1 00:01:48,417 --> 00:01:55,917 ABOUT ENDLESSNESS 2 00:02:45,583 --> 00:02:48,583 It's September already. 3 00:02:50,250 --> 00:02:52,083 Mm... 4 00:03:22,917 --> 00:03:25,250 I saw a man... 5 00:03:25,375 --> 00:03:31,042 ...who wanted to surprise his wife with a nice dinner. 6 00:03:56,833 --> 00:03:59,000 I need to tell you something. 7 00:04:00,875 --> 00:04:06,458 When I walked up these stairs last Friday... 8 00:04:06,583 --> 00:04:11,375 ...someone was walking behind me. 9 00:04:11,500 --> 00:04:14,792 I turned around 10 00:04:14,917 --> 00:04:20,583 and realised it was Sverker Olsson. 11 00:04:20,708 --> 00:04:25,125 An old schoolmate I haven't seen in... 12 00:04:25,250 --> 00:04:28,375 ...well, years. 13 00:04:28,500 --> 00:04:34,125 So I said "Hi, Sverker. It's been a long time." 14 00:04:34,250 --> 00:04:38,125 "How are things?" 15 00:04:38,250 --> 00:04:41,708 He didn't answer. 16 00:04:41,833 --> 00:04:47,000 He just walked by without saying a word. 17 00:04:49,458 --> 00:04:52,792 Then I realised why. 18 00:04:53,917 --> 00:05:00,542 I'd hurt him once, badly. And he hadn't forgotten. 19 00:05:05,833 --> 00:05:09,417 Oh, hi, Sverker. 20 00:05:09,542 --> 00:05:12,500 It's been a long time. 21 00:07:25,167 --> 00:07:28,000 I saw a man... 22 00:07:28,125 --> 00:07:33,958 ...with his mind elsewhere. 23 00:07:58,625 --> 00:08:05,208 I saw a woman, a communications manager, 24 00:08:05,333 --> 00:08:11,875 incapable of feeling shame. 25 00:09:27,750 --> 00:09:31,208 I saw a man... 26 00:09:31,333 --> 00:09:35,250 ...who did not trust banks... 27 00:09:35,375 --> 00:09:41,458 ...and so he kept his savings in his mattress. 28 00:10:57,500 --> 00:11:01,042 Crucify! Crucify! 29 00:11:01,167 --> 00:11:04,625 Crucify! Crucify! 30 00:11:37,833 --> 00:11:39,167 Get up! 31 00:11:41,125 --> 00:11:45,625 Get up, you scumbag! 32 00:11:45,750 --> 00:11:49,250 Crucify! Crucify! 33 00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:53,167 Crucify! Crucify! 34 00:12:08,792 --> 00:12:11,208 What have I done wrong? 35 00:12:12,667 --> 00:12:14,250 What have I done wrong? 36 00:12:14,375 --> 00:12:16,958 Stand up! 37 00:12:17,083 --> 00:12:18,667 Stand up! 38 00:12:22,083 --> 00:12:23,917 Come on! 39 00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:30,958 Come on! 40 00:12:31,667 --> 00:12:34,958 Crucify! Crucify! 41 00:12:35,083 --> 00:12:39,250 Crucify! Crucify! 42 00:12:42,375 --> 00:12:45,458 Crucify! Crucify! 43 00:12:45,583 --> 00:12:49,083 Crucify! Crucify! 44 00:13:04,333 --> 00:13:07,083 They drove nails through my hands. 45 00:13:08,708 --> 00:13:11,417 What now? 46 00:13:17,583 --> 00:13:19,583 It's gone now. 47 00:13:33,083 --> 00:13:36,042 They drove nails through my hands. 48 00:15:48,583 --> 00:15:52,458 I saw a young man... 49 00:15:52,583 --> 00:15:57,292 ...who had not yet found love. 50 00:16:10,292 --> 00:16:14,833 There's nothing strange about having nightmares. 51 00:16:14,958 --> 00:16:18,125 We all have them sometimes. 52 00:16:18,250 --> 00:16:21,917 It's nothing to be ashamed of. 53 00:16:22,042 --> 00:16:30,042 I've had many patients with all kinds of nightmares. 54 00:16:31,750 --> 00:16:36,750 But I don't think I've encountered this one before. 55 00:16:37,625 --> 00:16:43,292 Not the most pleasant dream, I must say. 56 00:16:43,417 --> 00:16:45,625 No... 57 00:16:45,750 --> 00:16:53,042 And recurring too, I understand? 58 00:16:53,167 --> 00:16:54,917 Yes. 59 00:16:57,625 --> 00:17:00,875 You are obviously burdened by something. 60 00:17:01,042 --> 00:17:06,750 Any idea what might have triggered it? 61 00:17:06,875 --> 00:17:09,917 Yes... 62 00:17:10,042 --> 00:17:16,458 It was when I began losing faith. Faith in the existence of God. 63 00:17:17,125 --> 00:17:20,167 Oh my. 64 00:17:20,292 --> 00:17:23,917 You're a priest, right? 65 00:17:24,042 --> 00:17:28,875 Yes, it's my livelihood. 66 00:17:31,250 --> 00:17:35,042 It's my job to preach about God. 67 00:17:36,458 --> 00:17:40,125 Without believing in what you’re saying. 68 00:17:40,250 --> 00:17:43,625 That's not a pleasant situation, I must say. 69 00:17:43,750 --> 00:17:46,208 No... 70 00:17:46,333 --> 00:17:52,125 But... could it be... 71 00:17:52,250 --> 00:17:56,042 ...God doesn't actually exist? 72 00:17:58,083 --> 00:18:04,500 No, that would be terrible. What's there to believe in then? 73 00:18:04,625 --> 00:18:07,167 Damned if I know. 74 00:18:07,292 --> 00:18:12,917 Maybe be content with being alive. 75 00:18:13,042 --> 00:18:17,083 That's how I look at it. 76 00:18:17,208 --> 00:18:22,708 We will try to help you with your troubles. 77 00:18:22,833 --> 00:18:29,833 But as I'm sure you already know, I don't work for free. 78 00:18:29,958 --> 00:18:32,875 And neither do you, right? 79 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:34,458 No... 80 00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:39,750 I suggest we meet one week from now. 81 00:18:39,875 --> 00:18:44,000 Same time, here at my office. 82 00:18:45,750 --> 00:18:50,292 Ingrid has all your information. 83 00:18:50,417 --> 00:18:56,083 As I said, I suggest we meet here, one week from now, 84 00:18:56,208 --> 00:18:59,708 and help you with this. 85 00:19:01,500 --> 00:19:05,708 And I would like to thank you for coming here. 86 00:19:07,417 --> 00:19:09,917 Ingrid will see you out. 87 00:19:10,958 --> 00:19:13,333 - Thank you. - Thanks. 88 00:19:28,417 --> 00:19:31,167 I saw a man... 89 00:19:31,292 --> 00:19:34,833 ...who had stepped on a landmine... 90 00:19:34,958 --> 00:19:38,458 ...and lost his legs. 91 00:19:39,167 --> 00:19:43,667 And it made him very sad. 92 00:21:00,167 --> 00:21:01,583 Over here. 93 00:21:09,542 --> 00:21:11,958 Wave to grandma. 94 00:21:30,250 --> 00:21:32,083 Up you go! 95 00:21:45,458 --> 00:21:47,458 Hello! 96 00:21:49,125 --> 00:21:51,375 Wave to grandma. 97 00:22:55,958 --> 00:22:58,792 My God, my God! 98 00:23:00,458 --> 00:23:04,375 Why have you forsaken me? 99 00:23:05,042 --> 00:23:08,208 Why have you forsaken me? 100 00:23:42,917 --> 00:23:46,375 The body of Christ broken for you. 101 00:23:48,208 --> 00:23:51,417 The blood of Christ shed for you. 102 00:23:56,167 --> 00:23:59,250 The body of Christ broken for you. 103 00:24:02,458 --> 00:24:06,417 The blood of Christ shed for you. 104 00:24:30,750 --> 00:24:33,667 I saw a man... 105 00:24:33,792 --> 00:24:37,500 ...who had lost his faith. 106 00:24:37,625 --> 00:24:42,208 The body of Christ broken for you. 107 00:24:42,333 --> 00:24:46,542 The blood of Christ shed for you. 108 00:24:51,083 --> 00:24:55,250 The body of Christ broken for you. 109 00:24:55,375 --> 00:25:00,250 The blood of Christ shed for you. 110 00:25:29,875 --> 00:25:33,833 I saw two parents... 111 00:25:33,958 --> 00:25:40,250 ...who had lost their son in a war. 112 00:26:01,792 --> 00:26:04,500 Tommy, dearest. 113 00:26:04,625 --> 00:26:08,667 Dad is just fetching some water. 114 00:26:08,792 --> 00:26:12,083 He'll be right back. 115 00:26:59,333 --> 00:27:03,417 We're making the plot look nice for you, Tommy. 116 00:27:05,917 --> 00:27:08,958 You should know that, Tommy. 117 00:27:10,125 --> 00:27:14,250 We're always making it look nice. 118 00:27:14,375 --> 00:27:17,833 So you don't have to be embarrassed. 119 00:27:20,208 --> 00:27:23,542 We're thinking of you, every day. 120 00:27:23,667 --> 00:27:28,292 Yes, Tommy. Mommy's darling. We do. 121 00:27:28,417 --> 00:27:32,292 Yes, we do. 122 00:29:27,667 --> 00:29:31,250 I saw a couple, 123 00:29:31,375 --> 00:29:34,917 two lovers... 124 00:29:35,042 --> 00:29:38,667 ...floating above a city, 125 00:29:38,792 --> 00:29:45,833 renowned for its beauty, but now in ruins. 126 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:21,542 - There! Daddy! - Hi honey. Hi! 127 00:31:23,167 --> 00:31:26,083 I've missed you so. 128 00:31:53,792 --> 00:31:56,833 I saw a woman... 129 00:31:56,958 --> 00:32:02,208 ...who thought no one was waiting for her. 130 00:35:52,292 --> 00:35:54,917 I saw a woman... 131 00:35:55,042 --> 00:35:58,000 ...who loved champagne. 132 00:35:58,125 --> 00:36:02,625 So much. So much. 133 00:37:29,375 --> 00:37:32,708 Pardon me, is your name possibly Lisa Larsson? 134 00:37:32,833 --> 00:37:35,792 No, I'm sorry. 135 00:37:57,750 --> 00:38:00,875 I saw a man... 136 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:04,125 ...who had lost his way. 137 00:38:42,208 --> 00:38:43,625 No. 138 00:38:48,292 --> 00:38:50,125 No. 139 00:38:56,875 --> 00:38:59,583 - Please... - No. 140 00:38:59,708 --> 00:39:04,625 No, no, no, no... 141 00:39:04,750 --> 00:39:06,625 - No. - No! 142 00:39:06,750 --> 00:39:09,125 No... 143 00:39:15,167 --> 00:39:18,333 Please, please... 144 00:39:33,667 --> 00:39:37,708 Please. No, no, no. 145 00:39:39,667 --> 00:39:42,000 No. Please... 146 00:39:42,125 --> 00:39:47,458 No! No, no, no! 147 00:39:48,958 --> 00:39:53,333 Please. No, no, no... 148 00:39:54,250 --> 00:39:57,083 I saw a man... 149 00:39:57,208 --> 00:39:59,042 ...begging for his life. 150 00:39:59,167 --> 00:40:01,292 Please. No. 151 00:40:04,333 --> 00:40:06,250 No... 152 00:40:06,375 --> 00:40:12,500 No! No! No! 153 00:40:13,250 --> 00:40:15,000 Please... 154 00:41:21,875 --> 00:41:24,750 Come on, guys! 155 00:43:13,708 --> 00:43:16,750 I saw a woman... 156 00:43:16,875 --> 00:43:22,458 ...who had problems with her shoe. 157 00:45:27,292 --> 00:45:30,667 I saw a man... 158 00:45:31,542 --> 00:45:36,333 ...who wanted to protect his family's honour... 159 00:45:36,458 --> 00:45:39,667 ...and changed his mind. 160 00:46:50,792 --> 00:46:53,958 I could see the two of you had a lot to talk about. 161 00:46:55,875 --> 00:46:58,208 No, what? 162 00:46:58,333 --> 00:47:02,417 I could see the two of you had a lot to talk about! 163 00:47:26,500 --> 00:47:29,958 Calm down! Calm down! 164 00:48:09,042 --> 00:48:12,333 You do know that I love you? 165 00:48:12,458 --> 00:48:15,667 Yes dear, I know. I know. 166 00:48:30,625 --> 00:48:33,500 You do know that I love you? 167 00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:36,625 I know, I know. 168 00:48:55,333 --> 00:49:00,000 The first law of thermodynamics... 169 00:49:00,125 --> 00:49:03,958 ...states that... 170 00:49:04,083 --> 00:49:07,833 ...everything is energy... 171 00:49:11,667 --> 00:49:15,458 ...and it can never be destroyed. 172 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:22,750 It is endless. 173 00:49:26,708 --> 00:49:31,667 It can only change... 174 00:49:31,792 --> 00:49:34,917 ...from one form to another. 175 00:49:39,167 --> 00:49:43,292 That means... 176 00:49:43,417 --> 00:49:47,125 ...you are energy, 177 00:49:47,250 --> 00:49:52,542 I am energy. 178 00:49:52,667 --> 00:49:58,875 And that your energy... 179 00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:04,208 ...and my energy... 180 00:50:04,333 --> 00:50:07,792 ...can never cease to exist. 181 00:50:09,958 --> 00:50:13,500 It can only transform... 182 00:50:13,625 --> 00:50:16,917 ...into something new. 183 00:50:21,417 --> 00:50:26,458 Theoretically our energies... 184 00:50:26,583 --> 00:50:31,417 ...can meet again... 185 00:50:31,542 --> 00:50:35,167 ...in millions of years. 186 00:50:37,750 --> 00:50:42,625 And then, maybe you're a potato... 187 00:50:45,750 --> 00:50:48,667 ...or a tomato. 188 00:50:52,292 --> 00:50:56,917 Then I'd rather be a tomato. 189 00:51:17,208 --> 00:51:19,833 I saw a man... 190 00:51:19,958 --> 00:51:25,083 ...who wanted to conquer the world... 191 00:51:25,208 --> 00:51:28,333 ...and realised he would fail. 192 00:52:43,542 --> 00:52:46,375 Sieg Heil! 193 00:54:33,667 --> 00:54:37,667 I don't know what I want. 194 00:54:37,792 --> 00:54:40,333 Excuse me? 195 00:54:40,458 --> 00:54:44,667 I don't know what I want. 196 00:54:59,417 --> 00:55:02,583 I don't know what I want. 197 00:55:06,375 --> 00:55:08,500 I don't know what I want. 198 00:55:16,542 --> 00:55:19,375 Poor bastard. 199 00:55:21,000 --> 00:55:25,667 What? You're not allowed to be sad anymore? 200 00:55:25,792 --> 00:55:30,333 Of course. But why can't he be sad at home instead? 201 00:55:30,458 --> 00:55:33,667 Why here? 202 00:56:06,792 --> 00:56:11,292 I saw a man with his daughter... 203 00:56:11,417 --> 00:56:15,625 ...on their way to a birthday party. 204 00:56:15,750 --> 00:56:21,208 And it rained. It rained a lot. 205 00:57:14,875 --> 00:57:16,500 Hello! 206 00:57:17,583 --> 00:57:21,625 What should I do now that I have lost my faith? 207 00:57:21,750 --> 00:57:26,208 I'm sorry, but we're just about to close. 208 00:57:27,125 --> 00:57:30,667 What should I do now that I have lost my faith? 209 00:57:34,333 --> 00:57:37,833 I have to talk to doctor Lindh. 210 00:57:37,958 --> 00:57:43,917 That's not possible. We're just about to close and doctor Lindh is going home. 211 00:57:44,042 --> 00:57:46,667 Please. 212 00:57:50,833 --> 00:57:52,792 Hello. 213 00:57:53,542 --> 00:57:57,917 What should I do now that I have lost my faith? 214 00:57:58,042 --> 00:58:01,000 I'm sorry, but we're closing now. 215 00:58:01,125 --> 00:58:04,875 And you have an appointment next week. 216 00:58:06,500 --> 00:58:09,042 I have a bus to catch. 217 00:58:09,167 --> 00:58:13,750 I'm sorry, but I have to catch my bus. 218 00:58:13,875 --> 00:58:18,000 What should I do now that I have lost my faith? 219 00:58:18,125 --> 00:58:20,042 Well, we're closing now. 220 00:58:22,042 --> 00:58:24,667 We're closing the office, so... 221 00:58:24,792 --> 00:58:28,667 - What should I do? - You can talk about it next week. 222 00:58:28,792 --> 00:58:32,875 - No, no... - I have to ask you to leave now. 223 00:58:35,208 --> 00:58:37,625 What should I do... 224 00:58:37,750 --> 00:58:40,958 I have a bus to catch. 225 00:58:41,083 --> 00:58:43,667 What should I do... 226 00:58:43,792 --> 00:58:46,042 No... 227 00:58:48,792 --> 00:58:51,000 No... 228 00:58:51,125 --> 00:58:54,667 What should I do now that I have lost my faith? 229 00:59:01,750 --> 00:59:04,750 What should I do... 230 00:59:04,875 --> 00:59:09,917 - I'd better not miss my bus. - He'll probably leave soon. 231 00:59:10,042 --> 00:59:14,750 What should I do now that I have lost my faith? 232 00:59:56,000 --> 00:59:57,875 Pardon me. 233 01:00:00,792 --> 01:00:03,167 - Torbjörn. - Hasse. 234 01:00:22,708 --> 01:00:26,000 - I understand you've got a toothache. - Yes. 235 01:00:26,125 --> 01:00:29,375 Well, that's no laughing matter. 236 01:00:32,667 --> 01:00:34,917 Open wide. 237 01:00:48,833 --> 01:00:52,125 Ow, ow! 238 01:00:52,250 --> 01:00:54,500 That's the one causing you grief. 239 01:00:56,542 --> 01:01:01,708 - I think we need some local anaesthesia. - No, no. I'm so scared of needles. 240 01:01:05,458 --> 01:01:07,958 We'll have to make do without then. 241 01:01:22,958 --> 01:01:24,167 Ow! 242 01:01:32,083 --> 01:01:33,500 Ow! 243 01:01:42,958 --> 01:01:44,375 Ow! 244 01:01:52,917 --> 01:01:54,417 Goodbye. 245 01:02:02,792 --> 01:02:08,250 My sincere apologies. The doctor is in a bad mood today. 246 01:02:09,583 --> 01:02:13,417 He's got problems. 247 01:02:13,542 --> 01:02:15,792 Oh, really? 248 01:02:43,750 --> 01:02:46,333 Isn't it quite fantastic? 249 01:02:51,208 --> 01:02:53,958 Isn't it quite fantastic? 250 01:02:57,542 --> 01:02:59,625 What? 251 01:03:00,833 --> 01:03:02,375 Everything. 252 01:03:04,417 --> 01:03:06,250 Everything. 253 01:03:07,667 --> 01:03:10,125 Everything is fantastic. 254 01:03:11,333 --> 01:03:13,458 Well, yes. 255 01:03:14,375 --> 01:03:19,333 - I think so, at least. - Alright. 256 01:03:28,875 --> 01:03:31,583 I think so, at least. 257 01:03:37,833 --> 01:03:40,375 I think so, at least. 258 01:03:40,500 --> 01:03:42,583 Okay, then. 259 01:04:43,250 --> 01:04:47,667 I saw a defeated army... 260 01:04:47,792 --> 01:04:52,917 ...marching to the prison camps... 261 01:04:53,042 --> 01:04:55,958 ...in Siberia. 262 01:06:11,417 --> 01:06:13,417 Well, hello. 263 01:06:14,167 --> 01:06:18,500 I guess you're getting tired of hearing about Sverker Olsson again. 264 01:06:18,625 --> 01:06:23,625 My old mate from school I ran into 265 01:06:23,750 --> 01:06:26,625 a few weeks back. 266 01:06:26,750 --> 01:06:31,375 This Friday it happened again. 267 01:06:31,500 --> 01:06:34,667 And he didn't say hello this time either. 268 01:06:35,667 --> 01:06:41,417 - What's he up to these days? - I wouldn't know. 269 01:06:41,542 --> 01:06:46,292 But I hear he got himself a PhD, somehow. 270 01:06:46,417 --> 01:06:52,750 He certainly wasn't too bright in school. 271 01:06:52,875 --> 01:06:58,250 But now he's got his degree. And that's more than I've got. 272 01:06:58,375 --> 01:07:02,583 But dear, you've done so many other things. 273 01:07:02,708 --> 01:07:05,917 I'm not so sure about that. 274 01:07:06,042 --> 01:07:10,083 I think time is rushing by, and I haven't accomplished anything. 275 01:07:10,208 --> 01:07:12,375 Now you're exaggerating. 276 01:07:12,500 --> 01:07:19,417 - We travelled, and saw Niagara Falls. - Yeah, yeah. 277 01:07:19,542 --> 01:07:25,125 - And the Leaning Tower of Pisa. - Well, yes. 278 01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:29,875 And last year you climbed the stairs of the Eiffel Tower 279 01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:32,875 with your bad knee. 280 01:07:33,000 --> 01:07:38,375 I'm sure Sverker Olsson has been there too. 281 01:07:39,667 --> 01:07:44,500 I can't believe a loser like Sverker Olsson got a PhD. 282 01:07:44,625 --> 01:07:48,667 It's really quite annoying. 283 01:07:48,792 --> 01:07:51,833 But why do you keep dwelling on that? 284 01:07:51,958 --> 01:07:54,292 It's annoying. 285 01:07:56,167 --> 01:08:00,458 - It's annoying. - Yeah, yeah. 286 01:08:45,333 --> 01:08:49,333 I saw a man... 287 01:08:49,458 --> 01:08:54,875 ...who had problems with his car.