1
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.

2
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- April.
- Huh?

3
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- Cutting board?
- Corner cabinet

4
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by the lazy Susan.

5
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- Yeah.
- And you still haven't

6
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weighed in on the paint choices
that I asked you about.

7
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- Uh, what room is that for
again?

8
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- The den. Come on, Tate.

9
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I've been working
on this remodel for weeks.

10
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- I know. I know.
I'm sorry, babe.

11
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I love that you're
making my house our house.

12
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I love that we set a date
for the wedding.

13
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- But I'm driving you crazy.
- Yep.

14
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- [laughs]
- You know what?

15
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Stuck in a house on TB leave--
I get it.

16
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- I mean, I've been trying
to keep busy,

17
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'cause when I'm not,
I can't help but worry.

18
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- First ultrasound today.

19
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- Yeah.

20
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- It's gonna be perfect.

21
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[chatter, sirens blaring]

22
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- Are you crazy?
Where's your jacket?

23
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- Don't need it.
I love the crisp winter air.

24
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- Yeah, right.
I can see your goose bumps.

25
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- Oh, you mean
my pilomotor reflex?

26
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- Oh, good God.
[both laugh]

27
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- Anyway,
this weather is balmy.

28
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Do you remember that February

29
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when you and Jeff
and me and Lisa

30
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we rented that cabin
at Lake Mendota?

31
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- Yes.
- And then we got hammered

32
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on that box of wine
we found in the pantry.

33
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- Which led to the hot tub.

34
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- Which led to you sneaking
a peek.

35
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- I did not!
Did you?

36
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- No.
Course not.

37
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[both laugh]

38
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- You're terrible.

39
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Ugh! [shivers]

40
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Seems like a lifetime ago.

41
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How'd we lose touch
for so long?

42
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- I'm not sure.

43
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[sirens wailing]

44
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Life of a med student.
Lunch'll wait.

45
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- Ricky Wade, GCS 15,
vitals stable.

46
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- You're going to Treatment 4,
Dr. Choi.

47
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- Trauma to the left ear
with hematoma,

48
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multiple dislocated fingers,

49
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expanding hematoma
of the anterior thigh.

50
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Refused the board and collar.

51
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- I'm not a cripple.
I could'a walked.

52
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- I know. MMA.
Feel no pain, right?

53
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- Any loss of consciousness?
Dizziness?

54
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- Hell no.
That bitch barely connected.

55
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- Cage doc called the fight.

56
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Said it was
a freakin' bloodbath.

57
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- All right.
Let's get an IV in him,

58
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then a gram of Ancef.

59
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[alarm beeps]
The opponent?

60
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- Yep.
You're going to Treatment 3.

61
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- Thanks.
- Cyrus Hammad. GCS 15.

62
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Significant swelling
to his left eye

63
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and bruising on the right flank.

64
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No loss of consciousness,

65
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but the fight doc wanted
to have him looked at anyway.

66
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- You're lucky
that doc stopped the fight.

67
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I would've pounded you
into a living--

68
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- Hey! Not in the cage anymore,
huh? Give it a rest.

69
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History and physical
and a detailed neuro exam.

70
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- Got it.
I'll shout if I need you.

71
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- Yeah.

72
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- Excuse me.
- Yes?

73
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- I'm looking for my brother,
Cyrus Hammad.

74
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- Cheating-ass punks.

75
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What did you do?
Grease some palms?

76
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You know your bro was
getting his ass beat.

77
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- I'm gonna need security
in the ED.

78
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- [grunts]
- Dr. Choi! Stop him!

79
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- Come on! Come on! Come on!
[all shouting at once]

80
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- Chill out!

81
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- Walk away.

82
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You okay?
- Yeah.

83
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[dramatic music]

84
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*

85
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- It's swollen. Let's get
some ice on his thigh and hands.

86
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- Had that A-rab eating mat
in the first round.

87
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Should'a stomped him
into oblivion.

88
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- You've got a lot of blood
in your ear, Mr. Wade.

89
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I need to release the pressure
around the cartilage

90
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or it will cauliflower.

91
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- Skip the lido.

92
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Last thing I need's
a mile-long hospital bill.

93
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- You're gonna feel it.
You sure?

94
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Suit yourself.

95
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- [yells]

96
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Damn it, that hurts
like a mother.

97
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[Ricky yelling]

98
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- Bastard was
all about cheap shots.

99
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- Towel head.
What do you expect?

100
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[grunting, breathing heavily]

101
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- Gonna put a dressing
on the ear

102
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and get a CT head and face.

103
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Also some X-rays of the hands.

104
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What have we got?

105
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- Moderate swelling
in his left orbit,

106
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probable fracture.

107
00:04:05,133 --> 00:04:08,069
- Inbreds. Always go
for the low-hanging fruit.

108
00:04:08,102 --> 00:04:10,539
- Elbow strike?

109
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- Hammerfist.

110
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Sounds bad. I know.
But it was a legal shot.

111
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[pained breathing]

112
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- May have
a couple fractured ribs.

113
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- CT orbits and facial bones
to start,

114
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chest X-ray for the ribs?

115
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- Thanks.

116
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- [indistinct]

117
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I should hit up Rasheed.

118
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Get these jackasses
in the parking lot,

119
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show them how the towel heads
do it.

120
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- Aamir, let it go.

121
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- This is why you fight, Cyrus.

122
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- Not anymore.

123
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You can't control ignorance,

124
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only how you react.

125
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Surah Al shura verse 40.

126
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[speaking Arabic]

127
00:05:01,656 --> 00:05:03,124
- Scans may take a while.

128
00:05:03,157 --> 00:05:05,627
Moving around's gonna hurt
like hell.

129
00:05:05,660 --> 00:05:07,028
How's a bit of morphine sound?

130
00:05:07,061 --> 00:05:08,897
- Like heaven.

131
00:05:15,670 --> 00:05:18,139
- Findings showed that people
with higher confidence tend

132
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to use open,
expansive postures.

133
00:05:20,409 --> 00:05:23,044
- Sure. Runner crosses
the finish line,

134
00:05:23,077 --> 00:05:24,879
throw their hands up
in victory.

135
00:05:24,913 --> 00:05:28,049
- Exactly. Conversely,
those who are timid or defensive

136
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make themselves small.

137
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They'll slouch in their seats,

138
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cross their arms,
their legs,

139
00:05:32,454 --> 00:05:34,956
and actually what is really cool
is, um--

140
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- Hey. How you guys doing?

141
00:05:36,691 --> 00:05:38,393
- Good, good.
- So far, so good.

142
00:05:38,427 --> 00:05:40,729
You know, just another day.

143
00:05:42,664 --> 00:05:45,934
Um, so, dinner tonight?
Our usual spot?

144
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- You got it.
- Good.

145
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Bye.

146
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- I will catch you guys later.

147
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- [clears throat loudly]

148
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Crossed arms.

149
00:06:01,049 --> 00:06:02,751
- What?
- Crossed arms.

150
00:06:04,185 --> 00:06:06,688
Sorry.
- Hey, Daniel?

151
00:06:06,721 --> 00:06:10,492
I need you to evaluate
a potential organ recipient

152
00:06:10,525 --> 00:06:14,195
to see if she's a candidate
for transplant.

153
00:06:14,228 --> 00:06:17,999
Her name's Meghan Scott.
LVAD. Still in SICU.

154
00:06:18,032 --> 00:06:19,934
I know it's delicate,

155
00:06:19,968 --> 00:06:23,171
but if you could get it back
to me by the end of the day?

156
00:06:23,204 --> 00:06:24,673
- I will do my very best.

157
00:06:24,706 --> 00:06:27,041
- Thank you.

158
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- Yeah. For two at 8:00 p.m.

159
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Great. Thank you.

160
00:06:32,246 --> 00:06:34,148
- Look at you, all smiles.

161
00:06:34,182 --> 00:06:35,684
Hot date?

162
00:06:35,717 --> 00:06:37,486
- Surprise date.
- Oh, shh.

163
00:06:37,519 --> 00:06:39,954
- I'm taking Nina to this
French restaurant on Monroe,

164
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Cochon Volant Brasserie.
- Nice.

165
00:06:41,556 --> 00:06:43,758
- Actually, it's
Cochon Volant Brasserie.

166
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- Dr. Stohl.

167
00:06:46,194 --> 00:06:48,029
- Personally,
I prefer Alinea.

168
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It's American molecular
gastronomy at its finest.

169
00:06:51,132 --> 00:06:53,702
Highly ranked
on the S.Pelligrino list.

170
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- Didn't realize you were back
from your sabbatical already.

171
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- Or that you spoke French.

172
00:06:57,271 --> 00:06:58,840
- Enough to get by.

173
00:07:02,143 --> 00:07:03,812
- Something I can do for you,
Dr. Stohl?

174
00:07:03,845 --> 00:07:06,180
- My "sabbatical" was

175
00:07:06,214 --> 00:07:08,983
a World Health Organization
assignment.

176
00:07:09,017 --> 00:07:11,986
I advised nongovernmental
emergency medical teams

177
00:07:12,020 --> 00:07:16,157
on how best to respond and treat
SODs.

178
00:07:16,190 --> 00:07:19,093
Sudden Onset Disasters.

179
00:07:19,127 --> 00:07:21,262
We should sit down
and talk about it.

180
00:07:21,295 --> 00:07:23,532
- Sure. Sounds great.

181
00:07:27,769 --> 00:07:29,170
- Who is that?

182
00:07:29,203 --> 00:07:31,172
- The troll.

183
00:07:31,205 --> 00:07:33,842
- Our beloved
Chief of Emergency Medicine.

184
00:07:33,875 --> 00:07:35,076
- Okay.

185
00:07:35,109 --> 00:07:37,111
- Talk about
sudden onset disasters.

186
00:07:38,146 --> 00:07:40,281
- I've been sober
almost three years.

187
00:07:40,314 --> 00:07:42,584
It's--it's not been easy.

188
00:07:42,617 --> 00:07:45,086
Temptation never really
goes away.

189
00:07:45,119 --> 00:07:46,988
- But you've done it, Mom.

190
00:07:47,021 --> 00:07:49,123
- Um, you been going
to meetings?

191
00:07:49,157 --> 00:07:52,160
- Alcoholics Anonymous?
I tried,

192
00:07:52,193 --> 00:07:55,029
but the endless talk
about hitting rock bottom--

193
00:07:55,063 --> 00:07:57,298
I know it's supposed to be
cathartic,

194
00:07:57,331 --> 00:08:01,536
but it just put me
in a worse mental space.

195
00:08:01,570 --> 00:08:04,205
- So, no meetings, no therapy.

196
00:08:04,238 --> 00:08:07,542
Um, any relapses?

197
00:08:07,576 --> 00:08:10,779
Wow. Well, it's remarkable that
you've been able to stay sober.

198
00:08:10,812 --> 00:08:11,813
Congratulations.

199
00:08:11,846 --> 00:08:13,181
- Thank you.

200
00:08:14,215 --> 00:08:15,617
- I--I started meditating

201
00:08:15,650 --> 00:08:20,021
and setting small,
achievable goals,

202
00:08:20,054 --> 00:08:21,823
and of course, Bria.

203
00:08:22,924 --> 00:08:26,194
- The crew
Mom used to hang with--

204
00:08:26,227 --> 00:08:28,797
I helped her see they were
bad influences.

205
00:08:28,830 --> 00:08:30,031
She dropped them all.

206
00:08:30,064 --> 00:08:32,200
No more bars, nightlife.

207
00:08:33,334 --> 00:08:36,270
She's a homebody now.

208
00:08:36,304 --> 00:08:39,574
- It's senior year. Must be nice
to have Mom home more.

209
00:08:39,608 --> 00:08:42,243
- Is college in the picture?
- Yes.

210
00:08:42,276 --> 00:08:44,145
But not right away.

211
00:08:44,178 --> 00:08:47,115
- We've agreed I'd
take a year off before applying.

212
00:08:48,082 --> 00:08:51,119
- [coughing]

213
00:08:52,353 --> 00:08:53,822
I'm sorry.

214
00:08:53,855 --> 00:08:55,289
A bit parched.

215
00:09:00,328 --> 00:09:04,833
I just--I just want this
to be over.

216
00:09:04,866 --> 00:09:08,102
- It's just important
that you understand that...

217
00:09:08,136 --> 00:09:10,872
this would be a life-changing
event, the surgery,

218
00:09:10,905 --> 00:09:14,242
and could really shake up
your and Bria's routine,

219
00:09:14,275 --> 00:09:16,911
so it's very important
that you--

220
00:09:16,945 --> 00:09:18,913
you have a postsurgical plan
in place.

221
00:09:18,947 --> 00:09:21,382
- I plan to keep doing
what I've been doing.

222
00:09:21,415 --> 00:09:23,284
Going solo has worked.

223
00:09:24,418 --> 00:09:26,621
I need to make sure
it keeps working.

224
00:09:33,327 --> 00:09:35,196
- What's the status
with the room change, Maggie?

225
00:09:35,229 --> 00:09:37,265
These guys next-door
to each other are like napalm.

226
00:09:37,298 --> 00:09:39,200
- I'm working on it, Dr. Choi.

227
00:09:39,233 --> 00:09:40,935
- Thanks.

228
00:09:48,242 --> 00:09:50,879
Hey, man. Where you headed?

229
00:09:50,912 --> 00:09:52,714
- [sighs]
To grab a pop.

230
00:09:52,747 --> 00:09:56,217
- Vending machine's
in the waiting room, that way.

231
00:09:56,250 --> 00:09:57,952
- So that's how it's gonna be?

232
00:09:59,721 --> 00:10:01,289
Whatever.

233
00:10:08,697 --> 00:10:11,299
- Hey, don't let those ass-wipes
get to you.

234
00:10:11,332 --> 00:10:13,434
Just trying to be tough guys.

235
00:10:13,467 --> 00:10:15,269
- No, Jeff.

236
00:10:15,303 --> 00:10:16,671
It goes deeper.

237
00:10:18,472 --> 00:10:22,176
Not many families with the
last name Choi where I grew up.

238
00:10:22,210 --> 00:10:23,945
Know the type all too well.

239
00:10:27,949 --> 00:10:30,251
- Dr. Manning,
you're going to Trauma 3.

240
00:10:30,284 --> 00:10:32,954
- Got it.
- Ted Baylor. 21-year-old male.

241
00:10:32,987 --> 00:10:34,255
Friends found him
in his dorm room

242
00:10:34,288 --> 00:10:36,357
hooked up to the Xbox
and unresponsive.

243
00:10:36,390 --> 00:10:38,993
Gave him fluids and oxygen
in the field.

244
00:10:39,027 --> 00:10:41,329
- Glucose level?
- Blood sugar's 800.

245
00:10:41,362 --> 00:10:42,263
- That's sky-high.

246
00:10:42,296 --> 00:10:43,998
- See the train kept rolling
without me.

247
00:10:44,032 --> 00:10:46,267
- Yep. Welcome back.
We missed you.

248
00:10:48,002 --> 00:10:49,771
- All right. On my count.

249
00:10:49,804 --> 00:10:51,672
One, two, three.

250
00:10:54,008 --> 00:10:56,044
- Mr. Baylor? Mr. Baylor?

251
00:10:56,077 --> 00:10:57,746
He's out. Sternal?
- Yep.

252
00:11:00,314 --> 00:11:01,182
- There he is.

253
00:11:01,215 --> 00:11:03,184
Mr. Baylor,
do you know where you are?

254
00:11:03,217 --> 00:11:04,252
- Hospital.

255
00:11:04,285 --> 00:11:07,421
- Okay. He's able to speak
and protect his airway.

256
00:11:07,455 --> 00:11:09,357
- Good breath sounds.
Lungs are clear.

257
00:11:09,390 --> 00:11:11,192
- Maintaining oxygen saturation.

258
00:11:11,225 --> 00:11:12,360
- All right,
let's keep him on the O2,

259
00:11:12,393 --> 00:11:13,461
bolus another liter of fluid,

260
00:11:13,494 --> 00:11:14,729
and start an insulin drip.

261
00:11:14,763 --> 00:11:15,997
- Labs?

262
00:11:16,030 --> 00:11:17,298
- What do you think?

263
00:11:17,331 --> 00:11:19,300
- Likely diabetic ketoacidosis,

264
00:11:19,333 --> 00:11:21,335
so, CBC, CMP, VBG,

265
00:11:21,369 --> 00:11:24,372
hemoglobin, A1-C,
and another Accu-Chek.

266
00:11:24,405 --> 00:11:27,341
For cardiac,
troponin and an EKG.

267
00:11:27,375 --> 00:11:29,043
- Nice job.

268
00:11:32,013 --> 00:11:33,447
[alarm sounding]
- Help! Help!

269
00:11:33,481 --> 00:11:34,515
Something's wrong!

270
00:11:34,548 --> 00:11:36,417
- I got it. What happened?

271
00:11:36,450 --> 00:11:38,386
[alarm sounding]

272
00:11:38,419 --> 00:11:39,453
What happened?

273
00:11:39,487 --> 00:11:41,455
- He was talking,
and then his eyes rolled back.

274
00:11:41,489 --> 00:11:43,224
I--I don't--

275
00:11:43,257 --> 00:11:45,093
- Get a [indistinct]
right away.

276
00:11:45,126 --> 00:11:46,527
- Got a pulse,
but he can't protect his airway.

277
00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:47,996
- We need to intubate.
Draw up meds.

278
00:11:48,029 --> 00:11:50,464
20 of etomidate, 100 of sux.

279
00:11:50,498 --> 00:11:53,034
- Is he gonna be okay?
- We'll see.

280
00:11:53,067 --> 00:11:56,037
[dramatic music]

281
00:11:56,070 --> 00:11:58,339
*

282
00:11:58,372 --> 00:12:00,108
Hold the meds.

283
00:12:00,141 --> 00:12:03,077
Don't need them.
No gag reflex.

284
00:12:03,111 --> 00:12:05,046
I'm in. Bag him.

285
00:12:05,079 --> 00:12:07,415
Let's get an OG tube down
to decompress his stomach.

286
00:12:07,448 --> 00:12:09,350
[respirations]

287
00:12:09,383 --> 00:12:11,319
- Pupil's blown.
- Must have a head bleed.

288
00:12:11,352 --> 00:12:13,487
Page neurosurgery.
We need a stat head CT.

289
00:12:31,205 --> 00:12:31,339
.

290
00:12:31,672 --> 00:12:32,974
- Hi.

291
00:12:33,007 --> 00:12:34,809
- Dr. Manning, I presume?

292
00:12:34,843 --> 00:12:36,845
- [chuckles]
- I know. Corny.

293
00:12:36,878 --> 00:12:40,214
- A little. But making jokes?
Feeling better?

294
00:12:40,248 --> 00:12:41,215
- Compared to before?

295
00:12:41,249 --> 00:12:44,886
I mean, it still feels
like I got hit by a truck.

296
00:12:44,919 --> 00:12:46,220
What happened?

297
00:12:46,254 --> 00:12:48,222
- Your body wasn't producing
enough insulin

298
00:12:48,256 --> 00:12:49,924
to control your blood sugar,

299
00:12:49,958 --> 00:12:51,960
so it spiked
and it knocked you out.

300
00:12:51,993 --> 00:12:54,228
- Is it diabetes?
- Yes.

301
00:12:54,262 --> 00:12:55,396
- Ugh.

302
00:12:55,429 --> 00:12:57,131
- But the crisis period is over.

303
00:12:57,165 --> 00:13:00,869
Your blood sugar levels are
improving.

304
00:13:00,902 --> 00:13:02,971
- [grunts]

305
00:13:03,004 --> 00:13:04,906
- You okay?

306
00:13:04,939 --> 00:13:06,908
- It's just a little tender.

307
00:13:06,941 --> 00:13:08,509
- Do you mind
if I take a look?

308
00:13:14,248 --> 00:13:15,884
- Oh!

309
00:13:15,917 --> 00:13:17,251
- Pain scale, one to ten?

310
00:13:17,285 --> 00:13:18,419
- 12.

311
00:13:18,452 --> 00:13:20,454
- Okay.

312
00:13:20,488 --> 00:13:22,123
How long has your stomach
been hurting?

313
00:13:22,156 --> 00:13:23,457
- A few days.

314
00:13:23,491 --> 00:13:25,159
I mean, it's winter break.

315
00:13:25,193 --> 00:13:29,463
Just more cheap beer and pizza
than usual.

316
00:13:29,497 --> 00:13:31,132
I figured it was
just indigestion.

317
00:13:31,165 --> 00:13:32,934
Is it the diabetes?

318
00:13:34,202 --> 00:13:36,437
- No.

319
00:13:36,470 --> 00:13:38,072
Gallstones.

320
00:13:40,141 --> 00:13:42,143
I would like to run
some additional blood tests

321
00:13:42,176 --> 00:13:43,444
and get an MRCP,

322
00:13:43,477 --> 00:13:45,980
a more detailed scan
of your stomach, okay?

323
00:13:46,014 --> 00:13:47,481
- Mm-hmm.
- Is there anyone

324
00:13:47,515 --> 00:13:48,917
I can call for you?

325
00:13:48,950 --> 00:13:50,151
- No. My dad's on his way.

326
00:13:50,184 --> 00:13:51,185
- All right.

327
00:13:51,219 --> 00:13:53,554
- He had them.

328
00:13:53,587 --> 00:13:55,456
Gallstones.

329
00:13:55,489 --> 00:13:57,892
They're a fat person's problem,
aren't they?

330
00:13:57,926 --> 00:14:00,228
- They are often tied
to obesity.

331
00:14:00,261 --> 00:14:02,030
Diabetes as well.

332
00:14:02,063 --> 00:14:03,898
But, you know,
with lifestyle changes,

333
00:14:03,932 --> 00:14:05,466
these things are manageable.

334
00:14:05,499 --> 00:14:08,502
- You mean like diet
and exercise?

335
00:14:08,536 --> 00:14:10,004
- You're only 21.

336
00:14:10,038 --> 00:14:11,239
It'd be easier than you think.

337
00:14:11,272 --> 00:14:13,174
I'll be back shortly.

338
00:14:17,111 --> 00:14:18,246
- [sighs]

339
00:14:18,279 --> 00:14:21,515
[saw buzzing]

340
00:14:23,017 --> 00:14:30,091
*

341
00:14:37,631 --> 00:14:39,233
- Massive hemorrhaging
in his brain.

342
00:14:39,267 --> 00:14:41,569
Trying to get the swelling
under control.

343
00:14:41,602 --> 00:14:43,604
- Decompressive craniectomy.

344
00:14:43,637 --> 00:14:45,974
Opening up the skull
should relieve the pressure.

345
00:14:46,007 --> 00:14:47,275
- Yeah, but right before
they put him under,

346
00:14:47,308 --> 00:14:49,110
he had a Cushing's reflex.

347
00:14:49,143 --> 00:14:50,278
Dropped his heart rate,

348
00:14:50,311 --> 00:14:52,947
and his BP went
through the roof.

349
00:14:52,981 --> 00:14:54,348
- Hang in, man.

350
00:15:01,089 --> 00:15:03,124
[indistinct chatter]

351
00:15:05,359 --> 00:15:07,228
- Mm-hmm. Yeah.

352
00:15:09,363 --> 00:15:11,532
All right, I'll check.

353
00:15:11,565 --> 00:15:13,201
Sure. Uh-huh.

354
00:15:15,669 --> 00:15:18,006
- Everything okay?

355
00:15:18,039 --> 00:15:20,341
- Yeah. Why wouldn't it be?

356
00:15:20,374 --> 00:15:23,011
- So, uh--
so, Meghan Scott.

357
00:15:23,044 --> 00:15:26,280
- I got to say
I have some reservations.

358
00:15:26,314 --> 00:15:28,616
- But she's three years sober
and committed to staying clean.

359
00:15:28,649 --> 00:15:31,319
- Yeah. Without a plan
or strategy to avoid relapse.

360
00:15:31,352 --> 00:15:34,322
Addiction is never conquered.
Only managed.

361
00:15:34,355 --> 00:15:36,624
- But she's got a support system
in her daughter.

362
00:15:36,657 --> 00:15:38,092
Bria's involved.

363
00:15:38,126 --> 00:15:39,260
- Maybe too involved.

364
00:15:39,293 --> 00:15:40,995
I mean, by delaying college,

365
00:15:41,029 --> 00:15:43,164
she is valuating
her mother's life over her own,

366
00:15:43,197 --> 00:15:45,299
and as admirable
as that may seem,

367
00:15:45,333 --> 00:15:46,634
it just doesn't tend to last.

368
00:15:46,667 --> 00:15:49,003
- Meghan's sick.
It makes sense

369
00:15:49,037 --> 00:15:50,204
that she'd want
to take care of her.

370
00:15:50,238 --> 00:15:54,308
- There's a very fine line
between a healthy support system

371
00:15:54,342 --> 00:15:56,044
and an unhealthy dependence.

372
00:15:56,077 --> 00:15:58,579
I mean, did you see
during the evaluation

373
00:15:58,612 --> 00:16:02,316
Meghan needed her daughter's
help to reach a glass of water

374
00:16:02,350 --> 00:16:06,254
that was literally
right in front of her?

375
00:16:06,287 --> 00:16:08,189
Look, it's a gut-wrenching
process,

376
00:16:08,222 --> 00:16:10,358
and we just have to remember

377
00:16:10,391 --> 00:16:13,594
that we give Meghan a heart,

378
00:16:13,627 --> 00:16:16,064
we could be denying one
to somebody who is

379
00:16:16,097 --> 00:16:17,398
just as deserving

380
00:16:17,431 --> 00:16:19,633
and might have
a better chance of success.

381
00:16:19,667 --> 00:16:23,237
- So Meghan's a no?

382
00:16:23,271 --> 00:16:24,338
- No, I didn't say that.

383
00:16:24,372 --> 00:16:27,208
I just--

384
00:16:27,241 --> 00:16:29,143
I just want to sit with it
a little longer.

385
00:16:30,378 --> 00:16:32,213
- Okay.

386
00:16:34,415 --> 00:16:36,184
- That gallbladder's
really inflamed.

387
00:16:36,217 --> 00:16:37,351
It's full of stones.

388
00:16:37,385 --> 00:16:38,619
But it doesn't look
like any have dropped

389
00:16:38,652 --> 00:16:39,720
into the common bile duct.

390
00:16:39,753 --> 00:16:42,056
- Oh, but it's only a matter
of time before one does

391
00:16:42,090 --> 00:16:43,257
and causes a major obstruction.

392
00:16:43,291 --> 00:16:44,192
- Right.

393
00:16:44,225 --> 00:16:46,394
Well, play it safe,
remove the gallbladder?

394
00:16:46,427 --> 00:16:48,362
- Yes, except his latest labs.

395
00:16:48,396 --> 00:16:51,199
Calcium's low.
Amylase, lipase, white cells

396
00:16:51,232 --> 00:16:53,167
are all through the roof.

397
00:16:53,201 --> 00:16:55,269
- Gallstone pancreatitis. Man.

398
00:16:55,303 --> 00:16:57,671
- The swelling is really bad.

399
00:16:57,705 --> 00:16:59,340
[sighs]

400
00:17:00,408 --> 00:17:03,277
Right now I think we should
up his IV fluids

401
00:17:03,311 --> 00:17:05,413
and start a course
of IV nutrition.

402
00:17:05,446 --> 00:17:06,714
- Should buy him a few days,

403
00:17:06,747 --> 00:17:08,249
give his pancreas time
to cool off.

404
00:17:08,282 --> 00:17:09,717
Good idea.
- Good.

405
00:17:11,419 --> 00:17:13,154
- What does this mean?

406
00:17:13,187 --> 00:17:16,724
His pupils are nonreactive?

407
00:17:18,492 --> 00:17:20,361
- The bleeding in Cyrus's brain

408
00:17:20,394 --> 00:17:22,263
has caused significant injury.

409
00:17:22,296 --> 00:17:25,399
Despite the surgeon's
best efforts,

410
00:17:25,433 --> 00:17:28,669
Cyrus has slipped into
a persistent vegetative state.

411
00:17:28,702 --> 00:17:30,404
- A coma?

412
00:17:35,309 --> 00:17:38,146
- But he can wake up, no?

413
00:17:38,179 --> 00:17:39,380
It's possible?

414
00:17:42,183 --> 00:17:44,452
- I'm sorry, but it's
more likely he stays like this

415
00:17:44,485 --> 00:17:46,287
or devolves to brain death.

416
00:17:47,721 --> 00:17:49,357
- That referee--

417
00:17:49,390 --> 00:17:51,125
he should've stopped the fight
earlier.

418
00:17:51,159 --> 00:17:52,025
Cyrus was dominant.

419
00:17:52,059 --> 00:17:55,296
- The crowd--
they cheered for blood.

420
00:17:55,329 --> 00:17:59,200
They wanted to see
the Muslim boy get killed.

421
00:17:59,233 --> 00:18:02,203
[somber music]

422
00:18:02,236 --> 00:18:09,310
*

423
00:18:15,383 --> 00:18:17,351
- Hey.
- Hey.

424
00:18:17,385 --> 00:18:20,388
Oh! [laughs]
All bundled up?

425
00:18:20,421 --> 00:18:23,391
You--you realize
your pilomotor reflex is

426
00:18:23,424 --> 00:18:24,825
the first step
towards frostbite?

427
00:18:24,858 --> 00:18:25,959
- Yeah. Something like that.

428
00:18:25,993 --> 00:18:28,729
- So you know, I've been sitting
on this for a while now,

429
00:18:28,762 --> 00:18:31,365
and, uh,
it might sound silly,

430
00:18:31,399 --> 00:18:34,368
but I believe if couples are
good travel partners,

431
00:18:34,402 --> 00:18:38,272
then they have what it takes
to have a future.

432
00:18:39,240 --> 00:18:40,374
So what do you think?

433
00:18:40,408 --> 00:18:43,811
New Orleans?
Drinks, food, music.

434
00:18:48,249 --> 00:18:50,251
- I--
[clears throat]

435
00:18:50,284 --> 00:18:53,287
"I sometimes imagine
it was the other way around:

436
00:18:53,321 --> 00:18:56,757
that Lisa was your wife
and Natalie was mine."

437
00:18:56,790 --> 00:18:58,226
- What are you talking about?

438
00:18:58,259 --> 00:19:00,461
- I said that to Jeff.

439
00:19:00,494 --> 00:19:01,562
That's why we all lost touch.

440
00:19:01,595 --> 00:19:03,464
He didn't want us
to hang out anymore.

441
00:19:04,598 --> 00:19:06,534
- I don't understand.

442
00:19:06,567 --> 00:19:08,802
- Right when Lisa and I
started to go sideways,

443
00:19:08,836 --> 00:19:11,239
you and Jeff met me
out at Twin Anchors

444
00:19:11,272 --> 00:19:12,506
for moral support.

445
00:19:12,540 --> 00:19:14,308
- Yeah. I remember.

446
00:19:14,342 --> 00:19:16,310
- You were up at the bar
ordering a round,

447
00:19:16,344 --> 00:19:18,312
and I was looking at you,
and I just said it.

448
00:19:18,346 --> 00:19:20,414
- Why?

449
00:19:20,448 --> 00:19:22,416
- 'Cause my marriage was
falling apart

450
00:19:22,450 --> 00:19:23,251
and I was a little bit drunk,

451
00:19:23,284 --> 00:19:26,587
and right at that moment,
it was true.

452
00:19:26,620 --> 00:19:29,223
Jeff, of course, flipped out,

453
00:19:29,257 --> 00:19:30,591
and I mean,
if you weren't there,

454
00:19:30,624 --> 00:19:31,825
it might've gotten ugly.

455
00:19:31,859 --> 00:19:33,794
- And you're
just telling me this now?

456
00:19:33,827 --> 00:19:35,563
- I know. I should've told you
this morning when you asked.

457
00:19:35,596 --> 00:19:37,431
- This morning?

458
00:19:37,465 --> 00:19:39,433
How about when you showed up
as a med student?

459
00:19:39,467 --> 00:19:41,235
Or before we slept together,

460
00:19:41,269 --> 00:19:43,804
or before I let you
into my life?

461
00:19:43,837 --> 00:19:45,539
Unbelievable.

462
00:19:54,382 --> 00:19:55,449
Hi.

463
00:19:55,483 --> 00:19:56,917
- Setting up grocery delivery.

464
00:19:56,950 --> 00:19:58,586
Farewell,
supermarket temptations.

465
00:19:58,619 --> 00:20:00,254
- Well,
that's a good first step.

466
00:20:00,288 --> 00:20:01,355
- Mm-hmm.
- You know there's some great

467
00:20:01,389 --> 00:20:02,623
apps for tracking calories too.

468
00:20:02,656 --> 00:20:04,658
- That's way down the line.
I mean,

469
00:20:04,692 --> 00:20:07,461
after I get a handle on GMOs,
gluten,

470
00:20:07,495 --> 00:20:09,297
organic versus farm-fresh.

471
00:20:09,330 --> 00:20:11,665
I--it's why I like fast food.
It's simple.

472
00:20:11,699 --> 00:20:12,933
- You know what?
Why don't I page

473
00:20:12,966 --> 00:20:14,368
the hospital's nutritionist,

474
00:20:14,402 --> 00:20:15,603
have her come in for a consult?

475
00:20:15,636 --> 00:20:17,838
- [takes deep breath]

476
00:20:17,871 --> 00:20:19,507
- You okay?

477
00:20:19,540 --> 00:20:20,374
- I've just been feeling

478
00:20:20,408 --> 00:20:22,576
a little bit short of breath,
and--

479
00:20:22,610 --> 00:20:24,512
- Just come on now?

480
00:20:24,545 --> 00:20:27,415
- A couple minutes ago.

481
00:20:27,448 --> 00:20:29,583
Is it a reaction
to all the meds, or--

482
00:20:29,617 --> 00:20:31,652
- No. They're just sparking
your immune system.

483
00:20:31,685 --> 00:20:33,687
It shouldn't affect
your breathing.

484
00:20:33,721 --> 00:20:35,489
Sit up for me?

485
00:20:41,895 --> 00:20:44,598
Lungs are clear.
Is the extra oxygen helping?

486
00:20:44,632 --> 00:20:46,434
- No, not really.

487
00:20:46,467 --> 00:20:49,403
- Will? Will, I need a hand.

488
00:20:49,437 --> 00:20:51,605
Stat portable chest X-ray.

489
00:20:51,639 --> 00:20:53,307
- What's going on?
- Blood sugar's normal.

490
00:20:53,341 --> 00:20:55,609
White cells, amylase, lipase--
they're all down.

491
00:20:55,643 --> 00:20:57,678
Everything's good,
except now he can't breathe.

492
00:20:57,711 --> 00:20:58,812
- What's happening?

493
00:20:58,846 --> 00:21:01,715
- Your blood pressure
and oxygen levels keep dropping,

494
00:21:01,749 --> 00:21:03,484
so we're gonna take
a chest X-ray

495
00:21:03,517 --> 00:21:04,952
to try to figure out why.

496
00:21:10,624 --> 00:21:12,493
- Mass in the lung.

497
00:21:17,465 --> 00:21:18,999
- [labored breathing]
- I'm hearing a rub.

498
00:21:19,032 --> 00:21:20,434
It wasn't there before.

499
00:21:20,468 --> 00:21:21,702
- All right. Let's get an echo.

500
00:21:21,735 --> 00:21:22,770
- I can't breathe.

501
00:21:22,803 --> 00:21:25,473
- O2 keeps dropping.
Switching to a full face mask.

502
00:21:31,545 --> 00:21:33,614
- Pericardial effusion.

503
00:21:33,647 --> 00:21:34,648
- What does that mean?

504
00:21:34,682 --> 00:21:35,583
- Keep this on.

505
00:21:35,616 --> 00:21:37,418
There's fluid built up
around your heart.

506
00:21:37,451 --> 00:21:38,719
It's constricting it
from beating.

507
00:21:38,752 --> 00:21:40,454
Bolus another liter of fluid.

508
00:21:40,488 --> 00:21:42,623
Get 125mg Solu-Medrol IV

509
00:21:42,656 --> 00:21:43,924
and a Levophed drip.
- Yes, Doctor.

510
00:21:43,957 --> 00:21:44,992
- Page Dr. Rhodes. We need

511
00:21:45,025 --> 00:21:47,461
to tap this fluid off his heart.

512
00:21:47,495 --> 00:21:48,962
Five minutes ago
he was getting better,

513
00:21:48,996 --> 00:21:50,664
and now he's sicker
than when he came in.

514
00:21:57,938 --> 00:21:58,071
.

515
00:21:58,105 --> 00:22:00,040
[monitors beeping]

516
00:22:04,011 --> 00:22:06,980
[soft dramatic music]

517
00:22:07,014 --> 00:22:14,054
*

518
00:22:17,991 --> 00:22:19,560
- Okay.

519
00:22:25,766 --> 00:22:27,968
So the fluid's
from acute pericarditis.

520
00:22:28,001 --> 00:22:29,970
- Stemming from the mass
in his lungs.

521
00:22:30,003 --> 00:22:31,038
- Drain's a temporary fix,

522
00:22:31,071 --> 00:22:33,474
but his heart is
really struggling.

523
00:22:33,507 --> 00:22:36,076
CT chest will show
exactly what we're dealing with.

524
00:22:37,511 --> 00:22:38,912
- He presented
with hyperglycemia

525
00:22:38,946 --> 00:22:40,881
and gallstone pancreatitis.

526
00:22:40,914 --> 00:22:44,885
There was absolutely no evidence
of a heart problem.

527
00:22:44,918 --> 00:22:47,020
- My time with Dr. Downey,
now Dr. Latham

528
00:22:47,054 --> 00:22:48,889
the one constant:

529
00:22:48,922 --> 00:22:51,592
cardiac events can strike
without warning.

530
00:22:54,127 --> 00:22:55,896
- Thought he was on the mend.

531
00:22:55,929 --> 00:22:57,898
- So did I.

532
00:22:57,931 --> 00:23:00,501
- Look. About earlier--

533
00:23:00,534 --> 00:23:01,902
- Dr. Manning?
- Yeah?

534
00:23:01,935 --> 00:23:03,937
- Ted's father has arrived.

535
00:23:03,971 --> 00:23:04,972
I can fill him in.

536
00:23:05,005 --> 00:23:06,907
- No. I'll do it.

537
00:23:10,944 --> 00:23:13,113
Hi. Dr. Manning.

538
00:23:17,918 --> 00:23:20,954
- [groaning]

539
00:23:21,922 --> 00:23:23,156
[squelching]

540
00:23:24,658 --> 00:23:26,093
[breathing heavily]

541
00:23:28,095 --> 00:23:29,997
- Okay.

542
00:23:30,030 --> 00:23:31,565
Hard part's done.

543
00:23:31,599 --> 00:23:32,966
Big muscle bleeder down deep.

544
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:34,902
Stick tying it now.

545
00:23:36,136 --> 00:23:39,573
- [groaning]

546
00:23:43,176 --> 00:23:46,113
The A-rab,

547
00:23:46,146 --> 00:23:49,082
Cyrus.

548
00:23:49,116 --> 00:23:52,085
You wheeled him out of here,
but he never came back.

549
00:23:52,119 --> 00:23:54,154
What happened?

550
00:23:55,823 --> 00:23:57,057
- Turn for the worse.

551
00:23:57,090 --> 00:24:00,027
- He knew the risk
when he stepped inside the cage.

552
00:24:01,161 --> 00:24:03,063
It's the cost of doing business.

553
00:24:06,033 --> 00:24:08,001
- Shower and change the dressing
every day.

554
00:24:08,035 --> 00:24:10,070
It'll take at least two
to three weeks to heal.

555
00:24:12,873 --> 00:24:14,642
Pack the wound.

556
00:24:16,009 --> 00:24:17,911
Get him out of here.

557
00:24:19,647 --> 00:24:21,649
- Bulky, swollen lymph nodes

558
00:24:21,682 --> 00:24:24,017
and a clear primary mass

559
00:24:24,051 --> 00:24:25,986
in the right lower lobe
of the lung.

560
00:24:26,019 --> 00:24:28,121
- Non-small cell lung cancer?

561
00:24:28,155 --> 00:24:30,157
- [sighs]
The biopsy results are pending,

562
00:24:30,190 --> 00:24:33,627
but I'm almost certain
they'll confirm it.

563
00:24:34,928 --> 00:24:36,964
I'm gonna talk to Dr. Latham
about surgical options.

564
00:24:36,997 --> 00:24:38,966
- All right.
I'll consult with oncology,

565
00:24:38,999 --> 00:24:40,033
get their opinion as well.

566
00:24:40,067 --> 00:24:41,602
- Yeah.

567
00:24:41,635 --> 00:24:43,136
Hey. Sorry, Nat.

568
00:24:43,170 --> 00:24:45,005
- Thank you.
- Yeah.

569
00:24:46,974 --> 00:24:48,942
- Hey, Dr. Charles.

570
00:24:48,976 --> 00:24:51,144
Um, speak with you a second?

571
00:24:51,178 --> 00:24:52,880
- What's up?
- Yeah, so, my--

572
00:24:52,913 --> 00:24:54,047
my heart patient Meghan Scott--

573
00:24:54,081 --> 00:24:55,883
I hadn't heard anything,

574
00:24:55,916 --> 00:24:59,019
so is there something going on
with the transplant eval?

575
00:24:59,052 --> 00:25:00,621
- Well, I know you know
that we're not supposed

576
00:25:00,654 --> 00:25:02,856
to be talking about this,
but unofficially,

577
00:25:02,890 --> 00:25:05,659
her history of addiction
makes her very high risk.

578
00:25:05,693 --> 00:25:07,127
- Wh--
I understand her history,

579
00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:10,864
but we're talking
about her future here.

580
00:25:10,898 --> 00:25:14,034
- Well, her future's
precisely the issue.

581
00:25:14,067 --> 00:25:15,636
I'm sorry, Dr. Rhodes,
but the--

582
00:25:15,669 --> 00:25:16,970
the clearance process--
it's unforgiving.

583
00:25:17,004 --> 00:25:18,706
- No, no, no, no.
Dr. Charles, you spent what?

584
00:25:18,739 --> 00:25:21,008
All of an hour with her?

585
00:25:21,041 --> 00:25:22,743
I've known Meghan
and her daughter Bria

586
00:25:22,776 --> 00:25:23,777
for months now.

587
00:25:23,811 --> 00:25:26,046
- You've known her
within a controlled environment.

588
00:25:26,079 --> 00:25:27,280
The invasive surgery,

589
00:25:27,314 --> 00:25:29,650
the powerful opiates
for pain management,

590
00:25:29,683 --> 00:25:31,184
the rigorous
medication schedule,

591
00:25:31,218 --> 00:25:32,119
the constant check-ups

592
00:25:32,152 --> 00:25:34,154
to make sure she's
not rejecting the organ.

593
00:25:34,187 --> 00:25:36,289
- So you're gonna seal her fate
with a checklist, then?

594
00:25:37,958 --> 00:25:38,859
She doesn't get a heart,
she dies.

595
00:25:38,892 --> 00:25:41,061
She's looking at six months,
maybe a year.

596
00:25:41,094 --> 00:25:45,198
- Do you honestly think
that I don't know that?

597
00:25:45,232 --> 00:25:48,001
Someone's got to make the tough
decisions here, Dr. Rhodes.

598
00:25:48,035 --> 00:25:50,070
I'd thank you to let me
do my job.

599
00:25:58,245 --> 00:26:00,981
- Amniotic fluid level
looks okay.

600
00:26:01,014 --> 00:26:03,784
Same with nuchal translucency.

601
00:26:03,817 --> 00:26:06,954
Fetal heart rate is 180,
nice and strong.

602
00:26:06,987 --> 00:26:09,122
- Aw, yeah, that's a boy.

603
00:26:09,156 --> 00:26:12,225
What's up, little man? Already
looking like a linebacker.

604
00:26:12,259 --> 00:26:15,729
- Um, she looks
like a scientist to me.

605
00:26:18,331 --> 00:26:20,734
Dr. Lee? Something wrong?

606
00:26:22,269 --> 00:26:25,138
- At 12 weeks,
optimal crown chin length is

607
00:26:25,172 --> 00:26:26,239
26 millimeters.

608
00:26:26,273 --> 00:26:28,108
Your fetal measurement is 23.

609
00:26:28,141 --> 00:26:30,343
- Is that still
within the normal range?

610
00:26:30,377 --> 00:26:32,045
- Yes, but on the low end.

611
00:26:32,079 --> 00:26:33,280
Something we need
to keep an eye on.

612
00:26:33,313 --> 00:26:36,049
- Low measurement--
what does it mean?

613
00:26:36,083 --> 00:26:38,251
- The main concern is
anencephaly,

614
00:26:38,285 --> 00:26:41,021
a neural tube defect
that can cause the brain

615
00:26:41,054 --> 00:26:43,056
to develop abnormally.

616
00:26:43,090 --> 00:26:45,759
- Is it because of my TB meds?

617
00:26:57,437 --> 00:26:57,570
.

618
00:26:58,471 --> 00:26:59,139
- [sighs]
She said the TB meds could

619
00:26:59,172 --> 00:27:00,340
possibly be affecting the baby.

620
00:27:00,373 --> 00:27:01,341
That doesn't mean--

621
00:27:01,374 --> 00:27:04,011
- I know.

622
00:27:04,044 --> 00:27:06,346
But what if they are?

623
00:27:06,379 --> 00:27:08,015
You can't stop taking them.

624
00:27:08,048 --> 00:27:12,152
So, where does that leave us?

625
00:27:12,185 --> 00:27:15,022
Look. You're 12 weeks.

626
00:27:15,055 --> 00:27:16,790
If we're considering--

627
00:27:16,824 --> 00:27:17,991
- We're not.

628
00:27:18,025 --> 00:27:19,092
- April,

629
00:27:19,126 --> 00:27:20,761
it's not what I want either,

630
00:27:20,794 --> 00:27:22,796
but if your health is
in question,

631
00:27:22,830 --> 00:27:26,099
the quality of life of our baby
is threatened, I--

632
00:27:26,133 --> 00:27:28,301
we need to understand

633
00:27:28,335 --> 00:27:31,104
this gets riskier,
more complicated

634
00:27:31,138 --> 00:27:32,806
after 14 weeks.

635
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:35,308
- Tate, I am Catholic.

636
00:27:35,342 --> 00:27:37,277
- April, it's my baby too.

637
00:27:37,310 --> 00:27:39,146
Don't I at least get
to discuss this?

638
00:27:39,179 --> 00:27:42,082
- We are not terminating
this pregnancy.

639
00:27:49,256 --> 00:27:52,025
- So how long would I have
to do chemo for?

640
00:27:52,059 --> 00:27:54,127
- That's up to the oncologist.

641
00:27:54,161 --> 00:27:57,130
Generally, it's given in cycles
between one and four weeks long

642
00:27:57,164 --> 00:27:58,365
followed by a period of rest.

643
00:27:58,398 --> 00:28:00,367
- How many cycles?

644
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:03,370
- One average, four to six.

645
00:28:03,403 --> 00:28:06,339
- What about side effects?
The Internet lists thousands.

646
00:28:06,373 --> 00:28:08,809
- It all depends
on how Ted's body reacts.

647
00:28:08,842 --> 00:28:11,244
But yes,
the side effects can add up.

648
00:28:11,278 --> 00:28:14,147
And because of the
gallstone pancreatitis,

649
00:28:14,181 --> 00:28:16,116
they may even be exacerbated.

650
00:28:17,384 --> 00:28:19,319
- Well, all of this
sounds awful.

651
00:28:19,352 --> 00:28:22,089
Um, what am I looking at
with surgery?

652
00:28:22,122 --> 00:28:24,224
- Removal of the mass
via thoracotomy.

653
00:28:24,257 --> 00:28:27,828
I'll open your chest
and peel away the growth

654
00:28:27,861 --> 00:28:29,362
from whatever it's attached to.

655
00:28:29,396 --> 00:28:32,332
- But my pancreatitis--
a few--a few hours ago

656
00:28:32,365 --> 00:28:34,167
it was too dicey
for gallbladder surgery.

657
00:28:34,201 --> 00:28:35,836
How is it okay with all of this?

658
00:28:35,869 --> 00:28:37,905
- Your cardiac function is
compromised.

659
00:28:37,938 --> 00:28:41,875
Preventing heart failure has
to be our chief concern.

660
00:28:41,909 --> 00:28:43,410
- [crying] Dad, I don't know
what I'm gonna do.

661
00:28:43,443 --> 00:28:46,179
I feel like if I make the wrong
decision right now

662
00:28:46,213 --> 00:28:49,249
I'm gonna--
I'm gonna die.

663
00:28:49,282 --> 00:28:51,118
- Do you need an answer
right now?

664
00:28:51,151 --> 00:28:55,088
- Ted, look, I understand
this is all overwhelming,

665
00:28:55,122 --> 00:28:56,389
but you're very sick.

666
00:28:56,423 --> 00:28:58,425
The sooner we start
fighting back--

667
00:28:58,458 --> 00:29:00,327
- Emergency radiation.

668
00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:04,131
Yeah, a single dose intended
only to stabilize

669
00:29:04,164 --> 00:29:05,232
the mass in your lung.

670
00:29:05,265 --> 00:29:07,968
It'll give the pancreatitis
a few more days to heal,

671
00:29:08,001 --> 00:29:09,970
and it'll give you and your dad
more time

672
00:29:10,003 --> 00:29:11,404
to decide on a treatment.

673
00:29:11,438 --> 00:29:13,406
- And if I still choose surgery
after,

674
00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:15,142
it'll be safer, right?

675
00:29:15,175 --> 00:29:16,509
- Theoretically, yes.

676
00:29:16,543 --> 00:29:19,512
- When can I do it?
The radiation.

677
00:29:19,546 --> 00:29:23,283
- Today. I will set it up
with the radiation oncologist.

678
00:29:30,390 --> 00:29:31,458
- You gonna just stand there
staring,

679
00:29:31,491 --> 00:29:33,126
or are you gonna come in?

680
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:37,364
I can't get this frickin'
coffee ring off of--

681
00:29:37,397 --> 00:29:39,332
what's on your mind?

682
00:29:39,366 --> 00:29:41,201
- I know you have reservations,

683
00:29:41,234 --> 00:29:42,469
but I've been reading

684
00:29:42,502 --> 00:29:44,905
about how others have
managed addiction

685
00:29:44,938 --> 00:29:47,340
in unorthodox ways.

686
00:29:47,374 --> 00:29:50,177
There's meditation.
Meghan already does that.

687
00:29:50,210 --> 00:29:52,145
Predicting your weak spots.

688
00:29:52,179 --> 00:29:55,248
She's cut off friends
that were bad influences.

689
00:29:55,282 --> 00:29:56,483
- The problem
with these techniques is

690
00:29:56,516 --> 00:29:58,385
that they're all solo endeavors.

691
00:29:58,418 --> 00:30:01,254
What Meghan needs is the support
of a sober community.

692
00:30:01,288 --> 00:30:03,323
- But she's been successful
without one.

693
00:30:03,356 --> 00:30:04,524
And she's got Bria,

694
00:30:04,557 --> 00:30:06,359
all the reason in the world
to stay sober.

695
00:30:06,393 --> 00:30:08,028
- Won't be enough.

696
00:30:08,061 --> 00:30:10,964
I've been treating addiction
for over 20 years.

697
00:30:10,998 --> 00:30:15,368
And trust me.
I know of what I speak.

698
00:30:15,402 --> 00:30:19,472
My brother lost his battle with
addiction about 14 years ago.

699
00:30:21,474 --> 00:30:23,376
- I am sorry.

700
00:30:23,410 --> 00:30:26,513
- I want Meghan to succeed
just as badly as you do.

701
00:30:28,315 --> 00:30:31,418
But I look at her, and I--

702
00:30:31,451 --> 00:30:34,054
I see my little brother.

703
00:30:34,087 --> 00:30:37,257
He tried to do it solo too.
It just doesn't work.

704
00:30:38,391 --> 00:30:40,393
And I can't in good conscience
recommend her

705
00:30:40,427 --> 00:30:42,295
to the Transplant Committee

706
00:30:42,329 --> 00:30:45,966
without one good, solid,
clinical reason

707
00:30:45,999 --> 00:30:48,201
that might give her a chance
to succeed.

708
00:30:48,235 --> 00:30:52,005
I've been looking for it.
Just--I just can't find it.

709
00:30:55,408 --> 00:30:57,110
- Okay.

710
00:31:06,586 --> 00:31:09,489
- Hey. Okay to discharge
the asthmatic in Treatment 2?

711
00:31:11,258 --> 00:31:14,527
- Yeah. Prednisone and albuterol
scrips are with the clerk.

712
00:31:16,296 --> 00:31:18,265
They've been going
for the last several hours,

713
00:31:18,298 --> 00:31:20,033
trading places.

714
00:31:21,368 --> 00:31:23,403
- They believe prayer can
bring him out.

715
00:31:32,445 --> 00:31:34,381
- What are you doing over here?

716
00:31:34,414 --> 00:31:37,284
- I just, um--

717
00:31:37,317 --> 00:31:38,418
I'm not sure.

718
00:31:38,451 --> 00:31:40,120
- You've been discharged.
Go home.

719
00:31:40,153 --> 00:31:42,022
- You're showing your face
around here?

720
00:31:42,055 --> 00:31:44,091
[indistinct].

721
00:31:44,124 --> 00:31:45,558
- Is he gonna wake up?

722
00:31:45,592 --> 00:31:48,528
- Like you care.
You did this to him. Murderer!

723
00:31:48,561 --> 00:31:51,264
- It's not my fault.
We b--we both wanted to win.

724
00:31:51,298 --> 00:31:53,400
- Go home, Ricky.
- God will punish you.

725
00:31:53,433 --> 00:31:54,401
You will burn in hell!

726
00:31:54,434 --> 00:31:56,103
- Aamir!

727
00:31:57,337 --> 00:31:59,072
Enough.

728
00:32:11,651 --> 00:32:13,453
Come.

729
00:32:14,521 --> 00:32:16,356
Pray with us.

730
00:32:19,359 --> 00:32:21,428
- I'm s--
[voice breaks]

731
00:32:23,430 --> 00:32:26,066
[crying]
I'm sorry.

732
00:32:26,099 --> 00:32:27,767
[sniffles]

733
00:32:31,638 --> 00:32:34,607
[somber music]

734
00:32:34,641 --> 00:32:41,681
*

735
00:32:46,353 --> 00:32:48,355
- Dr. Halstead, a moment.
- Yeah?

736
00:32:48,388 --> 00:32:50,357
- Dr. Manning's patient
Ted Baylor--

737
00:32:50,390 --> 00:32:52,359
I understand surgery was
proposed,

738
00:32:52,392 --> 00:32:54,527
but that radiation will be
tried first.

739
00:32:54,561 --> 00:32:56,429
- As a short-term measure.

740
00:32:56,463 --> 00:32:58,365
- Yeah, well,
it's the size of the mass

741
00:32:58,398 --> 00:32:59,366
that's killing him.

742
00:32:59,399 --> 00:33:00,567
Radiation only stalls
its growth.

743
00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:02,202
It doesn't--
doesn't shrink it.

744
00:33:02,235 --> 00:33:03,736
- Well, Dr. Manning's opinion
and mine

745
00:33:03,770 --> 00:33:06,439
is that radiation is
a much safer option right now.

746
00:33:06,473 --> 00:33:10,543
- Well, you're the attending.
Keep me posted.

747
00:33:17,484 --> 00:33:21,388
- Hey, Daniel, I haven't gotten
your report on Meghan Scott.

748
00:33:21,421 --> 00:33:22,522
How's it going?

749
00:33:22,555 --> 00:33:25,125
- Still dotting the Is,
crossing the Ts.

750
00:33:25,158 --> 00:33:27,360
- You know, I know
these evaluations are difficult,

751
00:33:27,394 --> 00:33:29,696
but if you're looking for
something and not finding it,

752
00:33:29,729 --> 00:33:32,465
maybe it's not there.

753
00:33:32,499 --> 00:33:34,134
- I said I'd have it for you
before the end of the day,

754
00:33:34,167 --> 00:33:35,568
and I will.

755
00:33:37,770 --> 00:33:39,539
- Okay.

756
00:33:43,743 --> 00:33:45,545
- From now on, clean nutrition,

757
00:33:45,578 --> 00:33:46,679
lots of cardio,

758
00:33:46,713 --> 00:33:48,548
diet and exercise.

759
00:33:48,581 --> 00:33:49,582
My dad, too.

760
00:33:49,616 --> 00:33:52,185
- That's the enthusiasm
I was hoping to hear.

761
00:33:52,219 --> 00:33:53,786
- I'm getting a second chance.

762
00:33:53,820 --> 00:33:55,688
I'm not wasting a day of it.

763
00:33:55,722 --> 00:33:57,690
- Good for you.

764
00:33:57,724 --> 00:33:59,459
- [sighs]

765
00:33:59,492 --> 00:34:00,760
Okay, let's do this.

766
00:34:10,270 --> 00:34:12,172
- Natalie, hey.

767
00:34:12,205 --> 00:34:13,473
- [exhales sharply]

768
00:34:14,474 --> 00:34:17,710
- I am so sorry that I didn't
say something sooner.

769
00:34:17,744 --> 00:34:19,779
I was afraid I'd lose you.

770
00:34:21,814 --> 00:34:23,683
Say something, please.

771
00:34:26,286 --> 00:34:30,290
- I was terrified
to move on from Jeff.

772
00:34:30,323 --> 00:34:32,492
Even more afraid
to get involved with you,

773
00:34:32,525 --> 00:34:35,528
my husband's best friend.

774
00:34:35,562 --> 00:34:37,664
And yet I thought
there is no one

775
00:34:37,697 --> 00:34:40,633
Jeff would approve of me being
in a relationship with

776
00:34:40,667 --> 00:34:41,801
more than you.

777
00:34:41,834 --> 00:34:43,470
And you let me think that.

778
00:34:43,503 --> 00:34:45,572
[alarm sounds]
- He's coding! I need help!

779
00:34:45,605 --> 00:34:47,507
- What happened?
- He just dropped.

780
00:34:47,540 --> 00:34:48,575
- Take over compressions.

781
00:34:48,608 --> 00:34:50,577
- Got it. I got it. I got it.
- No pulse. V fib.

782
00:34:50,610 --> 00:34:52,312
Charge 200.
- Charging.

783
00:34:52,345 --> 00:34:53,846
[electricity builds]

784
00:34:54,781 --> 00:34:56,483
- Hold compressions.

785
00:34:56,516 --> 00:34:57,817
Clear.

786
00:34:59,886 --> 00:35:01,454
Resume compressions.

787
00:35:01,488 --> 00:35:03,590
Another milligram epi.
Charge to 300.

788
00:35:03,623 --> 00:35:05,658
- Charging.
[electricity builds]

789
00:35:05,692 --> 00:35:06,659
- Hold compressions.

790
00:35:06,693 --> 00:35:08,295
Clear.

791
00:35:09,796 --> 00:35:12,799
[monitor flatlining]

792
00:35:13,766 --> 00:35:15,502
- Asystole.

793
00:35:15,535 --> 00:35:18,305
[flatlining]

794
00:35:19,272 --> 00:35:20,740
- You gonna call it?

795
00:35:23,610 --> 00:35:26,379
- Time of death 17:32.

796
00:35:29,682 --> 00:35:32,652
[dramatic music]

797
00:35:41,428 --> 00:35:41,561
.

798
00:35:42,128 --> 00:35:44,397
[somber music]

799
00:35:44,431 --> 00:35:51,671
*

800
00:36:00,012 --> 00:36:02,649
- He was dead before
the first alarm even went off.

801
00:36:02,682 --> 00:36:04,917
C.O.D. tumor lysis syndrome.

802
00:36:04,951 --> 00:36:06,219
- No way.

803
00:36:06,253 --> 00:36:09,422
- You know, the radiation was
supposed to stabilize the mass.

804
00:36:09,456 --> 00:36:11,424
Instead it caused it to burst.

805
00:36:13,493 --> 00:36:16,363
I might as well have just
given Ted a lethal injection,

806
00:36:16,396 --> 00:36:18,365
because that is essentially
what happened.

807
00:36:18,398 --> 00:36:20,667
- Natalie, this is not on you.

808
00:36:20,700 --> 00:36:23,002
There are no predictors
for tumor lysis syndrome.

809
00:36:23,035 --> 00:36:24,904
It is monumentally rare--

810
00:36:24,937 --> 00:36:26,439
even more so in young people.

811
00:36:26,473 --> 00:36:28,441
And the few times
that it does occur,

812
00:36:28,475 --> 00:36:30,743
overwhelmingly,
it's a reaction to chemo,

813
00:36:30,777 --> 00:36:32,312
not radiation.

814
00:36:32,345 --> 00:36:33,946
- It still feels
like I missed something.

815
00:36:33,980 --> 00:36:35,482
- Well, you didn't.

816
00:36:35,515 --> 00:36:38,751
No doctor sees gallstone
pancreatitis with diabetes

817
00:36:38,785 --> 00:36:40,387
and thinks volatile
cancerous chest mass.

818
00:36:40,420 --> 00:36:42,522
- And yet here it is.

819
00:36:42,555 --> 00:36:44,257
[sighs]

820
00:36:50,463 --> 00:36:52,365
- Ted's death is not your fault.

821
00:37:07,580 --> 00:37:09,782
- You just get good news
or bad news?

822
00:37:11,851 --> 00:37:13,986
- My coma patient--

823
00:37:14,020 --> 00:37:16,723
this morning,
he mentioned a Qur'an verse:

824
00:37:16,756 --> 00:37:20,327
Surah Al shura 40.

825
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:23,062
"The recompense of an evil deed

826
00:37:23,095 --> 00:37:27,066
"can only be an evil
equal to it;

827
00:37:27,099 --> 00:37:32,472
"but whoever pardons
and makes reconciliation,

828
00:37:32,505 --> 00:37:34,407
their reward is due from God."

829
00:37:38,845 --> 00:37:41,848
- In the psych world,
it's called complementarity.

830
00:37:43,483 --> 00:37:45,385
You know,
kindness begets kindness.

831
00:37:45,418 --> 00:37:48,488
Hostility, hostility.

832
00:37:48,521 --> 00:37:50,757
- Yeah.

833
00:37:50,790 --> 00:37:53,793
An hour ago,
those two hated each other,

834
00:37:53,826 --> 00:37:56,363
but then his father extends
a hand.

835
00:37:56,396 --> 00:37:58,498
- Dr. Charles calls it
"flipping the script."

836
00:38:00,867 --> 00:38:03,102
- Don't know
if I could've done it.

837
00:38:03,135 --> 00:38:05,838
- Yeah. Not many people can.

838
00:38:21,421 --> 00:38:23,456
[chatter]

839
00:38:36,569 --> 00:38:39,806
- Okay, what is with you?

840
00:38:39,839 --> 00:38:41,908
No invitation to sit down?

841
00:38:41,941 --> 00:38:43,476
Usually I can't sneak past you.

842
00:38:43,510 --> 00:38:45,077
- I'm just a little preoccupied.

843
00:38:45,111 --> 00:38:48,815
I--I got to figure something out
fast, and I'm at a roadblock,

844
00:38:48,848 --> 00:38:50,082
and I can't find my way
around it.

845
00:38:50,116 --> 00:38:52,385
- Okay. I--
I will leave you to it.

846
00:38:55,488 --> 00:38:57,590
Hey, uh,

847
00:38:57,624 --> 00:38:59,826
if you're going through hell,
keep going.

848
00:38:59,859 --> 00:39:01,594
Isn't that
what you always taught me?

849
00:39:01,628 --> 00:39:04,397
- Well, technically it was
Winston Churchill, but--

850
00:39:04,431 --> 00:39:07,166
- Well, still,
it's never let me down.

851
00:39:07,199 --> 00:39:08,468
- Hm.

852
00:39:08,501 --> 00:39:09,936
Good.

853
00:39:13,973 --> 00:39:16,943
[soft dramatic music]

854
00:39:16,976 --> 00:39:21,448
*

855
00:39:21,481 --> 00:39:23,483
- [laughs softly]
Mom.

856
00:39:23,516 --> 00:39:25,184
[light music]

857
00:39:25,217 --> 00:39:26,586
- You're recommending Meghan

858
00:39:26,619 --> 00:39:28,588
to the hospital's
Transplant Committee.

859
00:39:28,621 --> 00:39:31,157
- Uh-huh.
- Well, what happened?

860
00:39:31,190 --> 00:39:34,427
- Well, if you must know,

861
00:39:34,461 --> 00:39:35,928
a member of my junior staff

862
00:39:35,962 --> 00:39:38,531
drew my attention
to the fact that, um,

863
00:39:38,565 --> 00:39:41,601
I was so focused
on her risk factors

864
00:39:41,634 --> 00:39:43,703
that I was blind
to the one personality trait

865
00:39:43,736 --> 00:39:47,206
that my late brother
did not have.

866
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:48,641
- What?

867
00:39:48,675 --> 00:39:50,443
- Grit.

868
00:39:50,477 --> 00:39:55,214
- One's ability to persevere
in the face of obstacles--

869
00:39:55,247 --> 00:39:56,949
a clean clinical reason.

870
00:39:56,983 --> 00:39:58,885
- I mean,
the stressors are still there,

871
00:39:58,918 --> 00:40:00,887
as are significant
future challenges,

872
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:03,490
but I like to think
that the determination

873
00:40:03,523 --> 00:40:05,725
that's kept her clean
the past three years

874
00:40:05,758 --> 00:40:08,461
is gonna help her go
the distance.

875
00:40:08,495 --> 00:40:10,196
- Mm-hmm.

876
00:40:12,164 --> 00:40:14,934
- Hey, what made you think
of grit?

877
00:40:17,970 --> 00:40:19,672
- Fatherhood.

878
00:40:27,179 --> 00:40:29,215
- Rough one today, huh?

879
00:40:30,517 --> 00:40:31,584
- To say the least.

880
00:40:31,618 --> 00:40:32,785
- Well, not to pile on,

881
00:40:32,819 --> 00:40:34,954
but Dr. Stohl just informed me
that he'd like to use you case

882
00:40:34,987 --> 00:40:39,659
for the next
Morbidity and Mortality Review,

883
00:40:39,692 --> 00:40:41,260
trace your steps.

884
00:40:41,293 --> 00:40:43,930
- An MandM? Oh, my God.

885
00:40:43,963 --> 00:40:47,166
- Well, it's not an inquisition.
It's just a learning tool

886
00:40:47,199 --> 00:40:48,568
for the medical staff.

887
00:40:48,601 --> 00:40:50,670
- You tell Dr. Stohl that?

888
00:40:50,703 --> 00:40:52,204
[takes deep breath]

889
00:40:52,238 --> 00:40:53,740
Okay, night.

890
00:40:53,773 --> 00:40:55,575
- All righty. Good night.

891
00:41:00,713 --> 00:41:03,683
[soft dramatic music]

892
00:41:03,716 --> 00:41:10,022
*

893
00:41:10,056 --> 00:41:11,591
- What now?

894
00:41:11,624 --> 00:41:13,192
Can't kick me out of here too.

895
00:41:13,225 --> 00:41:15,261
- I'm not here to do that.

896
00:41:16,629 --> 00:41:18,598
I was thinking

897
00:41:18,631 --> 00:41:21,300
we got off to a rough start.

898
00:41:21,333 --> 00:41:23,202
Let me make it up to you.

899
00:41:23,235 --> 00:41:30,276
*

900
00:41:44,757 --> 00:41:46,693
Two beers. My tab.

901
00:41:48,761 --> 00:41:55,835
*


