1 00:00:04,705 --> 00:00:07,175 Meredith: In the 1800s, 2 00:00:07,208 --> 00:00:08,676 one of the more common reasons 3 00:00:08,709 --> 00:00:11,579 women visited the doctor was "hysteria." 4 00:00:11,612 --> 00:00:14,048 Granny, I don't know where your nice shoes are, 5 00:00:14,082 --> 00:00:16,050 but aren't you staying home? 6 00:00:16,084 --> 00:00:17,685 Can't you just wear your slippers? 7 00:00:17,718 --> 00:00:19,187 Well, what about next weekend? 8 00:00:19,220 --> 00:00:20,854 Kai: I'm in Miami 9 00:00:20,888 --> 00:00:22,356 for a National Conference on Neuroscience. 10 00:00:22,390 --> 00:00:24,725 Miami is a six-hour flight from Seattle. 11 00:00:24,758 --> 00:00:26,394 I could get on the redeye Friday night. 12 00:00:26,427 --> 00:00:28,262 We'd have all of Saturday, 13 00:00:28,296 --> 00:00:30,864 and then I could fly back Sunday in time to pick up Scout. 14 00:00:30,898 --> 00:00:33,167 Is that insane? A little. 15 00:00:33,201 --> 00:00:34,935 I wish I could get on a plane to Minnesota right now. 16 00:00:34,968 --> 00:00:36,870 I'm not in Minnesota. 17 00:00:36,904 --> 00:00:39,840 You're not? Where are you? 18 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:42,610 A now-defunct diagnosis... 19 00:00:42,643 --> 00:00:44,845 * Walkin' on water down the devil's road * 20 00:00:44,878 --> 00:00:47,047 ..."hysteria" was used to describe 21 00:00:47,081 --> 00:00:51,585 a wide array of symptoms -- chest pain, anxiety... 22 00:00:51,619 --> 00:00:55,689 I wish I could kiss you right now, but I'm at work. 23 00:00:55,723 --> 00:00:56,957 ...a swollen abdomen... 24 00:00:56,990 --> 00:00:58,526 Hi. ...mood swings. 25 00:00:58,559 --> 00:01:00,694 Hi. 26 00:01:00,728 --> 00:01:02,696 They tried a variety of treatments for hysteria, 27 00:01:02,730 --> 00:01:05,533 ranging from rest to psychosomatic therapy. 28 00:01:05,566 --> 00:01:08,602 Please can I watch your bowel resection? 29 00:01:08,636 --> 00:01:10,604 You stay home from school, you keep up with your work. 30 00:01:10,638 --> 00:01:12,106 That was our deal. 31 00:01:12,140 --> 00:01:12,973 I will never need to know anything about 32 00:01:13,006 --> 00:01:14,442 the French Revolution, ever. 33 00:01:14,475 --> 00:01:16,043 If you only know about medicine, 34 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:17,445 what will you talk to your patients about? 35 00:01:17,478 --> 00:01:19,247 You talk to your patients about European history? 36 00:01:19,280 --> 00:01:21,315 But true relief for these women didn't exist... 37 00:01:21,349 --> 00:01:23,251 I have to catch up with Maggie and Nick. 38 00:01:23,284 --> 00:01:25,052 Go to my office. I'll see you soon, okay? 39 00:01:25,085 --> 00:01:26,454 ...until physicians tried using 40 00:01:26,487 --> 00:01:28,556 what they called pelvic massage. 41 00:01:28,589 --> 00:01:30,658 Hey. Zola's skipping school again today. 42 00:01:30,691 --> 00:01:31,925 Well, she had another panic attack, 43 00:01:31,959 --> 00:01:33,761 so what was I supposed to do? 44 00:01:33,794 --> 00:01:37,097 The cure was called a "hysterical paroxysm"... 45 00:01:37,131 --> 00:01:39,900 Wow. What are you doing here? 46 00:01:39,933 --> 00:01:42,303 None of your business. I'm a private citizen. 47 00:01:42,336 --> 00:01:45,306 ...which today has come to be known as an orgasm. 48 00:01:45,339 --> 00:01:48,842 Uh, yeah, I may have, uh, given her and Dr. Wilson permission 49 00:01:48,876 --> 00:01:51,479 to use the interns for a special project. 50 00:01:51,512 --> 00:01:53,747 You gave away our surgical interns for the entire day? 51 00:01:53,781 --> 00:01:57,285 Well, I mean, the project's important, and... 52 00:01:57,318 --> 00:01:58,952 do you really want to tell Bailey no? 53 00:01:58,986 --> 00:02:01,155 Modern medicine continues to recognize 54 00:02:01,189 --> 00:02:03,991 the stress-reducing benefits of the female orgasm. 55 00:02:04,024 --> 00:02:05,993 But doctors no longer perform the cure. 56 00:02:06,026 --> 00:02:07,595 Sign these. 57 00:02:07,628 --> 00:02:09,330 What are they? 58 00:02:09,363 --> 00:02:10,598 Release forms. 59 00:02:10,631 --> 00:02:12,366 For what? Okay, new rule -- 60 00:02:12,400 --> 00:02:14,468 No questions before 8:00 a.m. 61 00:02:14,502 --> 00:02:17,137 Well, we just want to know what we-- Save it for 8:01. 62 00:02:17,171 --> 00:02:18,839 I'll be in the pit if you desperately need me 63 00:02:18,872 --> 00:02:20,508 and there is absolutely no one else 64 00:02:20,541 --> 00:02:22,643 in your general vicinity who can help. 65 00:02:22,676 --> 00:02:25,946 Okay, but where -- People, it's very simple -- no questions. 66 00:02:25,979 --> 00:02:27,715 You just didn't tell us where we're going. 67 00:02:27,748 --> 00:02:30,117 You're with Dr. Bailey. Who's Dr. Bailey? 68 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:31,319 Wow, blasphemy. 69 00:02:31,352 --> 00:02:32,686 I am Dr. Bailey. 70 00:02:32,720 --> 00:02:34,555 [ Sighs ] 71 00:02:34,588 --> 00:02:37,325 What are you waiting for? Let's go. 72 00:02:37,358 --> 00:02:38,792 I'm so sorry. 73 00:02:38,826 --> 00:02:40,394 I-I thought I met all the attendings. 74 00:02:40,428 --> 00:02:41,962 I'm Mika Yasuda. 75 00:02:41,995 --> 00:02:43,531 No need to apologize. I don't work here. 76 00:02:43,564 --> 00:02:47,134 Dr. Bailey was chief of surgery until about six months ago. 77 00:02:47,167 --> 00:02:48,736 I left to spend time with my family. 78 00:02:48,769 --> 00:02:50,471 That's nice. 79 00:02:50,504 --> 00:02:52,406 It was, and then the Supreme Court went 80 00:02:52,440 --> 00:02:54,908 and stripped women of our reproductive rights. 81 00:02:54,942 --> 00:02:58,212 Dr. Wilson has been helping me with a sex-ed curriculum 82 00:02:58,246 --> 00:03:00,047 to teach teenagers about their bodies 83 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:01,982 because we now live in a country 84 00:03:02,015 --> 00:03:03,584 where the only way to guarantee 85 00:03:03,617 --> 00:03:06,220 you don't have to carry an unwanted pregnancy 86 00:03:06,254 --> 00:03:07,555 is to not get pregnant. 87 00:03:07,588 --> 00:03:09,089 And statistically speaking, 88 00:03:09,122 --> 00:03:11,759 teens need some big help with that. 89 00:03:11,792 --> 00:03:14,662 So we are making sex-education videos 90 00:03:14,695 --> 00:03:15,896 to put up on social media. 91 00:03:15,929 --> 00:03:17,598 We want to go viral -- 92 00:03:17,631 --> 00:03:19,066 you know, like that cat that plays the piano. 93 00:03:19,099 --> 00:03:21,068 Oh, come on, people, get with it. 94 00:03:21,101 --> 00:03:22,503 Dr. Bailey, we're surgical interns. 95 00:03:22,536 --> 00:03:24,505 We have progress notes and nurses paging us, 96 00:03:24,538 --> 00:03:26,106 and we're behind on discharge summaries. 97 00:03:26,139 --> 00:03:27,708 I don't even have time to look at my phone. 98 00:03:27,741 --> 00:03:29,510 I've got like 600 unread texts. 99 00:03:29,543 --> 00:03:31,512 Nurses love me. You won't be bothered today. 100 00:03:31,545 --> 00:03:34,081 And in exchange for your cooperation, 101 00:03:34,114 --> 00:03:36,284 you get the benefit of working 102 00:03:36,317 --> 00:03:40,187 with yet another world-class surgeon. 103 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:42,790 [ Interns gasp ] 104 00:03:42,823 --> 00:03:45,158 Bailey: Dr. Montgomery. 105 00:03:46,226 --> 00:03:47,761 [ Sighs ] 106 00:03:47,795 --> 00:03:49,930 ** 107 00:03:49,963 --> 00:03:51,599 Oh, don't look so miserable. 108 00:03:51,632 --> 00:03:54,234 You're getting paid to talk about sex today. 109 00:03:54,268 --> 00:03:57,037 Sex is fun, and I need you to look like it. 110 00:03:57,070 --> 00:04:03,944 ** 111 00:04:03,977 --> 00:04:10,818 ** 112 00:04:10,851 --> 00:04:17,658 ** 113 00:04:17,691 --> 00:04:19,793 Okay. 114 00:04:19,827 --> 00:04:22,930 Addie, you really pulled out all the stops on this one. 115 00:04:22,963 --> 00:04:24,798 And I am so grateful. 116 00:04:24,832 --> 00:04:27,335 Well, I spend every waking moment 117 00:04:27,368 --> 00:04:29,102 obsessing about the state of women's health in this country, 118 00:04:29,136 --> 00:04:30,938 so this was an easy yes. 119 00:04:30,971 --> 00:04:33,641 Yeah. How much fallout are you experiencing in California? 120 00:04:33,674 --> 00:04:36,344 Last week, I had five patients 121 00:04:36,377 --> 00:04:38,846 asking for prophylactic tubal ligations 122 00:04:38,879 --> 00:04:40,280 before they go to college, 123 00:04:40,314 --> 00:04:41,649 because they're afraid of getting pregnant 124 00:04:41,682 --> 00:04:43,183 in hostile states. 125 00:04:43,216 --> 00:04:44,918 18-year-olds wanting to get their tubes tied. 126 00:04:44,952 --> 00:04:47,321 I mean, it's the actual apocalypse. 127 00:04:47,355 --> 00:04:49,990 18? I didn't even want kids until I was 30. 128 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:52,860 Hi. I'm Jo Wilson. 129 00:04:52,893 --> 00:04:54,795 We actually met during your grand rounds 130 00:04:54,828 --> 00:04:56,497 on uterine transplants. 131 00:04:56,530 --> 00:04:59,166 And Dr. Schmitt is a g-- is a good friend of mine. 132 00:04:59,199 --> 00:05:01,001 Unless you didn't like him. Then I hate him. 133 00:05:01,034 --> 00:05:03,437 Dr. Wilson, I've heard great things. 134 00:05:03,471 --> 00:05:05,272 Uh... 135 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:07,074 Would you excuse me just a minute? Mm-hmm. Sure. 136 00:05:09,042 --> 00:05:11,712 I cannot believe it. Shep-- 137 00:05:11,745 --> 00:05:13,647 Dr. Montgomery. 138 00:05:13,681 --> 00:05:16,650 It's a -- an -- an honor to be working with you. 139 00:05:16,684 --> 00:05:19,653 I'm -- I'm a huge fan of -- of -- of fertility 140 00:05:19,687 --> 00:05:21,389 and -- and your work in it, specifically. 141 00:05:22,990 --> 00:05:24,958 Hi. I'm Dr. Montgomery. 142 00:05:24,992 --> 00:05:27,160 Simone Griffith. Dr. Griffith. Dr. -- Dr. Simone Griffith. 143 00:05:27,194 --> 00:05:28,629 Sorry, I'm starstruck. 144 00:05:28,662 --> 00:05:35,669 ** 145 00:05:37,438 --> 00:05:39,072 What do you mean, I don't have any interns? 146 00:05:39,106 --> 00:05:40,408 They're off on some special assignment. 147 00:05:40,441 --> 00:05:42,543 Well, what, did they enlist? Bring them back, Owen. 148 00:05:42,576 --> 00:05:44,678 I have a full pit, one surgical resident, 149 00:05:44,712 --> 00:05:46,480 and you, who's worse than useless to me. 150 00:05:46,514 --> 00:05:48,015 You know what? Talk to someone who cares. 151 00:05:48,048 --> 00:05:50,183 Oh, excuse me, Dr. Altman. What? 152 00:05:50,217 --> 00:05:53,053 Well, as much as I respect the purpose 153 00:05:53,086 --> 00:05:54,755 and intention of Dr. Bailey's project, 154 00:05:54,788 --> 00:05:57,558 I could really use some more hands-on experience in the pit. 155 00:05:57,591 --> 00:06:00,594 I'll do HandPs, run labs, suture, drain abscesses. 156 00:06:00,628 --> 00:06:02,029 I'll do anything you need. 157 00:06:02,062 --> 00:06:04,331 Mm. You happy now? Don't answer that. 158 00:06:04,364 --> 00:06:06,066 You're never happy. 159 00:06:06,099 --> 00:06:08,335 I'm a very happy person. He's just bitter and broken. 160 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:10,337 Let's go. 161 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:12,606 Bailey: These are your scripts. Stick to them. 162 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:17,110 STDs, menstrual cycle, anatomy, 163 00:06:17,144 --> 00:06:18,746 and you're all on contraception. 164 00:06:18,779 --> 00:06:20,748 Uh, Dr. Webber, there's plenty to go around. 165 00:06:20,781 --> 00:06:22,450 Would you like to pick a topic? Richard? 166 00:06:22,483 --> 00:06:25,953 Uh, when I was 15, I was handed a sack of flour 167 00:06:25,986 --> 00:06:28,456 to care and treat like a baby. 168 00:06:28,489 --> 00:06:30,223 Do you have that? 169 00:06:30,257 --> 00:06:32,292 I'll be in my office. 170 00:06:32,325 --> 00:06:35,228 Alright, uh, any questions, comments, concerns? 171 00:06:35,262 --> 00:06:37,598 Um, yeah. 172 00:06:37,631 --> 00:06:41,435 This is very important and all, but I am not your guy. 173 00:06:41,469 --> 00:06:43,571 Never had sex before? [ Intern snorts ] 174 00:06:43,604 --> 00:06:46,306 This is your assignment today, so you are our guy. 175 00:06:46,339 --> 00:06:48,742 I think what Dr. Kwan is trying to say is, uh, 176 00:06:48,776 --> 00:06:50,444 we're not exactly qualified for this. 177 00:06:50,478 --> 00:06:52,279 Yeah. Okay, do you understand 178 00:06:52,312 --> 00:06:54,548 that hundreds of thousands of teenagers 179 00:06:54,582 --> 00:06:55,883 will become pregnant this year? 180 00:06:55,916 --> 00:06:57,918 And now a lot of those children 181 00:06:57,951 --> 00:07:01,388 will be forced to carry their babies to term, 182 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:04,825 or worse, give themselves back-alley illegal abortions, 183 00:07:04,858 --> 00:07:06,760 get septic, and die. 184 00:07:06,794 --> 00:07:09,497 So if you all want to go hold a retractor, go ahead. 185 00:07:09,530 --> 00:07:12,232 The rest of us will be here saving lives. 186 00:07:12,265 --> 00:07:13,601 Hmm. 187 00:07:13,634 --> 00:07:16,403 Oh, s-so, we just talk into the camera? 188 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:18,305 Bailey: Not quite. Come on in. 189 00:07:18,338 --> 00:07:20,941 I've organized volunteers at my son's high school. 190 00:07:20,974 --> 00:07:22,309 Actual nightmare. 191 00:07:22,342 --> 00:07:23,944 No. 192 00:07:23,977 --> 00:07:25,345 Can't teach without students. 193 00:07:25,378 --> 00:07:27,981 Hi. Hi, everybody. 194 00:07:28,015 --> 00:07:29,750 Hi. There we go. 195 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:32,185 ** 196 00:07:38,225 --> 00:07:40,293 Excuse me, young man. 197 00:07:40,327 --> 00:07:42,763 Where's labor and delivery? 198 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:45,265 Are you looking for someone? Yes, my daughter. 199 00:07:45,298 --> 00:07:47,100 Her name is Denise. Have you seen her? 200 00:07:47,134 --> 00:07:49,036 No. Um... 201 00:07:49,069 --> 00:07:52,205 She's having my grandbaby today. I brought sustenance. 202 00:07:52,239 --> 00:07:54,975 Hey, Adams! Come here. 203 00:07:56,877 --> 00:07:58,679 Um, this is, uh... 204 00:07:58,712 --> 00:08:00,213 Joyce -- Joyce Ward. 205 00:08:00,247 --> 00:08:01,549 Can you help her find her daughter? 206 00:08:01,582 --> 00:08:03,617 She's in labor. Can't an orderly do that? 207 00:08:03,651 --> 00:08:05,719 You want to go back to sex class? 208 00:08:07,988 --> 00:08:09,823 Please follow me, ma'am. 209 00:08:09,857 --> 00:08:12,526 Nick: Hey. Yeah? 210 00:08:12,560 --> 00:08:15,228 Uh, is it true that you, uh, gave away the surgical interns? 211 00:08:15,262 --> 00:08:16,830 Yeah, it's just for one day, though. 212 00:08:16,864 --> 00:08:18,632 How much of the day? 213 00:08:18,666 --> 00:08:20,300 'Cause I need them to round on Maggie's patients. 214 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:21,635 Otherwise, I'll need to round on her patients, 215 00:08:21,669 --> 00:08:23,203 as well as my own patients. Right. 216 00:08:23,236 --> 00:08:24,705 What are they even doing? 217 00:08:24,738 --> 00:08:28,375 Uh, sex videos to prevent teen pregnancy. 218 00:08:28,408 --> 00:08:29,877 Sex videos? 219 00:08:29,910 --> 00:08:33,647 Uh, no. Uh, sex-education videos. 220 00:08:33,681 --> 00:08:35,082 Oh, okay, well, that -- 221 00:08:35,115 --> 00:08:36,216 that's an important word in that sentence. 222 00:08:36,249 --> 00:08:37,484 It is. 223 00:08:37,517 --> 00:08:39,653 Okay, I guess I'll start rounds, then. 224 00:08:39,687 --> 00:08:41,188 Okay. Okay. 225 00:08:41,221 --> 00:08:43,190 Woman on P.A.: Dr. Seip, 4617. 226 00:08:43,223 --> 00:08:45,092 Dr. Jen Seip, 4617. 227 00:08:48,095 --> 00:08:50,598 Hey. What you doing down here? 228 00:08:50,631 --> 00:08:52,766 Uh, just going to the bathroom. 229 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:54,267 Y-You're going to the bathroom? 230 00:08:54,301 --> 00:08:56,403 You walked across a pedestrian bridge, 231 00:08:56,436 --> 00:08:58,005 you took an elevator down three flights, 232 00:08:58,038 --> 00:08:59,873 when there's a bathroom in your mom's office? 233 00:08:59,907 --> 00:09:02,843 That's what that door is? 234 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:04,712 What's up? 235 00:09:04,745 --> 00:09:07,380 Okay, fine, I was looking for a gallery to watch surgery. 236 00:09:07,414 --> 00:09:08,716 Ah. Please don't tell my mom. 237 00:09:08,749 --> 00:09:10,383 I can't do more history homework. I can't. 238 00:09:10,417 --> 00:09:12,953 Yeah, well, I never really liked history either. 239 00:09:12,986 --> 00:09:14,387 All the battles you have to memorize, 240 00:09:14,421 --> 00:09:15,889 the old dudes with the wigs. 241 00:09:15,923 --> 00:09:17,625 Who thought that looked good? 242 00:09:17,658 --> 00:09:20,894 Okay, well, I don't have to be in surgery for a few hours. 243 00:09:20,928 --> 00:09:23,597 You want to see something cool? 244 00:09:23,631 --> 00:09:26,299 Okay, let's go. 245 00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:29,302 Simone: Track your menstrual cycle with pen and paper, no apps. 246 00:09:29,336 --> 00:09:31,905 If you get an abortion, hostile states might be able 247 00:09:31,939 --> 00:09:35,108 to use your phone as evidence against you in criminal court. 248 00:09:35,142 --> 00:09:38,078 If your period is late, take a pregnancy test. 249 00:09:38,111 --> 00:09:40,881 Um, medical abortions are still, uh, 250 00:09:40,914 --> 00:09:43,483 legal and available in many states. 251 00:09:43,516 --> 00:09:45,719 But, um, uh -- 252 00:09:45,753 --> 00:09:47,888 But you have to know that you're pregnant early 253 00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:49,156 if you want to use it. 254 00:09:49,189 --> 00:09:51,324 Take one birth control pill by mouth 255 00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:52,926 every day at the same time. 256 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:55,128 Or you can get an IUD or an implant. 257 00:09:55,162 --> 00:09:59,332 IUD goes into the uterus. An implant goes into your arm. 258 00:09:59,366 --> 00:10:03,170 Both are 99% effective at preventing pregnancy. 259 00:10:03,203 --> 00:10:05,472 Morning-after pill. [ Clears throat ] 260 00:10:05,505 --> 00:10:10,277 Uh, if the first layer of contraception fails, 261 00:10:10,310 --> 00:10:13,647 take this as soon as possible to, um, prevent pregnancy. 262 00:10:13,681 --> 00:10:16,917 Oh, look, see, that girl over there is paying attention. 263 00:10:16,950 --> 00:10:20,153 Oh, wait, no, I just didn't see her phone. 264 00:10:20,187 --> 00:10:21,789 "Get young people," you said. 265 00:10:21,822 --> 00:10:23,757 "They'll be good at this," you said. 266 00:10:23,791 --> 00:10:28,829 ** 267 00:10:28,862 --> 00:10:29,830 [ Door opens ] 268 00:10:29,863 --> 00:10:32,465 I know. I am sorry. 269 00:10:32,499 --> 00:10:35,002 I forgot. I've got too much going on. 270 00:10:35,035 --> 00:10:37,270 Well, I will do it tonight when I can't sleep. 271 00:10:37,304 --> 00:10:39,306 [ Breathing shakily ] 272 00:10:39,339 --> 00:10:40,941 Look, can we talk about this later, please? 273 00:10:40,974 --> 00:10:42,976 Okay. Bye. I love you. 274 00:10:43,010 --> 00:10:44,845 [ Door closes ] Hey. 275 00:10:44,878 --> 00:10:47,647 Are you okay? 276 00:10:47,681 --> 00:10:50,150 Do you remember when the state fair was? 277 00:10:50,183 --> 00:10:51,685 Was it three weeks ago? 278 00:10:51,719 --> 00:10:54,487 Oh, I'm sorry, I don't. I don't live here. 279 00:10:54,521 --> 00:10:57,157 Doesn't matter. 280 00:10:57,190 --> 00:10:58,658 Either way, it's late. 281 00:10:58,692 --> 00:11:00,193 What's late? 282 00:11:03,563 --> 00:11:06,033 Oh. 283 00:11:06,066 --> 00:11:10,237 Okay, well, um, your period can be late 284 00:11:10,270 --> 00:11:12,639 for all sorts of reasons. 285 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:15,208 But if you want, I can take you for a blood test, 286 00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:17,210 just to be sure. 287 00:11:17,244 --> 00:11:18,812 Are you a doctor? 288 00:11:18,846 --> 00:11:20,580 Yes, I am a doctor. 289 00:11:20,613 --> 00:11:22,215 And you won't tell my parents? 290 00:11:22,249 --> 00:11:24,517 No, this is between you and me. 291 00:11:24,551 --> 00:11:29,022 ** 292 00:11:29,056 --> 00:11:30,223 I -- Okay, I get it. 293 00:11:30,257 --> 00:11:31,558 Did you tell the coordinator 294 00:11:31,591 --> 00:11:33,660 that the patient's a rare HLA match? 295 00:11:33,693 --> 00:11:36,663 Okay, well, call them back and send the latest labs. 296 00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:38,431 Thank you. 297 00:11:38,465 --> 00:11:40,533 Okay, what you want to do is you take the left grasper 298 00:11:40,567 --> 00:11:44,237 and pass the peg to the right grasper. 299 00:11:44,271 --> 00:11:46,673 Huh. 300 00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:48,008 Did I do it wrong? 301 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:50,443 No, you did it, uh, seamlessly. 302 00:11:50,477 --> 00:11:52,212 You sure your mom's never shown you this before? 303 00:11:52,245 --> 00:11:53,446 No, I swear. No? 304 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:55,248 Okay, well, I'm not gonna tell you 305 00:11:55,282 --> 00:11:56,817 how long it took for me to nail that. 306 00:11:59,820 --> 00:12:02,622 Did you always know you wanted to be a doctor? 307 00:12:02,655 --> 00:12:04,724 Me? [ Exhales sharply ] Wow. 308 00:12:04,758 --> 00:12:06,259 Uh, no. Gosh, no. 309 00:12:06,293 --> 00:12:09,396 Um, at first I wanted to be the Flash. 310 00:12:09,429 --> 00:12:11,064 I thought he was underrated but cool. 311 00:12:11,098 --> 00:12:13,533 Then I thought I was gonna play professional baseball. 312 00:12:13,566 --> 00:12:15,302 That did not work out. 313 00:12:15,335 --> 00:12:19,807 And, uh, then I decided I was gonna be a science teacher. 314 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:21,741 And then what happened? 315 00:12:21,775 --> 00:12:24,978 Well, um -- Well, my mom died. 316 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:29,716 You know, I forgot one. 317 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:31,885 At one point, I was gonna be an astronaut. 318 00:12:31,919 --> 00:12:34,287 You liked space? 319 00:12:34,321 --> 00:12:36,256 Uh, no, I liked the ice cream. 320 00:12:36,289 --> 00:12:39,326 [ Laughs ] What? 321 00:12:39,359 --> 00:12:41,261 Where is your enthusiasm, 322 00:12:41,294 --> 00:12:42,762 your -- your passion for science? 323 00:12:42,796 --> 00:12:44,097 We're losing them. 324 00:12:44,131 --> 00:12:45,065 We're reading all the facts you gave us. 325 00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:46,499 You've turned it into ASMR. 326 00:12:46,533 --> 00:12:48,101 You need to modulate your voices. 327 00:12:48,135 --> 00:12:50,070 You know, connect! 328 00:12:50,103 --> 00:12:52,105 If I wanted someone to just read facts from a sheet of paper, 329 00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:53,306 I could have done that myself. 330 00:12:53,340 --> 00:12:55,275 Respectfully, we are not the problem. 331 00:12:55,308 --> 00:12:57,510 These are boring factoids that you could look up online. 332 00:12:57,544 --> 00:13:00,013 We need to teach these kids something they want to learn about, 333 00:13:00,047 --> 00:13:02,115 engage their sexual curiosity. 334 00:13:02,149 --> 00:13:04,952 No. Dr. Wilson wrote a thorough curriculum. 335 00:13:04,985 --> 00:13:06,419 Just stick with the script. 336 00:13:06,453 --> 00:13:08,521 Be better. [ Sighs ] 337 00:13:08,555 --> 00:13:10,423 Aah! [ Groaning ] 338 00:13:10,457 --> 00:13:11,992 Hey, hey, can you tell us what hurts? 339 00:13:12,025 --> 00:13:13,693 She's tachy. 340 00:13:13,726 --> 00:13:16,296 And she feels warm. Uh, get me a gurney right now. 341 00:13:16,329 --> 00:13:17,164 Dr. Wilson... 342 00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:25,772 Nick: Wow. It's basically like a video game. 343 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:28,108 10 years of training, 344 00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:30,110 and I could have just been playing a video game. 345 00:13:30,143 --> 00:13:31,678 I don't think they made this back then. 346 00:13:31,711 --> 00:13:35,148 [ Laughing ] Wow! Ouch. Okay. [ Laughs ] 347 00:13:35,182 --> 00:13:37,217 Mind if I use one of these tables? 348 00:13:37,250 --> 00:13:39,186 Oh, hey. I didn't -- I didn't know you were here. 349 00:13:39,219 --> 00:13:41,121 Oh, I came up last minute to see Amelia. 350 00:13:41,154 --> 00:13:43,123 Thought I'd do some data analysis 351 00:13:43,156 --> 00:13:44,157 until she's finished with work. 352 00:13:44,191 --> 00:13:45,558 How's the, uh -- How's the trial? 353 00:13:45,592 --> 00:13:47,394 We are hoping to start the next phase 354 00:13:47,427 --> 00:13:49,229 in the next couple of months 355 00:13:49,262 --> 00:13:51,698 if David doesn't fire this latest research director. 356 00:13:51,731 --> 00:13:53,333 Yes. 357 00:13:53,366 --> 00:13:55,168 Meredith Grey is not easy to replace. 358 00:13:55,202 --> 00:13:58,405 No. No, she's not. She's not. 359 00:13:58,438 --> 00:13:59,907 How's the new gig? I like it. 360 00:13:59,940 --> 00:14:01,208 I think I'm pretty good at it. 361 00:14:01,241 --> 00:14:03,310 Uh, Zola, what do you think? 362 00:14:03,343 --> 00:14:05,578 Mom says you take big swings. [ Laughs ] 363 00:14:05,612 --> 00:14:07,314 ** 364 00:14:07,347 --> 00:14:09,016 Did you do that just now? 365 00:14:09,049 --> 00:14:11,618 Mm-hmm. Is it okay? 366 00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:15,855 That's a cognitive puzzle. 367 00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,991 Most adults can't do it that fast. 368 00:14:18,025 --> 00:14:20,027 Hmm. 369 00:14:20,060 --> 00:14:22,595 You know, I have six other grandchildren. 370 00:14:22,629 --> 00:14:24,231 But Denise is my baby. 371 00:14:24,264 --> 00:14:26,399 She needs me with her. 372 00:14:26,433 --> 00:14:28,701 Uh, excuse me. We're looking for Denise Ward. 373 00:14:28,735 --> 00:14:30,203 This is her mother. 374 00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:32,605 Griffith -- Denise Griffith. 375 00:14:32,639 --> 00:14:33,740 She took her husband's name. 376 00:14:33,773 --> 00:14:35,675 I'm not an O.B. nurse. 377 00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:37,577 And you have a tablet in your armpit. 378 00:14:37,610 --> 00:14:39,412 Just... 379 00:14:41,448 --> 00:14:43,616 Are you sure Denise came here? 380 00:14:43,650 --> 00:14:45,252 Uh, maybe she went to Seattle Pres. 381 00:14:45,285 --> 00:14:47,287 No, no, she said Seattle Grace. 382 00:14:49,256 --> 00:14:50,790 Uh, okay, got it. 383 00:14:50,823 --> 00:14:53,393 Just give me a minute to find your daughter's chart. 384 00:14:53,426 --> 00:14:56,263 You know, if they have a boy, they're gonna name him Calvin. 385 00:14:56,296 --> 00:14:59,066 I don't love it, but I'm staying out of it. 386 00:14:59,099 --> 00:15:02,970 I hope it's a girl, 'cause if they have a girl, 387 00:15:03,003 --> 00:15:04,737 they're gonna name her Simone. 388 00:15:04,771 --> 00:15:05,805 Isn't that beautiful? 389 00:15:05,838 --> 00:15:08,375 Simone. 390 00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:10,143 ** 391 00:15:10,177 --> 00:15:12,479 Bailey: Did we get ahold of her parents? 392 00:15:12,512 --> 00:15:13,947 Jo: Mom's on the way. 393 00:15:13,981 --> 00:15:16,149 She also said it could just be bad cramps, 394 00:15:16,183 --> 00:15:19,953 because Diamond has "extremely traumatic periods." 395 00:15:19,987 --> 00:15:21,454 "Traumatic" or "dramatic"? 396 00:15:21,488 --> 00:15:23,090 [ Laughs ] It's unclear. 397 00:15:23,123 --> 00:15:25,458 Diamond, are you on your period? 398 00:15:25,492 --> 00:15:27,227 Did my mom tell you that? 399 00:15:27,260 --> 00:15:29,729 She tells everyone when I'm on my freaking period. 400 00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,164 I get a bad grade on a math quiz, 401 00:15:31,198 --> 00:15:33,166 she tells my teacher I'm on my period. 402 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:34,934 Like, we bleed. Why does it matter? 403 00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:39,272 I'm the virgin who likes anime, who passed out 404 00:15:39,306 --> 00:15:41,841 during sex-ed class. 405 00:15:41,874 --> 00:15:43,310 Wow! 406 00:15:43,343 --> 00:15:46,279 That's a giant cyst on the left side. 407 00:15:46,313 --> 00:15:48,581 Look, it's -- it's displaced her entire abdomen. 408 00:15:48,615 --> 00:15:50,483 And look, whirlpool sign on the right. 409 00:15:50,517 --> 00:15:53,586 The vasculature is twisted, suggesting ovarian torsion. 410 00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:55,022 She'll need surgery right away. 411 00:15:55,055 --> 00:15:56,289 Well, then let's go. 412 00:15:56,323 --> 00:15:58,791 Book an O.R. and call her parents. 413 00:15:58,825 --> 00:16:00,593 Dr. DeLuca is still in her hysterectomy. 414 00:16:00,627 --> 00:16:02,595 I have never done one of these on my own. 415 00:16:02,629 --> 00:16:04,364 Well, good thing we know someone who has. 416 00:16:04,397 --> 00:16:07,700 Find Dr. Montgomery. She's gonna need privileges. 417 00:16:07,734 --> 00:16:08,835 So are you. 418 00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:14,041 Simone: Double up to protect against STDs. 419 00:16:14,074 --> 00:16:16,976 The pill and a condom, an IUD and a condom, 420 00:16:17,010 --> 00:16:21,348 but never use two condoms at the same time. 421 00:16:21,381 --> 00:16:23,516 They'll break, and you... [ Cellphone vibrates ] 422 00:16:23,550 --> 00:16:25,785 Ooh! -- could get pregnant. 423 00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:28,655 What are you doing? Just got paged to the pit. Bye! 424 00:16:30,590 --> 00:16:32,659 You don't want me demonstrating condoms. 425 00:16:32,692 --> 00:16:34,461 I mostly have sex with women. Mm. 426 00:16:34,494 --> 00:16:36,363 Uh, and I don't want to. 427 00:16:36,396 --> 00:16:38,298 Why did you even go to medical school 428 00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:40,300 if you don't want to help people? Do want to help people. 429 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:42,335 When they're under anesthesia and can't ask me questions. 430 00:16:42,369 --> 00:16:44,237 Are you a Capricorn? That's not a real thing. 431 00:16:44,271 --> 00:16:47,240 Okay, no, that is for the condoms. 432 00:16:58,385 --> 00:17:00,353 Who wants to know where the clitoris is? 433 00:17:00,387 --> 00:17:02,689 ** 434 00:17:02,722 --> 00:17:05,725 The vaginal opening is right around here. 435 00:17:05,758 --> 00:17:08,161 And then you go up, up, up, 436 00:17:08,195 --> 00:17:11,831 and this point at the very top is the clitoris. 437 00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:14,601 Now, it's a bundle of extremely sensitive nerves. 438 00:17:14,634 --> 00:17:18,271 So, if you touch it too hard, you will cause pain. 439 00:17:18,305 --> 00:17:21,908 You want to approach gently with a flat hand. 440 00:17:21,941 --> 00:17:24,211 Gently, no poking. 441 00:17:24,244 --> 00:17:25,712 It's not a button. 442 00:17:25,745 --> 00:17:27,547 Yeah, and for those of you with vaginas, 443 00:17:27,580 --> 00:17:30,750 getting to know this part of your body on your own 444 00:17:30,783 --> 00:17:32,852 is the easiest way to avoid getting pregnant. 445 00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:35,021 Have you ever tried to... 446 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,423 really hold on, 447 00:17:36,456 --> 00:17:38,425 like you're riding on a roller coaster, 448 00:17:38,458 --> 00:17:41,294 and you're not allowed to scream until you get off the ride? 449 00:17:41,328 --> 00:17:42,929 [ Laughter ] That is the pull-out method. 450 00:17:42,962 --> 00:17:44,431 It is truly an excellent way 451 00:17:44,464 --> 00:17:45,932 to accidentally get someone pregnant. 452 00:17:45,965 --> 00:17:47,934 Dr. Millin? Thank you, Doctor. 453 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,102 * It's amazing, we made it 454 00:17:49,136 --> 00:17:50,437 Dr. Kwan? Thank you, Doctor. 455 00:17:50,470 --> 00:17:53,039 Now, hold it at the tip of an erect penis. 456 00:17:53,072 --> 00:17:55,041 That part's very important. 457 00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:57,210 And then you roll it down... 458 00:17:57,244 --> 00:17:58,211 [ Snaps ] 459 00:17:58,245 --> 00:18:00,813 [ Laughter ] 460 00:18:00,847 --> 00:18:02,715 You out of practice? 461 00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:05,252 Never had to put a condom on anything as small as a banana. 462 00:18:05,285 --> 00:18:07,220 You get a condom, you get a condom, 463 00:18:07,254 --> 00:18:09,088 you get a condom, you get a condom! 464 00:18:09,122 --> 00:18:12,091 Everybody gets a condom! 465 00:18:12,125 --> 00:18:13,092 Whoo! 466 00:18:13,126 --> 00:18:14,427 Any more questions? 467 00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:15,995 * Whoo 468 00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:18,331 [ Elevator bell dings ] 469 00:18:18,365 --> 00:18:20,300 Ah, Schmitt. 470 00:18:20,333 --> 00:18:21,734 Just the person I was looking for. 471 00:18:21,768 --> 00:18:23,503 Oh, Dr. Montgomery, please don't make me 472 00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:25,004 teach sex ed to high schoolers. 473 00:18:25,037 --> 00:18:27,340 I hated high school. I-I can't go back. I can't. 474 00:18:27,374 --> 00:18:28,675 This isn't about sex ed. 475 00:18:28,708 --> 00:18:30,943 Oh, well, in that case, hi. How are you? 476 00:18:30,977 --> 00:18:33,580 I have a patient. 477 00:18:33,613 --> 00:18:35,515 She's waiting on a pregnancy test. 478 00:18:35,548 --> 00:18:37,350 I have got to run into an emergent ovarian torsion. 479 00:18:37,384 --> 00:18:39,486 Can you keep an eye out for the results and deliver them? 480 00:18:39,519 --> 00:18:40,820 Of course. 481 00:18:40,853 --> 00:18:42,322 And, Schmitt, she's scared. 482 00:18:42,355 --> 00:18:44,457 Oh, I can relate to a scared high schooler. 483 00:18:44,491 --> 00:18:47,327 One of our students collapsed. She has an ovarian torsion. 484 00:18:47,360 --> 00:18:48,995 I want to get her in the O.R. right away. 485 00:18:49,028 --> 00:18:50,330 May I have privileges? 486 00:18:50,363 --> 00:18:51,831 Uh, I-I didn't catch that. 487 00:18:51,864 --> 00:18:53,200 Could you say that again, louder? 488 00:18:53,233 --> 00:18:55,802 I am requesting privileges, please. 489 00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:57,837 Do you have a résumé with you? For real? 490 00:18:57,870 --> 00:19:00,273 Standard operating procedures. Any references? 491 00:19:00,307 --> 00:19:02,942 Are you done? Privileges granted. 492 00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:04,143 What about the sex ed? 493 00:19:04,177 --> 00:19:05,878 Oh, she needs experienced hands, 494 00:19:05,912 --> 00:19:07,614 but if you want to check on the interns... 495 00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:10,283 No, thank you. 496 00:19:10,317 --> 00:19:11,718 Dr. Teller, extension 2219. 497 00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,386 Joyce: Denise! 498 00:19:13,420 --> 00:19:15,622 Where's my grandbaby? 499 00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:19,459 Granny, uh, it's me -- Simone, your granddaughter. 500 00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:21,127 Denise isn't here. Remember? 501 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:22,695 That's not funny, Denise. 502 00:19:22,729 --> 00:19:24,197 I'm not Denise, Granny. I'm Simone. 503 00:19:24,231 --> 00:19:25,465 No, no, no, no. 504 00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:27,734 Mom died. Remember? I'm sorry. 505 00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:29,669 I'm so sorry. 506 00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:32,872 ** 507 00:19:32,905 --> 00:19:35,041 I want to go home. Okay. 508 00:19:35,074 --> 00:19:36,376 Well, I'm working right now, but we can call Dad. 509 00:19:36,409 --> 00:19:38,010 He'll be -- No. Get away from me. 510 00:19:38,044 --> 00:19:39,512 I don't want you. I want my daughter. 511 00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:41,981 Granny, come on. I said no. 512 00:19:42,014 --> 00:19:43,149 Mrs. Ward, it's okay. 513 00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:44,817 Get away from me. Granny, come on. 514 00:19:44,851 --> 00:19:46,185 Somebody help! It's me. 515 00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:48,388 Hi. Can I help? 516 00:19:48,421 --> 00:19:50,323 It's okay, it's okay. I got this, okay? 517 00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:53,260 Ma'am, can I help you? What do you need? 518 00:19:53,293 --> 00:19:55,428 Should we take some deep breaths? 519 00:19:55,462 --> 00:19:58,398 [ Inhales deeply, exhales slowly ] 520 00:19:58,431 --> 00:20:00,066 [ Inhales deeply ] 521 00:20:00,099 --> 00:20:01,834 Deep breaths. There we go. 522 00:20:01,868 --> 00:20:06,873 ** 523 00:20:06,906 --> 00:20:09,342 How can I help you? 524 00:20:09,376 --> 00:20:13,380 [ Voice breaking ] Can you help me find my daughter? 525 00:20:13,413 --> 00:20:16,449 I would love to help you find your daughter. 526 00:20:16,483 --> 00:20:19,386 ** 527 00:20:25,625 --> 00:20:27,394 Amelia: Did he page you too? Yeah. 528 00:20:27,427 --> 00:20:29,195 What's going on? 529 00:20:29,228 --> 00:20:30,897 Why isn't Zola doing her homework? 530 00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:33,065 Well, we got -- we got sidetracked. 531 00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:34,033 And you called us because...? 532 00:20:34,066 --> 00:20:35,268 Well, Meredith's in surgery, 533 00:20:35,302 --> 00:20:37,203 and I needed someone else to see this. 534 00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:39,539 Look at this. Is she doing neurocognitive puzzles? 535 00:20:39,572 --> 00:20:41,608 No, she's not doing them, she's killing them, one after the next. 536 00:20:41,641 --> 00:20:43,543 I have never seen anything like it. Watch. 537 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,044 ** 538 00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:47,046 Did she just...? Yeah. 539 00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:49,081 I couldn't even understand the instructions that fast. 540 00:20:49,115 --> 00:20:51,384 Look at her. She's so relaxed, like it's nothing. Yeah. 541 00:20:51,418 --> 00:20:53,085 I mean, what do we do with this? What is this? 542 00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:54,287 "Guinness Book of World Records"? 543 00:20:54,321 --> 00:20:55,455 You skip high school, go straight to college? 544 00:20:55,488 --> 00:20:56,889 What am I looking at here? 545 00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:59,292 Feel like I'm watching the U.S. Open. 546 00:20:59,326 --> 00:21:01,828 Uh, hey, could I steal you for a half-hour? 547 00:21:01,861 --> 00:21:03,129 It's for a sex-ed thing. 548 00:21:03,162 --> 00:21:04,897 Uh, yeah, we talked about this. 549 00:21:04,931 --> 00:21:06,098 I'm your superior. I -- 550 00:21:06,132 --> 00:21:07,734 No, it's for a literal sex-ed thing. 551 00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:10,269 I need help with a literal sex video, Link. 552 00:21:10,303 --> 00:21:12,639 Wow. Still very not-okay. 553 00:21:12,672 --> 00:21:14,907 And, you know, I'd prefer if you call me Dr. Lincoln. 554 00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:16,142 Everyone calls you Link. 555 00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:17,977 Everyone except you, moving forward. 556 00:21:18,010 --> 00:21:19,479 Okay, can you just do it? 557 00:21:19,512 --> 00:21:21,348 I mean, we are flying by the seat of our pants up there. 558 00:21:21,381 --> 00:21:22,782 No. No, I don't want to lose my job today. 559 00:21:22,815 --> 00:21:24,484 It's teaching. Or harassment. 560 00:21:24,517 --> 00:21:25,852 And I don't want to tempt fate. 561 00:21:25,885 --> 00:21:27,587 Which one of us is being harassed? 562 00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:28,788 I don't think it matters. Find an actual couple. 563 00:21:31,023 --> 00:21:33,292 Ah, Dr. Ndugu, could you and Dr. Pierce 564 00:21:33,326 --> 00:21:34,927 please demonstrate sexual consent 565 00:21:34,961 --> 00:21:36,496 for a roomful of teenagers? 566 00:21:36,529 --> 00:21:38,531 [ Chuckles ] I... 567 00:21:38,565 --> 00:21:41,801 No. 568 00:21:41,834 --> 00:21:45,672 Consensual sex requires no verbal persuasion or convincing. 569 00:21:45,705 --> 00:21:49,041 If you have to beg for it or force it, it is not consent, 570 00:21:49,075 --> 00:21:51,010 and you're doing it wrong. 571 00:21:51,043 --> 00:21:52,645 So... 572 00:21:52,679 --> 00:21:55,281 let's learn how to do it right. 573 00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:58,551 There are 11 erogenous zones on the female body -- 574 00:21:58,585 --> 00:22:00,453 the ear, the neck, the armpit -- 575 00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:02,221 Wait, what, the armpits? 576 00:22:02,254 --> 00:22:03,790 Yes. You wouldn't know that, 577 00:22:03,823 --> 00:22:05,625 because like most men, you go straight for the... 578 00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:07,794 [ Laughter ] 579 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,662 But the nipples on many women 580 00:22:09,696 --> 00:22:11,864 can be as sensitive as the clitoris, 581 00:22:11,898 --> 00:22:13,500 so going straight for them 582 00:22:13,533 --> 00:22:15,034 without any foreplay to the erogenous zones, 583 00:22:15,067 --> 00:22:17,303 can be painful and overstimulating. 584 00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:20,473 The other erogenous zones can be the stomach, 585 00:22:20,507 --> 00:22:23,510 the inner thighs, the feet, the back of the knees... 586 00:22:23,543 --> 00:22:27,146 Have you ever had someone lick the back of your knees before? 587 00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:29,215 Wouldn't you like to know? 588 00:22:29,248 --> 00:22:30,550 ...the more obvious erogenous zones. 589 00:22:30,583 --> 00:22:33,185 The external vaginal region... 590 00:22:33,219 --> 00:22:35,555 Addison: Wilson, tell me what you see. 591 00:22:35,588 --> 00:22:38,858 You are draining the cyst to get access to the torsed ovary. 592 00:22:38,891 --> 00:22:41,227 And I've created a barrier to prevent spillage 593 00:22:41,260 --> 00:22:43,195 from the cyst's contents into the abdomen, 594 00:22:43,229 --> 00:22:45,164 in case of malignancy. 595 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,834 Torsion's a rare complication of cysts, 596 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:49,436 and I used to caution my patients 597 00:22:49,469 --> 00:22:51,438 from imagining the worst-case scenario, 598 00:22:51,471 --> 00:22:53,540 but now, after the stripping of Roe v. Wade, 599 00:22:53,573 --> 00:22:56,042 everything feels like the worst-case scenario. 600 00:22:56,075 --> 00:22:57,243 Amen to that. 601 00:22:57,276 --> 00:22:59,278 I have constant rage inside. 602 00:22:59,311 --> 00:23:01,080 Yeah, I've thought about going to one of those places 603 00:23:01,113 --> 00:23:03,215 where you pay money to destroy things. 604 00:23:03,249 --> 00:23:04,684 Doesn't help. 605 00:23:04,717 --> 00:23:06,085 I also have rage. 606 00:23:06,118 --> 00:23:08,054 I moved to O.B. for joy. 607 00:23:08,087 --> 00:23:10,690 I wanted joy, and now I'm gonna watch teenage girls die 608 00:23:10,723 --> 00:23:13,426 from sticking coat hangers up inside of themselves. 609 00:23:13,460 --> 00:23:15,194 I mean, what if it's like the '70s all over again, 610 00:23:15,227 --> 00:23:17,063 and there are septic wards? 611 00:23:17,096 --> 00:23:18,798 Someone should make a video 612 00:23:18,831 --> 00:23:20,467 about how dangerous a coat hanger is. 613 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,469 That's an excellent idea. [ Alarm beeping ] 614 00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:23,703 There's bleeding here. I don't know where it's coming from. 615 00:23:23,736 --> 00:23:24,904 Lap pad. 616 00:23:24,937 --> 00:23:29,308 ** 617 00:23:29,341 --> 00:23:31,143 Let's extend the incision. 618 00:23:31,177 --> 00:23:33,913 That exponentially increases her risk for complications. 619 00:23:33,946 --> 00:23:36,749 She's 17 years old. What if she wants to have a baby someday? 620 00:23:36,783 --> 00:23:38,885 If the other ovary is torsed and it doesn't re-perfuse, 621 00:23:38,918 --> 00:23:39,919 this may be all she has. 622 00:23:39,952 --> 00:23:40,987 So, come on, let's go. 623 00:23:41,020 --> 00:23:42,655 Okay. Now. 624 00:23:42,689 --> 00:23:45,825 ** 625 00:23:45,858 --> 00:23:47,093 [ Knock on door, door opens ] 626 00:23:47,126 --> 00:23:49,261 Lucia? I'm Dr. Schmitt. 627 00:23:49,295 --> 00:23:52,064 Dr. Montgomery is in surgery. 628 00:23:52,098 --> 00:23:53,733 Do you have my results? 629 00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:57,436 It's positive. You're pregnant. 630 00:23:57,470 --> 00:24:00,272 [ Gasps ] We did it one time. 631 00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:05,912 Did you not think that you could get pregnant the first time? 632 00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,014 I-I'm not stupid. 633 00:24:08,047 --> 00:24:12,519 I just didn't think I would get pregnant the first time. 634 00:24:12,552 --> 00:24:14,621 Do you think that you might want to keep the pregnancy? 635 00:24:14,654 --> 00:24:16,823 No! I'm sorry. I-I have to ask. 636 00:24:16,856 --> 00:24:17,924 I can't have a baby. 637 00:24:17,957 --> 00:24:19,358 I'm a stupid high schooler 638 00:24:19,391 --> 00:24:21,360 who hasn't fed her fish since Tuesday. 639 00:24:21,393 --> 00:24:23,195 All I have to do is put in a pinch of flakes, 640 00:24:23,229 --> 00:24:24,697 and I still haven't done it. 641 00:24:24,731 --> 00:24:27,166 A kid needs food every day -- real food. 642 00:24:27,199 --> 00:24:29,301 I would be the mother who forgets to feed her baby, 643 00:24:29,335 --> 00:24:31,370 and I would get arrested or something. 644 00:24:31,403 --> 00:24:33,973 Oh, my God, I don't want to be pregnant senior year. 645 00:24:34,006 --> 00:24:35,508 Do you know how mean kids are? 646 00:24:35,542 --> 00:24:37,376 I do. 647 00:24:37,409 --> 00:24:39,679 I think my parents might actually murder me. 648 00:24:39,712 --> 00:24:41,681 [ Sobs ] Hey. 649 00:24:41,714 --> 00:24:44,684 They don't have to know if you don't want them to. 650 00:24:44,717 --> 00:24:47,386 As long as the embryo measures under 10 weeks, 651 00:24:47,419 --> 00:24:49,488 you can have a medical abortion. 652 00:24:49,522 --> 00:24:52,224 We'll give you pills so that you can manage it at home. 653 00:24:52,258 --> 00:24:55,027 They say it's like a -- like a really bad period. 654 00:24:56,328 --> 00:24:58,798 Yes, please, get me the pills. 655 00:24:58,831 --> 00:25:00,700 Can we please just get this over with? 656 00:25:00,733 --> 00:25:01,934 I'll get the ultrasound. 657 00:25:04,436 --> 00:25:05,838 [ Sighs ] 658 00:25:05,872 --> 00:25:08,708 [ Door opens, closes ] 659 00:25:08,741 --> 00:25:11,243 [ Siren wails in distance ] 660 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:18,651 She's calmed down now. She's with Adams. 661 00:25:18,685 --> 00:25:20,553 Thank you. 662 00:25:20,587 --> 00:25:21,554 How long? 663 00:25:21,588 --> 00:25:23,055 Uh, two years. 664 00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:27,760 Gotten a lot worse the last six months. 665 00:25:27,794 --> 00:25:30,830 My mother had Alzheimer's. 666 00:25:30,863 --> 00:25:32,932 When I was an intern, she got brought in here 667 00:25:32,965 --> 00:25:34,266 with diverticulitis. 668 00:25:34,300 --> 00:25:35,501 She kept running out of her room 669 00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:37,637 thinking she was late for surgery. 670 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,009 [ Sniffles ] 671 00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:45,111 My grandma keeps thinking I'm my mom. 672 00:25:45,144 --> 00:25:47,614 You must look a lot like her. 673 00:25:47,647 --> 00:25:49,882 Look alike in some photos. 674 00:25:49,916 --> 00:25:54,020 She died when I... was born. 675 00:25:54,053 --> 00:25:55,922 I'm sorry. 676 00:25:58,124 --> 00:25:59,892 Now you have to keep telling your grandmother 677 00:25:59,926 --> 00:26:02,561 over and over that her -- Ooh, I -- I can't do this. 678 00:26:02,595 --> 00:26:06,532 I can't watch this. I, um... 679 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:09,568 I-I put every effort I could into matching across the country 680 00:26:09,602 --> 00:26:11,103 so I wouldn't have to watch this, 681 00:26:11,137 --> 00:26:12,639 and that went to hell, and now I'm here. 682 00:26:12,672 --> 00:26:15,775 I'm stuck in that house, and... 683 00:26:15,808 --> 00:26:18,410 I love her. She's my grandmother. 684 00:26:18,444 --> 00:26:21,814 She raised me. She's why I made it this far. 685 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:27,486 It might be helpful if you don't tell her that her daughter died. 686 00:26:27,519 --> 00:26:29,722 I know it's not easy, but living in her reality 687 00:26:29,756 --> 00:26:31,791 is the most humane option. 688 00:26:31,824 --> 00:26:34,994 I don't think I have it in me. 689 00:26:35,027 --> 00:26:38,130 Nobody does. You'll find it. 690 00:26:38,164 --> 00:26:41,400 ** 691 00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:44,503 Is it okay if I stay out here a little longer? I just... 692 00:26:44,536 --> 00:26:46,172 Of course. 693 00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:47,740 I really feel your pain, Griffith. 694 00:26:47,774 --> 00:26:49,475 My door is always open. 695 00:26:49,508 --> 00:26:54,747 ** 696 00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:59,852 ** 697 00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:09,095 What's going on? Is Zola okay? 698 00:27:09,128 --> 00:27:10,963 Oh, yeah, she's okay. She's in there with Amelia. 699 00:27:10,997 --> 00:27:12,631 Okay. I thought she may have had another panic attack. No, no. 700 00:27:12,665 --> 00:27:15,467 But she did find some of Kai's puzzles 701 00:27:15,501 --> 00:27:17,636 that they use for neurological evaluations. 702 00:27:17,670 --> 00:27:20,439 The puzzles mainly focus on visual-spatial skills. 703 00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:23,275 Yeah, I'm familiar with them. What -- What's going on? 704 00:27:23,309 --> 00:27:25,277 Meredith, she's aced every single one 705 00:27:25,311 --> 00:27:27,379 at a level far higher than most of the adults I see. 706 00:27:27,413 --> 00:27:29,281 I'm aware that she's smart. 707 00:27:29,315 --> 00:27:31,650 My question is, why is she being evaluated without my consent? 708 00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:34,620 Right, well, it -- Yeah, it was an accident. 709 00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,388 Zola discovered the test when she and I 710 00:27:36,422 --> 00:27:38,457 were in there practicing on the simulators. 711 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:40,126 She's supposed to be in my office doing homework. 712 00:27:40,159 --> 00:27:42,228 Mer, based on Kai's time with her, 713 00:27:42,261 --> 00:27:44,997 Zola is extremely gifted, 714 00:27:45,031 --> 00:27:46,565 which could explain the panic attacks. 715 00:27:46,598 --> 00:27:48,400 When giftedness is undiagnosed, 716 00:27:48,434 --> 00:27:50,402 it can contribute to behavioral issues -- 717 00:27:50,436 --> 00:27:53,039 anxiety, a feeling of being untethered, 718 00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:55,574 a feeling that you don't belong. 719 00:27:55,607 --> 00:27:58,244 Because you don't. Her brain does not function like other kids her age. 720 00:27:58,277 --> 00:27:59,712 She needs challenges that they don't. 721 00:27:59,746 --> 00:28:02,081 She needs to be around peers who can relate to her 722 00:28:02,114 --> 00:28:03,349 and the way she thinks. 723 00:28:05,284 --> 00:28:06,352 I'm gonna go see my kid. 724 00:28:11,590 --> 00:28:14,593 Penetration is not necessary for mutual pleasure. 725 00:28:14,626 --> 00:28:17,229 For starters, most women, or people with vaginas, 726 00:28:17,263 --> 00:28:20,099 can't achieve orgasm through penetration. 727 00:28:21,467 --> 00:28:23,235 Yes? How come that's not in porn? 728 00:28:23,269 --> 00:28:26,672 Because porn is to actual human sex 729 00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:29,876 as the "Fast and Furious" is to actual human driving. 730 00:28:29,909 --> 00:28:32,444 That is to say, it bears no resemblance. 731 00:28:32,478 --> 00:28:34,080 If you are having sex with your partner, 732 00:28:34,113 --> 00:28:36,248 and you are trying to make it look like porn, 733 00:28:36,282 --> 00:28:39,718 your partner is experiencing little to no pleasure. 734 00:28:39,752 --> 00:28:41,520 I would disagree. 735 00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:43,555 Well, you would disagree because the girls you are with 736 00:28:43,589 --> 00:28:45,591 are also making it look and sound like porn. 737 00:28:45,624 --> 00:28:47,426 But that is just an act. 738 00:28:47,459 --> 00:28:50,262 A real man wants to give a woman a real orgasm. 739 00:28:50,296 --> 00:28:52,932 So you want to be a real man or some candy-ass actor 740 00:28:52,965 --> 00:28:54,700 for whom a woman has to pretend to enjoy sex? 741 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:56,602 [ Laughter ] 742 00:28:56,635 --> 00:28:58,237 Guess they were right. 743 00:28:58,270 --> 00:29:00,606 This is definitely going viral. 744 00:29:00,639 --> 00:29:02,909 Oh, not yet. Need music. 745 00:29:02,942 --> 00:29:04,010 And dancing. 746 00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:06,145 [ Laughter ] 747 00:29:06,178 --> 00:29:08,247 Hot dog! Boston again. 748 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:10,482 [ Laughs ] Mrs. Ward, you're killing me. 749 00:29:10,516 --> 00:29:12,985 Well, I guess you're lucky that you're handsome, huh? 750 00:29:13,019 --> 00:29:15,421 Where are you from? 751 00:29:15,454 --> 00:29:18,124 Uh, Connecticut, but my dad's from Barbados. 752 00:29:18,157 --> 00:29:19,425 Ah. [ Pager vibrating, door opens ] 753 00:29:19,458 --> 00:29:20,292 Denise! 754 00:29:24,330 --> 00:29:26,032 Honey, you okay? 755 00:29:27,533 --> 00:29:29,802 Hi, Mom. 756 00:29:29,836 --> 00:29:31,603 Did you have the baby already? 757 00:29:31,637 --> 00:29:33,505 ** 758 00:29:33,539 --> 00:29:34,573 It's a girl. 759 00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:35,908 A girl? 760 00:29:35,942 --> 00:29:37,309 Simone. 761 00:29:37,343 --> 00:29:40,612 * Let the seasons change 762 00:29:40,646 --> 00:29:42,949 Simone. * Well, they will anyway 763 00:29:42,982 --> 00:29:44,150 Can I see her? Not yet. 764 00:29:44,183 --> 00:29:45,584 The doctors are cleaning her up. 765 00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:47,119 Oh. 766 00:29:47,153 --> 00:29:48,988 You want to sit with us while you wait? 767 00:29:49,021 --> 00:29:51,190 [ Pager vibrating ] Dr. Adams, your pager is going off. 768 00:29:51,223 --> 00:29:52,591 Let -- Let me play a couple hands. 769 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:55,427 * It's not yours anymore 770 00:29:55,461 --> 00:29:57,663 Don't go easy on her, Mrs. Ward. 771 00:29:57,696 --> 00:30:00,799 ** 772 00:30:00,833 --> 00:30:03,970 * If the wilderness between us * Oh, you cleaned him up. 773 00:30:04,003 --> 00:30:06,538 Yeah. * Remains 774 00:30:06,572 --> 00:30:09,008 Jo: There was quite a bit of damage to Diamond's ovaries, 775 00:30:09,041 --> 00:30:10,877 but we were able to salvage them, 776 00:30:10,910 --> 00:30:13,545 hoping to preserve her fertility as best we can. 777 00:30:13,579 --> 00:30:15,147 * We got a reason to stay So she's gonna be okay? 778 00:30:15,181 --> 00:30:16,615 She will, yes. 779 00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:19,018 I told her she just had bad menstrual cramps 780 00:30:19,051 --> 00:30:20,319 and that it runs in the family. 781 00:30:20,352 --> 00:30:22,021 I gave her a hot water bottle. 782 00:30:22,054 --> 00:30:23,856 I never even took her to see the gynecologist. 783 00:30:23,890 --> 00:30:25,491 Oh, this isn't your fault. 784 00:30:25,524 --> 00:30:27,526 No, unless someone specifically educates you 785 00:30:27,559 --> 00:30:30,897 on what to look for, it's hard to know what's normal 786 00:30:30,930 --> 00:30:33,699 and what's an indication of an underlying problem. 787 00:30:33,732 --> 00:30:35,667 I'm just so grateful she was with you when this happened. 788 00:30:35,701 --> 00:30:38,537 ** 789 00:30:38,570 --> 00:30:40,907 * We'll find a reason to stay * 790 00:30:40,940 --> 00:30:45,077 * Ohh ohh ohh 791 00:30:45,111 --> 00:30:47,146 * We'll find a reason to stay * 792 00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,147 Ready? 793 00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:52,718 * Ohh ohh ohh ohh 794 00:30:52,751 --> 00:30:54,586 * I know by the look in your eye * 795 00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:57,689 First, you'll take mifepristone. It's just one pill. 796 00:30:57,723 --> 00:30:59,325 It'll stop the pregnancy from growing. 797 00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:02,761 Then, after 24 hours, you'll take misoprostol. 798 00:31:02,794 --> 00:31:04,396 It's four pills. 799 00:31:04,430 --> 00:31:06,865 Put all four pills under your tongue for 30 minutes. 800 00:31:06,899 --> 00:31:08,400 And then after 30 minutes, 801 00:31:08,434 --> 00:31:10,336 swallow whatever is left of the pills with water. 802 00:31:10,369 --> 00:31:12,438 And then a few hours after you take the misoprostol, 803 00:31:12,471 --> 00:31:15,041 you'll experience some cramping and bleeding, 804 00:31:15,074 --> 00:31:17,009 like a very heavy period. 805 00:31:17,043 --> 00:31:19,411 Then you'll pass the pregnancy, and the pain will stop. 806 00:31:19,445 --> 00:31:21,013 How do I know if something's wrong? 807 00:31:21,047 --> 00:31:23,249 It's extremely rare to have complications 808 00:31:23,282 --> 00:31:26,085 with a medical abortion, but if something feels off -- 809 00:31:26,118 --> 00:31:29,221 fever, no bleeding, too much bleeding -- 810 00:31:29,255 --> 00:31:30,456 then I want you to call me. 811 00:31:30,489 --> 00:31:31,958 You'll be here? 812 00:31:31,991 --> 00:31:35,127 Yes, I will be here for the next few days. 813 00:31:35,161 --> 00:31:36,963 So you call me, day or night. 814 00:31:36,996 --> 00:31:40,599 * Ohh ohh 815 00:31:40,632 --> 00:31:43,102 * Don't let the dust settle down * Can I take it now? 816 00:31:43,135 --> 00:31:45,804 Levi: You can take it whenever you're ready. 817 00:31:45,837 --> 00:31:50,176 * There's a silver line on the edge of this town * 818 00:31:54,746 --> 00:31:57,883 Jo: We're making reels. Just dance and point! 819 00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,651 Bailey: We need energy, people. It's for the kids. 820 00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:05,791 ** 821 00:32:05,824 --> 00:32:07,626 * Preach 822 00:32:07,659 --> 00:32:12,431 * Mmm, teach me, baby, teach, ah ah-ah * 823 00:32:12,464 --> 00:32:14,166 * So, preach it, baby 824 00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,767 What are we pointing at? Oh, the facts. 825 00:32:15,801 --> 00:32:17,469 We'll put them on the screen later. If you say so. 826 00:32:17,503 --> 00:32:21,073 * Soul loving, do the soul loving * 827 00:32:21,107 --> 00:32:23,742 * Preach it, baby 828 00:32:23,775 --> 00:32:27,579 * Whoa, whoa, whoa, baby, preach * 829 00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:32,684 * Mm, teach me, baby, teach, oh oh-oh * 830 00:32:32,718 --> 00:32:35,521 Richard: But why little videos? 831 00:32:35,554 --> 00:32:38,257 Because I can't get Tuck to look up from his phone long enough 832 00:32:38,290 --> 00:32:40,292 to have an actual conversation. 833 00:32:40,326 --> 00:32:42,661 And we have to speak their language 834 00:32:42,694 --> 00:32:44,296 if we want them to learn. 835 00:32:44,330 --> 00:32:47,099 Are you sure we're not gonna get sued over these? 836 00:32:47,133 --> 00:32:49,501 If someone wants to take me to court 837 00:32:49,535 --> 00:32:52,138 for educating people about their own bodies, 838 00:32:52,171 --> 00:32:54,473 they better be prepared for a big fight. 839 00:32:54,506 --> 00:32:56,375 So, when do you think we'll see you again? 840 00:32:58,344 --> 00:33:01,013 How does tomorrow sound? 841 00:33:01,047 --> 00:33:03,282 Oh, you ready to come back to work? 842 00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:05,217 Ohh. 843 00:33:05,251 --> 00:33:09,055 Look, I just can't sit idly by while my daughter 844 00:33:09,088 --> 00:33:11,223 doesn't have the same rights as her brothers. 845 00:33:11,257 --> 00:33:12,958 This is a humanitarian crisis. 846 00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:17,796 I would like to reopen the clinic 847 00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:20,132 and dedicate it to reproductive health. 848 00:33:20,166 --> 00:33:21,867 I-I would run it 20 hours a week, 849 00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:25,871 and the rest of the time, I will be an attending, 850 00:33:25,904 --> 00:33:27,739 teaching the next generation of surgeons 851 00:33:27,773 --> 00:33:29,508 who we are depending on 852 00:33:29,541 --> 00:33:32,178 to be in this fight for the long haul. 853 00:33:32,211 --> 00:33:35,814 Mm. Well, Meredith's still interim chief. 854 00:33:35,847 --> 00:33:37,015 She's just waiting on you to -- 855 00:33:37,049 --> 00:33:39,151 No, I-I don't want chief. 856 00:33:39,185 --> 00:33:40,519 I'm telling you what I want. 857 00:33:40,552 --> 00:33:43,689 I want to teach and cut 40 hours a week, 858 00:33:43,722 --> 00:33:46,858 and then go home to my family without the added stress. 859 00:33:46,892 --> 00:33:49,761 That's my best and final offer. 860 00:33:49,795 --> 00:33:52,198 Take it or leave it. 861 00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:56,368 ** 862 00:33:56,402 --> 00:33:57,669 Sold! 863 00:33:57,703 --> 00:34:00,372 Welcome back, Dr. Bailey. 864 00:34:00,406 --> 00:34:02,708 ** 865 00:34:02,741 --> 00:34:04,443 [ Siren wails in distance ] 866 00:34:07,246 --> 00:34:09,148 Hi. 867 00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:13,419 Thank you for staying with my grandmother today. 868 00:34:13,452 --> 00:34:16,088 Ah, she's incredible. 869 00:34:16,122 --> 00:34:17,289 Doesn't remember her address, 870 00:34:17,323 --> 00:34:18,690 but still seems to be an ace at cards. 871 00:34:18,724 --> 00:34:20,926 Yeah, it's always been her thing. 872 00:34:20,959 --> 00:34:23,262 Growing up, all the kids played Scrabble and Monopoly. 873 00:34:23,295 --> 00:34:25,331 I played bid whist with Grandma's book club. 874 00:34:29,968 --> 00:34:31,403 You sure you're okay? 875 00:34:31,437 --> 00:34:32,738 Yeah, fine. 876 00:34:32,771 --> 00:34:35,874 You're not gonna tell everyone, right? 877 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:37,243 Is it a secret? 878 00:34:37,276 --> 00:34:39,411 I don't want anyone's pity. 879 00:34:39,445 --> 00:34:41,079 I don't want to be the broken-home girl. 880 00:34:41,113 --> 00:34:43,249 It's bad enough the chief knows. 881 00:34:43,282 --> 00:34:44,483 I think people are just trying to help. 882 00:34:44,516 --> 00:34:45,984 I know you're a Shepherd. 883 00:34:46,017 --> 00:34:47,153 What? 884 00:34:48,754 --> 00:34:50,456 How -- Something was weird with you 885 00:34:50,489 --> 00:34:54,293 and Dr. Montgomery this morning, so I looked you up. 886 00:34:54,326 --> 00:34:56,662 She's your Auntie Addie. 887 00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:58,497 You tell anyone? Not yet. 888 00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:01,967 I'll keep your secret if you keep mine. 889 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:03,335 Okay. 890 00:35:03,369 --> 00:35:04,836 Okay. 891 00:35:05,937 --> 00:35:12,944 ** 892 00:35:15,514 --> 00:35:17,115 * My skin is pale, it hurts to breathe * 893 00:35:17,149 --> 00:35:18,417 Hey. 894 00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:20,186 Kai and I are about to head out. 895 00:35:20,219 --> 00:35:22,921 * Ceiling 896 00:35:22,954 --> 00:35:25,591 You okay? 897 00:35:25,624 --> 00:35:29,461 They used to make me do these puzzles all the time as a kid. 898 00:35:29,495 --> 00:35:32,298 They'd stand over my shoulder with a stopwatch, 899 00:35:32,331 --> 00:35:34,300 take notes on a clipboard. 900 00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:36,302 I spent years of my childhood thinking 901 00:35:36,335 --> 00:35:37,969 that there was something horribly wrong with me. 902 00:35:38,003 --> 00:35:39,505 My mind would race. 903 00:35:39,538 --> 00:35:42,374 I-I-I couldn't speak in front of the class. 904 00:35:42,408 --> 00:35:45,311 I sobbed at every social interaction. 905 00:35:45,344 --> 00:35:48,180 I...panicked. 906 00:35:48,214 --> 00:35:49,881 * You don't even notice me 907 00:35:49,915 --> 00:35:52,718 And now you're living it all again with Zola. 908 00:35:52,751 --> 00:35:54,953 No, not reliving it. 909 00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:56,688 I completely missed it. 910 00:35:56,722 --> 00:35:59,491 I love Zola so much. How did I miss it? 911 00:35:59,525 --> 00:36:01,727 It's hard to see ourselves in others, 912 00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,662 especially when it's a side of us 913 00:36:03,695 --> 00:36:05,831 that we feel like we've left behind. 914 00:36:05,864 --> 00:36:07,299 [ Exhales sharply ] 915 00:36:07,333 --> 00:36:08,467 And then when somebody points it out, 916 00:36:08,500 --> 00:36:10,336 it's suddenly all that you can see. 917 00:36:10,369 --> 00:36:14,473 Mine is downstairs in the pit doing sutures right now. 918 00:36:14,506 --> 00:36:16,074 I know that extreme intelligence 919 00:36:16,107 --> 00:36:17,743 does not mean that there's something wrong with you, 920 00:36:17,776 --> 00:36:21,647 but my gift [chuckles] certainly gave me some struggles. 921 00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,482 * While I sit in silence 922 00:36:23,515 --> 00:36:24,650 What helped? 923 00:36:24,683 --> 00:36:27,886 A kind child psychiatrist 924 00:36:27,919 --> 00:36:30,422 who gave me tools that helped along the way. 925 00:36:30,456 --> 00:36:33,225 Zola will get her tools. 926 00:36:33,259 --> 00:36:35,227 * Hide it 927 00:36:35,261 --> 00:36:37,496 We'll make sure of it. 928 00:36:37,529 --> 00:36:39,765 * So I will love you from the outside * 929 00:36:39,798 --> 00:36:41,433 * When your friends are telling you * 930 00:36:41,467 --> 00:36:44,570 * That I am different and I won't fit in * 931 00:36:44,603 --> 00:36:46,272 Have you got any plans for dinner? 932 00:36:46,305 --> 00:36:48,507 Well, you should come on over. 933 00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:49,908 I mean, Catherine's home. 934 00:36:49,941 --> 00:36:51,577 You know she makes way too much food. 935 00:36:51,610 --> 00:36:55,213 Oh, I really should keep working. 936 00:36:55,247 --> 00:36:57,449 Addie, you're gonna run yourself ragged 937 00:36:57,483 --> 00:37:00,185 trying to solve the world's problems every waking hour. 938 00:37:00,218 --> 00:37:03,221 You know, it's a marathon, not a sprint. 939 00:37:03,255 --> 00:37:05,023 I mean, you know me, Richard. 940 00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:07,259 And what they've done, 941 00:37:07,293 --> 00:37:10,729 what they're continuing to do, 942 00:37:10,762 --> 00:37:13,465 it just... 943 00:37:13,499 --> 00:37:15,534 I just feel... 944 00:37:15,567 --> 00:37:16,902 Erased? 945 00:37:16,935 --> 00:37:18,737 * On the inside, with you 946 00:37:18,770 --> 00:37:21,440 Yes. 947 00:37:21,473 --> 00:37:23,241 Erased. I feel... 948 00:37:23,275 --> 00:37:25,243 * I know I don't belong here 949 00:37:25,277 --> 00:37:26,745 ...erased. 950 00:37:26,778 --> 00:37:28,314 I do know. 951 00:37:28,347 --> 00:37:31,750 And I also know that even if you spend every day 952 00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:33,319 fighting the good fight, 953 00:37:33,352 --> 00:37:35,454 I mean, you have to live, I mean, you have to eat. 954 00:37:35,487 --> 00:37:37,088 So come on over. 955 00:37:37,122 --> 00:37:39,925 Catch up with old friends, get some rest. 956 00:37:39,958 --> 00:37:42,060 And wake up and do it all over again tomorrow. 957 00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:44,563 * I know I don't belong here 958 00:37:44,596 --> 00:37:47,299 Okay. * Belong here 959 00:37:47,333 --> 00:37:49,100 So, how long are you gonna stay mad at me? 960 00:37:49,134 --> 00:37:51,236 A day, a week? What do you think? 961 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:52,671 Let me know. 962 00:37:52,704 --> 00:37:55,907 I haven't decided yet. Okay. 963 00:37:55,941 --> 00:37:57,976 [ Chuckles ] 964 00:37:58,009 --> 00:38:00,111 I mean, I'm lost with Zola right now. 965 00:38:00,145 --> 00:38:03,081 And it just doesn't help that all the people I love 966 00:38:03,114 --> 00:38:06,151 go behind my back and break all of my rules. 967 00:38:06,184 --> 00:38:07,586 I mean, she's a great kid. 968 00:38:07,619 --> 00:38:09,521 She is. And she's brilliant. 969 00:38:09,555 --> 00:38:11,022 I mean, there's a lot to figure out here. 970 00:38:11,056 --> 00:38:13,625 But, uh, we got a big piece of the puzzle. 971 00:38:13,659 --> 00:38:15,361 I mean, it's got to feel pretty good, doesn't it? 972 00:38:15,394 --> 00:38:17,996 Yeah, it does. 973 00:38:18,029 --> 00:38:19,798 Ah! Did I get a smile? 974 00:38:19,831 --> 00:38:22,133 See? You can't stay mad at me even when you try. 975 00:38:22,167 --> 00:38:25,537 ** 976 00:38:25,571 --> 00:38:28,640 Meredith: When done properly and consensually, 977 00:38:28,674 --> 00:38:30,175 sex can be medicine. 978 00:38:30,208 --> 00:38:37,215 ** 979 00:38:38,717 --> 00:38:45,724 ** 980 00:38:47,426 --> 00:38:51,196 * Fear has had its reign 981 00:38:51,229 --> 00:38:52,464 Okay. 982 00:38:52,498 --> 00:38:55,801 * Over you and I Yeah. 983 00:38:55,834 --> 00:38:58,169 We know it reduces stress and strengthens the immune system. 984 00:38:58,203 --> 00:39:01,206 * It kept coming in waves 985 00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,709 * Till we were paralyzed 986 00:39:03,742 --> 00:39:06,011 It even rejuvenates your brain activity. 987 00:39:06,044 --> 00:39:07,979 You know what I find super sexy? 988 00:39:08,013 --> 00:39:09,915 Me. 989 00:39:09,948 --> 00:39:11,517 I was gonna say "surprises," 990 00:39:11,550 --> 00:39:14,853 but, yeah, you. 991 00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:18,189 * The downs were different 992 00:39:18,223 --> 00:39:22,828 * Is the chapter finally done 993 00:39:22,861 --> 00:39:26,264 * Or is it still being written? * 994 00:39:27,933 --> 00:39:30,035 * Say goodbye to the long crash * 995 00:39:30,068 --> 00:39:33,872 But sex without connection can leave you feeling empty. 996 00:39:33,905 --> 00:39:37,108 So [clears throat] I, um -- 997 00:39:37,142 --> 00:39:40,278 I learned about the erogenous zones today. 998 00:39:40,311 --> 00:39:42,781 * Brace yourself for the whiplash * 999 00:39:42,814 --> 00:39:47,185 Did you know that there are spots on your feet that, um... 1000 00:39:47,218 --> 00:39:50,522 Should I...stop? 1001 00:39:50,556 --> 00:39:52,624 It's just a foot rub, right? 1002 00:39:52,658 --> 00:39:57,596 Friendship, laughter, simple human touch... 1003 00:39:57,629 --> 00:39:59,465 * Ohh ohh 1004 00:39:59,498 --> 00:40:00,799 Done. Aah! 1005 00:40:00,832 --> 00:40:02,901 Again! [ Laughs ] 1006 00:40:02,934 --> 00:40:04,235 You're good at this. 1007 00:40:04,269 --> 00:40:06,137 I'm good at a lot of things. 1008 00:40:06,171 --> 00:40:07,973 ...these are stress relievers, too. 1009 00:40:08,006 --> 00:40:11,109 * A bad impression 1010 00:40:11,142 --> 00:40:13,445 Because truly, it's about connection. 1011 00:40:13,479 --> 00:40:16,648 ** 1012 00:40:16,682 --> 00:40:21,119 * For a new direction 1013 00:40:21,152 --> 00:40:26,057 * And say goodbye to the long crash * 1014 00:40:26,091 --> 00:40:29,828 When you're physically close to another person... 1015 00:40:29,861 --> 00:40:32,898 * Better days are coming fast 1016 00:40:32,931 --> 00:40:34,265 Mmm. 1017 00:40:34,299 --> 00:40:36,001 It's just this once. 1018 00:40:36,034 --> 00:40:37,736 Agreed. 1019 00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:39,270 It's not happening again. 1020 00:40:39,304 --> 00:40:41,807 * Fade the dark age to deep black * 1021 00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,509 No feelings. 1022 00:40:43,542 --> 00:40:45,410 I don't even like you. 1023 00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:47,245 I'm not for everyone. 1024 00:40:47,278 --> 00:40:48,680 * It's time the highs had a comeback * 1025 00:40:48,714 --> 00:40:50,916 ...the nervous system responds... 1026 00:40:50,949 --> 00:40:54,252 ** 1027 00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:57,789 * Brace yourself for the whiplash * 1028 00:40:57,823 --> 00:41:00,191 ...the body is flooded with feel-good hormones... 1029 00:41:00,225 --> 00:41:06,932 ** 1030 00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:13,639 ** 1031 00:41:13,672 --> 00:41:15,473 [ Gasps ] 1032 00:41:15,507 --> 00:41:21,312 ** 1033 00:41:21,346 --> 00:41:26,284 * We're so close 1034 00:41:26,317 --> 00:41:30,121 * To the breakthrough 1035 00:41:30,155 --> 00:41:34,292 * We're so close 1036 00:41:34,325 --> 00:41:38,697 * We're so close 1037 00:41:38,730 --> 00:41:44,035 * We're so close 1038 00:41:44,069 --> 00:41:45,637 * To the breakthrough 1039 00:41:45,671 --> 00:41:48,807 You should have taken sex ed much sooner. 1040 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:52,143 * We're so close 1041 00:41:52,177 --> 00:41:55,180 * We're so close 1042 00:41:55,213 --> 00:41:56,848 Head upstairs. 1043 00:41:56,882 --> 00:42:03,354 * We're so-o-o close 1044 00:42:03,388 --> 00:42:05,757 * To the breakthrough 1045 00:42:05,791 --> 00:42:07,225 * Oh oh-oh-oh 1046 00:42:07,258 --> 00:42:09,227 ** 1047 00:42:09,260 --> 00:42:13,832 * Say goodbye to the long crash * 1048 00:42:13,865 --> 00:42:16,401 * Oh oh-oh-oh 1049 00:42:16,434 --> 00:42:17,869 ...and everything else just fades away. 1050 00:42:17,903 --> 00:42:22,874 * Brace yourself for the whiplash * 1051 00:42:22,908 --> 00:42:23,775 * Oh oh-oh-oh 1052 00:42:31,650 --> 00:42:38,657 ** 1053 00:42:39,591 --> 00:42:46,598 ** 1054 00:42:47,799 --> 00:42:54,806 ** 1055 00:42:57,676 --> 00:42:59,678 -- Captions by VITA --