1 00:00:02,068 --> 00:00:03,102 - Choo choo, chugga, chugga. 2 00:00:03,104 --> 00:00:04,636 Choo choo, chugga, chugga. 3 00:00:04,638 --> 00:00:06,605 Choo choo, chugga, chugga. - [sighs] 4 00:00:06,607 --> 00:00:09,074 - Ally, ally. 5 00:00:09,076 --> 00:00:10,776 Stop dragging geoffrey. 6 00:00:10,778 --> 00:00:12,745 We don't play like that. 7 00:00:12,747 --> 00:00:14,279 - Oh, relax, ma. 8 00:00:14,281 --> 00:00:17,783 That's how debra took me down the aisle. 9 00:00:20,620 --> 00:00:23,155 - Raymond, aren't you concerned? 10 00:00:23,157 --> 00:00:24,623 I mean, girls shouldn't be dragging boys 11 00:00:24,625 --> 00:00:26,191 Around like that. 12 00:00:26,193 --> 00:00:27,292 - Oh, they were just playing, marie. 13 00:00:27,294 --> 00:00:28,360 It's okay. 14 00:00:28,362 --> 00:00:29,762 - That's right. 15 00:00:29,764 --> 00:00:33,232 We're feminists. 16 00:00:33,234 --> 00:00:35,134 Really, raymond. 17 00:00:35,136 --> 00:00:36,568 I would think you of all people 18 00:00:36,570 --> 00:00:38,437 Wouldn't want your daughter to bully boys. 19 00:00:38,439 --> 00:00:40,105 - Ma, what are you talking about? 20 00:00:40,107 --> 00:00:42,541 - Seventh grade, tammy gelles. 21 00:00:42,543 --> 00:00:46,545 Gave you that black eye. 22 00:00:46,547 --> 00:00:48,147 - My god. - Hmm. 23 00:00:48,149 --> 00:00:50,682 - Forgot all about that. 24 00:00:50,684 --> 00:00:56,522 - A girl beat you up? 25 00:00:56,524 --> 00:01:00,459 A girl named tammy? 26 00:01:00,461 --> 00:01:02,661 - Tammy socked him and then took away his rc cola. 27 00:01:02,663 --> 00:01:05,297 - Aww. 28 00:01:05,299 --> 00:01:07,833 - And he was so scared to go back to school, 29 00:01:07,835 --> 00:01:09,501 He didn't even want to ride the bus. 30 00:01:09,503 --> 00:01:10,636 - Okay, ma. All right. 31 00:01:10,638 --> 00:01:13,338 - Oh. Poor raymond. 32 00:01:13,340 --> 00:01:16,575 Oh, that tammy sounds like a mean little girl. 33 00:01:16,577 --> 00:01:19,311 - And for your information, she wasn't so little, okay? 34 00:01:19,313 --> 00:01:22,815 Her nickname was "tank." 35 00:01:22,817 --> 00:01:26,085 - Yeah, right. 36 00:01:26,087 --> 00:01:29,555 - She sued the town to play football. 37 00:01:38,231 --> 00:01:40,799 I don't get it. How did my mom know about that? 38 00:01:40,801 --> 00:01:44,369 I never told anyone about tammy gelles. 39 00:01:44,371 --> 00:01:46,271 The only way my mom could have found out about it 40 00:01:46,273 --> 00:01:49,875 Is if she read my journal or something. 41 00:01:49,877 --> 00:01:52,177 - You kept a diary? 42 00:01:52,179 --> 00:01:54,580 Oh, my gosh! I didn't know that. 43 00:01:54,582 --> 00:01:56,148 That is so sweet. 44 00:01:56,150 --> 00:01:58,884 - It wasn't a diary. It was a journal. 45 00:01:58,886 --> 00:02:01,553 - Oh, sorry. 46 00:02:01,555 --> 00:02:03,255 "dear diary, 47 00:02:03,257 --> 00:02:07,593 Another girl beat me up today." 48 00:02:07,595 --> 00:02:09,795 - Oh, yeah, it's just all a barrel of giggles 49 00:02:09,797 --> 00:02:11,730 To you, right? 50 00:02:11,732 --> 00:02:15,567 Come on, you think my mom really did read my journal? 51 00:02:15,569 --> 00:02:17,336 - Oh, honey, what's so surprising? 52 00:02:17,338 --> 00:02:20,672 She would ride a q-tip into your brain if she could. 53 00:02:24,210 --> 00:02:27,146 - I know, but even if she did read it, 54 00:02:27,148 --> 00:02:29,615 How'd she crack the code? 55 00:02:29,617 --> 00:02:32,284 - You had a code? What was the code? 56 00:02:32,286 --> 00:02:36,221 - It was a code I invented. 57 00:02:36,223 --> 00:02:39,224 - Okay, say something to me in your code. 58 00:02:39,226 --> 00:02:42,261 - Why-okah. - What? 59 00:02:42,263 --> 00:02:45,531 - I'm answering you in the code. 60 00:02:45,533 --> 00:02:46,832 - Why-okah. 61 00:02:46,834 --> 00:02:50,269 - Okay, one more. 62 00:02:50,271 --> 00:02:54,306 - Why-okah, my ee-whif. 63 00:02:54,308 --> 00:02:56,575 - My wife? "okay, my wife." 64 00:02:56,577 --> 00:02:59,945 So you just took the last letter 65 00:02:59,947 --> 00:03:03,615 Of the word and put it in front? 66 00:03:05,718 --> 00:03:08,387 - Maybe. 67 00:03:08,389 --> 00:03:12,491 - Wow. How uncrackable. 68 00:03:12,493 --> 00:03:13,859 - It's a good code. 69 00:03:13,861 --> 00:03:19,331 - No, no, it is. It's not at all...Ee-lam. 70 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:24,937 - It's not lame. 71 00:03:24,939 --> 00:03:27,239 - Sorry, that's okay. 72 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:30,709 Goodnight, my little... Ass-jack. 73 00:03:33,379 --> 00:03:34,913 - That's-- 74 00:03:34,915 --> 00:03:36,748 That's not even how you do it, okay? 75 00:03:36,750 --> 00:03:39,985 It's not the whole word. It's just the letter. 76 00:03:39,987 --> 00:03:43,655 It's ess-jacka. - [groans] 77 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:50,729 - Oh, good morning, dear. 78 00:03:50,731 --> 00:03:55,434 - Hello. 79 00:03:55,436 --> 00:03:57,402 - Well, would you like some pancakes? 80 00:03:57,404 --> 00:03:59,771 - Sure, why not? 81 00:03:59,773 --> 00:04:04,476 Do you have any... En-baco? 82 00:04:04,478 --> 00:04:06,478 - Any what, dear? 83 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:09,248 - Some en-baco. 84 00:04:09,250 --> 00:04:12,951 To go with my ess-pancake. 85 00:04:12,953 --> 00:04:16,021 - Why are you talking gibberish? 86 00:04:16,023 --> 00:04:19,725 - Is it gibberish? 87 00:04:19,727 --> 00:04:22,394 - Well, I certainly don't understand it. 88 00:04:22,396 --> 00:04:27,432 - Really? 'cause I-I think that you do. 89 00:04:27,434 --> 00:04:32,671 En-baco! 90 00:04:32,673 --> 00:04:33,972 - What are you doing? 91 00:04:33,974 --> 00:04:37,542 - What do you think I'm doing? En-baco. 92 00:04:37,544 --> 00:04:42,381 - Is that spanish for something? 93 00:04:42,383 --> 00:04:46,285 - So you--you admit that it's another language. 94 00:04:46,287 --> 00:04:48,520 - Well, it sounds like bacon. 95 00:04:48,522 --> 00:04:50,555 - You read my journal! 96 00:04:50,557 --> 00:04:51,657 - What? What journal? 97 00:04:51,659 --> 00:04:52,824 - No "oh, what journal?" come on. 98 00:04:52,826 --> 00:04:54,626 The journal that I kept as a kid. 99 00:04:54,628 --> 00:04:57,396 How else would you know about en-baco and tammy gelles? 100 00:04:57,398 --> 00:04:59,364 - What? What are you talking about? 101 00:04:59,366 --> 00:05:01,867 - Are you saying that you never read my journal? 102 00:05:01,869 --> 00:05:03,435 - I didn't even know you had a journal. 103 00:05:03,437 --> 00:05:05,637 - Yes, you did, and you read every word of it! 104 00:05:05,639 --> 00:05:07,606 - Raymond, I never read your journal! 105 00:05:07,608 --> 00:05:09,074 - Dad, did mom ever read my journal? 106 00:05:09,076 --> 00:05:10,676 - All right, I read your journal! 107 00:05:10,678 --> 00:05:12,511 - Aha! 108 00:05:12,513 --> 00:05:13,745 - What journal? 109 00:05:13,747 --> 00:05:15,013 - What do you mean, what journal? 110 00:05:15,015 --> 00:05:18,083 His journal with the dungaree cover. 111 00:05:18,085 --> 00:05:19,851 - I don't know what you're talking about. 112 00:05:19,853 --> 00:05:23,021 Where are my pancakes? 113 00:05:23,023 --> 00:05:24,990 - His journal, frank. 114 00:05:24,992 --> 00:05:26,391 We used to sit up at night 115 00:05:26,393 --> 00:05:30,462 And read it after johnny carson. 116 00:05:30,464 --> 00:05:33,332 I confessed for nothing. 117 00:05:33,334 --> 00:05:34,866 - You read it to him? 118 00:05:34,868 --> 00:05:38,537 - Well, he couldn't figure out the code. 119 00:05:41,641 --> 00:05:43,408 - Oh, yeah! 120 00:05:43,410 --> 00:05:45,377 Your little girlie book. 121 00:05:45,379 --> 00:05:46,778 [laughs] 122 00:05:46,780 --> 00:05:48,547 There was some funny stuff in there. 123 00:05:48,549 --> 00:05:49,915 - All right. 124 00:05:49,917 --> 00:05:51,583 - Like sleeping with a belt around your head 125 00:05:51,585 --> 00:05:55,954 To make your nose smaller. 126 00:05:55,956 --> 00:05:57,489 - How could you do that, ma, huh? 127 00:05:57,491 --> 00:05:59,958 How could you go into my journal? 128 00:05:59,960 --> 00:06:03,428 - I wanted to know what was in there. 129 00:06:03,430 --> 00:06:05,030 - It was private! There was stuff in there 130 00:06:05,032 --> 00:06:06,732 I didn't want anyone to know about! 131 00:06:06,734 --> 00:06:08,967 - Like when he glued bottle caps to his socks 132 00:06:08,969 --> 00:06:12,070 Because he wanted to be a tap dancer? 133 00:06:12,072 --> 00:06:14,072 - Shut up, dad. 134 00:06:14,074 --> 00:06:18,477 - Oh, don't be angry, dear. I read it for your own good. 135 00:06:18,479 --> 00:06:19,845 - Yeah, yeah, sure you did. 136 00:06:19,847 --> 00:06:21,613 - For your information, I just wanted to know 137 00:06:21,615 --> 00:06:24,983 That you were okay, that you weren't on drugs. 138 00:06:24,985 --> 00:06:26,785 - You know dancers: 139 00:06:26,787 --> 00:06:28,520 Always trying to keep their weight down. 140 00:06:28,522 --> 00:06:29,921 - Shh, frank. 141 00:06:29,923 --> 00:06:31,556 I mean, how else was I supposed to know 142 00:06:31,558 --> 00:06:33,458 What was happening in your life? 143 00:06:33,460 --> 00:06:36,461 - Why couldn't you be like a normal parent and ask me? 144 00:06:36,463 --> 00:06:39,564 - I did ask you. Did you ever answer me? 145 00:06:39,566 --> 00:06:41,900 - [grunts] - exactly. 146 00:06:41,902 --> 00:06:43,602 That's what you said about everything. 147 00:06:43,604 --> 00:06:44,870 "how was school today?" 148 00:06:44,872 --> 00:06:46,671 [grunts] 149 00:06:46,673 --> 00:06:47,906 "did you finish lunch?" 150 00:06:47,908 --> 00:06:49,040 [grunts] 151 00:06:49,042 --> 00:06:50,809 "what about the other boys? 152 00:06:50,811 --> 00:06:52,878 Did they like your outfit today?" 153 00:06:52,880 --> 00:06:54,913 [grunts] 154 00:06:54,915 --> 00:06:57,716 You didn't leave me much choice. 155 00:06:57,718 --> 00:06:59,785 - So you're perfectly fine with this? 156 00:06:59,787 --> 00:07:01,420 You don't think you've done anything wrong? 157 00:07:01,422 --> 00:07:03,188 - I was just trying to be a good mother. 158 00:07:03,190 --> 00:07:04,923 I mean, if you can't see that, 159 00:07:04,925 --> 00:07:06,792 And I see that you can't. 160 00:07:06,794 --> 00:07:08,927 I mean, obviously you feel that I stepped 161 00:07:08,929 --> 00:07:12,597 Over some "boundaries." 162 00:07:14,500 --> 00:07:17,169 Then I want to apologize, raymond. 163 00:07:17,171 --> 00:07:19,137 No, really, I mean it. 164 00:07:19,139 --> 00:07:22,741 I'm sorry, raymond. 165 00:07:28,648 --> 00:07:31,516 - All right, then. 166 00:07:34,053 --> 00:07:37,722 So are there pancakes? 167 00:07:40,893 --> 00:07:42,727 - That's it? 168 00:07:42,729 --> 00:07:44,796 You don't have anything to say to me? 169 00:07:44,798 --> 00:07:46,798 - What do you mean? 170 00:07:46,800 --> 00:07:49,801 - I just apologized for doing something 171 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:51,670 That apparently offended you, 172 00:07:51,672 --> 00:07:55,140 And you have nothing to say to me? 173 00:07:58,077 --> 00:08:01,947 - Thank you? 174 00:08:01,949 --> 00:08:04,149 - Thank you. I see. 175 00:08:04,151 --> 00:08:08,086 So you think that you're innocent in all of this. 176 00:08:10,556 --> 00:08:11,990 - Yeah. 177 00:08:11,992 --> 00:08:14,192 - Fine. 178 00:08:14,194 --> 00:08:17,062 That's just fine, raymond. 179 00:08:17,064 --> 00:08:18,663 But let me tell you something, 180 00:08:18,665 --> 00:08:19,931 You may have written that diary, 181 00:08:19,933 --> 00:08:24,102 But I had to read it! 182 00:08:30,510 --> 00:08:34,546 [theme from "a man and a woman" plays] 183 00:08:54,934 --> 00:08:56,902 - Hey, robert. 184 00:08:56,904 --> 00:09:00,739 [turns off music] 185 00:09:02,575 --> 00:09:04,576 You busy? - Kind of. 186 00:09:04,578 --> 00:09:05,210 What do you want? 187 00:09:05,212 --> 00:09:07,712 - Ready for this? 188 00:09:07,714 --> 00:09:10,615 What, you got a cat now? 189 00:09:16,255 --> 00:09:19,558 I was just at your mother's house. 190 00:09:19,560 --> 00:09:23,962 Anything she's ever done to you, I can top it. 191 00:09:23,964 --> 00:09:29,200 - Left me at a gas station in arizona? 192 00:09:29,202 --> 00:09:31,736 - She came back. 193 00:09:31,738 --> 00:09:33,772 - Conceived me out of wedlock? 194 00:09:33,774 --> 00:09:35,106 - Oh, yeah, yeah, you're a big victim. 195 00:09:35,108 --> 00:09:37,242 Listen to this. 196 00:09:37,244 --> 00:09:40,111 25 years ago, I kept a journal. 197 00:09:40,113 --> 00:09:42,247 She used to read it every day. 198 00:09:42,249 --> 00:09:46,151 - The dungaree one. 199 00:09:49,155 --> 00:09:50,822 - Did you read it? 200 00:09:50,824 --> 00:09:52,958 - [sarcastically] yeah, raymond, I read your diary. 201 00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:56,695 I wasn't getting enough you. 202 00:09:56,697 --> 00:09:59,965 - Yeah, well, she read it. She read the whole thing. 203 00:09:59,967 --> 00:10:02,167 And now, for some reason, she's mad at me. 204 00:10:02,169 --> 00:10:03,635 - Well, what was in it? 205 00:10:03,637 --> 00:10:06,104 - It doesn't matter what was in it! 206 00:10:06,106 --> 00:10:08,840 God, everybody's missing the point here. 207 00:10:08,842 --> 00:10:10,108 That was my private journal. 208 00:10:10,110 --> 00:10:11,977 Those were my private thoughts, okay? 209 00:10:11,979 --> 00:10:13,979 Doesn't matter if I wrote-- 210 00:10:13,981 --> 00:10:18,149 Oh, my god. 211 00:10:18,151 --> 00:10:21,886 - What? - Oh. Oh, no. 212 00:10:21,888 --> 00:10:25,924 Oh, no! 213 00:10:25,926 --> 00:10:27,826 Ahh. 214 00:10:27,828 --> 00:10:29,394 - What? 215 00:10:29,396 --> 00:10:33,031 - I'm just remembering the stuff I used to write in it. 216 00:10:33,033 --> 00:10:37,902 - Go ahead. 217 00:10:37,904 --> 00:10:41,906 - You know, like I had a grown-up dream once 218 00:10:41,908 --> 00:10:44,743 Of my homeroom teacher mrs. Hustwick. 219 00:10:44,745 --> 00:10:47,946 - Ooh, I remember her. "lusty husty." 220 00:10:47,948 --> 00:10:51,282 So ma read that. It's not a big deal. 221 00:10:51,284 --> 00:10:55,153 - And then I had the... Chart. 222 00:10:55,155 --> 00:10:57,856 - What do you mean? 223 00:10:57,858 --> 00:11:01,292 Chart for what? 224 00:11:04,864 --> 00:11:06,364 - For a while, 225 00:11:06,366 --> 00:11:10,035 I used to... Measure things. 226 00:11:17,910 --> 00:11:22,113 - Mom read that, huh? That is pretty bad. 227 00:11:22,115 --> 00:11:23,214 - Hey, what? Hey, you kept a diary, okay? 228 00:11:23,216 --> 00:11:25,083 She probably read yours too. 229 00:11:25,085 --> 00:11:26,084 - I hope she did. 230 00:11:26,086 --> 00:11:27,452 - What do you mean? 231 00:11:27,454 --> 00:11:28,920 - I was hip to ma. 232 00:11:28,922 --> 00:11:30,155 I had two diaries. 233 00:11:30,157 --> 00:11:32,390 The one for her was a decoy. 234 00:11:32,392 --> 00:11:35,060 - You kept two sets of books? 235 00:11:35,062 --> 00:11:38,096 - Yeah. The one I let her find had stuff in it 236 00:11:38,098 --> 00:11:39,831 That I knew she'd want to read, 237 00:11:39,833 --> 00:11:44,769 Like, um, how good her eggplant parmigiana was 238 00:11:44,771 --> 00:11:49,174 And how her punishments were fair and just 239 00:11:49,176 --> 00:11:51,042 And about how I wanted to marry someone 240 00:11:51,044 --> 00:11:53,978 Just like her. 241 00:11:53,980 --> 00:11:56,247 - A fake diary. 242 00:11:56,249 --> 00:11:58,983 A fake-- you kept a fake diary? 243 00:11:58,985 --> 00:12:00,285 That's sick. 244 00:12:00,287 --> 00:12:01,953 - Yep, and I kept it in the first place 245 00:12:01,955 --> 00:12:04,823 I knew she'd look-- under my mattress. 246 00:12:04,825 --> 00:12:05,990 - That's where I kept mine. 247 00:12:05,992 --> 00:12:09,861 - Unfortunate. 248 00:12:09,863 --> 00:12:11,963 - Well, where'd you keep the real one? 249 00:12:11,965 --> 00:12:15,200 - Safety deposit box at first national. 250 00:12:15,202 --> 00:12:16,935 - What? What are y-- 251 00:12:16,937 --> 00:12:18,403 How'd you get a safety deposit box? 252 00:12:18,405 --> 00:12:19,804 You were a kid. 253 00:12:19,806 --> 00:12:23,041 - I was tall. 254 00:12:23,043 --> 00:12:25,176 - Well, what'd you put in that one? 255 00:12:25,178 --> 00:12:28,179 - [chuckles] 256 00:12:28,181 --> 00:12:30,148 Well, certainly nothing I'd have to write 257 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:32,951 With my pants down. 258 00:12:32,953 --> 00:12:34,786 - Yeah... 259 00:12:34,788 --> 00:12:36,921 If your pants were down, the only thing you could write 260 00:12:36,923 --> 00:12:40,158 Is, "hey, where's everybody going?" 261 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:41,292 - What? 262 00:12:41,294 --> 00:12:44,462 - I don't know! 263 00:12:44,464 --> 00:12:49,300 - Freak. 264 00:12:53,806 --> 00:12:55,106 - Hi, ma. 265 00:12:55,108 --> 00:12:57,142 - Hello, raymond. 266 00:12:57,144 --> 00:12:59,077 [door shuts] 267 00:12:59,079 --> 00:13:02,547 - Uh, listen, ma, about the journal... 268 00:13:04,950 --> 00:13:08,186 I, uh, want to apologize for what... 269 00:13:08,188 --> 00:13:10,789 You saw in there. 270 00:13:10,791 --> 00:13:13,158 Um... 271 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:16,361 Could you not look at me while I say this? 272 00:13:16,363 --> 00:13:18,463 - All right. 273 00:13:18,465 --> 00:13:22,500 - Um, you know, when you're 14, 274 00:13:22,502 --> 00:13:26,271 The world is a very confusing and... 275 00:13:26,273 --> 00:13:30,542 Sexy place. 276 00:13:30,544 --> 00:13:34,279 Ma, come on. 277 00:13:34,281 --> 00:13:35,847 So I just--I just want you to know 278 00:13:35,849 --> 00:13:38,449 That I outgrew all that stuff, okay, 279 00:13:38,451 --> 00:13:40,985 And I don't do that stuff anymore hardly. 280 00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:45,123 Um...So I'm sorry that you had to see that. 281 00:13:45,125 --> 00:13:46,925 I just want you to know 282 00:13:46,927 --> 00:13:48,593 That I'm not still some kind of weirdo, all right? 283 00:13:48,595 --> 00:13:50,361 So, I'm going to go take a shower, 284 00:13:50,363 --> 00:13:51,996 And maybe you want to do the same. 285 00:13:51,998 --> 00:13:54,332 - Raymond. Raymond. 286 00:13:54,334 --> 00:13:56,568 Do you think I'm a prude? 287 00:13:56,570 --> 00:13:58,903 - What? 288 00:13:58,905 --> 00:14:01,840 - Do you think all that stuff is why I'm upset? 289 00:14:01,842 --> 00:14:03,308 What you did as a teenager? 290 00:14:03,310 --> 00:14:05,877 I don't care about your happy dreams. 291 00:14:05,879 --> 00:14:07,946 - All right, ma! 292 00:14:07,948 --> 00:14:09,414 - Or where you have your little hair. 293 00:14:09,416 --> 00:14:11,516 - Ma, stop it! 294 00:14:11,518 --> 00:14:13,151 - Or why you went into my sewing kit 295 00:14:13,153 --> 00:14:14,853 For my measuring tape. 296 00:14:14,855 --> 00:14:17,622 - Oh, god! 297 00:14:17,624 --> 00:14:20,592 Oh! - Oh, come on. 298 00:14:20,594 --> 00:14:23,895 Grow up. That's not what I'm upset about. 299 00:14:23,897 --> 00:14:25,597 I mean, give me a little credit. 300 00:14:25,599 --> 00:14:26,898 - Please stop talking. 301 00:14:26,900 --> 00:14:29,200 - No, I will not. 302 00:14:29,202 --> 00:14:33,905 As if you've forgotten October 9, 1974. 303 00:14:33,907 --> 00:14:37,242 - I have to forget everything now. 304 00:14:37,244 --> 00:14:40,044 - Did you forget what you wrote on October 9th? 305 00:14:40,046 --> 00:14:43,514 - I don't know! 306 00:14:47,620 --> 00:14:48,920 What? You still have that? 307 00:14:48,922 --> 00:14:50,054 No, give me it! - No, no, no. 308 00:14:50,056 --> 00:14:51,189 - No, give me it! - No, no! 309 00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:54,659 - Give me it, ma! - No, no. 310 00:14:56,629 --> 00:14:59,464 October 9, 1974. 311 00:14:59,466 --> 00:15:04,969 A single entry on this particular day. 312 00:15:04,971 --> 00:15:07,305 Not much to report except... 313 00:15:07,307 --> 00:15:11,442 "I ee-hat my mom." 314 00:15:14,313 --> 00:15:17,682 - That's it? 315 00:15:17,684 --> 00:15:19,651 - There's nothing else on the page. 316 00:15:19,653 --> 00:15:21,619 No reason for it before or after. 317 00:15:21,621 --> 00:15:24,422 Just here between "I dropped a pencil 318 00:15:24,424 --> 00:15:28,693 To look up mrs. Hustwick's dress"... 319 00:15:28,695 --> 00:15:30,128 And "today mrs. Hustwick 320 00:15:30,130 --> 00:15:33,598 Caught me doing the pencil thing." 321 00:15:36,435 --> 00:15:39,470 Just this sentence. 322 00:15:39,472 --> 00:15:42,073 No exclamation point after, 323 00:15:42,075 --> 00:15:43,942 Like you were having some sort of a tantrum. 324 00:15:43,944 --> 00:15:47,378 It's just written like a fact. 325 00:15:47,380 --> 00:15:51,282 "I ee-hat my mom." 326 00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:56,654 - Well, so what, ma? That doesn't mean anything. 327 00:15:56,656 --> 00:15:59,524 - Then why did you write it? Was it something I did? 328 00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:00,959 - I don't know. 329 00:16:00,961 --> 00:16:02,293 It was probably nothing that you did. 330 00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:05,363 - Oh. So it's what I thought. 331 00:16:05,365 --> 00:16:07,065 You just generally hated me. 332 00:16:07,067 --> 00:16:08,700 - What? What are you talking about? 333 00:16:08,702 --> 00:16:10,134 I was a kid. 334 00:16:10,136 --> 00:16:11,703 Every kid probably wrote that. 335 00:16:11,705 --> 00:16:13,271 - Robbie didn't. 336 00:16:13,273 --> 00:16:14,639 You want to know what he wrote on the same day? 337 00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:17,742 - Oh, no. 338 00:16:17,744 --> 00:16:20,144 No. 339 00:16:20,146 --> 00:16:23,648 No, ma... 340 00:16:25,250 --> 00:16:27,218 - "terrific chicken tonight." 341 00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:28,252 - That's a fake book, ma. - What? 342 00:16:28,254 --> 00:16:29,620 - No, that's a decoy. 343 00:16:29,622 --> 00:16:30,621 The real one's in a safe-deposit box 344 00:16:30,623 --> 00:16:32,056 At first national. 345 00:16:32,058 --> 00:16:33,324 - Do you know how crazy you sound? 346 00:16:33,326 --> 00:16:34,993 - It's true! 347 00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:36,995 - We're not talking about your brother. 348 00:16:36,997 --> 00:16:38,463 I need to know why you wrote that. 349 00:16:38,465 --> 00:16:40,098 - I don't know, ma! 350 00:16:40,100 --> 00:16:41,566 - Do you know when this feeling began? 351 00:16:41,568 --> 00:16:43,067 - No, no. 352 00:16:43,069 --> 00:16:44,302 - Do you know when this feeling ended? 353 00:16:44,304 --> 00:16:49,107 No. 354 00:16:49,109 --> 00:16:52,610 - I see. 355 00:16:57,583 --> 00:17:00,051 - Oh, come on, ma. 356 00:17:00,053 --> 00:17:02,220 What? I don't hate you. 357 00:17:02,222 --> 00:17:04,222 I never hated you. 358 00:17:04,224 --> 00:17:07,692 I-I don't know why I wrote that. 359 00:17:10,229 --> 00:17:13,698 I'm sorry. 360 00:17:13,700 --> 00:17:15,800 Okay? I'm sorry. 361 00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:19,470 That was a terrible thing to write. 362 00:17:19,472 --> 00:17:23,674 I was wrong to ever write that. 363 00:17:23,676 --> 00:17:25,777 You know, 364 00:17:25,779 --> 00:17:29,113 I didn't really want to be a tap dancer, either. 365 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,418 Okay? Are we okay now? 366 00:17:33,420 --> 00:17:34,819 - Yes. 367 00:17:34,821 --> 00:17:36,454 - Oh. 368 00:17:36,456 --> 00:17:40,358 Oh, I guess we are. Okay. 369 00:17:40,360 --> 00:17:42,160 - Hey, ray, it's 5:00. 370 00:17:42,162 --> 00:17:43,194 You were going to pick up the kids. 371 00:17:43,196 --> 00:17:47,098 - Oh, all right. 372 00:17:47,100 --> 00:17:48,232 Is everything all right? 373 00:17:48,234 --> 00:17:49,767 - Yeah, everything's fine. 374 00:17:49,769 --> 00:17:51,369 I apologized. Everything's fine. 375 00:17:51,371 --> 00:17:53,571 - W-wait a minute. 376 00:17:53,573 --> 00:17:57,375 Did you say that you apologized? 377 00:17:57,377 --> 00:18:00,778 - He's a good boy. 378 00:18:00,780 --> 00:18:02,447 - Wait. 379 00:18:02,449 --> 00:18:04,315 He apologized to you 380 00:18:04,317 --> 00:18:07,485 For you reading his journal? 381 00:18:07,487 --> 00:18:08,753 - No, no, that would be stupid. 382 00:18:08,755 --> 00:18:11,422 I apologized because I wrote 383 00:18:11,424 --> 00:18:13,758 "I ee-hat my mom" in there. 384 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:16,527 - Who cares what you wrote? 385 00:18:16,529 --> 00:18:19,163 That was 25 years ago. 386 00:18:19,165 --> 00:18:20,832 - Yeah, yeah, but, you know-- 387 00:18:20,834 --> 00:18:22,733 - I mean, do you know how sick that sounds? 388 00:18:22,735 --> 00:18:24,168 - Debra. 389 00:18:24,170 --> 00:18:25,336 - Look, you don't understand. 390 00:18:25,338 --> 00:18:26,437 - No, no. You know what? 391 00:18:26,439 --> 00:18:28,172 The problem is, I do understand. 392 00:18:28,174 --> 00:18:30,808 I mean, when is this going to stop? 393 00:18:30,810 --> 00:18:32,677 How could you make him apologize 394 00:18:32,679 --> 00:18:34,812 For something that you did wrong? 395 00:18:34,814 --> 00:18:36,447 - Excuse me? 396 00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:38,850 - How could you make your son apologize 397 00:18:38,852 --> 00:18:42,320 For private thoughts he had 25 years ago? 398 00:18:42,322 --> 00:18:45,189 I mean, don't you see how wrong that is? 399 00:18:45,191 --> 00:18:48,693 - Pee-shut-uh. 400 00:18:54,700 --> 00:18:56,567 - I just want to ask you something. 401 00:18:56,569 --> 00:18:58,169 Do you ever have any doubts 402 00:18:58,171 --> 00:18:59,670 About how good a mother you are? 403 00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:00,771 - Yes, of course. 404 00:19:00,773 --> 00:19:02,240 - No, no, I mean severe doubts. 405 00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:03,841 Have you any idea what it's like 406 00:19:03,843 --> 00:19:07,712 To be married to a husband who never helps you at all? 407 00:19:10,215 --> 00:19:12,183 - Go ahead. 408 00:19:12,185 --> 00:19:14,552 - And when you go to him for support, 409 00:19:14,554 --> 00:19:17,755 He only enhances those doubts? 410 00:19:17,757 --> 00:19:21,325 That was my life. 411 00:19:21,327 --> 00:19:25,796 Imagine little michael, who loves you, 412 00:19:25,798 --> 00:19:28,599 Who lights up whenever you get near him. 413 00:19:28,601 --> 00:19:31,469 Imagine him at 14, 414 00:19:31,471 --> 00:19:34,705 And he doesn't talk to you anymore. 415 00:19:34,707 --> 00:19:36,908 And you don't want to push him, 416 00:19:36,910 --> 00:19:39,377 So you just give him more love. 417 00:19:39,379 --> 00:19:41,312 And then one night you make him 418 00:19:41,314 --> 00:19:43,381 His favorite dinner 419 00:19:43,383 --> 00:19:45,516 And you try to give him a kiss good night, 420 00:19:45,518 --> 00:19:49,287 And he goes up the stairs with a grunt. 421 00:19:49,289 --> 00:19:52,390 And you come across his journal 422 00:19:52,392 --> 00:19:53,925 And you open it, 423 00:19:53,927 --> 00:19:55,927 And it says, 424 00:19:55,929 --> 00:19:59,597 "I hate my mom." 425 00:20:01,567 --> 00:20:05,303 I wouldn't wish that on you, debra. 426 00:20:09,474 --> 00:20:11,809 - Ray? 427 00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:15,846 - What? 428 00:20:15,848 --> 00:20:19,517 - Apologize to your mother. 429 00:20:27,926 --> 00:20:30,294 - I-I already did. 430 00:20:30,296 --> 00:20:31,896 - Do it again. 431 00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:34,498 - Look, look, look, that's all right, dear. 432 00:20:34,500 --> 00:20:38,302 That was 25 years ago. 433 00:20:38,304 --> 00:20:41,872 But there is one thing I would like. 434 00:20:45,544 --> 00:20:50,781 Could you cross that out, dear, please? 435 00:20:50,783 --> 00:20:54,785 - Okay. 436 00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:58,456 - And what would you like to write there? 437 00:21:01,994 --> 00:21:04,895 - I... 438 00:21:04,897 --> 00:21:08,332 Ee-lov... 439 00:21:08,334 --> 00:21:09,634 My mom. 440 00:21:09,636 --> 00:21:11,902 - Oh, that's so nice. 441 00:21:11,904 --> 00:21:15,873 And could you date it there? 442 00:21:20,879 --> 00:21:23,581 And initial it there. 443 00:21:26,918 --> 00:21:29,920 And here. 444 00:21:36,061 --> 00:21:37,528 - Hey, what are you doing? 445 00:21:37,530 --> 00:21:40,598 - Just a little light reading. 446 00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:42,333 - Wh--could people not read my journal? 447 00:21:42,335 --> 00:21:43,634 Give me it. 448 00:21:43,636 --> 00:21:47,571 - No, come on. Some of this is cute. 449 00:21:47,573 --> 00:21:49,307 Listen. 450 00:21:49,309 --> 00:21:52,977 "today I kissed shelly for the first time." 451 00:21:57,382 --> 00:22:00,885 Shelly was a turtle.