1 00:03:54,217 --> 00:03:56,045 - It was one of the strongest applications 2 00:03:56,088 --> 00:03:58,221 we've seen in years, 3 00:03:58,264 --> 00:04:00,875 and your essay touched many people on the committee. 4 00:04:02,051 --> 00:04:03,966 - Well, I just want to say thanks again, 5 00:04:04,009 --> 00:04:09,145 for the support and everything you've done for me. 6 00:04:09,188 --> 00:04:11,495 - You've proven you deserve to be here, Rebecca, 7 00:04:11,538 --> 00:04:12,626 and you'll be a real asset 8 00:04:12,670 --> 00:04:14,889 to the Neuroscience Nursing program. 9 00:04:14,933 --> 00:04:16,761 And I want to assure you that there are people here 10 00:04:16,804 --> 00:04:18,284 who understand your situation. 11 00:04:19,155 --> 00:04:20,808 We're a very diverse group, 12 00:04:20,852 --> 00:04:24,160 and some of us have personal experiences much like yours, 13 00:04:24,203 --> 00:04:28,686 with unique and challenging family circumstances. 14 00:04:28,729 --> 00:04:30,775 I think we've covered everything for now. 15 00:04:30,818 --> 00:04:32,646 We're very excited to have you here. 16 00:04:32,690 --> 00:04:36,128 - I'm excited, a little scared but very excited. 17 00:04:37,390 --> 00:04:39,218 I've never actually been on a plane before. 18 00:04:39,262 --> 00:04:41,351 - It won't be a long flight. 19 00:04:41,394 --> 00:04:42,917 If everything's covered on your end, 20 00:04:42,961 --> 00:04:44,658 we'll see you here on the 17th. 21 00:04:44,702 --> 00:04:47,792 - The 17th? That's like a week away. 22 00:04:47,835 --> 00:04:49,141 - We've got a lot of ground to cover 23 00:04:49,185 --> 00:04:51,056 to get you all caught up. 24 00:04:51,100 --> 00:04:53,754 This is a very special circumstance 25 00:04:53,798 --> 00:04:56,279 and in order to make sure you won't fall behind 26 00:04:56,322 --> 00:04:58,498 we'll need you here as soon as possible. 27 00:04:58,542 --> 00:05:00,152 - Right, right, yeah. 28 00:05:01,327 --> 00:05:04,461 The 17th. I'll be there. 29 00:05:41,411 --> 00:05:42,368 - You know what to do. 30 00:05:42,412 --> 00:05:43,891 - Hey, it's me. 31 00:05:43,935 --> 00:05:45,676 I was hoping you'd pick up. 32 00:05:48,461 --> 00:05:50,724 Look, I'm headed to work soon. 33 00:05:50,768 --> 00:05:54,641 And I was wondering if maybe we could meet up afterwards. 34 00:05:54,685 --> 00:05:57,296 I'll be done at 3:00 so I could come by yours after? 35 00:05:58,167 --> 00:05:59,211 I know you'll be up. 36 00:06:00,386 --> 00:06:02,214 Just check in, okay? 37 00:06:05,522 --> 00:06:07,089 I need to talk to you about something. 38 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:14,096 I love you, bye. 39 00:06:42,515 --> 00:06:43,777 - Hey, everything okay? 40 00:06:47,781 --> 00:06:48,608 Becca? 41 00:06:50,132 --> 00:06:51,176 Becca? 42 00:06:51,220 --> 00:06:52,177 - Hey. - Hey. 43 00:06:52,221 --> 00:06:55,702 - Yeah, hey, everything's fine. 44 00:06:55,746 --> 00:06:57,226 - So, how'd it go? 45 00:06:57,269 --> 00:06:58,357 - What? 46 00:06:58,401 --> 00:06:59,880 - I thought you had that call today? 47 00:06:59,924 --> 00:07:01,404 - Oh, yeah, it went great. 48 00:07:03,145 --> 00:07:04,972 They want me there for the 17th. 49 00:07:05,016 --> 00:07:07,192 - Shit, that's like next week. 50 00:07:07,236 --> 00:07:08,106 - Yeah. 51 00:07:10,239 --> 00:07:12,023 - That's a good thing, right? 52 00:07:13,503 --> 00:07:15,679 - It's great, I mean, it's amazing. 53 00:07:15,722 --> 00:07:16,854 It's just-- 54 00:07:16,897 --> 00:07:18,029 - You still haven't told Richie. 55 00:07:19,248 --> 00:07:20,379 - He's in a good place. 56 00:07:20,423 --> 00:07:21,641 You know, I don't want to jinx it. 57 00:07:21,685 --> 00:07:22,773 - If he's in a good place, 58 00:07:22,816 --> 00:07:24,731 then it's the best time to tell him. 59 00:07:24,775 --> 00:07:26,994 He's your brother, he'll understand, okay? 60 00:07:54,935 --> 00:07:56,285 - Your mailbox is full. 61 00:07:56,328 --> 00:07:58,243 To listen to your messages press-- 62 00:07:59,723 --> 00:08:00,898 - I know what you said the other day 63 00:08:00,941 --> 00:08:02,508 about not everything being an emergency. 64 00:08:02,552 --> 00:08:04,118 And I'm not trying to freak you out or anything like that 65 00:08:04,162 --> 00:08:07,078 because everything is under control. 66 00:08:07,121 --> 00:08:08,340 But something's going on 67 00:08:08,384 --> 00:08:09,341 and I don't want to get into it over the phone 68 00:08:09,385 --> 00:08:10,777 because you really need to be here 69 00:08:10,821 --> 00:08:11,996 to understand what's happening 70 00:08:12,039 --> 00:08:14,564 and I really think it'll blow your mind. 71 00:08:15,869 --> 00:08:17,784 Pick up, pick up, pick up! 72 00:08:17,828 --> 00:08:19,786 Pick up, pick up, Becca, come on. 73 00:08:19,830 --> 00:08:22,746 Don't make me beg, just come over as soon as you get this. 74 00:08:22,789 --> 00:08:24,922 Like I was saying, if I start getting into it, 75 00:08:24,965 --> 00:08:27,403 you're gonna think I'm crazy, and it's not about that. 76 00:08:29,622 --> 00:08:32,669 You really need to be here. 77 00:08:32,712 --> 00:08:33,583 I need your help. 78 00:08:33,626 --> 00:08:35,324 Please, Becca, I don't. 79 00:08:41,330 --> 00:08:42,287 You know what to do. 80 00:08:57,476 --> 00:08:58,477 You know what to do. 81 00:09:08,444 --> 00:09:09,358 - What now? 82 00:09:10,315 --> 00:09:11,925 - Richie left me some weird messages 83 00:09:11,969 --> 00:09:13,840 and now he's not picking up. 84 00:09:13,884 --> 00:09:15,929 Is it okay if I just run out and check on him, 85 00:09:15,973 --> 00:09:17,191 just get it over with 86 00:09:17,235 --> 00:09:18,932 and then I'll be back in 30 minutes, tops. 87 00:09:21,805 --> 00:09:24,068 - Fine, but you gotta make it quick. 88 00:09:24,111 --> 00:09:26,244 It's gonna pick up in here once the game starts. 89 00:09:26,288 --> 00:09:27,463 - I'll be right back. 90 00:09:28,464 --> 00:09:29,291 - Hey, Becca? 91 00:09:31,293 --> 00:09:32,598 Promise me you'll tell him. 92 00:09:54,272 --> 00:09:55,534 - Rebecca? 93 00:09:55,578 --> 00:09:56,405 - Yeah. 94 00:10:05,631 --> 00:10:07,416 - In 100 meters, turn right. 95 00:10:09,940 --> 00:10:10,810 Recalculating. 96 00:10:11,985 --> 00:10:13,857 - It takes us straight to a detour, 97 00:10:13,900 --> 00:10:16,947 which just takes us to another detour. There's no logic. 98 00:10:18,688 --> 00:10:20,820 Turn right, nope, it's closed. 99 00:10:20,864 --> 00:10:22,126 Go back this way. 100 00:10:22,169 --> 00:10:23,867 Guess what, we're stuck in a loop. 101 00:10:24,824 --> 00:10:26,435 - Recalculating. 102 00:10:54,288 --> 00:10:55,420 - The music? 103 00:10:55,464 --> 00:10:56,334 I'm so sorry. 104 00:10:56,378 --> 00:10:57,596 - It's been going on all night. 105 00:10:57,640 --> 00:10:59,816 If it's not that music, it's that vibration. 106 00:10:59,859 --> 00:11:01,644 It shakes the whole building. 107 00:11:01,687 --> 00:11:03,559 I know I said I wasn't gonna call the cops again, 108 00:11:03,602 --> 00:11:05,474 but some of us have to work, Okay? 109 00:11:05,517 --> 00:11:07,824 Some of us need a little peace and quiet. 110 00:11:07,867 --> 00:11:08,955 - I totally get it. 111 00:11:08,999 --> 00:11:10,435 - I don't think you do, Rebecca. 112 00:11:10,479 --> 00:11:12,437 Because if you did, this wouldn't keep happening, 113 00:11:12,481 --> 00:11:13,743 but it does keep happening. 114 00:11:13,786 --> 00:11:14,918 - Well I'm gonna go deal with it right now. 115 00:11:14,961 --> 00:11:16,528 - No need, I called the super, 116 00:11:16,572 --> 00:11:18,443 he's gonna come here tomorrow bright and early 117 00:11:18,487 --> 00:11:19,966 and he's gonna have a little chat with your brother. 118 00:11:20,010 --> 00:11:20,837 - Why would you do that? 119 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:22,447 - Because I've had it, okay? 120 00:11:22,491 --> 00:11:24,493 It's either your brother or it's me. 121 00:11:24,536 --> 00:11:25,494 And I'm not leaving. 122 00:11:25,537 --> 00:11:29,367 - Great. 123 00:11:29,411 --> 00:11:31,717 - Excuse me, I'm not done speaking with . 124 00:11:32,849 --> 00:11:34,372 These people are such trash! 125 00:11:45,296 --> 00:11:50,301 - Richie! 126 00:11:50,344 --> 00:11:51,171 Richie! 127 00:11:54,784 --> 00:11:55,959 What the hell? 128 00:12:08,145 --> 00:12:08,972 No! 129 00:12:09,799 --> 00:12:10,713 No, no, no! 130 00:12:18,372 --> 00:12:22,551 No. 131 00:12:35,520 --> 00:12:36,390 - Hey, thanks for showing up finally. 132 00:12:43,397 --> 00:12:45,356 Hey, earth to-- 133 00:12:45,399 --> 00:12:46,749 - Richie! 134 00:12:46,792 --> 00:12:47,619 - Becca! 135 00:12:49,491 --> 00:12:50,622 - Cover yourself up! 136 00:12:55,975 --> 00:13:00,023 - I was having the weirdest dream. 137 00:13:00,066 --> 00:13:02,416 - No, I thought you were in the closet. 138 00:13:03,505 --> 00:13:04,375 - In the closet. 139 00:13:04,418 --> 00:13:06,029 - You are in the closet. 140 00:13:09,075 --> 00:13:10,033 - Oh! 141 00:13:15,168 --> 00:13:15,995 Right. 142 00:13:20,565 --> 00:13:22,349 - What the hell is going on, Richie? 143 00:13:38,496 --> 00:13:39,323 - Come on! 144 00:13:55,861 --> 00:13:56,688 Okay, watch. 145 00:14:00,736 --> 00:14:03,565 This is my third attempt. 146 00:14:04,870 --> 00:14:06,742 I'm writing everything down in a journal, 147 00:14:06,785 --> 00:14:10,789 which is good, 'cause it's really fuzzy up here, but. 148 00:14:12,008 --> 00:14:15,402 It's it's a total mind-fuck. 149 00:14:16,316 --> 00:14:17,883 You know, seeing yourself dead. 150 00:14:19,102 --> 00:14:20,146 It's just, I mean, 151 00:14:23,149 --> 00:14:28,154 wow, I've seen hallucinations and shit but... 152 00:14:30,287 --> 00:14:34,552 This, this is 153 00:14:34,596 --> 00:14:38,643 I mean, like, this is real. 154 00:14:38,687 --> 00:14:39,644 - Turn it off. 155 00:14:39,688 --> 00:14:41,385 - Wait, hold on, there's more. 156 00:14:41,428 --> 00:14:43,561 So I keep waking up butt naked 157 00:14:43,605 --> 00:14:46,477 and at first I thought this was mold 158 00:14:46,520 --> 00:14:47,870 or something like that 159 00:14:47,913 --> 00:14:50,960 but I think it's something completely different. 160 00:14:51,003 --> 00:14:53,353 As far as I can tell, this is where it happens. 161 00:14:54,964 --> 00:14:57,183 Okay, this is where it gets weird. 162 00:15:02,406 --> 00:15:03,233 See! 163 00:15:04,277 --> 00:15:05,670 Did you see that? 164 00:15:05,714 --> 00:15:09,282 I can't get it on tape because it keeps messing up. 165 00:15:09,326 --> 00:15:10,327 But you were here, what did you see? 166 00:15:10,370 --> 00:15:11,067 - What do you mean? 167 00:15:11,110 --> 00:15:12,155 I wasn't in the room. 168 00:15:14,113 --> 00:15:16,681 - You couldn't have come over five minutes earlier! 169 00:15:18,683 --> 00:15:19,553 Wait, where were you? 170 00:15:19,597 --> 00:15:20,337 I've been calling you all day. 171 00:15:20,380 --> 00:15:21,643 - I was at work. 172 00:15:21,686 --> 00:15:23,383 When I got your messages I tried calling you back 173 00:15:23,427 --> 00:15:24,907 but you didn't pick up. 174 00:15:24,950 --> 00:15:27,126 - Yeah, I don't know what I did with my phone. 175 00:15:28,214 --> 00:15:29,738 You're here now, that's great. 176 00:15:29,781 --> 00:15:31,696 I need you to pay attention. 177 00:15:31,740 --> 00:15:34,133 Okay, just stay there, one second. 178 00:15:37,615 --> 00:15:38,964 - Did you stop taking your pills? 179 00:15:39,008 --> 00:15:39,835 - No. 180 00:15:41,010 --> 00:15:43,186 Yes, I like...that's beside the point. 181 00:15:44,187 --> 00:15:45,057 What's wrong? 182 00:15:45,101 --> 00:15:46,276 Do you not see what's going on? 183 00:15:46,319 --> 00:15:47,277 - No, I do see what's going on, Richie, 184 00:15:47,320 --> 00:15:48,539 and I don't have time to get pulled 185 00:15:48,582 --> 00:15:51,150 into another one of your weird art projects. 186 00:15:51,194 --> 00:15:53,283 God dammit, I thought something happened! 187 00:15:53,326 --> 00:15:55,981 - Something did happen! 188 00:15:56,025 --> 00:15:58,027 - I want to be here and I want to help you 189 00:15:58,070 --> 00:15:59,550 but I have to go right now. 190 00:15:59,593 --> 00:16:01,247 I'm done at 3:00, I can come back here 191 00:16:01,291 --> 00:16:02,771 and we can figure this out together. 192 00:16:02,814 --> 00:16:04,381 - Please, please, Becca. 193 00:16:04,424 --> 00:16:06,818 - Now, I can see that things are really intense right now. 194 00:16:06,862 --> 00:16:11,257 Okay, all right, but I'll be back. 195 00:16:11,301 --> 00:16:13,085 But I need you to keep the music off 196 00:16:13,129 --> 00:16:17,002 and stop whatever this is until then, okay? 197 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:19,439 Okay. 198 00:16:19,483 --> 00:16:20,702 - Becca, I can't figure this out without you watching. 199 00:16:20,745 --> 00:16:22,268 Okay, please, I just, I need you to watch. 200 00:16:22,312 --> 00:16:23,182 Please, just stay. 201 00:16:23,226 --> 00:16:24,662 Don't, just look, okay, look! 202 00:16:24,706 --> 00:16:25,532 Look! 203 00:16:36,718 --> 00:16:38,632 - Hey, everything okay? 204 00:16:38,676 --> 00:16:41,287 - Yeah, it's worse that I thought. 205 00:16:41,331 --> 00:16:42,680 - Is Richie all right? 206 00:16:44,943 --> 00:16:46,989 - Yeah, he doesn't look so good. 207 00:16:47,032 --> 00:16:51,863 Ah, I don't think I can leave yet. 208 00:16:51,907 --> 00:16:53,473 I'll call you back later, okay? 209 00:16:58,565 --> 00:17:00,045 What the fuck is going on, Richie? 210 00:17:00,089 --> 00:17:01,525 - It's all in here, which is good 211 00:17:01,568 --> 00:17:03,788 because things up here are a little bit jumbled. 212 00:17:05,659 --> 00:17:06,486 Okay, see? 213 00:17:06,530 --> 00:17:08,271 - What the fuck is going on! 214 00:17:08,314 --> 00:17:10,360 - Just relax, okay, relax. 215 00:17:10,403 --> 00:17:12,188 - Relax? Relax! 216 00:17:12,231 --> 00:17:14,625 There are dead bodies all over the apartment, Richie. 217 00:17:14,668 --> 00:17:15,539 Your dead bodies! 218 00:17:15,582 --> 00:17:16,975 - Just shut up, okay! 219 00:17:17,019 --> 00:17:18,629 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, that was very mean. 220 00:17:18,672 --> 00:17:19,456 I love you. 221 00:17:19,499 --> 00:17:20,979 Look, just listen. 222 00:17:21,023 --> 00:17:23,677 I called you because something bad did happen. 223 00:17:25,679 --> 00:17:26,898 I killed myself. 224 00:17:28,378 --> 00:17:31,120 But then something amazing happened. 225 00:17:31,163 --> 00:17:32,774 - I don't understand. 226 00:17:32,817 --> 00:17:35,341 - I've already died three times. 227 00:17:35,385 --> 00:17:38,780 And I have come back three times. 228 00:17:38,823 --> 00:17:39,911 But I don't know how. 229 00:17:39,955 --> 00:17:40,782 I thought the video would capture it 230 00:17:40,825 --> 00:17:41,695 but you saw what happened. 231 00:17:41,739 --> 00:17:43,872 So I need you to be the video. 232 00:17:43,915 --> 00:17:45,438 - What do you mean? 233 00:17:45,482 --> 00:17:47,963 - I need you in my room to just watch what happens next. 234 00:17:48,006 --> 00:17:50,226 - Okay, and where will you be? 235 00:17:50,269 --> 00:17:51,662 - I'll be dead. 236 00:17:51,705 --> 00:17:52,489 - What? Wait! 237 00:17:52,532 --> 00:17:53,969 What do you mean? 238 00:17:54,012 --> 00:17:55,274 - I'm gonna kill myself. 239 00:17:56,580 --> 00:17:57,929 And I need you to be in here 240 00:17:59,061 --> 00:18:00,802 to just watch what happens next. 241 00:18:00,845 --> 00:18:01,933 - No. 242 00:18:01,977 --> 00:18:03,587 - Becca, please. - No, no way! 243 00:18:03,630 --> 00:18:05,241 Don't you dare! 244 00:18:05,284 --> 00:18:06,677 Don't you dare! 245 00:18:28,917 --> 00:18:33,878 - Oh, no you don't. 246 00:18:49,285 --> 00:18:50,634 - You came back. 247 00:18:53,767 --> 00:18:57,119 - Richie, this has to stop, right now, okay. 248 00:18:57,162 --> 00:19:02,037 The music and whatever this is, has to stop. 249 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:04,517 - I'm not trying to scare you, okay. 250 00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:06,432 I get it, this is really weird. 251 00:19:07,303 --> 00:19:09,044 But take a look around. 252 00:19:09,087 --> 00:19:10,219 I'm not making this up. 253 00:19:10,262 --> 00:19:12,351 I'm not spiralling, this is happening. 254 00:19:12,395 --> 00:19:15,833 So let's just, you know, go with it. 255 00:19:15,877 --> 00:19:17,269 - I'm not comfortable with this. 256 00:19:17,313 --> 00:19:19,097 - It's already done. 257 00:19:19,141 --> 00:19:20,316 - What's already done? 258 00:19:20,359 --> 00:19:21,708 - I took something when you stepped out. 259 00:19:21,752 --> 00:19:23,449 So it's gonna be kicking in pretty soon. 260 00:19:23,493 --> 00:19:25,060 - Jesus, Richie! 261 00:19:25,103 --> 00:19:27,279 - It's fine, it's fine, really. 262 00:19:27,323 --> 00:19:28,106 - Oh my God. 263 00:19:28,150 --> 00:19:29,064 - No, no, no, I'm good. 264 00:19:29,107 --> 00:19:30,195 I'm good, really. 265 00:19:30,239 --> 00:19:31,588 I'm fine. 266 00:19:33,677 --> 00:19:35,809 - We need to get you to a hospital, Richie. 267 00:19:35,853 --> 00:19:36,680 - Uh uh. 268 00:19:38,377 --> 00:19:39,944 You've seen my bodies. 269 00:19:39,988 --> 00:19:40,945 Just trust me. 270 00:19:42,686 --> 00:19:44,253 I'll come back, I promise. 271 00:19:47,734 --> 00:19:49,606 When I'm gone, go in my bedroom. 272 00:19:50,781 --> 00:19:52,130 Write down what you see. 273 00:19:57,701 --> 00:20:01,661 It's like when I had heatstroke in Hampton Beach. 274 00:20:03,228 --> 00:20:04,055 - Not really. 275 00:20:06,362 --> 00:20:09,713 - You held my hand all night long. 276 00:20:13,021 --> 00:20:14,065 - I remember. 277 00:20:21,029 --> 00:20:22,900 I remember when you puked on my prom date 278 00:20:22,944 --> 00:20:24,858 before we even had a chance to leave. 279 00:20:26,382 --> 00:20:29,124 'Cause you drank an entire bottle of schnapps. 280 00:20:30,690 --> 00:20:32,344 - Darryl something. 281 00:20:32,388 --> 00:20:33,998 - Darryl Friedman. 282 00:20:34,042 --> 00:20:36,522 - He had it comin'. 283 00:20:43,138 --> 00:20:45,183 - I remember last year when I got a call from the cops 284 00:20:45,227 --> 00:20:50,232 at 3:00 in the morning saying they took you to the hospital. 285 00:20:53,887 --> 00:20:55,846 How I felt when I saw you in that room. 286 00:20:58,414 --> 00:20:59,371 I thought... 287 00:21:04,028 --> 00:21:04,942 Never mind. 288 00:21:09,338 --> 00:21:12,863 Richie, I have to tell you something. 289 00:21:13,733 --> 00:21:15,257 Oh! 290 00:21:15,300 --> 00:21:16,127 You dick! 291 00:21:19,130 --> 00:21:20,001 Richie? 292 00:21:22,394 --> 00:21:23,221 Richie? 293 00:21:56,211 --> 00:22:00,867 Oh my God... 294 00:22:35,902 --> 00:22:39,123 - What the fuck are you doing in my apartment? 295 00:22:39,167 --> 00:22:40,994 - Put some clothes on. 296 00:22:52,484 --> 00:22:54,138 - I'm starving. 297 00:22:54,182 --> 00:22:55,096 Why do you look so freaked? 298 00:22:59,056 --> 00:23:00,710 What the hell is that? 299 00:23:04,105 --> 00:23:04,931 Right. 300 00:23:15,899 --> 00:23:17,379 - How many fingers? 301 00:23:17,422 --> 00:23:18,249 - Come on. 302 00:23:21,209 --> 00:23:22,079 Three. 303 00:23:23,341 --> 00:23:25,256 - Touch your nose with your pointer finger. 304 00:23:26,953 --> 00:23:28,041 Now touch my finger. 305 00:23:30,914 --> 00:23:32,045 How do you feel? 306 00:23:32,089 --> 00:23:32,916 - Annoyed. 307 00:23:32,959 --> 00:23:34,222 - For real. 308 00:23:34,265 --> 00:23:35,962 - I don't know, my brain hurts. 309 00:23:37,007 --> 00:23:37,921 - Okay, hurts how? 310 00:23:37,964 --> 00:23:39,575 Like, sharp, throbbing? 311 00:23:39,618 --> 00:23:42,273 - Like fuzzy, or something, just... 312 00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:46,147 Like I can kind of remember things 313 00:23:46,190 --> 00:23:48,018 and I also kind of don't. 314 00:23:48,061 --> 00:23:50,281 It's all just layered on top of itself. 315 00:23:50,325 --> 00:23:53,458 So my mind is getting really worn down. 316 00:23:53,502 --> 00:23:55,895 Like if you were making a copy of a tape 317 00:23:55,939 --> 00:23:57,897 that's already a copy of a tape, do you know what I mean? 318 00:23:57,941 --> 00:23:59,899 - No, not really. 319 00:23:59,943 --> 00:24:01,031 - Okay, okay. 320 00:24:01,074 --> 00:24:02,337 Remember the audio pieces that I made 321 00:24:02,380 --> 00:24:04,643 with Mom and Dad's voices when we were kids? 322 00:24:04,687 --> 00:24:07,777 So if you used the same tape, over and over and over again, 323 00:24:07,820 --> 00:24:09,257 back and forth, then the sound, 324 00:24:09,300 --> 00:24:11,520 it starts to get really weird 325 00:24:11,563 --> 00:24:14,653 and you can hear whatever you just recorded, 326 00:24:14,697 --> 00:24:17,003 but then everything else startsto fade in the background 327 00:24:17,047 --> 00:24:20,355 and it gets degraded, and it's layer on layer. 328 00:24:20,398 --> 00:24:23,184 So the new stuff that you record, it sounds great. 329 00:24:23,227 --> 00:24:24,663 And then the old stuff, not so much. 330 00:24:26,796 --> 00:24:30,887 - Okay, so you're like a copy of a copy of a copy. 331 00:24:32,105 --> 00:24:32,932 - Of a copy. 332 00:24:37,850 --> 00:24:38,677 - What day is it? 333 00:24:40,723 --> 00:24:41,593 - Tuesday. 334 00:24:41,637 --> 00:24:42,420 - It's Saturday. 335 00:24:42,464 --> 00:24:43,639 - Yeah, okay, it could be. 336 00:24:43,682 --> 00:24:44,553 I never know what day of the week it is. 337 00:24:44,596 --> 00:24:45,597 - Okay, what year is it? 338 00:24:45,641 --> 00:24:46,468 - 2019. 339 00:24:46,511 --> 00:24:47,599 Why are we doing this? 340 00:24:47,643 --> 00:24:49,688 - Well, you might have brain damage. 341 00:24:52,125 --> 00:24:53,257 - Oh fuck. 342 00:24:53,301 --> 00:24:55,607 - Or, I don't know, you were just born 343 00:24:55,651 --> 00:24:58,654 so your mind is building new pathways. 344 00:24:58,697 --> 00:25:00,612 I mean, neurons and synapses are firing 345 00:25:00,656 --> 00:25:02,701 through your brain like a spray of bullets. 346 00:25:02,745 --> 00:25:05,400 Which actually might explain the delay. 347 00:25:05,443 --> 00:25:07,750 I mean, especially the short-term memory loss. 348 00:25:09,795 --> 00:25:10,796 Show me your scar. 349 00:25:15,061 --> 00:25:15,888 Oh my God. 350 00:25:17,847 --> 00:25:19,240 You're like, the same. 351 00:25:19,283 --> 00:25:20,415 - All right, you know what, stop. 352 00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:22,852 I need to get something to eat. 353 00:25:22,895 --> 00:25:25,420 - Like, exactly the same. 354 00:25:29,902 --> 00:25:32,644 - So I can't die. 355 00:25:38,171 --> 00:25:39,434 I'm like, immortal. 356 00:25:47,877 --> 00:25:49,095 Becca, I think I'm good. 357 00:25:50,706 --> 00:25:51,533 - Take them. 358 00:25:53,361 --> 00:25:54,275 - All right, fine. 359 00:26:07,375 --> 00:26:08,289 - Okay, good. 360 00:26:30,398 --> 00:26:32,313 - Out of that. 361 00:26:33,488 --> 00:26:35,403 - Yeah. 362 00:26:35,446 --> 00:26:36,404 - Makes sense. 363 00:26:37,448 --> 00:26:38,667 Being born and all, 364 00:26:38,710 --> 00:26:40,364 that's why it looks like a vagina, right? 365 00:26:40,408 --> 00:26:42,279 - It looks more like an asshole to me. 366 00:26:46,283 --> 00:26:47,502 - Did you know that Salvador Dalí had a brother 367 00:26:47,545 --> 00:26:49,112 who died before he was born? 368 00:26:50,331 --> 00:26:52,376 Whose name was also Salvador Dalí. 369 00:26:54,073 --> 00:26:55,466 His parents were convinced 370 00:26:55,510 --> 00:26:58,121 that he was a reincarnation of his older brother. 371 00:26:58,164 --> 00:27:01,298 I mean, Salvador one died exactly nine months 372 00:27:01,342 --> 00:27:03,256 before Salvador two was born. 373 00:27:04,780 --> 00:27:06,825 He claimed he spent his entire life trying to step out 374 00:27:06,869 --> 00:27:09,045 of the shadow of the other Salvador, 375 00:27:09,088 --> 00:27:10,786 to purge him from his life 376 00:27:10,829 --> 00:27:12,744 so he could become his one, true self. 377 00:27:15,443 --> 00:27:16,966 Totally makes sense to me now. 378 00:27:18,663 --> 00:27:20,752 - He also wore a lobster for a hat. 379 00:27:21,927 --> 00:27:25,148 Maybe he was just crazy for crazy's sake. 380 00:27:26,976 --> 00:27:28,020 - Yeah, maybe. 381 00:27:29,239 --> 00:27:31,023 - You know the saying, 382 00:27:31,067 --> 00:27:33,243 repeating the same patterns 383 00:27:33,286 --> 00:27:35,332 and expecting different results... 384 00:27:39,292 --> 00:27:41,251 You've done this a few times now, right? 385 00:27:43,601 --> 00:27:44,733 You keep coming back. 386 00:27:46,430 --> 00:27:47,518 Nothing changes. 387 00:27:50,042 --> 00:27:51,696 So what if you just stopped? 388 00:27:53,655 --> 00:27:56,309 Accept the results as they present themselves. 389 00:27:57,267 --> 00:27:59,965 You don't have to step out from behind anyone's shadow. 390 00:28:00,879 --> 00:28:04,143 - Hm, I don't know, then what's the point? 391 00:28:05,841 --> 00:28:08,365 - Maybe the point is that you're supposed to live. 392 00:28:10,759 --> 00:28:12,369 Maybe you keep coming back, 393 00:28:13,892 --> 00:28:15,633 because you're supposed to be here. 394 00:28:44,749 --> 00:28:48,144 - I have really exhausted ways to kill myself. 395 00:28:51,016 --> 00:28:52,278 Well, all the clean ways. 396 00:29:04,508 --> 00:29:08,120 It's starting to get kind of ripe in here. 397 00:29:09,078 --> 00:29:11,994 - Fuck, Matt called the super! 398 00:29:12,037 --> 00:29:14,213 - Okay, so? 399 00:29:14,257 --> 00:29:15,127 - So? 400 00:29:15,171 --> 00:29:16,433 He's gonna come in the morning. 401 00:29:16,477 --> 00:29:19,349 - Great, he can fix the wall in my bedroom. 402 00:29:19,392 --> 00:29:22,004 - Richie? - Right, he can't fix that. 403 00:29:22,047 --> 00:29:23,701 'Cause what if I accidentally kill myself, 404 00:29:23,745 --> 00:29:25,094 we don't want to seal that off. 405 00:29:26,008 --> 00:29:28,967 - No, the bodies, Richie. 406 00:29:29,011 --> 00:29:30,621 If he shows up he's definitely not gonna see this the way 407 00:29:30,665 --> 00:29:32,188 that you see it. 408 00:29:32,231 --> 00:29:34,320 The way that you and I see it. 409 00:29:34,364 --> 00:29:35,670 And he's not gonna let us explain either. 410 00:29:35,713 --> 00:29:37,628 He'll call the cops and they'll take you away. 411 00:29:37,672 --> 00:29:39,064 - Take us away. 412 00:29:39,108 --> 00:29:41,284 How are they gonna know you're not an accomplice? 413 00:29:42,633 --> 00:29:44,287 - Will you stop making jokes? 414 00:29:46,289 --> 00:29:47,682 Can you at least look at me? 415 00:29:50,815 --> 00:29:51,686 - Okay, sorry. 416 00:29:53,470 --> 00:29:54,297 So what do we do? 417 00:29:59,694 --> 00:30:00,999 - There's only four, right? 418 00:30:01,043 --> 00:30:02,392 - Let's see. 419 00:30:02,435 --> 00:30:04,525 There's electrocution in the bathtub. 420 00:30:04,568 --> 00:30:06,265 Hanging in the closet. 421 00:30:06,309 --> 00:30:08,137 Suffocation in the kitchen. 422 00:30:08,180 --> 00:30:09,965 - OD'd on the couch. 423 00:30:11,444 --> 00:30:13,751 - So that's four, which makes me lucky number five. 424 00:30:14,665 --> 00:30:17,276 So we need four barrels and some acid 425 00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:18,495 or something like that. 426 00:30:18,539 --> 00:30:20,541 - Yeah, Richie, do you have four barrels 427 00:30:20,584 --> 00:30:21,933 and that much sulfuric acid? 428 00:30:23,456 --> 00:30:25,633 - No, I don't. 429 00:30:25,676 --> 00:30:26,808 Do you? 430 00:30:26,851 --> 00:30:29,245 - No, no, I don't. 431 00:30:30,942 --> 00:30:33,031 Do you have Dad's old toolbox? 432 00:30:34,032 --> 00:30:34,990 - Yeah, I think so. 433 00:31:08,110 --> 00:31:08,937 I'm good. 434 00:31:09,851 --> 00:31:10,982 - It's the only way. 435 00:31:11,026 --> 00:31:11,940 - I've never hacked up a body before, 436 00:31:11,983 --> 00:31:13,245 let alone my own body. 437 00:31:13,289 --> 00:31:14,116 Don't you do this kind of thing all the time? 438 00:31:14,159 --> 00:31:15,596 - No! 439 00:31:15,639 --> 00:31:17,554 - Okay, I've heard you talk about dissecting bodies. 440 00:31:17,598 --> 00:31:19,600 - Okay, I have done it, but I don't do it all the time. 441 00:31:19,643 --> 00:31:20,601 It's not like a hobby. 442 00:31:20,644 --> 00:31:21,645 - Tomato, tomahto. 443 00:31:23,212 --> 00:31:25,562 This is gonna get messy. 444 00:31:25,606 --> 00:31:26,911 - Do you have any garbage bags? 445 00:31:35,616 --> 00:31:36,399 - Is it flipped? 446 00:31:40,664 --> 00:31:41,491 - Yeah. 447 00:31:46,278 --> 00:31:51,066 - Don't let it distract you, push it. 448 00:31:51,109 --> 00:31:51,936 Push it! 449 00:31:53,198 --> 00:31:55,679 - Jesus Christ, Richie, turn it off! 450 00:31:55,723 --> 00:31:56,593 - Sorry! 451 00:31:59,770 --> 00:32:02,512 - 35, you look so young. 452 00:32:02,555 --> 00:32:03,818 - It's off, right? 453 00:32:03,861 --> 00:32:04,732 - Yeah, it's off. 454 00:32:10,738 --> 00:32:12,000 Do you think it will still work? 455 00:32:12,043 --> 00:32:15,525 - Don't creep up on me ever again. 456 00:32:16,439 --> 00:32:17,962 Okay? - Okay, sorry. 457 00:32:20,617 --> 00:32:24,752 But do you think it will still work, the toaster? 458 00:32:29,757 --> 00:32:30,583 Oh, oh. 459 00:32:32,498 --> 00:32:34,239 - Don't you dare throw up. 460 00:32:34,283 --> 00:32:36,938 - I won't, I won't, I'm good, I'm good. 461 00:32:38,461 --> 00:32:39,288 I'm good. 462 00:32:42,291 --> 00:32:44,249 I can do this. 463 00:32:44,293 --> 00:32:45,120 I can do this. 464 00:32:51,604 --> 00:32:56,566 I can, I can do this. 465 00:33:29,207 --> 00:33:34,169 It's pretty fucked up, huh? 466 00:33:34,212 --> 00:33:35,257 - Please don't. 467 00:33:59,411 --> 00:34:03,241 - You have something, never mind. 468 00:34:06,244 --> 00:34:07,724 - Do you have any more bags? - Yes. 469 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:16,385 Shit, Becca, I knocked over your purse. 470 00:34:16,428 --> 00:34:17,908 - Just leave it. 471 00:34:17,952 --> 00:34:19,214 We'll deal with it later. 472 00:34:29,398 --> 00:34:30,965 What's taking so long? 473 00:34:38,102 --> 00:34:40,104 - What the hell is this? 474 00:34:41,845 --> 00:34:43,368 - My acceptance letter. 475 00:34:43,412 --> 00:34:44,674 - Obviously, for what? 476 00:34:45,762 --> 00:34:46,981 - School. 477 00:34:47,024 --> 00:34:47,851 - Obviously! 478 00:34:49,635 --> 00:34:51,202 - I wanted to tell you about it. 479 00:34:52,682 --> 00:34:55,903 That's why I called earlierand said that I wanted to talk. 480 00:34:55,946 --> 00:34:57,818 - Yeah, well I must have fried my phone 481 00:34:57,861 --> 00:34:59,341 when I electrocuted myself. 482 00:35:02,170 --> 00:35:03,475 You got this last month. 483 00:35:05,129 --> 00:35:06,522 When were you gonna tell me? 484 00:35:08,480 --> 00:35:09,307 - Today. 485 00:35:10,395 --> 00:35:11,527 I was waiting for the right time, 486 00:35:11,570 --> 00:35:14,835 but it wasn't the right time. 487 00:35:19,448 --> 00:35:20,841 - When did you apply? 488 00:35:22,886 --> 00:35:24,496 - It doesn't matter. 489 00:35:24,540 --> 00:35:25,758 - It doesn't matter? 490 00:35:25,802 --> 00:35:27,456 Obviously this matters, Becca, 491 00:35:27,499 --> 00:35:28,849 why would you not tell me this? 492 00:35:28,892 --> 00:35:30,372 - 'Cause I'm not going. 493 00:35:30,415 --> 00:35:32,548 Okay, I'm not gonna go! 494 00:35:32,591 --> 00:35:34,332 - And why not? - Why not? 495 00:35:34,376 --> 00:35:35,507 Why do you think? 496 00:35:35,551 --> 00:35:37,422 You think I can move across the country 497 00:35:37,466 --> 00:35:39,903 when stuff like this is always happening? 498 00:35:39,947 --> 00:35:41,165 - Really, stuff like this? 499 00:35:41,209 --> 00:35:43,385 - Yeah, well, I mean not exactly like this, 500 00:35:43,428 --> 00:35:44,995 but there's always something! 501 00:35:45,039 --> 00:35:46,910 There's always some kind ofcrisis with you that I need to-- 502 00:35:46,954 --> 00:35:49,782 - What, say it. 503 00:35:49,826 --> 00:35:51,349 - That I need to save you from. 504 00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:57,486 - I'm not a child. 505 00:35:59,140 --> 00:36:00,576 Who looked after you when mom died, 506 00:36:00,619 --> 00:36:02,404 because it sure as hell wasn't dad. 507 00:36:02,447 --> 00:36:03,884 - You were supposed to look after me, 508 00:36:03,927 --> 00:36:05,363 you were my older brother. 509 00:36:05,407 --> 00:36:08,018 - I did, when he was outdrinkin' himself fucking stupid, 510 00:36:08,062 --> 00:36:09,498 I was there watching over you! 511 00:36:09,541 --> 00:36:10,325 Do you remember that! 512 00:36:10,368 --> 00:36:11,543 That was me! 513 00:36:11,587 --> 00:36:13,154 - Yeah, well a lot's changed since then. 514 00:36:15,896 --> 00:36:17,462 - What's that supposed to mean? 515 00:36:19,116 --> 00:36:21,118 - Forget it, it doesn't matter. 516 00:36:26,297 --> 00:36:28,778 - I didn't ask to be like this. 517 00:36:28,821 --> 00:36:31,389 I didn't ask for the mood swings. 518 00:36:31,433 --> 00:36:34,175 I didn't ask for the paralyzing depression. 519 00:36:34,218 --> 00:36:36,003 I didn't ask for the anger. 520 00:36:36,046 --> 00:36:40,442 I didn't ask for the constant thoughts of killing myself. 521 00:36:56,153 --> 00:37:00,505 And you come in here and you're lying to me. 522 00:37:00,549 --> 00:37:03,117 And you look at me like I'm insane. 523 00:37:04,596 --> 00:37:08,078 People have been looking at me like that 524 00:37:08,122 --> 00:37:11,603 for my entire life. 525 00:37:13,866 --> 00:37:15,042 I didn't think you would. 526 00:37:17,958 --> 00:37:22,963 You were the one person who did not look at me 527 00:37:23,311 --> 00:37:26,749 like I was a fucking freak. 528 00:37:30,492 --> 00:37:33,016 - It's okay, it's okay, I'm sorry. 529 00:37:37,978 --> 00:37:39,805 It's been a really long night. 530 00:37:42,286 --> 00:37:44,941 I want to talk about this and we will. 531 00:37:44,985 --> 00:37:47,596 But we have other things to deal with first, okay. 532 00:37:48,945 --> 00:37:51,339 Now why don't you take a little break. 533 00:37:53,254 --> 00:37:55,430 And I'll deal with this right now. 534 00:37:57,562 --> 00:37:58,389 Okay. 535 00:38:54,837 --> 00:38:55,707 - What? 536 00:38:55,751 --> 00:38:57,013 - Where's the other body? 537 00:39:01,191 --> 00:39:02,062 - What! 538 00:39:05,326 --> 00:39:06,588 - Where's the other body? 539 00:39:42,624 --> 00:39:43,712 Don't get up. 540 00:39:53,548 --> 00:39:54,375 Oh, shit. 541 00:41:39,088 --> 00:41:40,132 - Yes, who is it? 542 00:41:40,176 --> 00:41:42,700 - Hey, it's Becca. 543 00:41:43,658 --> 00:41:46,095 - Are you fucking serious? 544 00:41:46,138 --> 00:41:47,270 - Yeah, I got locked out. 545 00:41:47,314 --> 00:41:48,576 I'm really sorry. 546 00:41:49,533 --> 00:41:52,406 I tried buzzing Richie but he has his headphones on 547 00:41:52,449 --> 00:41:53,581 because we were trying 548 00:41:53,624 --> 00:41:54,930 to keep the noise down and everything. 549 00:41:54,973 --> 00:41:56,845 And I forgot the cinder block-- 550 00:41:56,888 --> 00:41:58,238 - Enough! 551 00:42:01,893 --> 00:42:02,720 - Thank you. 552 00:42:10,337 --> 00:42:11,163 Sorry. 553 00:42:38,669 --> 00:42:40,497 - If it's not one of you makin' a bunch of noise, 554 00:42:40,541 --> 00:42:41,411 it's the other. 555 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:45,023 You know, every single squeak you make back here echoes 556 00:42:45,067 --> 00:42:46,982 through the entire building. 557 00:42:47,025 --> 00:42:49,463 - Look, Matt, I know we've been a total pain 558 00:42:49,506 --> 00:42:50,464 in your ass tonight. 559 00:42:50,507 --> 00:42:52,204 There's just a lot going on. 560 00:42:53,467 --> 00:42:57,166 And I know it's no excuse, I understand. 561 00:42:58,341 --> 00:43:01,257 I can only imagine what it mustbe like to be his neighbour. 562 00:43:14,139 --> 00:43:15,706 - Hold up. - No. 563 00:43:15,750 --> 00:43:17,491 No, no, no, it's, I-- 564 00:43:17,534 --> 00:43:19,580 - Oh Jesus, whose body you got in here? 565 00:43:22,191 --> 00:43:23,627 Just so you know, 566 00:43:23,671 --> 00:43:24,541 I don't like having to be the bad guy all the time. 567 00:43:24,585 --> 00:43:28,284 - Yeah, I know the feeling. 568 00:43:28,328 --> 00:43:30,460 - I'm sure you do. 569 00:43:30,504 --> 00:43:32,941 - Yeah, well sometimes it can be a little overwhelming 570 00:43:32,984 --> 00:43:36,161 but I guess that's what family's all about, right? 571 00:43:36,205 --> 00:43:37,728 You can't live with 'em, 572 00:43:37,772 --> 00:43:41,384 you can't chop 'em up and throw 'em out with the trash. 573 00:43:41,428 --> 00:43:42,690 - Listen, it's not my place 574 00:43:42,733 --> 00:43:44,953 but at some point you're gonna have 575 00:43:44,996 --> 00:43:46,998 to let him clean up his own mess. 576 00:43:47,042 --> 00:43:49,697 I'm sure you have better things to do. 577 00:43:49,740 --> 00:43:51,351 - Yeah, you'd be surprised. 578 00:43:52,700 --> 00:43:55,529 For a while I thought that things would be different. 579 00:43:55,572 --> 00:43:59,315 But, he needs me, 580 00:43:59,359 --> 00:44:01,230 so here I am. 581 00:44:02,971 --> 00:44:05,539 - Why isn't he here helping you out for a change? 582 00:44:05,582 --> 00:44:06,801 - Well, I don't know if you know, 583 00:44:06,844 --> 00:44:09,238 but Richie has some mental health issues. 584 00:44:09,281 --> 00:44:10,544 - You don't say. 585 00:44:13,851 --> 00:44:15,810 Okay, well, just bend at your knee 586 00:44:15,853 --> 00:44:18,029 and lift with your legs, not with your back. 587 00:44:19,422 --> 00:44:20,249 Come on. 588 00:44:36,483 --> 00:44:37,788 - Ah, thank you. 589 00:44:40,443 --> 00:44:41,357 - Anytime. 590 00:44:45,927 --> 00:44:47,319 That was the last time. 591 00:44:59,331 --> 00:45:01,029 - Hey, thanks. 592 00:45:01,986 --> 00:45:04,554 - Anytime , no. 593 00:45:06,513 --> 00:45:07,383 Good night. 594 00:45:08,689 --> 00:45:09,690 Keep it quiet, okay? 595 00:46:11,578 --> 00:46:12,840 - Hey, listen-- 596 00:46:12,883 --> 00:46:15,712 - Please, just, can you give me five minutes? 597 00:46:15,756 --> 00:46:17,322 I just, I need a break. 598 00:46:18,585 --> 00:46:19,411 - Sure. 599 00:47:02,411 --> 00:47:05,240 - Jesus Christ, Richie, the music! 600 00:47:16,468 --> 00:47:17,774 - Finally, you're awake. 601 00:47:17,818 --> 00:47:20,211 - All I wanted was five minutes. 602 00:47:20,255 --> 00:47:23,084 - That was more than five minutes. 603 00:47:23,127 --> 00:47:27,001 - So I fell asleep, so what. 604 00:47:28,263 --> 00:47:32,093 Mm, maybe we should order pizza or something. 605 00:47:33,442 --> 00:47:34,835 Why are you acting so weird? 606 00:47:35,836 --> 00:47:38,186 - Becca-- 607 00:47:38,229 --> 00:47:41,189 - Shit, what did I say about the goddam music! 608 00:47:41,232 --> 00:47:42,233 - Becca, wait. 609 00:47:43,104 --> 00:47:45,062 - What the fuck is that? 610 00:47:45,106 --> 00:47:47,064 - I was tryin' somethin' out. 611 00:47:47,108 --> 00:47:47,935 - Oh, God. 612 00:47:49,284 --> 00:47:50,111 - Becca! 613 00:47:51,025 --> 00:47:52,983 I have had it with you! 614 00:47:53,027 --> 00:47:54,855 I've been more than patient. 615 00:47:54,898 --> 00:47:57,858 You sucker me in with your sad girl song and dance. 616 00:47:57,901 --> 00:48:00,034 Like a chump I fall for it. 617 00:48:00,077 --> 00:48:01,818 Well no more, okay! 618 00:48:01,862 --> 00:48:03,385 I'm callin' the cops. 619 00:48:03,428 --> 00:48:04,299 - He's gonna call the cops. 620 00:48:04,342 --> 00:48:06,693 - Don't open it! - I have to! 621 00:48:08,825 --> 00:48:10,174 Hey, Matt, how's it going? 622 00:48:10,218 --> 00:48:11,567 - Bad, Dick, what do you think? 623 00:48:11,611 --> 00:48:13,656 It's the middle of the night and I'm still awake. 624 00:48:13,700 --> 00:48:15,049 - Yeah, I'm sorry about the music, 625 00:48:15,092 --> 00:48:17,486 I'm just clearing my head. 626 00:48:17,529 --> 00:48:19,314 - Oh, yeah, well you can't do this to people, okay? 627 00:48:19,357 --> 00:48:20,141 I have rights. 628 00:48:20,184 --> 00:48:21,055 - We're so sorry. 629 00:48:21,098 --> 00:48:22,099 I told him to keep it down. 630 00:48:22,143 --> 00:48:23,579 - Oh, well that solves it then 631 00:48:23,623 --> 00:48:25,320 because this one gives two shitswhat you tell him, huh? 632 00:48:25,363 --> 00:48:26,756 - Okay, you know, the music's off, 633 00:48:26,800 --> 00:48:28,932 it won't be going on again, it's all right. 634 00:48:28,976 --> 00:48:30,455 So, just go back to your apartment. 635 00:48:30,499 --> 00:48:31,587 - What do you think you're doing? 636 00:48:31,631 --> 00:48:33,676 Don't you dare close the door on me. 637 00:48:33,720 --> 00:48:35,112 - Hey, get out of here! 638 00:48:35,156 --> 00:48:35,983 - Okay. 639 00:48:37,898 --> 00:48:38,725 - Ow. 640 00:48:38,768 --> 00:48:39,856 - Smells like death in here. 641 00:48:40,944 --> 00:48:42,642 I don't know what I expected from the likes of you two. 642 00:48:42,685 --> 00:48:45,122 There's paint everywhere, this place is a pigsty. 643 00:48:46,428 --> 00:48:47,908 What the hell is that? 644 00:48:47,951 --> 00:48:50,301 - It's not what it looks like. 645 00:48:54,218 --> 00:48:55,045 - You made this? 646 00:49:03,053 --> 00:49:04,359 Holy shit! 647 00:49:04,402 --> 00:49:06,753 Holy fuckin'...you stay the fuck away from me. 648 00:49:07,928 --> 00:49:09,625 Holy fuckin' shit! 649 00:49:09,669 --> 00:49:11,279 Hey, you get away from me. 650 00:49:11,322 --> 00:49:13,629 Jesus Christ, you are fuckin' psychopaths. 651 00:49:13,673 --> 00:49:15,500 I knew it, I knew it. 652 00:49:15,544 --> 00:49:17,241 Oh, oh my God. 653 00:49:17,285 --> 00:49:18,590 - Matt, no, please. 654 00:49:18,634 --> 00:49:20,114 - You shut your mouth. - Please, we can explain. 655 00:49:20,157 --> 00:49:22,420 - Explain it to the cops, missy, okay. 656 00:49:22,464 --> 00:49:23,639 Step away from me. 657 00:49:23,683 --> 00:49:25,554 Stay the fuck away from me. 658 00:49:25,597 --> 00:49:26,773 - Please, please don't. 659 00:49:32,039 --> 00:49:33,780 - You son of a bitch! 660 00:49:33,823 --> 00:49:35,738 - If you'd just stop and listen for a minute. 661 00:49:35,782 --> 00:49:37,392 - I just got this phone. 662 00:49:37,435 --> 00:49:39,133 You know how much this cost? 663 00:49:39,176 --> 00:49:41,309 More than your life. - Don't! 664 00:49:41,352 --> 00:49:42,702 - Oh, I dare you! 665 00:49:46,967 --> 00:49:48,272 - Why would you do that? 666 00:49:48,316 --> 00:49:49,796 - He was gonna call the cops. 667 00:49:53,887 --> 00:49:55,279 - With what? 668 00:49:55,323 --> 00:49:57,151 Dammit, Richie, you keep making everything harder. 669 00:49:57,194 --> 00:50:00,067 Why couldn't you just listen to me for once? 670 00:50:00,110 --> 00:50:01,503 - I don't think that's very fair. 671 00:50:01,546 --> 00:50:03,635 - And what were you doing with that arm? 672 00:50:03,679 --> 00:50:04,767 - Well, I found it in the bathroom 673 00:50:04,811 --> 00:50:07,378 so I just started painting with it. 674 00:50:07,422 --> 00:50:10,120 I mean, come on, how fuckin' avant-garde is that, right? 675 00:50:10,164 --> 00:50:12,688 - You left evidence in the living room. 676 00:50:12,732 --> 00:50:13,515 - What evidence? 677 00:50:13,558 --> 00:50:14,646 I am alive. 678 00:50:14,690 --> 00:50:16,779 - No one's gonna think that's your arm. 679 00:50:16,823 --> 00:50:18,128 - It's an exact copy. 680 00:50:20,696 --> 00:50:22,480 - We've been through this. 681 00:50:22,524 --> 00:50:25,353 Your arm is attached to your body, Richie. 682 00:50:25,396 --> 00:50:28,051 That one, it's not, remember? 683 00:50:28,095 --> 00:50:30,271 - Yeah, okay, okay, right. 684 00:50:32,447 --> 00:50:34,666 Duh, wait. 685 00:50:34,710 --> 00:50:35,929 Why don't we just kill him? 686 00:50:35,972 --> 00:50:37,713 - We're not killing anyone. 687 00:50:37,757 --> 00:50:38,888 - Just listen to me. - No. 688 00:50:38,932 --> 00:50:40,324 - If we kill him-- - Richie. 689 00:50:40,368 --> 00:50:42,109 We are not killing him. 690 00:50:42,152 --> 00:50:44,546 - Hear me out, all right, just give me a second. 691 00:50:50,117 --> 00:50:51,596 Lift him up. 692 00:50:51,640 --> 00:50:55,687 Lift him up, come on. 693 00:51:04,348 --> 00:51:06,176 - You do realize this is kidnapping, right? 694 00:51:06,220 --> 00:51:07,351 - It doesn't matter. 695 00:51:07,395 --> 00:51:08,439 None of it matters. 696 00:51:08,483 --> 00:51:10,311 It's gonna be like a dream, right? 697 00:51:10,354 --> 00:51:11,921 If we kill him. 698 00:51:13,227 --> 00:51:14,054 - No. 699 00:51:16,273 --> 00:51:17,709 - He'll die here, 700 00:51:17,753 --> 00:51:19,711 then another him's gonna come out of there 701 00:51:19,755 --> 00:51:21,801 and it'll be like it never happened. 702 00:51:21,844 --> 00:51:22,932 - How do you know that? 703 00:51:22,976 --> 00:51:24,151 - Just trust me, it all makes sense. 704 00:51:24,194 --> 00:51:25,326 - No, it doesn't make sense. 705 00:51:25,369 --> 00:51:26,501 None of it makes sense. 706 00:51:27,850 --> 00:51:29,199 You keep coming back but how do you know that-- 707 00:51:29,243 --> 00:51:31,288 - Everyone comes back, Becca! 708 00:51:33,900 --> 00:51:36,163 Listen, I didn't want you to get caught up in this, okay. 709 00:51:36,206 --> 00:51:38,469 But I needed someone and you are the only one I trust. 710 00:51:38,513 --> 00:51:42,822 - Oh, boohoo. I need you, 711 00:51:42,865 --> 00:51:43,692 you're the only one I trust. 712 00:51:43,735 --> 00:51:46,260 Give me a fuckin' break. 713 00:51:46,303 --> 00:51:49,437 Hey, Dick, she's always helping you. 714 00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:50,742 I see her here all the time, 715 00:51:50,786 --> 00:51:52,135 she's cleaning up after you, 716 00:51:52,179 --> 00:51:54,572 taking out your garbage, getting you groceries. 717 00:51:55,443 --> 00:51:57,880 Maybe if you stopped staring at yourself all damn day, 718 00:51:57,924 --> 00:51:59,708 you'd see how much she does for you. 719 00:52:01,101 --> 00:52:02,363 - Well. 720 00:52:02,406 --> 00:52:03,755 - You're no better, missy. 721 00:52:03,799 --> 00:52:06,367 Oh, I'm too scared to tell him how I really feel. 722 00:52:06,410 --> 00:52:07,716 Can't live my own life, 723 00:52:07,759 --> 00:52:10,806 so I guess I'll just die up here on my cross. 724 00:52:10,850 --> 00:52:12,503 You both suck. 725 00:52:12,547 --> 00:52:13,722 - Well, fuck you, Matt. 726 00:52:13,765 --> 00:52:14,897 - Yeah, fuck you, Matt. 727 00:52:14,941 --> 00:52:16,203 - Fuck me? 728 00:52:16,246 --> 00:52:18,814 - You don't know what you're talking about. 729 00:52:18,858 --> 00:52:20,511 Why don't you just put a sock in his mouth or something. 730 00:52:20,555 --> 00:52:21,382 - Is that true? 731 00:52:22,557 --> 00:52:24,124 - No, I mean. 732 00:52:24,167 --> 00:52:26,169 - I don't want you to be afraid to talk to me. 733 00:52:26,213 --> 00:52:28,171 - Richie, I'm not, it's just. 734 00:52:29,303 --> 00:52:30,870 I'm not, I want to be able to talk to you. 735 00:52:30,913 --> 00:52:32,306 I want to be able to tell you things. 736 00:52:32,349 --> 00:52:34,874 - Yeah, you should, I mean, we're siblings, 737 00:52:34,917 --> 00:52:35,962 we should be able to talk about anything. 738 00:52:36,005 --> 00:52:37,485 - I can trust you, I know, 739 00:52:37,528 --> 00:52:40,401 it's just, it's hard, you know. 740 00:52:40,444 --> 00:52:41,663 - You're goin' to fuckin' jail, idiots. 741 00:52:41,706 --> 00:52:42,838 - Will you shut up. 742 00:52:43,621 --> 00:52:45,145 - I don't know who taught you to tie a knot, 743 00:52:45,188 --> 00:52:46,929 but you can add that to the list of things you suck at. 744 00:52:46,973 --> 00:52:48,844 - See, we should have just killed him. 745 00:52:48,888 --> 00:52:49,714 - We're not killing anybody. 746 00:52:49,758 --> 00:52:51,412 - You're not killing me. 747 00:52:51,455 --> 00:52:52,892 'Cause you're already dead. 748 00:53:00,595 --> 00:53:03,337 - Matt, Matt! 749 00:53:03,380 --> 00:53:04,381 - What are you doing? 750 00:53:04,425 --> 00:53:06,079 - What does it look like? 751 00:53:06,122 --> 00:53:07,384 Matt! 752 00:53:07,428 --> 00:53:08,690 Call 911. 753 00:53:08,733 --> 00:53:09,517 - Why would I do that? 754 00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:10,474 Just let him die. 755 00:53:10,518 --> 00:53:11,432 - Now! 756 00:53:13,129 --> 00:53:14,261 - See, it's happening. 757 00:53:14,304 --> 00:53:16,350 You're wasting your time, he's dead. 758 00:53:18,526 --> 00:53:19,353 See! 759 00:53:20,832 --> 00:53:21,659 I told you. 760 00:53:26,186 --> 00:53:27,622 Stop. 761 00:53:27,665 --> 00:53:29,450 He's dead, you're wasting your time. 762 00:53:30,625 --> 00:53:31,843 - No. 763 00:53:31,887 --> 00:53:32,975 - We'll switch his clothes. 764 00:53:33,019 --> 00:53:34,150 He won't notice the difference 765 00:53:34,194 --> 00:53:35,195 and it'll be like it never happened. 766 00:53:35,238 --> 00:53:37,110 - I can't. 767 00:53:37,153 --> 00:53:39,199 - Sure you can, it's easy. 768 00:53:39,242 --> 00:53:40,374 It does not matter. 769 00:53:40,417 --> 00:53:42,245 - No, it does matter, Richie! 770 00:53:43,203 --> 00:53:45,683 These things, they matter. 771 00:53:48,295 --> 00:53:50,210 You keep acting like nothing's happened. 772 00:53:52,125 --> 00:53:53,082 But I can't. 773 00:53:55,041 --> 00:53:58,827 I carry all of this shit all the time. 774 00:54:00,176 --> 00:54:01,351 You don't. 775 00:54:02,178 --> 00:54:03,353 You don't care. 776 00:54:11,144 --> 00:54:15,626 I thought you were dead, back in that hospital. 777 00:54:15,670 --> 00:54:16,671 You remember that? 778 00:54:18,020 --> 00:54:19,065 You were dead. 779 00:54:20,066 --> 00:54:21,284 And then you weren't. 780 00:54:23,199 --> 00:54:27,682 And I thought, why couldn't he have just died? 781 00:54:30,076 --> 00:54:32,861 Everything would have been so much easier. 782 00:54:45,700 --> 00:54:47,136 - Becca, don't think you need -- 783 00:54:50,052 --> 00:54:52,750 - Oh, oh, okay. 784 00:54:52,794 --> 00:54:54,404 Don't move, don't move, shh, shh. 785 00:54:54,448 --> 00:54:56,537 - What happened? - There's been accident. 786 00:54:56,580 --> 00:54:57,755 It's okay. - It's gone. 787 00:54:57,799 --> 00:54:59,279 - What did you do to me? 788 00:54:59,322 --> 00:55:02,630 - Come on, hey, hey, everything's okay. 789 00:55:04,327 --> 00:55:05,154 - Becca. 790 00:55:07,374 --> 00:55:08,549 - You're okay. 791 00:55:09,637 --> 00:55:10,464 - Becca! 792 00:55:11,378 --> 00:55:12,292 - Shh, what? 793 00:55:14,076 --> 00:55:15,469 Hey, you're okay. 794 00:55:20,126 --> 00:55:21,475 Just, just stay there. 795 00:55:23,694 --> 00:55:26,088 - It's gone, where'd it go? 796 00:55:27,524 --> 00:55:28,699 - I don't know. 797 00:55:28,743 --> 00:55:30,701 He's alive, so maybe it just disappeared. 798 00:55:31,746 --> 00:55:34,444 Okay, get your stuff, we're going to the hospital 799 00:55:34,488 --> 00:55:35,663 and I'm not leaving you alone in here. 800 00:55:35,706 --> 00:55:37,056 - No, we can't go to the hospital, Becca, 801 00:55:37,099 --> 00:55:38,796 because we cannot go-- 802 00:55:42,017 --> 00:55:43,236 - What the hell is, holy fuck! 803 00:55:50,286 --> 00:55:51,722 - Don't leave me! 804 00:55:54,856 --> 00:55:58,120 You assholes! 805 00:57:32,606 --> 00:57:33,433 Oh shit. 806 00:57:35,391 --> 00:57:36,436 He killed that thing. 807 00:57:38,916 --> 00:57:39,743 - Huh? 808 00:57:43,051 --> 00:57:46,402 - If he got out, we are in so much trouble. 809 00:57:46,446 --> 00:57:47,621 - That's impossible, you can't-- 810 00:58:03,550 --> 00:58:06,901 Dude, that was badass, man, 811 00:58:06,944 --> 00:58:08,642 you crushed that thing's head in! 812 00:58:09,773 --> 00:58:10,992 All right, listen, 813 00:58:11,035 --> 00:58:12,559 I know this is gonna be a little overwhelming, 814 00:58:12,602 --> 00:58:13,864 but we can explain everything. 815 00:58:13,908 --> 00:58:15,475 - Richie? 816 00:58:15,518 --> 00:58:16,432 - Hey guys. 817 00:58:16,476 --> 00:58:17,303 - Holy shit! 818 00:58:20,610 --> 00:58:21,872 Don't touch me! 819 00:58:23,004 --> 00:58:27,182 Don't touch me! - Richie! 820 00:58:29,924 --> 00:58:32,492 - I'm sorry about the music! 821 00:58:35,364 --> 00:58:38,759 Help, Becca! 822 00:58:38,802 --> 00:58:40,717 Becca, help me, Becca! 823 00:58:40,761 --> 00:58:41,588 Becca! 824 00:58:42,806 --> 00:58:43,981 Fuck! 825 00:58:44,025 --> 00:58:45,113 Go, go, go! 826 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:11,574 - It's fine, it's fine. 827 00:59:13,097 --> 00:59:15,012 He'll come back and we'll just explain everything to him 828 00:59:15,056 --> 00:59:19,582 so that we avoid, you know, all of this. 829 00:59:21,976 --> 00:59:23,282 - What happened? 830 00:59:25,458 --> 00:59:28,461 - He came through, but the old him was still alive, 831 00:59:28,504 --> 00:59:31,290 so I think something must have gotten corrupted. 832 00:59:33,596 --> 00:59:36,425 They're both dead now, so. 833 00:59:40,516 --> 00:59:43,171 Maybe we should clear him out, you know, 834 00:59:43,214 --> 00:59:44,825 before he comes back. 835 00:59:44,868 --> 00:59:46,305 Might be a bit of a shocker. 836 00:59:51,875 --> 00:59:53,964 All right, grab his legs. 837 01:00:02,886 --> 01:00:05,019 - What's happening? - I don't know. 838 01:00:05,062 --> 01:00:06,760 - Why isn't it coming out? 839 01:00:06,803 --> 01:00:08,849 - I don't know. 840 01:00:24,299 --> 01:00:25,822 This has never happened before. 841 01:00:25,866 --> 01:00:27,346 Obviously, I'm still here. 842 01:00:31,524 --> 01:00:33,308 - Is there anything in there about me? 843 01:00:36,267 --> 01:00:37,312 - Why would there be something-- 844 01:00:37,356 --> 01:00:40,968 - Stop, I found it, in the closet. 845 01:00:45,625 --> 01:00:48,062 - I was trying to tell you, it's just-- 846 01:00:48,105 --> 01:00:48,976 - What did you do? 847 01:00:49,019 --> 01:00:50,412 - I didn't do anything, Becca. 848 01:00:50,456 --> 01:00:52,675 But you just need to listen. 849 01:00:52,719 --> 01:00:55,765 Becca, okay, I just, you, 850 01:01:00,117 --> 01:01:02,772 it was this. 851 01:01:05,340 --> 01:01:08,604 I made it for me, this is what I drank earlier. 852 01:01:15,698 --> 01:01:18,397 - Did I come out of that fucking wall? 853 01:01:18,440 --> 01:01:19,963 - At first I thought that you were asleep. 854 01:01:20,007 --> 01:01:21,356 And then it started happening. 855 01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:22,923 So I took your clothes and I put you in the closet. 856 01:01:22,966 --> 01:01:24,577 I just, I panicked. 857 01:01:24,620 --> 01:01:26,448 - You stuffed my body into a closet 858 01:01:26,492 --> 01:01:27,797 and you didn't even tell me, Richie. 859 01:01:27,841 --> 01:01:29,843 - So what, okay, this is you, this is still you. 860 01:01:29,886 --> 01:01:30,974 What's the big deal? 861 01:01:31,018 --> 01:01:32,454 - What's the big deal? 862 01:01:32,498 --> 01:01:34,978 - We spent the night cutting up my bodies 863 01:01:35,022 --> 01:01:36,502 and dumping them in the garbage. 864 01:01:36,545 --> 01:01:37,851 All of those me's. 865 01:01:37,894 --> 01:01:39,418 Who gives a shit? 866 01:01:39,461 --> 01:01:40,593 I'm still here. 867 01:01:48,949 --> 01:01:50,124 Becca, where are you going? 868 01:01:50,167 --> 01:01:51,560 - No, I am done helping you. 869 01:01:51,604 --> 01:01:52,866 - Becca, don't. 870 01:02:02,571 --> 01:02:04,660 - You can't leave! 871 01:02:04,704 --> 01:02:06,140 And neither can I, okay. 872 01:02:06,183 --> 01:02:10,318 When it happens, you're just stuck. 873 01:02:13,364 --> 01:02:14,757 I figured that out early on. 874 01:02:18,413 --> 01:02:19,632 - You piece of shit. 875 01:03:55,423 --> 01:03:57,164 - Becca, I-- 876 01:03:57,207 --> 01:03:59,819 - It's not like I was ever getting out anyway, right? 877 01:04:20,361 --> 01:04:21,449 You know, Mom was supposed to take me 878 01:04:21,492 --> 01:04:23,712 to the Oceanarium in Hampton Beach. 879 01:04:27,063 --> 01:04:32,068 And then you got sick, so we didn't go. 880 01:04:35,942 --> 01:04:38,031 I came home and stayed with you all night. 881 01:04:47,214 --> 01:04:50,304 That was the last time we were there. 882 01:04:51,784 --> 01:04:53,524 We never went back after she died. 883 01:05:04,927 --> 01:05:07,582 And then after you threw up on Darryl at my prom, 884 01:05:09,018 --> 01:05:10,324 everybody ditched me. 885 01:05:15,198 --> 01:05:18,419 So I left early and came home to check on you. 886 01:05:27,428 --> 01:05:32,041 When I got that acceptance letter, 887 01:05:32,085 --> 01:05:34,435 I couldn't believe I got in. 888 01:05:49,493 --> 01:05:51,234 I don't even know why I applied. 889 01:05:56,718 --> 01:06:01,636 It's like I was pretending my life could be something else. 890 01:06:04,770 --> 01:06:06,075 I lied to myself. 891 01:06:09,513 --> 01:06:10,384 And I lied to you. 892 01:06:23,789 --> 01:06:24,790 Matt was right. 893 01:06:29,316 --> 01:06:30,883 We really do deserve each other. 894 01:06:32,885 --> 01:06:33,799 Look at us. 895 01:06:46,899 --> 01:06:48,770 Can I borrow some pyjama pants? 896 01:06:48,814 --> 01:06:50,032 I gotta get out of these. 897 01:06:59,738 --> 01:07:02,218 Would you give it a rest, please? 898 01:07:03,524 --> 01:07:04,525 - I figured it out. 899 01:07:08,094 --> 01:07:08,964 - Lay it on me. 900 01:07:11,750 --> 01:07:16,450 - The brain. It didn't come back because we got his brain. 901 01:07:20,454 --> 01:07:23,457 You can't make a copy once the master copy is gone, right. 902 01:07:23,500 --> 01:07:24,545 We break the pattern. 903 01:07:26,242 --> 01:07:27,069 - Richie. 904 01:07:28,114 --> 01:07:29,855 - None of this was my original plan. 905 01:07:32,292 --> 01:07:33,641 I didn't want to come back. 906 01:08:27,216 --> 01:08:28,261 - Jesus, Richie is that-- 907 01:08:28,304 --> 01:08:29,131 - Dad's rifle. 908 01:08:30,219 --> 01:08:31,307 This is how it ends. 909 01:08:33,919 --> 01:08:37,792 And then maybe, maybe you can leave. 910 01:08:37,836 --> 01:08:38,619 - And maybe not. 911 01:08:39,576 --> 01:08:40,926 Maybe that's not what's gonna happen. 912 01:08:40,969 --> 01:08:42,971 Maybe you'll end up like that thing. 913 01:08:43,015 --> 01:08:43,842 - I doubt it. 914 01:08:46,801 --> 01:08:49,021 This is all my fault. 915 01:08:49,064 --> 01:08:49,891 I'm the cause. 916 01:08:49,935 --> 01:08:50,979 You're caught up in my loop. 917 01:08:51,023 --> 01:08:53,721 So maybe, if I close it for good, 918 01:08:55,070 --> 01:08:56,593 then you can walk out of here. 919 01:09:01,381 --> 01:09:03,862 - I can't let you do that. 920 01:09:03,905 --> 01:09:06,560 Look, I didn't mean what I said before. 921 01:09:08,257 --> 01:09:12,218 - This is not a life. 922 01:09:12,261 --> 01:09:14,046 - I can help you. 923 01:09:14,089 --> 01:09:16,004 - This is not a life for you, Becca. 924 01:09:19,268 --> 01:09:20,661 And you deserve to have one. 925 01:09:27,537 --> 01:09:28,756 Can I show you something? 926 01:09:51,692 --> 01:09:52,606 Take a closer look. 927 01:10:11,494 --> 01:10:12,843 What do you see? 928 01:10:14,628 --> 01:10:15,455 - I don't know. 929 01:10:19,328 --> 01:10:20,851 I still see an asshole. 930 01:10:22,941 --> 01:10:23,767 - Exactly. 931 01:10:32,211 --> 01:10:33,038 - Richie! 932 01:10:34,082 --> 01:10:35,040 Open the door! 933 01:10:44,658 --> 01:10:46,486 - That is all I see 934 01:10:46,529 --> 01:10:51,230 when I look at myself is one giant asshole. 935 01:10:55,103 --> 01:10:56,931 I know how much you've done for me, 936 01:10:56,975 --> 01:11:01,588 how much you do and it kills me 937 01:11:02,458 --> 01:11:04,808 that you couldn't share such good news with me. 938 01:11:10,640 --> 01:11:14,644 I have been trying for so long to get better for you. 939 01:11:20,955 --> 01:11:24,611 But I'm tired, Becca, I'm tired 940 01:11:24,654 --> 01:11:26,961 and I don't want to feel like this anymore. 941 01:11:30,399 --> 01:11:34,316 I've been cutting myself up into pieces, 942 01:11:34,360 --> 01:11:37,580 trying to put them back in a way that works. 943 01:11:38,581 --> 01:11:39,843 But I can't. 944 01:11:39,887 --> 01:11:42,716 And then this crazy thing starts happening. 945 01:11:44,413 --> 01:11:48,939 And I think, maybe, maybethere could be a better version 946 01:11:48,983 --> 01:11:51,029 of me somewhere in there. 947 01:11:52,030 --> 01:11:56,295 But every time I come back, I'm the exact same, 948 01:11:58,123 --> 01:12:00,038 the exact fucking same, just me. 949 01:12:26,716 --> 01:12:27,935 I'm proud of you. 950 01:12:30,416 --> 01:12:33,071 I am so proud of you 951 01:12:35,247 --> 01:12:37,249 for taking a chance on yourself 952 01:12:37,292 --> 01:12:39,990 and proving that you can have the life that you want. 953 01:12:45,735 --> 01:12:48,434 This is gonna work, I know it 954 01:12:48,477 --> 01:12:50,349 and then you can go 955 01:12:50,392 --> 01:12:52,525 and there will be nothing holding you back. 956 01:12:56,746 --> 01:12:59,662 And you'll be great and you're gonna help so many people. 957 01:13:02,448 --> 01:13:03,797 - I can take care of you. 958 01:13:04,798 --> 01:13:06,887 I can, I know it. 959 01:13:09,542 --> 01:13:10,412 - You have. 960 01:13:14,329 --> 01:13:16,984 This is not on you, little sister. 961 01:13:18,855 --> 01:13:22,816 It's on me, it's always been on me. 962 01:13:24,296 --> 01:13:25,645 Just try to remember that. 963 01:13:26,515 --> 01:13:28,038 - You don't hold me back. 964 01:13:28,952 --> 01:13:31,607 And you don't have to do this. 965 01:13:31,651 --> 01:13:34,436 You don't have to do this. 966 01:13:34,480 --> 01:13:38,527 Please, I need you in my life. 967 01:13:38,571 --> 01:13:40,616 It's not the same without you. 968 01:13:44,403 --> 01:13:47,057 - I love you. 969 01:13:47,101 --> 01:13:48,058 I love you so much. 970 01:13:51,932 --> 01:13:52,759 - No. 971 01:13:54,804 --> 01:13:55,631 Richie! 972 01:13:58,982 --> 01:13:59,853 No. 973 01:14:01,463 --> 01:14:04,379 No. 974 01:14:07,077 --> 01:14:07,904 Richie! 975 01:14:10,603 --> 01:14:11,952 No, turn it off! 976 01:14:19,046 --> 01:14:19,873 No. 977 01:14:33,539 --> 01:14:34,366 No. 978 01:14:52,601 --> 01:14:53,428 Come on! 979 01:14:55,822 --> 01:14:56,649 Be wrong! 980 01:15:06,224 --> 01:15:07,050 Come on. 981 01:15:39,300 --> 01:15:40,214 Goddam you!