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دانلود فیلم و سریال های بدون سانسور در پرشین دانلود
	Perdl1.club
[svira tematska glazba]

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[Joanna Harcourt-Smith]
Zvuk koji ću sada pustiti

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je glas Timothyja Learyja...

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1974. godine

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kada je bio zatvoren
u zatvoru Vacaville.

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Napravio je niz intervjua

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s jednim od
psiholozi u zatvoru.

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[psiholog]

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[smijeh]

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[Joanna] Upravo idem
svirati prve riječi

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dao je ovaj psiholog.

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[Timothy Leary]

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[psiholog]

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[Leary]

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[psiholog]

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[Leary]

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-[psiholog]
-[Leary]

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[reporter]
Dr. Timothy Leary,

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nekoć klinički psiholog
i profesor na Harvardu,

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sada, po vlastitom opisu,

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vizionarski prorok.

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Drugi su ga zvali
najodgovorniji čovjek

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za sjevernoameričku krizu
preko LSD-a.

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Učimo ljude
kako koristiti svoju glavu.

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Poanta je...

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da bi koristio svoju glavu,

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moraš sići s uma.

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On... je bio

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strpati u zatvor

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kao ideološki trgovac

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to se moralo zaustaviti.

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Nakon što je pobjegao iz zatvora

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i proveo tri godine u Europi,

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oboje smo bili zarobljeni
i zarobljen u Afganistanu.

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Moje najveće pitanje:

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Jesam li bio izmanipuliran?

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I ako sam bio izmanipuliran,

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koliko je daleko prošlo?

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Kakve god sile

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pratio Timothyja

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još od davnog vremena.

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Rečeno je sve od kontrakulture

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da sam bio
CIA-in seksualni provokator,

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Mata Hari,

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da sam bio poslan

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voditi Timothyja u Afganistan

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i neka ga uhite.

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[Allen Ginsberg] Dvadeset.

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Je li Joanna Harcourt-Smith,

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njegov jedan kontakt/glasnogovornik,

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seksualni špijun?

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agent provokator,

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dvostruki agent,

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CIA histeričar,

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ljubomorna tigrica, ili što?

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[žena] Sve navedeno.

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[Errol Morris]
Dakle, ti si CIA-in pogon?

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I dan danas se pitam.

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To je u gledanju Wormwooda...

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gdje sam rekao sebi,

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"Možda sam bio pogon CIA-e."

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A možda sam bio izmanipuliran

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da... vodi Timothyja Learyja

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natrag u zarobljeništvo.

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[čovjek] Uh, ovo je
Joanna Harcourt.

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Prvo bih vam htio pokazati
ova dva papira

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to, uh,
Timothy Leary mi je dao

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dvije minute prije
izašli smo iz aviona

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u Los Angelesu
jučer navečer.

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Pročitat ću ti ih.

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"18. siječnja 1973.

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Za Joannu Harcourt-Smith,

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S ljubavlju dajem sva prava

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prenijeti priču
naše savršene ljubavi u Španjolskoj,

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Švicarska, Austrija, SAD,

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Libanon, Afganistan, Njemačka,
i tako dalje. Timothy Leary."

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Ako ih želite vidjeti.

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[Joanna] Voljela sam ga.

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Poznavao sam ga šest tjedana.

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Putovali smo kao

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zvijezde padalice diljem Europe,

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uzimanje kiseline svaki dan...

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poniranje u najluđe,

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romantična veza
možete zamisliti.

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Nisam znao ništa o njemu.

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Nisam čitao
bilo koju njegovu knjigu.

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čuo sam
pjesma Moody Bluesa.

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točno se sjećam

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gdje sam čuo tu pjesmu.

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Trudna sedam mjeseci

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u kadi
u Trentonu, New Jersey,

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što je za mene bilo
kao čudniji od Perua,

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s trbuščićem koji strši
izvan vode

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i sluh...

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[pjevanje]
Timothy Leary je mrtav

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Ne, ne, ne, ne

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On je vani, gleda unutra

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["Legenda jednog uma"
Moody Blues svira]

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Timothy Leary je mrtav

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[Joanna] I dobila sam ovo
čudan sudbinski osjećaj.

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Događalo mi se
mnogo puta u životu.

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Ovo je prekretnica.

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On će letjeti svojom astralnom ravninom

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Vodi vas na izlete
oko zaljeva

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Timothy Leary

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Timothy Leary

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[Joanna] LSD me zvao.

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Definitivno.

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[Walter Cronkite]
Vrhovni sud
danas prevrnut

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osuda za narkotike
dr. Timothyja Learyja,

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i pritom se bavio
osakaćujući udarac

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saveznim zakonima o marihuani.

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[Leary] Ne mislim
koje ću ikad potrošiti

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više od jednog dana u zatvoru--
to je moja granica.

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Vidite, bilo bi samoubojstvo

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za Sjedinjene Države
vlada da me strpa u zatvor.

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Svaki put kad me uhapse,
donose više interesa

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i simpatije
za ono što radimo.

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Jer mi nismo kriminalci,
nismo ovisnici o drogi.

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Mi smo iskreni ljudi koji se trude
da damo sve od sebe za naše društvo

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i za vlastite duše.

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[Joanna]
Imao sam vrlo bolno djetinjstvo.

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Velik dio toga bio je oko

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biti Židovi u Europi.

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Moja majka je prošla
dva svjetska rata.

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Prošla je
dva svjetska rata kao Židov.

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Ponijela je traumu

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da je pobjegao iz Poljske.

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Ponijela je traumu
od 77 njezinih rođaka

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biti ubijen.

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Osim ponekad
biti smiješan...

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moja majka je bila...

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dobro,

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ponašala se prema meni kao

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bila je Hitler

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a ja sam bio Židov.

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To nije uspjelo
za vrlo sretno djetinjstvo.

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Mislim da sam tada imao oko 11 godina
Saznao sam da smo Židovi.

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I tako sam odmah pobjegao
mojoj majci

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i rekao sam joj,

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"Ovo je divno,
mi smo Židovi!

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Mi smo najinteligentniji
ljudi na svijetu!"

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I ošamarila me
preko lica.

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Rekla je, "Nikad,
nikad, nikad to ne reci."

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Biti katolik
bio spas.

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To bi joj spasilo dijete,
njena djeca,

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i, uh, to bi je spasilo.

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Vratimo se na LSD koji me zove.

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Bilo je nešto
koje bi mogle izazvati

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ogromna promjena u meni.

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A možda bih mogao saznati

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kako je bilo osjećati se podmetnutim.

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[kiša pada]

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Nešto se rađa,

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i želio sam biti dio toga.

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[navijanje]

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Za one od vas koji, uh,

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propustio zadnji
uzbudljiv nastavak

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u ovoj drami Keystone Kops,

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jučer poslijepodne
Rosemary i ja smo došli ovamo

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razgovarati s novinarima
o, uh, našim pogledima

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i za, uh,
odgovoriti na sva pitanja.

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I, kao što vjerojatno znate, uh,

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Bio sam uhićen

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a zatim odmah
objavljen u, hm,

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u zatvoru.

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[Cronkite] Dr. Timothy Leary,
bivši profesor na Harvardu

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koji je postao eksponent LSD-a,

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je nepravomoćno osuđen za
prijevoz marihuane

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i suočava se s mogućim
Kazna od 20 godina zatvora.

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[Joanna] U to vrijeme,
ovaj lik koji sam bio

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ljubavnici sa...

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kad sam imao 18 godina...

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čovjek po imenu Michel Hauchard...

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došao me posjetiti.

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Bio je trgovac oružjem...

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negativac Jamesa Bonda.

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Timothy ga je nazvao Goldfinger.

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Očekuješ li me
razgovarati?

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Ne, gospodine Bond,
Očekujem da umreš.

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Uvijek se trudio
da se vratiš sa mnom.

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Rekao bi mi,
"Imam Rolls-Royce,"

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a ja bih rekao: "Nije me briga."

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Rekao bi: "Imam vilu
na jugu Francuske."

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Rekao bih: "Baš me briga."

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Večerali smo,

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a za večerom mi je rekao,

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"Ja posjedujem Timothyja Learyja."

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Pa sam rekao,
"Što je Timothy Leary?"

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„Ovaj čovjek je
vrlo poznat u Americi,

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i pobjegao je iz zatvora."

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To je bilo tako uzbudljivo za mene!

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Gotovo sam htio biti
s odmetnikom.

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[Roger Mudd]
Dr. Timothy Leary,
bivši Harvard,

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sada poznat kao Veliki svećenik
kulta droge,

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pobjegao tijekom noći iz
kalifornijska muška kolonija

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u San Luis Obispu.

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Dr. Leary je posluživao
mandat do deset godina

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zbog posjedovanja marihuane.

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Želimo reći ljudima
Sjedinjenih Država

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počeo je treći svjetski rat.

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Pridružite nam se u borbi za slobodu

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jer nas ima svuda,

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i sretni smo
i slobodni smo.

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I želimo napraviti
svijet slobodan.

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[Errol] A kako je uspio
doći do "vlastitog" Timothyja Learyja?

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Pa, to je to.

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Njegov prijatelj preporučio

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da on bude Timothy

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i Ružmarin zaštitnik

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u Švicarskoj.

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Michel im je dao
prekrasna kuca...

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plaćen za lijep život.

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Ali nakon kratkog vremena rekao je:

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„Ako napišeš knjigu
o tvom bijegu,

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Prodat ću ga."

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Michel je rekao Timothyju,

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“Voljela bih da ti

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potpisati ugovor gdje
dodijeliš mi

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sva svoja književna prava

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sada i zauvijek."

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Timothy nije imao što izgubiti.

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Bio je odmetnik u bijegu.

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Potpisao je.

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I tako je to
što je Michel mislio

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kad je sjeo kraj mene

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u tom restoranu

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u Marbelli i rekao,

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"Ja posjedujem Timothyja Learyja."

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[Errol] Koliko je bogat?

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tko Michel Hauchard?

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[Errol] Da.

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Kako mogu reći?

234
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Nikad se ne može reći koliko je bogat,
bogati ljudi su.

235
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[voditelj vijesti] Švicarska danas
odbio zahtjev Sjedinjenih Država

236
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za izručenje
Zagovornik LSD-a Timothy Leary.

237
00:12:34,879 --> 00:12:38,215
Leary je to nazvao
pobjeda ljubavi.

238
00:12:38,257 --> 00:12:39,592
[voditelj intervjua] Dr. Leary,

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ti si u progonstvu
iz vlastite zemlje.

240
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- Ti si bjegunac
od pravde.
-Mm-hmm.

241
00:12:44,346 --> 00:12:45,473
[intervjuer]
Kako se osjećaš zbog toga,

242
00:12:45,514 --> 00:12:46,724
ne mogu ići kući?

243
00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:48,142
Pa, ironično je, um,

244
00:12:48,184 --> 00:12:49,477
moja radost danas... [smijeh]

245
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dolazi jer, uh,

246
00:12:51,312 --> 00:12:53,314
Neću se vratiti
u Sjedinjene Države.

247
00:12:53,355 --> 00:12:55,566
Odbit ću
poziv od, uh,

248
00:12:55,608 --> 00:12:58,402
Guverner Reagan
i predsjednik Nixon, uh,

249
00:12:58,444 --> 00:12:59,945
vrati u svoj zatvor.

250
00:12:59,987 --> 00:13:04,658
Počela sam razmišljati
o ovom Timothyju Learyju.

251
00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:08,662
Upravo sam imao tu stvar sa sudbinom.

252
00:13:12,333 --> 00:13:17,171
Uvijek osjetim kada
bit će
preokret u mojoj sudbini.

253
00:13:17,213 --> 00:13:20,216
Događalo mi se
opet i opet i opet.

254
00:13:23,844 --> 00:13:26,180
živio sam u
jugu Španjolske

255
00:13:26,222 --> 00:13:28,682
u ovom mjestu zvanom Marbella.

256
00:13:30,559 --> 00:13:32,978
Bilo je vrlo groovy.

257
00:13:38,317 --> 00:13:41,028
Otišla sam s muškarcem

258
00:13:41,070 --> 00:13:43,280
u VW autobusu.

259
00:13:43,322 --> 00:13:47,701
Proveo je puno vremena
s Rolling Stonesima.

260
00:13:49,203 --> 00:13:50,788
Jedna od njihovih pjesama zove se

261
00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:53,624
"Tommy the Tumbling Dice."

262
00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:57,878
Radi se o mom prijatelju Tommyju.

263
00:13:57,920 --> 00:14:01,465
Išli smo vidjeti
Keith Richards

264
00:14:01,507 --> 00:14:04,218
u Villarsu u Švicarskoj.

265
00:14:06,220 --> 00:14:09,348
Keith Richards je imao ovog ljubavnika,

266
00:14:09,390 --> 00:14:11,976
Anita Pallenberg,

267
00:14:12,017 --> 00:14:15,896
koji je bio prilično veliki broj,

268
00:14:15,938 --> 00:14:18,357
rekla bih. [smijeh]

269
00:14:18,399 --> 00:14:20,359
Ona gotovo sama

270
00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:23,946
izmislio Rolling Stonese.

271
00:14:23,988 --> 00:14:27,241
Rekla je: "Postoji
ovaj čovjek, Timothy Leary,

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00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:30,077
a njegova žena je otišla,

273
00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:33,330
i moraš ga upoznati."

274
00:14:35,666 --> 00:14:38,627
U to sam vrijeme bio jako zaposlen.

275
00:14:38,669 --> 00:14:41,005
Ono što smo Tommy i ja radili je

276
00:14:41,046 --> 00:14:45,843
pokušavali smo
uvjeriti Keitha,

277
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„Idi u Ameriku

278
00:14:47,636 --> 00:14:50,514
i napraviti seriju

279
00:14:50,556 --> 00:14:52,600
koncerata

280
00:14:52,641 --> 00:14:55,853
promovirati McGoverna.

281
00:14:57,646 --> 00:15:00,441
Nismo htjeli Nixona
pobijediti na izborima.

282
00:15:01,984 --> 00:15:03,235
A Keith je rekao...

283
00:15:03,277 --> 00:15:05,779
naravno

284
00:15:05,821 --> 00:15:09,116
[Joanna] Tommy i ja smo letjeli
u Washington, D.C.

285
00:15:10,826 --> 00:15:12,745
Otišli smo u McGovern

286
00:15:12,786 --> 00:15:14,788
sjedište i rekli smo im,

287
00:15:14,830 --> 00:15:17,458
"Hej, Rolling Stonesi
su spremni učiniti

288
00:15:17,499 --> 00:15:20,961
tri tjedna ili mjesec dana
koncerata za vas."

289
00:15:22,671 --> 00:15:26,008
A bilo je i takvih
osjećaj defetizma.

290
00:15:27,343 --> 00:15:29,261
Bili su tako potišteni,

291
00:15:29,303 --> 00:15:31,931
osjećali su se tako loše
što nisu mogli prihvatiti.

292
00:15:33,223 --> 00:15:34,850
dakle,

293
00:15:35,893 --> 00:15:37,937
sljedeća avantura?

294
00:15:37,978 --> 00:15:39,605
[smijeh]

295
00:15:41,273 --> 00:15:44,652
Otišli smo u New York.

296
00:15:44,693 --> 00:15:46,946
Ostali smo
sa ovim mojim prijateljem,

297
00:15:46,987 --> 00:15:49,156
Diane von Furstenberg.

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00:15:50,824 --> 00:15:53,160
Takvi su ljudi
odrastao sam s.

299
00:15:54,787 --> 00:15:56,664
- Telefon je zazvonio.
-[telefon zvoni]

300
00:15:56,705 --> 00:15:58,332
Dodala mi je telefon,

301
00:15:58,374 --> 00:16:00,334
a ja sam samo ležala

302
00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:02,002
na njezinu deku od nerca.

303
00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:04,505
Bio je to Michel.
Michel je poznavao Diane.

304
00:16:04,546 --> 00:16:07,508
Dogovorio sam sastanak
i popiti piće s njim

305
00:16:07,549 --> 00:16:10,177
u St. Regisu.

306
00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:13,013
Izvukao je ček

307
00:16:13,055 --> 00:16:16,308
za 250.000 dolara.

308
00:16:16,350 --> 00:16:18,185
To je puno novca.

309
00:16:18,227 --> 00:16:21,689
On kaže: "Eto što
Bantam Books mi je dao

310
00:16:21,730 --> 00:16:26,110
za rukopis
koju je Timothy upravo napisao

311
00:16:26,151 --> 00:16:27,861
o njegovom bijegu

312
00:16:27,903 --> 00:16:31,198
i njegov život u bijegu,"

313
00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:34,827
knjiga koja je postala
Confessions of a Hope Fiend.

314
00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:39,498
Oponašao je
Aleister Crowley.

315
00:16:44,086 --> 00:16:46,046
Pa, mislio sam,
"O, moj Bože,

316
00:16:46,088 --> 00:16:48,424
ovog tipa
stvarno zanimljivo."

317
00:16:54,138 --> 00:16:56,056
[Leary]

318
00:17:00,352 --> 00:17:02,896
-[žena]
-[Leary]

319
00:17:17,619 --> 00:17:19,413
[psiholog]

320
00:17:23,292 --> 00:17:24,585
[Leary]

321
00:17:24,626 --> 00:17:25,753
[smijeh]

322
00:17:25,794 --> 00:17:28,172
[glazba svira]

323
00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:45,105
[Joanna]
Tommy i ja smo letjeli u Ženevu,

324
00:17:45,147 --> 00:17:47,566
otišao u Lausannu,

325
00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:50,110
- otišao do Michelove kuće.
-[zvoni na vratima]

326
00:17:50,152 --> 00:17:53,238
Marokanski batler
otvorio vrata.

327
00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:58,994
Dali smo mu dobar engleski
hašiš spliff.

328
00:17:59,036 --> 00:18:01,163
Ušao sam u Michelov ured

329
00:18:01,205 --> 00:18:04,374
i otvorio sam njegov adresar,

330
00:18:04,416 --> 00:18:06,794
i našao sam
oko pet telefonskih brojeva

331
00:18:06,835 --> 00:18:09,254
za Timoteja.

332
00:18:09,296 --> 00:18:13,258
[Errol] Nije li Tommy ljubomoran
zanima li vas Leary?

333
00:18:13,300 --> 00:18:16,095
Pa, pomislio je
on bi bio uključen.

334
00:18:16,136 --> 00:18:18,138
Mislim, on to nije mislio

335
00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:22,476
Timothy i ja smo išli
biti jedno drugome sudbina.

336
00:18:24,686 --> 00:18:26,730
Zatim sam otišao u

337
00:18:26,772 --> 00:18:29,566
Hotel Palace u Lausanni.

338
00:18:29,608 --> 00:18:30,984
Nisam imao novaca.

339
00:18:31,026 --> 00:18:34,988
Nikad nemam novca,
ali stvari se događaju.

340
00:18:35,030 --> 00:18:37,574
A poznavali su me jer
Tamo sam naučio hodati.

341
00:18:38,867 --> 00:18:40,702
Imamo ovaj prekrasan apartman.

342
00:18:40,744 --> 00:18:42,913
Počeo sam zvati Timothyja.

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00:18:42,955 --> 00:18:44,331
[telefon zvoni]

344
00:18:44,373 --> 00:18:46,083
[Timothy] Halo?

345
00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:49,920
[Joanna] Rekla sam mu da sam vidjela
Michel Hauchard u New Yorku

346
00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:53,132
a on ima tvoj veliki ček.

347
00:18:53,173 --> 00:18:56,844
Pozvao nas je da dođemo u Luzern

348
00:18:56,885 --> 00:18:58,303
i upoznati ga.

349
00:18:58,345 --> 00:19:00,264
Imamo hrpu balona

350
00:19:00,305 --> 00:19:02,808
koje stavljamo
stražnji dio automobila

351
00:19:02,850 --> 00:19:05,185
i odvezli smo se u Luzern.

352
00:19:06,645 --> 00:19:08,230
[Errol]
Raznobojni baloni?

353
00:19:08,272 --> 00:19:10,524
[Joanna] Raznobojni baloni,
naravno.

354
00:19:12,526 --> 00:19:16,864
Mislim da sam sigurno pogledao
na njega od stopala do vrha.

355
00:19:16,905 --> 00:19:18,866
I kunem se da je tako izgledalo

356
00:19:18,907 --> 00:19:21,326
plesao je,

357
00:19:21,368 --> 00:19:22,786
ne hodajući.

358
00:19:24,413 --> 00:19:26,331
Odmah sam pomislio,
"O, moj Bože,

359
00:19:26,373 --> 00:19:29,209
ovaj čovjek je
nevjerojatno privlačan.

360
00:19:30,669 --> 00:19:34,798
Pozvao nas je da idemo
u njegovu planinsku kuću.

361
00:19:36,133 --> 00:19:39,386
rekao je,
"Hoćeš li poći sa mnom?"

362
00:19:39,428 --> 00:19:43,682
Imao je ovo
kanarinski žuti Porsche.

363
00:19:45,726 --> 00:19:47,936
Pomislio sam, "Pa, ovo je
sve bolji i bolji.

364
00:19:47,978 --> 00:19:50,314
[smijeh] Ovaj čovjek je moderan!"

365
00:19:52,649 --> 00:19:54,401
Možda mi je dovoljno hip.

366
00:19:56,528 --> 00:19:58,363
I otišli smo u njegovu kolibu.

367
00:19:58,405 --> 00:20:01,366
A imao je tri
ili četiri osobe tamo.

368
00:20:02,576 --> 00:20:04,369
rekao je,

369
00:20:04,411 --> 00:20:07,039
"Želi li netko uzeti LSD?"

370
00:20:10,417 --> 00:20:14,463
Popila sam dva Clear Light acida...

371
00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,299
i rekao sam, "Pa, da,

372
00:20:17,341 --> 00:20:20,093
ali imam dovoljno
za tebe i mene."

373
00:20:20,135 --> 00:20:22,429
Rekao mi je,

374
00:20:22,471 --> 00:20:24,640
– Došao si me osloboditi.

375
00:20:28,727 --> 00:20:30,771
mislio sam,

376
00:20:30,812 --> 00:20:33,440
"U redu."

377
00:20:33,482 --> 00:20:36,443
Bio sam malo uplašen,
ali ne previše.

378
00:20:36,485 --> 00:20:38,862
I otišli smo u ovaj restoran.

379
00:20:38,904 --> 00:20:41,949
Još sam se spotakla.

380
00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:45,118
Sve je bilo
ide vuš, ušš.

381
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:47,287
Za ljude koji znaju, uh,

382
00:20:47,329 --> 00:20:50,791
može postojati velika likvidnost

383
00:20:50,832 --> 00:20:52,626
kada ste uzeli kiselinu.

384
00:20:52,668 --> 00:20:54,962
Naručio je jaja i slaninu.

385
00:20:55,003 --> 00:20:58,131
Meni su jaja bila kao oči,

386
00:20:58,173 --> 00:21:00,926
ali bilo mu je vrlo ugodno

387
00:21:00,968 --> 00:21:02,678
uz dobar doručak.

388
00:21:02,719 --> 00:21:06,431
On je donio svoje
tarot karte s njim.

389
00:21:06,473 --> 00:21:08,976
Objasnio mi je da je

390
00:21:09,017 --> 00:21:11,478
reinkarnacija

391
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,188
od Aleistera Crowleya...

392
00:21:15,190 --> 00:21:17,609
i da je ovo bilo
Crowleyev špil.

393
00:21:19,319 --> 00:21:24,157
I prva karta je bila
kolo sreće,

394
00:21:24,199 --> 00:21:27,995
i rekao mi je,
“To si ti za mene.

395
00:21:28,036 --> 00:21:29,830
Gledajte kako se kotač okreće

396
00:21:29,871 --> 00:21:32,874
i sudbinski preokret.

397
00:21:32,916 --> 00:21:37,004
Imat će ogroman
utjecaj na moj život."

398
00:21:37,045 --> 00:21:40,340
A onda je povukao
druga karta

399
00:21:40,382 --> 00:21:42,050
a bila je to Prudence.

400
00:21:43,844 --> 00:21:45,512
I pomislio sam,

401
00:21:45,554 --> 00:21:48,015
"Ne, ne,
Prenijet ću to."

402
00:21:48,056 --> 00:21:49,683
i onda,

403
00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:52,644
izvukao se...

404
00:21:52,686 --> 00:21:55,188
toranj,

405
00:21:55,230 --> 00:21:58,525
što je apsolutna eksplozija.

406
00:21:59,651 --> 00:22:02,362
To je kartica dizajnirana

407
00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:04,531
da ti kažem

408
00:22:04,573 --> 00:22:07,743
toliko puta u životu

409
00:22:07,784 --> 00:22:10,162
kad nešto krupno prođe,

410
00:22:10,203 --> 00:22:13,999
osjeća se kao
sve što si znao

411
00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:15,667
se uništava

412
00:22:15,709 --> 00:22:17,919
da se obnovi.

413
00:22:19,588 --> 00:22:22,549
eto što
Kula predstavlja.

414
00:22:22,591 --> 00:22:25,844
Apsolutni kaos...

415
00:22:27,095 --> 00:22:29,264
i preobrazba.

416
00:22:33,977 --> 00:22:36,646
I u tom trenutku
rekao mi je,

417
00:22:36,688 --> 00:22:39,399
"Došao si da me oslobodiš,

418
00:22:39,441 --> 00:22:42,527
i vraćam se u Ameriku."

419
00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:45,947
Nisam baš razumjela
što je mislio...

420
00:22:47,949 --> 00:22:50,660
ali znao sam da smo vezani.

421
00:22:52,454 --> 00:22:54,289
Istinski povezani.

422
00:22:59,628 --> 00:23:02,005
[Errol] Ima li gdje
Dennis Martino ulazi?

423
00:23:03,423 --> 00:23:06,093
[Joanna] Dennis Martino
bio u kolibi.

424
00:23:08,095 --> 00:23:10,263
Čarobnjakov šegrt.

425
00:23:11,973 --> 00:23:15,769
Trgovac drogom sa
Bratstvo vječne ljubavi.

426
00:23:15,811 --> 00:23:17,979
Grupa od

427
00:23:18,021 --> 00:23:21,733
Surferi na plaži Laguna...

428
00:23:22,818 --> 00:23:26,071
koji je dilao hašiš

429
00:23:26,113 --> 00:23:28,073
između Afganistana

430
00:23:28,115 --> 00:23:30,784
i Sjedinjene Države.

431
00:23:30,826 --> 00:23:32,744
Dennis je poznavao Timothyja

432
00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:35,330
jer Dennisov brat blizanac

433
00:23:35,372 --> 00:23:37,165
napravio bebu

434
00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:39,626
s Timothyjevom kćeri.

435
00:23:41,962 --> 00:23:43,463
[Errol]
Ima li kakav prijedlog--

436
00:23:43,505 --> 00:23:45,298
Znam da je ovo postalo
problem kasnije--

437
00:23:45,340 --> 00:23:46,716
možda skačem naprijed--

438
00:23:46,758 --> 00:23:49,719
da bi Dennis mogao biti
radeći protiv Timothyja?

439
00:23:49,761 --> 00:23:51,096
Ako želiš, Errol,

440
00:23:51,138 --> 00:23:54,099
možemo, uh,
u nekom trenutku ući u

441
00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:56,101
"čudne stvari".

442
00:23:56,143 --> 00:23:58,645
Jedan od razloga zašto sam...

443
00:23:58,687 --> 00:24:00,981
došao po tebe

444
00:24:01,022 --> 00:24:04,651
bilo zbog
ove neobičnosti.

445
00:24:04,693 --> 00:24:07,070
Ljudi su ovdje,
onda se pojave ovdje.

446
00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:12,492
Pitao si ranije,
Zašto biste bili izmanipulirani?

447
00:24:12,534 --> 00:24:16,872
Pa zato što ja
mislim da je ovo veliki dio

448
00:24:16,913 --> 00:24:19,332
od manipulacije

449
00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:22,043
vlade koja nas je vodila

450
00:24:22,085 --> 00:24:24,254
gdje smo danas...

451
00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,884
priča o Timothyju Learyju.

452
00:24:28,925 --> 00:24:31,344
[voditelj vijesti] Predsjednik Nixon
upitao je danas Kongres

453
00:24:31,386 --> 00:24:34,347
za nove zakone da se bave
s drogom i narkoticima.

454
00:24:34,389 --> 00:24:36,141
Novi zakoni
predsjednik želi

455
00:24:36,183 --> 00:24:38,143
zamijenio bi dijelove
Zakon o marihuani

456
00:24:38,185 --> 00:24:40,854
udaren po
Vrhovni sud prošle godine.

457
00:24:40,896 --> 00:24:43,273
Ostalo zakonodavstvo
dao bi radnu grupu

458
00:24:43,315 --> 00:24:45,984
federalnih agenata
široke nove ovlasti za provalu

459
00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:48,528
i izvršiti uhićenja
bez upozorenja.

460
00:24:53,158 --> 00:24:55,368
[Nixonov pomoćnik]

461
00:25:09,758 --> 00:25:12,594
[Nixonov pomoćnik]

462
00:25:16,223 --> 00:25:17,891
[Nixonov pomoćnik]

463
00:25:19,684 --> 00:25:21,603
[sve]

464
00:25:24,773 --> 00:25:26,066
[smijeh]

465
00:25:26,107 --> 00:25:27,526
Nakon doručka,

466
00:25:27,567 --> 00:25:29,903
vraćamo se u njegovu kuću.

467
00:25:29,945 --> 00:25:33,406
Tommy mu objašnjava

468
00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:38,286
da put kojim idemo
da ga izvučem iz Švicarske,

469
00:25:38,328 --> 00:25:40,997
kupit ćemo jedrilicu

470
00:25:41,039 --> 00:25:43,667
u Amsterdamu.

471
00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:46,836
Napravit ćemo
ta jedrilica

472
00:25:46,878 --> 00:25:49,214
radio postaja.

473
00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:53,426
Mi ćemo
početi emitirati

474
00:25:53,468 --> 00:25:56,930
revolucionarne poruke,

475
00:25:56,972 --> 00:26:00,225
poruke mira i ljubavi.

476
00:26:00,267 --> 00:26:03,395
Idemo ploviti
preko Jamajke

477
00:26:03,436 --> 00:26:08,108
gdje su Rolling Stonesi
snimaju svoj posljednji album.

478
00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:11,945
Ostavili smo Timothyja i otišli
natrag u hotel Palace.

479
00:26:11,987 --> 00:26:13,780
To su rekli
ako nisam platio račun,

480
00:26:13,822 --> 00:26:16,199
Htio sam biti uhićen
ujutro.

481
00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:19,786
mislio sam,
"To je nevjerojatno! [smijeh]

482
00:26:19,828 --> 00:26:23,623
Idem doživjeti
što je Timothy doživio."

483
00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:29,004
Švicarski zatvori
bili vrlo civilizirani.

484
00:26:30,672 --> 00:26:33,258
Zamolio sam ih da me dovedu
neki časopisi.

485
00:26:33,300 --> 00:26:36,678
Zamolio sam ih da me dovedu
neki café au lait.

486
00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:38,597
Bili su vrlo ljubazni.

487
00:26:38,638 --> 00:26:41,099
Bilo je nekako lako
da ja kažem,

488
00:26:41,141 --> 00:26:45,186
"Hajde pusti me,
netko ide
platiti ovaj račun.

489
00:26:45,228 --> 00:26:47,272
Goldfinger je platio račun.

490
00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:49,983
U zlatnim polugama.

491
00:26:50,025 --> 00:26:53,320
[Joanna] Vratio sam se
gdje je Timothy živio...

492
00:26:55,363 --> 00:26:57,365
potrčala mu u zagrljaj govoreći,

493
00:26:57,407 --> 00:26:59,576
"Upravo sam otišao u zatvor!"

494
00:26:59,618 --> 00:27:00,952
[smijeh]

495
00:27:00,994 --> 00:27:04,497
Bio sam tako naivan,
bilo je nevjerojatno.

496
00:27:04,539 --> 00:27:07,751
Odlučili smo da ćemo dati

497
00:27:07,792 --> 00:27:09,919
Tommy tisuću dolara

498
00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:11,838
da odem tražiti brod.

499
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:14,090
[Errol] Tisuću dolara
da ga se riješim?

500
00:27:14,132 --> 00:27:16,009
Da, točno. [smijeh]

501
00:27:18,303 --> 00:27:20,764
[Errol]
Kada ste prvi put shvatili

502
00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:23,016
da možeš kontrolirati muškarce?

503
00:27:24,559 --> 00:27:26,686
Uf.

504
00:27:26,728 --> 00:27:29,189
Prvi put muškarac

505
00:27:29,230 --> 00:27:32,859
poljubio moj vrat
kad sam bio možda...

506
00:27:32,901 --> 00:27:35,278
jedanaest, 12 godina.

507
00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:38,907
Imao sam nalet snage.

508
00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:41,660
Definitivno ima nešto

509
00:27:41,701 --> 00:27:44,496
Ja mogu kontrolirati u ovom životu.

510
00:27:47,290 --> 00:27:50,960
Leary je zračio.

511
00:27:51,002 --> 00:27:53,713
Seksi. Vlast. Šarm.

512
00:27:55,215 --> 00:27:58,843
Krenuli smo na cestu
u žutom Porscheu,

513
00:27:58,885 --> 00:28:00,929
u svjetlucavoj noći

514
00:28:00,970 --> 00:28:04,516
s lijepim
Pada snijeg u Švicarskoj

515
00:28:04,557 --> 00:28:06,309
i LSD-a.

516
00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:09,145
Bio sam s njim
u ovom balonu,

517
00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:12,732
u ovom nevjerojatnom
žuti svemirski brod.

518
00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:16,861
Počinjao sam osjećati

519
00:28:16,903 --> 00:28:19,906
neki osjećaj da sam stigao.

520
00:28:22,117 --> 00:28:26,079
Bio sam pomalo iznenađen jer
bili smo zajedno tjedan dana...

521
00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:28,748
i nismo imali seks.

522
00:28:28,790 --> 00:28:30,667
Tih dana sam to osjetio

523
00:28:30,709 --> 00:28:34,337
kad bih bila s muškarcem
i nisam se poseksala s njim

524
00:28:34,379 --> 00:28:36,423
prilično brzo,

525
00:28:36,464 --> 00:28:38,425
nismo baš bili vezani.

526
00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:42,095
Ali moramo
hotel Palace...

527
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:47,559
i otišli smo u našu sobu,

528
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:49,602
a onda mi je rekao,

529
00:28:49,644 --> 00:28:51,855
"Sjedni na krevet."

530
00:28:51,896 --> 00:28:55,275
Imao je... ogrlice

531
00:28:55,316 --> 00:28:58,611
i narukvice

532
00:28:58,653 --> 00:29:01,698
i vrsta indijskog nakita.

533
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:03,950
Instinktivno sam se razgolitila.

534
00:29:03,992 --> 00:29:06,786
Počeo je stavljati nakit

535
00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:08,246
svuda po meni.

536
00:29:08,288 --> 00:29:11,624
Rekao mi je da jesam
božica Lakshmi.

537
00:29:13,835 --> 00:29:18,298
Zatim je izvadio
časopis Life.

538
00:29:18,339 --> 00:29:21,134
U tom broju
časopisa Life

539
00:29:21,176 --> 00:29:24,387
bile su prve slike

540
00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:26,639
unutar mozga.

541
00:29:29,976 --> 00:29:31,311
I rekao mi je,

542
00:29:31,352 --> 00:29:34,939
“Tamo ću ja biti

543
00:29:34,981 --> 00:29:37,275
voditi ljubav s tobom."

544
00:29:39,110 --> 00:29:41,362
I doista,

545
00:29:41,404 --> 00:29:43,490
bilo je baš ljubavno...

546
00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:46,409
sjednica.

547
00:29:52,707 --> 00:29:54,876
[psiholog]

548
00:30:03,426 --> 00:30:05,678
[Leary]

549
00:30:27,408 --> 00:30:29,494
[psiholog]

550
00:30:29,536 --> 00:30:31,204
[Leary]

551
00:30:34,165 --> 00:30:36,835
[Joanna] Dakle, svejedno,

552
00:30:36,876 --> 00:30:39,879
napustili smo Gstaad,
i namjeravali smo ići u

553
00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:43,383
St. Moritzu gdje sam rođen.

554
00:30:43,424 --> 00:30:45,218
Moja majka je bila tamo

555
00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:48,054
u siječnju 1946.

556
00:30:48,096 --> 00:30:51,558
uglavnom igrati bridž.

557
00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:54,519
Odjednom se trgnula
imati bolove.

558
00:30:54,561 --> 00:30:56,896
Očigledno
rekao joj je seoski liječnik

559
00:30:56,938 --> 00:30:58,857
imala je upalu slijepog crijeva

560
00:30:58,898 --> 00:31:02,402
i dao joj
puno tableta protiv bolova

561
00:31:02,443 --> 00:31:03,903
i, kako je rekla,

562
00:31:03,945 --> 00:31:08,074
“Nakon 40-ak sati
smetati mi,

563
00:31:08,116 --> 00:31:09,951
izašao si."

564
00:31:09,993 --> 00:31:12,370
A ja sam imao 50 kila.

565
00:31:12,412 --> 00:31:15,790
Ne puno veći
nego Nathanov hotdog.

566
00:31:17,292 --> 00:31:20,003
Pa me uzeo
do samog početka.

567
00:31:21,796 --> 00:31:24,549
Za sve to vrijeme,

568
00:31:24,591 --> 00:31:26,092
Timothy--

569
00:31:26,134 --> 00:31:29,429
morate zapamtiti
on je psiholog.

570
00:31:29,470 --> 00:31:32,891
Natjerao me da kažem
cijela moja priča.

571
00:31:34,976 --> 00:31:37,270
Nemam puno sjećanja

572
00:31:37,312 --> 00:31:39,272
dok ne stignem

573
00:31:39,314 --> 00:31:42,191
star četiri godine.

574
00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:46,613
Živjeli smo u većini
prekrasan dio Pariza

575
00:31:46,654 --> 00:31:48,615
nazvana Avenue Foch.

576
00:31:49,991 --> 00:31:52,285
Očito sam cijelo vrijeme lagao.

577
00:31:54,078 --> 00:31:56,581
Moja je dadilja bila velika katolkinja.

578
00:31:56,623 --> 00:31:58,708
Dadilja je to odlučila s mamom

579
00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:00,960
trebao bih se zakleti
pred Križem

580
00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:03,129
da nikad nisam išao
opet lagati.

581
00:32:03,171 --> 00:32:05,423
Pa, vau! [smijeh]

582
00:32:05,465 --> 00:32:07,926
pogriješio sam.

583
00:32:07,967 --> 00:32:09,844
Izdala sam Isusa.

584
00:32:13,848 --> 00:32:16,184
Svako ljeto,

585
00:32:16,225 --> 00:32:18,478
Odveli bi me da ostanem

586
00:32:18,519 --> 00:32:20,813
u ovoj vili

587
00:32:20,855 --> 00:32:23,024
na jugu Francuske,

588
00:32:23,066 --> 00:32:25,610
Vila Leonina.

589
00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:27,487
Moj očuh,

590
00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:30,365
Arpád Plesch,

591
00:32:30,406 --> 00:32:34,535
kako su zvali
međunarodni financijer.

592
00:32:34,577 --> 00:32:37,413
Imao je ovo ogromno,

593
00:32:37,455 --> 00:32:39,457
bijela vila

594
00:32:39,499 --> 00:32:41,918
s pogledom na Mediteran.

595
00:32:44,712 --> 00:32:48,925
Imao je 70 slugu,

596
00:32:48,967 --> 00:32:51,344
od kojih su dvanaest bili vrtlari.

597
00:32:51,386 --> 00:32:54,639
Imao je glavnog vrtlara.

598
00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:58,685
I bio je to vrt s biljkama
sa svih strana svijeta.

599
00:32:58,726 --> 00:33:00,770
I djed je doletio

600
00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:03,690
najneobičnije ptice.

601
00:33:03,731 --> 00:33:06,359
Zvao se Egzotični vrt.

602
00:33:09,404 --> 00:33:11,698
uzimao sam
moja mala prijateljica, Rhoda,

603
00:33:11,739 --> 00:33:15,201
otići igrati
s glavnim vrtlarom.

604
00:33:15,243 --> 00:33:17,245
Jednog dana moj djed

605
00:33:17,286 --> 00:33:20,707
odveo me u stranu i rekao:

606
00:33:20,748 --> 00:33:23,543
“Rhoda je rekla svojoj dadilji

607
00:33:23,584 --> 00:33:25,712
da glavni vrtlar
dodirnuo ju."

608
00:33:25,753 --> 00:33:27,547
Rekao mi je,

609
00:33:27,588 --> 00:33:31,259
„Ali sve male djevojčice
su Mesaline,

610
00:33:31,300 --> 00:33:33,428
i pokušavaju zavesti."

611
00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:35,888
Tog popodneva,

612
00:33:35,930 --> 00:33:38,474
Odveli su me žandarima.

613
00:33:38,516 --> 00:33:40,685
Tamo dva žandarma

614
00:33:40,727 --> 00:33:42,562
stalno me pitao

615
00:33:42,603 --> 00:33:45,690
ako glavni vrtlar
je dotaknuo moju pi-pi.

616
00:33:46,941 --> 00:33:50,570
Rekao sam, "Ne. Ne."

617
00:33:50,611 --> 00:33:52,655
Trajalo je ono što je bilo

618
00:33:52,697 --> 00:33:54,907
jako dugo za mene.

619
00:33:57,410 --> 00:33:59,245
na kraju,

620
00:34:01,122 --> 00:34:03,249
Rekao sam im da jest.

621
00:34:05,084 --> 00:34:07,670
Ali znam da nisam znao,

622
00:34:07,712 --> 00:34:09,756
Samo sam im htio ugoditi.

623
00:34:09,797 --> 00:34:13,092
Pa su ga doveli,
u lisicama,

624
00:34:13,134 --> 00:34:16,929
za ono što Francuzi zovu
"Suočavanje".

625
00:34:16,971 --> 00:34:19,766
Rekli su ponoviti to
ispred njega.

626
00:34:19,807 --> 00:34:22,143
Rekao sam: "Dodirnuo me."

627
00:34:24,437 --> 00:34:26,230
I odveli su ga u zatvor.

628
00:34:30,276 --> 00:34:32,111
Moja majka je imala

629
00:34:32,153 --> 00:34:34,405
ovaj vrlo zgodan šofer.

630
00:34:34,447 --> 00:34:36,491
Ne mislim da je šofer

631
00:34:36,532 --> 00:34:38,951
automatski bio ljubavnik.

632
00:34:38,993 --> 00:34:41,037
Mislim da je moja majka više voljela

633
00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:43,623
veleposlanici i komodori

634
00:34:43,664 --> 00:34:45,708
i zapovjednici.

635
00:34:45,750 --> 00:34:47,168
[smijeh]

636
00:34:47,210 --> 00:34:51,631
Hvalila se da je napravila
ljubav s Mussolinijem.

637
00:34:51,672 --> 00:34:53,800
Unajmila je
ovaj španjolski šofer.

638
00:34:53,841 --> 00:34:56,135
Zvao se Isus.

639
00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:58,137
Ona ne bi imala ništa od toga.

640
00:34:58,179 --> 00:35:00,723
Dala mu je ime Ivan.

641
00:35:00,765 --> 00:35:03,810
Nije išla
da ide okolo i zove Isusa.

642
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:09,107
Tih dana, u Parizu,

643
00:35:09,148 --> 00:35:12,401
bilo je vrlo moderno
organizirati koktele.

644
00:35:12,443 --> 00:35:15,613
šest sati,
moje majke više nije bilo.

645
00:35:15,655 --> 00:35:20,827
Ukrasila je moju spavaću sobu
kao da je farma.

646
00:35:20,868 --> 00:35:23,579
Moj krevet bila su kolica.

647
00:35:24,539 --> 00:35:27,458
Moj ormar je bio štala.

648
00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,544
Jedne noći,

649
00:35:29,585 --> 00:35:32,839
kad je mama otišla
na koktel zabavu,

650
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,299
sluge su bile
u svojim sobama.

651
00:35:35,341 --> 00:35:37,385
Ivan je došao u moju sobu.

652
00:35:37,426 --> 00:35:40,596
Počeo je stavljati ruke

653
00:35:40,638 --> 00:35:42,557
ispod moje pidžame,

654
00:35:42,598 --> 00:35:44,976
ispod vrha,

655
00:35:45,017 --> 00:35:46,602
ispod dna.

656
00:35:46,644 --> 00:35:50,189
Pokušao sam se koncentrirati
na golubove...

657
00:35:51,774 --> 00:35:53,693
na prozoru.

658
00:35:53,734 --> 00:35:57,780
Bilo je puno golubova
to bi došlo

659
00:35:57,822 --> 00:35:59,657
do prozora.

660
00:35:59,699 --> 00:36:01,617
Imao sam osjećaj

661
00:36:01,659 --> 00:36:03,286
bilo je nešto što je...

662
00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:06,789
iznimno,

663
00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:09,041
krajnje pogrešno.

664
00:36:15,256 --> 00:36:17,800
A u isto vrijeme,

665
00:36:22,763 --> 00:36:25,224
Osjetio sam osjećaj

666
00:36:29,395 --> 00:36:31,981
nije to bilo skroz...

667
00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:38,738
neugodan.

668
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:45,494
I želim ovo reći.

669
00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:49,957
Činjenica da je bilo
blagi osjećaj...

670
00:36:54,170 --> 00:36:57,131
biti viđen,

671
00:36:57,173 --> 00:36:59,050
biti tražen...

672
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,595
ovaj...

673
00:37:04,597 --> 00:37:06,390
stvorilo je

674
00:37:07,558 --> 00:37:11,771
ogromna zbunjenost... za mene.

675
00:37:11,812 --> 00:37:13,272
Krivnja.

676
00:37:14,482 --> 00:37:16,275
[Errol]
Jesi li rekao svojoj majci?

677
00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:18,444
Oh, da.

678
00:37:18,486 --> 00:37:20,780
Rekla je, hm...

679
00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:24,951
„Dobri vozači
teško ih je pronaći."

680
00:37:28,496 --> 00:37:30,873
Pa prvo je rekla
lagao sam.

681
00:37:32,500 --> 00:37:34,335
A onda je rekla...

682
00:37:35,795 --> 00:37:38,881
„Dobri vozači
teško ih je pronaći."

683
00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:43,636
Moraš nešto znati
jer govorimo o

684
00:37:43,678 --> 00:37:48,683
što me motiviralo
tražiti Timothyja Learyja.

685
00:37:48,724 --> 00:37:51,602
Osjećam sve ovo
je dio toga.

686
00:37:51,644 --> 00:37:55,439
Bio je jedan od
najistaknutiji psiholozi

687
00:37:55,481 --> 00:37:56,983
našeg vremena.

688
00:37:58,401 --> 00:38:00,403
On je to osjetio

689
00:38:00,444 --> 00:38:03,322
psihodelici
mogu biti lijekovi...

690
00:38:04,782 --> 00:38:08,286
da bi mogli izliječiti traumu

691
00:38:08,327 --> 00:38:10,329
i PTSP.

692
00:38:10,371 --> 00:38:12,623
Ova putanja
mog djetinjstva,

693
00:38:12,665 --> 00:38:16,168
to me navelo da ga pronađem.

694
00:38:18,212 --> 00:38:20,464
[Leary]

695
00:38:20,506 --> 00:38:22,091
[psiholog]

696
00:38:26,721 --> 00:38:29,265
[Leary]

697
00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:31,559
-[psiholog]
-[Leary]

698
00:38:34,562 --> 00:38:36,355
-[psiholog]
-[Leary]

699
00:38:36,397 --> 00:38:38,941
-[Leary]
-[psiholog]

700
00:38:42,903 --> 00:38:46,282
Pa smo onda otišli
posjetiti mog prijatelja

701
00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:48,659
koji je imao lijepu kolibu.

702
00:38:48,701 --> 00:38:51,537
Znate li Opel automobile?

703
00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:56,000
Bila je nasljednica von Opela.

704
00:38:56,042 --> 00:38:57,710
Priredila je zabavu.

705
00:38:59,211 --> 00:39:02,214
Andy Warhol i njegovi
pojavila se cijela ekipa.

706
00:39:04,383 --> 00:39:06,969
A Timothy je rekao,

707
00:39:07,011 --> 00:39:11,390
„Ti i ja jesmo
dva najinteligentnija
muškarci u Americi."

708
00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:13,017
Okrenuo se prema meni i rekao:

709
00:39:13,059 --> 00:39:15,227
“I ona je najinteligentnija

710
00:39:15,269 --> 00:39:17,605
žena na svijetu."

711
00:39:19,273 --> 00:39:22,234
Andy je donio sa sobom
cijela hrpa

712
00:39:22,276 --> 00:39:25,738
od 45 okretaja u minuti

713
00:39:25,780 --> 00:39:27,365
iz '50-ih.

714
00:39:27,406 --> 00:39:28,699
["Pratit ću te"
Rick Nelson igra]

715
00:39:28,741 --> 00:39:30,910
[Joanna] I on je inzistirao
da plešemo.

716
00:39:30,951 --> 00:39:34,246
volim te,
Volim te, volim te

717
00:39:34,288 --> 00:39:36,916
I kamo ideš
Slijedit ću, slijedit ću,
slijedit ću te

718
00:39:36,957 --> 00:39:41,420
Uvijek ćeš biti
moja prava ljubavi, moja prava ljubavi,
moja prava ljubavi

719
00:39:41,462 --> 00:39:46,258
Od sada pa zauvijek,
zauvijek, zauvijek

720
00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:47,718
Slijedit ću te

721
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:49,428
[Joanna]
Sutradan mi je rekao,

722
00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:52,807
„Mi idemo
odvesti se u Beč,

723
00:39:52,848 --> 00:39:55,643
a ja ću snimiti film

724
00:39:55,684 --> 00:40:02,191
to će reći da
Potpuno sam protiv droge."

725
00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:05,986
Osjećao je da čovjek
koji je bio premijer

726
00:40:06,028 --> 00:40:09,448
Austrije je išao
dati mu azil.

727
00:40:11,367 --> 00:40:15,788
Njegov azil u Švicarskoj
više nije bilo sigurno.

728
00:40:18,332 --> 00:40:20,584
[Errol]
U kojem trenutku je postao

729
00:40:20,626 --> 00:40:23,587
najopasniji čovjek
u Americi?

730
00:40:23,629 --> 00:40:26,799
Mislim da je to bilo
jedan od Nixonovih slogana.

731
00:40:28,843 --> 00:40:32,638
Američki javni neprijatelj
broj jedan u Sjedinjenim Državama

732
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,808
je zlouporaba droga.

733
00:40:35,850 --> 00:40:37,977
Kako bi se borili
i poraziti ovog neprijatelja,

734
00:40:38,018 --> 00:40:41,063
potrebno je platiti novi,

735
00:40:41,105 --> 00:40:43,732
sveopća ofenziva.

736
00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:46,861
[Joanna] Postaje napeto
kad si glavni odmetnik.

737
00:40:49,029 --> 00:40:51,490
Stigli smo u Beč,
a ono što su željeli bilo je

738
00:40:51,532 --> 00:40:55,661
da on kaže
da su lijekovi bili super.

739
00:40:55,703 --> 00:40:59,206
Nije bio baš zadovoljan
raditi to.

740
00:41:03,419 --> 00:41:06,213
Također, moram ti reći,

741
00:41:06,255 --> 00:41:08,841
da je u to vrijeme

742
00:41:08,883 --> 00:41:12,470
Postao sam potpuno narančast,

743
00:41:12,511 --> 00:41:14,847
poput suncokreta.

744
00:41:14,889 --> 00:41:20,019
Predložio je da idemo
u sveučilišnu bolnicu,

745
00:41:20,060 --> 00:41:22,521
a bilo ih je
tamo možda 200 studenata.

746
00:41:22,563 --> 00:41:26,317
Zbacio sam kaput i ja
podigao sam rukave i rekao sam,

747
00:41:26,358 --> 00:41:29,820
„Doktore, imate nešto
važnije učiniti.

748
00:41:29,862 --> 00:41:34,700
Ovdje imate pacijenta
koji ima strašnu bolest."

749
00:41:34,742 --> 00:41:37,786
[Errol] U knjizi,
rekla si da si gola!

750
00:41:37,828 --> 00:41:40,831
Pa... možda i jesam.

751
00:41:40,873 --> 00:41:44,043
[smijeh]

752
00:41:44,084 --> 00:41:46,545
[Errol] I kako je
učenici reagiraju?

753
00:41:46,587 --> 00:41:50,174
Oh, čula se graja.
Svi su to obožavali.

754
00:41:50,216 --> 00:41:53,886
ne znam,
ako Timothy nije bio zaljubljen
sa mnom do tog trenutka,

755
00:41:53,928 --> 00:41:57,389
skroz je puklo
njegovo srce otvoreno.

756
00:42:00,267 --> 00:42:03,896
Timothyjeva kći

757
00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:06,732
se vratio iz Indije.

758
00:42:06,774 --> 00:42:10,402
Donijela je vodu
od Gangesa.

759
00:42:10,444 --> 00:42:13,739
Mislio sam da će biti
vrlo ljubazno s moje strane

760
00:42:13,781 --> 00:42:15,741
popiti tu bocu vode.

761
00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:17,117
[smijeh]

762
00:42:17,159 --> 00:42:19,370
“Ovo će biti
tvoja pokćerka,

763
00:42:19,411 --> 00:42:22,248
i ona je istih godina kao ti,

764
00:42:22,289 --> 00:42:26,001
a ona ti pruži bocu
vode iz Gangesa.

765
00:42:27,127 --> 00:42:28,796
Pa sam ga popio.

766
00:42:28,837 --> 00:42:31,257
Uvijek sam to mislio
vjerojatno je to bila ta voda

767
00:42:31,298 --> 00:42:34,260
to mi je dalo...

768
00:42:34,301 --> 00:42:37,304
hepatitis.

769
00:42:37,346 --> 00:42:41,183
Usred svega toga,
Dennis se pojavio

770
00:42:41,225 --> 00:42:43,102
i počeo govoriti...

771
00:42:44,478 --> 00:42:47,147
da bismo trebali ići
u Afganistan.

772
00:42:48,482 --> 00:42:51,277
Timothy je počeo objašnjavati,

773
00:42:51,318 --> 00:42:53,946
“Tamo poznajem neke ljude

774
00:42:53,988 --> 00:42:56,448
tko bi nam dao
puno novca,

775
00:42:56,490 --> 00:43:00,035
a onda ti i ja
otići će do Cejlona,

776
00:43:00,077 --> 00:43:03,872
a mi ćemo biti pjesnici na plaži

777
00:43:03,914 --> 00:43:06,709
i imati djecu."

778
00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:11,880
Mislio sam da je to najviše
čudesan, čaroban plan

779
00:43:11,922 --> 00:43:13,507
mogli ste zamisliti.

780
00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:15,134
Onda smo saznali da Dennis

781
00:43:15,175 --> 00:43:16,969
vozio Porsche

782
00:43:17,011 --> 00:43:18,721
i zbrojio ga.

783
00:43:22,182 --> 00:43:24,351
Nije bilo izlaza

784
00:43:24,393 --> 00:43:27,563
ali naprijed i gore i unutra.

785
00:43:31,358 --> 00:43:33,360
Napustili smo Beč.

786
00:43:34,862 --> 00:43:37,156
Ostavili smo ono što znam.

787
00:43:37,197 --> 00:43:40,451
Ali mi idemo
napraviti usputno zaustavljanje

788
00:43:40,492 --> 00:43:42,661
u Bejrutu.

789
00:43:46,874 --> 00:43:49,126
Baš mi je drago
idemo u Bejrut

790
00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:51,503
jer znam predsjednika

791
00:43:51,545 --> 00:43:54,840
jer predsjednik
bio zaljubljen u moju majku.

792
00:43:54,882 --> 00:43:57,676
Znao sam da ćemo biti
primljeno vrlo dobro.

793
00:43:57,718 --> 00:44:00,471
Također, bio sam zvijezda

794
00:44:00,512 --> 00:44:03,682
na libanonskoj televiziji

795
00:44:03,724 --> 00:44:08,062
kad sam bio između
dobi od 14 i 15 godina.

796
00:44:10,314 --> 00:44:12,858
Gledao sam
televizija u Bejrutu,

797
00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:15,361
i vidio sam
imali su kviz.

798
00:44:15,402 --> 00:44:18,864
Prijavio sam se na kviz
i bio sam uzet.

799
00:44:18,906 --> 00:44:21,533
-[Errol] Biti natjecatelj.
-Biti natjecatelj.

800
00:44:21,575 --> 00:44:22,993
I volio sam to.

801
00:44:25,371 --> 00:44:29,375
Morao si shvatiti
koji je ležao.

802
00:44:29,416 --> 00:44:31,919
Čovjek koji je bio
zadužen za programe

803
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:33,379
došao mi je i rekao,

804
00:44:33,420 --> 00:44:35,422
“Stvarno si dobar
na televiziji."

805
00:44:35,464 --> 00:44:37,216
Tada sam mu rekao,

806
00:44:37,257 --> 00:44:39,677
„Dobro, dobro, zašto ne
produciraš emisiju sa mnom?

807
00:44:39,718 --> 00:44:44,682
Nazovimo emisiju
Klub tinejdžera."

808
00:44:44,723 --> 00:44:47,017
[Errol] Iz knjige,
ispričaš priču

809
00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:50,270
da gotovo sve od
proizvođači su bili
zaljubljen u tebe.

810
00:44:50,312 --> 00:44:52,147
Pa, bili su.

811
00:44:52,189 --> 00:44:54,024
Kad sam imao 15 godina,

812
00:44:54,066 --> 00:44:57,736
tada sam počeo
puno seksati.

813
00:44:57,778 --> 00:44:59,405
Ne mogu reći da žalim.

814
00:44:59,446 --> 00:45:01,323
[smijeh]

815
00:45:05,369 --> 00:45:07,830
Zaustavili smo se u Bejrutu.

816
00:45:07,871 --> 00:45:11,792
Nešto vrlo neobično
dogodilo tamo.

817
00:45:13,085 --> 00:45:14,420
Moraš zapamtiti,

818
00:45:14,461 --> 00:45:16,588
Nisam poznavao Timothyja
dugo vremena.

819
00:45:16,630 --> 00:45:18,882
I stvarno mi nije bilo jasno

820
00:45:18,924 --> 00:45:23,595
značaj
njegovo životno djelo do tada.

821
00:45:23,637 --> 00:45:28,392
I kod sina smo
predsjedničke kuće.

822
00:45:28,434 --> 00:45:30,936
Vidio je sve te knjige
od Junga,

823
00:45:30,978 --> 00:45:34,148
a on se okrenuo prema meni
i on je rekao,

824
00:45:34,189 --> 00:45:36,650
“Oni ne idu
razumjeti moj rad

825
00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:39,945
dok ne umrem."

826
00:45:44,032 --> 00:45:45,909
[Leary]

827
00:45:47,911 --> 00:45:49,121
[psiholog]

828
00:45:49,163 --> 00:45:51,665
[Leary]

829
00:45:53,041 --> 00:45:54,626
[psiholog]

830
00:45:54,668 --> 00:45:56,295
[Leary]

831
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:02,217
-[smijeh]
-[psiholog]

832
00:46:02,259 --> 00:46:04,636
-[Leary]
-[psiholog]

833
00:46:04,678 --> 00:46:06,221
[Leary]

834
00:46:08,140 --> 00:46:10,434
[psiholog]

835
00:46:10,476 --> 00:46:12,311
[Leary]

836
00:46:13,437 --> 00:46:15,564
-[psiholog]
-[Leary]

837
00:46:26,867 --> 00:46:28,744
[smijeh]

838
00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:38,420
Govorio mi je
bio je bjegunac,
pa sam mu rekao,

839
00:46:38,462 --> 00:46:40,339
„Pa jesam
stvarno dobra ideja.

840
00:46:40,380 --> 00:46:42,174
Mislim da bi se trebao farbati
tvoja kosa."

841
00:46:42,216 --> 00:46:44,551
[smijeh]

842
00:46:44,593 --> 00:46:49,348
Mislim, nisam znao
Bio sam protiv cjeline
vlada Sjedinjenih Država.

843
00:46:52,184 --> 00:46:54,144
Izabrao sam rock 'n' roll izgled,

844
00:46:54,186 --> 00:46:58,023
ljubičaste hlače
i srebrnu košulju.

845
00:46:58,065 --> 00:47:00,108
Imam crnu boju.

846
00:47:00,150 --> 00:47:03,445
Pa sam počeo stavljati
crna boja na kosi,

847
00:47:03,487 --> 00:47:07,157
ali onda smo vodili ljubav

848
00:47:07,199 --> 00:47:09,785
a mi smo zaboravili
crna boja.

849
00:47:09,827 --> 00:47:13,372
I njegova kosa se pokazala

850
00:47:13,413 --> 00:47:15,874
apsolutna ljubičasta.

851
00:47:15,916 --> 00:47:19,378
Ovdje je bio moj rock 'n' roll
zvijezda profesor.

852
00:47:20,587 --> 00:47:22,339
[Errol] Evo pitanja:

853
00:47:22,381 --> 00:47:26,343
zašto mora putovati
u nekoj vrsti maske?

854
00:47:26,385 --> 00:47:29,221
On to zna

855
00:47:29,263 --> 00:47:31,223
gdje god stane,

856
00:47:31,265 --> 00:47:34,393
mogao bi biti uhićen.

857
00:47:36,770 --> 00:47:39,064
Optužnica

858
00:47:39,106 --> 00:47:41,400
upravo je izašao.

859
00:47:44,194 --> 00:47:46,113
Sve su ga teretili

860
00:47:46,154 --> 00:47:48,615
da je Bratstvo
Vječne ljubavi učinio.

861
00:47:54,246 --> 00:47:56,248
[Richard Nixon] Drago mi je
da u ovoj upravi

862
00:47:56,290 --> 00:47:59,042
povećali smo se
iznos novca

863
00:47:59,084 --> 00:48:02,754
za rješavanje problema
opasnih droga sedam puta.

864
00:48:02,796 --> 00:48:05,173
Bit će to 600 milijuna dolara
ove godine.

865
00:48:05,215 --> 00:48:09,511
Ovo je jedno područje gdje
ne možemo rezati proračun.

866
00:48:09,553 --> 00:48:11,972
Moramo plaćati
ono što sam nazvao totalnim ratom

867
00:48:12,014 --> 00:48:15,684
protiv javnog neprijatelja broj jedan
u Sjedinjenim Državama,

868
00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:17,603
problem opasnih droga.

869
00:48:23,442 --> 00:48:25,277
[Joanna] Evo nas,

870
00:48:25,319 --> 00:48:27,613
Timothy, Dennis i ja,

871
00:48:27,654 --> 00:48:31,450
konačno u zrakoplovu iz Beiruta

872
00:48:31,491 --> 00:48:33,118
u Kabul.

873
00:48:34,494 --> 00:48:37,414
Ulazimo u terminal.

874
00:48:37,456 --> 00:48:42,419
Ovaj čovjek skida obje putovnice

875
00:48:42,461 --> 00:48:44,463
iz Timothyjevih ruku.

876
00:48:44,504 --> 00:48:47,799
Baci kartu na nas,

877
00:48:47,841 --> 00:48:51,345
i on počinje
istrčavši iz zračne luke.

878
00:48:51,386 --> 00:48:53,263
"James Senner,

879
00:48:53,305 --> 00:48:58,101
drugi ataše u Veleposlanstvu
Sjedinjenih Država."

880
00:49:01,563 --> 00:49:04,983
Bio je to totalni šok.

881
00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:12,491
Idemo gore do
imigrantski ljudi--

882
00:49:12,532 --> 00:49:16,995
„Ne možete ući
ovu zemlju jer ti
nemam nikakve putovnice."

883
00:49:18,038 --> 00:49:20,415
Imam strah

884
00:49:20,457 --> 00:49:23,168
kakvu nikad prije nisam imao.

885
00:49:23,210 --> 00:49:25,212
Nikad poslije.

886
00:49:27,547 --> 00:49:29,675
Stavljam na sebe personu

887
00:49:29,716 --> 00:49:33,095
koja je zbacila kaput sa sebe

888
00:49:33,136 --> 00:49:36,014
ispred
profesor u Beču--

889
00:49:38,850 --> 00:49:43,063
„Ako me rastaviš
od Timothyja Learyja, umrijet ću."

890
00:49:43,105 --> 00:49:45,190
Onesvijestila sam se na podu

891
00:49:45,232 --> 00:49:48,443
da mu pokažem
da sam ozbiljno mislio.

892
00:49:48,485 --> 00:49:51,446
Rekao je: "Ne idemo
da vas razdvojim."

893
00:49:53,365 --> 00:49:57,119
Onda su nas odveli
do hotela Plaza...

894
00:49:58,412 --> 00:50:00,706
gdje stavljaju strance

895
00:50:00,747 --> 00:50:03,041
u sobama

896
00:50:03,083 --> 00:50:05,502
kao zatvorenici.

897
00:50:05,544 --> 00:50:08,880
Prvi put sam pitao
ići na wc,

898
00:50:08,922 --> 00:50:12,217
pustili su Timoteja da dođe
u wc sa mnom.

899
00:50:12,259 --> 00:50:14,052
Spustio se na koljena.

900
00:50:14,094 --> 00:50:17,097
Ne znam zašto još uvijek
danas me jednostavno rasplače.

901
00:50:17,139 --> 00:50:20,767
Bio je to takav čin
nježnost u tom trenutku

902
00:50:20,809 --> 00:50:25,272
to je bilo
frenetično zastrašujuće,

903
00:50:25,313 --> 00:50:29,359
s tim da Timothy dobiva
na koljena,

904
00:50:29,401 --> 00:50:31,486
pažljivo, sitno

905
00:50:31,528 --> 00:50:33,155
čišćenje toaleta.

906
00:50:33,196 --> 00:50:35,490
Osjećao sam se zaštićeno

907
00:50:35,532 --> 00:50:37,951
u ovom trenutku užasa.

908
00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:43,081
Ova dva Afganistanca
tajna služba

909
00:50:43,123 --> 00:50:44,541
došao u sobu

910
00:50:44,583 --> 00:50:48,086
i počeli su
ispitujući Timothyja,

911
00:50:48,128 --> 00:50:51,548
pitajući ga tko je on.

912
00:50:51,590 --> 00:50:53,717
Timothy je rekao,

913
00:50:53,759 --> 00:50:57,929
“Ne vraćam se u
Sjedinjene Države bez Joanne."

914
00:51:00,307 --> 00:51:02,267
I nakon otprilike četiri dana,

915
00:51:02,309 --> 00:51:05,854
rekli su nam da jesmo
odvezen u zračnu luku.

916
00:51:11,651 --> 00:51:13,445
Ušli smo u ovaj Jeep

917
00:51:13,487 --> 00:51:16,948
s vojnicima posvuda okolo
sa svojim mitraljezima,

918
00:51:16,990 --> 00:51:19,326
i stigli smo na aerodrom.

919
00:51:20,368 --> 00:51:22,954
Prišao mi je indijski doktor,

920
00:51:22,996 --> 00:51:26,792
predstavio me
s papirom na kojem je pisalo,

921
00:51:26,833 --> 00:51:28,627
"Ako ti se nešto dogodi,

922
00:51:28,668 --> 00:51:33,507
nećete držati
Odgovorna je afganistanska vlada."

923
00:51:33,548 --> 00:51:35,884
Potpisao sam taj papir, da.

924
00:51:40,806 --> 00:51:45,310
Bio je avion
kompanije Ariana Airlines.

925
00:51:45,352 --> 00:51:47,312
Počeli smo se penjati uz stepenice.

926
00:51:48,688 --> 00:51:50,774
A ovaj čovjek s bradom je rekao,

927
00:51:50,816 --> 00:51:54,152
"Agent Terrence Burke,

928
00:51:54,194 --> 00:51:56,113
droga je igra.

929
00:51:56,154 --> 00:52:00,784
Došao sam te dovesti
natrag u Sjedinjene Države."

930
00:52:00,826 --> 00:52:04,913
I pruži Timothyju
osobnu iskaznicu.

931
00:52:04,955 --> 00:52:08,041
Zanimanje: Filozof.

932
00:52:10,377 --> 00:52:12,420
Stavili su nas u prvu klasu.

933
00:52:14,506 --> 00:52:16,466
Dva agenta unutra
sjedala iza nas,

934
00:52:16,508 --> 00:52:19,344
dva agenta unutra
sjedište naspram nas.

935
00:52:20,387 --> 00:52:22,514
Bio sam tako uplašen.

936
00:52:22,556 --> 00:52:24,015
Avion je išao
napraviti dvije stanice--

937
00:52:24,057 --> 00:52:25,350
Teheran, Pariz.

938
00:52:25,392 --> 00:52:28,395
Očito jesam
papir za pisanje

939
00:52:28,436 --> 00:52:29,813
i imao sam olovku.

940
00:52:29,855 --> 00:52:32,858
I napisao sam,
“Ovo je dr. Timothy Leary.

941
00:52:32,899 --> 00:52:35,152
Otimaju nas.

942
00:52:35,193 --> 00:52:37,863
Molim te daj ovo
prvoj vlasti

943
00:52:37,904 --> 00:52:40,949
koje vidite u
zračna luka u Parizu."

944
00:52:40,991 --> 00:52:46,037
I počnem ispuštati ove
papirići u krilima ljudi.

945
00:52:47,747 --> 00:52:50,333
Oko 15 minuta kasnije,

946
00:52:50,375 --> 00:52:52,043
oglasio se glas i rekli su,

947
00:52:52,085 --> 00:52:56,047
“Ovog aviona više nema
odlazak u Pariz.

948
00:52:56,089 --> 00:52:59,467
Preusmjereno je
u Njemačku."

949
00:53:01,344 --> 00:53:04,890
U rukama sam ljudi
koji može samo skrenuti s ravnine.

950
00:53:06,558 --> 00:53:10,395
Odveli su nas
u praznu čekaonicu.

951
00:53:11,396 --> 00:53:13,231
I sljedeći dan,

952
00:53:13,273 --> 00:53:17,110
gurali su nas
na avion za L.A.

953
00:53:17,152 --> 00:53:19,237
U prvoj klasi.

954
00:53:20,614 --> 00:53:22,908
Pa, na tom letu za L.A.

955
00:53:22,949 --> 00:53:25,577
bio ovaj prijatelj moje obitelji,

956
00:53:25,619 --> 00:53:27,787
prijatelj moje sestre,

957
00:53:27,829 --> 00:53:31,374
ovaj fantastični playboy
koji je zapravo bio u braku

958
00:53:31,416 --> 00:53:33,752
Brigitte Bardot.

959
00:53:33,793 --> 00:53:35,921
[pjeva "L'appareil à sous"
na francuskom]

960
00:53:35,962 --> 00:53:38,089
[Joanna]
I pili smo šampanjac.

961
00:53:41,426 --> 00:53:44,054
I razgovarali smo. I igrali smo.

962
00:53:47,807 --> 00:53:49,935
Timothy je sklopio pakt s njima,

963
00:53:49,976 --> 00:53:51,895
da će se brinuti za mene.

964
00:53:51,937 --> 00:53:55,190
zapravo nisam znala
što će se dogoditi.

965
00:53:55,232 --> 00:53:57,067
I malo prije nego smo sletjeli,

966
00:53:57,108 --> 00:54:00,528
pružio mi je svoj adresar.

967
00:54:00,570 --> 00:54:02,280
Napisao je rad u kojem piše:

968
00:54:02,322 --> 00:54:03,907
“Pravo govoriti u moje ime

969
00:54:03,949 --> 00:54:06,910
Ovime s ljubavlju dajem
za Joannu Harcourt-Smith,

970
00:54:06,952 --> 00:54:08,954
tko je moja ljubav, moj glas,

971
00:54:08,995 --> 00:54:10,956
moja mudrost, moje riječi,

972
00:54:10,997 --> 00:54:12,415
moj izlaz u svijet

973
00:54:12,457 --> 00:54:14,751
za našu ljubav,
i tako dalje, i tako dalje.

974
00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:18,463
Timothy Leary,
iznad Montane, SAD.

975
00:54:18,505 --> 00:54:21,216
18. siječnja 1973."

976
00:54:26,638 --> 00:54:30,183
[Joanna] Dan
vratili smo se bio

977
00:54:30,225 --> 00:54:32,602
tjedan Vodoinstalateri

978
00:54:32,644 --> 00:54:34,604
dobio kaznu.

979
00:54:34,646 --> 00:54:38,483
Bio je to Nixonov tjedan
druga inauguracija.

980
00:54:40,402 --> 00:54:42,988
To je bilo apsolutno...

981
00:54:44,364 --> 00:54:46,491
proračunati.

982
00:54:46,533 --> 00:54:48,868
Predsjednik zakona i reda.

983
00:54:48,910 --> 00:54:50,870
Bili su
prati nas cijelo vrijeme.

984
00:54:50,912 --> 00:54:54,165
Mislim, postoji apsolutno
nema sumnje u to.

985
00:54:55,875 --> 00:54:58,003
Vidite, ovo je razlog zašto mislim

986
00:54:58,044 --> 00:55:01,339
CIA je imala puno
učiniti s ovom pričom.

987
00:55:02,549 --> 00:55:04,801
Vidio sam narudžbu

988
00:55:04,843 --> 00:55:07,345
od Ehrlichmana koji je rekao,

989
00:55:07,387 --> 00:55:09,681
"Uhvatite dr. Timothyja Learyja

990
00:55:09,723 --> 00:55:13,643
i vrati ga na bilo koji način."

991
00:55:13,685 --> 00:55:15,186
On je kum
u svijetu.

992
00:55:15,228 --> 00:55:17,147
on je lijep.
On je filozof.

993
00:55:17,188 --> 00:55:19,024
On ima sve odgovore.
On je sretan.

994
00:55:19,065 --> 00:55:21,318
On je sretan, razumiješ?
Vratio se...

995
00:55:21,359 --> 00:55:23,987
Vratio se jer
on ima stvari za reći

996
00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:26,197
jer on je lijep čovjek

997
00:55:26,239 --> 00:55:28,116
i zato što ide
spasiti svijet

998
00:55:28,158 --> 00:55:30,869
i zato što je pun ljubavi,
a naša je ljubav savršena.

999
00:55:30,910 --> 00:55:33,663
Naša ljubav je
najljepša ljubav
to je ikada postojalo.

1000
00:55:33,705 --> 00:55:35,540
Upoznao sam ga prije dva mjeseca
u Švicarskoj,

1001
00:55:35,582 --> 00:55:38,084
i nisam ga ostavila
drugi od tada.

1002
00:55:38,126 --> 00:55:40,337
I ne znam ništa o njegovoj prošlosti--

1003
00:55:40,378 --> 00:55:43,673
Znam samo da sam živio
s njim dan i noć,

1004
00:55:43,715 --> 00:55:45,508
i da je on savršen muškarac.

1005
00:55:45,550 --> 00:55:47,635
[intervjuer] Jeste li bili s njim
kad je uhapšen?

1006
00:55:47,677 --> 00:55:49,846
- Savršena ljubav.
-[intervjuer] Jeste li
s njim kad je uhićen?

1007
00:55:49,888 --> 00:55:51,890
Da gospodine. Bio sam s njim.

1008
00:55:51,931 --> 00:55:54,142
Bilo je potpuno protuzakonito.

1009
00:55:54,184 --> 00:55:57,979
Jedan od razloga
kontaktirao sam vas

1010
00:55:58,021 --> 00:56:00,690
je mislim da postoji
ovdje još uvijek misterij.

1011
00:56:04,194 --> 00:56:07,572
Isto kao u Pelinu.

1012
00:56:07,614 --> 00:56:09,824
Kako smo bili izmanipulirani.

1013
00:56:10,950 --> 00:56:13,203
Kako sam bio iskorišten

1014
00:56:13,244 --> 00:56:15,872
voditi Timothyja Learyja

1015
00:56:15,914 --> 00:56:18,291
natrag u pritvor.

1016
00:56:20,210 --> 00:56:22,337
I činjenica da

1017
00:56:22,379 --> 00:56:25,173
Ne znam te stvari.

1018
00:56:25,215 --> 00:56:28,760
Rekao mi je Dennis
koje je Timothy upoznao

1019
00:56:28,802 --> 00:56:31,429
s ovim agentom CIA-e

1020
00:56:31,471 --> 00:56:34,474
s vremena na vrijeme
u Švicarskoj.

1021
00:56:35,809 --> 00:56:38,144
Ne znam što to znači.

1022
00:56:39,270 --> 00:56:41,523
Zaintrigiran sam time,

1023
00:56:41,564 --> 00:56:43,775
ipak, 40 godina kasnije.

1024
00:56:47,529 --> 00:56:49,781
Nisam zavjerenik,

1025
00:56:49,823 --> 00:56:53,076
ali to uključuje moj vlastiti život.

1026
00:56:53,118 --> 00:56:57,330
Postoji još jedan veo
koja nije otkrivena

1027
00:56:57,372 --> 00:57:00,125
o tome što se tamo događalo.

1028
00:57:00,166 --> 00:57:03,336
[Errol] Kad bi mogao
podići taj veo, što
misliš li da bi vidio?

1029
00:57:03,378 --> 00:57:06,089
Priča o Timothyju Learyju

1030
00:57:06,131 --> 00:57:09,717
je vrlo velika politička priča.

1031
00:57:09,759 --> 00:57:12,971
Puno ljudi
su manipulirani

1032
00:57:13,012 --> 00:57:15,181
manipulirati poviješću.

1033
00:57:16,516 --> 00:57:20,395
I što više
Razumijem ovu priču,

1034
00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:22,480
što više razumijem

1035
00:57:22,522 --> 00:57:25,650
da je to dio zagonetke

1036
00:57:25,692 --> 00:57:29,112
to se igra.

1037
00:57:29,154 --> 00:57:31,739
Grandioznost naroda

1038
00:57:31,781 --> 00:57:33,491
Odrastao sam u blizini

1039
00:57:33,533 --> 00:57:35,326
bila neograničena.

1040
00:57:35,368 --> 00:57:38,872
Korištenje ljudi kao pijuna

1041
00:57:38,913 --> 00:57:41,458
bila definitivno njihova igra.

1042
00:57:45,295 --> 00:57:49,966
Moj očuh
Arpád Plesch

1043
00:57:50,008 --> 00:57:53,011
bio je vrlo,
vrlo gadan lik.

1044
00:57:54,721 --> 00:57:58,475
Uzeo je novac
od židovskog naroda

1045
00:57:58,516 --> 00:57:59,976
koje je znao u Njemačkoj,

1046
00:58:00,018 --> 00:58:04,105
i sakrio je novac u
Računi sa švicarskim brojem,

1047
00:58:04,147 --> 00:58:06,316
a onda je denuncirao

1048
00:58:06,357 --> 00:58:07,984
ti ljudi

1049
00:58:08,026 --> 00:58:10,361
Hitlerovcima.

1050
00:58:10,403 --> 00:58:11,946
[Errol]
Ali nije bio Židov?

1051
00:58:11,988 --> 00:58:15,408
Oh, on je bio Židov.
O, da, bio je Židov.

1052
00:58:15,450 --> 00:58:18,870
Vidio sam apsolutnu izopačenost

1053
00:58:18,912 --> 00:58:23,708
od ljudi koji imaju
najviše novca na ovom svijetu.

1054
00:58:23,750 --> 00:58:25,502
I vidio sam

1055
00:58:25,543 --> 00:58:28,463
kako postoje
nikakvog morala.

1056
00:58:28,505 --> 00:58:29,631
Nijedan.

1057
00:58:29,672 --> 00:58:32,383
Novac i moć,

1058
00:58:32,425 --> 00:58:34,093
i to je to.

1059
00:58:36,679 --> 00:58:39,849
Arpád Plesch bio je oženjen
kako mojoj majci

1060
00:58:39,891 --> 00:58:41,351
i moja baka.

1061
00:58:43,061 --> 00:58:44,687
Kad je moja baka umrla,

1062
00:58:44,729 --> 00:58:47,815
Odveli su me u vrt

1063
00:58:47,857 --> 00:58:51,486
vidjeti djeda kako ženi mamu.

1064
00:58:52,612 --> 00:58:54,572
A sve je bilo zbog novca...

1065
00:58:56,491 --> 00:58:58,618
i rodoskvrnuće.

1066
00:58:58,660 --> 00:59:02,747
[Errol] Oprosti mi,
ali kako je to bilo
tvoja baka je umrla?

1067
00:59:02,789 --> 00:59:06,042
Kad je moja baka
je umirao,

1068
00:59:06,084 --> 00:59:09,128
otišao je po nož

1069
00:59:09,170 --> 00:59:12,632
a on joj je zaronio u srce.

1070
00:59:12,674 --> 00:59:16,219
Valjda moj očuh,
očuh,

1071
00:59:16,261 --> 00:59:19,889
smatrao da
bio je to čin ljubavi,

1072
00:59:19,931 --> 00:59:21,933
da će se pobrinuti

1073
00:59:21,975 --> 00:59:24,852
da mu je žena mrtva.

1074
00:59:24,894 --> 00:59:28,690
[Errol] Vaša priča
izgleda kao tragedija
iz antičke Grčke.

1075
00:59:29,774 --> 00:59:31,568
Pa istina je, moja priča.

1076
00:59:31,609 --> 00:59:34,946
Istina je.
Vrlo je čudno.

1077
00:59:34,988 --> 00:59:37,282
Apsolutna je istina.

1078
00:59:40,118 --> 00:59:42,453
[Leary]

1079
00:59:42,495 --> 00:59:43,871
[psiholog]

1080
00:59:51,129 --> 00:59:53,131
[Leary]

1081
00:59:58,553 --> 01:00:01,014
-[psiholog]
-[Leary]

1082
01:00:01,055 --> 01:00:02,140
[Psiholog se smije]

1083
01:00:02,181 --> 01:00:05,059
[Leary]

1084
01:00:05,101 --> 01:00:06,978
[psiholog]

1085
01:00:11,107 --> 01:00:16,070
[Joanna] Kad su nas doveli
natrag u Sjedinjene Države,

1086
01:00:16,112 --> 01:00:20,825
Nisam imao pojma
tko je bio Timothy Leary.

1087
01:00:20,867 --> 01:00:22,702
Guru, narodni heroj,

1088
01:00:22,744 --> 01:00:26,497
i politički otpor.

1089
01:00:26,539 --> 01:00:30,460
Deset dana nakon što smo se vratili,

1090
01:00:30,501 --> 01:00:35,798
Čuo sam to
Dennis je bio zarobljen.

1091
01:00:35,840 --> 01:00:39,260
Otišao sam ga vidjeti
u okružnom zatvoru

1092
01:00:39,302 --> 01:00:40,637
jer on je bio poveznica

1093
01:00:40,678 --> 01:00:43,723
s tim nevjerojatnim
vrijeme u Europi.

1094
01:00:46,893 --> 01:00:50,980
Dennis je rekao: "Bit ću
izlazak za nekoliko dana.

1095
01:00:51,022 --> 01:00:52,607
Naći ćemo se s tobom.

1096
01:00:52,649 --> 01:00:54,942
Ja ću te uputiti
o cijeloj priči--

1097
01:00:54,984 --> 01:00:57,945
tko su zlikovci,
koji su dobri ljudi."

1098
01:00:59,572 --> 01:01:01,949
Sve je to bila namještaljka.

1099
01:01:04,035 --> 01:01:06,579
Timothy mi je dao
njegov adresar

1100
01:01:06,621 --> 01:01:10,500
sa svakim imenom
mogli ste zamisliti

1101
01:01:10,541 --> 01:01:13,544
i rekao: "Razgovaraj s
ove ljude i oslobodi me."

1102
01:01:16,297 --> 01:01:18,466
Bila je to nevjerojatna zagonetka.

1103
01:01:20,593 --> 01:01:22,261
[Joanna]
Ovo je zatvor Folsom.

1104
01:01:22,303 --> 01:01:25,431
Drži se na
sadašnje vrijeme 1800 ljudi.

1105
01:01:25,473 --> 01:01:27,558
Jedan od njih je Timothy Leary.

1106
01:01:27,600 --> 01:01:30,603
Doveden je ovamo
nakon četiri mjeseca
u samici

1107
01:01:30,645 --> 01:01:33,940
u Kalifornijskoj muškoj koloniji
u San Luis Obispu.

1108
01:01:33,981 --> 01:01:36,651
Ja sam Joanna Leary,
i volio bih ga vidjeti

1109
01:01:36,693 --> 01:01:38,486
van odavde
što je brže moguće.

1110
01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:41,989
[Joanna]
Pisala sam mu svaki dan,

1111
01:01:42,031 --> 01:01:43,825
i pisao mi je svaki dan.

1112
01:01:46,411 --> 01:01:49,330
Markice sam premazala kiselinom.

1113
01:01:49,372 --> 01:01:51,374
Znao je

1114
01:01:51,416 --> 01:01:53,084
što je bilo na marki.

1115
01:01:53,126 --> 01:01:58,256
I onda sam stavio ove malene,
malo kiseline

1116
01:01:58,297 --> 01:02:00,007
u mom pupku.

1117
01:02:00,049 --> 01:02:02,927
Vidiš, ja imam innie,

1118
01:02:02,969 --> 01:02:06,180
a nikad nisam znao kako
postalo bi korisno.

1119
01:02:07,724 --> 01:02:09,934
Smjeli smo se zagrliti

1120
01:02:09,976 --> 01:02:13,521
u početku
a na kraju posjeta.

1121
01:02:16,691 --> 01:02:18,943
I ja sam uzeo svoje

1122
01:02:18,985 --> 01:02:21,446
desetak minuta prije.

1123
01:02:21,487 --> 01:02:22,822
Kad smo se ljubili,

1124
01:02:22,864 --> 01:02:26,284
stavio sam ruku
gore prema njegovim ustima

1125
01:02:26,325 --> 01:02:28,286
i onda sam ga stavio.

1126
01:02:28,327 --> 01:02:31,414
Oboje smo... posrtali

1127
01:02:31,456 --> 01:02:33,499
u zatvoru Folsom.

1128
01:02:33,541 --> 01:02:35,918
Bilo je orgazmično.

1129
01:02:42,633 --> 01:02:46,220
moja majka
došao u zatvor Folsom

1130
01:02:46,262 --> 01:02:49,432
u svom Chanelovom kaputu.

1131
01:02:49,474 --> 01:02:53,060
Ima svoju Nancy Reagan
super isfenirana kosa.

1132
01:02:53,102 --> 01:02:54,979
Ima svoje visoke pete.

1133
01:02:55,021 --> 01:02:57,440
[smijeh]

1134
01:02:57,482 --> 01:02:59,734
I njezini jako crveni nokti.

1135
01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:01,319
Bila je dobro.

1136
01:03:01,360 --> 01:03:03,571
Mislim, pretresli su je.

1137
01:03:03,613 --> 01:03:04,947
Uzeli su joj osobnu iskaznicu.

1138
01:03:04,989 --> 01:03:09,076
I sišli smo
u sobu za posjete.

1139
01:03:09,118 --> 01:03:12,288
Pozdravili su se
kao što su bili

1140
01:03:12,330 --> 01:03:14,832
najstariji od prijatelja.

1141
01:03:14,874 --> 01:03:18,044
Timothy je kleknuo

1142
01:03:18,085 --> 01:03:20,004
u zatvoru Folsom,

1143
01:03:20,046 --> 01:03:24,175
a on je pitao moju majku
za moju ruku.

1144
01:03:24,217 --> 01:03:27,720
Rekla mu je kako je ludo
mislila je da jesam.

1145
01:03:27,762 --> 01:03:29,472
Mislio sam to
tu je moja majka,

1146
01:03:29,514 --> 01:03:31,891
ponovno ljubomoran na svoje ljubavnike.

1147
01:03:33,559 --> 01:03:37,688
Timothy je pogledao
baš kao moj otac,

1148
01:03:37,730 --> 01:03:41,818
Zapovjednik poručnik
Cecil Harcourt-Smith.

1149
01:03:42,819 --> 01:03:45,363
Moja je majka bila pravedna

1150
01:03:45,404 --> 01:03:48,157
gaga o njemu.

1151
01:03:48,199 --> 01:03:50,368
[Errol] Jeste li bili
ljubomoran na svoju majku?

1152
01:03:50,409 --> 01:03:53,371
U tom trenutku,
jesam li bio ljubomoran na svoju majku?

1153
01:03:54,413 --> 01:03:55,873
Vau.

1154
01:03:55,915 --> 01:03:59,210
Vjerojatno jesam, užasno!
[smijeh]

1155
01:03:59,252 --> 01:04:01,212
[Errol] Htio sam te pitati
generičko pitanje,

1156
01:04:01,254 --> 01:04:04,048
Što ste naučili o seksu
od tvoje majke?

1157
01:04:04,090 --> 01:04:06,884
Ona je to rekla
Morao sam biti vrlo oprezan

1158
01:04:06,926 --> 01:04:09,178
jer kad imaš seks,

1159
01:04:09,220 --> 01:04:11,848
mogli biste dobiti sifilis.

1160
01:04:11,889 --> 01:04:16,227
Oh, nije mi rekla
Mogla bih zatrudnjeti!

1161
01:04:16,269 --> 01:04:18,229
[Errol] Shvaćam
nisi dobio sifilis,

1162
01:04:18,271 --> 01:04:19,564
ali si ostala trudna.

1163
01:04:19,605 --> 01:04:20,898
Da.

1164
01:04:22,108 --> 01:04:23,526
Puno.

1165
01:04:23,568 --> 01:04:24,610
[smijeh]

1166
01:04:24,652 --> 01:04:27,905
Morao sam otići do nje i reći,

1167
01:04:27,947 --> 01:04:29,907
“Ne razumijem.

1168
01:04:29,949 --> 01:04:32,076
Trbuščić mi je sve veći.

1169
01:04:32,118 --> 01:04:34,245
Muka mi je.

1170
01:04:34,287 --> 01:04:36,205
Ne znam što se događa."

1171
01:04:36,247 --> 01:04:38,791
Odvela me liječniku
i uzeli su krv,

1172
01:04:38,833 --> 01:04:41,919
i pokazalo se
Bila sam trudna.

1173
01:04:41,961 --> 01:04:45,047
Imao sam 15 godina. Bilo je
apsolutno nema pitanja

1174
01:04:45,089 --> 01:04:47,008
da sam išao
imati to dijete,

1175
01:04:47,049 --> 01:04:50,177
Mislim, nikakva.

1176
01:04:50,219 --> 01:04:53,097
A onda su me primili,
i uzeli su mi bebu.

1177
01:04:57,310 --> 01:05:00,104
Mislim da nikad nisam bio
opet isto.

1178
01:05:02,315 --> 01:05:04,525
Pa nakon toga...

1179
01:05:07,945 --> 01:05:10,948
Bio sam u potpunom zavođenju.

1180
01:05:10,990 --> 01:05:15,786
Morao sam imati osam muškaraca
u trenutku biti zadovoljan.

1181
01:05:15,828 --> 01:05:18,456
Sada, nisam imao seks
sa osam muškaraca,

1182
01:05:18,497 --> 01:05:23,127
ali morao sam imati osam
glavni obožavatelji.

1183
01:05:23,169 --> 01:05:25,963
Noću u mom krevetu,
Ja bih ih prebrojao.

1184
01:05:26,005 --> 01:05:29,425
Osjećao sam se toplo,
učinio da se osjećam sigurno.

1185
01:05:29,467 --> 01:05:31,135
Osjećao sam se željenim.

1186
01:05:32,845 --> 01:05:34,472
[Helen Koblin]
Ovo je Helen Koblin,

1187
01:05:34,513 --> 01:05:37,016
i sa mnom je
Joanna Harcourt-Smith,

1188
01:05:37,058 --> 01:05:40,311
Žena Timothyja Learyja.
Pokušava pomoći Timothyju.

1189
01:05:40,353 --> 01:05:43,856
[mlada Joanna]
On sjedi u
samica

1190
01:05:43,898 --> 01:05:46,192
samo šaljem
energije i ljubavi

1191
01:05:46,233 --> 01:05:49,362
onome tko hoće
primiti ga.

1192
01:05:51,364 --> 01:05:53,032
[ženski psiholog]

1193
01:05:57,036 --> 01:05:59,163
[muški psiholog]

1194
01:06:03,709 --> 01:06:05,670
[Leary]

1195
01:06:09,215 --> 01:06:10,508
[ženski psiholog]

1196
01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:12,259
[Leary]

1197
01:06:15,179 --> 01:06:17,515
[muški psiholog]

1198
01:06:17,556 --> 01:06:19,308
[Leary]

1199
01:06:19,350 --> 01:06:21,185
[muški psiholog]

1200
01:06:31,904 --> 01:06:33,447
-[Leary]
-[muški psiholog]

1201
01:06:33,489 --> 01:06:35,032
[Leary]

1202
01:06:39,078 --> 01:06:42,331
[Joanna] Imala sam studio

1203
01:06:42,373 --> 01:06:44,583
ispod kule Coit

1204
01:06:44,625 --> 01:06:47,003
u San Franciscu.

1205
01:06:47,044 --> 01:06:49,213
Francis Ford Coppola

1206
01:06:49,255 --> 01:06:51,257
dao mi ured

1207
01:06:51,298 --> 01:06:54,135
iznad kazališta Little Fox,

1208
01:06:54,176 --> 01:06:57,930
Informacijski centar Starseed.

1209
01:06:59,432 --> 01:07:02,768
Smišljali bismo ove lude projekte

1210
01:07:02,810 --> 01:07:05,521
da izvuče Timothyja iz zatvora.

1211
01:07:07,523 --> 01:07:10,401
Dobit ćemo helikopter.

1212
01:07:10,443 --> 01:07:14,238
Bit ću gola

1213
01:07:14,280 --> 01:07:16,365
s crnim rukavicama.

1214
01:07:16,407 --> 01:07:18,325
Imat ćemo ovo ogromno

1215
01:07:18,367 --> 01:07:21,579
zvučnici eksplodiraju

1216
01:07:21,620 --> 01:07:23,664
Tamna strana Mjeseca.

1217
01:07:23,706 --> 01:07:26,417
To bi stražare

1218
01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:27,918
potpuno ukočen.

1219
01:07:27,960 --> 01:07:30,838
I tako bismo odabrali Timothyja
iz dvorišta,

1220
01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:33,549
odvedite ga u helikopter.

1221
01:07:33,591 --> 01:07:36,510
Otišli bismo u obližnje planine.

1222
01:07:36,552 --> 01:07:38,929
Bila bi cijela milicija

1223
01:07:38,971 --> 01:07:41,265
koji bi nas okruživao.

1224
01:07:42,850 --> 01:07:46,103
Također, Starseed
Informacijski centar

1225
01:07:46,145 --> 01:07:48,439
je odakle sam objavio

1226
01:07:48,481 --> 01:07:50,649
pet Timotejevih knjiga.

1227
01:07:54,570 --> 01:07:59,575
To smo osjećali sve dok
kao što je mogao pisati knjige,

1228
01:07:59,617 --> 01:08:02,161
njegov bi um
ne biti zatvoren.

1229
01:08:03,913 --> 01:08:07,166
Poslao bi ih meni
u obliku slova.

1230
01:08:07,208 --> 01:08:08,709
"Draga moja ženo,

1231
01:08:08,751 --> 01:08:10,586
nedostaješ mi više
nego sam život.

1232
01:08:10,628 --> 01:08:14,965
Sedam krugova
ljudskog mozga su,

1233
01:08:15,007 --> 01:08:17,301
jedan, bla, bla, bla. dva."

1234
01:08:22,306 --> 01:08:23,891
Kad sam bio švorc,

1235
01:08:23,933 --> 01:08:27,770
Stajao bih dalje
Telegrafska avenija

1236
01:08:27,812 --> 01:08:29,605
i prodao bih svoje knjige.

1237
01:08:29,647 --> 01:08:31,273
["Jutro je puklo"
svira Cat Stevens]

1238
01:08:31,315 --> 01:08:33,818
Jutro je puklo

1239
01:08:33,859 --> 01:08:38,656
Kao prvo jutro...

1240
01:08:38,697 --> 01:08:43,536
[Joanna] Jednog dana netko
upoznao me s ovim čovjekom

1241
01:08:43,577 --> 01:08:45,704
zvali smo Franklina,

1242
01:08:45,746 --> 01:08:49,834
jer je uvijek imao puno
novčanica od sto dolara.

1243
01:08:49,875 --> 01:08:54,004
Napravio je ovu kiselinu
u one dane se zvao

1244
01:08:54,046 --> 01:08:56,006
Jasno svjetlo.

1245
01:08:56,048 --> 01:08:58,592
Dao bi mi ove bočice,

1246
01:08:58,634 --> 01:09:00,094
i išla bih po gradu,

1247
01:09:00,136 --> 01:09:02,680
i svima bih dao kiseline.

1248
01:09:02,721 --> 01:09:04,557
Kao, otišao bih u banku,

1249
01:09:04,598 --> 01:09:06,433
i dao bih im malo kiseline.

1250
01:09:06,475 --> 01:09:08,144
I ne zezam te,

1251
01:09:08,185 --> 01:09:10,479
nisu bili u banci
sljedeći tjedan.

1252
01:09:12,439 --> 01:09:17,194
Jednog me dana Franklin upitao je li
Uzeo bih acid trip s njim.

1253
01:09:18,404 --> 01:09:21,115
A onda me izveo na ovo

1254
01:09:21,157 --> 01:09:23,534
kuća na plaži.

1255
01:09:23,576 --> 01:09:25,536
Sve što je bilo
u dnevnoj sobi

1256
01:09:25,578 --> 01:09:28,205
bio je veliki krevet...

1257
01:09:29,415 --> 01:09:33,961
s ogromnom američkom zastavom na sebi.

1258
01:09:34,003 --> 01:09:37,214
Kad je došlo vrijeme
uzeti kiselinu...

1259
01:09:38,424 --> 01:09:42,011
Stavio sam ga na jezik.

1260
01:09:42,052 --> 01:09:45,181
Učinio je istu stvar,
stavi mi ga na jezik.

1261
01:09:45,222 --> 01:09:46,932
Polizao mi je jezik,

1262
01:09:46,974 --> 01:09:48,392
Polizala sam mu jezik.

1263
01:09:48,434 --> 01:09:53,772
Legao sam na
ta američka zastava.

1264
01:09:53,814 --> 01:09:56,233
Bio sam jako, jako,
jako izbezumljen.

1265
01:09:58,068 --> 01:10:00,029
Franklin je meditirao.

1266
01:10:00,070 --> 01:10:04,325
Nije baš bio
u seks,

1267
01:10:04,366 --> 01:10:06,577
što me jako iznenadilo.

1268
01:10:06,619 --> 01:10:09,788
Ali onda sam izašao
na plaži.

1269
01:10:09,830 --> 01:10:11,916
Bilo je jedno zvono...

1270
01:10:11,957 --> 01:10:13,375
[zvono zvono]

1271
01:10:13,417 --> 01:10:16,128
...idem naprijed-nazad,

1272
01:10:16,170 --> 01:10:19,131
i oglasio se glas.

1273
01:10:19,173 --> 01:10:22,009
Bio je to glas moje majke.

1274
01:10:22,051 --> 01:10:25,429
Nešto mi je govorila
to je bilo jako važno.

1275
01:10:25,471 --> 01:10:27,473
Govorila je,

1276
01:10:27,514 --> 01:10:31,518
"Igraš, glumiš,
pretjeruješ."

1277
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:33,938
U tom trenutku
Shvatio sam da je u pravu,

1278
01:10:33,979 --> 01:10:36,357
da sam igrao ulogu

1279
01:10:36,398 --> 01:10:38,525
jer sam se bojao.

1280
01:10:40,569 --> 01:10:42,780
Nakon izleta,

1281
01:10:42,821 --> 01:10:44,615
Rekao sam Franklinu,

1282
01:10:44,657 --> 01:10:47,368
„Ima li što
što ti treba?"

1283
01:10:47,409 --> 01:10:50,704
„Pa, ​​stvarno mi treba
sedam funti

1284
01:10:50,746 --> 01:10:52,289
ergotamina

1285
01:10:52,331 --> 01:10:55,793
za moju sljedeću seriju LSD-a."

1286
01:10:55,834 --> 01:10:59,964
Moj đavolski um je otišao
odmah u akciju--

1287
01:11:00,005 --> 01:11:02,132
"Dr. Schwitzhund

1288
01:11:02,174 --> 01:11:05,261
definitivno ima ergotamin."

1289
01:11:05,302 --> 01:11:06,762
[Errol]
Kako ste to znali?

1290
01:11:06,804 --> 01:11:10,266
Pa, ovo nisam znao.
lagao sam.

1291
01:11:10,307 --> 01:11:12,476
lagao sam!

1292
01:11:12,518 --> 01:11:15,187
Rekao je, "Pa,
koliko bi to koštalo?"

1293
01:11:15,229 --> 01:11:17,523
"10 000 dolara po funti."

1294
01:11:17,564 --> 01:11:20,526
rekao je,
"Dobro, donesi mi."

1295
01:11:20,567 --> 01:11:24,655
Dennis,
čarobnjakov učenik,

1296
01:11:24,697 --> 01:11:28,617
rekao mi je to
trik dilera droge je

1297
01:11:28,659 --> 01:11:31,036
dobiti dvije susjedne sobe,

1298
01:11:31,078 --> 01:11:34,832
i onda dobiješ sobu
tri kata gore.

1299
01:11:34,873 --> 01:11:38,544
Daješ im ključ,

1300
01:11:38,585 --> 01:11:40,921
a onda im kažeš
da odem gore

1301
01:11:40,963 --> 01:11:42,840
i dobiti robu.

1302
01:11:42,881 --> 01:11:44,633
Vratit će se u sobu,

1303
01:11:44,675 --> 01:11:47,177
ali već jesi
u susjednoj sobi.

1304
01:11:49,555 --> 01:11:52,016
Voljela sam Franklina,

1305
01:11:52,057 --> 01:11:57,688
ali očajnički sam trebao
novac za oslobađanje Timothyja.

1306
01:11:57,730 --> 01:12:01,275
Dobila sam lijepu
mali Halliburton kofer.

1307
01:12:01,317 --> 01:12:04,445
Timothy mi je dao
ovo izvrsno

1308
01:12:04,486 --> 01:12:08,198
zlatni tantrički prsten.

1309
01:12:08,240 --> 01:12:10,868
Stavio sam sve te stvari
u kovčegu.

1310
01:12:12,953 --> 01:12:15,873
Jednog lijepog dana,

1311
01:12:15,914 --> 01:12:19,293
Dogovorio sam sastanak s njim
u ovom hotelu na pristaništu.

1312
01:12:21,754 --> 01:12:24,548
U liftu sam mu rekla,

1313
01:12:24,590 --> 01:12:27,760
„Hoćemo li samo otići
u tu sobu i voditi ljubav?"

1314
01:12:27,801 --> 01:12:30,721
[Errol] Je li to bilo
samo da ga prevarim ili...

1315
01:12:30,763 --> 01:12:35,225
Ne! Bilo je suprotno
prevariti ga.

1316
01:12:35,267 --> 01:12:38,395
Da smo vodili ljubav, vjerojatno bih
ne bi ga prevario.

1317
01:12:38,437 --> 01:12:41,398
[Errol] I tko je čekao
u susjednoj sobi?

1318
01:12:42,691 --> 01:12:44,360
Dennis.

1319
01:12:45,903 --> 01:12:47,821
makijavelistički Dennis.

1320
01:12:50,074 --> 01:12:55,037
[Errol] I ti bi
vodili ljubav s Franklinom
a Dennis sluša?

1321
01:12:55,079 --> 01:12:57,915
Franklin je bio važniji
meni nego Dennis.

1322
01:13:00,250 --> 01:13:03,087
Pa smo otišli u sobu,

1323
01:13:03,128 --> 01:13:06,090
i dao mi je
ovaj mali fascikl za harmoniku

1324
01:13:06,131 --> 01:13:08,217
sa 10.000 dolara

1325
01:13:08,258 --> 01:13:10,594
u svakom prostoru.

1326
01:13:10,636 --> 01:13:12,012
A onda nakon nekog vremena,

1327
01:13:12,054 --> 01:13:13,555
rekao mi je moj čuvar

1328
01:13:13,597 --> 01:13:16,600
da je napustio zgradu.

1329
01:13:16,642 --> 01:13:20,062
Tada je već bila kasna noć.

1330
01:13:20,104 --> 01:13:22,439
I imao sam nekoga da me vozi

1331
01:13:22,481 --> 01:13:24,441
u Mill Valley

1332
01:13:24,483 --> 01:13:26,110
ovom odvjetniku,

1333
01:13:26,151 --> 01:13:28,278
a ja sam lupao kao lud.

1334
01:13:28,320 --> 01:13:31,031
Kad se otvorio,
bio je u ogrtaču i...

1335
01:13:33,367 --> 01:13:35,786
Sjedio sam za kuhinjskim stolom
s njim.

1336
01:13:39,331 --> 01:13:41,917
I bacio sam novac
na stolu.

1337
01:13:43,252 --> 01:13:45,337
"Možete li ga sada izvući?"

1338
01:13:46,964 --> 01:13:49,550
A on mi je rekao: "Ne,

1339
01:13:49,591 --> 01:13:52,636
nije pitanje novca.

1340
01:13:52,678 --> 01:13:54,972
On je politički zatvorenik."

1341
01:13:57,182 --> 01:13:59,476
[Leary] Većina muškaraca
po kojoj se uzorujem

1342
01:13:59,518 --> 01:14:02,312
imali sreće
ako su se izvukli, uh,

1343
01:14:02,354 --> 01:14:04,481
samo biti u zatvoru

1344
01:14:04,523 --> 01:14:06,984
za svoje ideje.

1345
01:14:07,985 --> 01:14:10,154
[psiholog]

1346
01:14:18,662 --> 01:14:21,081
[Leary]

1347
01:14:24,543 --> 01:14:26,837
[psiholog]

1348
01:14:26,879 --> 01:14:29,047
[Leary]

1349
01:15:00,704 --> 01:15:03,665
[Errol] Dennis je
insinuirajući se više

1350
01:15:03,707 --> 01:15:05,417
i više
u sve ovo, zar ne?

1351
01:15:06,710 --> 01:15:09,546
Boli me to, ali...

1352
01:15:09,588 --> 01:15:12,382
može li to biti prisutno
i kod nas.

1353
01:15:12,424 --> 01:15:14,718
Uzimao sam puno kokaina.

1354
01:15:14,760 --> 01:15:16,553
Dennis ju je pružao.

1355
01:15:16,595 --> 01:15:19,223
pušila sam
puno kanabisa.

1356
01:15:19,264 --> 01:15:21,892
pio sam
puno alkohola.

1357
01:15:21,934 --> 01:15:23,560
Nekih bih dana samo

1358
01:15:23,602 --> 01:15:26,230
lezi u mom--
u mom studiju,

1359
01:15:26,271 --> 01:15:29,024
gledajte saslušanja u Watergateu,

1360
01:15:29,066 --> 01:15:32,945
i nadati se da
možda se nešto promijeni.

1361
01:15:32,986 --> 01:15:35,030
Ali kako je slučaj napredovao,
postalo je očito

1362
01:15:35,072 --> 01:15:36,532
da je bilo viših,

1363
01:15:36,573 --> 01:15:38,742
ljudi koji su naručivali
operacije prisluškivanja

1364
01:15:38,784 --> 01:15:40,327
i tko je to platio.

1365
01:15:40,369 --> 01:15:41,828
A sada je potrebna tablica rezultata

1366
01:15:41,870 --> 01:15:44,206
pratiti
onih koji su s tim povezani

1367
01:15:44,248 --> 01:15:47,042
na ovaj ili onaj način.

1368
01:15:47,084 --> 01:15:49,211
Timothy je to uvijek govorio

1369
01:15:49,253 --> 01:15:51,129
njegov zatvor

1370
01:15:51,171 --> 01:15:54,049
bilo bi mi teže
nego za njega.

1371
01:15:54,091 --> 01:15:58,011
Nepotrebno je reći
tebi to, um,

1372
01:15:58,053 --> 01:15:59,888
Bila sam vrlo senzualna.

1373
01:15:59,930 --> 01:16:02,140
Imao sam 27 godina.

1374
01:16:03,267 --> 01:16:06,061
Podijelio sam s Timothyjem

1375
01:16:06,103 --> 01:16:09,106
da ću se poseksati.

1376
01:16:09,147 --> 01:16:12,859
Bilo je to vrijeme slobodne ljubavi,

1377
01:16:12,901 --> 01:16:15,821
a bio je biskup
slobodne ljubavi.

1378
01:16:17,823 --> 01:16:20,826
Zamislio sam se
kao Šeherezada.

1379
01:16:22,619 --> 01:16:25,080
Ne bih mu rekla
tko je to bio,

1380
01:16:25,122 --> 01:16:26,790
ali bih opisao

1381
01:16:26,832 --> 01:16:30,711
kako sam vodio ljubav
s drugom osobom.

1382
01:16:30,752 --> 01:16:32,921
Jednom bi to mogla biti žena,

1383
01:16:32,963 --> 01:16:35,173
jedno vrijeme je bio hermafrodit.

1384
01:16:36,842 --> 01:16:39,886
Dennis je bio jedan od ljudi
Imao sam spolni odnos sa.

1385
01:16:42,264 --> 01:16:44,933
Nakon nekog vremena,
rekao mi je to

1386
01:16:44,975 --> 01:16:48,770
radio je kao doušnik
za vladu.

1387
01:16:48,812 --> 01:16:51,648
Timothy bi trebao izaći na taj način

1388
01:16:51,690 --> 01:16:55,902
jer neće izaći
bilo koji drugi način.

1389
01:16:55,944 --> 01:16:59,823
Prenio sam tu informaciju
njemu par puta.

1390
01:16:59,865 --> 01:17:02,242
Nisam imao pojma
od implikacija.

1391
01:17:02,284 --> 01:17:03,744
[Errol] Stvarno?

1392
01:17:03,785 --> 01:17:06,288
nijedan!

1393
01:17:06,330 --> 01:17:10,167
Moraš razumjeti
kako sam bila nevjerojatno naivna.

1394
01:17:11,752 --> 01:17:14,463
Uvijek sam se pitao zašto

1395
01:17:14,504 --> 01:17:18,925
jednog četvrtka sam otišao
vidjeti ga u Vacavilleu

1396
01:17:18,967 --> 01:17:20,844
i on je rekao,

1397
01:17:20,886 --> 01:17:24,681
„Pošalji telegram FBI-u

1398
01:17:24,723 --> 01:17:27,643
i reci im
Spreman sam na suradnju."

1399
01:17:27,684 --> 01:17:29,645
Ljudi su me optuživali

1400
01:17:29,686 --> 01:17:32,356
biti taj
tko ga je na to natjerao.

1401
01:17:33,732 --> 01:17:36,276
To je nemoguće.

1402
01:17:36,318 --> 01:17:39,321
To je priča
Plavog anđela,

1403
01:17:39,363 --> 01:17:41,823
seksi pjevačica

1404
01:17:41,865 --> 01:17:45,452
koji izopačuje profesora.

1405
01:17:45,494 --> 01:17:47,079
Ne!

1406
01:17:47,120 --> 01:17:50,040
To je smiješno!

1407
01:17:52,626 --> 01:17:54,503
Bio sam kao
Alisa u zemlji čudesa.

1408
01:17:54,544 --> 01:17:57,839
nisam imao
bilo koju referentnu točku.

1409
01:17:58,965 --> 01:18:01,301
Nisam shvatio

1410
01:18:01,343 --> 01:18:03,929
kako sam bio vanzemaljac.

1411
01:18:05,931 --> 01:18:08,225
Allenu Ginsbergu,

1412
01:18:08,266 --> 01:18:10,769
Nisam bio u formi

1413
01:18:10,811 --> 01:18:13,230
biti sljedeća acid queen.

1414
01:18:16,400 --> 01:18:19,528
Do tada sam živio
u Mill Valleyu.

1415
01:18:22,364 --> 01:18:25,158
Poslao sam ovaj telegram

1416
01:18:25,200 --> 01:18:27,494
za FBI:

1417
01:18:27,536 --> 01:18:31,081
"Timothy spreman
surađivati s vladom."

1418
01:18:31,123 --> 01:18:33,917
Nekoliko dana nakon toga,

1419
01:18:33,959 --> 01:18:37,337
Agenti FBI-a došli su iz Chicaga

1420
01:18:37,379 --> 01:18:41,508
jer tamo su bili
u potrazi za meteorolozima.

1421
01:18:41,550 --> 01:18:46,722
[Errol] I znali su
da je Timothy povezan
meteorolozima.

1422
01:18:46,763 --> 01:18:50,267
[Joanna] Pomogli su mu
bijeg iz zatvora.

1423
01:18:51,435 --> 01:18:53,437
Doveli su me.

1424
01:18:53,478 --> 01:18:55,647
Pitao me da li bih bio voljan

1425
01:18:55,689 --> 01:18:59,901
raditi na njegovom oslobađanju.

1426
01:18:59,943 --> 01:19:04,573
Nije bilo granica
mom stand-by-vašem čovjeku.

1427
01:19:04,614 --> 01:19:07,868
Bez ograničenja.

1428
01:19:07,909 --> 01:19:10,912
Do tada smo bili
govori o bebi.

1429
01:19:10,954 --> 01:19:13,540
Bebi smo dali ime.

1430
01:19:13,582 --> 01:19:14,958
[Errol]
Kako se zvao?

1431
01:19:15,000 --> 01:19:16,251
Trebala je biti djevojčica,

1432
01:19:16,293 --> 01:19:18,795
a njeno ime je odlazilo
biti Chrysalis.

1433
01:19:20,422 --> 01:19:23,258
Nema kratice za Chrys.

1434
01:19:23,300 --> 01:19:24,885
Chrysalis.

1435
01:19:24,926 --> 01:19:26,762
To morate znati nakon

1436
01:19:26,803 --> 01:19:29,055
posjetiti svog čovjeka u zatvoru

1437
01:19:29,097 --> 01:19:32,434
i vidjevši kako
sve žalbe su odbijene.

1438
01:19:32,476 --> 01:19:35,395
Odvjetnici nisu znali
kako ga izvući.

1439
01:19:38,023 --> 01:19:41,318
učinio bih sve,
uopće bilo što.

1440
01:19:42,819 --> 01:19:44,738
Uhvatila me DEA

1441
01:19:44,780 --> 01:19:48,116
potpuno u njihovoj milosti.

1442
01:19:48,158 --> 01:19:51,495
Iskoristili su me kao Mata Hari.

1443
01:19:51,536 --> 01:19:53,455
Iskoristili su me da ga jure

1444
01:19:53,497 --> 01:19:55,749
odvjetnici kontrakulture.

1445
01:19:55,791 --> 01:19:59,503
[Agent]
Poziv upućuje SR14X037
u ured Georgea Chule.

1446
01:20:04,883 --> 01:20:06,802
[Joanna]

1447
01:20:06,843 --> 01:20:07,844
[George Chula]

1448
01:20:07,886 --> 01:20:10,138
-[Joanna]
-[Chula]

1449
01:20:10,180 --> 01:20:12,349
[Joanna]

1450
01:20:17,854 --> 01:20:19,397
Pa sam večerao s njim.

1451
01:20:19,439 --> 01:20:22,651
Pitao sam ga hoće li sljedeći put
okupili smo se

1452
01:20:22,692 --> 01:20:25,028
mogao bi me dovesti
gram kokaina.

1453
01:20:26,238 --> 01:20:29,324
A kad smo večerali,
Bio sam ožičen.

1454
01:20:29,366 --> 01:20:32,118
Stavili su mi kutiju na nogu,

1455
01:20:32,160 --> 01:20:35,539
odabrao vrlo seksi odjeću za mene,

1456
01:20:35,580 --> 01:20:39,084
i zabilježili su
razgovor.

1457
01:20:40,919 --> 01:20:43,547
Ponašala sam se kao femme fatale,

1458
01:20:44,714 --> 01:20:47,133
izuzetno koketan,

1459
01:20:47,175 --> 01:20:48,552
zavodljiv,

1460
01:20:48,593 --> 01:20:51,680
i opasno.

1461
01:20:51,721 --> 01:20:54,766
možeš me imati,
ali ne možeš me zadržati.

1462
01:20:58,770 --> 01:21:00,730
[Joanna]

1463
01:21:02,065 --> 01:21:03,650
[Chula]

1464
01:21:05,193 --> 01:21:07,237
[Joanna]

1465
01:21:07,279 --> 01:21:09,531
[Chula]

1466
01:21:09,573 --> 01:21:10,991
[Joanna]

1467
01:21:13,618 --> 01:21:16,413
-[Chula]
-[Joanna]

1468
01:21:16,454 --> 01:21:19,249
[Chula]

1469
01:21:19,291 --> 01:21:20,917
-[Joanna]
-[Chula]

1470
01:21:20,959 --> 01:21:22,794
-[Joanna]
-[Chula]

1471
01:21:25,839 --> 01:21:27,424
[Joanna]

1472
01:21:30,844 --> 01:21:33,597
-[Chula]
-[Joanna]

1473
01:21:33,638 --> 01:21:35,265
[spušta slušalicu]

1474
01:21:35,307 --> 01:21:40,103
I bilo je nekako isto
stvar kao s Franklinom.

1475
01:21:40,145 --> 01:21:44,441
Imaju dvije sobe
u hotelu Disneyland.

1476
01:21:44,482 --> 01:21:46,610
U jednoj prostoriji, imali su
sve njihove strojeve

1477
01:21:46,651 --> 01:21:48,528
i postavke i sve to.

1478
01:21:48,570 --> 01:21:52,866
Trebao sam primiti
Chula u drugoj sobi.

1479
01:21:52,908 --> 01:21:54,868
Rekao mi je na telefon

1480
01:21:54,910 --> 01:21:57,913
negdje je stao,

1481
01:21:57,954 --> 01:22:00,290
i spasilac na plaži

1482
01:22:00,332 --> 01:22:03,460
rekao mu je da
imao je walkie-talkie...

1483
01:22:04,502 --> 01:22:06,463
i tu su bili federalni agenti,

1484
01:22:06,504 --> 01:22:09,090
i imali su
nevjerojatan razgovor

1485
01:22:09,132 --> 01:22:11,343
o tome kako oni
namjeravali su ga uhititi.

1486
01:22:13,386 --> 01:22:16,681
I ovo
spasilac na plaži

1487
01:22:16,723 --> 01:22:19,809
uhvatio signal,

1488
01:22:19,851 --> 01:22:21,811
i bili su presretni

1489
01:22:21,853 --> 01:22:25,941
da će uhititi
Odvjetnik Timothyja Learyja.

1490
01:22:25,982 --> 01:22:28,443
Tako da na kraju nikada nije došao.

1491
01:22:30,236 --> 01:22:33,865
Ali te noći
bili smo u restoranu,

1492
01:22:33,907 --> 01:22:37,202
dao mi je
malo kokaina,

1493
01:22:37,243 --> 01:22:40,538
i to sam okrenuo
agentima.

1494
01:22:40,580 --> 01:22:42,999
Ime glavnog agenta bilo je

1495
01:22:43,041 --> 01:22:46,294
Donald E. Strange.

1496
01:22:46,336 --> 01:22:48,672
Ovo je dr. Timothy Leary.

1497
01:22:48,713 --> 01:22:49,923
Kako ste?

1498
01:22:49,965 --> 01:22:51,466
Zdravo, Don.

1499
01:22:51,508 --> 01:22:53,843
Idemo razgovarati
malo o, uh,

1500
01:22:53,885 --> 01:22:57,430
Dr. Leary i stvari
radio je, uh,

1501
01:22:57,472 --> 01:22:59,641
od 1960.

1502
01:22:59,683 --> 01:23:02,268
I kako je on--

1503
01:23:02,310 --> 01:23:04,938
došao je u Drugu
Uprava za izvršenje.

1504
01:23:04,980 --> 01:23:07,691
[Leary] Pa, bio sam odsutan
iz Sjedinjenih Država

1505
01:23:07,732 --> 01:23:09,943
za oko
dvije i pol godine.

1506
01:23:09,985 --> 01:23:12,028
A kad je avion sletio

1507
01:23:12,070 --> 01:23:13,863
na pisti Los Angelesa,

1508
01:23:13,905 --> 01:23:15,865
prva osoba
Upoznao sam Dona Strangea,

1509
01:23:15,907 --> 01:23:18,702
koji me dočekao
s lisicama.

1510
01:23:18,743 --> 01:23:20,161
U osnovi sam osjetio olakšanje

1511
01:23:20,203 --> 01:23:21,538
uh, vratiti se.

1512
01:23:21,579 --> 01:23:23,748
Osjećao sam da djelo
Morao sam učiniti

1513
01:23:23,790 --> 01:23:27,168
i proces
pomirenja

1514
01:23:27,210 --> 01:23:30,213
i dijaloga o
konstruktivna aktivnost

1515
01:23:30,255 --> 01:23:31,715
to se moralo učiniti

1516
01:23:31,756 --> 01:23:33,383
je išao
održati ovdje.

1517
01:23:33,425 --> 01:23:35,885
[cvrkut ptica]

1518
01:23:38,263 --> 01:23:40,098
[Joanna] Premjestili su Timothyja

1519
01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:44,894
u seoski zatvor

1520
01:23:44,936 --> 01:23:47,439
blizu Sacramenta.

1521
01:23:49,065 --> 01:23:53,319
Nije mi bilo dopušteno ići
iz mog stana,

1522
01:23:53,361 --> 01:23:56,740
osim s federalnim agentom.

1523
01:23:56,781 --> 01:24:00,160
To su rekli
za mene je bilo opasno.

1524
01:24:01,619 --> 01:24:04,581
Odlučili su da
treba promijeniti ime.

1525
01:24:06,082 --> 01:24:07,542
Tako jednog dana,

1526
01:24:07,584 --> 01:24:10,420
ovako velik,
visoki američki maršal je rekao,

1527
01:24:10,462 --> 01:24:13,048
„Sada tvoje ime
od sada će biti

1528
01:24:13,089 --> 01:24:16,176
crkva u Virginiji."

1529
01:24:16,217 --> 01:24:18,178
[Errol]
Kako se Leary zvao?

1530
01:24:18,219 --> 01:24:19,679
[Joanna] Charlie Thrush.

1531
01:24:20,972 --> 01:24:23,266
I objavili su u Newsweeku

1532
01:24:23,308 --> 01:24:27,103
taj Timothy
postao cinkaroš,

1533
01:24:27,145 --> 01:24:29,481
vladin doušnik.

1534
01:24:31,149 --> 01:24:33,234
mislio sam--

1535
01:24:33,276 --> 01:24:37,781
Pokušavao sam dobiti
Timothy iz zatvora,

1536
01:24:37,822 --> 01:24:41,743
ali su me iskoristili
diskreditirati ga.

1537
01:24:41,785 --> 01:24:44,954
[čovjek] Ovo je tisak
konferencija koju želim

1538
01:24:44,996 --> 01:24:46,581
nije se odvijao.

1539
01:24:46,623 --> 01:24:49,417
To je simptom
krize vjerodostojnosti

1540
01:24:49,459 --> 01:24:52,253
u Americi
simbolizira Watergate

1541
01:24:52,295 --> 01:24:55,882
i predsjednika Forda
pomilovanje Richarda Nixona.

1542
01:24:55,924 --> 01:24:58,343
Postoji ravna linija
između Watergatea

1543
01:24:58,384 --> 01:24:59,886
i Timothy Leary.

1544
01:24:59,928 --> 01:25:02,305
Vrlo isto
Ministarstvo pravosuđa

1545
01:25:02,347 --> 01:25:05,642
je i prisilio i uvjerio

1546
01:25:05,683 --> 01:25:08,728
Timothy Leary
lagati i izmišljati

1547
01:25:08,770 --> 01:25:11,898
razrađene priče
izaći iz zatvora.

1548
01:25:11,940 --> 01:25:14,651
Learyjeva nova djevojka,
Joanna Harcourt-Smith,

1549
01:25:14,692 --> 01:25:18,321
izjavio je da Leary
ne bi ostao u zatvoru.

1550
01:25:18,363 --> 01:25:20,323
rekao je Harcourt-Smith
da je Leary bio voljan

1551
01:25:20,365 --> 01:25:22,575
da se dogovorimo
s vladom.

1552
01:25:22,617 --> 01:25:26,454
[Joanna] Kad je Timothy
bio u ovom ruralnom zatvoru,

1553
01:25:26,496 --> 01:25:28,623
premjestili su me iz stana

1554
01:25:28,665 --> 01:25:30,750
u dom

1555
01:25:30,792 --> 01:25:33,128
američkog maršala--

1556
01:25:33,169 --> 01:25:36,840
Art Van Court
i njegova žena Marcia.

1557
01:25:36,881 --> 01:25:41,719
Iako me zadržavaju
u zaštitnom pritvoru,

1558
01:25:41,761 --> 01:25:45,098
bilo je nekako dobro
imati domaće obroke

1559
01:25:45,140 --> 01:25:47,350
i biti s redovnom obitelji.

1560
01:25:49,018 --> 01:25:53,773
Jednog dana, otišao sam vidjeti
Timothy u malom zatvoru,

1561
01:25:53,815 --> 01:25:57,777
i dok smo se grlili,
šapnuo je,

1562
01:25:57,819 --> 01:25:59,154
"G-U-N."

1563
01:25:59,195 --> 01:26:02,073
Jer što ako
čitaju mu s usana?

1564
01:26:04,075 --> 01:26:06,327
Rekao sam Dennisu,

1565
01:26:06,369 --> 01:26:09,205
"Gdje mogu naći pištolj?"

1566
01:26:09,247 --> 01:26:11,708
Odveo me u ovu garažu...

1567
01:26:12,750 --> 01:26:14,961
baš kao u filmovima.

1568
01:26:15,003 --> 01:26:19,007
Masni čovjek sa svojim kombinezonom.

1569
01:26:19,048 --> 01:26:21,801
Mislio sam da jesam
igrati igru,

1570
01:26:21,843 --> 01:26:24,554
a ja sam mu sjela u krilo.

1571
01:26:24,596 --> 01:26:27,307
Dao sam mu 100 dolara,

1572
01:26:27,348 --> 01:26:29,601
i dao mi je mali pištolj.

1573
01:26:30,768 --> 01:26:32,395
Nisam više mogao izdržati...

1574
01:26:32,437 --> 01:26:34,063
cinkarenje

1575
01:26:34,105 --> 01:26:35,899
i postavljanje ljudi.

1576
01:26:35,940 --> 01:26:39,068
Bio sam spreman ubiti sve.

1577
01:26:40,528 --> 01:26:44,991
u početku,
kad je Timothy pobjegao,

1578
01:26:45,033 --> 01:26:49,120
meteorolozi su ga odveli
u sigurnu kuću

1579
01:26:49,162 --> 01:26:51,080
u Oregonu.

1580
01:26:51,122 --> 01:26:54,959
FBI je tražio
Timoteja da im pokaže

1581
01:26:55,001 --> 01:26:58,254
gdje je bila sigurna kuća.

1582
01:26:58,296 --> 01:27:01,174
I morali smo voziti
kroz San Francisco,

1583
01:27:01,216 --> 01:27:02,884
Ne znam zašto.

1584
01:27:03,843 --> 01:27:06,262
I odjednom,

1585
01:27:06,304 --> 01:27:09,724
ovaj ogromni .357 Magnum

1586
01:27:09,766 --> 01:27:12,936
pluta ispod sjedala,

1587
01:27:12,977 --> 01:27:15,730
točno do Timothyjeve noge.

1588
01:27:15,772 --> 01:27:18,608
I pomislio sam,
"Ovo je suđeno."

1589
01:27:18,650 --> 01:27:20,401
Sada imamo dva pištolja,

1590
01:27:20,443 --> 01:27:22,028
i bit ćemo slobodni.

1591
01:27:25,740 --> 01:27:28,993
I čitao je
San Francisco Chronicle.

1592
01:27:32,997 --> 01:27:34,540
I zamotao je pištolj,

1593
01:27:34,582 --> 01:27:37,710
a on ga je predao
natrag do agenta.

1594
01:27:37,752 --> 01:27:39,587
Nekako sam to shvatio

1595
01:27:39,629 --> 01:27:41,881
ovo je bio samo san,

1596
01:27:41,923 --> 01:27:44,133
lud, manijak,

1597
01:27:44,175 --> 01:27:46,135
suludi san.

1598
01:27:49,180 --> 01:27:52,976
Pa smo nastavili
kroz šume Oregona.

1599
01:27:53,017 --> 01:27:54,769
Izašli smo iz auta

1600
01:27:54,811 --> 01:27:56,187
i Timothy mi je rekao,

1601
01:27:56,229 --> 01:27:59,399
„Shvaćaš li
da ako ih ubijemo,

1602
01:27:59,440 --> 01:28:03,111
morat ćemo ubiti
svi koje sretnemo

1603
01:28:03,152 --> 01:28:04,988
dok nas ne ubiju."

1604
01:28:05,029 --> 01:28:07,699
I u tom trenutku,
Podignuo sam glavu

1605
01:28:07,740 --> 01:28:11,286
i agent FBI-a
bio točno ispred nas.

1606
01:28:11,327 --> 01:28:13,997
A on je rekao,

1607
01:28:14,038 --> 01:28:16,666
"Imate li nešto protiv da vas upucam?"

1608
01:28:16,708 --> 01:28:17,959
[smijeh]

1609
01:28:22,505 --> 01:28:25,341
[Errol] Jeste li ikada pronašli
meteorološka kuća?

1610
01:28:27,719 --> 01:28:29,554
ne sjećam se.

1611
01:28:31,848 --> 01:28:34,017
U nekom trenutku,

1612
01:28:34,058 --> 01:28:35,685
Dennis je postao tako dosadan

1613
01:28:35,727 --> 01:28:40,481
o tome da
Trebala bih biti samo s njim,

1614
01:28:40,523 --> 01:28:42,942
napisao je pismo

1615
01:28:42,984 --> 01:28:45,236
američkom maršalu govoreći

1616
01:28:45,278 --> 01:28:48,906
da sam bio
seksati se s njim.

1617
01:28:48,948 --> 01:28:51,951
Moja ljubav prema Timothyju
bila neistinita.

1618
01:28:51,993 --> 01:28:54,537
Bilo je kao
moj svijet se srušio.

1619
01:28:56,289 --> 01:28:58,416
Vratio sam se u Marbellu,

1620
01:28:58,458 --> 01:29:01,461
u kuću moje majke,

1621
01:29:01,502 --> 01:29:04,255
i jednog dana Dennis
pojavio na vratima.

1622
01:29:08,343 --> 01:29:10,887
Pitao je moju majku
kad bi me mogao oženiti.

1623
01:29:12,513 --> 01:29:16,934
Moja majka je rekla,
„Što misliš tko si?

1624
01:29:16,976 --> 01:29:19,354
Sin frizera?

1625
01:29:19,395 --> 01:29:22,231
Nikad na svijetu!"

1626
01:29:27,570 --> 01:29:29,906
Nekoliko dana kasnije,

1627
01:29:29,947 --> 01:29:33,576
Išao sam na fantastičnu zabavu.

1628
01:29:33,618 --> 01:29:37,288
Adnan Khashoggi
dao mi je par Quaaludesa.

1629
01:29:38,289 --> 01:29:39,999
Od tada nadalje,

1630
01:29:40,041 --> 01:29:43,878
Nisam baš siguran
što sam učinio. [smijeh]

1631
01:29:45,338 --> 01:29:49,592
Ali sljedeće jutro,
Nazvala sam majku.

1632
01:29:49,634 --> 01:29:52,095
Rekla je: "Dennis je mrtav."

1633
01:29:55,264 --> 01:29:56,682
Osjećao sam da je ubijen.

1634
01:29:56,724 --> 01:29:59,519
Znaš, nemoj me pitati
za bilo kakav dokaz.

1635
01:30:00,686 --> 01:30:03,147
Otišao sam u njegovu sobu.

1636
01:30:03,189 --> 01:30:05,233
Bilo je tableta,

1637
01:30:05,274 --> 01:30:08,069
ali bile su napola pune.

1638
01:30:08,111 --> 01:30:11,614
I to je stvarno krenulo
buba u mom uhu.

1639
01:30:13,282 --> 01:30:15,159
Zatim je tu bio i njegov dnevnik.

1640
01:30:16,911 --> 01:30:19,122
Posljednje riječi su bile,

1641
01:30:20,289 --> 01:30:22,250
[čitanje]

1642
01:30:24,919 --> 01:30:26,212
["Baš kao žena"
svira Bob Dylan]

1643
01:30:26,254 --> 01:30:29,549
Molim te, ne puštaj

1644
01:30:29,590 --> 01:30:31,801
Da si me poznavao kad

1645
01:30:31,843 --> 01:30:33,761
Bio sam gladan

1646
01:30:33,803 --> 01:30:36,848
I to je bio tvoj svijet

1647
01:30:38,099 --> 01:30:40,393
Ah ti lažnjak

1648
01:30:40,435 --> 01:30:42,979
Baš kao žena

1649
01:30:43,020 --> 01:30:45,064
Da, imaš

1650
01:30:45,106 --> 01:30:46,482
Vodite ljubav

1651
01:30:46,524 --> 01:30:49,402
Baš kao žena

1652
01:30:49,444 --> 01:30:51,112
Da, imaš

1653
01:30:51,154 --> 01:30:56,159
Onda te boli
baš kao žena

1654
01:30:56,200 --> 01:31:01,998
Ali ti se samo slomi
poput djevojčice

1655
01:31:02,039 --> 01:31:03,499
[Joanna] Jednog dana,

1656
01:31:03,541 --> 01:31:07,336
nakon malo više
tri i pol godine,

1657
01:31:07,378 --> 01:31:09,338
izašao je iz zatvora.

1658
01:31:09,380 --> 01:31:12,008
[promatrač]
Neurologija živi!

1659
01:31:12,049 --> 01:31:13,885
[reporter]
Kako se osjećaš, Tim?

1660
01:31:13,926 --> 01:31:15,344
-Osjećam se prekrasno.
-Super.

1661
01:31:15,386 --> 01:31:18,139
Želim zahvaliti Joanni
i g. Milano

1662
01:31:18,181 --> 01:31:21,684
i svi moji prijatelji
koji mi je pomogao da izađem.

1663
01:31:21,726 --> 01:31:23,853
A onima koji nisu pomogli,

1664
01:31:23,895 --> 01:31:25,521
Želim biti umirujući,

1665
01:31:25,563 --> 01:31:27,356
sve ide
raditi kako treba.

1666
01:31:27,398 --> 01:31:28,691
A posebno,

1667
01:31:28,733 --> 01:31:30,818
Želim poslati
poruka podrške

1668
01:31:30,860 --> 01:31:34,113
Andreju Saharovu, koji to radi
ista stvar u Rusiji.

1669
01:31:38,409 --> 01:31:40,203
[promatrači]
dobar provod!

1670
01:31:41,537 --> 01:31:43,706
- [plješće]
- Blagoslovljen bio, Tim.

1671
01:31:45,750 --> 01:31:49,504
Rezervirao sam sobu
u hotelu Valencia

1672
01:31:49,545 --> 01:31:52,548
u La Jolli.

1673
01:31:52,590 --> 01:31:55,843
Otišli smo u restoran
u hotelu,

1674
01:31:55,885 --> 01:31:59,472
i mislim da mora
naručili sve
to je bilo na jelovniku.

1675
01:32:01,224 --> 01:32:02,975
Bio je vrlo elegantan čovjek,

1676
01:32:03,017 --> 01:32:06,479
ali reći ću ti, te noći,
jeo je kao svinja.

1677
01:32:06,521 --> 01:32:10,900
Bilo je zadovoljstvo vidjeti ga
ponovno okusiti pravi život.

1678
01:32:10,942 --> 01:32:12,568
Otišli smo u krevet,

1679
01:32:12,610 --> 01:32:15,071
i ujutro,
bio je veliki...

1680
01:32:15,112 --> 01:32:17,865
-[kucanje]
-...glasno kucanje na vratima.

1681
01:32:17,907 --> 01:32:21,410
Opet su to bili američki maršali.

1682
01:32:21,452 --> 01:32:24,914
“Moramo te smjestiti
Program zaštite svjedoka

1683
01:32:24,956 --> 01:32:26,624
jer inače

1684
01:32:26,666 --> 01:32:29,335
ti ćeš završiti
na ploči."

1685
01:32:31,504 --> 01:32:36,759
Rekli su Timoteju,
“Premjestit ćemo te
u Salt Lake Cityju."

1686
01:32:36,801 --> 01:32:38,427
I nije promašio:

1687
01:32:38,469 --> 01:32:41,138
„Misliš li da bi se mogao promijeniti
to za Santa Fe?"

1688
01:32:41,180 --> 01:32:43,432
I počeli su telefonirati.

1689
01:32:43,474 --> 01:32:45,810
Bio je to Santa Fe.

1690
01:32:48,563 --> 01:32:52,525
Bili smo u kabini "A" okvira
vani u divljini.

1691
01:32:54,735 --> 01:32:57,780
Nema struje, nema plina.

1692
01:32:57,822 --> 01:32:59,782
To mi je bilo vrlo nepoznato.

1693
01:32:59,824 --> 01:33:03,286
Mislim, do danas
Nikada nisam kampirao.

1694
01:33:03,327 --> 01:33:05,246
Ja sam Parižanka.

1695
01:33:05,288 --> 01:33:06,956
[smijeh]

1696
01:33:06,998 --> 01:33:10,293
Sve što sam znao je,
ležati u šumi goli

1697
01:33:10,334 --> 01:33:12,962
i posmeđe pod suncem.

1698
01:33:15,840 --> 01:33:20,636
Volim to reći
Postao sam bolji Timothy Leary

1699
01:33:20,678 --> 01:33:23,431
nego sam Timothy Leary.

1700
01:33:23,472 --> 01:33:26,767
Putovao sam na fakultete...

1701
01:33:28,561 --> 01:33:29,979
držao predavanja,

1702
01:33:30,021 --> 01:33:32,648
prikazan film Folsom,

1703
01:33:32,690 --> 01:33:35,818
molio za njegovo oslobađanje.

1704
01:33:35,860 --> 01:33:40,031
Pitam se je li bilo
soba za dva Timothyja Learyja.

1705
01:33:40,072 --> 01:33:42,533
Jedne noći,

1706
01:33:42,575 --> 01:33:44,493
imali smo strašnu svađu.

1707
01:33:51,375 --> 01:33:54,128
I ujutro
on je otišao.

1708
01:33:57,340 --> 01:34:00,676
do danas,
Ne razumijem to.

1709
01:34:03,054 --> 01:34:05,264
Nikad se više nismo spojili.

1710
01:34:09,477 --> 01:34:11,270
mislio sam

1711
01:34:11,312 --> 01:34:14,106
štitio bi me

1712
01:34:14,148 --> 01:34:16,192
do kraja života.

1713
01:34:19,153 --> 01:34:21,238
Mislio sam da sam siguran.

1714
01:34:24,492 --> 01:34:27,036
I ne znam
zašto je otišao.

1715
01:34:47,181 --> 01:34:49,225
Svake godine koja prođe,

1716
01:34:49,266 --> 01:34:51,519
Više volim svoju majku.

1717
01:34:52,978 --> 01:34:57,566
Moja majka je ovo pušila
Winstoni beskrajno.

1718
01:34:59,276 --> 01:35:01,654
Imala je veliki tumor

1719
01:35:01,696 --> 01:35:04,156
između njezinih pluća.

1720
01:35:04,198 --> 01:35:06,242
Bilo je neoperabilno.

1721
01:35:07,243 --> 01:35:10,287
Natjerao sam je da ode
u bolnicu Mercy.

1722
01:35:12,957 --> 01:35:17,169
A ona je rekla: "Ovo je
jako, jako loš hotel.

1723
01:35:17,211 --> 01:35:19,255
Želim da se spakiraš
koferi,

1724
01:35:19,296 --> 01:35:21,298
i mi odlazimo.

1725
01:35:25,094 --> 01:35:28,055
Ovo je najgori hotel
Bio sam unutra.

1726
01:35:28,097 --> 01:35:30,266
I otvori sve."

1727
01:35:31,392 --> 01:35:33,436
Otvorio sam prozore,

1728
01:35:33,477 --> 01:35:35,771
otvorila sam vrata.

1729
01:35:36,814 --> 01:35:38,524
Držao sam je za ruku.

1730
01:35:39,608 --> 01:35:42,278
I bilo je jasno
meni trenutak

1731
01:35:42,319 --> 01:35:44,947
prestala je disati.

1732
01:35:46,323 --> 01:35:49,452
Udahnula je,
ali nije bilo izdisaja.

1733
01:35:51,746 --> 01:35:54,415
I onda ova jedna suza

1734
01:35:54,457 --> 01:35:56,792
otkotrljao joj se niz obraz.

1735
01:35:58,210 --> 01:36:00,463
Jedno pitanje
moram te pitati

1736
01:36:00,504 --> 01:36:03,966
što sam siguran da svi
pita vas sebe,

1737
01:36:04,008 --> 01:36:06,051
a to je, Zašto?

1738
01:36:06,093 --> 01:36:07,386
zašto to radiš

1739
01:36:07,428 --> 01:36:09,972
Zašto si
rad s DEA-om,

1740
01:36:10,014 --> 01:36:13,476
vlada,
u ovom trenutku?

1741
01:36:13,517 --> 01:36:15,311
mogu razumjeti
da bi moglo biti

1742
01:36:15,352 --> 01:36:17,730
neki skepticizam
da sam jednostavno tu

1743
01:36:17,772 --> 01:36:19,648
razgovarajući s tobom jer

1744
01:36:19,690 --> 01:36:21,650
Ja sam na zatvorskoj kazni.

1745
01:36:21,692 --> 01:36:24,737
Želim sve umiriti
da nisam ispranog mozga.

1746
01:36:24,779 --> 01:36:28,157
Bez obećanja
napravljeni su mi

1747
01:36:28,199 --> 01:36:30,075
bilo koje agencije za provođenje zakona.

1748
01:36:30,117 --> 01:36:33,162
Budućnost je mnogo
previše važno

1749
01:36:33,204 --> 01:36:35,581
da njime vlada prošlost.

1750
01:36:37,041 --> 01:36:38,834
Rat je gotov,
i drago mi je,

1751
01:36:38,876 --> 01:36:41,796
i spreman sam za
dugo razdoblje, uh,

1752
01:36:41,837 --> 01:36:43,672
skladan mir.

1753
01:36:48,928 --> 01:36:50,346
Nemam ništa drugo.

1754
01:36:50,387 --> 01:36:53,724
[agent] To je bilo...
to je bio dobar kraj.

1755
01:36:53,766 --> 01:36:56,185
Prije dvije godine,

1756
01:36:56,227 --> 01:36:59,313
Dobio sam e-mail

1757
01:36:59,355 --> 01:37:01,315
od nekoga tko je rekao,

1758
01:37:01,357 --> 01:37:03,025
"Moja majka je umrla,

1759
01:37:03,067 --> 01:37:05,820
a ja imam hrpu kutija

1760
01:37:05,861 --> 01:37:07,488
koji je pripadao tebi.

1761
01:37:07,530 --> 01:37:09,698
Želite li me
da ti ih pošaljem?"

1762
01:37:11,325 --> 01:37:17,373
Napisao mi je ove
božanska pisma u zatvoru,

1763
01:37:17,414 --> 01:37:19,542
i bio sam ih izgubio.

1764
01:37:19,583 --> 01:37:24,129
I osjećao sam se stvarno,
stvarno sram.

1765
01:37:24,171 --> 01:37:25,714
Bio sam prilično švorc,

1766
01:37:25,756 --> 01:37:27,967
ali ne i slomljena u to vrijeme.

1767
01:37:30,386 --> 01:37:33,138
I sigurno,
130 slova

1768
01:37:33,180 --> 01:37:35,307
da je napisao
za mene su bili tamo

1769
01:37:35,349 --> 01:37:38,060
u onom žutom fasciklu
Stavila sam ih.

1770
01:37:38,102 --> 01:37:42,523
A bilo ih je
četiri vrpce na kolut

1771
01:37:42,565 --> 01:37:46,652
da je psiholog u Vacavilleu

1772
01:37:46,694 --> 01:37:48,696
donio mi ove trake

1773
01:37:48,737 --> 01:37:52,741
i rekao: "Timothy te želi
imati ove i čuvati ih."

1774
01:37:54,910 --> 01:37:59,498
A u to sam vrijeme bio jako zaposlen
s pravim Timothyjem,

1775
01:37:59,540 --> 01:38:02,585
Nisam slušao kasete.

1776
01:38:02,626 --> 01:38:05,004
Tako sam proveo cijelu prošlu zimu

1777
01:38:05,045 --> 01:38:07,923
slušajući deset sati.

1778
01:38:10,217 --> 01:38:12,553
Bio je vrlo briljantan,
vidite li.

1779
01:38:13,721 --> 01:38:16,181
Zapravo je dobio sam sebe

1780
01:38:16,223 --> 01:38:18,142
preselio u Vacaville.

1781
01:38:21,020 --> 01:38:23,439
Zavodio je

1782
01:38:23,480 --> 01:38:27,276
tamo dva psihologa,
muškarac i žena.

1783
01:38:27,318 --> 01:38:29,194
U određenom trenutku...

1784
01:38:30,613 --> 01:38:32,448
on kaže,

1785
01:38:32,489 --> 01:38:35,326
„Pa što idu
raditi sa mnom?"

1786
01:38:38,162 --> 01:38:40,956
Wesley Hiler kaže,

1787
01:38:40,998 --> 01:38:43,542
“Idemo se drogirati
ti sve više i više,

1788
01:38:43,584 --> 01:38:46,795
staviti vas u poseban odjeljak
u San Quentinu...

1789
01:38:49,089 --> 01:38:51,175
gdje držimo ljude

1790
01:38:51,216 --> 01:38:52,676
koji su izgubili razum."

1791
01:38:52,718 --> 01:38:57,056
I čvrsto vjerujem
da sljedeći četvrtak,

1792
01:38:57,097 --> 01:39:01,268
rekao je, "Nazovite FBI,
reci im da sam spreman."

1793
01:39:01,310 --> 01:39:05,272
Kakav bi to život bio za njega
živjeti bez svoje pameti?

1794
01:39:07,399 --> 01:39:09,401
Dakle, nakon 40 godina,

1795
01:39:09,443 --> 01:39:12,154
za mene je misterij riješen.

1796
01:39:33,550 --> 01:39:35,844
Moj ego je bio smrvljen

1797
01:39:35,886 --> 01:39:38,722
ovom avanturom.

1798
01:39:42,309 --> 01:39:44,645
Bila sam luda, znala sam to.

1799
01:39:46,981 --> 01:39:50,150
Ali nisam namjeravao dopustiti
bilo tko da me zaključa.

1800
01:39:54,071 --> 01:39:56,490
I bio sam dovoljno pametan

1801
01:39:56,532 --> 01:39:58,659
otići na Karibe,

1802
01:39:58,701 --> 01:40:00,703
kupiti jedrilicu,

1803
01:40:00,744 --> 01:40:03,288
i ploviti dugo.

1804
01:40:05,749 --> 01:40:08,419
Ocean me obnovio.

1805
01:40:11,005 --> 01:40:14,717
Bilo je nešto
veći od mene.

1806
01:40:19,221 --> 01:40:21,056
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