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escenagay.blogspot.com
presents:
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KEEP THE LIGHTS ON
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Translated into European Spanish by
Palomar Production
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Corrected and adapted to American Spanish by
Pichi48
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hello?
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Hey, how are you?
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1.80, attractive, manly.
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Yes, I exercise,
in good shape.
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17cm., thick, uncircumcised.
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Shit!
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hello?
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Hey, how are you?
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East Village.
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No, I'm rather active.
And you?
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...what a pity.
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Hello?... Hello?
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Are you looking for sex?
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Yes, me too.
Tonight.
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Yes, I am active.
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Do you like that?
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No, I like to travel.
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Where in Chelsea are you?
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Who is it?
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It's Jeff.
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I left you my phone number
on a piece of paper.
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Good.
Thanks for coming.
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Thanks for pulling with me.
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I have a girlfriend by the way,
so...
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Don't get your hopes up.
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What a shame!
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My guest is Erik Rothman,
whose new movie
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"Out of Lafayette"
will be released
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worldwide at the Festival
from Rotterdam next week.
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And it will open here
the New York Quad on the 23rd.
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And you are working
into something new now, Erik?
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I have been working
in something last year.
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It's a film about a film director
and photographer called
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Avery Willard who was a theater
from New York and a photographer
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of advertising in
40 and 50, but he also used
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his studio to photograph
naked men open legs,
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and transvestites.
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How come I haven't heard
talk about this guy?
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Because nobody knows him.
His work is like an anthropology
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visual of gay life in New York
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from the 40s to the 90s.
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I'm still at the beginning.
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Title of the film
"In Search of Avery Willard."
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And I'm still at the beginning.
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You haven't told me anything about my movie.
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I liked it. It was fun to see your work.
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I was glad to see Louisiana.
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I'd like to take the kids there sometime.
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What did you like about her?
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...she looked beautiful.
A little long to be honest.
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It's 75 minutes.
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It seemed longer to me.
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It's good to know that you liked it.
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So what are you doing now?
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I'm doing the Avery Willard documentary.
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Which one is that now?
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That of the director of the 40s and 50s.
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Have you already started writing it?
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You don't write documentaries.
I'm raising money for that.
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So you want your father to pay
for the next movie too.
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Shut up!
That was inferior to the tape.
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Why did you turn down that job at PBS?
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Because I'm not interested in working there.
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Why not? Are you afraid that someone will really see
what you are doing...
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...fear of making money
for the first time in your life?
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I'm just not interested
in working for PBS.
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You are too spoiled.
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Yes,... I am? and you?
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I use my privileges.
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I have a career, I have a family.
What do you have?
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Damn! Definitely
You didn't like my movie. Incredible
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This has nothing to do with that.
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In your 20s, it's lovely to be very promising.
At 30, dear brother, it's pathetic.
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hello?...
How are you?
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1.80, blonde, attractive.
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Manly.
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Do you like me?
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Yes, I like you.
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Good. Get comfortable.
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I will wear too,
if you don't mind.
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Don't you worry about the neighbors?
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I don't like. Not you?
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I like it.
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Get comfortable.
Come on, man.
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That's better.
I like guys like you.
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-Yes?
- I like manly men.
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Is it okay like this?
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Mmm, yes.
Why don't you come here?
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Wait, man.
Wait.
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- You like my body, huh?
- Yes, I like it.
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I used to dance, you know?
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Yes? I want to touch you.
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If you don't mind, let's
get used to each other first.
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My boyfriend leaves work at 6,
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I will arrive home at 6.30.
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Well, we have time then.
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- What's your name?
- Russ. And you?
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Dave.
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He is the best poet
that I have read in a long time,
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you should take it.
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In fact, someone told me
I recommended a long time ago, but
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I couldn't finish it.
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Why?
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I was still with my ex,
Paolo, who was very sick.
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It was positive.
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I thought it would be done to me
It's hard to read about AIDS again.
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Is he still alive?
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Yes, it's in London,
lives there.
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He went there to work
and broke up with him over the phone.
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With class.
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I really think
that I didn't love him enough.
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Have you seen my belt?
Because I can't find it.
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Are you leaving?
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Yes?
No.
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I should go, mmm,
I should go.
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But I can't find my belt
and I can't go without a belt.
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So? What is it like?
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He's, mmm... handsome.
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Handsome!
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Yes, very handsome.
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Where is he from?
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From the outskirts of Boston.
He is a lawyer at Random House.
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You know what it would be
The first American boyfriend I have?
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I had not seen you so enthusiastic
with anyone in a long time,
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from Paolo.
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I wasn't enthusiastic about Paolo, Claire.
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I don't know why
you keep saying that.
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They made a good couple.
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We were not a good couple
because it bothered me.
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He was never interested
nothing I said.
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�Now you have found
a student?
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I didn't say that.
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Paul is curious, enthusiastic.
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He's mmm,...a nice guy.
And it seems like he likes me.
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Glad to hear it.
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I don't know.
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This is my little secret,
don't tell anyone.
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It won't.
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Do you promise me?
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I promise you.
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Because in business
editorial people love gossip.
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people love it
gossip in all businesses.
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Especially
in the publishing world.
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Paul, I promise you.
I won't tell anyone.
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Open your mouth.
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Take off your shirt.
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Have you had sex with others?
men before meeting me?
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Something. Insurance
not with as many as you.
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I started a little late.
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I was 13 years old when I had
sex with a guy for the first time.
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Yes?
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What are you doing?
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You look better like this.
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I don't think so.
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- Very funny.
-Yes?
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�New Yorkers don't like it
wear the collar up?
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No.
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And we don't say
"ciao" instead of "adi�s."
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What's wrong with "ciao?"
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It sounds pretentious.
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In fact I didn't tell him
"ciao" to Markus, but "tschuss."
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Same difference.
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He is German!
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It's okay.
You have an accent.
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You can do whatever you want.
I think I couldn't.
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Thank you.
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Wow!
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It's beautiful.
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It's a photo of a woman
missing the subway.
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When I moved to New York,
I wanted to buy one,
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but it cost like 1,500 dollars.
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But I loved her, so
I asked my father
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if you would lend me
the money to buy it.
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When he heard the price,
I thought it was stupid.
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Now this blonde girl
It's worth 5,000 dollars.
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God, it's Katie.
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Who?
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Katie.
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Maybe it's time to introduce him
to your boyfriend to your ex-girlfriend.
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and checked
periodically its statistics.
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It was almost like a laptop
and he enjoyed examining himself
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almost recreationally.
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There is a long line in the bathroom.
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Flirting with the handsome guy.
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I don't know if he's gay or straight.
He has a foreign accent.
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I'll tell you an idea I have.
for a video project.
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Coward!
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Eric...
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I think we should
have a child together.
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Wow!
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What's that for?
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- I'm 34 years old.
- I know.
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I'm just saying that, if in a few years,
I haven't found the right guy...
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I don't know what Paul would think of it.
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I don't care
what Paul thinks.
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To me yes.
I like it.
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we are talking
to go live together.
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What?
I like it.
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Yes, is Dorothy here?
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- I'll pass it on to her.
- Thank you.
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Yes?
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Dorothy!
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Hello, Erik, listen.
We can't give you
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the results of your
HIV test by phone.
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It's a legal question.
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- We would break the confidentiality rule.
- Are you telling me that I am positive?
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I'm not telling you that.
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Are you lying to me?
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I want to know
why are you so nervous.
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I guess you know what to wear
condom when having oral or anal sex.
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Of course I know.
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I'm worried because I think
You are telling me that I am positive.
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Wouldn't you be?
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When are you coming back to New York?
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I won't go back to New York
in weeks, maybe in months.
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I'm in Virginia, I'm doing
interviews for a documentary.
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Come to my office
when you come back
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Do you know the result of my test?
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Yes, of course.
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Can you tell me?
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Please!
Please!
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Listen to me.
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What am I to you?
saying between the lines?
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That I am HIV positive.
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What would be the opposite?
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That I am negative?
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Correct.
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Damn, thank you, thank you.
Thank you.
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I'm coming to see you
when I return to New York.
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Forget it, Erik,
have a good day.
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Thanks, you too.
Have a fabulous day.
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Thank you, Dorothy!
Thank you.
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It's wonderful what
you are doing for my brother.
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So thank you very much.
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Your brother is a part
wonderful of my life.
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This is nothing,
It's a pleasure.
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Thanks, Luis.
Here it comes.
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OK! OK!
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that everyone
hide in his place.
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Now!
Come on, come on.
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Get in your places
and silence.
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Shhh!
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Surprise!
Happy birthday!
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God, I said I didn't
I would never like a surprise party!
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God, what are you doing here?
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How grateful!
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I hate you.
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Happy birthday.
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No!
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- Maybe that's what you really want.
- No!
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Just because I speak
with some guy on the street...
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does not mean
who wants to be single.
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It's not fair.
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Come here...
Oh, come on.
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00:24:16,883 --> 00:24:22,061
Where are you going?
I told you I'm sorry.
260
00:24:22,061 --> 00:24:24,465
It didn't sound like you were sorry.
261
00:24:24,987 --> 00:24:26,999
You can say it,
but your behavior is not like that.
262
00:24:26,999 --> 00:24:27,905
You know what?
263
00:24:27,904 --> 00:24:29,930
I'm not the one
he wants drugs all the time.
264
00:24:29,931 --> 00:24:31,725
Don't try to kick me out
face that now.
265
00:24:31,725 --> 00:24:33,107
I'm not trying to throw it in your face,
266
00:24:33,228 --> 00:24:34,987
I'm only talking about your addiction
to drugs.
267
00:24:35,108 --> 00:24:36,610
My addiction?!
268
00:24:36,609 --> 00:24:39,969
Why can't I
bring up the topic?
269
00:24:40,340 --> 00:24:42,486
Will you let me sleep?
Please?
270
00:24:42,486 --> 00:24:44,628
I have to get up early, Erik.
Some of us work.
271
00:24:44,748 --> 00:24:45,728
Grrrrrrrr.
272
00:24:45,728 --> 00:24:46,601
Don't do that.
273
00:24:46,601 --> 00:24:47,588
Grrrrrrrrr.
274
00:24:47,588 --> 00:24:50,024
- Don't make those sounds.
- Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
275
00:24:50,024 --> 00:24:54,231
Erik! Erik!
Stop and go to bed!
276
00:24:54,231 --> 00:24:56,498
We can talk about it tomorrow.
277
00:24:58,281 --> 00:24:59,904
I can't fall asleep like this.
278
00:24:59,903 --> 00:25:03,027
- Yes you can.
- No, I can't sleep when you're like this.
279
00:25:03,261 --> 00:25:04,722
- When am I like?
- When you're like this.
280
00:25:04,722 --> 00:25:06,138
What do you want me to do?
281
00:25:06,138 --> 00:25:07,724
I want you to come
to bed with me.
282
00:25:07,725 --> 00:25:09,218
- Why?
- Because yes.
283
00:25:09,217 --> 00:25:11,443
Why can't we
sleep in separate rooms?
284
00:25:11,859 --> 00:25:14,309
It's okay.
It will be good for us.
285
00:25:14,430 --> 00:25:15,935
Because I don't want to.
286
00:25:16,450 --> 00:25:18,243
You are such a child!
287
00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:24,711
What are you doing?
288
00:25:24,832 --> 00:25:26,850
You don't need this.
You don't need it!
289
00:25:26,851 --> 00:25:27,599
Erik!
290
00:25:27,599 --> 00:25:29,596
You are going to come to sleep
with me in bed.
291
00:25:29,596 --> 00:25:31,070
- No.
- Yes.
292
00:25:31,346 --> 00:25:31,764
No.
293
00:25:31,763 --> 00:25:33,505
Yes you are going to sleep
with me in bed!
294
00:25:33,506 --> 00:25:34,366
Ahhh!
295
00:25:42,469 --> 00:25:44,730
- Stop it!
- Hahaha
296
00:25:49,128 --> 00:25:51,751
Why don't you call
to that guy on the street
297
00:25:51,872 --> 00:25:53,991
so that I can save you?
298
00:25:54,113 --> 00:25:55,991
He didn't give me his number.
299
00:25:56,114 --> 00:25:57,993
I hate you so much!
300
00:26:02,513 --> 00:26:04,678
I met Avery Willard
by Jack Smith
301
00:26:04,677 --> 00:26:07,473
If Jack Smith was doing
those types of ridiculous films,
302
00:26:07,594 --> 00:26:09,154
I would be there and tell you.
303
00:26:09,275 --> 00:26:12,388
And he told me: "You are a director
of cinema, you have to know it."
304
00:26:12,572 --> 00:26:16,182
I was always putting
in contact
305
00:26:16,182 --> 00:26:18,640
all kinds of underground talents.
306
00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:20,162
I don't know what you would call
to that group
307
00:26:20,162 --> 00:26:24,245
of people because we were not
the Spielbergs of the moment.
308
00:26:24,549 --> 00:26:26,314
And I don't even know
If there is something like that now.
309
00:26:26,314 --> 00:26:28,999
Yes, there's all that Internet stuff.
310
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,681
which is what we were exactly
Avery Willard and me.
311
00:26:31,904 --> 00:26:34,201
We didn't do cool things,
you know,
312
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,893
but we filmed things
that no one was filming,
313
00:26:36,894 --> 00:26:38,651
Maybe that's what it was about.
314
00:26:38,651 --> 00:26:40,378
- Do you think he had talent?
- Huh?
315
00:26:40,378 --> 00:26:42,008
Avery Willard.
Do you think he had talent?
316
00:26:42,008 --> 00:26:43,805
I don't think I had any.
317
00:26:45,197 --> 00:26:47,623
That's why I believe
that he was always angry.
318
00:26:49,457 --> 00:26:51,795
Because not only
He wasn't very attractive.
319
00:26:51,795 --> 00:26:55,612
in fact i think
that your appearance
320
00:26:56,018 --> 00:26:58,261
It reflected his interior.
321
00:26:58,261 --> 00:27:00,311
You know,
that happens to people.
322
00:27:00,310 --> 00:27:01,916
For example, look at Nixon.
323
00:27:02,037 --> 00:27:05,596
That face goes with his interior.
324
00:27:05,718 --> 00:27:08,119
And that's why I believe
what can you say
325
00:27:08,239 --> 00:27:10,197
what are the people like,
what they somehow are,
326
00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:11,399
because of its appearance.
327
00:27:11,519 --> 00:27:13,879
You, for example,
you have something wonderful
328
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:15,878
and cozy with you.
329
00:27:30,341 --> 00:27:32,593
Here Paul,
leave me a message.
330
00:27:37,452 --> 00:27:41,225
Imagine with whom
Did I trip yesterday?
331
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:44,326
- With whom?
- With your ex-boyfriend.
332
00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:47,160
Erik, if you saw Paolo now,
You wouldn't believe it.
333
00:27:47,282 --> 00:27:50,295
He exercises and everything.
It looks great.
334
00:27:50,293 --> 00:27:53,368
If you're going to start that again,
I'm going to be angry with you.
335
00:27:53,653 --> 00:27:56,538
I'll call him to see if he wants
come to the gym with me.
336
00:27:57,004 --> 00:27:59,167
Don't worry, not anymore
he wants you, he has a boyfriend
337
00:27:59,167 --> 00:28:00,479
and they go to Brazil together.
338
00:28:02,441 --> 00:28:04,720
Is it true?
339
00:28:04,861 --> 00:28:07,442
- What? What does a boyfriend have?
- About him going to Brazil.
340
00:28:08,386 --> 00:28:10,520
That's what he told me.
341
00:28:11,126 --> 00:28:13,519
It's incredible, I mean
342
00:28:13,519 --> 00:28:15,903
had always had
that fantasy that he would leave
343
00:28:15,902 --> 00:28:18,821
to live on some island
from northern Brazil.
344
00:28:19,368 --> 00:28:21,381
I guess it's not a fantasy anymore.
345
00:28:21,682 --> 00:28:25,522
Where the hell is Paul?
346
00:28:25,643 --> 00:28:28,362
Yes, where is it?
347
00:28:28,485 --> 00:28:30,367
He went to get money.
348
00:28:30,366 --> 00:28:34,078
- Yes, but 20 minutes have passed.
- More, like 30 minutes.
349
00:28:36,509 --> 00:28:38,203
I got this.
350
00:28:38,325 --> 00:28:38,964
Thanks, Dan.
351
00:28:39,084 --> 00:28:40,964
Are you sure?
352
00:28:41,084 --> 00:28:43,872
- Yes, sure.
- Thank you.
353
00:28:44,616 --> 00:28:47,098
I'll go for a moment
to the bathroom and come back.
354
00:28:56,365 --> 00:28:58,241
My name was Paul.
355
00:28:58,241 --> 00:28:59,920
What happened?
Anything we said?
356
00:28:59,920 --> 00:29:00,649
No!
357
00:29:00,649 --> 00:29:04,434
I think it was the mix
of wine with vodka,
358
00:29:04,434 --> 00:29:05,848
it doesn't feel good.
359
00:29:05,927 --> 00:29:08,165
He went home.
360
00:29:08,286 --> 00:29:10,857
He apologizes, but he's in bed.
361
00:29:10,857 --> 00:29:14,105
Well, we're leaving.
362
00:29:14,104 --> 00:29:17,337
- In what direction are you going?
- I think I'll walk.
363
00:29:17,445 --> 00:29:18,915
I'll take a taxi with you.
364
00:29:19,358 --> 00:29:21,036
- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.
365
00:29:21,262 --> 00:29:22,996
- Are you okay?
- Yes.
366
00:29:23,448 --> 00:29:27,288
- Always a pleasure to see you.
- I'm wondering the same. Good night.
367
00:29:32,094 --> 00:29:33,540
- Goodbye!
- Goodbye!
368
00:29:50,983 --> 00:29:51,641
Paul.
369
00:29:52,645 --> 00:29:53,234
Hello.
370
00:29:57,367 --> 00:30:01,657
It's Monday morning.
Where were you?
371
00:30:02,314 --> 00:30:05,110
Not now.
I don't want to be late.
372
00:30:35,319 --> 00:30:36,145
Paul?
373
00:30:51,533 --> 00:30:55,531
They were very important
for the gay community
374
00:30:55,653 --> 00:30:57,172
and he was an institution.
375
00:30:57,293 --> 00:30:59,292
And everyone went out with him.
376
00:30:59,412 --> 00:31:02,011
Everything was falling little by little.
377
00:31:06,932 --> 00:31:09,452
I think Avery
It was very bizarre.
378
00:31:09,573 --> 00:31:11,732
And I also saw many
things in avery
379
00:31:11,854 --> 00:31:13,894
that I didn't like
of myself.
380
00:32:13,950 --> 00:32:14,616
hello?
381
00:32:16,941 --> 00:32:21,547
Hey, how are you?
East Village, you?
382
00:32:22,659 --> 00:32:25,618
21.5cm.
383
00:32:25,739 --> 00:32:30,019
Hard as a rock,
I have a good penis.
384
00:32:30,138 --> 00:32:31,417
Do you like it?
385
00:32:33,842 --> 00:32:35,172
No, no, you can't come.
386
00:32:35,173 --> 00:32:40,791
I am married. Yes.
No, my wife is not here.
387
00:32:40,991 --> 00:32:43,136
I'll be back later.
388
00:32:43,516 --> 00:32:47,808
What am I going to do?
Fuck you by the mouth like I fuck her.
389
00:32:48,646 --> 00:32:52,531
Come here, whore,
I want to fuck you.
390
00:32:56,314 --> 00:32:57,611
hello?
391
00:32:59,862 --> 00:33:01,902
hello?
Hey, how are you?
392
00:33:02,022 --> 00:33:10,262
East Village. You?
Yes, I am active dominant.
393
00:33:10,703 --> 00:33:13,342
What are you looking for?
394
00:33:14,409 --> 00:33:16,542
Where are you from?
395
00:33:20,259 --> 00:33:24,282
Paul?
Is it you?
396
00:33:24,515 --> 00:33:25,433
Paul?
397
00:33:37,534 --> 00:33:38,190
Aaah!
398
00:34:04,515 --> 00:34:06,355
Here Paul,
leave me a message.
399
00:34:06,356 --> 00:34:10,691
Paul this is killing me,
It's killing me, it's killing me!
400
00:34:30,387 --> 00:34:32,974
What I want to know is what you were doing
on an erotic phone line
401
00:34:32,974 --> 00:34:34,076
when supposedly
you were editing!
402
00:34:34,077 --> 00:34:35,868
You were gone for 2 days.
I couldn't find you.
403
00:34:35,867 --> 00:34:37,906
Were you looking for me then?
Is that what you did?
404
00:34:37,906 --> 00:34:38,538
Of course not.
405
00:34:38,538 --> 00:34:41,242
Erik, I'm not spying on you
and I can't stand being spied on.
406
00:34:41,242 --> 00:34:43,460
If every time you leave,
we have to go through this
407
00:34:43,459 --> 00:34:45,519
I don't want to continue
with this relationship.
408
00:34:45,519 --> 00:34:48,199
I have no idea where you are,
I have no idea what you do.
409
00:34:48,199 --> 00:34:49,763
Why do you focus it on me?
410
00:34:49,952 --> 00:34:52,647
You have been working for 4 years
in that damn movie.
411
00:34:52,874 --> 00:34:54,651
You have the chance to leave
to a colony of artists
412
00:34:54,651 --> 00:34:56,921
where they take your food
in a fucking picnic basket
413
00:34:56,921 --> 00:34:58,573
and you hit yourself all the time
on an erotic telephone line.
414
00:34:58,572 --> 00:35:00,829
"It didn't happen all the time"
in an erotic line!
415
00:35:00,830 --> 00:35:03,405
- I don't have time for that!
- I have a job, do you understand that?
416
00:35:03,405 --> 00:35:05,932
I was in my office, at work,
early, since Monday.
417
00:35:05,931 --> 00:35:07,841
I do my job.
I have my clients.
418
00:35:07,841 --> 00:35:09,548
Do you know what strains my work?
419
00:35:09,670 --> 00:35:10,668
Do you have any ideas?
420
00:35:10,790 --> 00:35:11,710
Enough! Enough!
421
00:35:32,832 --> 00:35:36,670
What?
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
422
00:36:41,522 --> 00:36:42,594
Did you see this?
423
00:36:43,412 --> 00:36:44,585
See what?
424
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:50,803
The ground is breaking up here.
It's wrong here too.
425
00:36:51,762 --> 00:36:53,186
Has it always been like this?
426
00:36:56,242 --> 00:36:59,156
You should ask Mario
Find someone to fix it.
427
00:37:02,843 --> 00:37:04,916
Do you know? you have to tell me
what are you doing when
428
00:37:05,038 --> 00:37:05,917
you spend all night out
without being able to find you.
429
00:37:06,037 --> 00:37:07,757
Don't start with that.
430
00:37:14,577 --> 00:37:15,342
Erik?
431
00:37:18,628 --> 00:37:23,453
Erik? What are you doing?
Erik, stop! Stop!
432
00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:48,159
There were some young people
that in a certain way they were around there
433
00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:50,039
having a good time in the streets
434
00:37:50,159 --> 00:37:53,215
the ones Avery had seen me with...
435
00:37:53,713 --> 00:37:55,454
Why does it look so gray?
436
00:37:57,072 --> 00:37:58,291
Can you stop?
437
00:37:59,801 --> 00:38:00,599
We'll fix it later, Erik.
438
00:38:00,721 --> 00:38:02,985
We shouldn't stop now,
we are already late.
439
00:38:02,985 --> 00:38:05,221
"What am I here for?"
If not are we going to do it now?
440
00:38:05,222 --> 00:38:07,682
We can see it until the end
441
00:38:07,802 --> 00:38:09,241
and later
We'll fix this bit.
442
00:38:11,259 --> 00:38:11,961
OK.
443
00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:14,002
John, thank you.
444
00:38:27,076 --> 00:38:30,426
Paul, Paul.
445
00:38:42,798 --> 00:38:44,101
Okay, Paul.
446
00:38:44,806 --> 00:38:51,325
I love you very much
and you are my best friend.
447
00:38:51,445 --> 00:38:55,803
I admire you and believe
that you are a brilliant person.
448
00:38:55,925 --> 00:39:00,803
You are tender, kind
and very affectionate.
449
00:39:03,763 --> 00:39:06,326
From the moment
when we started dating,
450
00:39:06,327 --> 00:39:10,516
alcohol and drugs have been
a problem in our relationship.
451
00:39:11,593 --> 00:39:14,274
I have never felt certain
that you would come home every night,
452
00:39:14,272 --> 00:39:16,201
that we were not
to be together one night,
453
00:39:16,202 --> 00:39:18,639
or that it would end in 5 years.
454
00:39:18,900 --> 00:39:21,826
Every New Year
you intended to put an end to that.
455
00:39:21,825 --> 00:39:23,975
But that didn't happen, Paul.
456
00:39:23,975 --> 00:39:27,406
Despite everything, you are still
the person who matters most to me in the world.
457
00:39:27,910 --> 00:39:30,095
I want to spend the rest
of my life with you
458
00:39:30,094 --> 00:39:33,283
and I want our relationship
makes me feel stronger.
459
00:39:38,309 --> 00:39:41,487
I can't take care of you
because you have shown me
460
00:39:41,607 --> 00:39:46,007
not let you help
and be uncontrollable.
461
00:39:46,128 --> 00:39:50,047
You worry me every hour of the day.
462
00:39:50,169 --> 00:39:51,888
I can't live like this.
463
00:39:54,863 --> 00:39:57,987
If you don't make a plan
and you follow it with suggestions,
464
00:39:59,730 --> 00:40:04,089
our relationship is over
and you have to leave.
465
00:40:12,290 --> 00:40:14,090
Have you finished?
466
00:40:19,850 --> 00:40:21,689
Have you finished everything?
467
00:40:30,409 --> 00:40:32,650
Jill is ready.
468
00:40:32,771 --> 00:40:34,250
Thank you.
469
00:40:38,971 --> 00:40:41,650
These are the files
that I found at home.
470
00:40:44,090 --> 00:40:47,559
Thank you.
Oh, it's this.
471
00:40:47,559 --> 00:40:52,247
Paul also had some messages.
Peggy Simon...
472
00:40:52,248 --> 00:40:54,372
Let me save this.
473
00:40:54,493 --> 00:40:58,922
Peggy Simon
Lucius Ambrosinus,
474
00:40:58,922 --> 00:41:01,525
and Gene Reid-Pharr.
475
00:41:01,926 --> 00:41:05,238
What I tell everyone
It's just that Paul is taking some time.
476
00:41:06,706 --> 00:41:09,573
If you ask, their writers
I tell them he has stress
477
00:41:09,693 --> 00:41:11,491
and that he is taking care of himself.
478
00:41:11,615 --> 00:41:13,494
Thanks, Jill.
479
00:41:13,615 --> 00:41:18,187
I'm sorry that your life
has been affected by this.
480
00:41:18,186 --> 00:41:19,977
No problem.
481
00:41:21,021 --> 00:41:24,769
Oh, here.
It's Paul's email.
482
00:41:25,140 --> 00:41:27,118
I already reviewed most of it.
483
00:41:27,117 --> 00:41:30,046
I think there is a check
somewhere.
484
00:41:35,108 --> 00:41:37,096
He called me last night.
485
00:41:37,217 --> 00:41:38,856
And?
486
00:41:40,416 --> 00:41:46,054
He told me I ruined his life
487
00:41:46,175 --> 00:41:48,214
and that he was not going to stay.
488
00:41:50,817 --> 00:41:55,230
That's what everyone says
in rehab, Erik.
489
00:41:58,902 --> 00:42:00,624
I hope so.
490
00:42:05,456 --> 00:42:08,135
Dear friends,
I wanted to write to them
491
00:42:08,257 --> 00:42:10,569
and tell them that
I'm back from Minnesota
492
00:42:11,229 --> 00:42:15,092
and that I can inform you that
Paul is doing well, very well.
493
00:42:15,092 --> 00:42:16,556
It looks great.
494
00:42:16,555 --> 00:42:19,824
has continued
all steps of the program.
495
00:42:19,856 --> 00:42:23,331
I feel proud of him for
take rehabilitation so seriously.
496
00:42:24,466 --> 00:42:28,801
So I'll be back soon
and a new phase will begin.
497
00:42:29,587 --> 00:42:31,643
I admit I'm nervous.
498
00:42:31,642 --> 00:42:37,245
And now I know that I have to separate
of your recovery as best you can.
499
00:42:36,958 --> 00:42:40,779
So I trust you
to remind me.
500
00:42:40,900 --> 00:42:43,259
That's all for now.
501
00:42:43,379 --> 00:42:44,699
I love you very much.
Erik.
502
00:43:15,588 --> 00:43:16,651
I'm Igor.
503
00:43:19,475 --> 00:43:22,892
Me Erik.
Hello, Igor.
504
00:43:30,022 --> 00:43:31,742
No, not here.
505
00:43:31,861 --> 00:43:32,661
Yes.
506
00:43:32,782 --> 00:43:33,621
Let's go somewhere.
507
00:43:33,743 --> 00:43:35,902
No, I don't want to.
508
00:43:37,176 --> 00:43:39,392
We can go to my house,
but I live in Brooklyn.
509
00:43:45,224 --> 00:43:48,063
- Shit, is he okay?
- I don't know.
510
00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:50,424
Did you take "G"?
511
00:43:55,515 --> 00:43:56,657
Take this.
512
00:44:02,594 --> 00:44:05,002
How vulgar, God!
513
00:44:07,148 --> 00:44:08,021
Thank you.
514
00:44:09,477 --> 00:44:14,065
I guess it would be inappropriate
invite you to my house now, right?
515
00:44:14,346 --> 00:44:16,185
I think so.
516
00:44:17,807 --> 00:44:19,407
Why do I have a boyfriend?
517
00:44:19,407 --> 00:44:23,902
No, I remembered that
I have classes in the morning.
518
00:44:25,501 --> 00:44:28,418
- What do you study?
- It's a drawing class.
519
00:44:28,587 --> 00:44:32,293
- Are you an artist?
- I paint, so I guess I am.
520
00:44:34,730 --> 00:44:37,133
I bet you are
very good at what you do.
521
00:44:38,611 --> 00:44:40,493
And you? What are you doing?
522
00:44:41,918 --> 00:44:44,863
- I film documentaries.
- How good!
523
00:44:47,219 --> 00:44:51,071
Are you sure you don't want to come?
524
00:44:51,408 --> 00:44:53,306
Just for a while.
525
00:44:53,341 --> 00:44:54,270
Yes.
526
00:44:54,271 --> 00:44:56,381
I'm not sure.
527
00:44:56,381 --> 00:44:59,589
But my meter is over there.
I can accompany you a little more.
528
00:45:01,057 --> 00:45:02,594
Igor.
529
00:45:03,851 --> 00:45:05,824
What part of Russia are you from?
530
00:45:05,824 --> 00:45:08,002
I'm actually from Ecuador.
531
00:45:08,322 --> 00:45:10,418
My father was a tough Marxist,
532
00:45:10,419 --> 00:45:13,263
he gave all the children
Russian names.
533
00:45:13,545 --> 00:45:15,911
My sisters are called Tatiana
and Tamara.
534
00:45:16,332 --> 00:45:18,803
And Igor ended up living in New York.
535
00:45:18,803 --> 00:45:22,148
On Coney Island, surrounded
of Russians everywhere.
536
00:46:03,352 --> 00:46:06,072
Oh, God.
Are you okay?
537
00:46:09,792 --> 00:46:12,352
It's wonderful!
538
00:46:21,153 --> 00:46:23,032
You'll get in, right?
539
00:46:23,154 --> 00:46:25,513
Yes, later.
540
00:46:32,163 --> 00:46:33,676
Are you getting in?
541
00:46:34,633 --> 00:46:37,394
I'll join you in a moment.
542
00:46:40,466 --> 00:46:42,403
When is he going to get you pregnant?
543
00:46:42,403 --> 00:46:43,454
We don't think.
544
00:46:43,735 --> 00:46:44,829
Why not?
545
00:46:46,944 --> 00:46:51,028
He already has two children
and he doesn't want to have another one.
546
00:46:52,341 --> 00:46:54,201
I'm sorry, honey.
547
00:46:55,436 --> 00:46:58,075
Me too.
548
00:46:58,197 --> 00:47:03,836
It's not perfect, but I like it.
549
00:47:09,949 --> 00:47:12,035
I wish I could trust you more.
550
00:47:14,527 --> 00:47:15,723
Excuse me?
551
00:47:15,722 --> 00:47:18,836
It saddens me that I had
than finding out that things were going wrong
552
00:47:18,957 --> 00:47:21,392
between you and Paul only at the end.
553
00:47:21,517 --> 00:47:24,197
It bothers me that you didn't tell me.
554
00:47:24,318 --> 00:47:25,996
I've been hiding
crucial moments of my life
555
00:47:26,118 --> 00:47:27,481
since he was 13 years old.
556
00:47:29,171 --> 00:47:33,120
That's not an excuse.
You have to change things.
557
00:47:33,558 --> 00:47:38,576
- You better do therapy.
- I'm trying. I'm telling you now.
558
00:47:38,558 --> 00:47:39,678
I apreciate it.
559
00:47:39,679 --> 00:47:41,230
But I still don't forgive you
that you had me
560
00:47:41,229 --> 00:47:43,205
in the dark for so long, OK?
561
00:47:43,206 --> 00:47:45,365
I need you to be
braver
562
00:47:46,073 --> 00:47:48,736
If I'm going to be the father of your child?
563
00:47:49,168 --> 00:47:50,128
Yes.
564
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:52,949
If you are going to be the father of my child.
565
00:48:36,665 --> 00:48:38,491
I just want to say...
566
00:48:39,802 --> 00:48:42,358
Claire!
Alassane!
567
00:48:42,822 --> 00:48:45,551
God, with these two.
Get a room!
568
00:48:45,551 --> 00:48:48,212
I want to say thank you for coming!
569
00:48:48,683 --> 00:48:51,794
I want to thank you both
that they have come.
570
00:48:53,270 --> 00:48:55,157
Thanks for driving
during the snow storm,
571
00:48:55,156 --> 00:48:59,188
and to Thomas, Vivian, Luca...
thank you very much.
572
00:48:59,189 --> 00:49:00,844
Thank you very much for leaving
573
00:49:00,843 --> 00:49:02,789
the fabulous party
of his mother's cousins.
574
00:49:02,789 --> 00:49:04,878
Thanks for giving us a reason.
575
00:49:06,193 --> 00:49:09,017
Dan, thank you very much for
agree to sleep on the couch.
576
00:49:09,016 --> 00:49:09,904
Yes?
577
00:49:10,735 --> 00:49:12,091
It's okay, I'll sleep on the couch.
578
00:49:12,825 --> 00:49:15,977
No, seriously,
I really want mmm...
579
00:49:16,447 --> 00:49:18,044
I really want to thank you
that are here.
580
00:49:18,043 --> 00:49:20,158
It means a lot to me
what are you
581
00:49:20,158 --> 00:49:22,137
and let us pass
the holidays together.
582
00:49:22,465 --> 00:49:24,024
It means a lot.
583
00:49:24,325 --> 00:49:29,892
And I feel especially
happy to have Paul with us.
584
00:49:29,892 --> 00:49:31,812
With that splendid appearance...
585
00:49:36,598 --> 00:49:38,765
Thanks, Luca.
586
00:49:41,486 --> 00:49:47,435
They have not been easy
these months, Paul, but mmm...
587
00:49:47,550 --> 00:49:49,802
Nobody said it would be easy.
588
00:49:50,024 --> 00:49:50,970
Eric...
589
00:49:51,900 --> 00:49:59,726
I think you are wonderful
and your energy and your positivity
590
00:49:59,847 --> 00:50:05,114
and the way so brave
how you have changed your life
591
00:50:07,233 --> 00:50:09,586
It is worth seeing.
592
00:50:10,088 --> 00:50:11,242
And be part of it.
593
00:50:13,488 --> 00:50:15,943
You inspire me and I love you.
594
00:50:16,168 --> 00:50:17,299
Thank you.
595
00:50:17,889 --> 00:50:19,937
Merry christmas.
596
00:50:19,937 --> 00:50:22,665
Well, here's to everyone.
That's all.
597
00:50:41,658 --> 00:50:42,802
What is this?
598
00:50:44,789 --> 00:50:46,365
What is this?
599
00:50:48,729 --> 00:50:51,093
I wonder who put it up.
600
00:51:11,534 --> 00:51:13,092
Oh no, you didn't.
601
00:51:15,452 --> 00:51:16,254
Oh.
602
00:51:18,658 --> 00:51:20,655
Merry christmas.
603
00:51:24,489 --> 00:51:25,945
Thank you.
604
00:51:26,174 --> 00:51:30,890
For your love.
And for your patience.
605
00:51:32,174 --> 00:51:34,612
And thanks for putting up with me.
606
00:51:43,247 --> 00:51:44,957
It's amazing.
607
00:51:44,957 --> 00:51:46,274
Do you like it?
608
00:51:47,165 --> 00:51:50,819
No, I love it.
609
00:52:39,100 --> 00:52:42,454
Paul?
Paul, pick up the phone.
610
00:52:42,453 --> 00:52:46,217
We won a Teddy award
for the best documentary.
611
00:52:48,627 --> 00:52:50,260
Are you there Paul?
612
00:52:53,081 --> 00:52:56,079
OK, call me as soon as
listen to this
613
00:52:56,350 --> 00:52:57,649
I love you.
614
00:53:35,851 --> 00:53:38,792
Paul?
Paul, pick up the phone.
615
00:53:39,259 --> 00:53:42,383
We won a Teddy award
for the best documentary.
616
00:53:44,903 --> 00:53:47,222
Are you there Paul?
617
00:53:49,184 --> 00:53:52,668
OK, call me as soon as
listen to this
618
00:53:52,668 --> 00:53:53,584
I love you.
619
00:53:55,924 --> 00:53:57,704
Hello, Paul.
I want to talk to you!
620
00:53:57,835 --> 00:54:00,646
I've been trying for days,
I'm starting to worry.
621
00:54:00,646 --> 00:54:03,096
Call me when you hear this,
I hope you are well. I'm Vivian.
622
00:54:03,096 --> 00:54:04,725
OK, goodbye.
623
00:54:05,905 --> 00:54:08,304
Erik?
I'm Jill.
624
00:54:08,424 --> 00:54:12,364
Paul hasn't shown up
around the office all week
625
00:54:12,364 --> 00:54:13,589
and he doesn't return my calls.
626
00:54:13,589 --> 00:54:15,165
I have to know what's going on.
627
00:54:15,382 --> 00:54:20,813
So call me, please.
212-249-3576. Thank you.
628
00:54:24,736 --> 00:54:26,237
Why don't you call the police?
629
00:54:26,238 --> 00:54:28,298
The police can't do anything.
630
00:54:28,298 --> 00:54:30,357
There are only two things
who arrest Paul.
631
00:54:30,357 --> 00:54:32,257
That he ran out of money
or that he is going to die.
632
00:54:32,256 --> 00:54:33,668
Don't say that.
633
00:54:34,529 --> 00:54:36,519
Why do you think
What do you have to do to save him?
634
00:54:36,518 --> 00:54:38,647
Dan!
For.
635
00:54:38,944 --> 00:54:41,155
We don't need now
your stupid "12 steps", okay?
636
00:54:41,156 --> 00:54:43,034
If your girlfriend was in a
3 week drug binge,
637
00:54:43,033 --> 00:54:44,793
don't tell me you wouldn't do
anything to find it.
638
00:54:44,794 --> 00:54:45,886
- No?
- I wouldn't.
639
00:54:45,885 --> 00:54:46,482
Please.
640
00:54:46,483 --> 00:54:48,472
I am thinking of hiring
a private detective.
641
00:54:48,472 --> 00:54:50,585
I'm sorry.
I can't subscribe to that.
642
00:54:50,803 --> 00:54:52,118
Call me when you come to your senses.
643
00:54:52,995 --> 00:54:55,317
Erik, I love you.
Count on me.
644
00:54:55,316 --> 00:54:57,573
But I can't stand
this ridiculous behavior.
645
00:54:57,631 --> 00:54:59,838
It didn't work the first time
and it won't work now.
646
00:54:59,838 --> 00:55:01,106
Sorry, I'm late.
647
00:55:01,229 --> 00:55:02,993
Paul is an adult.
648
00:55:02,993 --> 00:55:05,493
Will I get over it or not?
but you will not save him.
649
00:55:05,493 --> 00:55:07,241
you never did
and you won't do it now.
650
00:55:08,556 --> 00:55:09,560
What's wrong?
651
00:55:10,019 --> 00:55:11,099
Very helpful, Dan.
652
00:57:19,286 --> 00:57:23,319
Hello.
Where are you?
653
00:57:25,674 --> 00:57:28,879
No, don't go anywhere.
Stay where you are.
654
00:57:37,802 --> 00:57:39,515
I love you.
655
00:57:46,971 --> 00:57:49,356
-Let's go home.
- Don't start, Erik.
656
00:57:53,857 --> 00:57:59,107
Do you realize this site?
Isn't it incredible?
657
00:57:59,565 --> 00:58:01,735
It's a hotel room, Paul.
658
00:58:02,919 --> 00:58:06,119
Don't be cruel
or I won't let you stay.
659
00:58:10,927 --> 00:58:12,467
Don't do that, please.
660
00:58:16,495 --> 00:58:18,823
It must be expensive for you.
661
00:58:18,880 --> 00:58:20,800
I'm lucky.
662
00:58:22,378 --> 00:58:24,775
There is a weekly bargain.
663
00:58:24,775 --> 00:58:27,603
Fashion week is over
and everyone returned to Milan.
664
00:58:27,721 --> 00:58:30,520
There is also that thing
of art in London.
665
00:58:30,642 --> 00:58:32,260
What are you talking about?
666
00:58:32,260 --> 00:58:36,024
Frozen? No, Frieze?
The art thing?
667
00:58:36,798 --> 00:58:38,120
Do you want to drink something?
668
00:58:44,000 --> 00:58:47,601
Shit, I don't have ice.
Would you mind going for ice?
669
00:58:47,722 --> 00:58:50,876
There is a lot of ice at home.
Let's go.
670
00:58:51,269 --> 00:58:52,916
What have I told you?
671
00:58:54,224 --> 00:58:57,460
Come see the room.
I'll show it to you.
672
00:58:58,099 --> 00:59:01,581
Try the bed.
It's incredible.
673
00:59:02,352 --> 00:59:03,997
I love this bed.
674
00:59:06,974 --> 00:59:07,784
Paul...
675
00:59:23,746 --> 00:59:27,084
I'm sorry I ruined
your premiere in Berlin.
676
00:59:30,188 --> 00:59:32,202
I felt very proud of you.
677
00:59:36,647 --> 00:59:39,604
Come on, let's go home.
Let's go home.
678
00:59:42,791 --> 00:59:44,757
Don't hate me, please.
679
00:59:55,393 --> 01:00:02,127
Do you think I've lost any weight?
I've lost a little.
680
01:00:06,255 --> 01:00:09,141
It's the diet of crash addicts.
I don't recommend it to you.
681
01:00:09,142 --> 01:00:11,426
Let's go home.
682
01:00:14,210 --> 01:00:16,818
I'll go tomorrow.
Now you should go.
683
01:00:18,106 --> 01:00:19,684
I won't go.
684
01:00:21,300 --> 01:00:23,586
You don't want to see this.
685
01:00:24,319 --> 01:00:25,554
I'm fine.
686
01:00:29,185 --> 01:00:31,608
- Erik, you should go.
- I said I'm fine.
687
01:00:35,010 --> 01:00:37,717
You are no worse than the others.
688
01:00:38,991 --> 01:00:41,220
Surely there is someone in the hall
689
01:00:41,220 --> 01:00:44,935
doing exactly the same thing.
690
01:00:44,935 --> 01:00:47,143
- Really?
- Yes.
691
01:01:11,611 --> 01:01:15,075
Paul, I know you're ready.
Are you ready to end this.
692
01:01:15,819 --> 01:01:16,727
How do you know?
693
01:01:16,727 --> 01:01:22,481
Because I know you, Paul.
I know you.
694
01:01:24,293 --> 01:01:27,695
I'll go home tomorrow,
but you should go now.
695
01:01:27,695 --> 01:01:32,102
You will come home tomorrow
and you will go to rehab.
696
01:01:32,102 --> 01:01:34,964
I said I'll go home tomorrow.
I didn't say I'm going to rehab.
697
01:01:34,965 --> 01:01:36,669
Do you promise?
698
01:01:37,872 --> 01:01:39,279
I promise.
699
01:01:40,781 --> 01:01:42,257
Who is it?
700
01:01:44,867 --> 01:01:47,883
You choose.
That's what you're going to get.
701
01:01:49,097 --> 01:01:51,399
- I think you should go.
- Paul!
702
01:02:03,508 --> 01:02:05,359
Do you want something?
703
01:02:07,140 --> 01:02:08,941
Yes, a beer.
704
01:02:09,339 --> 01:02:10,180
OK.
705
01:02:31,265 --> 01:02:33,586
- Are you okay?
- Yes.
706
01:03:24,024 --> 01:03:26,415
Erik?
Erik?
707
01:03:27,058 --> 01:03:28,004
What?
708
01:04:32,504 --> 01:04:35,703
I'm glad you called me.
I didn't expect to see you again.
709
01:04:36,273 --> 01:04:38,206
I have a little vacation.
710
01:04:40,365 --> 01:04:44,905
I have been working in Boca
the last 6 months.
711
01:04:45,027 --> 01:04:49,587
I came back and I'm not sure
712
01:04:49,706 --> 01:04:52,746
What am I going to do, do you understand?
713
01:05:00,189 --> 01:05:04,662
Come on, baby, come on.
That is.
714
01:05:05,179 --> 01:05:06,556
There you go.
715
01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:27,124
Yes, yes, yes, yes.
716
01:05:44,323 --> 01:05:48,572
You seem so serious...
You make me feel a little weird.
717
01:05:48,573 --> 01:05:50,834
Does anyone else know this?
718
01:05:51,630 --> 01:05:53,829
I have a bachelor's degree
in English, you know?
719
01:05:53,950 --> 01:05:56,268
I'm not a stupid faggot.
720
01:05:59,347 --> 01:06:02,301
Hold the lighter underneath,
you have to inhale more smoke.
721
01:06:06,983 --> 01:06:08,432
That's it, suck it up.
722
01:06:08,552 --> 01:06:11,815
That's it, now, now,
now, now
723
01:06:11,816 --> 01:06:14,313
Slowly, slowly, yes.
724
01:06:19,020 --> 01:06:20,752
Do you like it?
725
01:06:32,355 --> 01:06:37,793
Oh!
Yes, it feels good.
726
01:06:37,913 --> 01:06:39,152
Feels very good.
727
01:06:41,033 --> 01:06:43,914
and you have a body
Beautiful, Russ.
728
01:06:43,914 --> 01:06:46,986
- I like to show my body.
-Yes? - Yes.
729
01:06:47,199 --> 01:06:48,788
It's very pretty.
730
01:06:54,434 --> 01:06:57,273
Do you want to drink something?
731
01:06:57,394 --> 01:06:59,471
Mmm, some water, please.
732
01:06:59,470 --> 01:07:01,933
Juice, how about some juice?
I have orange juice.
733
01:07:03,798 --> 01:07:05,459
Sounds perfect.
734
01:07:25,887 --> 01:07:27,785
- Are you okay?
- Yes, I'm fine.
735
01:07:36,363 --> 01:07:38,940
- What are you doing?
- I think I'm leaving.
736
01:07:39,223 --> 01:07:43,399
No, don't do that.
Do you know?
737
01:07:43,518 --> 01:07:47,258
Don't take my drugs
and leave me later.
738
01:07:47,259 --> 01:07:49,753
Don't be one of those guys.
739
01:07:55,021 --> 01:07:58,013
Do you want to come for a while?
to the room?
740
01:10:35,803 --> 01:10:37,935
I'm glad to see you.
741
01:10:38,470 --> 01:10:39,437
Yes?
742
01:10:40,631 --> 01:10:43,706
- I don't know if I were in your place I would be.
- Yes I am.
743
01:10:48,816 --> 01:10:50,161
How are you?
744
01:10:51,425 --> 01:10:54,989
Brilliant.
You?
745
01:10:54,989 --> 01:10:59,186
Well...
Better.
746
01:11:02,180 --> 01:11:04,153
That was spectacular, huh?
747
01:11:05,312 --> 01:11:08,050
To you and me always
we liked some melodrama.
748
01:11:09,905 --> 01:11:11,690
I guess so.
749
01:11:12,770 --> 01:11:15,449
This last year I have stumbled
with all the people in your life
750
01:11:15,572 --> 01:11:16,411
except with you.
751
01:11:16,533 --> 01:11:18,852
That's what I've heard.
752
01:11:19,126 --> 01:11:21,866
to the first person
What I saw when I returned was Alassane.
753
01:11:22,212 --> 01:11:24,336
On the corner of 9th and University.
754
01:11:25,947 --> 01:11:30,101
He gave me the strongest hug
that they have ever given me.
755
01:11:31,014 --> 01:11:33,774
I will be grateful
to that guy for the rest of my life.
756
01:11:33,893 --> 01:11:37,733
He and Claire are no longer together.
757
01:11:37,854 --> 01:11:40,775
I'm sorry.
Was it because of having children?
758
01:11:40,775 --> 01:11:41,922
Yes.
759
01:11:43,054 --> 01:11:47,476
since they broke up
she and I have started
760
01:11:47,475 --> 01:11:49,658
to talk about it again.
761
01:11:49,935 --> 01:11:50,949
Yes?
762
01:11:50,948 --> 01:11:52,213
Yes.
763
01:11:54,936 --> 01:11:58,044
I'm glad to see you,
very happy to see you.
764
01:11:59,821 --> 01:12:04,064
You survived, Paul.
It's incredible.
765
01:12:04,264 --> 01:12:07,060
Yes.
It's incredible.
766
01:12:14,570 --> 01:12:19,672
It surprises me that after all
This time I still feel shocked.
767
01:12:19,671 --> 01:12:21,848
I don't start and finish
every day with you.
768
01:12:23,299 --> 01:12:25,174
What do we do now then?
769
01:12:32,379 --> 01:12:36,236
I don't know, Erik.
What do you think we should do?
770
01:12:39,257 --> 01:12:42,069
I don't want to leave you yet.
771
01:12:44,760 --> 01:12:48,470
I think probably
now would be the best.
772
01:12:51,566 --> 01:12:54,673
I think it has been
the perfect start to
773
01:12:56,527 --> 01:12:59,144
whatever has to happen.
774
01:13:05,519 --> 01:13:06,482
OK.
775
01:13:10,440 --> 01:13:13,235
- OK.
- OK.
776
01:14:16,094 --> 01:14:19,665
�You can turn on the light
What's on the bed?
777
01:14:19,664 --> 01:14:21,815
I don't want to be in the dark with you.
778
01:14:55,586 --> 01:14:58,426
I don't think
that this is happening.
779
01:15:10,466 --> 01:15:12,155
- Erik!
- What?
780
01:15:13,492 --> 01:15:16,747
It was supposed
that you weren't going to get naked.
781
01:15:16,867 --> 01:15:18,746
OK.
782
01:15:48,049 --> 01:15:50,431
- We're not going to shoot.
- No!
783
01:16:06,946 --> 01:16:09,482
I just want to be naked with you.
784
01:16:15,036 --> 01:16:17,377
You smell like you.
785
01:16:26,816 --> 01:16:30,312
I think for now
That's enough, OK?
786
01:16:30,312 --> 01:16:32,160
Okay.
787
01:16:49,555 --> 01:16:51,778
Hey!
Hey!
788
01:16:54,525 --> 01:16:55,877
Erik, right?
789
01:17:02,250 --> 01:17:06,647
Let's see, a moment.
Ivan?
790
01:17:06,647 --> 01:17:07,743
Igor.
791
01:17:08,220 --> 01:17:16,012
God, God...
What a shame!
792
01:17:16,717 --> 01:17:19,814
At least I knew what it was
a Russian name, right?
793
01:17:20,763 --> 01:17:23,097
No problem.
It's been a while now.
794
01:17:23,096 --> 01:17:25,924
How's the painting going?
795
01:17:26,351 --> 01:17:29,921
Good.
And the movie business?
796
01:17:29,922 --> 01:17:31,675
Well, I guess...
797
01:17:36,625 --> 01:17:40,556
Do you want us to eat something?
798
01:17:40,678 --> 01:17:43,153
- I have an hour.
- I would accompany you, yes.
799
01:17:44,692 --> 01:17:47,587
So you're no longer with your boyfriend.
800
01:17:47,883 --> 01:17:49,085
I don't know.
801
01:17:51,147 --> 01:17:53,896
It's been a while,
came back later,
802
01:17:55,327 --> 01:17:58,050
then we start
to see each other again
803
01:17:58,051 --> 01:18:01,119
and now I have no idea
how it's going
804
01:18:05,615 --> 01:18:07,777
-How long have you been together?
- 9 years.
805
01:18:07,776 --> 01:18:10,739
Wow!
You are lucky.
806
01:18:15,159 --> 01:18:17,981
I don't feel lucky.
807
01:18:21,919 --> 01:18:23,239
And how are you?
808
01:18:24,901 --> 01:18:29,561
Well, I'm getting
seeing someone now,
809
01:18:30,520 --> 01:18:36,119
but I always lose interest
after 4 or 6 months,
810
01:18:36,241 --> 01:18:38,666
That's how long they last for me.
811
01:18:39,082 --> 01:18:44,015
I see myself with this guy,
but it's nothing serious.
812
01:18:44,015 --> 01:18:45,880
It's more like someone
who to sleep with.
813
01:18:45,963 --> 01:18:50,504
We go out to dinner sometimes,
He usually talks and I listen.
814
01:18:51,265 --> 01:18:55,424
I like being taken to dinner.
What am I going to tell you? I'm superficial.
815
01:18:56,967 --> 01:18:59,452
Who doesn't like it
take him to dinner?
816
01:19:01,008 --> 01:19:03,016
I'll take you to dinner.
817
01:19:03,911 --> 01:19:04,848
Yes?
818
01:19:07,688 --> 01:19:08,481
Clear.
819
01:19:14,805 --> 01:19:16,540
I would like it.
820
01:20:02,647 --> 01:20:03,566
Wait...
821
01:20:06,687 --> 01:20:07,878
Hey...
822
01:20:08,090 --> 01:20:08,725
Hello.
823
01:20:08,725 --> 01:20:09,974
Can we talk?
824
01:20:10,408 --> 01:20:12,311
Mmm, I'm on the phone.
825
01:20:16,626 --> 01:20:18,850
Can you give me a few minutes?
826
01:21:08,532 --> 01:21:11,579
OK, what's wrong with you?
827
01:21:15,264 --> 01:21:17,128
How do you feel
with all this?
828
01:21:20,752 --> 01:21:21,970
You're fucking with me.
829
01:21:21,971 --> 01:21:23,545
No, that's what I want to do.
830
01:21:23,544 --> 01:21:26,211
I just think we need...
831
01:21:26,211 --> 01:21:28,656
you just want to know
What should we do?
832
01:21:31,437 --> 01:21:32,291
Yes.
833
01:21:37,788 --> 01:21:39,609
I think we should
go together
834
01:21:41,573 --> 01:21:43,226
Somewhere totally new.
835
01:21:47,161 --> 01:21:49,770
That or cut now, you decide.
836
01:21:51,650 --> 01:21:54,811
That seems like an ultimatum,
don't you think?
837
01:21:54,811 --> 01:21:56,977
Well let's not do it.
838
01:22:00,825 --> 01:22:03,600
But let's stop, let's stop,
let's stop once and for all.
839
01:22:03,600 --> 01:22:05,041
Don't say it like that.
840
01:22:05,041 --> 01:22:06,793
What do you want, Erik?
841
01:22:06,793 --> 01:22:09,170
Get clear with that
once in your life.
842
01:22:09,170 --> 01:22:10,638
I'm trying.
843
01:22:33,376 --> 01:22:36,335
Erik... Erik.
844
01:22:57,806 --> 01:22:59,159
Stop!
845
01:23:00,364 --> 01:23:02,116
I don't have time for this.
846
01:23:05,184 --> 01:23:08,343
Jill is going to pick me up
to eat with the children.
847
01:23:08,950 --> 01:23:11,072
Then you will take the 3:20 train
back to the city,
848
01:23:11,073 --> 01:23:12,727
will you come?
849
01:23:12,725 --> 01:23:14,670
No, I'll stay
here until tomorrow.
850
01:23:14,671 --> 01:23:16,131
I have some work.
851
01:23:16,369 --> 01:23:16,842
OK.
852
01:23:18,098 --> 01:23:21,418
then you have to
Pick me up at Jill's at 2:45
853
01:23:21,538 --> 01:23:24,219
to take me to the station.
854
01:23:28,825 --> 01:23:31,453
You have until then
to make a decision.
855
01:23:32,285 --> 01:23:34,387
I'm not going back to the city alone
856
01:23:34,387 --> 01:23:35,776
without this being decided.
857
01:23:35,776 --> 01:23:38,579
I think it's a little strange
give me what?
858
01:23:38,701 --> 01:23:39,891
3 hours?
859
01:23:40,387 --> 01:23:42,007
To make a decision like that?
860
01:23:42,006 --> 01:23:43,105
I'm sorry.
861
01:23:46,452 --> 01:23:49,046
I don't do it to make it difficult.
862
01:23:50,353 --> 01:23:51,706
Or for...
863
01:23:51,704 --> 01:23:53,797
try to control things
or whatever you want
864
01:23:53,798 --> 01:23:56,280
tell your friends.
865
01:23:57,102 --> 01:24:01,702
I do this because I have
I have to do it to save my life.
866
01:24:04,398 --> 01:24:06,424
Can you understand it?
867
01:24:07,607 --> 01:24:09,378
I understand.
868
01:24:14,477 --> 01:24:15,981
I have to go.
869
01:24:16,492 --> 01:24:19,200
Will you bring me my suitcase, please?
870
01:25:06,381 --> 01:25:07,917
"So you have taken
a decision for me?
871
01:25:11,745 --> 01:25:12,773
Yes.
872
01:25:14,681 --> 01:25:16,962
Yes, how is your answer yes?
873
01:25:20,654 --> 01:25:21,511
Yes.
874
01:25:24,627 --> 01:25:25,349
Good.
875
01:25:28,510 --> 01:25:32,087
�No... you don't care
our fights?
876
01:25:32,088 --> 01:25:33,756
Of course they worry me.
877
01:25:35,115 --> 01:25:37,522
I worry about many things.
878
01:25:40,632 --> 01:25:42,356
But I'm happy.
879
01:25:43,243 --> 01:25:44,808
Me too.
880
01:25:47,086 --> 01:25:49,909
- Are you sure?
- Yes.
881
01:25:49,909 --> 01:25:51,770
- Are you sure?
- Yes!
882
01:25:55,184 --> 01:25:56,260
Good.
883
01:26:09,810 --> 01:26:14,462
See you in New York.
I love you.
884
01:26:15,481 --> 01:26:17,476
I love you too.
885
01:28:28,108 --> 01:28:29,224
Who is it?
886
01:28:29,224 --> 01:28:30,426
It's Erik.
887
01:28:54,540 --> 01:28:55,648
Go up.
888
01:29:24,341 --> 01:29:26,350
You can't do it, can you?
889
01:29:30,510 --> 01:29:31,568
No.
890
01:29:42,208 --> 01:29:44,880
We had good times
together, right?
891
01:29:46,902 --> 01:29:48,272
Yes.
892
01:30:10,737 --> 01:30:13,000
I have to fix myself
to go to work.
893
01:30:41,179 --> 01:30:45,148
I think I left my sweater
blue in your apartment.
894
01:30:45,147 --> 01:30:46,198
Yes?
895
01:30:46,971 --> 01:30:48,417
And the raincoat.
896
01:30:48,417 --> 01:30:49,534
I saw it.
897
01:30:50,690 --> 01:30:53,497
�You would leave them to the doorman,
please?
898
01:30:53,497 --> 01:30:54,835
Clear.
899
01:30:55,690 --> 01:30:57,091
I'll pick them up later.
900
01:31:00,840 --> 01:31:04,266
I think we shouldn't
See you in a while, Erik.
901
01:31:04,467 --> 01:31:05,435
I know.
902
01:31:09,059 --> 01:31:12,563
but you can call me
if you need me for something.
903
01:31:13,683 --> 01:31:14,400
No.
904
01:31:15,560 --> 01:31:17,274
I can't do that.
905
01:31:19,444 --> 01:31:20,352
It's okay.
906
01:31:23,098 --> 01:31:25,035
I love you, Paul.
907
01:31:26,214 --> 01:31:29,825
Yes?
I wonder.
908
01:31:30,531 --> 01:31:31,589
I love you.
909
01:31:38,772 --> 01:31:42,574
OK.
Enough of this.
910
01:31:43,288 --> 01:31:44,761
I'm going to work.
911
01:31:46,725 --> 01:31:48,690
I have many things
what to do today
912
01:32:09,391 --> 01:32:10,896
That you are fine.
913
01:32:11,400 --> 01:32:13,126
It will be.
914
01:33:43,700 --> 01:33:50,700
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