1 00:00:02,673 --> 00:00:05,676 (Metric's "Gold Guns Girls" playing) 2 00:00:07,578 --> 00:00:09,110 (pager buzzing and beeping) 3 00:00:09,110 --> 00:00:11,242 (Meredith) IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO DESCRIBE THE PANIC 4 00:00:11,242 --> 00:00:13,484 THAT COMES OVER YOU WHEN YOU'RE A SURGEON 5 00:00:13,484 --> 00:00:16,517 AND YOUR PAGER GOES OFF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. 6 00:00:16,517 --> 00:00:18,189 (sighs) 7 00:00:18,189 --> 00:00:19,690 (groans) 8 00:00:19,690 --> 00:00:21,752 ♪ AND THE GUNS ♪ 9 00:00:21,752 --> 00:00:23,654 (snoring) 10 00:00:23,654 --> 00:00:25,726 (pager beeping) 11 00:00:25,726 --> 00:00:28,299 YOUR HEART STARTS TO RACE. PLEASE DON'T BE MINE. 12 00:00:28,299 --> 00:00:30,261 DON'T BE MINE. YOUR MIND FREEZES. 13 00:00:30,261 --> 00:00:32,263 DON'T BE MINE. YOUR FINGERS GO NUMB. 14 00:00:32,263 --> 00:00:34,065 NOT MINE. 15 00:00:34,065 --> 00:00:35,366 WAKE UP. 16 00:00:35,366 --> 00:00:37,208 OH! (muffled voice) I'M UP. 17 00:00:37,208 --> 00:00:39,370 THEY'RE PAGING YOU. I'M UP. 18 00:00:39,370 --> 00:00:41,072 YOU'RE INVESTED. MM. 19 00:00:41,072 --> 00:00:42,343 (pager buzzing) 20 00:00:42,343 --> 00:00:44,615 I'M SLEEPING! (chuckles) 21 00:00:44,615 --> 00:00:47,118 THEY'RE SOMEONE'S MOM, SOMEONE'S DAD, SOMEONE'S KID, 22 00:00:47,118 --> 00:00:48,649 AND NOW IT'S ON YOU, 23 00:00:48,649 --> 00:00:51,652 BECAUSE THAT SOMEONE'S LIFE IS NOW IN YOUR HANDS. 24 00:00:51,652 --> 00:00:54,155 ROBBINS, KAREV'S WITH YOUR PATIENT IN TRAUMA TWO. 25 00:00:54,155 --> 00:00:55,256 TORRES, COME WITH ME. 26 00:00:55,256 --> 00:00:57,258 WE HAVE A 15-YEAR-OLD FEMALE. 27 00:00:57,258 --> 00:00:59,360 SHE FELL OFF THE ROOF OF HER HOUSE. 28 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:02,333 NOW I THINK THAT WE SHOULD-- SHE'S GONNA BE OKAY, RIGHT? PLEASE, I JUST NEED TO KNOW. 29 00:01:02,333 --> 00:01:04,835 IS SHE GONNA BE OKAY? AND THIS IS HER MOTHER. 30 00:01:04,835 --> 00:01:06,837 MRS. BOYD, I NEED TO BRING DR. TORRES 31 00:01:06,837 --> 00:01:09,840 UP TO SPEED RIGHT NOW, OKAY? SHE'S NEVER BEEN IN ANY ACCIDENT BEFORE. 32 00:01:09,840 --> 00:01:11,842 SHE'S NEVER EVEN BROKEN ANY BONES. 33 00:01:11,842 --> 00:01:13,844 OH, YOU PAGED ME HERE AT 4:00 A.M. 34 00:01:13,844 --> 00:01:16,247 FOR A COUPLE OF BROKEN BONES? MORE LIKE 50. 35 00:01:16,247 --> 00:01:19,250 ♪ IS IT EVER GONNA BE ENOUGH? ♪ 36 00:01:19,250 --> 00:01:20,851 OW. AS SURGEONS, 37 00:01:20,851 --> 00:01:24,585 WE'RE ALWAYS INVESTED IN OUR PATIENTS. (whimpers) 38 00:01:24,585 --> 00:01:27,588 (ultrasound whooshing) LAURA YOUNG, 30 WEEKS PREGNANT. 39 00:01:27,588 --> 00:01:30,121 CAR ACCIDENT. HEAD C.T. SHOWED A SUBDURAL. 40 00:01:30,121 --> 00:01:32,863 SHEPHERD'S COMING IN. BABY'S IN DISTRESS. O.B.'s ON ITS WAY. OH, IT HURTS. 41 00:01:32,863 --> 00:01:34,865 IT REALLY HURTS. OKAY, WAIT. HOLD ON. STOP. MOVE THE WAND UP. 42 00:01:34,865 --> 00:01:37,698 WHAT? OKAY, BABY'S BRAIN IS HEMORRHAGING. 43 00:01:37,698 --> 00:01:40,201 SHE NEEDS A CRASH "C" WHILE SHEPHERD HANDLES THE BLEED. 44 00:01:40,201 --> 00:01:43,174 GET READY TO GRAB A RAIL AND START RUNNING. BUT WHEN YOUR PATIENT'S A CHILD... 45 00:01:43,174 --> 00:01:45,806 GET ANOTHER UNIT OF PACKED CELLS, MEET ME IN THE O.R. RIGHT AWAY. 46 00:01:45,806 --> 00:01:48,309 YOU'RE NOT JUST INVESTED... OH, WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. WE NEED THE O.R. 47 00:01:48,309 --> 00:01:50,811 YOU'RE RESPONSIBLE... WELL, WE NEED IT, TOO. WE'RE ALREADY ON OUR WAY. 48 00:01:50,811 --> 00:01:53,814 THERE'S ONLY ONE O.R. PREPPED THIS TIME OF NIGHT. WHICH IS WHY WE NEED IT. 49 00:01:53,814 --> 00:01:55,886 MINE'S GOT A SUBDURAL. 50 BROKEN BONES. 50 00:01:55,886 --> 00:01:57,818 STROKE IN THE WOMB! OH! 51 00:01:57,818 --> 00:02:01,192 WHOA. ALL RIGHT, UH, GET ANOTHER O.R. READY NOW. 52 00:02:01,192 --> 00:02:04,124 RESPONSIBLE FOR WHETHER OR NOT THAT CHILD SURVIVES, 53 00:02:04,124 --> 00:02:07,458 HAS A FUTURE. (screaming) 54 00:02:07,458 --> 00:02:15,706 AND THAT'S ENOUGH TO TERRIFY ANYONE. 55 00:02:15,706 --> 00:02:18,509 (Derek) WHAT'S HER STATUS? MOM'S HEART RATE AND, UH, B.P. HAS BEEN FLUCTUATING, 56 00:02:18,509 --> 00:02:21,772 BUT SHE'S READY FOR YOU. ALL RIGHT, LET'S PREP HER FOR A CRANIOTOMY. 57 00:02:21,772 --> 00:02:23,774 APGAR'S ONLY 4. WE NEED TO GET TO THE NICU NOW. 58 00:02:23,774 --> 00:02:25,916 ALL RIGHT, DRAIN'S IN A GOOD POSITION. 59 00:02:25,916 --> 00:02:28,849 YEAH, SHE'S BREATHING OVER THE VENT. 60 00:02:28,849 --> 00:02:31,852 MAYBE WE SHOULD CONSIDER EXTUBATING HER? YEAH, BUT WATCH FOR APNEIC EPISODES, 61 00:02:31,852 --> 00:02:34,625 AND KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR HER C.B.C. 62 00:02:34,625 --> 00:02:36,927 THERE'S STILL TOO MUCH BLOOD DRAINING FROM HER HEAD. 63 00:02:36,927 --> 00:02:39,290 WHAT TIME IS IT, KAREV? UH, HALF PAST 8:00. 64 00:02:39,290 --> 00:02:41,732 HALF PAST 8:00. I'VE ALREADY BEEN AWAKE FOR 5 HOURS, 65 00:02:41,732 --> 00:02:43,734 AND MY DAY HASN'T EVEN STARTED. 66 00:02:43,734 --> 00:02:47,198 ROUGH WAY TO START YOUR MORNING. A STROKE BEFORE YOU'RE EVEN BORN-- 67 00:02:47,198 --> 00:02:49,200 ROUGH WAY TO START A LIFE. 68 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:50,901 YEAH. 69 00:02:52,873 --> 00:02:54,875 HEY, I BROUGHT YOU SOME COFFEE. 70 00:02:54,875 --> 00:02:57,878 OH, YOU ALREADY HAVE ONE. OH, NO. I WANT YOUR COFFEE. I NEED YOUR COFFEE. 71 00:02:57,878 --> 00:02:59,950 OKAY, WHEN YOU SEE CRISTINA, SHE IS GONNA BE MAD. 72 00:02:59,950 --> 00:03:02,953 SHE'S GONNA BE MAD AT ME FOR NOT PAGING HER IN HERE LAST NIGHT, 73 00:03:02,953 --> 00:03:05,656 POSSIBLY MAD AT YOU FOR NOT WAKING HER UP EITHER. 74 00:03:05,656 --> 00:03:07,658 NOW I AM HANDLING THIS. DO NOT ENGAGE HER. 75 00:03:07,658 --> 00:03:09,920 DO NOT PROVOKE HER. SIMPLY IGNORE HER, ALL RIGHT? 76 00:03:09,920 --> 00:03:11,922 OH, THAT'S YOUR PLAN--IGNORE THE SCALPEL-HUNGRY ANIMAL? 77 00:03:11,922 --> 00:03:13,924 YEP, UNTIL I COME UP WITH SOMETHING BETTER. 78 00:03:13,924 --> 00:03:16,367 HMM. 79 00:03:16,367 --> 00:03:18,599 (chuckles) 80 00:03:18,599 --> 00:03:20,571 AHH. 81 00:03:20,571 --> 00:03:22,573 OKAY, I KNOW THIS IS THE FIRST TIME 82 00:03:22,573 --> 00:03:25,436 ON A PEDS ROTATION WITH ME FOR SOME OF YOU. 83 00:03:25,436 --> 00:03:26,877 NOT FOR OTHERS. 84 00:03:26,877 --> 00:03:29,880 BUT I WANTED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT I RUN MY PEDS UNIT 85 00:03:29,880 --> 00:03:32,313 A LITTLE DIFFERENTLY THAN YOU MAY BE USED TO. 86 00:03:32,313 --> 00:03:34,715 THIS IS NOT GENERAL SURGERY IN MINIATURE. 87 00:03:34,715 --> 00:03:37,788 THESE ARE THE TINY HUMANS. THESE ARE CHILDREN. 88 00:03:37,788 --> 00:03:40,251 THEY BELIEVE IN MAGIC. THEY PLAY PRETEND. 89 00:03:40,251 --> 00:03:42,953 THERE IS FAIRY DUST IN THEIR I.V. BAGS. 90 00:03:42,953 --> 00:03:44,955 THEY HOPE AND THEY CROSS THEIR FINGERS 91 00:03:44,955 --> 00:03:47,328 AND THEY MAKE WISHES. 92 00:03:47,328 --> 00:03:49,830 AND THAT MAKES THEM MORE RESILIENT THAN ADULTS. 93 00:03:49,830 --> 00:03:52,733 THEY RECOVER FASTER, SURVIVE WORSE. THEY BELIEVE. 94 00:03:52,733 --> 00:03:54,965 IN PEDS, WE HAVE... 95 00:03:54,965 --> 00:03:56,837 MIRACLES AND MAGIC. 96 00:03:56,837 --> 00:03:59,940 IN PEDS, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. 97 00:04:02,913 --> 00:04:05,276 (elevator bell dings) 98 00:04:09,620 --> 00:04:10,921 MORNING, DR. ROBBINS. 99 00:04:10,921 --> 00:04:12,723 GOOD MORNING, DR. WALLACE. 100 00:04:12,723 --> 00:04:14,955 I SEE THAT YOU'VE ALREADY INTRODUCED YOURSELF 101 00:04:14,955 --> 00:04:18,028 TO MR. AND MRS. BOYD. YES. REMINDS ME OF HILLARY AT THAT AGE. 102 00:04:18,028 --> 00:04:19,930 SUCH AN OVERACHIEVER. 103 00:04:19,930 --> 00:04:21,932 DR. YANG, WHY DON'T YOU PRESENT? 104 00:04:21,932 --> 00:04:23,534 YEAH. 105 00:04:23,534 --> 00:04:25,996 (clears throat) 106 00:04:25,996 --> 00:04:29,840 EXCUSE ME, LITTLE... DOCTOR BOY. 107 00:04:29,840 --> 00:04:33,644 UH, HILLARY BOYD, 15 YEARS OLD, FELL OFF THE ROOF OF HER HOUSE. 108 00:04:33,644 --> 00:04:35,646 52 ACUTE FRACTURES WERE DIAGNOSED 109 00:04:35,646 --> 00:04:38,509 WHEN SHE WAS ADMITTED LAST NIGHT. 110 00:04:38,509 --> 00:04:42,052 AN INTRICATE AND EXTREMELY CHALLENGING O.R.I.F. SURGERY 111 00:04:42,052 --> 00:04:44,555 WAS PERFORMED BY DR. TORRES AND DR. HUNT 112 00:04:44,555 --> 00:04:47,558 THIS MORNING BEFORE ROUNDS. 113 00:04:47,558 --> 00:04:50,821 THANK YOU, DR. YANG. (Callie) IF SHE FARES WELL ENOUGH TODAY, I'D LIKE 114 00:04:50,821 --> 00:04:53,694 TO GO IN TOMORROW TO REPAIR HER SUBTROCHANTERIC FRACTURE NEXT. 115 00:04:53,694 --> 00:04:55,566 (Arizona) MM. CAN ANYONE TELL ME 116 00:04:55,566 --> 00:04:57,728 THE PROPER DOSAGE OF CEFTRIAXONE FOR A PEDIATRIC PATIENT? 117 00:04:57,728 --> 00:05:00,000 50 MILLIGRAMS PER KILOGRAM PER DAY. MM-HMM. 118 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:03,033 AND, DR. WALLACE, CAN YOU TELL ME 119 00:05:03,033 --> 00:05:07,378 THE PROPER DOSE FOR THIS PATIENT IF SHE WERE 42 KILOGRAMS? 120 00:05:07,378 --> 00:05:09,740 2.1 GRAMS PER DAY... 121 00:05:09,740 --> 00:05:11,682 IF YOU CARRY THE DECIMAL. 122 00:05:13,984 --> 00:05:15,516 (sighs) 123 00:05:15,516 --> 00:05:17,017 OKAY, WHO'S PRESENTING? 124 00:05:17,017 --> 00:05:19,590 I AM, DR. ROBBINS. 125 00:05:19,590 --> 00:05:21,952 PROCEED. WALLACE ANDERSON... 126 00:05:21,952 --> 00:05:25,396 10 YEARS OLD--ALMOST 11-- BEEN HERE FOR 7 MONTHS. 127 00:05:25,396 --> 00:05:27,057 IN AND OUT OVER THE PAST TWO YEARS. 128 00:05:27,057 --> 00:05:29,560 SUFFERS FROM SHORT GUT SYNDROME, 129 00:05:29,560 --> 00:05:32,032 WHICH MEANS HE CAN'T PROPERLY ABSORB NUTRITION. 130 00:05:32,032 --> 00:05:35,436 EXACTLY. DR. PERCY? UH, 15 INTESTINAL SURGERIES TO DATE, 131 00:05:35,436 --> 00:05:37,438 PLUS A BOWEL LENGTHENING PROCEDURE, 132 00:05:37,438 --> 00:05:39,109 WHICH HELPED FOR A WHILE, 133 00:05:39,109 --> 00:05:42,513 BUT RECENTLY, HE'S HAD TO GO BACK TO BEING FED THROUGH T.P.N. YUM. 134 00:05:42,513 --> 00:05:46,116 HOW'D HE DO THIS MORNING? WE COVERED SOME PRETTY ADVANCED ALGEBRAIC CONVERSIONS. 135 00:05:46,116 --> 00:05:48,949 DR. ROBBINS HELPS ME WITH MY MATH AND SCIENCE HOMEWORK 136 00:05:48,949 --> 00:05:50,981 BY LETTING ME GO ON ROUNDS. (under breath) FASCINATING. 137 00:05:50,981 --> 00:05:53,824 (man) WE TRY TO KEEP HIS LIFE AS NORMAL AS WE CAN, 138 00:05:53,824 --> 00:05:56,457 EVEN LIVING IN A HOSPITAL. BUT I CAN SKIP MY HOMEWORK 139 00:05:56,457 --> 00:05:58,389 ON FRIDAY, RIGHT, SINCE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY? 140 00:05:58,389 --> 00:06:00,561 SINCE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. 141 00:06:00,561 --> 00:06:03,664 WHAT ABOUT DR. ROBBINS? IT IS HER BIRTHDAY, TOO. 142 00:06:03,664 --> 00:06:05,836 I'M AFRAID I CAN'T SKIP MY HOMEWORK, WALLACE, 143 00:06:05,836 --> 00:06:08,899 BUT I CAN COME CELEBRATE WITH YOU LIKE I PROMISED. 144 00:06:08,899 --> 00:06:11,101 (woman laughs) DR. ROBBINS. 145 00:06:11,101 --> 00:06:14,374 WE'VE REQUESTED A MEETING LATER WITH CHIEF WEBBER 146 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:18,048 AND A REPRESENTATIVE FROM THE HOSPITAL BOARD. 147 00:06:18,048 --> 00:06:20,010 AND WE'D LIKE YOU THERE, TOO. 148 00:06:20,010 --> 00:06:21,812 ALL RIGHT. 149 00:06:23,914 --> 00:06:25,916 SO THEY DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANY INDICATION 150 00:06:25,916 --> 00:06:27,918 AS TO WHAT THIS MEETING WAS ABOUT? 151 00:06:27,918 --> 00:06:29,920 YOU KNOW AS MUCH AS I DO. 152 00:06:29,920 --> 00:06:31,992 YOU TREATED THEIR SON, RIGHT? WELL, YOU BETTER PRAY 153 00:06:31,992 --> 00:06:34,595 THAT YOU DIDN'T DO SOMETHING TO PISS THEM OFF. 154 00:06:34,595 --> 00:06:36,827 GOD KNOWS THAT THIS HOSPITAL CAN'T AFFORD ANOTHER MISSTEP 155 00:06:36,827 --> 00:06:38,128 RIGHT NOW. 156 00:06:38,128 --> 00:06:40,531 IT'S A PLEASURE TO SEE YOU AGAIN, PAUL. 157 00:06:40,531 --> 00:06:43,604 BETHANY, YOU LOOK LOVELY. 158 00:06:47,738 --> 00:06:51,111 WE DIDN'T THINK WALLACE WOULD SEE HIS 9th BIRTHDAY, 159 00:06:51,111 --> 00:06:53,143 LET ALONE HIS 10th. 160 00:06:53,143 --> 00:06:55,586 AND NOW THIS WEEK, HIS 11th. 161 00:06:55,586 --> 00:06:57,588 (Paul) WHICH IS WHY WE'D LIKE TO OFFER 162 00:06:57,588 --> 00:07:00,751 SEATTLE GRACE MERCY WEST'S PEDS PROGRAM A GIFT 163 00:07:00,751 --> 00:07:02,923 OF $25 MILLION. 164 00:07:04,495 --> 00:07:07,758 (Arizona) UH... 165 00:07:07,758 --> 00:07:11,061 $25 MILLION? HALF TO GO TO RESEARCH TO CONTINUE SEARCHING FOR A CURE 166 00:07:11,061 --> 00:07:12,903 FOR WALLACE'S CONDITION, 167 00:07:12,903 --> 00:07:14,965 AND HALF TO THE HOSPITAL ITSELF. 168 00:07:14,965 --> 00:07:17,067 UH... I... 169 00:07:17,067 --> 00:07:18,438 UM... 170 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:20,070 (chuckles) I MEAN... 171 00:07:20,070 --> 00:07:22,012 $25 MILLION? 172 00:07:22,012 --> 00:07:23,814 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ARIZONA. 173 00:07:23,814 --> 00:07:26,146 (elevator bell dings) 174 00:07:26,146 --> 00:07:28,178 (chuckles) 175 00:07:36,857 --> 00:07:38,829 I ALWAYS KNEW THAT WALLACE'S PARENTS WERE WEALTHY, 176 00:07:38,829 --> 00:07:40,230 BUT NOT $25-MILLION WEALTHY. 177 00:07:40,230 --> 00:07:43,133 I MEAN, THAT'S "LIBRARIES NAMED AFTER YOU" KIND OF MONEY, 178 00:07:43,133 --> 00:07:45,596 "SAVED BABIES IN AFRICA AND HAS DINNER 179 00:07:45,596 --> 00:07:48,499 AT THE WHITE HOUSE REGULARLY" TYPE MONEY. (Mark) PEOPLE DON'T GIVE ME THAT KIND OF MONEY. 180 00:07:48,499 --> 00:07:50,571 YOU HAVE AN UNFAIR ADVANTAGE. YOU WORK WITH CHILDREN. 181 00:07:50,571 --> 00:07:54,645 OATMEAL, SIDE OF FRUIT, WHEAT TOAST, HOLD THE BUTTER. THANK YOU. 182 00:07:54,645 --> 00:07:57,648 YOU KNOW WHAT? THAT MONEY IS GONNA MAKE SUCH A DIFFERENCE 183 00:07:57,648 --> 00:08:01,912 FOR SO MANY PATIENTS. IT'S--IT'S REALLY AMAZING. (Mark) MAYBE I SHOULD START DOING MORE CLEFT-PALATE KIDS. 184 00:08:01,912 --> 00:08:03,914 EVERYONE'S A SUCKER FOR THOSE. 185 00:08:03,914 --> 00:08:06,186 CHEESE OMELET, EXTRA BUTTER, CINNAMON TOAST, CRISPY BACON. MINE! 186 00:08:06,186 --> 00:08:08,559 $25 MILLION IS PRETTY COOL, RIGHT? 187 00:08:08,559 --> 00:08:11,161 YEAH. BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER. 188 00:08:11,161 --> 00:08:13,023 BIRTHDAY GIFT? YEAH. 189 00:08:13,023 --> 00:08:14,925 WELL, 'C-CAUSE THE MONEY'S A GIFT. 190 00:08:14,925 --> 00:08:17,097 I MEAN, TECHNICALLY IT'S FOR THE HOSPITAL, NOT ARIZONA, 191 00:08:17,097 --> 00:08:20,100 BUT SINCE YOUR BIRTHDAY'S ON FRIDAY... UM... 192 00:08:20,100 --> 00:08:22,773 HOW DOES LITTLE GREY KNOW ABOUT YOUR BIRTHDAY AND I DON'T? 193 00:08:22,773 --> 00:08:24,775 BIRTHDAYS ARE JUST DAYS LIKE ANY OTHER DAYS. 194 00:08:24,775 --> 00:08:26,737 I DON'T LIKE THEM. DON'T CELEBRATE THEM. 195 00:08:26,737 --> 00:08:30,110 NO BIG DEAL. $25 MILLION? THAT'S A BIG DEAL. 196 00:08:30,110 --> 00:08:32,543 CRAP. I'M GONNA BE LATE. I WILL SEE YOU THERE. 197 00:08:32,543 --> 00:08:35,185 MM-HMM. HMM. 198 00:08:35,185 --> 00:08:36,987 ♪♪ 199 00:08:36,987 --> 00:08:40,220 OKAY, SHE'S DOWNPLAYING IT, RIGHT? I'M HER GIRLFRIEND. 200 00:08:40,220 --> 00:08:43,193 I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING FOR HER BIRTHDAY, RIGHT? YES. 201 00:08:43,193 --> 00:08:46,096 (Cristina) NO. OF COURSE YOU DO. OH! OH! A-A SURPRISE PARTY. 202 00:08:46,096 --> 00:08:47,798 WHOA, WHOA. BAD IDEA. 203 00:08:47,798 --> 00:08:50,000 SURPRISE PARTIES ARE HOSTILE. 204 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:53,063 THEY'RE DARK. PEOPLE JUMP OUT AND SCREAM AT YOU. 205 00:08:53,063 --> 00:08:54,064 MM-HMM. 206 00:08:54,064 --> 00:08:56,136 THEY NEVER COME TO ANY GOOD. 207 00:08:56,136 --> 00:09:00,170 ♪♪ 208 00:09:00,170 --> 00:09:02,643 (Richard) KAREV. 209 00:09:02,643 --> 00:09:05,115 GOOD MORNING, CHIEF. 210 00:09:05,115 --> 00:09:08,749 UH, WHEN YOU'RE FREE, COME FIND ME. 211 00:09:08,749 --> 00:09:10,050 WHAT'S THAT ALL ABOUT? 212 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:12,052 HE FIRED ME. AND I REFUSED TO BE FIRED. 213 00:09:12,052 --> 00:09:14,054 SO I SAY HELLO TO HIM EVERY MORNING, 214 00:09:14,054 --> 00:09:16,757 AND HE SAYS NOT A WORD. SOUNDS FAMILIAR. 215 00:09:16,757 --> 00:09:19,059 YOU HAVEN'T HEARD FROM STEVENS? NOT A WORD. 216 00:09:19,059 --> 00:09:21,191 THEY'LL COME AROUND WHEN THEY COME AROUND. 217 00:09:26,136 --> 00:09:27,638 CHIEF, YOU NEED ME? 218 00:09:27,638 --> 00:09:30,040 UH, I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO 219 00:09:30,040 --> 00:09:32,102 SADDLE YOU WITH THIS, KAREV, BUT... WHAT IS ALL THIS? 220 00:09:32,102 --> 00:09:34,104 AS STEVENS LEFT NO FORWARDING ADDRESS, 221 00:09:34,104 --> 00:09:36,106 AND AS YOU ARE OFFICIALLY HER NEXT OF KIN, 222 00:09:36,106 --> 00:09:40,811 THIS IS HER UNPAID BALANCE OF HER MEDICAL BILLS. 223 00:09:40,811 --> 00:09:42,883 UNPAID BALANCE? I-I DON'T GET IT. 224 00:09:42,883 --> 00:09:46,917 WE WORK HERE AT THE HOSPITAL. YEAH, AND INSURANCE DOESN'T TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING. 225 00:09:46,917 --> 00:09:49,920 I'M SORRY, BUT ACCOUNTING'S BEEN PRESSURING ME SINCE THE MERGER, 226 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:52,623 AND I CAN'T IGNORE IT ANY LONGER. 227 00:09:59,169 --> 00:10:02,102 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 228 00:10:02,102 --> 00:10:04,034 WHAT'S YOURS IN FOR? 229 00:10:04,034 --> 00:10:06,606 MM, DELIVERED HER YESTERDAY. 230 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:08,608 STROKED OUT AT 10 WEEKS PREMATURE. 231 00:10:08,608 --> 00:10:12,012 YOURS? BORN WITH ITS INSIDES ON THE OUTSIDE. 232 00:10:12,012 --> 00:10:14,014 TWO DAYS POST-OP. 233 00:10:14,014 --> 00:10:16,086 RESILIENT LITTLE GUY. 234 00:10:16,086 --> 00:10:17,848 MORE BLEEDING OVERNIGHT. 235 00:10:17,848 --> 00:10:19,289 SHOULD WE TRY F.F.P.? 236 00:10:19,289 --> 00:10:21,291 AT THIS POINT, WE SHOULD TRY ANYTHING. 237 00:10:21,291 --> 00:10:23,293 GET ME A REPEAT M.R.I. AND PAGE ME 238 00:10:23,293 --> 00:10:26,857 IF SHE BECOMES BRADYCARDIC OR STARTS HAVING APNEA SPELLS. 239 00:10:26,857 --> 00:10:28,929 I'LL BE ON ROUNDS. 240 00:10:31,001 --> 00:10:32,102 HEY. 241 00:10:32,102 --> 00:10:33,303 HEY. 242 00:10:33,303 --> 00:10:36,636 UM, I WAS PICKING UP SOME LABS FROM DR. BAILEY, 243 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,638 AND I SAW THAT YOU HAD THESE WAITING. 244 00:10:38,638 --> 00:10:41,141 THOUGHT I'D BRING 'EM BY, SAVE YOU THE TRIP. 245 00:10:41,141 --> 00:10:42,843 THANKS. 246 00:10:44,114 --> 00:10:45,816 ARE YOU OKAY? 247 00:10:45,816 --> 00:10:47,818 I OVERHEARD A LITTLE BIT OF YOUR CONVERSATION 248 00:10:47,818 --> 00:10:49,119 WITH THE CHIEF. 249 00:10:49,119 --> 00:10:52,422 I'M TRYING TO SAVE A BABY HERE. GET OUTTA MY FACE. 250 00:10:52,422 --> 00:10:54,284 OH. 251 00:10:56,026 --> 00:10:57,657 GOT IT. 252 00:11:03,093 --> 00:11:05,095 (whispers) IS HE STILL SLEEPING? 253 00:11:05,095 --> 00:11:08,138 NO. HE HAD A BAD NIGHT. 254 00:11:08,138 --> 00:11:10,140 I CAN STILL GO ON ROUNDS. 255 00:11:10,140 --> 00:11:13,343 I FEEL BETTER. JUST GIVE ME A SECOND. YOU KNOW WHAT? 256 00:11:13,343 --> 00:11:15,706 HOW ABOUT IF YOU JUST TAKE A REST FOR NOW. 257 00:11:15,706 --> 00:11:18,108 AND THEN YOU CAN JOIN ME FOR EVENING ROUNDS INSTEAD? 258 00:11:18,108 --> 00:11:20,150 (sighs) OKAY. 259 00:11:20,150 --> 00:11:22,753 HE LISTENS TO YOU MORE THAN HE DOES TO ME. 260 00:11:22,753 --> 00:11:25,185 WELL, YEAH. SHE'S A DOCTOR, MOM. 261 00:11:25,185 --> 00:11:29,089 AND YOU'RE JUST... WELL, A MOM. 262 00:11:29,089 --> 00:11:31,221 OH. OKAY. 263 00:11:31,221 --> 00:11:34,094 WELL, HOW ABOUT YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES 264 00:11:34,094 --> 00:11:36,396 AND YOU LET ME DO WHAT MOMS DO, OKAY? 265 00:11:40,100 --> 00:11:42,172 BAD DREAMS, BAD DREAMS, GO AWAY. 266 00:11:42,172 --> 00:11:45,235 GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY. 267 00:11:45,235 --> 00:11:47,377 BAD DREAMS, BAD DREAMS, GO AWAY. 268 00:11:47,377 --> 00:11:49,880 GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY. 269 00:11:49,880 --> 00:11:53,343 YOU HAVE TO DO IT THREE TIMES FOR IT TO WORK. 270 00:11:53,343 --> 00:11:56,887 OOPS. ONE MORE. 271 00:11:56,887 --> 00:11:59,189 BAD DREAMS, BAD DREAMS, GO AWAY. I WANT YOU TO REPEAT HIS CHEMISTRIES 272 00:11:59,189 --> 00:12:01,852 AND GET AN ABDOMINAL SERIES. GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY. 273 00:12:01,852 --> 00:12:04,825 HE'S HAD BAD NIGHTS BEFORE, BUT I WANT TO MAKE SURE 274 00:12:04,825 --> 00:12:06,927 THAT WE'RE NOT MISSING ANYTHING. 275 00:12:13,303 --> 00:12:15,135 HOW'S SHE DOING? 276 00:12:15,135 --> 00:12:17,968 TOUCH AND GO. HOW'S THE BABY? SAME. 277 00:12:17,968 --> 00:12:20,771 ANY NEWS FROM THE FAMILY? NO, I LEFT A MESSAGE. HAVEN'T HEARD BACK YET. 278 00:12:20,771 --> 00:12:24,114 (monitor beeping erratically) I.C.P. IS ELEVATED. B.P. WON'T STABILIZE. 279 00:12:24,114 --> 00:12:27,147 UH, 100 MICS OF FENTANYL, PLEASE. LAURA? 280 00:12:27,147 --> 00:12:31,181 LAURA, CAN YOU HEAR ME? MY BABY. WHERE'S MY BABY? 281 00:12:31,181 --> 00:12:34,024 SHE'S STRUGGLING, BUT SHE'S HANGING ON. CAN I SEE HER? 282 00:12:34,024 --> 00:12:37,127 I'M SORRY. NO. YOU'RE TOO UNSTABLE TO MOVE. SO IS THE BABY. 283 00:12:37,127 --> 00:12:39,089 I JUST WANT TO HOLD HER. MM-HMM. 284 00:12:39,089 --> 00:12:43,233 PLEASE. I WANT TO HOLD MY BABY. LAURA, I NEED YOU TO STAY CALM, OKAY? 285 00:12:43,233 --> 00:12:46,536 LAURA, JUST-- WHAT IF SHE DIES BEFORE I GET TO HOLD HER? 286 00:12:46,536 --> 00:12:49,099 SHE CAN'T. SHE CAN'T GO BEFORE SHE'S EVER EVEN BEEN HELD. 287 00:12:49,099 --> 00:12:51,872 IT'S OKAY. IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. (monitor beeping erratically) 288 00:12:51,872 --> 00:12:55,105 (moaning) PUSH 10 OF DIAZEPAM AND GIVE ME SOME SUPPLEMENTAL 0-2, PLEASE. 289 00:12:55,105 --> 00:12:58,278 (pager beeps) CRAP. 9-1-1. IT'S HER BABY. 290 00:12:58,278 --> 00:13:01,982 (monitor beeping erratically) SHE'S BRADYING DOWN AND SHE LOST ACCESS. 291 00:13:01,982 --> 00:13:04,414 I'LL START C-PAP. DR. ROBBINS. 292 00:13:04,414 --> 00:13:07,257 NOT RIGHT NOW. I THINK YOU'RE GONNA WANT TO SEE THIS. 293 00:13:07,257 --> 00:13:09,960 IT'S THE X-RAYS ON WALLACE ANDERSON. ALL RIGHT, SHOW ME. 294 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:12,963 (beeping continues) SEE? HE HAS DILATED LOOPS OF BOWEL. 295 00:13:12,963 --> 00:13:14,494 ALL RIGHT, FLIP. 296 00:13:14,494 --> 00:13:16,897 FLIP. 297 00:13:16,897 --> 00:13:19,329 DAMN IT. DAMN IT. HE HAS ANOTHER BOWEL OBSTRUCTION, 298 00:13:19,329 --> 00:13:21,271 AND HE'S NOT COMPENSATING. 299 00:13:21,271 --> 00:13:24,004 OKAY-- I'VE GOT THIS. GO. 300 00:13:26,076 --> 00:13:27,807 A NURSE JUST CHECKED THAT. 301 00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:29,809 YEAH, A NURSE CHECKED IT, I'M GONNA CHECK IT, 302 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:32,812 AND THREE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE O.R. ARE GONNA CHECK IT. 303 00:13:32,812 --> 00:13:35,886 WE'RE THOROUGH. HONEY, PLEASE LET THEM DO THEIR JOBS. 304 00:13:35,886 --> 00:13:38,188 UH, MR. AND MRS. BOYD. WE THOUGHT THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW 305 00:13:38,188 --> 00:13:40,951 THAT HILLARY'S TOX SCREENS FROM YESTERDAY 306 00:13:40,951 --> 00:13:43,223 SHOW SIGNS PSILOCYBIN IN HER BLOODSTREAM. 307 00:13:43,223 --> 00:13:45,255 (Mr. Boyd) WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 308 00:13:45,255 --> 00:13:48,598 WELL, IT MEANS THAT WHEN SHE FELL FROM THE ROOF, 309 00:13:48,598 --> 00:13:51,431 SHE WAS, UH-- SHROOMING. 310 00:13:51,431 --> 00:13:53,133 YEAH. MAGIC MUSHROOMS. 311 00:13:53,133 --> 00:13:54,434 WHAT? HILLARY? 312 00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:56,436 MUSHROOMS? (Hillary) OH, COME ON. 313 00:13:56,436 --> 00:13:59,369 CAN EVERYBODY PLEASE CHILL OUT? WHAT IN GOD'S NAME WERE YOU THINKING? 314 00:13:59,369 --> 00:14:01,441 YOU KNOW, I CAN'T BELIEVE... 315 00:14:01,441 --> 00:14:03,443 YOU'RE A DISAPPOINTMENT, YOUNG LADY, 316 00:14:03,443 --> 00:14:05,845 A BIG, BIG, DISAPPOINTMENT. DAD, PLEASE. 317 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:08,378 OKAY, THE LAST THING I AM IS A DISAPPOINTMENT. 318 00:14:08,378 --> 00:14:11,151 I GET STRAIGHT A's. I'M ON HONOR ROLL. 319 00:14:11,151 --> 00:14:14,024 I RUN THE STUDENT COUNCIL. I BASICALLY AM THE SCHOOL PAPER, 320 00:14:14,024 --> 00:14:15,986 AND I TUTOR KIDS WITH READING PROBLEMS. OKAY? 321 00:14:15,986 --> 00:14:19,129 I'M EVERY PARENT'S DREAM COME TRUE, INCLUDING YOURS. 322 00:14:19,129 --> 00:14:21,491 I WAS EXPLORING THE BOUNDS OF MY CONSCIOUSNESS 323 00:14:21,491 --> 00:14:24,164 WITH THE HELP OF A MUSHROOM. 324 00:14:24,164 --> 00:14:26,566 I MADE A CALCULATED RISK GOING ON THAT ROOF. 325 00:14:26,566 --> 00:14:28,999 FALLING OFF? WELL, THAT WAS A LOW-PROBABILITY EVENT, 326 00:14:28,999 --> 00:14:31,001 AND EVEN LOW-PROBABILITY EVENTS OCCASIONALLY OCCUR, 327 00:14:31,001 --> 00:14:33,203 AND THIS ONE DID. 328 00:14:33,203 --> 00:14:35,205 SO, YEAH, YOU'RE BUMMED I MISCALCULATED 329 00:14:35,205 --> 00:14:38,548 'COS IT REMINDS YOU OF YOUR OWN FALLIBILITY. 330 00:14:38,548 --> 00:14:42,652 I'M BUMMED, TOO. LET'S JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT. 331 00:14:45,215 --> 00:14:48,118 CAP REFILL IS FIVE SECONDS. 332 00:14:48,118 --> 00:14:49,990 PUSH ONE OF EPI. 333 00:14:49,990 --> 00:14:53,323 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 334 00:14:53,323 --> 00:14:56,166 IT'S NOT WORKING. HEART RATE'S DOWN TO THE 60s. 335 00:14:56,166 --> 00:14:58,468 STARTING COMPRESSIONS. COULD I HELP? 336 00:14:58,468 --> 00:15:00,170 DOUBT IT. AT THIS RATE, 337 00:15:00,170 --> 00:15:02,272 THIS KID'S NOT GONNA LAST MORE THAN AN HOUR. 338 00:15:02,272 --> 00:15:05,135 SHE'S ONLY 30 WEEKS. PRETTY YOUNG TO SURVIVE. 339 00:15:05,135 --> 00:15:08,138 SO WHAT, YOU'RE JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH HER DIE? 340 00:15:08,138 --> 00:15:09,439 MM, PRETTY MUCH. 341 00:15:09,439 --> 00:15:11,141 THAT SUCKS. 342 00:15:11,141 --> 00:15:14,044 IT IS WHAT IT IS. IT'S PROTOCOL. 343 00:15:16,987 --> 00:15:18,288 (monitor beeps loudly) 344 00:15:18,288 --> 00:15:21,451 BEEPING DRIVES ME NUTS. (beeping stops) 345 00:15:21,451 --> 00:15:23,253 LOOK, I MEAN-- 346 00:15:23,253 --> 00:15:26,696 THE KID'S GONNA DIE. DEAL WITH IT OR GET OUT. 347 00:15:40,540 --> 00:15:42,242 HEY THERE, GIRL. 348 00:15:42,242 --> 00:15:45,345 I GOT YOU. YEAH. 349 00:15:45,345 --> 00:15:47,277 IT'S OKAY. 350 00:15:47,277 --> 00:15:48,578 YOU'RE NOT ALONE. 351 00:15:48,578 --> 00:15:51,121 NO, YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE NOT ALONE. 352 00:15:51,121 --> 00:15:53,123 WAIT. HOLD ON. 353 00:15:53,123 --> 00:15:55,585 ARE YOU SAYING YOU CAN'T DO MORE SURGERY ON HIM, 354 00:15:55,585 --> 00:15:58,588 OR YOU WON'T? IT'S NOT A QUESTION OF IF I CAN. 355 00:15:58,588 --> 00:16:01,331 IT'S WHETHER OR NOT I SHOULD. 356 00:16:01,331 --> 00:16:04,194 IN MY OPINION, WALLACE ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH 357 00:16:04,194 --> 00:16:06,366 TO HANDLE ANOTHER OPERATION. 358 00:16:06,366 --> 00:16:10,140 BUT WITH SURGERY, HOW LONG WOULD HE HAVE THEN? I... I'M NOT CONFIDENT 359 00:16:10,140 --> 00:16:12,142 THAT HE'LL EVEN MAKE IT OFF THE TABLE. 360 00:16:12,142 --> 00:16:14,204 BUT IF HE DID, HOW LONG? 361 00:16:17,347 --> 00:16:19,679 I STRONGLY ADVISE AGAINST-- 362 00:16:19,679 --> 00:16:21,451 HOW LONG? 363 00:16:26,086 --> 00:16:29,519 MAYBE TWO MONTHS. I... 364 00:16:29,519 --> 00:16:32,662 I'M S--I'M SORRY. 365 00:16:32,662 --> 00:16:36,466 BUT THE MOMENT THAT WE'VE BEEN FIGHTING FOR TWO YEARS... 366 00:16:36,466 --> 00:16:38,468 IT'S HERE. 367 00:16:38,468 --> 00:16:41,731 (sobbing) 368 00:16:43,673 --> 00:16:47,207 SO YOU NEED TO PREPARE YOURSELVES 369 00:16:47,207 --> 00:16:49,239 AND YOU NEED TO PREPARE WALLACE. 370 00:16:49,239 --> 00:16:52,042 YOU THINK I'VE BEEN POURING ALL THIS MONEY INTO RESEARCH 371 00:16:52,042 --> 00:16:55,045 SO THAT YOU COULD FIND A CURE FOR SOME OTHER KID? MR. ANDERSON-- 372 00:16:55,045 --> 00:16:58,048 NO. YOU HAVE TO DO THIS SURGERY. MR. ANDERSON, I'M-- 373 00:16:58,048 --> 00:17:00,350 YOU BUY OUR SON TWO MORE MONTHS. 374 00:17:00,350 --> 00:17:04,094 YOU BUY HIM MORE TIME SO THAT WE CAN BUY HIM A CURE. 375 00:17:08,758 --> 00:17:12,332 I'M SORRY. 376 00:17:12,332 --> 00:17:14,364 (crying) 377 00:17:16,436 --> 00:17:20,640 (Paul and Bethany speaking indistinctly) 378 00:17:20,640 --> 00:17:23,073 ROBBINS. 379 00:17:25,145 --> 00:17:27,277 THESE AREN'T PEOPLE WHO HEAR THE WORD NO. 380 00:17:27,277 --> 00:17:30,080 IF THEY WANT SURGERY FOR THEIR SON, 381 00:17:30,080 --> 00:17:32,522 THEY'LL GET SURGERY FOR THEIR SON, 382 00:17:32,522 --> 00:17:35,525 WHETHER OR NOT YOU'RE THE ONE TO DO IT. 383 00:17:35,525 --> 00:17:38,188 YOU'VE BEEN WITH THIS BOY SINCE DAY ONE. 384 00:17:38,188 --> 00:17:42,192 I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO THIS SUCCESSFULLY. 385 00:17:42,192 --> 00:17:43,833 DON'T WALK AWAY NOW 386 00:17:43,833 --> 00:17:47,237 UNLESS YOU KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT THAT YOU CAN'T. 387 00:17:49,699 --> 00:17:52,442 THE SURGERY IS A BAD IDEA, CHIEF. 388 00:17:52,442 --> 00:17:54,444 BUT IS IT IMPOSSIBLE? 389 00:17:54,444 --> 00:17:59,379 IN YOUR HANDS... IS IT IMPOSSIBLE? 390 00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:03,383 OKAY. 391 00:18:03,383 --> 00:18:04,314 OKAY? 392 00:18:04,314 --> 00:18:07,717 OKAY, I'LL DO IT. I'LL TRY. 393 00:18:25,505 --> 00:18:27,837 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 394 00:18:27,837 --> 00:18:29,839 OH. IS THAT THE PREEMIE? 395 00:18:29,839 --> 00:18:32,342 OH, YEAH. I WAS JUST, UH... 396 00:18:32,342 --> 00:18:34,244 WELL, I TRIED EVERYTHING. 397 00:18:34,244 --> 00:18:37,147 I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE SOMEBODY SHOULD HOLD HER 398 00:18:37,147 --> 00:18:38,848 BEFORE, YOU KNOW, SHE... 399 00:18:38,848 --> 00:18:40,250 KANGAROO. 400 00:18:40,250 --> 00:18:41,691 WHAT? 401 00:18:41,691 --> 00:18:44,794 THE WAY YOU'RE HOLDING THE BABY, IT'S CALLED A KANGAROO HOLD. 402 00:18:44,794 --> 00:18:46,796 UH, THERE'S BEEN CASES WHERE THE KANGAROO 403 00:18:46,796 --> 00:18:48,298 HAS HELPED BABIES THRIVE. 404 00:18:48,298 --> 00:18:50,300 BUT LOOK, KAREV, LOOK AT THE NUMBERS. 405 00:18:50,300 --> 00:18:53,503 LOOK AT THIS. (chuckles) HEART RATE'S GOING UP. 406 00:18:53,503 --> 00:18:56,406 YEAH, IT IS, AND HER TEMPERATURE IS NORMAL. 407 00:18:56,406 --> 00:18:57,707 KAREV, YOU MAY HAVE JUST 408 00:18:57,707 --> 00:19:00,340 KICK-STARTED THIS BABY'S ENTIRE SYSTEM. 409 00:19:00,340 --> 00:19:02,172 JUST BY HOLDING HER? 410 00:19:02,172 --> 00:19:04,644 TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT. 411 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:07,577 WHAT? NO. TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT. NO, NO. 412 00:19:07,577 --> 00:19:09,279 JUST--THE KANGAROO HOLD, 413 00:19:09,279 --> 00:19:11,551 IT'S MOST EFFECTIVE WHEN THERE'S SKIN-ON-SKIN CONTACT. 414 00:19:11,551 --> 00:19:13,883 IT'S USUALLY THE MOM, BUT, YOU KNOW, 415 00:19:13,883 --> 00:19:15,855 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO DO. 416 00:19:15,855 --> 00:19:18,428 I'M NOT KIDDING. TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT. 417 00:19:18,428 --> 00:19:20,230 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 418 00:19:20,230 --> 00:19:22,692 (Owen) WELL, IT LOOKS LIKE YOU USED 419 00:19:22,692 --> 00:19:25,695 PRETTY MUCH EVERY PIECE OF HARDWARE IN THE HOSPITAL. 420 00:19:25,695 --> 00:19:29,239 YEAH, IT MAKES YOU THINK TWICE ABOUT SHROOMING ON A ROOF. YEAH. 421 00:19:29,239 --> 00:19:31,271 AND THE MOUTH ON THIS ONE? 422 00:19:31,271 --> 00:19:33,573 IF I TALKED TO MY PARENTS LIKE THAT-- OH, MY FATHER WOULD'VE... 423 00:19:33,573 --> 00:19:35,745 OH, YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO KNOW. (laughs) 424 00:19:35,745 --> 00:19:38,348 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 425 00:19:38,348 --> 00:19:40,310 I HAD PERFECT GRADES, PERFECT RECORD, 426 00:19:40,310 --> 00:19:42,712 AND I SAID WHATEVER I WANTED, DID WHATEVER I WANTED. 427 00:19:42,712 --> 00:19:45,285 MY PARENTS COULDN'T DO A THING ABOUT IT. 428 00:19:45,285 --> 00:19:48,588 WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD? 429 00:19:48,588 --> 00:19:50,590 NO? OKAY. 430 00:19:50,590 --> 00:19:53,763 I'LL JUST, UH, THINK ABOUT IT QUIETLY IN MY OWN HEAD. 431 00:19:53,763 --> 00:19:56,766 (metal clatters) ALL RIGHT, NAILS IN, EVERYTHING'S TIGHT. 432 00:19:56,766 --> 00:19:59,569 LET'S TAKE A LOOK. 433 00:20:01,431 --> 00:20:03,273 FANTASTIC. (monitor beeping erratically) 434 00:20:03,273 --> 00:20:05,735 (Jackson) END-TIDAL C-0-2 JUST DROPPED FROM 34 TO 22. 435 00:20:05,735 --> 00:20:08,338 (Callie) OH, COME ON. GIVE ME A BREAK HERE, HILLARY. 436 00:20:08,338 --> 00:20:09,779 SHE HAS A NEW MURMUR. 437 00:20:09,779 --> 00:20:13,483 CHECK IT. (beeping continues) 438 00:20:13,483 --> 00:20:16,646 THERE'S AN AIR EMBOLUS IN HER HEART. (Callie) ALL RIGHT, FLOOD THE FIELD WITH SALINE. 439 00:20:16,646 --> 00:20:19,389 (Owen) GIVE ME THE BONE WAX. PAGE CARDIO 440 00:20:19,389 --> 00:20:22,252 AND SET UP A CHEST TRAY. AND PUT HER IN TRENDELENBURG. I CAN--I CAN ASPIRATE IT. 441 00:20:22,252 --> 00:20:26,956 NO, NO, WE WAIT FOR CARDIO AND WE TRY TO FIND THE SOURCE. NO, IT'LL TAKE ME 30 SECONDS. 442 00:20:26,956 --> 00:20:29,899 IT MIGHT TAKE CARDIO HALF AN HOUR TO GET HERE. DR. YANG-- 443 00:20:29,899 --> 00:20:32,262 I'VE DONE THIS BEFORE. I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. 444 00:20:32,262 --> 00:20:35,265 SHE COULD ARREST AT ANY MOMENT. DR. YANG, NO. END OF DISCUSSION. 445 00:20:35,265 --> 00:20:36,306 (beeping continues) 446 00:20:36,306 --> 00:20:37,607 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 447 00:20:37,607 --> 00:20:39,939 SEE? IT'S THE SKIN-TO-SKIN CONTACT. 448 00:20:39,939 --> 00:20:43,573 THE BABY CAN FEEL YOUR WARMTH BETTER, 449 00:20:43,573 --> 00:20:46,276 SENSE YOUR HEARTBEAT BETTER. SEE THAT? 450 00:20:46,276 --> 00:20:51,681 THE BABY'S OWN HEART IS PICKING UP IN RESPONSE. 451 00:20:51,681 --> 00:20:53,423 KAREV, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 452 00:20:53,423 --> 00:20:56,426 HE'S SAVING A BABY'S LIFE, THAT'S WHAT. 453 00:20:56,426 --> 00:20:58,928 DR. BAILEY, I... OH, NO SHIRT. 454 00:20:58,928 --> 00:21:01,731 HE'S WEARING NO SHIRT. HAVE YOU STARTED TO LACTATE YET? 455 00:21:01,731 --> 00:21:04,394 BAILEY MADE ME. (Mark) IS THIS THE ROOM FOR THE CALENDAR SHOOT? 456 00:21:04,394 --> 00:21:07,367 I WAS TOLD IT WAS DOWNSTAIRS. YEAH, ALL RIGHT. THAT'S ENOUGH. 457 00:21:07,367 --> 00:21:09,969 EVERYBODY OUT. LET KAREV DO WHAT HE'S DOING IN PRIVATE. 458 00:21:09,969 --> 00:21:12,902 WHAT IS HE DOING EXACTLY? OUT. 459 00:21:12,902 --> 00:21:14,404 OUT. 460 00:21:14,404 --> 00:21:16,376 (beeping continues) 461 00:21:16,376 --> 00:21:19,379 (monitor beeping erratically) 462 00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:21,681 (suction gurgling) 463 00:21:21,681 --> 00:21:24,414 THIS IS RIDICULOUS. YOU'RE WASTING ALL THIS TIME DOWN HERE, 464 00:21:24,414 --> 00:21:28,718 WHEN WE SHOULD BE DEALING WITH THE HEART PROBLEM DIRECTLY. WE ARE FOLLOWING PROTOCOL. CARDIO IS ON ITS WAY, 465 00:21:28,718 --> 00:21:32,462 AND WE CAN FIND THE SOURCE OF THE EMBOLUS THIS WAY. 466 00:21:32,462 --> 00:21:36,426 (beeping continues) 467 00:21:36,426 --> 00:21:38,828 (suction gurgles) 468 00:21:38,828 --> 00:21:41,431 (beeping continues) 469 00:21:41,431 --> 00:21:43,333 SCREW IT. 470 00:21:43,333 --> 00:21:47,907 (beeping continues) 471 00:21:47,907 --> 00:21:50,309 DR. YANG, THE PATIENT IS NOT CODING, 472 00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:52,812 AND YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO DO THIS. OPENING THE LEFT CHEST. 473 00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:54,814 OH, YANG, REALLY? TURN ON THE FLUORO. 474 00:21:54,814 --> 00:21:57,316 DR. YANG. WILL SOMEONE PLEASE STEP ON THE FLUORO? 475 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,389 OR DO YOU WANT ME TO GO IN BLIND? 476 00:21:59,389 --> 00:22:01,651 DR. YANG, PUT DOWN THAT SCALPEL! 477 00:22:01,651 --> 00:22:05,324 (beeping continues) 478 00:22:09,729 --> 00:22:12,331 THANK YOU. 479 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:14,003 (Owen) CRISTINA! 480 00:22:14,003 --> 00:22:18,067 (beeping continues) 481 00:22:23,473 --> 00:22:25,475 (audio distorts) SCISSORS. 482 00:22:25,475 --> 00:22:27,016 (audio distorts) CRISTINA! 483 00:22:40,930 --> 00:22:42,832 CRISTINA! CARDIO'S HERE, YANG. 484 00:22:42,832 --> 00:22:44,534 IT'S DONE. I'M DONE. 485 00:22:47,096 --> 00:22:49,499 AIR EMBOLUS OUT. 486 00:22:49,499 --> 00:22:52,071 (monitor beeps rhythmically) 487 00:23:01,611 --> 00:23:03,112 THE PATIENT WAS CRASHING. 488 00:23:03,112 --> 00:23:05,455 SHE WAS NOT CRASHING. 489 00:23:05,455 --> 00:23:07,457 IT WAS A PROCEDURE I'VE DONE BEFORE. 490 00:23:07,457 --> 00:23:09,459 I HANDLED IT, AND SHE'S FINE. 491 00:23:09,459 --> 00:23:11,461 YEAH, BUT WHAT IF SHE WASN'T? 492 00:23:11,461 --> 00:23:14,163 YOU COULD'VE LACERATED HER HEART OR CUT THE PHRENIC NERVE. 493 00:23:14,163 --> 00:23:16,165 SHE COULD'VE DIED ON THAT TABLE. WHAT THEN? 494 00:23:16,165 --> 00:23:18,167 IT WOULD'VE BEEN YOUR LICENSE. 495 00:23:18,167 --> 00:23:21,100 ALL SO YOU COULD PROVE WHAT EXACTLY? 496 00:23:23,603 --> 00:23:25,775 WELL, I DID IT TO STABILIZE THE PATIENT. 497 00:23:25,775 --> 00:23:28,678 YOU WERE JUST WATCHING HER VITALS DROP. WAITING FOR A C.T. SURGEON WHO WOULD'VE BEEN ABLE 498 00:23:28,678 --> 00:23:30,680 TO TAKE A MORE MINIMALLY INVASIVE APPROACH. 499 00:23:30,680 --> 00:23:32,682 I COULD'VE DONE A THORACOTOMY MYSELF 500 00:23:32,682 --> 00:23:34,744 IF I HAD THOUGHT IT WAS INDICATED. 501 00:23:34,744 --> 00:23:36,746 I'VE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK ONCE OR TWICE. 502 00:23:36,746 --> 00:23:38,888 YOU KNOW, I KINDA--I KINDA KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. 503 00:23:38,888 --> 00:23:40,890 I'M AWARE OF THAT. I WAS JUST-- 504 00:23:40,890 --> 00:23:42,922 YOU JUST THOUGHT EVER-- 505 00:23:44,994 --> 00:23:46,996 YOU JUST THOUGHT-- YOU JUST THOUGHT 506 00:23:46,996 --> 00:23:50,199 EVERYTHING WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU TOOK CHARGE. 507 00:23:50,199 --> 00:23:53,202 (scoffs) AND YOU KNOW I HAVE TO REPORT THIS TO THE CHIEF, RIGHT? 508 00:23:53,202 --> 00:23:56,466 AT A TIME WHEN HE IS SCOURING THIS PLACE FOR PEOPLE TO FIRE. 509 00:23:56,466 --> 00:23:59,038 (laughs) WELL, HE'S NOT GONNA FIRE ME. 510 00:23:59,038 --> 00:24:02,071 OH, R--OF COURSE NOT, 'COS YOU'RE--YOU'RE INVINCIBLE. 511 00:24:02,071 --> 00:24:04,574 NO, HE'S NOT GONNA FIRE ME BECAUSE THE LAST TIME 512 00:24:04,574 --> 00:24:07,076 THAT I DID AN OPEN THORACOTOMY FOR AN EMBOLUS 513 00:24:07,076 --> 00:24:09,078 WAS WITH HIM IN HIS O.R. 514 00:24:09,078 --> 00:24:11,521 ONLY HE WAS GIVING ME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT, 515 00:24:11,521 --> 00:24:13,523 NOT SCREAMING IN MY EAR. 516 00:24:13,523 --> 00:24:16,826 OH. (sighs) 517 00:24:16,826 --> 00:24:19,489 FOR THE RECORD? YOU ROCKED THAT IN THERE. 518 00:24:19,489 --> 00:24:21,591 HUNT'S JUST JEALOUS HE DIDN'T DO IT HIMSELF. 519 00:24:21,591 --> 00:24:23,693 SHUT UP. 520 00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:31,170 OKAY, YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED IN SURGERY WITH... 521 00:24:31,170 --> 00:24:33,773 HEY. YOU OKAY? 522 00:24:33,773 --> 00:24:35,805 TELL ME I'M GREAT. 523 00:24:35,805 --> 00:24:37,146 WHAT? 524 00:24:37,146 --> 00:24:39,949 I NEED FOR YOU TO TELL ME THAT I'M GREAT. 525 00:24:39,949 --> 00:24:42,752 YOU'RE GREAT. I MEAN REALLY TELL ME, 526 00:24:42,752 --> 00:24:44,754 BECAUSE I'M ABOUT TO GO IN ON A SURGERY RIGHT NOW 527 00:24:44,754 --> 00:24:46,756 THAT I'M NOT SURE I SHOULD BE GOING IN ON, 528 00:24:46,756 --> 00:24:49,088 AND I CAN'T THINK LIKE THAT, RIGHT? 529 00:24:49,088 --> 00:24:51,691 I CAN'T GO INTO THE O.R. FEELING LIKE THIS. 530 00:24:51,691 --> 00:24:55,164 SO... I NEED YOU TO TELL ME I'M GREAT, 531 00:24:55,164 --> 00:24:57,496 AND MAKE ME-- MAKE ME HEAR IT. 532 00:25:02,932 --> 00:25:05,535 YOU ARE GREAT. 533 00:25:05,535 --> 00:25:07,707 YOU... 534 00:25:07,707 --> 00:25:10,540 ARE... GREAT. 535 00:25:13,112 --> 00:25:15,114 THANK YOU. 536 00:25:17,246 --> 00:25:18,688 (knock on door) 537 00:25:18,688 --> 00:25:20,690 HEY THERE. YOU READY TO GO? 538 00:25:20,690 --> 00:25:22,692 I WAS GONNA TAKE YOU TO THE O.R. MYSELF. 539 00:25:22,692 --> 00:25:24,694 I'VE BEEN HERE A WHILE NOW, DR. ROBBINS. 540 00:25:24,694 --> 00:25:30,029 AND... I'VE SEEN KIDS GO HOME AND GO AWAY. 541 00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:32,531 LIKE EVAN-- THE KID FROM DOWN THE HALL 542 00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,564 WITH ASTHMA LAST MONTH. 543 00:25:34,564 --> 00:25:38,007 HE DIED THE DAY BEFORE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DISCHARGED. 544 00:25:38,007 --> 00:25:41,170 YOU'RE NOT EVAN. AND CHLOE--THE HEART GIRL? 545 00:25:41,170 --> 00:25:43,843 SHE WAS HERE FOR THREE WEEKS BEFORE SHE DIED. 546 00:25:43,843 --> 00:25:46,776 NO ONE SAYS YOU'RE GONNA DIE. I'VE BEEN HERE FOR SEVEN MONTHS. 547 00:25:46,776 --> 00:25:49,719 I'VE BEEN HERE THE LONGEST OF ANYONE ON THE FLOOR, 548 00:25:49,719 --> 00:25:52,782 BY DOUBLE. 549 00:25:52,782 --> 00:25:55,785 WALLACE-- THEY SAY IT'S LIKE GOING TO SLEEP. 550 00:25:55,785 --> 00:25:57,887 AND MAYBE IT IS. 551 00:25:57,887 --> 00:26:03,793 BUT WHAT IF I GO TO SLEEP, AND I HAVE NIGHTMARES? 552 00:26:07,637 --> 00:26:09,338 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 553 00:26:09,338 --> 00:26:13,042 (exhales) MORE TRACTION, PLEASE. 554 00:26:13,042 --> 00:26:16,005 DAMN IT. THE MESENTERY'S REALLY FRIABLE. 555 00:26:16,005 --> 00:26:19,008 PERCY, A LITTLE HELP ON THE SUCTION. 556 00:26:19,008 --> 00:26:20,579 THIS IS NOT A GOOD IDEA. 557 00:26:20,579 --> 00:26:23,613 THIS SURGERY-- NOT A GOOD IDEA. 558 00:26:23,613 --> 00:26:26,616 COULD WE GET A WASHCLOTH FOR DR. ROBBINS, PLEASE? 559 00:26:26,616 --> 00:26:28,818 NO, IT'S FINE. 560 00:26:28,818 --> 00:26:30,820 JUST TAKE A MOMENT. 561 00:26:30,820 --> 00:26:33,993 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 562 00:26:33,993 --> 00:26:36,826 (suction gurgling) 563 00:26:36,826 --> 00:26:38,768 THANK YOU. 564 00:26:38,768 --> 00:26:40,900 PICK UPS, PLEASE. 565 00:26:40,900 --> 00:26:44,073 ♪♪ 566 00:26:44,073 --> 00:26:45,905 I LEFT YOU MESSAGES. 567 00:26:45,905 --> 00:26:47,907 (sighs) I'M SORRY. I WAS IN SURGERY. 568 00:26:47,907 --> 00:26:49,909 THERE WERE COMPLICATIONS. I DON'T CARE, OKAY? 569 00:26:49,909 --> 00:26:52,241 I OPERATED ON WALLACE TONIGHT EVEN WHEN I KNEW BETTER. 570 00:26:52,241 --> 00:26:54,243 AND I KEEP RETRACING EVERY STEP, EVERY SUTURE, 571 00:26:54,243 --> 00:26:58,017 AND I KEEP GOING OVER IT AND OVER IT-- HE DIDN'T MAKE IT? 572 00:26:58,017 --> 00:27:00,319 HE DID. HE'S IN RECOVERY. THAT'S NOT THE POINT. 573 00:27:00,319 --> 00:27:03,723 WHAT I NEEDED FROM YOU TONIGHT WAS A LITTLE SUPPORT FOR ONCE. 574 00:27:03,723 --> 00:27:06,996 AND YOU WEREN'T HERE. OKAY, YOU'RE SCARED, AND SO YOU'RE PICKING A FIGHT. 575 00:27:06,996 --> 00:27:08,998 YOU GET THAT, YEAH? YEAH. YEAH. FINE. WHATEVER. 576 00:27:08,998 --> 00:27:11,060 BUT I HAVE HELPED YOU THROUGH CRISIS AFTER CRISIS. 577 00:27:11,060 --> 00:27:13,332 AND ONCE I THOUGHT THAT I COULD COME HERE TONIGHT, 578 00:27:13,332 --> 00:27:15,905 AND I COULD GET SOMETHING-- LET IT GO ALREADY. IT'S DONE. 579 00:27:15,905 --> 00:27:18,738 I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE MAD, CRISTINA. YOU WOULD'VE NEVER 580 00:27:18,738 --> 00:27:22,371 PULLED A STUNT LIKE THAT WITH ANOTHER ATTENDING. I SEEM TO RECALL CALLIE WAS THERE. STILL DIDN'T STOP ME. 581 00:27:22,371 --> 00:27:24,143 OKAY, GUYS, NOT NOW. YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME 582 00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:26,175 AND YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP. 583 00:27:26,175 --> 00:27:28,377 OH, PLEASE. THE KID WAS DYING. WAIT. WHOA, WHOA. WHAT KID? WHAT HAPPENED? 584 00:27:28,377 --> 00:27:30,349 OH, SO YOU DIDN'T HEAR? NO. NO, I DIDN'T. 585 00:27:30,349 --> 00:27:33,683 CRISTINA--SHE PERFORMED AN UNAUTHORIZED 586 00:27:33,683 --> 00:27:36,986 AND UNNECESSARY THORACOTOMY AGAINST MY ORDERS. SHE WHAT? 587 00:27:36,986 --> 00:27:39,829 I SAVED THE PATIENT'S LIFE. WAIT. OKAY, SO YOU WERE THERE, AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME? 588 00:27:39,829 --> 00:27:43,292 I WAS GOING TO, BUT YOU WERE ALL, "TELL ME I'M GREAT." SO-- OH, SO IT'S MY FAULT THAT YANG WENT ROGUE ON A CHILD? 589 00:27:43,292 --> 00:27:46,235 NO-- NO, YOU KNOW WHAT? IT WASN'T ROGUE. IT WAS BRILLIANT. 590 00:27:46,235 --> 00:27:48,998 NO, IT WASN'T. YOU KNOW, I--I'M DONE. 591 00:27:48,998 --> 00:27:51,240 YOU GOT LUCKY TODAY, CRISTINA. 592 00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:54,844 AND YOU MAY THINK THAT YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH WHATEVER YOU WANT, 593 00:27:54,844 --> 00:27:56,846 BUT I AM TELLING YOU, ONE OF THESE DAYS, 594 00:27:56,846 --> 00:28:00,109 THAT LUCK'S GONNA RUN OUT. (pager beeps) 595 00:28:00,109 --> 00:28:02,181 LOOK... WH-- 596 00:28:02,181 --> 00:28:05,284 OH, OKAY. SO YOU'RE LEAVING, TOO? 597 00:28:05,284 --> 00:28:08,457 YES, BECAUSE I HAVE A PATIENT. 598 00:28:08,457 --> 00:28:11,220 (door closes) 599 00:28:11,220 --> 00:28:13,422 BITCHES. 600 00:28:13,422 --> 00:28:15,424 ALL RIGHT, START AN EPI DRIP NOW. 601 00:28:15,424 --> 00:28:18,197 MORE IRRIGATION. JUST KEEP IT COMING. 602 00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:21,200 GIVE ME A BABCOCK CLAMP. CLAMP. DAMN IT. I NEED MORE LIGHT. 603 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,332 CAN SOMEBODY GET ME MORE LIGHT? 604 00:28:23,332 --> 00:28:26,275 PRESSURE'S DROPPING TO 68 OVER 40. PULSE IS RACING. 605 00:28:26,275 --> 00:28:28,938 COME ON, WALLACE. 606 00:28:28,938 --> 00:28:31,410 WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THE ANDERSON BOY? HE'S IN SEPTIC SHOCK. 607 00:28:31,410 --> 00:28:35,114 HIS BODY WAS TOO UNSTABLE TO HANDLE THE SURGERY, 608 00:28:35,114 --> 00:28:37,446 WHICH IS WHAT I SAID IN THE FIRST PLACE. WELL, MAYBE I CAN HELP. 609 00:28:37,446 --> 00:28:40,349 NO! NO, YOU CAN'T. BECAUSE AS LONG AS YOU'RE STANDING THERE 610 00:28:40,349 --> 00:28:42,491 BREATHING OVER MY SHOULDER, I FEEL LIKE I'M OPERATING 611 00:28:42,491 --> 00:28:45,194 ON A STACK OF DOLLAR BILLS-- $25-MILLION-DOLLAR BILLS-- 612 00:28:45,194 --> 00:28:48,828 AND WHAT I NEED TO BE INVESTED IN RIGHT NOW IS THIS KID. 613 00:28:48,828 --> 00:28:50,830 SO PLEASE GET THE HELL OUT OF MY O.R.! 614 00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:52,461 MORE SUCTION NOW. 615 00:28:52,461 --> 00:28:54,463 (woman) ♪ OOH ♪ 616 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:05,945 (indistinct conversations) 617 00:29:08,417 --> 00:29:10,850 HOW'D IT GO? 618 00:29:12,982 --> 00:29:14,924 DAMN IT. 619 00:29:14,924 --> 00:29:16,425 (sighs) 620 00:29:16,425 --> 00:29:19,088 I'LL LET THEM KNOW YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU COULD. 621 00:29:19,088 --> 00:29:20,759 WAIT, DR. ROBBINS, W-- 622 00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:22,761 DON'T WE HAVE TO TELL THE PARENTS, 623 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:24,994 LET THEM KNOW THAT HE DIDN'T MAKE IT? NO. 624 00:29:24,994 --> 00:29:27,937 WHAT DO YOU MEAN, NO? I MEAN NO. 625 00:29:27,937 --> 00:29:30,399 I WILL NOT BE SPEAKING TO WALLACE'S PARENTS. 626 00:29:30,399 --> 00:29:32,771 MR. JENNINGS AND THE CHIEF WILL TAKE CARE OF THAT FORMALITY, 627 00:29:32,771 --> 00:29:34,804 BECAUSE AS FAR AS THEY'RE CONCERNED 628 00:29:34,804 --> 00:29:36,946 AND AS FAR AS THE ANDERSONS WILL BE CONCERNED, 629 00:29:36,946 --> 00:29:38,447 I JUST KILLED THEIR SON. 630 00:29:38,447 --> 00:29:41,450 I'M A LIABILITY, BECAUSE IF THEY WERE TO ASK ME, 631 00:29:41,450 --> 00:29:44,253 THE TRUTH IS, I WOULD TELL THEM THAT I DID JUST KILL THEIR SON, 632 00:29:44,253 --> 00:29:46,385 AND THEY SHOULD SUE, AND I AM RESPONSIBLE. 633 00:29:46,385 --> 00:29:49,819 BUT THAT'S NOT IN THE BEST INTERESTS OF THE HOSPITAL. 634 00:29:49,819 --> 00:29:52,822 AM I CLOSE? YEAH, I THINK WE'RE ON THE SAME PAGE. 635 00:29:57,796 --> 00:29:59,798 (scoffs) MY LUCK WILL RUN OUT. 636 00:29:59,798 --> 00:30:01,800 IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LUCK. 637 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,802 HE'S BEING AN ASS. 638 00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:06,305 YOU KNOW WHAT? I ROCKED THAT EMBOLUS. 639 00:30:10,209 --> 00:30:11,911 WHAT? 640 00:30:11,911 --> 00:30:15,144 HE CARES ABOUT YOU. SO? 641 00:30:15,144 --> 00:30:17,146 SO? SO MAYBE HE'S A LITTLE BIT RIGHT. 642 00:30:17,146 --> 00:30:18,447 I GET IT. 643 00:30:18,447 --> 00:30:21,991 I MEAN, I'M DYING TO GET OUT OF THIS BED AND CUT, 644 00:30:21,991 --> 00:30:24,093 BUT YOU DID AN UNAUTHORIZED PROCEDURE IN AN O.R. 645 00:30:24,093 --> 00:30:26,095 I MEAN, YOU'RE AN AMAZING SURGEON, 646 00:30:26,095 --> 00:30:29,959 BUT IF ANYTHING HAD GONE WRONG, THAT WOULD'VE BEEN YOUR CAREER. 647 00:30:29,959 --> 00:30:32,001 I MEAN, HE CARES ABOUT YOUR CAREER. 648 00:30:32,001 --> 00:30:34,003 HE'S IN LOVE WITH YOU. 649 00:30:34,003 --> 00:30:36,465 I HATE... MARRIED, HAPPY YOU. 650 00:30:36,465 --> 00:30:38,837 (laughs) GO TO WORK, 651 00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:42,241 AND DON'T CUT ANYBODY OPEN WITHOUT PERMISSION. 652 00:30:42,241 --> 00:30:44,243 YOU SHOULDA SEEN YANG IN THAT SURGERY. 653 00:30:44,243 --> 00:30:46,215 I MEAN, SHE WAS FEARLESS. AND YOU ARE HOPELESS. 654 00:30:46,215 --> 00:30:49,218 SHE'S COMPLETELY OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE. OH, I'M HOPELESS, HUH? 655 00:30:49,218 --> 00:30:51,280 (monitor beeping rhythmically) 656 00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:53,452 I'M JUST... STUPID. 657 00:30:53,452 --> 00:30:56,625 HE'S MARRIED, AND HAVE I MENTIONED, A TOTAL ASS 658 00:30:56,625 --> 00:31:01,160 TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYONE AT ALL TIMES? 659 00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:02,992 (Miranda) KAREV? 660 00:31:02,992 --> 00:31:05,294 DID YOU STAY HERE ALL NIGHT? 661 00:31:05,294 --> 00:31:08,037 UH, YEAH. I... I GUESS I DID. 662 00:31:08,037 --> 00:31:10,239 GO HOME, GET SOME REST. 663 00:31:10,239 --> 00:31:12,241 THE NURSE WILL TAKE OVER FOR YOU. 664 00:31:12,241 --> 00:31:17,076 NO. UH, I--I'M OKAY. I'M... I'M GOOD HERE. 665 00:31:17,076 --> 00:31:20,379 WELL, YOU'D BE GOOD IN PEDS, YOU KNOW THAT? 666 00:31:20,379 --> 00:31:22,381 YOU GET INVESTED. 667 00:31:22,381 --> 00:31:24,383 YOU HAVE GOOD INSTINCTS. 668 00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,386 YOU STICK TO YOUR INSTINCTS. 669 00:31:27,386 --> 00:31:31,360 YOU'D BE GOOD IN PEDS, KAREV. 670 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:34,363 ♪♪ 671 00:31:37,196 --> 00:31:39,198 ♪♪ 672 00:31:39,198 --> 00:31:40,469 YEAH, I KNOW. 673 00:31:40,469 --> 00:31:43,172 THEY, UH, SAY I CAN HAVE VISITORS TOMORROW. 674 00:31:43,172 --> 00:31:46,375 COOL. AND, UM, DO YOU HAVE ANY LOOPIES? 675 00:31:46,375 --> 00:31:48,307 OR WHATEVER YOU HAVE. 676 00:31:48,307 --> 00:31:49,608 THEY ONLY HAVE ME ON 677 00:31:49,608 --> 00:31:52,481 2 MILLIGRAMS OF MORPHINE AT A TIME. 678 00:31:52,481 --> 00:31:55,084 I KNOW. HOW LAME IS THAT? IT JUST-- 679 00:31:55,084 --> 00:31:57,346 HEY, LITTLE PUSHER GIRL. I'M HILLARY'S DOCTOR. 680 00:31:57,346 --> 00:31:59,348 AND NOW I HAVE HILLARY'S PHONE. 681 00:31:59,348 --> 00:32:02,391 SO I'M GONNA GIVE THIS NUMBER TO THE POLICE. 682 00:32:02,391 --> 00:32:05,454 HOW LAME IS THAT? WHAT THE HELL? 683 00:32:05,454 --> 00:32:08,457 OKAY. UH, I KNOW YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ANYTHING 684 00:32:08,457 --> 00:32:10,459 AND SAY ANYTHING AND HANDLE ANYTHING. 685 00:32:10,459 --> 00:32:12,631 AND THAT'S, YOU KNOW, ALMOST TRUE, 686 00:32:12,631 --> 00:32:15,334 EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT YOU FELL OFF A ROOF 687 00:32:15,334 --> 00:32:17,336 'COS YOU WERE SO HIGH THAT YOU, WHAT, 688 00:32:17,336 --> 00:32:19,508 YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD FLY? 689 00:32:19,508 --> 00:32:23,112 IN SURGERY, YOU ALMOST DIED OF A HEART COMPLICATION 690 00:32:23,112 --> 00:32:25,114 BECAUSE YOUR BODY IS SO STRUNG OUT 691 00:32:25,114 --> 00:32:27,446 FROM ALL THE CRAP YOU'VE BEEN PUTTING IN IT 692 00:32:27,446 --> 00:32:29,448 THAT IT ALMOST SHUT DOWN COMPLETELY. 693 00:32:29,448 --> 00:32:32,451 OKAY, THAT DOESN'T MAKE YOU SMARTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE. 694 00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:33,722 IT MAKES YOU AN IDIOT. 695 00:32:33,722 --> 00:32:35,724 THE ONLY REASON WHY YOU'RE ALIVE IS... 696 00:32:35,724 --> 00:32:37,726 YOU KNOW, IS 'COS YOU'RE LUCKY. 697 00:32:37,726 --> 00:32:40,729 SO JUST, YOU KNOW, GROW UP. 698 00:32:40,729 --> 00:32:44,633 ♪♪ 699 00:32:47,196 --> 00:32:50,199 (speaking inaudibly) 700 00:32:50,199 --> 00:32:53,202 ♪♪ 701 00:32:56,505 --> 00:32:58,507 (keys jangle) 702 00:32:58,507 --> 00:33:02,651 ♪♪ 703 00:33:02,651 --> 00:33:06,385 (all) SURPRISE! 704 00:33:06,385 --> 00:33:11,060 (cheers and laughter) 705 00:33:11,060 --> 00:33:13,492 (noisemakers squeal) HAPPY... 706 00:33:13,492 --> 00:33:17,526 (crying) 707 00:33:17,526 --> 00:33:19,168 I... 708 00:33:19,168 --> 00:33:20,729 (whimpers) 709 00:33:20,729 --> 00:33:23,402 (crying) 710 00:33:23,402 --> 00:33:27,176 I... UM... 711 00:33:27,176 --> 00:33:29,508 I-I... (sobs) 712 00:33:29,508 --> 00:33:31,240 ♪♪ 713 00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,182 OH... 714 00:33:33,182 --> 00:33:36,545 ♪♪ 715 00:33:36,545 --> 00:33:39,017 TOLD YA. 716 00:33:39,017 --> 00:33:40,419 (sighs) 717 00:33:40,419 --> 00:33:42,121 ♪♪ 718 00:33:49,498 --> 00:33:51,400 OKAY, IN RETROSPECT, 719 00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:53,662 I REALIZE NOW THAT SURPRISE PARTIES ARE HOSTILE, 720 00:33:53,662 --> 00:33:55,664 AND THIS WAS A BAD IDEA. 721 00:33:55,664 --> 00:33:57,436 PLEASE STOP CRYING. I'M SORRY. 722 00:33:57,436 --> 00:34:00,569 I'M SORRY ABOUT THE PARTY. WALLACE DIED. 723 00:34:00,569 --> 00:34:03,442 AND HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE TURNING 11 TODAY, 724 00:34:03,442 --> 00:34:06,475 AND INSTEAD, HE'S LYING IN A MORGUE. 725 00:34:06,475 --> 00:34:10,519 OH... GOD. 726 00:34:10,519 --> 00:34:12,781 (crying) 727 00:34:12,781 --> 00:34:15,424 NO, UM... 728 00:34:15,424 --> 00:34:17,426 I'M--I'M SORRY. 729 00:34:17,426 --> 00:34:19,558 I'M SORRY I-I CAN'T-- I CAN'T STAY. 730 00:34:19,558 --> 00:34:21,530 NO, IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. 731 00:34:21,530 --> 00:34:23,532 I'LL TAKE CARE OF IT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO STAY. 732 00:34:23,532 --> 00:34:26,064 JUST--I UNDERSTAND. WE'RE ALL SURGEONS. 733 00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:28,167 EVERYONE WILL UNDERSTAND. 734 00:34:28,167 --> 00:34:29,468 I... 735 00:34:29,468 --> 00:34:32,241 OKAY. JUST GO. 736 00:34:32,241 --> 00:34:33,702 (keys jangle) 737 00:34:33,702 --> 00:34:35,704 (Faded Paper Figures' "North by North" playing) 738 00:34:35,704 --> 00:34:38,807 ♪ NORTH BY NORTH, LEST WE HAVE TO SETTLE DOWN ♪ 739 00:34:38,807 --> 00:34:41,110 MIGHT AS WELL TAKE ADVANTAGE, HUH? 740 00:34:41,110 --> 00:34:42,281 WHAT? 741 00:34:42,281 --> 00:34:43,582 THE PARTY'S A DUD, 742 00:34:43,582 --> 00:34:45,814 BUT AT LEAST THERE'S FREE BOOZE, RIGHT? 743 00:34:45,814 --> 00:34:47,516 RIGHT. 744 00:34:47,516 --> 00:34:50,219 ♪ THINGS THAT LONDON NEVER SAW ♪ 745 00:34:50,219 --> 00:34:51,390 (mutters) 746 00:34:51,390 --> 00:34:52,561 MM. 747 00:34:52,561 --> 00:34:54,693 (sighs) GO AHEAD AND GLOAT. 748 00:34:54,693 --> 00:34:56,695 SURPRISE PARTIES NEVER COME TO ANY GOOD. 749 00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:58,697 I THINK THIS PARTY SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. 750 00:34:58,697 --> 00:35:00,399 I DON'T GET IT. 751 00:35:00,399 --> 00:35:02,471 YOU KNOW, THE BEST BIRTHDAY OF MY LIFE 752 00:35:02,471 --> 00:35:04,773 WAS THE SURPRISE PARTY THAT MY PARENTS THREW. 753 00:35:04,773 --> 00:35:06,775 I-I-I LOVED IT SO MUCH. 754 00:35:06,775 --> 00:35:08,777 HOW OLD WERE YOU AT THIS PARTY? 755 00:35:08,777 --> 00:35:10,309 7. 756 00:35:10,309 --> 00:35:14,413 MM. LIKE I SAID, IT SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. 757 00:35:14,413 --> 00:35:18,787 ♪ I'LL BE GLAD TO BE WITH SOMEONE ♪ 758 00:35:18,787 --> 00:35:21,790 IF THERE'S--IF THERE'S ANYTHING THAT WE CAN GET FOR YOU, 759 00:35:21,790 --> 00:35:24,793 UH, HELP YOU WITH, PLEASE JUST--JUST, UH, LET US KNOW. 760 00:35:24,793 --> 00:35:27,696 I-I'D BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO OVERSEE ANY PACKING 761 00:35:27,696 --> 00:35:29,728 THAT YOU NEED DONE FROM HIS ROOM. 762 00:35:29,728 --> 00:35:32,461 I'VE ALREADY ARRANGED FOR A CAR IF... 763 00:35:32,461 --> 00:35:34,463 IT'S READY TO TAKE YOU HOME ANYTIME. 764 00:35:34,463 --> 00:35:36,565 ARIZONA. 765 00:35:36,565 --> 00:35:40,509 DR. ROBBINS, THIS IS A VERY SENSITIVE TIME. (Richard) LET HER BE. 766 00:35:40,509 --> 00:35:41,810 EXCUSE ME? 767 00:35:41,810 --> 00:35:44,873 I SAID... LET HER BE. 768 00:35:44,873 --> 00:35:47,876 (Brandi Carlile's "Before It Breaks" playing) 769 00:35:57,926 --> 00:36:00,189 IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL REAL... 770 00:36:00,189 --> 00:36:03,492 ANY OF IT. IT JUST... 771 00:36:03,492 --> 00:36:06,565 IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL REAL. 772 00:36:06,565 --> 00:36:10,369 ♪ THE DAYS ARE EVEN GONE ♪ 773 00:36:10,369 --> 00:36:12,741 BETHANY, WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE HIM? 774 00:36:12,741 --> 00:36:15,574 ♪ LORD, HELP ME KILLING OFF THE COLD ♪ 775 00:36:15,574 --> 00:36:18,447 ♪ WHERE THE RAINDROPS STING MY EYES ♪ 776 00:36:18,447 --> 00:36:20,809 ♪ I KEEP THEM CLOSED ♪ 777 00:36:20,809 --> 00:36:24,583 ♪ I DON'T FEEL A LOT OF PAIN ♪ 778 00:36:24,583 --> 00:36:26,755 I HAVE TO ADMIT, I'M IMPRESSED. 779 00:36:26,755 --> 00:36:29,418 I NEVER WOULD'VE PEGGED YOU FOR THE BABYSITTING TYPE. 780 00:36:29,418 --> 00:36:32,421 ARE YOU HEADING HOME? NO, I GOT THE BABY. 781 00:36:32,421 --> 00:36:35,624 WELL, I'M SURE SOMEBODY ELSE COULD TAKE A SHIFT. 782 00:36:35,624 --> 00:36:38,827 DO YOU WANT ME TO-- I CAN'T LEAVE, OKAY? 783 00:36:38,827 --> 00:36:41,900 WOW. ARE YOU REALLY SO MESSED UP 784 00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:47,205 THAT YOU CAN'T LET ONE PERSON BE NICE TO YOU, EVER? 785 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:49,438 I CAN'T GO. 786 00:36:49,438 --> 00:36:50,979 I CAN'T GO HOME. 787 00:36:50,979 --> 00:36:53,642 I CAN'T GET IZZIE TO CALL ME BACK. 788 00:36:53,642 --> 00:36:55,344 SHE'S... GONE, 789 00:36:55,344 --> 00:36:57,686 COULD BE DEAD FOR ALL I KNOW. 790 00:36:57,686 --> 00:37:00,719 SHE LEFT ME WITH A $200,000 MEDICAL BILL, 791 00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,991 AND I-I... 792 00:37:02,991 --> 00:37:06,795 I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT... 793 00:37:06,795 --> 00:37:08,627 ABOUT ANY OF IT. 794 00:37:08,627 --> 00:37:11,630 BUT I CAN SIT HERE AND I CAN HOLD THIS BABY. 795 00:37:11,630 --> 00:37:13,932 THAT I CAN DO. 796 00:37:13,932 --> 00:37:17,005 ♪♪ 797 00:37:17,005 --> 00:37:20,669 THEN I'LL SIT HERE WITH YOU FOR A LITTLE WHILE. 798 00:37:22,471 --> 00:37:24,613 ♪ I'M ALL RIGHT ♪ 799 00:37:24,613 --> 00:37:27,516 ♪ DON'T I ALWAYS SEEM TO BE? ♪ 800 00:37:27,516 --> 00:37:31,380 ♪ AM I SWINGING ON THE STARS? ♪ 801 00:37:31,380 --> 00:37:32,981 ♪ DON'T I WEAR THEM ON MY SLEEVES? ♪ 802 00:37:32,981 --> 00:37:34,583 YANG. 803 00:37:34,583 --> 00:37:37,556 DOCTOR-- CAN I CRISTINA YOU 804 00:37:37,556 --> 00:37:40,629 OR ARE WE NOT THERE YET? MNH-MNH. 805 00:37:40,629 --> 00:37:41,930 THAT'S A NO. OKAY. 806 00:37:41,930 --> 00:37:43,932 DR. YANG, LET ME JUST TELL YOU THAT 807 00:37:43,932 --> 00:37:47,466 THAT WAS INCREDIBLY HOT IN THE O.R. YESTERDAY. (laughs) 808 00:37:47,466 --> 00:37:50,539 VERY DEEPLY HOT. IT WAS HOT. YOU WERE HOT. 809 00:37:50,539 --> 00:37:53,572 (laughs) UH, YOU'RE DRUNK AND YOU'RE IN MY ROOM. 810 00:37:53,572 --> 00:37:55,704 I... AM, IN FACT, INEBRIATED. 811 00:37:55,704 --> 00:37:57,406 BUT THAT'S LEGAL, YOU KNOW? 812 00:37:57,406 --> 00:38:00,409 AND EVEN IF I WASN'T, YOU'RE THE RULE BREAKER, 813 00:38:00,409 --> 00:38:02,911 WHICH I THINK WE ESTABLISHED IN SURGERY. 814 00:38:02,911 --> 00:38:06,315 REALLY, YOU THINK THAT WAS HOT? 815 00:38:06,315 --> 00:38:09,318 WOULD IT BE REALLY, REALLY BAD IF I JUST-- 816 00:38:09,318 --> 00:38:11,590 YOU KNOW, 'COS OF THE WHOLE EMBOLUS THING 817 00:38:11,590 --> 00:38:14,623 AND YOU IN GENERAL-- COULD I JUST... 818 00:38:14,623 --> 00:38:17,466 ♪ LEARN TO LET IT BEND ♪ 819 00:38:17,466 --> 00:38:20,429 UH, NO. I'M INVOLVED. 820 00:38:20,429 --> 00:38:22,331 I'M INVOLVED. 821 00:38:22,331 --> 00:38:24,573 ♪♪ 822 00:38:27,005 --> 00:38:28,507 ♪ SAY IT'S OVER ♪ 823 00:38:28,507 --> 00:38:30,579 TIME TO MEET YOUR MOMMY. 824 00:38:30,579 --> 00:38:32,341 ♪ SAY I'M DREAMIN' ♪ 825 00:38:32,341 --> 00:38:34,883 ♪ SAY I'M BETTER THAN YOU LEFT ME ♪ 826 00:38:34,883 --> 00:38:37,616 ♪ SAY YOU'RE SORRY ♪ 827 00:38:37,616 --> 00:38:39,317 ♪ I CAN TAKE IT ♪ 828 00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:41,620 (voice breaks) SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL. 829 00:38:41,620 --> 00:38:44,623 (sniffling and crying) 830 00:38:44,623 --> 00:38:46,555 ♪ SAY YOU WON'T ♪ 831 00:38:46,555 --> 00:38:48,527 ♪ SAY YOU'LL LOVE ME, SAY YOU DON'T ♪ 832 00:38:48,527 --> 00:38:50,659 THEY SAY, THE BIGGER YOUR INVESTMENT 833 00:38:50,659 --> 00:38:53,832 THE BIGGER YOUR RETURN. 834 00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:56,735 ♪ LET IT BEND ♪ 835 00:38:56,735 --> 00:39:00,869 ♪ BEFORE IT BREAKS ♪ 836 00:39:00,869 --> 00:39:02,541 SURGERY YESTERDAY? 837 00:39:02,541 --> 00:39:04,042 MM-HMM. 838 00:39:04,042 --> 00:39:07,376 IT WASN'T JUST... 839 00:39:07,376 --> 00:39:09,578 IT WAS ME. 840 00:39:09,578 --> 00:39:10,879 CAN'T YOU SEE THAT? 841 00:39:10,879 --> 00:39:13,351 SEE WHAT? 842 00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:14,823 SEE WHAT? I... 843 00:39:17,486 --> 00:39:20,358 I CAN'T JUST IGNORE WHAT HAPPENED, CRISTINA. 844 00:39:22,491 --> 00:39:24,533 OKAY. 845 00:39:26,835 --> 00:39:28,537 I'M SORRY. 846 00:39:28,537 --> 00:39:32,871 LOOK, I KNOW, UM... I KNOW I OVERSTEPPED, SO... 847 00:39:35,474 --> 00:39:37,075 COME HOME WITH ME. 848 00:39:37,075 --> 00:39:38,577 PLEASE. 849 00:39:38,577 --> 00:39:42,981 BUT YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO TAKE A CHANCE. 850 00:39:42,981 --> 00:39:45,514 OKAY. 851 00:39:45,514 --> 00:39:48,517 ♪♪ 852 00:40:06,635 --> 00:40:10,008 (woman) ♪ READY ♪ 853 00:40:10,008 --> 00:40:13,542 ♪ OR NOT ♪ 854 00:40:13,542 --> 00:40:17,716 ♪ I HEAR A CLOCK TOCK-TICKING AWAY ♪ 855 00:40:17,716 --> 00:40:20,789 BAD DREAMS, BAD DREAMS, GO AWAY. 856 00:40:20,789 --> 00:40:24,493 (crying) GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY. 857 00:40:24,493 --> 00:40:26,024 (sobs) 858 00:40:26,024 --> 00:40:27,956 (sniffling) 859 00:40:27,956 --> 00:40:31,600 GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY. 860 00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,563 BAD DREAMS, BAD DREAMS, GO AWAY. 861 00:40:34,563 --> 00:40:37,005 GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY. 862 00:40:37,005 --> 00:40:39,668 BAD DREAMS, BAD DREAMS, GO AWAY. 863 00:40:39,668 --> 00:40:41,009 (sobs) 864 00:40:41,009 --> 00:40:45,744 GOOD DREAMS, GOOD DREAMS, HERE TO STAY--STAY. 865 00:40:45,744 --> 00:40:49,077 ♪♪ 866 00:40:49,077 --> 00:40:51,520 YOU HAVE TO DO IT THREE TIMES FOR IT-- 867 00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:54,853 FOR IT TO WORK. I KNOW. 868 00:40:54,853 --> 00:40:59,087 (Bethany sobbing) 869 00:40:59,087 --> 00:41:00,859 SHE IS THE REASON... 870 00:41:00,859 --> 00:41:03,692 WE WILL STILL BE GIVING 871 00:41:03,692 --> 00:41:09,167 SEATTLE GRACE MERCY WEST $25 MILLION, 872 00:41:09,167 --> 00:41:13,702 NOT BECAUSE OF YOU OR YOUR ASS KISSING. 873 00:41:13,702 --> 00:41:15,744 (crying) 874 00:41:15,744 --> 00:41:18,577 (voice breaks) IT'S BECAUSE OF HER--HER. 875 00:41:18,577 --> 00:41:22,010 (sobbing) 876 00:41:22,010 --> 00:41:25,554 YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND... 877 00:41:25,554 --> 00:41:28,016 YOU MIGHT LOSE IT ALL. 878 00:41:28,016 --> 00:41:30,919 ♪ AND ALL YOU WANT IS... ♪ 879 00:41:30,919 --> 00:41:32,090 (sighs) 880 00:41:32,090 --> 00:41:34,092 MWAH. 881 00:41:34,092 --> 00:41:36,264 THE CHIEF STILL WON'T TALK TO ME. 882 00:41:36,264 --> 00:41:37,766 OH, HE WILL. 883 00:41:37,766 --> 00:41:39,928 WHEN DID YOU BECOME SUCH AN OPTIMIST? 884 00:41:39,928 --> 00:41:42,631 (laughs) THIS IS MARRIED, HAPPY ME. 885 00:41:42,631 --> 00:41:44,132 CAN WE, UH... 886 00:41:44,132 --> 00:41:45,804 ARE YOU OKAY TO... 887 00:41:45,804 --> 00:41:47,806 YES, WE CAN. MM. 888 00:41:47,806 --> 00:41:49,808 BUT IF YOU TAKE THAT CHANCE... 889 00:41:49,808 --> 00:41:51,810 ARE YOU HEALED? I'M HEALED. (giggles) 890 00:41:51,810 --> 00:41:54,212 ♪ EVERYTHING ♪ 891 00:41:54,212 --> 00:41:56,685 ♪ BEAUTIFUL ♪ 892 00:41:56,685 --> 00:41:59,818 ♪ AND ALL YOU WANT IS... ♪ 893 00:41:59,818 --> 00:42:03,922 IF YOU INVEST WISELY... 894 00:42:03,922 --> 00:42:06,655 THE PAYOFF MIGHT JUST SURPRISE YOU. 895 00:42:06,655 --> 00:42:08,927 OH! I'M AWAKE. 896 00:42:08,927 --> 00:42:12,601 I'M AW--UM, SEE? I'M-- I'M TOTALLY AWAKE. 897 00:42:12,601 --> 00:42:14,703 I'M--THERE'S HATS AND GIFTS 898 00:42:14,703 --> 00:42:16,665 AND--AND--AND DOUGHNUTS 899 00:42:16,665 --> 00:42:19,638 AND LINGERIE. (laughs) 900 00:42:19,638 --> 00:42:22,010 (noisemaker squeaks softly) 901 00:42:22,010 --> 00:42:23,842 REALLY? (blows air) 902 00:42:23,842 --> 00:42:25,844 (laughs) 903 00:42:25,844 --> 00:42:28,617 I LOVE YOU. 904 00:42:28,617 --> 00:42:31,079 ♪ WELL, MAYBE WHAT YOU WANT ♪ 905 00:42:31,079 --> 00:42:34,052 ♪ IS RIGHT HERE ♪ 906 00:42:34,052 --> 00:42:35,684 YOU DO? 907 00:42:35,684 --> 00:42:37,155 ♪♪ 908 00:42:37,155 --> 00:42:39,227 I DO. 909 00:42:39,227 --> 00:42:44,192 ♪ WHAT YOU WANT IS RIGHT HERE ♪ 910 00:42:44,192 --> 00:42:47,596 (Callie) I LOVE YOU, TOO.