1 00:00:24,381 --> 00:00:28,014 I don't particularly like them... 2 00:00:28,968 --> 00:00:31,614 the interviews. 3 00:00:36,565 --> 00:00:37,756 Understand. 4 00:00:39,566 --> 00:00:41,226 But why? 5 00:00:44,062 --> 00:00:47,898 The interviewers They make mistakes easily. 6 00:00:51,526 --> 00:00:55,677 Whatever you say, you could offend someone. 7 00:01:00,397 --> 00:01:03,339 You have stayed away of artistic circles... 8 00:01:03,499 --> 00:01:04,686 for more than ten years. 9 00:01:06,646 --> 00:01:08,842 Don't write too much about me. 10 00:01:11,125 --> 00:01:12,854 I am very reserved. 11 00:01:14,757 --> 00:01:18,038 I have talked a lot without measuring my words. 12 00:01:19,486 --> 00:01:21,925 How would you explain your works? 13 00:01:24,149 --> 00:01:26,991 Why has he painted war and poverty? 14 00:01:30,233 --> 00:01:31,686 Those... 15 00:01:32,727 --> 00:01:35,494 They are not appropriate topics. for a woman artist. 16 00:01:41,410 --> 00:01:43,756 When an artist works, 17 00:01:43,780 --> 00:01:46,264 He never thinks to explain his work. 18 00:01:52,638 --> 00:01:57,710 Inspiration comes from within, from beyond the artist. 19 00:02:06,474 --> 00:02:10,621 And I don't like being labeled as a woman artist. 20 00:02:11,722 --> 00:02:13,426 I am an artist. 21 00:06:04,900 --> 00:06:08,133 They did not accept my work for the Artistic Ateneo raffle. 22 00:06:08,293 --> 00:06:11,275 �Not even for a raffle, for a hundred marks! 23 00:06:14,038 --> 00:06:17,437 Come see me as soon as you can, Wester. 24 00:06:17,845 --> 00:06:20,172 I miss your company, my dear friend. 25 00:06:25,098 --> 00:06:27,673 Dear Helen, Don't try to please others. 26 00:06:28,825 --> 00:06:32,221 Work as you like and be free to do what you want. 27 00:06:33,619 --> 00:06:37,647 I'll come see you next week, and I have a surprise for you. 28 00:06:38,277 --> 00:06:40,696 Your friend, Helena Westermarck. 29 00:06:46,680 --> 00:06:48,566 I'm beautiful there, aren't I? 30 00:06:52,183 --> 00:06:54,711 The devil himself would be scared of that. 31 00:06:54,871 --> 00:06:56,208 I would like to buy it. 32 00:06:58,164 --> 00:07:00,388 With money from the Feminist League. 33 00:07:03,044 --> 00:07:04,722 - Salted herrings. - What? 34 00:07:04,882 --> 00:07:06,833 Bring me salted herrings and brandy. 35 00:07:23,684 --> 00:07:26,196 Where did you get the idea from? of the silver leaf? 36 00:07:26,821 --> 00:07:29,699 It is a Japanese invention. I stole it. 37 00:07:31,248 --> 00:07:32,340 Good. 38 00:07:32,533 --> 00:07:35,207 You don't have to pretend that you like the painting. 39 00:07:35,367 --> 00:07:38,439 I know. That's why I'm not buying it for myself. 40 00:07:42,821 --> 00:07:45,082 Wait until you see what I brought you. 41 00:07:53,877 --> 00:07:55,881 It is on loan from the Ateneo. 42 00:07:56,797 --> 00:07:58,836 He's on his way to Florence. 43 00:08:09,692 --> 00:08:11,803 Overpainted again. 44 00:08:12,572 --> 00:08:14,602 Like a sculpted wolf. 45 00:08:20,260 --> 00:08:22,543 A very handsome man. 46 00:08:22,903 --> 00:08:24,246 It is. 47 00:08:32,221 --> 00:08:33,939 Very good. 48 00:08:52,111 --> 00:08:55,264 We ran out of coffee and sugar. 49 00:08:55,865 --> 00:08:57,716 But we still have soap left. 50 00:09:01,682 --> 00:09:03,649 I stood in line for three hours. 51 00:09:06,060 --> 00:09:09,009 Maybe you have cookies? Today is my mother's day. 52 00:09:14,867 --> 00:09:16,812 I can sell you mine. 53 00:09:25,043 --> 00:09:27,546 Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. 54 00:09:27,928 --> 00:09:31,315 I'll send the neighbor's boy to wait in line, so I can paint during the day. 55 00:09:34,808 --> 00:09:36,146 To the task. 56 00:09:37,809 --> 00:09:40,731 You know how to brighten my life. 57 00:11:26,191 --> 00:11:28,703 A self-portrait is always an impossible challenge. 58 00:11:29,778 --> 00:11:32,432 How to paint a boring sky dotted with stars. 59 00:11:36,461 --> 00:11:38,426 �Why am I so sloppy? 60 00:11:40,649 --> 00:11:43,219 Always painting my fucking face. 61 00:13:05,200 --> 00:13:08,702 We are doing well here. 62 00:13:13,700 --> 00:13:15,409 Good morning. 63 00:13:17,458 --> 00:13:18,566 Hello. 64 00:13:18,782 --> 00:13:23,506 - We are looking for Helene Schjerfbeck. - Over there. 65 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:43,362 I'm G�sta Stenman, art dealer. Are the gentlemen at home? 66 00:13:51,053 --> 00:13:52,729 You are Helene Schjerfbeck. 67 00:13:52,889 --> 00:13:54,606 Einar Reuter. 68 00:13:56,265 --> 00:13:57,756 What do they want? 69 00:13:57,916 --> 00:13:59,451 I came to buy paintings. 70 00:14:01,638 --> 00:14:03,123 I don't have anything for sale. 71 00:14:04,523 --> 00:14:06,140 All artists sell. 72 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:14,230 Where are they? 73 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:20,257 Here they are! 74 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:27,458 �They don't have pictures hanging on the walls? 75 00:14:27,800 --> 00:14:29,792 No, don't even think about it. 76 00:14:29,952 --> 00:14:32,232 - We keep the walls clean. - Good. 77 00:14:32,392 --> 00:14:36,059 I have some hanging in my studio. 78 00:14:36,339 --> 00:14:37,516 Charcoal drawings. 79 00:14:38,982 --> 00:14:41,360 Very good. Let's see, let's see. 80 00:14:42,356 --> 00:14:46,855 My son Magnus has tried to sell some of those paintings. 81 00:14:47,015 --> 00:14:48,913 But they were all returns. 82 00:14:49,273 --> 00:14:50,628 It's curious. 83 00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:54,966 I have always managed to sell all the paintings I have bought. 84 00:15:12,523 --> 00:15:14,791 Einar also has several of them. 85 00:15:17,324 --> 00:15:20,737 "The Woodcutter", "The Sisters" and a Gausdal landscape. 86 00:15:21,995 --> 00:15:24,292 I find them impressive. 87 00:15:25,296 --> 00:15:28,791 The ones he didn't sell me were the ones I wanted to keep for myself. 88 00:15:29,531 --> 00:15:31,571 Two of Helene's works. 89 00:15:33,884 --> 00:15:35,495 Why have you come? 90 00:15:37,818 --> 00:15:39,442 Maria Wiik told me about you. 91 00:15:40,139 --> 00:15:42,223 And Einar has convinced me. 92 00:15:45,106 --> 00:15:46,688 He is an admirer of yours. 93 00:15:59,604 --> 00:16:01,203 You don't embellish. 94 00:16:02,327 --> 00:16:04,937 you paint people in all its ugliness. 95 00:16:07,323 --> 00:16:09,790 Sometimes his brushstroke It is almost a schematic feature. 96 00:16:09,950 --> 00:16:14,520 If examined in detail. 97 00:16:15,904 --> 00:16:18,117 Are you going to buy something? 98 00:16:19,328 --> 00:16:20,871 Everything! 99 00:16:24,675 --> 00:16:27,627 Well, and the price� 100 00:16:37,772 --> 00:16:41,440 The price is fifty marks for each piece. 101 00:16:46,700 --> 00:16:48,095 You will regret it. 102 00:16:48,523 --> 00:16:51,159 Well I'm going to add ten percent commission. 103 00:16:55,071 --> 00:16:56,296 Yes. 104 00:16:58,613 --> 00:17:01,629 You are an artist... 105 00:17:01,653 --> 00:17:03,708 very talented. 106 00:17:07,575 --> 00:17:10,854 Einar and I will do our best... 107 00:17:11,729 --> 00:17:14,539 so that everyone recognizes it. 108 00:17:32,406 --> 00:17:37,394 - Good morning. - Hello. Good morning. 109 00:18:24,758 --> 00:18:27,215 The men serve themselves the meat first. 110 00:18:41,213 --> 00:18:43,124 Don't be shy. 111 00:18:47,032 --> 00:18:48,504 Today was very good. 112 00:18:53,996 --> 00:18:56,048 Let's get rich. 113 00:18:56,208 --> 00:18:57,973 Thanks to you. 114 00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:30,824 - Good morning. - Good morning. 115 00:20:36,187 --> 00:20:37,544 Three hundred marks! 116 00:20:37,704 --> 00:20:40,195 Three hundred marks, at one. 117 00:20:40,355 --> 00:20:42,866 Three hundred marks, at two. 118 00:20:43,026 --> 00:20:46,939 And three hundred marks, at three. 119 00:20:47,099 --> 00:20:49,168 Sold to this gentleman. 120 00:21:00,516 --> 00:21:02,314 It's not bad at all. 121 00:21:03,008 --> 00:21:05,200 It would be easier without the pictures. 122 00:21:05,460 --> 00:21:08,741 bare walls where to imagine things. 123 00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:13,689 This light bothers me. Could you help me? 124 00:21:27,818 --> 00:21:29,104 Get out of the way. 125 00:21:36,846 --> 00:21:39,242 �It is difficult for him to look your own works? 126 00:21:40,082 --> 00:21:41,642 Awkward. 127 00:21:43,530 --> 00:21:45,403 Especially with this light. 128 00:21:47,427 --> 00:21:50,173 I could stay tonight to fix the worst mistakes... 129 00:21:50,333 --> 00:21:52,531 before it reopens the exhibition. 130 00:21:58,426 --> 00:22:00,155 You are right. 131 00:22:01,138 --> 00:22:04,588 Let's go for the painting material. It will keep you company. 132 00:22:04,826 --> 00:22:07,489 What did you tell me you do? 133 00:22:08,354 --> 00:22:10,675 He is a forester and writer. 134 00:22:10,835 --> 00:22:12,808 Also a self-taught painter. 135 00:22:12,968 --> 00:22:18,247 In fact, the original idea of the exhibition emerged from him. 136 00:22:18,863 --> 00:22:20,920 Wow, the light doesn't convince me. 137 00:22:27,472 --> 00:22:28,967 Could you open a little? 138 00:22:29,127 --> 00:22:31,237 We start in this room within an hour. 139 00:22:35,649 --> 00:22:36,720 Enough. 140 00:22:37,625 --> 00:22:38,661 The other side. 141 00:22:40,853 --> 00:22:42,405 Good! No� 142 00:22:42,565 --> 00:22:43,617 A little more. 143 00:22:59,283 --> 00:23:00,874 Would you like a coffee? 144 00:23:07,371 --> 00:23:08,971 And why not? 145 00:23:31,412 --> 00:23:33,669 Have you never been here? 146 00:23:34,015 --> 00:23:36,758 I had not been to Helsinki in fifteen years. 147 00:23:37,515 --> 00:23:42,587 You can almost say that he lived in cafes with Ada, Maria and Wester. 148 00:23:44,404 --> 00:23:47,116 It gave me the impression that he liked cities. 149 00:23:47,376 --> 00:23:49,124 Paris. 150 00:23:50,675 --> 00:23:52,392 Paris is very dirty. 151 00:23:53,848 --> 00:23:55,286 Do you hate Paris? 152 00:23:55,678 --> 00:23:57,011 I adore her. 153 00:23:57,356 --> 00:24:00,538 I love Paris precisely for its dirt. 154 00:24:01,619 --> 00:24:04,650 Its smell is so particular. The city smells like hot stone, 155 00:24:04,810 --> 00:24:09,574 to rotten flowers and unwashed skin, all mixed. 156 00:24:21,003 --> 00:24:24,992 Now I don't know if he's talking to me of cities or art. 157 00:24:33,250 --> 00:24:35,773 For me, cities are emotions. 158 00:24:45,983 --> 00:24:47,859 They are already lining up. 159 00:24:51,450 --> 00:24:53,707 This is a success! 160 00:24:55,499 --> 00:24:57,169 Haven't you read the newspaper? 161 00:25:00,835 --> 00:25:01,965 No. 162 00:25:03,046 --> 00:25:04,293 Nor will it. 163 00:25:04,553 --> 00:25:07,548 I already have enough of a headache without reading it. 164 00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:52,111 Colors have a life of their own in my mind. 165 00:25:52,271 --> 00:25:55,050 There are seasons when I can't stand certain colors. 166 00:25:55,308 --> 00:25:56,603 Really? 167 00:25:56,763 --> 00:25:58,966 I came to hate purple. 168 00:25:59,728 --> 00:26:01,617 Now I can tolerate it. 169 00:26:03,389 --> 00:26:04,599 And the beige? 170 00:26:05,456 --> 00:26:07,184 You use it a lot. 171 00:26:08,976 --> 00:26:12,113 TRUE. But it's my workhorse. 172 00:26:12,273 --> 00:26:14,491 I only use it for backgrounds. 173 00:26:15,004 --> 00:26:19,028 I find it almost impossible paint a person dressed in beige. 174 00:26:30,012 --> 00:26:34,411 �And the ocher, and the cobalt, and carbon black? 175 00:26:35,644 --> 00:26:36,897 They are my favorites. 176 00:26:37,642 --> 00:26:39,147 I know. 177 00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:43,884 I read it in an interview with you. 178 00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:48,496 "Would she allow me to go see her paint?" someday? 179 00:26:49,913 --> 00:26:51,468 It would be a great honor. 180 00:26:54,524 --> 00:26:58,911 If I receive other visits. Why not you? 181 00:26:59,867 --> 00:27:01,987 Bring your painting supplies. 182 00:27:02,147 --> 00:27:03,987 This way we will paint together. 183 00:27:04,364 --> 00:27:05,475 Very good. 184 00:27:07,934 --> 00:27:09,726 Thank you. 185 00:28:16,062 --> 00:28:17,779 Forward. March! 186 00:28:58,400 --> 00:28:59,495 What a surprise! 187 00:28:59,655 --> 00:29:02,089 Magnus has to tell you something. 188 00:29:04,976 --> 00:29:07,425 The commission of ten thousand marks for the exhibition... 189 00:29:07,585 --> 00:29:10,269 belongs to the heirs. 190 00:29:10,429 --> 00:29:13,076 we will share it between family members. 191 00:29:14,085 --> 00:29:17,733 No. I am the one who painted the pictures. 192 00:29:17,932 --> 00:29:20,114 Not the heirs. 193 00:29:20,453 --> 00:29:22,950 I don't get anything of the houses you design. 194 00:29:23,106 --> 00:29:25,721 But it's like that. I don't make the laws. 195 00:29:26,500 --> 00:29:28,427 The heirs acquire the works of women. 196 00:29:28,452 --> 00:29:31,141 Magnus could keep everything, if I wanted to. 197 00:29:31,470 --> 00:29:34,122 People would look at us very badly. Don't you understand? 198 00:29:35,798 --> 00:29:37,439 What must be endured! 199 00:29:45,457 --> 00:29:46,873 Then no! 200 00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:01,367 We will have something to talk about. 201 00:30:07,510 --> 00:30:10,641 We are in civil war. Everything is looked at a lot. 202 00:30:58,226 --> 00:31:00,329 What are you doing here? 203 00:31:01,761 --> 00:31:02,873 Of everything. 204 00:31:06,018 --> 00:31:09,434 Above all think about the next frame What am I going to paint? 205 00:31:12,238 --> 00:31:13,723 And what do you do? 206 00:31:14,183 --> 00:31:17,934 Nice way to apologize with your brother. 207 00:31:18,526 --> 00:31:20,518 Where was that painting? 208 00:31:23,329 --> 00:31:25,760 I also know how to rummage through the shelves. 209 00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:27,901 So you're stealing it? 210 00:31:35,030 --> 00:31:36,744 Damn. 211 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:28,617 Does it have lead? 212 00:32:28,977 --> 00:32:30,743 It is essential. 213 00:32:42,012 --> 00:32:44,158 Lead tail and rabbit fur. 214 00:32:45,229 --> 00:32:47,996 Yes. And silence. 215 00:32:58,361 --> 00:32:59,637 Come here. 216 00:33:06,215 --> 00:33:08,240 Let's plant this. 217 00:33:09,017 --> 00:33:11,534 The orchids will look pretty next to your paintings. 218 00:33:12,521 --> 00:33:13,892 So we planted it. 219 00:33:14,052 --> 00:33:15,124 Come on. 220 00:33:20,689 --> 00:33:25,020 "Even if I had to die for you, in no way will I deny you." 221 00:33:25,180 --> 00:33:28,345 This is how they talk the lay preachers of Haaparanta. 222 00:33:31,060 --> 00:33:32,277 Well. 223 00:33:32,572 --> 00:33:33,662 Wow. 224 00:33:59,885 --> 00:34:02,343 My family has a villa in Tammisaari. 225 00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:06,989 Would you like to go with me? To paint. 226 00:34:07,585 --> 00:34:09,206 To Tammisaari? 227 00:34:09,385 --> 00:34:10,767 Yes. 228 00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:53,379 Thank you. 229 00:37:02,700 --> 00:37:04,602 Will you let me paint you? 230 00:37:06,903 --> 00:37:08,193 How? 231 00:37:10,123 --> 00:37:12,118 I would like to paint you. 232 00:37:12,778 --> 00:37:14,034 Just like that. 233 00:37:14,779 --> 00:37:16,270 As a sailor. 234 00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:47,969 Be quiet. 235 00:37:51,372 --> 00:37:53,554 It's been like this for six hours now. 236 00:37:54,119 --> 00:37:57,082 Good. You only have ten left. 237 00:38:03,659 --> 00:38:05,102 Knife. 238 00:38:05,805 --> 00:38:07,664 It wasn't going to be an axe. 239 00:38:14,928 --> 00:38:16,167 Come. 240 00:38:28,862 --> 00:38:30,102 Take. 241 00:38:35,556 --> 00:38:37,326 Rub gently. 242 00:38:41,364 --> 00:38:43,452 Without touching the rabbit fur tail. 243 00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:46,281 - It's not going to break. - No. 244 00:38:47,468 --> 00:38:48,984 Closer. 245 00:39:01,829 --> 00:39:03,733 Add more viridien. 246 00:39:04,858 --> 00:39:06,946 It gives a beautiful glow to the skin. 247 00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:38,042 Take off your hat. 248 00:40:42,231 --> 00:40:44,287 It dominates the image. 249 00:40:51,251 --> 00:40:53,362 But be still. 250 00:41:00,655 --> 00:41:01,801 Thank you. 251 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:50,279 I would like us to talk of what happened in Tammisaari. 252 00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:54,530 What is it that happened? 253 00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:11,655 Nothing. 254 00:42:16,089 --> 00:42:18,367 When are you going to Lapland again? 255 00:42:18,527 --> 00:42:19,832 Tomorrow. 256 00:42:20,700 --> 00:42:22,790 Let's talk about Tammisaari. 257 00:42:24,682 --> 00:42:26,001 It's not necessary. 258 00:42:28,577 --> 00:42:30,305 How long will you be there? 259 00:42:33,558 --> 00:42:35,730 No more than three weeks. 260 00:42:36,297 --> 00:42:38,738 I have forestry matters to attend to in Tornio. 261 00:42:45,409 --> 00:42:47,153 We will write to each other. 262 00:42:49,458 --> 00:42:50,953 Just one letter each. 263 00:42:53,469 --> 00:42:55,087 Why one? 264 00:42:57,497 --> 00:43:00,529 This way they will be unique. Irreplaceable. 265 00:43:02,096 --> 00:43:03,426 It's strange. 266 00:43:05,612 --> 00:43:07,981 I think you're lazy as a writer. 267 00:43:09,362 --> 00:43:10,386 No, I'm not. 268 00:43:11,245 --> 00:43:12,565 It's just that 269 00:43:17,349 --> 00:43:19,034 Then show me no. 270 00:43:20,494 --> 00:43:22,775 Write me a very long letter. 271 00:43:25,183 --> 00:43:27,751 Very good. But only one. 272 00:43:50,201 --> 00:43:52,037 Let it be very long. 273 00:45:58,200 --> 00:45:59,722 You seem to be sad. 274 00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:01,833 What? 275 00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,375 I see you so sad when you smile. 276 00:46:10,351 --> 00:46:13,283 No, no, I guess, maybe. 277 00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:15,928 What's wrong? 278 00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:20,628 All artists They are usually sad. 279 00:46:20,788 --> 00:46:22,439 Even being happy. 280 00:46:39,228 --> 00:46:41,564 So much speculation is crazy. 281 00:46:42,693 --> 00:46:44,892 lately, Helsinki is a crazy house. 282 00:46:45,152 --> 00:46:49,086 A continuous influx of visitors who only know how to discuss politics. 283 00:46:50,016 --> 00:46:51,652 Everything is shit. 284 00:46:54,635 --> 00:46:55,816 The war is over. 285 00:46:57,440 --> 00:46:59,844 But the Finnish Feminist League does not progress. 286 00:47:00,304 --> 00:47:01,855 Suffrage and these things. 287 00:47:03,522 --> 00:47:07,128 I'm getting tired! I'm turning into a nettle. 288 00:47:09,372 --> 00:47:11,188 You were always like a nettle. 289 00:47:24,700 --> 00:47:27,076 I still haven't received letters from Einar. 290 00:47:29,162 --> 00:47:31,346 Aren't my letters enough for you? 291 00:47:47,643 --> 00:47:49,590 Einar is still young. 292 00:47:58,032 --> 00:48:00,418 We can all draw strength from our childhood, 293 00:48:00,578 --> 00:48:02,596 whatever it was. 294 00:48:02,829 --> 00:48:04,341 Childhood is usually hard. 295 00:48:07,668 --> 00:48:10,305 I wonder how many people will come? to my funeral. 296 00:48:11,316 --> 00:48:13,989 "You're not getting a little dramatic? 297 00:48:14,728 --> 00:48:16,298 Not many will come. 298 00:48:18,517 --> 00:48:21,382 I can't stand it when people disappoint me. 299 00:48:25,776 --> 00:48:27,480 Don't we have other matters? 300 00:48:30,972 --> 00:48:33,753 I have a hellish sore on the sole of the foot. 301 00:48:35,189 --> 00:48:37,593 Thank goodness she is no longer infected. 302 00:48:37,788 --> 00:48:38,834 Don't you want to see it? 303 00:48:38,994 --> 00:48:40,068 No. 304 00:48:43,908 --> 00:48:45,353 I miss the train. 305 00:48:46,636 --> 00:48:48,184 See you soon. 306 00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:51,249 I can't find it. 307 00:50:54,858 --> 00:50:56,100 How do you want it? 308 00:50:56,835 --> 00:50:58,343 Well, perfect. 309 00:51:06,771 --> 00:51:08,841 We've been here for three hours. 310 00:51:10,167 --> 00:51:12,287 Very good. We have time left. 311 00:51:13,743 --> 00:51:15,133 Old joke. 312 00:51:25,291 --> 00:51:26,388 This. 313 00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:15,954 Focus, Einar. 314 00:52:52,500 --> 00:52:55,715 You didn't buy me one of my paintings of Gausdal landscapes? 315 00:52:55,938 --> 00:52:56,938 No. 316 00:52:57,896 --> 00:53:00,198 Go there and make your own version... 317 00:53:03,183 --> 00:53:04,540 To Norway? 318 00:53:12,298 --> 00:53:13,583 Why? 319 00:53:15,182 --> 00:53:16,642 Because I say so. 320 00:53:22,212 --> 00:53:24,492 I would like to stay here painting with you 321 00:53:29,370 --> 00:53:30,584 I have money. 322 00:53:30,995 --> 00:53:32,448 Take it as a scholarship. 323 00:53:43,459 --> 00:53:48,248 I want, I beg you to experience the same thing I already experienced. 324 00:53:52,942 --> 00:53:55,091 You have to experience it yourself. 325 00:53:56,194 --> 00:53:58,427 I want to know what you think about Skei. 326 00:53:58,958 --> 00:54:01,221 It's a beautiful place, Einar. 327 00:54:05,079 --> 00:54:06,652 Now I wouldn't like to go. 328 00:54:08,647 --> 00:54:10,264 It's a nice gesture. 329 00:54:11,723 --> 00:54:13,232 Don't say no. 330 00:54:20,310 --> 00:54:21,993 We will continue when you return. 331 00:54:27,878 --> 00:54:29,363 I'll think about it. 332 00:54:41,586 --> 00:54:43,459 I will miss you. 333 00:55:38,865 --> 00:55:40,910 What if something happened to Einar? 334 00:55:41,212 --> 00:55:42,604 It's only been a week. 335 00:55:42,757 --> 00:55:44,035 Two. 336 00:55:44,944 --> 00:55:46,772 He promised to write to me every day. 337 00:55:47,420 --> 00:55:50,432 Not a letter last week, and I had sent him eight. 338 00:55:52,141 --> 00:55:53,684 Calm down. 339 00:55:55,420 --> 00:55:59,052 Pay for a trip like that, with the little you have. 340 00:56:04,988 --> 00:56:06,945 Here you don't cry for a man. 341 00:56:08,113 --> 00:56:10,644 Women are strong and brave. 342 00:56:11,449 --> 00:56:13,182 That's it! 343 00:56:16,513 --> 00:56:17,543 To the task. 344 00:56:21,101 --> 00:56:22,340 Not today. 345 00:58:51,200 --> 00:58:52,670 Dear Wester... 346 00:58:53,746 --> 00:58:55,053 I can't sleep. 347 00:58:55,815 --> 00:58:59,808 I have horrible dreams. Maybe nightmares. 348 00:58:59,990 --> 00:59:03,317 And all this happens to me because I am very distressed for Einar. 349 00:59:04,032 --> 00:59:06,297 �He always gave me a lot of strength. 350 00:59:06,518 --> 00:59:09,431 It has filled me with courage in the last two years. 351 00:59:10,363 --> 00:59:12,045 Now I miss it. 352 00:59:13,034 --> 00:59:16,094 When Einar returns, I'll tell you everything. 353 00:59:17,807 --> 00:59:19,653 I'll be honest. 354 01:01:28,366 --> 01:01:29,475 What? 355 01:01:31,129 --> 01:01:32,794 It's from Einar. 356 01:02:09,254 --> 01:02:10,468 What's wrong? 357 01:02:47,100 --> 01:02:48,603 - What's wrong? - Wait. 358 01:02:49,657 --> 01:02:51,522 - Helene, open the door! - Don't come in! 359 01:02:51,864 --> 01:02:53,341 Open the door, Helene! 360 01:02:53,501 --> 01:02:55,060 Stay out there! 361 01:02:55,770 --> 01:02:57,259 Open the door, Helene! 362 01:02:59,830 --> 01:03:01,429 Let me in, Helene! 363 01:03:04,148 --> 01:03:05,907 Helene, open the door! 364 01:03:09,391 --> 01:03:10,923 Open the door, Helene! 365 01:03:11,736 --> 01:03:12,876 Helene! 366 01:03:19,991 --> 01:03:21,808 Don't come here. 367 01:03:28,394 --> 01:03:30,066 Stay out there. 368 01:04:22,700 --> 01:04:24,787 What a beautiful woman. 369 01:04:27,214 --> 01:04:30,975 It is clear that everyone at forty years... 370 01:04:31,526 --> 01:04:33,675 wants a family. 371 01:04:48,474 --> 01:04:50,005 And what about me? 372 01:04:52,216 --> 01:04:53,952 So what am I doing here? 373 01:04:56,881 --> 01:04:58,574 Where is my family? 374 01:05:03,278 --> 01:05:05,289 You didn't think much. 375 01:05:05,532 --> 01:05:07,174 Such a young man... 376 01:05:07,943 --> 01:05:09,639 You trust anyone. 377 01:05:12,075 --> 01:05:13,906 Don't get into my life anymore. 378 01:05:17,789 --> 01:05:23,374 Do you believe me when I tell you What will destroy you if you do? 379 01:05:25,843 --> 01:05:26,967 Do you believe me? 380 01:05:38,160 --> 01:05:39,284 Do you believe me? 381 01:05:45,119 --> 01:05:46,243 Do you believe me? 382 01:05:55,912 --> 01:05:57,031 I believe you. 383 01:06:00,835 --> 01:06:01,959 You believe me. 384 01:06:21,755 --> 01:06:24,651 The sanatorium is so exceptional like you told me. 385 01:06:25,411 --> 01:06:27,078 Gausdal is a charm. 386 01:06:29,120 --> 01:06:30,746 I've met Tyra. 387 01:06:31,098 --> 01:06:33,285 Tyra Arp is eighteen years old. 388 01:06:35,129 --> 01:06:36,433 We have promised each other. 389 01:06:45,867 --> 01:06:47,336 Helene Schjerfbeck. 390 01:06:55,055 --> 01:06:58,017 The diagnosis is of the heart. 391 01:06:58,177 --> 01:06:59,737 It has no more importance. 392 01:06:59,897 --> 01:07:03,647 Broken heart or broken heart. 393 01:07:20,216 --> 01:07:21,221 I... 394 01:07:23,901 --> 01:07:26,173 I would have to leave now. 395 01:07:31,318 --> 01:07:32,586 See you soon. 396 01:07:46,408 --> 01:07:47,978 Rest, sister. 397 01:07:49,800 --> 01:07:51,916 The world is waiting for you. 398 01:07:54,704 --> 01:07:56,450 I will take care of you. 399 01:07:57,871 --> 01:07:59,260 I promise you. 400 01:08:48,943 --> 01:08:51,037 I came to read you poems. 401 01:09:01,426 --> 01:09:05,573 He who has books, every day you can take refuge... 402 01:09:05,733 --> 01:09:08,532 where the great spirits. 403 01:09:11,237 --> 01:09:13,212 Let's start with Leino. 404 01:09:15,195 --> 01:09:16,930 "Of freedom." 405 01:09:20,931 --> 01:09:22,814 Young is the country. 406 01:09:23,427 --> 01:09:25,651 I am young too. 407 01:09:30,771 --> 01:09:33,597 Soon it was dawn for both of us. 408 01:09:36,431 --> 01:09:39,582 We saw the sunrise behind the mountains. 409 01:09:39,807 --> 01:09:43,104 We rise and we launch� 410 01:10:09,823 --> 01:10:11,086 What are you looking at? 411 01:10:12,462 --> 01:10:13,681 The sea. 412 01:10:15,920 --> 01:10:17,670 Don't you want to paint anything else? 413 01:10:18,151 --> 01:10:20,286 No. Now painting is secondary. 414 01:10:21,351 --> 01:10:22,924 Now I want to study you. 415 01:10:23,965 --> 01:10:25,296 Why? 416 01:10:25,802 --> 01:10:27,495 For this... 417 01:10:40,152 --> 01:10:42,470 I want to write a book about your art. 418 01:10:52,063 --> 01:10:53,592 With one condition. 419 01:10:55,304 --> 01:10:56,385 Which one will it be? 420 01:11:01,156 --> 01:11:02,983 I want to paint you. 421 01:11:04,828 --> 01:11:05,956 When? 422 01:11:09,487 --> 01:11:10,998 I'll let you know. 423 01:11:23,336 --> 01:11:25,295 And we launched� 424 01:11:26,521 --> 01:11:27,810 Wester. 425 01:11:28,991 --> 01:11:30,438 I'm out of books. 426 01:11:35,375 --> 01:11:38,159 Next time I'll bring you something by Selma Lagerl�f. 427 01:11:39,535 --> 01:11:40,946 Don't bring anything. 428 01:11:47,742 --> 01:11:49,629 But you can stay a while. 429 01:12:07,799 --> 01:12:08,845 Good. 430 01:12:11,416 --> 01:12:12,869 But don't look at me. 431 01:12:15,623 --> 01:12:16,782 Why? 432 01:12:18,540 --> 01:12:21,587 Because I can't draw you if you look at me from the front. 433 01:15:58,600 --> 01:16:00,119 Didn't you get my letters? 434 01:16:00,608 --> 01:16:02,460 She is still sick. 435 01:16:03,793 --> 01:16:06,796 It's hard to judge your feelings. 436 01:16:06,956 --> 01:16:09,480 I don't even let Magnus in in his room. 437 01:16:12,833 --> 01:16:15,164 I don't even know what to say. 438 01:16:15,324 --> 01:16:16,838 You don't need to say anything. 439 01:16:24,360 --> 01:16:26,404 Come by again when it's healed. 440 01:16:28,585 --> 01:16:30,253 Enjoy your fiancée. 441 01:16:32,673 --> 01:16:34,914 - Does the doctor visit you every day? - No. 442 01:16:39,069 --> 01:16:41,842 You can't have it all day in bed without a doctor. 443 01:16:42,753 --> 01:16:44,650 It's time to go, boy. 444 01:16:50,361 --> 01:16:51,617 I'm sorry. 445 01:16:56,513 --> 01:16:59,514 There would be nothing more... 446 01:16:59,717 --> 01:17:01,275 what could we do? 447 01:17:02,755 --> 01:17:04,570 What do you propose? 448 01:17:09,810 --> 01:17:11,580 I'm not an idiot, Einar. 449 01:17:11,840 --> 01:17:13,611 And I hope you don't either. 450 01:17:13,771 --> 01:17:15,812 Believe me, I already do everything I can. 451 01:17:17,961 --> 01:17:19,753 It's time for you to go. 452 01:17:20,841 --> 01:17:23,210 There's still a lot to talk about. 453 01:17:33,361 --> 01:17:35,388 Could you give her the flowers? at least? 454 01:18:17,698 --> 01:18:20,903 Sometimes the pain is like a cramp in the stomach. 455 01:18:31,569 --> 01:18:33,741 Here you have paper and pen for the night. 456 01:18:37,776 --> 01:18:39,364 Draw when it hurts. 457 01:18:42,178 --> 01:18:43,626 Beautiful flowers. 458 01:18:45,401 --> 01:18:46,523 Thank you. 459 01:18:52,441 --> 01:18:55,584 Do you think I should come back? to my house? 460 01:19:01,855 --> 01:19:03,599 Take as much time as you want. 461 01:19:08,017 --> 01:19:10,872 Do you remember what you wrote to me? When did you break up with Jean? 462 01:19:11,466 --> 01:19:16,766 You said... when you get up, be hard and shiny like metal. 463 01:21:12,300 --> 01:21:13,848 Dear Helene... 464 01:21:14,971 --> 01:21:17,552 I find it difficult to express in words what I think. 465 01:21:18,635 --> 01:21:20,020 I'm going back to Helsinki. 466 01:21:21,498 --> 01:21:23,399 I would love to see you again. 467 01:21:24,254 --> 01:21:26,865 I was not allowed to visit you in the hospital. 468 01:21:27,799 --> 01:21:29,199 I was furious. 469 01:21:30,371 --> 01:21:32,277 By the way, I'm making progress in the book. 470 01:21:32,437 --> 01:21:34,376 You will have the first draft in the summer. 471 01:21:36,154 --> 01:21:38,356 Your friend forever, Einar. 472 01:23:34,400 --> 01:23:36,183 I'm glad you came. 473 01:23:37,100 --> 01:23:38,931 It just had to come. 474 01:23:39,397 --> 01:23:41,227 I feel much better. 475 01:23:46,420 --> 01:23:50,860 There were nine of your works in the Exhibition Spring Festival of the Art Society. 476 01:23:51,357 --> 01:23:54,786 G�sta sells me as weak and sickly. 477 01:23:54,893 --> 01:23:58,453 That sells, but it's repulsive. 478 01:23:59,965 --> 01:24:01,434 If it sells, perfect. 479 01:24:08,689 --> 01:24:12,318 Stenman sold your painting "The suit" to the Art Society. 480 01:24:13,270 --> 01:24:15,463 Your third work at the Ateneo. 481 01:24:16,961 --> 01:24:18,230 I already found out. 482 01:24:29,557 --> 01:24:31,804 I have started painting again. 483 01:24:36,781 --> 01:24:37,983 Good! 484 01:24:54,679 --> 01:24:57,123 mother is going to have a beautiful birthday. 485 01:24:57,750 --> 01:24:59,250 Because there will be four of us. 486 01:24:59,621 --> 01:25:00,946 Who are we going to be? 487 01:25:01,842 --> 01:25:04,630 You me and two cookies. 488 01:25:10,753 --> 01:25:12,614 And why do you paint, Helene? 489 01:25:13,850 --> 01:25:16,461 You could use your skills... 490 01:25:17,788 --> 01:25:20,669 and sell rug designs to rich women. 491 01:25:21,257 --> 01:25:23,511 There are too many painters. 492 01:25:23,671 --> 01:25:25,274 Now it is no longer like that. 493 01:25:26,027 --> 01:25:27,928 Finland's best-selling artist. 494 01:25:28,088 --> 01:25:30,128 But the money is gone to other pockets. 495 01:25:36,441 --> 01:25:39,418 The tenth commandment of bohemia... 496 01:25:39,897 --> 01:25:42,289 You will end your own life yourself. 497 01:25:42,809 --> 01:25:43,994 Or maybe not? 498 01:26:27,957 --> 01:26:30,965 Enough, mother. I beg you. 499 01:26:31,269 --> 01:26:33,544 I'm still recovering. 500 01:26:33,737 --> 01:26:35,091 I already invited him. 501 01:26:36,057 --> 01:26:37,950 It will arrive the day after tomorrow. 502 01:26:39,093 --> 01:26:40,648 It's too early. 503 01:26:41,949 --> 01:26:43,999 Einar has bought a car. 504 01:26:44,213 --> 01:26:46,309 - He will come driving himself. - No! 505 01:26:51,373 --> 01:26:52,891 I wanted to help. 506 01:26:54,373 --> 01:26:55,647 Sincerely. 507 01:27:00,482 --> 01:27:01,820 Let's make a dress. 508 01:28:08,900 --> 01:28:10,287 Come in! 509 01:28:22,754 --> 01:28:26,673 Meet my fiancée, Tyra Arp. 510 01:28:27,695 --> 01:28:29,025 Hello good. 511 01:28:30,270 --> 01:28:31,506 It's an honor. 512 01:28:36,074 --> 01:28:37,247 Until now. 513 01:28:46,058 --> 01:28:47,438 Is he related to you? 514 01:28:49,790 --> 01:28:51,855 Yes, but she is not a close relative either. 515 01:28:52,922 --> 01:28:55,170 She was always this small. 516 01:28:56,745 --> 01:28:58,761 Did you see the photo I sent you of Tyra? 517 01:29:01,902 --> 01:29:03,744 I don't want to hear anything else from her. 518 01:29:11,618 --> 01:29:13,498 And the Gausdal Hills? 519 01:29:25,446 --> 01:29:27,294 They will forever be yours and mine. 520 01:29:30,849 --> 01:29:33,023 They belong to all artists. 521 01:29:41,241 --> 01:29:43,696 Your friendship is a true treasure for me. 522 01:29:49,922 --> 01:29:51,388 And I wouldn't want to lose her. 523 01:29:51,658 --> 01:29:52,835 Let him rest. 524 01:30:05,895 --> 01:30:07,427 I think I'm going to go now. 525 01:30:13,737 --> 01:30:15,215 Thanks for the coffee. 526 01:30:15,557 --> 01:30:18,185 Your manners do it a little more bearable. 527 01:30:18,345 --> 01:30:21,345 Believe me, your friendship is a real treasure for me. 528 01:30:25,370 --> 01:30:27,071 I don't want to see you again. 529 01:30:32,038 --> 01:30:33,608 And what do you want me to do? 530 01:30:36,281 --> 01:30:38,019 Stop making me suffer. 531 01:30:39,185 --> 01:30:40,443 Go away. 532 01:30:52,442 --> 01:30:53,448 Einar. 533 01:30:55,205 --> 01:30:58,451 Excuse me. I was stupid. 534 01:30:59,786 --> 01:31:02,062 Write to me whenever you can. 535 01:31:03,042 --> 01:31:04,769 This would do me a lot of good. 536 01:32:39,400 --> 01:32:44,077 For a single moment, this was mine. 537 01:32:44,437 --> 01:32:46,044 You were mine. 538 01:32:46,832 --> 01:32:51,549 You were sad then, but I was happier than ever. 539 01:32:53,838 --> 01:32:58,569 The bodily love that I received It was the most excellent. 540 01:32:59,346 --> 01:33:01,239 Fades away. 541 01:33:02,946 --> 01:33:07,222 Loneliness dominates me, it envelops me. 542 01:33:07,575 --> 01:33:09,811 This is for you, Einar. 543 01:33:11,222 --> 01:33:13,578 I wanted to thank you for everything. 544 01:33:15,394 --> 01:33:19,469 My warmest greetings, Helene Schjerfbeck. 545 01:33:58,574 --> 01:33:59,857 Stop pretending. 546 01:34:00,949 --> 01:34:03,255 The truth is that you don't care for me. 547 01:34:04,150 --> 01:34:05,727 I take care of you. 548 01:34:06,566 --> 01:34:08,505 My problems don't go with you. 549 01:34:09,006 --> 01:34:10,612 Now it turns out not? 550 01:34:11,706 --> 01:34:15,174 You don't do the housework and I'm here as a model doing nothing. 551 01:34:15,334 --> 01:34:17,787 You didn't want to go live where Magnus and Betty. 552 01:34:18,749 --> 01:34:20,622 Mother and daughter must be together. 553 01:34:30,021 --> 01:34:33,538 You never loved me so much like Magnus. 554 01:34:43,006 --> 01:34:44,446 It's unbearable! 555 01:34:46,381 --> 01:34:49,431 What a bad mother. What hypocrisy. 556 01:34:49,591 --> 01:34:50,638 Very good. 557 01:34:57,222 --> 01:34:59,539 Very good, I'm going to Magnus and Betty. 558 01:34:59,802 --> 01:35:01,884 This is what you always wanted. 559 01:35:02,222 --> 01:35:05,804 By the way you will have more space to paint. 560 01:35:06,181 --> 01:35:08,536 For Einar� and for you. 561 01:35:10,894 --> 01:35:11,983 Go away. 562 01:35:13,763 --> 01:35:15,028 Far away! 563 01:35:55,500 --> 01:35:56,722 Helene! 564 01:36:25,900 --> 01:36:27,521 Let's protect ourselves from the cold. 565 01:36:59,644 --> 01:37:01,119 I close the windows. 566 01:37:14,811 --> 01:37:15,866 Helene. 567 01:37:18,326 --> 01:37:19,532 Helene. 568 01:37:29,924 --> 01:37:35,730 I'm not a very strong man, but I can open it with an axe. 569 01:37:37,731 --> 01:37:39,166 Helene where is an axe? 570 01:37:42,220 --> 01:37:43,476 It's not necessary. 571 01:37:44,300 --> 01:37:46,272 I don't want you to see me. 572 01:37:50,856 --> 01:37:55,362 It seems surprising that a woman at such an advanced age... 573 01:37:55,490 --> 01:37:57,222 achieve such extraordinary successes. 574 01:37:57,661 --> 01:37:59,478 Of such an advanced age? 575 01:37:59,656 --> 01:38:01,341 But who are they talking about? 576 01:38:03,310 --> 01:38:07,076 I am very sorry, And I don't agree at all either. 577 01:38:08,918 --> 01:38:12,930 But if we are high-minded and we apologize for the anachronism, 578 01:38:13,833 --> 01:38:15,238 What do you think, Helen? 579 01:38:20,215 --> 01:38:22,006 All those achievements, 580 01:38:22,943 --> 01:38:25,198 next to any artist in the world... 581 01:38:26,102 --> 01:38:27,578 They are completely unusual. 582 01:38:32,725 --> 01:38:34,918 Well, that sounds a little better now. 583 01:38:35,711 --> 01:38:37,502 It sounds rather exaggerated. 584 01:38:49,154 --> 01:38:50,914 Come help me with the firewood. 585 01:38:51,427 --> 01:38:52,707 It's very cold here. 586 01:38:53,379 --> 01:38:54,545 What do you say to me? 587 01:38:56,186 --> 01:38:58,078 The coming autumn in Stockholm. 588 01:39:00,063 --> 01:39:01,708 And who will be interested? 589 01:39:02,223 --> 01:39:03,475 We'll see. 590 01:39:04,966 --> 01:39:07,656 A new exhibition would be profitable. 591 01:39:13,983 --> 01:39:16,079 It's very clear that I can't. 592 01:39:18,887 --> 01:39:20,321 I will encourage her. 593 01:39:24,263 --> 01:39:26,720 But you have already seen my latest works? 594 01:39:30,126 --> 01:39:31,582 Thanks for your help. 595 01:40:29,542 --> 01:40:31,950 You still smell sour, as always. 596 01:40:35,735 --> 01:40:37,461 And that? But what is that? 597 01:40:39,006 --> 01:40:40,406 What an ugly girl! 598 01:40:41,099 --> 01:40:44,351 Who would want to look at that? And much less buy it! 599 01:40:47,646 --> 01:40:51,648 She may be ugly, but she is a girl full of enthusiasm and vitality. 600 01:40:51,808 --> 01:40:55,374 Buy, buy, gentlemen! This is very ugly, but it is modern. 601 01:40:56,626 --> 01:40:57,771 �Vitality�! 602 01:40:57,931 --> 01:41:00,870 It has been many years since I abandoned realistic art. 603 01:41:01,799 --> 01:41:03,180 Life shapes me. 604 01:41:03,622 --> 01:41:05,134 And it makes me stronger. 605 01:41:11,943 --> 01:41:15,016 You paint pictures that no one is going to buy, just out of spite. 606 01:41:16,035 --> 01:41:19,286 - Not even your brother likes them. - Shut up or you'll be left homeless. 607 01:41:20,094 --> 01:41:21,872 Magnus doesn't want to have you. 608 01:41:22,162 --> 01:41:23,701 And I have you for charity. 609 01:42:26,355 --> 01:42:27,681 Baby, mother. 610 01:42:31,040 --> 01:42:32,940 -The shirt� - How? 611 01:42:33,393 --> 01:42:34,961 Magnus' shirt. 612 01:43:00,146 --> 01:43:02,555 Our Lord, the Father of Jesus Christ, 613 01:43:05,072 --> 01:43:09,011 that you make your mercy shine above everything created, 614 01:43:09,171 --> 01:43:12,998 - take pity on our sister - Why isn't the priest here? 615 01:43:15,732 --> 01:43:18,434 Who is that clown? 616 01:43:23,230 --> 01:43:24,818 Let's take her downstairs. 617 01:43:24,978 --> 01:43:26,129 There is more space. 618 01:43:33,826 --> 01:43:40,707 They killed three girls to see what was hidden in each heart. 619 01:43:43,354 --> 01:43:45,167 In one there was joy. 620 01:43:45,750 --> 01:43:48,596 He shed blood... 621 01:43:49,904 --> 01:43:52,365 And that was the baptism of the three. 622 01:44:03,267 --> 01:44:04,639 Dear Wester... 623 01:44:06,800 --> 01:44:11,817 I have to confess something to you about my mother and me. 624 01:44:14,186 --> 01:44:17,484 We have been screaming at each other for decades between us. 625 01:44:17,741 --> 01:44:19,923 As from distant islands. 626 01:44:26,908 --> 01:44:32,489 There he rests now, without giving any squeal, on his island. 627 01:44:35,840 --> 01:44:40,435 But perhaps she was my precious torment... 628 01:44:43,995 --> 01:44:48,321 or the last obstacle to my success? 629 01:45:40,300 --> 01:45:44,603 You can say goodbye. Mother is already washed and dressed. 630 01:46:28,600 --> 01:46:32,141 I wanted to paint a picture that would make the viewer kneel. 631 01:46:35,688 --> 01:46:38,299 That he had a mute mouth, to emphasize the silence. 632 01:46:38,459 --> 01:46:39,705 Well, finally! 633 01:46:53,712 --> 01:46:55,363 I'll see Einar tomorrow. 634 01:46:56,699 --> 01:46:57,752 Really? 635 01:46:59,539 --> 01:47:00,578 Yes. 636 01:47:05,595 --> 01:47:07,233 This painting is for G�sta. 637 01:47:11,620 --> 01:47:13,096 To thank you for everything. 638 01:47:31,158 --> 01:47:32,688 Helene, I would like to talk. 639 01:47:35,596 --> 01:47:36,765 Speaks. 640 01:47:43,763 --> 01:47:45,242 I have made mistakes. 641 01:47:48,380 --> 01:47:49,494 Errors? 642 01:47:53,276 --> 01:47:54,783 Bad decisions. 643 01:48:00,564 --> 01:48:02,478 We all make mistakes. 644 01:48:09,579 --> 01:48:12,492 Maybe my commitment It was a bit hasty. 645 01:48:20,048 --> 01:48:22,155 What I wanted to tell you is that... 646 01:48:25,514 --> 01:48:27,579 you are the most extraordinary artist, 647 01:48:30,222 --> 01:48:32,588 the most extraordinary woman that I know. 648 01:48:41,916 --> 01:48:42,994 Thank you. 649 01:49:04,984 --> 01:49:08,551 They say that "The convalescent" It is the only pearl of the Ateneo. 650 01:49:10,460 --> 01:49:11,463 Oh yes? 651 01:49:13,123 --> 01:49:15,089 They say I'm artificial. 652 01:49:16,168 --> 01:49:21,301 Let my rhythm on the canvas It is rapturous and convulsive. 653 01:49:22,992 --> 01:49:24,990 And there they are completely right. 654 01:49:31,395 --> 01:49:33,194 That's who I am. 655 01:49:43,291 --> 01:49:44,736 I could come visit you. 656 01:49:45,723 --> 01:49:47,629 It would be very kind of you. 657 01:49:49,787 --> 01:49:52,334 I am delighted with all your attention. 658 01:49:53,435 --> 01:49:54,494 Thank you. 659 01:49:57,451 --> 01:50:00,141 I would like to invite you to dinner with us. 660 01:50:00,771 --> 01:50:02,259 Would you accept my invitation? 661 01:50:04,042 --> 01:50:05,367 Of course! 662 01:50:23,700 --> 01:50:26,578 Come on, Tyra, you can do it! 663 01:51:58,251 --> 01:52:01,851 I always saw his naked back while I was painting it. 664 01:52:03,304 --> 01:52:06,886 �Why� Einar never knew how to interpret my emotions? 665 01:52:07,699 --> 01:52:09,205 Or maybe... 666 01:52:09,957 --> 01:52:11,706 �I misunderstood them? 667 01:52:14,583 --> 01:52:18,433 On the other hand, I'm curious again. 668 01:52:19,963 --> 01:52:21,406 Curiosity. 669 01:52:23,483 --> 01:52:25,061 Now I understand. 670 01:52:30,883 --> 01:52:33,728 Dreams go hand in hand over time... 671 01:52:33,888 --> 01:52:36,145 and they run step by step moving away from us... 672 01:52:37,307 --> 01:52:40,557 until it disappears completely on the horizon. 673 01:52:43,155 --> 01:52:44,688 And we forget. 674 01:52:46,055 --> 01:52:50,675 We forget what we fought for to achieve throughout our lives... 675 01:52:54,707 --> 01:52:58,696 and we were left alone with a blank sheet of paper. 676 01:53:05,463 --> 01:53:07,814 We reach ecstasy. 677 01:55:15,200 --> 01:55:19,062 THE SWEDENFINNISH HELENE SCHJERFBECK DIED ON 1/23/1946 AT 83 YEARS OLD. 678 01:55:19,322 --> 01:55:21,352 HE NEVER MARRIED. 679 01:55:25,300 --> 01:55:28,971 HELENE AND EINAR REUTER REMAINED GOOD FRIENDS FOR THE WHOLE LIFE. 680 01:55:29,131 --> 01:55:31,781 THEY WERE WRITTEN MORE THAN 1100 LETTERS AND POSTCARDS. 681 01:55:31,941 --> 01:55:34,580 THIS MOVIE IS INSPIRED IN REAL FACTS. 682 01:55:43,273 --> 01:55:49,273 Ripping, Syncing and Editing by Maurybp.