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♪ I see trees of green ♪

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(BEEP)

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♪ Red roses, too ♪

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♪ I see them bloom ♪

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♪ For me and you ♪

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(TIMER BEEPING)

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♪ And I think to myself ♪

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(BEEP)

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♪ What a wonderful world ♪

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- (TIMER BEEPS)
- ♪ I see skies of blue ♪

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(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)

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♪ I see trees of green ♪

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♪ Red roses, too ♪

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♪ I see them bloom ♪

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(GARGLING)

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♪ For me and you ♪

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♪ And I say to myself ♪

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♪ What a wonderful world ♪

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Morning.

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- Oh. I made pancakes.
- Mm.

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Oh, your lips are very shiny.

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It's just my normal lip gloss.

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You don't normally
have it on for breakfast.

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Hm.

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Mmm, these are delicious.

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Mm.

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Where is my apple?

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One of you moved my apple.

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Oh, it was just blocking the shot.

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Try not to look directly into camera.

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♪ ♪

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SOPHIE: So, tell me about
how you two met and fell in love.

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Uh...

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First we were neighbors,

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then we became friends, then roommates.

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We bonded over our love
of pancakes and karaoke.

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And before we knew it,
we were having our first kiss.

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We were drunk from tequila,

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and I vomited immediately after.

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Yeah.

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And Lea said we were just friends,

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and she said that was all we
could be because of my autism,

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and I thought she was
superficial and prejudiced.

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But I was wrong about her,
and she was, too.

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She could be happy and in love with me.

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So she asked me to marry her,
and I said yes.

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You sure did.

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I have to go.

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Okay.

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Oh.

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SOPHIE: We need you
to sign a release form.

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I don't want to be on TV.

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- Well, we can always just blur you out.
- Mm.

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- You don't want to be blurred.
- It'll be fun.

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We'll be the younger,
more outrageous supporting characters

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in The Shaun Show.

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It is not my show.

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All this for you.

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Oh, looks like Dr. Andrews

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is hoping for "Special
Appearance by" billing.

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DR. ANDREWS: I didn't expect to make it

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- to California.
- Oh.

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San Jose St. Bonaventure Hospital

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has one of the most rigorous

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surgical training
programs in the country.

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Only a select few make it

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through this rigorous
five-year residency,

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which traditionally
culminates with a test

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to see if those residents
are prepared to be attendings.

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Did I say "rigorous" twice?
I can take that again.

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Uh, don't... Don't worry.
You're doing great.

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Can I get your autograph?

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(CLEARS THROAT)

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Dr. Murphy and Dr. Park,

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today each of you will be
put in charge of a surgical case

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and evaluated based
on your O.R. performance,

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your ability to delegate responsibility,

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to manage junior residents,
and think on your feet.

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The next surgical cases
that come through the E.R.

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will be all yours.

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(SIRENS WAILING)

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- Aah!
- EMT: Dana Bradley, 34,

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burns to her head and left forearm.

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At least 10% total body surface area.

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(GROANING)

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SHAUN: I see areas
of second-degree burns,

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forehead, scalp, and cheek
with associated burn blisters,

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likely mid-to-deep dermal
partial thickness burns.

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Send blood for CBC, urea,
electrolytes, lactate,

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and get EKG and chest film.

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(GROANING)

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Okay, give one milligram of Dilaudid.

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Dana, it's okay. We're giving you
something stronger for the pain.

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Start IV antibiotics.
Capillary refill is sluggish.

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She needs acute surgery to debride.

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NURSE HAWKS: Let's go!

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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Synced and corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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Grant Ferlin, 44-year-old firefighter,

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level two trauma,
multiple injuries from a fall.

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What about burns?

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No burns.
He saved a woman from the fire,

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then he got pinned by a beam.

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Sir, please go to the waiting room.

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We'll keep you updated.

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Dr. Park, this is your case.

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Villanueva, we need all hands on deck.

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DR. PARK: He's tachycardic
and hypotensive.

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Could be bleeding into his abdomen.

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Give me the ultrasound.

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Give me the ultrasound!

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Intraperitoneal hemorrhage.

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We need to open him up. Let's go.

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SHAUN: Excision knife.

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Apply even pressure against the wound.

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Starting the tangential
sequential excision.

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DR. ANDREWS: Shaun would
be an asset to any hospital.

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He views the world a bit differently

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and therefore sees patients
a little bit differently.

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But we accept him just as he is.

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SOPHIE: Did you always feel that way?

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There was a time

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where I didn't feel Shaun
belonged at this hospital.

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Luckily, I got my arm twisted.

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Shaun's contributions have
far outweighed his surgical gifts.

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(MONITOR ALARM)

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JORDAN: She's in v-tach.

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♪ ♪

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Is he okay? Why is he stopping?

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Sometimes he gets these ideas,

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more like visions.

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It's very effective.

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I'm not sure what that is.

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Your lights are in my eyes.

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Please turn them off. Step back.

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She's hypothermic.

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We need more aggressive
fluid resuscitation.

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I'll place a femoral line
using a rewarming catheter.

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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

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Okay.

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ASHER: We need to assess
the duodenal rupture.

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DR. PARK: I'll run the bowel,

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rule out any other perforations.

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Babcocks and OG tube to suction.

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His surgical technique
is really advanced.

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He has such command over the room.

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Shut up.

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(MONITOR ALARM)

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DR. PARK: Suction.

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♪ ♪

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I found the bleeder.

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Coagulating.

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Next I'll repair the rupture site.

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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

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Bleeding stopped.

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♪ ♪

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Let's close him up,

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get a post-op CT to make
sure we got everything.

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SOPHIE: I've heard that Shaun
sometimes has visions?

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What are they like?

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♪ ♪

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Pretty good, huh? (CHUCKLES)

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Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm.

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It's more like...

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Um, sorry, but you're no Shaun.

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(CHUCKLES)

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Nobody can do Shaun's
vision thingies but him.

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It's his superpower,

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like he has an X-Ray, MRI, and CT

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all in his head all at the same time.

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I'm never gonna be able to do that.

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But what I've learned
from watching Shaun is,

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figure out what you're
good at and lean into that.

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What's your superpower?

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How much time do you have?

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(LAUGHS)

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The surgery was a success.

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We were able to eliminate
all non-viable tissue

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and use autograft over the entire

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burn surface area.

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What are they doing here?

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They are taping me.
They will blur out your face.

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When can I see my family?

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The nurse is bringing them.
They should be here shortly.

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(WINCES) That hurts!

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You are on strong IV narcotics,

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and the grafts should still be numb.

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Please stop.

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Stop!

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It hurts!

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I am not touching you.

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There is significant swelling and edema.

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It is pulling on the graft anchor sites.

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That doesn't make sense.

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NICOLE: Mommy?

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DANA: Yes.

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Baby.

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I'm here.

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I want to go home.

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♪ What if I left and it made no sense? ♪

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♪ And you tell your friends ♪

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♪ And they hold your hands ♪

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♪ Baby, never mind, never mind ♪

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I can't do this. Okay, okay, okay.

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♪ What if I left and it made no sense? ♪

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♪ And you tell your friends ♪

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♪ And they hold your hands ♪

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♪ Baby, never mind ♪

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Hello. Dana's autografts were procured,

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placed, and secured perfectly.

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We started IV Ancef before
surgery, continued post-op,

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and confirmed none of the tissues
removed had positive cultures.

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The grafts should not be failing.

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Did you keep her
wound dressings moistened?

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Yes, and her edema is getting worse,

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even after replacing dressings.

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You need to go double-check her labs.

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I know what I did.

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I memorize all data
in my patient charts.

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Did you use proper
sterile technique and prep

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on all autograft sites?

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Yes.

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Adequate fluid resuscitation
and replacement for losses?

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I checked urine output and
central venous pressure every...

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Hour, but she was really uncomfortable,

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so I skipped one, but I don't think...

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No, you cannot skip steps.

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Go review every vitals check,

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all urine output ins and outs,
and every CVP.

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♪ ♪

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(LAUGHTER)

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Hey. My boys tell me you're
a former brother in blue.

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Walked the beat for 15 years.

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Can we talk privately?

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Oh, we're all squad here.

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Grant, your CT showed you
have an unstable lumbar fracture.

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You'll need extensive posterior
fusion surgery to stabilize it.

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How long before I'm back on the job?

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You'll be up and walking in a few days.

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But after this kind of fusion,
your spine...

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You won't be able
to be a firefighter anymore.

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Then you need to
figure out a different plan.

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This is the safest surgery.

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Your abdominal injury poses
too many risks for us to...

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We run into burning
buildings for a living.

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I'm not afraid of a risk.

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I trust you to get me back to my team.

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♪ ♪

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You okay?

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I'm just double-checking
our patient's lab work.

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That's some emotional lab work.

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Shaun thinks I caused
our patient's graft issues,

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and he said so on camera.

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(PAPERS RUSTLING)

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And I'm...

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I'm so angry at myself
for skipping a step.

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♪ ♪

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But I don't think I caused the edema.

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Sorry about this morning.

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Rough day. It happens.

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I need approvals.

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We implemented a new system last week.

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You're working off the old one.

264
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I'm sorry. I didn't know.

265
00:12:45,881 --> 00:12:48,927
You were late on training day. Redo it.

266
00:12:48,951 --> 00:12:51,045
And maybe cool it with the
personal calls on the floor.

267
00:12:54,957 --> 00:12:58,169
Please let this be
an actual medical issue.

268
00:12:58,193 --> 00:13:01,105
My patient's refusing
posterior fusion surgery.

269
00:13:01,129 --> 00:13:03,274
We need an alternative that
will get him back on his feet.

270
00:13:03,298 --> 00:13:05,677
Posterior fusion would
get him on his feet.

271
00:13:05,701 --> 00:13:08,521
He just wants to carry
someone on his back.

272
00:13:10,739 --> 00:13:12,517
We could try ventral surgery
through his abdomen.

273
00:13:12,541 --> 00:13:14,753
L3 is hard to get to ventrally,

274
00:13:14,777 --> 00:13:16,488
even if everything was perfect.

275
00:13:16,512 --> 00:13:18,022
But if we try a transpedicular approach,

276
00:13:18,046 --> 00:13:19,524
we could do a posterior cage placement

277
00:13:19,548 --> 00:13:21,125
and short segment surgery.

278
00:13:21,149 --> 00:13:23,762
There's a risk of
catastrophic nerve injury

279
00:13:23,786 --> 00:13:25,964
or an uncontrollable bleed

280
00:13:25,988 --> 00:13:27,832
from placing too large a cage.

281
00:13:27,856 --> 00:13:30,669
♪ ♪

282
00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:32,087
Would you try it?

283
00:13:35,263 --> 00:13:37,141
Your patient, your call.

284
00:13:37,165 --> 00:13:39,067
♪ ♪

285
00:13:41,036 --> 00:13:43,264
What do I love most about Shaun?

286
00:13:44,306 --> 00:13:45,850
I can't choose.

287
00:13:47,543 --> 00:13:50,655
He's brilliant, and he's so funny.

288
00:13:50,679 --> 00:13:54,192
He makes me feel safe.

289
00:13:54,216 --> 00:13:57,428
I know no matter what happens,
he's there for me.

290
00:13:57,718 --> 00:13:59,187
And he's super cute.

291
00:14:01,156 --> 00:14:03,326
Shaun, what do you love
the most about Lea?

292
00:14:06,428 --> 00:14:07,622
Shaun.

293
00:14:12,535 --> 00:14:13,535
I love...

294
00:14:14,737 --> 00:14:17,849
That her eyes crinkle when she is happy

295
00:14:17,873 --> 00:14:20,218
or sad or angry or worried.

296
00:14:21,409 --> 00:14:23,555
And I know which one means what.

297
00:14:23,579 --> 00:14:25,990
You know my eye crinkles?

298
00:14:26,014 --> 00:14:28,359
That one means she is happy.

299
00:14:28,383 --> 00:14:30,228
- Yes.
- (DOOR OPENS)

300
00:14:30,252 --> 00:14:32,679
I double-checked
every recorded vital sign

301
00:14:32,703 --> 00:14:34,059
and hourly urine output.

302
00:14:34,083 --> 00:14:36,601
All suggest adequate blood
pressure to maintain graft profusion

303
00:14:36,625 --> 00:14:38,570
and no signs of fluid overload.

304
00:14:38,594 --> 00:14:39,871
I don't know what caused it,

305
00:14:39,895 --> 00:14:42,140
but Dana's edema and graft
issues are not my fault.

306
00:14:42,164 --> 00:14:44,700
♪ ♪

307
00:14:50,806 --> 00:14:53,042
I need to see your footage.

308
00:14:54,376 --> 00:14:56,020
(REWINDING)

309
00:14:56,044 --> 00:14:57,556
SHAUN: Stop.

310
00:14:57,580 --> 00:14:59,490
Play it from there.

311
00:14:59,514 --> 00:15:01,950
♪ ♪

312
00:15:07,489 --> 00:15:09,433
The grafts should not be failing.

313
00:15:09,457 --> 00:15:10,969
Something must have gone wrong.

314
00:15:10,993 --> 00:15:13,646
I need the answers to fix it.
Please rewind.

315
00:15:14,096 --> 00:15:15,339
(REWINDING)

316
00:15:15,363 --> 00:15:17,365
♪ ♪

317
00:15:22,370 --> 00:15:23,614
S-Stop.

318
00:15:24,973 --> 00:15:27,418
Okay. Play at half speed.

319
00:15:27,442 --> 00:15:29,353
(KEY CLACKS)

320
00:15:29,377 --> 00:15:30,979
♪ ♪

321
00:15:36,384 --> 00:15:37,768
Right there.

322
00:15:37,792 --> 00:15:40,160
(KEY CLACKS)

323
00:15:40,184 --> 00:15:43,334
When I pressed that burn area,
she did not feel it.

324
00:15:43,760 --> 00:15:46,605
If they were second-degree,
mid-dermis burns,

325
00:15:46,629 --> 00:15:47,763
it would have hurt.

326
00:15:48,997 --> 00:15:50,942
Dana has third-degree burns.

327
00:15:50,966 --> 00:15:53,177
The tissue is dying under the grafts

328
00:15:53,201 --> 00:15:56,314
because I did not debride deep enough.

329
00:15:59,581 --> 00:16:03,418
Dana's problem is my mistake.

330
00:16:11,787 --> 00:16:13,706
Shaun has always been
great with medicine,

331
00:16:13,856 --> 00:16:15,867
but romance, not so much.

332
00:16:15,891 --> 00:16:17,535
I took him through boot camp,

333
00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:19,938
and then he and Lea got together.

334
00:16:19,962 --> 00:16:21,439
I guess you could call me Cupid.

335
00:16:21,463 --> 00:16:24,217
You don't get credit for
Shaun and Lea getting together.

336
00:16:26,869 --> 00:16:28,512
You barely get credit
for us getting together.

337
00:16:28,536 --> 00:16:30,775
I have to go practice my surgery.

338
00:16:33,876 --> 00:16:36,562
Your first surgery did not work.

339
00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:40,358
I didn't debride deep enough.
We need to fix it.

340
00:16:42,517 --> 00:16:43,862
How's your pain level?

341
00:16:43,886 --> 00:16:46,330
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

342
00:16:46,354 --> 00:16:50,301
I'm... A monster.

343
00:16:50,325 --> 00:16:52,895
♪ ♪

344
00:16:56,732 --> 00:16:58,668
No wonder Nicole ran away.

345
00:16:59,401 --> 00:17:00,879
Okay.

346
00:17:00,903 --> 00:17:04,382
We have to do another surgery,

347
00:17:04,406 --> 00:17:06,342
or you could become septic.

348
00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:09,253
Will it fix the way my face looks?

349
00:17:09,277 --> 00:17:11,189
No. Your face will look worse

350
00:17:11,213 --> 00:17:12,924
because we have to debride deeper.

351
00:17:12,948 --> 00:17:14,092
I can't.

352
00:17:14,116 --> 00:17:15,768
We have to fix the mistake.

353
00:17:16,785 --> 00:17:19,730
How you look doesn't impact your health.

354
00:17:22,891 --> 00:17:24,368
Okay.

355
00:17:24,392 --> 00:17:27,095
♪♪♪

356
00:17:30,498 --> 00:17:31,993
(SOBS)

357
00:17:32,734 --> 00:17:34,545
Do you want me to get your husband?

358
00:17:34,803 --> 00:17:37,415
I'm sure he wants to see you
before you go into surgery.

359
00:17:37,439 --> 00:17:38,487
No.

360
00:17:40,608 --> 00:17:42,453
Nicole needs him.

361
00:17:42,477 --> 00:17:45,013
♪ ♪

362
00:17:53,722 --> 00:17:56,735
(MONITOR ALARM)

363
00:17:56,759 --> 00:17:58,352
- (ALARM STOPS)
- DR. REZNICK: That's not gonna work.

364
00:17:59,661 --> 00:18:01,940
You need to get wider
exposure and corpectomy

365
00:18:01,964 --> 00:18:03,858
before placing the cage.

366
00:18:05,768 --> 00:18:07,361
There is an easier solution.

367
00:18:08,570 --> 00:18:10,490
Tell your patient he's being an idiot.

368
00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:14,702
It's not worth risking
his life for his career.

369
00:18:15,944 --> 00:18:17,455
I think he's right.

370
00:18:19,815 --> 00:18:21,392
When I left the force,

371
00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:25,129
I felt more alone than
any other time in my life.

372
00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:29,550
I didn't just leave a job, I...

373
00:18:31,485 --> 00:18:32,653
I left a family.

374
00:18:33,796 --> 00:18:35,206
He wants to fight to keep his,

375
00:18:35,230 --> 00:18:36,641
so I'm gonna do what I can to help him.

376
00:18:38,200 --> 00:18:40,178
(MONITOR ALARM)

377
00:18:40,202 --> 00:18:41,345
(SIGHS)

378
00:18:41,369 --> 00:18:42,570
(ALARM STOPS)

379
00:18:44,339 --> 00:18:46,550
I'll drill off the complete
pedicle and L3 body.

380
00:18:46,574 --> 00:18:49,187
You decompress on the lamina
above and below.

381
00:18:49,211 --> 00:18:50,388
(TOOL WHIRRING)

382
00:18:50,412 --> 00:18:52,698
It'll allow for a safer cage placement.

383
00:18:54,449 --> 00:18:55,449
(CHUCKLES)

384
00:18:58,653 --> 00:19:00,131
JORDAN: I don't think Dana is ready

385
00:19:00,155 --> 00:19:01,833
for the free tissue flap reconstruction.

386
00:19:01,857 --> 00:19:03,301
We could start with
daily tissue removal.

387
00:19:03,325 --> 00:19:05,403
No, we should not wait.

388
00:19:05,427 --> 00:19:08,306
Deeper debridement and
temporoparietal fascia surgery

389
00:19:08,330 --> 00:19:09,640
will clear her edema.

390
00:19:09,664 --> 00:19:12,010
It's a high-risk surgery
with high risk of blood loss

391
00:19:12,034 --> 00:19:13,444
and flap necrosis.

392
00:19:13,468 --> 00:19:16,414
Before we do another big procedure,

393
00:19:16,438 --> 00:19:18,249
she needs to recover psychologically.

394
00:19:18,273 --> 00:19:21,102
She could develop infection and
compartment syndrome if we wait.

395
00:19:24,346 --> 00:19:27,325
You missed what the patient was feeling

396
00:19:27,349 --> 00:19:29,684
in your initial diagnosis,
and it affected her outcome.

397
00:19:31,453 --> 00:19:33,239
You could be wrong about this, too.

398
00:19:39,261 --> 00:19:41,455
The free tissue flap surgery

399
00:19:41,997 --> 00:19:45,167
will correct the damage from her burns.

400
00:19:46,869 --> 00:19:48,746
I am the attending.

401
00:19:48,770 --> 00:19:50,849
This is my decision.

402
00:19:50,873 --> 00:19:53,241
♪ ♪

403
00:20:04,552 --> 00:20:05,813
My patient...

404
00:20:06,054 --> 00:20:07,465
N-No.

405
00:20:07,489 --> 00:20:09,291
♪ ♪

406
00:20:12,928 --> 00:20:14,405
Shaun, what's going on?

407
00:20:14,429 --> 00:20:16,107
My patient has to have another surgery.

408
00:20:16,131 --> 00:20:17,308
I thought she had second-degree burns.

409
00:20:17,332 --> 00:20:19,543
She also has third-degree burns.

410
00:20:19,827 --> 00:20:21,545
Okay, so do another surgery.

411
00:20:21,996 --> 00:20:25,616
If I had not been distracted
by the cameras,

412
00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:28,953
I do not think I would have
missed her reaction.

413
00:20:28,977 --> 00:20:31,355
Third-degree burns are always numb.

414
00:20:31,379 --> 00:20:32,798
So you can do another surgery.

415
00:20:36,557 --> 00:20:41,921
This is my test to prove I am
ready to be an attending, okay?

416
00:20:42,006 --> 00:20:43,534
I made a mistake.

417
00:20:43,558 --> 00:20:45,369
And you caught the mistake.

418
00:20:45,393 --> 00:20:47,471
But I shouldn't have missed it, okay?

419
00:20:47,495 --> 00:20:48,739
It was my fault.

420
00:20:48,763 --> 00:20:50,308
Okay, so it was your fault.

421
00:20:50,332 --> 00:20:51,609
So?

422
00:20:51,633 --> 00:20:54,178
Just like it was my fault
when I was attending

423
00:20:54,202 --> 00:20:56,380
that I-I missed a subdural empyema

424
00:20:56,404 --> 00:20:59,150
and Park punctured a fungal nodule

425
00:20:59,174 --> 00:21:00,284
and Claire missed a PE.

426
00:21:00,308 --> 00:21:03,121
The patient didn't die, right?

427
00:21:03,145 --> 00:21:06,374
You can do another surgery.
So let's just focus on that.

428
00:21:07,649 --> 00:21:12,730
I am different than you
and Claire and Dr. Park.

429
00:21:12,754 --> 00:21:14,799
I do not get to make mistakes.

430
00:21:17,292 --> 00:21:18,802
Is this because this video crew

431
00:21:18,826 --> 00:21:21,263
has been following you
around wherever you go?

432
00:21:21,863 --> 00:21:24,608
(SIGHS) Yes. I made two mistakes...

433
00:21:24,632 --> 00:21:26,945
The burns and letting them film me.

434
00:21:26,969 --> 00:21:28,779
You know what? Get rid of them.

435
00:21:28,803 --> 00:21:31,415
If you don't want them around,
just get rid of them.

436
00:21:31,439 --> 00:21:33,150
And another thing, Shaun,

437
00:21:34,276 --> 00:21:37,738
you can't expect to
be perfect all the time.

438
00:21:39,647 --> 00:21:43,577
It doesn't happen, ever, for anyone.

439
00:21:44,286 --> 00:21:46,854
♪ ♪

440
00:21:55,035 --> 00:21:56,035
No.

441
00:21:56,999 --> 00:21:58,642
SOPHIE: Again, it's helpful

442
00:21:58,666 --> 00:22:00,979
if you include the question
in the answer.

443
00:22:01,003 --> 00:22:02,646
What was the question?

444
00:22:02,670 --> 00:22:04,890
Do you see yourself
as Shaun's protector?

445
00:22:05,907 --> 00:22:07,768
Oh, um...

446
00:22:08,210 --> 00:22:12,314
No, I don't see myself
as Shaun's protector anymore.

447
00:22:13,715 --> 00:22:14,942
How does that feel?

448
00:22:16,665 --> 00:22:18,099
How does it feel? I don't know.

449
00:22:19,821 --> 00:22:20,821
It feels great.

450
00:22:22,130 --> 00:22:23,197
I'm proud of him

451
00:22:24,086 --> 00:22:26,495
and relieved...

452
00:22:28,715 --> 00:22:29,883
...that he's gonna make it.

453
00:22:30,738 --> 00:22:31,917
What changed?

454
00:22:35,837 --> 00:22:36,837
He did.

455
00:22:37,539 --> 00:22:38,539
He changed.

456
00:22:39,907 --> 00:22:41,109
Can you elaborate?

457
00:22:41,909 --> 00:22:43,411
(SIGHS)

458
00:22:45,947 --> 00:22:48,809
He grew up and met Lea.

459
00:22:50,852 --> 00:22:51,886
Okay, we need to talk.

460
00:22:53,088 --> 00:22:54,398
Turn the camera off.

461
00:22:54,422 --> 00:22:56,400
SOPHIE: Sorry, no.

462
00:22:56,424 --> 00:22:57,968
(SCOFFS)

463
00:22:57,992 --> 00:23:00,905
Okay, then I'm gonna have to
say what I have to say naked.

464
00:23:03,698 --> 00:23:05,243
You can take five. Thank you.

465
00:23:05,267 --> 00:23:07,345
(BEEPING)

466
00:23:07,369 --> 00:23:09,380
You need to back off Shaun a little bit.

467
00:23:09,404 --> 00:23:11,449
It's my job to ask questions.

468
00:23:11,473 --> 00:23:12,950
I was expecting wedding surprises,

469
00:23:12,974 --> 00:23:15,878
and instead I feel like
you're exploiting his autism.

470
00:23:16,311 --> 00:23:18,856
You knew Shaun's ASD
was gonna be part of the show.

471
00:23:18,880 --> 00:23:20,724
I didn't expect you
to make a highlight reel

472
00:23:20,748 --> 00:23:22,460
out of his most spectrum-y moments.

473
00:23:22,484 --> 00:23:24,495
I'm not manufacturing anything.

474
00:23:24,519 --> 00:23:26,464
Shaun made a mistake
on a very important case,

475
00:23:26,488 --> 00:23:28,332
and now that could end up on your show.

476
00:23:28,891 --> 00:23:30,401
He's totally rattled.

477
00:23:30,425 --> 00:23:31,602
I know you want to protect him.

478
00:23:31,626 --> 00:23:33,204
This is not about protecting Shaun.

479
00:23:33,228 --> 00:23:34,638
This is about the whole world seeing him

480
00:23:34,662 --> 00:23:37,107
as a collection of quirks
and a single mistake.

481
00:23:40,535 --> 00:23:42,813
But since that is good TV...

482
00:23:42,837 --> 00:23:45,373
♪ ♪

483
00:23:49,277 --> 00:23:50,478
(DOOR CLOSES)

484
00:23:52,873 --> 00:23:54,492
SHAUN: Dana has third-degree burns.

485
00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:56,160
(REWINDING)

486
00:23:56,184 --> 00:23:57,761
Dana has third-degree burns.

487
00:23:57,785 --> 00:23:58,862
(REWINDING)

488
00:23:58,886 --> 00:24:00,664
Dana has third-degree burns.

489
00:24:00,688 --> 00:24:03,000
Her tissue is dying under the graft

490
00:24:03,024 --> 00:24:05,302
because I did not debride deep enough.

491
00:24:06,428 --> 00:24:08,606
Dana's problem is my mistake.

492
00:24:08,630 --> 00:24:12,543
I'm not gonna use any of the footage

493
00:24:12,567 --> 00:24:14,478
related to your mistake.

494
00:24:15,689 --> 00:24:16,890
It's not relevant.

495
00:24:17,205 --> 00:24:19,350
This is a wedding show.

496
00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:21,151
Lea reminded me of that.

497
00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:27,408
I do not want to be dishonest.

498
00:24:28,015 --> 00:24:29,993
It's not dishonest.

499
00:24:30,017 --> 00:24:34,598
It's focused on you and Lea
and your relationship

500
00:24:34,622 --> 00:24:37,668
and your amazing career as a surgeon,

501
00:24:37,692 --> 00:24:40,428
surrounded by all of these
people who support you.

502
00:24:42,730 --> 00:24:44,975
That is what will give hope

503
00:24:44,999 --> 00:24:48,403
to people who feel different and alone.

504
00:24:50,838 --> 00:24:52,450
That's why I'm doing this.

505
00:24:52,474 --> 00:24:54,609
♪ ♪

506
00:25:05,253 --> 00:25:06,354
Grant's case file.

507
00:25:09,324 --> 00:25:12,403
I've successfully completed the
short-segment posterior fusion

508
00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:13,871
on the skills dummy simulator.

509
00:25:15,302 --> 00:25:16,571
Once.

510
00:25:17,199 --> 00:25:18,584
With a partner.

511
00:25:19,467 --> 00:25:22,880
You've successfully done it
on real people over 50 times.

512
00:25:25,039 --> 00:25:26,250
You should take the lead.

513
00:25:26,274 --> 00:25:27,418
Which would mean removing yourself

514
00:25:27,442 --> 00:25:28,886
as the attending on this case.

515
00:25:30,212 --> 00:25:33,090
I'm not risking my patient's
life to pass a test.

516
00:25:33,114 --> 00:25:35,976
You're risking your own
career to try to save his.

517
00:25:40,141 --> 00:25:43,108
Grant deserves the best
shot to get back to his crew.

518
00:25:55,162 --> 00:25:56,697
SOPHIE: Any cold feet?

519
00:25:57,372 --> 00:25:58,616
Shaun is my person.

520
00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:00,793
I know that beyond a shadow of a doubt.

521
00:26:05,747 --> 00:26:07,925
Do you think I should let Sophie

522
00:26:07,949 --> 00:26:10,177
remove my mistake from the show?

523
00:26:14,822 --> 00:26:16,734
I think that is up to you.

524
00:26:16,758 --> 00:26:18,268
How do you feel about it?

525
00:26:19,327 --> 00:26:22,673
It feels like a lie,

526
00:26:22,697 --> 00:26:25,985
but is it more important
to give people truth or hope?

527
00:26:27,695 --> 00:26:29,547
That's a tough question.

528
00:26:29,571 --> 00:26:30,948
Yes.

529
00:26:30,972 --> 00:26:34,285
SOPHIE: I say we stick
to the two of you,

530
00:26:34,309 --> 00:26:36,878
who are getting married
in just a few days.

531
00:26:37,845 --> 00:26:39,457
Any nerves about that?

532
00:26:39,481 --> 00:26:41,659
Oh, no. She is also my person.

533
00:26:41,683 --> 00:26:43,836
I have known that for a long time.

534
00:26:44,352 --> 00:26:46,530
I have to go prep for my surgery. Okay.

535
00:26:46,554 --> 00:26:48,632
Okay, I have to go prep for my surgery.

536
00:26:54,996 --> 00:26:58,475
It took you longer to be sure
that Shaun was the one.

537
00:26:59,301 --> 00:27:01,111
In fact, you said you
couldn't get involved with him

538
00:27:01,135 --> 00:27:02,771
because of his ASD.

539
00:27:03,371 --> 00:27:04,732
What changed?

540
00:27:06,007 --> 00:27:08,543
♪ ♪

541
00:27:14,949 --> 00:27:16,193
(MICROPHONE THUDS)

542
00:27:16,217 --> 00:27:18,386
♪ ♪

543
00:27:21,389 --> 00:27:23,734
I offered to take out the
mistake because you were right.

544
00:27:23,758 --> 00:27:25,135
I crossed a line.

545
00:27:25,159 --> 00:27:26,870
Instead of embarrassing Shaun,

546
00:27:26,894 --> 00:27:28,706
now you're zeroing in on me?

547
00:27:28,730 --> 00:27:31,108
I'm not trying to embarrass anyone.

548
00:27:31,132 --> 00:27:32,885
Can you please slow down?

549
00:27:34,235 --> 00:27:37,715
As a little person, the world
doesn't accommodate me.

550
00:27:37,739 --> 00:27:41,151
That's why representation
matters, but when it's real.

551
00:27:41,175 --> 00:27:43,354
I'm not asking you to
make us look like a fairy tale.

552
00:27:43,378 --> 00:27:46,315
Fairy tales have obstacles and conflict.

553
00:27:46,848 --> 00:27:48,392
The story you want me to tell,

554
00:27:48,416 --> 00:27:51,562
you two met and fell in love
and everything's great,

555
00:27:52,446 --> 00:27:53,731
it's boring.

556
00:27:53,755 --> 00:27:55,599
So you want me to play the wicked witch.

557
00:27:55,623 --> 00:27:58,536
You are are not defined
by your lowest moment,

558
00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:00,746
but you can't deny it, either.

559
00:28:02,229 --> 00:28:05,834
I am here to tell the real
story of you as a couple.

560
00:28:07,602 --> 00:28:10,180
Do you still trust me to do that?

561
00:28:10,204 --> 00:28:12,006
♪ ♪

562
00:28:18,045 --> 00:28:19,557
SHAUN: Your vitals are good,

563
00:28:19,581 --> 00:28:21,258
and your volume status is stable.

564
00:28:21,282 --> 00:28:23,894
A nurse will come get you
for surgery soon.

565
00:28:28,089 --> 00:28:29,757
(VELCRO TEARING)

566
00:28:35,930 --> 00:28:39,243
I'm so sorry the cameras
added to your pain.

567
00:28:43,170 --> 00:28:45,874
I was gonna have to
see myself eventually.

568
00:28:47,542 --> 00:28:49,837
My daughter will have to
look at me every day...

569
00:28:52,299 --> 00:28:54,501
...and pretend she
doesn't see a monster.

570
00:28:56,017 --> 00:28:58,161
She won't see you that way forever.

571
00:28:58,185 --> 00:28:59,471
Other people will.

572
00:29:01,862 --> 00:29:04,977
Other kids will tease and bully her...

573
00:29:06,961 --> 00:29:08,814
...because of what
her mother looks like.

574
00:29:11,433 --> 00:29:13,735
People have teased
and bullied me my whole life,

575
00:29:14,769 --> 00:29:18,215
and it hurt for a long time,

576
00:29:18,239 --> 00:29:23,287
and I was too ashamed to tell anyone.

577
00:29:24,045 --> 00:29:25,747
I finally told my mom.

578
00:29:26,514 --> 00:29:28,584
She taught me how to
stick up for myself.

579
00:29:29,451 --> 00:29:34,231
You can be an example
of how to get back up

580
00:29:34,255 --> 00:29:35,690
when life knocks you down.

581
00:29:38,493 --> 00:29:40,137
Your strength

582
00:29:40,161 --> 00:29:44,274
will make her more
compassionate than most people

583
00:29:44,298 --> 00:29:46,668
and more powerful than any bully.

584
00:29:47,835 --> 00:29:50,538
♪ ♪

585
00:30:02,349 --> 00:30:03,527
Scalpel.

586
00:30:03,551 --> 00:30:05,887
♪ ♪

587
00:30:09,751 --> 00:30:12,211
I'll come get you as soon
as your mom is awake.

588
00:30:13,728 --> 00:30:15,672
I don't want to see her, Daddy.

589
00:30:21,736 --> 00:30:24,047
It's okay to be scared.

590
00:30:24,071 --> 00:30:26,141
You know what helps me
whenever I'm scared?

591
00:30:28,409 --> 00:30:30,854
A big hug.

592
00:30:31,759 --> 00:30:34,149
The best ones are from my mom.

593
00:30:35,583 --> 00:30:37,736
Do your mom's hugs make you feel better?

594
00:30:42,389 --> 00:30:47,204
I know Mommy looks different,
but her hugs are the same.

595
00:30:47,496 --> 00:30:50,307
They're full of the same love as always.

596
00:30:50,331 --> 00:30:52,900
♪ ♪

597
00:31:04,245 --> 00:31:07,808
We are doing Dana's
fascial flap surgery.

598
00:31:08,683 --> 00:31:11,161
Are you here because I am the attending

599
00:31:11,185 --> 00:31:13,146
or because you trust my judgment?

600
00:31:14,674 --> 00:31:15,876
Mostly the latter.

601
00:31:17,559 --> 00:31:20,737
Even after my earlier mistake?

602
00:31:26,467 --> 00:31:27,995
You're a great doctor.

603
00:31:29,229 --> 00:31:33,333
I hope one day I'm even
close to as good as you.

604
00:31:34,909 --> 00:31:36,962
Your mistake just made you more...

605
00:31:38,580 --> 00:31:40,390
Inspirational.

606
00:31:40,414 --> 00:31:43,385
It gave me the confidence that
I'll find my superpower, too.

607
00:31:45,252 --> 00:31:46,520
(SCRUBBING)

608
00:31:47,188 --> 00:31:48,766
(WATER RUNNING)

609
00:31:48,790 --> 00:31:50,992
♪ ♪

610
00:31:56,497 --> 00:31:59,242
SHAUN: You cannot film this surgery.

611
00:31:59,266 --> 00:32:03,030
I cannot be distracted
while I am working.

612
00:32:03,605 --> 00:32:04,948
Let's go.

613
00:32:04,972 --> 00:32:06,874
♪ ♪

614
00:32:09,243 --> 00:32:10,888
I've drilled most of the
pedicle and vertebral body.

615
00:32:10,912 --> 00:32:12,055
What's next?

616
00:32:12,079 --> 00:32:13,668
We need to place the cage.

617
00:32:13,692 --> 00:32:15,358
(MONITOR BEEPING)

618
00:32:15,382 --> 00:32:16,794
Good decompression.

619
00:32:16,818 --> 00:32:18,920
One above, one below.

620
00:32:24,678 --> 00:32:26,470
Placing the expandable cage.

621
00:32:28,429 --> 00:32:29,873
(MONITOR ALARM)

622
00:32:29,897 --> 00:32:31,808
ASHER: Heart rate's way up.
BP's dropping.

623
00:32:32,667 --> 00:32:34,177
Vessel's torn.

624
00:32:34,201 --> 00:32:36,521
It's detracted away from the field.

625
00:32:37,872 --> 00:32:39,650
What about giving T.X.A. and bipolar

626
00:32:39,674 --> 00:32:41,234
to pull the vessel into view?

627
00:32:44,879 --> 00:32:47,124
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

628
00:32:47,148 --> 00:32:48,160
(MONITOR ALARM)

629
00:32:48,184 --> 00:32:49,559
BP still dropping.

630
00:32:49,583 --> 00:32:52,295
BP's 41 over 23.

631
00:32:52,319 --> 00:32:53,747
He'll arrest if we
don't stop things now.

632
00:32:54,121 --> 00:32:55,633
Vascular clip.

633
00:32:55,657 --> 00:32:58,893
♪ ♪

634
00:33:04,832 --> 00:33:06,576
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)

635
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:07,735
(SIGHS)

636
00:33:10,905 --> 00:33:13,642
We could try completing the
corpectomy from the other side.

637
00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:21,066
No. It's not working.

638
00:33:22,449 --> 00:33:24,061
We're changing course.

639
00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:26,738
Let's do the long segment
L1-5 without a cage.

640
00:33:30,810 --> 00:33:31,844
You sure?

641
00:33:33,761 --> 00:33:35,664
My patient, my call.

642
00:33:38,099 --> 00:33:40,234
♪ ♪

643
00:33:47,574 --> 00:33:50,077
(TOOL WHIRRING)

644
00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:53,256
SHAUN: Excision knife.

645
00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:55,558
(MONITOR BEEPING)

646
00:33:55,582 --> 00:33:57,985
♪♪♪

647
00:34:12,299 --> 00:34:15,713
I need more sponges
and the suctions turned up.

648
00:34:15,737 --> 00:34:17,014
(MONITOR ALARM)

649
00:34:17,038 --> 00:34:18,272
JORDAN: She's losing too much blood.

650
00:34:21,608 --> 00:34:24,211
She's severely tachycardic,
blood pressure dropping.

651
00:34:34,756 --> 00:34:36,834
(MONITOR ALARM)

652
00:34:36,858 --> 00:34:39,661
JORDAN: This holding pressure
isn't durable. She's gonna bleed out.

653
00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:42,205
We have to debride deeper.

654
00:34:42,229 --> 00:34:44,207
The excision blade is
causing too much bleeding.

655
00:34:44,231 --> 00:34:45,909
Should we try the micro
dissection electrocautery?

656
00:34:45,933 --> 00:34:47,935
♪ ♪

657
00:35:00,537 --> 00:35:02,425
Electrocautery won't work.

658
00:35:02,449 --> 00:35:05,095
We need to preserve as much
normal tissue as we can.

659
00:35:05,119 --> 00:35:08,131
A VERSAJET will debride the
appropriate plane with less bleeding.

660
00:35:08,155 --> 00:35:10,524
♪ ♪

661
00:35:16,663 --> 00:35:18,665
(TOOL WHIRRING)

662
00:35:23,805 --> 00:35:25,774
We repaired your lumbar fracture.

663
00:35:29,043 --> 00:35:30,904
But we had to switch surgeries.

664
00:35:35,316 --> 00:35:37,077
You can't do the job anymore.

665
00:35:42,289 --> 00:35:44,084
Your body was giving out.

666
00:35:45,026 --> 00:35:46,378
I couldn't let you die.

667
00:35:49,831 --> 00:35:50,998
Grant.

668
00:35:53,500 --> 00:35:54,803
I trusted you.

669
00:35:59,340 --> 00:36:01,418
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

670
00:36:01,442 --> 00:36:03,710
♪ ♪

671
00:36:23,597 --> 00:36:24,908
Oh.

672
00:36:24,932 --> 00:36:27,168
The surgery was a success.

673
00:36:28,269 --> 00:36:31,214
He had one of his visions,
saved the day again.

674
00:36:31,238 --> 00:36:32,682
Oh, and I missed it!

675
00:36:32,706 --> 00:36:34,217
I'll do the imitation again.

676
00:36:35,642 --> 00:36:40,140
You can use all your footage,
even my mistake.

677
00:36:42,549 --> 00:36:47,314
Great surgeons can make
mistakes and still be inspirational.

678
00:36:47,855 --> 00:36:49,723
♪ ♪

679
00:37:04,671 --> 00:37:05,671
Close the door.

680
00:37:13,314 --> 00:37:14,314
You're writing me up?

681
00:37:15,482 --> 00:37:17,127
Is this about the charts?

682
00:37:17,151 --> 00:37:18,628
And coming in late.

683
00:37:18,652 --> 00:37:22,132
And taking personal calls,
calling off last-minute.

684
00:37:22,156 --> 00:37:25,644
I need to be able to count on you,
and right now, I can't.

685
00:37:28,382 --> 00:37:29,898
I haven't been my best.

686
00:37:31,344 --> 00:37:32,859
Things at home...

687
00:37:43,945 --> 00:37:45,212
(SIGHS)

688
00:37:46,580 --> 00:37:47,824
(SNIFFLES)

689
00:37:47,848 --> 00:37:48,848
If...

690
00:37:50,584 --> 00:37:53,254
If I don't answer his calls,
he gets mad.

691
00:37:55,822 --> 00:37:58,343
He checks my mileage and my phone

692
00:37:59,060 --> 00:38:00,720
and how much makeup I wear.

693
00:38:03,230 --> 00:38:05,934
I helped a patient go through
a domestic violence checklist

694
00:38:07,307 --> 00:38:08,603
and realized...

695
00:38:10,371 --> 00:38:12,015
It was me, too.

696
00:38:12,039 --> 00:38:14,341
♪ ♪

697
00:38:21,682 --> 00:38:23,460
We'll figure this out.

698
00:38:23,484 --> 00:38:25,352
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

699
00:38:28,555 --> 00:38:29,832
(GROANS SOFTLY)

700
00:38:29,856 --> 00:38:33,470
SHAUN: My re-grafting surgery
was a success.

701
00:38:33,494 --> 00:38:36,589
With restorative surgery, you'll
have an adequate aesthetic outcome.

702
00:38:38,032 --> 00:38:39,209
(SIGHS)

703
00:38:39,233 --> 00:38:40,843
NICOLE: Mommy?

704
00:38:40,867 --> 00:38:42,970
♪ ♪

705
00:39:02,023 --> 00:39:04,367
I look different, huh?

706
00:39:06,193 --> 00:39:07,662
Your eyes are the same.

707
00:39:10,731 --> 00:39:12,675
They look like mine.

708
00:39:12,699 --> 00:39:15,236
♪ ♪

709
00:39:32,886 --> 00:39:34,021
(SIGHS)

710
00:39:38,659 --> 00:39:40,303
I saw Lim.

711
00:39:40,327 --> 00:39:42,696
♪ ♪

712
00:39:49,870 --> 00:39:51,438
You passed your test.

713
00:39:57,578 --> 00:39:59,556
(SIGHS)

714
00:39:59,580 --> 00:40:01,848
♪ ♪

715
00:40:07,121 --> 00:40:08,798
For a long time,

716
00:40:08,822 --> 00:40:11,351
I didn't think I could be
with someone like Shaun.

717
00:40:12,193 --> 00:40:15,105
I thought we were too different,

718
00:40:15,129 --> 00:40:18,483
that I would have to
compromise too much.

719
00:40:20,934 --> 00:40:24,471
And I worried about what
people would think of us.

720
00:40:26,387 --> 00:40:27,621
Of me.

721
00:40:30,377 --> 00:40:34,249
And I didn't want
to be seen as different.

722
00:40:35,648 --> 00:40:36,649
What changed?

723
00:40:40,187 --> 00:40:41,673
Me.

724
00:40:42,223 --> 00:40:44,367
Because of how Shaun saw me,

725
00:40:44,391 --> 00:40:46,336
he made me believe that I am stronger

726
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:48,388
than I give myself credit for.

727
00:40:50,536 --> 00:40:54,185
And that together, we are enough.

728
00:40:55,602 --> 00:40:56,602
More than enough.

729
00:40:57,604 --> 00:40:59,774
SHAUN: That was very nice.

730
00:41:02,476 --> 00:41:04,737
Is it time for the surprise?

731
00:41:07,481 --> 00:41:11,118
(ISLANDS IN THE STREAM PLAYS)

732
00:41:12,052 --> 00:41:14,539
And... take 'em off!

733
00:41:16,022 --> 00:41:18,000
TOGETHER: Surprise!

734
00:41:18,024 --> 00:41:19,302
(LAUGHS)

735
00:41:19,326 --> 00:41:20,437
Oh.

736
00:41:20,461 --> 00:41:23,039
Sophie, it's beautiful.

737
00:41:23,063 --> 00:41:27,477
The lights are very soothing,
and I like karaoke.

738
00:41:27,501 --> 00:41:29,721
This is a very nice surprise.

739
00:41:31,405 --> 00:41:32,849
Okay.

740
00:41:32,873 --> 00:41:34,617
Hi! (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

741
00:41:34,641 --> 00:41:36,186
Are you sure you're okay?

742
00:41:36,210 --> 00:41:37,354
I'm okay. Okay.

743
00:41:37,378 --> 00:41:38,421
Shaun.

744
00:41:38,445 --> 00:41:39,589
SHAUN: Park.

745
00:41:39,613 --> 00:41:42,592
(I'LL BE MISSING YOU PLAYS)

746
00:41:42,616 --> 00:41:44,861
WOMAN: Congratulations, Shaun and Lea.

747
00:41:45,386 --> 00:41:47,196
This song is for you guys.

748
00:41:50,757 --> 00:41:54,171
♪ Every step I take ♪

749
00:41:54,195 --> 00:41:55,472
(ALL CHEERING)

750
00:41:55,496 --> 00:41:59,376
♪ Every move I make ♪

751
00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:04,080
♪ Every single day since I went away

752
00:42:04,104 --> 00:42:06,583
ALL: ♪ I've been missing you ♪

753
00:42:06,607 --> 00:42:08,851
(CHEERING)

754
00:42:08,875 --> 00:42:11,578
♪ Thinkin' of the day ♪

755
00:42:12,979 --> 00:42:14,056
♪ When you went away ♪

756
00:42:14,080 --> 00:42:16,149
Congratulations!

757
00:42:17,718 --> 00:42:21,097
♪ What a life to take
What a bond to break ♪

758
00:42:21,121 --> 00:42:24,434
♪ I'll be missing you ♪

759
00:42:24,458 --> 00:42:26,593
(CHEERING, LAUGHTER)

760
00:42:27,228 --> 00:42:28,613
It's Claire!

761
00:42:31,532 --> 00:42:34,268
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)