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(noti laini za piano)

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♪♪

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-NIALL: Unapaswa kwenda
na kuzungumza na mtu.

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Je, unalala?

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Kuna kama,
uh, kama huduma.

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Ni bure.
Unaweza pia.

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-GILLIAN: Connell?

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Je, ungependa kuja nami?

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-ZOTE:
Kumi, tisa, nane, saba, sita,

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tano, nne, tatu, mbili, moja.

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Heri ya Mwaka Mpya!

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(wote wakishangilia)

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-WOTE: Heri ya Mwaka Mpya!
- Heri ya Mwaka Mpya.

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-HELEN:
Heri ya Mwaka Mpya, wewe.

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(milio ya simu, milio)

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Ni nani?

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- Uh, ni tu
rafiki wa shule ya zamani.

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-Uko sawa?

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- Uh, ndio. Ni tu
jambo la Furaha ya Mwaka Mpya.

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-ZOTE:
Heri ya Mwaka Mpya!

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(kushangilia)

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-Unamaanisha nini?

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-LORRAINE:
Uko peke yako?

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- Hapana, niko na Helen.
Unamaanisha nini, mwili?

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Mwili wa nani, nini?

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-LORRAINE:
Rob Hegarty, mpenzi.

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Walivuta mwili
kutoka mtoni asubuhi ya leo.

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(hushusha pumzi)

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- Sawa, kwa nini hatuzungumzi
unajisikiaje.

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- Ndio, sio nzuri.

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- Samahani kusikia hivyo.

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Ulifanya lini
kuanza kuhisi hivi?

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-Uh...

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miezi michache iliyopita.

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Januari, nadhani.

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-Sawa.

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Je! kuna kitu kilifanyika basi,
au alifanya hivyo tu

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toka popote pale,
unahisi?

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-Rafiki yangu alijiua
mwezi Januari.

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Rafiki kutoka shuleni.

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- Samahani sana
kusikia hivyo, Connell.

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-Sisi, hatukuendelea sana
na kila mmoja baada ya chuo.

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Kwa sababu alikuwa, uh ...

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Alikuwa amerudi tu huko Sligo

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na nilikuwa hapa juu
na kila kitu, na ...

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Nadhani ninahisi tu kuwa na hatia
kwamba sikuwa na mawasiliano
naye zaidi.

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- Ninaweza kuelewa hilo.

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Lakini hata hivyo unaweza kuwa
hisia kuhusu rafiki yako,

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nini kilimtokea
sio kosa lako.

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Huwajibiki
kwa maamuzi aliyoyafanya.

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-Sijawahi hata kumjibu
ujumbe wa mwisho alinitumia.

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-Unapopoteza
mtu kujiua,

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inaweza kuwa asili kujiuliza
ikiwa kuna zaidi
ungeweza kufanya

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ili kumsaidia mtu huyu.

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Nina hakika kila mtu
katika maisha ya rafiki yako

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wanajiuliza
maswali sawa sasa.

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- Ndio, lakini angalau watu wengine
alijaribu kumsaidia.

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(muziki laini unacheza)

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♪♪

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-ERIC: Angeweza, uh,
kunywa kidogo haki.

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Alionekana kidogo, um...
unajua, nje ya aina, nadhani.

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-CONNELL: Sawa.

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-KIERNAN:
Sikuwahi kutaka kwenda nyumbani,
unajua?

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Siku zote alitaka moja zaidi.

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-ERIC:
Imeingia kwenye mabaki machache.

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Hakuna serious, tu...
walidhani ni kicheko.

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Nilijaribu kuzungumza naye, lakini ...

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(kwa kwikwi)

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-HELEN:
Unaonekana mzuri.

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- Tayari, mpenzi?

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-Marianne.

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♪

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-VAL: Asante.

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(mazungumzo ya kimya)

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-MWANAUME: Samahani sana.
- Asante kwa rangi.

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Unaonekana mzuri.

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Asante.

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-MWANAMKE:
samahani sana.

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-VAL: Asante, mpenzi.
Asante kwa kuja.

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Connell.
Mtu mzuri, mtu mzuri.

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Nasikia unafanya vizuri
mambo ya juu katika Utatu.

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- Pole sana.
-Mtu mzuri.

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Asante kwa kuja.

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Asante.

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♪♪

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(mazungumzo yasiyoeleweka)

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-Mambo vipi?

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Huyu ni nani?
-Uh...

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Helen.
Lo, huyu ni Eric.

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- Mpenzi, sivyo?
-Ndio.

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-Lazima iwe kosa lako huyu jamaa
harudi nyumbani tena.

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- Hapana, sio kosa lake.
Ni kosa langu.

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- Ninafanya fujo tu.

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Nzuri ya Marianne kuja.

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Nilidhani alikuwa mbali
nchini Uswidi au mahali fulani.

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- Ndio, alikuwa.
Amerudi kwa mazishi.

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- Amepungua sana,
si yeye?

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Huyu hapa mwenyewe.

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Nzuri sana kuja wote
njia kutoka Sweden, Marianne.

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- Ni vizuri kukuona.

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Je, unamfahamu Helen hapa?

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-MARIANNE: Bila shaka ninafanya.
Tulikuwa chuoni pamoja.

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Habari, Helen.

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-ERIC:
Yote ni ya kirafiki, natumai.

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Hakuna mashindano, namaanisha.

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- Fanya mwenyewe sasa.

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-Kwa nini hukunitambulisha
kwa rafiki yako yeyote?

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-Nilikutambulisha
kwa Eric, sivyo?

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-Tu baada ya kuuliza.

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Kuwa mkweli, haukufanya hivyo
inaonekana kama wewe kweli
alitaka kukutana nami.

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(Helen anapumua)

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Ikiwa hukutaka nije,
hukupaswa kuniuliza.

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- Sawa, samahani
Nilikuuliza, basi.

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-Hilo linamaanisha nini?
- (Connell anapumua)

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- Samahani nilikuwa huko?
-Hapana.

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Ninasema kama umepata
hisia mbaya

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jinsi itakavyokuwa,
basi samahani.

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-Hukufanya
ulitaka niwe huko kabisa, sivyo?

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- Sikutaka kuwa huko
mimi mwenyewe, kuwa mkweli.

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Angalia, samahani
hukuwa na wakati mzuri.

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Lakini kama, ilikuwa mazishi.

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Sijui kweli
ulichotarajia.

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- Kweli, haukuwa
kumpuuza Marianne.

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- Sikuwa nikipuuza mtu yeyote.

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- Lakini ulionekana tu
furaha hasa kumuona.

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- Kwa ajili ya kutomba, Helen.
-Je!

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-Namaanisha, hufanya kila hoja
inabidi urudi kwenye hili?

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Rafiki yetu amejiua tu,
na sasa, unataka kuanza

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kwenda kwangu kuhusu Marianne.
Kama, umakini?

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Na ndio.

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Nilifurahi kumuona.
Je, hilo linanifanya kuwa monster?

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-Nimekuwa na huruma sana
kuhusu Rob na unajua hilo.

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Lakini unatarajia nifanye nini?
Jifanye tu sikuoni

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unamtazama mwanamke mwingine
mbele yangu.

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- Hapana, sikuwa nikimtazama.
-Ulikuwa, kanisani.

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- Haikuwa makusudi.

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-Kwa nini unapaswa kuchukua hatua
hivyo ajabu karibu yake?

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- Jinsi ninavyofanya naye
ni utu wangu wa kawaida.

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Mimi ... labda mimi
mtu wa ajabu tu.

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(muziki wa somber unacheza)

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♪♪

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-MHADHIRI:
Wengi wenu mtafanya, natumai,

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wamechukua
kwa ukweli kwamba...

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(sauti inapungua,
inaendelea bila mpangilio)

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Kuvunjwa huku kwa familia
trope ni uungwana radical.

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Katiba yenyewe kabisa
alifafanua Kiayalandi ...

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(inaendelea, haijulikani)

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(sala za Kilatini)

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(anapumua kwa kishindo)

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(anaugulia)

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-HELEN:
Kama nataka kuwa huko kwa ajili yako

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lakini hutaniruhusu.

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Nimejaribu.

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Na ninahisi kama ninashikilia
kwa wengine, kama,

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kusema ukweli wasiwasi halali
au chochote

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iliyokuwepo kabla ya haya yote.

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Kabla ya kujisikia hivi.

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Na siwezi kukaa juu yao
kwa sababu unajisikia chini sana.

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Hiyo sio haki.

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nakujali sana.

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Nachukia kukuona hivi.

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Lakini sidhani
hii inafanya kazi tena.

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Sijui kama hii ilikuwa
njia yote ya kufanya kazi hapo awali,
na sasa...

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hii yote ni kama...

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(kunusa)
ilizidisha, na ...

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-Sawa.

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samahani.

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- Samahani pia.

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-GILLIAN: Je!
marafiki hapa Dublin?

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Mtu yeyote ambaye uko naye karibu

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ili uweze kuzungumza naye
kuhusu jinsi unavyohisi.

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- Um...

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Niall, labda.

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Yeye ndiye
ambaye aliniambia kuhusu hili.

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- Naam, hiyo ni nzuri.

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Anakutazama.

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Niall.

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Sawa.

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-Nina rafiki mwingine huyo
niko karibu sana lakini...

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yuko kwenye Erasmus mwaka huu.

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-Samahani.
Hiyo inasikika mbaya.

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Nilimpenda Helen.
-Hmm.

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-Nilifanya.
Nilifanya kweli.

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Najua hakuwa kabisa
kunipenda, lakini ...

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ni vigumu kupuuza
kwamba alikufurahisha.

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- Mimi, sijui.

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Sijisikii chochote.

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Kisha mimi...

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Najikuta nalia
au kuwa na mashambulizi ya hofu

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kwa hivyo labda, nahisi.
Tu, uh...

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(husafisha koo)

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Haiunganishi tu.

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- Ninaelewa.

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-Najua unafanya.

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Nimechoka kweli.

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- Unataka kulala?

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Tunaweza kuweka Skype.

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Nibebe mpaka kitandani kwako.

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(muziki laini unacheza)

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♪♪

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- Je, yeye ni rafiki kutoka chuo kikuu?

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-Tulikuwa shuleni pamoja.

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Lakini, uh, yuko katika Utatu
vilevile. Ni Marianne.

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Alijua Rob,
rafiki yetu aliyekufa.

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Lakini, um...

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yuko mbali mwaka huu,
kama nilivyosema.

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(anaomboleza kwa kuridhika)

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Umeamka.

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-Asubuhi.

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(Connell anapumua)

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- Je, yeye ni mtu ambaye unaweza kuzungumza
kuhusu jinsi unavyohisi?

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- Amekuwa akiunga mkono kuhusu hilo.

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Na yeye, um...

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Yeye ni mgumu kuelezea,
kama humjui.

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Yeye, um...

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ana akili kweli.

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Yeye ni nadhifu zaidi kuliko mimi.

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Sisi, tunaona ulimwengu
kwa njia sawa. Na, uh...

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tumeishi maisha yetu
mahali pamoja.

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Kwa hivyo ni wazi, ni, um...

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Ni tofauti kidogo
kuwa mbali naye.

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-Inaonekana kuwa ngumu.
-Mm-hmm.

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Mimi si kweli bonyeza
na watu wengi.

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Mimi, ninapambana na hilo,
kweli.

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- Je, unafikiri hivyo
tatizo jipya?

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Au inafahamika kwako?

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-Mm.

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Inajulikana, uh.

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Ningesema, um...

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shuleni,
Hakika nilihisi hivyo

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hisia ya kutengwa
au chochote. Lakini, um...

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Watu wanaonekana kunipenda.
Kila kitu, na ...

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hapa, sidhani kama ...

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watu wananipenda sana.

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Lo, kama Rob,
rafiki yangu ambaye...

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Um, nisingesema
ambayo tulibofya

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kwa kiwango cha kina sana
au chochote.

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Lakini, um, tulikuwa marafiki.

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Na, uh...

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Nisingesema hivyo
tulikuwa tunafanana sana

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kwa upande wa maslahi
au kitu kama hicho.

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Hakika sio kisiasa,

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kama kweli tutawahi
kuchunguza hilo. Lakini, um...

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Mambo hayo hayakufaulu
kweli ni muhimu shuleni.

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Kwa sababu tulikuwa,
tulikuwa sawa

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kundi la marafiki,
hivyo, unajua?

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- Ninaelewa hilo.

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- Na, uh, yeye ... alifanya
baadhi ya mambo ambayo mimi, uh...

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Nisingekuwa shabiki wa,
kwa upande wa, kama na wasichana.

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Lakini, uh...

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Tulikuwa 18, unajua.
Sisi tu, uh ...

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tulitenda kama wajinga, na ...

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Nadhani...

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Nilihisi kutengwa
na mambo hayo.

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Na, uh...

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Nafikiri--
Nadhani nilifikiria ikiwa ...

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imehamia hapa...

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Ningefaa zaidi.

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Nilidhani, um...

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Ningekutana na watu wenye nia moja zaidi
lakini hiyo sio tu ...

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um...

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(kwa kwikwi)

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Nilimuacha Carricklea akiwaza
Ningeweza kuwa na maisha tofauti.

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Lakini mimi...
Nachukia hapa na ...

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Siwezi kurudi nyuma kamwe.

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Kwa sababu urafiki huo
wamekwenda, na ...

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na Rob amekwenda na mimi,
Siwezi kumuona tena.

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Siwezi kurudisha maisha hayo.

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samahani.
(pumzi nzito)

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-Huna haja ya kuomba msamaha.

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(kwa kwikwi)

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(muziki laini unacheza)

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♪♪

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-MARIANNE:
Anasikika vizuri.

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-Ndio.
-Inasikika vizuri.

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-Ndio.

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- Umefanya vizuri, Niall.

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(Connell anacheka)

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Unajisikiaje sasa?

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- Uh, sawa.

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Tu, um...

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Gorofa, nadhani.

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-Mm.

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-Je!

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- Je! umewahi kuhisi ...

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sijui.

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Je! una hasira?

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- Uh, kuhusu?

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- Kuhusu Rob.

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Baada ya mazishi,
ulihisi hasira?

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-Naye?
-Hapana.

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Hapana, jamani, hapana.

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Najua hiyo ni... hiyo
watu huhisi kwamba mtu ...

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Sikuweza kutoka kwenye Facebook.

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Kila mtu alishika
akitoa maoni yake kwenye ukuta wake.

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-Ndio.
- Kama, ilinikasirisha.

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Kama, wanamaanisha nini?

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Watu wote hawa,
kama matangazo
hasara yao kama hiyo.

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Na ni kwa ajili ya nani?
Sio Rob, ni wazi.

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Na, kama,
kuna adabu gani hapo?

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Je, ningependa kila maoni
kwenye ukuta wake?

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- Naam, inaonekana kama umefanya
ilifanya kazi kupitia hasira hiyo.

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(anacheka)

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-(anacheka)
Hapana.

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Bila shaka, watu wanaweza kuhuzunika
jinsi wanavyotaka.

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Pole.
-Ninaipata.

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Inahisi haina maana kidogo.

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- Ndio, nadhani ndivyo hivyo.

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Na kila mtu
aliendelea kuongea...

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alikuwa mtu mkubwa kiasi gani.

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Jinsi kamili ya maisha, nini
mwana aliyejitolea, na ninaipata.

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Lakini nini, alikuwa yeye?

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-Hapana.

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Alikuwa hajiamini.

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Kushughulikiwa na kupendwa.

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I mean, najua naweza kuzungumza.
Lakini...

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Nimekukumbuka.

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-Ninakukumbuka pia, Connell.

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("Kila Nilicho Ni Chako"
na wanakijiji wakicheza)

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♪♪

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♪ Mimi ni mwanamume tu ♪

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♪ Kugonga kwenye waya ♪

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♪ Mpumbavu anayetembea kwa kamba ♪

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♪ Kusawazisha hamu ♪

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♪ siwezi kudhibiti ♪

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♪ Njia hizi zinazobadilika kila wakati ♪

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♪ Kwa hivyo ninawezaje kuwa na uhakika ♪

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♪ Hisia itabaki ♪

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♪ Itabadilika kila wakati ♪

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♪ Lakini kila kitu mimi ni ♪