1 00:00:03,072 --> 00:00:06,247 Meredith: The idea that the brain can convince the body 2 00:00:06,282 --> 00:00:08,422 that a fake treatment is the real thing 3 00:00:08,456 --> 00:00:09,906 is called the placebo effect. 4 00:00:09,940 --> 00:00:12,426 ♪ I could look into your eyes 5 00:00:12,460 --> 00:00:13,944 ♪ Trace your shadows in the way the sun moves ♪ 6 00:00:13,979 --> 00:00:16,222 [ Gasps ] 7 00:00:16,257 --> 00:00:19,571 ♪ Across the ocean and the sky 8 00:00:19,605 --> 00:00:20,917 ♪ There's nothing better than laying next to you ♪ 9 00:00:20,951 --> 00:00:23,678 [ Cellphone vibrates ] 10 00:00:23,713 --> 00:00:27,372 ♪ I love the way our bodies set the scene ♪ 11 00:00:27,406 --> 00:00:31,065 ♪ Bathing in the colors of a dream ♪ 12 00:00:31,100 --> 00:00:32,756 ♪ No one in the world, just you and me ♪ 13 00:00:32,791 --> 00:00:34,620 [ Chuckles ] 14 00:00:36,450 --> 00:00:38,417 [ Gasps ] No! 15 00:00:38,452 --> 00:00:40,074 [ Laughs ] 16 00:00:40,109 --> 00:00:43,250 ♪ In the golden hour 17 00:00:43,284 --> 00:00:44,941 Hey. I was never here. 18 00:00:44,975 --> 00:00:48,289 It's okay, I'm not in my dress yet. 19 00:00:48,324 --> 00:00:49,980 Well, in that case... 20 00:00:51,948 --> 00:00:53,812 ♪ You taste like honey butter 21 00:00:53,846 --> 00:00:55,469 ♪ You're sugar sweet 22 00:00:55,503 --> 00:00:56,470 Enjoy your coffee. 23 00:00:56,504 --> 00:00:57,919 Thank you. Love you. 24 00:00:57,954 --> 00:00:59,818 I love you. 25 00:00:59,852 --> 00:01:01,233 Bye. 26 00:01:01,268 --> 00:01:03,132 The brain anticipates an outcome 27 00:01:03,166 --> 00:01:06,376 and then communicates it to the body. 28 00:01:06,411 --> 00:01:10,277 ♪ I love the way our bodies set the scene ♪ 29 00:01:10,311 --> 00:01:13,280 ♪ Bathing in the colors of a dream ♪ 30 00:01:13,314 --> 00:01:17,663 ♪ No one in the world, just you and me ♪ 31 00:01:19,838 --> 00:01:20,804 Lucas? 32 00:01:20,839 --> 00:01:22,461 ♪ Meet me at sundown 33 00:01:22,496 --> 00:01:24,567 ♪ In the golden hour 34 00:01:24,601 --> 00:01:29,295 And the body responds as if a medication were given... 35 00:01:29,330 --> 00:01:32,368 when all that was given was a sugar pill. 36 00:01:34,059 --> 00:01:37,856 Studies have found that under the right circumstances, 37 00:01:37,890 --> 00:01:42,930 a placebo can have up to a 72% cure rate -- 38 00:01:42,964 --> 00:01:46,485 making it just as effective as certain medications. 39 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:48,625 So, the lie becomes the truth. 40 00:01:48,660 --> 00:01:49,799 Happy wedding day! 41 00:01:49,833 --> 00:01:51,490 I need a ride.Ooh. That's why I'm here. 42 00:01:51,525 --> 00:01:53,146 No, I need a ride to the hospital. Okay. 43 00:01:53,182 --> 00:01:55,011 Winston: Mr. Kramer needs his pacing wires pulled 44 00:01:55,045 --> 00:01:56,702 and Ms. Watkins is back in a-fib. 45 00:01:56,737 --> 00:01:58,152 Okay, great. 46 00:01:58,187 --> 00:02:00,050 I'll, uh, keep an eye and start the amio. 47 00:02:00,085 --> 00:02:01,190 I really appreciate this, Chief. 48 00:02:01,224 --> 00:02:02,639 Yeah, of course. 49 00:02:02,674 --> 00:02:05,194 Oh, uh, Paige Harper in 2404 is post op day 2 50 00:02:05,228 --> 00:02:06,643 from her CABG, so... 51 00:02:06,678 --> 00:02:08,680 I will check the test tube output 52 00:02:08,714 --> 00:02:10,060 and see if we can remove them. 53 00:02:10,095 --> 00:02:11,855 [ Groans softly ] You alright? 54 00:02:11,890 --> 00:02:14,478 Yeah, I'm fine. I just have a toothache. 55 00:02:14,513 --> 00:02:15,825 I don't have to go to Boston if -- 56 00:02:15,859 --> 00:02:17,620 Yes, you do have to go to Boston. 57 00:02:17,654 --> 00:02:19,035 If you need to go to the dentist -- 58 00:02:19,069 --> 00:02:20,623 You are not missing the awards ceremony 59 00:02:20,657 --> 00:02:21,624 so I can go to the dentist. 60 00:02:21,658 --> 00:02:22,866 Alright, well, I'm saying, 61 00:02:22,901 --> 00:02:24,178 the whole cardio department is a lot 62 00:02:24,213 --> 00:02:25,041 with a tooth ache if you're not chief. 63 00:02:25,075 --> 00:02:26,491 But you are chief, 64 00:02:26,525 --> 00:02:28,389 so you're also overseeing the whole hospital. 65 00:02:28,424 --> 00:02:30,079 And I am saying you are nominated 66 00:02:30,115 --> 00:02:31,634 for a Catherine Fox Award 67 00:02:31,668 --> 00:02:34,740 and it's not every day that our head of cardio 68 00:02:34,775 --> 00:02:37,191 is nominated for a Catherine Fox Award. 69 00:02:37,226 --> 00:02:38,641 Head of cardio? 70 00:02:38,675 --> 00:02:40,677 Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu. 71 00:02:40,712 --> 00:02:42,196 [ Chuckles ]Blue: Incredible. 72 00:02:42,231 --> 00:02:43,577 Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu. 73 00:02:43,611 --> 00:02:46,406 Th-- Thank you, Chief Altman. Thank you. 74 00:02:46,442 --> 00:02:47,581 Wow.You have earned it. 75 00:02:47,615 --> 00:02:49,238 And we are lucky to have you. 76 00:02:49,272 --> 00:02:51,654 I am -- I'm thrilled.[ Elevator bell dings ] 77 00:02:51,688 --> 00:02:52,655 You won't regret this. 78 00:02:52,689 --> 00:02:54,103 I know I won't. 79 00:02:54,139 --> 00:02:56,106 Alright, now go, before you miss your flight. 80 00:02:56,141 --> 00:02:57,763 Alright, yeah, yeah.Okay. 81 00:03:00,973 --> 00:03:02,043 I can skip the wedding. 82 00:03:02,078 --> 00:03:03,424 No, don't skip the wedding. 83 00:03:03,459 --> 00:03:05,426 But you probably should skip the reception. 84 00:03:05,461 --> 00:03:07,497 [ Elevator bell dings ]You got it. I'll be back in a couple of hours, tops. 85 00:03:07,532 --> 00:03:09,119 Great. Thank you. 86 00:03:12,709 --> 00:03:14,124 Wow. 87 00:03:14,159 --> 00:03:17,783 You are a vision worthy of a Renaissance faire. 88 00:03:17,818 --> 00:03:18,957 Well, this is my Renn Faire dress. 89 00:03:18,991 --> 00:03:20,027 How did you know? 90 00:03:20,061 --> 00:03:21,028 How could I not? 91 00:03:21,062 --> 00:03:22,616 Is it bad? 92 00:03:22,650 --> 00:03:24,134 [ Chuckles ] No.I didn't have time to go shopping. 93 00:03:24,169 --> 00:03:25,757 It's perfect. 94 00:03:25,791 --> 00:03:27,207 You look like a fairy 95 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:30,969 who took a magical pill and grew into human size. 96 00:03:31,003 --> 00:03:33,765 Jules, my chart says the same thing it did 97 00:03:33,799 --> 00:03:35,353 when you looked three minutes ago 98 00:03:35,387 --> 00:03:37,147 and also five minutes ago. 99 00:03:37,182 --> 00:03:38,977 Mm-hmm. Have you written your toast? 100 00:03:39,011 --> 00:03:40,289 My what? My toast? 101 00:03:40,323 --> 00:03:42,463 Well, you're the maid of honor. 102 00:03:42,498 --> 00:03:44,120 Crap. 103 00:03:44,154 --> 00:03:47,227 Oh. Well, just smile and say you've never seen 104 00:03:47,261 --> 00:03:50,299 two people so happy and in love. 105 00:03:50,333 --> 00:03:51,886 That's it? 106 00:03:51,921 --> 00:03:55,096 All those awful jokes about ex-lovers and bad choices? 107 00:03:55,131 --> 00:03:57,789 It's the strangest wedding-day tradition. 108 00:03:57,823 --> 00:04:02,103 You be the Fairy of Love and just let it die with you. 109 00:04:02,138 --> 00:04:04,140 Dr. Kwan your date? 110 00:04:04,174 --> 00:04:05,728 No. 111 00:04:05,762 --> 00:04:07,626 The Fairy of Playing Hard to Get. 112 00:04:07,661 --> 00:04:09,007 Mm, I like it. 113 00:04:09,041 --> 00:04:10,974 I will see you after the wedding. 114 00:04:11,009 --> 00:04:13,839 Ta ta, love! Have fun. 115 00:04:13,874 --> 00:04:16,014 Sam Sutton, 43, post op day 4. 116 00:04:16,048 --> 00:04:17,740 I'm sorry. Do we have to do this? 117 00:04:17,774 --> 00:04:18,741 Do what? 118 00:04:18,774 --> 00:04:20,087 The whole formal thing? 119 00:04:20,120 --> 00:04:22,262 Post op day blah, blah, blah. 120 00:04:22,296 --> 00:04:24,781 We practically live together. Can we just be friends? 121 00:04:24,816 --> 00:04:26,852 Sam -- Mr. Sutton, what's my name? 122 00:04:26,887 --> 00:04:27,853 Yasuda. 123 00:04:27,888 --> 00:04:29,441 What's my first name? 124 00:04:29,476 --> 00:04:30,925 Doctor? Right. 125 00:04:30,960 --> 00:04:32,409 I am affable and you are charming, 126 00:04:32,444 --> 00:04:34,101 but we're not friends, Mr. Sutton. 127 00:04:34,135 --> 00:04:37,415 I am Dr. Yasuda, and I am on your surgical team. 128 00:04:37,449 --> 00:04:38,830 I did eight years of formal training 129 00:04:38,864 --> 00:04:40,694 to become a member of your surgical team, 130 00:04:40,728 --> 00:04:43,041 so a formal introduction of your medical status each day 131 00:04:43,075 --> 00:04:46,044 is not just appropriate, it's one of the many systems 132 00:04:46,078 --> 00:04:48,702 that helps keep you alive and safe. 133 00:04:48,736 --> 00:04:50,220 Alright? 134 00:04:50,255 --> 00:04:52,153 Mm-hmm. 135 00:04:52,188 --> 00:04:53,500 Alright, then. 136 00:04:53,534 --> 00:04:56,399 Sam Sutton, 43, post op day 4. 137 00:04:59,091 --> 00:05:00,783 What are you doing here? It's your wedding day. 138 00:05:00,817 --> 00:05:02,647 [ Sighs ] Have you seen Adams? 139 00:05:02,681 --> 00:05:04,338 No. 140 00:05:08,687 --> 00:05:11,069 [ Breathing heavily ] 141 00:05:11,103 --> 00:05:12,691 You left without me. 142 00:05:14,866 --> 00:05:17,869 I didn't think you were coming. 143 00:05:17,903 --> 00:05:20,975 Our breast cancer patient, Tobey Barrett, 144 00:05:21,010 --> 00:05:22,632 is coming in for her mastectomy today. 145 00:05:22,667 --> 00:05:23,806 Okay? 146 00:05:23,840 --> 00:05:25,394 I told her I'd be there for her 147 00:05:25,428 --> 00:05:26,636 and I'd walk her through it and I'd hold her hand, 148 00:05:26,671 --> 00:05:28,155 but they scheduled it for today, 149 00:05:28,189 --> 00:05:29,363 and I don't want her to put it off any longer, 150 00:05:29,398 --> 00:05:30,985 but I can't be here.You can't be here 151 00:05:31,020 --> 00:05:33,332 because you're getting married today. 152 00:05:34,368 --> 00:05:37,060 I can't be here because I'm getting married today. 153 00:05:39,408 --> 00:05:41,202 Lucas, um, I... 154 00:05:42,376 --> 00:05:45,310 I can't deny what you feel. 155 00:05:46,449 --> 00:05:50,108 I can't deny that... we have a connection. 156 00:05:50,142 --> 00:05:52,904 But Trey does love me, 157 00:05:52,938 --> 00:05:56,701 and I think what he and I built together deserves this chance. 158 00:05:56,735 --> 00:05:59,945 And... 159 00:05:59,980 --> 00:06:00,946 I don't want to hurt you, 160 00:06:00,981 --> 00:06:05,779 and I don't want to lose you... 161 00:06:05,813 --> 00:06:07,574 from my life. 162 00:06:09,921 --> 00:06:12,199 But I'm getting married. 163 00:06:12,233 --> 00:06:14,408 Today. 164 00:06:14,443 --> 00:06:18,654 So, will you please... 165 00:06:20,241 --> 00:06:22,105 ...take care of Tobey for me? 166 00:06:24,004 --> 00:06:25,523 I'd do anything for you. 167 00:06:25,557 --> 00:06:31,563 ♪♪ 168 00:06:33,082 --> 00:06:34,739 Excellent work, Yasuda. 169 00:06:34,773 --> 00:06:36,223 That guy needs a little humbling. 170 00:06:36,257 --> 00:06:37,638 Agree. Thank you. 171 00:06:37,673 --> 00:06:40,296 And, uh, if he's ever inappropriate with you 172 00:06:40,330 --> 00:06:42,229 in any way -- Oh, he's not inappropriate 173 00:06:42,263 --> 00:06:44,404 unless by "inappropriate," you mean arrogant. 174 00:06:44,438 --> 00:06:45,784 Okay, Yasuda, let's order a CT angio. 175 00:06:45,819 --> 00:06:47,165 I'm a bit concerned 176 00:06:47,199 --> 00:06:48,787 about decreased pulses in his left arm. 177 00:06:48,822 --> 00:06:50,617 I'll talk to radiology, but as a reminder, 178 00:06:50,651 --> 00:06:52,653 I have a wedding to get to for the next few hours. 179 00:06:52,688 --> 00:06:54,137 I know we're short-staffed today, 180 00:06:54,172 --> 00:06:56,312 so I wanted to get here to be here for rounds, 181 00:06:56,346 --> 00:06:58,659 but it is Dr. Griffith's wedding. 182 00:06:58,694 --> 00:07:00,799 Hmm, well, we'll cover for you.Thank you. 183 00:07:00,834 --> 00:07:03,940 Yasuda, you don't think he's inappropriate with... 184 00:07:03,975 --> 00:07:05,252 anyone? 185 00:07:05,286 --> 00:07:07,461 If you mean Dr. Wilson, respectfully, 186 00:07:07,496 --> 00:07:10,464 the inappropriate seems to be reciprocal. 187 00:07:13,191 --> 00:07:15,124 [ Clears throat ] 188 00:07:15,158 --> 00:07:16,988 Hey, I can take over his care if -- 189 00:07:17,022 --> 00:07:18,196 Oh, no, no. 190 00:07:18,230 --> 00:07:19,991 Uh, let's get his angio. 191 00:07:20,025 --> 00:07:21,164 Okay. Yeah. 192 00:07:25,617 --> 00:07:27,205 What are you doing here?No time to answer that. 193 00:07:27,239 --> 00:07:28,482 See you at the wedding! 194 00:07:29,483 --> 00:07:31,485 [ Shouting in Spanish ] 195 00:07:36,317 --> 00:07:37,836 W-What's his name? Uh... ¿Cómo se llama? 196 00:07:37,871 --> 00:07:39,355 Enzo. Enzo! 197 00:07:39,389 --> 00:07:40,356 Enzo! 198 00:07:45,223 --> 00:07:46,258 We need to go. We need to go. 199 00:07:48,398 --> 00:07:52,057 ♪♪ 200 00:07:52,092 --> 00:07:53,990 I need some help here! 201 00:07:54,025 --> 00:07:56,717 I have what looks like an opiate poisoning in an 8-year-old! 202 00:07:56,752 --> 00:08:00,031 Somebody page Dr. Hunt! 203 00:08:00,065 --> 00:08:03,172 --Captions by VITAC-- 204 00:08:19,706 --> 00:08:21,017 Okay, keep up the 02. 205 00:08:21,052 --> 00:08:22,640 Glucose level is normal. 206 00:08:22,674 --> 00:08:24,504 Naloxone's in.Look, he presented textbook. 207 00:08:24,538 --> 00:08:26,540 I-I might be wrong. Maybe it's not drug-related. 208 00:08:26,575 --> 00:08:27,645 [ Gasps ][ Gasps ] 209 00:08:27,679 --> 00:08:29,992 Owen: There's our answer. 210 00:08:30,026 --> 00:08:31,649 Kwan, you saved this kid's life. 211 00:08:31,683 --> 00:08:33,650 Let's get a tox screen and some activated charcoal, 212 00:08:33,684 --> 00:08:35,515 1 gram per kilogram, ASAP. 213 00:08:40,865 --> 00:08:42,522 Nice work. 214 00:08:42,556 --> 00:08:44,420 Once you get those labs, call Child Protective Services. 215 00:08:44,454 --> 00:08:45,939 Really? 216 00:08:45,973 --> 00:08:47,561 She seems pretty terrified.Doesn't matter. 217 00:08:47,596 --> 00:08:49,459 That's not up to us to figure out how this kid OD'ed, 218 00:08:49,494 --> 00:08:51,772 but somebody has to, okay? 219 00:08:51,807 --> 00:08:53,015 Help! 220 00:08:53,049 --> 00:08:54,292 Okay, let's get another gurney 221 00:08:54,326 --> 00:08:55,811 and get a tox screen for her, as well. 222 00:08:57,329 --> 00:08:59,366 This van is everything. 223 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:01,264 I know. [ Chuckles ] How did you -- 224 00:09:01,299 --> 00:09:04,716 I bought a piece of crap and I made it everything, 225 00:09:04,751 --> 00:09:06,235 and it might be my most proud thing. 226 00:09:06,269 --> 00:09:07,581 Except for what I did this morning. 227 00:09:07,616 --> 00:09:08,858 What did you do this morning? 228 00:09:08,893 --> 00:09:10,101 I showed my attending surgeons -- 229 00:09:10,135 --> 00:09:11,896 hell, I showed myself who I can be 230 00:09:11,930 --> 00:09:14,450 when I'm not working three jobs and buried in debt. 231 00:09:14,484 --> 00:09:17,073 I slept eight full hours three nights in a row, 232 00:09:17,108 --> 00:09:19,559 and I-I feel like a superhero 233 00:09:19,593 --> 00:09:22,492 who has unknowingly had kryptonite in my shoe for years. 234 00:09:22,527 --> 00:09:25,254 And then someone took it out, and I can freaking fly. 235 00:09:25,288 --> 00:09:26,807 [ Laughs ] And, I mean, 236 00:09:26,842 --> 00:09:28,740 okay, yeah, I resented the hell out of it, 237 00:09:28,775 --> 00:09:31,398 but you took a stand for me, Taryn. 238 00:09:31,432 --> 00:09:33,262 It was you. 239 00:09:33,296 --> 00:09:35,575 You took the kryptonite out. 240 00:09:35,609 --> 00:09:37,646 Can I kiss you at this red light? 241 00:09:37,680 --> 00:09:39,061 [ Tires screech ] 242 00:09:39,095 --> 00:09:40,580 Totally. 243 00:09:40,614 --> 00:09:41,615 Come here. 244 00:09:41,650 --> 00:09:48,415 ♪♪ 245 00:09:48,449 --> 00:09:49,934 Tobey, right? 246 00:09:49,968 --> 00:09:51,176 Yes. Hi. 247 00:09:51,211 --> 00:09:53,627 Hey, Dr... 248 00:09:53,662 --> 00:09:54,628 Adams. 249 00:09:54,663 --> 00:09:56,596 Sorry, right. [ Chuckles ] 250 00:09:56,630 --> 00:09:58,356 My memory is shot when I'm nervous. 251 00:09:58,390 --> 00:09:59,771 It's alright. Yeah. 252 00:09:59,806 --> 00:10:01,601 Have you seen Dr. Griffith? 253 00:10:01,635 --> 00:10:02,809 She said that she would be -- 254 00:10:02,843 --> 00:10:04,120 Yeah, she's getting married. 255 00:10:04,155 --> 00:10:05,915 Yeah, I know. 256 00:10:05,950 --> 00:10:07,089 She showed me her ring and -- and a picture of the dress. 257 00:10:07,123 --> 00:10:08,746 No, I mean she's getting married today. 258 00:10:08,780 --> 00:10:10,333 So she's not here. Oh. 259 00:10:10,368 --> 00:10:11,956 And she didn't tell you because... 260 00:10:11,990 --> 00:10:13,923 Because she didn't want me to postpone. 261 00:10:13,958 --> 00:10:14,924 Yeah. 262 00:10:14,959 --> 00:10:16,926 Because cancer. 263 00:10:16,961 --> 00:10:17,927 Yeah. 264 00:10:17,962 --> 00:10:19,446 Okay. 265 00:10:19,480 --> 00:10:20,930 Yeah, she's sorry. 266 00:10:20,965 --> 00:10:23,381 But, uh, she knows everything is gonna be just fine, 267 00:10:23,415 --> 00:10:25,452 and she asked me to stand in, so... 268 00:10:25,486 --> 00:10:26,453 [ Chuckles ] 269 00:10:26,487 --> 00:10:28,628 Well, did she elope? No. 270 00:10:28,662 --> 00:10:31,216 But she said that you were her man of honor. 271 00:10:31,251 --> 00:10:33,287 That is a thing that changed. 272 00:10:33,322 --> 00:10:36,670 Oh, so you're not even going to the wedding. 273 00:10:36,705 --> 00:10:39,190 She, uh... 274 00:10:39,224 --> 00:10:41,157 She asked me to be here for you. 275 00:10:41,192 --> 00:10:42,780 Oh, okay. 276 00:10:42,814 --> 00:10:44,229 Are you all checked in? 277 00:10:44,264 --> 00:10:46,059 Is she good?Nurse: Yes, she's all set. 278 00:10:46,093 --> 00:10:47,232 I'll show you to pre-op. 279 00:10:47,267 --> 00:10:48,682 Well, you know, you don't have to -- 280 00:10:48,717 --> 00:10:52,065 I promised Simone I would be here for you. 281 00:10:53,100 --> 00:10:54,343 Okay. 282 00:10:56,034 --> 00:10:57,587 Thank you. 283 00:10:57,622 --> 00:11:03,628 ♪♪ 284 00:11:05,354 --> 00:11:07,321 [ Elevator bell dings ]If everything looks good, then you'll soon be 285 00:11:07,356 --> 00:11:08,875 on your way to do physical therapy 286 00:11:08,909 --> 00:11:11,325 in the hospital gym instead of just your room. 287 00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:13,603 Finally. Something dangerous. 288 00:11:13,638 --> 00:11:16,330 Hi, how are you feeling today? 289 00:11:16,365 --> 00:11:22,820 I'm learning ASL, so I'm trying to practice any chance I get. 290 00:11:22,854 --> 00:11:25,823 Do you know you just signed "poop" and not "practice"? 291 00:11:25,857 --> 00:11:27,169 Basically you just said, 292 00:11:27,203 --> 00:11:29,171 "I'm trying to poop any chance I get." 293 00:11:29,205 --> 00:11:30,275 No! Yep. 294 00:11:30,310 --> 00:11:31,725 I picked it up overseas 295 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,762 when I was evacuating civilian refugees. 296 00:11:33,796 --> 00:11:35,902 ASL "Sesame Street" just seemed to calm the kids down, 297 00:11:35,936 --> 00:11:38,111 so I caught the basics.Of course you did. 298 00:11:38,145 --> 00:11:40,458 But I only know the level of a 4-year-old. Mm. 299 00:11:40,492 --> 00:11:43,944 One through 10, colors, farm animals... 300 00:11:43,979 --> 00:11:44,945 poop. 301 00:11:44,980 --> 00:11:46,050 [ Laughs ] 302 00:11:46,084 --> 00:11:47,776 Well, CT's expecting us. 303 00:11:47,810 --> 00:11:49,225 We gotta go. Okay. 304 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:51,780 I'll come. 305 00:11:51,814 --> 00:11:53,298 Convenient. And great! 306 00:11:53,333 --> 00:11:55,922 Because you are, in fact, on Sam's surgical team. 307 00:11:55,956 --> 00:11:57,647 Mm-hmm. Shall we? 308 00:11:57,682 --> 00:11:59,408 Mika: It looks so pretty. 309 00:11:59,442 --> 00:12:01,479 Oh, we should put our gifts over here. 310 00:12:01,513 --> 00:12:03,067 Trey: Hey. 311 00:12:03,101 --> 00:12:04,654 Hey, hey. Hey. 312 00:12:04,689 --> 00:12:05,897 Florist didn't show up. They had the wrong date. 313 00:12:05,932 --> 00:12:07,381 And it's my fault 314 00:12:07,416 --> 00:12:08,762 because I was supposed to be doing the flowers. 315 00:12:08,797 --> 00:12:09,970 But they had this day but the next month. 316 00:12:10,005 --> 00:12:11,282 I mean, do I tell her? 317 00:12:11,316 --> 00:12:12,628 She's in her room trying on the dress 318 00:12:12,662 --> 00:12:14,285 and I'm not supposed to see her, but there's no bouquet. 319 00:12:14,319 --> 00:12:16,287 So do I go tell her and say she won't --Hey, take a breath. 320 00:12:16,321 --> 00:12:18,876 Deep breath. Ready?[ Inhales, exhales deeply ] 321 00:12:18,910 --> 00:12:21,948 You look very handsome and the food looks great 322 00:12:21,982 --> 00:12:23,466 and everyone looks happy, 323 00:12:23,501 --> 00:12:25,779 and hey, I will go get a bouquet for Simone. 324 00:12:25,814 --> 00:12:27,125 Alright, well, she ordered tulips, okay? 325 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:28,644 Those are her mom's favorite. 326 00:12:28,678 --> 00:12:30,784 I can't promise tulips, but I'll -- I'll do my best. 327 00:12:30,819 --> 00:12:33,476 Well, also, the altar and the aisle could use some flowers. 328 00:12:33,511 --> 00:12:34,961 I paid for a lot of flowers, though. 329 00:12:34,995 --> 00:12:36,686 Um, in college, I worked in the floral section 330 00:12:36,721 --> 00:12:38,067 of the grocery store for three weeks 331 00:12:38,102 --> 00:12:39,586 before I was moved to the bakery, 332 00:12:39,620 --> 00:12:41,830 and I kind of have a gift for shapes and colors. 333 00:12:41,864 --> 00:12:43,176 Oh, yeah?Yeah. 334 00:12:43,210 --> 00:12:44,246 Well, I'm really good with my hands. 335 00:12:44,280 --> 00:12:45,765 [ Both laugh ] 336 00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:47,525 We're dates.We're dates. 337 00:12:47,559 --> 00:12:49,699 Thank you. And thank you. 338 00:12:49,734 --> 00:12:51,425 Of course. 339 00:12:51,460 --> 00:12:57,638 So, can I kiss you again, right now? 340 00:12:57,673 --> 00:12:59,295 Totally. 341 00:13:10,548 --> 00:13:11,825 Good morning. 342 00:13:11,860 --> 00:13:13,551 Good morning. Good morning. Hello. Good morning. 343 00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:14,552 Winston: Hey, Marsh. Hey. 344 00:13:14,586 --> 00:13:16,312 Alright, Ms. Selkie, 345 00:13:16,347 --> 00:13:19,281 so these are not just surgeons from my flagship hospital, 346 00:13:19,315 --> 00:13:20,800 they are nominees. 347 00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:22,663 So, give them any and everything that they want. 348 00:13:22,698 --> 00:13:25,218 But first, I want a vodka martini in a glass. 349 00:13:25,252 --> 00:13:26,564 [ Chuckles ] 350 00:13:26,598 --> 00:13:28,669 Can I have a club soda with ice, please? 351 00:13:28,704 --> 00:13:30,119 Thank you. 352 00:13:30,154 --> 00:13:31,362 Dr. Bailey.Bailey: Hey, good morning. 353 00:13:31,396 --> 00:13:32,950 Hey, good morning. Good morning. 354 00:13:32,984 --> 00:13:34,123 Um, where's, uh, Ben? 355 00:13:34,158 --> 00:13:35,711 Oh, uh, he stayed 356 00:13:35,745 --> 00:13:37,817 in case they need more hands at the collapse site. 357 00:13:37,851 --> 00:13:40,336 I appreciate you, uh, saving me a seat last minute. 358 00:13:40,371 --> 00:13:41,717 Good morning.How are you? 359 00:13:41,751 --> 00:13:43,132 Please, I don't know why you didn't decide 360 00:13:43,167 --> 00:13:44,824 to go with us from the start. 361 00:13:44,858 --> 00:13:48,517 Ugh, well, private jets produce 5 to 14 times more pollution 362 00:13:48,551 --> 00:13:50,830 per passenger than commercial flights. 363 00:13:50,864 --> 00:13:52,832 Our planet is boiling. 364 00:13:52,866 --> 00:13:54,350 Also, they terrify me. 365 00:13:54,385 --> 00:13:57,181 Uh, can I get a bourbon, neat? 366 00:13:57,215 --> 00:13:58,492 Thank you. Here? 367 00:13:58,527 --> 00:14:00,149 Okay. Yes. 368 00:14:00,184 --> 00:14:02,082 Dr. Marsh. Yeah? 369 00:14:02,117 --> 00:14:04,429 I'm really happy you decided to come with us. 370 00:14:04,464 --> 00:14:06,362 I also appreciate the ride. Thank you. 371 00:14:06,397 --> 00:14:07,881 Yes. Absolutely. 372 00:14:07,916 --> 00:14:09,918 [ Sighs ] [ Laughs ] 373 00:14:09,952 --> 00:14:13,093 Uh, um, you're, uh, in her seat. 374 00:14:13,128 --> 00:14:14,715 Right. Excuse me. 375 00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:15,855 My bad. 376 00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,235 [ Laughs ] 377 00:14:19,099 --> 00:14:20,135 Oh. 378 00:14:22,033 --> 00:14:24,415 Well, at least you know I won't get obnoxiously drunk 379 00:14:24,449 --> 00:14:27,004 and talk your ear off for five hours. [ Chuckles ] 380 00:14:27,038 --> 00:14:28,626 Hey, Marsh. Trade seats with me, man. 381 00:14:28,660 --> 00:14:30,248 Yeah. Sure. 382 00:14:31,491 --> 00:14:33,527 Thank you. [ Clears throat ] 383 00:14:33,562 --> 00:14:35,702 Why do I get the feeling this is gonna be a long flight? 384 00:14:35,736 --> 00:14:38,636 Excuse me, can I get a bourbon? 385 00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:39,671 Uh, double. 386 00:14:47,438 --> 00:14:49,302 I'm just here to ask you a couple questions. 387 00:14:49,336 --> 00:14:50,855 Is that okay? Preguntas. 388 00:15:00,692 --> 00:15:03,764 Ms. Alvarez, I'd like to know everything that happened today. 389 00:15:03,799 --> 00:15:05,387 Todo. 390 00:15:05,421 --> 00:15:06,595 I-I can see if I can stick around 391 00:15:06,629 --> 00:15:08,493 if you need help interpreting or -- 392 00:15:08,528 --> 00:15:10,323 Someone should be on their way down. 393 00:15:25,648 --> 00:15:26,960 Her EKG's negative. 394 00:15:26,995 --> 00:15:28,237 It seems that her collapse might have been 395 00:15:28,272 --> 00:15:30,067 a vasovagal response from the stress. 396 00:15:30,101 --> 00:15:32,172 Enzo's tox screen came back clean. 397 00:15:32,207 --> 00:15:34,105 Okay, so I was wrong? 398 00:15:34,140 --> 00:15:35,624 I don't think you were. 399 00:15:35,658 --> 00:15:37,626 Fentanyl doesn't show up on standard tox screens 400 00:15:37,660 --> 00:15:39,145 because it is synthetic. 401 00:15:39,179 --> 00:15:41,768 I asked them to test Enzo for that specifically. 402 00:15:41,802 --> 00:15:43,321 Teddy: Hey. 403 00:15:43,356 --> 00:15:44,944 I, uh -- I thought you were going to the wedding. 404 00:15:44,978 --> 00:15:46,531 I'm where I need to be. 405 00:15:46,566 --> 00:15:49,603 PICU's full, but the ICU overflow can take him. 406 00:15:49,638 --> 00:15:50,846 Kwan?Okay. 407 00:15:50,880 --> 00:15:53,642 [ Sighs ] 408 00:15:53,676 --> 00:15:55,471 You okay? Yeah, kinda. 409 00:15:55,506 --> 00:15:57,542 I'm just -- I'm being asked to be in four different places. 410 00:15:57,577 --> 00:15:59,613 One is a cardio consult upstairs. 411 00:15:59,648 --> 00:16:01,305 Go. I've got things covered down here. 412 00:16:01,339 --> 00:16:02,720 Thanks. 413 00:16:02,754 --> 00:16:04,308 [ Clears throat ] You need a dentist. 414 00:16:04,342 --> 00:16:07,138 I need a shot of tequila, a string, and a door. 415 00:16:07,173 --> 00:16:08,829 We're not in the Army anymore! 416 00:16:08,864 --> 00:16:11,487 Yeah, but that was a crazy day, though, right? 417 00:16:12,695 --> 00:16:14,145 We just published the results 418 00:16:14,180 --> 00:16:15,836 from Hamilton's 12-month follow-up, 419 00:16:15,871 --> 00:16:18,494 and he still hasn't had to increase his dopamine therapy. 420 00:16:19,495 --> 00:16:21,118 Yeah, you, uh -- you -- you mentioned that. 421 00:16:21,152 --> 00:16:24,293 We also haven't observed any negative neurological effects. 422 00:16:24,328 --> 00:16:26,640 I cannot wait to tell Meredith. 423 00:16:26,675 --> 00:16:28,711 I'm sure she'll be thrilled. 424 00:16:28,746 --> 00:16:30,990 You made her really happy. You know that, right? 425 00:16:33,026 --> 00:16:35,546 Well, if that's true, she had a very funny way of showing it. 426 00:16:35,580 --> 00:16:38,859 Well, Meredith has a funny way of showing a lot of things. 427 00:16:40,275 --> 00:16:43,002 But now that she and the kids are pretty settled, 428 00:16:43,036 --> 00:16:44,796 her mind may be open. 429 00:16:46,764 --> 00:16:48,317 Open to what? 430 00:16:48,352 --> 00:16:49,905 She asks about you. 431 00:16:49,939 --> 00:16:51,562 [ Laughs ] Wow. 432 00:16:51,596 --> 00:16:54,323 You really enjoy interfering in other people's relationships. 433 00:16:54,358 --> 00:16:57,223 Uh, yeah, Meredith and I are no longer in a relationship. 434 00:16:57,257 --> 00:16:58,776 You don't have feelings for her anymore? 435 00:16:58,810 --> 00:17:00,329 Good God, why do you care so much? 436 00:17:00,364 --> 00:17:02,366 Look, I-I've learned with Meredith Grey that -- 437 00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:03,712 that the more you chase her, 438 00:17:03,746 --> 00:17:05,438 the faster and farther she will run. 439 00:17:05,472 --> 00:17:07,612 [ Chuckles ] It's kind of perfect. 440 00:17:07,646 --> 00:17:09,200 What is? 441 00:17:09,234 --> 00:17:12,065 All three sisters, single at the same time. 442 00:17:13,066 --> 00:17:15,586 Nope. [ Grunts ] 443 00:17:16,414 --> 00:17:19,555 [ Thudding ]Mm! It's okay. 444 00:17:19,589 --> 00:17:21,902 It's -- It's just mild turbulence, Bailey. 445 00:17:21,936 --> 00:17:23,352 Not back there. 446 00:17:23,387 --> 00:17:24,871 Someone's this close to getting thrown out 447 00:17:24,905 --> 00:17:26,976 of the emergency exit, and it's not gonna be me. 448 00:17:27,011 --> 00:17:28,909 I've had a hard enough year. 449 00:17:28,944 --> 00:17:30,532 Hell, it was just starting to get good. 450 00:17:30,566 --> 00:17:32,741 [ Chuckles ] 451 00:17:32,775 --> 00:17:35,192 What? I can't watch the show? 452 00:17:35,226 --> 00:17:39,299 ♪♪ 453 00:17:39,334 --> 00:17:41,646 [ Sighs ] 454 00:17:43,786 --> 00:17:45,133 Are you okay? 455 00:17:45,167 --> 00:17:46,548 Yeah. 456 00:17:46,582 --> 00:17:48,791 I just...miss my mom. 457 00:17:48,826 --> 00:17:52,071 I mean, I obviously never knew her, but... 458 00:17:52,105 --> 00:17:54,280 when I went on my first date with Trey, 459 00:17:54,314 --> 00:17:57,076 a red robin perched on a tree branch three feet away from us. 460 00:17:57,110 --> 00:17:58,560 Robins were my mother's favorite bird. 461 00:17:58,594 --> 00:18:02,150 She collected them on mugs and coasters and trinkets, 462 00:18:02,184 --> 00:18:05,808 so I took it as a sign she was with me that day 463 00:18:05,843 --> 00:18:07,224 and Trey's a good man. 464 00:18:07,258 --> 00:18:08,225 He's good. 465 00:18:08,259 --> 00:18:10,019 He's kind and... 466 00:18:11,780 --> 00:18:13,678 ...he's steady and... 467 00:18:13,713 --> 00:18:15,232 he loves me, 468 00:18:15,266 --> 00:18:18,166 and I know that's what my mother would have wanted...for me. 469 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:20,168 She would have wanted me to have what she had with my father. 470 00:18:20,202 --> 00:18:21,341 So... 471 00:18:24,206 --> 00:18:25,966 I miss her. 472 00:18:26,001 --> 00:18:28,314 I think she'd be proud of me today. 473 00:18:29,487 --> 00:18:31,006 [ Knock on door ] 474 00:18:32,387 --> 00:18:33,353 Hi, Daddy. 475 00:18:33,388 --> 00:18:35,148 Simone. 476 00:18:36,184 --> 00:18:38,151 [ Chuckles ] 477 00:18:38,186 --> 00:18:39,463 Oh. 478 00:18:40,395 --> 00:18:42,293 [ Laughs ] 479 00:18:42,328 --> 00:18:44,157 You take my breath away. 480 00:18:45,193 --> 00:18:47,850 [ Sighs, laughs ] 481 00:18:47,885 --> 00:18:49,611 I'm sorry. 482 00:18:49,645 --> 00:18:52,027 Um, Dewayne Griffith, Simone's father. 483 00:18:52,061 --> 00:18:53,960 Jules Millin. Maid of honor. 484 00:18:53,994 --> 00:18:55,513 [ Thud ] 485 00:18:55,548 --> 00:18:57,584 What was that? [ Chuckles ] 486 00:19:00,587 --> 00:19:02,451 It's a bird. 487 00:19:02,486 --> 00:19:04,039 Is it okay? 488 00:19:04,073 --> 00:19:05,523 It is not. 489 00:19:06,524 --> 00:19:08,216 What kind of bird? 490 00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:10,735 Oh, you know, it's -- it's just, um... 491 00:19:12,703 --> 00:19:14,083 Oh, my God. What just happened? 492 00:19:15,050 --> 00:19:16,327 Um... 493 00:19:16,362 --> 00:19:18,157 I'll get your grandmother's sewing kit. 494 00:19:19,192 --> 00:19:20,228 It's fine. I can -- I can sew. 495 00:19:20,262 --> 00:19:22,161 I can fix it. Two minutes. 496 00:19:22,195 --> 00:19:23,231 Two... 497 00:19:23,265 --> 00:19:26,510 [ Breathing deeply ] 498 00:19:29,547 --> 00:19:30,824 Uh, you okay? 499 00:19:30,859 --> 00:19:32,585 Yes. Yes, yes. 500 00:19:32,619 --> 00:19:34,690 I'm just -- I'm just trying to regulate my nervous system. 501 00:19:34,725 --> 00:19:36,002 By hyperventilating? 502 00:19:36,036 --> 00:19:37,176 It's a whole thing. 503 00:19:37,210 --> 00:19:38,522 Do you have an update?Uh, yeah. 504 00:19:38,556 --> 00:19:40,524 Dr. Robinson is still in his previous surgery, 505 00:19:40,558 --> 00:19:42,526 so it'll still be a while. 506 00:19:43,975 --> 00:19:46,046 [ Exhales deeply ] 507 00:19:47,082 --> 00:19:49,774 I wish I would have taken the girls on one last ride. 508 00:19:49,809 --> 00:19:51,190 The girls? 509 00:19:51,224 --> 00:19:52,605 Oh. 510 00:19:52,639 --> 00:19:54,227 I just feel like I didn't appreciate them 511 00:19:54,262 --> 00:19:55,746 while I had them. 512 00:19:55,780 --> 00:19:57,506 Uh, and you'll have plenty of time to appreciate 513 00:19:57,541 --> 00:19:59,405 all the things you want to appreciate. 514 00:19:59,439 --> 00:20:01,510 This surgery is saving your life. Right. 515 00:20:01,545 --> 00:20:04,133 And they'll do the reconstruction later today --I know. I know. 516 00:20:04,168 --> 00:20:06,515 It's just they won't be the same. 517 00:20:06,550 --> 00:20:07,999 They won't be the same. 518 00:20:09,967 --> 00:20:11,934 Because they'll be cancer-free. 519 00:20:13,177 --> 00:20:14,868 [ Laughs ] 520 00:20:14,903 --> 00:20:16,215 Wow. 521 00:20:16,249 --> 00:20:19,218 Cute, a doctor, 522 00:20:19,252 --> 00:20:22,117 and somehow knows the exact right thing to say. 523 00:20:22,151 --> 00:20:23,808 [ Sighs ] 524 00:20:23,843 --> 00:20:27,260 So, why didn't you go to the wedding? 525 00:20:29,676 --> 00:20:30,953 Oh, damn. 526 00:20:30,988 --> 00:20:33,922 Man of honor, skipping the wedding. 527 00:20:33,956 --> 00:20:35,613 You got it bad, huh? 528 00:20:35,648 --> 00:20:37,097 So bad. 529 00:20:37,132 --> 00:20:38,789 You want to hyperventilate with me? 530 00:20:38,823 --> 00:20:40,100 Does it really work? 531 00:20:40,135 --> 00:20:41,481 Yeah. 532 00:20:42,482 --> 00:20:45,485 [ Breathes deeply ] 533 00:20:51,664 --> 00:20:52,630 Hey. 534 00:20:52,665 --> 00:20:53,631 Oh. [ Clears throat ] 535 00:20:53,666 --> 00:20:55,150 Sam Sutton. 536 00:20:55,184 --> 00:20:57,842 Just had his follow-up CT angio, post op day 4. 537 00:20:57,877 --> 00:20:59,292 This is the wingsuiter, right? 538 00:20:59,327 --> 00:21:00,466 Yeah. Mm-hmm. 539 00:21:00,500 --> 00:21:02,399 Alright, let me take a look. Um... 540 00:21:02,433 --> 00:21:05,402 Yeah, he's got a grade 1 aortic transection. 541 00:21:05,436 --> 00:21:07,404 I mean, see this small line? 542 00:21:07,438 --> 00:21:09,958 It's most likely from a deceleration injury 543 00:21:09,992 --> 00:21:10,959 from the crash. 544 00:21:10,993 --> 00:21:11,925 How are his pressures? 545 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:13,272 Good. Good. 546 00:21:13,306 --> 00:21:15,757 But his prognosis is -- is favorable, right? 547 00:21:15,791 --> 00:21:18,138 Yeah, it should be good. They usually heal on their own. 548 00:21:18,173 --> 00:21:20,175 But you need to keep a watchful eye on him 549 00:21:20,209 --> 00:21:22,626 and re-scan him 48 hours from now. 550 00:21:22,660 --> 00:21:23,627 Got it.I'll take care of it. 551 00:21:23,661 --> 00:21:24,973 An intern can manage it. 552 00:21:25,007 --> 00:21:26,319 Well, they're at Griffith's wedding, 553 00:21:26,354 --> 00:21:27,527 so I can just check between patients. 554 00:21:27,562 --> 00:21:28,666 Not necessary. I'm his doctor. 555 00:21:28,701 --> 00:21:29,943 I don't mind. Neither do I. 556 00:21:29,978 --> 00:21:31,428 You don't even like him. 557 00:21:31,462 --> 00:21:33,533 Well, not the way you do. 558 00:21:34,707 --> 00:21:36,605 Woman over PA: Dr. Anderson to Orthopedics. 559 00:21:36,640 --> 00:21:39,194 Dr. Doug Anderson to Orthopedics. 560 00:21:39,228 --> 00:21:41,127 Give me a second. 561 00:21:41,161 --> 00:21:42,887 Maxine? Everything okay? 562 00:21:42,922 --> 00:21:45,165 Oh! Oh, Dr. Kwan! Thank heavens. 563 00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:47,236 I'm all turned around. 564 00:21:47,271 --> 00:21:49,273 C-Can you tell me what day it is? 565 00:21:50,378 --> 00:21:52,345 The last time we found you wandering the halls, 566 00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:54,071 you were septic and delirious. 567 00:21:54,105 --> 00:21:55,383 It's Friday. 568 00:21:55,417 --> 00:21:57,385 I'm at Grey-Sloan Memorial, 569 00:21:57,419 --> 00:22:00,836 and can you please explain why there's someone in my room? 570 00:22:02,424 --> 00:22:04,806 Your room is on the north side. 571 00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:06,083 This is the south. 572 00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:08,396 [ Chuckling ]Enzo: Mom? 573 00:22:08,430 --> 00:22:09,983 Oh, okay. 574 00:22:10,018 --> 00:22:11,571 Do you know where my mama is? 575 00:22:11,606 --> 00:22:13,884 She'll be back as soon as she can, alright? 576 00:22:13,918 --> 00:22:15,817 [ Cellphone chimes ] 577 00:22:15,851 --> 00:22:16,990 [ Sighs ] 578 00:22:17,025 --> 00:22:18,337 I just got called in for a consult. 579 00:22:18,371 --> 00:22:20,822 Well, you go. I-I'll sit with him. 580 00:22:20,856 --> 00:22:22,271 No, you need to get back in bed. 581 00:22:22,306 --> 00:22:25,516 Oh, I can rest just as well in a chair. 582 00:22:32,316 --> 00:22:33,282 [ Chuckles ] 583 00:22:33,317 --> 00:22:35,284 Do you like stories? 584 00:22:35,319 --> 00:22:36,285 Oh, good. 585 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:37,908 You can tell me some. 586 00:22:37,942 --> 00:22:40,048 [ Cellphone chimes ] 587 00:22:40,082 --> 00:22:41,394 Dr. Benson Kwan? 588 00:22:41,429 --> 00:22:42,602 We need to ask you some questions 589 00:22:42,637 --> 00:22:44,121 about the Alvarez case. 590 00:22:44,155 --> 00:22:45,778 I just got called in for a consult back in the E.R. -- 591 00:22:45,812 --> 00:22:47,711 Your patient tested positive for fentanyl. 592 00:22:47,745 --> 00:22:49,609 This is now a criminal investigation involving a minor. 593 00:22:49,644 --> 00:22:51,749 It will only take a couple minutes of your time. 594 00:22:51,784 --> 00:22:55,926 ♪♪ 595 00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:07,247 Denise, why are your friends cutting down all my roses? 596 00:23:07,282 --> 00:23:09,249 Uh, they're doing what? [ Gasps ] 597 00:23:09,284 --> 00:23:10,734 Oh, my baby. 598 00:23:10,768 --> 00:23:12,425 Look at you. 599 00:23:12,460 --> 00:23:13,426 Hi, Mom. 600 00:23:13,461 --> 00:23:14,772 Oh. 601 00:23:16,464 --> 00:23:18,293 You are a beauty. 602 00:23:19,190 --> 00:23:21,607 And you are my star. 603 00:23:21,641 --> 00:23:24,472 And, baby girl, don't you marry Kenneth 604 00:23:24,506 --> 00:23:26,646 if you don't really love him. 605 00:23:26,681 --> 00:23:30,339 If you love Dewayne and he sees you for who you are, 606 00:23:30,374 --> 00:23:32,963 don't you walk down that aisle. 607 00:23:32,997 --> 00:23:36,967 Honey, it's better to disappoint everybody else 608 00:23:37,001 --> 00:23:40,073 than it is to disappoint yourself. 609 00:23:40,108 --> 00:23:42,317 And your mama loves you. 610 00:23:42,351 --> 00:23:44,457 I love you. 611 00:23:44,492 --> 00:23:50,256 ♪♪ 612 00:23:50,290 --> 00:23:51,844 And the plot thickens. 613 00:23:54,605 --> 00:23:56,745 Man over PA: Dr. Gear to E.R., stat. 614 00:23:56,780 --> 00:23:59,230 Dr. Gear to E.R., stat. 615 00:24:01,232 --> 00:24:03,338 I asked to stay while they talked, 616 00:24:03,372 --> 00:24:04,857 but I was shown the door, 617 00:24:04,891 --> 00:24:06,928 so I eavesdropped on the nurses. 618 00:24:06,962 --> 00:24:09,275 Enzo has fentanyl in his blood? 619 00:24:09,309 --> 00:24:11,795 I can't answer that 'cause doctor/patient -- 620 00:24:11,829 --> 00:24:14,487 And they think his mother gave it to him? 621 00:24:14,522 --> 00:24:16,869 Why the hell would she do that? 622 00:24:18,008 --> 00:24:20,493 You think -- You think they have it wrong? 623 00:24:21,805 --> 00:24:24,117 I can't prove it, 624 00:24:24,152 --> 00:24:27,327 and I also might be partial to single moms and their sons. 625 00:24:27,362 --> 00:24:30,538 If you think the police have this wrong, 626 00:24:30,572 --> 00:24:32,471 then you have to fight. 627 00:24:32,505 --> 00:24:35,163 You have to fight like hell to help her, 628 00:24:35,197 --> 00:24:39,339 or you risk it waking you up in the night when you're 80. 629 00:24:39,374 --> 00:24:40,513 [ Sighs ] 630 00:24:40,548 --> 00:24:42,308 I just started my residency here. 631 00:24:42,342 --> 00:24:45,794 When I first started teaching, there was a young assistant. 632 00:24:45,829 --> 00:24:47,520 Her name was Claire. 633 00:24:47,555 --> 00:24:50,903 She was a bit of an odd duck, really, kept to herself, 634 00:24:50,937 --> 00:24:53,043 but the kids loved her. 635 00:24:53,077 --> 00:24:55,632 Anyway, she often came in late and -- 636 00:24:55,666 --> 00:24:57,703 and sometimes had bruises on her face. 637 00:24:57,737 --> 00:25:00,429 So I asked another teacher about it, 638 00:25:00,464 --> 00:25:04,744 and she said that her husband was a bigwig alum 639 00:25:04,779 --> 00:25:06,815 who fundraised for the school. 640 00:25:06,850 --> 00:25:08,990 In other words -- stop asking. 641 00:25:09,024 --> 00:25:13,097 So I did. I didn't want to lose my job. 642 00:25:13,132 --> 00:25:16,204 A few weeks later, Claire was dead. 643 00:25:16,238 --> 00:25:20,035 And that'swhat keeps me up at night. 644 00:25:20,070 --> 00:25:23,832 Not my divorce, not my old friends dying, 645 00:25:23,867 --> 00:25:26,766 not my failures as a mother, of which there are many. 646 00:25:26,801 --> 00:25:29,597 No, it's the thought of that -- 647 00:25:29,631 --> 00:25:32,772 that poor young woman that I didn't fight for. 648 00:25:32,807 --> 00:25:39,330 ♪♪ 649 00:25:40,884 --> 00:25:43,852 Wait, we're letting them arrest her? 650 00:25:43,887 --> 00:25:45,095 They're gonna take her to the station 651 00:25:45,129 --> 00:25:46,648 once she's medically clear. 652 00:25:47,649 --> 00:25:49,099 Look, we don't have a choice. 653 00:25:49,133 --> 00:25:51,584 CPS only had more questions after the interview. 654 00:25:51,619 --> 00:25:53,517 An interview that was in broken Spanish. 655 00:25:54,483 --> 00:25:56,693 Did they even wait for an interpreter? 656 00:25:56,727 --> 00:25:58,315 They'll continue the investigation, 657 00:25:58,349 --> 00:26:00,800 but for now, we need to do what's best for Enzo. 658 00:26:00,835 --> 00:26:02,284 What, by splitting him up 659 00:26:02,319 --> 00:26:03,976 with the only person that cares about him? 660 00:26:04,010 --> 00:26:05,771 I -- [ Sighs ]They are on vacation from Buenos Aires. 661 00:26:05,805 --> 00:26:07,600 They rented a home here because Enzo is obsessed 662 00:26:07,635 --> 00:26:09,050 with Mount Rainier and the Space Needle 663 00:26:09,084 --> 00:26:10,914 since his dad was from here. 664 00:26:10,948 --> 00:26:13,088 I think the system is making assumptions 665 00:26:13,123 --> 00:26:16,264 that they wouldn't make if she was speaking English. 666 00:26:16,298 --> 00:26:18,611 Carmen doesn't even know what fentanyl is. 667 00:26:18,646 --> 00:26:20,268 If she saw it, she would think it was candy 668 00:26:20,302 --> 00:26:22,270 because the pills are in bright, shiny rainbow colors -- 669 00:26:22,304 --> 00:26:23,340 Kwan. 670 00:26:26,861 --> 00:26:27,931 Carmen. 671 00:26:32,452 --> 00:26:33,488 No. 672 00:26:40,046 --> 00:26:41,669 Dr. Hunt! 673 00:26:44,292 --> 00:26:45,845 [ Thudding ] 674 00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:47,088 Turbulence shouldn't last this long. 675 00:26:47,122 --> 00:26:48,537 We should go higher. 676 00:26:48,572 --> 00:26:50,022 Now you're telling the pilots what to do? 677 00:26:50,056 --> 00:26:51,299 That tracks. 678 00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:53,197 Well, it's, uh, global warming. 679 00:26:53,232 --> 00:26:55,130 Air currents colliding at high altitudes, 680 00:26:55,165 --> 00:26:57,616 making turbulence harder to predict. 681 00:26:58,582 --> 00:27:00,101 In case anyone cares. 682 00:27:00,135 --> 00:27:01,205 Whoa! 683 00:27:02,172 --> 00:27:03,863 You okay?I'm so sorry. I'm fine. 684 00:27:03,898 --> 00:27:05,554 What else do you want me to say? 685 00:27:05,589 --> 00:27:06,970 I was in an awful place. 686 00:27:07,004 --> 00:27:08,972 I feel terrible about the way I treated you. 687 00:27:09,006 --> 00:27:10,456 Do you still stand by what you said? 688 00:27:10,490 --> 00:27:12,147 I stand by my apology. 689 00:27:12,182 --> 00:27:13,632 Forget the apology, Amelia. 690 00:27:13,666 --> 00:27:14,978 Do you believe there's truth to what you said? 691 00:27:15,012 --> 00:27:16,496 I-I-I'll give my entire salary 692 00:27:16,531 --> 00:27:18,050 to the first person who switches seats. 693 00:27:18,084 --> 00:27:19,499 Not worth it. 694 00:27:19,534 --> 00:27:21,398 I was harsh, I was out of line, 695 00:27:21,432 --> 00:27:23,503 but I think there was some truth to what I said, 696 00:27:23,538 --> 00:27:24,573 and I think you know it. 697 00:27:24,608 --> 00:27:26,645 You were supposed to love Maggie, 698 00:27:26,679 --> 00:27:27,853 not compete with her. 699 00:27:27,887 --> 00:27:29,302 You don't know me. Okay? 700 00:27:29,337 --> 00:27:30,890 You -- You don't have any idea 701 00:27:30,925 --> 00:27:33,306 what I had to overcome to get here. 702 00:27:33,341 --> 00:27:34,860 The discipline that it took. 703 00:27:34,894 --> 00:27:36,551 There's not a single doctor 704 00:27:36,585 --> 00:27:38,484 or even college graduate in my family, 705 00:27:38,518 --> 00:27:40,555 and now I'm one of the best heart surgeons in the country. 706 00:27:40,589 --> 00:27:42,971 And I've been called small and a coward. 707 00:27:43,006 --> 00:27:45,422 And a failure because my marriage didn't work out. 708 00:27:45,456 --> 00:27:47,079 Because my wife and I wanted different things. 709 00:27:47,113 --> 00:27:49,668 Because I won't compromise everything that I've built 710 00:27:49,702 --> 00:27:51,393 by throwing tantrums at work. 711 00:27:51,428 --> 00:27:53,499 That's not me. Never gonna happen. 712 00:27:53,533 --> 00:27:54,880 I didn't fail Maggie. 713 00:27:54,914 --> 00:27:56,605 And you know what? Maggie didn't fail me. 714 00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:57,814 If you think that I was the problem 715 00:27:57,848 --> 00:27:58,987 and you were in her ear? 716 00:27:59,022 --> 00:28:00,333 You might be the reason she left! 717 00:28:00,368 --> 00:28:01,576 I was not in her ear! 718 00:28:01,610 --> 00:28:03,164 One day, we'll all be dead! 719 00:28:03,198 --> 00:28:04,821 Does it have to be today? 720 00:28:04,855 --> 00:28:07,237 And when that time comes, when you're in the afterlife, 721 00:28:07,271 --> 00:28:08,445 chilling on a cloud, 722 00:28:08,479 --> 00:28:10,447 will you be proud of this moment? 723 00:28:10,481 --> 00:28:12,863 Will it have uplifted your souls? 724 00:28:12,898 --> 00:28:15,624 Or will you realize that you've wasted precious life 725 00:28:15,659 --> 00:28:17,281 with petty arguments? 726 00:28:17,316 --> 00:28:19,042 Will it fill you with pride? 727 00:28:19,076 --> 00:28:21,044 Or shame and regret? 728 00:28:21,078 --> 00:28:24,185 Um [clears throat] my wife has been hitting 729 00:28:24,219 --> 00:28:26,463 the medical marijuana pretty hard lately. 730 00:28:26,497 --> 00:28:28,051 [ Loud thud ] Whoa! 731 00:28:28,085 --> 00:28:29,466 Okay, okay, okay. Oh! 732 00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:31,330 Pilot: Hang on, folks. It's getting bumpy. 733 00:28:37,405 --> 00:28:39,718 This is not how I'm supposed to die! 734 00:28:39,752 --> 00:28:43,135 I have cancer, damn it! That's how I'm gonna die! 735 00:28:43,169 --> 00:28:45,585 Catherine, we're not dying! Take my hand. 736 00:28:45,620 --> 00:28:47,484 We're going down, baby! 737 00:28:47,518 --> 00:28:50,107 This is why people fly commercial! 738 00:28:50,142 --> 00:28:51,730 It feels like we're plummeting. 739 00:28:51,764 --> 00:28:53,870 We are!I can't die, I'm a mom. 740 00:28:53,904 --> 00:28:55,664 I can't die, I can't die -- 741 00:28:55,699 --> 00:28:58,115 Amelia, give me your hand. 742 00:28:58,150 --> 00:29:00,221 Oh, I should have retired! 743 00:29:00,255 --> 00:29:02,637 Why, God?! 744 00:29:03,811 --> 00:29:05,295 Give me that. 745 00:29:05,329 --> 00:29:06,745 Bailey: Oh, hell, no. 746 00:29:06,779 --> 00:29:11,819 ♪♪ 747 00:29:11,853 --> 00:29:13,337 Oh, geez. 748 00:29:15,339 --> 00:29:17,445 Pilot: I am so sorry, folks. That was rough. 749 00:29:17,479 --> 00:29:18,964 We hit an unexpected wind shear, 750 00:29:18,998 --> 00:29:20,828 but we are through it, and I hope everyone's okay. 751 00:29:20,862 --> 00:29:22,450 We're expecting smooth skies 752 00:29:22,484 --> 00:29:23,969 for the remainder of the flight.Oh, my God. 753 00:29:24,003 --> 00:29:27,282 [ Laughs ] 754 00:29:34,151 --> 00:29:35,912 Woman over PA: Dr. Davis to Labor and Delivery. 755 00:29:35,946 --> 00:29:38,742 Dr. Megan Davis to Labor and Delivery. 756 00:29:41,987 --> 00:29:43,712 [ Clears throat ] 757 00:29:43,747 --> 00:29:45,922 Am I fired? 758 00:29:45,956 --> 00:29:49,580 As much as I'd like to think I have firing power, I do not. 759 00:29:50,581 --> 00:29:52,342 [ Sighs ] 760 00:29:52,376 --> 00:29:54,654 I grew up with a single mom. 761 00:29:54,689 --> 00:29:56,449 Yeah, I did, too. 762 00:29:56,484 --> 00:30:00,937 And most of the time, I find it to be a strength. 763 00:30:00,971 --> 00:30:04,699 It's helped with my compassion, patience, empathy, 764 00:30:04,733 --> 00:30:07,702 but not all single moms are like ours. 765 00:30:07,736 --> 00:30:11,430 So we have to follow the protocols... 766 00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:14,019 ...as hard as it is. 767 00:30:15,434 --> 00:30:17,505 [ Clears throat ] 768 00:30:18,886 --> 00:30:20,957 Police searched their rental. 769 00:30:20,991 --> 00:30:22,406 In a bedside drawer, they found 770 00:30:22,441 --> 00:30:24,961 a baggie of weed gummies and rainbow fentanyl. 771 00:30:24,995 --> 00:30:27,480 They confirmed that they were left by the previous occupants. 772 00:30:27,515 --> 00:30:29,655 For a child to find.Mm-hmm. 773 00:30:29,689 --> 00:30:33,590 Dr. Kwan, you fought the good fight -- 774 00:30:33,624 --> 00:30:35,005 and you won. 775 00:30:36,075 --> 00:30:37,490 What do I do with the rage? 776 00:30:37,525 --> 00:30:39,320 [ Sighs ] 777 00:30:39,354 --> 00:30:41,770 That is a question for the ages in this job. 778 00:30:43,013 --> 00:30:45,429 Meantime, why don't you take Carmen inside 779 00:30:45,464 --> 00:30:47,880 to go see her son, okay? 780 00:30:47,915 --> 00:30:48,985 Yeah. 781 00:30:49,019 --> 00:30:53,092 ♪♪ 782 00:30:53,127 --> 00:30:54,783 Enzo. 783 00:30:54,818 --> 00:30:56,475 Enzo: Mom? 784 00:30:57,476 --> 00:30:58,580 Estoy aquí. 785 00:31:00,651 --> 00:31:02,688 Sam: What are you doing over there? 786 00:31:02,722 --> 00:31:05,173 I'm checking your chest tube. 787 00:31:05,208 --> 00:31:06,899 Wow. Okay. 788 00:31:06,934 --> 00:31:08,521 I don't usually like to move this fast, but if you insist. 789 00:31:08,556 --> 00:31:09,626 [ Chuckles ] 790 00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:11,973 I don't believe that for a second. 791 00:31:12,940 --> 00:31:14,286 The tube looks good. 792 00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:16,357 They'll probably remove it in a couple of days. 793 00:31:16,391 --> 00:31:17,599 Signal is strong. 794 00:31:18,842 --> 00:31:20,637 So, when they ask... 795 00:31:20,671 --> 00:31:21,914 we can tell our kids 796 00:31:21,949 --> 00:31:24,261 that this was our first date, right? 797 00:31:24,296 --> 00:31:25,987 [ Chuckles ] 798 00:31:33,961 --> 00:31:36,308 How's his HandH and INR? 799 00:31:36,342 --> 00:31:37,654 Uh, stable. 800 00:31:38,862 --> 00:31:41,830 Then I guess I'll leave you to it. 801 00:31:41,865 --> 00:31:45,524 Link, is there something that you need to say to me? 802 00:31:47,353 --> 00:31:48,492 [ Sighs ] 803 00:31:48,527 --> 00:31:49,838 I just... 804 00:31:51,116 --> 00:31:52,496 You're... 805 00:31:54,153 --> 00:31:55,672 ...one of his doctors. 806 00:31:55,706 --> 00:31:57,122 Oh, my God. 807 00:31:57,156 --> 00:31:58,433 Link. 808 00:31:58,468 --> 00:32:00,263 You slept with an intern. 809 00:32:00,297 --> 00:32:01,643 Did I judge you? 810 00:32:01,678 --> 00:32:03,956 [ Wildes' "Lightly" plays ] 811 00:32:03,991 --> 00:32:08,443 ♪ I think I see it, on the horizon ♪ 812 00:32:08,478 --> 00:32:11,412 ♪ Now I feel it 813 00:32:11,446 --> 00:32:15,588 ♪ And I'm alive, but am I breathing? ♪ 814 00:32:15,623 --> 00:32:18,419 ♪ Fill my lungs so I can scream it ♪ 815 00:32:18,453 --> 00:32:19,627 Hey. 816 00:32:19,661 --> 00:32:21,940 ♪ When I cried on the floor... 817 00:32:21,974 --> 00:32:23,942 It might not be the one you ordered, 818 00:32:23,976 --> 00:32:25,184 but it's made with love, 819 00:32:25,219 --> 00:32:26,289 from all your neighbors' houses. 820 00:32:26,323 --> 00:32:27,531 Ow, ow! Oh, sorry! 821 00:32:27,566 --> 00:32:28,705 No, it's okay. Thorns? 822 00:32:28,739 --> 00:32:29,948 Ah. 823 00:32:29,982 --> 00:32:31,777 Oh, my God. You're bleeding on your dress. 824 00:32:31,811 --> 00:32:32,778 Oh, my God. Oh, my God, help. 825 00:32:32,812 --> 00:32:34,297 Uh... 826 00:32:34,331 --> 00:32:35,988 Uh, Mr. Griffith, may I? 827 00:32:36,023 --> 00:32:38,853 I'm so sorry.You can just call me Dewayne. 828 00:32:38,887 --> 00:32:39,958 It's not coming out.Here, let's just go. 829 00:32:39,992 --> 00:32:41,442 Okay. Okay. 830 00:32:41,476 --> 00:32:43,375 We're gonna take this... 831 00:32:43,409 --> 00:32:44,790 put it through that. 832 00:32:44,824 --> 00:32:47,172 Okay, hold your bouquet right there. 833 00:32:47,206 --> 00:32:48,276 You can't see the blood. 834 00:32:48,311 --> 00:32:49,450 Okay. There. 835 00:32:49,484 --> 00:32:51,900 You look beautiful. Thank you. 836 00:32:51,935 --> 00:32:53,040 Dewayne: It's all good. 837 00:32:53,074 --> 00:32:54,041 It's okay, baby. 838 00:32:54,075 --> 00:32:55,490 Here we go. 839 00:32:55,525 --> 00:32:57,285 ♪ Maybe I love how I feel in the wind ♪ 840 00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:58,286 ♪ I'm the breeze 841 00:32:58,321 --> 00:33:00,875 ♪ So light 842 00:33:02,428 --> 00:33:09,021 ♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght 843 00:33:09,056 --> 00:33:10,816 [ Chuckles ] 844 00:33:10,850 --> 00:33:16,856 ♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght 845 00:33:19,169 --> 00:33:21,482 ♪ Can you feel it? 846 00:33:21,516 --> 00:33:24,657 ♪ Close to you? 847 00:33:24,692 --> 00:33:29,007 Dad, was Mom engaged to someone else before you? 848 00:33:29,041 --> 00:33:31,250 Baby, why would you --Just tell me the truth, please. 849 00:33:31,285 --> 00:33:37,291 ♪♪ 850 00:33:39,189 --> 00:33:40,604 [ Clears throat ] 851 00:33:40,639 --> 00:33:44,436 I have n-never seen two people more in love. 852 00:33:44,470 --> 00:33:46,093 She met me two months 853 00:33:46,127 --> 00:33:48,923 before they were supposed to get married. 854 00:33:48,957 --> 00:33:51,098 And she called off the wedding last minute? 855 00:33:51,132 --> 00:33:55,447 Baby, your mother always made life up as she went along. 856 00:33:55,481 --> 00:34:01,487 ♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght 857 00:34:04,145 --> 00:34:10,255 ♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght 858 00:34:14,431 --> 00:34:17,538 You and I are quite the dynamic duo. 859 00:34:17,572 --> 00:34:19,091 [ Chuckles ] 860 00:34:19,126 --> 00:34:21,128 Oh, come on. I helped a little bit. 861 00:34:21,161 --> 00:34:22,543 I sat with the boy. 862 00:34:22,577 --> 00:34:24,614 I talked about the Beatles. Mm. 863 00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:26,822 Can you guess what his favorite song is? 864 00:34:28,135 --> 00:34:29,101 "Yellow Submarine"? 865 00:34:29,136 --> 00:34:30,378 How did you know? 866 00:34:30,413 --> 00:34:33,208 Ah. All kids like it. 867 00:34:33,243 --> 00:34:35,659 I can see why Jules is falling for you. 868 00:34:35,694 --> 00:34:37,109 Ah, falling for me? 869 00:34:37,143 --> 00:34:40,216 Uh, yeah, she barely speaks to me. 870 00:34:40,250 --> 00:34:42,839 She's a wounded bird with a mass-- 871 00:34:42,873 --> 00:34:43,840 with a ma-- 872 00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:46,670 massive h-- heart. 873 00:34:46,705 --> 00:34:48,672 M-Maxine? The two of -- The two of you -- 874 00:34:48,706 --> 00:34:49,672 Maxine! 875 00:34:49,708 --> 00:34:50,985 [ Gasping ] 876 00:34:51,018 --> 00:34:52,297 I need some help in here! 877 00:34:52,331 --> 00:34:56,577 [ Gasping ] 878 00:34:56,610 --> 00:34:58,337 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 879 00:35:01,271 --> 00:35:02,790 Code Blue! I need a crash cart! 880 00:35:02,824 --> 00:35:03,860 Woman: Code Blue, 4th floor. 881 00:35:03,894 --> 00:35:05,275 Hold on, Maxine. Hold on. 882 00:35:05,310 --> 00:35:07,415 She has a DNR and DNI. 883 00:35:07,450 --> 00:35:09,314 No, she was fine. She was just talking. 884 00:35:09,348 --> 00:35:11,971 Dr. Kwan, we're not supposed to do anything. It's in her chart. 885 00:35:12,006 --> 00:35:13,594 Get me an intubation tray so I can save her life! 886 00:35:13,628 --> 00:35:14,664 Dr. Kwan! 887 00:35:14,698 --> 00:35:16,044 Code Blue, 4th floor.Go! 888 00:35:16,079 --> 00:35:17,460 Neuro ICU. 889 00:35:17,494 --> 00:35:18,461 Code Blue, 4th floor, Neuro ICU. 890 00:35:18,495 --> 00:35:19,703 It's okay. Here we go. 891 00:35:26,917 --> 00:35:30,266 Woman over PA: Dr. Sellers, Dr. Mari Sellers 4619. 892 00:35:30,300 --> 00:35:34,649 Dr. Mari Sellers 4619. 893 00:35:34,684 --> 00:35:36,686 [ Sighs ] 894 00:35:37,549 --> 00:35:39,447 Hey. 895 00:35:39,482 --> 00:35:40,690 You need to eat. 896 00:35:40,724 --> 00:35:42,519 [ Sighs ] It hurts when I chew. 897 00:35:42,554 --> 00:35:44,659 Yeah, I thought you might say that, so... 898 00:35:44,694 --> 00:35:46,040 Oh. 899 00:35:48,318 --> 00:35:50,182 Mm. 900 00:35:50,217 --> 00:35:51,321 Hey. 901 00:35:51,356 --> 00:35:52,667 You always take care of me. 902 00:35:52,702 --> 00:35:55,325 Yep, I will always take care of you. 903 00:35:57,258 --> 00:35:59,018 Drink the whole thing. 904 00:35:59,053 --> 00:36:00,744 Bossy. [ Chuckles ] 905 00:36:02,056 --> 00:36:04,679 Meredith: It has been proven that what you believe 906 00:36:04,714 --> 00:36:07,993 can sometimes determine the state of your health. 907 00:36:08,027 --> 00:36:10,409 Catherine, slow down! 908 00:36:10,444 --> 00:36:12,687 So it goes to follow that it can also 909 00:36:12,722 --> 00:36:15,414 sometimes determine the state of your life. 910 00:36:15,449 --> 00:36:18,314 ♪ ...scared of the darkness 911 00:36:18,348 --> 00:36:20,488 [ Sighs ] 912 00:36:20,523 --> 00:36:22,490 Marsh, are you coming? 913 00:36:22,525 --> 00:36:25,044 Marsh? We're headed to the hotel. 914 00:36:25,079 --> 00:36:28,116 Yeah, I-I'll -- I'll meet up with you guys later. 915 00:36:28,151 --> 00:36:30,188 There's, uh, something I need to do. 916 00:36:30,222 --> 00:36:32,328 ♪ Eyes open wide 917 00:36:32,362 --> 00:36:34,122 Uh, Ben? Call me back. 918 00:36:34,157 --> 00:36:35,676 We just landed. 919 00:36:35,710 --> 00:36:37,747 I'm checking on you and the kids. 920 00:36:37,781 --> 00:36:39,335 Okay, love you. Bye. 921 00:36:39,369 --> 00:36:42,027 And what you believe can change on a dime. 922 00:36:42,061 --> 00:36:43,201 ♪ To get there 923 00:36:43,235 --> 00:36:45,444 [ Sighs ] 924 00:36:45,479 --> 00:36:46,583 ♪ We walk the line 925 00:36:46,618 --> 00:36:47,619 What you believe is right... 926 00:36:47,653 --> 00:36:49,586 Give me the intubation tray. 927 00:36:49,621 --> 00:36:50,967 Bring in the cart! 928 00:36:51,001 --> 00:36:51,968 ...what you believe is wrong... 929 00:36:52,002 --> 00:36:54,039 ♪ We look for signs 930 00:36:54,073 --> 00:36:59,631 ♪ After all we find, it takes time ♪ 931 00:36:59,665 --> 00:37:00,942 ...what you believe you want... 932 00:37:00,977 --> 00:37:02,737 ♪ It takes time 933 00:37:02,772 --> 00:37:06,914 ♪ For us to feel 934 00:37:06,948 --> 00:37:08,467 ♪ To know what's real 935 00:37:08,502 --> 00:37:10,745 ...what you believe you need... 936 00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:13,127 ♪ For hearts to heal 937 00:37:13,161 --> 00:37:14,611 Oh, my gosh. What did you do? 938 00:37:14,646 --> 00:37:16,924 Help me. Do not intubate! 939 00:37:16,958 --> 00:37:18,097 That's what she wanted! 940 00:37:18,132 --> 00:37:19,582 She explicitly did not want 941 00:37:19,616 --> 00:37:20,928 to be on a machine for the rest of her life. 942 00:37:20,962 --> 00:37:22,378 She was just talking, 943 00:37:22,412 --> 00:37:24,587 and she was helping me with a patient and laughing. 944 00:37:24,621 --> 00:37:26,278 Help me fight to get her back. 945 00:37:26,313 --> 00:37:27,417 She dropped a lung. 946 00:37:27,452 --> 00:37:28,418 Then let's put in a chest tube. 947 00:37:28,453 --> 00:37:29,833 Kwan, you need to stop. 948 00:37:29,868 --> 00:37:31,387 I already intubated her! We can't half-save her! 949 00:37:31,421 --> 00:37:32,491 Page Dr. Bailey. 950 00:37:32,526 --> 00:37:33,630 She's on her way to Boston. 951 00:37:33,665 --> 00:37:36,254 [ Scoffs ] 952 00:37:36,288 --> 00:37:38,601 ...what you believe you are capable of doing... 953 00:37:38,635 --> 00:37:40,292 Chest tube tray. 954 00:37:42,363 --> 00:37:44,434 ...what you believe is a sign... 955 00:37:44,469 --> 00:37:49,577 ♪♪ 956 00:37:49,612 --> 00:37:51,338 You see her, too, right? 957 00:37:51,372 --> 00:37:53,995 Most definitely. 958 00:37:54,030 --> 00:37:56,274 ♪ Find who we are 959 00:37:56,308 --> 00:37:58,206 ♪ Find who we are 960 00:37:58,241 --> 00:38:00,416 ♪ Find who we are 961 00:38:00,450 --> 00:38:02,521 ♪ Find who we are 962 00:38:02,556 --> 00:38:04,454 ♪ Find who we are 963 00:38:04,489 --> 00:38:06,801 ♪ Find who we are 964 00:38:06,836 --> 00:38:08,872 ♪ Find who we are 965 00:38:08,907 --> 00:38:11,323 ♪ Find who we are 966 00:38:11,358 --> 00:38:13,152 ♪ Find who we are 967 00:38:13,187 --> 00:38:15,223 ♪ Find who we are 968 00:38:15,258 --> 00:38:16,155 ♪ Find who we are 969 00:38:16,190 --> 00:38:18,503 ♪ It takes time 970 00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:21,195 I didn't get married. 971 00:38:23,024 --> 00:38:24,647 You didn't get married. 972 00:38:28,513 --> 00:38:29,652 [ Gasps ] 973 00:38:29,686 --> 00:38:31,309 You two should go. 974 00:38:32,482 --> 00:38:33,552 Yeah, yeah. 975 00:38:33,587 --> 00:38:35,036 I'll be fine. 976 00:38:35,071 --> 00:38:37,763 ♪ It's like lightning 977 00:38:38,833 --> 00:38:41,457 ♪ When it strikes, then you know ♪ 978 00:38:41,491 --> 00:38:43,044 ...what you believe the sign means... 979 00:38:43,079 --> 00:38:44,460 ♪ It's the right thing 980 00:38:44,494 --> 00:38:47,255 ♪ Am I on my own? 981 00:38:47,290 --> 00:38:49,499 ...what you believe you deserve. 982 00:38:50,604 --> 00:38:53,123 ♪ Walking blindly 983 00:38:54,504 --> 00:38:58,163 ♪ But I'm searching for, try to follow the stars ♪ 984 00:38:58,197 --> 00:39:00,959 ♪ But don't know where they are ♪ 985 00:39:01,925 --> 00:39:04,445 ♪ Give me the secret 986 00:39:05,412 --> 00:39:09,485 ♪ Don't hold out about it 987 00:39:09,519 --> 00:39:12,350 ♪ Started to see it 988 00:39:16,146 --> 00:39:20,219 ♪ Sometimes it's heaven or hell ♪ 989 00:39:20,254 --> 00:39:24,051 ♪ It's getting harder to tell 990 00:39:24,085 --> 00:39:28,331 ♪ But I think I'm finding myself ♪ 991 00:39:31,990 --> 00:39:36,063 ♪ I might be going nowhere 992 00:39:36,097 --> 00:39:38,306 ♪ Nowhere 993 00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:43,726 ♪ But I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 994 00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:47,074 ♪ I know I'm gonna get there 995 00:39:47,108 --> 00:39:49,317 ♪ It reminds me 996 00:39:49,352 --> 00:39:54,461 ♪ That nothing is ever what it seems ♪ 997 00:39:54,495 --> 00:39:57,947 ♪ Give me the secret 998 00:39:57,981 --> 00:40:02,158 ♪ Don't hold out about it 999 00:40:02,192 --> 00:40:05,610 ♪ Started to see it 1000 00:40:05,644 --> 00:40:09,614 ♪ Even though it's clouded 1001 00:40:09,648 --> 00:40:15,654 ♪♪ 1002 00:40:16,759 --> 00:40:20,556 So, if you want to change your life... 1003 00:40:20,590 --> 00:40:21,660 change your mind. 1004 00:40:21,695 --> 00:40:24,456 ♪ I might be going nowhere 1005 00:40:24,491 --> 00:40:27,839 ♪ Nowhere 1006 00:40:27,873 --> 00:40:31,981 ♪ But I know I'm gonna get there ♪ 1007 00:40:32,015 --> 00:40:35,743 ♪ I know I'm gonna get there 1008 00:40:35,778 --> 00:40:37,296 ♪ I might be going nowhere 1009 00:40:37,331 --> 00:40:39,333 [ Exhales sharply ] 1010 00:40:41,646 --> 00:40:45,304 ♪ I know I'm gonna get there 1011 00:40:45,339 --> 00:40:46,789 And try not to wait too long. 1012 00:40:46,823 --> 00:40:48,515 Can I help you? 1013 00:40:48,549 --> 00:40:50,862 Hi, um, is this, uh... 1014 00:40:52,173 --> 00:40:54,486 I'm sorry, d-does, uh -- does Meredith Grey live here? 1015 00:40:54,521 --> 00:40:55,867 She's at work. 1016 00:40:55,901 --> 00:40:57,696 I'm Michael. 1017 00:40:57,731 --> 00:40:59,318 Hi, I, uh -- I'm, uh -- I'm Nick. 1018 00:40:59,353 --> 00:41:01,217 I'm a friend from Seattle. 1019 00:41:01,251 --> 00:41:02,805 Okay, I'll let her know that you came by, Nick. 1020 00:41:02,839 --> 00:41:04,116 Okay? 1021 00:41:04,151 --> 00:41:05,670 It's probably best if you text her. 1022 00:41:05,704 --> 00:41:07,016 Yeah. 1023 00:41:07,050 --> 00:41:09,052 Okay. 1024 00:41:20,512 --> 00:41:26,484 ♪♪ 1025 00:41:29,763 --> 00:41:35,769 ♪♪ 1026 00:41:39,117 --> 00:41:45,433 ♪♪