1 00:03:56,170 --> 00:03:58,039 How far is it to the place? 2 00:03:59,173 --> 00:04:02,275 I think, seven more miles, maybe more. 3 00:04:02,342 --> 00:04:04,579 - We gonna make it? - I think so. 4 00:04:04,645 --> 00:04:06,279 - You think so? - Yeah, I think so. 5 00:04:06,346 --> 00:04:08,850 I did a dry run, without her, obviously. 6 00:04:10,317 --> 00:04:11,652 Aliens, though. 7 00:04:11,719 --> 00:04:13,921 I swear to God, this is true. 8 00:04:13,988 --> 00:04:16,157 When Carter was running for president, 9 00:04:16,224 --> 00:04:17,925 he said if he got elected, 10 00:04:17,992 --> 00:04:21,929 he would declassify everything the government had on Area 51. 11 00:04:21,996 --> 00:04:23,064 New Mexico? 12 00:04:23,131 --> 00:04:24,932 Nevada. You're thinking of Roswell. 13 00:04:24,999 --> 00:04:27,334 - Oh. - So, Carter wins, 14 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:28,803 - obviously. - Obviously. 15 00:04:28,870 --> 00:04:31,304 And then, he doesn't declassify shit. 16 00:04:31,371 --> 00:04:33,473 - Why not? - Exactly. 17 00:04:33,541 --> 00:04:35,810 How do you know this? 18 00:04:35,877 --> 00:04:37,812 I read the newspaper. 19 00:04:37,879 --> 00:04:40,280 Weren't you, like 15, when Carter was elected? 20 00:04:40,347 --> 00:04:41,516 So? 21 00:04:41,582 --> 00:04:43,383 I don't know many 15-year-olds, 22 00:04:43,450 --> 00:04:45,186 who are so up on world affairs. 23 00:04:45,253 --> 00:04:46,587 They keep newspapers 24 00:04:46,654 --> 00:04:48,689 at the library for years after they run. 25 00:04:48,756 --> 00:04:50,992 They don't turn every single one of them into paper mache swans. 26 00:04:51,058 --> 00:04:52,292 Besides, 27 00:04:52,359 --> 00:04:54,529 how many 15-year-olds do you regularly consort with? 28 00:04:54,595 --> 00:04:57,098 Well, it doesn't prove that there are aliens 29 00:04:57,165 --> 00:04:59,200 - living among us. - Oh, be real. 30 00:04:59,267 --> 00:05:02,069 I'm not talking about aliens living among us. 31 00:05:02,136 --> 00:05:03,871 But the odds that we haven't been, at least, 32 00:05:03,938 --> 00:05:06,406 visited by extra-terrestrial life 33 00:05:06,473 --> 00:05:08,543 are infinitesimally small. 34 00:05:08,609 --> 00:05:11,378 Besides, if all this classified information said was, 35 00:05:11,444 --> 00:05:13,881 "We haven't seen shit," why not declassify it? 36 00:05:13,948 --> 00:05:15,750 Hmm. You're just speculating. 37 00:05:16,349 --> 00:05:17,518 Okay. 38 00:05:17,585 --> 00:05:20,688 There was this scientist named "Lazar" 39 00:05:20,755 --> 00:05:21,789 who said he worked in a place 40 00:05:21,856 --> 00:05:23,356 called "Sector Four," 41 00:05:23,423 --> 00:05:25,860 which is underground near the Papoose Range, 42 00:05:25,927 --> 00:05:27,427 near Papoose lake. 43 00:05:27,494 --> 00:05:31,532 And he said he was contracted by the government... 44 00:05:31,599 --> 00:05:34,135 ...to reverse engineer an alien spacecraft 45 00:05:34,202 --> 00:05:36,070 they already had in their possession. 46 00:05:37,572 --> 00:05:39,439 So, you think Bush is gonna do it? 47 00:05:39,507 --> 00:05:44,212 -Declassify, I mean. -Fat chance. That guy's a spook. 48 00:05:44,278 --> 00:05:47,215 He was director of the CIA. He's not giving up any secrets. 49 00:05:49,449 --> 00:05:50,518 I don't buy it. 50 00:05:50,585 --> 00:05:52,854 You think it's harder to believe than this? 51 00:06:03,463 --> 00:06:06,167 -What if she's in heaven? -Don't be childish. 52 00:06:06,234 --> 00:06:07,602 How is that childish? 53 00:06:07,668 --> 00:06:10,271 What if she's really in heaven and, like, 54 00:06:10,338 --> 00:06:12,607 this whole plan works exactly the way you said it, 55 00:06:12,673 --> 00:06:16,344 but we're taking her away from a place she's enjoying? 56 00:06:16,409 --> 00:06:18,411 You know, there are more starving people in America 57 00:06:18,478 --> 00:06:19,714 than there are in the USSR. 58 00:06:19,780 --> 00:06:21,782 - I'm serious, Bethany. - I am, too. 59 00:06:21,849 --> 00:06:23,251 First of all, I don't believe you. 60 00:06:23,317 --> 00:06:25,353 And second of all, I'm trying to have an actual conversation. 61 00:06:25,418 --> 00:06:26,687 That was a serious question? 62 00:06:26,754 --> 00:06:28,421 - "What if she's in heaven?" - Yes, we are-- 63 00:06:28,488 --> 00:06:29,924 If we believe what's going to happen, in f-- 64 00:06:29,991 --> 00:06:32,927 What about my tone of voice doesn't sound serious to you? 65 00:06:32,994 --> 00:06:35,930 Why the hell are you telling me about Russia? 66 00:06:35,997 --> 00:06:37,565 There are more starving people in America 67 00:06:37,632 --> 00:06:39,567 than there are in the USSR. 68 00:06:39,634 --> 00:06:41,602 And our populations are roughly the same, 69 00:06:41,669 --> 00:06:43,470 give or take 10%. 70 00:06:43,537 --> 00:06:44,939 But when we were little, 71 00:06:45,006 --> 00:06:47,808 our mom used to tell us to finish all our dinners, 72 00:06:47,875 --> 00:06:49,877 because they were a little starving, 73 00:06:49,944 --> 00:06:51,946 communist kids in bread lines in Russia. 74 00:06:52,013 --> 00:06:53,748 As if, we could Federal Express 75 00:06:53,814 --> 00:06:56,651 our leftover Salisbury steak to Vladivostok. 76 00:06:56,717 --> 00:06:57,718 But the truth is, 77 00:06:57,785 --> 00:07:00,221 there hasn't been a famine there since the '40s, 78 00:07:00,288 --> 00:07:03,391 But just like you said, anybody who's anybody knows 79 00:07:03,456 --> 00:07:05,960 that Russia is a place where people starve, 80 00:07:06,027 --> 00:07:07,094 and America's a place 81 00:07:07,161 --> 00:07:10,264 where the streets are paved with milk and honey. 82 00:07:10,331 --> 00:07:13,334 So, in this metaphor, heaven is America, 83 00:07:13,401 --> 00:07:15,603 and we're in communist Russia? 84 00:07:15,670 --> 00:07:17,939 It's an analogy, not a metaphor. 85 00:07:18,005 --> 00:07:22,209 And no. Heaven, like America, doesn't fucking exist. 86 00:07:23,044 --> 00:07:23,978 I mean, maybe, 87 00:07:24,045 --> 00:07:26,047 but not in the way we think it does. 88 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:29,083 It works as an idea, but what is heaven? 89 00:07:29,150 --> 00:07:30,685 Is Lizzie sitting on a cloud right now, 90 00:07:30,751 --> 00:07:33,321 painting her nails? Or does she not have a body? 91 00:07:33,387 --> 00:07:35,957 Is she gonna watchCheers when it comes back in the fall? 92 00:07:36,023 --> 00:07:38,526 Or is she in one perpetual state of orgasm 93 00:07:38,592 --> 00:07:40,795 stretches out for all of eternity? 94 00:07:40,861 --> 00:07:43,496 And doesn't that get boring, eventually? 95 00:07:43,564 --> 00:07:45,032 Does she get to visit her friends in hell? 96 00:07:45,099 --> 00:07:46,834 Does she get to listen to the cool, 97 00:07:46,901 --> 00:07:48,769 Satan-worshiping, hell music? 98 00:07:48,836 --> 00:07:51,471 Is there a president of heaven? Does she have to shit ever? 99 00:07:51,539 --> 00:07:53,140 Okay, I get it. 100 00:07:53,207 --> 00:07:56,344 I'm just saying heaven, like America, falls apart, 101 00:07:56,410 --> 00:07:58,813 the second you start asking any questions about it. 102 00:07:58,879 --> 00:08:01,315 If everyone succeeds in America, who fails? 103 00:08:01,382 --> 00:08:03,985 If there's someone eating, there's someone starving. 104 00:08:04,051 --> 00:08:07,021 So, if there is an afterlife, 105 00:08:07,088 --> 00:08:08,322 it's probably just like this life, 106 00:08:08,389 --> 00:08:10,291 boring and disappointing, except worse, 107 00:08:10,358 --> 00:08:12,660 because you spent the entirety of your life on Earth, 108 00:08:12,727 --> 00:08:14,829 psyching yourself up to get up there, 109 00:08:14,895 --> 00:08:16,464 only to find out it's... 110 00:08:17,598 --> 00:08:18,532 Cleveland... 111 00:08:19,367 --> 00:08:20,267 Sarasota... 112 00:08:21,135 --> 00:08:22,069 Albany. 113 00:08:24,705 --> 00:08:26,607 Maybe she'll tell us. 114 00:08:26,674 --> 00:08:28,876 Yeah. Maybe she will. 115 00:08:48,295 --> 00:08:49,864 - Oh, shit. - What? 116 00:08:49,930 --> 00:08:50,798 Oh, shit. Oh, shit. 117 00:08:50,865 --> 00:08:51,832 Oh, shit. Oh, shi-- 118 00:08:51,899 --> 00:08:53,000 What's going on? 119 00:08:53,067 --> 00:08:54,635 There's something out there. 120 00:08:54,702 --> 00:08:56,637 - What? - See it? 121 00:08:57,838 --> 00:08:59,907 Yeah. 122 00:08:59,974 --> 00:09:01,542 I thought you said we couldn't drive out here. 123 00:09:01,609 --> 00:09:03,344 -We can't. -Then how do you explain that? 124 00:09:03,411 --> 00:09:05,514 Uh, it's probably abandoned. 125 00:09:06,847 --> 00:09:08,049 I think there's someone inside. 126 00:09:08,115 --> 00:09:09,083 What? 127 00:09:09,150 --> 00:09:11,218 I think I see someone inside of the car. 128 00:09:11,285 --> 00:09:12,553 You're imagining things. 129 00:09:12,620 --> 00:09:14,622 Look, it's all covered in shit. 130 00:09:14,688 --> 00:09:16,257 Was it here before? 131 00:09:16,323 --> 00:09:17,526 What are you talking about? 132 00:09:17,591 --> 00:09:19,560 I thought you said you did a dry run. 133 00:09:19,627 --> 00:09:22,263 I meant I put on a heavy pack and walked nine miles. 134 00:09:22,329 --> 00:09:23,330 You didn't do a dry run 135 00:09:23,397 --> 00:09:24,565 -to the actual place? -No! 136 00:09:24,632 --> 00:09:26,067 What the fuck kind of dry run is that? 137 00:09:26,133 --> 00:09:27,134 - Hey listen! - What if, 138 00:09:27,201 --> 00:09:29,303 there's a mountain in the way or a canyon? 139 00:09:29,370 --> 00:09:30,704 Don't be ridiculous. 140 00:09:30,771 --> 00:09:32,139 A canyon? 141 00:09:32,206 --> 00:09:33,774 A car wouldn't even help us in the first place. 142 00:09:33,841 --> 00:09:35,576 Have you ever even been to where we're going? 143 00:09:37,111 --> 00:09:39,180 Jesus Christ. 144 00:09:41,082 --> 00:09:43,384 -What if it's a cop? -Why would it be a cop? 145 00:09:43,451 --> 00:09:44,351 I don't know. 146 00:09:44,418 --> 00:09:46,053 Maybe someone figured out she was missing? 147 00:09:46,854 --> 00:09:48,956 Oh, shit! I told you! 148 00:09:51,659 --> 00:09:54,095 It's not a cop. It can't be. 149 00:09:54,161 --> 00:09:56,831 It's probably like a vagrant or some kids or something. 150 00:09:56,897 --> 00:09:59,633 - We can't let them see it. - Yeah, no shit. 151 00:09:59,700 --> 00:10:02,736 Uh, can we go back and around? 152 00:10:02,803 --> 00:10:04,738 No. It'll take too long. 153 00:10:06,907 --> 00:10:09,544 We pretty much have to go that way to stay on course. 154 00:10:09,610 --> 00:10:10,611 Let me see. 155 00:10:18,520 --> 00:10:20,221 I mean, so what? 156 00:10:20,287 --> 00:10:23,624 -We should just walk by with-- -No, of course not. 157 00:10:27,596 --> 00:10:28,729 Come on. Help me with her. 158 00:10:42,710 --> 00:10:45,279 One, two, three. 159 00:10:49,049 --> 00:10:52,419 One, two, three. 160 00:10:53,555 --> 00:10:58,759 One... ...oh, two, three. 161 00:11:03,598 --> 00:11:06,267 One, two, three. 162 00:11:10,371 --> 00:11:13,007 One, two, three. 163 00:11:14,543 --> 00:11:18,379 One, two, three. 164 00:11:26,020 --> 00:11:26,887 Fuck. 165 00:11:27,821 --> 00:11:31,425 One, two, three. 166 00:11:38,465 --> 00:11:40,834 One, two, three. 167 00:11:42,469 --> 00:11:45,206 One, two, three. 168 00:11:46,707 --> 00:11:47,708 Fuck! 169 00:11:53,682 --> 00:11:55,584 One, two, three. One, two, three. 170 00:11:55,650 --> 00:11:56,784 Why are you still counting? 171 00:11:56,850 --> 00:11:58,252 Because I'm freaking out! 172 00:12:06,994 --> 00:12:12,466 Do you... think they saw us? 173 00:12:15,269 --> 00:12:16,437 Uh, I think we're good. 174 00:12:18,105 --> 00:12:19,740 She's totally faking it. 175 00:12:26,046 --> 00:12:28,516 - She looks so... - Dead? 176 00:12:30,351 --> 00:12:31,952 Like, how could that thing 177 00:12:32,019 --> 00:12:34,556 have ever even been alive in the first place? 178 00:12:36,591 --> 00:12:37,992 Well you can ask her in... 179 00:12:39,159 --> 00:12:41,262 three hours and 22 minutes. 180 00:12:51,539 --> 00:12:52,973 They're gonna drain the battery. 181 00:13:12,826 --> 00:13:15,296 -Is this crazy? -Yep. 182 00:13:15,362 --> 00:13:18,600 -You sure about this Zone thing? -Nope. 183 00:13:18,667 --> 00:13:22,269 Funny, I thought you'd give me some kind of reassurance. 184 00:13:22,336 --> 00:13:23,437 What do you want me to say? 185 00:13:23,505 --> 00:13:25,306 I don't know. 186 00:13:25,372 --> 00:13:28,876 Tell me you're sure it'll work. You read it in that book. 187 00:13:28,942 --> 00:13:30,512 Yeah, exactly. I read it in a book. 188 00:13:30,578 --> 00:13:33,414 You can't believe everything you read. 189 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:36,850 -But you... think it'll work... -Jesus, Eli. 190 00:13:39,420 --> 00:13:41,288 The Journal of the Folklore Institute, 191 00:13:41,355 --> 00:13:44,058 Volume 13 issue-- Whatever, said 192 00:13:44,124 --> 00:13:46,661 that the native tribes of this region believe 193 00:13:46,728 --> 00:13:48,763 that if we bury Lizzie in The Zone 194 00:13:48,829 --> 00:13:51,031 at the exact moment of the solstice, 195 00:13:51,098 --> 00:13:52,833 she'll come back. 196 00:13:53,901 --> 00:13:56,671 I don't know more about it than that. 197 00:13:56,738 --> 00:13:59,473 The Spiritualists of The Second Great Awakening 198 00:13:59,541 --> 00:14:02,744 claim to have learned it from the Jamestown S'Klallam. 199 00:14:02,811 --> 00:14:05,747 Then it was taken up by the City of Mary. 200 00:14:05,814 --> 00:14:08,849 Cultists, I guess, but they all believed it. 201 00:14:09,883 --> 00:14:10,984 Is this also the book 202 00:14:11,051 --> 00:14:12,821 that says, "There's fluoride in the water"? 203 00:14:12,886 --> 00:14:14,622 There is fluoride in the water! 204 00:14:14,689 --> 00:14:16,223 But it's not controlling our minds. 205 00:14:16,290 --> 00:14:18,526 How do you know? Fluoride makes people docile. 206 00:14:18,593 --> 00:14:20,861 - That explains you then. - Fuck you. 207 00:14:22,363 --> 00:14:24,431 - Do you believe it? - Mm? 208 00:14:24,498 --> 00:14:25,966 That there's fluoride in the water? 209 00:14:26,033 --> 00:14:27,468 No. The other thing. 210 00:14:30,538 --> 00:14:32,741 Do you? 211 00:14:35,476 --> 00:14:36,443 I don't know. 212 00:14:38,145 --> 00:14:39,480 Me neither. 213 00:14:39,547 --> 00:14:41,850 - Then why are we out here? - I know I am out here. 214 00:14:41,915 --> 00:14:43,283 I'm out here to help my baby sister. 215 00:14:43,350 --> 00:14:44,519 I don't know why you're out here. 216 00:14:44,586 --> 00:14:45,620 I'm here-- 217 00:14:45,687 --> 00:14:47,655 I didn't twist your arm. You came willingly right? 218 00:14:49,858 --> 00:14:50,891 Yeah. 219 00:14:50,958 --> 00:14:52,226 If you don't think it'll work... 220 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:54,562 if you wanna go back... 221 00:14:55,996 --> 00:14:56,930 let's go back. 222 00:15:00,401 --> 00:15:01,803 - I don't-- - She never got to tell me 223 00:15:01,870 --> 00:15:04,204 why she was driving in my house in the middle of the night. 224 00:15:05,607 --> 00:15:07,207 Did you two have a fight or something? 225 00:15:09,176 --> 00:15:10,110 No. 226 00:15:20,954 --> 00:15:21,922 Do you want to go back? 227 00:15:26,795 --> 00:15:27,729 You know... 228 00:15:30,565 --> 00:15:32,232 when we were kids, I... 229 00:15:34,536 --> 00:15:35,969 really hated Lizzie. 230 00:15:38,506 --> 00:15:39,440 She was sick a lot, 231 00:15:39,507 --> 00:15:41,509 and I resented all the attention that she got. 232 00:15:46,146 --> 00:15:47,916 And then, my parents would... 233 00:15:49,249 --> 00:15:53,420 make me perform for her, like entertainer... 234 00:15:53,487 --> 00:15:55,723 when she was stuck in bed and they were at work. 235 00:15:57,491 --> 00:16:00,127 So, I really resented her for that. 236 00:16:01,796 --> 00:16:03,932 Fast forward, I-- 237 00:16:03,997 --> 00:16:06,233 Twenty, or whatever, years later... 238 00:16:08,068 --> 00:16:11,940 Lizzie and I are arguing about something dumb and... 239 00:16:12,005 --> 00:16:14,441 she says, not a single conversation went by 240 00:16:14,509 --> 00:16:17,311 between her and our folks where they didn't ask... 241 00:16:18,646 --> 00:16:20,715 "Why can't you be more like Bethany?" 242 00:16:23,250 --> 00:16:24,351 Self-sufficient. 243 00:16:27,555 --> 00:16:30,023 She needs my help again. 244 00:16:34,127 --> 00:16:35,095 She's sick. 245 00:16:36,096 --> 00:16:37,197 Extra sick. 246 00:16:41,468 --> 00:16:43,638 She needs me to take care of her. So... 247 00:16:45,239 --> 00:16:46,206 that's what I'm gonna do. 248 00:16:48,643 --> 00:16:49,577 What if we do it? 249 00:16:50,912 --> 00:16:52,614 We do... 250 00:16:52,680 --> 00:16:55,583 everything perfectly, and it doesn't work? 251 00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:58,452 Then where will we be? 252 00:16:59,587 --> 00:17:01,021 We'll be in the woods. 253 00:17:13,066 --> 00:17:14,034 I miss her. 254 00:17:16,236 --> 00:17:17,204 A lot. 255 00:17:18,071 --> 00:17:19,007 I know... 256 00:17:21,709 --> 00:17:22,677 I know. 257 00:17:26,413 --> 00:17:27,649 I know the chances are slim 258 00:17:27,715 --> 00:17:29,817 that this "Zone" thing even exists, but... 259 00:17:31,619 --> 00:17:33,755 if there's a half of a half a percent chance 260 00:17:33,821 --> 00:17:34,856 of bringing her back... 261 00:17:36,958 --> 00:17:38,091 let's do it. 262 00:17:42,830 --> 00:17:45,867 You wanna walk forwards or backwards? 263 00:17:47,167 --> 00:17:48,335 I'll go backwards. 264 00:17:51,338 --> 00:17:52,272 Let's go. 265 00:18:02,282 --> 00:18:04,251 One, two... 266 00:18:05,053 --> 00:18:06,119 Three. 267 00:18:16,931 --> 00:18:18,967 Thanks for meeting me. 268 00:18:19,033 --> 00:18:21,903 Yeah, of course. Anything. 269 00:18:23,805 --> 00:18:26,139 I just feel so guilty, you know? 270 00:18:26,206 --> 00:18:29,376 She called me. She was on her way to my house. 271 00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:30,377 It's not your fault. 272 00:18:31,779 --> 00:18:32,747 You sure? 273 00:18:33,548 --> 00:18:34,448 You sure? 274 00:18:35,516 --> 00:18:36,450 Yeah. 275 00:19:04,746 --> 00:19:07,447 There weren't any skid marks, you know. 276 00:19:07,515 --> 00:19:10,250 - What? - At the crash site. 277 00:19:10,317 --> 00:19:12,285 She didn't hit the brakes, like, at all. 278 00:19:13,721 --> 00:19:15,623 Cops said she fell asleep at the wheel. 279 00:19:16,289 --> 00:19:17,190 Okay. 280 00:19:19,027 --> 00:19:20,695 You think she did this to herself? 281 00:19:20,762 --> 00:19:23,064 What's the difference between falling asleep 282 00:19:23,131 --> 00:19:25,767 and taking your hands off the wheel on purpose? 283 00:19:25,833 --> 00:19:27,467 Forensically, I mean. 284 00:19:30,071 --> 00:19:31,739 Was she drunk when she left your house? 285 00:19:32,540 --> 00:19:33,473 No. 286 00:19:34,274 --> 00:19:35,743 She seem tired though? 287 00:19:37,111 --> 00:19:38,946 Not really. 288 00:19:39,013 --> 00:19:40,447 She wasn't wearing her seatbelt. 289 00:19:41,281 --> 00:19:42,182 I know. 290 00:19:43,685 --> 00:19:44,886 You see that thing a few years ago 291 00:19:44,952 --> 00:19:46,921 about how some people were saying, 292 00:19:46,988 --> 00:19:49,791 "Seat belt laws are a violation of our human rights"? 293 00:19:49,857 --> 00:19:51,191 No, but that's stupid. 294 00:19:51,258 --> 00:19:52,292 Yeah. 295 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:55,897 Some weird smear campaign by the automakers. 296 00:19:55,963 --> 00:19:56,964 Some cabal of, like, 297 00:19:57,031 --> 00:20:00,001 Henry Ford VIII and the guy that runs GM. 298 00:20:00,068 --> 00:20:01,836 They didn't want to spend the extra six bucks 299 00:20:01,903 --> 00:20:04,105 to put the little strips of fabric in the cars, 300 00:20:04,172 --> 00:20:06,406 so they lobbied these lunatics 301 00:20:06,473 --> 00:20:09,342 to say that seat belt laws are unconstitutional, 302 00:20:09,409 --> 00:20:12,680 that they infringe on our bodily autonomy. 303 00:20:12,747 --> 00:20:14,582 Not like we haven't done that one before. 304 00:20:14,649 --> 00:20:17,284 You're just an encyclopedia of conspiratorial essays, 305 00:20:17,350 --> 00:20:18,452 aren't you? 306 00:20:18,519 --> 00:20:20,487 We have three hours of walking left. 307 00:20:20,555 --> 00:20:21,823 What else do you wanna talk about? 308 00:20:24,992 --> 00:20:26,226 Okay. 309 00:20:26,293 --> 00:20:28,796 Why pay people to avoid putting that little extra strip of cloth 310 00:20:28,863 --> 00:20:30,263 in the car? 311 00:20:30,330 --> 00:20:31,833 When you sell two million vehicles, 312 00:20:31,899 --> 00:20:35,103 it adds up. Per year, too. 313 00:20:35,169 --> 00:20:38,072 The lobbying probably only cost them a couple 100 grand. 314 00:20:38,139 --> 00:20:39,941 Oh, and that myth about seatbelts 315 00:20:40,007 --> 00:20:41,843 causing more deaths than they prevent. 316 00:20:41,909 --> 00:20:43,144 That was them, too. 317 00:20:43,211 --> 00:20:46,013 They spread this disinformation about this family. 318 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:47,682 Mom, Dad, little Boy Scout, 319 00:20:47,749 --> 00:20:49,349 little ballerina in the backseat, 320 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:50,852 all trapped in a fiery wreck 321 00:20:50,918 --> 00:20:53,420 because they couldn't unbuckle themselves in time. 322 00:20:53,487 --> 00:20:54,655 Never happened? 323 00:20:54,722 --> 00:20:57,191 It's a big world. Basically, everything happens. 324 00:20:57,257 --> 00:20:59,861 It's not statistically significant. 325 00:20:59,927 --> 00:21:01,963 For every one person that drowns 326 00:21:02,029 --> 00:21:03,598 because they can't unbuckle themselves, 327 00:21:03,664 --> 00:21:06,100 as the car is sinking into the ocean, 328 00:21:06,167 --> 00:21:08,903 10,000 lives are saved because they wore the seatbelt. 329 00:21:10,905 --> 00:21:11,839 But not Lizzie. 330 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:16,110 No. Not Lizzie. 331 00:21:16,177 --> 00:21:17,745 You ever ride in a car with her 332 00:21:17,812 --> 00:21:19,814 when she wasn't wearing the seatbelt? 333 00:21:19,881 --> 00:21:21,281 Can you remember a time? 334 00:21:21,348 --> 00:21:22,950 Hmm, I don't know if I noticed. 335 00:21:23,851 --> 00:21:25,920 I didn't. And I would've. 336 00:21:28,355 --> 00:21:30,124 Maybe, the seatbelt malfunctioned. 337 00:21:30,191 --> 00:21:31,859 It broke or something. 338 00:21:31,926 --> 00:21:33,060 Maybe, that was the day 339 00:21:33,127 --> 00:21:34,427 she decided to stop wearing them 340 00:21:34,494 --> 00:21:37,330 'cause they infringe on her bodily autonomy. 341 00:21:37,397 --> 00:21:38,666 Do you think that's what happened? 342 00:21:38,733 --> 00:21:41,301 Maybe. It's a big world. Basically everything happens. 343 00:21:44,304 --> 00:21:45,472 You wanna know what the last thing 344 00:21:45,540 --> 00:21:46,741 she said to me was? 345 00:21:48,242 --> 00:21:49,677 What? 346 00:21:49,744 --> 00:21:52,980 She called me from your house, crying, 347 00:21:53,047 --> 00:21:56,150 and she said, "I can't take this anymore." 348 00:21:56,217 --> 00:21:59,452 And I begged her to come over and talk to me in person. 349 00:21:59,520 --> 00:22:00,755 What do you think she meant by that? 350 00:22:00,822 --> 00:22:02,322 "I can't take this anymore"? 351 00:22:03,423 --> 00:22:04,792 Well, I'm not a mind reader. 352 00:22:04,859 --> 00:22:06,861 What did you two fight about, Eli? 353 00:22:06,928 --> 00:22:08,663 Nothing. It wasn't a fight. 354 00:22:08,729 --> 00:22:10,164 Then why was she crying? 355 00:22:10,231 --> 00:22:12,399 -I don't know. -How could you not know? 356 00:22:12,465 --> 00:22:14,235 You know what I think? 357 00:22:14,302 --> 00:22:16,369 You want us to have had a fight? 358 00:22:16,436 --> 00:22:19,574 You want me to have said or done something so horrible 359 00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:22,510 that it made her drive off in the middle of the night 360 00:22:22,577 --> 00:22:23,611 without her seatbelt, 361 00:22:23,678 --> 00:22:25,713 swerve into a guardrail and crash into the creek. 362 00:22:25,780 --> 00:22:26,914 Why would I want that? 363 00:22:26,981 --> 00:22:29,917 Because you were the one who begged her to come over. 364 00:22:29,984 --> 00:22:32,787 If she had just stayed put and went back to bed, 365 00:22:32,854 --> 00:22:35,355 then none of us would be here right now. 366 00:22:35,422 --> 00:22:38,059 So, it is way more convenient 367 00:22:38,125 --> 00:22:40,795 for you to invent a conspiracy like you always do 368 00:22:40,862 --> 00:22:44,198 about car companies, and aliens, and Jimmy Carter, 369 00:22:44,265 --> 00:22:47,301 than to admit that you asked her to come over, 370 00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:49,704 she fell asleep while driving, and drove off the road. 371 00:22:51,471 --> 00:22:53,507 -What the fuck was that? -Sounded like a gun. 372 00:22:54,742 --> 00:22:55,676 Hide! 373 00:23:02,283 --> 00:23:03,351 The light. Cut the light! 374 00:23:39,654 --> 00:23:40,621 What are we gonna do? 375 00:23:40,688 --> 00:23:43,257 Nothing! He'll keep moving in a second. 376 00:23:43,324 --> 00:23:45,559 -What if he sees us? -He won't see us. Be quiet. 377 00:23:57,505 --> 00:23:59,273 I'm gonna talk to him. Stay here. 378 00:23:59,340 --> 00:24:00,274 What? No. No. No. 379 00:24:00,341 --> 00:24:01,575 Why not? I'll just tell him, 380 00:24:01,642 --> 00:24:03,945 I'm out collecting my thoughts in the wood, 381 00:24:04,011 --> 00:24:05,813 What the fuck is wrong with you? 382 00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:08,349 What? He won't suspect anything. 383 00:24:08,416 --> 00:24:10,450 Be quiet and he will leave. 384 00:24:10,518 --> 00:24:12,286 I think I can make him go away. 385 00:24:12,353 --> 00:24:13,421 He won't think 386 00:24:13,521 --> 00:24:14,622 it's a little bit suspicious 387 00:24:14,689 --> 00:24:16,290 that you're wandering the woods alone at night? 388 00:24:16,357 --> 00:24:17,525 Less suspicious than the two of us 389 00:24:17,591 --> 00:24:18,993 carrying a dead fucking body. 390 00:24:19,060 --> 00:24:21,329 Shut up. Don't do anything. 391 00:24:29,070 --> 00:24:30,171 Rhino! 392 00:24:39,747 --> 00:24:40,715 Look! 393 00:24:44,185 --> 00:24:46,354 Shit! Oh, shit! 394 00:24:46,420 --> 00:24:48,022 He's going to come over and find us. 395 00:24:48,089 --> 00:24:50,658 Calm down. It's going to be okay. 396 00:24:51,392 --> 00:24:52,526 Rhino! 397 00:24:55,696 --> 00:24:56,731 Get the fuck away! 398 00:24:56,797 --> 00:24:58,532 Hey, Rhino, what you got there? 399 00:25:00,601 --> 00:25:01,769 What you got over there? 400 00:25:03,871 --> 00:25:05,606 C'mon boy. This thing's getting heavy. 401 00:25:07,708 --> 00:25:08,943 Let's go! 402 00:25:30,564 --> 00:25:32,700 What the fuck, Eli? 403 00:25:32,767 --> 00:25:33,801 What? 404 00:25:33,868 --> 00:25:36,404 Why the fuck were you trying to talk to that guy? 405 00:25:39,473 --> 00:25:43,444 -Let's... let's just go. -Jesus fucking Christ. 406 00:25:43,512 --> 00:25:46,447 Oh, come on. I'm sorry, okay? 407 00:25:46,515 --> 00:25:48,149 -I panicked. -Yeah, no shit. 408 00:25:48,215 --> 00:25:50,519 Would you please, calm down a second? 409 00:25:50,584 --> 00:25:53,454 My heart's still going, like, 700 miles an hour. 410 00:25:53,522 --> 00:25:55,756 All I was saying, is that, 411 00:25:55,823 --> 00:25:58,559 if I approached him, casual-like, 412 00:25:58,626 --> 00:26:01,395 then he wouldn't suspect anything was messed up. 413 00:26:01,462 --> 00:26:03,064 and I... and I jus-- I could've shooed him away. 414 00:26:03,130 --> 00:26:05,332 Yeah. That's you, Mr. Casual. 415 00:26:07,701 --> 00:26:09,937 Oh, come on. It wasn't that bad. 416 00:26:10,004 --> 00:26:13,174 -I don't like dogs. -Who doesn't like dogs? 417 00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:14,543 Someone just afraid of getting caught 418 00:26:14,608 --> 00:26:16,677 with the stolen corpse of his ex-girlfriend. 419 00:26:16,744 --> 00:26:17,711 Ex-girlfriend? 420 00:26:17,778 --> 00:26:20,515 "Ex" because she's dead, Copernicus. 421 00:26:20,581 --> 00:26:21,516 Uh-huh. 422 00:26:24,485 --> 00:26:26,654 You know what? 423 00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:29,090 -As pleasant as this is... -What you want to give up? 424 00:26:32,793 --> 00:26:34,662 ...there's no law that says, 425 00:26:34,728 --> 00:26:36,797 "We have to come out of this as friends." 426 00:26:36,864 --> 00:26:37,832 I'm... 427 00:26:38,866 --> 00:26:40,334 just gonna listen to some music. 428 00:26:41,669 --> 00:26:43,971 You can point which direction... 429 00:26:45,005 --> 00:26:46,107 we need to go. 430 00:27:01,355 --> 00:27:02,289 This way. 431 00:27:03,023 --> 00:27:03,958 Great. 432 00:27:08,195 --> 00:27:09,396 Let's get her higher. 433 00:27:50,539 --> 00:27:51,772 So, how'd you meet her anyway? 434 00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:56,744 - What? - How did you meet Lizzie? 435 00:27:56,810 --> 00:27:58,345 You can't go ten minutes without talking? 436 00:27:58,412 --> 00:27:59,380 Give me a break. 437 00:27:59,446 --> 00:28:01,015 I didn't bring anything to entertain myself. 438 00:28:01,081 --> 00:28:02,950 And I'm trying to get to know my sister's savior. 439 00:28:03,017 --> 00:28:04,418 Um, how'd you meet? 440 00:28:07,154 --> 00:28:08,355 You don't know the story? 441 00:28:10,357 --> 00:28:13,327 I was the arts editor of the school paper. 442 00:28:13,394 --> 00:28:15,630 She wanted to do a write up on a movie. 443 00:28:15,696 --> 00:28:17,965 I met up with her at the newspaper office 444 00:28:18,032 --> 00:28:22,069 to get the videotape, La Revanche des Mortes Vivantes, 445 00:28:22,136 --> 00:28:26,373 but... I couldn't find it, so I walked her home, 446 00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:27,676 assigned herMasksinstead. 447 00:28:27,741 --> 00:28:29,777 No, no, no. No. I know that story. 448 00:28:29,843 --> 00:28:31,946 That's how she met you. How did you meet her? 449 00:28:33,615 --> 00:28:35,783 I was the editor of the art section-- 450 00:28:35,849 --> 00:28:38,520 Come on, man. I... I heard that story 100 times. 451 00:28:38,587 --> 00:28:40,689 Our mom ate that meet-cute shit up. 452 00:28:40,788 --> 00:28:42,323 So? 453 00:28:42,389 --> 00:28:43,991 So, whatever happened to the tape? 454 00:28:44,058 --> 00:28:45,292 Did it ever turn up? 455 00:28:46,060 --> 00:28:48,862 -No. -How come? 456 00:28:48,929 --> 00:28:51,633 -Maybe, someone stole it. -Maybe, it never existed at all. 457 00:28:53,267 --> 00:28:54,802 I don't understand what you're getting at. 458 00:28:54,868 --> 00:28:57,838 I know Lizzie, and I know you, now, 459 00:28:57,905 --> 00:29:00,374 and I call bullshit on this whole thing. 460 00:29:00,441 --> 00:29:03,110 She wanted to review the movie, right? 461 00:29:03,177 --> 00:29:05,412 -So? -So, I think you said 462 00:29:05,479 --> 00:29:06,880 you had the tape when you didn't. 463 00:29:06,947 --> 00:29:08,749 So, you could get her to come to your office 464 00:29:08,816 --> 00:29:10,585 so you could... 465 00:29:10,652 --> 00:29:12,721 -Whoa-- -No, charm her. 466 00:29:13,187 --> 00:29:14,488 Okay. 467 00:29:14,556 --> 00:29:17,758 -Okay. I'm right? -No, but even if you were-- 468 00:29:17,825 --> 00:29:19,126 Even if I was, that meant 469 00:29:19,193 --> 00:29:22,129 that you lied to Lizzie to get her to talk to you. 470 00:29:22,196 --> 00:29:24,633 You targeted her for your seduction. 471 00:29:24,699 --> 00:29:26,601 And if-- 472 00:29:26,668 --> 00:29:27,569 You're not a criminal. 473 00:29:27,636 --> 00:29:29,069 People do that kind of shit all the time. 474 00:29:29,136 --> 00:29:30,070 I just... 475 00:29:30,137 --> 00:29:31,740 I just wanted to know how you met her, 476 00:29:31,805 --> 00:29:33,407 How'd you decided that she was the one 477 00:29:33,474 --> 00:29:34,542 that you wanted to be with. 478 00:29:37,211 --> 00:29:39,380 Okay, fine. Don't tell me. 479 00:29:39,446 --> 00:29:41,448 Just know you're not as smooth as you think you are. 480 00:29:44,619 --> 00:29:46,787 I was in the library a few weeks earlier. 481 00:29:46,854 --> 00:29:48,489 I knew it. 482 00:29:48,556 --> 00:29:50,324 She was wearing that Iggy and the Stooges shirt 483 00:29:50,391 --> 00:29:52,226 that just scream, 484 00:29:52,293 --> 00:29:54,562 "I want people to think I don't give a shit." 485 00:29:56,063 --> 00:29:57,364 Well, it worked on me. 486 00:29:59,199 --> 00:30:01,636 She floated through the aisles like a ghost. 487 00:30:02,737 --> 00:30:04,338 I was studying. 488 00:30:04,405 --> 00:30:06,574 So, I watched her out of the corner of my eye... 489 00:30:07,709 --> 00:30:08,976 until I saw her... 490 00:30:10,077 --> 00:30:11,078 Saw her what? 491 00:30:12,946 --> 00:30:14,114 She was crying. 492 00:30:15,416 --> 00:30:16,785 Reading some novel. 493 00:30:17,851 --> 00:30:20,321 The Master and Margarita. You know it? 494 00:30:22,323 --> 00:30:23,457 Imagine that. 495 00:30:24,425 --> 00:30:27,428 Not giving a shit about anything 496 00:30:27,494 --> 00:30:29,430 and crying at a 50-year-old Russian novel. 497 00:30:29,496 --> 00:30:31,165 How could you resist? 498 00:30:31,231 --> 00:30:32,299 -Come on. -No-- Um-- 499 00:30:32,366 --> 00:30:35,202 I'm just saying I get it. She was one of a kind. 500 00:30:37,672 --> 00:30:39,340 It's weird, though, you know. 501 00:30:39,406 --> 00:30:41,308 You'll have to be more specific. 502 00:30:42,510 --> 00:30:44,345 After a while... 503 00:30:44,411 --> 00:30:46,180 that wasn't who she was around me. 504 00:30:47,181 --> 00:30:48,550 She changed who she was? 505 00:30:50,250 --> 00:30:51,720 I guess not. 506 00:30:51,786 --> 00:30:54,756 She stopped being the sad ghost floating through the aisles, 507 00:30:54,823 --> 00:30:56,658 weeping at dead Soviet authors? 508 00:30:58,325 --> 00:30:59,426 I don't know if I ever saw 509 00:30:59,493 --> 00:31:01,796 that Iggy and the Stooges shirt again after that. 510 00:31:02,630 --> 00:31:03,531 So? 511 00:31:05,132 --> 00:31:07,901 So, when I close my eyes and I think of her... 512 00:31:08,969 --> 00:31:10,938 I think of her in that shirt. 513 00:31:11,004 --> 00:31:12,774 I may have only seen her wear it once. 514 00:31:14,408 --> 00:31:15,876 That's 'cause it's my shirt. 515 00:31:17,444 --> 00:31:19,213 What? 516 00:31:19,279 --> 00:31:21,649 It's my shirt. She stole it from me. 517 00:31:24,017 --> 00:31:24,985 Oh. 518 00:31:27,121 --> 00:31:29,390 Maybe you didn't really know her at all. 519 00:31:31,191 --> 00:31:32,059 Okay. 520 00:31:32,126 --> 00:31:33,927 That's why she never was who she was, 521 00:31:33,994 --> 00:31:35,563 when you closed your eyes and thought of he-- 522 00:31:35,630 --> 00:31:36,765 Is there a reason you're being mean 523 00:31:36,831 --> 00:31:37,866 -to me? -No-- Uh. 524 00:31:37,931 --> 00:31:39,967 Not really. Something to do, I guess. 525 00:31:40,033 --> 00:31:41,235 -No, wait. No. -Okay. 526 00:31:41,301 --> 00:31:43,904 No. No, wait. I'm... I'm sorry. 527 00:31:45,906 --> 00:31:47,908 She really did like dead Russian authors. 528 00:31:49,611 --> 00:31:50,545 I know. 529 00:31:54,014 --> 00:31:55,416 She used to make me read to her... 530 00:31:56,283 --> 00:31:57,886 The Brothers Karamazov... 531 00:31:58,787 --> 00:32:01,088 on long bus rides down to... 532 00:32:01,155 --> 00:32:03,056 Portland or San Francisco, 533 00:32:03,123 --> 00:32:07,562 and she'd fall asleep on my shoulder, and... 534 00:32:07,629 --> 00:32:09,831 just when I thought she was completely asleep 535 00:32:09,898 --> 00:32:11,098 and I could stop, 536 00:32:11,165 --> 00:32:14,536 she'd snap her eyes open and ask what Katya was up to. 537 00:32:14,602 --> 00:32:16,871 Sounds like her. 538 00:32:17,839 --> 00:32:18,773 What? 539 00:32:20,474 --> 00:32:21,609 I don't know how it ends. 540 00:32:23,143 --> 00:32:24,311 I never finished the novel. 541 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,516 We stopped taking long bus rides, I guess. 542 00:32:29,717 --> 00:32:31,786 You could just watched the movie. 543 00:32:31,853 --> 00:32:35,523 -There's a movie? -Yeah. Captain Kirk, is in it. 544 00:32:35,590 --> 00:32:38,526 -No shit. -Some arts editor you are. 545 00:32:39,493 --> 00:32:40,662 Well, 546 00:32:40,728 --> 00:32:43,330 I was only in it for the free concert tickets. 547 00:32:43,397 --> 00:32:45,733 And the hot piece of ass. 548 00:32:58,111 --> 00:32:59,781 I went to the library the other day. 549 00:33:00,648 --> 00:33:02,182 She loved the library. 550 00:33:03,885 --> 00:33:05,319 And I was looking through this book. 551 00:33:06,955 --> 00:33:09,657 It was about Spiritualism in the 1800s. 552 00:33:10,925 --> 00:33:11,893 Yeah? 553 00:33:15,362 --> 00:33:17,030 You're going to think this is crazy. 554 00:33:18,131 --> 00:33:20,334 - I won't. - Promise? 555 00:33:21,803 --> 00:33:22,904 Promise. 556 00:33:37,251 --> 00:33:38,218 How we looking? 557 00:33:38,285 --> 00:33:40,588 Uh, I think we'll be okay. 558 00:33:40,655 --> 00:33:41,789 Okay, enough that we can stop 559 00:33:41,856 --> 00:33:42,724 and eat? 560 00:33:42,790 --> 00:33:44,091 Let's give it a half hour. 561 00:33:44,157 --> 00:33:45,627 We'll stop at the stream coming up. 562 00:33:45,693 --> 00:33:46,928 Okay. 563 00:33:54,636 --> 00:33:56,671 You know, I've never really been scared of the dark. 564 00:33:56,738 --> 00:33:58,640 - And now? - I guess, 565 00:33:58,706 --> 00:34:00,407 I'm not really scared of the dark. 566 00:34:00,474 --> 00:34:02,744 I just feel like a serial killer is going to jump out 567 00:34:02,810 --> 00:34:04,177 of the woods and get us. 568 00:34:04,244 --> 00:34:06,748 We do already have a dead body with us. 569 00:34:06,814 --> 00:34:08,415 What does that have anything to do with it? 570 00:34:08,482 --> 00:34:11,051 Serial killers don't kill other serial killers. 571 00:34:11,118 --> 00:34:12,419 It would be a professional faux pas. 572 00:34:12,486 --> 00:34:13,821 Well, we're not serial killers. 573 00:34:13,888 --> 00:34:15,422 Broadcast that to the whole valley. 574 00:34:15,489 --> 00:34:16,524 Why don't you? 575 00:34:18,927 --> 00:34:20,427 Serial killers aren't real anyway. 576 00:34:21,796 --> 00:34:23,765 We're about to use dark magic 577 00:34:23,831 --> 00:34:24,999 to reanimate your dead sister, 578 00:34:25,065 --> 00:34:27,035 but you don't think serial killers are real? 579 00:34:27,100 --> 00:34:30,004 I mean, there are actual people who killed in a series, 580 00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:32,272 but violent crimes have gone down like crazy 581 00:34:32,339 --> 00:34:34,074 in the last ten years. 582 00:34:34,141 --> 00:34:35,242 You wanna know why? 583 00:34:36,611 --> 00:34:37,579 Better police? 584 00:34:38,780 --> 00:34:40,682 It's the lead in the air. 585 00:34:40,748 --> 00:34:41,950 - Lead? - Uh-huh. 586 00:34:42,016 --> 00:34:43,818 Do you remember when we were younger 587 00:34:43,885 --> 00:34:45,285 and they stopped using lead paint 588 00:34:45,352 --> 00:34:47,989 'cause it was making a bunch of kids all weird and retarded? 589 00:34:48,056 --> 00:34:50,992 Ah, I think you're supposed to say "mentally handicapped." 590 00:34:51,059 --> 00:34:53,895 Right. Sincere apologies. 591 00:34:53,962 --> 00:34:56,296 We used to breathe in that same lead 592 00:34:56,363 --> 00:34:59,067 from gasoline in cars. We would ingest lead 593 00:34:59,132 --> 00:35:00,802 like we were drinking pints of paint. And-- 594 00:35:00,868 --> 00:35:04,304 I don't know, it made people more violent. 595 00:35:04,371 --> 00:35:05,840 What about that guy a couple weeks ago 596 00:35:05,907 --> 00:35:08,141 - killing those men in Milwaukee. - Oh. 597 00:35:08,208 --> 00:35:10,143 Those were his lovers. 598 00:35:10,210 --> 00:35:12,947 That was a weird sex thing. It's totally different. 599 00:35:13,014 --> 00:35:14,048 So, you're saying 600 00:35:14,114 --> 00:35:16,751 as long as I haven't had sex with anyone demented, 601 00:35:16,818 --> 00:35:20,755 -it should be okay. -Yeah. I mean, except for-- 602 00:35:20,822 --> 00:35:22,122 - Whoa! - Whoa! Oh-- 603 00:35:25,258 --> 00:35:26,326 Fuck! 604 00:35:26,393 --> 00:35:28,630 You could never take a joke, you bitch. 605 00:35:29,296 --> 00:35:30,263 Ah! 606 00:35:30,330 --> 00:35:32,867 Here, I got you. Just hang onto me. 607 00:35:32,934 --> 00:35:33,901 My hero. 608 00:35:34,936 --> 00:35:36,037 You don't have to. I'll be-- 609 00:35:36,104 --> 00:35:38,539 -You could be injured. -Nah. I'm fine. I'm not. 610 00:35:38,606 --> 00:35:39,807 Just give me a second. 611 00:35:44,378 --> 00:35:45,647 Okay. 612 00:35:45,713 --> 00:35:48,248 Let's go dig up my sister for the second time today. 613 00:35:58,191 --> 00:35:59,661 You sure you're gonna be okay? 614 00:35:59,727 --> 00:36:01,829 -Do you want to turn back? -Of course, not. 615 00:36:01,896 --> 00:36:04,164 What does it matter then? We have to keep going. 616 00:36:04,231 --> 00:36:06,834 Well, you could wait here, and rest, 617 00:36:06,901 --> 00:36:08,670 and catch up with me-- Us... 618 00:36:08,736 --> 00:36:10,505 Or Lizzie and I can come back for you. 619 00:36:10,571 --> 00:36:12,339 Fat fucking chance. 620 00:36:12,406 --> 00:36:14,809 Fine I just wanted to make sure you're okay? 621 00:36:14,876 --> 00:36:15,777 I'm fine. 622 00:36:20,948 --> 00:36:22,984 Uh, I... I think the bag's caught on something. 623 00:36:23,051 --> 00:36:25,153 Gee, nothing gets by you. 624 00:36:25,218 --> 00:36:27,755 No, I mean the bag like the fabric. 625 00:36:29,489 --> 00:36:30,625 Just hold on. 626 00:36:30,692 --> 00:36:32,994 I got it. It just need some elbow grease. 627 00:36:34,162 --> 00:36:35,429 Would you relax? 628 00:36:35,495 --> 00:36:38,265 - Fucking no! I won't. - You ripped the bag again. 629 00:36:38,331 --> 00:36:39,734 We have more duct tape. 630 00:36:39,801 --> 00:36:41,903 I used the last of it taping it up the first time. 631 00:36:41,969 --> 00:36:43,571 Why wouldn't you tell me that? 632 00:36:43,638 --> 00:36:46,074 What was I supposed to say? "We better not drop her again, 633 00:36:46,140 --> 00:36:47,909 because that was the last of the duct tape"? 634 00:36:47,975 --> 00:36:51,244 -Yeah! That! Exactly that. -Well, I didn't. 635 00:36:51,946 --> 00:36:53,681 Jesus Christ. 636 00:36:57,952 --> 00:37:00,855 We're almost at the creek. Eat something. 637 00:37:00,922 --> 00:37:02,023 Your blood sugar is probably low, 638 00:37:02,090 --> 00:37:03,124 which is why you're being a dick. 639 00:37:03,191 --> 00:37:04,892 What would you know about my blood sugar? 640 00:37:04,959 --> 00:37:06,828 Just eat your fucking PBandJ, please. 641 00:37:06,894 --> 00:37:08,196 We're wasting time. 642 00:37:08,261 --> 00:37:09,797 We're going slower than I thought, 643 00:37:09,864 --> 00:37:12,700 now I'm limping, and you wanna stop for a snack? 644 00:37:12,767 --> 00:37:14,569 You know, my dad always said 645 00:37:14,635 --> 00:37:16,504 that Napoleon used to tell his butlers 646 00:37:16,571 --> 00:37:18,673 "I'm in a hurry. Dress me slowly." 647 00:37:18,740 --> 00:37:20,108 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 648 00:37:20,174 --> 00:37:21,274 I don't know. It means, 649 00:37:21,341 --> 00:37:23,276 "Eat your fucking sandwich and we'll both be happier." 650 00:37:27,915 --> 00:37:29,150 Five minutes. 651 00:38:09,023 --> 00:38:10,925 You know, I always wanted one of those growing up. 652 00:38:13,127 --> 00:38:14,427 Peanut butter and jelly sandwich? 653 00:38:18,566 --> 00:38:19,499 Why? 654 00:38:20,735 --> 00:38:23,271 I'm first generation. 655 00:38:23,336 --> 00:38:24,806 My parents are from India, so... 656 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:27,809 when I was growing up, 657 00:38:27,875 --> 00:38:29,110 I was always jealous of the kids 658 00:38:29,177 --> 00:38:33,247 who had their bologna and cheese with mustard on Wonder Bread. 659 00:38:34,381 --> 00:38:35,850 And the sound that those brown bags made 660 00:38:35,917 --> 00:38:37,618 when you opened them up in the cafeteria. 661 00:38:40,888 --> 00:38:43,423 That's what it meant to me to be truly American. 662 00:38:45,593 --> 00:38:46,527 And it's what told me 663 00:38:46,594 --> 00:38:47,962 that no matter how close I got... 664 00:38:49,263 --> 00:38:51,098 I'd still always be an imposter. 665 00:38:53,100 --> 00:38:56,504 My lunch was always chana masala and a chutney sandwich 666 00:38:56,571 --> 00:38:58,539 wrapped in tinfoil in a ShopRite bag. 667 00:39:03,311 --> 00:39:04,312 Hey... 668 00:39:06,180 --> 00:39:08,216 It's masala the same to me. 669 00:39:10,218 --> 00:39:11,319 That's racist. 670 00:39:18,593 --> 00:39:19,492 Here. 671 00:39:21,963 --> 00:39:23,331 You're officially an American. 672 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:28,336 Thank you. 673 00:39:30,638 --> 00:39:32,039 It's not all it's cracked up to be. 674 00:39:47,321 --> 00:39:48,421 Don't you feel better now? 675 00:39:50,457 --> 00:39:51,491 That Napoleon... 676 00:39:52,793 --> 00:39:55,196 he sure knew what he was talking about. 677 00:39:55,263 --> 00:39:57,397 Except for when he tried to conquer Russia in the winter. 678 00:39:58,699 --> 00:40:02,169 What's with you and Russia? You a Soviet spy or something? 679 00:40:02,236 --> 00:40:04,772 You found me out, Comrade. Now, I must kill you. 680 00:40:04,839 --> 00:40:06,439 Oh! 681 00:40:07,474 --> 00:40:08,976 Come on. We gotta get moving. 682 00:40:44,512 --> 00:40:46,047 Fucking finally. 683 00:41:02,730 --> 00:41:05,299 Wait. What are you doing? 684 00:41:05,366 --> 00:41:07,835 - I have to-- You know. - Piss? 685 00:41:07,902 --> 00:41:10,705 -Yeah. -Well, don't do it here. 686 00:41:10,771 --> 00:41:13,574 - I'm downstream from you. - I don't care. 687 00:41:15,076 --> 00:41:16,544 Finish filling up your thing, and then, I'll go. 688 00:41:16,610 --> 00:41:18,512 Animals drink out of this. 689 00:41:18,579 --> 00:41:20,848 I don't want them drinking your piss. That's gross. 690 00:41:20,915 --> 00:41:22,650 What the fuck are you talking about? 691 00:41:24,051 --> 00:41:26,020 Go against a tree or something? 692 00:41:26,087 --> 00:41:28,289 -Oh, my God. -Yeah. I agree. 693 00:41:28,356 --> 00:41:30,925 How annoying it must be to be so right all the time. 694 00:41:30,992 --> 00:41:32,259 Yeah, it's torture. 695 00:41:34,462 --> 00:41:36,831 Hey... ask for permission. 696 00:41:37,531 --> 00:41:38,699 Excuse me? 697 00:41:38,766 --> 00:41:41,469 Ask for permission to piss in the woods. 698 00:41:41,535 --> 00:41:43,571 Is this some sort of sex thing? 699 00:41:43,637 --> 00:41:47,742 Not from me, asshole, from the woods! 700 00:41:47,808 --> 00:41:50,945 Oh. Yep. That makes a ton more sense. 701 00:41:52,413 --> 00:41:54,348 We're approaching sacred grounds. 702 00:41:54,415 --> 00:41:57,051 The same spirits we're asking to help save Lizzie 703 00:41:57,118 --> 00:41:59,553 live here in the woods. Probably. 704 00:41:59,620 --> 00:42:01,188 It's important that we respect them. 705 00:42:01,255 --> 00:42:02,890 Is this in the book, too? 706 00:42:02,957 --> 00:42:04,358 No, it's just good manners. 707 00:42:04,425 --> 00:42:06,127 Hmm. What am I supposed to say? 708 00:42:08,095 --> 00:42:09,363 I don't know. Introduce yourself. 709 00:42:09,430 --> 00:42:11,332 Ask if you may pass through their land. 710 00:42:11,399 --> 00:42:14,535 - They speak English? - Do you speak S'klallam? 711 00:42:14,602 --> 00:42:16,505 They're spirits. I think they'll get it. 712 00:42:17,571 --> 00:42:19,240 You're deranged. 713 00:42:19,306 --> 00:42:22,276 - Just do it just to be safe. - Whatever. 714 00:42:48,537 --> 00:42:49,538 Spirits. 715 00:42:51,839 --> 00:42:54,509 May I, please, pass through your land and... 716 00:42:55,843 --> 00:42:58,012 relieve myself in your forest? 717 00:43:23,003 --> 00:43:25,806 -What's that? -Jesus, Eli. You scared me. 718 00:43:25,873 --> 00:43:27,542 Gotta put a bell on you or something. 719 00:43:27,608 --> 00:43:30,111 Were you, uh, whispering to the creek there? 720 00:43:30,177 --> 00:43:32,079 Nothing. Just asking for permission to pass through. 721 00:43:32,146 --> 00:43:33,114 Just like you. 722 00:43:33,981 --> 00:43:36,551 Okay. And that thing? 723 00:43:38,352 --> 00:43:40,621 Yeah. It's just water. 724 00:43:40,688 --> 00:43:43,791 We need it for the ceremony. It's a life force. Duh. 725 00:43:44,559 --> 00:43:46,293 Yeah. Duh. 726 00:43:49,930 --> 00:43:51,932 Can I, uh, see that thing again? 727 00:43:51,999 --> 00:43:53,834 - What thing? - The, uh, ceremony 728 00:43:53,901 --> 00:43:55,636 from the book you read at the library. 729 00:43:55,703 --> 00:43:57,771 - We got to get moving. - Just for a second. 730 00:44:13,154 --> 00:44:14,655 I don't see anything about water. 731 00:44:15,756 --> 00:44:18,792 Jesus, Eli, it's June. It's dry. 732 00:44:18,859 --> 00:44:20,928 You want me to dump it back in the creek? I will. 733 00:44:22,062 --> 00:44:23,497 -Let's just go. -No, no, no. 734 00:44:23,565 --> 00:44:24,665 I want to waste more time 735 00:44:24,732 --> 00:44:26,233 fighting about a little bit of water. 736 00:44:29,336 --> 00:44:32,006 -How's your ankle feeling? -Fucking great. 737 00:44:32,072 --> 00:44:33,542 Then you're walking backwards. 738 00:44:43,884 --> 00:44:45,587 - Fuck! - What? 739 00:44:45,654 --> 00:44:46,720 It's cold. 740 00:44:48,222 --> 00:44:49,123 Keep her high. 741 00:44:49,190 --> 00:44:50,457 I don't want the bag getting wet. 742 00:45:03,605 --> 00:45:04,539 Just my luck, 743 00:45:04,606 --> 00:45:06,473 I'll get trench foot because of this. 744 00:45:06,541 --> 00:45:07,875 How we looking? 745 00:45:07,942 --> 00:45:09,210 I think we'll be okay. 746 00:45:15,482 --> 00:45:16,450 What was that? 747 00:45:19,253 --> 00:45:20,221 Is it a bear? 748 00:45:21,455 --> 00:45:23,224 Are there even bears in Washington? 749 00:45:25,259 --> 00:45:26,493 Let's pick up the pace. 750 00:45:37,004 --> 00:45:38,072 You think we can... 751 00:45:39,139 --> 00:45:40,074 bring her back? 752 00:45:41,308 --> 00:45:42,309 I know it. 753 00:45:48,650 --> 00:45:50,784 Eli, slow down. 754 00:45:50,851 --> 00:45:53,254 - What the fuck is that? - I don't know. 755 00:45:53,320 --> 00:45:55,022 - Careful! - It's getting closer! 756 00:45:55,089 --> 00:45:56,591 Are we headed straight for it? 757 00:46:08,002 --> 00:46:09,103 Over there. 758 00:46:09,169 --> 00:46:10,237 Okay. 759 00:46:11,872 --> 00:46:13,841 Kill the light. It's following the light. 760 00:46:13,907 --> 00:46:16,277 Kill it. 761 00:46:20,381 --> 00:46:21,949 It's getting closer. Come on. We got to go. 762 00:46:22,016 --> 00:46:23,551 -Help me get her up! -We got to go. 763 00:46:23,618 --> 00:46:25,386 -We'll come back for her. -I'm not leaving her. 764 00:46:25,452 --> 00:46:27,454 That thing is going to eat us if we don't leave now. 765 00:46:27,522 --> 00:46:29,290 No, I'm not leaving her. 766 00:46:32,226 --> 00:46:34,461 You... 767 00:48:13,661 --> 00:48:14,796 Shit. 768 00:48:26,306 --> 00:48:27,374 Hello? 769 00:48:41,955 --> 00:48:42,891 Bethany? 770 00:48:43,758 --> 00:48:44,893 Over here. 771 00:48:52,801 --> 00:48:53,768 You okay? 772 00:48:54,669 --> 00:48:55,870 You just left her. 773 00:48:58,338 --> 00:49:00,742 -I was trying to draw it away. -What about her? 774 00:49:02,409 --> 00:49:03,944 She's already dead. 775 00:49:04,011 --> 00:49:05,647 Bethany, that thing wouldn't hurt her. 776 00:49:05,713 --> 00:49:06,714 You don't know that. 777 00:49:06,781 --> 00:49:08,415 Well, it definitely would have hurt us. 778 00:49:12,887 --> 00:49:14,556 She's all fucked up now. 779 00:49:17,024 --> 00:49:18,225 She was already fucked up, 780 00:49:18,292 --> 00:49:22,664 and there's like shit under her skin now. 781 00:49:22,730 --> 00:49:25,299 -I didn't mean to drop her. -Well, you did anyway. 782 00:49:28,903 --> 00:49:29,904 I'm sorry. 783 00:49:31,739 --> 00:49:33,908 -I was scared. -Me, too. 784 00:49:37,745 --> 00:49:39,046 Did you get a look at that thing? 785 00:49:39,112 --> 00:49:40,548 No. 786 00:49:41,950 --> 00:49:42,983 Me neither. 787 00:49:47,889 --> 00:49:50,324 Sorry you got a little jacked up there, Bitsy. 788 00:49:52,092 --> 00:49:53,628 I hope you can forgive us. 789 00:49:55,429 --> 00:49:56,698 Should we keep going? 790 00:50:03,403 --> 00:50:05,072 It's all fucked up now. 791 00:50:05,138 --> 00:50:07,074 Of course, it's all fucked up. 792 00:50:07,140 --> 00:50:09,309 We wouldn't be out here if everything was normal. 793 00:50:18,285 --> 00:50:21,756 She was my own sister, and I wanted her to die. 794 00:50:21,823 --> 00:50:24,859 Come on. You didn't want her to die. 795 00:50:24,926 --> 00:50:26,794 I did. 796 00:50:26,861 --> 00:50:29,631 She got all the attention that I wish I had gotten and... 797 00:50:32,165 --> 00:50:34,101 I pretended I was a witch, 798 00:50:34,167 --> 00:50:38,640 and I... I cast a spell on her to kill her. 799 00:50:38,706 --> 00:50:40,173 You were a little kid. 800 00:50:43,745 --> 00:50:44,913 I meant it, though. 801 00:50:46,346 --> 00:50:48,016 But now you're trying to bring her back. 802 00:50:49,617 --> 00:50:51,285 Even if you meant it. 803 00:50:51,351 --> 00:50:55,122 Even if you wished you were dead every night of your life. 804 00:50:55,188 --> 00:50:59,894 People change, Bethany. You realized you were wrong. 805 00:50:59,961 --> 00:51:02,030 You realized how much you love Lizzie, 806 00:51:03,130 --> 00:51:05,132 and you let her know. 807 00:51:05,198 --> 00:51:06,568 At least she knew how much you loved her 808 00:51:06,634 --> 00:51:08,036 while she was still alive. 809 00:51:10,038 --> 00:51:12,139 What if we get to The Zone, and we do everything right, 810 00:51:12,205 --> 00:51:14,474 and she comes back all fucked up like this? 811 00:51:16,578 --> 00:51:17,679 I don't know. 812 00:51:17,745 --> 00:51:19,079 We don't really have the option 813 00:51:19,146 --> 00:51:22,917 of bringing her back good as new, now do we? 814 00:51:22,984 --> 00:51:25,620 You don't think that the same mystical power 815 00:51:25,687 --> 00:51:27,555 that can breathe life back into a corpse 816 00:51:27,622 --> 00:51:29,289 can fix a couple of cuts on her face? 817 00:51:29,356 --> 00:51:30,625 That's not how it works. 818 00:51:30,692 --> 00:51:32,292 -How do you know? -I don't. 819 00:51:32,359 --> 00:51:34,762 So, maybe it is how it works. 820 00:51:34,829 --> 00:51:36,764 Maybe she'll come back good as new. 821 00:51:36,831 --> 00:51:38,465 Like that scar she got on her arm 822 00:51:38,533 --> 00:51:41,134 when she was 13, gone. 823 00:51:41,201 --> 00:51:43,705 Even her tattoo, gone. 824 00:51:43,771 --> 00:51:44,939 That's not funny. 825 00:51:46,239 --> 00:51:48,208 -What do you mean? -What do you mean? 826 00:51:50,545 --> 00:51:53,480 Lizzie doesn't have a tattoo. She'd never get a tattoo. 827 00:51:53,548 --> 00:51:54,481 Okay. 828 00:51:54,549 --> 00:51:56,183 She's afraid of needles. 829 00:51:56,249 --> 00:51:58,285 - I know. - Where is it? 830 00:51:58,352 --> 00:52:00,120 Don't worry about it. 831 00:52:00,187 --> 00:52:03,390 -Where the fuck is it? -Between her shoulder blades. 832 00:52:16,236 --> 00:52:19,974 -She's afraid of needles. -She really wanted it. 833 00:52:20,041 --> 00:52:21,743 -It's from-- -I know what it's from. 834 00:52:23,678 --> 00:52:25,513 I was pulling for Poo Tee Weet. 835 00:52:25,580 --> 00:52:27,815 Jeez. You think you know a girl. 836 00:52:31,853 --> 00:52:35,188 Maybe you didn't really know her at all. 837 00:52:35,255 --> 00:52:37,125 I suppose you think I deserve that. 838 00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:44,498 Lizzie was hard to know. I think. To truly know. 839 00:52:45,900 --> 00:52:48,703 She used to haunt me even when she was alive. 840 00:52:48,770 --> 00:52:50,672 If I remember correctly, it was you who haunted her 841 00:52:50,738 --> 00:52:51,773 at the library. 842 00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:54,474 She used to write things 843 00:52:54,542 --> 00:52:56,010 on the inside covers of my books. 844 00:52:56,077 --> 00:52:58,345 - What? - As different people. 845 00:52:59,914 --> 00:53:01,783 She'd adopt a persona 846 00:53:01,849 --> 00:53:06,087 and grab my copy ofMother Night orLord of the Flies 847 00:53:06,154 --> 00:53:09,524 orThe Wizard of Oz off the shelf and write, 848 00:53:09,590 --> 00:53:11,926 "This is my favorite book ever." 849 00:53:11,993 --> 00:53:15,863 "But then again, who am I?" on the inside. 850 00:53:15,930 --> 00:53:18,132 Always with a different handwriting. 851 00:53:18,198 --> 00:53:22,804 Always with a lovely note about how much I meant to her, 852 00:53:22,870 --> 00:53:25,707 this person she was pretending to be. 853 00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:27,709 Lizzie was weird. 854 00:53:28,442 --> 00:53:29,677 Don't I know it. 855 00:53:32,980 --> 00:53:35,282 She wrote weird love notes to me for a full summer 856 00:53:35,348 --> 00:53:36,551 a couple years back. 857 00:53:37,985 --> 00:53:41,723 I was back in Chicago working for my dad's factory, 858 00:53:41,789 --> 00:53:44,559 and we mailed the notebook back and forth to each other 859 00:53:44,625 --> 00:53:45,760 every week. 860 00:53:45,827 --> 00:53:47,829 You wanna know what the inside of that said? 861 00:53:49,630 --> 00:53:51,532 "This is my favorite book ever." 862 00:53:52,867 --> 00:53:56,504 "Ten bucks says this ends up in a pile one day." 863 00:53:57,404 --> 00:53:58,740 "If somebody finds it, 864 00:53:59,439 --> 00:54:00,407 they better remember 865 00:54:00,474 --> 00:54:02,610 that there was love inside here once." 866 00:54:04,545 --> 00:54:05,680 Wow. 867 00:54:07,815 --> 00:54:09,217 The rest of it was filled with... 868 00:54:09,851 --> 00:54:10,785 pin numbers 869 00:54:10,852 --> 00:54:13,020 and rules of the New York Stock Exchange, 870 00:54:13,087 --> 00:54:14,454 absent minded notes about soup, 871 00:54:14,522 --> 00:54:17,859 and how much she hated the skateboarders at the park. 872 00:54:20,027 --> 00:54:22,096 Attempts at changing her handwriting. 873 00:54:22,163 --> 00:54:23,698 She really hated those skateboarders. 874 00:54:23,765 --> 00:54:24,766 Hmm. 875 00:54:26,601 --> 00:54:28,603 I think that notebook was the closest thing 876 00:54:28,669 --> 00:54:31,105 I'll ever have to the contents of her brain. 877 00:54:32,006 --> 00:54:33,440 Who she really was. 878 00:54:34,809 --> 00:54:36,711 Scattered. 879 00:54:36,778 --> 00:54:38,212 Contradictory. 880 00:54:38,980 --> 00:54:41,783 Security code X2999. 881 00:54:41,849 --> 00:54:43,985 "I walked into a file cabinet today." 882 00:54:44,051 --> 00:54:46,754 "'Take On Me' reminds me of you." 883 00:54:48,556 --> 00:54:50,191 Why are you doing this? 884 00:54:51,225 --> 00:54:52,560 You don't believe in any of this. 885 00:54:52,627 --> 00:54:54,327 I just... 886 00:54:58,232 --> 00:55:00,101 I just hope I get to see her again. 887 00:55:02,069 --> 00:55:04,471 She can fill up more pages in that notebook. 888 00:55:06,073 --> 00:55:07,975 And just like you. 889 00:55:08,042 --> 00:55:10,511 You thought you would have more time with Lizzie. 890 00:55:10,578 --> 00:55:13,581 Like there was never supposed to be a period 891 00:55:13,648 --> 00:55:16,517 at the end of the last sentence you said to her. 892 00:55:16,584 --> 00:55:18,186 Maybe you didn't even mean the last sentence 893 00:55:18,252 --> 00:55:19,754 you said to her, but you knew 894 00:55:19,821 --> 00:55:21,522 you'd be able to take it back in the morning. 895 00:55:22,857 --> 00:55:25,159 And you're still waiting for that morning to come. 896 00:55:27,261 --> 00:55:29,030 Now, you're trying to do something 897 00:55:29,096 --> 00:55:32,533 that is objectively impossible, right? 898 00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:35,502 Just on the off chance that on this day, 899 00:55:35,570 --> 00:55:37,205 in these woods, 900 00:55:37,271 --> 00:55:39,006 the old book you found in the library 901 00:55:39,073 --> 00:55:41,374 is telling the truth. 902 00:55:41,441 --> 00:55:44,178 But you're not out here based on empirical evidence. 903 00:55:44,245 --> 00:55:47,682 There isn't a... a line of people six miles long 904 00:55:47,748 --> 00:55:49,684 trying to bring their loved ones back from the dead. 905 00:55:51,252 --> 00:55:55,623 So, we are both just hoping... 906 00:55:58,159 --> 00:56:01,028 that if we want it hard enough... 907 00:56:01,095 --> 00:56:03,698 we can erase the period at the end of that sentence. 908 00:56:08,135 --> 00:56:09,804 So, it is no more crazy to believe 909 00:56:09,871 --> 00:56:12,340 that she'll come out of the ground all fixed up. 910 00:56:17,778 --> 00:56:21,048 But not if we don't get a move on. So, let's go. 911 00:56:24,819 --> 00:56:26,254 Are we doing this or what? 912 00:56:29,489 --> 00:56:31,726 "This is my favorite book ever." 913 00:56:31,792 --> 00:56:32,894 Don't start. 914 00:56:34,061 --> 00:56:35,596 What do we do with this bag now? 915 00:56:35,663 --> 00:56:37,198 Uh, don't throw it away. 916 00:56:37,265 --> 00:56:38,900 - Evidence? - Littering. 917 00:56:38,966 --> 00:56:41,636 You're making that poor Native American man cry. 918 00:56:41,702 --> 00:56:44,105 You know that guy is actually Italian, right? 919 00:56:44,171 --> 00:56:47,341 -Of course he is. -Grab her legs. 920 00:56:49,010 --> 00:56:51,112 When is the solstice? 921 00:56:51,178 --> 00:56:52,947 2:53 a.m. 922 00:56:53,014 --> 00:56:54,048 Tonight? 923 00:56:55,683 --> 00:56:56,918 It's a sign. 924 00:56:59,620 --> 00:57:01,421 But we have to move fast. 925 00:57:03,324 --> 00:57:05,192 And I can't do it without you. 926 00:57:12,833 --> 00:57:15,403 Why is it so much more difficult now that she's out of the bag? 927 00:57:15,468 --> 00:57:17,905 -Because we have to look at her. -That's not what I mean. 928 00:57:17,972 --> 00:57:19,307 It is, though. 929 00:57:19,373 --> 00:57:21,575 We can all do things we never thought we would 930 00:57:21,642 --> 00:57:23,611 as long as we don't have to look at the people 931 00:57:23,678 --> 00:57:25,112 we're doing them to. 932 00:57:25,179 --> 00:57:28,316 There was this psych experiment they used back in the '60s 933 00:57:28,382 --> 00:57:30,885 to see if Nazis were just following orders. 934 00:57:30,952 --> 00:57:33,621 They asked the test subject to give an electric shock 935 00:57:33,688 --> 00:57:36,757 to a person on the other side of a wall. And they did it. 936 00:57:36,824 --> 00:57:40,061 And the scientists kept increasing the voltage 937 00:57:40,127 --> 00:57:44,165 over and over until it was at a lethal dose. 938 00:57:44,231 --> 00:57:46,334 Meanwhile, the person on the other side of the wall 939 00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:47,368 is an actor 940 00:57:47,435 --> 00:57:49,303 not actually hooked up to anything. 941 00:57:49,370 --> 00:57:51,305 But the test subject doesn't know that. 942 00:57:51,372 --> 00:57:54,675 They just hear someone screaming for help. 943 00:57:54,742 --> 00:57:56,010 And you know what happened? 944 00:57:56,077 --> 00:57:58,312 Milgram's experiment's been largely debunked. 945 00:57:58,379 --> 00:57:59,547 Excuse me? 946 00:58:01,048 --> 00:58:02,383 Psych major, dude. 947 00:58:03,551 --> 00:58:05,319 A little over half the participants 948 00:58:05,386 --> 00:58:08,222 refused to shock the actor beyond a certain point. 949 00:58:08,289 --> 00:58:10,157 And the people that did keep zapping, 950 00:58:10,224 --> 00:58:12,460 a majority of them figured out it was fake. 951 00:58:12,526 --> 00:58:14,328 I guess the actor wasn't super good. 952 00:58:14,395 --> 00:58:17,198 -Hmm. -The Stanford prison thing, too. 953 00:58:17,264 --> 00:58:19,166 Zimbardo made such a bad faith experiment 954 00:58:19,233 --> 00:58:21,369 that it never got properly submitted for peer review. 955 00:58:21,435 --> 00:58:23,504 But for some reason we love to think 956 00:58:23,571 --> 00:58:24,605 that we can all be capable 957 00:58:24,672 --> 00:58:28,009 of committing atrocities if given the right stimuli. 958 00:58:28,075 --> 00:58:30,578 Turns out Nazis are still Nazis, I guess. 959 00:58:32,580 --> 00:58:35,316 I literally just meant that she's hard to move like this. 960 00:58:38,586 --> 00:58:41,022 You actually believe in all your conspiracies? 961 00:58:41,088 --> 00:58:42,156 Why wouldn't I? 962 00:58:44,625 --> 00:58:47,028 -I don't know. -Yes, you do. 963 00:58:47,094 --> 00:58:48,863 -I don't. -Yes, you literally do. 964 00:58:48,929 --> 00:58:50,031 You were about to say something. 965 00:58:50,097 --> 00:58:52,199 I... I don't want to talk about it. 966 00:58:52,266 --> 00:58:54,035 What am I going to do? Am I going to get mad? 967 00:58:54,101 --> 00:58:57,238 -No, it's not a big deal. -Then say it. 968 00:58:57,304 --> 00:58:59,907 Maybe we should just take a break from talking, please. 969 00:58:59,974 --> 00:59:01,242 -What are you doing? -Don't do that. 970 00:59:01,308 --> 00:59:03,544 - No, no. - Hey! What the hell? 971 00:59:03,611 --> 00:59:04,712 Don't do that. 972 00:59:04,779 --> 00:59:06,714 Don't retreat into some fucking grief shrine... 973 00:59:06,781 --> 00:59:07,748 What the hell? 974 00:59:07,815 --> 00:59:08,883 ...when I'm standing right here 975 00:59:08,949 --> 00:59:11,585 trying to have an actual conversation with you. 976 00:59:11,652 --> 00:59:12,887 I think you might just like to stir 977 00:59:12,953 --> 00:59:13,854 some shit to sound smart. 978 00:59:13,921 --> 00:59:15,389 -I am smart. -I know. 979 00:59:15,456 --> 00:59:17,358 -So, why would I stir shit? -I don't know. 980 00:59:17,425 --> 00:59:18,626 Maybe you're worried that other people 981 00:59:18,692 --> 00:59:20,928 don't think you're smart, which I do. 982 00:59:22,630 --> 00:59:23,597 Wow. 983 00:59:25,633 --> 00:59:26,901 You are a psych major. 984 00:59:28,135 --> 00:59:29,570 Cum Laude, baby. 985 00:59:33,240 --> 00:59:35,376 Can I go get my Walkman now? 986 00:59:35,443 --> 00:59:37,711 We'll never find it now. Let's get it on the way back. 987 00:59:51,859 --> 00:59:53,961 -You mad at me? -No. 988 00:59:55,496 --> 00:59:57,231 I really do think you're smart. 989 00:59:57,298 --> 00:59:58,766 And I really do think 990 00:59:58,833 --> 01:00:01,202 that the switch to unleaded gasoline 991 01:00:01,268 --> 01:00:04,271 is an indicator for drop in violent homicides. 992 01:00:04,338 --> 01:00:05,406 Aliens, though? 993 01:00:05,473 --> 01:00:07,708 What did Carter find out that he didn't want to tell us? 994 01:00:24,758 --> 01:00:26,393 Push. 995 01:00:33,868 --> 01:00:35,636 Is this on the map? 996 01:00:35,703 --> 01:00:37,838 This one tree? I don't think so. 997 01:00:37,905 --> 01:00:39,773 Just trying to see if we're going the right way. 998 01:00:50,519 --> 01:00:51,685 Uh... 999 01:00:53,555 --> 01:00:55,689 I think we're getting close. 1000 01:00:58,527 --> 01:01:00,227 What if this is a bad idea? 1001 01:01:06,734 --> 01:01:08,302 What the fuck is that? 1002 01:01:11,372 --> 01:01:15,510 -Is that a fucking hand? -It's the City of Mary. 1003 01:01:15,577 --> 01:01:17,845 You know what happened here? 1004 01:01:17,912 --> 01:01:19,480 That symbol was in the book. 1005 01:01:20,615 --> 01:01:21,650 What does it mean? 1006 01:01:22,983 --> 01:01:25,019 -We don't have to do this, Eli. -What does it mean? 1007 01:01:25,920 --> 01:01:27,488 It's her mark. 1008 01:01:27,556 --> 01:01:29,690 Her watchful hand. Many become one. 1009 01:01:34,061 --> 01:01:35,696 We're not supposed to be here. 1010 01:01:46,541 --> 01:01:48,075 He was going there. 1011 01:01:52,746 --> 01:01:54,549 We're swallowing pride here, right? 1012 01:01:56,250 --> 01:02:00,187 What if we just swallow our pride and go back? 1013 01:02:01,523 --> 01:02:03,257 - Grab her legs. - I'm serious. 1014 01:02:03,324 --> 01:02:04,491 Grab her legs. 1015 01:02:11,498 --> 01:02:12,601 Hey. 1016 01:02:13,300 --> 01:02:14,603 We can do this. 1017 01:02:15,336 --> 01:02:16,370 Okay. 1018 01:02:35,889 --> 01:02:37,424 You're a good sister. You know that? 1019 01:02:37,491 --> 01:02:39,360 What makes you say that? 1020 01:02:39,426 --> 01:02:40,461 It's true. 1021 01:02:40,528 --> 01:02:41,730 You don't actually know that. 1022 01:02:41,795 --> 01:02:42,963 Sure I do. 1023 01:02:43,030 --> 01:02:45,065 You learned that from a couple of Thanksgivings 1024 01:02:45,132 --> 01:02:46,701 and my grandma's 80th birthday. 1025 01:02:48,202 --> 01:02:51,673 - Oh, this. Here. - Yeah. 1026 01:02:51,740 --> 01:02:55,075 What if I'm not sure this is what she wants? 1027 01:02:55,142 --> 01:02:57,579 Well, I thought heaven was a myth. 1028 01:02:57,646 --> 01:02:59,246 Well, it is. 1029 01:02:59,313 --> 01:03:02,550 But even if it isn't, Lizzie isn't actually there. 1030 01:03:02,617 --> 01:03:06,755 The point is, you don't know what kind of person I am. 1031 01:03:06,820 --> 01:03:08,489 Or what kind of sister I am. Do you? 1032 01:03:08,556 --> 01:03:09,624 Well, I like to think 1033 01:03:09,691 --> 01:03:11,959 I'm pretty good judge of character. 1034 01:03:13,528 --> 01:03:15,896 You're a horrible judge of character, Eli. 1035 01:03:15,963 --> 01:03:18,399 - One of the worst. - What's going on with you? 1036 01:03:18,465 --> 01:03:20,635 You were right, okay? 1037 01:03:20,702 --> 01:03:22,503 I ironically believe in shit 1038 01:03:22,570 --> 01:03:25,239 that I think might make me sound smart and interesting. 1039 01:03:25,306 --> 01:03:27,609 Maybe it's the MTV generation in me. 1040 01:03:29,577 --> 01:03:31,345 Maybe this time I took it too far. 1041 01:03:31,412 --> 01:03:32,346 Come on. 1042 01:03:32,413 --> 01:03:34,014 You want me to admit it? 1043 01:03:34,081 --> 01:03:36,518 I don't believe in any of this shit. 1044 01:03:36,584 --> 01:03:39,688 No resurrection, no aliens, no fluoride. 1045 01:03:39,754 --> 01:03:40,789 I just... 1046 01:03:42,356 --> 01:03:43,824 I just miss her. 1047 01:03:44,726 --> 01:03:45,760 And you love her so much. 1048 01:03:45,826 --> 01:03:48,630 It's not right to get your hopes up like this. 1049 01:03:48,697 --> 01:03:50,264 So, maybe we just forget the whole thing, 1050 01:03:50,331 --> 01:03:52,534 and we turn around and we go home. 1051 01:03:52,600 --> 01:03:55,603 - And then what? - What do you mean? 1052 01:03:55,670 --> 01:03:57,004 The story's not finished yet. 1053 01:03:57,071 --> 01:03:58,872 We need to know the answer. 1054 01:03:58,939 --> 01:04:00,174 You're not going to know the answer. 1055 01:04:00,240 --> 01:04:01,909 Well, I... I'm not stupid. 1056 01:04:01,975 --> 01:04:06,113 I know just because some weird whatever they're called-- 1057 01:04:06,180 --> 01:04:09,149 Cultists, Spiritualists, City of Mary-- 1058 01:04:09,216 --> 01:04:11,018 hung a fucked up dream catcher, 1059 01:04:11,085 --> 01:04:13,555 it doesn't mean that any of this is real. 1060 01:04:13,621 --> 01:04:15,824 She's not going to come back. 1061 01:04:15,889 --> 01:04:18,892 But at least we'll have the end of the story. 1062 01:04:19,728 --> 01:04:22,196 What story, Eli? 1063 01:04:22,262 --> 01:04:24,666 If we turn back now and just give up, 1064 01:04:24,733 --> 01:04:26,668 then what is it all mean? 1065 01:04:26,735 --> 01:04:29,571 We just took a walk in the woods with a corpse one night 1066 01:04:29,637 --> 01:04:32,540 and decided against performing an ancient magical ritual. 1067 01:04:32,607 --> 01:04:33,675 It's unsatisfying. 1068 01:04:33,742 --> 01:04:36,210 Are you at a fucking cocktail party right now? 1069 01:04:36,276 --> 01:04:38,479 Who are you telling this story to? 1070 01:04:38,546 --> 01:04:39,547 Anyone. 1071 01:04:40,481 --> 01:04:42,082 That's what this is, isn't it? 1072 01:04:42,149 --> 01:04:44,485 It's you a month from now, at a party, 1073 01:04:44,552 --> 01:04:47,221 telling a bunch of coeds about how fucking romantic you are 1074 01:04:47,287 --> 01:04:49,056 that you stole your ex-girlfriend's body 1075 01:04:49,123 --> 01:04:50,958 and you dabbled in necromancy for a night. 1076 01:04:51,024 --> 01:04:52,694 -No. -It is, isn't it? 1077 01:04:57,665 --> 01:05:00,668 "Ten bucks says this ends up in a pile one day." 1078 01:05:07,408 --> 01:05:09,677 I'm trying to say goodbye in a fitting way. 1079 01:05:11,345 --> 01:05:13,848 She always had these grand gestures. 1080 01:05:13,914 --> 01:05:15,249 Now, it's my turn. 1081 01:05:16,283 --> 01:05:18,118 I'm going to bury her with this. 1082 01:05:21,589 --> 01:05:24,793 -How fucking romantic. -You know what? It is romantic. 1083 01:05:24,859 --> 01:05:25,959 Why? 1084 01:05:26,026 --> 01:05:28,962 So, you can milk a year or two of being wounded puppy? 1085 01:05:29,029 --> 01:05:31,231 Death isn't romantic, Eli. 1086 01:05:31,298 --> 01:05:33,267 It's your organs failing one by one 1087 01:05:33,333 --> 01:05:35,302 until your brain shuts off due to lack of oxygen. 1088 01:05:35,369 --> 01:05:36,738 I wasn't there for her. 1089 01:05:39,173 --> 01:05:40,708 When she wanted that tattoo. 1090 01:05:42,242 --> 01:05:46,581 Ever, really. But she was so afraid. 1091 01:05:46,648 --> 01:05:49,717 So afraid of needles. And she asked me to be there. 1092 01:05:49,784 --> 01:05:50,752 And I... 1093 01:05:52,386 --> 01:05:53,387 I don't know. I... 1094 01:05:55,489 --> 01:05:56,791 I just wasn't. 1095 01:06:00,093 --> 01:06:02,129 I took her for granted. 1096 01:06:02,196 --> 01:06:04,866 And she cried the entire time... 1097 01:06:05,733 --> 01:06:07,569 over that stupid tattoo. 1098 01:06:07,635 --> 01:06:10,971 But she just wanted it so bad because, it... 1099 01:06:13,273 --> 01:06:14,975 - Because what? - No, nothing. 1100 01:06:15,042 --> 01:06:16,977 Now is not the time for secrets, Eli. 1101 01:06:20,815 --> 01:06:23,651 She wanted it because it was something permanent 1102 01:06:23,718 --> 01:06:26,286 she could do to herself. 1103 01:06:26,353 --> 01:06:29,122 Something that her family wouldn't approve of 1104 01:06:29,189 --> 01:06:30,792 but couldn't take away from her. 1105 01:06:33,595 --> 01:06:34,796 That was her problem. 1106 01:06:36,898 --> 01:06:39,099 She was always trying to do something permanent. 1107 01:06:40,501 --> 01:06:42,102 I don't want to do this anymore. 1108 01:06:44,071 --> 01:06:46,173 You can go home. 1109 01:06:46,240 --> 01:06:48,008 I'll carry her the rest of the way myself. 1110 01:06:48,075 --> 01:06:49,443 You don't know the incantation. 1111 01:06:49,511 --> 01:06:52,479 It's all made up anyway, right? What the fuck do you care? 1112 01:06:55,550 --> 01:06:57,652 What did you two fight about, Eli? 1113 01:06:57,719 --> 01:06:59,019 What does it matter? 1114 01:06:59,086 --> 01:07:01,288 -It matters to me. -Nothing. 1115 01:07:01,355 --> 01:07:02,624 It wasn't a fight. 1116 01:07:02,690 --> 01:07:03,858 Then why did she call me crying? 1117 01:07:03,925 --> 01:07:05,192 I'm not giving this up. 1118 01:07:07,427 --> 01:07:09,062 If you tell me, I'll come with you. 1119 01:07:09,129 --> 01:07:10,097 We can do this, right? 1120 01:07:10,163 --> 01:07:11,699 We can bring her back. I promise. 1121 01:07:11,766 --> 01:07:13,200 Fuck off. 1122 01:07:13,267 --> 01:07:15,637 I know the incantation. I swear. 1123 01:07:15,703 --> 01:07:17,271 I promise. We can finish the story. 1124 01:07:17,337 --> 01:07:19,473 -Then you'll know for sure. -No. 1125 01:07:19,541 --> 01:07:21,275 Come on. She is too heavy to carry 1126 01:07:21,341 --> 01:07:22,744 the rest of the way on your own. 1127 01:07:22,810 --> 01:07:25,013 What was it? 1128 01:07:25,078 --> 01:07:26,881 What did she say to you? 1129 01:07:26,948 --> 01:07:28,415 What does it even matter now? 1130 01:07:28,482 --> 01:07:31,084 If it doesn't matter, why won't you tell me? 1131 01:07:31,151 --> 01:07:32,486 It's not going to make you feel good. 1132 01:07:32,554 --> 01:07:34,722 None of this makes me feel good, Eli. 1133 01:07:34,789 --> 01:07:37,257 It's not your fault, okay? You're absolved. 1134 01:07:37,324 --> 01:07:40,093 What, and this is going to absolve you? 1135 01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:41,696 What did she say to you? 1136 01:07:41,763 --> 01:07:44,231 What was so terrible that it made you want to walk 1137 01:07:44,298 --> 01:07:47,234 into the woods for nine miles to bury her? 1138 01:07:47,301 --> 01:07:49,069 She said I love you. 1139 01:07:49,136 --> 01:07:51,573 - Bullshit. - It's not bullshit. 1140 01:07:51,639 --> 01:07:53,440 I love you. 1141 01:07:56,376 --> 01:07:58,412 Right when Lizzie and I started dating, 1142 01:07:59,647 --> 01:08:02,115 we were walking home from a party. 1143 01:08:02,182 --> 01:08:05,419 I remember it super well because it was snowing. 1144 01:08:05,485 --> 01:08:08,221 And it never, ever snows up here. 1145 01:08:08,288 --> 01:08:10,925 Not like in Chicago. 1146 01:08:10,992 --> 01:08:15,262 And Lizzie got a little drunk and started improvising ballet 1147 01:08:15,329 --> 01:08:17,464 in the street on the walk back to her dorm. 1148 01:08:18,967 --> 01:08:20,334 And she told me. 1149 01:08:25,405 --> 01:08:27,274 She told me that when she was younger, 1150 01:08:27,341 --> 01:08:30,511 like 12 or 13, 1151 01:08:30,578 --> 01:08:33,280 she tried to kill herself in the bathtub. 1152 01:08:33,347 --> 01:08:34,716 No, she didn't. 1153 01:08:36,884 --> 01:08:40,220 She says your dad found her, cleaned her up, 1154 01:08:40,287 --> 01:08:41,856 and took her to the hospital. 1155 01:08:44,025 --> 01:08:45,994 She was dead eight minutes, 1156 01:08:46,060 --> 01:08:47,996 and the doctors brought her back. 1157 01:08:48,062 --> 01:08:49,429 Brought her back. 1158 01:08:51,398 --> 01:08:55,637 I don't know where you were. Maybe you were out with friends. 1159 01:08:55,703 --> 01:08:59,073 You didn't need to be her clown anymore, I guess. 1160 01:09:03,111 --> 01:09:09,751 Her mistake, she said, snow clinging to her eyelashes, 1161 01:09:10,985 --> 01:09:13,253 is that she cut her veins the wrong way. 1162 01:09:15,389 --> 01:09:19,861 You have to slice down like you're splitting a hot dog. 1163 01:09:19,927 --> 01:09:23,263 Warm water in the bathtub keeps it from closing up. 1164 01:09:24,197 --> 01:09:25,298 Next time... 1165 01:09:26,734 --> 01:09:28,836 she wouldn't make the same mistake. 1166 01:09:31,706 --> 01:09:34,341 And you know what I thought? 1167 01:09:34,408 --> 01:09:37,612 The only single thing that crossed my mind in that moment? 1168 01:09:39,246 --> 01:09:43,651 Thank God I found this girl so I could save her. 1169 01:09:46,554 --> 01:09:48,523 That never happened. 1170 01:09:48,589 --> 01:09:51,191 - It did. - I'm telling you. 1171 01:09:51,258 --> 01:09:52,827 And I am telling you. 1172 01:09:55,630 --> 01:09:58,633 I found her in the bathtub the other night, 1173 01:09:58,700 --> 01:10:02,637 three years after she danced in the snow in a trance. 1174 01:10:04,072 --> 01:10:05,873 She hadn't done anything to herself, 1175 01:10:05,940 --> 01:10:10,178 but she was singing this song. 1176 01:10:10,243 --> 01:10:11,779 "Take On Me?" 1177 01:10:11,846 --> 01:10:16,249 It sounded like the end of Cabaret or something. 1178 01:10:19,787 --> 01:10:23,256 When I asked her what it was, she said... 1179 01:10:23,323 --> 01:10:27,394 a list of all the reasons not to kill herself. 1180 01:10:27,461 --> 01:10:29,396 But the song was almost over. 1181 01:10:39,674 --> 01:10:41,843 - Meaning what? - Exactly. 1182 01:10:43,578 --> 01:10:47,515 But three years after I promised I would be her savior 1183 01:10:47,582 --> 01:10:49,416 while watching her dance in the snow... 1184 01:10:51,986 --> 01:10:53,253 I was tired. 1185 01:10:55,690 --> 01:10:57,525 The shine was off the apple, and... 1186 01:10:59,160 --> 01:11:00,661 it turns out dating a suicidal girl 1187 01:11:00,728 --> 01:11:02,429 wasn't all it's cracked up to be. 1188 01:11:03,998 --> 01:11:05,867 Try being related to one. 1189 01:11:07,969 --> 01:11:10,270 I told her I couldn't take care of her anymore. 1190 01:11:12,372 --> 01:11:16,276 Her life was her responsibility. 1191 01:11:16,343 --> 01:11:20,948 That I would stay someplace else while she packed up her things. 1192 01:11:23,184 --> 01:11:24,218 I know. 1193 01:11:26,286 --> 01:11:27,454 How could I? 1194 01:11:33,528 --> 01:11:36,463 We didn't fight... at all. 1195 01:11:37,330 --> 01:11:39,233 She was completely calm. 1196 01:11:40,601 --> 01:11:43,237 She just left. 1197 01:11:44,906 --> 01:11:46,406 She said goodbye. 1198 01:11:48,475 --> 01:11:49,911 She said "I love you." 1199 01:11:53,748 --> 01:11:55,550 She didn't call you from my house. 1200 01:11:55,616 --> 01:11:58,186 Must have been the payphone down the street. 1201 01:12:00,021 --> 01:12:02,190 There were no skid marks on the road, Bethany. 1202 01:12:03,724 --> 01:12:06,294 She didn't hit the brakes before she went into the water. 1203 01:12:07,862 --> 01:12:09,864 She didn't fall asleep at the wheel. 1204 01:12:09,931 --> 01:12:11,532 Don't you think I know that? 1205 01:12:13,301 --> 01:12:16,637 Whether she meant to or not, it was a mistake. 1206 01:12:16,704 --> 01:12:19,574 She shouldn't have done it, and we're going to undo it. 1207 01:12:21,609 --> 01:12:24,245 And you won't have to feel guilty anymore. 1208 01:12:24,312 --> 01:12:28,015 The psychology books say this is a form of abuse. 1209 01:12:28,082 --> 01:12:31,886 Someone holding themselves hostage, 1210 01:12:31,953 --> 01:12:34,322 threatening to kill themselves if their partner leaves. 1211 01:12:34,387 --> 01:12:35,857 That wasn't this. 1212 01:12:39,260 --> 01:12:40,661 I wasn't there for her. 1213 01:12:42,763 --> 01:12:44,131 I gave up on her. 1214 01:12:46,601 --> 01:12:48,636 And I'll never forgive myself for it. 1215 01:12:49,971 --> 01:12:54,208 No matter if she held herself hostage or not. 1216 01:12:58,646 --> 01:13:01,048 I'll be damned if I give up on her again, though. 1217 01:13:09,290 --> 01:13:11,692 Grab her legs. We're running out of time. 1218 01:13:38,352 --> 01:13:40,321 It should just be up through these trees. 1219 01:13:40,388 --> 01:13:42,123 We gonna have enough time to bury her? 1220 01:13:42,189 --> 01:13:44,191 If my arms will even hold the shovel. 1221 01:13:44,258 --> 01:13:45,359 Okay. 1222 01:13:46,894 --> 01:13:48,796 - Eli? - What? 1223 01:13:49,563 --> 01:13:51,464 I'm not mad. 1224 01:13:51,532 --> 01:13:53,500 - Okay. - But I have to ask. 1225 01:13:53,567 --> 01:13:55,102 What? 1226 01:13:55,169 --> 01:13:57,437 How often did you read through that notebook? 1227 01:13:57,505 --> 01:13:59,907 The one that contains all of Lizzie's brain. 1228 01:13:59,974 --> 01:14:03,377 - Uh, I don't know, why? - I just want to know. 1229 01:14:04,477 --> 01:14:06,247 A lot, I guess. 1230 01:14:06,314 --> 01:14:08,950 Did you ever read through the parts that were your brain? 1231 01:14:10,151 --> 01:14:11,919 - Mm-mm. - Why not? 1232 01:14:12,987 --> 01:14:15,923 I guess because I know my brain. 1233 01:14:15,990 --> 01:14:17,992 Reading through it wouldn't be interesting to me. 1234 01:14:18,059 --> 01:14:19,794 I don't think that's it. 1235 01:14:19,860 --> 01:14:23,130 - Oh, you don't. Do you? - No. Not if we're being honest. 1236 01:14:23,197 --> 01:14:25,833 And there's no reason to not be honest at this point. 1237 01:14:26,567 --> 01:14:27,702 So, why then? 1238 01:14:27,768 --> 01:14:29,837 I think 'cause you knew you were faking it. 1239 01:14:29,904 --> 01:14:31,772 You romanticized your every thought 1240 01:14:31,839 --> 01:14:33,007 and wrote some epic poetry 1241 01:14:33,074 --> 01:14:36,277 to be the Marc Antony to her Cleopatra. 1242 01:14:36,344 --> 01:14:37,445 I don't blame you. 1243 01:14:37,511 --> 01:14:39,280 It's whatever. It's what young lovers do. 1244 01:14:39,347 --> 01:14:42,149 It's just that maybe all of that notebook 1245 01:14:42,216 --> 01:14:46,320 wasn't really who she was. At least not all of who she was. 1246 01:14:46,387 --> 01:14:48,222 Just like it wasn't all of you. 1247 01:14:50,157 --> 01:14:52,326 You might be right. 1248 01:14:52,393 --> 01:14:55,329 But I'd rather she is, who she is in that notebook 1249 01:14:55,396 --> 01:14:57,465 than the dead girl in the bathtub. 1250 01:14:57,531 --> 01:14:59,266 Fair enough. 1251 01:14:59,333 --> 01:15:01,602 Sometimes we all just see what we want to see. 1252 01:15:02,770 --> 01:15:04,872 Now, who's the Psych major? 1253 01:15:04,939 --> 01:15:06,440 Art history, baby. 1254 01:15:10,077 --> 01:15:11,245 We're here. 1255 01:15:15,583 --> 01:15:19,120 You think we can bring her back? 1256 01:15:19,754 --> 01:15:20,721 I know it. 1257 01:15:22,256 --> 01:15:24,125 But we have to move fast. 1258 01:15:25,726 --> 01:15:27,061 And I can't do it... 1259 01:15:28,896 --> 01:15:30,031 without you. 1260 01:15:46,680 --> 01:15:48,215 Before we do this... 1261 01:15:49,683 --> 01:15:52,219 I have to ask if you're entering on your own free will. 1262 01:15:52,286 --> 01:15:53,354 Of course. 1263 01:15:53,421 --> 01:15:55,056 Because this isn't going to work at all 1264 01:15:55,122 --> 01:15:56,590 if you're being forced to do this. 1265 01:15:56,657 --> 01:15:59,160 - I'm not. - Are you sure? 1266 01:15:59,226 --> 01:16:00,494 We're wasting time. 1267 01:16:01,662 --> 01:16:02,696 Okay. 1268 01:16:49,578 --> 01:16:52,413 -We have, like, 15 minutes. -We'll make it. 1269 01:16:53,747 --> 01:16:55,916 I want you know something. 1270 01:16:55,983 --> 01:16:57,651 -What's that? -Whether... 1271 01:16:59,653 --> 01:17:02,857 whether or not this works, I don't hate you. 1272 01:17:02,923 --> 01:17:06,528 - Thanks. - You're selfish, 1273 01:17:06,595 --> 01:17:10,297 and you don't know what you want but you're here for Lizzie. 1274 01:17:10,364 --> 01:17:12,099 I appreciate that. 1275 01:17:12,166 --> 01:17:14,001 You too. 1276 01:17:20,174 --> 01:17:21,408 It's nice here. 1277 01:17:24,411 --> 01:17:26,680 You know, I'm feeling a lot more 1278 01:17:26,747 --> 01:17:28,849 clear-headed out here in the wilderness. 1279 01:17:29,518 --> 01:17:30,484 Yeah? 1280 01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:33,187 Must be because we're away 1281 01:17:33,254 --> 01:17:34,722 from all those microwave transmissions 1282 01:17:34,788 --> 01:17:37,559 the government's using to control people's minds. 1283 01:17:37,626 --> 01:17:40,027 Yeah, that must be it. 1284 01:17:43,130 --> 01:17:44,533 This should be good enough. 1285 01:17:58,212 --> 01:17:59,313 This is it, L. 1286 01:18:16,931 --> 01:18:17,998 What now? 1287 01:18:25,439 --> 01:18:27,041 God damn it. 1288 01:18:27,107 --> 01:18:29,076 What? 1289 01:18:29,143 --> 01:18:32,880 I just remembered my neighbor has a wheelbarrow. 1290 01:18:35,249 --> 01:18:37,251 Next time. 1291 01:18:37,318 --> 01:18:38,886 There better not be a next time. 1292 01:18:38,953 --> 01:18:41,590 There always is. Drink this. 1293 01:18:41,656 --> 01:18:42,657 What? 1294 01:18:42,723 --> 01:18:43,924 Just water from the creek, drink it. 1295 01:18:43,991 --> 01:18:44,959 Why? 1296 01:18:45,025 --> 01:18:46,561 It's part of the ceremony. 1297 01:18:46,628 --> 01:18:47,962 -You said-- -I know what I said. 1298 01:18:48,028 --> 01:18:49,029 Just drink it. 1299 01:18:54,268 --> 01:18:55,502 All of it. 1300 01:18:55,570 --> 01:18:57,871 - You don't need any? - I already had some. 1301 01:19:12,152 --> 01:19:13,921 -What is that? -Blood. 1302 01:19:15,022 --> 01:19:17,157 Whose blood is that? 1303 01:19:17,224 --> 01:19:18,660 It wasn't a bear. 1304 01:19:19,860 --> 01:19:23,430 That thing back there? It was a wolf. 1305 01:19:23,497 --> 01:19:26,367 A big wolf. 1306 01:19:30,838 --> 01:19:32,206 What did you do to it? 1307 01:19:53,561 --> 01:19:54,928 What are you doing? 1308 01:19:57,031 --> 01:19:58,165 Why are you singing that? 1309 01:19:59,400 --> 01:20:02,303 -That's the-- -I know what it is, Eli. 1310 01:20:02,369 --> 01:20:04,805 I just want you to know whatever happens, 1311 01:20:04,872 --> 01:20:06,641 it's nothing personal. 1312 01:20:06,708 --> 01:20:09,343 I like you. You're a nice enough guy. 1313 01:20:09,410 --> 01:20:10,477 It's kind of a shame 1314 01:20:10,545 --> 01:20:12,547 you'll never know who we really are. 1315 01:20:12,614 --> 01:20:14,148 What are you talking about? 1316 01:20:14,214 --> 01:20:16,817 Never mind. Ah, I don't feel bad. 1317 01:20:16,884 --> 01:20:18,152 What the fuck's going on? 1318 01:20:18,218 --> 01:20:19,486 It's the solstice. It's time. 1319 01:20:19,554 --> 01:20:21,488 Bethany, you're scaring me. 1320 01:20:21,556 --> 01:20:22,791 Don't be scared. 1321 01:20:23,957 --> 01:20:26,460 It's all over. It's already over. 1322 01:20:26,528 --> 01:20:28,028 -What? -People in hell are starving 1323 01:20:28,095 --> 01:20:29,196 while the people in heaven feast. 1324 01:20:29,263 --> 01:20:30,765 Stop. Just stop. 1325 01:20:30,831 --> 01:20:32,366 The people in hell are starving 1326 01:20:32,433 --> 01:20:34,468 -while the people-- -When are you doing? 1327 01:20:34,536 --> 01:20:36,270 The people in hell are starving 1328 01:20:36,337 --> 01:20:37,539 while the people in heaven... 1329 01:20:37,605 --> 01:20:39,541 ...while the people in heaven feast. 1330 01:20:39,607 --> 01:20:41,475 The people in hell are starving 1331 01:20:41,543 --> 01:20:42,711 while the people in heaven feast. 1332 01:20:42,777 --> 01:20:44,211 Stop! Just stop! 1333 01:20:54,455 --> 01:20:55,523 Get behind me. 1334 01:20:55,590 --> 01:20:57,891 Tell that one at your next dinner party. 1335 01:20:59,527 --> 01:21:01,295 You know these people. 1336 01:21:01,362 --> 01:21:03,964 We're bringing Lizzie back. We can't do it alone. 1337 01:21:07,569 --> 01:21:09,069 Why are they here? 1338 01:21:09,136 --> 01:21:10,538 You should have listened to me 1339 01:21:10,605 --> 01:21:12,406 when I asked you to turn back. 1340 01:21:12,473 --> 01:21:14,843 I pitied you. You could have saved yourself. 1341 01:21:14,908 --> 01:21:16,778 Why are they here, Bethany? 1342 01:21:16,845 --> 01:21:20,013 You can't have creation without destruction, Elijah. 1343 01:21:21,583 --> 01:21:23,183 You should have read Lizzie's brain 1344 01:21:23,250 --> 01:21:24,552 a little more closely. 1345 01:21:25,820 --> 01:21:27,555 "It's my all time favorite book." 1346 01:21:27,622 --> 01:21:28,523 Stop. 1347 01:21:28,590 --> 01:21:29,557 What's the inscription? 1348 01:21:29,624 --> 01:21:32,426 -Stop it. -Come on. You know it. 1349 01:21:32,493 --> 01:21:35,062 "Ten bucks says this ends up in a pile one day." 1350 01:21:37,297 --> 01:21:38,566 Read it again. 1351 01:21:46,006 --> 01:21:50,578 "Ten bucks says this ends up in a pyre one day." 1352 01:22:30,184 --> 01:22:31,619 -It wasn't my fault. -I know. 1353 01:22:31,686 --> 01:22:32,754 I didn't mean to let h-- 1354 01:22:32,821 --> 01:22:34,656 Look, you got to forgive yourself. 1355 01:22:34,722 --> 01:22:36,290 It's not because you let her die. 1356 01:22:36,356 --> 01:22:37,391 It's not even because 1357 01:22:37,458 --> 01:22:38,760 you weren't that good of a boyfriend. 1358 01:22:38,827 --> 01:22:40,662 You're selfish, but you're not selfish enough 1359 01:22:40,728 --> 01:22:42,396 to be home asleep in bed right now. 1360 01:22:44,198 --> 01:22:45,199 Available. 1361 01:22:45,265 --> 01:22:48,302 Less important to me than my sister. 1362 01:22:48,368 --> 01:22:49,704 It was always going to happen this way. 1363 01:22:49,771 --> 01:22:51,004 You were just there. 1364 01:22:53,508 --> 01:22:54,642 I'm sorry. 1365 01:22:54,709 --> 01:22:56,878 -It doesn't matter. -I'm-- 1366 01:23:27,542 --> 01:23:29,309 I told you to let me go. 1367 01:23:31,946 --> 01:23:33,648 I told you to let me go this time. 1368 01:23:33,715 --> 01:23:36,684 - I disagreed with you. - Fuck off. 1369 01:23:36,751 --> 01:23:38,820 You knew I was going to bring you back. 1370 01:23:39,888 --> 01:23:40,889 If you wanted to stay dead, 1371 01:23:40,955 --> 01:23:42,055 you wouldn't have killed yourself 1372 01:23:42,122 --> 01:23:43,825 three days before the solstice. 1373 01:23:46,761 --> 01:23:47,762 A-ha. 1374 01:23:56,436 --> 01:23:57,972 Did you fucking drop me? 1375 01:23:58,640 --> 01:23:59,607 He did. 1376 01:24:01,943 --> 01:24:03,410 God damn it, Eli. 1377 01:24:07,782 --> 01:24:09,483 He brought your notebook with him. 1378 01:24:10,450 --> 01:24:11,553 What? 1379 01:24:26,300 --> 01:24:27,602 He loved you, you know? 1380 01:24:32,840 --> 01:24:34,374 But I had to make a choice. 1381 01:24:38,445 --> 01:24:39,581 Poor Eli. 1382 01:24:44,819 --> 01:24:47,120 -Come on, let's go. -Just give me a second. 1383 01:24:58,833 --> 01:24:59,901 I'm sorry. 1384 01:25:04,973 --> 01:25:06,273 Sun's going to come up soon. 1385 01:25:06,340 --> 01:25:07,575 Okay, I'm coming. 1386 01:25:30,430 --> 01:25:33,166 Fuck. My face hurts. 1387 01:26:32,894 --> 01:26:34,227 I know about the tattoo. 1388 01:26:37,197 --> 01:26:38,432 "So it goes?" 1389 01:26:38,498 --> 01:26:40,735 Can we talk about this later? I'm exhausted. 1390 01:26:40,802 --> 01:26:43,171 You're tired? I had to do this while carrying you. 1391 01:26:43,236 --> 01:26:46,040 You don't get bonus points for suffering the most, Betsy. 1392 01:26:46,107 --> 01:26:47,374 You sound like Mom. 1393 01:26:48,142 --> 01:26:49,242 Whatever. 1394 01:27:03,624 --> 01:27:05,760 You couldn't have parked any closer? 1395 01:27:05,827 --> 01:27:07,562 Would have been too suspicious. 1396 01:27:09,997 --> 01:27:12,265 There were some kids humping in it when we came by. 1397 01:27:12,332 --> 01:27:15,136 Ew. Gross. 1398 01:27:15,203 --> 01:27:17,038 Blessing in disguise, really. 1399 01:27:21,175 --> 01:27:24,545 I just hope they didn't move the-- Yeah. Hmm. 1400 01:27:32,520 --> 01:27:35,056 Ugh. God, it smells. 1401 01:27:36,624 --> 01:27:38,291 Okay. Come on. 1402 01:27:40,360 --> 01:27:41,629 Thank you. 1403 01:28:23,070 --> 01:28:25,106 And I can't do it without you. 1404 01:28:30,178 --> 01:28:31,245 So? 1405 01:28:39,987 --> 01:28:40,988 I'm in.