1 00:01:00,143 --> 00:01:03,352 You on top, me on bottom. 2 00:01:03,685 --> 00:01:08,435 Harmony. Friction. Symmetry. 3 00:01:09,393 --> 00:01:13,934 Pa-ra-lle-li-ty. 4 00:01:15,892 --> 00:01:21,976 Relaxation. Boredom. Escape. Homecoming. 5 00:01:23,101 --> 00:01:26,434 Betrayal. Regrets. 6 00:01:26,559 --> 00:01:30,642 No marriage. No children. No moving in together. 7 00:01:30,767 --> 00:01:33,516 Eventually moving in together. 8 00:01:34,725 --> 00:01:36,475 Rheumatism. 9 00:01:36,600 --> 00:01:39,850 Eventually children. Miscarriage. 10 00:01:41,016 --> 00:01:45,766 Australia. Cuba. South Germans. Japan. Ethics council. 11 00:01:45,891 --> 00:01:48,891 Miscarriage. Continue. 12 00:01:49,808 --> 00:01:53,099 Therapy. Continue. 13 00:01:53,224 --> 00:01:56,265 No sex. Continue. 14 00:01:56,390 --> 00:01:59,390 Old age. Continue. 15 00:01:59,515 --> 00:02:02,973 Slower. Even slower. 16 00:02:03,098 --> 00:02:05,098 Continue. 17 00:02:06,265 --> 00:02:08,140 You die. 18 00:02:10,057 --> 00:02:11,890 Me too. 19 00:02:14,640 --> 00:02:17,223 Why do I die first? 20 00:02:18,264 --> 00:02:20,306 Why not? 21 00:02:20,431 --> 00:02:23,181 Statistics, you are a man. 22 00:02:23,306 --> 00:02:27,514 But you smoke. -Sometimes. 23 00:02:27,639 --> 00:02:31,847 You drink. -Nonsense. 24 00:02:31,972 --> 00:02:35,097 You are dogmatic. 25 00:02:35,222 --> 00:02:38,306 You are dogmatic. I'm totalitarian. 26 00:02:40,388 --> 00:02:41,930 True. 27 00:02:43,930 --> 00:02:47,305 I thought you'd eventually sleep with me again. 28 00:02:53,388 --> 00:02:56,388 Why don't you sleep with me again. 29 00:03:07,054 --> 00:03:09,595 I told him his longing for harmony was pathological, 30 00:03:09,720 --> 00:03:11,887 that it left nothing but unsolved problems 31 00:03:12,012 --> 00:03:14,595 and that he should finally stop always turning a deaf ear 32 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:17,554 and to wish, smile, silence everything away, 33 00:03:17,679 --> 00:03:19,637 that he should overcome his laziness... 34 00:03:19,762 --> 00:03:22,512 Sorry ... 35 00:03:22,637 --> 00:03:23,679 Hey, where are you? 36 00:03:23,804 --> 00:03:26,594 I got my period. - So? 37 00:03:26,719 --> 00:03:29,303 What? I won't go in the water. 38 00:03:29,428 --> 00:03:30,886 Something happened? 39 00:03:31,011 --> 00:03:33,261 I guess that means that art cannot take place 40 00:03:33,386 --> 00:03:35,469 where a vice chancellor is giving a speech. 41 00:03:35,594 --> 00:03:36,969 Yes, possible, isn't it? 42 00:03:37,094 --> 00:03:40,553 But it's not the pictures choice, if he is standing before them. 43 00:03:40,678 --> 00:03:42,761 No, but there is no art without context. 44 00:03:42,886 --> 00:03:45,178 What are you doing? - Working. 45 00:03:45,303 --> 00:03:47,510 What? 46 00:03:47,635 --> 00:03:50,552 Statics for this cubus, gotta be finished tomorrow. 47 00:03:53,843 --> 00:03:56,052 ... yes, I know. 48 00:03:56,177 --> 00:03:58,802 And please stop telling me, after 20 years, 49 00:03:58,927 --> 00:04:01,052 that my mother wants to kill you and fuck me. 50 00:04:01,177 --> 00:04:04,593 But that's how it is. And before she kills me... 51 00:04:04,718 --> 00:04:08,052 I cannot concentrate. -Me neither. 52 00:04:10,301 --> 00:04:13,717 I'm not really looking, I don't know why. 53 00:04:13,842 --> 00:04:16,051 Maybe because of the movie. 54 00:04:17,717 --> 00:04:20,301 I'm so warm. 55 00:04:21,426 --> 00:04:23,551 God, I'm hot. 56 00:04:23,676 --> 00:04:25,842 It's rather cold in here. 57 00:04:25,967 --> 00:04:29,759 I'm spontaneously falling into climacterium. 58 00:04:32,716 --> 00:04:36,508 Maybe some day you just are too old for cinema. 59 00:04:36,633 --> 00:04:38,425 Why is that? - I swear, 60 00:04:38,550 --> 00:04:41,175 we are the only ones who cannot keep up with this crap. 61 00:04:41,300 --> 00:04:45,925 Hey, granny, gramps, don't you want to continue grumping at home? 62 00:04:54,632 --> 00:04:57,757 You see? - I don't see anything! 63 00:07:05,668 --> 00:07:11,751 Wednesday,15:10h. Simultaneous thinking, comes without warning. 64 00:07:11,751 --> 00:07:14,334 One half of your attention concentrates on 65 00:07:14,459 --> 00:07:18,751 wat happens in front of your eyes, or what is being said. 66 00:07:18,876 --> 00:07:21,876 The other half thinks of something completely different. 67 00:07:22,001 --> 00:07:29,625 Of food or animals or holiday or asian pattern, whatever. 68 00:07:29,750 --> 00:07:31,958 Wednesday, 15:11h, I listen to a stem cell researcher 69 00:07:32,083 --> 00:07:34,750 named Adam Born and think of... 70 00:07:34,875 --> 00:07:37,125 ...that is not yet universally defined. 71 00:07:37,250 --> 00:07:39,041 Jeff Koons? 72 00:07:41,500 --> 00:07:45,625 Totally ridiculous, is this a sex fantasy? 73 00:07:45,750 --> 00:07:49,291 Sexual thoughts in old age compensate rather something like, 74 00:07:49,416 --> 00:07:50,750 social anxiety during underground rides, 75 00:07:50,874 --> 00:07:53,040 the lack of challenge at bad cultural events, 76 00:07:53,165 --> 00:07:55,457 or simply the boredom of dreary lectures, 77 00:07:55,582 --> 00:07:59,124 this is something different, this lecture isn't boring, I'm really listening, 78 00:07:59,249 --> 00:08:02,749 but at the same time I'm thinking of Jeff Koons. 79 00:08:02,874 --> 00:08:05,957 Cognitive bullshit. You think either one or the other. 80 00:08:06,082 --> 00:08:08,374 Someone driving a car while making a phone call, either doesn't listen 81 00:08:08,499 --> 00:08:11,582 or eventually is going to crash into a tree. 82 00:08:12,332 --> 00:08:15,331 Why is there someone else speaking? 83 00:08:20,123 --> 00:08:23,498 ... well all this is far too technical for me... 84 00:08:23,623 --> 00:08:26,998 So ping pong: Adam Born versus Jeff Koons, 1:1. 85 00:08:27,123 --> 00:08:30,664 ... not only remain in blood, but singular stem cells 86 00:08:30,789 --> 00:08:34,581 from transplanted organs spread out within the organism, 87 00:08:34,706 --> 00:08:41,663 go to other organs and there partially differentiate even further. 88 00:08:41,788 --> 00:08:43,705 ... also a pregnant woman is a chimera, 89 00:08:43,830 --> 00:08:47,080 because we know, that intact cells of the baby in the womb 90 00:08:47,205 --> 00:08:50,871 can breach the otherwise very finely filtering placenta barrier. 91 00:08:50,996 --> 00:08:53,746 So it is possible during the months of pregnancy 92 00:08:53,871 --> 00:08:57,495 to prove intact fetal cells inside the mother. 93 00:09:16,412 --> 00:09:18,537 Well, Hanna. 94 00:09:18,662 --> 00:09:20,786 Well, Volker. - And, how? 95 00:09:20,911 --> 00:09:22,911 Super. 96 00:09:23,036 --> 00:09:25,036 I've seen your show yesterday. 97 00:09:25,161 --> 00:09:27,536 Yeah, thanks. 98 00:09:27,661 --> 00:09:31,578 I already wanted to tell you some time ago, well... 99 00:09:31,703 --> 00:09:35,994 I think your perpetual picking on Dewey is somehow improper. 100 00:09:36,119 --> 00:09:40,286 What? I'm not picking on him. 101 00:09:40,411 --> 00:09:42,952 Yes, you do! 102 00:09:43,077 --> 00:09:47,118 You're saying, he says, aesthetical experience can be experienced, 103 00:09:47,243 --> 00:09:50,827 aesthetical experience itself has, so to speak, an immanent self-reflexivity. 104 00:09:50,952 --> 00:09:54,993 This is not only disproved, it is also completely counterintuitive. 105 00:09:55,118 --> 00:09:57,243 I just have to look at my own ex... 106 00:09:57,368 --> 00:10:00,368 ...but it's one of our usual problems, as the Ethics Council, 107 00:10:00,493 --> 00:10:04,659 that we often have to deal with scientific developments in its early stages. 108 00:10:04,784 --> 00:10:07,867 Well, I just want to remind you, that we don't know, what awaits us, 109 00:10:07,992 --> 00:10:10,867 when the chimera research in England takes the leap, 110 00:10:10,992 --> 00:10:13,201 like it does indicate in synthetic biology, 111 00:10:13,326 --> 00:10:17,159 that you can produce living organisms out of inanimate material, 112 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:20,409 which appears to be pretty adaptable. What happens next, 113 00:10:20,534 --> 00:10:22,992 if these on the other hand get combined with other, alien organs 114 00:10:23,117 --> 00:10:26,408 within an organism? 115 00:10:26,533 --> 00:10:28,741 I would say, that is a pretty interesting question. 116 00:10:28,866 --> 00:10:31,950 But your institute has been working for a long time 117 00:10:32,075 --> 00:10:35,616 very closely with firms like Pharmaseidon and Bioxern, 118 00:10:35,741 --> 00:10:38,783 who certainly have an entirely different interest in this matter. 119 00:10:38,908 --> 00:10:41,158 Excuse me, what exactly are we talking about? 120 00:10:41,283 --> 00:10:43,783 About the chimera research or the markets? 121 00:10:43,908 --> 00:10:48,033 Maybe you could recapitulate your point, Miss Dr. Blum. 122 00:10:48,158 --> 00:10:54,407 Well, this here is nothing new for us: the difficulty of a categorisation of "Life". 123 00:10:54,532 --> 00:10:55,199 And the fact, 124 00:10:55,324 --> 00:10:59,740 that there is an expanding arsenal of spare parts available for our body, 125 00:10:59,865 --> 00:11:02,074 doesn't make things any easier. 126 00:11:02,199 --> 00:11:03,199 By all means. 127 00:11:03,324 --> 00:11:06,824 Yes, and shouldn't this be investigated at first 128 00:11:06,949 --> 00:11:10,656 beyond the potentials, the market provides herefor? 129 00:11:10,781 --> 00:11:11,989 Yes. 130 00:11:12,114 --> 00:11:13,614 Yes. - Of course, 131 00:11:13,739 --> 00:11:17,573 however, I'm here to familiarize you with the chimera research, 132 00:11:17,698 --> 00:11:19,823 which the British pursue very aggresively 133 00:11:19,948 --> 00:11:24,031 and which over here was put on hold, also by the influence of this council. 134 00:11:24,156 --> 00:11:28,573 But I don't think, I was invited here to discuss this. 135 00:12:12,862 --> 00:12:14,987 Simon? 136 00:12:19,653 --> 00:12:23,403 Who actually pinned Gilbert and George here on the wall? 137 00:12:23,528 --> 00:12:27,444 You! About hundred years ago. - What? Nonsense. 138 00:12:27,569 --> 00:12:29,486 These are your heroes. 139 00:12:29,611 --> 00:12:33,236 Way overslept, I have to see the doc. - Oh, yes... 140 00:12:34,153 --> 00:12:36,819 Don't forget, today evening at eight o'clock is Wilson! 141 00:12:36,944 --> 00:12:38,319 See you later! 142 00:12:45,027 --> 00:12:48,735 Oh my god... We have to renovate. 143 00:12:58,777 --> 00:13:01,318 Does it hurt? 144 00:13:02,942 --> 00:13:07,776 We should not fool ourselves, it looks like a tumour. 145 00:13:07,901 --> 00:13:11,609 We check the blood values one more time and determine the tumour markers. 146 00:13:11,734 --> 00:13:15,276 It takes one or two days, then we can be sure. Give us a call, ok? 147 00:13:15,401 --> 00:13:19,651 Remain calm. There are worse things nowadays. 148 00:13:32,191 --> 00:13:33,941 Simon? 149 00:13:39,150 --> 00:13:41,816 Do you want to know the figures? 150 00:13:43,108 --> 00:13:47,107 Rather not. -We have to talk about it. 151 00:13:47,232 --> 00:13:49,649 If soon nothing big comes our way, we're broke. 152 00:13:49,774 --> 00:13:52,482 All of our artists are broke, where is the money supposed to come from? 153 00:13:52,607 --> 00:13:53,690 Yeah, exactly. 154 00:13:57,399 --> 00:14:00,732 Here comes the next vulture of bancruptcy. 155 00:14:00,857 --> 00:14:03,024 You have to start saying no. We're not gonna make it. 156 00:14:03,149 --> 00:14:05,024 Look at him. How am I supposed to say no? 157 00:14:05,149 --> 00:14:10,106 We got ten such boys, you're spoiling. Things are going downhill. 158 00:14:10,231 --> 00:14:11,856 We have to acquire new clients. 159 00:14:11,981 --> 00:14:15,106 Fancy people. Who sometimes win a contest. 160 00:14:32,563 --> 00:14:34,438 Oh, now come on. 161 00:14:34,563 --> 00:14:36,230 Do you have a ticket left? 162 00:14:36,355 --> 00:14:40,397 Yes, no, I don't know, I... Do you have a mobile? 163 00:14:49,147 --> 00:14:52,896 Hey, it's me. Hanna, where are you? 164 00:14:54,021 --> 00:14:56,604 I'm not gonna make it. 165 00:14:56,729 --> 00:14:59,937 Why aren't you answering the phone now? 166 00:15:03,479 --> 00:15:07,062 What's up? -Right now I should be at the theatre. 167 00:15:07,187 --> 00:15:09,979 You're not gonna make it. - I won't comment on this. 168 00:15:10,104 --> 00:15:13,437 I'll have to leave at half past ten, my mother is coming. 169 00:15:15,895 --> 00:15:17,686 Excuse me. 170 00:15:18,895 --> 00:15:23,811 Can I make a brief phone call? - No, this one is just in-house. 171 00:15:23,936 --> 00:15:26,061 Here. Hello. 172 00:15:30,270 --> 00:15:32,728 Yes, may I? 173 00:15:38,185 --> 00:15:40,310 Are you a stalker? 174 00:15:40,435 --> 00:15:42,560 Do you have a ticket left? 175 00:15:42,685 --> 00:15:45,268 Hello, it's me, where the hell are you? 176 00:15:46,643 --> 00:15:48,518 I see, I... 177 00:15:56,477 --> 00:15:58,352 Thank you. - You're welcome. 178 00:15:58,477 --> 00:16:01,142 Do you go often to the theatre? - Actually never, 179 00:16:01,267 --> 00:16:03,684 but a friend takes part in the play. 180 00:16:20,142 --> 00:16:26,058 ... in death I scream! 181 00:16:40,225 --> 00:16:41,933 Thank you. 182 00:16:46,515 --> 00:16:48,807 Whose role is she playing? 183 00:16:48,932 --> 00:16:50,515 The young poet. 184 00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:53,182 Ahh, she's good. 185 00:16:57,349 --> 00:17:00,182 You seemed somehow exerted yesterday, didn't you? 186 00:17:00,307 --> 00:17:02,349 I beg your pardon? 187 00:17:02,474 --> 00:17:04,515 In the ethics council. 188 00:17:05,515 --> 00:17:07,764 How do you mean? 189 00:17:09,181 --> 00:17:12,348 I don't know, somehow I had this feeling, 190 00:17:12,473 --> 00:17:16,473 You did argue, not, because you were against my position, 191 00:17:16,598 --> 00:17:19,931 but because you were somehow against me. 192 00:17:25,056 --> 00:17:27,723 Why is my verse so barren of new pride, 193 00:17:27,848 --> 00:17:31,722 So far from variation or quick change? 194 00:17:31,847 --> 00:17:35,972 Why with the time do I not glance aside To new-found methods and to 195 00:17:36,097 --> 00:17:38,180 compounds strange? 196 00:17:38,305 --> 00:17:40,722 What is your substance, 197 00:17:40,847 --> 00:17:43,638 whereof are you made, 198 00:17:43,763 --> 00:17:47,638 that millions of strange shadows on you tend? 199 00:17:47,763 --> 00:17:52,387 Since every one hath, every one, one shade? 200 00:18:13,261 --> 00:18:15,053 I think the texts for themselves are already great, 201 00:18:15,178 --> 00:18:18,053 they didn't need any enhancements. But... 202 00:18:18,178 --> 00:18:21,178 That's Wilson, maybe you should have went to see Mother Courage, 203 00:18:21,303 --> 00:18:24,428 although, there is also a lot of music in it, might be actually a stupid idea. 204 00:18:24,553 --> 00:18:27,720 I think, I'll have to go this way. - Okay, so... 205 00:18:27,845 --> 00:18:30,011 So, bye. - Bye and thanks again! 206 00:18:30,136 --> 00:18:32,636 You're welcome! Bye! 207 00:19:03,176 --> 00:19:05,968 Hanna, well, come on! 208 00:19:22,050 --> 00:19:26,216 ...somehow anymore, and I had lost the address... 209 00:19:31,300 --> 00:19:32,508 Hello Hilde! 210 00:19:32,633 --> 00:19:36,008 Tell me, did you go to see the Nibelungen Ring? 211 00:19:36,133 --> 00:19:37,300 What? 212 00:19:37,425 --> 00:19:39,508 It's two o'clock. 213 00:19:39,633 --> 00:19:42,840 Please excuse me, I... 214 00:19:42,965 --> 00:19:44,965 I've forgot. 215 00:19:45,090 --> 00:19:46,549 What? 216 00:19:46,674 --> 00:19:48,924 What's the matter with you? I was really worried. 217 00:19:49,049 --> 00:19:52,424 Sorry, sorry, ... - Give it a rest. 218 00:19:52,549 --> 00:19:54,924 I have to tell you something. 219 00:19:55,715 --> 00:19:57,632 Sit down. 220 00:20:09,006 --> 00:20:12,631 I've been to see the doctor. Yesterday. 221 00:20:14,839 --> 00:20:19,923 I have pancreatic cancer. I thought so for quite some time. 222 00:20:20,048 --> 00:20:26,588 The cancer has advanced to the point that it's no longer possible to operate. 223 00:20:34,005 --> 00:20:37,297 You're telling me now? We've been sitting here for three hours. 224 00:20:38,088 --> 00:20:40,880 Well, do you think, I will repeat all of this misery from the top? 225 00:20:41,005 --> 00:20:43,672 I wanted to wait until Hanna is here. 226 00:20:46,255 --> 00:20:48,296 Wait a moment, what? 227 00:20:49,504 --> 00:20:51,337 Since when do you have the cancer? 228 00:20:51,462 --> 00:20:53,212 They don't know. 229 00:20:53,337 --> 00:20:59,379 Pancreatic cancer is often diagnosed rather late. 230 00:21:01,754 --> 00:21:04,587 Who is this doctor? 231 00:21:06,212 --> 00:21:08,837 Hanna knows a specialist in London. 232 00:21:19,170 --> 00:21:21,461 Ah Simon, it's Walter Lohkehl, 233 00:21:21,586 --> 00:21:26,253 he's the expert for this type of cancer in all over Europe. 234 00:21:26,378 --> 00:21:29,253 We know him for 30 years. 235 00:21:55,626 --> 00:21:57,668 And dad? 236 00:21:57,793 --> 00:22:00,459 What? - Does he know? 237 00:22:00,584 --> 00:22:02,376 Ah, nonsense. 238 00:22:04,209 --> 00:22:06,709 Ah, Simon. 239 00:22:06,834 --> 00:22:08,459 Is my father at home? 240 00:22:24,125 --> 00:22:27,208 She's 65, like me. 241 00:22:29,167 --> 00:22:31,958 At some point it has to start. 242 00:22:35,083 --> 00:22:37,917 One cannot watch these losers. 243 00:23:06,914 --> 00:23:11,456 Mother had 3 months to adjust to death, but that was too long for her. 244 00:23:11,581 --> 00:23:13,956 She made two weeks out of it. 245 00:23:14,081 --> 00:23:15,873 She donated her body for the purpose of plastination, 246 00:23:15,998 --> 00:23:19,123 settled the most important things, or the ones, she considered important, 247 00:23:19,248 --> 00:23:21,539 and after that she took 39 Valium. 248 00:23:21,664 --> 00:23:23,372 Mother was a numerologist. 249 00:23:23,497 --> 00:23:27,247 It was on the 03.09. , three minutes past nine. 250 00:23:27,372 --> 00:23:31,622 Unfortunately Clara came to visit and found her... too early. 251 00:23:31,747 --> 00:23:36,622 By the time the ambulance arrived, her heart had stood still for 6,5 minutes. 252 00:23:36,747 --> 00:23:40,580 Mother was 65 years old and 6,5 minutes were enough, 253 00:23:40,705 --> 00:23:43,497 to deactivate her brain for all time. 254 00:23:43,622 --> 00:23:45,537 But it wasn't enough for the rest. 255 00:23:45,662 --> 00:23:47,454 Clinically she was dead, but her body, 256 00:23:47,579 --> 00:23:50,121 flanked by machines, went on functioning. 257 00:23:50,246 --> 00:23:53,662 39 Valium on the 03.09. , three past nine. 258 00:23:53,787 --> 00:23:56,662 Though the daughter, who moved 1993 to Stuttgart 259 00:23:56,787 --> 00:23:59,329 and turned 39 one week before, 260 00:23:59,454 --> 00:24:03,121 thwarts the plan, because she arrives by night train at 09:30, 261 00:24:03,246 --> 00:24:06,287 at a moonlight tariff of 39 Euro. 262 00:24:18,703 --> 00:24:22,620 Despite mothers living will we had to sign approx. 500.000 signatures, 263 00:24:22,745 --> 00:24:25,828 till we could take her home out of the hospital. 264 00:24:26,786 --> 00:24:30,952 Father didn't come, Clara had to go back to Stuttgart. 265 00:24:31,077 --> 00:24:32,827 some friends came, 266 00:24:32,952 --> 00:24:36,660 but at some point no one came except the nurse. 267 00:24:36,785 --> 00:24:38,952 The dying, once they can't even speak, 268 00:24:39,077 --> 00:24:41,994 are hardly existent for the rest of the world. 269 00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:46,119 But the body keeps breathing, digests the supplied nutrients. 270 00:24:46,244 --> 00:24:50,077 Nothing else. Allegedly that's good enough. 271 00:24:52,784 --> 00:24:55,909 Hey. - Should I really not come? 272 00:24:56,868 --> 00:24:59,701 Better not. - Okay. 273 00:26:22,822 --> 00:26:26,030 Sunday 08:30 o'clock. 274 00:26:26,155 --> 00:26:28,155 Sunday mornings mother always stood up early 275 00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:30,280 and went alone for a walk. 276 00:26:30,405 --> 00:26:32,947 I've always conceived this to be a little bit hypocritical. 277 00:26:33,072 --> 00:26:35,488 Like constantly quoting Erich Fromm 278 00:26:35,613 --> 00:26:39,197 and cite "Steps" from Hermann Hesse as favourite poem, 279 00:26:39,322 --> 00:26:42,655 this Cheer up-Pamphlet for remorseless carrying on, 280 00:26:42,780 --> 00:26:46,071 on which interestingly enough all Germans can agree, that's because, 281 00:26:46,196 --> 00:26:49,529 as my mother readily said to underpin her good taste, 282 00:26:49,654 --> 00:26:53,321 it is the lyrical legacy of the post-war Germans. 283 00:27:03,112 --> 00:27:06,111 The heart must be, at each new call for leaving, 284 00:27:06,236 --> 00:27:09,528 prepared to part and start without the tragic, 285 00:27:09,653 --> 00:27:12,903 without the grief - with courage to endeavor 286 00:27:13,028 --> 00:27:15,778 a novel bond, a disparate connection. 287 00:27:15,903 --> 00:27:18,903 Yeah, father used to say this after you were gone. 288 00:27:19,028 --> 00:27:21,903 For hardly set in one of life's expanses 289 00:27:22,028 --> 00:27:26,111 we make it home, and apathy commences. 290 00:27:26,236 --> 00:27:29,152 But only he, who travels and takes chances, 291 00:27:29,277 --> 00:27:32,527 can break the habits' paralyzing stances. 292 00:27:32,652 --> 00:27:34,902 Easy said. 293 00:27:35,027 --> 00:27:37,735 It might be, even, that the last of hours 294 00:27:37,860 --> 00:27:41,194 will make us once again a youthful lover: 295 00:27:41,319 --> 00:27:45,235 The call of life to us forever flowers 296 00:27:45,360 --> 00:27:49,651 Anon, my heart: Say farewell and recover! 297 00:27:49,776 --> 00:27:51,984 ... and recover! 298 00:28:07,693 --> 00:28:12,233 I welcome you to our series Culture, ecology und everyday life. 299 00:28:12,358 --> 00:28:15,692 Right behind me you can see the performance artist lepe Rubingh 300 00:28:15,817 --> 00:28:19,317 being busy for some time drilling for oil. 301 00:28:19,442 --> 00:28:22,567 Namely at the Mauerpark in Berlin's district Prenzlauer Berg. 302 00:28:22,692 --> 00:28:24,275 He wants to point out, 303 00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:28,608 that one can replace the dwingling ressources by oil, 304 00:28:28,733 --> 00:28:31,442 which lies undiscovered underneath our hometowns. 305 00:28:31,567 --> 00:28:35,024 Namely preferred underneath centuries old cultural monuments, 306 00:28:35,149 --> 00:28:37,774 like for instance the Cologne Cathedral... 307 00:28:55,441 --> 00:28:57,731 Good things come in threes. 308 00:29:00,690 --> 00:29:04,773 What's that? -Art. 309 00:29:05,981 --> 00:29:07,940 Hanna! Are you coming? 310 00:29:08,065 --> 00:29:12,315 You are working in television? -I'll go and check on this young man. 311 00:29:13,356 --> 00:29:16,065 lepe, this is unbelievable, what exactly have we just seen? 312 00:29:16,190 --> 00:29:19,605 We just hit upon oil. There is this oilfield right underneath the middle of Berlin, 313 00:29:19,730 --> 00:29:21,814 We knew it all the time! 314 00:29:27,022 --> 00:29:28,980 Does anybody have a light? 315 00:29:42,937 --> 00:29:45,854 Want a beer? -Yeah, I'd love to! 316 00:29:52,896 --> 00:29:55,187 Here you are. - Thanks. 317 00:29:55,312 --> 00:30:00,187 Do you play here regularly? - Every sunday, Union Berlin at two p.m. 318 00:30:00,312 --> 00:30:01,979 Are you colleagues? 319 00:30:02,104 --> 00:30:04,020 Most of them know each other already from school. 320 00:30:04,145 --> 00:30:06,770 From Berlin? - No, from G�rlitz. 321 00:30:06,895 --> 00:30:09,270 Ah, you're all from the east. 322 00:30:10,395 --> 00:30:13,770 What about you? - Ostmark, Graz. 323 00:30:13,895 --> 00:30:17,061 Very well, from Easterner to Austrian. 324 00:30:38,894 --> 00:30:42,227 What the hell was that? - What do you mean? It was great! 325 00:30:42,352 --> 00:30:45,269 And, who won? -2:2. 326 00:30:45,394 --> 00:30:49,059 I'll go take a shower. Do you want to come to the stadium with us? 327 00:30:49,184 --> 00:30:51,226 To the stadium? - Union? 328 00:30:51,351 --> 00:30:53,643 Union. - Union! 329 00:30:54,893 --> 00:30:59,351 It says here, we called you four times. -Yeah, maybe. 330 00:30:59,476 --> 00:31:02,934 I already thought, I had to pick you up at home personally. 331 00:31:03,059 --> 00:31:07,434 Well, our suspicions were confirmed. 332 00:31:07,559 --> 00:31:09,225 Admittedly I've got just a slightly increased marker, 333 00:31:09,350 --> 00:31:13,683 but you'll have to do a chemotherapy anyway. Well, two. 334 00:31:13,808 --> 00:31:16,392 What about sex? Why am I asking this? 335 00:31:16,517 --> 00:31:18,183 Ah, nothing, well, no problem. 336 00:31:18,308 --> 00:31:22,475 Though directly after the OP you'll want to take a break for yourself. 337 00:31:27,642 --> 00:31:29,767 Hmm... which OP? 338 00:31:30,642 --> 00:31:32,682 Didn't you listen? 339 00:31:32,807 --> 00:31:34,891 Can you explain it briefly one more time? 340 00:31:35,016 --> 00:31:37,974 You have testicle cancer, Mister Sievers. 341 00:31:38,099 --> 00:31:42,057 We have to remove one of your testicles. Operative. Immediately. 342 00:31:43,432 --> 00:31:44,807 Oh, I see. Allright. 343 00:31:44,932 --> 00:31:47,557 Nowadays you can gain control of testicle cancer. 344 00:31:47,682 --> 00:31:50,891 We just have to act immediately. Can you stay here now? 345 00:31:51,016 --> 00:31:53,099 Today evening we are free. 346 00:32:05,056 --> 00:32:08,140 Hanna Blum, please speak after the beep. 347 00:32:09,056 --> 00:32:13,348 I don't know, what you're doing right know, but I'm going under the knife. 348 00:32:15,140 --> 00:32:16,972 Right? 349 00:32:35,639 --> 00:32:38,304 Hanna Blum, please speak after the beep. 350 00:32:38,429 --> 00:32:43,179 That's it, good bye. I'm lying at St. Johann, station 12B. 351 00:32:44,971 --> 00:32:47,679 Hanna, damn it, where are you? 352 00:32:54,346 --> 00:32:55,763 Avant-garde medicine. 353 00:32:55,888 --> 00:32:58,929 They cut off your balls and you even don't get a general anaesthetic. 354 00:32:59,054 --> 00:33:01,637 So you can witness the performance live first-hand. 355 00:33:01,762 --> 00:33:03,137 Was Modernism really such a good idea? 356 00:33:03,262 --> 00:33:05,637 I let reality as system of power wash over me. 357 00:33:05,762 --> 00:33:07,262 But maybe being in a bad mood is your way of 358 00:33:07,387 --> 00:33:10,178 becoming connected with the world again? 359 00:33:12,886 --> 00:33:15,845 Just think of something perfectly positive. 360 00:33:15,970 --> 00:33:16,970 Hanna. 361 00:33:20,678 --> 00:33:23,427 Swab. - Ah, shit. 362 00:33:23,552 --> 00:33:25,635 Excuse me? 363 00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:28,219 Mmh? - Did you say something? 364 00:33:28,344 --> 00:33:30,885 We fool ourselves. 365 00:33:49,551 --> 00:33:51,801 Oah, I would never do that. 366 00:33:51,926 --> 00:33:54,593 No? - No. 367 00:33:55,509 --> 00:33:58,926 That's nonsense, we're not using contraceptives anyway. 368 00:33:59,051 --> 00:34:00,801 Why not? 369 00:34:00,926 --> 00:34:02,551 I don't know. 370 00:34:02,676 --> 00:34:06,218 We stopped, once we were sure nothing can happen. 371 00:34:06,343 --> 00:34:08,467 Why is that? 372 00:34:10,550 --> 00:34:14,800 I don't know. Probably one of us is infertile. 373 00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:17,883 Did you check on that? 374 00:34:20,550 --> 00:34:22,883 No. - You should. 375 00:34:23,008 --> 00:34:26,175 Speculation does only upset. 376 00:34:30,132 --> 00:34:32,507 Do we know each other? 377 00:34:33,424 --> 00:34:36,382 You had an affair with me, '92. 378 00:34:39,757 --> 00:34:41,591 Ruth Fischer? 379 00:34:44,216 --> 00:34:46,591 I had an abortion back then. 380 00:34:49,257 --> 00:34:51,506 From me? 381 00:34:55,506 --> 00:34:56,590 For the creation of stem cells 382 00:34:56,715 --> 00:34:58,798 the crossbreeding of different cell types is not even necessary anymore. 383 00:34:58,923 --> 00:35:01,673 Didn't you discuss that? - Yes, we have, 384 00:35:01,798 --> 00:35:06,340 and I understand it in principle, but really I don't understand it. 385 00:35:06,465 --> 00:35:08,798 Well, then come and visit me at the institute. 386 00:35:08,923 --> 00:35:10,673 I will. 387 00:35:12,673 --> 00:35:14,505 I'm hungry. 388 00:35:14,630 --> 00:35:17,797 We are all hungry. - Where are you going? 389 00:35:17,922 --> 00:35:23,130 Schuuuusterjunge! 390 00:35:23,255 --> 00:35:27,297 Our team, our pride! Union Berlin! 391 00:35:53,921 --> 00:35:56,754 Bye! - Okay, bye. 392 00:35:59,795 --> 00:36:02,420 Now they're gone. 393 00:36:03,212 --> 00:36:05,337 We had that coming. 394 00:36:06,878 --> 00:36:11,753 Graz, isn't everybody catholic there? -And? 395 00:36:11,878 --> 00:36:15,087 You too? - Of course! 396 00:36:17,295 --> 00:36:20,002 I don't know about you Eastern Germans. 397 00:36:20,127 --> 00:36:23,794 Me neither, an enigmatic tribe. 398 00:36:23,919 --> 00:36:25,544 My grandma always said 399 00:36:25,669 --> 00:36:29,252 you were the most dedicated Nazis among all. 400 00:36:29,377 --> 00:36:31,752 Well, everybody's good for something. 401 00:36:31,877 --> 00:36:35,711 Yes, but what's going on with her? - With Petra? 402 00:36:35,836 --> 00:36:37,794 We've been together, some time ago. 403 00:36:37,919 --> 00:36:41,169 I knew that. She is still your fan. How long ago was that? 404 00:36:41,294 --> 00:36:44,751 2 years. - 2 years, see. 405 00:36:44,876 --> 00:36:48,001 She stared at me the whole evening. Complete alarm. 406 00:36:48,126 --> 00:36:51,376 She's your type, yes? - Back then I did think she's hot. 407 00:36:51,501 --> 00:36:53,626 So, Nr. 60. 408 00:36:54,751 --> 00:36:57,043 Jeez, who's living here? 409 00:36:57,168 --> 00:37:02,001 Me. - Really? 410 00:37:02,126 --> 00:37:03,918 Yes. 411 00:37:04,043 --> 00:37:06,000 9 Euro 40. 412 00:37:12,583 --> 00:37:14,917 There you are. 413 00:37:15,042 --> 00:37:17,583 A bit like at the employment center. 414 00:37:17,708 --> 00:37:19,375 I like it like that... 415 00:37:19,500 --> 00:37:23,667 It has a certain charme, nice laminate... 416 00:37:23,792 --> 00:37:25,708 Beer or wine? 417 00:37:32,499 --> 00:37:34,374 I, ehm... 418 00:37:38,082 --> 00:37:40,416 Water. 419 00:37:48,457 --> 00:37:51,790 Unfortunately I don't have a TV, so I don't know your show. 420 00:37:53,415 --> 00:37:55,498 Never mind. 421 00:38:07,415 --> 00:38:09,665 I need a restroom. 422 00:38:09,790 --> 00:38:11,580 Over there. 423 00:38:25,830 --> 00:38:27,789 Just like that? 424 00:38:29,955 --> 00:38:31,705 Yes. 425 00:38:51,204 --> 00:38:53,038 Hanna? 426 00:38:58,578 --> 00:39:00,287 Hanna? 427 00:39:01,453 --> 00:39:03,495 Hanna, everything alright? 428 00:39:53,201 --> 00:39:55,076 Fucking doors! 429 00:39:55,201 --> 00:39:58,451 Aren't these emergency exits? They are supposed to open! 430 00:39:58,576 --> 00:40:02,617 Yes, from inside. The fire escape is round the corner. 431 00:40:09,117 --> 00:40:10,950 Come on. 432 00:40:31,324 --> 00:40:33,782 You don't have to stay. 433 00:42:59,734 --> 00:43:01,692 Sleep. 434 00:43:05,067 --> 00:43:07,900 Why didn't you ever tell me? 435 00:43:11,942 --> 00:43:16,317 You were with Hanna. I didn't have a chance anyway. 436 00:43:16,442 --> 00:43:18,734 But I'd have a child now. 437 00:43:21,067 --> 00:43:24,274 Our child would be 17 today. 438 00:43:27,483 --> 00:43:29,649 Did you have children later? 439 00:43:29,774 --> 00:43:32,608 No. Good night. 440 00:45:27,394 --> 00:45:29,477 Simon? 441 00:46:48,390 --> 00:46:51,848 Hey, baby. 442 00:46:54,723 --> 00:46:57,348 Hey, sweetie. 443 00:46:57,515 --> 00:47:00,807 Hey, baldy! 444 00:47:00,932 --> 00:47:03,847 Want a bite? - No. 445 00:47:19,555 --> 00:47:22,972 Great, your diet. I'll join you. 446 00:47:25,971 --> 00:47:29,263 What's your opinion on the "Schleier question"? 447 00:47:29,388 --> 00:47:33,013 Schleyer? Hanns-Martin? 448 00:47:33,138 --> 00:47:37,138 The "Schleier question" (veil question): Should muslim women in Germany 449 00:47:37,263 --> 00:47:40,179 unveil themselves at work, in schools for example... 450 00:47:40,304 --> 00:47:42,846 What, they still discuss that? - Yes. 451 00:47:42,971 --> 00:47:46,929 I don't know. If you ask me, the whole Islam can be disposed of. 452 00:47:47,054 --> 00:47:49,803 Now, come on! 453 00:47:49,928 --> 00:47:54,012 Anti-metastatic discourse: the veil 454 00:47:54,137 --> 00:47:58,553 is ideological, misogynistic, everything. 455 00:47:58,678 --> 00:48:00,928 Most women don't see it like that. 456 00:48:01,053 --> 00:48:03,845 And? That doesn't solve the problem. 457 00:48:03,970 --> 00:48:06,095 I don't know. 458 00:48:06,220 --> 00:48:09,012 A political sign is established only then when he, who is making it, 459 00:48:09,137 --> 00:48:12,761 wants it to be understood like that, no? - What nonsense is that? 460 00:48:12,886 --> 00:48:15,761 What? - Now don't be so lazy! 461 00:48:15,886 --> 00:48:17,802 Yes ... hello? 462 00:48:17,927 --> 00:48:21,011 When you run around in a swastika t-shirt, 463 00:48:21,136 --> 00:48:23,636 is that only political if you mean it like that? 464 00:48:23,761 --> 00:48:27,052 What a stupid comparison. - Not stupid. 465 00:48:27,177 --> 00:48:31,594 Why, for example, are you still embarrassed to drive a Mercedes? 466 00:48:31,719 --> 00:48:33,176 Now, stop it! 467 00:48:33,301 --> 00:48:35,718 Stop what? - This is yesterday's news. 468 00:48:37,385 --> 00:48:40,260 Since you got sick, you don't have any persistance. 469 00:48:40,385 --> 00:48:42,093 Yes, why would that be? 470 00:48:42,218 --> 00:48:45,260 I don't like it when you're sick. - I know. 471 00:48:45,385 --> 00:48:48,885 I think it's great. - I'm bored. 472 00:48:49,010 --> 00:48:51,468 Come here. 473 00:49:06,134 --> 00:49:08,759 Poor baby, how are you? 474 00:49:10,675 --> 00:49:13,300 I'm feeling sick. 475 00:49:14,550 --> 00:49:19,299 Say, you really wanna do this, the funeral service on Saturday? 476 00:49:19,424 --> 00:49:21,674 We can't cancel it anymore. 477 00:49:21,799 --> 00:49:23,049 Of course ! 478 00:49:23,174 --> 00:49:27,758 My mother has been lying in Gunther von Hagens freezer for a week now. 479 00:49:27,883 --> 00:49:30,883 I really think we should do a mortuary before the deceased is standing, 480 00:49:31,008 --> 00:49:34,508 barenaked, plastinated, and with drawers coming out of her belly, 481 00:49:34,633 --> 00:49:37,758 in some congress center. 482 00:49:39,632 --> 00:49:42,340 Unbelievable, your mother. 483 00:49:50,465 --> 00:49:52,923 Did you ask your doctor? 484 00:49:53,048 --> 00:49:54,590 What now? 485 00:49:54,715 --> 00:49:57,048 About fertility. 486 00:49:59,923 --> 00:50:02,256 Why? Do you suddenly want children now? 487 00:50:06,839 --> 00:50:09,047 I don't know, maybe. 488 00:50:09,756 --> 00:50:12,047 Oh Lord, the poor ones. 489 00:50:12,172 --> 00:50:15,172 Where are mummy and daddy? 490 00:50:15,297 --> 00:50:17,714 Out on the balcony, screaming at each other, as usual. 491 00:50:17,839 --> 00:50:23,630 And then, after 6 weeks of day care, after 6 years of psychiatry. 492 00:50:23,755 --> 00:50:26,255 We are probably the first case of divorce in world history 493 00:50:26,380 --> 00:50:29,463 where nobody wants custody. 494 00:50:30,463 --> 00:50:32,255 You are nasty. 495 00:50:32,380 --> 00:50:35,338 You think children are nasty. 496 00:50:35,463 --> 00:50:38,005 Why do you say this now? 497 00:50:39,963 --> 00:50:41,796 Those are your words. 498 00:50:41,921 --> 00:50:45,421 You're nasty. Stop being this mean. 499 00:51:06,170 --> 00:51:11,586 Like every blossom fades and every youth gives way to old age, 500 00:51:11,711 --> 00:51:15,836 every phase of life blossoms, every wisdom blossoms 501 00:51:15,961 --> 00:51:17,794 and every virtue in its time... 502 00:51:17,919 --> 00:51:22,169 one day will hold its hand over my fading soul, 503 00:51:22,294 --> 00:51:24,044 when the time comes. 504 00:51:24,169 --> 00:51:33,460 ... that she was a free soul, a free spirit and a free human. 505 00:51:33,585 --> 00:51:35,543 Whatever that means. 506 00:51:35,668 --> 00:51:44,126 Hard to tame such a bird. Tie it down with tight strings. 507 00:51:44,251 --> 00:51:49,418 If she doesn't want to, she's not coming. 508 00:51:55,334 --> 00:51:57,000 Bye, Thomas. - See you. 509 00:51:57,125 --> 00:52:00,542 I think he can stand on one leg, can't he? 510 00:52:04,875 --> 00:52:06,667 Simon, please don't be angry, hm? 511 00:52:06,792 --> 00:52:09,500 But you know, father doesn't like to leave home. 512 00:52:09,625 --> 00:52:12,084 Thanks for coming anyway. 513 00:52:16,999 --> 00:52:18,791 Bye. 514 00:52:31,999 --> 00:52:35,958 I think I have an appetite. 515 00:52:36,083 --> 00:52:37,957 Really? 516 00:52:40,248 --> 00:52:42,082 What for? 517 00:52:42,915 --> 00:52:47,248 I don't know. -You get everything you want. 518 00:53:01,872 --> 00:53:03,831 That's great. 519 00:53:05,664 --> 00:53:08,956 What day is today? 520 00:53:09,081 --> 00:53:11,539 Saturday, why? 521 00:53:11,664 --> 00:53:13,247 The 16th? 522 00:53:13,372 --> 00:53:15,747 Mmh. Why? 523 00:53:17,789 --> 00:53:19,914 Then it's our 20th anniversary. 524 00:53:21,580 --> 00:53:23,330 Really? 525 00:53:23,455 --> 00:53:25,996 Jeez. 526 00:53:26,121 --> 00:53:28,871 What? First kiss or first sex? 527 00:53:28,996 --> 00:53:30,788 First kiss. 528 00:53:30,913 --> 00:53:34,538 Muskauer Strasse, October 16th, 1990. 529 00:53:46,037 --> 00:53:48,745 Shouldn't we finally get married? 530 00:53:53,787 --> 00:53:55,787 Okay. 531 00:54:25,286 --> 00:54:27,660 Slow. 532 00:54:32,910 --> 00:54:34,993 Yes... 533 00:54:35,826 --> 00:54:38,576 Yes, relax. 534 00:54:38,701 --> 00:54:40,451 And ... 535 00:54:44,451 --> 00:54:48,285 Suck in and inject. 536 00:54:50,659 --> 00:54:53,034 Good, you got a sure hand. 537 00:54:58,325 --> 00:55:00,825 Is there anybody yet who forms a sculpture out of our logo? 538 00:55:00,950 --> 00:55:01,992 No, not yet. 539 00:55:02,117 --> 00:55:05,159 Why are we building a pedestal, if there's nothing to put on it? 540 00:55:05,284 --> 00:55:08,367 The concept has been neglected, but the pedestal has been paid for. 541 00:55:08,492 --> 00:55:11,117 Now I have to take care of it. - Then, enjoy... 542 00:55:11,242 --> 00:55:15,699 And while the ship was on full speed, two people were helping him to the front. 543 00:55:15,824 --> 00:55:18,324 When the boat steered towards the left side of Moby Dick 544 00:55:18,449 --> 00:55:20,408 he didn't even seem to notice. 545 00:55:20,533 --> 00:55:23,408 Ahab was in the middle of the steamy fog, 546 00:55:23,533 --> 00:55:27,033 that was hovering around his mighty back. 547 00:57:27,693 --> 00:57:29,443 Great, the cold air, isn't it? 548 00:57:37,568 --> 00:57:40,901 You are at Prinzenbad sometimes, during summer, right? 549 00:57:41,026 --> 00:57:42,943 Right. 550 00:57:44,985 --> 00:57:46,735 A race? 551 00:57:48,817 --> 00:57:50,359 Okay. 552 00:58:23,608 --> 00:58:26,774 Okay. But unfair. 553 00:58:26,899 --> 00:58:28,858 Why? 554 00:58:30,941 --> 00:58:33,482 Just had surgery. 555 00:58:33,607 --> 00:58:35,565 Bad? 556 00:58:38,148 --> 00:58:40,273 Testicular cancer. 557 00:58:40,398 --> 00:58:43,607 Oh. And? 558 00:58:45,232 --> 00:58:48,065 One less. 559 00:58:49,982 --> 00:58:53,440 Makes you faster. Less air resistance. 560 00:58:58,647 --> 00:59:01,856 Dear visitors, the bathing ship closes in 15 minutes. 561 00:59:01,981 --> 00:59:05,689 We thank you for visiting and wish you a good evening. 562 00:59:24,563 --> 00:59:26,355 Show me. 563 00:59:31,021 --> 00:59:33,438 Scar check. 564 00:59:33,563 --> 00:59:35,313 What? 565 01:01:21,141 --> 01:01:23,724 Not bad for such a small guy. 566 01:02:20,305 --> 01:02:22,096 Alright. 567 01:02:25,680 --> 01:02:27,846 See you soon. 568 01:03:59,967 --> 01:04:02,717 Where were you so long? 569 01:04:06,466 --> 01:04:08,425 I had a drink. 570 01:04:10,841 --> 01:04:12,925 With whom? 571 01:04:14,716 --> 01:04:16,591 Alone. 572 01:04:18,883 --> 01:04:20,800 Alone? 573 01:04:26,008 --> 01:04:28,049 Come closer. 574 01:04:51,714 --> 01:04:53,631 Morning. 575 01:04:57,256 --> 01:04:59,381 Early bird, even on weekends? 576 01:05:03,964 --> 01:05:07,172 Aren't you coming to bed anymore? 577 01:05:19,963 --> 01:05:22,338 Want a tea? 578 01:05:22,463 --> 01:05:24,963 I don't have any. 579 01:05:25,963 --> 01:05:28,671 Yes, I can go get some. 580 01:05:33,213 --> 01:05:35,254 Should I? 581 01:05:35,379 --> 01:05:38,462 Sometime, yes. 582 01:05:38,587 --> 01:05:40,545 Yes. 583 01:05:46,337 --> 01:05:49,129 I'll go and take a shower, okay? - Yes. 584 01:06:27,418 --> 01:06:31,710 Clean, time for a change of sides. 585 01:06:37,335 --> 01:06:39,168 Mate. 586 01:06:52,459 --> 01:06:54,209 Hi. 587 01:06:54,334 --> 01:06:55,501 Hello Adam. 588 01:06:55,626 --> 01:06:58,834 What are you doing outdoors, at this weather? 589 01:06:58,959 --> 01:07:01,376 Clean up the cellar, and... - Are you coming? 590 01:07:01,501 --> 01:07:04,500 Children's dinner. - The potatoes aren't ready yet. 591 01:07:04,625 --> 01:07:06,500 Someone help me prepare the table. 592 01:07:06,625 --> 01:07:08,208 I'm coming in. 593 01:07:17,875 --> 01:07:22,000 Can you get him? I'm going crazy. 594 01:07:22,125 --> 01:07:24,000 I was just upstairs. 595 01:07:25,249 --> 01:07:27,582 If you can't do it, who can? 596 01:07:35,582 --> 01:07:38,165 What's up, you're coming out today? 597 01:07:38,290 --> 01:07:40,915 Daddy, you don't understand. 598 01:07:42,624 --> 01:07:47,331 Yes, but mom says, you're in there the whole day. 599 01:07:47,456 --> 01:07:50,206 Since 00.30h yesterday. - Colour is our food, ... 600 01:07:50,331 --> 01:07:53,539 I have to distribute color four times. - ... our strength. 601 01:07:53,664 --> 01:07:54,998 Color? - ... our hope. 602 01:07:55,123 --> 01:07:57,289 Yes, look. - It is ... 603 01:07:57,414 --> 01:08:00,123 the essence and meaning of our suffering. 604 01:08:00,248 --> 01:08:05,956 This is the realm in-between life and death. So, the souls need color, 605 01:08:06,081 --> 01:08:08,873 otherwise they die. I can get the color for them, but... 606 01:08:08,997 --> 01:08:11,163 Come on, Nick, we only meet every 2 weeks. 607 01:08:11,288 --> 01:08:13,996 Dad, I think it's really cool that you're here now, 608 01:08:14,121 --> 01:08:16,038 but do you know what would be much cooler? 609 01:08:16,163 --> 01:08:19,371 If you could take over for a moment. I have to go to the toilet. 610 01:08:19,496 --> 01:08:22,288 And if the guards come, just throw the color. 611 01:08:22,413 --> 01:08:25,871 ... you are condemning both of us to death. 612 01:08:26,955 --> 01:08:31,745 If you wish to die so much, go to your slasher. 613 01:08:33,245 --> 01:08:39,537 Fight the disgusting, evil, foreign enemy. Help me! 614 01:08:39,662 --> 01:08:41,037 Nick? 615 01:08:42,412 --> 01:08:45,287 Where is the color? 616 01:08:45,412 --> 01:08:47,120 Nick, where is the color? 617 01:09:37,243 --> 01:09:39,701 I'll go back to the office soon. 618 01:09:42,576 --> 01:09:44,409 Okay. 619 01:09:51,867 --> 01:09:53,784 Hey, hi. - Hi. 620 01:09:53,909 --> 01:09:56,367 Hi. Long time no see. 621 01:10:00,658 --> 01:10:02,366 Adam isn't here? 622 01:10:02,491 --> 01:10:04,908 No, we called a few times, but nothing. 623 01:10:07,408 --> 01:10:09,700 Fuck, I missed it. 624 01:10:11,491 --> 01:10:13,575 Oh, I'm sorry. 625 01:10:17,075 --> 01:10:19,825 Bye! - Bye! Ciao! 626 01:10:29,365 --> 01:10:33,074 Hello? -Adam? This is Hanna, Hanna Blum. 627 01:10:34,032 --> 01:10:35,615 Oh, hi. 628 01:10:37,240 --> 01:10:40,824 Hi. I got a recipe here. 629 01:11:01,864 --> 01:11:04,031 This also? 630 01:11:07,197 --> 01:11:09,155 And this. 631 01:11:14,988 --> 01:11:16,238 I'll go for a drink, wanna come? 632 01:11:16,363 --> 01:11:19,030 Yes, I'll be there soon. - See you. 633 01:11:41,404 --> 01:11:43,695 Evening. - Hi. 634 01:12:11,444 --> 01:12:15,777 Which material is this? - Steel and stone. 635 01:12:15,902 --> 01:12:19,277 It's gonna be some huge bastard. 636 01:12:19,402 --> 01:12:22,693 Take a look... Ahm, excuse me. 637 01:12:27,860 --> 01:12:29,402 Here I am. 638 01:12:29,527 --> 01:12:31,818 Aahh. Hello, Dr. Born. 639 01:12:31,943 --> 01:12:33,652 Hello, Dr. Blum. 640 01:12:33,777 --> 01:12:36,567 I didn't think I'd see you again. 641 01:12:36,692 --> 01:12:39,067 You mean today? 642 01:12:39,192 --> 01:12:41,401 No, I mean at all. 643 01:12:41,526 --> 01:12:44,901 Ah, I'd say life is incalculable. 644 01:12:45,026 --> 01:12:48,359 That's for sure. How can I help you today? 645 01:12:48,484 --> 01:12:51,942 It's 11:30h. You wanted to show me your realm. 646 01:12:52,067 --> 01:12:54,276 Oh, of course. 647 01:12:57,525 --> 01:13:01,483 Are you doing artificial insemination? -That's what I started with. 648 01:13:01,608 --> 01:13:04,941 I was the expert on that, I'm still doing the education. 649 01:13:05,066 --> 01:13:08,400 We earn the money with In-Vitro, so we can continue research. 650 01:13:08,525 --> 01:13:12,941 First floor is stem cells, second floor Yamanaka research. 651 01:13:13,066 --> 01:13:16,650 Yamanaka. - I'll explain it to you. 652 01:13:17,191 --> 01:13:21,357 So, it's plain human skin cells. You know that. 653 01:13:21,482 --> 01:13:23,899 Yes. - And here, ... 654 01:13:25,149 --> 01:13:28,440 the viruses that carry the cells are sorts of messengers, 655 01:13:28,565 --> 01:13:30,732 messengers of genetically enhanced food. 656 01:13:30,857 --> 01:13:35,190 They attach themselves to the cells and so carry their freight inside. 657 01:13:35,315 --> 01:13:41,399 And through this DNA, brought in through the back door 658 01:13:41,524 --> 01:13:44,398 skin cells transform themselves back into pluripotent stem cells. 659 01:13:44,523 --> 01:13:48,856 Pluripotent, that means they reproduce? -No, that means they are basis cells, 660 01:13:48,981 --> 01:13:51,356 that can transform into every cell type of the body. 661 01:13:51,481 --> 01:13:53,564 They are not yet specialized. One could say, 662 01:13:53,689 --> 01:13:56,356 we are reprogramming the skin cells to return to the stadium, 663 01:13:56,481 --> 01:13:59,231 that makes embryonic stem cells so valuable. 664 01:13:59,356 --> 01:14:01,481 They can transform to every type of cell, for example those 665 01:14:01,606 --> 01:14:04,980 that are defect in a sick body, or that have problems with growth. 666 01:14:05,105 --> 01:14:06,938 Not bad, really. 667 01:14:07,063 --> 01:14:11,272 And without having to breed our DNA in some cow ovum. 668 01:14:11,397 --> 01:14:14,938 So much for the British and their chimares nonsense. 669 01:14:38,646 --> 01:14:40,479 Sorry. 670 01:14:46,937 --> 01:14:50,603 What's he doing? Isn't he leaving? 671 01:14:50,728 --> 01:14:53,603 Coffee? - I'd love to. 672 01:14:56,020 --> 01:14:59,436 A son? Anything else? 673 01:15:01,020 --> 01:15:03,895 I have a boat at the sea. 674 01:15:06,853 --> 01:15:09,728 I'm getting seasick on boats. 675 01:15:09,853 --> 01:15:14,227 My son too. He has to go anyway. 676 01:15:16,393 --> 01:15:19,227 Do you have to go back to the lab? 677 01:15:30,227 --> 01:15:32,352 You don't have anything. 678 01:15:33,476 --> 01:15:35,517 What do you mean? 679 01:15:36,434 --> 01:15:39,184 No stuff, no books. 680 01:15:42,309 --> 01:15:43,767 Aren't you reading? 681 01:16:47,931 --> 01:16:50,264 Oh, hi. -Hey. 682 01:17:17,347 --> 01:17:21,097 What's that fragrance? 683 01:17:25,762 --> 01:17:28,429 You smell awfully good. 684 01:18:24,927 --> 01:18:27,802 You're in a good mood today, dear. 685 01:18:39,926 --> 01:18:42,342 Bye. - Bye. 686 01:18:57,550 --> 01:18:59,425 Another beer? 687 01:19:05,550 --> 01:19:10,216 What are you doing otherwise, besides swimming? 688 01:19:11,300 --> 01:19:13,300 I won't tell. 689 01:19:16,299 --> 01:19:17,757 Why? 690 01:19:17,882 --> 01:19:22,215 I don't know. I have the impression that I talk too much. 691 01:19:22,340 --> 01:19:27,257 You tell me what you're doing first. -I'm building art. 692 01:19:31,632 --> 01:19:33,507 And what does that mean? 693 01:19:33,632 --> 01:19:38,673 My company builds and plans objects for artists, mostly sculptors. 694 01:19:38,798 --> 01:19:43,214 They have an idea or a plan, and we build it. 695 01:19:43,339 --> 01:19:46,173 And what kind of art is it? 696 01:19:46,298 --> 01:19:49,631 Mostly installations or large sculptures. 697 01:19:51,423 --> 01:19:54,131 Really? - Yes. 698 01:19:56,381 --> 01:19:59,214 Do you have a card? 699 01:20:00,005 --> 01:20:02,463 Yes, I think I should have one. 700 01:20:11,297 --> 01:20:13,047 Thanks. 701 01:20:20,672 --> 01:20:23,546 That means you got my number now. 702 01:20:29,629 --> 01:20:31,712 Can I have yours, too? 703 01:20:31,837 --> 01:20:33,879 Of course. 704 01:20:35,212 --> 01:20:38,254 I don't know how this is usually working. 705 01:20:38,379 --> 01:20:40,337 What? 706 01:20:43,462 --> 01:20:46,003 With the anonymity. 707 01:20:49,253 --> 01:20:54,545 Ahm ... with gays. 708 01:21:00,211 --> 01:21:02,878 You know, I'm not gay. 709 01:21:14,044 --> 01:21:18,544 I mean, I wasn't gay, until now. 710 01:21:20,419 --> 01:21:23,085 And now you think you are? 711 01:21:24,752 --> 01:21:26,960 No idea. No. 712 01:21:29,293 --> 01:21:32,959 Yes. I don't know. 713 01:21:39,626 --> 01:21:42,418 Don't worry too much. 714 01:21:42,543 --> 01:21:44,459 It's not that easy. 715 01:21:44,584 --> 01:21:48,793 It is. You just have to say goodbye. -To what? 716 01:21:48,918 --> 01:21:54,667 To your deterministic ideas of biology. 717 01:24:04,660 --> 01:24:07,202 Hey. - Hey. 718 01:24:11,535 --> 01:24:13,702 You look great. 719 01:24:15,369 --> 01:24:17,702 You too. 720 01:24:36,159 --> 01:24:38,326 Wait. 721 01:24:51,617 --> 01:24:53,742 Doesn't hurt? 722 01:24:56,825 --> 01:24:59,450 You smell different. 723 01:25:00,825 --> 01:25:03,117 How? 724 01:25:03,867 --> 01:25:06,533 I don't know. Good. 725 01:25:08,700 --> 01:25:12,991 Marriage is closed when bride and groom, before the registrar, 726 01:25:13,116 --> 01:25:17,657 in person and personally, declare to marry each other. 727 01:25:19,782 --> 01:25:25,741 ... and when it says "Hamlet", then I can't tell myself, I can't say, 728 01:25:25,866 --> 01:25:28,949 that's a heterosexual man with his special problem, 729 01:25:29,074 --> 01:25:31,657 I don't have anything to do with him, then I'm requested to say: 730 01:25:31,782 --> 01:25:33,448 Yes, him, he represents me. - Exactly. 731 01:25:33,573 --> 01:25:36,490 But then, when there is Medea, then one would say, 732 01:25:36,615 --> 01:25:39,239 yeah, there is a woman, a foreigner, 733 01:25:39,364 --> 01:25:42,573 suppressed, with this certain "sanitary napkin issue". 734 01:25:42,698 --> 01:25:46,073 There should be a house of differences, in which we can live together. 735 01:25:46,198 --> 01:25:50,073 But the first section table we are laid upon comes right after our birth, 736 01:25:50,198 --> 01:25:52,364 where they say, this is a girl and this is a boy. 737 01:25:52,489 --> 01:25:57,072 We tell each other this is a biological order, but maybe it's just symbolic. 738 01:25:57,197 --> 01:25:59,780 Yes. - Yes. 739 01:26:01,113 --> 01:26:03,947 Rostock. What are you doing there again? 740 01:26:04,072 --> 01:26:08,988 Look at bad art. Take it easy, baby. I'll be back tomorrow. 741 01:26:31,654 --> 01:26:35,529 Hey! - Hey! 742 01:26:35,654 --> 01:26:38,529 Not bad. It's almost finished! 743 01:26:38,654 --> 01:26:40,778 Don't we wanna go to your place? 744 01:26:44,903 --> 01:26:47,278 I don't live alone. 745 01:26:50,986 --> 01:26:52,695 What exactly does that mean? 746 01:26:56,278 --> 01:26:58,736 It means there is another man. 747 01:27:10,360 --> 01:27:12,819 Instead the 4 genomes they needed 748 01:27:12,944 --> 01:27:16,777 to introduce the retrovirus into the cell, they need only two now. 749 01:27:16,902 --> 01:27:18,277 You may kiss the bride. 750 01:27:24,943 --> 01:27:28,068 ... the idea to start something with a man. 751 01:27:28,193 --> 01:27:32,776 The disgust for this normality everybody is subordinating themselves to, 752 01:27:32,901 --> 01:27:36,026 fell together with the discovery of a perversion 753 01:27:36,151 --> 01:27:38,693 of her fetishistic sleep. 754 01:27:38,818 --> 01:27:40,734 Perverse. Yes. 755 01:27:40,859 --> 01:27:44,568 At least, she was something special among all those normal weirdos, 756 01:27:44,693 --> 01:27:46,733 really perverse. 757 01:27:46,858 --> 01:27:50,525 Everything else was such a waste of time... 758 01:27:56,233 --> 01:27:58,192 What are you doing? 759 01:27:59,233 --> 01:28:01,275 Don't know. 760 01:28:09,732 --> 01:28:11,691 Wanna go to your place? 761 01:28:12,107 --> 01:28:15,232 No. That's impossible. 762 01:28:15,357 --> 01:28:18,149 Why? - I don't live alone. 763 01:28:39,731 --> 01:28:41,815 Oh no. 764 01:28:44,731 --> 01:28:48,315 Oh how sweet. How beautiful! 765 01:28:48,981 --> 01:28:51,440 One, two, three. 766 01:29:07,563 --> 01:29:11,230 A bit confused, don't you think? 767 01:29:11,355 --> 01:29:13,647 A few things I like. - Hi. 768 01:29:18,062 --> 01:29:21,479 Everything is so chaotic, I really don't know. 769 01:29:24,312 --> 01:29:29,604 Who was that again? -Some editor. I forgot his name. 770 01:30:17,102 --> 01:30:21,101 Somehow I'm feeling sick. - Really? Should we leave? 771 01:30:21,226 --> 01:30:25,643 Yes, no, ehm... Let's continue. 772 01:30:28,434 --> 01:30:31,643 I gotta go to the restroom. -Me too. 773 01:30:37,059 --> 01:30:39,059 Lord! 774 01:31:37,723 --> 01:31:41,223 Hey. - Are you okay? 775 01:31:50,430 --> 01:31:55,847 Shouldn't we better leave? -Okay. This way. 776 01:32:10,847 --> 01:32:11,722 Hey, Hanna! 777 01:32:11,846 --> 01:32:14,429 Hi! What are you doing? - Haven't seen you for an eternity. 778 01:32:14,554 --> 01:32:17,263 I did this installation here. Do you like it? 779 01:32:17,388 --> 01:32:20,679 You made this? - A computer controlled light animation. 780 01:32:20,804 --> 01:32:22,388 The color changes every 12 seconds, 781 01:32:22,513 --> 01:32:25,138 this represents the change between orient and occident. 782 01:32:25,263 --> 01:32:28,804 As usual there wasn't much money. But we really made an effort. 783 01:32:28,929 --> 01:32:33,679 Something's wrong with the dimmer. The circuit is reversed. 784 01:33:36,259 --> 01:33:41,717 She's my studio guest tonight. She could show up in the city sometime soon. 785 01:33:43,508 --> 01:33:45,008 Yes, I'm waiting. 786 01:33:45,133 --> 01:33:50,550 Oh fuck, I got my period. Can you spare a tampon? 787 01:33:56,383 --> 01:33:59,300 No, I don't have one too. 788 01:33:59,425 --> 01:34:02,467 Crap, we always have them somewhere. 789 01:34:07,549 --> 01:34:09,132 What's up? 790 01:34:09,257 --> 01:34:13,049 I didn't have my period for quite a while. 791 01:34:13,174 --> 01:34:16,049 Maybe you're pregnant. 792 01:34:23,007 --> 01:34:26,173 When a line appears in the squared window 793 01:34:26,298 --> 01:34:32,173 as well as in the round one then you are pregnant. 794 01:34:49,755 --> 01:34:51,589 Stop. 795 01:34:59,964 --> 01:35:05,089 That means subjugation as well as subjectification. 796 01:35:05,214 --> 01:35:08,255 Yes, yes, that's an old question. 797 01:35:09,629 --> 01:35:14,879 Why is it so hard to free oneself from old submissions? 798 01:35:15,004 --> 01:35:17,463 Why are exactly those the terms, 799 01:35:17,588 --> 01:35:22,213 that insult, hurt, regulate and control us, 800 01:35:22,338 --> 01:35:24,588 without which we cannot live, which we need, 801 01:35:24,713 --> 01:35:27,129 to be able to take a position in society. 802 01:35:27,254 --> 01:35:31,878 Why are we attaching ourselves to ideas that degrade and devalue us? 803 01:35:32,003 --> 01:35:35,545 The usual answer is because we can't be any different. 804 01:35:35,670 --> 01:35:40,212 They enable us to stay alive. 805 01:35:40,337 --> 01:35:43,045 And this is paradox. 806 01:35:58,044 --> 01:36:00,002 We are floating 807 01:36:00,127 --> 01:36:03,836 in-between established categories because we take possession of them 808 01:36:03,961 --> 01:36:06,544 and enable ourselves to take public influence through them. 809 01:36:06,669 --> 01:36:08,085 We even accept to be perceived 810 01:36:08,210 --> 01:36:12,210 classified and recognized in categories, 811 01:36:12,335 --> 01:36:17,043 that throw us into ambivalence, and we do it anyway, 812 01:36:17,168 --> 01:36:21,709 because we can only exist like this, which means: be accepted like this. 813 01:36:21,834 --> 01:36:25,209 I'd say the price we pay for this is a certain effect of alienation, 814 01:36:25,334 --> 01:36:29,793 for acting within the limits of the readable and acknowledgeable. 815 01:36:31,001 --> 01:36:38,208 To persist in your own being means for Spinoza 816 01:36:39,500 --> 01:36:43,458 not to stay the same, but it means an expansion, transformation, 817 01:36:43,583 --> 01:36:45,750 of the given. 818 01:36:46,417 --> 01:36:51,917 The urge to persist cannot be reduced to the aspect of conservation, 819 01:36:52,042 --> 01:36:56,250 otherwise you would have what Freud describes as self-preservation drive. 820 01:36:56,375 --> 01:37:01,499 Indeed, our insistingly holding on to life 821 01:37:01,624 --> 01:37:04,499 can bring us to accept conditions of existence 822 01:37:04,624 --> 01:37:07,582 that negate and devalue our life. 823 01:37:07,707 --> 01:37:09,207 It's possible to be deceived about which way leads 824 01:37:09,332 --> 01:37:12,249 to a more or less better life. 825 01:37:12,374 --> 01:37:13,499 The complicated thing about this is 826 01:37:13,624 --> 01:37:18,916 that you cannot be outside the categories of acceptance ... 827 01:37:55,539 --> 01:37:59,372 Hello? - Hi, it's me, open up, please. 828 01:37:59,497 --> 01:38:03,914 Hanna, what's going on? - We gotta talk, please open up. 829 01:38:04,039 --> 01:38:05,955 That's impossible now. 830 01:38:06,080 --> 01:38:09,204 Didn't you understand? I have to talk to you. 831 01:38:09,329 --> 01:38:10,788 Come on, open up! 832 01:38:10,913 --> 01:38:13,288 Hanna, I'm not alone. 833 01:38:14,871 --> 01:38:18,913 I don't fuckin' care! Now open the door, goddammit! 834 01:38:28,746 --> 01:38:30,912 Now it's getting complicated. 835 01:38:33,703 --> 01:38:34,953 What's going on? 836 01:38:51,037 --> 01:38:53,494 Is she still here? 837 01:38:54,536 --> 01:38:58,827 What? -The other one, is she still here? 838 01:38:58,952 --> 01:39:01,327 You told me you're not alone. 839 01:39:01,452 --> 01:39:04,577 Hanna, what's going on? What happened? 840 01:39:09,411 --> 01:39:10,827 I'm pregnant. 841 01:39:32,035 --> 01:39:34,160 This is Simon. 842 01:39:36,450 --> 01:39:38,325 What? 843 01:39:51,783 --> 01:39:54,075 What, you know each other? 844 01:39:57,325 --> 01:39:59,532 What are you doing? 845 01:40:03,407 --> 01:40:05,699 What are you doing here? 846 01:40:43,155 --> 01:40:46,155 Oh, fuck! 847 01:40:51,489 --> 01:40:54,239 Can you please explain this somehow? 848 01:40:55,947 --> 01:40:58,030 What did she say? 849 01:44:43,478 --> 01:44:45,603 Jeez! 850 01:46:19,807 --> 01:46:22,598 Now explain in more detail, please. 851 01:46:24,265 --> 01:46:32,182 I think, for the first time in a very long time, 852 01:46:32,973 --> 01:46:36,806 I don't know what I really want. 853 01:46:39,055 --> 01:46:43,680 I think for the first time in a long time you know exactly what you want. 854 01:46:44,555 --> 01:46:46,555 Yes? 855 01:46:49,555 --> 01:46:51,639 You're in love. 856 01:46:55,264 --> 01:46:57,972 Yes. - See. 857 01:47:02,013 --> 01:47:07,138 Never thought I'd experience that. - Yes. And it's already over. 858 01:47:09,804 --> 01:47:11,763 And why? 859 01:47:17,804 --> 01:47:22,803 There's another guy. -You got another guy? 860 01:47:22,928 --> 01:47:25,053 Complicated. 861 01:47:25,928 --> 01:47:28,928 No, we both do. 862 01:49:37,506 --> 01:49:41,339 Is this her anyway? -Definitely. 863 01:49:41,464 --> 01:49:44,131 You can't know that. 864 01:49:44,256 --> 01:49:48,881 If one of them is my mother, then it's her. 865 01:49:54,381 --> 01:49:57,047 Come on, let's go somewhere else. 866 01:50:02,921 --> 01:50:07,046 It's June 22nd, if my calculation is correct. 867 01:50:09,796 --> 01:50:12,421 Do you know who did it? 868 01:50:13,713 --> 01:50:16,004 It's two. 869 01:50:29,253 --> 01:50:31,170 Wow. 870 01:50:40,128 --> 01:50:42,252 I missed you. 871 01:50:44,627 --> 01:50:47,044 I missed you too. 872 01:50:57,586 --> 01:51:00,127 I miss Adam too. 873 01:51:14,918 --> 01:51:17,001 Me too.