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I'm thinking about ending it all.
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When that thought arrives, it stays.
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He remains, continues, dominates.
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There's nothing I can do.
Believe. It won't go away.
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It's there whether you like it or not.
It's there when I eat, when I go to sleep.
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It's there when I sleep, when I wake up.
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It's always there. Always.
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I haven't thought about it in a long time.
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The idea is new.
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But it looks old at the same time.
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When did it start?
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And if it wasn't conceived by me,
but planted in my mind?
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An unspoken idea
may not be original?
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Maybe I always knew.
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Maybe it was always going to end like this.
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Jake once said:
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"Sometimes the thought
is closer to the truth
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from reality, rather than from an action.
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You can say or do anything,
but you can't fake a thought."
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The road is usually empty.
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It's quiet here. Uninhabited.
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More than I imagined.
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So much to see, but few people.
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Few buildings or houses.
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Heaven.
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Trees, fields, fences.
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The road and its gravel shoulder.
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"Want to have a coffee?"
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"No need," I reply.
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"It's the last chance we'll have
before it got really rural."
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I'm visiting Jake's parents
for the first time.
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Or I will be when we arrive.
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Jake, my boyfriend.
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We've only been dating for a short time.
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It's our first trip.
First time on the road.
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So it's strange that I feel nostalgic
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for our relationship,
for him, for us.
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I should be excited,
looking forward to the first of many.
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But I'm not. Not really.
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I've seen more barns
on this road than I've seen in years.
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Maybe in my lifetime.
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They are all the same.
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Some cows, some horses, sheep, fields.
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And barns.
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Such a big sky.
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It feels like I've known Jake the longest.
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How long has it been?
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One month? Six weeks, maybe seven.
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I should know. I'll say seven weeks.
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The assumptions are right.
I feel my fear growing. It's time...
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We have a real connection.
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A strange and intense connection.
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I've never experienced anything like this.
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…growing. It's time for an answer.
Just one question.
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A question to answer.
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It's snowing!
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Winter is coming!
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Yes.
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Look at the sky!
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I'm thinking about ending it all.
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-Huh?
-What?
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Did you say something?
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No, I don't think so.
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-Strange.
-Yes.
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I'm thinking about ending it all.
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What's the point of continuing like this?
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I know what this is and where it's going.
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Jake is a nice guy, but…
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this won't lead to anything.
I've known this for a while.
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Maybe it's human nature
go ahead even knowing this.
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The alternative requires too much energy.
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Determination.
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People stay in harmful relationships
because it's easier. Basic physics.
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"A body in motion
tends to stay in motion."
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People tend to stay in relationships
after the expiration date.
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It's Newton's first law of emotion.
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Want to have a coffee
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or something like that? Eat a snack?
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This is going to get pretty rural fast.
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-It is not necessary.
-He is sure?
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I don't want to spoil my appetite.
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He is well.
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You know, my mother doesn't have
felt good recently.
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-I'm sorry.
-I just want to say
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that there may not be
exactly a banquet,
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She may not be able to cook much.
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-She's not doing well.
-What does she have?
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I'm just saying, if you want to stop
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for a snack or something,
It probably wouldn't be a problem...
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in terms of spoiling appetite.
It may even be advisable.
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It is not necessary.
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He is well.
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Come, join me, friends,
and accept Jesus into your hearts.
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For Isaiah 1:18 tells us
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that although your sins are scarlet,
they will be white as snow.
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They are looking forward to meeting you.
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I don't want to give the wrong image.
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-It's good to know.
-I talked a lot about you.
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Yes, I'm very excited
to get to know them too.
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Maybe it's unfair that I'm doing it
this trip with Jake
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when I'm so uncertain
about our future, the lack of it.
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After all, meeting your boyfriend's parents
It's the typical next step, isn't it?
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And I didn't even tell my parents
that I'm dating.
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I never mentioned it.
And I don't think I ever will.
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She hasn't been feeling well.
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Getting old is not for sissies,
as Bette Davis said.
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It's true, although...
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can anyone question
the use of the word "sissy"
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-in a pejorative way.
-Yes of course.
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It was a different time.
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I think it's curiosity.
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Jake is difficult to understand.
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Perhaps it is a window into its origins.
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That "the child is the father of the man."
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Are you a fan of Wordsworth then?
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-Wordsworth?
-William Wordsworth, the poet?
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I don't know him, actually.
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Why?
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I just thought about him for some reason.
It came to my head.
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His poem Harbingers of Immortality
collected from early childhood…
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My God, is that the title?
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-It looks like a whole poem.
-Well…
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-I'm thinking...
-Wordsworth knows the value of words.
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Fired.
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Want to hear how it starts?
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-It's just…
-I'm not much of a metaphor.
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It's just that this one is touching to me.
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In fact, he wrote a series of poems
to a woman named Lucy.
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Like me.
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A beautiful and idealized woman
who dies young.
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Creed.
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Well, the comparison only goes as far as your name.
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And that you are ideal, of course.
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That's very kind.
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Who is it?
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She's a friend. I won't answer.
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-I'm not bothered. Answer.
-It's okay.
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I don't mind.
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Strange. Did you see that swing?
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-What swing?
-Strange.
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A beautiful new swing
in an abandoned house.
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-I didn't see it.
-What?
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I didn't see it.
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Why would it be there?
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Clearly no one has lived there for years.
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Someone is moving, and…
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Did they get the swing first?
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That's all I can think about.
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-I…
-It seems like an unlikely event.
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You know, to have something to entertain
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children while parents
They are tidying up the house.
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Strange.
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-They say there could be a lot of snow.
-Yes?
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They are predicting.
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Do you think we should go back?
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I have plenty…
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Well, I have a lot of work to do tomorrow.
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-I need to go back today...
-It's okay.
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I have snow chains in the trunk.
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-What are you working on?
-I have an article for Wednesday.
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What it is?
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Susceptibility to rabies infection
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in sensory neurons
of the dorsal root ganglia.
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The trigeminal ganglion too, right?
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Yes, exactly.
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Point for me!
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Interested and understanding
at my girlfriend's work.
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Point for Jake.
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How's the article going?
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It didn't move, actually.
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I really need to go back today
to work on it.
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I'll take you home. Chains.
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Chains.
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Yes, I like Jake.
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And he is cultured.
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Our areas are different,
but he is curious and follows along.
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That's good. It's on the pros list.
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And he's cute in his own weird way.
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And we are interesting together.
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People look at us
when we are together.
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Who is that couple?
I don't get looks alone.
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And neither does Jake.
He tells me he feels it.
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He feels invisible.
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Want to hear something?
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Sorry, what?
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I asked if you wanted to listen to music.
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Yes of course.
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At this point there isn't much signal.
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It's a peculiar song...
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for…
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-playing here in the middle of nowhere.
-He's from Oklahoma!
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The musical.
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I didn't know you were a fan of musical theater.
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Well, I'm not.
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Anyway, I only know a few musicals.
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Oklahoma, Ghost, Carousel,
South of the Pacific,
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Boys and Girls, Lotus Flower, Wicked,
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How to Win in Life Without Pushing Yourself,
Dream Seller
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One Pajamas for Two, Cabaret,
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The Lion King, Grease,
The King and I, The Sound of Music,
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My Two Affections, Carlito's Aunt,
A Day in New York, My Fair Lady.
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ButOklahoma! it's what I know best.
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Present every few years,
for obvious reasons.
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Wait, who presents?
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Sometimes I see young people
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who were in past productions, you know,
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in the supermarket,
working in stores in the city.
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Older now.
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This girl seems to have
a very healthy attitude.
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Good for her.
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Turns out she's complaining too much.
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We've all been there.
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For what?
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Complaining too much about how okay everything is.
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That's why I like to hit the road.
It's good to make you remember
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that the world is bigger
than the inside of your head.
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He understands?
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-Perspective.
-Perspective.
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It's beautiful here.
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In a dark and anguished way.
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What was the last car trip I took?
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I should remember, but I don't.
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Nothing comes to mind.
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Strange. So many things
nebulous lately.
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Do you like this type of landscape?
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Yes, it's beautiful.
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It's melancholic.
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I like that.
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It's the poet in you.
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Yes. I think so.
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Maybe, I don't know.
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Have you been working on anything?
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I just finished something.
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Yes. I don't know.
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Can I hear?
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You can read it.
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I like to hear it in your voice,
and you recite so well.
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Not true, but thank you.
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It will match the poetic setting.
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I don't know, Jake, I'm not
I really want to recite…
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Time will pass.
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I don't want you to get bored.
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It's called "Bonedog".
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"Coming home is terrible.
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Be greeted with licks
in the face by dogs or not.
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Have you a wife
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or just a loneliness in the form of a wife
waiting for you,
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return home
It's terribly lonely.
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In such a way that you will think
in the oppressive barometric pressure
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there from where he just returned with affection,
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because everything is worse after getting home.
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You think about the pests stuck
in the grass stalks…
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long hours on the road,
mechanical assistance, and ice cream,
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and the peculiar shapes of certain clouds,
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and silences with nostalgia,
because you didn't want to go back.
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Coming home is…
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simply terrible.
259
00:16:21,791 --> 00:16:24,041
The silences of home
260
00:16:24,333 --> 00:16:28,000
and the clouds don't help at all
in addition to general malaise.
261
00:16:28,083 --> 00:16:31,125
The clouds, like that,
are even suspicious.
262
00:16:31,541 --> 00:16:34,875
They are made from a different material
of those he left behind.
263
00:16:34,958 --> 00:16:39,000
You yourself were cut
from another cloudy rag,
264
00:16:40,416 --> 00:16:44,000
returned, left over,
265
00:16:45,375 --> 00:16:46,875
ill-fated by the moonlight,
266
00:16:46,958 --> 00:16:50,916
unhappy to be back,
frayed where it wasn't supposed to fray.
267
00:16:51,000 --> 00:16:54,750
A frayed, shabby, shabby suit.
268
00:16:57,833 --> 00:16:59,166
You come home,
269
00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:03,500
from the world of the moon, alien.
270
00:17:05,833 --> 00:17:07,916
Earth's gravitational force,
271
00:17:08,291 --> 00:17:09,916
a now redoubled effort,
272
00:17:11,500 --> 00:17:14,125
that loosens your shoelaces
273
00:17:14,750 --> 00:17:16,333
and drags you by the shoulders,
274
00:17:17,666 --> 00:17:21,166
carving the stanza deeper
of worry on his forehead.
275
00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,041
You return home sunk,
276
00:17:24,750 --> 00:17:27,083
a parched well connected to tomorrow
277
00:17:27,166 --> 00:17:29,416
by a fragile thread of...
278
00:17:31,500 --> 00:17:32,333
anyway.
279
00:17:37,833 --> 00:17:41,000
You lament the pain of identical days,
280
00:17:42,708 --> 00:17:45,041
which is better to accept, at once.
281
00:17:47,958 --> 00:17:48,791
Well…
282
00:17:50,166 --> 00:17:52,833
Anyway, you're back.
283
00:17:54,541 --> 00:17:58,083
The sun rises and falls like a tired whore,
284
00:17:59,416 --> 00:18:05,250
the bad weather immobile like a broken limb
until you stop getting older.
285
00:18:05,750 --> 00:18:10,250
Nothing moves
in addition to the salt tides in your body.
286
00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:12,083
Your vision blurs,
287
00:18:12,166 --> 00:18:14,333
you carry your bad weather with you,
288
00:18:14,750 --> 00:18:18,791
the big blue whale,
a skeletal darkness.
289
00:18:22,916 --> 00:18:24,125
You return
290
00:18:25,458 --> 00:18:27,208
with x-ray vision,
291
00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:31,250
his eyes became hungry.
292
00:18:32,875 --> 00:18:35,958
You come home
with your changing gifts,
293
00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:38,791
to a house of bones.
294
00:18:42,041 --> 00:18:43,708
Everything you see now,
295
00:18:45,041 --> 00:18:45,958
it's all...
296
00:18:47,375 --> 00:18:48,375
bone."
297
00:18:52,708 --> 00:18:53,541
Wow.
298
00:18:54,250 --> 00:18:57,041
Well, "wow" is an exclamation
that works for everything.
299
00:18:57,125 --> 00:18:58,333
I just realized.
300
00:19:00,583 --> 00:19:02,083
It could mean that you…
301
00:19:03,458 --> 00:19:05,625
It could mean that you loved it,
302
00:19:05,708 --> 00:19:09,833
or that you have no words
to describe what crap it is.
303
00:19:09,916 --> 00:19:12,208
I loved it.
304
00:19:12,291 --> 00:19:13,500
It's incredible.
305
00:19:15,500 --> 00:19:19,375
It's like...
It's as if he wrote about me.
306
00:19:19,458 --> 00:19:23,500
Well, I guess that's what's expected
when someone writes a poem.
307
00:19:25,416 --> 00:19:26,541
What?
308
00:19:26,625 --> 00:19:29,791
Some universality in the specific,
I don't know.
309
00:19:29,875 --> 00:19:31,541
It's like it's about me.
310
00:19:34,166 --> 00:19:36,166
I'm thinking about ending it all.
311
00:19:36,375 --> 00:19:37,541
Jake is really cool.
312
00:19:37,958 --> 00:19:40,166
He's a sweetheart. It's sensitive.
313
00:19:40,250 --> 00:19:42,250
He listens to me and is intelligent.
314
00:19:42,333 --> 00:19:45,333
But there is something ineffable,
315
00:19:45,583 --> 00:19:48,291
deep, unpronounceable
and irreparably wrong here.
316
00:19:48,375 --> 00:19:50,708
-Are you okay?
-Yes.
317
00:19:50,791 --> 00:19:52,625
You seem a little distant.
318
00:19:52,708 --> 00:19:54,458
I'm just thinking.
319
00:19:55,916 --> 00:19:56,750
About what?
320
00:19:59,708 --> 00:20:03,666
I don't know, just… vague things in my head.
321
00:20:03,750 --> 00:20:05,208
Vague things in your head.
322
00:20:06,458 --> 00:20:08,208
I think I was thinking about the weather.
323
00:20:08,291 --> 00:20:09,625
-Serious?
-Yes.
324
00:20:11,708 --> 00:20:14,333
Like we're on a train
and he took us forward.
325
00:20:14,416 --> 00:20:16,500
There are no detours, no side trips,
326
00:20:16,583 --> 00:20:18,750
and it’s punctual like Mussolini’s train.
327
00:20:18,833 --> 00:20:21,541
But that's not true
about Mussolini and trains.
328
00:20:21,625 --> 00:20:24,791
Improvements to the railway system
preceded him.
329
00:20:24,875 --> 00:20:26,666
He just took the credit,
330
00:20:26,750 --> 00:20:29,500
and even so,
They weren't always on time.
331
00:20:29,583 --> 00:20:32,208
I wasn't really talking
of Mussolini's train.
332
00:20:32,291 --> 00:20:35,250
-And you can always jump off the train.
-In the movies.
333
00:20:35,333 --> 00:20:39,583
In real life you will probably die
jumping from a moving train.
334
00:20:42,333 --> 00:20:44,000
And truth.
335
00:20:44,208 --> 00:20:47,500
I think I watch too many movies.
336
00:20:48,583 --> 00:20:49,750
Everyone watches.
337
00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:51,416
It's a social problem.
338
00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:54,416
I fill my brain with lies
to pass the time
339
00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:57,416
in the blink of an eye,
340
00:20:57,541 --> 00:21:01,500
and a blink of an eye
in an unbearably slow motion.
341
00:21:01,666 --> 00:21:03,666
It's like the rabies virus
342
00:21:04,291 --> 00:21:06,541
connecting to our ganglia,
343
00:21:06,666 --> 00:21:09,041
transforming us into you.
344
00:21:09,291 --> 00:21:10,708
Viruses are monstrous.
345
00:21:10,791 --> 00:21:12,375
Everything wants to live, Jake.
346
00:21:14,416 --> 00:21:16,791
Viruses are just another example of everything.
347
00:21:16,875 --> 00:21:17,875
But…
348
00:21:17,958 --> 00:21:21,041
Even false and bad movie ideas
they want to live.
349
00:21:21,125 --> 00:21:23,125
As if they grew in your brain,
350
00:21:23,500 --> 00:21:25,291
replacing real ideas.
351
00:21:25,708 --> 00:21:27,333
That's what makes them dangerous.
352
00:21:27,416 --> 00:21:28,916
But did you know…
353
00:21:29,875 --> 00:21:32,375
What about insects that explode?
354
00:21:32,458 --> 00:21:33,791
-Yes.
-Not everyone wants to live.
355
00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:37,125
-Certain ants, certain aphids…
-For the good of your community.
356
00:21:37,208 --> 00:21:38,833
There are suicide bombers.
357
00:21:44,208 --> 00:21:45,375
TULSEY TOWN ICE CREAM
358
00:21:45,458 --> 00:21:47,666
Let's go. Join me.
359
00:21:49,625 --> 00:21:51,416
So, not everyone wants to live.
360
00:21:53,625 --> 00:21:54,583
Right?
361
00:21:56,291 --> 00:21:57,958
True. Well, they...
362
00:21:58,250 --> 00:22:00,083
they want their communities to live,
363
00:22:00,166 --> 00:22:02,708
which is kind of themselves,
on a larger scale.
364
00:22:04,125 --> 00:22:06,958
Anyway, we don't even know
if they want something.
365
00:22:07,666 --> 00:22:12,083
It is more likely to be
how they are programmed.
366
00:22:12,166 --> 00:22:14,583
Maybe we're all programmed, right?
367
00:22:23,916 --> 00:22:26,375
-Now we are both dead.
-Tan-dam!
368
00:22:52,541 --> 00:22:55,708
So I'm not ready to go in.
369
00:22:56,250 --> 00:22:59,000
I need to stretch my legs. Long legs.
370
00:22:59,291 --> 00:23:00,208
Long trip.
371
00:23:00,666 --> 00:23:02,708
What? Isn't that rude?
372
00:23:02,791 --> 00:23:05,333
She knows we're here.
We are waving...
373
00:23:05,500 --> 00:23:06,625
for quite some time.
374
00:23:06,708 --> 00:23:09,458
They know I like to stretch my legs.
Come see the place.
375
00:23:09,541 --> 00:23:13,708
-Jake, I don't know. It's cold and getting dark.
-Come.
376
00:23:14,208 --> 00:23:16,291
Come, I'll give you the brief tour.
377
00:23:31,375 --> 00:23:32,625
Maybe we can…
378
00:23:33,208 --> 00:23:34,750
come back in the spring,
379
00:23:34,833 --> 00:23:38,583
and we can lie here
and look at the universe.
380
00:23:44,958 --> 00:23:46,000
The sheep.
381
00:23:52,416 --> 00:23:53,541
Let's say hello.
382
00:23:54,583 --> 00:23:56,375
-Hi, sheep.
-Hi, sheep.
383
00:23:57,625 --> 00:24:00,083
There's something sad and melancholy here.
384
00:24:00,250 --> 00:24:01,166
And it stinks.
385
00:24:01,458 --> 00:24:03,583
What is it like to be a sheep?
386
00:24:03,666 --> 00:24:07,750
Spending your whole life in this terrible place
and smelly without doing anything.
387
00:24:07,833 --> 00:24:10,541
Eating, shitting, sleeping, non-stop.
388
00:24:10,625 --> 00:24:12,250
Well, there they are.
389
00:24:13,208 --> 00:24:14,083
The sheep.
390
00:24:14,916 --> 00:24:16,833
-What will happen to the lambs?
-What?
391
00:24:17,458 --> 00:24:19,708
-What will happen…
-I don't understand the question.
392
00:24:19,791 --> 00:24:23,666
They are already dead,
what else can happen to them?
393
00:24:23,750 --> 00:24:29,000
-Well, I mean, will they be buried?
-They must be burned in the spring.
394
00:24:29,083 --> 00:24:32,041
But they are frozen for now,
then they are fine.
395
00:24:33,625 --> 00:24:34,625
No problem.
396
00:24:36,583 --> 00:24:39,625
Come, I'll show you the old corral
where we raised the pigs.
397
00:24:40,416 --> 00:24:41,708
They had to shoot them down.
398
00:24:42,583 --> 00:24:45,416
-What a shame...
-Ugly situation with the pigs.
399
00:24:45,500 --> 00:24:49,333
Life isn't always pretty on the farm.
It's something you should know.
400
00:24:53,208 --> 00:24:55,458
What happened to them?
401
00:24:55,541 --> 00:24:56,458
With the pigs?
402
00:25:01,416 --> 00:25:03,333
Forget. I don't think you'll like it.
403
00:25:03,416 --> 00:25:05,541
You can't do that.
You need to tell me now.
404
00:25:05,625 --> 00:25:07,333
-Yes?
-Yes! My God!
405
00:25:07,416 --> 00:25:08,291
Okay, well…
406
00:25:11,125 --> 00:25:14,458
My father hadn't gone
see the pigs for a few days.
407
00:25:14,541 --> 00:25:16,166
My parents were busy.
408
00:25:16,541 --> 00:25:19,125
He just threw their food into the corral.
409
00:25:19,708 --> 00:25:21,041
But after a few days,
410
00:25:21,125 --> 00:25:25,291
he realized that they were all
lying in this corner all the time,
411
00:25:25,375 --> 00:25:28,041
So he went to check it out.
They didn't look good.
412
00:25:28,125 --> 00:25:30,125
He decided to try and move them.
413
00:25:30,416 --> 00:25:31,708
And they are heavy.
414
00:25:33,416 --> 00:25:35,041
They're pigs, right?
415
00:25:35,791 --> 00:25:39,041
But he finally managed to move one
and discovered…
416
00:25:40,458 --> 00:25:44,750
that the entire bottom
it was full of maggots.
417
00:25:46,541 --> 00:25:48,791
The two pigs
they were being eaten alive.
418
00:25:54,750 --> 00:25:57,041
Life can be brutal on a farm.
419
00:26:00,666 --> 00:26:02,291
Shall we go in? It's getting cold.
420
00:26:04,583 --> 00:26:07,333
Everything has to die. That's the truth.
421
00:26:07,875 --> 00:26:10,416
We like to think
that there is always hope.
422
00:26:10,791 --> 00:26:12,875
That you can live above death.
423
00:26:13,125 --> 00:26:17,166
And it is an exclusively human fantasy
that things will get better,
424
00:26:17,250 --> 00:26:20,916
which perhaps arises from understanding
exclusively human
425
00:26:21,041 --> 00:26:22,458
that they won't get better.
426
00:26:22,791 --> 00:26:26,625
I can't be sure, but I suspect
that humans are the only animals
427
00:26:26,708 --> 00:26:28,708
who know the inevitability
of their deaths.
428
00:26:29,541 --> 00:26:31,500
Other animals live in the present.
429
00:26:32,666 --> 00:26:35,791
Humans cannot,
then they invented hope.
430
00:26:41,541 --> 00:26:42,375
Hello?
431
00:26:45,458 --> 00:26:46,375
Hello?
432
00:26:47,166 --> 00:26:49,166
I am here. We arrived.
433
00:26:58,041 --> 00:26:59,166
Hello?
434
00:27:00,875 --> 00:27:02,083
Hello?
435
00:27:03,666 --> 00:27:04,541
It's Jake!
436
00:27:06,291 --> 00:27:07,166
Hello?
437
00:27:15,583 --> 00:27:16,416
Hello?
438
00:27:16,500 --> 00:27:18,291
-We're going down now.
-He is well.
439
00:27:27,500 --> 00:27:28,958
Do you want flip-flops?
440
00:27:29,041 --> 00:27:30,791
-I…
-The floor is cold here.
441
00:27:30,875 --> 00:27:33,083
-Old house. Hold this, please?
-Yes.
442
00:27:33,166 --> 00:27:34,541
Yes, thanks, I guess.
443
00:27:36,458 --> 00:27:39,916
They will look big on you.
They are my old ones, but they heat up.
444
00:27:41,208 --> 00:27:42,041
Voilà.
445
00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:49,166
-Don't you have it?
-No.
446
00:27:49,250 --> 00:27:52,041
No, you should use it. They are yours.
447
00:27:52,125 --> 00:27:54,583
No. What kind of gentleman would I be?
448
00:27:58,041 --> 00:28:00,666
My slippers are your slippers.
449
00:28:02,083 --> 00:28:03,666
-He is sure?
-Yes.
450
00:28:10,458 --> 00:28:11,291
Sit down.
451
00:28:21,708 --> 00:28:22,833
They're going down now.
452
00:28:32,458 --> 00:28:34,125
-Music?
-Of course.
453
00:29:29,500 --> 00:29:34,291
So, the bedrooms are upstairs.
There's not much beyond that.
454
00:29:36,583 --> 00:29:40,833
My mother's sewing room,
bedroom, linen closet.
455
00:29:43,125 --> 00:29:45,791
I can show you after we eat if you want.
456
00:29:47,875 --> 00:29:50,541
It's nothing fancy, as you can see.
457
00:29:50,625 --> 00:29:52,583
It's cool. I liked.
458
00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:56,000
-Yes?
-Yes. Reminds me of the house where I grew up.
459
00:29:57,833 --> 00:30:01,500
I think all farmhouses
are similar.
460
00:30:03,625 --> 00:30:05,333
Like all happy families.
461
00:30:06,958 --> 00:30:09,166
I don't know if Tolstoy was right about that.
462
00:30:13,208 --> 00:30:16,916
Happiness in a family
It is as varied as unhappiness.
463
00:30:17,541 --> 00:30:19,333
I think he was talking about marriage…
464
00:30:19,416 --> 00:30:20,666
Here they come!
465
00:30:30,458 --> 00:30:32,625
I'll light the fireplace in the meantime.
466
00:30:50,541 --> 00:30:52,666
Your parents knew we were coming, right?
467
00:30:52,750 --> 00:30:54,458
I mean, they invited us and…
468
00:30:54,541 --> 00:30:58,791
Invitation looks
kind of formal for my family,
469
00:30:58,875 --> 00:31:02,041
-but, yes, of course, we communicate.
-Okay, cool.
470
00:31:05,791 --> 00:31:07,416
That fireplace is delicious.
471
00:31:09,041 --> 00:31:09,875
Cozy.
472
00:31:11,125 --> 00:31:12,791
-What's there?
-The basement.
473
00:31:14,833 --> 00:31:15,666
I understand.
474
00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:17,541
We keep it closed,
475
00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:21,541
in general because old houses
they often have drafts.
476
00:31:21,625 --> 00:31:22,458
Of course.
477
00:31:25,541 --> 00:31:28,541
Anyway, the basement is unfinished.
478
00:31:29,375 --> 00:31:31,125
There's a hole in the floor, actually.
479
00:31:31,208 --> 00:31:32,333
A hole in the ground?
480
00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:36,333
Only water heater, washing machine,
dryer, things like that.
481
00:31:36,875 --> 00:31:39,000
We don't use it for anything else.
482
00:31:41,083 --> 00:31:43,250
-Right.
-It's wasted space.
483
00:31:44,583 --> 00:31:47,958
I hate the basement, if you really want to know.
484
00:31:48,041 --> 00:31:50,166
She has intense feelings against him.
485
00:31:51,291 --> 00:31:53,083
You know, when you're a kid...
486
00:31:54,125 --> 00:31:55,708
basements are scary.
487
00:31:55,791 --> 00:31:58,708
I grew up in an apartment,
so we didn't have a basement,
488
00:31:58,791 --> 00:32:02,208
but, from horror movies,
you can understand.
489
00:32:03,666 --> 00:32:05,666
Don't look in the basement.
490
00:32:12,083 --> 00:32:12,916
Exactly.
491
00:32:15,416 --> 00:32:16,750
He's hiding there.
492
00:32:19,166 --> 00:32:20,291
-Who?
-What?
493
00:32:23,458 --> 00:32:24,916
And the scratches on the door?
494
00:32:26,541 --> 00:32:29,250
Puppy. They are mainly from the dog.
495
00:32:33,166 --> 00:32:34,125
I love dogs.
496
00:32:35,583 --> 00:32:37,416
I didn't know your parents have one!
497
00:32:37,500 --> 00:32:39,750
I always notice when they have one in the house.
498
00:32:39,833 --> 00:32:42,458
-Toys scattered…
-My parents are organized.
499
00:32:42,541 --> 00:32:45,083
Where is he? What is the race?
What is it called?
500
00:32:46,041 --> 00:32:48,083
So many questions. Jimmy.
501
00:32:49,291 --> 00:32:50,416
It's a border collie.
502
00:32:50,708 --> 00:32:52,625
It must be out there, or…
503
00:32:53,750 --> 00:32:55,333
Hi Jimmy!
504
00:32:55,541 --> 00:32:56,416
Hey!
505
00:32:58,541 --> 00:32:59,541
He's wet.
506
00:33:03,333 --> 00:33:05,916
-That's...
-Here they come.
507
00:33:11,041 --> 00:33:12,208
Was the trip good?
508
00:33:12,291 --> 00:33:13,166
Yes, okay.
509
00:33:14,250 --> 00:33:16,125
It's a pleasure to meet you, Louisa.
510
00:33:16,458 --> 00:33:19,000
Jake talked so much about you.
511
00:33:19,791 --> 00:33:22,041
He also talked a lot about you.
512
00:33:22,833 --> 00:33:24,041
And did you come anyway?
513
00:33:29,791 --> 00:33:30,625
Hi.
514
00:33:39,541 --> 00:33:40,583
Well, let's eat.
515
00:33:40,666 --> 00:33:44,666
The food will be cold as the chest
of a witch in a metal bra.
516
00:33:59,166 --> 00:34:01,333
-What a good smell!
-I hope you're hungry.
517
00:34:01,416 --> 00:34:04,541
Everything homemade.
Everything on the table came from the farm.
518
00:34:10,500 --> 00:34:11,416
It looks tasty.
519
00:34:11,500 --> 00:34:14,333
So Jake told us you're a painter.
520
00:34:14,416 --> 00:34:16,458
Yes! Jake said it right.
521
00:34:16,541 --> 00:34:18,250
I don't know much about art,
522
00:34:18,333 --> 00:34:20,708
but I like paintings
where you can know what it is.
523
00:34:20,791 --> 00:34:23,375
What is it called? Abstract. I don't understand that.
524
00:34:23,458 --> 00:34:27,458
I can do this.
Throw some paint on… What's it called?
525
00:34:28,250 --> 00:34:31,041
Screen. This is a deception,
in my opinion.
526
00:34:31,458 --> 00:34:33,958
I like paintings that look like photographs.
527
00:34:34,541 --> 00:34:37,875
I could never do that.
That which is talent.
528
00:34:37,958 --> 00:34:43,708
Why don't you take a picture soon, dad,
If you like photographs?
529
00:34:43,791 --> 00:34:46,916
It's much faster,
and the photos are exactly the same.
530
00:34:47,041 --> 00:34:49,791
I like photos,
mainly sports.
531
00:34:49,875 --> 00:34:51,666
What kind of paintings do you do, Lucy?
532
00:34:54,166 --> 00:34:57,833
Well, I'm not an abstract artist,
I have that going for me.
533
00:34:57,916 --> 00:35:00,875
Excellent! That's what I'm talking about.
It saw? Excellent!
534
00:35:00,958 --> 00:35:02,750
I mainly do landscapes.
535
00:35:03,541 --> 00:35:05,666
Like paintings outside the house?
536
00:35:05,750 --> 00:35:07,958
Yes. Plein air.
537
00:35:08,375 --> 00:35:09,916
Which is outdoor painting.
538
00:35:10,708 --> 00:35:14,166
I try to capture
the sensation of light and atmosphere.
539
00:35:14,583 --> 00:35:16,791
It looks adorable.
Jake also painted, of course.
540
00:35:16,875 --> 00:35:18,916
-Mother!
-He tried very hard.
541
00:35:20,500 --> 00:35:21,500
I didn't know.
542
00:35:21,583 --> 00:35:23,083
-He was very good.
-Mother.
543
00:35:27,791 --> 00:35:31,166
I try to imbue my work with a certain…
544
00:35:31,708 --> 00:35:33,666
-interiority.
-Interiority.
545
00:35:33,750 --> 00:35:36,250
So you paint inside?
546
00:35:36,333 --> 00:35:37,500
Inside my head.
547
00:35:37,583 --> 00:35:40,291
A landscape would try to express
how I felt at the moment.
548
00:35:40,375 --> 00:35:42,833
Lonely, happy, worried, sad.
549
00:35:43,583 --> 00:35:45,166
It looks very interesting.
550
00:35:45,833 --> 00:35:49,541
Like the girl sitting
in a field looking at a house.
551
00:35:49,625 --> 00:35:52,375
-Christina's World, by Wyeth. Exactly.
-Yes.
552
00:35:53,125 --> 00:35:54,083
But without people.
553
00:35:55,833 --> 00:35:58,583
Like a picture of a field
it can be sad
554
00:35:58,666 --> 00:36:01,708
without a sad person
looking sad on the field?
555
00:36:03,666 --> 00:36:05,333
It's an interesting problem.
556
00:36:05,416 --> 00:36:09,333
I… Yes, I face it.
557
00:36:11,333 --> 00:36:16,208
Well I have some pictures
of my work, if you want to see them.
558
00:36:19,208 --> 00:36:20,333
Yes!
559
00:36:20,416 --> 00:36:21,583
-Yes?
-Yes?
560
00:36:21,666 --> 00:36:22,916
-Yes!
-Yes?
561
00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:34,291
MISSED CALLS
562
00:36:41,333 --> 00:36:42,166
You're here.
563
00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:01,750
I mean, they're pretty, but I don't see
how are they going to make me feel something
564
00:37:01,833 --> 00:37:04,666
without a person there feeling something,
565
00:37:04,750 --> 00:37:07,833
if there isn't a person there
feeling sad, or happy,
566
00:37:07,916 --> 00:37:10,083
or any emotion you mentioned.
567
00:37:10,958 --> 00:37:15,791
Well maybe think about yourself
like a person looking at the landscape.
568
00:37:15,916 --> 00:37:17,500
I would have to see myself in them.
569
00:37:17,791 --> 00:37:20,083
Well, if it was there, you wouldn't see it, right?
570
00:37:20,166 --> 00:37:22,541
What if I looked down?
I'm not a ghost.
571
00:37:22,625 --> 00:37:24,125
I can confirm.
572
00:37:24,208 --> 00:37:25,708
Especially in the bedroom.
573
00:37:27,583 --> 00:37:30,416
But if… if you were there,
574
00:37:30,541 --> 00:37:34,333
observing without looking down,
I would see the scene and feel something.
575
00:37:34,416 --> 00:37:37,166
Everything an environment makes you feel
concerns you,
576
00:37:37,250 --> 00:37:38,625
not to the environment, right?
577
00:37:39,250 --> 00:37:40,083
None of…
578
00:37:40,166 --> 00:37:42,791
None of the feelings
it is inherent to the place.
579
00:37:43,458 --> 00:37:44,750
This is too much for me.
580
00:37:45,208 --> 00:37:47,250
They're beautiful. He has a lot of talent.
581
00:37:48,708 --> 00:37:50,375
-Thanks.
-I liked the colors.
582
00:37:50,458 --> 00:37:51,291
Thanks.
583
00:37:52,583 --> 00:37:55,916
Jake, you didn't tell
that his girlfriend was so talented.
584
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,708
I did, actually.
585
00:38:00,041 --> 00:38:00,958
Anyway…
586
00:38:02,833 --> 00:38:04,083
It's just that sometimes I...
587
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:05,250
I would imagine…
588
00:38:06,791 --> 00:38:07,625
Because…
589
00:38:13,166 --> 00:38:15,458
So, Jake...
590
00:38:15,958 --> 00:38:19,166
told me that he studies
quantum psychic at university.
591
00:38:19,250 --> 00:38:20,916
-Yes.
-Physical.
592
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,166
-Serious?
-Yes.
593
00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:25,083
It's unusual for a girl, isn't it?
594
00:38:25,625 --> 00:38:26,750
Actually, yes it is.
595
00:38:26,833 --> 00:38:28,083
I'm just asking.
596
00:38:29,583 --> 00:38:32,500
A little less these days,
which I think is good.
597
00:38:32,750 --> 00:38:37,625
Well, after the seventh year,
I didn't understand what Jake was saying,
598
00:38:37,708 --> 00:38:41,708
so it's wonderful that he has someone
with whom to share your ideas.
599
00:38:41,791 --> 00:38:47,166
Jake told us there is
many couples of famous physicists.
600
00:38:47,958 --> 00:38:48,791
Father!
601
00:38:49,875 --> 00:38:53,208
Yes, I think there were some.
602
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:56,541
Pierre and Marie Curie received
the Nobel Prize in Physics.
603
00:38:57,250 --> 00:39:00,458
Even I've heard of them.
From her, at least, radiation.
604
00:39:00,541 --> 00:39:02,333
-Radioactivity.
-Radio.
605
00:39:02,416 --> 00:39:03,250
Yes.
606
00:39:03,333 --> 00:39:06,208
I'm so happy for Jake
have found someone.
607
00:39:07,541 --> 00:39:10,166
You can tell the story
How did you meet?
608
00:39:10,458 --> 00:39:11,750
Jake refused.
609
00:39:11,833 --> 00:39:15,333
I love stories about romantic encounters,
as in Forget Paris.
610
00:39:15,416 --> 00:39:17,541
-Billy Crystal?
-I didn't like the film.
611
00:39:17,625 --> 00:39:19,958
Billy Crystal is a disheveled man.
612
00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:27,833
Well…
613
00:39:29,875 --> 00:39:32,666
I went with a friend
to a bar near campus,
614
00:39:32,833 --> 00:39:35,708
and it was a night of questions.
615
00:39:35,791 --> 00:39:38,333
I'm loving it!
Jake is crazy about quiz games!
616
00:39:38,416 --> 00:39:40,541
We played the Genius Edition of…
617
00:39:40,625 --> 00:39:42,333
-We played the Genius Edition…
-Gender.
618
00:39:42,416 --> 00:39:44,208
-We played the Genius Edition…
-Gender!
619
00:39:44,291 --> 00:39:45,625
…from Trivial Pursuit. What?
620
00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,208
It's "Genre Edition".
621
00:39:47,291 --> 00:39:51,958
I always thought he was "Genius".
I spoke wrong all these years.
622
00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:54,500
This just proves that I'm not a "gender".
623
00:39:57,333 --> 00:39:58,500
That was good.
624
00:39:58,583 --> 00:39:59,875
No.
625
00:40:01,041 --> 00:40:02,000
Gender is not…
626
00:40:02,375 --> 00:40:05,958
the same as genius.
A genre is a category.
627
00:40:06,041 --> 00:40:08,041
I always thought it was the Genius Edition.
628
00:40:08,125 --> 00:40:11,125
I told everyone he knew
all the answers from the Genius Edition.
629
00:40:11,208 --> 00:40:12,916
I was very proud of that.
630
00:40:13,875 --> 00:40:16,416
-Why don't we buy Genie?
-There is no…
631
00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:22,458
-the Genius Edition.
-Right.
632
00:40:39,666 --> 00:40:41,583
So Jake was with his team,
633
00:40:41,666 --> 00:40:43,916
and my friend and I found
an empty table nearby,
634
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:45,666
and I was keeping an eye on him.
635
00:40:45,750 --> 00:40:47,875
-Because she thought he was cute!
-I really thought so.
636
00:40:48,625 --> 00:40:52,750
And he took the game seriously,
which I found, I don't know, charming.
637
00:40:53,333 --> 00:40:55,416
And what was the name of his team?
638
00:40:55,500 --> 00:40:58,333
-Brezhnev's eyebrows.
-Brezhnev's eyebrows, that.
639
00:40:58,958 --> 00:41:02,666
And I asked who Brezhnev was,
basically to start a conversation.
640
00:41:02,833 --> 00:41:06,416
And he told me that Brezhnev
was a Soviet engineer.
641
00:41:06,833 --> 00:41:10,958
And a… general of…
642
00:41:11,041 --> 00:41:14,083
-Section head of…
-Secretary of the Communist Party.
643
00:41:14,541 --> 00:41:15,875
During the era of starvation.
644
00:41:15,958 --> 00:41:17,500
-Stagnation.
-Stagnation.
645
00:41:17,583 --> 00:41:21,583
Anyway, team names get on my nerves.
They always have the most ostentatious name.
646
00:41:21,666 --> 00:41:24,375
But I don't know,
It didn't bother me that much with Jake.
647
00:41:24,458 --> 00:41:26,708
I think it was just because I thought he was cute.
648
00:41:26,791 --> 00:41:29,416
He's really cute, isn't he?
649
00:41:30,083 --> 00:41:33,458
So I was trying
find the courage to talk to him,
650
00:41:33,583 --> 00:41:37,875
because he looked at me more than once,
but it was clear he would say nothing.
651
00:41:37,958 --> 00:41:42,208
I hadn't said
who talked about Brezhnev?
652
00:41:52,833 --> 00:41:55,000
Yes it is true.
653
00:41:55,750 --> 00:41:59,416
But we didn't talk anymore after,
I think that's what I meant.
654
00:42:08,458 --> 00:42:12,375
So I said something stupid, like:
"You guys seem to be doing well."
655
00:42:16,208 --> 00:42:19,208
I practically had to scream,
because of the noise.
656
00:42:19,291 --> 00:42:22,750
And Jake raised his glass and said, "Well, yeah,
657
00:42:22,833 --> 00:42:24,625
Well, we're fortified."
658
00:42:24,708 --> 00:42:26,833
And I laughed, which broke the ice,
659
00:42:26,916 --> 00:42:29,250
and I think my laugh encouraged him,
660
00:42:29,333 --> 00:42:31,083
because he told me...
661
00:42:31,166 --> 00:42:32,541
that he was a…
662
00:42:33,583 --> 00:42:34,958
-Verbalist.
-Verbalist.
663
00:42:35,041 --> 00:42:36,666
And I didn't know what that was.
664
00:42:36,750 --> 00:42:38,750
But I didn't want to admit it,
so I just said:
665
00:42:38,833 --> 00:42:39,708
-"Cool."
-Legal.
666
00:42:39,791 --> 00:42:42,333
And he was showing off again
and awkwardly,
667
00:42:42,416 --> 00:42:45,916
and I thought, "This guy is weird.
He doesn't know how to flirt."
668
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:48,958
And there was something attractive about that.
669
00:42:50,666 --> 00:42:51,916
But then he continued.
670
00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:54,500
And he told me he wanted
671
00:42:54,583 --> 00:42:57,625
that the team's name was "ipseidade",
672
00:42:58,208 --> 00:42:59,333
and I was like…
673
00:42:59,750 --> 00:43:01,166
Did you stop liking him?
674
00:43:04,375 --> 00:43:05,208
No.
675
00:43:09,208 --> 00:43:10,041
I liked it.
676
00:43:12,250 --> 00:43:13,958
I just wanted it to stop.
677
00:43:14,041 --> 00:43:14,875
So I said:
678
00:43:14,958 --> 00:43:18,291
"You know I don't know that word.
Can you stop messing around?"
679
00:43:19,750 --> 00:43:22,125
And he said something like, "I'm an asshole."
680
00:43:32,333 --> 00:43:34,458
"I'm not very good at talking to people,
681
00:43:34,541 --> 00:43:36,875
and 'ipseity' means individuality."
682
00:43:37,333 --> 00:43:41,041
Afterwards, he spoke like a normal person,
and he was fun.
683
00:43:41,166 --> 00:43:43,791
And I realized
that he wanted to ask for my number,
684
00:43:43,875 --> 00:43:44,958
but I was shy.
685
00:43:45,625 --> 00:43:47,666
And I was getting up to go.
686
00:43:47,833 --> 00:43:49,583
My friend wanted to leave.
687
00:43:49,958 --> 00:43:50,958
And Jake...
688
00:43:51,041 --> 00:43:53,000
he blurted out, "Can I get your number?"
689
00:43:54,250 --> 00:43:56,708
That's it, Jake.
690
00:43:57,375 --> 00:43:58,291
It was about time.
691
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:01,375
And the rest is history.
692
00:44:01,958 --> 00:44:03,083
That was like…
693
00:44:04,375 --> 00:44:06,041
six weeks?
694
00:44:06,125 --> 00:44:07,625
Wow, it seems like longer.
695
00:44:10,416 --> 00:44:12,458
It seems like a thousand years ago,
in a way.
696
00:44:13,750 --> 00:44:14,583
I can't...
697
00:44:16,666 --> 00:44:19,083
I can't even remember how long it's been.
698
00:44:42,791 --> 00:44:43,750
I'm coming.
699
00:44:43,833 --> 00:44:46,041
Hello, welcome to Red Line.
700
00:44:46,125 --> 00:44:47,916
I'm Yvonne, I'm going to serve you today.
701
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:49,291
There's a guy behind you.
702
00:44:51,041 --> 00:44:51,916
Really?
703
00:44:54,416 --> 00:44:55,875
It's Nimrod.
704
00:44:55,958 --> 00:44:58,791
It's the idiot waiter in training
that follows me.
705
00:44:59,125 --> 00:45:00,958
-Hi, I'm Nimrod.
-Hi.
706
00:45:01,500 --> 00:45:04,416
Do you want to order yet?
Do you want to know something about the menu?
707
00:45:04,500 --> 00:45:07,041
-What is the Santa Fé burger like?
-It's very popular.
708
00:45:07,125 --> 00:45:09,166
Okay, which one do you prefer?
709
00:45:09,250 --> 00:45:12,208
The Santa Fé burger
or the Natchez burger?
710
00:45:12,750 --> 00:45:14,833
This is a difficult one. They're both great.
711
00:45:14,916 --> 00:45:16,166
Don't have a favorite?
712
00:45:16,458 --> 00:45:20,208
-I guess I would say…
-Look, man, she's vegan, so...
713
00:45:20,291 --> 00:45:22,833
-What the hell are you doing?
-What you don't know
714
00:45:22,916 --> 00:45:26,250
about this incredible woman
is that she's not a waitress.
715
00:45:26,333 --> 00:45:28,500
-You can… Leave.
-She's a waitress,
716
00:45:28,583 --> 00:45:31,041
but only to be able to study and become one
717
00:45:31,125 --> 00:45:33,291
-animal rights lawyer.
-Enough.
718
00:45:33,375 --> 00:45:37,208
She doesn't eat any meat or dairy products
since I was five.
719
00:45:37,291 --> 00:45:40,833
And she realized that a hamburger
it's just a ground cow.
720
00:45:40,916 --> 00:45:43,375
She spent the rest of her life trying...
721
00:45:43,458 --> 00:45:45,791
She spent the rest of her life
trying to make the world better
722
00:45:45,875 --> 00:45:48,375
a better place for animals,
and I love her!
723
00:45:48,458 --> 00:45:51,458
I love her! I love her
because she is the most beautiful...
724
00:45:57,125 --> 00:45:59,708
That was beautiful, Yvonne.
You're fired.
725
00:46:08,041 --> 00:46:09,875
I needed that job, idiot.
726
00:46:11,958 --> 00:46:12,791
I know.
727
00:46:18,958 --> 00:46:20,333
Did you say you love me?
728
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:24,916
Yes.
729
00:46:33,333 --> 00:46:34,166
Idiot.
730
00:46:41,583 --> 00:46:43,375
Well, that was lovely.
731
00:46:43,500 --> 00:46:45,916
-We have to go back.
-Jake was always a good boy.
732
00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:48,791
He even won
a diligence brooch, remember?
733
00:46:49,083 --> 00:46:51,000
-Are you still working on it?
-No.
734
00:46:51,083 --> 00:46:53,291
Diligence! At eight years old, can you believe it?
735
00:46:53,375 --> 00:46:56,708
It was exceptional.
We never got that at eight.
736
00:46:56,791 --> 00:46:59,250
-At no age.
-And truth. At any age.
737
00:46:59,333 --> 00:47:02,625
I won several sports trophies,
but never of diligence.
738
00:47:02,708 --> 00:47:05,250
I didn't even know that word when I was eight!
739
00:47:05,333 --> 00:47:07,208
But Jake knew. You knew.
740
00:47:07,375 --> 00:47:08,333
Jake knew.
741
00:47:09,208 --> 00:47:12,125
-Remember how excited you were about the brooch?
-No.
742
00:47:12,666 --> 00:47:14,333
-He used it at school.
-No.
743
00:47:14,541 --> 00:47:17,000
Yes, I used it every day. You used it!
744
00:47:17,125 --> 00:47:20,375
No, I was disappointed.
I wanted the brooch of cunning.
745
00:47:20,458 --> 00:47:23,375
Diligence… is a consolation.
746
00:47:23,458 --> 00:47:27,500
“You tried hard, you’re not that smart,
but congratulations for trying.”
747
00:47:27,583 --> 00:47:31,625
Don't be resentful.
It was a beautiful brooch, darling.
748
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:33,166
Jakey!
749
00:47:34,958 --> 00:47:35,791
Dessert?
750
00:47:36,166 --> 00:47:38,666
I made Jake's favorite chocolate cake.
751
00:47:42,791 --> 00:47:43,708
Wonder.
752
00:47:45,291 --> 00:47:48,291
-Of course, I never refuse anything chocolate.
-Wonder.
753
00:47:49,291 --> 00:47:54,375
Wouldn't that be wonderful?
754
00:47:55,125 --> 00:47:56,291
Help me.
755
00:47:57,916 --> 00:48:00,125
I'll serve dessert in the living room.
756
00:48:01,000 --> 00:48:02,791
This is from My Fair Lady.
757
00:48:03,416 --> 00:48:05,041
It was you! Yes!
758
00:48:05,125 --> 00:48:09,291
-She said he was disheveled.
-You've been saying that for years!
759
00:48:09,375 --> 00:48:12,041
You can't keep doing this.
760
00:48:12,208 --> 00:48:13,500
You are so silent.
761
00:48:15,166 --> 00:48:16,041
Are you well?
762
00:48:20,250 --> 00:48:21,083
Do you like them?
763
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:23,375
They are very cool.
764
00:48:24,291 --> 00:48:25,458
Very cool parents.
765
00:48:26,125 --> 00:48:27,541
You chose well, my friend.
766
00:48:28,291 --> 00:48:29,750
-Yes.
-Yes.
767
00:48:29,875 --> 00:48:31,416
-Yes.
-Yes.
768
00:48:33,583 --> 00:48:34,416
Of course.
769
00:48:35,791 --> 00:48:37,041
They love you very much.
770
00:48:38,250 --> 00:48:40,333
-Yes.
-It is the most important thing in parents.
771
00:48:43,208 --> 00:48:44,416
I think so.
772
00:48:49,791 --> 00:48:51,166
We had our problems.
773
00:48:51,250 --> 00:48:53,500
My God, everyone
had problems with his parents.
774
00:48:56,875 --> 00:48:58,583
Hey, what happened to Jimmy?
775
00:49:00,125 --> 00:49:02,125
Here he is!
776
00:49:02,916 --> 00:49:05,875
-You are a wet and stinky monster.
-Sorry.
777
00:49:07,791 --> 00:49:09,416
-Sorry.
-For what?
778
00:49:09,500 --> 00:49:10,500
His stench.
779
00:49:11,375 --> 00:49:14,750
Jake, he's a dog. All good. Jimmy.
780
00:49:29,083 --> 00:49:30,500
Hey, who is this?
781
00:49:31,375 --> 00:49:32,208
Don't recognize it?
782
00:49:34,458 --> 00:49:35,291
No.
783
00:49:39,708 --> 00:49:40,541
It's me.
784
00:49:41,375 --> 00:49:43,541
No, it's me. Wasn't it me?
785
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:45,333
-How…
-Sorry for the delay.
786
00:49:45,416 --> 00:49:47,750
-Oh my God.
-Emergency in the kitchen, you know?
787
00:49:48,416 --> 00:49:50,875
Well, here it is, Jake's favorite.
788
00:49:50,958 --> 00:49:53,000
Chocolate Christmas roll.
789
00:49:54,041 --> 00:49:55,875
Even though it's already past Christmas.
790
00:49:56,208 --> 00:49:59,291
This reminds me
from when Jake sucked his thumb.
791
00:49:59,375 --> 00:50:01,583
Way beyond the age of having stopped.
792
00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:06,250
He said, "Rocambole…", while sucking.
793
00:50:06,333 --> 00:50:09,208
Swiss roll. It even looks like a thumb!
794
00:50:10,416 --> 00:50:11,333
It's beautiful.
795
00:50:14,125 --> 00:50:15,083
Enjoy!
796
00:50:15,166 --> 00:50:16,000
Thanks.
797
00:50:16,458 --> 00:50:17,708
It's really beautiful.
798
00:50:17,833 --> 00:50:19,500
Thanks. Enjoy.
799
00:50:19,583 --> 00:50:21,250
Oh my God.
800
00:50:22,166 --> 00:50:24,000
I have ear problems.
801
00:50:24,083 --> 00:50:27,625
If you want to know
Why did I spend the night pulling my ear?
802
00:50:27,708 --> 00:50:29,000
More than a problem.
803
00:50:29,583 --> 00:50:32,375
Tinnitus. It is what it is, as they say.
804
00:50:32,458 --> 00:50:33,541
What is tinnitus?
805
00:50:33,625 --> 00:50:35,416
It's not very fun at all.
806
00:50:35,500 --> 00:50:37,000
Not fun.
807
00:50:37,583 --> 00:50:39,208
But shit happens, as they say.
808
00:50:42,125 --> 00:50:44,041
I hear a ringing in my ears.
809
00:50:44,125 --> 00:50:47,083
Not so much buzzing, more of a hiss.
Well, more like one…
810
00:50:47,541 --> 00:50:48,416
whisper.
811
00:50:50,458 --> 00:50:52,291
-Always?
-Yes!
812
00:50:52,875 --> 00:50:55,583
As if they were always
whispering to me.
813
00:51:03,583 --> 00:51:06,291
Maybe you're counting
the secrets of the universe.
814
00:51:08,291 --> 00:51:09,416
But I can't say.
815
00:51:12,583 --> 00:51:14,583
These could be investment tips.
816
00:51:15,916 --> 00:51:17,458
We would be rich!
817
00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:20,125
Sorry.
818
00:51:20,208 --> 00:51:22,458
I thought it turned off.
819
00:51:25,291 --> 00:51:27,041
-Did you see my glasses?
-Here they are.
820
00:51:32,166 --> 00:51:33,541
She's just a friend.
821
00:51:33,708 --> 00:51:37,583
-Her friend calls a lot.
-You can answer. We won't think it's rude.
822
00:51:37,666 --> 00:51:39,125
No, it's okay. It's not important.
823
00:51:39,208 --> 00:51:41,583
You don't know. Could it be.
There's a blizzard outside.
824
00:51:41,666 --> 00:51:43,666
-She could be trapped.
-All good.
825
00:51:43,750 --> 00:51:46,166
Is there a blizzard?
We don't want to get stuck.
826
00:51:46,541 --> 00:51:48,166
It's okay, I have chains.
827
00:51:48,250 --> 00:51:49,875
I have to work early tomorrow.
828
00:51:49,958 --> 00:51:51,208
Did you put the chains on?
829
00:51:51,291 --> 00:51:53,750
No, not yet, but they are in the body.
830
00:51:53,833 --> 00:51:55,583
The chains solve.
831
00:51:55,666 --> 00:51:56,666
What? Sorry.
832
00:51:56,750 --> 00:51:57,583
The chains.
833
00:51:57,666 --> 00:52:00,500
My God. I call them the whispers.
834
00:52:01,041 --> 00:52:02,791
-At night it's worse.
-What?
835
00:52:02,875 --> 00:52:04,958
-The nights!
-At night it's worse.
836
00:52:05,500 --> 00:52:06,666
I don't sleep well anymore.
837
00:52:06,750 --> 00:52:09,208
This seems very difficult. I am really sorry!
838
00:52:09,291 --> 00:52:11,041
-Forgiveness?
-I said I'm sorry!
839
00:52:11,875 --> 00:52:13,375
We both apologize!
840
00:52:16,166 --> 00:52:18,958
-But you should answer.
-It could be an emergency.
841
00:52:19,041 --> 00:52:19,875
It doesn't hurt.
842
00:52:20,375 --> 00:52:21,208
I…
843
00:52:21,708 --> 00:52:25,000
-I know what this is about.
-You should at least listen to the message.
844
00:52:25,083 --> 00:52:25,916
He is well!
845
00:52:28,958 --> 00:52:29,791
Of course.
846
00:52:36,458 --> 00:52:38,916
There is only one question to be resolved.
I'm scared.
847
00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:43,583
I feel a little crazy. I'm not lucid.
Like… The assumptions are right.
848
00:52:43,666 --> 00:52:45,208
I feel my fear growing.
849
00:52:45,291 --> 00:52:47,916
It's time for an answer. Just one question.
850
00:52:48,041 --> 00:52:49,708
A question to answer.
851
00:52:53,416 --> 00:52:54,250
She's fine.
852
00:52:56,208 --> 00:52:59,208
-What did she want?
-Just called to say hi.
853
00:52:59,291 --> 00:53:00,250
How kind!
854
00:53:00,333 --> 00:53:01,750
Friends are important.
855
00:53:02,250 --> 00:53:05,875
Jake never had many friends growing up.
Or even after.
856
00:53:07,000 --> 00:53:09,750
-Do you remember your 50th birthday?
-20 years old?
857
00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:11,875
-What did I say?
-50 years old.
858
00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:15,875
My God, where is my brain?
859
00:53:18,291 --> 00:53:19,125
Anyway…
860
00:53:20,916 --> 00:53:22,208
Friends can help.
861
00:53:23,583 --> 00:53:25,041
That's what I always thought.
862
00:53:25,750 --> 00:53:27,833
Because life can be difficult…
863
00:53:29,125 --> 00:53:30,208
on a farm.
864
00:53:30,291 --> 00:53:33,875
I can say it doesn't get easier
as it drags on.
865
00:53:35,041 --> 00:53:36,916
-What?
-It doesn't get easier.
866
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:38,583
-What?
-Life!
867
00:53:38,666 --> 00:53:41,916
It really doesn't stay. It's basically
a fast train to hell.
868
00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:43,166
For God's sake, mom!
869
00:53:43,250 --> 00:53:46,166
Okay, yes.
I'm exaggerating. I agree.
870
00:53:47,333 --> 00:53:49,000
It's a damn fast train!
871
00:54:05,416 --> 00:54:07,500
Your mother was always very funny.
872
00:54:09,458 --> 00:54:11,000
That's what I loved about her.
873
00:54:12,458 --> 00:54:16,000
I think it was the first thing
which I fell in love with.
874
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:22,250
It kind of… disappeared
as she grew older.
875
00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:25,375
It wears on me, I think.
876
00:54:26,875 --> 00:54:28,458
It's not so funny anymore.
877
00:54:32,041 --> 00:54:33,583
I miss her a lot.
878
00:54:47,208 --> 00:54:50,708
Lucia is studying gerontology.
879
00:54:51,833 --> 00:54:53,333
And even?
880
00:54:53,416 --> 00:54:55,250
How fascinating!
881
00:54:56,250 --> 00:54:57,125
Fascinating.
882
00:54:58,833 --> 00:54:59,750
Yes.
883
00:55:01,250 --> 00:55:04,750
I've always been interested in problems
associated with aging.
884
00:55:05,375 --> 00:55:08,875
Our society has a relationship
almost repulsive towards the elderly,
885
00:55:08,958 --> 00:55:11,666
what is foolishness,
since it is an inevitable part
886
00:55:11,750 --> 00:55:14,416
and natural life cycle
of living beings.
887
00:55:15,875 --> 00:55:18,041
Not to mention it's terribly cruel.
888
00:55:21,166 --> 00:55:23,958
How interesting… And supportive.
889
00:55:25,291 --> 00:55:27,083
We have to keep her, Jake.
890
00:55:27,458 --> 00:55:29,083
She is very kind.
891
00:55:34,250 --> 00:55:35,125
Wow, it's...
892
00:55:37,125 --> 00:55:39,208
Things are bad out there.
893
00:55:39,833 --> 00:55:42,208
I don't know, Jake, I think we should...
894
00:55:53,416 --> 00:55:54,250
Jake?
895
00:55:57,833 --> 00:55:58,666
Jake?
896
00:55:59,500 --> 00:56:01,083
-Jake?
-What?
897
00:56:01,166 --> 00:56:02,833
I think we should go.
898
00:56:02,916 --> 00:56:04,125
It's getting worse.
899
00:56:06,166 --> 00:56:07,333
I have chains!
900
00:56:14,000 --> 00:56:14,833
Where are you?
901
00:56:15,250 --> 00:56:16,833
-Up here.
-I'm going up.
902
00:56:19,958 --> 00:56:21,083
I'm just warning you.
903
00:56:50,333 --> 00:56:51,166
Jake?
904
00:57:03,750 --> 00:57:04,583
Jake?
905
00:57:06,125 --> 00:57:07,041
Where are you?
906
00:57:09,916 --> 00:57:11,916
JAKE'S CHILDREN'S ROOM
907
00:57:13,333 --> 00:57:14,166
Jake?
908
00:58:14,416 --> 00:58:16,166
"Coming home is terrible.
909
00:58:16,833 --> 00:58:19,458
Be welcomed with licks
in the face by dogs or not.
910
00:58:20,416 --> 00:58:21,375
You have a wife
911
00:58:21,458 --> 00:58:24,208
or just loneliness in the form of a wife
waiting for you,
912
00:58:25,000 --> 00:58:27,125
return home
It's terribly lonely."
913
00:58:30,083 --> 00:58:32,541
Sorry, you scared me.
914
00:58:32,958 --> 00:58:33,916
Sorry.
915
00:58:37,500 --> 00:58:41,500
This is Jake's childhood bedroom.
916
00:58:45,291 --> 00:58:47,666
Yes, I saw the sign on the door.
917
00:58:49,083 --> 00:58:50,291
That?
918
00:58:51,916 --> 00:58:53,375
How can I explain?
919
00:58:53,833 --> 00:58:56,041
My memory is going...
920
00:58:56,125 --> 00:58:58,458
First signs of…
921
00:59:06,291 --> 00:59:07,166
Alzheimer's?
922
00:59:09,041 --> 00:59:09,875
Dementia?
923
00:59:11,541 --> 00:59:13,916
-Lewy bodies…
-Yes, I think that's it.
924
00:59:15,333 --> 00:59:19,166
We start labeling things.
925
00:59:19,750 --> 00:59:24,000
Throughout the house,
you will see labels scattered around.
926
00:59:25,583 --> 00:59:26,791
I didn't notice.
927
00:59:30,166 --> 00:59:31,541
You will notice.
928
00:59:32,416 --> 00:59:36,083
I'm sorry to hear that you are...
929
00:59:36,166 --> 00:59:37,250
Okay.
930
00:59:38,916 --> 00:59:39,833
The truth is…
931
00:59:40,625 --> 00:59:42,958
I can't wait for everything to get worse
932
00:59:43,041 --> 00:59:46,291
and I don't need to remember
that I can't remember.
933
00:59:50,500 --> 00:59:52,000
It looks like this will be…
934
00:59:52,958 --> 00:59:54,958
a better way to…
935
00:59:56,083 --> 00:59:57,375
What is…
936
01:00:01,125 --> 01:00:03,916
-Yes.
-They say that all evil brings...
937
01:00:06,375 --> 01:00:09,875
-Something good.
-Something good! That's right.
938
01:00:10,791 --> 01:00:13,833
They say that every bad brings some good.
939
01:00:14,500 --> 01:00:16,000
I think it's true.
940
01:00:21,166 --> 01:00:23,000
This is Jake's old room.
941
01:00:25,250 --> 01:00:27,500
You can stay here tonight if you want.
942
01:00:27,625 --> 01:00:31,500
His mother and I are not
old-fashioned with that sort of thing.
943
01:00:31,625 --> 01:00:33,125
Fucking and such.
944
01:00:33,625 --> 01:00:35,750
I have to go home today.
945
01:00:35,875 --> 01:00:37,541
I also work in the morning.
946
01:00:37,625 --> 01:00:38,833
I know that this bed
947
01:00:39,833 --> 01:00:42,083
It seems a little small for two…
948
01:00:43,208 --> 01:00:44,041
What is…
949
01:00:44,458 --> 01:00:45,791
Adults?
950
01:00:46,166 --> 01:00:49,666
It's a child's bed, after all.
It's not even a twin bed.
951
01:00:50,166 --> 01:00:51,333
It's for a child.
952
01:00:51,416 --> 01:00:53,958
It's definitely worth the expense
for one night only.
953
01:00:54,041 --> 01:00:56,750
That's very generous of you,
but I have to…
954
01:00:56,833 --> 01:00:59,458
I imagine they won't fuck in that bed.
955
01:01:00,458 --> 01:01:03,250
It wasn't made for fucking.
It's a child's bed.
956
01:01:03,333 --> 01:01:05,125
Only for one child, not two.
957
01:01:05,291 --> 01:01:06,125
Right.
958
01:01:06,208 --> 01:01:09,541
I can find some of the old ones…
959
01:01:14,166 --> 01:01:16,750
my wife's things for you to wear.
960
01:01:16,875 --> 01:01:18,958
Maybe I need to dig through some chests.
961
01:01:19,625 --> 01:01:23,875
Can I find something old
from my wife for you to wear…
962
01:01:24,416 --> 01:01:26,125
tonight. Look, there it is...
963
01:01:26,625 --> 01:01:29,458
It's Jake's old room.
964
01:01:53,083 --> 01:01:53,916
Jake.
965
01:01:56,791 --> 01:01:59,625
It's the girlfriend.
966
01:02:00,625 --> 01:02:01,458
Open.
967
01:02:02,375 --> 01:02:04,291
Jake, the snow. I need to leave.
968
01:02:04,458 --> 01:02:09,916
I've told him several times
It's time for him to go!
969
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:11,916
Mom, you need to eat!
970
01:02:12,000 --> 01:02:13,416
I'll be down soon.
971
01:02:16,875 --> 01:02:17,708
Mother!
972
01:02:19,208 --> 01:02:21,958
Jake has always been a good boy.
973
01:02:22,041 --> 01:02:22,875
Mother.
974
01:02:23,375 --> 01:02:24,500
Diligent.
975
01:02:27,250 --> 01:02:29,000
He got a brooch.
976
01:02:29,416 --> 01:02:35,458
Maybe you don't have the natural talent
some other students,
977
01:02:35,541 --> 01:02:40,291
but he tried so hard.
978
01:02:42,083 --> 01:02:45,000
And that's even more impressive.
979
01:02:47,291 --> 01:02:48,666
Being a gender…
980
01:02:48,750 --> 01:02:50,291
"Genius", mom.
981
01:02:53,166 --> 01:02:55,375
…is the result of luck.
982
01:02:57,416 --> 01:03:00,791
The genetic lottery, as they say.
983
01:03:02,875 --> 01:03:07,000
But if you do as well as Jake
984
01:03:07,083 --> 01:03:12,208
without any talent
or special abilities…
985
01:03:14,750 --> 01:03:18,000
This is much more impressive.
986
01:03:20,708 --> 01:03:21,666
Yes.
987
01:03:22,333 --> 01:03:23,666
-Maybe I should…
-Coming soon!
988
01:03:25,500 --> 01:03:26,333
He is well.
989
01:03:27,166 --> 01:03:30,166
We're leaving soon.
990
01:03:31,875 --> 01:03:33,791
Let me just end here.
991
01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:57,208
Mother?
992
01:03:58,291 --> 01:04:01,166
I'm impressed
for your care for your mother.
993
01:04:01,916 --> 01:04:02,791
It's rare.
994
01:04:03,541 --> 01:04:05,791
We usually send the elderly to the nursing home.
995
01:04:08,458 --> 01:04:11,083
It's amazing what a dedicated son you are.
996
01:04:11,166 --> 01:04:14,000
I'm glad to hear that.
I feel better.
997
01:04:15,750 --> 01:04:16,583
Sometimes…
998
01:04:18,666 --> 01:04:22,166
it seems like no one sees
the good things you do.
999
01:04:24,083 --> 01:04:25,916
As if you were alone.
1000
01:04:31,666 --> 01:04:32,791
I see.
1001
01:04:40,083 --> 01:04:43,500
I'll wait downstairs.
Give them some privacy.
1002
01:04:48,916 --> 01:04:52,625
I don't want to live in an asylum.
1003
01:04:53,416 --> 01:04:54,875
It should end this.
1004
01:04:55,083 --> 01:04:57,833
Just finish. I'll cut it for good.
1005
01:04:58,083 --> 01:05:00,916
No delaying.
Without waiting for things to get better.
1006
01:05:01,458 --> 01:05:03,041
You can't wait that long.
1007
01:05:03,291 --> 01:05:05,958
I don't even know who I am anymore
in this whole story,
1008
01:05:06,041 --> 01:05:09,541
where I end and Jake begins.
I'm a pinball.
1009
01:05:09,625 --> 01:05:12,583
My emotional state
it's bouncing all over the place.
1010
01:05:12,833 --> 01:05:15,625
Jake needs to see me as someone who sees him.
1011
01:05:15,708 --> 01:05:19,083
It needs to be seen,
and must be viewed with approval.
1012
01:05:19,166 --> 01:05:21,708
As if this were
my purpose in this, in life.
1013
01:05:21,791 --> 01:05:24,333
Approve Jake.
Keep it moving forward.
1014
01:05:24,416 --> 01:05:27,333
And he needs to see me as someone
whose approval is validated
1015
01:05:27,416 --> 01:05:28,875
because I am approved by others.
1016
01:05:28,958 --> 01:05:31,583
"See my girlfriend.
See what I won. She's smart.
1017
01:05:31,666 --> 01:05:33,708
She's talented, she's sensitive.
1018
01:05:33,791 --> 01:05:36,916
She does it. You know that.
Did it. She cares about that."
1019
01:05:37,000 --> 01:05:39,541
Just let me take you to the bathroom
and we go.
1020
01:05:39,708 --> 01:05:41,000
I need to finish.
1021
01:05:41,083 --> 01:05:41,958
Is it the girl?
1022
01:05:44,166 --> 01:05:45,666
Yes, father, Louisa.
1023
01:05:46,958 --> 01:05:49,583
Excellent. I brought this to you...
1024
01:05:52,375 --> 01:05:54,166
SWEATER
1025
01:05:54,250 --> 01:05:55,333
A sweater.
1026
01:05:56,416 --> 01:05:57,250
For her.
1027
01:05:59,250 --> 01:06:02,541
That's very kind. I…
1028
01:06:04,666 --> 01:06:07,791
I need to go home today. Shortly.
1029
01:06:08,666 --> 01:06:11,583
I don't understand. What does she mean?
1030
01:06:11,666 --> 01:06:12,916
I don't know, dad.
1031
01:06:13,083 --> 01:06:15,458
-I can't say.
-I have a shift tomorrow.
1032
01:06:16,916 --> 01:06:18,166
She's a waitress.
1033
01:06:20,375 --> 01:06:23,208
We met
when she was serving me.
1034
01:06:24,458 --> 01:06:25,791
It's a beautiful story.
1035
01:06:27,791 --> 01:06:30,916
I asked her about the…
1036
01:06:31,666 --> 01:06:34,208
-Santa Fe burger.
-Santa Fe Burger.
1037
01:06:36,833 --> 01:06:38,250
I'm confused.
1038
01:06:38,333 --> 01:06:40,083
Let's take him to the bathroom.
1039
01:06:41,375 --> 01:06:43,083
We don't want another accident.
1040
01:06:43,416 --> 01:06:44,458
Remember yesterday?
1041
01:06:44,583 --> 01:06:46,416
What is this old thing doing here?
1042
01:06:46,500 --> 01:06:47,416
I don't really know.
1043
01:06:47,833 --> 01:06:50,458
My God, it's disgusting.
There's Jake's baby food.
1044
01:06:50,541 --> 01:06:51,958
What are you doing here?
1045
01:06:52,083 --> 01:06:55,708
I swear, I would lose my mind
if it wasn't fastened around the neck.
1046
01:06:55,791 --> 01:06:58,666
Could you throw it in the washer?
I just started a wash.
1047
01:06:58,791 --> 01:07:01,166
I have my hands full
to collect toys.
1048
01:07:01,250 --> 01:07:04,375
Jake would leave his head on the floor
if it weren't attached to the head itself.
1049
01:07:04,458 --> 01:07:07,000
-Of course. Where it is?
-In the basement.
1050
01:07:09,916 --> 01:07:11,541
I don't think Jake wants me there.
1051
01:07:11,625 --> 01:07:13,125
Jake can be controlling.
1052
01:07:13,291 --> 01:07:15,416
You can't let him control you.
1053
01:07:15,625 --> 01:07:18,375
I think it's the other side
of his personality.
1054
01:07:18,458 --> 01:07:21,541
This diligence thing.
He needs to control everything.
1055
01:07:21,625 --> 01:07:25,750
There are so, so many things
that make you nervous.
1056
01:07:25,833 --> 01:07:29,250
He isolates himself more and more from the world.
It's a problem.
1057
01:07:29,666 --> 01:07:32,125
And the few people
that are left in his life
1058
01:07:32,208 --> 01:07:35,166
need to follow several rules,
which is a problem.
1059
01:07:35,250 --> 01:07:36,916
Yes, it must be my fault.
1060
01:07:38,000 --> 01:07:40,833
All this guilt makes me feel obligated
1061
01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:44,833
to do the impossible
to suit your whims.
1062
01:07:44,916 --> 01:07:46,375
It's a vicious cycle.
1063
01:07:46,916 --> 01:07:48,875
What exactly are you telling me?
1064
01:07:49,541 --> 01:07:50,833
I'm saying
1065
01:07:50,916 --> 01:07:53,916
to take the damn sweater
to the basement.
1066
01:07:55,041 --> 01:07:56,541
Live dangerously.
1067
01:08:30,041 --> 01:08:31,583
Did you send her downstairs?
1068
01:08:32,791 --> 01:08:33,916
To the washer.
1069
01:08:34,583 --> 01:08:36,250
Mother! Serious?
1070
01:08:37,125 --> 01:08:39,791
You don't need
wash clothes for my mother.
1071
01:08:39,875 --> 01:08:45,458
You are a guest, and we will give you
a clean shirt for tonight.
1072
01:08:45,541 --> 01:08:47,583
-I'm not bothered.
-Well, we really…
1073
01:08:47,666 --> 01:08:49,250
We have to hit the road.
1074
01:08:50,833 --> 01:08:54,083
-I need help with the chains.
-Okay, I'll be right there.
1075
01:10:19,416 --> 01:10:23,333
It's tragic like few people
possess their souls before they die.
1076
01:10:25,541 --> 01:10:28,708
"Nothing is rarer in any man",
says Emerson,
1077
01:10:29,291 --> 01:10:30,541
"than an act of its own."
1078
01:10:31,250 --> 01:10:32,583
And it's true.
1079
01:10:33,000 --> 01:10:34,958
"Most people are other people.
1080
01:10:35,250 --> 01:10:37,791
Your thoughts
they are someone else's opinions.
1081
01:10:37,875 --> 01:10:40,583
Their lives, a mimicry.
Your passions, a quote."
1082
01:10:40,666 --> 01:10:42,250
NO PHOTOS OR VIDEOS
1083
01:10:42,333 --> 01:10:43,708
It's a quote from Oscar Wilde.
1084
01:10:48,541 --> 01:10:50,541
There is only one question to be resolved.
1085
01:10:50,625 --> 01:10:53,958
I'm scared.
I feel a little crazy. I'm not lucid.
1086
01:10:54,041 --> 01:10:57,041
The assumptions are right.
I feel my fear growing.
1087
01:10:57,125 --> 01:11:00,083
It's time for an answer. Just one question.
1088
01:11:00,166 --> 01:11:01,958
A question to answer.
1089
01:11:14,958 --> 01:11:15,791
My God.
1090
01:11:16,916 --> 01:11:18,166
Jake, your mother is...
1091
01:11:25,125 --> 01:11:26,083
She is…
1092
01:11:29,083 --> 01:11:30,208
She is sleeping.
1093
01:11:32,125 --> 01:11:33,000
She is…
1094
01:11:34,708 --> 01:11:35,958
We should leave.
1095
01:11:37,541 --> 01:11:39,125
It's getting dangerous.
1096
01:11:40,791 --> 01:11:43,625
-Are you sure she's okay?
-Totally erased.
1097
01:11:47,500 --> 01:11:49,041
It's a good time for us to go.
1098
01:11:50,541 --> 01:11:51,541
And your father?
1099
01:11:52,291 --> 01:11:53,125
He is…
1100
01:11:55,166 --> 01:11:56,958
It's winding up somewhere.
1101
01:11:59,416 --> 01:12:01,333
The crusher stopped again.
1102
01:12:03,958 --> 01:12:05,291
It was a pleasure to meet you.
1103
01:12:08,250 --> 01:12:09,750
The pleasure was all mine.
1104
01:12:13,708 --> 01:12:15,791
Thank you very much for your hospitality.
1105
01:12:15,875 --> 01:12:18,333
You are always welcome here.
1106
01:12:24,666 --> 01:12:26,416
Jake is a good boy, isn't he?
1107
01:12:27,875 --> 01:12:28,791
-Yes.
-Yes?
1108
01:12:29,416 --> 01:12:31,125
A good man, I must say.
1109
01:12:32,375 --> 01:12:33,208
Do you agree?
1110
01:12:33,708 --> 01:12:34,833
Yes.
1111
01:12:39,375 --> 01:12:40,291
Okay, so…
1112
01:13:15,583 --> 01:13:16,416
And then?
1113
01:13:17,916 --> 01:13:19,208
Did you like them?
1114
01:13:21,041 --> 01:13:22,750
Yes, they are very cool.
1115
01:13:24,083 --> 01:13:25,833
-Serious?
-Yes.
1116
01:13:28,250 --> 01:13:31,625
They can be a little pushy,
but they are decent people.
1117
01:13:31,791 --> 01:13:33,166
That was very clear.
1118
01:13:35,708 --> 01:13:37,833
They both loved you, by the way.
1119
01:13:38,208 --> 01:13:39,583
That is good. I am happy.
1120
01:13:41,458 --> 01:13:44,416
-"So smart," my mother said.
-Was it really?
1121
01:13:45,000 --> 01:13:48,291
Well, not for you.
That would make you uncomfortable.
1122
01:13:48,833 --> 01:13:51,333
It was while I was helping her with the dishes.
1123
01:13:52,000 --> 01:13:54,875
I don't remember Jake
help mom with the dishes.
1124
01:13:55,791 --> 01:13:58,833
I feel uncertain about a lot
what happened today. It seemed…
1125
01:13:58,916 --> 01:14:01,333
When you and daddy were arguing…
1126
01:14:01,416 --> 01:14:02,250
What?
1127
01:14:03,208 --> 01:14:05,291
When you and daddy were arguing…
1128
01:14:05,416 --> 01:14:07,416
It seemed like everything was a little…
1129
01:14:07,875 --> 01:14:10,291
-Rates.
-That. Tariffs.
1130
01:14:13,166 --> 01:14:16,000
Yes, I remember. I'm a little dizzy.
1131
01:14:16,083 --> 01:14:17,458
You drank too much wine.
1132
01:14:19,750 --> 01:14:22,458
-He liked having someone who distinguished.
-Did I drink?
1133
01:14:22,791 --> 01:14:23,625
Drank.
1134
01:14:25,958 --> 01:14:29,000
I don't think you noticed,
because he kept filling the cup.
1135
01:14:29,083 --> 01:14:30,958
-Would you stay?
-Yes.
1136
01:14:31,041 --> 01:14:31,875
-Yes.
-Right.
1137
01:14:33,083 --> 01:14:34,250
I didn't notice.
1138
01:14:34,916 --> 01:14:36,125
-Yes.
-What a rascal...
1139
01:14:36,208 --> 01:14:37,666
It makes counting difficult.
1140
01:14:39,208 --> 01:14:41,208
-True.
-As I was saying…
1141
01:14:42,458 --> 01:14:46,708
In the end,
I think everything went well.
1142
01:14:46,791 --> 01:14:48,708
I think it was a successful visit.
1143
01:14:49,250 --> 01:14:50,166
Yes.
1144
01:14:51,166 --> 01:14:52,708
Everyone got to know each other.
1145
01:14:52,875 --> 01:14:55,000
True. They are very cool.
1146
01:14:55,375 --> 01:14:56,666
-Did you like them?
-Yes.
1147
01:14:56,791 --> 01:14:58,291
They liked you too.
1148
01:14:58,500 --> 01:15:00,916
I think… I think it's a good sign.
1149
01:15:01,875 --> 01:15:02,708
Signal?
1150
01:15:02,791 --> 01:15:03,625
Signal.
1151
01:15:04,250 --> 01:15:06,625
Maybe "sign" isn't the right word.
1152
01:15:06,708 --> 01:15:09,375
One thing. A good thing.
1153
01:15:10,750 --> 01:15:11,625
Good thing.
1154
01:15:12,750 --> 01:15:15,416
It's good when people you like
if they like it.
1155
01:15:18,250 --> 01:15:22,041
People think about themselves
like points moving through time.
1156
01:15:22,750 --> 01:15:24,833
But I think it should be the other way around.
1157
01:15:25,666 --> 01:15:29,125
We are still, and time passes us by,
1158
01:15:29,875 --> 01:15:31,541
blowing like the cold wind,
1159
01:15:32,541 --> 01:15:33,750
stealing our heat,
1160
01:15:33,833 --> 01:15:36,375
drying and freezing us.
-What are you thinking about?
1161
01:15:36,458 --> 01:15:38,625
I don't know, in the dead.
1162
01:15:40,291 --> 01:15:42,416
I feel like I was that wind today.
1163
01:15:43,166 --> 01:15:44,916
Blowing for Jake's parents.
1164
01:15:45,666 --> 01:15:48,583
Seeing them as they were.
Seeing them as they will be.
1165
01:15:48,750 --> 01:15:50,291
Seeing them after they leave.
1166
01:15:50,375 --> 01:15:52,083
-What…
-When only I am left.
1167
01:15:52,166 --> 01:15:53,416
What are you thinking about?
1168
01:15:53,625 --> 01:15:54,708
Only in the wind.
1169
01:15:54,791 --> 01:15:56,125
Nothing interesting.
1170
01:15:59,333 --> 01:16:00,166
Serious?
1171
01:16:00,250 --> 01:16:02,625
I'm tired, Jake. It's from the wine, I think.
1172
01:16:02,708 --> 01:16:04,833
-Yes, you drank a lot.
-Yes.
1173
01:16:05,375 --> 01:16:07,208
It's a depressant, as you know.
1174
01:16:07,291 --> 01:16:08,125
Of course I know.
1175
01:16:08,208 --> 01:16:11,125
I think it's important
people remember that
1176
01:16:11,208 --> 01:16:14,416
before making decisions
under this influence.
1177
01:16:24,583 --> 01:16:27,666
-A Woman Under the Influence.
-Incredible film.
1178
01:16:29,458 --> 01:16:30,958
I don't know if I agree.
1179
01:16:33,958 --> 01:16:38,500
I watched this movie several times
for my Wednesday essay.
1180
01:16:42,166 --> 01:16:44,333
I felt an affinity
1181
01:16:45,375 --> 01:16:46,666
with Mabel, I think.
1182
01:16:47,125 --> 01:16:51,541
She is such a strong character
and terribly wronged.
1183
01:16:51,625 --> 01:16:52,541
And even?
1184
01:16:55,000 --> 01:16:55,958
I think...
1185
01:17:02,708 --> 01:17:06,666
that Mabel Longhetti is ruined
because he always wants to please everyone,
1186
01:17:08,166 --> 01:17:12,458
to be considered another heroine-victim
of women's liberation.
1187
01:17:12,875 --> 01:17:15,791
But only by liberationists
1188
01:17:15,875 --> 01:17:18,458
willing to accept
reproductions of manuals as art.
1189
01:17:18,541 --> 01:17:21,791
The beautiful Gena Rowlands,
wife of director Cassavetes,
1190
01:17:21,875 --> 01:17:24,500
she is a great actress
and never breaks character.
1191
01:17:24,583 --> 01:17:27,416
I agree.
I thought she was great in that role.
1192
01:17:29,541 --> 01:17:31,708
It seemed to me that it covered…
1193
01:17:31,791 --> 01:17:35,250
Now, at an indeterminate age,
with beauty beyond girlish roles,
1194
01:17:35,333 --> 01:17:37,000
Rowland can look old or young.
1195
01:17:37,083 --> 01:17:40,666
Subtleties of expression
take Mabel Longhetti
1196
01:17:41,166 --> 01:17:45,958
of a radiant and flirtatious beauty
to a sad, flabby neighborhood drunk.
1197
01:17:46,041 --> 01:17:49,208
Rowland externalizes
the schizophrenic dissolution.
1198
01:17:50,208 --> 01:17:52,750
Mabel fragments before his eyes.
1199
01:17:52,833 --> 01:17:55,666
It's as if your face were a stage.
1200
01:17:56,166 --> 01:17:59,666
Rowland's performance is worth
for half a dozen masterpieces,
1201
01:17:59,750 --> 01:18:01,958
a row of Oscars. It's exhausting.
1202
01:18:02,041 --> 01:18:04,000
She is naturally a great actress,
1203
01:18:04,125 --> 01:18:07,541
but nothing she does is memorable,
because she does too much.
1204
01:18:16,625 --> 01:18:19,958
It's a great performance
most transient I've ever seen.
1205
01:18:20,041 --> 01:18:23,250
I don't think I know
What do you mean by "transient".
1206
01:18:26,666 --> 01:18:30,416
Mabel tries to cut her wrist,
and Nick puts a bandage on the cut.
1207
01:18:30,500 --> 01:18:32,708
The idiotic symbolism already makes you want to boo,
1208
01:18:32,791 --> 01:18:36,833
but this 2h35min film stuns so much
that he can only regret.
1209
01:18:36,916 --> 01:18:40,500
Details that should establish
the pathological nature
1210
01:18:40,666 --> 01:18:42,916
of the characters around Mabel
1211
01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:47,833
and, in doing so, show their isolation,
they become dull and false moments.
1212
01:18:48,125 --> 01:18:50,458
It is not clear whether the characters
are unconscious
1213
01:18:50,541 --> 01:18:53,958
or if it is Cassavetes who is unconscious
of what you are doing.
1214
01:18:54,041 --> 01:18:56,416
The children keep murmuring that they love her.
1215
01:18:56,791 --> 01:18:59,500
There are no clues
how to decipher this refrain.
1216
01:18:59,583 --> 01:19:01,666
Are they pleasing her?
1217
01:19:01,958 --> 01:19:05,541
Reversing roles and treating her
like a child who needs comfort?
1218
01:19:05,625 --> 01:19:08,791
Or are they unabashedly loving like her?
1219
01:19:09,166 --> 01:19:10,541
And how should we understand
1220
01:19:10,625 --> 01:19:12,750
Nick's constant assertions...
1221
01:19:12,833 --> 01:19:14,375
"Assertives" exist?
1222
01:19:14,458 --> 01:19:18,166
-I thought it was "assertions".
-They both exist. Search.
1223
01:19:19,166 --> 01:19:22,250
And how should we understand the constants
Nick's assertions of love?
1224
01:19:22,333 --> 01:19:24,750
The film is completely biased.
1225
01:19:24,833 --> 01:19:27,291
It was well planned,
but it wasn't well thought out.
1226
01:19:36,750 --> 01:19:38,375
I understand what you're saying.
1227
01:19:41,666 --> 01:19:46,583
You are the film expert.
1228
01:19:46,666 --> 01:19:47,500
Yes.
1229
01:19:48,916 --> 01:19:49,833
I am.
1230
01:19:53,958 --> 01:19:57,166
I think I was tricked...
1231
01:19:57,875 --> 01:20:02,916
for compassion
that Cassavetes showed for her.
1232
01:20:03,625 --> 01:20:07,416
I think our society lacks
a certain kindness,
1233
01:20:08,416 --> 01:20:14,416
a certain desire to understand
the sufferings of others,
1234
01:20:15,208 --> 01:20:19,708
suffering from problems caused by…
1235
01:20:19,791 --> 01:20:21,333
An alienating society?
1236
01:20:22,833 --> 01:20:26,000
I don't know. I think so.
1237
01:20:26,458 --> 01:20:28,083
Yes. There seems to be no way.
1238
01:20:31,208 --> 01:20:32,125
What?
1239
01:20:34,916 --> 01:20:36,958
All.
1240
01:20:37,083 --> 01:20:38,583
How to feel old,
1241
01:20:38,666 --> 01:20:42,541
your body is gone, your hearing, your vision.
1242
01:20:43,833 --> 01:20:46,750
You can't see it, and it's invisible.
1243
01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:51,708
And you made so many wrong turns.
1244
01:20:53,750 --> 01:20:54,833
The whole lie.
1245
01:20:54,916 --> 01:20:57,500
-What is "all the lie"?
-I don't know! What…
1246
01:20:58,166 --> 01:21:00,958
That will get better.
That it's never too late. What…
1247
01:21:01,500 --> 01:21:03,041
God has a plan for you.
1248
01:21:03,125 --> 01:21:05,333
-That age is just a number.
-Shut up.
1249
01:21:05,416 --> 01:21:06,291
What…
1250
01:21:07,375 --> 01:21:09,750
it's always darkest before dawn.
1251
01:21:11,083 --> 01:21:14,125
That every bad thing brings some fucking good.
1252
01:21:17,500 --> 01:21:18,333
What…
1253
01:21:19,583 --> 01:21:21,500
That there is someone for everyone.
1254
01:21:22,291 --> 01:21:23,541
They're just clichés.
1255
01:21:27,250 --> 01:21:30,041
"Shut up, Mabel! Sit down, Mabel!"
1256
01:21:38,000 --> 01:21:40,875
And that God doesn't give us a burden
that we cannot support.
1257
01:21:40,958 --> 01:21:42,500
God is such a fellow.
1258
01:21:45,333 --> 01:21:47,000
Hey, do you want something sweet?
1259
01:21:47,458 --> 01:21:48,291
Like this?
1260
01:21:48,375 --> 01:21:51,375
-Dessert.
-Didn't we eat at your mother's house?
1261
01:21:51,750 --> 01:21:54,458
I remember there was a huge cake, or…
1262
01:21:56,041 --> 01:21:56,875
True.
1263
01:21:57,041 --> 01:21:59,166
I think I'm addicted to sugar.
1264
01:22:00,541 --> 01:22:01,375
I don't know.
1265
01:22:05,833 --> 01:22:09,125
-You can help me stay awake.
-No doubt!
1266
01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:13,041
We need Jake awake for a bit.
This is so dangerous.
1267
01:22:13,458 --> 01:22:16,541
There's a Tulsey Town just off the exit ahead.
1268
01:22:17,000 --> 01:22:18,041
A Tulsey Town?
1269
01:22:19,583 --> 01:22:22,125
Open now? In the middle of it? It's freezing!
1270
01:22:22,708 --> 01:22:26,750
It's the perfect weather for a Brrr.
1271
01:22:28,291 --> 01:22:29,333
Don't you think so?
1272
01:22:29,416 --> 01:22:30,500
I think it is.
1273
01:22:33,375 --> 01:22:35,708
In Tulsey Town
1274
01:22:36,083 --> 01:22:40,708
We serve it cold!
1275
01:22:40,875 --> 01:22:42,083
Tulsey Town.
1276
01:22:45,333 --> 01:22:47,583
My God, I never thought of that before.
1277
01:22:50,000 --> 01:22:52,083
What do you think Tulsey Town is?
1278
01:22:52,208 --> 01:22:53,333
Based on the clown,
1279
01:22:54,750 --> 01:22:56,833
I would say it is a circus city.
1280
01:22:57,208 --> 01:22:59,000
Maybe like that place…
1281
01:23:01,041 --> 01:23:04,041
where the attractions staff
Go in the low season.
1282
01:23:04,125 --> 01:23:06,000
Ruled by the clown?
1283
01:23:06,541 --> 01:23:08,375
Yes, she wears a crown.
1284
01:23:08,791 --> 01:23:11,791
Does she have a clown crown?
1285
01:23:11,875 --> 01:23:17,291
A clown ice cream queen
benevolent and tolerant.
1286
01:23:17,833 --> 01:23:19,500
Made entirely from lactose.
1287
01:23:19,583 --> 01:23:21,166
She is lactose tolerant!
1288
01:23:21,625 --> 01:23:23,208
She is sweet but cold.
1289
01:23:23,333 --> 01:23:24,666
Like your mother.
1290
01:23:30,125 --> 01:23:31,125
-Like this?
-Nothing.
1291
01:23:31,208 --> 01:23:33,125
I don't know why I said that.
It was without thinking.
1292
01:23:33,208 --> 01:23:35,541
-Did you think my mother was cold?
-No.
1293
01:23:35,666 --> 01:23:38,208
She was lovely, really.
1294
01:23:38,291 --> 01:23:41,000
Because I don't agree with this nonsense
1295
01:23:41,083 --> 01:23:44,666
that the mother is the cause
of all psychological problems.
1296
01:23:44,750 --> 01:23:46,916
This is misogynistic bullshit.
1297
01:23:47,000 --> 01:23:48,125
Freudian nonsense.
1298
01:23:48,416 --> 01:23:49,375
But it's tempting
1299
01:23:50,166 --> 01:23:52,500
have someone to blame.
1300
01:23:52,791 --> 01:23:53,833
Blame for what?
1301
01:23:55,166 --> 01:23:59,416
For everything. For feeling a certain way.
Because you are a certain way.
1302
01:24:01,208 --> 01:24:02,833
This is misogynistic bullshit.
1303
01:24:02,916 --> 01:24:04,125
Freudian nonsense.
1304
01:24:05,166 --> 01:24:08,041
A person, an adult,
need, at some point,
1305
01:24:08,666 --> 01:24:11,375
take responsibility for who you are.
1306
01:24:13,583 --> 01:24:14,416
Don't you think so?
1307
01:24:15,416 --> 01:24:18,083
Yes. Mothers are people
with your own pain.
1308
01:24:18,166 --> 01:24:21,125
Your own stories
of neglect and mistreatment.
1309
01:24:21,708 --> 01:24:24,625
However,
on several occasions in the 20th century,
1310
01:24:24,708 --> 01:24:27,500
they took the blame
for every childish characteristic:
1311
01:24:27,583 --> 01:24:30,666
schizophrenia, autism,
narcissism, homosexuality.
1312
01:24:30,750 --> 01:24:34,833
Not that homosexuality
be similar to these other things.
1313
01:24:35,500 --> 01:24:37,000
-Obviously.
-Of course.
1314
01:24:37,125 --> 01:24:39,875
Saying the mother is guilty
due to his son's homosexuality
1315
01:24:39,958 --> 01:24:42,916
is to insinuate that homosexuality
is somehow negative.
1316
01:24:43,000 --> 01:24:47,916
I just said that when homosexuality
was considered a pathology
1317
01:24:48,000 --> 01:24:50,500
in the DSM before 1973,
1318
01:24:51,250 --> 01:24:53,416
a mother who spoiled her son
1319
01:24:54,833 --> 01:24:57,458
- used to be pointed out as the culprit.
-Right.
1320
01:25:01,208 --> 01:25:05,833
It's despicable how we label people,
we classify them and reject them.
1321
01:25:07,458 --> 01:25:11,500
I look at the young
that I see at school every day.
1322
01:25:13,416 --> 01:25:15,375
I see those who are excluded.
1323
01:25:16,250 --> 01:25:18,166
They are different. They are out of tune.
1324
01:25:18,250 --> 01:25:21,166
And I see the lives they will have
because of this.
1325
01:25:21,500 --> 01:25:26,625
Sometimes I see them years later
in the city, at the supermarket.
1326
01:25:32,500 --> 01:25:38,208
I see, I understand
who still carry these things with them.
1327
01:25:39,458 --> 01:25:40,291
How…
1328
01:25:41,208 --> 01:25:43,000
a dark aura.
1329
01:25:45,000 --> 01:25:46,666
Like a burden.
1330
01:25:48,666 --> 01:25:50,166
Like an open wound.
1331
01:25:52,875 --> 01:25:53,708
Jake.
1332
01:25:55,208 --> 01:25:57,416
-I'm thinking...
-We're here! Tan-dam!
1333
01:26:00,750 --> 01:26:02,750
This is brutal.
1334
01:26:04,125 --> 01:26:06,458
Brutal place, the land of Tulsey Town.
1335
01:26:09,875 --> 01:26:12,833
The climate also changes here.
Have you read the novel Gelo?
1336
01:26:12,916 --> 01:26:15,458
-I don't think so.
-From Anna Kavan?
1337
01:26:15,541 --> 01:26:16,416
I don't think so.
1338
01:26:17,166 --> 01:26:20,166
Published in 1967,
It's a kind of fable about...
1339
01:26:20,250 --> 01:26:22,250
Let's buy the ice cream and go,
it's freezing.
1340
01:26:22,333 --> 01:26:25,041
I want to see who's here today.
1341
01:26:25,125 --> 01:26:26,708
Do you know the employees?
1342
01:26:27,708 --> 01:26:28,583
Some.
1343
01:26:29,791 --> 01:26:32,750
Sometimes I stop after visiting my parents.
1344
01:26:32,833 --> 01:26:35,916
I don't like some employees,
So I want to see.
1345
01:26:36,000 --> 01:26:37,916
-Why? What's the problem?
-I don't know.
1346
01:26:38,000 --> 01:26:40,708
People can be cold to me.
1347
01:26:41,166 --> 01:26:43,208
-I'll wait in the car.
-No! Call.
1348
01:26:43,291 --> 01:26:45,750
They won't come if they know it's me.
1349
01:26:53,166 --> 01:26:55,375
-Hello, is anyone there?
-I'm coming!
1350
01:26:55,458 --> 01:26:56,416
So, Ice
1351
01:26:56,500 --> 01:27:00,791
takes place during an environmental cataclysm
1352
01:27:00,875 --> 01:27:04,041
that makes the world become
a frozen desert.
1353
01:27:04,666 --> 01:27:05,833
And the main thing…
1354
01:27:06,875 --> 01:27:07,916
Hi!
1355
01:27:09,375 --> 01:27:10,208
Hi.
1356
01:27:15,958 --> 01:27:17,166
Do you want something, sir?
1357
01:27:25,625 --> 01:27:28,958
So yeah, I'll have an Oreo Brrr.
1358
01:27:29,166 --> 01:27:30,333
And he will want…
1359
01:27:31,583 --> 01:27:32,458
Same.
1360
01:27:32,958 --> 01:27:34,166
Two, please.
1361
01:27:35,750 --> 01:27:36,625
Two alike.
1362
01:27:42,333 --> 01:27:44,583
Sorry, we need to go back
for the road.
1363
01:27:44,666 --> 01:27:47,583
Can you prepare as quickly as possible?
1364
01:27:51,083 --> 01:27:52,041
Sorry, hi.
1365
01:27:52,125 --> 01:27:55,000
Sorry about the smell,
They are varnishing back there.
1366
01:27:55,791 --> 01:27:56,625
Varnishing?
1367
01:27:58,166 --> 01:27:59,000
Shelves!
1368
01:28:00,250 --> 01:28:01,250
No problem.
1369
01:28:03,791 --> 01:28:05,875
I know this girl.
I've seen her somewhere.
1370
01:28:05,958 --> 01:28:07,666
I've seen her face.
1371
01:28:08,041 --> 01:28:10,625
The wounds. I know her.
It's on the tip of your tongue.
1372
01:28:10,708 --> 01:28:12,916
On the tip of the brain, as Jake says.
1373
01:28:13,000 --> 01:28:14,666
She is someone. She's from somewhere.
1374
01:28:15,333 --> 01:28:16,375
I'm sure.
1375
01:28:19,125 --> 01:28:20,791
There's a damn blizzard out there.
1376
01:28:21,458 --> 01:28:23,125
I was surprised they were open.
1377
01:28:23,208 --> 01:28:25,791
It's a damn blizzard out there,
and a damn Brrr here.
1378
01:28:26,125 --> 01:28:29,166
Yes. I was thinking the same thing.
1379
01:28:32,500 --> 01:28:33,500
You are cool.
1380
01:28:34,458 --> 01:28:35,791
You are not like them.
1381
01:28:36,583 --> 01:28:39,416
Tasteless, cruel and beautiful.
1382
01:28:40,875 --> 01:28:41,708
Thank you very much.
1383
01:28:42,833 --> 01:28:44,250
I didn't mean that.
1384
01:28:46,083 --> 01:28:47,333
I love your appearance.
1385
01:28:47,416 --> 01:28:50,125
You have a kindness,
and of course it is very attractive.
1386
01:28:50,208 --> 01:28:52,875
-I didn't mean that.
-All good. I understand.
1387
01:28:54,041 --> 01:28:58,083
It's just that there seems to be
1388
01:28:58,916 --> 01:29:02,000
a certain hardness that comes
with a certain kind of beauty.
1389
01:29:02,125 --> 01:29:03,000
You don't have that.
1390
01:29:03,541 --> 01:29:06,666
Maybe they suffer too, the beautiful ones.
I don't know…
1391
01:29:07,375 --> 01:29:09,750
Perhaps their beauty causes suffering.
1392
01:29:10,750 --> 01:29:12,041
I'm not a psychiatrist.
1393
01:29:12,666 --> 01:29:16,083
What a strange thing to say.
Of course he's not a psychiatrist.
1394
01:29:16,541 --> 01:29:18,083
She is no more than 16 years old.
1395
01:29:18,166 --> 01:29:20,333
I took a good look,
since you are so nice.
1396
01:29:21,083 --> 01:29:21,916
Thanks.
1397
01:29:22,375 --> 01:29:24,083
It's eight dollars, please.
1398
01:29:24,791 --> 01:29:25,791
Jake?
1399
01:29:36,291 --> 01:29:37,125
Keep the change.
1400
01:29:38,291 --> 01:29:40,291
-Thanks.
-You're welcome. Thanks.
1401
01:29:40,375 --> 01:29:41,791
I am worried.
1402
01:29:43,500 --> 01:29:44,333
As?
1403
01:29:44,791 --> 01:29:46,083
I shouldn't say that.
1404
01:29:46,166 --> 01:29:48,416
Are you well? Do you want me to ask for help?
1405
01:29:48,833 --> 01:29:49,791
It's not varnish.
1406
01:29:51,750 --> 01:29:53,750
That's not why it smells.
Know this.
1407
01:29:53,833 --> 01:29:54,666
Like this?
1408
01:29:55,166 --> 01:29:57,458
-You don't need to go.
-Go where?
1409
01:29:58,000 --> 01:29:59,541
Forward. In time.
1410
01:29:59,666 --> 01:30:02,541
You... you can stay here.
1411
01:30:05,250 --> 01:30:07,041
-I'm very scared.
-Of what?
1412
01:30:07,125 --> 01:30:08,166
What are you afraid of?
1413
01:30:08,250 --> 01:30:10,208
-I'm scared for you.
-Thanks.
1414
01:30:12,250 --> 01:30:14,708
Goodnight! Be careful,
the roads are dangerous.
1415
01:30:40,750 --> 01:30:42,333
Did you notice the girl's arms?
1416
01:30:42,541 --> 01:30:44,541
-Which girl?
-In Tulsey Town.
1417
01:30:45,958 --> 01:30:48,208
Which girl? There were several.
1418
01:30:48,541 --> 01:30:50,541
Several? There were three.
1419
01:30:50,625 --> 01:30:52,791
Several is anything above two.
1420
01:30:52,875 --> 01:30:53,708
Serious?
1421
01:30:54,750 --> 01:30:57,375
-Search.
-"Search." Stop saying that.
1422
01:30:59,250 --> 01:31:02,125
Anyway, the one with wounds
in full arms.
1423
01:31:02,291 --> 01:31:03,416
I didn't notice.
1424
01:31:03,500 --> 01:31:05,291
He's acting like he doesn't understand.
1425
01:31:06,916 --> 01:31:09,958
-That's not my intention.
-"It's not my intention."
1426
01:31:11,458 --> 01:31:12,416
Anyway.
1427
01:31:18,208 --> 01:31:19,583
How's Brrr?
1428
01:31:20,250 --> 01:31:21,833
-Too sweet?
-Yes, it's sweet.
1429
01:31:21,916 --> 01:31:23,916
I always forget how sweet they are.
1430
01:31:24,000 --> 01:31:26,125
A little was enough.
1431
01:31:27,583 --> 01:31:29,500
I don't think I can take it anymore.
1432
01:31:29,916 --> 01:31:31,541
You took almost nothing.
1433
01:31:32,333 --> 01:31:34,125
It's very sweet.
1434
01:31:35,708 --> 01:31:38,166
Yes. And it comes a lot.
1435
01:31:42,625 --> 01:31:45,250
-Cold?
-Yes. The ice cream, I think.
1436
01:31:48,916 --> 01:31:50,958
We are in the middle of a blizzard.
1437
01:31:52,250 --> 01:31:55,875
Whose idea was it to go to Tulsey Town?
in the middle of all this?
1438
01:31:55,958 --> 01:31:58,125
I'm not even going to say anything.
1439
01:32:03,708 --> 01:32:04,583
How strange…
1440
01:32:04,916 --> 01:32:08,666
This is probably the last time
that I'll be in a car with Jake.
1441
01:32:08,750 --> 01:32:11,083
Soon that will be it
a distant memory.
1442
01:32:11,458 --> 01:32:13,916
We will both be in different places,
1443
01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:15,458
remembering this moment.
1444
01:32:16,291 --> 01:32:17,833
That shared laugh.
1445
01:32:18,125 --> 01:32:20,041
And maybe there will be remorse.
1446
01:32:23,791 --> 01:32:26,125
Maybe time will soften the edges, and…
1447
01:32:26,833 --> 01:32:29,916
we'll think it was kind of cool.
1448
01:32:31,666 --> 01:32:34,750
Why did it have to end?
And there will be no turning back.
1449
01:32:35,750 --> 01:32:37,833
There is never going back.
1450
01:32:37,916 --> 01:32:41,083
-She suddenly became silent.
-I'm just looking at the blizzard.
1451
01:32:42,250 --> 01:32:45,541
If you can't even tell the other person
what are you thinking,
1452
01:32:45,625 --> 01:32:46,791
not a good sign.
1453
01:32:46,875 --> 01:32:49,958
-It seems like you don't want it anymore.
-Like this?
1454
01:32:53,958 --> 01:32:56,000
It was a somewhat unnecessary stop.
1455
01:32:56,375 --> 01:32:59,708
At least I can say I was
in Tulsey Town in the middle of the night,
1456
01:33:00,083 --> 01:33:02,791
in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of a blizzard.
1457
01:33:06,625 --> 01:33:12,916
I'm your favorite clown from Tulsey Town
Where ice cream grows on trees
1458
01:33:13,208 --> 01:33:16,666
So don't be afraid
Come join me here
1459
01:33:16,750 --> 01:33:19,375
Eat as much as you want
1460
01:33:19,541 --> 01:33:22,625
I'll turn your sad face away
Upside down
1461
01:33:22,708 --> 01:33:25,916
Once you try it
1462
01:33:26,000 --> 01:33:29,083
Vanilla, chocolate or strawberry
1463
01:33:29,166 --> 01:33:33,750
And we are open day and night
1464
01:33:34,875 --> 01:33:38,375
-I'll never do that again.
-A supposedly fun thing
1465
01:33:38,458 --> 01:33:40,291
-which you will never do again.
-Yes.
1466
01:33:40,375 --> 01:33:41,333
Have you read it yet?
1467
01:33:41,541 --> 01:33:42,375
Read what?
1468
01:33:43,583 --> 01:33:45,916
It's a book of essays
by David Foster Wallace.
1469
01:33:47,375 --> 01:33:48,875
No. I haven't read it.
1470
01:33:50,833 --> 01:33:52,750
It's a book of essays.
1471
01:33:53,416 --> 01:33:54,541
No. I haven't read it.
1472
01:33:58,000 --> 01:34:00,625
We should find a place
to throw it away.
1473
01:34:00,708 --> 01:34:04,166
They will melt
and make the cup holders sticky.
1474
01:34:05,500 --> 01:34:06,333
He is well.
1475
01:34:10,833 --> 01:34:13,375
There's an essay in this book about television.
1476
01:34:14,916 --> 01:34:17,000
"Beautiful people tend to please..."
1477
01:34:21,125 --> 01:34:24,958
"Beautiful people tend to be
nicer to look at
1478
01:34:25,625 --> 01:34:27,041
than non-beautiful people.
1479
01:34:27,125 --> 01:34:29,125
But when it comes to television,
1480
01:34:29,208 --> 01:34:32,750
the combination of audience size
and the silent psychic relationship
1481
01:34:32,833 --> 01:34:34,500
between images and spectators
1482
01:34:34,583 --> 01:34:37,750
begins a cycle that increases the appeal
of beautiful images
1483
01:34:37,833 --> 01:34:40,833
and erodes the sense of security
of spectators
1484
01:34:40,916 --> 01:34:42,500
in the face of stares."
1485
01:34:44,833 --> 01:34:47,291
This is from the rehearsal.
1486
01:34:48,416 --> 01:34:50,583
That's interesting.
1487
01:34:51,291 --> 01:34:52,125
He killed himself.
1488
01:34:53,000 --> 01:34:55,000
Yes. I think I knew that.
1489
01:34:55,083 --> 01:34:56,708
Yes, everyone knows.
1490
01:34:56,791 --> 01:35:00,208
Even people who don't know anything else
about David Foster Wallace,
1491
01:35:00,291 --> 01:35:02,375
who have never read a word of his work.
1492
01:35:02,958 --> 01:35:05,625
Suicide becomes the story.
1493
01:35:06,875 --> 01:35:07,750
Mythology.
1494
01:35:09,083 --> 01:35:11,875
The cautionary tale. It's detestable.
1495
01:35:13,583 --> 01:35:14,750
It's detestable.
1496
01:35:15,375 --> 01:35:18,583
I don't think we know how to be human anymore.
1497
01:35:19,250 --> 01:35:20,208
Who doesn't know?
1498
01:35:20,291 --> 01:35:23,250
Our society,
our culture, the people.
1499
01:35:24,625 --> 01:35:27,250
Whatever this all is.
1500
01:35:28,250 --> 01:35:29,375
Any of us.
1501
01:35:32,083 --> 01:35:34,375
Well, have you read Guy Debord?
1502
01:35:37,250 --> 01:35:40,000
-The Society of the Spectacle?
-Exactly. Yes.
1503
01:35:40,375 --> 01:35:41,708
Yes. Of course.
1504
01:35:42,666 --> 01:35:43,666
Debord says...
1505
01:35:44,958 --> 01:35:48,625
"The spectacle cannot be seen
as a mere visual trick
1506
01:35:48,708 --> 01:35:51,250
produced by technologies
of mass media.
1507
01:35:52,250 --> 01:35:53,416
It's a worldview
1508
01:35:53,500 --> 01:35:57,625
-which was materialized."
-We see the world through this glass,
1509
01:35:58,291 --> 01:35:59,875
pre-interpreted for us.
1510
01:35:59,958 --> 01:36:03,000
And this infects our brain.
We have become this.
1511
01:36:03,875 --> 01:36:05,458
Like a virus.
1512
01:36:13,333 --> 01:36:17,666
Look, these things melting
are driving me crazy.
1513
01:36:17,750 --> 01:36:20,375
They'll make everything sticky.
1514
01:36:20,708 --> 01:36:23,208
Well, do you have a plastic bag?
1515
01:36:23,291 --> 01:36:25,291
-A napkin?
-No, nothing like that.
1516
01:36:25,375 --> 01:36:27,583
I want to find a place to throw it away.
1517
01:36:27,875 --> 01:36:30,125
Well, there don't seem to be any around here.
1518
01:36:31,291 --> 01:36:35,250
There's a little road ahead.
1519
01:36:36,125 --> 01:36:37,583
There's a trash can there.
1520
01:36:37,791 --> 01:36:40,416
I don't know. We should go home.
1521
01:36:43,875 --> 01:36:46,458
-To the farm?
-No. To the city.
1522
01:36:47,208 --> 01:36:49,083
I'm afraid we'll get stuck.
1523
01:36:49,166 --> 01:36:51,833
If we get stuck off the road,
no one will find us.
1524
01:36:51,916 --> 01:36:56,875
It's not... I won't feel good
if I don't get rid of it.
1525
01:36:56,958 --> 01:36:58,458
It's going to keep bothering me.
1526
01:36:58,541 --> 01:36:59,708
He is well? Shit.
1527
01:37:00,541 --> 01:37:01,375
Shit.
1528
01:37:02,458 --> 01:37:04,083
Hey! It's not...
1529
01:37:05,791 --> 01:37:07,083
It's no big deal.
1530
01:37:07,666 --> 01:37:08,500
Serious.
1531
01:37:10,166 --> 01:37:12,208
I know that, Ames.
1532
01:37:13,041 --> 01:37:14,291
-Ames?
-I know that.
1533
01:37:15,500 --> 01:37:16,833
Is that a nickname for Amy?
1534
01:37:18,291 --> 01:37:19,625
That doesn't feel right.
1535
01:37:20,208 --> 01:37:21,833
That doesn't sound like my name.
1536
01:37:22,333 --> 01:37:23,250
Or my nickname.
1537
01:37:23,500 --> 01:37:25,041
Let's go here, quick.
1538
01:37:28,166 --> 01:37:29,958
I'll be able to show my school.
1539
01:37:30,875 --> 01:37:33,333
Does this work in a school?
1540
01:37:33,416 --> 01:37:37,000
My school,
where he spent every day of torture.
1541
01:37:37,625 --> 01:37:38,833
For so long.
1542
01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:42,416
For time beyond measure.
1543
01:37:42,500 --> 01:37:45,416
Can we just turn around?
This doesn't seem right.
1544
01:37:46,083 --> 01:37:48,291
I don't understand. It's just a school.
1545
01:37:48,375 --> 01:37:49,208
It feels wrong.
1546
01:37:49,291 --> 01:37:51,458
I can't go back. It's too narrow.
1547
01:37:52,041 --> 01:37:56,875
I go to school,
We throw the glasses away and leave.
1548
01:37:57,291 --> 01:38:00,333
No, I don't know what that is.
1549
01:38:00,416 --> 01:38:04,166
It doesn't make sense to me.
How do school buses get here?
1550
01:38:04,250 --> 01:38:05,708
It's a rural school.
1551
01:38:05,791 --> 01:38:08,916
Yes, I grew up on a farm.
I attended a rural high school.
1552
01:38:09,000 --> 01:38:14,375
We… There was a… a normal entrance,
with a fucking paved road.
1553
01:38:14,458 --> 01:38:16,916
All good. It's all dyed.
1554
01:38:18,208 --> 01:38:21,041
Right? That's what you have to realize.
1555
01:38:21,166 --> 01:38:24,833
-Is it dyed?
-Colored by mood, emotion,
1556
01:38:24,916 --> 01:38:26,208
by past emotions.
1557
01:38:26,500 --> 01:38:29,708
There is no objective reality.
1558
01:38:30,375 --> 01:38:32,916
You know there is no color in the universe.
1559
01:38:33,000 --> 01:38:35,833
Right? Only in the brain.
1560
01:38:36,166 --> 01:38:39,375
Only electromagnetic frequencies
that the brain dyes…
1561
01:38:39,458 --> 01:38:42,291
Yes, I'm a physicist. I know what color is.
1562
01:38:42,375 --> 01:38:44,000
Yes, you are.
1563
01:38:45,250 --> 01:38:46,166
You know.
1564
01:38:46,333 --> 01:38:47,875
Colors are actions of light.
1565
01:38:50,500 --> 01:38:51,833
These are actions and passions.
1566
01:38:54,166 --> 01:38:55,125
This is beautiful.
1567
01:38:58,875 --> 01:39:00,750
It's not physics talk,
1568
01:39:02,458 --> 01:39:04,958
but eminently poetic.
1569
01:39:05,375 --> 01:39:07,750
Yes, well, I am a poet, after all.
1570
01:39:07,833 --> 01:39:09,291
You are. It's beautiful.
1571
01:39:09,375 --> 01:39:12,416
-This road seems too long.
-It seems.
1572
01:39:12,500 --> 01:39:13,875
That's the keyword.
1573
01:39:13,958 --> 01:39:16,958
Time is something else
that only exists in the brain.
1574
01:39:17,041 --> 01:39:18,041
But we grow old.
1575
01:39:18,125 --> 01:39:20,000
-More and more.
-More and more.
1576
01:39:21,125 --> 01:39:23,166
Or so it seems.
1577
01:39:23,625 --> 01:39:27,541
Sometimes I feel so much younger
1578
01:39:28,333 --> 01:39:31,125
of who I am, like a child inside.
1579
01:39:31,250 --> 01:39:33,375
Until I walk past a mirror.
1580
01:39:33,458 --> 01:39:35,000
-Is younger better?
-Yes.
1581
01:39:36,250 --> 01:39:38,875
I think so. It's admirable.
1582
01:39:40,291 --> 01:39:41,708
Is youth admirable?
1583
01:39:44,166 --> 01:39:46,541
How can you admire a person because of their age?
1584
01:39:46,916 --> 01:39:49,541
It's like admiring
a certain point in a stream.
1585
01:39:51,041 --> 01:39:52,458
It's healthier,
1586
01:39:53,166 --> 01:39:54,208
happier,
1587
01:39:55,333 --> 01:39:56,541
more fun.
1588
01:39:57,375 --> 01:39:59,083
More attractive, hopeful.
1589
01:40:00,166 --> 01:40:01,750
Like a Coca-Cola commercial.
1590
01:40:01,833 --> 01:40:03,958
Almost all revolutionary work
1591
01:40:04,833 --> 01:40:07,708
in science and arts it is done by young people.
1592
01:40:07,791 --> 01:40:10,291
Old people are the ash heap of youth.
1593
01:40:10,375 --> 01:40:12,375
Listen, Jake, I think we need to...
1594
01:40:15,541 --> 01:40:18,083
Wow. I didn't expect something so huge.
1595
01:40:18,250 --> 01:40:20,500
One hundred and thirty classrooms,
1596
01:40:20,583 --> 01:40:24,208
gym, two changing rooms,
for boys and girls,
1597
01:40:24,291 --> 01:40:27,708
auditorium, ten bathrooms,
six administrative offices,
1598
01:40:28,333 --> 01:40:31,333
teachers room,
counseling center.
1599
01:40:31,875 --> 01:40:34,541
It's regional, so it receives
students from eleven cities.
1600
01:40:35,125 --> 01:40:38,166
-You know your school well.
-Like my hand.
1601
01:40:45,166 --> 01:40:47,375
-There's someone here.
-Maintenance?
1602
01:40:47,458 --> 01:40:48,958
Caretaker? Something.
1603
01:40:50,375 --> 01:40:51,208
What?
1604
01:40:51,500 --> 01:40:52,333
Ready.
1605
01:40:52,750 --> 01:40:54,833
Trash can. I knew. I will be back in a moment.
1606
01:41:25,333 --> 01:41:27,750
Let's go! Yes!
1607
01:41:31,000 --> 01:41:31,916
Where was it?
1608
01:41:32,000 --> 01:41:34,916
The can was full of salt.
1609
01:41:35,208 --> 01:41:37,208
To the ice.
1610
01:41:37,750 --> 01:41:39,291
I remembered that there is a…
1611
01:41:39,375 --> 01:41:42,083
a trash can on the other side,
near the loading area.
1612
01:41:42,541 --> 01:41:44,250
-Mission accomplished.
-Come on.
1613
01:41:44,333 --> 01:41:45,333
It's humid here.
1614
01:41:52,000 --> 01:41:55,375
-Kind of calm.
-More scary than peaceful, I would say.
1615
01:41:55,458 --> 01:41:56,958
-I don't agree.
-I want to go.
1616
01:41:57,041 --> 01:41:59,000
-Why the rush all of a sudden?
-Suddenly?
1617
01:41:59,083 --> 01:42:03,083
I spent the night like a broken record
saying I want to go home.
1618
01:42:03,166 --> 01:42:08,041
I've already given about 40 reasons
of why I need to go back tonight.
1619
01:42:14,708 --> 01:42:16,333
-I think it's true.
-He thinks?
1620
01:42:19,166 --> 01:42:21,250
I just thought, you know…
1621
01:42:24,041 --> 01:42:26,375
It's peaceful and quiet here.
1622
01:42:29,875 --> 01:42:31,291
"Honey, it's cold outside."
1623
01:42:32,250 --> 01:42:33,083
Serious?
1624
01:42:35,500 --> 01:42:37,583
Are you going to quote a rape song for me?
1625
01:42:39,416 --> 01:42:41,666
It's not a rape song.
1626
01:42:41,833 --> 01:42:44,500
She keeps saying she wants to leave,
and he ignores her.
1627
01:42:44,583 --> 01:42:45,708
What would you call that?
1628
01:42:47,583 --> 01:42:49,541
She wants to stay. She's just afraid
1629
01:42:49,625 --> 01:42:51,625
-what they will think.
-She asks:
1630
01:42:51,708 --> 01:42:54,125
"What did you put in my drink?"
1631
01:42:54,208 --> 01:42:57,916
My God,
This song was composed in 1936.
1632
01:42:58,000 --> 01:43:00,166
It's not about "good night, Cinderella."
1633
01:43:00,250 --> 01:43:03,416
In any case, it tries to download
your defenses with strong drink.
1634
01:43:03,500 --> 01:43:05,750
And there were sedatives in the 1930s.
1635
01:43:05,833 --> 01:43:07,458
It's a song about coercion.
1636
01:43:09,625 --> 01:43:11,750
I don't understand all this anger.
1637
01:43:11,833 --> 01:43:14,000
-I just want to go home.
-To the farm?
1638
01:43:14,083 --> 01:43:16,791
Not to the fucking farm,
to my house!
1639
01:43:17,416 --> 01:43:18,916
Jake, my home!
1640
01:43:19,000 --> 01:43:19,833
He is well.
1641
01:43:20,875 --> 01:43:21,750
Thanks.
1642
01:43:22,375 --> 01:43:25,000
And then he says: "Why hurt my pride?"
1643
01:43:25,083 --> 01:43:27,666
As if she had to
he feels attractive.
1644
01:43:27,750 --> 01:43:31,291
Regardless of her wishes,
as if it were her responsibility.
1645
01:43:31,375 --> 01:43:32,375
I already understand.
1646
01:43:34,666 --> 01:43:36,500
You convinced me. Sorry.
1647
01:43:48,958 --> 01:43:50,041
Sorry.
1648
01:43:53,208 --> 01:43:54,041
All good.
1649
01:44:15,041 --> 01:44:16,708
-My God!
-What? What?
1650
01:44:17,875 --> 01:44:19,333
Was anyone watching us?
1651
01:44:19,416 --> 01:44:21,541
-I didn't see anyone.
-He was looking at us.
1652
01:44:21,625 --> 01:44:23,083
Like a fucking pervert.
1653
01:44:23,166 --> 01:44:25,250
-Come on.
-Believe me, I'm very familiar with
1654
01:44:25,333 --> 01:44:27,000
with that particular look.
1655
01:44:27,083 --> 01:44:29,458
Jake, I... What the hell does that mean?
1656
01:44:29,541 --> 01:44:32,500
-He'll have to listen.
-Jake, don't be ridiculous.
1657
01:44:32,583 --> 01:44:34,583
-It is not acceptable.
-We're just going to leave.
1658
01:44:34,666 --> 01:44:36,791
No. I'll be right back.
1659
01:44:37,291 --> 01:44:38,208
This…
1660
01:44:42,958 --> 01:44:45,541
-It's unacceptable!
-Jake, please! We just go.
1661
01:44:46,083 --> 01:44:47,625
Jake! No, please!
1662
01:44:50,166 --> 01:44:51,000
Jake!
1663
01:44:53,208 --> 01:44:54,166
Damn!
1664
01:44:57,791 --> 01:44:59,666
I shouldn't have come.
1665
01:45:03,416 --> 01:45:04,250
Damn!
1666
01:45:10,291 --> 01:45:12,916
It's hard to say no.
I was never taught that.
1667
01:45:14,083 --> 01:45:15,666
It's easier to just say yes.
1668
01:45:16,916 --> 01:45:18,625
Sometimes she is caught off guard.
1669
01:45:18,708 --> 01:45:21,041
And the request comes: "Can I have your number?"
1670
01:45:21,125 --> 01:45:23,083
And the easiest way out is to say yes,
1671
01:45:23,166 --> 01:45:25,916
and this one becomes another,
and then yes, yes, yes…
1672
01:45:39,625 --> 01:45:41,291
He's not a monster, he...
1673
01:45:46,666 --> 01:45:47,500
Jake?
1674
01:45:58,125 --> 01:45:59,375
He doesn't hit you.
1675
01:46:00,208 --> 01:46:01,041
Right?
1676
01:46:03,000 --> 01:46:04,750
The sex was definitely good.
1677
01:46:04,958 --> 01:46:06,500
At least sometimes.
1678
01:46:06,791 --> 01:46:07,708
Just…
1679
01:46:09,458 --> 01:46:11,833
How long does it take to get hypothermia?
1680
01:46:15,208 --> 01:46:18,166
It might not be a bad way to die,
if I have to die.
1681
01:46:34,083 --> 01:46:34,916
Jake?
1682
01:46:36,541 --> 01:46:37,375
Jake?
1683
01:46:40,000 --> 01:46:41,166
Jake!
1684
01:46:42,916 --> 01:46:45,041
Shit!
1685
01:46:46,916 --> 01:46:48,041
My God.
1686
01:46:49,500 --> 01:46:51,250
Bastard! Shit!
1687
01:46:52,208 --> 01:46:53,416
Shit!
1688
01:46:59,458 --> 01:47:00,291
My God.
1689
01:48:21,708 --> 01:48:22,541
Jake?
1690
01:48:26,791 --> 01:48:29,125
Jake, I want to go. Please?
1691
01:49:21,791 --> 01:49:22,625
Hello.
1692
01:49:24,250 --> 01:49:25,083
Hello.
1693
01:49:26,208 --> 01:49:29,458
Sorry. My boyfriend came in here.
1694
01:49:29,541 --> 01:49:32,125
I think he studied here some time ago.
1695
01:49:34,875 --> 01:49:36,833
Maybe you know him, I don't know...
1696
01:49:36,916 --> 01:49:40,458
I don't know if you were here
when he was a student.
1697
01:49:41,041 --> 01:49:43,041
How would I know? Anyway, I...
1698
01:49:43,500 --> 01:49:45,791
You haven't seen anyone around here, have you?
1699
01:49:47,125 --> 01:49:48,458
What's your boyfriend like?
1700
01:49:53,958 --> 01:49:55,791
It's difficult to describe people.
1701
01:50:00,041 --> 01:50:02,500
It was so long ago, I barely remember.
1702
01:50:03,791 --> 01:50:04,708
I mean...
1703
01:50:07,791 --> 01:50:10,208
We didn't even talk, that's the truth.
1704
01:50:10,291 --> 01:50:12,958
I don't even know if I registered it.
There were a lot of people.
1705
01:50:13,041 --> 01:50:14,875
I was there with my friend…
1706
01:50:15,125 --> 01:50:16,916
We went to celebrate our anniversary,
1707
01:50:17,000 --> 01:50:20,375
we stopped for a drink,
and a guy was looking at me.
1708
01:50:20,916 --> 01:50:22,041
It's a nuisance.
1709
01:50:22,583 --> 01:50:25,125
The occupational risk of being a woman.
1710
01:50:25,208 --> 01:50:27,416
You can't even have a drink.
They always look at you.
1711
01:50:27,500 --> 01:50:29,500
He was a weirdo! He knows?
1712
01:50:31,541 --> 01:50:34,875
And I remember thinking:
"I wish my boyfriend was here."
1713
01:50:35,500 --> 01:50:37,625
Which is kind of sad.
1714
01:50:37,708 --> 01:50:40,708
That the only way a guy
leave a woman alone
1715
01:50:40,791 --> 01:50:42,083
It's if you're with another guy.
1716
01:50:42,166 --> 01:50:45,541
As if it already had an owner,
as if it continued to be property.
1717
01:50:45,625 --> 01:50:46,916
Anyway, I can't...
1718
01:50:48,041 --> 01:50:50,458
I can't remember what he looked like.
1719
01:50:52,000 --> 01:50:53,125
Why would you remember?
1720
01:50:54,958 --> 01:50:56,166
Nothing happened.
1721
01:50:58,166 --> 01:50:59,583
Maybe it was just...
1722
01:51:00,875 --> 01:51:01,958
I think it was just...
1723
01:51:02,458 --> 01:51:07,041
Just one of thousands
of these non-interactions in my life.
1724
01:51:15,500 --> 01:51:18,750
It's like asking me to describe
a mosquito that bit me
1725
01:51:19,041 --> 01:51:21,041
on one night 40 years ago!
1726
01:51:28,375 --> 01:51:31,333
Didn't see anyone who fit in
in this description?
1727
01:51:31,708 --> 01:51:32,875
I didn't see anyone.
1728
01:51:35,375 --> 01:51:36,208
He is well.
1729
01:51:37,000 --> 01:51:40,041
I mean, except you. I see you.
1730
01:51:50,375 --> 01:51:51,375
I'm...
1731
01:51:52,625 --> 01:51:54,250
a little worried about him.
1732
01:51:55,875 --> 01:51:57,833
There's certainly no need.
1733
01:51:59,541 --> 01:52:01,583
He's safe if he's here.
1734
01:52:02,250 --> 01:52:03,958
It's safe here.
1735
01:52:04,666 --> 01:52:05,625
It's silent.
1736
01:52:26,708 --> 01:52:28,750
Is it okay if I look for him?
1737
01:52:33,708 --> 01:52:36,916
Just take off your wet shoes.
I just cleaned the floor.
1738
01:52:46,666 --> 01:52:47,625
They are yours.
1739
01:53:08,583 --> 01:53:09,416
Goodbye.
1740
01:53:10,625 --> 01:53:12,833
Yes. Bye.
1741
01:53:30,416 --> 01:53:31,250
Jake?
1742
01:53:34,708 --> 01:53:35,583
Jake?
1743
01:53:37,375 --> 01:53:38,250
Jake?
1744
02:02:08,333 --> 02:02:15,333
Come. Join me.
1745
02:02:16,958 --> 02:02:19,750
Come. Join me.
1746
02:02:26,041 --> 02:02:31,125
I'm your favorite Tulsey Town clown
Where ice cream grows on trees
1747
02:02:31,458 --> 02:02:34,291
So don't be afraid
Come join me here
1748
02:02:34,375 --> 02:02:36,333
Eat as much as you want
1749
02:02:36,541 --> 02:02:39,250
I'll turn your sad face away
Upside down
1750
02:02:39,333 --> 02:02:41,958
Once you try it
1751
02:02:42,041 --> 02:02:44,666
Vanilla, chocolate or strawberry
1752
02:02:44,750 --> 02:02:48,291
We are open day and night
1753
02:02:54,166 --> 02:02:55,000
Come.
1754
02:02:56,083 --> 02:02:57,041
Join me.
1755
02:03:18,000 --> 02:03:22,250
It's not bad once you stop
to regret being just a pig,
1756
02:03:22,708 --> 02:03:25,791
or, even worse,
a pig infested with maggots.
1757
02:03:25,875 --> 02:03:28,833
Someone has to be a pig
infested with maggots, right?
1758
02:03:29,125 --> 02:03:31,833
It could very well be you.
It's a result of luck.
1759
02:03:32,041 --> 02:03:35,791
You play with the hand you are dealt.
Make lemonade. Move on.
1760
02:03:35,875 --> 02:03:37,208
Don't worry about anything.
1761
02:03:37,291 --> 02:03:39,250
This song always made me cry.
1762
02:03:39,333 --> 02:03:40,375
I always loved it.
1763
02:03:40,541 --> 02:03:42,416
There is kindness in the world, you know?
1764
02:03:42,708 --> 02:03:44,416
You need to look for it, but it's there.
1765
02:03:44,500 --> 02:03:46,625
-You are kind.
-I'm just evolving.
1766
02:03:46,708 --> 02:03:49,958
Even now. Even as a ghost.
Like a memory.
1767
02:03:50,041 --> 02:03:51,458
Like dust. How you will evolve.
1768
02:03:51,541 --> 02:03:52,375
We are equal.
1769
02:03:52,458 --> 02:03:54,958
Everything is the same if you look closely enough.
1770
02:03:55,125 --> 02:03:56,833
As a physicist, you know this.
1771
02:03:56,916 --> 02:04:00,208
You, me, ideas.
We are all one thing.
1772
02:04:01,208 --> 02:04:02,708
Let's dress him up.
1773
02:04:12,958 --> 02:04:13,833
Thanks.
1774
02:04:16,625 --> 02:04:17,458
Thanks.
1775
02:04:25,333 --> 02:04:26,416
I accept.
1776
02:04:29,041 --> 02:04:30,250
I accept…
1777
02:04:32,708 --> 02:04:33,541
everything.
1778
02:04:34,458 --> 02:04:38,666
I accept your recognition, this award.
1779
02:04:39,166 --> 02:04:42,750
I accept everything that this entails.
1780
02:04:44,041 --> 02:04:51,000
May this award come close to the end
of a long and fruitful life
1781
02:04:53,250 --> 02:04:55,583
in recognition of the work I did
1782
02:04:56,125 --> 02:04:57,458
decades ago.
1783
02:04:58,083 --> 02:05:02,291
My search took me
through the physical, the metaphysical,
1784
02:05:03,083 --> 02:05:03,958
of the illusory
1785
02:05:05,416 --> 02:05:06,250
and back.
1786
02:05:07,375 --> 02:05:13,958
And I made the most important discovery
of my career.
1787
02:05:14,916 --> 02:05:17,333
The most important discovery
of my life...
1788
02:05:21,041 --> 02:05:24,416
It's just in the mysterious equations of love...
1789
02:05:28,166 --> 02:05:31,375
that any logical reason
can be found.
1790
02:05:36,750 --> 02:05:38,750
I'm only here today because of you.
1791
02:05:42,708 --> 02:05:45,208
You are the reason for my being.
1792
02:05:53,041 --> 02:05:55,125
You are all my reasons.
1793
02:05:59,208 --> 02:06:00,125
Thanks.
1794
02:06:18,166 --> 02:06:21,208
The floor creaks
1795
02:06:21,958 --> 02:06:24,750
The door creaks
1796
02:06:25,666 --> 02:06:31,833
There's a field mouse
Gnawing a broom
1797
02:06:32,416 --> 02:06:35,708
And I sit alone
1798
02:06:36,291 --> 02:06:39,291
Like a cobweb on a shelf
1799
02:06:39,958 --> 02:06:41,750
Alone
1800
02:06:42,125 --> 02:06:48,250
In a lonely room
1801
02:06:49,458 --> 02:06:54,291
But when there's a moon in my window
1802
02:06:55,000 --> 02:06:58,583
And she leans on a beam
On the other side of my bed
1803
02:06:59,958 --> 02:07:01,708
Then the shadow of a tree
1804
02:07:02,166 --> 02:07:04,291
Start dancing on the wall
1805
02:07:04,708 --> 02:07:08,708
And a dream starts dancing in my head
1806
02:07:09,375 --> 02:07:13,000
And all the things I desire
1807
02:07:14,000 --> 02:07:17,833
They happen the way I wanted
1808
02:07:17,916 --> 02:07:22,458
And I'm better
May the stuck-up know-it-all pawn
1809
02:07:23,041 --> 02:07:27,375
Who thinks he's better than me
1810
02:07:27,458 --> 02:07:32,416
And the girl I want
Don't be afraid of my arms
1811
02:07:32,500 --> 02:07:36,666
And your own soft arms
They keep me warm
1812
02:07:37,083 --> 02:07:39,791
And your long tangled hair
1813
02:07:40,541 --> 02:07:42,791
Fall on my face
1814
02:07:43,833 --> 02:07:46,375
Just like the rain
1815
02:07:46,500 --> 02:07:51,583
In a storm!
1816
02:07:57,375 --> 02:08:00,458
The floor creaks
1817
02:08:01,250 --> 02:08:04,333
The door creaks
1818
02:08:04,958 --> 02:08:10,875
And a mouse begins
Chewing the broom
1819
02:08:12,041 --> 02:08:15,125
And the sun touches my eyes
1820
02:08:15,666 --> 02:08:18,875
It was all a pack of lies!
1821
02:08:19,250 --> 02:08:20,625
I'm awake
1822
02:08:21,250 --> 02:08:27,458
In a lonely room
1823
02:08:27,833 --> 02:08:32,916
I won't dream of her arms anymore
1824
02:08:33,416 --> 02:08:36,750
I won't leave you alone
1825
02:08:38,125 --> 02:08:40,458
I'm going out there
1826
02:08:41,458 --> 02:08:44,041
Get a bride
1827
02:08:44,541 --> 02:08:49,833
Find a woman to call
1828
02:08:50,041 --> 02:08:57,041
From me
1829
02:13:45,125 --> 02:13:50,125
Subtitles: Caio Xavier