
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Well, enjoy.
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More Southwest mommas
have landed.
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- Several look ready to pop.
- Great.
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Dr. Bloom...
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I've got a migraine
and having auras in Bay 3.
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- Spotting in Bay 11.
- Blood sugar spike in Bay 9.
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Can't feel her toes
in Bay 18.
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More on the way.
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Abdominal pain in Bay 23.
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Everybody.
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Assess, process, and discharge
or get them up to floors.
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No long workups.
No time for chitchat.
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Let's clear out these bays
before the next wave hits.
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Monica Cole-Weston.
Hi, I'm Dr. Reynolds.
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Is that the doctor?
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My wife, Andrea, who promised
she'd just listen in.
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Yeah, so long as you don't
downplay your symptoms.
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You are 31 weeks along
this time,
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and I'm out of town,
and you have to understand...
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Babe.
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Tell me about
this pelvic pain.
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It started there, but it's
all over my stomach now, too.
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It just keeps building.
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Dr. Reynolds, she hasn't
pooped in like three days.
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Okay.
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This is the furthest
I've gotten
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in a pregnancy in four tries.
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We're both a little on edge.
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Understood. And where are you
on the pain scale?
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Five-ish, six.
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I thought it was just one
of those pregnancy aches,
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but it wouldn't go away.
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I'm just gonna feel around
a bit if that's okay.
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Just let me know
if anything's tender.
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Any spotting?
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All right, I think we should
get you up to OB.
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Is something wrong
with the baby?
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Not saying that,
but you're 31 weeks,
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and I'd like them
to take a look
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and do their own workups.
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Take some of that worry
off you and your wife.
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Ydalis Fournette?
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I'm Dr. Bloom.
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So, how far along are you?
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Wow, so I can't just be big?
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We fat shaming out the gate?
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Uh, no, no, sorry, I...
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I just assumed that you were
another pregnancy transfer
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from Southwest.
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Well, your assumption
is all the way wrong.
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I'm here for this.
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This trick at the shelter
was trying to snatch my bag.
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I had to tighten her ass up.
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Okay.
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Yeah, you're gonna need
stitches.
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I think we should send you
for an X-ray
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just to be sure
we're not missing anything.
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Thanks.
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Huh.
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Well,
it turns out I was right.
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Your blood test says that you
are, in fact, pregnant.
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Your test is wrong
as you are.
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I'm a virgin.
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Nia, the biopsy confirmed
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that the mass in your thyroid
is cancerous.
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It's stage three.
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Stage three.
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That's... bad, right?
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Without treatment, this
could progress to terminal,
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but there's hope.
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We have an excellent chance
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using intravenous radioactive
iodine treatments.
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Radioactive?
But I'm going to breastfeed.
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I'm afraid you can't.
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O-okay.
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Okay.
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Nia.
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You're also gonna need
to isolate from your family
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during the course
of the treatment.
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Isolate, like, for how long?
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Four to five months.
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- Hold on.
- No, no, no.
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We can't be near her
for four to five months?
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No, I couldn't.
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How's that even work
with a newborn?
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- Shh, shh, shh.
- I understand.
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Pearl's gonna need
her mother.
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Exactly,
Pearl needs her mother,
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you need your wife,
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and Nia needs these treatments
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if she's gonna have a chance
of surviving.
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I understand that this is
difficult to hear.
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I do.
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But we want to give you
the best chance possible.
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When do we start?
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Your cancer is aggressive.
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We need to start your treatment
today.
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I know it's disheartening.
I'm sorry.
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Sorry is not something
I expect to hear
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from the head of the best labor
and delivery department
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in New York.
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My OB just transferred me here
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for an optimal birthing
experience,
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but you're no better
than Southwest.
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What's going on in there?
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Dr. Matsudaira won't let her
walk to progress her labor
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because of her condition.
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Our policy is to encourage her
to labor in bed.
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Right, so why not
just tell her that?
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Because that's Evelyn Davis.
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That's Evelyn Davis?
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The lawyer?
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Is here?
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I mean, you can talk
to the team, yes?
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Mm-hmm, and it was six
departments she closed,
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not five.
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Talk to me straight,
is New Amsterdam
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gonna support
my VBAC birth plan?
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We're gonna do everything
we can to make sure
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you have a great birthing
experience.
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How very political of you.
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Truthfully, vaginal births
after caesarian, VBACS,
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depend on many things,
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like your prior caesarian...
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Which I didn't want.
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But my labor
was taking too long,
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so they gave me Pitocin,
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and then they pushed
an epidural on me
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because that was their protocol
for Pitocin.
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And all I could do was lay
there, then came more Pitocin,
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and then my son started
to decelerate.
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Warp speed after that.
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People were just doing things
to me, to my body
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- without asking.
- I barely made it into the OR
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before they were
pulling him out.
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He's five now, inquisitive,
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the kind of eyelashes
people would kill for.
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But his birth was a nightmare.
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I refocused my practice
on birthing justice
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because of it.
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So you can appreciate how
"great experience"
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means letting me walk if
that's what I feel like doing.
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But the only reason that
they're not letting you walk
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is to monitor your labor
progression internally,
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and your VBAC calculation
of 28%...
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Means that, according
to your numbers,
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that my likelihood of having
a successful vaginal delivery
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- are slim to none.
- 28% isn't exactly optimal.
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Says your calculator,
which already counts a point
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against me
just for being Black.
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Unfortunately, that's true.
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Black and Latina mothers tend
to have less successful VBACs.
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And lower birthweight babies,
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more complications postpartum,
higher maternal deaths.
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None of which has anything
to do with our beautiful skin,
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just how we're treated in it.
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Ms. Davis, the only thing
that we want is for you
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and your baby to walk out
of here healthy.
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It's just that when you're
still 5 centimeters dilated
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- after almost four hours...
- Sounds like you're laying
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- the groundwork to deny my VBAC.
- That's not my intention,
256
00:11:30,001 --> 00:11:33,398
but if you don't progress
naturally soon,
257
00:11:33,482 --> 00:11:37,446
then a C-section may be
your only recourse.
258
00:11:37,530 --> 00:11:38,621
Do you understand?
259
00:11:38,705 --> 00:11:42,693
Oh, you've made things
abundantly clear.
260
00:11:49,847 --> 00:11:51,678
Nia, your procedure room's
all set.
261
00:11:51,762 --> 00:11:53,704
Are you ready to go?
262
00:11:55,243 --> 00:11:57,708
I've hardly seen Pearl
at all.
263
00:11:59,770 --> 00:12:02,191
Barely got to hold her.
264
00:12:05,906 --> 00:12:07,041
Where is she now?
265
00:12:07,125 --> 00:12:08,433
She's with Bim.
266
00:12:08,517 --> 00:12:12,723
They're running tests,
making sure she's normal.
267
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Normal.
268
00:12:16,917 --> 00:12:20,489
I know that all of this feels
about as far from normal
269
00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:25,712
as you can get right now,
but you can get through this.
270
00:12:25,796 --> 00:12:27,782
You can.
271
00:12:33,064 --> 00:12:35,722
How can I help?
272
00:12:35,806 --> 00:12:38,333
I want to feed her.
273
00:12:38,417 --> 00:12:41,989
Just once, I want to
feel her on my skin,
274
00:12:42,073 --> 00:12:43,947
nourish her,
275
00:12:44,031 --> 00:12:45,514
bond with her,
276
00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:48,110
and then you can take me.
277
00:12:50,429 --> 00:12:51,651
Of course.
278
00:12:51,735 --> 00:12:54,943
We'll give it a few more hours,
okay?
279
00:13:00,961 --> 00:13:02,836
Oh, are you
the psych consult?
280
00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:04,098
- I am, yeah.
- I'm Dr. Frome.
281
00:13:04,182 --> 00:13:05,490
How's she doing?
282
00:13:05,574 --> 00:13:07,492
Ydalis Fournette,
8 centimeters dilated,
283
00:13:07,576 --> 00:13:11,061
in active labor, and still
angrily denying she's pregnant.
284
00:13:11,145 --> 00:13:13,063
Okay, yeah,
that's cryptic pregnancy.
285
00:13:13,147 --> 00:13:14,630
Means her mind is having
a hard time accepting
286
00:13:14,714 --> 00:13:16,110
she's carrying a child.
287
00:13:16,194 --> 00:13:18,112
Well, whatever it is,
the chief signed off.
288
00:13:18,196 --> 00:13:19,417
We're going to get
a court order
289
00:13:19,501 --> 00:13:20,897
to perform a C-section,
if that is required.
290
00:13:20,981 --> 00:13:22,943
No, hold on, Dr. Goldman.
Hang on.
291
00:13:23,027 --> 00:13:26,381
Just taking unilateral action
could be further traumatizing,
292
00:13:26,465 --> 00:13:28,557
so maybe before we get
the courts involved,
293
00:13:28,641 --> 00:13:30,080
you and I can assess
what triggered this.
294
00:13:30,164 --> 00:13:31,429
With what time?
295
00:13:31,513 --> 00:13:32,996
That baby's coming out
one way or another,
296
00:13:33,080 --> 00:13:34,606
whether she wants to
believe it or not.
297
00:13:34,690 --> 00:13:35,912
Okay, what I'm saying
298
00:13:35,996 --> 00:13:37,653
is that you and I need
to proceed with care.
299
00:13:37,737 --> 00:13:39,220
Care?
300
00:13:39,304 --> 00:13:41,352
Dr. Frome, that woman never
received any prenatal care.
301
00:13:41,436 --> 00:13:42,571
None.
302
00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:44,791
Other than the ultrasound
I just performed,
303
00:13:44,875 --> 00:13:46,836
we know literally nothing
about the health of this child.
304
00:13:46,920 --> 00:13:49,709
Okay, I recognize that you
are trying to advocate
305
00:13:49,793 --> 00:13:52,189
for the health of that baby,
but I am down here
306
00:13:52,273 --> 00:13:53,495
to advocate for
the health of that mother.
307
00:13:53,579 --> 00:13:55,453
- Dr. Frome...
- Which means that we do not
308
00:13:55,537 --> 00:13:57,368
just strip her of her rights
with a court order
309
00:13:57,452 --> 00:13:59,414
- before I even speak to her.
- Well, she's going to have to
310
00:13:59,498 --> 00:14:02,069
- participate in her own care.
- Okay.
311
00:14:02,153 --> 00:14:03,331
Look, you are more
than welcome
312
00:14:03,415 --> 00:14:04,462
to try to get through to her,
313
00:14:04,546 --> 00:14:07,117
but I'm getting
that court order.
314
00:14:07,201 --> 00:14:08,930
So you have until I get back.
315
00:14:20,562 --> 00:14:21,940
Walsh.
316
00:14:23,348 --> 00:14:25,092
This isn't a M.A.S.H. unit.
317
00:14:25,176 --> 00:14:27,311
Go and find a bay to examine
your patient in.
318
00:14:27,395 --> 00:14:28,617
All the bays
are still filled because...
319
00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:29,923
- I don't care.
- Where am I supposed to go?
320
00:14:30,007 --> 00:14:31,185
I don't know.
321
00:14:31,269 --> 00:14:33,100
You know, if only we were
in a huge building
322
00:14:33,184 --> 00:14:34,362
filled with lots of rooms,
323
00:14:34,446 --> 00:14:37,800
and you just needed to find
one empty one.
324
00:14:37,884 --> 00:14:40,150
Go.
325
00:14:40,234 --> 00:14:42,370
Monica, what happened?
326
00:14:42,454 --> 00:14:44,372
They ran some tests,
did a pelvic exam,
327
00:14:44,456 --> 00:14:46,591
said my baby's fine, and now
I'm back here talking to you.
328
00:14:46,675 --> 00:14:48,158
And you explained
all your symptoms?
329
00:14:48,242 --> 00:14:51,360
- Yes.
- Unreal. Let's go.
330
00:14:54,596 --> 00:14:56,645
Here we go.
331
00:14:56,729 --> 00:14:58,299
Can I help you?
332
00:14:58,383 --> 00:14:59,909
I'll be right back.
333
00:14:59,993 --> 00:15:02,869
Hi, uh, Doctor... Malvo.
334
00:15:02,953 --> 00:15:06,350
It seems that Ms. Cole-Weston
was sent back down to the E.D.
335
00:15:06,434 --> 00:15:08,657
Now, I don't know if
you're maybe overwhelmed
336
00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:10,267
with the influx
of new patients...
337
00:15:10,351 --> 00:15:13,227
Oh, so you're saying
my OB is sloppy?
338
00:15:13,311 --> 00:15:15,403
- Not my words.
- I examined her myself.
339
00:15:15,487 --> 00:15:17,884
The baby's right on target, CBC
and chem panels were normal,
340
00:15:17,968 --> 00:15:20,277
no signs of labor,
and her pelvic exam revealed
341
00:15:20,361 --> 00:15:21,888
no dilation or softening
of the cervix.
342
00:15:21,972 --> 00:15:23,541
So basically I did everything
343
00:15:23,625 --> 00:15:24,978
that should've been done
in the E.D.
344
00:15:25,062 --> 00:15:26,893
Wait a minute...
345
00:15:26,977 --> 00:15:28,503
Which means, Dr. Reynolds,
346
00:15:28,587 --> 00:15:31,158
her symptoms would make her
the E.D.'s patient, not OB's.
347
00:15:31,242 --> 00:15:33,203
Okay, now, hang on.
348
00:15:33,287 --> 00:15:35,902
The E.D.'s job is to triage,
not treat all,
349
00:15:35,986 --> 00:15:37,642
which is exactly what we did.
350
00:15:37,726 --> 00:15:40,384
Now, real talk,
what you should've done
351
00:15:40,468 --> 00:15:42,865
was call a surgery consult
to handle her abdominal pain,
352
00:15:42,949 --> 00:15:44,911
instead of shuttlecocking her
down to us.
353
00:15:44,995 --> 00:15:46,303
And now you're mansplaining.
354
00:15:46,387 --> 00:15:48,392
- No, I'm just...
- You wanna do real talk?
355
00:15:48,476 --> 00:15:50,046
Do you know
how exhausting it is
356
00:15:50,130 --> 00:15:52,483
having every other department
dump their patients on OB
357
00:15:52,567 --> 00:15:55,051
just because that patient
happens to be pregnant?
358
00:15:55,135 --> 00:15:56,748
- It's just lazy.
- Guys...
359
00:15:56,832 --> 00:15:59,142
Or maybe just concerned
with the patient's welfare.
360
00:15:59,226 --> 00:16:00,970
Well, they have
all the same organs.
361
00:16:01,054 --> 00:16:02,779
Stop being afraid of vulvas.
362
00:16:04,014 --> 00:16:05,888
Let's get her on a stretcher.
363
00:16:05,972 --> 00:16:07,411
Okay, okay, it's okay.
364
00:16:07,495 --> 00:16:09,936
Oh, she's warm, diaphoretic,
and tachy.
365
00:16:10,020 --> 00:16:11,894
- Where does it hurt?
- All over my stomach
366
00:16:11,978 --> 00:16:13,548
- and my back now.
- Sepsis?
367
00:16:13,632 --> 00:16:14,766
Her white blood count was 14,
368
00:16:14,850 --> 00:16:16,290
which is in the range
for pregnancy,
369
00:16:16,374 --> 00:16:18,161
and her ultrasound
on non-obscured organs...
370
00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:20,033
Obscured organs?
371
00:16:20,117 --> 00:16:21,512
Appendicitis.
372
00:16:21,596 --> 00:16:23,775
Page O.R., and let 'em know
we're on our way.
373
00:16:23,859 --> 00:16:26,067
- Paging O.R. now.
- Told you, your department.
374
00:16:28,081 --> 00:16:29,825
- Max!
- What's the 911?
375
00:16:29,909 --> 00:16:32,175
- Evelyn Davis.
- What happened now?
376
00:16:32,259 --> 00:16:34,090
She checked herself out, AMA.
377
00:16:34,174 --> 00:16:35,856
- Still in labor?
- Yeah.
378
00:16:37,395 --> 00:16:39,906
Hey, what did you say to her?
379
00:16:44,880 --> 00:16:46,886
Ms. Davis!
Um...
380
00:16:46,970 --> 00:16:49,758
Glad I caught up with you.
I heard you were going home?
381
00:16:49,842 --> 00:16:51,978
- Our OB is meeting us there.
- Ms. Davis...
382
00:16:52,062 --> 00:16:54,415
I was a fool to think
any hospital would listen...
383
00:16:54,499 --> 00:16:57,244
Ooh!
Honor my wishes,
384
00:16:57,328 --> 00:17:00,160
do right by me and my baby,
so I'm going home.
385
00:17:00,244 --> 00:17:02,771
Home births can be amazing.
386
00:17:02,855 --> 00:17:06,104
It's perfect, unless it isn't.
387
00:17:08,643 --> 00:17:11,084
I ended up delivering
my daughter in my bedroom
388
00:17:11,168 --> 00:17:12,433
with a kitchen knife,
389
00:17:12,517 --> 00:17:14,261
praying that the ambulance
would arrive in time
390
00:17:14,345 --> 00:17:16,959
for both her and...
391
00:17:17,043 --> 00:17:18,638
my wife.
392
00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:22,269
I can't let that be
a possibility for you.
393
00:17:22,353 --> 00:17:26,012
We're prepared for anything
at this hospital.
394
00:17:26,096 --> 00:17:29,145
You're already here.
You're in labor.
395
00:17:29,229 --> 00:17:30,494
Please.
396
00:17:30,578 --> 00:17:33,149
Let us safely deliver
this baby
397
00:17:33,233 --> 00:17:35,369
at New Amsterdam.
398
00:17:35,453 --> 00:17:38,136
I'm going home, Dr. Goodwin.
399
00:17:42,634 --> 00:17:45,205
Mr. Davis.
400
00:17:45,289 --> 00:17:47,859
I just want what's best
for you and your wife.
401
00:17:47,943 --> 00:17:49,731
Is there anything
that you can say...
402
00:17:49,815 --> 00:17:52,193
Dr. Goodwin, have you ever
loved a Black woman?
403
00:17:53,906 --> 00:17:55,650
I've heard lots of numbers
today,
404
00:17:55,734 --> 00:17:56,999
how they'll keep my wife safe,
405
00:17:57,083 --> 00:17:58,870
how they'll help ensure
my child is born safely,
406
00:17:58,954 --> 00:18:02,004
but I really haven't seen
my wife in your numbers.
407
00:18:02,088 --> 00:18:03,484
There's nothing worse
than being told
408
00:18:03,568 --> 00:18:05,253
how to be grateful.
409
00:18:07,398 --> 00:18:09,170
Julian!
410
00:18:12,794 --> 00:18:15,869
Page Dr. Bloom.
Get the ER rapid response team.
411
00:18:16,755 --> 00:18:18,437
Mind if I sit down?
412
00:18:19,671 --> 00:18:21,415
Okay, good.
413
00:18:21,499 --> 00:18:24,809
So first off, I am Dr. Frome,
but you can just call me Iggy.
414
00:18:24,893 --> 00:18:26,289
Everybody does.
415
00:18:26,373 --> 00:18:27,856
Okay.
416
00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:29,379
Yeah, why don't you...
You start.
417
00:18:29,463 --> 00:18:30,859
You tell me in your own words
418
00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:32,339
what happened with this fight
at the homeless shelter?
419
00:18:32,423 --> 00:18:35,298
I don't know.
420
00:18:35,382 --> 00:18:37,953
I already told that bitch
to mind her business.
421
00:18:38,037 --> 00:18:39,911
She always talking
'bout what I eat,
422
00:18:39,995 --> 00:18:41,217
wondering what's in my bags,
423
00:18:41,301 --> 00:18:43,176
and that trick's hands
got sticky, so...
424
00:18:43,260 --> 00:18:46,875
Okay, so she was trying
to exert control over you?
425
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,225
The shelter does that.
426
00:18:49,309 --> 00:18:52,054
Ain't no different here
at the hospital neither.
427
00:18:52,138 --> 00:18:54,883
Everybody just doing
what they wanna do to you.
428
00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:57,712
You're supposed to just
go along with it?
429
00:18:57,796 --> 00:18:59,931
So, hey, when was
the last time
430
00:19:00,015 --> 00:19:01,629
you felt like you were
in control of your life?
431
00:19:01,713 --> 00:19:04,371
Do you remember?
432
00:19:04,455 --> 00:19:06,808
Full control.
433
00:19:06,892 --> 00:19:08,331
I don't know.
434
00:19:08,415 --> 00:19:10,072
It's been a minute.
435
00:19:10,156 --> 00:19:11,726
Yeah.
436
00:19:11,810 --> 00:19:13,554
I bet, and you strike me
as the type of person
437
00:19:13,638 --> 00:19:15,034
that values that deeply.
438
00:19:15,118 --> 00:19:16,687
Am I right?
439
00:19:16,771 --> 00:19:20,474
Yeah, so then you would know
when you felt like you lost it.
440
00:19:20,558 --> 00:19:23,505
W-When was that?
441
00:19:26,825 --> 00:19:29,116
About a year ago, maybe.
442
00:19:30,350 --> 00:19:34,096
Okay, so did something happen
about a year ago?
443
00:19:34,180 --> 00:19:36,316
Something that made you feel
like you lost control?
444
00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:38,579
Hang on!
445
00:19:38,663 --> 00:19:41,128
We're taking her now.
446
00:19:50,196 --> 00:19:52,201
Walsh?
What are you doing in here?
447
00:19:52,285 --> 00:19:53,768
- You said to go find a room.
- Yeah, but I...
448
00:19:53,852 --> 00:19:55,161
So I found a room.
449
00:19:55,245 --> 00:19:57,119
You mind?
450
00:19:57,203 --> 00:19:59,382
Bloom!
451
00:19:59,466 --> 00:20:00,731
Your friend?
452
00:20:00,815 --> 00:20:02,646
- Walsh found her.
- What?
453
00:20:02,730 --> 00:20:04,720
He got security
to clear her out.
454
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:13,004
Based on the amount
of abscess fluid,
455
00:20:13,088 --> 00:20:15,572
it doesn't look like the
appendix has fully ruptured.
456
00:20:15,656 --> 00:20:17,139
That's good.
457
00:20:17,223 --> 00:20:19,471
But I still can't get
a visual.
458
00:20:20,705 --> 00:20:22,144
I don't know.
459
00:20:22,228 --> 00:20:24,320
It's like the appendix isn't
where it's supposed to be.
460
00:20:24,404 --> 00:20:25,974
The magic of gestation,
461
00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:28,063
moving everything
out of the way to make space.
462
00:20:28,147 --> 00:20:29,847
It's back there somewhere.
463
00:20:29,931 --> 00:20:31,573
All right.
464
00:20:37,287 --> 00:20:38,856
All right.
465
00:20:38,940 --> 00:20:41,057
I'm gonna have to expand
the field.
466
00:20:42,509 --> 00:20:44,166
You good?
467
00:20:44,250 --> 00:20:46,212
Haven't had to do one
of these in a while,
468
00:20:46,296 --> 00:20:47,517
since residency.
469
00:20:47,601 --> 00:20:49,432
Just root around,
and mind the extra human.
470
00:20:49,516 --> 00:20:51,913
- It's no different.
- Let's hope it is.
471
00:20:51,997 --> 00:20:54,509
That time we lost the fetus.
472
00:20:56,741 --> 00:20:58,426
You do music in your O.R.?
473
00:21:01,398 --> 00:21:03,011
Nurse Kamoe?
474
00:21:03,095 --> 00:21:06,232
Can you cue up my people?
475
00:21:06,316 --> 00:21:07,954
You know where to start.
476
00:21:12,147 --> 00:21:13,848
Oh, okay.
477
00:21:13,932 --> 00:21:15,502
These are your people?
478
00:21:15,586 --> 00:21:17,460
♪ Now's the time
for all good men ♪
479
00:21:17,544 --> 00:21:20,115
♪ To get together
with one another ♪
480
00:21:20,199 --> 00:21:21,769
♪ We got to iron out
our problems ♪
481
00:21:21,853 --> 00:21:26,121
♪ And iron out our quarrels
Where's the ramen emoji?
482
00:21:26,205 --> 00:21:28,471
♪ And try to find
a piece of land ♪
483
00:21:28,555 --> 00:21:30,936
♪ Without stepping
on one another ♪
484
00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:36,175
Why hasn't Nia been sent up
to radiation yet?
485
00:21:36,259 --> 00:21:37,872
Because she wanted time
to bond with her baby
486
00:21:37,956 --> 00:21:39,134
to try and form a connection.
487
00:21:39,218 --> 00:21:40,570
Understandable,
but she has to...
488
00:21:40,654 --> 00:21:42,485
Look, that family could end
up physically apart
489
00:21:42,569 --> 00:21:43,878
for upwards of a year.
490
00:21:43,962 --> 00:21:46,384
All she asked for was a moment.
491
00:21:48,445 --> 00:21:50,798
I was just asking because
things have been a bit crazy
492
00:21:50,882 --> 00:21:52,495
in neurology with Dr. Kapoor's
retirement,
493
00:21:52,579 --> 00:21:54,497
and I'm trying to keep
all the balls up in the air
494
00:21:54,581 --> 00:21:55,411
until we find his replacement.
495
00:21:55,495 --> 00:21:57,500
Of course.
496
00:21:57,584 --> 00:21:59,241
- Is everything okay with...
- It's fine.
497
00:21:59,325 --> 00:22:01,184
I'm just gonna take Nia up now.
498
00:22:04,852 --> 00:22:07,467
Nia?
499
00:22:07,551 --> 00:22:10,103
She won't latch.
500
00:22:12,425 --> 00:22:14,412
Please don't take me.
501
00:22:16,908 --> 00:22:17,955
Do you want me to start
a regional block?
502
00:22:18,039 --> 00:22:19,218
For what?
503
00:22:19,302 --> 00:22:20,262
I'm checking
your progression, hon.
504
00:22:20,346 --> 00:22:22,786
You'll feel a little pressure.
505
00:22:22,870 --> 00:22:25,615
Looks like the bleeding's from
a small tear in the placenta.
506
00:22:25,699 --> 00:22:27,095
Nothing to worry about,
507
00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:29,358
but you're still only
60% effaced
508
00:22:29,442 --> 00:22:30,925
and at station -2.
509
00:22:31,009 --> 00:22:32,100
It's a go on the C-section.
510
00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:34,320
C-section?
But why?
511
00:22:34,404 --> 00:22:36,278
- You want her fetal or supine?
- Let's get her supine for now.
512
00:22:36,362 --> 00:22:38,846
This isn't what I want.
Listen to me.
513
00:22:38,930 --> 00:22:41,588
- On it.
- Type and cross for two units.
514
00:22:41,672 --> 00:22:43,329
Make sure her foley's in.
515
00:22:43,413 --> 00:22:44,721
Julian.
516
00:22:44,805 --> 00:22:46,593
I'm sorry, sir, you can't be
in here right now.
517
00:22:46,677 --> 00:22:48,856
- But this is my wife.
- You can wait right outside.
518
00:22:48,940 --> 00:22:49,944
It's hospital policy.
519
00:22:50,028 --> 00:22:52,076
Are we getting decels?
520
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:53,991
No, baby's holding steady
on the monitor.
521
00:22:54,075 --> 00:22:56,080
BP's 135 over 80.
522
00:22:56,164 --> 00:22:58,325
Everybody, stop.
523
00:22:59,429 --> 00:23:02,348
Listen.
Not to me, to the patient.
524
00:23:02,432 --> 00:23:04,263
Evelyn.
525
00:23:04,347 --> 00:23:05,873
How can we help?
526
00:23:05,957 --> 00:23:09,137
I want to deliver my baby
naturally.
527
00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:11,792
Then let's try to do that.
528
00:23:11,876 --> 00:23:14,969
She's geriatric
with a history of FTP
529
00:23:15,053 --> 00:23:16,623
and a VBAC score of 28%.
530
00:23:16,707 --> 00:23:19,669
If Evelyn wasn't Black,
would her VBAC score be better?
531
00:23:19,753 --> 00:23:21,149
Allow for a longer trial
of labor?
532
00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:22,977
- Technically, but...
- Then do it.
533
00:23:23,061 --> 00:23:24,805
Change her VBAC calculation.
534
00:23:24,889 --> 00:23:27,749
- How?
- Make her white.
535
00:23:33,941 --> 00:23:36,295
She's fully effaced
and at -1 station,
536
00:23:36,379 --> 00:23:38,819
but she's still
only 5 centimeters dilated.
537
00:23:38,903 --> 00:23:40,672
Dr. Goodwin.
538
00:23:46,867 --> 00:23:48,785
That woman should be having
a C-section.
539
00:23:48,869 --> 00:23:50,657
Well, that woman
disagrees with you.
540
00:23:50,741 --> 00:23:52,876
Evelyn Davis is many things,
but not a doctor,
541
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:55,575
and all signs point to her
vaginal birth going poorly.
542
00:23:55,659 --> 00:23:57,533
- You don't know that for sure.
- Why, you're right.
543
00:23:57,617 --> 00:23:59,230
If only there were
an instrument we could use
544
00:23:59,314 --> 00:24:00,754
to estimate the risk of things,
545
00:24:00,838 --> 00:24:02,408
like uterine rupture
after a previous C-section.
546
00:24:02,492 --> 00:24:03,887
A calculator, say.
547
00:24:03,971 --> 00:24:06,542
- Your sarcasm is unnecessary.
- Then I'll be blunt.
548
00:24:06,626 --> 00:24:08,022
By ignoring
the VBAC calculator,
549
00:24:08,106 --> 00:24:09,850
you're risking the life
of that woman and her baby.
550
00:24:09,934 --> 00:24:11,591
If her VBAC score
can be changed
551
00:24:11,675 --> 00:24:12,940
just by switching her race,
552
00:24:13,024 --> 00:24:15,595
then maybe the VBAC calculator
is a racist tool.
553
00:24:15,679 --> 00:24:17,901
Different populations
have different likelihoods
554
00:24:17,985 --> 00:24:19,207
of different issues.
555
00:24:19,291 --> 00:24:21,688
Factoring in race
isn't inherently racist.
556
00:24:21,772 --> 00:24:23,037
No, you're right,
but treating some races
557
00:24:23,121 --> 00:24:25,431
like they are automatically
a health risk is,
558
00:24:25,515 --> 00:24:28,042
when we should be focused
on the racism
559
00:24:28,126 --> 00:24:29,522
that Black mothers encounter,
560
00:24:29,606 --> 00:24:31,437
which is ultimately
what is leading
561
00:24:31,521 --> 00:24:33,221
to these poorer outcomes.
562
00:24:33,305 --> 00:24:35,049
And how's fixing racism
working out?
563
00:24:35,133 --> 00:24:36,224
I can't fix it,
564
00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:37,834
but I can throw out
that calculator,
565
00:24:37,918 --> 00:24:39,532
which we're just using
to cover our ass.
566
00:24:39,616 --> 00:24:41,534
Not to mention,
and by your own words,
567
00:24:41,618 --> 00:24:43,753
to deliver the best outcomes
in the city.
568
00:24:43,837 --> 00:24:45,842
At the expense
of the mothers.
569
00:24:45,926 --> 00:24:48,236
Our focus on making the numbers
look good is turning this place
570
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:49,280
into a hatchery.
571
00:24:49,364 --> 00:24:51,935
It shouldn't be like that.
572
00:24:52,019 --> 00:24:53,922
It should be like this.
573
00:24:56,807 --> 00:24:58,420
And if it's a risk,
then it's the risk
574
00:24:58,504 --> 00:25:00,379
that she wants to take.
575
00:25:00,463 --> 00:25:02,468
And if the baby dies,
576
00:25:02,552 --> 00:25:04,731
comes out damaged in a way
that was avoidable,
577
00:25:04,815 --> 00:25:06,385
she's not gonna blame herself.
578
00:25:06,469 --> 00:25:07,560
She'll blame her doctor.
579
00:25:07,644 --> 00:25:09,736
This isn't just Evelyn's risk.
580
00:25:09,820 --> 00:25:12,154
Now it's the whole hospital's.
581
00:25:16,827 --> 00:25:19,572
Let's try a wider angle,
and just lift your breast up.
582
00:25:19,656 --> 00:25:20,834
- Lift it, lift it higher.
- All right, okay, here.
583
00:25:20,918 --> 00:25:22,139
- Lift it higher.
- Honey, I just need to...
584
00:25:22,223 --> 00:25:23,314
Well, I know.
I just can't...
585
00:25:23,398 --> 00:25:24,925
- Babe, you gotta try...
- I am trying.
586
00:25:25,009 --> 00:25:26,405
Nia, Nia, the baby
can feel your stress.
587
00:25:26,489 --> 00:25:28,668
I am trying to relax, but...
Stop.
588
00:25:28,752 --> 00:25:31,220
Just stop, stop, stop.
I said stop.
589
00:25:32,407 --> 00:25:35,485
Just get the bottle.
590
00:25:47,858 --> 00:25:49,210
You know,
591
00:25:49,294 --> 00:25:53,344
breastfeeding is
incredibly special,
592
00:25:53,428 --> 00:25:57,436
and it's important,
593
00:25:57,520 --> 00:26:01,309
but it is not everything.
594
00:26:01,393 --> 00:26:05,313
It doesn't make you less
of a mother.
595
00:26:05,397 --> 00:26:07,993
Do you have children?
596
00:26:10,402 --> 00:26:12,102
No.
597
00:26:12,186 --> 00:26:16,741
Then you can't possibly know
how this feels.
598
00:26:24,895 --> 00:26:25,986
Dr. Bloom.
599
00:26:26,070 --> 00:26:27,770
Leyla had nothing to do
with this, okay?
600
00:26:27,854 --> 00:26:29,990
She selflessly brought
a patient in,
601
00:26:30,074 --> 00:26:32,558
and when I heard that she had
no place to stay,
602
00:26:32,642 --> 00:26:34,864
I let her use the closet.
603
00:26:34,948 --> 00:26:37,867
I mean, we're in the business
of helping people, right?
604
00:26:37,951 --> 00:26:41,548
And I'd do it again, okay?
'Cause she's an amazing person.
605
00:26:43,087 --> 00:26:47,660
I mean, she's super cranky,
but wouldn't you be
606
00:26:47,744 --> 00:26:49,531
if you had to drive around
puking frat boys
607
00:26:49,615 --> 00:26:51,863
when you're actually a doctor?
608
00:26:54,402 --> 00:26:56,756
Look, I know that I committed
like a hundred violations,
609
00:26:56,840 --> 00:26:59,019
and I'm gonna gladly take
whatever I've got coming,
610
00:26:59,103 --> 00:27:02,006
but I'm not gonna let you press
charges against Leyla.
611
00:27:03,847 --> 00:27:06,461
Ms. Shinwari told me she
doesn't know you at all,
612
00:27:06,545 --> 00:27:09,448
that she found the closet and
took up residence on her own.
613
00:27:11,637 --> 00:27:15,063
So I'm gonna go with her story.
614
00:27:23,214 --> 00:27:25,349
This is my jam.
615
00:27:25,433 --> 00:27:27,351
Reminds me of the first boy
I kissed,
616
00:27:27,435 --> 00:27:28,875
Benny Galan.
617
00:27:28,959 --> 00:27:30,616
You're barely as old
as this song.
618
00:27:30,700 --> 00:27:33,488
Just the feeling of it.
619
00:27:33,572 --> 00:27:35,098
I was so nervous.
620
00:27:35,182 --> 00:27:36,709
I'd never kissed before.
621
00:27:36,793 --> 00:27:40,190
- How'd you do?
- Is that even a question?
622
00:27:40,274 --> 00:27:42,018
Okay, you got it.
623
00:27:42,102 --> 00:27:43,585
I didn't see my first kiss
coming.
624
00:27:43,669 --> 00:27:45,369
I had to swallow my gum.
625
00:27:45,453 --> 00:27:47,720
So she put the moves on you?
626
00:27:47,804 --> 00:27:50,489
Always been
into confident women.
627
00:27:51,851 --> 00:27:54,335
♪ I'm not the only one
that holds you ♪
628
00:27:54,419 --> 00:27:55,728
Cheers.
629
00:27:55,812 --> 00:27:58,889
Appendix been removed.
Now all we have to do is...
630
00:28:01,687 --> 00:28:03,866
Baby's heart rate dropped
to 94.
631
00:28:03,950 --> 00:28:06,216
Acute bradycardia.
Dammit.
632
00:28:06,300 --> 00:28:09,089
Probably a uterine abruption
from all the manipulation.
633
00:28:09,173 --> 00:28:12,614
Set me up for a classic,
and get NICU down here stat.
634
00:28:12,698 --> 00:28:14,252
- Paging NICU now.
- Scalpel.
635
00:28:20,097 --> 00:28:22,624
You're doing so great.
636
00:28:22,708 --> 00:28:24,452
- Deep breaths.
- Get off of me!
637
00:28:24,536 --> 00:28:26,062
- I'm trying to help you.
- Calm down.
638
00:28:26,146 --> 00:28:27,673
Ydalis, what are these people
doing?
639
00:28:27,757 --> 00:28:29,283
Stop, stop,
stop that right now.
640
00:28:29,367 --> 00:28:30,458
Dr. Frome?
What's going on?
641
00:28:30,542 --> 00:28:31,851
What is this OB doing
in here?
642
00:28:31,935 --> 00:28:33,809
- You are not pregnant.
- Have you lost your mind?
643
00:28:33,893 --> 00:28:35,637
This is my colleague,
Safia Lazarre.
644
00:28:35,721 --> 00:28:36,986
We have received
new information.
645
00:28:37,070 --> 00:28:39,336
You are not pregnant.
You were right all along.
646
00:28:39,420 --> 00:28:40,816
What we have is a GI blockage,
647
00:28:40,900 --> 00:28:42,644
and we need to resolve it
immediately, okay?
648
00:28:42,728 --> 00:28:44,385
Dr. Goldman, you know
Safia can handle it.
649
00:28:44,469 --> 00:28:45,734
She is excellent.
So here we go.
650
00:28:45,818 --> 00:28:48,128
Dr. Frome, a word?
651
00:28:48,212 --> 00:28:50,982
Okay, I'll be back.
Hands off, please.
652
00:28:52,695 --> 00:28:53,742
What the hell are you doing?
653
00:28:53,826 --> 00:28:55,178
I am getting her
to participate.
654
00:28:55,262 --> 00:28:56,397
All right?
You need to follow my lead.
655
00:28:56,481 --> 00:28:57,790
Safia is an amazing midwife.
656
00:28:57,874 --> 00:29:00,444
If we need you for anything,
you will know.
657
00:29:00,528 --> 00:29:02,776
This is for Ydalis
and the baby.
658
00:29:05,098 --> 00:29:07,259
- Okay.
- Okay, thank you.
659
00:29:10,451 --> 00:29:13,414
Hey, sis, I'm Safia.
660
00:29:13,498 --> 00:29:15,329
Look like you might be
a bit uncomfortable, yeah?
661
00:29:15,413 --> 00:29:16,460
Yeah...
662
00:29:16,544 --> 00:29:18,836
Let's fix that.
663
00:29:20,287 --> 00:29:22,249
What feels better?
664
00:29:22,333 --> 00:29:23,729
If I could s-stand up?
665
00:29:23,813 --> 00:29:25,774
- Okay, then let's do that.
- Yeah, okay.
666
00:29:25,858 --> 00:29:27,080
Let's get you standing up.
667
00:29:27,164 --> 00:29:28,342
Why don't you put your arms
around my neck?
668
00:29:28,426 --> 00:29:29,909
Okay.
669
00:29:29,993 --> 00:29:31,432
There you go.
Lean on me.
670
00:29:31,516 --> 00:29:33,042
- I got you.
- Aah!
671
00:29:33,126 --> 00:29:34,957
Okay, I got you.
It's okay, you're good.
672
00:29:35,041 --> 00:29:36,567
I got you.
I got you, okay?
673
00:29:36,651 --> 00:29:37,873
Just like this.
Just like this, okay?
674
00:29:37,957 --> 00:29:39,353
I got you.
Don't worry.
675
00:29:39,437 --> 00:29:41,355
That blockage wants to make
its way out, huh?
676
00:29:41,439 --> 00:29:43,139
Yeah.
677
00:29:43,223 --> 00:29:45,011
- You need to help it, okay?
- Okay.
678
00:29:45,095 --> 00:29:47,622
That wave of pain is helping
you move it out,
679
00:29:47,706 --> 00:29:48,841
so use it.
680
00:29:48,925 --> 00:29:51,017
When you feel it,
push like you're pooping.
681
00:29:51,101 --> 00:29:52,105
Pooping?
682
00:29:52,189 --> 00:29:53,280
It's the only way
to get it out.
683
00:29:53,364 --> 00:29:54,847
It's okay, it's okay.
Piece of cake.
684
00:29:54,931 --> 00:29:57,284
- Piece of cake.
- Okay.
685
00:29:57,368 --> 00:29:59,547
Push.
Good.
686
00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:01,375
Big push, push, push, Ydalis.
687
00:30:01,459 --> 00:30:02,681
Come on.
688
00:30:02,765 --> 00:30:05,640
- Bear down.
- Aah!
689
00:30:05,724 --> 00:30:12,544
♪
690
00:30:22,088 --> 00:30:25,529
What did you do?
What did you do?
691
00:30:25,613 --> 00:30:28,038
Aah!
692
00:30:40,541 --> 00:30:44,679
Ydalis, I'm very sorry
that I betrayed you.
693
00:30:44,763 --> 00:30:47,116
People stay doing
their own thing.
694
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,292
You think you special?
695
00:30:49,376 --> 00:30:52,339
No, I don't.
696
00:30:52,423 --> 00:30:56,125
But I try to not manipulate
people.
697
00:30:56,209 --> 00:30:58,544
Take away their control.
698
00:31:02,650 --> 00:31:04,525
Talk to me about the last time
699
00:31:04,609 --> 00:31:08,921
you felt like you were
in control.
700
00:31:09,005 --> 00:31:12,663
You told me that was about
a year ago for you, right?
701
00:31:12,747 --> 00:31:14,970
So that was right around
the beginning of the pandemic.
702
00:31:15,054 --> 00:31:16,779
What happened then?
703
00:31:21,539 --> 00:31:24,545
It's okay to talk about,
and whatever you tell me...
704
00:31:24,629 --> 00:31:28,244
Whatever you choose to tell me
is in your control.
705
00:31:28,328 --> 00:31:30,445
I'm just here to listen.
706
00:31:39,644 --> 00:31:41,040
You know how all of a sudden,
they were screaming,
707
00:31:41,124 --> 00:31:44,024
"Shelter in place.
The city's on lockdown"?
708
00:31:46,042 --> 00:31:47,133
Yeah.
709
00:31:47,217 --> 00:31:49,570
My moms was tripping,
710
00:31:49,654 --> 00:31:52,878
so my dad's stepbrother said
I could stay with him.
711
00:31:52,962 --> 00:31:56,098
And I was like, bet.
712
00:31:56,182 --> 00:31:57,491
It was cool, you know.
713
00:31:57,575 --> 00:31:59,997
Free food, Wi-Fi.
714
00:32:02,014 --> 00:32:05,194
But then he lost his job.
715
00:32:05,278 --> 00:32:08,135
That stimulus check
went real quick.
716
00:32:10,631 --> 00:32:12,922
Got hectic, and uh...
717
00:32:14,940 --> 00:32:18,077
He got so angry.
718
00:32:18,161 --> 00:32:20,862
Talking 'bout what he was owed.
719
00:32:20,946 --> 00:32:23,020
How I owe him.
720
00:32:26,996 --> 00:32:30,785
One night he just started
taking.
721
00:32:30,869 --> 00:32:33,353
And I told him,
I don't do that.
722
00:32:33,437 --> 00:32:35,597
I'd never ever done that.
723
00:32:39,269 --> 00:32:41,448
But he ain't care.
724
00:32:41,532 --> 00:32:45,259
He would just take, take, take.
725
00:32:50,628 --> 00:32:53,939
I got tired of fighting, so...
726
00:32:54,023 --> 00:32:58,334
I would pretend
I was somewhere else.
727
00:32:58,418 --> 00:33:01,511
That wasn't me or my problem.
728
00:33:01,595 --> 00:33:03,234
Couldn't be.
729
00:33:05,251 --> 00:33:08,170
So it wasn't.
730
00:33:08,254 --> 00:33:10,216
That was her.
731
00:33:10,300 --> 00:33:12,087
And I'm still Ydalis.
732
00:33:12,171 --> 00:33:15,961
♪
733
00:33:16,045 --> 00:33:20,487
You repressed a trauma
for your own emotional safety.
734
00:33:20,571 --> 00:33:24,099
That's what you did.
735
00:33:24,183 --> 00:33:26,885
But you know that you are
more that trauma.
736
00:33:26,969 --> 00:33:28,190
Right?
737
00:33:28,274 --> 00:33:30,366
You know that it may be
a part of you, yeah,
738
00:33:30,450 --> 00:33:31,890
but you are so much more.
739
00:33:31,974 --> 00:33:34,196
You will be so much more
than that trauma.
740
00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:35,850
Till something else happens.
741
00:33:35,934 --> 00:33:37,591
There's always gonna be
something
742
00:33:37,675 --> 00:33:40,637
that we can't control, always.
743
00:33:40,721 --> 00:33:43,709
But there is one thing
that you can control.
744
00:33:45,422 --> 00:33:47,582
What you do next.
745
00:33:56,955 --> 00:33:59,395
Now, retract
the uterine wall.
746
00:33:59,479 --> 00:34:00,919
Give me a good field.
747
00:34:01,003 --> 00:34:03,032
Retracting now.
748
00:34:04,702 --> 00:34:08,037
Okay, hold steady
while I get her out.
749
00:34:13,189 --> 00:34:17,065
Grab her.
I need to stop the bleeding.
750
00:34:17,149 --> 00:34:18,806
She's not breathing.
751
00:34:18,890 --> 00:34:20,764
Place two fingers just
below the intermammary line.
752
00:34:20,848 --> 00:34:23,854
Now compress the sternum
about an inch and a half.
753
00:34:23,938 --> 00:34:26,422
- Like this?
- Mm-hmm, and repeat.
754
00:34:26,506 --> 00:34:27,728
Faster.
755
00:34:27,812 --> 00:34:29,512
Faster, faster.
756
00:34:29,596 --> 00:34:31,017
You're doing great.
757
00:34:44,133 --> 00:34:46,442
♪ Hello
758
00:34:46,526 --> 00:34:49,097
♪ Sunshine
759
00:34:49,181 --> 00:34:53,797
♪ I'm so glad to see you,
sunshine ♪
760
00:34:53,881 --> 00:34:56,061
♪ Hello, sunshine
761
00:34:56,145 --> 00:34:59,368
- Dr. Reynolds.
Good work.
762
00:34:59,452 --> 00:35:03,068
♪ It's been dark
for such a long time ♪
763
00:35:03,152 --> 00:35:04,575
♪
764
00:35:06,894 --> 00:35:08,508
Baby, the head
is right there!
765
00:35:08,592 --> 00:35:09,944
You feel that?
766
00:35:10,028 --> 00:35:11,990
- Oh, my God!
- Right?
767
00:35:12,074 --> 00:35:15,341
Okay, next contraction we go.
768
00:35:15,425 --> 00:35:17,952
Show me how it's done, Ev!
769
00:35:18,036 --> 00:35:20,302
Almost there,
you're doing it.
770
00:35:20,386 --> 00:35:23,436
Aah!
771
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,854
Someone's here!
772
00:35:26,740 --> 00:35:30,312
Happy birthday!
773
00:35:30,396 --> 00:35:31,922
Another boy!
774
00:35:32,006 --> 00:35:34,142
My sweet, sweet baby.
775
00:35:34,226 --> 00:35:37,319
♪ It's been dark
for such a long time ♪
776
00:35:37,403 --> 00:35:42,411
♪ Every night,
I cry more and more ♪
777
00:35:42,495 --> 00:35:47,547
♪ Just a little bit more
than the night before ♪
778
00:35:47,631 --> 00:35:51,812
♪ Misery was my company
779
00:35:51,896 --> 00:35:56,599
♪ Till you came along
and rescued me ♪
780
00:35:56,683 --> 00:35:58,601
Well?
781
00:35:58,685 --> 00:36:01,343
Everybody's dead...
The doctors, the nurses.
782
00:36:01,427 --> 00:36:02,997
The baby is some kind
of hideous creature...
783
00:36:03,081 --> 00:36:05,260
Max!
784
00:36:05,344 --> 00:36:06,522
Couldn't have gone better.
785
00:36:06,606 --> 00:36:08,568
Thank you.
786
00:36:08,652 --> 00:36:10,135
You know we were lucky, right?
787
00:36:10,219 --> 00:36:12,615
A high risk birth,
one where you falsified race
788
00:36:12,699 --> 00:36:14,356
on a medical record
to fake a VBAC score?
789
00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:16,532
That wasn't just a liability,
it was fraud.
790
00:36:16,616 --> 00:36:17,968
I know.
That's true.
791
00:36:18,052 --> 00:36:19,187
That's why we're getting rid
of that VBAC calculator.
792
00:36:19,271 --> 00:36:22,234
We're gonna implement
a more holistic approach
793
00:36:22,318 --> 00:36:23,539
to everything.
794
00:36:23,623 --> 00:36:24,627
What do you mean, everything?
795
00:36:24,711 --> 00:36:26,716
Max?
Max!
796
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:28,920
Everything sounds like a lot.
797
00:36:31,805 --> 00:36:34,855
♪
798
00:36:34,939 --> 00:36:40,208
Though she be but little,
"Miss Thing" is fierce.
799
00:36:40,292 --> 00:36:44,386
They'll be taking her home
in no time.
800
00:36:44,470 --> 00:36:48,956
Well, you know, I've been
a surgeon for a long time.
801
00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:52,829
It's rare that I get
to experience something new.
802
00:36:52,913 --> 00:36:55,397
For that, I thank you.
803
00:36:55,481 --> 00:36:57,747
Well, maybe now you won't
send every pregnant woman
804
00:36:57,831 --> 00:36:59,401
who walks in to the E.D.
up to OB.
805
00:36:59,485 --> 00:37:01,229
Touché.
806
00:37:01,313 --> 00:37:04,189
And for the record,
I'm not afraid of vulvas.
807
00:37:04,273 --> 00:37:07,235
Mm-hmm.
808
00:37:07,319 --> 00:37:10,020
There's this record store
in East Village.
809
00:37:10,104 --> 00:37:13,502
It's nothing fancy, but they
got some really special stuff.
810
00:37:13,586 --> 00:37:17,506
Wanna go Saturday and maybe
grab dinner after?
811
00:37:17,590 --> 00:37:21,467
Dr. Reynolds, if that was
what I think it was,
812
00:37:21,551 --> 00:37:23,798
I'm flattered, but...
813
00:37:26,643 --> 00:37:29,866
Oh.
814
00:37:29,950 --> 00:37:33,566
I'm sorry, I had no idea.
815
00:37:33,650 --> 00:37:35,984
I'll see you around.
816
00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,466
Yeah.
817
00:37:44,922 --> 00:37:47,014
You know, you didn't have
to do that.
818
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:48,320
Lie.
819
00:37:48,404 --> 00:37:50,104
If I had known how bad
you were at it,
820
00:37:50,188 --> 00:37:51,627
I wouldn't have.
821
00:37:51,711 --> 00:37:53,325
I know you've got no place
to stay.
822
00:37:53,409 --> 00:37:54,717
I'll figure it out.
823
00:37:54,801 --> 00:37:56,241
Okay, can I get you a room
somewhere?
824
00:37:56,325 --> 00:37:59,592
Why, do you know a good
closet in another hospital?
825
00:37:59,676 --> 00:38:02,160
- I mean, like a real room.
- Lauren.
826
00:38:02,244 --> 00:38:04,379
I won't let you pay for me
to stay somewhere.
827
00:38:04,463 --> 00:38:06,468
I'm not a charity case.
828
00:38:06,552 --> 00:38:09,776
Then just stay with me.
829
00:38:09,860 --> 00:38:13,301
I mean, I'm, like, never there,
so...
830
00:38:13,385 --> 00:38:15,434
You asking me to be
your roommate?
831
00:38:15,518 --> 00:38:16,696
Maybe.
832
00:38:16,780 --> 00:38:18,001
Why?
833
00:38:18,085 --> 00:38:19,264
What's wrong with that?
834
00:38:19,348 --> 00:38:20,700
I mean, I have
an extra bedroom,
835
00:38:20,784 --> 00:38:23,050
and I'm not a serial killer,
836
00:38:23,134 --> 00:38:27,315
or a hoarder, or someone
who sings in the morning...
837
00:38:27,399 --> 00:38:30,144
I'll take it.
838
00:38:30,228 --> 00:38:31,953
Okay.
839
00:38:34,276 --> 00:38:35,566
Let's go home.
840
00:38:42,414 --> 00:38:43,766
Rough day?
841
00:38:43,850 --> 00:38:45,507
Did my best,
and now I must hurry home,
842
00:38:45,591 --> 00:38:48,423
so I'll be there in time for my
niece to not acknowledge me,
843
00:38:48,507 --> 00:38:50,643
champion parent that I am.
844
00:38:50,727 --> 00:38:54,299
- We could start a club.
- We could get matching jackets.
845
00:38:54,383 --> 00:38:56,301
I've bent over backwards
for this girl.
846
00:38:56,385 --> 00:38:58,433
I've completely rearranged
my whole life
847
00:38:58,517 --> 00:39:01,393
to be available for her,
and do you know what?
848
00:39:01,477 --> 00:39:04,421
I'm... I'm not a mother.
849
00:39:06,046 --> 00:39:08,356
Here I was thinking
that it was innate,
850
00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:11,881
that, oh, I'd root for her,
and we'd do stuff,
851
00:39:11,965 --> 00:39:14,536
and we'd turn into a team.
852
00:39:14,620 --> 00:39:16,476
I don't even want to go home.
853
00:39:18,581 --> 00:39:22,805
Luna's really taken to
the phrase, "Dada, I hate you."
854
00:39:22,889 --> 00:39:25,895
Any time I say no,
or try to feed her,
855
00:39:25,979 --> 00:39:27,636
or put her in PJs.
856
00:39:27,720 --> 00:39:30,098
It's like a shiv every time.
857
00:39:32,464 --> 00:39:34,339
But...
858
00:39:34,423 --> 00:39:36,863
Kids are like
these funny little bags
859
00:39:36,947 --> 00:39:40,127
full of laughter, and cuddles,
and daggers.
860
00:39:40,211 --> 00:39:44,436
Sharp daggers, but you gotta
carry the bag.
861
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:45,698
That's the job.
862
00:39:45,782 --> 00:39:48,918
Sounds like a fun variety
of flesh wounds.
863
00:39:49,002 --> 00:39:51,399
Yeah, whoa, but...
864
00:39:51,483 --> 00:39:54,533
but then there are times,
865
00:39:54,617 --> 00:39:57,927
like when Luna finally stopped
head butting me at bath time.
866
00:39:58,011 --> 00:39:59,233
Very small victory.
867
00:39:59,317 --> 00:40:01,801
Very small,
almost imperceptible,
868
00:40:01,885 --> 00:40:04,978
but you gotta take 'em
where you can.
869
00:40:05,062 --> 00:40:06,747
Ammeh Joon!
870
00:40:09,719 --> 00:40:16,971
♪
871
00:40:18,554 --> 00:40:20,385
What's this?
872
00:40:20,469 --> 00:40:22,778
Did you come all this way
to bring me pizza?
873
00:40:22,862 --> 00:40:25,215
No, my metro card ran out.
874
00:40:25,299 --> 00:40:27,740
Can I get a ride with you?
875
00:40:27,824 --> 00:40:29,307
Sure, sure.
876
00:40:29,391 --> 00:40:31,570
I just need to get a patient
situated first.
877
00:40:31,654 --> 00:40:34,312
You can have my leftovers
if you want them.
878
00:40:34,396 --> 00:40:36,792
Really?
879
00:40:36,876 --> 00:40:39,142
I haven't had pizza in ages.
880
00:40:39,226 --> 00:40:41,797
I was just gonna
throw it out anyway.
881
00:40:41,881 --> 00:40:43,103
Right.
882
00:40:43,187 --> 00:40:45,394
Well, I'll meet you back here.
883
00:40:47,017 --> 00:40:51,285
♪ Waterfall
884
00:40:51,369 --> 00:40:56,986
♪ Nothing can harm me at all
885
00:40:57,070 --> 00:41:02,340
♪ My worries seem
so very small ♪
886
00:41:02,424 --> 00:41:06,023
♪ With my waterfall
887
00:41:11,041 --> 00:41:15,135
♪ I can see
888
00:41:15,219 --> 00:41:21,184
♪ My rainbow calling me
889
00:41:21,268 --> 00:41:26,842
♪ Through the misty breeze
890
00:41:26,926 --> 00:41:31,048
♪ Of my waterfall
891
00:41:33,750 --> 00:41:39,028
♪ Fall with me
for a million days ♪
892
00:41:39,112 --> 00:41:43,147
♪ Oh, my waterfall
893
00:41:44,305 --> 00:42:44,206
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