1 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:28,400 I'm looking at going swimming in the middle of winter Tasmania. 2 00:00:32,119 --> 00:00:36,180 To make a break, I have to try everything I can. If I don't, I will 3 00:00:36,180 --> 00:00:37,420 just starve out here. 4 00:00:39,780 --> 00:00:43,180 One mistake here can just snowball in the chain of events that takes me out. 5 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:49,440 I want the fat that I have to last me two more months. 6 00:00:49,740 --> 00:00:51,420 It won't. There's no way. 7 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:53,200 I need an animal. 8 00:00:54,860 --> 00:00:56,360 I do want someone here. 9 00:00:58,420 --> 00:00:59,680 I want a hug. 10 00:01:01,140 --> 00:01:03,980 We're going for the big move. There's no going back now. 11 00:01:04,580 --> 00:01:06,020 So let's hope it pays off. 12 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:12,220 Ow. It's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity that comes at a cost to my 13 00:01:12,220 --> 00:01:13,220 family. 14 00:01:13,380 --> 00:01:14,440 Oh, my heart. 15 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:20,900 We're halfway to the South Pole. We're going to be totally alone. 16 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:25,080 It's Tasmania, it's cold, it's rain, it's snow. 17 00:01:26,120 --> 00:01:29,240 We're all going to leave changed forever. 18 00:01:31,740 --> 00:01:32,980 Holy fuck. 19 00:01:33,220 --> 00:01:35,380 Yeah! What is this place? 20 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:38,040 It's like a camp trip from hell. 21 00:01:38,260 --> 00:01:39,860 Mother Nature's kicking my ass. 22 00:01:40,260 --> 00:01:41,260 Oh, man! 23 00:01:43,120 --> 00:01:46,440 This experience... Oh, you fucker! 24 00:01:46,660 --> 00:01:48,340 ..is just as much a... 25 00:01:48,560 --> 00:01:55,160 mind game as it is a survival game check it out 250 26 00:01:55,160 --> 00:02:01,980 000 prize would change my life this is persistence 27 00:02:01,980 --> 00:02:08,539 this is giving you everything i'm over it holy holy 28 00:02:58,760 --> 00:03:00,400 We had our first frost overnight. 29 00:03:00,940 --> 00:03:02,260 It was sub-zero. 30 00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:07,020 I wasn't sure if it was just my metabolism was down or something, but it 31 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:07,978 was freezing. 32 00:03:07,980 --> 00:03:09,680 No wonder I felt freezing. 33 00:03:12,860 --> 00:03:13,860 Frost. 34 00:03:19,300 --> 00:03:21,080 Frost. Frost. 35 00:03:21,720 --> 00:03:23,560 Frost. Frost. Frost. 36 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:28,080 The blue skies just disappeared. 37 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:32,820 And it feels like it dropped about 10 degrees in about two minutes. 38 00:03:39,500 --> 00:03:44,300 No matter whether you've been in your shelter for days or weeks, today's going 39 00:03:44,300 --> 00:03:45,300 to be tough on anyone. 40 00:03:45,620 --> 00:03:49,640 I'm just glad we had some almost nice weather for getting here. 41 00:03:52,440 --> 00:03:53,700 We're moving camp. 42 00:03:55,140 --> 00:03:56,300 It's a huge investment. 43 00:03:56,720 --> 00:03:58,180 I can only hope it pays off. 44 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:04,180 My body did get a lot more drained during that. I probably lost another 45 00:04:04,180 --> 00:04:05,180 kilo or so. 46 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:10,520 It's getting close to pushing and I'm not going to be healthy. 47 00:04:13,600 --> 00:04:18,180 I'm just wandering back and I saw this little kind of hole where the water 48 00:04:18,180 --> 00:04:19,039 falls in. 49 00:04:19,040 --> 00:04:20,040 It's a bit deep. 50 00:04:21,709 --> 00:04:25,070 Just thinking, maybe just pop a rod in just for a few seconds. 51 00:04:25,770 --> 00:04:27,810 Just test it, test out the waters. 52 00:04:28,590 --> 00:04:32,570 At my first spot, I felt like I set up well, but got nothing. 53 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:35,810 Let's hook for our rod. 54 00:04:36,830 --> 00:04:39,630 That's what this spot's chosen for, fish and then eel in the creek. 55 00:04:40,790 --> 00:04:44,150 Let's have a spot of fishing while the sun's out over there. 56 00:04:45,850 --> 00:04:49,310 It's a bit snaggy in there. It might cost a few hooks, but if we get a meal, 57 00:04:49,390 --> 00:04:50,390 it's going to be worth it. 58 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:01,820 I thought I had a bite, but it was just a snag, I think. 59 00:05:05,840 --> 00:05:08,620 I hope to do better here, but I haven't done well. 60 00:05:08,900 --> 00:05:10,360 I haven't caught any fish. 61 00:05:11,160 --> 00:05:16,280 Do I keep going, just hoping that the others are starving and not catching 62 00:05:16,280 --> 00:05:17,280 fish? 63 00:05:19,160 --> 00:05:22,240 Funny thing is, I've just got no appetite. 64 00:05:24,240 --> 00:05:26,520 I don't want to invest the time anymore either. 65 00:05:29,450 --> 00:05:32,630 I just feel so hopeless trying to find food. 66 00:05:44,850 --> 00:05:50,510 It's a bit disappointing not to be able to have made some more progress today. 67 00:05:51,530 --> 00:05:55,290 It's not over yet, but it's not looking good. 68 00:05:58,440 --> 00:06:01,060 I wonder if moving to this new spot was the right thing or not. 69 00:06:04,540 --> 00:06:06,540 We'll tuck in and wait once again. 70 00:06:42,570 --> 00:06:45,270 I always feel a little bit nervous about these things for some reason. I don't 71 00:06:45,270 --> 00:06:46,270 know why. 72 00:06:48,970 --> 00:06:51,910 Maybe you're going to get some news that you don't want to hear or something. I 73 00:06:51,910 --> 00:06:52,910 don't know what it is. 74 00:06:53,610 --> 00:06:55,590 I don't know. You're just worried about the unknown. 75 00:06:56,910 --> 00:06:59,330 Because I'm in a good place right now, you know. 76 00:07:02,170 --> 00:07:08,510 Whilst it worries me, it's completely outside my control what 77 00:07:08,510 --> 00:07:11,210 they perceive the danger area to be. 78 00:07:11,790 --> 00:07:14,840 So... I've just got to do what I've tried to do since I first got here, 79 00:07:14,860 --> 00:07:16,640 which is get as much food as I can in. 80 00:07:32,240 --> 00:07:35,500 I came in here with 30 kilos to lose. 81 00:07:35,940 --> 00:07:38,840 I put on 19 just to get here. 82 00:07:44,110 --> 00:07:47,930 Like, I feel like I'm at about the 72 kilo mark. 83 00:07:49,710 --> 00:07:51,390 But I don't know. 84 00:08:10,330 --> 00:08:12,390 I've been starving for 30 days. 85 00:08:13,420 --> 00:08:14,940 I know I've lost a lot of weight. 86 00:08:15,380 --> 00:08:16,700 It's already too long. 87 00:08:44,550 --> 00:08:48,790 You are dropping weight, but at this point in time, things are looking more 88 00:08:48,790 --> 00:08:51,010 happy. Okay. In the medical perspective, okay? 89 00:08:51,270 --> 00:08:52,270 Mm-hmm. 90 00:08:54,110 --> 00:08:56,050 So, we just had a med check. 91 00:08:57,630 --> 00:08:59,650 I really wanted them to take me. 92 00:09:03,670 --> 00:09:04,670 I don't know. 93 00:09:06,030 --> 00:09:07,030 I don't know. 94 00:09:07,510 --> 00:09:08,510 It's just tough. 95 00:09:10,810 --> 00:09:13,570 I'd been fudging the med checks for a little while already anyway. 96 00:09:14,140 --> 00:09:16,800 I'd been gulping down the water beforehand and trying to make myself 97 00:09:16,800 --> 00:09:19,020 heavier. I had enough of that. 98 00:09:19,580 --> 00:09:22,400 I'm ready. If they say it's time to go, I'm ready to go. 99 00:09:22,820 --> 00:09:26,920 And I was actually pretty disappointed that they didn't take me. 100 00:09:43,099 --> 00:09:46,000 I was expecting to come away from that bed shake with them going, oh, that's 101 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:48,300 great, you're getting food, okay, great, no worries, see you later. 102 00:09:50,680 --> 00:09:57,660 But, no, it's a bit of a flip out, not knowing how you're 103 00:09:57,660 --> 00:09:58,660 going. 104 00:10:05,840 --> 00:10:11,520 So, I don't have a mirror, so I just want to have a look at myself to see how 105 00:10:11,520 --> 00:10:12,520 my fat's going. 106 00:10:13,470 --> 00:10:15,630 And I could do that a little bit in the viewfinder. 107 00:10:16,870 --> 00:10:19,030 Otherwise, I'm just looking down at myself. 108 00:10:21,330 --> 00:10:23,150 Maybe it's worse than I thought. I don't know. 109 00:10:24,590 --> 00:10:24,950 I 110 00:10:24,950 --> 00:10:31,910 can't really 111 00:10:31,910 --> 00:10:32,910 see very well there. 112 00:10:35,910 --> 00:10:41,370 Right. That is still skinfold. Like, that's normal for me. 113 00:10:42,030 --> 00:10:43,170 That amount of skinfold. 114 00:10:43,570 --> 00:10:44,570 And that too. 115 00:10:45,170 --> 00:10:46,330 Look at that. See? 116 00:10:47,450 --> 00:10:49,390 That's still a reasonable amount of skinfold. 117 00:10:50,350 --> 00:10:51,350 You know? 118 00:10:52,770 --> 00:10:53,770 Look at that new muscles. 119 00:10:54,050 --> 00:10:55,050 There's a couple there. 120 00:10:56,290 --> 00:10:59,270 So, yeah, this is what I thought I looked like. 121 00:11:00,130 --> 00:11:01,690 And I think I'm normal weight. 122 00:11:03,790 --> 00:11:07,970 I also can't see the scales, so I'm only guessing what my weight is. 123 00:11:08,810 --> 00:11:12,470 I don't think the dock's going to let me stay here for another 30, unless I'm 124 00:11:12,470 --> 00:11:15,610 really pulling some more fish, but I don't know. 125 00:11:25,950 --> 00:11:29,230 So I really hope I get a bloody eel tonight. 126 00:11:29,890 --> 00:11:30,990 I need one. 127 00:11:31,710 --> 00:11:37,230 I just think the only thing that's going to work, particularly for the eels, is 128 00:11:37,230 --> 00:11:38,230 worms. 129 00:11:40,660 --> 00:11:43,060 Like, I'd love to just get a couple. 130 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:45,560 If I could, please. 131 00:11:45,900 --> 00:11:47,440 Anybody? Worms? 132 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:49,860 Such wormy-looking soil. 133 00:11:51,020 --> 00:11:54,800 It's full of really good nutrients. It's dark. 134 00:11:55,460 --> 00:11:57,400 I should have dug up 10 in that lot. 135 00:11:58,020 --> 00:12:01,840 If I can't get worms, I have no viable bait. 136 00:12:04,700 --> 00:12:07,440 I don't know what to do if I can't get worms. 137 00:12:19,820 --> 00:12:24,360 It's tiring doing this work and I quickly get the sense that I'm wasting 138 00:12:24,360 --> 00:12:25,360 my time here. 139 00:12:25,600 --> 00:12:28,760 Come on, there's gotta be freaking worms here. 140 00:12:30,180 --> 00:12:31,440 They're just not here. 141 00:12:44,700 --> 00:12:47,840 I have done my best to get worms out of this place. 142 00:12:49,520 --> 00:12:54,620 And I haven't managed to get one for about five days. 143 00:13:04,540 --> 00:13:07,940 Gap feel is I know I'm not going to find any. 144 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:13,460 And if I can't get worms, it's a good chance I'm not going to win this. 145 00:13:31,370 --> 00:13:33,570 I've been starving since day one. 146 00:13:34,430 --> 00:13:36,070 My body's wasting away. 147 00:13:37,310 --> 00:13:38,730 I'm only getting worse. 148 00:13:39,390 --> 00:13:40,990 I'm not going to be well soon. 149 00:13:41,830 --> 00:13:47,870 I just want to go home to my family healthy and know that emotionally 150 00:13:47,870 --> 00:13:50,290 I am done. 151 00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:51,990 I need them. 152 00:14:08,270 --> 00:14:10,730 I'm going to go home to my beautiful family. 153 00:14:12,250 --> 00:14:13,490 I miss Steely. 154 00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:27,030 It's going to be nice to hold my 155 00:14:27,030 --> 00:14:28,030 wife's hand. 156 00:14:31,530 --> 00:14:34,890 Hi. I'm ready to go home now. 157 00:14:38,360 --> 00:14:42,620 I've got a beautiful family and I've just been away from them for too long. 158 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:46,460 I just miss them too much. I don't want to be part of their lives again. 159 00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:54,940 Can you just work on getting me out of here, please? 160 00:15:16,430 --> 00:15:18,850 I don't think I've been so happy in five weeks! 161 00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:22,630 Woohoo! 162 00:15:26,130 --> 00:15:27,130 How you doing? 163 00:15:27,490 --> 00:15:28,790 I'm feeling very relieved. 164 00:15:30,010 --> 00:15:33,930 I just want to be home and I'm so glad to be working towards that. 165 00:15:35,070 --> 00:15:38,830 And yeah, I just want to be back with the people I love. 166 00:15:39,970 --> 00:15:44,110 You know, starving until the doctors came and took me away, I was okay with 167 00:15:44,110 --> 00:15:45,650 that. But um... 168 00:15:48,140 --> 00:15:53,260 Just, yeah, just my heart's pulling me away from here and I can't stop it. 169 00:15:58,280 --> 00:16:01,160 I would have liked to end the journey on a medical tap out. 170 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:07,160 I think it would have looked better for trying everything, but I realise that a 171 00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:10,600 medical tap out means you're going to hospital and I'm not ready to go to 172 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:14,820 hospital. I'd rather be back with my family than go to hospital for another 173 00:16:14,820 --> 00:16:16,520 week without them. 174 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:21,980 I don't know why I did this when I knew I'd miss them. 175 00:16:23,160 --> 00:16:26,320 I guess it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and we just took that 176 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:29,220 sacrifice and I'm ready for it to be over. 177 00:16:33,140 --> 00:16:37,940 I like us being close, needing each other, being there for each other. Just 178 00:16:37,940 --> 00:16:38,980 give me such peace. 179 00:16:46,820 --> 00:16:49,080 So out here I had my faith backing me. 180 00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:54,000 I spent my time here with Jesus, and I'll keep spending my time with him 181 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:55,000 afterwards. 182 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:57,220 He wants you to ask for what you need. 183 00:16:57,860 --> 00:17:01,720 He didn't give me what I asked for, and that's okay. For him to know that I 184 00:17:01,720 --> 00:17:03,140 trust in him is important. 185 00:17:05,940 --> 00:17:08,240 I did want to win. I did want to go all the way to the end. 186 00:17:08,780 --> 00:17:12,060 But I'm ready to come out of the furnace. 187 00:17:49,770 --> 00:17:53,430 The amount of weight that I'm losing is a concern. 188 00:17:59,770 --> 00:18:01,370 I haven't been playing smart. 189 00:18:03,310 --> 00:18:04,850 I've just been enjoying myself. 190 00:18:09,270 --> 00:18:14,090 It means I have to really change my strategy and do a lot less and stay a 191 00:18:14,090 --> 00:18:15,090 lot warmer. 192 00:18:20,040 --> 00:18:21,800 But first I have to get my shelter warm. 193 00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:24,260 That's number one. 194 00:18:28,180 --> 00:18:34,660 If I basically made a frame, you could then get the source edge and weave it 195 00:18:34,660 --> 00:18:36,680 really tightly to make a door. 196 00:18:41,220 --> 00:18:47,440 It's got a layer of debris, oil brush, air spaces, some heat retention. 197 00:18:49,600 --> 00:18:51,080 They'll keep the wind out. 198 00:18:58,740 --> 00:19:02,980 The first phase was just like the emergency survival stuff. 199 00:19:03,180 --> 00:19:05,720 Can I get a shelter and can I get a source of calories? 200 00:19:06,580 --> 00:19:10,620 It feels like this is kind of like phase two. They're kind of like the bedding 201 00:19:10,620 --> 00:19:11,620 in. 202 00:19:13,740 --> 00:19:16,240 There we have Dool. 203 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:25,520 I want to be the first woman to win. 204 00:19:26,460 --> 00:19:31,640 I want to be an example for women to show that anyone can survive in the 205 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:32,640 wild. 206 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:36,460 If I leave, I won't be that woman. 207 00:19:37,020 --> 00:19:42,560 So everything now is about preserving the fat that's on my body in every 208 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:43,600 possible way I can. 209 00:19:45,320 --> 00:19:47,680 I need some new fish heads for my fish head soup. 210 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:58,780 Can't believe I'm still drinking this one pot of fish bits 211 00:19:58,780 --> 00:20:00,860 after 11 days. 212 00:20:02,260 --> 00:20:04,500 I've had this on the go for 11 days. 213 00:20:07,120 --> 00:20:13,940 But the pot of fish head soup has reached the end of its life. 214 00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:20,600 I can't risk giving myself like the vomits or the trots at this point. 215 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:35,160 Sad day. 216 00:20:36,700 --> 00:20:38,020 It's a sad day indeed. 217 00:20:56,700 --> 00:21:00,380 Yeah, one of the things that I keep thinking about is the disappointment of 218 00:21:00,380 --> 00:21:02,220 being told you've got to go home. 219 00:21:03,500 --> 00:21:04,760 I want to win this, you know. 220 00:21:06,300 --> 00:21:10,100 I could do with the money, basically. 221 00:21:10,660 --> 00:21:16,020 I really want to win this money so my wife eases the stress on her about money 222 00:21:16,020 --> 00:21:16,999 and that kind of thing. 223 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,220 So that's a lot of money, $250,000. 224 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,860 There's so much riding on this. 225 00:21:24,940 --> 00:21:28,760 And I feel like I've wrung the crap out of it, you know, like just doing 226 00:21:28,760 --> 00:21:29,760 everything I can. 227 00:21:33,680 --> 00:21:37,000 I need meat and I'm not getting it. 228 00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:40,920 What haven't I thought of? 229 00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:53,980 I mean, there's been paddy melons bouncing around and I just keep going 230 00:21:53,980 --> 00:21:57,200 over in my head, how can I get them? How can I get them? This is ridiculous. 231 00:21:57,240 --> 00:21:59,500 Like, I can't hunt them. 232 00:22:00,010 --> 00:22:03,890 with a club at night because I've got a torch on my head and they can see me 233 00:22:03,890 --> 00:22:04,890 coming. 234 00:22:06,110 --> 00:22:12,850 But, last night, there's a paddy mill and I hear something 235 00:22:12,850 --> 00:22:13,850 around camp. 236 00:22:15,850 --> 00:22:16,850 I think there's two. 237 00:22:18,130 --> 00:22:20,010 I started to see some ice shining. 238 00:22:21,790 --> 00:22:23,610 I figured I could deal with a lot of ice. 239 00:22:25,050 --> 00:22:28,810 I managed to pressure it up the track, which was my intention. 240 00:22:30,090 --> 00:22:33,150 And it did run through the clearing where I put the trail cam because I 241 00:22:33,150 --> 00:22:34,150 checked it on the trail cam. 242 00:22:36,110 --> 00:22:40,790 You know, maybe it is worth putting a drop net trap there. 243 00:22:42,990 --> 00:22:47,250 So that's my new purpose in life out here is to make this drop net. 244 00:22:56,350 --> 00:22:57,810 This gives me a new focus. 245 00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:04,080 This paddy melon, if I can get it during this method, there's a good chance that 246 00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:07,280 I'll make the difference between being the last person out here. 247 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:14,260 So I've got to do everything to get it sorted as quick as I can, really. 248 00:23:14,860 --> 00:23:18,560 There's nothing else, really, that's more important. 249 00:23:33,330 --> 00:23:39,690 Man, after spending ages getting this thing untangled, the winds come up and 250 00:23:39,690 --> 00:23:41,450 it is just a diabolical mess. 251 00:23:44,450 --> 00:23:48,670 So I'm going to move this whole thing into the shelter where it's less windy. 252 00:24:02,250 --> 00:24:03,250 Fucking hell. 253 00:24:05,130 --> 00:24:06,670 It's fucking ridiculous. 254 00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:10,230 It's just so frustrating. 255 00:24:11,650 --> 00:24:13,950 I mean, I've been doing this for hours this morning. 256 00:24:14,610 --> 00:24:18,590 The last gillnet was 2,400 knots. 257 00:24:20,670 --> 00:24:21,670 Third knot. 258 00:24:23,570 --> 00:24:26,710 Oh, just the wind. Yeah, that's great. Good on you. Thanks. 259 00:24:27,210 --> 00:24:29,350 Fuck, I can't even do this fucking knot. 260 00:24:32,810 --> 00:24:36,390 So I'm not really looking forward to the next couple of days of really 261 00:24:36,390 --> 00:24:38,290 frustrating net making. 262 00:24:40,070 --> 00:24:41,070 That's gonna suck. 263 00:25:18,830 --> 00:25:25,550 Last night I laced up the perimeter of the 264 00:25:25,550 --> 00:25:26,550 trap. 265 00:25:27,910 --> 00:25:29,390 Yeah, I'm pretty spent, you know. 266 00:25:30,010 --> 00:25:31,650 I've put a lot of effort into this trap. 267 00:25:36,110 --> 00:25:40,550 And at least it should just be there working for me each night now and I 268 00:25:40,550 --> 00:25:43,430 don't need to do any more work other than maybe reset it if it gets windy. 269 00:25:49,130 --> 00:25:51,850 Putting this thing up. It's a couple of hours of work. 270 00:25:59,230 --> 00:26:01,950 So now it's time for the trigger mechanism. 271 00:26:03,030 --> 00:26:08,730 I've got the wire here runs to a weak point here and a stick that's been cut. 272 00:26:09,510 --> 00:26:12,490 Any pressure on the trip wire will break the join here. 273 00:26:13,650 --> 00:26:14,750 Yeah, that's good. 274 00:26:15,350 --> 00:26:17,170 Net comes down in the patty milling. 275 00:26:20,199 --> 00:26:25,720 Now, this is a bit I've been dreading most. I've got to get the string under 276 00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:31,860 pressure to come off that tree, down through here, tie a knot in it. 277 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:36,300 There's all this tension on the line. 278 00:26:36,500 --> 00:26:41,640 I can't raise it anymore and I can't take the pressure off to tie the knot. 279 00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:50,960 Unless I do it with my teeth. 280 00:26:51,180 --> 00:26:52,700 Can my teeth hold that amount of pressure? 281 00:27:01,460 --> 00:27:02,940 Oh, this is not good. 282 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,140 I've got a lot of fucking eyelashes. 283 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:11,140 And I can't really see what I'm really doing because it's too close to my 284 00:27:11,140 --> 00:27:12,140 fucking eyeball. 285 00:27:13,700 --> 00:27:15,140 For fuck's sake. 286 00:27:17,450 --> 00:27:18,610 Fucking ridiculous. 287 00:27:22,690 --> 00:27:25,570 Gosh, for real? 288 00:27:26,470 --> 00:27:28,830 Trying to bite my fucking neck. 289 00:27:34,050 --> 00:27:36,830 Come on, get in there, you fucker. 290 00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:51,520 You fucker. 291 00:27:52,820 --> 00:27:53,820 Fuck's sake. 292 00:27:57,440 --> 00:27:58,820 Get fucked. 293 00:28:00,360 --> 00:28:01,920 Live trapping, they said. 294 00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:06,700 Yeah, yeah, just trap them live. Yeah, yeah, and then kill them. Yeah, don't 295 00:28:06,700 --> 00:28:11,040 set a normal trap. Just catch them like you're at the fucking zoo or something. 296 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,260 Fucking over it. It's fucking bullshit. 297 00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:19,120 Fuck, see them? 298 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:20,320 Pretty bloody tired, right? 299 00:28:22,580 --> 00:28:25,480 In all sorts of different ways, and it is showing. 300 00:28:29,220 --> 00:28:30,480 Look, I just set it. 301 00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:39,800 Nobody breathe. 302 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:43,640 No one flinch. 303 00:29:06,570 --> 00:29:13,570 I find that pretty much all my waking thoughts are about food now, about 304 00:29:13,570 --> 00:29:18,310 how to get food. 305 00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:43,020 now i need a wee damn it i didn't even have a drink till like after 306 00:29:43,020 --> 00:29:48,300 four i should have had all my pays by now 307 00:30:11,790 --> 00:30:14,050 Alone Australia is brought to you by Kia. 308 00:30:14,530 --> 00:30:18,890 Experience the ultimate human endurance as 10 contestants battle to survive 309 00:30:18,890 --> 00:30:24,050 alone in the Tasmanian wilderness, with the winner taking home a prize with $250 310 00:30:24,050 --> 00:30:25,050 ,000. 311 00:30:30,430 --> 00:30:31,970 I need a wee. 312 00:30:33,070 --> 00:30:34,070 Damn it. 313 00:30:56,419 --> 00:31:01,420 Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 314 00:31:06,140 --> 00:31:07,700 I got a wallaby. 315 00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:09,160 I got a wallaby. 316 00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:12,080 I got a wallaby. 317 00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:17,460 He's just right there and I jumped on him and holy fuck, I got him. 318 00:31:19,700 --> 00:31:21,960 Oh, darling, I'm so sorry. 319 00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:25,660 Oh, I'm sorry. 320 00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:29,970 Holy shit. 321 00:31:30,590 --> 00:31:32,110 Holy shit. 322 00:31:33,110 --> 00:31:35,890 Oh, wow. 323 00:31:37,010 --> 00:31:38,250 Oh, wow. 324 00:31:39,330 --> 00:31:41,410 Oh, you beautiful thing. 325 00:31:42,530 --> 00:31:43,910 Holy fuck. 326 00:31:44,810 --> 00:31:46,090 Holy fuck. 327 00:31:48,450 --> 00:31:51,030 I'm sorry. 328 00:31:52,350 --> 00:31:53,730 I'm sorry. 329 00:31:54,850 --> 00:31:55,850 Okay. 330 00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:57,920 I gotta, I gotta do things. 331 00:31:58,140 --> 00:32:03,460 I gotta, I gotta, I gotta, I gotta dress an animal now. 332 00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:11,980 Wow, okay. 333 00:32:33,260 --> 00:32:35,540 Let's get you out of your skin, my friend. 334 00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:44,320 I reckon there's probably about five kilos of meat on that beast. 335 00:32:45,140 --> 00:32:51,840 And considering I probably have eaten a total of one and a half kilos of protein 336 00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:52,840 fish. 337 00:32:53,770 --> 00:32:56,850 in 35 days oh my god 338 00:32:56,850 --> 00:33:03,790 so good for my poor 339 00:33:03,790 --> 00:33:10,170 protein and nutrient starved body a pelt 340 00:33:10,170 --> 00:33:16,370 and a scone wallaby 341 00:33:22,350 --> 00:33:23,570 Oh, my goodness. 342 00:33:23,970 --> 00:33:24,970 The meat. 343 00:33:29,870 --> 00:33:30,870 Mm. 344 00:33:31,750 --> 00:33:35,250 Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 345 00:33:36,170 --> 00:33:38,050 Mm. Thank you. 346 00:33:49,890 --> 00:33:51,550 So I'm feeling... 347 00:33:52,710 --> 00:33:58,870 Really, like, lots of things. Like, I'm feeling really activated and excited and 348 00:33:58,870 --> 00:34:05,870 grateful and just that, you know, that 349 00:34:05,870 --> 00:34:07,310 my prayers were answered. 350 00:34:07,810 --> 00:34:12,050 I've been the last few days going, if I don't get an animal, I'm done here. 351 00:34:12,750 --> 00:34:13,889 And then I get an animal. 352 00:34:14,110 --> 00:34:16,989 It's just like, how does that even work? 353 00:34:18,090 --> 00:34:19,409 I mean, I was having a pee. 354 00:34:19,730 --> 00:34:21,889 I wasn't expecting a bloody wallaby to come by. 355 00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:25,199 My body just launched onto it. 356 00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,100 And then I donked him. 357 00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:31,719 Bugger off, fly. 358 00:34:31,940 --> 00:34:32,980 It's not for you. 359 00:34:33,460 --> 00:34:40,100 I reckon that animal will keep my body going for at least another 360 00:34:40,100 --> 00:34:44,980 three weeks, which is fantastic. 361 00:35:00,970 --> 00:35:04,330 Because I've cut the pieces quite thick, the salt's going to help to dry them 362 00:35:04,330 --> 00:35:06,650 out, suck the moisture out. 363 00:35:23,350 --> 00:35:24,590 Thank you, Wallaby. 364 00:35:25,870 --> 00:35:27,250 Thank you, Mr. Wallaby. 365 00:35:28,940 --> 00:35:30,460 All your deliciousness. 366 00:35:49,620 --> 00:35:55,980 I just heard some 367 00:35:55,980 --> 00:35:58,340 thumping. I think it's about 368 00:35:59,080 --> 00:36:00,080 Out there. 369 00:36:00,880 --> 00:36:02,340 I'm gonna scare it to the right. 370 00:36:07,820 --> 00:36:08,820 There. 371 00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:14,040 Can't wear this on. 372 00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:23,940 What the hell's going 373 00:36:23,940 --> 00:36:24,940 on? 374 00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:27,960 Oh, the trap's down. 375 00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:41,680 Let's see if there's anything on here. 376 00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:49,560 It's me. 377 00:36:51,380 --> 00:36:53,040 There's a paddy in there. What happened? 378 00:36:55,180 --> 00:36:56,600 This was at 7.48. 379 00:37:00,700 --> 00:37:02,740 He's just on the far side of the trigger mechanism. 380 00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:05,960 Come on, man. 381 00:37:07,720 --> 00:37:09,840 I reckon his nose is on the triple wire. 382 00:37:11,740 --> 00:37:17,340 Is he touching the wire? 383 00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:22,560 What? 384 00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:26,760 Oh my goodness. 385 00:37:35,259 --> 00:37:39,720 He's just got out of the way by that much. 386 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:48,160 That was it. That was my one freaking chance, man. 387 00:37:49,580 --> 00:37:52,240 I'm not going to reset it now. I'm just going to go to bed and cry. 388 00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:00,020 Man, that sucks. 389 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:07,960 Get out of bed. 390 00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:14,080 And just... It starts to rain. 391 00:38:35,570 --> 00:38:41,810 I've decided to pull out the family photo for the first time because, yeah, 392 00:38:41,970 --> 00:38:43,130 I'm feeling a bit low. 393 00:38:44,290 --> 00:38:50,610 I kind of was subconsciously saving my photo for that kind of thing because I 394 00:38:50,610 --> 00:38:57,250 find when I look at photos too much, they don't have the same impact when I 395 00:38:57,250 --> 00:38:58,250 look at them. 396 00:38:59,230 --> 00:39:02,790 So, yeah. 397 00:39:14,100 --> 00:39:15,240 Yeah, it's a good photo. 398 00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:28,880 Yeah, I can't wait to get on. 399 00:39:32,660 --> 00:39:34,630 Goodnight. It's not much fun out here. 400 00:39:35,150 --> 00:39:36,450 It's getting harder. 401 00:39:39,370 --> 00:39:41,110 Why am I starving out here? 402 00:39:41,430 --> 00:39:47,490 I could be eating chocolate and peanuts in two hours if I just pick up that sap 403 00:39:47,490 --> 00:39:48,490 bone. 404 00:39:51,030 --> 00:39:53,690 Alone Australia is brought to you by Kia. 405 00:39:54,190 --> 00:39:58,510 Experience the ultimate human endurance as 10 contestants battle to survive 406 00:39:58,510 --> 00:40:02,930 alone in the Tasmanian wilderness, with the winner taking home a prize worth 407 00:40:02,930 --> 00:40:04,370 $250,000. 408 00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:33,960 you probably want to see what i'm doing don't you okay then it's not like me 409 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:38,320 just going it doesn't mean anything when you like you want to see that it's all 410 00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:39,320 that's left look 411 00:40:57,660 --> 00:40:59,900 Who can't resist a Flintstones moment? 412 00:41:07,740 --> 00:41:13,660 All right. 413 00:41:14,220 --> 00:41:15,780 I need to save some for later, right? 414 00:41:16,500 --> 00:41:19,340 I mean, this has to last me three weeks, at least. 415 00:41:37,160 --> 00:41:41,600 It's just the same stuff, just the day numbers change. 416 00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:57,220 I'm screwed. 417 00:41:58,340 --> 00:42:01,000 That's probably my one shot at that paddy mill. 418 00:42:03,380 --> 00:42:04,380 I've made 419 00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:12,700 Two traps, heaps of effort, and it's all been a waste because 420 00:42:12,700 --> 00:42:13,780 it's not going to come back. 421 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:22,100 There's a lot to process from this, a lot. 422 00:42:56,500 --> 00:42:59,920 It's hard to motivate myself to get up and do stuff because I'm tired. 423 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:05,080 And, you know, I was that close to getting a paddy mill. 424 00:43:06,740 --> 00:43:08,380 It works hard to get that failure. 425 00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:13,940 But, you know, I've got to keep doing it. 426 00:43:27,210 --> 00:43:28,210 Oh, there's a big worm. 427 00:43:31,710 --> 00:43:32,710 Look at that. 428 00:43:34,710 --> 00:43:36,110 That's a good bait worm. 429 00:43:36,350 --> 00:43:38,770 That is a celebration right there. 430 00:43:39,090 --> 00:43:40,090 Check that out. 431 00:43:43,570 --> 00:43:47,930 I kind of feel I'm better off spending my time 432 00:43:47,930 --> 00:43:51,230 foraging for bait. 433 00:43:51,770 --> 00:43:54,790 You know, if I can get maybe one or two more worms. 434 00:43:55,640 --> 00:44:00,160 I think there's a reasonable chance I could get a fish, get an eel. 435 00:44:01,340 --> 00:44:07,620 Oh, this one. 436 00:44:10,460 --> 00:44:13,160 I've got a small, small worm. 437 00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:17,260 Barely big enough to bait a hook, but I can probably just get away with it. 438 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:25,400 Yes. 439 00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:28,500 That is a monster. 440 00:44:32,020 --> 00:44:33,540 Just got a good worm. 441 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:35,340 Thank goodness. 442 00:44:40,740 --> 00:44:41,460 All 443 00:44:41,460 --> 00:44:47,760 right. 444 00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:52,120 First line, smallest hook, smallest worm, unweighted. 445 00:44:53,100 --> 00:44:54,520 So I'm just going to put it out there. 446 00:44:55,940 --> 00:44:57,860 It doesn't need to go any deeper than that. 447 00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:05,380 All good. 448 00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:08,100 That's one done. 449 00:45:14,380 --> 00:45:16,780 All right, lucky dip. Which worm? 450 00:45:38,030 --> 00:45:39,210 worms has disappeared. 451 00:45:43,270 --> 00:45:46,110 Fucking shit in me. Where's my fucking worm? 452 00:45:48,610 --> 00:45:49,610 Fuck! 453 00:46:02,130 --> 00:46:03,850 Anyway, I'm pretty pissed off. 454 00:46:06,910 --> 00:46:08,030 Pissed off and over it. 455 00:46:33,070 --> 00:46:34,410 Doesn't look like a wallaby anymore. 456 00:46:35,850 --> 00:46:39,630 Get it into nice shape for a, um, for a floor rug. 457 00:46:39,870 --> 00:46:41,530 You know, I have a little floor rug here. 458 00:46:44,790 --> 00:46:47,590 This is when I miss a village. 459 00:46:49,310 --> 00:46:55,110 You know, I just... 460 00:46:55,110 --> 00:47:01,830 I love, like, sitting around where people are just doing things with their 461 00:47:01,830 --> 00:47:04,550 hands. Like, we'll be making pots. 462 00:47:05,180 --> 00:47:06,180 The clay. 463 00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:09,380 To me it just feels like craft is a village thing. 464 00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:14,740 Yeah, I think I feel a bit lonely doing it on my own. 465 00:47:18,580 --> 00:47:19,580 Huh. 466 00:47:21,300 --> 00:47:22,720 I hadn't realised that. 467 00:47:26,240 --> 00:47:27,900 I just got that right then. 468 00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:40,760 It's true. 469 00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:45,820 I feel lonely doing this hide of my own. 470 00:47:48,140 --> 00:47:53,420 Right now, I just want there to be other people here. 471 00:47:55,240 --> 00:47:56,240 I miss them. 472 00:47:58,640 --> 00:48:03,460 Just making, doing this hide, I really miss them. 473 00:48:04,080 --> 00:48:05,080 I miss them. 474 00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:22,660 I miss my people. 475 00:48:25,500 --> 00:48:26,000 I 476 00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:36,500 miss 477 00:48:36,500 --> 00:48:37,500 my people. 478 00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:13,680 i keep coming back to the fact that i think everyone else is getting fish um 479 00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:20,120 regularly i don't know why i'm thinking that but i do i 480 00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:25,840 probably should stop doing it because it um i don't know it doesn't really matter 481 00:49:25,840 --> 00:49:32,760 does it it matters what 482 00:49:32,760 --> 00:49:37,140 i get that's what matters it matters what i get and 483 00:49:38,030 --> 00:49:41,550 How long I last, that's it. It really makes no difference. I just got to keep 484 00:49:41,550 --> 00:49:42,550 telling myself that. 485 00:50:09,100 --> 00:50:10,100 Hey, hang on. 486 00:50:13,380 --> 00:50:14,560 Yes, something's on there. 487 00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:16,600 Freaking beauty. 488 00:50:16,700 --> 00:50:17,700 All right. 489 00:50:18,380 --> 00:50:19,700 Do not stuff this up. 490 00:50:21,140 --> 00:50:22,560 It is a trout. 491 00:50:24,260 --> 00:50:25,280 All right, come on. 492 00:50:28,360 --> 00:50:29,360 Yes! 493 00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:31,880 You bloody beauty. 494 00:50:35,700 --> 00:50:37,320 Oh, that is fantastic. 495 00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:40,700 Oh, thank goodness. 496 00:50:42,300 --> 00:50:43,980 Yes, I got a trout. 497 00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:48,380 I freaking needed this trout. 498 00:50:49,020 --> 00:50:51,760 It's going to be one of the best things I've tasted in my life. 499 00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:56,320 Oh, that looks so good. Yes, it does. 500 00:50:59,940 --> 00:51:01,240 That, oh shit. 501 00:51:04,700 --> 00:51:06,480 That is a slab of meat. 502 00:51:17,940 --> 00:51:19,780 Yeah. Oh, it tastes so good. 503 00:51:21,720 --> 00:51:22,720 Man. 504 00:51:24,500 --> 00:51:25,960 Oh, there's its little heart, see? 505 00:51:26,720 --> 00:51:28,680 See that little triangular thing at the top there? 506 00:51:38,300 --> 00:51:43,100 It's a morale boost overall, you know? 18 days is a bloody long time to get any 507 00:51:43,100 --> 00:51:44,680 meat, no fish, no eel, nothing. 508 00:51:45,640 --> 00:51:47,920 So I've broken that drought, thank goodness. 509 00:51:50,160 --> 00:51:53,320 I could be on the cusp of a week of good fishing. 510 00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:58,180 That could help me win. I could win if I get a week of good fishing. 511 00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:01,680 Yeah, that's good. 512 00:52:03,660 --> 00:52:05,260 No, I'm out of bed. 513 00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:12,040 I know I've dropped weight in the last week. 514 00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:16,360 I still need a whole bunch of other stuff in my diet that I'm not getting. 515 00:52:17,940 --> 00:52:20,220 Oh, for fuck's sake, really? 516 00:52:22,660 --> 00:52:24,040 They're piling now. 517 00:52:26,020 --> 00:52:29,160 This place bangs over the head so hard with the weather, you just have to 518 00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:30,160 expect the worst. 519 00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:33,540 Fucking hell, I want to pain the fucking ass. 520 00:52:33,820 --> 00:52:37,260 I have to do everything I can to win this. 521 00:52:37,740 --> 00:52:39,440 I keep meeting the no. 522 00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:40,800 What the fuck? 523 00:52:40,980 --> 00:52:41,980 And at some point... 524 00:52:42,190 --> 00:52:43,390 The red line will get crossed. 525 00:52:43,730 --> 00:52:44,589 What is that? 526 00:52:44,590 --> 00:52:46,630 Oh, there's a snake. Oh, my God. 527 00:52:48,390 --> 00:52:51,390 I absolutely want to be the last woman standing. 528 00:52:51,810 --> 00:52:55,230 There's no freaking way I'm going to be giving up on this thing.