1 00:00:03,379 --> 00:00:06,382 My mother used to say that for a surgeon, 2 00:00:06,465 --> 00:00:09,427 a day without death is a rare gift. 3 00:00:17,894 --> 00:00:20,313 Time of death, 11:53. 4 00:00:23,691 --> 00:00:25,902 Every day we face death. 5 00:00:25,985 --> 00:00:28,529 Every day we lose life. 6 00:00:32,408 --> 00:00:35,119 Time of death, 18:36. 7 00:00:37,413 --> 00:00:39,790 Time of death, 15:52. 8 00:00:44,045 --> 00:00:47,632 And every day, we're hoping for a stay of execution. 9 00:00:50,218 --> 00:00:52,470 What do you remember about it? 10 00:00:54,138 --> 00:00:55,890 We were at home. 11 00:00:57,850 --> 00:01:01,479 - You were there? - Yes, I was there. 12 00:01:05,441 --> 00:01:08,194 It's OK to talk about it. 13 00:01:12,448 --> 00:01:17,203 Dr.. Wyatt, my mother took a scalpel and sliced her wrists in front of me. 14 00:01:17,328 --> 00:01:19,789 I sat on the kitchen floor in a pool of her blood, 15 00:01:19,872 --> 00:01:23,459 waiting until she passed out so I could call 911. 16 00:01:23,542 --> 00:01:25,711 It's not OK to talk about it. 17 00:01:28,422 --> 00:01:30,675 Why did you wait until she passed out? 18 00:01:32,218 --> 00:01:35,388 She asked me not to before she slit her wrists, 19 00:01:35,471 --> 00:01:38,933 so I knew I would get in trouble if I tried to save her life. 20 00:01:39,016 --> 00:01:40,810 But you did save her life. 21 00:01:42,645 --> 00:01:44,480 She didn't want it saved. 22 00:01:46,691 --> 00:01:49,443 You must be very angry at her. 23 00:01:49,527 --> 00:01:50,945 No. 24 00:01:52,113 --> 00:01:55,074 - Not at her. - Who are you angry at? 25 00:01:57,201 --> 00:02:00,162 We're attached to death. 26 00:02:01,372 --> 00:02:04,792 Chained, like prisoners. 27 00:02:07,086 --> 00:02:08,879 Captives. 28 00:02:12,133 --> 00:02:14,719 - Do you want to dance it out? - No. 29 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:17,596 - Do you want to drink tequila? - No. 30 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:21,892 Do you want to call me names, mock me endlessly? 31 00:02:22,643 --> 00:02:24,979 - No. - I'm trying to cheer you up. 32 00:02:25,062 --> 00:02:28,733 Yeah? Well, stop it. It's annoying. And it's not working. 33 00:02:28,816 --> 00:02:31,277 I'm deep in the wilderness here. 34 00:02:35,072 --> 00:02:37,408 Do you want the sparkle pager? 35 00:02:39,035 --> 00:02:41,495 - That's not funny. - You're sad. Actually sad. 36 00:02:41,579 --> 00:02:44,582 I know it's the right thing to do to give you the pager. 37 00:02:44,665 --> 00:02:46,751 You're so sad, you're not asking me. 38 00:02:46,876 --> 00:02:51,505 Shiny, shiny pager with lots of shiny, shiny surgeries. 39 00:02:51,589 --> 00:02:56,260 If I were the kind of person who kissed people, I would kiss you. 40 00:03:05,936 --> 00:03:08,064 I tried to change. 41 00:03:08,147 --> 00:03:10,274 Turn over a new leaf. 42 00:03:10,358 --> 00:03:13,694 - But the leaf isn't turning. - You weren't ready to change. 43 00:03:13,778 --> 00:03:18,240 And that's OK. Adele wanted me to change, to retire. 44 00:03:18,324 --> 00:03:22,411 Well, I'm still the chief, and this weekend, I'm moving back home. 45 00:03:22,495 --> 00:03:24,997 - Does Adele know that? - She'll be fine. She was wrong. 46 00:03:25,081 --> 00:03:30,294 - I was right. And now we're... - Doing it like bunnies. I can't change. 47 00:03:30,378 --> 00:03:32,838 I can't change. I can't change. 48 00:03:32,922 --> 00:03:37,385 Be who you are. I am who I am. 49 00:03:37,468 --> 00:03:39,845 - A man. - A man. 50 00:03:41,514 --> 00:03:44,392 I have a way about me. I'm a man who is who he is. 51 00:03:44,475 --> 00:03:47,186 I have a right to be that man. 52 00:03:47,269 --> 00:03:50,648 I'm not gonna say anything. No judgment. 53 00:03:50,731 --> 00:03:52,817 The man you are slept with my wife. 54 00:03:52,900 --> 00:03:55,778 And you, you've been on my land for six months. 55 00:03:55,861 --> 00:03:57,738 But I got no judgment. 56 00:03:58,739 --> 00:04:01,909 - I'm gonna miss living on the land. - It is beautiful. 57 00:04:01,992 --> 00:04:05,579 - Wanna buy it? - You can't sell this land. 58 00:04:05,663 --> 00:04:08,916 You have blueprints. This is your living room window. 59 00:04:08,999 --> 00:04:11,419 - The house that Derek built. - That's over. 60 00:04:11,502 --> 00:04:14,422 - I'm getting a place in town. - But you love this land. 61 00:04:14,505 --> 00:04:17,007 This land and ferry boats are who you are. 62 00:04:17,091 --> 00:04:19,218 A man can change. 63 00:04:19,301 --> 00:04:21,095 I'm selling the land. 64 00:04:21,679 --> 00:04:25,641 Ferry boats... crash. 65 00:04:40,239 --> 00:04:43,159 - Morning. - Hey. All right. 66 00:04:46,036 --> 00:04:47,872 Come on. 67 00:04:48,914 --> 00:04:51,792 Can you take my cases this morning? Check in on my post-ops? 68 00:04:51,876 --> 00:04:55,129 - Not coming to work? - I'm gonna hang with Rebecca. 69 00:04:55,212 --> 00:04:59,216 So if you could cover for me... Hey, take a bite. 70 00:04:59,300 --> 00:05:01,427 Yeah, I'll cover for you. 71 00:05:01,510 --> 00:05:06,390 - Alex, she's not looking very good. - She's fine. 72 00:05:08,767 --> 00:05:10,394 Come on. Take a bite. 73 00:05:16,192 --> 00:05:20,154 Dr.. Bailey, I got an answer for you from the chief about your schedule. 74 00:05:20,237 --> 00:05:22,781 You're not spending enough hours in the OR, 75 00:05:22,865 --> 00:05:25,576 between clinic and chief resident work. 76 00:05:25,701 --> 00:05:29,622 I checked with the attendings and nailed the chief down to a hard count. 77 00:05:29,705 --> 00:05:33,584 You need to spend at least 15 to 20 more hours per week in surgery 78 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:37,505 in order to sit for your boards. Should I tell the chief that's possible? 79 00:05:38,214 --> 00:05:42,176 Just trying to use my power as the chief's intern for good, so... 80 00:05:42,259 --> 00:05:45,304 - Dr.. Bailey? - Hush. I'm trying to see something. 81 00:05:45,387 --> 00:05:50,017 When I'm trying to see something, I can't do it if you ask me questions. 82 00:05:50,100 --> 00:05:53,229 - What are you trying to see? - Dr.. Bailey, listen. 83 00:05:53,312 --> 00:05:56,565 I am really worried about Ava. I mean Rebecca. I mean Alex. 84 00:05:56,649 --> 00:05:59,068 Well, Alex and Rebecca. 85 00:05:59,151 --> 00:06:00,736 Who used to be called Ava... 86 00:06:00,819 --> 00:06:04,198 Anyway, listen, she's crazy, and I don't mean funny crazy. OK? 87 00:06:04,281 --> 00:06:06,116 Bad crazy, OK? 88 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:08,994 Alex is home with her, and he's all, "Take a bite." 89 00:06:09,078 --> 00:06:10,663 It's weird and sad and... 90 00:06:11,789 --> 00:06:16,126 I want to help, I don't know what to do. I need you to tell me what to do. 91 00:06:17,002 --> 00:06:19,755 - What do I do? - She's trying to see something. 92 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:24,260 She doesn't need you asking questions. What are you trying to see? 93 00:06:25,511 --> 00:06:27,805 The bigger picture. 94 00:06:35,980 --> 00:06:38,482 It's just you and me and Erica. 95 00:06:38,566 --> 00:06:41,610 And we're grabbing you, ripping off your clothes. 96 00:06:41,694 --> 00:06:44,071 And then you're naked. You're so hot. 97 00:06:44,154 --> 00:06:45,322 And naked. 98 00:06:45,406 --> 00:06:48,742 - And then Erica starts kissing you. - Hold on a minute. 99 00:06:48,826 --> 00:06:52,162 Erica's kissing you like you need to be kissed. 100 00:06:52,246 --> 00:06:53,956 And then I pin your hands. 101 00:06:55,374 --> 00:06:57,251 - Hold on. - Above your head. 102 00:06:57,334 --> 00:07:00,963 And then I watch as she uses one finger... 103 00:07:01,046 --> 00:07:02,172 Hold on a minute! 104 00:07:07,011 --> 00:07:09,597 OK, I'm sorry, 'cause that was good for me. 105 00:07:09,680 --> 00:07:12,641 That was really, really good for me. Good boy. 106 00:07:12,725 --> 00:07:15,728 But I have a big trauma coming in downstairs, 107 00:07:15,811 --> 00:07:17,813 so we have to do this the fast way. 108 00:07:22,860 --> 00:07:26,447 Every page goes in every set of documents. Miss one, you're on scut. 109 00:07:26,530 --> 00:07:30,159 These are the most promising trial patients. I don't want mistakes. 110 00:07:30,242 --> 00:07:31,952 - Hard-ass. - Where were you? 111 00:07:32,036 --> 00:07:34,788 - I had to stay with Cristina. - That's so nice. 112 00:07:34,872 --> 00:07:38,167 - Rebecca's at the house. I needed you. - She's crazy. 113 00:07:38,250 --> 00:07:41,211 We've had this discussion, and decided it's not appropriate 114 00:07:41,295 --> 00:07:44,715 - to call Izzie crazy. She's spirited. - Spirited. 115 00:07:44,798 --> 00:07:48,177 Yeah. Not me! I'm not crazy. Rebecca's crazy. 116 00:07:48,302 --> 00:07:50,179 Alex is pretending she's not. It's... 117 00:07:50,262 --> 00:07:52,806 - Hello. - I was just helping Meredith collate. 118 00:07:52,890 --> 00:07:57,811 - I'm on my way to check your patients. - That's fine. Take your time. 119 00:07:58,270 --> 00:08:01,565 - You seem cheerful. - I'm gettin' my groove back. 120 00:08:01,649 --> 00:08:06,320 I'm gettin' jiggy with it. I'm gettin' down with the get down. 121 00:08:06,403 --> 00:08:08,113 - Meredith gave me sparkle pager. - What? 122 00:08:08,197 --> 00:08:09,990 She needed it for her mojo. 123 00:08:10,074 --> 00:08:12,493 - Ever think I needed it? - You'd waste it. 124 00:08:12,576 --> 00:08:15,954 I need it to get out from under Hahn. I won't have to beg her for OR time 125 00:08:16,038 --> 00:08:19,249 if I have the pager. She's not gonna teach, I'll teach myself. 126 00:08:19,333 --> 00:08:22,836 She's just gonna use it for evil. I... I would use it to do good. 127 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:26,882 And besides, the pager is sacred. Sacred sparkle. 128 00:08:26,965 --> 00:08:29,426 You can't just give it away. She can't do that. 129 00:08:29,510 --> 00:08:33,013 - I think it's nontransferable. - You don't make rules. 130 00:08:33,097 --> 00:08:36,642 - But I am the chief's intern. - You're the chief's bitch. 131 00:08:36,725 --> 00:08:40,187 And you have no power. Because the power... is in the pager. 132 00:08:40,270 --> 00:08:43,357 That's the chief with something important and powerful. 133 00:08:43,440 --> 00:08:49,029 No need for pagers covered with glue and glitter when you work for the chief. 134 00:08:49,113 --> 00:08:51,782 - Rebecca. - Me and my world-class neurosurgeon 135 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:54,702 are gonna use a cutting-edge technique to save a life. 136 00:08:54,785 --> 00:08:57,788 So I don't have time for crazy. Work it out. 137 00:09:01,083 --> 00:09:02,167 A trauma. 138 00:09:04,253 --> 00:09:06,296 - What do we got? - Not, "What do we got?" 139 00:09:06,422 --> 00:09:09,216 - What do I got, I don't know. - Sparkle pager rules. 140 00:09:09,299 --> 00:09:11,885 - Whatever it is, it's mine now. - What do we have? 141 00:09:11,969 --> 00:09:13,804 - I don't know. Sparkle pager. - No. 142 00:09:13,887 --> 00:09:16,932 You can't sparkle pager it. It's not her pager. 143 00:09:17,015 --> 00:09:19,226 Yang, it's yours. Stevens, cover the pit. 144 00:09:19,309 --> 00:09:21,687 You volunteer to oversee Karev's post-ops? 145 00:09:21,770 --> 00:09:24,648 - Yes... - Don't have time for pettiness. Go. 146 00:09:25,190 --> 00:09:29,069 - Hey, Callie. - Hi. Hello, Erica. 147 00:09:29,153 --> 00:09:31,655 - What's the matter? - Nothing. Nothing. 148 00:09:31,739 --> 00:09:34,408 - You look all hot and bothered. - No. It's just, 149 00:09:34,491 --> 00:09:38,662 there's a trauma, and it's really big. That's all. It's big. 150 00:09:38,746 --> 00:09:41,707 - It's a big trauma. - You're acting weird. 151 00:09:41,790 --> 00:09:44,626 - She uses one finger... - Really big trauma. 152 00:09:44,710 --> 00:09:49,506 Torres, it's like you never seen a really big trauma before. 153 00:09:52,843 --> 00:09:55,429 Oh, my. 154 00:09:57,639 --> 00:09:59,850 Really big trauma. 155 00:10:05,689 --> 00:10:08,025 So how you want to handle this? 156 00:10:15,324 --> 00:10:16,867 Help me. 157 00:10:19,912 --> 00:10:22,039 Really big trauma. 158 00:10:25,209 --> 00:10:27,169 Please. 159 00:10:28,086 --> 00:10:29,671 Help me. 160 00:10:35,302 --> 00:10:38,931 - Look, we were just joking around. - Yeah, it was a dare. 161 00:10:39,807 --> 00:10:44,353 You dared... him to lay in a vat of cement at a construction site. 162 00:10:44,436 --> 00:10:48,607 We never thought he'd do it. It's Andy. He never does anything. 163 00:10:48,690 --> 00:10:51,652 - He doesn't have the guts. - In the middle of the night, 164 00:10:51,735 --> 00:10:54,071 you snuck into a construction site 165 00:10:54,196 --> 00:10:57,324 - and dared your friend... - He's not our friend. 166 00:10:57,407 --> 00:11:00,911 The four of us, we're friends. But he's not really our friend. 167 00:11:02,704 --> 00:11:05,374 OK, you dared him to lie down in concrete. 168 00:11:05,457 --> 00:11:09,628 Nobody made him do it. You're making it sound like we did something wrong. 169 00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:14,675 - How long? - What? 170 00:11:14,758 --> 00:11:19,221 How long did your not friend lay in that vat of cement unable to move 171 00:11:19,304 --> 00:11:22,182 before you four geniuses, you band of brothers, 172 00:11:22,266 --> 00:11:25,686 future Mother Teresas, how long did he lay in that cement 173 00:11:25,769 --> 00:11:29,147 yelling that he couldn't move before you called the police? 174 00:11:30,899 --> 00:11:34,611 Yeah. That's what I thought. 175 00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:41,201 The cytoplasmic viral particles in the malignant cells 176 00:11:41,285 --> 00:11:43,036 but not in the normal tissue. 177 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:47,416 No idea what you're saying, but it sounds brilliant. Boring but brilliant. 178 00:11:47,499 --> 00:11:51,503 - You wanted to spend time together. - I meant the movies or ball games. 179 00:11:51,587 --> 00:11:54,047 But a clinical trial is just as good. 180 00:11:54,131 --> 00:11:55,382 - Hi. - Hey. 181 00:11:55,465 --> 00:11:59,803 Fr1904 and trichostatin increases the expression of the virus in the tumor. 182 00:11:59,887 --> 00:12:01,722 Introduce them during the M phase of the cell cycle? 183 00:12:01,805 --> 00:12:04,766 - Exactly. - Champagne with our name written on it. 184 00:12:04,850 --> 00:12:06,977 She understands how brilliant you are. 185 00:12:07,060 --> 00:12:10,105 OK, so Jeremy West is patient number 12, 186 00:12:10,188 --> 00:12:14,276 and patient 13 is Beth Monroe. Jeremy is suffering from grand mal seizures, 187 00:12:14,359 --> 00:12:17,237 Beth is paralyzed on the right side. Who do you want to meet first? 188 00:12:17,321 --> 00:12:20,032 Jeremy's sugery's today, Beth's isn't until tomorrow. 189 00:12:20,115 --> 00:12:23,535 - They're young. - Yeah, which makes them resilient. 190 00:12:23,619 --> 00:12:26,663 - OK. - OK. Bye. 191 00:12:27,414 --> 00:12:29,458 Clinical trial, fun. 192 00:12:29,791 --> 00:12:33,670 - So, what do you want to do first? - I don't know. 193 00:12:34,504 --> 00:12:37,007 OK. Well, what do you want us to do first? 194 00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:39,551 - I don't know. - All right, look, we blasted him 195 00:12:39,635 --> 00:12:42,846 out of the job site, but we figured, don't blast too close. 196 00:12:42,930 --> 00:12:46,767 This is a lot of concrete. Planning on treating him, we need to start. 197 00:12:46,850 --> 00:12:50,228 - So, what do you want to do? - I don't know! 198 00:12:57,444 --> 00:12:58,820 I'm sorry. 199 00:12:59,655 --> 00:13:05,619 I know I'm not doing my best to instill a sense of confidence in my abilities. 200 00:13:05,702 --> 00:13:08,830 It's just that you are trapped 201 00:13:08,914 --> 00:13:11,625 in what I'm guessing is several tons of cement, 202 00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:14,586 and I've never seen a boy... How old are you? 203 00:13:16,380 --> 00:13:18,674 - Nineteen. - Then you're a man. 204 00:13:18,757 --> 00:13:23,095 I've never seen a man trapped in several tons of cement before. 205 00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:25,931 But now that I have, I'm gonna figure this out. 206 00:13:26,014 --> 00:13:29,017 I'm gonna work with other surgeons, we'll figure out a plan 207 00:13:29,101 --> 00:13:31,019 and we're going to save you. 208 00:13:31,728 --> 00:13:34,523 OK, I never, ever promise life, 209 00:13:34,606 --> 00:13:37,901 but I'm promising this to you. Do you understand? 210 00:13:38,443 --> 00:13:40,278 - I do. - OK. 211 00:13:40,362 --> 00:13:43,323 I don't know much yet, but the one thing I do know 212 00:13:43,407 --> 00:13:48,495 is that the cement you're encased in is slowly leeching the water 213 00:13:48,578 --> 00:13:53,667 from your body, and you're gonna need all the water you can get, so no crying. 214 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:56,420 You're a strong young man. I know you can do this. 215 00:13:59,423 --> 00:14:01,758 Good. Good. 216 00:14:03,885 --> 00:14:06,096 OK, you're gonna live. 217 00:14:07,139 --> 00:14:08,807 I'll make sure that you live. 218 00:14:12,644 --> 00:14:14,312 Here you go. 219 00:14:19,776 --> 00:14:21,069 - Hello. - Hello. 220 00:14:21,153 --> 00:14:24,197 - Dr.. Grey, is this him? - Him? 221 00:14:24,281 --> 00:14:28,702 - She has a pet name for you. - The Seattle Grace Brain Butcher. 222 00:14:28,785 --> 00:14:32,247 - Beth. I'm sorry. - Oh, no, that's fine. That's me. 223 00:14:32,330 --> 00:14:34,541 - How do you do? - Nice to meet you. 224 00:14:34,624 --> 00:14:35,876 Pleasure. 225 00:14:37,169 --> 00:14:40,881 That hand's just for show. So come on. How does this work? 226 00:14:40,964 --> 00:14:44,718 You're going to inject a live virus into her tumor? 227 00:14:44,801 --> 00:14:47,971 - And that's safe? - The virus is in testing stages. 228 00:14:48,055 --> 00:14:50,682 I've made adjustments that destroy the tumor. 229 00:14:50,766 --> 00:14:55,103 - Hey, tumor destroyers. I like that. - Has this ever worked before? 230 00:14:56,313 --> 00:14:58,648 - No. - So I'm your lab rat. 231 00:14:58,732 --> 00:15:00,901 - Beth. - I'm just saying if this works, 232 00:15:00,984 --> 00:15:04,654 my name will go down in the annals of some book. That's cool. 233 00:15:04,780 --> 00:15:08,784 - Not if I beat you to it. - Beth. This is our other patient. 234 00:15:09,159 --> 00:15:11,703 - Jeremy. - You didn't call. 235 00:15:11,787 --> 00:15:14,247 - Know each other? - I thought you backed out. 236 00:15:14,331 --> 00:15:16,750 As if I'd break our pact? Come here. 237 00:15:18,460 --> 00:15:20,545 They know each other. 238 00:15:27,177 --> 00:15:30,263 - What is he doing here? - His surgery is this afternoon. 239 00:15:30,347 --> 00:15:33,183 She didn't find this clinical trial on her own. 240 00:15:33,266 --> 00:15:36,603 Bizarre experimental surgery, it had to be Jeremy. 241 00:15:36,686 --> 00:15:40,107 They met when they were both being treated at Mayo last year. 242 00:15:40,190 --> 00:15:43,610 They went through chemo, radiation, a support group. 243 00:15:43,693 --> 00:15:47,447 - You don't want them to be together? - Look, we like Jeremy. 244 00:15:47,531 --> 00:15:51,118 He's a good kid. I feel for him that he's going through this alone, 245 00:15:51,201 --> 00:15:54,621 but we worry about Beth. She thinks that she's in love with him. 246 00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:58,875 We just don't want her getting so attached to someone that might... 247 00:16:00,418 --> 00:16:02,963 - Die. - If something happens, 248 00:16:03,046 --> 00:16:07,843 if he doesn't survive, Beth won't want to live. 249 00:16:09,553 --> 00:16:15,559 She's my only child. She has to... She has to want to fight to stay alive. 250 00:16:20,772 --> 00:16:22,440 - You paged? - Oh, O'Malley. 251 00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:25,902 There's a binder on occupational medicine articles in my office. 252 00:16:25,986 --> 00:16:29,739 Should be a toxicology section. See if you can find anything on cement. 253 00:16:29,823 --> 00:16:31,825 - Yes, sir. - Let Shepherd or Grey know 254 00:16:31,908 --> 00:16:33,827 - I need to see them. - Will do. 255 00:16:33,910 --> 00:16:37,581 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 256 00:16:38,957 --> 00:16:43,170 My God. 257 00:16:43,253 --> 00:16:45,172 Why...? Wh...? 258 00:16:45,255 --> 00:16:48,216 What is everybody doing standing around here? 259 00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:53,054 - This is what your guys told us to do. - And exactly where are my guys? 260 00:16:54,264 --> 00:16:58,643 Work from the outside in! No more time. This is what we have to do. 261 00:16:58,727 --> 00:17:00,979 - I am right. - Why is the patient in there 262 00:17:01,062 --> 00:17:02,939 and all of you are in here? 263 00:17:03,481 --> 00:17:07,527 Torres is worried about limbs. Bailey about abdominal crush. 264 00:17:07,611 --> 00:17:10,322 Dr.. Sloan feels the burns should take the first look, 265 00:17:10,405 --> 00:17:13,491 Hahn feels the heart and lung issues are gonna kill him 266 00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:16,203 - before we get to any of this. - In other words... 267 00:17:16,286 --> 00:17:19,789 - No one can agree on where to start. - I know where to start. 268 00:17:47,525 --> 00:17:51,112 Cement's contracting. I don't get in, he could lose legs and right arm. 269 00:17:51,196 --> 00:17:53,782 I'd like to see him without a liver. 270 00:17:53,865 --> 00:17:56,618 We'd prefer him to suffer a painful death 271 00:17:56,701 --> 00:17:59,579 as the alkaline continues to burn through his skin? 272 00:17:59,663 --> 00:18:02,916 You can't chip away. Once his circulation opens up, 273 00:18:02,999 --> 00:18:07,128 the built-up toxins will stop his heart, not to mention rhabdomyolosis. 274 00:18:07,212 --> 00:18:09,297 - Treat with dialysis. - Let us work. 275 00:18:09,381 --> 00:18:12,509 - I found an article, doesn't say a lot. - Put in a Swan-Ganz. 276 00:18:12,592 --> 00:18:15,720 - ...usually at the bottom of a river. - You are so wrong. 277 00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:17,430 - I'm so wrong? - You are. Wrong. 278 00:18:17,514 --> 00:18:20,850 - You two working together on this? - Everybody stand down! 279 00:18:20,934 --> 00:18:25,146 We are fighting the clock. It took one hour for the kids to call 911. 280 00:18:25,230 --> 00:18:28,942 Three hours for search and rescue to get this guy cut out of the cement. 281 00:18:29,025 --> 00:18:32,070 Less than four to six hours to get him out of cement 282 00:18:32,153 --> 00:18:36,741 and into the OR before he is dead. We are fighting one hell of a clock. 283 00:18:36,825 --> 00:18:42,372 Every minute counts. We work as a team, or that man dies. 284 00:18:42,455 --> 00:18:44,708 - Do you understand? - Yes, sir. Of course. 285 00:18:44,791 --> 00:18:46,334 Where do you want me, chief? 286 00:18:46,418 --> 00:18:50,630 Find Grey and be her intern for the day. I have too many bodies in the room. 287 00:18:51,548 --> 00:18:54,050 - Patient's name? - Andrew Langston. 288 00:18:54,718 --> 00:18:56,928 OK, let's go save his life. 289 00:18:59,848 --> 00:19:01,850 Hey. 290 00:19:06,187 --> 00:19:10,275 You intimidate me a little. I mean, you're not an intimidating person, 291 00:19:10,358 --> 00:19:14,446 but the legend of Meredith and Derek. 292 00:19:14,529 --> 00:19:17,699 It's... intimidating. 293 00:19:17,782 --> 00:19:20,827 - No legend. - He's selling his land because of you. 294 00:19:20,910 --> 00:19:23,830 - There's a legend. - Derek's selling his land? 295 00:19:23,913 --> 00:19:25,874 He doesn't say it's because of you. 296 00:19:25,957 --> 00:19:30,003 He was making plans to build a house when you were together, and now... 297 00:19:30,086 --> 00:19:31,921 I'm not trying to... 298 00:19:34,382 --> 00:19:36,718 I just really like him. 299 00:19:36,801 --> 00:19:39,095 And you intimidate me. 300 00:19:41,473 --> 00:19:43,350 There's no legend. 301 00:19:44,017 --> 00:19:45,310 OK. 302 00:19:46,519 --> 00:19:47,645 OK. 303 00:19:49,481 --> 00:19:50,732 OK. 304 00:20:00,658 --> 00:20:04,204 Izzie had a question about some post-ops. 305 00:20:07,332 --> 00:20:09,376 - What'd I miss? - What? 306 00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:11,795 The movie. What'd I miss? 307 00:20:16,925 --> 00:20:20,136 - Hey. Hey. - I'm sorry. 308 00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:22,722 Don't be sorry. 309 00:20:22,806 --> 00:20:24,474 I think... 310 00:20:26,309 --> 00:20:28,728 ...I wet my pants. 311 00:20:33,525 --> 00:20:36,194 That's... that's OK. 312 00:20:38,071 --> 00:20:39,406 That's... that's OK. 313 00:20:41,533 --> 00:20:44,411 I'll do better. I promise. 314 00:20:44,494 --> 00:20:47,122 Don't worry about it. You're doing fine. 315 00:20:52,168 --> 00:20:53,962 Come on. 316 00:21:01,344 --> 00:21:03,721 I forgot to tell you. Guess who called me. 317 00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:07,350 Carrie from our support group. She didn't sound so good. 318 00:21:07,434 --> 00:21:09,811 Have you talked to her lately? 319 00:21:09,894 --> 00:21:13,648 - No, she... - Oh, God. 320 00:21:13,731 --> 00:21:16,693 Her husband said they tried radiation one last time. 321 00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:19,112 He said it was bad. 322 00:21:19,195 --> 00:21:23,366 The last day, she didn't even recognize him. And the pain. 323 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,661 She was screaming and begging them to... 324 00:21:27,036 --> 00:21:28,538 He said it was bad. 325 00:21:29,873 --> 00:21:31,666 Yeah. 326 00:21:32,375 --> 00:21:33,543 Hey. 327 00:21:35,128 --> 00:21:38,548 At least we don't have to worry about that. You know? 328 00:21:39,466 --> 00:21:42,635 This surgery will work. OK? 329 00:21:42,719 --> 00:21:47,807 And if it doesn't, at least we'll die quick. 330 00:21:54,522 --> 00:21:58,109 Yeah, we'll die super-fast and without pain. 331 00:21:58,985 --> 00:21:59,986 Yes. 332 00:22:00,069 --> 00:22:05,033 Dr.. Grey, I thought we talked about changing Beth's room. 333 00:22:05,116 --> 00:22:07,202 It isn't sunny enough in here. 334 00:22:07,285 --> 00:22:11,039 The room is fine, and it's right down the hall from Jeremy. 335 00:22:11,581 --> 00:22:13,917 I'd like to move her as soon as possible. 336 00:22:14,042 --> 00:22:17,128 Mrs.. Monroe, I checked. There aren't any beds available. 337 00:22:17,212 --> 00:22:19,464 Not in a private room. 338 00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:26,596 Mom, why don't you go find Dad? 339 00:22:26,679 --> 00:22:28,848 I can wait for him here. 340 00:22:30,934 --> 00:22:35,730 Mom, why don't you go find Dad so I can kiss Jeremy without you watching? 341 00:22:35,813 --> 00:22:39,275 - It's time Jeremy went back... - I don't understand wh... 342 00:22:41,444 --> 00:22:42,946 Nurse! 343 00:22:44,697 --> 00:22:46,950 I need a nurse. He's seizing! 344 00:22:50,954 --> 00:22:52,455 All right. 345 00:22:52,539 --> 00:22:55,416 Let's run a second set of labs before surgery. 346 00:22:57,502 --> 00:23:00,630 How's Beth? Was she... was she scared? Or... 347 00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:02,298 She's fine. 348 00:23:02,924 --> 00:23:05,927 Chief wants you or Shepherd. He says it's important. 349 00:23:06,010 --> 00:23:07,637 - I'll go. - He put me on you. 350 00:23:07,762 --> 00:23:10,765 - What can I do? How can I help? - You can run labs for me. 351 00:23:10,848 --> 00:23:14,185 - Labs, that's it? - Yeah. Thanks. 352 00:23:17,355 --> 00:23:18,439 Hi. 353 00:23:27,448 --> 00:23:30,118 - What's that? - I'm pouring vinegar on your flesh 354 00:23:30,201 --> 00:23:33,413 to minimize burns inside your skin caused by the cement. 355 00:23:35,540 --> 00:23:37,500 I'm burning from the inside out? 356 00:23:39,252 --> 00:23:41,379 I'm dying. I'm dying, aren't I? 357 00:23:41,462 --> 00:23:43,715 Andrew, that word's not allowed anymore. 358 00:23:43,798 --> 00:23:46,134 I'm banning that word from your vocabulary. 359 00:23:46,217 --> 00:23:47,844 Can you move your fingers? 360 00:23:49,178 --> 00:23:50,722 That's very good. 361 00:23:51,264 --> 00:23:53,933 I'm not usually this dumb. 362 00:23:54,017 --> 00:23:56,936 Most people think I'm pretty smart. 363 00:23:57,020 --> 00:23:59,355 I make the dean's list. I tutor. 364 00:23:59,439 --> 00:24:02,775 I'm not... I'm not usually the guy who's dumb enough 365 00:24:02,859 --> 00:24:05,028 to jump into a tub of cement for a girl. 366 00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:07,864 Wait, not the girl you came in with? 367 00:24:09,824 --> 00:24:12,535 - You did this for her? - Lola. 368 00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:15,872 The guys dared me. She was watching. 369 00:24:15,955 --> 00:24:17,707 And I... 370 00:24:18,333 --> 00:24:19,876 She was watching. 371 00:24:25,006 --> 00:24:28,134 And now not only is she totally unimpressed, 372 00:24:28,217 --> 00:24:30,094 but after I'm gone, 373 00:24:30,178 --> 00:24:32,680 she'll remember me as the idiot who was dumb enough 374 00:24:32,764 --> 00:24:34,724 to jump into a tub of cement. 375 00:24:36,601 --> 00:24:40,480 People will write stories about my idiocy and forward them to friends. 376 00:24:40,563 --> 00:24:42,565 I'm gonna die as a bad e-mail forward. 377 00:24:42,649 --> 00:24:44,734 Hey. We all mess up. 378 00:24:44,817 --> 00:24:49,364 I'm the guy who died in a block of cement trying to impress a girl. 379 00:24:49,447 --> 00:24:52,367 I'm like Han Solo. 380 00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:55,912 In Star Wars? 381 00:24:56,245 --> 00:24:58,623 He was encased in carbonite? 382 00:25:04,170 --> 00:25:06,005 You wanted to see me? 383 00:25:06,089 --> 00:25:08,800 I got a call from the IRB. 384 00:25:08,883 --> 00:25:12,470 The national board that oversees and reviews clinical trials. 385 00:25:12,553 --> 00:25:14,639 Your clinical trial. 386 00:25:14,722 --> 00:25:17,600 You've had 11 deaths. They're giving you one last patient. 387 00:25:17,684 --> 00:25:20,603 You get it today under the wire and hope for the best. 388 00:25:20,687 --> 00:25:24,732 At midnight, if you lose him, they're gonna shut you down, period. 389 00:25:24,816 --> 00:25:26,943 One last patient. 390 00:25:29,070 --> 00:25:31,698 You're angry at him. The chief. 391 00:25:31,781 --> 00:25:35,535 - But why? Why am I angry at him? - Because you have opened up your past. 392 00:25:35,618 --> 00:25:38,996 It's like you're reliving it all now. You're angry with him. 393 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:42,834 You're angry with your mother. You're angry with yourself. 394 00:25:42,917 --> 00:25:46,212 Chief went back to his wife. My mother didn't want to live. 395 00:25:46,295 --> 00:25:48,965 He did what he had to do. She did what she had to do. 396 00:25:49,048 --> 00:25:51,634 - Your mother didn't wanna kill herself. - She did. 397 00:25:51,718 --> 00:25:55,596 - How can you be sure? - How can you be? You weren't there. 398 00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:58,307 The answer is right in front of you. 399 00:25:59,475 --> 00:26:01,060 Think about it. 400 00:26:02,478 --> 00:26:04,814 - The IRB is saying I failed? - You haven't. 401 00:26:04,897 --> 00:26:07,525 I failed. I'll sign the discharge order for Beth. 402 00:26:07,608 --> 00:26:11,028 You can't. This is her last shot. You have until midnight. 403 00:26:11,112 --> 00:26:13,573 - Jeremy's today. - Move Jeremy's surgery up. 404 00:26:13,656 --> 00:26:16,784 Beth's this afternoon. Fit them in before midnight. 405 00:26:16,868 --> 00:26:20,204 - If I get the dosage right. - Close. You haven't failed. 406 00:26:20,288 --> 00:26:24,417 But are we going too far here? These are people's lives. 407 00:26:25,126 --> 00:26:28,713 - Is my ego too big here? - Your ego is just the right size. 408 00:26:28,796 --> 00:26:30,381 We can do this. 409 00:26:31,466 --> 00:26:33,259 Two patients. 410 00:26:34,218 --> 00:26:36,596 Bends the rules without breaking 'em. 411 00:26:38,222 --> 00:26:41,100 - You'll clear it with the chief? - Yeah. 412 00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:45,980 - Jeremy's going into surgery soon? - In a couple of hours. 413 00:26:46,063 --> 00:26:49,066 - How is he? - He's stable. 414 00:26:49,150 --> 00:26:54,280 Yeah, he's actually better than stable. He called me the angel of death. 415 00:26:54,572 --> 00:26:56,324 He's good then. 416 00:26:57,992 --> 00:27:01,496 - Can I see him? - Honey, no. 417 00:27:01,579 --> 00:27:05,291 I'll just be gone a few minutes. Can you get me a wheelchair? 418 00:27:05,374 --> 00:27:08,878 If you're having surgery today, you need to rest. You don't... 419 00:27:08,961 --> 00:27:12,340 We just want to spend some time with you. That's all. 420 00:27:12,423 --> 00:27:14,008 Please. 421 00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:20,723 - We're the last two. - What? 422 00:27:21,808 --> 00:27:23,768 From our support group. 423 00:27:23,851 --> 00:27:26,813 Jeremy and I are the last two still alive. 424 00:27:37,573 --> 00:27:39,242 Hey. Have you seen Cristina? 425 00:27:39,325 --> 00:27:42,870 I've done everything I'm supposed to. She sees me doing nothing, 426 00:27:42,954 --> 00:27:45,873 - not in the mood to get yelled at. - With cement boy. 427 00:27:45,957 --> 00:27:48,459 - Cement boy? - Don't bother. Don't need interns. 428 00:27:48,543 --> 00:27:52,713 They don't want interns there. Interns are in the way! I'm not complaining. 429 00:27:52,797 --> 00:27:57,009 Two minutes of complaining between me and you. No one has to know. 430 00:27:57,093 --> 00:28:00,096 I have all this power! Supposedly. 431 00:28:00,179 --> 00:28:03,558 I supposedly am imbued with power of being the chief's intern. 432 00:28:03,641 --> 00:28:06,435 But there's a cement boy, and I'm stuck in here, 433 00:28:06,519 --> 00:28:09,564 running labs, researching effects of cement on the body 434 00:28:09,647 --> 00:28:12,608 in the vain hopes somebody asks me a question. 435 00:28:12,692 --> 00:28:16,654 I'm not in with the cement boy because, even though I have all this power, 436 00:28:16,737 --> 00:28:19,115 I can't use it because it's not real power. 437 00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:20,950 - It's fake power? - Fake power. 438 00:28:21,617 --> 00:28:24,662 I can go into the chief's office whenever I want. 439 00:28:24,745 --> 00:28:26,706 You know what he has in there? Files. 440 00:28:26,789 --> 00:28:29,625 Confidential on every resident in this hospital. 441 00:28:29,709 --> 00:28:32,044 And I'm just allowed in, and he's not worried 442 00:28:32,128 --> 00:28:36,299 because he knows and I know that I don't have any real power. 443 00:28:36,382 --> 00:28:38,426 I don't have the power to look at them! 444 00:28:38,509 --> 00:28:42,388 - Make you feel better if you could? - Know what would make me feel better? 445 00:28:42,471 --> 00:28:47,476 If I feel like there was a reason for this, that there was a point. 446 00:28:49,020 --> 00:28:52,189 Oh, God. My poor, poor parents. 447 00:28:52,315 --> 00:28:54,525 How would they face anyone at the funeral? 448 00:28:54,609 --> 00:28:57,862 OK, Andrew, you're gonna make a lot of mistakes in your life, 449 00:28:57,987 --> 00:29:00,239 but mistakes are... They're pieces. 450 00:29:00,323 --> 00:29:04,493 Like this is a foolish piece, but, you know, it's just a piece. 451 00:29:04,577 --> 00:29:06,412 Be proud of the whole picture. 452 00:29:06,495 --> 00:29:09,582 The whole picture defines you, not just this one piece. 453 00:29:10,666 --> 00:29:15,379 I'm a loser. I'm a loser. I'm a loser. I'm a loser. 454 00:29:15,463 --> 00:29:17,632 - Come on. Andrew. - I'm a loser. 455 00:29:17,715 --> 00:29:22,511 Andrew. Hey, listen to me. Han Solo is not a loser. 456 00:29:22,595 --> 00:29:26,515 Han Solo got encased in carbonite, and... and that was a big mess. 457 00:29:26,599 --> 00:29:30,102 Not what he's remembered for. He's remembered as the guy 458 00:29:30,186 --> 00:29:32,688 who made the Kessel run in less than 12 parsecs, 459 00:29:32,772 --> 00:29:35,566 and who braved temperatures of the ice planet Hoth 460 00:29:35,650 --> 00:29:39,320 in order to save someone he cared about from the big, ugly wampa. 461 00:29:39,403 --> 00:29:42,281 He is remembered as the guy who swooped down, 462 00:29:42,365 --> 00:29:45,993 blasted Darth Vader out of the sky so that Luke could use the Force 463 00:29:46,077 --> 00:29:51,916 and destroy the damn Death Star, OK? Leia saved him from the carbonite. 464 00:29:51,999 --> 00:29:55,461 And they fell in love and they saved the universe 465 00:29:55,544 --> 00:29:59,715 and had twin Jedi babies that went on to save the universe again. 466 00:29:59,799 --> 00:30:01,759 Now, that's the whole picture. 467 00:30:01,842 --> 00:30:05,054 The carbonite, it was just a piece, OK? 468 00:30:12,228 --> 00:30:14,480 So I like science-fiction. Got a problem? 469 00:30:14,563 --> 00:30:16,607 - No. - It's great. 470 00:30:17,858 --> 00:30:19,568 Do what you doing. 471 00:30:26,909 --> 00:30:29,578 I got Jeremy's labs back. Good to go for surgery. 472 00:30:29,662 --> 00:30:31,872 - Chief sign off on that? - Yeah. 473 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:36,877 Where are you going? Get a wheelchair. 474 00:30:37,712 --> 00:30:39,255 What are you doing? 475 00:30:39,588 --> 00:30:41,757 My mom went to go call my grandma, 476 00:30:41,841 --> 00:30:45,928 and my dad went to the cafeteria. There wasn't a wheelchair in my room. 477 00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:48,514 I just want to see Jeremy. Please. 478 00:30:48,597 --> 00:30:52,685 I don't want the seizure to be the last time I see him. Please. 479 00:30:52,768 --> 00:30:55,187 - I just need to see him. - OK, let's go. 480 00:30:56,772 --> 00:30:59,358 Am I going to get to be alone with Jeremy? 481 00:30:59,442 --> 00:31:02,737 I mean, "alone" alone? 482 00:31:03,779 --> 00:31:07,324 - Alone? - We've never done it, either of us. 483 00:31:07,408 --> 00:31:10,911 We've been waiting until we both were tumor free, but surgery... 484 00:31:10,995 --> 00:31:14,123 Anything could happen. We can do it, right? 485 00:31:14,206 --> 00:31:17,585 It won't kill us or anything? 486 00:31:17,668 --> 00:31:19,712 No, no. 487 00:31:19,795 --> 00:31:23,716 - No, it won't kill you. - I mean, you've done it, right? 488 00:31:24,967 --> 00:31:27,803 - With each other? - I've... He's done... 489 00:31:27,887 --> 00:31:31,807 - He's done it, and I've done it, yeah. - What's it like? Is it magical? 490 00:31:32,224 --> 00:31:34,560 - Yes. - It can be. 491 00:31:34,643 --> 00:31:35,895 With the right person. 492 00:31:40,149 --> 00:31:44,570 I'm gonna go get you some clothes. You got shampoo in there? 493 00:31:52,328 --> 00:31:54,663 I don't understand. 494 00:31:54,747 --> 00:31:57,666 I don't understand. I was pregnant. 495 00:31:58,209 --> 00:31:59,668 I was pregnant. 496 00:31:59,752 --> 00:32:01,796 I know I was. 497 00:32:03,422 --> 00:32:05,883 - It's OK. - I don't... 498 00:32:05,966 --> 00:32:09,136 It's OK. You just got confused. That's all. 499 00:32:09,678 --> 00:32:12,139 You just got confused, OK? 500 00:32:14,517 --> 00:32:16,060 OK. 501 00:33:02,523 --> 00:33:07,528 I have never in my life gotten a patient laid, much less two patients. 502 00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:11,574 - It's really sweet. - We're pimps. 503 00:33:11,657 --> 00:33:13,659 Yentas. 504 00:33:13,742 --> 00:33:16,245 - They're so in love. - Oh, yeah. 505 00:33:16,912 --> 00:33:19,123 It's all new and fresh and exciting. 506 00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:21,500 I've never been a fan of new. 507 00:33:21,584 --> 00:33:24,962 I like to know the person, their bodies, what makes them moan. 508 00:33:27,673 --> 00:33:30,092 Something happen? Beth isn't in her room. 509 00:33:30,176 --> 00:33:33,345 Well, that's because I had my intern take her down 510 00:33:33,429 --> 00:33:36,640 - for a pre-op MRI. - Thank God. 511 00:33:36,724 --> 00:33:39,393 I was afraid she was lying somewhere in pain. 512 00:33:39,476 --> 00:33:41,020 No, she's not in any pain. 513 00:33:42,104 --> 00:33:45,232 We should go to the conference room. There's lots of paperwork 514 00:33:45,316 --> 00:33:46,984 - you haven't filled out. - Thank you. 515 00:33:47,067 --> 00:33:48,903 You bet. 516 00:33:50,905 --> 00:33:53,616 I'll be here, doing my thing. 517 00:33:55,034 --> 00:33:57,620 It's at 20 centimeters. Inflate the balloon. 518 00:33:57,786 --> 00:34:00,497 - I am. - So then inflate it more. 519 00:34:00,581 --> 00:34:02,917 - Yes. - They loosen another piece, 520 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:05,461 this leg swells even more. His pressure is 18. 521 00:34:05,544 --> 00:34:07,963 Does he have a pulse with that? 522 00:34:11,258 --> 00:34:14,220 I always did enjoy a good game of Twister. 523 00:34:19,433 --> 00:34:22,853 - It's finished. I'm in. - Yang, do not sew that in. Hold it. 524 00:34:22,978 --> 00:34:24,980 I will check your work when I'm done. 525 00:34:25,856 --> 00:34:29,735 - Chief, I've gotta do a fasciotomy. - What? A what? 526 00:34:29,818 --> 00:34:33,239 Relieve the pressure in your leg or you could lose the limb. 527 00:34:33,322 --> 00:34:36,283 Don't worry. You probably won't feel a thing. 528 00:34:38,035 --> 00:34:39,662 Oh, God. 529 00:34:54,009 --> 00:34:58,055 Hey, Dr.. Stevens. What's going down? 530 00:34:58,389 --> 00:35:00,140 What's going down? 531 00:35:00,516 --> 00:35:03,060 Cristina sparkle paging me out of cement boy. 532 00:35:03,143 --> 00:35:06,480 Alex not answering the phone. Alex and his insane girlfriend. 533 00:35:06,563 --> 00:35:11,360 Alex! Alex! I'm checking in. Call me back. God! 534 00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:14,738 - Things we do for people we love. - Exactly. It's... 535 00:35:20,244 --> 00:35:22,121 How'd it go? 536 00:35:22,204 --> 00:35:24,415 - Derek. - What? 537 00:35:24,498 --> 00:35:26,000 How'd it go? 538 00:35:27,042 --> 00:35:29,837 It was... 539 00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,923 It was amazing. Thank you. 540 00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:37,386 We have to take Jeremy down to the OR now. 541 00:35:40,055 --> 00:35:41,807 OK. 542 00:35:44,226 --> 00:35:46,103 - OK. - OK. 543 00:35:47,855 --> 00:35:53,402 - So I... I'll see you after? - Definitely. 544 00:35:53,485 --> 00:35:55,487 I don't think... 545 00:35:56,113 --> 00:36:00,993 I'm not sure you'll be conscious before we take Beth, so... 546 00:36:03,912 --> 00:36:06,665 So... so I'll see you after your surgery. 547 00:36:07,249 --> 00:36:08,584 All right. See you after. 548 00:36:14,757 --> 00:36:16,550 - Wait, Jer. Wait. - Yeah. 549 00:36:19,219 --> 00:36:23,140 - What if you die? - I won't. 550 00:36:23,682 --> 00:36:27,478 - What if I die? - You won't. 551 00:36:29,104 --> 00:36:30,981 OK, but... 552 00:36:34,276 --> 00:36:36,528 You changed my life, Jeremy West. 553 00:36:36,612 --> 00:36:41,533 You made it better, you made it brighter, full of joy. 554 00:36:41,617 --> 00:36:45,079 - And if I die... - Don't you dare die. 555 00:36:46,205 --> 00:36:47,456 OK? 556 00:36:48,207 --> 00:36:50,876 We're not finished yet. 557 00:36:50,959 --> 00:36:53,712 I'm not finished loving you. 558 00:37:05,682 --> 00:37:09,353 OK, go ahead. Go ahead. Get your head chopped open. 559 00:37:09,853 --> 00:37:11,480 I'm right behind you. 560 00:37:32,918 --> 00:37:35,379 Do not kill him. 561 00:37:42,928 --> 00:37:46,598 - You nervous? - I have my ego to keep me warm. 562 00:37:48,016 --> 00:37:49,601 - Can't you feel it? - What? 563 00:37:49,685 --> 00:37:52,729 The majesty of lifesaving. 564 00:37:52,813 --> 00:37:56,400 When did you become an optimist? 565 00:38:00,237 --> 00:38:01,697 Selling your land. 566 00:38:02,865 --> 00:38:04,658 Trying to move forward. 567 00:38:06,118 --> 00:38:07,536 So am I. 568 00:38:13,208 --> 00:38:16,295 - Who's there? - George O'Malley. 569 00:38:16,378 --> 00:38:19,715 - I was paged to the supply closet. - Are you alone? 570 00:38:19,798 --> 00:38:21,758 Lexie? 571 00:38:21,842 --> 00:38:24,553 Remember how I said I wasn't a thief? 572 00:38:26,180 --> 00:38:29,641 - I think maybe I am. - Alexandra Caroline Grey! 573 00:38:29,725 --> 00:38:33,479 I couldn't help it. I had to know. And then once I knew, I knew. 574 00:38:33,562 --> 00:38:36,064 Get these back to the chief's office right now. 575 00:38:36,148 --> 00:38:39,818 I tried to stop reading, but couldn't. I have photographic memory, 576 00:38:39,902 --> 00:38:42,362 which is how I got through Harvard Med. 577 00:38:42,446 --> 00:38:46,074 I read all files. Information is burned into my brain. I read yours. 578 00:38:46,158 --> 00:38:48,911 - No, I don't wanna know. - You failed the intern exam 579 00:38:48,994 --> 00:38:51,914 by one point. One point. 580 00:39:08,931 --> 00:39:11,683 The OR is booked and standing by. 581 00:39:14,895 --> 00:39:16,355 Dr.. Bailey, what is it? 582 00:39:17,397 --> 00:39:19,149 Something... 583 00:39:20,609 --> 00:39:24,363 Something... we're missing. 584 00:39:24,446 --> 00:39:26,156 We're forgetting something. 585 00:39:27,032 --> 00:39:30,744 Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, 586 00:39:30,827 --> 00:39:35,207 fluid balance, electrolytes. What is it? 587 00:39:35,290 --> 00:39:39,378 What is it? Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, 588 00:39:39,461 --> 00:39:44,132 fluids, electrolytes. Gangrene, compartment syndrome, 589 00:39:44,216 --> 00:39:46,718 compression, fluids, electrolytes. 590 00:39:46,802 --> 00:39:51,723 Gangrene, compartment syndrome, compression, fluids, elec... 591 00:39:54,768 --> 00:39:56,687 Bladder. His bladder. 592 00:39:57,896 --> 00:40:00,774 We've been hydrating him for over four hours now. 593 00:40:00,857 --> 00:40:05,195 - We don't get a catheter in him... - His bladder's gonna explode. 594 00:40:11,660 --> 00:40:13,954 Can I have mayo? 595 00:40:14,037 --> 00:40:16,957 See? You have an appetite. That's a good sign. 596 00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:23,922 - Hey. - Hey, Iz. I'll be right back. 597 00:40:25,591 --> 00:40:27,676 - What's going on? - How's Rebecca? 598 00:40:27,759 --> 00:40:29,636 She's fine. What do you need? 599 00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:31,597 - Did she eat? Call her husband? - Iz. 600 00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:34,933 - Don't get mad at me because I care. - Not caring. Butting in. 601 00:40:35,017 --> 00:40:37,769 - I'm butting in because I care. - Know how you care? 602 00:40:37,853 --> 00:40:41,315 By covering me at work, not calling me every hour and asking... 603 00:40:41,398 --> 00:40:44,318 - Hang on. Rebecca? - Alex? 604 00:40:44,401 --> 00:40:46,361 Rebecca? 605 00:40:47,696 --> 00:40:48,739 Alex? 606 00:40:54,620 --> 00:40:57,706 Time of death, 11:47. 607 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:08,425 Rebecca! 608 00:41:22,230 --> 00:41:25,400 You don't have to say any... thing. Don't say it. 609 00:41:30,072 --> 00:41:33,200 Alex? Are you still there? Alex? 610 00:41:34,951 --> 00:41:37,204 - I'm so sorry. - Don't... 611 00:41:39,748 --> 00:41:41,541 Don't say anything. 612 00:41:42,709 --> 00:41:46,463 OK? Don't say anything. 613 00:41:46,546 --> 00:41:51,677 Don't say anything! Don't say anything! 614 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:56,098 Don't you say anything to me! Don't say anything! 615 00:41:56,181 --> 00:42:00,727 Don't say anything! Don't say anything! Don't say anything!