1 00:00:15,223 --> 00:00:17,350 I'll be late. I have a meeting at Austin's school. 2 00:00:17,434 --> 00:00:18,893 Okay, see you then. 3 00:00:25,525 --> 00:00:27,235 What are you playing at, little girl? 4 00:00:28,486 --> 00:00:30,488 - What? - Don't do that. 5 00:00:30,572 --> 00:00:33,908 - Don't do what? - Virginia, is this a game to you? 6 00:00:33,992 --> 00:00:36,870 Is this a game, Mom? No, it's not a game. 7 00:00:36,953 --> 00:00:38,830 No one here is playing games but you. 8 00:00:38,913 --> 00:00:41,624 What is it exactly that you want from me? 9 00:00:44,169 --> 00:00:47,297 I need you to grow the hell up, okay? Grow up. 10 00:00:47,380 --> 00:00:49,382 God, I am so mad, I could just... 11 00:00:49,466 --> 00:00:50,300 Kill me? 12 00:00:53,553 --> 00:00:55,472 Austin, let's go! 13 00:00:57,182 --> 00:01:00,810 It's a funny thing to realize your entire life has been a lie. 14 00:01:02,687 --> 00:01:04,939 ♪ I think I made a big mistake ♪ 15 00:01:07,734 --> 00:01:10,320 ♪ You keep messing with my brain… ♪ 16 00:01:10,987 --> 00:01:13,031 The only thing you can trust in this world 17 00:01:13,114 --> 00:01:14,491 is that you can't trust anyone. 18 00:01:15,283 --> 00:01:16,117 Except me. 19 00:01:16,743 --> 00:01:18,328 I'm always gonna be here for you. 20 00:01:18,411 --> 00:01:22,415 ♪ Every time I take your lead Feels like a curse… ♪ 21 00:01:23,458 --> 00:01:24,667 Come on, get your jacket. 22 00:01:25,585 --> 00:01:27,587 ♪ Feels even worse ♪ 23 00:01:28,797 --> 00:01:31,257 ♪ Baby, you're the devil I know ♪ 24 00:01:31,341 --> 00:01:32,467 ♪ I know ♪ 25 00:01:34,010 --> 00:01:36,513 ♪ Baby, you're the devil I know… ♪ 26 00:01:37,055 --> 00:01:39,015 Trust is a funny thing. 27 00:01:39,099 --> 00:01:40,683 It's so easily abused. 28 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:45,230 And betrayal leaves a metallic taste. 29 00:01:48,650 --> 00:01:50,235 ♪ Baby, I'm the devil now ♪ 30 00:01:56,866 --> 00:01:59,077 I'm really enjoying having Austin in class, 31 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:01,329 but he's behind in a few subjects. 32 00:02:01,412 --> 00:02:04,124 I know he's moved around a lot, so that could be part of it. 33 00:02:04,207 --> 00:02:05,250 He's a smart kid. 34 00:02:05,333 --> 00:02:07,544 Whatever he doesn't know, he'll pick up fast. 35 00:02:07,627 --> 00:02:11,047 It's not just that. Has he shown any signs of anxiety? 36 00:02:11,631 --> 00:02:13,508 Of anxiety? 37 00:02:13,591 --> 00:02:14,592 He's nine. 38 00:02:14,676 --> 00:02:17,887 I would love to have the guidance counselor meet with him, 39 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:21,099 maybe evaluate him for a possible 504 Plan. 40 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:24,352 No, no, Austin doesn't need whatever that is. 41 00:02:24,435 --> 00:02:27,814 He's fine. Look, if he's behind, we'll study harder at home. 42 00:02:27,897 --> 00:02:30,066 - I'll make sure of it. - Ms. Miller, uh... 43 00:02:30,525 --> 00:02:32,861 - Uh… - Sorry to interrupt. 44 00:02:34,070 --> 00:02:35,947 Give it back. Now. 45 00:02:38,533 --> 00:02:41,327 He said that he took it from the reflection corner. 46 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:43,329 I found it in his backpack. 47 00:02:43,413 --> 00:02:45,206 She made me sit there forever. 48 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:47,041 It was 15 minutes, Zach, 49 00:02:47,125 --> 00:02:49,794 to reflect on why we don't call people "bloody booger face." 50 00:02:49,878 --> 00:02:51,880 Tiffany Griffin is a bloody booger. 51 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:55,049 I'm so sorry. 52 00:02:55,133 --> 00:02:57,427 He's having such a hard time with everything. 53 00:02:57,510 --> 00:02:59,554 - I understand. - No, I'm not. 54 00:02:59,637 --> 00:03:00,805 Don't blame Dad. 55 00:03:01,306 --> 00:03:05,476 Zach, we do not take what doesn't belong to us. 56 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:08,313 - You're busy, I'm just gonna... - Oh no. Just... It'll... 57 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:12,192 Thank you. Thank you for this. 58 00:03:12,817 --> 00:03:14,068 What's a 504 Plan? 59 00:03:14,152 --> 00:03:16,362 Sneaking in? You really are my kid. 60 00:03:20,491 --> 00:03:23,369 ♪ Butterflies in my chest ♪ 61 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:25,538 ♪ Beating on me, beating beating on me… ♪ 62 00:03:25,622 --> 00:03:26,497 Hunter. 63 00:03:27,707 --> 00:03:28,541 Hey. 64 00:03:29,876 --> 00:03:30,877 Uh, hey. 65 00:03:32,754 --> 00:03:33,588 Thank you. 66 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:35,965 Yeah, no... No problem. 67 00:03:42,388 --> 00:03:43,765 Um… 68 00:03:47,435 --> 00:03:48,686 Was that my arch-nemesis? 69 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:51,356 Yeah, it was nothing. 70 00:03:53,149 --> 00:03:55,777 ♪ I really really like you ♪ 71 00:03:58,071 --> 00:04:01,074 ♪ Turn around and catch my face ♪ 72 00:04:01,157 --> 00:04:04,118 ♪ Cheesin' at you Cheesin' cheesin' at you ♪ 73 00:04:04,202 --> 00:04:05,828 ♪ Laying in my bed… ♪ 74 00:04:05,912 --> 00:04:07,038 Are you okay? 75 00:04:07,538 --> 00:04:10,041 - What was that about? - It's nothing. 76 00:04:17,465 --> 00:04:18,299 What? 77 00:04:20,134 --> 00:04:22,720 - Are we hanging out later? - I can't, I have therapy. 78 00:04:26,391 --> 00:04:28,268 I gotta go. I'll see you later. 79 00:04:36,150 --> 00:04:38,945 Guys, Sophie looks so happy. 80 00:04:39,028 --> 00:04:40,655 I hate it. 81 00:04:42,031 --> 00:04:44,534 "Be kind, it's free." 82 00:04:44,617 --> 00:04:47,745 Yeah, real kind, Sophie, when you ripped my heart out. 83 00:04:48,788 --> 00:04:51,332 She kept our pictures up. What do you think that means? 84 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:54,127 That she loves you and misses you and wants to get back together. 85 00:04:54,210 --> 00:04:55,336 Really? 86 00:04:55,420 --> 00:04:56,254 No. 87 00:04:58,131 --> 00:04:59,132 Perfect. 88 00:04:59,215 --> 00:05:01,676 'Cause I play the evil, unlovable witch in the musical. 89 00:05:01,759 --> 00:05:04,762 So, you know, different from my everyday life. 90 00:05:11,644 --> 00:05:12,979 Why do you wear these? 91 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:15,565 There's no glass in them. 92 00:05:15,648 --> 00:05:16,858 You're so weird. 93 00:05:19,944 --> 00:05:23,281 What? Zach, you're his friend now? 94 00:05:23,364 --> 00:05:24,324 Shut up. 95 00:05:24,907 --> 00:05:26,075 Zach? 96 00:05:51,059 --> 00:05:53,478 Something tells me this is not work-related. 97 00:05:53,561 --> 00:05:55,229 - Hey. - Hey. 98 00:05:56,856 --> 00:05:57,690 You okay? 99 00:05:58,441 --> 00:06:00,526 Yeah. Just looking at dresses. 100 00:06:00,610 --> 00:06:04,364 Dresses that are far outside of our budget. 101 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:06,282 Yeah, we should talk about the budget. 102 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:07,658 - Yeah, what about it? - I hate it. 103 00:06:07,742 --> 00:06:08,576 Mm. 104 00:06:09,744 --> 00:06:13,956 Alas, milady, I am but a humble civil servant, 105 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:17,001 so you… you need to think smaller. 106 00:06:17,835 --> 00:06:19,462 Think… intimate. 107 00:06:20,254 --> 00:06:21,214 What about your parents? 108 00:06:21,297 --> 00:06:23,049 What are they getting us for a wedding gift? 109 00:06:23,132 --> 00:06:25,718 Not a wedding, which is where you're going with this. 110 00:06:26,302 --> 00:06:29,722 Georgia, we talked about it, okay? I do not take money from my parents. 111 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:31,724 I never have, and I'm not starting now. 112 00:06:31,808 --> 00:06:34,644 Mm-hmm. Who paid for your college again? 113 00:06:34,727 --> 00:06:36,896 Remind me whose Netflix account we're on. 114 00:06:37,980 --> 00:06:38,815 Georgia. 115 00:06:38,898 --> 00:06:41,275 I'm sorry, I'm just saying, if someone has money 116 00:06:41,359 --> 00:06:43,653 and they wanna give it to you, it's none of your business. 117 00:06:43,736 --> 00:06:45,363 She's right. You only get married once. 118 00:06:45,446 --> 00:06:48,032 Unless you get married twice before you're 30, like a tramp. 119 00:06:49,659 --> 00:06:52,870 Is this the draft of the long-term financial plan that I asked you for, Nick? 120 00:06:52,954 --> 00:06:55,873 The summary is that Wellsbury is very expensive. 121 00:06:55,957 --> 00:06:57,583 Yeah, we knew that. 122 00:06:57,667 --> 00:06:59,168 Looks like Cynthia was not wrong. 123 00:06:59,252 --> 00:07:01,462 Most of this budget is going to the schools. 124 00:07:02,713 --> 00:07:03,923 What is the school budget? 125 00:07:04,006 --> 00:07:05,550 $89,000,000. 126 00:07:15,143 --> 00:07:15,977 Jesus. 127 00:07:19,981 --> 00:07:20,982 Ooh. 128 00:07:22,191 --> 00:07:25,111 - Oh, what do you think? - My God, Jess, I love that one. 129 00:07:25,194 --> 00:07:27,905 So do we know who's gonna be in the limo yet? 130 00:07:27,989 --> 00:07:29,574 Derek said he's getting a Hummer. 131 00:07:29,657 --> 00:07:30,908 - No way. - Oh my God. 132 00:07:30,992 --> 00:07:33,411 - No way. - I'm so excited! 133 00:07:33,953 --> 00:07:34,787 That's pretty. 134 00:07:36,038 --> 00:07:37,540 I love that color. 135 00:07:37,623 --> 00:07:39,584 - Thanks. - Are you shopping for prom too? 136 00:07:40,877 --> 00:07:41,794 Mom. 137 00:07:43,171 --> 00:07:46,132 Can I pretty, pretty please get this purse? 138 00:07:47,091 --> 00:07:48,050 "Mom?" 139 00:07:57,185 --> 00:08:00,938 So last session I heard about your childhood and what got you here. 140 00:08:01,898 --> 00:08:04,192 That was like the tip of the childhood iceberg. 141 00:08:04,275 --> 00:08:06,736 You said you grew up in poverty. 142 00:08:07,278 --> 00:08:09,780 Did you ever feel like you weren't taken care of? 143 00:08:09,864 --> 00:08:11,908 No. No, it wasn't like that. 144 00:08:12,533 --> 00:08:13,743 Georgia took care of us. 145 00:08:14,410 --> 00:08:16,537 It's just her methods were questionable. 146 00:08:16,621 --> 00:08:19,290 I'm sorry, how is any of this related to my self-harm? 147 00:08:20,082 --> 00:08:22,460 We wanna keep identifying your triggers. 148 00:08:23,085 --> 00:08:25,796 Let's talk about the last time you self-harmed. 149 00:08:26,339 --> 00:08:27,256 Thanksgiving. 150 00:08:28,382 --> 00:08:30,968 Okay. And what was going on then? 151 00:08:34,514 --> 00:08:36,933 Do you remember what you were feeling at Thanksgiving? 152 00:08:37,892 --> 00:08:38,768 No. 153 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:44,315 I'm sensing that you're angry. 154 00:08:44,398 --> 00:08:47,568 Oh, are you? That doctorate really coming through. 155 00:08:52,490 --> 00:08:53,324 I'm sorry. 156 00:08:54,325 --> 00:08:59,163 We have to figure out how we work together so that I can help you help yourself. 157 00:09:00,414 --> 00:09:02,291 You're saying I need to trust you. 158 00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:05,253 Is that a problem for you? It sounds like it is. 159 00:09:06,003 --> 00:09:09,131 Mm. Don't I have to? That's why people come to therapy. 160 00:09:09,799 --> 00:09:11,467 Why did you come to therapy? 161 00:09:14,345 --> 00:09:15,304 To get better. 162 00:09:16,138 --> 00:09:17,306 To not hurt myself. 163 00:09:24,105 --> 00:09:25,273 Thank you. 164 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:27,608 These are tools I want you to try. 165 00:09:28,150 --> 00:09:30,194 The rubber band is a distractor. 166 00:09:30,278 --> 00:09:32,530 When you feel you wanna self-harm, 167 00:09:32,613 --> 00:09:35,700 snap the rubber band to distract yourself, get out of that moment. 168 00:09:36,325 --> 00:09:39,912 And then when you're out of danger, write your feelings in the notebook. 169 00:09:40,997 --> 00:09:44,250 And if you really think you are going to self-harm, 170 00:09:44,792 --> 00:09:46,335 I want you to call me instead. 171 00:09:47,044 --> 00:09:48,421 Does that sound doable? 172 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:53,175 I need a commitment that you're going to try. 173 00:09:53,259 --> 00:09:55,720 Giving them to you does nothing if you don't use them. 174 00:09:57,388 --> 00:09:58,556 I'll try the tools. 175 00:09:59,348 --> 00:10:02,143 And, Ginny, it's good that you're angry. 176 00:10:02,226 --> 00:10:04,020 You're letting yourself feel. 177 00:10:04,103 --> 00:10:05,855 Keep watching out for your triggers. 178 00:10:13,529 --> 00:10:14,655 I can't see. 179 00:10:14,739 --> 00:10:16,907 You can't see? Well, that's silly. 180 00:10:26,667 --> 00:10:27,543 Okay. 181 00:10:28,252 --> 00:10:30,338 Now, do you trust me? Okay. 182 00:10:39,847 --> 00:10:42,433 I'm sorry, my daughter must have grabbed this. 183 00:10:42,516 --> 00:10:43,684 - I didn't notice. - Yeah. 184 00:10:43,768 --> 00:10:44,977 No problem. 185 00:10:51,317 --> 00:10:54,278 Did you know that Edith Wharton's home is available for weddings? 186 00:10:54,362 --> 00:10:55,571 The Mount. 187 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:57,114 Isn't that romantic? 188 00:10:57,198 --> 00:11:00,534 I… I didn't take you for an Edith Wharton fan. 189 00:11:01,118 --> 00:11:03,871 A bunch of the Neighborhood Club women have been to weddings there. 190 00:11:03,954 --> 00:11:06,123 - They were talking about it. - I see. 191 00:11:06,207 --> 00:11:09,085 Hey, by the way, I'm sorry you didn't get into the Neighborhood Club. 192 00:11:09,168 --> 00:11:12,672 - I know you really wanted it. - It's not over till it's over. 193 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:16,050 I do not want to know what that means. 194 00:11:16,759 --> 00:11:18,094 Hey. 195 00:11:18,177 --> 00:11:20,179 What about a barn? 196 00:11:21,055 --> 00:11:24,725 - A barn? - Yeah, like a charming, rustic barn. 197 00:11:24,809 --> 00:11:27,436 - Like a barn, like pigs? - No, not pigs. Okay, no. 198 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:30,940 My friend and his wife, they… they found this barn in Maine, 199 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:33,859 and they got married there, and it was… it was beautiful. 200 00:11:33,943 --> 00:11:36,320 - I like pigs. - You do your homework, you. 201 00:11:36,404 --> 00:11:39,073 I don't wanna get called in for any more "talks." 202 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:46,872 - What's this? - It's for Austin. 203 00:11:46,956 --> 00:11:48,332 Oh. 204 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:54,547 Whoa, awesome! 205 00:11:55,256 --> 00:11:57,007 Paul, are you bribing this boy? 206 00:11:57,591 --> 00:11:59,301 What? No, I didn't get him that. 207 00:12:00,177 --> 00:12:03,305 ♪ They're wishin' that I was for free But they better beg… ♪ 208 00:12:03,389 --> 00:12:05,015 I love this game. 209 00:12:05,933 --> 00:12:11,647 ♪ I'm tryna walk out the back 'Cause the front door is crowded ♪ 210 00:12:13,649 --> 00:12:19,238 ♪ And get in the back seat And make sure my dollars are counted ♪ 211 00:12:21,949 --> 00:12:23,534 Oh, hi, Mom. Come on in. 212 00:12:23,617 --> 00:12:25,119 You went into my purse? 213 00:12:25,202 --> 00:12:26,495 You used Austin's name. 214 00:12:26,579 --> 00:12:28,873 I figured he might as well get something out of it. 215 00:12:28,956 --> 00:12:30,875 I did that out of necessity. 216 00:12:30,958 --> 00:12:32,752 You like it here? You like this house? 217 00:12:32,835 --> 00:12:34,295 'Cause we almost lost it all. 218 00:12:34,378 --> 00:12:35,880 But why do you still have it? 219 00:12:35,963 --> 00:12:38,758 My credit score is a 315. How'd you figure that? 220 00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:43,304 You think you are so clever, but you are playing with fire. 221 00:12:44,889 --> 00:12:46,223 I'm not scared of you. 222 00:12:47,224 --> 00:12:48,267 Scared of me? 223 00:12:49,226 --> 00:12:52,271 I'm scared of you. You can't be trusted. 224 00:13:17,671 --> 00:13:20,174 - What was that about? - What'd you hear? 225 00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:24,428 Nothing. Just heard the door slam. You guys fighting? 226 00:13:25,137 --> 00:13:26,180 No, it's nothing. 227 00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:28,682 Okay. 228 00:13:30,976 --> 00:13:33,729 - There's a lot of nothing going on. - What's that supposed to mean? 229 00:13:34,438 --> 00:13:35,272 It's… 230 00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:38,526 It's just getting hard to pretend… 231 00:13:38,609 --> 00:13:40,861 …that something's not going on with you. 232 00:13:42,571 --> 00:13:43,405 Oh. 233 00:13:44,323 --> 00:13:46,408 It's hard for you, is it? 234 00:13:47,451 --> 00:13:50,955 Well, if I'm so hard, why don't you just leave? 235 00:13:51,038 --> 00:13:53,332 - What are you doing? - I'm not doing anything, Marcus. 236 00:13:53,415 --> 00:13:55,209 You keep coming here and getting up in my shit, 237 00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:56,919 and honestly, it's annoying. 238 00:13:59,171 --> 00:14:00,464 Yeah, I'm not doing this. 239 00:14:02,675 --> 00:14:06,178 ♪ But I, lie when I say That I don't care what you think ♪ 240 00:14:06,262 --> 00:14:09,014 ♪ Can't you see that I'm the best thing ♪ 241 00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:14,186 ♪ Don't count me Don't count me ♪ 242 00:14:14,270 --> 00:14:16,730 - ♪ Don't count me ♪ - ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 243 00:14:18,482 --> 00:14:19,358 ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 244 00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:21,652 ♪ The best thing ♪ 245 00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:23,529 ♪ No ♪ 246 00:14:23,612 --> 00:14:25,656 - ♪ Don't count me, don't count me ♪ - ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪ 247 00:14:25,739 --> 00:14:27,449 ♪ Yeah, don't count me ♪ 248 00:14:29,076 --> 00:14:31,537 License for a pickleball court. Wanted to hand-deliver it. 249 00:14:31,620 --> 00:14:33,914 How exciting. 250 00:14:34,665 --> 00:14:36,292 Oh, that's wonderful. 251 00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:37,918 - Thank you. - Of course. 252 00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:41,297 - Did Paul go for the Mount? - Mm-mm. 253 00:14:42,673 --> 00:14:46,927 Listen, I know this might be a long shot after Cynthia, but I was thinking... 254 00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:50,180 It's nothing personal, Georgia. It's just the process. 255 00:14:50,681 --> 00:14:52,016 There's a waitlist. 256 00:14:52,099 --> 00:14:54,518 Besides, I'm dealing with a mini-crisis right now. 257 00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:57,062 The book of Emily Dickinson's poems is missing. 258 00:14:57,146 --> 00:14:58,272 What? 259 00:14:58,355 --> 00:15:01,692 Just gone. Middle of the night, someone picked the lock. 260 00:15:01,775 --> 00:15:04,820 Oh no, that's terrible. Who would do something like that? 261 00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:07,531 Well, I'm hoping not one of our members, but… 262 00:15:08,115 --> 00:15:09,491 Maybe it's just a prank. 263 00:15:09,575 --> 00:15:12,411 The historical society is pulling everything we have on loan. 264 00:15:12,494 --> 00:15:14,371 It's horrible. 265 00:15:14,455 --> 00:15:16,832 The whole club's reputation is at stake. 266 00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:18,459 I'm sure it'll turn up. 267 00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:29,053 Hey, are you okay? 268 00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:31,639 I'm fine. 269 00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:36,352 Switch with me? 270 00:15:37,728 --> 00:15:39,480 - Hey. - Hi, Padma. 271 00:15:39,563 --> 00:15:42,483 Could I just grab a… a salted caramel latte? 272 00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:57,039 - Oh, Bracia… - Hey, guys. 273 00:15:57,122 --> 00:15:58,290 - Hey. - Hey, Ginny. 274 00:15:58,374 --> 00:15:59,208 Hi. 275 00:16:00,501 --> 00:16:02,753 - What's wrong? - Only everything. 276 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:05,965 We got our cast photos back today. 277 00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:08,676 They got me looking like a Milk Dud. 278 00:16:10,302 --> 00:16:12,805 It's not… that bad. 279 00:16:12,888 --> 00:16:14,682 This ain't it. What did Beyoncé say? 280 00:16:14,765 --> 00:16:17,476 - You can't put blue lights on Black girls. - Period. 281 00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:19,228 Mm. The caucacity. 282 00:16:20,187 --> 00:16:22,439 Look what they did to Bryon. 283 00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:26,986 Oh. Still fine though. 284 00:16:27,069 --> 00:16:28,404 At least you'll match. 285 00:16:30,364 --> 00:16:31,740 Hey, what are you doing tonight? 286 00:16:33,033 --> 00:16:34,243 Slowly dying, I guess. 287 00:16:34,326 --> 00:16:35,869 I have an idea. 288 00:16:39,456 --> 00:16:41,291 The food is so good here. 289 00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:47,339 It's nice here. This isn't Sarabeth's. 290 00:16:47,881 --> 00:16:49,174 - This one. - Hi. 291 00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:50,217 Hey, Ginny. 292 00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:52,970 Uh, what can I get for you guys? 293 00:16:53,053 --> 00:16:55,347 Can we get the sweet potato fries? 294 00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:04,648 - Yeah, I'll just, uh, be right back. - Cool. 295 00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:17,202 ♪ Deck the halls with boughs of holly ♪ 296 00:17:17,286 --> 00:17:19,997 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la ♪ 297 00:17:20,789 --> 00:17:22,666 ♪ 'Tis the season… ♪ 298 00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:25,044 Hey, why so glum? 299 00:17:25,711 --> 00:17:26,670 - Nothing. - Nothing. 300 00:17:27,171 --> 00:17:30,591 Couple of grinches. 301 00:17:31,425 --> 00:17:32,301 Yeah. 302 00:17:32,384 --> 00:17:34,136 How was rehearsal? 303 00:17:34,219 --> 00:17:37,347 Well, my character is the evil, ugly witch. 304 00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:41,810 One of my lines is literally, "My jowls quiver with spite." 305 00:17:41,894 --> 00:17:43,187 Oh, well, that's fun. 306 00:17:43,270 --> 00:17:44,855 Mom, it's tragic. 307 00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:49,943 There are no small roles, only small actors. 308 00:17:50,527 --> 00:17:52,154 Dad, gross. 309 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:57,034 I wanted to be the lead and be all hot, and maybe win Sophie back. 310 00:17:57,117 --> 00:17:58,702 You need to get over Sophie. 311 00:17:58,786 --> 00:18:02,122 Mom, that is the most insensitive thing you could say to me. 312 00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:05,459 I loved her, and I can't just get over her. 313 00:18:05,542 --> 00:18:08,003 That would be like me telling you to just get over Dad. 314 00:18:08,837 --> 00:18:11,090 I mean, it's not exactly like getting over Dad. I hope. 315 00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:12,633 You guys are so mean. 316 00:18:12,716 --> 00:18:15,803 I'm heartbroken, and I cry like every night. 317 00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:16,845 I don't hear you cry. 318 00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:19,264 Oh, that's 'cause you're too busy jerking off! 319 00:18:23,894 --> 00:18:25,437 And what's bothering you? 320 00:18:26,063 --> 00:18:27,064 Global warming. 321 00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:49,586 - Hello. - Periwinkle, lavender, or thistle? 322 00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:52,422 Last one sounds weirdly erotic, but I'm kinda into it. 323 00:18:52,506 --> 00:18:53,799 Come again? 324 00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:55,634 Figuring out my wedding colors. 325 00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:57,052 Ah. 326 00:18:57,136 --> 00:19:00,055 I just wanted to know if you were coming. 327 00:19:00,931 --> 00:19:03,267 Oh, Peach… Uh… 328 00:19:03,350 --> 00:19:04,268 No, I know. 329 00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:06,228 I know. 330 00:19:06,937 --> 00:19:08,355 I don't think I can. 331 00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:10,899 Yeah, I get it. I just... 332 00:19:11,942 --> 00:19:14,903 Is it weird I think you might be one of my only friends? 333 00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:19,241 No. No, it's not weird. You mean a lot to me. You know that. 334 00:19:19,324 --> 00:19:22,202 I love you. I'll always love you. 335 00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:25,330 Yeah. Same. 336 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:29,251 How fun for us. 337 00:19:31,753 --> 00:19:33,964 That is exactly why I can't be there. 338 00:19:34,047 --> 00:19:36,341 Yeah, I just... 339 00:19:37,968 --> 00:19:41,221 I don't really have family, you know, and that's you. 340 00:19:44,808 --> 00:19:45,642 Thistle. 341 00:19:46,643 --> 00:19:48,979 - Yeah, you think? - Definitely. 342 00:19:49,062 --> 00:19:50,522 Trust the photographer. 343 00:19:50,606 --> 00:19:52,608 Okay, now let's decide on the table settings. 344 00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:55,235 Okay, I'm trying to be understanding here. 345 00:19:55,319 --> 00:19:56,320 All right, fine. 346 00:19:57,070 --> 00:19:59,323 No more wedding talk. We'll just stick to co-parenting. 347 00:19:59,406 --> 00:20:01,575 Oh, hey, your daughter's a demon. 348 00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:07,623 Well, Beelzebub and Bracia just got here, so I gotta go. 349 00:20:08,248 --> 00:20:09,166 Ginny's there? 350 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,543 Hold... Who's Bracia? 351 00:20:12,961 --> 00:20:13,837 Hello? 352 00:20:15,214 --> 00:20:19,343 Thank you so much, Mr. Miller. This is beyond. 353 00:20:19,426 --> 00:20:20,469 Hey, no problem. 354 00:20:21,303 --> 00:20:24,306 - You're in great hands. My dad's the best. - Clearly. 355 00:20:24,890 --> 00:20:26,600 Um, where was this one shot? 356 00:20:27,434 --> 00:20:30,520 I shot that for National Geographic on my last trip to India. 357 00:20:30,604 --> 00:20:32,689 Oh, casual. 358 00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:35,817 - Uh, so where else have you been? - Everywhere. 359 00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:38,320 Oh yeah. The most dangerous of places. 360 00:20:38,403 --> 00:20:41,073 From the mountains of the Himalayas to the biker bars of Georgia. 361 00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:43,158 Okay, Dad, save it for the book. 362 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,701 Okay, let's go. 363 00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,080 All right. 364 00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:56,171 Hey, do whatever feels natural. 365 00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:00,342 Pick up your shoulders, 366 00:21:01,635 --> 00:21:02,719 now drop them. 367 00:21:03,303 --> 00:21:04,263 Breathe. 368 00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:07,557 Forget you've ever felt joy. 369 00:21:08,809 --> 00:21:10,185 Yeah, now glare at me. 370 00:21:10,769 --> 00:21:12,896 You hate me. Okay. 371 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:16,191 Okay, uh, now your leg is broken and you're in pain, 372 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:19,361 but like a cute kind of pain, like a pouty pain. 373 00:21:20,529 --> 00:21:21,446 Yeah. 374 00:21:23,198 --> 00:21:24,283 Ginny, get in there. 375 00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:26,910 - What? - Ginny, get in here, please. 376 00:21:30,622 --> 00:21:31,456 Okay. 377 00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:34,042 ♪ I want you to want me ♪ 378 00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:38,297 ♪ But you just wanna love me for the day ♪ 379 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:42,426 ♪ And I can't just walk away ♪ 380 00:21:42,968 --> 00:21:46,471 ♪ Even though I know you're trouble, babe… ♪ 381 00:21:46,555 --> 00:21:47,973 Okay. Yes. 382 00:21:48,056 --> 00:21:50,183 ♪ So I'mma take my time ♪ 383 00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:54,521 ♪ Go with the flow Can't get too involved… ♪ 384 00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:56,648 Ginny, come on. 385 00:21:56,732 --> 00:21:58,275 ♪ You got a face that I ♪ 386 00:21:59,192 --> 00:22:03,655 ♪ Just can't say no to Just can't say no to you ♪ 387 00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:07,784 ♪ You know I want you, baby You know I do ♪ 388 00:22:08,827 --> 00:22:10,620 ♪ I'll give you my heart… ♪ 389 00:22:10,704 --> 00:22:12,789 Oh my God. 390 00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:14,750 ♪ You ain't no good for me ♪ 391 00:22:14,833 --> 00:22:17,919 ♪ I know it's true But you don't have… ♪ 392 00:22:19,212 --> 00:22:20,172 No! 393 00:22:20,756 --> 00:22:23,216 She's everywhere. She's haunting me. 394 00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:27,346 Oh my... She looks phenomenal. 395 00:22:27,429 --> 00:22:28,847 I mean, they both do. 396 00:22:28,930 --> 00:22:31,224 Okay, I did not need to see her looking that good today. 397 00:22:31,308 --> 00:22:32,684 I did not need to see that. 398 00:22:33,977 --> 00:22:36,313 Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow. 399 00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:39,316 - What? What? - Ow, ow, ow. Cramp attack. Ow. 400 00:22:39,399 --> 00:22:40,442 And you wore white? 401 00:22:40,525 --> 00:22:43,320 I know, okay? Don't remind me. 402 00:22:43,403 --> 00:22:45,906 - You want an Advil or something? - No. 403 00:22:45,989 --> 00:22:46,823 Or a muzzle. 404 00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,535 Babe, I can't reach. 405 00:22:51,787 --> 00:22:53,955 - Press, you couldn't handle a period. - Mm. 406 00:22:54,039 --> 00:22:56,083 - Okay, ready? - Mm-hmm. 407 00:22:56,166 --> 00:22:58,418 - Think so. - Yeah, here we go. 408 00:23:05,926 --> 00:23:08,595 ♪ Remember the hard times that we had ♪ 409 00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:14,142 ♪ Looking back now They don't seem so bad ♪ 410 00:23:15,602 --> 00:23:17,270 ♪ But even so ♪ 411 00:23:17,354 --> 00:23:18,563 ♪ I want you to know ♪ 412 00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:22,401 ♪ I do not regret a single thing we did ♪ 413 00:23:22,484 --> 00:23:26,154 ♪ 'Cause we're just kids From the moment that we met ♪ 414 00:23:28,198 --> 00:23:30,659 ♪ And if I had The chance to speak ♪ 415 00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:32,786 ♪ I'd tell you that ♪ 416 00:23:33,537 --> 00:23:36,164 ♪ That you're no good for me ♪ 417 00:23:37,457 --> 00:23:42,462 ♪ And love's a poison For which there is no cure ♪ 418 00:23:43,046 --> 00:23:46,842 ♪ That's why I'm gettin' out 'Cause I can't take no more ♪ 419 00:23:48,135 --> 00:23:52,556 ♪ I'm gonna run away To the open valley ♪ 420 00:23:54,182 --> 00:23:57,352 ♪ 'Cause I can't find a reason For me to stay ♪ 421 00:23:59,604 --> 00:24:03,316 ♪ Staying here now Just seems like child's play ♪ 422 00:24:16,163 --> 00:24:19,499 Uh, Hunter, bro, you… you good? 423 00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:20,417 What? 424 00:24:21,501 --> 00:24:23,086 It's not like it's about anybody. 425 00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:27,174 No, no, no. Guys, come on, gas up the band. Gas up the band. 426 00:24:27,257 --> 00:24:29,134 Great job! Yeah! 427 00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:31,428 - Guys, it's a great song! - Babe, so good. 428 00:24:31,511 --> 00:24:33,472 - It's a sad song, but it's great. - Yay. 429 00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:36,057 Jordan, man, you were sloppy on the chorus. 430 00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:38,602 Dog, I am tits-deep in a weed gummy right now. 431 00:24:38,685 --> 00:24:40,270 I... 432 00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:43,273 Oh, babe, do you want one? It might be good for the cramps. 433 00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:44,983 - Oh. Mm-hmm. - Aw. 434 00:24:45,066 --> 00:24:49,446 Hey, how high do I have to be to never think anything ever again? 435 00:24:51,114 --> 00:24:52,782 Um… 436 00:24:56,536 --> 00:24:58,538 That was really special. Thank you. 437 00:24:58,622 --> 00:24:59,831 Hey, no sweat. 438 00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:03,293 It's good to see you expanding your friend circle. 439 00:25:03,376 --> 00:25:05,712 Is that code for "finally making Black friends"? 440 00:25:07,422 --> 00:25:09,716 So how are things going with Dr. Lily? 441 00:25:09,799 --> 00:25:11,927 She wants me to write my feelings in a journal. 442 00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:13,762 What am I supposed to say? 443 00:25:13,845 --> 00:25:16,056 "Are you there, God? It's me, Ginny." 444 00:25:16,139 --> 00:25:18,433 "Dear Diary, today I wanna burn myself." 445 00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:22,103 How about poetry? You liked making a poem for that contest, right? 446 00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:24,022 Yeah, I didn't win. 447 00:25:24,105 --> 00:25:26,316 Right, because therapy is about winning. 448 00:25:26,942 --> 00:25:30,111 Look, the poem you wrote was beautiful and it came from the heart. 449 00:25:30,654 --> 00:25:31,821 Why not try that? 450 00:25:33,657 --> 00:25:36,034 Dear Diary, today I wanna burn 451 00:25:36,117 --> 00:25:37,827 When, oh, when will I ever learn? 452 00:25:38,411 --> 00:25:41,289 God, she's healed. It's a miracle. 453 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:44,793 Thank you, God. Thank you, Freud. Thank you, Amanda Gorman. 454 00:25:47,254 --> 00:25:48,630 There's that smile. 455 00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:52,676 It's good to see that smile. 456 00:25:54,803 --> 00:25:56,596 Thanks for not telling Mom. 457 00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:59,766 Hey, as long as you're safe and healthy. 458 00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,901 ♪ Don't change for me ♪ 459 00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:17,492 ♪ I like you just the way you are now ♪ 460 00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:23,498 ♪ Don't pray for me ♪ 461 00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:30,672 ♪ I did this on my own And I got this far now ♪ 462 00:26:30,755 --> 00:26:31,923 ♪ Far now ♪ 463 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:37,929 ♪ And I'll get higher with it… ♪ 464 00:26:41,891 --> 00:26:44,311 Ginny, music down! 465 00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:51,610 ♪ Just to let you know I did it… ♪ 466 00:26:53,361 --> 00:26:54,904 You don't want me to come in there. 467 00:26:54,988 --> 00:26:58,450 ♪ Just to let you know I live it ♪ 468 00:27:16,176 --> 00:27:18,303 ♪ Stay safe for me ♪ 469 00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:25,560 ♪ I see the inner you And it hurts to let go ♪ 470 00:27:37,155 --> 00:27:37,989 So this is sad. 471 00:27:43,453 --> 00:27:46,081 - You have lunch this block? - No, I'm in chem. 472 00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:50,251 - I don't wanna talk. - Okey doke. 473 00:27:58,051 --> 00:28:00,553 I'm sorry. 474 00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:02,472 - What? - I'm sorry. 475 00:28:02,555 --> 00:28:04,391 - What? - Okay, yeah. 476 00:28:08,144 --> 00:28:10,772 - What are you writing? - Poetry. Ew. 477 00:28:11,481 --> 00:28:14,734 - I said it out loud, and I hate it. - Why? Poetry's cool. 478 00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:20,198 Can I hear one? 479 00:28:20,281 --> 00:28:21,241 A poem? 480 00:28:21,324 --> 00:28:22,158 Yeah. 481 00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:28,498 Okay. Um… 482 00:28:29,749 --> 00:28:31,292 Give me a word, any word. 483 00:28:31,918 --> 00:28:32,752 Uh… 484 00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:36,506 Christmas. 485 00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:38,133 - "Christmas?" - Yeah. 486 00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:39,634 That rhymes with like nothing. 487 00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:41,553 - Poems don't have to rhyme. - I know that. 488 00:28:42,220 --> 00:28:44,681 Christmas. Christmas. 489 00:28:44,764 --> 00:28:46,975 Christmas feels like Halloween 490 00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:48,393 I'm haunted 491 00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:50,603 - I like that. - Shut up, I'm doing poetry. 492 00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,022 Christmas feels like Halloween 493 00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:54,899 I'm haunted 494 00:28:55,483 --> 00:28:57,694 The air is dusty, the room is musty 495 00:28:57,777 --> 00:28:58,611 The crab is crusty 496 00:28:58,695 --> 00:29:00,488 - See, that rhymes. Yeah? - Mm. Mm-hmm. 497 00:29:03,324 --> 00:29:06,119 In your absence, everything's tense 498 00:29:06,619 --> 00:29:07,871 Nothing makes sense 499 00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,206 Are you coming back? 500 00:29:10,874 --> 00:29:13,543 Am I in denial, or just incredibly dense? 501 00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:16,713 There's a shiver, dust in the air 502 00:29:16,796 --> 00:29:17,839 Am I dumb? Yes 503 00:29:17,922 --> 00:29:19,632 But have things been damaged Beyond repair? 504 00:29:19,716 --> 00:29:20,967 Oh shit. 505 00:29:21,050 --> 00:29:25,013 I stubbornly stay stuck in a place Not wanting to break free 506 00:29:25,096 --> 00:29:28,183 Not wanting to leave the space Where you used to be 507 00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:31,478 Allowing you room to come back to me And make it right 508 00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:33,021 But I know you're never coming back 509 00:29:33,104 --> 00:29:34,522 Not after that night 510 00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,191 Not after that fight 511 00:29:36,274 --> 00:29:38,318 I'm coming back. I'm back. 512 00:29:38,401 --> 00:29:40,862 No, it's not about you. It's just a poem. 513 00:29:40,945 --> 00:29:41,946 - Okay. - So… 514 00:29:47,118 --> 00:29:48,620 Christmas feels like Halloween 515 00:29:50,997 --> 00:29:51,915 I'm haunted 516 00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:58,588 This is sickening. 517 00:29:59,881 --> 00:30:02,801 Are you gonna blow him? Kinda looks like you're gonna blow him. 518 00:30:04,052 --> 00:30:04,886 Piss off, Max. 519 00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:05,970 Bite me, Marcus. 520 00:30:08,723 --> 00:30:09,682 Oh. 521 00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:11,976 Max, can I talk to you for a sec? 522 00:30:12,060 --> 00:30:13,770 - No, thanks. - Oh. I know, I know. 523 00:30:13,853 --> 00:30:15,563 I just wanted to tell you, um, 524 00:30:15,647 --> 00:30:18,191 that I was at Blue Farm, and I saw Sophie there. 525 00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,108 What? 526 00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:20,735 And she was on a date with a guy. 527 00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,613 - I wanted you to hear it from me first... - Screw you, Abby. 528 00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:27,367 - That's a new low, even for you. - Oh no, Max, I did not... 529 00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:28,868 No, please leave me alone. 530 00:30:36,668 --> 00:30:38,795 Do you wanna skip next block and go smoke weed? 531 00:30:39,712 --> 00:30:41,047 Uh, yup. 532 00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:42,799 ♪ I'm the best that you know ♪ 533 00:30:42,882 --> 00:30:44,592 ♪ And I got it on my own ♪ 534 00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:46,302 ♪ Stay in Gucci head to toe ♪ 535 00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:48,096 ♪ Get my way or it don't go ♪ 536 00:30:48,179 --> 00:30:49,597 ♪ I'm the best… ♪ 537 00:30:54,644 --> 00:30:56,145 This is really cute. 538 00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,522 What, my room? 539 00:30:58,398 --> 00:30:59,357 Eh. 540 00:31:02,944 --> 00:31:03,945 Okay. 541 00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:04,863 Yes. 542 00:31:08,616 --> 00:31:11,411 If you're to look like anybody, who would you wanna look like? 543 00:31:11,953 --> 00:31:14,372 - I don't know. Willow Smith. - Mm. 544 00:31:14,455 --> 00:31:16,332 - How about you? - Oh, Hailey Bieber, easy. 545 00:31:16,416 --> 00:31:17,292 She's such a queen. 546 00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:20,587 I feel like it's a privilege to exist at the same time that she exists. 547 00:31:21,087 --> 00:31:21,921 True. 548 00:31:30,388 --> 00:31:31,764 - Thank you. - Yeah. 549 00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:36,227 Blow, marry, kill. 550 00:31:36,311 --> 00:31:38,354 Jordan, Press, Brodie. 551 00:31:38,438 --> 00:31:40,440 Ew. 552 00:31:40,523 --> 00:31:41,566 Do it. 553 00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:43,693 - Do it. - That's gross. 554 00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:45,153 Ugh! Okay. 555 00:31:45,236 --> 00:31:48,740 - I'd… I'd blow Brodie. - Yeah, you would. 556 00:31:48,823 --> 00:31:51,618 - I'd… I'd kill Press. - Yeah, you would. 557 00:31:51,701 --> 00:31:53,077 And I'd marry Jordan. 558 00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:56,581 - Ew! - What? Jordan. I'd marry Jordan. 559 00:32:02,670 --> 00:32:04,422 It's like a full-on 7-Eleven in there. 560 00:32:04,505 --> 00:32:08,259 Oh, I try to avoid leaving these four walls as much as possible, dude. 561 00:32:08,343 --> 00:32:11,512 It's been so weird with my mom these past couple of days. 562 00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:14,182 It's just like weirdly… quiet. 563 00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:16,309 I'm sorry. 564 00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,686 Mm, not your fault. It's my dad's fault for leaving. 565 00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:21,689 Yeah, but that sucks, and I get that. 566 00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:22,607 Yeah. 567 00:32:24,901 --> 00:32:29,280 Well, I'm probably just gonna end up blowing a bunch of guys 568 00:32:29,364 --> 00:32:31,783 and it's gonna be his fault for giving me daddy issues. 569 00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:33,868 Speaking of… 570 00:32:36,579 --> 00:32:39,123 you're, like, totally with boy Baker now, aren't you? 571 00:32:40,583 --> 00:32:43,503 - Right? - Yeah, I think so. 572 00:32:44,003 --> 00:32:45,171 Definitive. 573 00:32:45,254 --> 00:32:49,092 I... I mean, we're talking, and… he sleeps over a lot. 574 00:32:49,175 --> 00:32:51,803 - Oh, scandalous! - No, no, no, no. 575 00:32:51,886 --> 00:32:54,305 - No, it's not... It's not like that. - What do you mean? 576 00:32:54,389 --> 00:32:56,891 No, it's nice. It's nice. He's… 577 00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:57,976 He's… 578 00:32:59,602 --> 00:33:00,770 You really like him, huh? 579 00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:03,106 Yeah. 580 00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:07,986 We should start a girl band called Daddy Issues. 581 00:33:08,069 --> 00:33:10,071 We could have matching teen pregnancies. 582 00:33:10,154 --> 00:33:12,949 And if I got a teen pregnancy, my mom would abort me. 583 00:33:13,950 --> 00:33:15,493 She'd keep the baby, but she'd abort me. 584 00:33:15,576 --> 00:33:18,162 I wonder what we'd even look like if we were pregnant. 585 00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:19,747 Mm. 586 00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:22,875 Hot. 587 00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:29,674 You're really pretty, you know that? 588 00:33:30,466 --> 00:33:31,384 Ew. 589 00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:36,639 It is so wild to me, bro, that your mom was pregnant right now. 590 00:33:37,181 --> 00:33:39,350 At our age. Like that could literally be us, 591 00:33:39,434 --> 00:33:41,436 except I don't have sex 'cause everybody's terrible. 592 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:44,856 And not to, like, 593 00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:47,608 - talk shit or anything… - Oh, no, Abby, talk shit. Give it to me. 594 00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:50,611 …Maxine is being… 595 00:33:50,695 --> 00:33:54,532 - Say it. - …a raging bitch. 596 00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:59,120 - Thank you. I know. I agree. - But it's just, like, get over yourself. 597 00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:01,873 - You know what I mean? Get over yourself. - Thank you. 598 00:34:05,001 --> 00:34:07,879 I really hate Norah for just going along with everything Max is saying. 599 00:34:07,962 --> 00:34:09,881 I know. It stings. 600 00:34:10,673 --> 00:34:13,301 And I hate Hunter for blaming me for everything that happened. 601 00:34:13,384 --> 00:34:19,098 I hate Press for being such a bullshit sociopath. 602 00:34:19,182 --> 00:34:20,850 - He full on scares me. - What the... 603 00:34:20,933 --> 00:34:22,268 But so do you, so… 604 00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:25,271 I scare you? 605 00:34:25,354 --> 00:34:27,482 Oh, very much. Yes, definitely. 606 00:34:29,692 --> 00:34:30,651 Okay, what are you... 607 00:34:34,155 --> 00:34:35,615 Are you scared, Miller? 608 00:34:37,241 --> 00:34:38,451 Do you feel better? 609 00:34:39,118 --> 00:34:40,286 What do you think? 610 00:34:43,915 --> 00:34:45,625 You wanna do something crazy? 611 00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:46,584 Um… 612 00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:51,255 Yeah. I... Maybe. Why, what is it? 613 00:34:51,756 --> 00:34:56,094 ♪ He's just no longer your type You've got someone else on your mind… ♪ 614 00:34:56,844 --> 00:34:59,514 Mm. This is an example of you scaring me. 615 00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:01,933 ♪ Tell him he did nothing wrong ♪ 616 00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:04,268 ♪ You just decided you prefer blondes… ♪ 617 00:35:05,728 --> 00:35:08,439 Josh Spear. That's who Sophie was on a date with. 618 00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:10,066 I found a Venmo payment. 619 00:35:10,149 --> 00:35:12,652 - I'm sorry, babe. - I just don't get it, you know? 620 00:35:12,735 --> 00:35:14,904 Like, how can she go from me to him so quick? 621 00:35:14,987 --> 00:35:17,156 We just broke up. I feel really stupid. 622 00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:20,243 Look, I'm sure you're gonna get over her a lot faster than you think you will. 623 00:35:20,326 --> 00:35:22,370 That's, like, not very supportive. 624 00:35:23,788 --> 00:35:24,956 I'm not being supportive? 625 00:35:27,291 --> 00:35:29,335 ♪ You're gone and buried ♪ 626 00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:31,254 ♪ The cemetery ♪ 627 00:35:31,337 --> 00:35:32,839 ♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪ 628 00:35:32,922 --> 00:35:34,924 ♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪ 629 00:35:35,007 --> 00:35:37,343 - ♪ Hey ♪ - ♪ You're gone and buried ♪ 630 00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:39,804 ♪ I hope you're ready ♪ 631 00:35:40,304 --> 00:35:41,597 ♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪ 632 00:35:41,681 --> 00:35:43,683 ♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪ 633 00:35:43,766 --> 00:35:46,602 ♪ Cross my broken heart ♪ 634 00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:51,357 ♪ I hope you die, die ♪ 635 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,486 ♪ Cross my broken heart… ♪ 636 00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:57,989 Ginny Miller. Abby Littman. 637 00:35:58,072 --> 00:35:59,448 Were you just skipping class? 638 00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:01,784 Come with me. 639 00:36:11,085 --> 00:36:12,003 Hello. 640 00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:13,796 This is she. 641 00:36:14,797 --> 00:36:15,756 Okay. 642 00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,759 I'm sorry, if Ginny says she was at a dentist appointment, 643 00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:19,927 why are you calling me? 644 00:36:20,011 --> 00:36:22,305 Are you insinuating that my daughter is lying? 645 00:36:26,309 --> 00:36:27,560 No, that's okay. 646 00:36:28,436 --> 00:36:31,105 I understand. No, of course you have to check. 647 00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:32,523 All right. 648 00:36:32,607 --> 00:36:34,901 Thanks so much. Bye-bye. 649 00:36:39,238 --> 00:36:40,740 - Hi. - Hi. 650 00:36:41,824 --> 00:36:42,742 Here you go. 651 00:36:46,245 --> 00:36:48,372 All right, let's go. 652 00:36:58,674 --> 00:36:59,634 Hey there. 653 00:37:00,426 --> 00:37:01,510 Hi, Mom. 654 00:37:06,974 --> 00:37:09,310 I know that you've been having a hard time lately, 655 00:37:09,393 --> 00:37:12,146 so… I bought you a present. 656 00:37:13,689 --> 00:37:16,609 And it comes with a really pretty girl on the bag. 657 00:37:22,865 --> 00:37:25,284 Mom, this is really cute. 658 00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,204 Thanks, Mom. 659 00:37:30,164 --> 00:37:32,166 I love you. 660 00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,834 I love you too, sweetie. 661 00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:39,423 I'm so sorry for stopping by like this. 662 00:37:39,507 --> 00:37:42,051 It seems like Zach was playing with Austin's new game, 663 00:37:42,134 --> 00:37:44,095 - and now Austin can't find it. - Oh. 664 00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:46,889 God. Okay. Please excuse the mess. I haven't had any time to clean, 665 00:37:46,973 --> 00:37:49,016 and I'm in the middle of a mental breakdown. 666 00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:50,851 And now I have to find his backpack. Uh… 667 00:37:51,477 --> 00:37:52,395 Oh yeah. 668 00:37:58,484 --> 00:38:01,654 Christ, that's brutal. I'd want someone to pull the plug. 669 00:38:01,737 --> 00:38:05,825 It would be a mercy, but we're not here to play God. 670 00:38:11,414 --> 00:38:13,749 - I'm so sorry about this. - Oh, don't be. 671 00:38:15,459 --> 00:38:16,460 Oh, what's that? 672 00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:21,549 Oh, crap. 673 00:38:21,632 --> 00:38:23,301 Oh, crap. 674 00:38:23,384 --> 00:38:24,218 Crap. 675 00:38:24,302 --> 00:38:26,345 - Crap, crap! - Oh. 676 00:38:26,429 --> 00:38:29,640 They sent an email out about this. He must have nicked it. 677 00:38:30,975 --> 00:38:32,268 Oh, you must be loving this. 678 00:38:32,351 --> 00:38:34,061 No, I'm honestly not. 679 00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:36,689 I know how hard it is for a kid to lose their dad. 680 00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:39,400 Austin didn't speak for a month when his dad was arrested. 681 00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,528 Yeah, I was just gonna say that I'll have his dad talk to him, but I… 682 00:38:43,195 --> 00:38:44,655 I can't say that, can I? 683 00:38:45,573 --> 00:38:48,951 Hey, we moms have to stick together, okay? 684 00:38:49,493 --> 00:38:50,328 Yeah, right. 685 00:38:51,579 --> 00:38:53,706 I'm not a monster, Cynthia. 686 00:38:53,789 --> 00:38:55,791 Okay, well, I'm gonna ignore that. 687 00:38:56,792 --> 00:38:57,960 How about this? 688 00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:00,046 I'll take the book and return it to the club. 689 00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:02,214 Say it was turned in to the mayor's office anonymously. 690 00:39:02,298 --> 00:39:04,842 - Zach never needs to be mentioned. - You'd do that? 691 00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:06,969 Of course. 692 00:39:07,762 --> 00:39:11,057 You know, and maybe you could do a little, tiny something for me. 693 00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:18,773 No eating unless you're on break. 694 00:39:26,405 --> 00:39:27,281 Are you high? 695 00:39:27,823 --> 00:39:30,076 - No. - You're totally stoned right now. 696 00:39:32,286 --> 00:39:33,746 What is going on with you? 697 00:39:34,747 --> 00:39:35,581 I'm fine. 698 00:39:36,665 --> 00:39:37,792 Are you having another date? 699 00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,509 Yikes. Stern Joe. 700 00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:50,179 Mm. I am stoned. Yeah. 701 00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,723 Marcus is really rubbing off on you. 702 00:39:53,307 --> 00:39:54,892 Maybe I'm rubbing off on Marcus. 703 00:39:56,894 --> 00:39:58,270 Hey, can I ask you something? 704 00:39:59,355 --> 00:40:01,732 What happened between you and Hunter? 705 00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:06,529 'Cause at rehearsal, he was, like… very sad. 706 00:40:06,612 --> 00:40:08,155 Why? What did he say? 707 00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:10,282 He wrote a song. 708 00:40:10,366 --> 00:40:12,535 Not another song. 709 00:40:13,619 --> 00:40:14,954 It sucks when you're with someone 710 00:40:15,037 --> 00:40:17,039 and you're into them way more than they're into you. 711 00:40:17,123 --> 00:40:18,541 I was into Hunter. 712 00:40:19,667 --> 00:40:21,293 I was just into Marcus way more. 713 00:40:24,338 --> 00:40:25,172 I'm sorry. 714 00:40:28,300 --> 00:40:30,261 I just get why Hunter's upset. 715 00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:35,057 Yeah, you know, I'm the bad guy who cheated on perfect Hunter, okay? 716 00:40:35,141 --> 00:40:38,686 I'm the villain, I'm evil. Oh, it's just so fun to hate Ginny. 717 00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:41,814 It wasn't just me, you know? He's not completely blameless. 718 00:40:41,897 --> 00:40:43,691 Sorry to unload on you. I'm just... 719 00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:46,861 I'm going through a lot right now, you know? 720 00:40:46,944 --> 00:40:49,530 And I can't even talk to anyone about what's really going on, 721 00:40:49,613 --> 00:40:50,990 not even my therapist. 722 00:40:51,073 --> 00:40:52,700 By the way, I'm in therapy now. 723 00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:55,870 I don't know why I'm telling you this. 724 00:40:56,662 --> 00:40:57,830 I'm really stoned. 725 00:41:04,336 --> 00:41:05,588 I don't think you're evil. 726 00:41:08,757 --> 00:41:09,675 Thank you. 727 00:41:12,761 --> 00:41:15,139 Well, I did it. We're in the Neighborhood Club. 728 00:41:15,848 --> 00:41:17,224 Really? 729 00:41:17,766 --> 00:41:19,643 Even after Cynthia ripped you a new one? 730 00:41:19,727 --> 00:41:22,688 She had a change of heart. Poor thing, she's going through a hard time. 731 00:41:23,689 --> 00:41:25,399 And how, may I ask, did you do that? 732 00:41:26,358 --> 00:41:27,735 Never mind. Never mind. 733 00:41:27,818 --> 00:41:29,445 As usual, you got what you wanted. 734 00:41:30,863 --> 00:41:33,574 - That's gotta make you happy, right? - So happy. 735 00:41:33,657 --> 00:41:35,034 Everything's perfect. 736 00:41:35,826 --> 00:41:36,660 Mm. 737 00:41:41,790 --> 00:41:43,042 Your hair. 738 00:41:43,959 --> 00:41:44,960 Ya like? 739 00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,670 I hate it. 740 00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:50,299 Excuse me, miss, not so fast. 741 00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:53,344 I covered for you today, thank you very much. 742 00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:56,263 Where were you? I know you weren't at the dentist. 743 00:41:56,347 --> 00:41:59,808 I was smoking weed and skipping school. Is that what you wanna hear? 744 00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:01,894 Oh yeah, that's my dream. 745 00:42:02,978 --> 00:42:04,730 Sure you want Paul here for this? 746 00:42:05,314 --> 00:42:06,607 I'm done. I can go. 747 00:42:06,690 --> 00:42:09,693 Paul's marrying me. He's here for all of it. 748 00:42:10,694 --> 00:42:12,655 You sure about that? All of it? 749 00:42:17,409 --> 00:42:18,285 Go to your room. 750 00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:20,454 - Right now. - Why? 751 00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:24,583 We're all such a happy family. You, me, Paul, Austin, Mary. 752 00:42:33,884 --> 00:42:35,553 Who's Mary? 753 00:42:47,439 --> 00:42:48,274 Hey... 754 00:43:37,406 --> 00:43:39,283 What do you think makes a bad person? 755 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:41,994 A bad person? 756 00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:42,911 Yeah. 757 00:43:44,496 --> 00:43:46,624 I guess a desire to do bad things. 758 00:43:46,707 --> 00:43:50,085 What if they… they do these things, but they think they need to? 759 00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:54,465 Uh, I think it's rare for things to be as clean-cut as good or bad. 760 00:43:54,548 --> 00:43:56,592 It's usually something in the middle. 761 00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:58,594 What if it's something that's undeniably terrible? 762 00:43:58,677 --> 00:44:00,429 Is there any redemption for that? 763 00:44:02,014 --> 00:44:03,390 I think I need details. 764 00:44:11,273 --> 00:44:12,274 It's my mom. 765 00:44:16,111 --> 00:44:19,531 She's done some really messed up… 766 00:44:21,367 --> 00:44:22,660 I can't even say it. 767 00:44:23,952 --> 00:44:26,121 Just think about the worst thing you could do. 768 00:44:26,205 --> 00:44:27,998 What, did she murder someone? 769 00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:32,586 Oh. 770 00:44:34,672 --> 00:44:35,506 Okay. 771 00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:38,467 Damn. Um… 772 00:44:40,511 --> 00:44:41,929 Something just changed. 773 00:44:42,930 --> 00:44:45,599 Like, I know, it's… it's so bad and it's dark, 774 00:44:45,683 --> 00:44:48,644 and now there's this something in the room with us. 775 00:44:48,727 --> 00:44:49,853 No. Come on. 776 00:44:49,937 --> 00:44:51,021 This is my mother. 777 00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:55,359 This is the woman that gave birth to me, and she… she did this… 778 00:44:55,859 --> 00:44:59,613 this horrific thing, and... 779 00:45:01,865 --> 00:45:04,827 - Who else knows about it? - I don't know. 780 00:45:05,828 --> 00:45:08,997 This detective guy, he's a private investigator. 781 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:12,960 Who'd she kill? 782 00:45:13,043 --> 00:45:14,837 - Jesus. - What? 783 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,424 Who'd she kill? Like that's a normal question? 784 00:45:18,507 --> 00:45:20,217 No, it's not normal. 785 00:45:20,300 --> 00:45:23,554 I don't like how calm you're being. It's really freaking me out. 786 00:45:23,637 --> 00:45:26,682 I mean, how can you be so calm after what I've just told you? 787 00:45:29,601 --> 00:45:31,270 I wouldn't put much past your mom. 788 00:45:32,229 --> 00:45:33,731 - She's a... - Psycho. 789 00:45:33,814 --> 00:45:34,732 A force. 790 00:45:36,567 --> 00:45:38,694 Anything that gets in her way gets taken down. 791 00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:40,988 This… kinda makes sense. 792 00:45:41,071 --> 00:45:43,323 Nothing makes sense. Are you kidding me? 793 00:45:43,407 --> 00:45:46,493 - Literally, nothing makes sense. - Hey, breathe. 794 00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:50,664 Am I like that? 795 00:45:53,250 --> 00:45:54,126 Am I a force? 796 00:45:55,711 --> 00:45:56,587 Are you? 797 00:46:00,716 --> 00:46:01,550 I don't know. 798 00:46:05,220 --> 00:46:06,722 Who'd she kill? 799 00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,058 My stepdad. 800 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,686 Was he a good guy? 801 00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:17,191 No, not really. 802 00:46:17,900 --> 00:46:18,734 Okay, then. 803 00:46:19,818 --> 00:46:20,694 What? 804 00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:21,945 "Okay, then?" 805 00:46:22,529 --> 00:46:25,949 Like, so it's just fine? He's not a good guy, so uh-oh time to die? 806 00:46:26,033 --> 00:46:28,827 You're acting like you want me to get mad at you or something. 807 00:46:29,453 --> 00:46:30,704 You didn't do this. 808 00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:33,707 No, but I know about it, and I feel like I did it. 809 00:46:37,294 --> 00:46:38,253 How'd she do it? 810 00:46:40,464 --> 00:46:41,298 Poison. 811 00:46:42,508 --> 00:46:44,092 - Badass. - Marcus. 812 00:46:47,095 --> 00:46:48,263 Shit. I can't… 813 00:46:49,515 --> 00:46:51,767 I can't believe your mom killed a guy. 814 00:46:54,728 --> 00:46:55,562 Yeah. 815 00:47:07,449 --> 00:47:08,534 Hey. 816 00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:11,662 - What… What are you doing? - I don't wanna think, hmm? 817 00:47:11,745 --> 00:47:13,622 Hey, no. No. 818 00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:15,666 Come on. 819 00:47:16,917 --> 00:47:19,461 - Never mind. I gotta... I need to go. - No. Hey, come on. 820 00:47:19,545 --> 00:47:21,255 - Ginny... Ginny, stop. - Just let me... 821 00:47:21,338 --> 00:47:22,798 - Marcus... - Stop. 822 00:47:33,433 --> 00:47:35,060 I wonder what it felt like… 823 00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:43,068 for the air to leave your lungs like that. 824 00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:49,533 For you to know that that's your last breath. 825 00:47:50,117 --> 00:47:51,660 Come on. 826 00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:53,328 Come here. 827 00:47:57,332 --> 00:47:59,251 Marcus, you can't tell anyone, okay? 828 00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:01,003 I mean it. 829 00:48:01,086 --> 00:48:02,045 I won't. 830 00:48:04,798 --> 00:48:05,966 Come on. 831 00:48:09,428 --> 00:48:10,929 It's okay. 832 00:48:14,850 --> 00:48:16,393 I don't wanna be like her. 833 00:48:18,979 --> 00:48:20,689 I don't wanna be a force. 834 00:48:23,442 --> 00:48:28,196 ♪ So hold on, baby 'Cause lately I feel crazy ♪ 835 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,158 ♪ Oh, you hold on ♪ 836 00:48:31,241 --> 00:48:34,202 ♪ Never let me go ♪ 837 00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:39,041 ♪ So strong, baby I feel you holdin' on ♪ 838 00:48:39,124 --> 00:48:41,501 ♪ When I'm so done ♪ 839 00:48:42,085 --> 00:48:45,047 ♪ You never let me go ♪ 840 00:48:45,881 --> 00:48:48,717 ♪ Sirens shout ♪ 841 00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:52,346 ♪ I can't sleep no more ♪ 842 00:48:56,266 --> 00:48:58,894 ♪ Oh, I'm hypersensitive ♪ 843 00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:10,697 Why'd you do it, Mom? 844 00:49:11,615 --> 00:49:14,117 Don't ask questions you don't want the answers to. 845 00:49:15,577 --> 00:49:17,037 I need to know. 846 00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:22,876 For you. 847 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,002 For me. 848 00:49:24,086 --> 00:49:25,212 For my family. 849 00:49:25,837 --> 00:49:27,589 It wasn't something I did lightly. 850 00:49:29,174 --> 00:49:32,177 I'm not proud of how I got us here, but I'm proud I got us here. 851 00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:36,348 I never said I was a good person. 852 00:49:37,724 --> 00:49:38,642 You're my mom. 853 00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:41,687 I need to believe you're a good person. 854 00:49:42,729 --> 00:49:44,147 It would be nice, huh? 855 00:49:44,648 --> 00:49:46,024 If it was that simple, huh? 856 00:49:48,193 --> 00:49:49,653 You wanna know why I did it? 857 00:49:50,487 --> 00:49:53,073 I don't know that I ever felt I had another option. 858 00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:55,409 You could always not murder. 859 00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:58,036 Not murdering is an option. 860 00:49:58,996 --> 00:50:00,831 Do you even feel remorse? 861 00:50:00,914 --> 00:50:03,542 There was no one protecting me, Ginny. 862 00:50:03,625 --> 00:50:04,543 No one. 863 00:50:05,127 --> 00:50:08,130 You have no idea how lucky you are to have me. I'd kill for you. 864 00:50:08,213 --> 00:50:10,841 I'd actually kill for you. 865 00:50:11,550 --> 00:50:14,261 Let that sink in. That's not nothing. 866 00:50:14,886 --> 00:50:17,639 And I may be wrong, and I may be horrible, 867 00:50:17,723 --> 00:50:19,766 and I may be ugly and not worthy of anything. 868 00:50:19,850 --> 00:50:21,810 Fine, I'm not worthy of anything. 869 00:50:24,312 --> 00:50:25,272 But you are. 870 00:50:26,773 --> 00:50:28,859 And it was up to me to make sure you got that. 871 00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:32,112 And I did that. Like it or not, I did that. 872 00:50:32,696 --> 00:50:35,490 I took all the darkness, and I ate it. 873 00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:38,160 I became it, like fricking Bane. 874 00:50:38,660 --> 00:50:42,164 Okay? So that you, my daughter, could live a good life. 875 00:50:44,332 --> 00:50:47,335 I kept you safe. 'Cause that hand doesn't stop on the thigh, 876 00:50:47,419 --> 00:50:50,797 and I spent my whole childhood wishing my mom would stop that hand. 877 00:50:54,092 --> 00:50:57,637 I've got a lot of demons. A lot of nightmares in my past. 878 00:50:59,181 --> 00:51:00,474 And I had a choice. 879 00:51:01,475 --> 00:51:05,645 I could live in the past, drown in it, feel it every day, be there. 880 00:51:09,900 --> 00:51:13,737 But you have to live for the future, 'cause the past'll eat you. 881 00:51:14,404 --> 00:51:16,073 There's more to life than that hell. 882 00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:22,037 You and Austin, you're my future. 883 00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:24,998 You're what I live for. 884 00:51:26,208 --> 00:51:28,168 The second that test told me I was pregnant… 885 00:51:28,835 --> 00:51:33,298 I mean, I was 15. I was younger than you are right now. 886 00:51:33,882 --> 00:51:38,053 And then that strip turned pink in a rest station bathroom in Georgia, 887 00:51:38,136 --> 00:51:39,596 and everything had to change. 888 00:51:41,014 --> 00:51:44,518 I left that bathroom, and I saw this group of kids. They were so happy. 889 00:51:45,227 --> 00:51:47,104 They didn't have a care in the world. 890 00:51:47,646 --> 00:51:50,315 They wore nice clothes, and they were smiling, 891 00:51:51,566 --> 00:51:52,818 and they were loved. 892 00:51:53,443 --> 00:51:56,530 You could tell these kids were loved, they were taken care of. 893 00:51:57,572 --> 00:52:02,202 They were my age, but they were loved and I wasn't. 894 00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:06,748 I decided right then you were never gonna be like me, 895 00:52:06,832 --> 00:52:08,250 you were gonna be like them. 896 00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:13,338 And I knew I would do anything, anything to make that happen. 897 00:52:15,006 --> 00:52:17,634 And it took a long time, and it wasn't easy, but I did it. 898 00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,595 I got you on that bus with those kids. 899 00:52:21,805 --> 00:52:23,056 So you can hate me, 900 00:52:23,140 --> 00:52:26,101 you can think I'm the worst mother in the entire world, and maybe I am, 901 00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:28,186 but I got you on that bus. 902 00:52:28,270 --> 00:52:30,230 I did what I had to do, and I'd do it again. 903 00:52:30,313 --> 00:52:31,606 I have no remorse. 904 00:52:32,607 --> 00:52:35,277 Everything I do is for you and your brother. 905 00:52:36,486 --> 00:52:38,113 You don't trust me? Trust that. 906 00:52:46,371 --> 00:52:48,707 And I really do like your hair. 907 00:52:51,042 --> 00:52:51,918 Thanks, Mom. 908 00:52:55,755 --> 00:52:56,590 Come here. 909 00:53:06,391 --> 00:53:08,018 But you can't tell anyone. 910 00:53:08,101 --> 00:53:09,978 You know that, right? Promise me. 911 00:53:12,647 --> 00:53:13,607 I promise. 912 00:53:15,817 --> 00:53:17,944 Me and you against the world, right? 913 00:53:29,998 --> 00:53:33,001 Mom, if you're done borrowing my game, can I have it now? 914 00:53:33,084 --> 00:53:34,044 Mm. 915 00:53:34,711 --> 00:53:36,379 Trust is a tricky thing… 916 00:53:40,008 --> 00:53:42,552 because trust goes both ways. 917 00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:47,349 We're in this together now. 918 00:53:49,017 --> 00:53:51,102 {\an8}♪ Do you wanna fight me? I'm ready ♪ 919 00:53:51,728 --> 00:53:53,438 ♪ I'll test your strength Hold steady ♪ 920 00:53:53,980 --> 00:53:56,233 ♪ Stand on the sidelines betting ♪ 921 00:53:56,316 --> 00:53:58,276 ♪ Or you could just leave ♪ 922 00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:00,695 ♪ I've been through shit And I came out strong ♪ 923 00:54:00,779 --> 00:54:03,365 ♪ Some say that I turned out wrong ♪ 924 00:54:03,448 --> 00:54:05,784 ♪ Until now I've been letting them ♪ 925 00:54:05,867 --> 00:54:07,285 ♪ Have a hold on me ♪ 926 00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,996 ♪ Now I say Welcome to my life ♪ 927 00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:12,374 ♪ This is who I am ♪