1 00:00:28,240 --> 00:00:29,820 Huge waves of emotion. 2 00:00:30,580 --> 00:00:35,920 I feel like if I stay, I might go down a hole where I don't want to go. 3 00:00:36,220 --> 00:00:38,240 Yep, I am officially tapping out. 4 00:00:38,620 --> 00:00:43,120 There's three of them. Just, like, Elsie, me and Juno, like, my little 5 00:00:43,120 --> 00:00:44,120 family. 6 00:00:44,860 --> 00:00:47,820 I feel like I'm living out here. Yeah, baby! 7 00:00:48,100 --> 00:00:51,040 I'm doing quite well, but I miss humans so much. 8 00:00:53,940 --> 00:00:56,260 It's great to be having some meat to eat. 9 00:00:56,840 --> 00:01:00,640 You can't stay out here forever unless you start catching critters and eating 10 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:01,640 them. 11 00:01:02,340 --> 00:01:08,000 Oh, dear God. Please bless me with a poss... Ow. 12 00:01:08,340 --> 00:01:09,340 That really hurt. 13 00:01:10,020 --> 00:01:11,700 Just hit the wall all of a sudden, eh? 14 00:01:12,080 --> 00:01:14,560 I've got a fish. I'm eating fish for breakfast. 15 00:01:14,760 --> 00:01:15,760 Oh. 16 00:01:15,880 --> 00:01:16,880 Oh, God. 17 00:01:17,960 --> 00:01:18,960 What are you eating? 18 00:01:19,460 --> 00:01:21,180 Pretty much nothing. Yes, you got it. 19 00:01:21,420 --> 00:01:23,720 Oh, I just came so close to getting a pattern mill. 20 00:01:24,040 --> 00:01:25,040 I'm a bastard. 21 00:01:26,720 --> 00:01:27,940 There's a bloody eel on it. 22 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:29,480 Shit! 23 00:01:30,500 --> 00:01:31,500 I lost that. 24 00:01:32,040 --> 00:01:33,480 There's no points for close. 25 00:01:33,860 --> 00:01:35,860 Fuck. It's all or nothing. 26 00:01:38,140 --> 00:01:41,340 We're halfway to the South Pole. We're going to be totally alone. 27 00:01:42,460 --> 00:01:45,520 It's Tasmania. It's cold. It's rain. It's snow. 28 00:01:47,060 --> 00:01:49,700 We're all going to leave changed forever. 29 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:53,620 Holy shit. 30 00:01:53,900 --> 00:01:54,900 Yay! 31 00:01:55,020 --> 00:01:56,220 What is this place? 32 00:01:56,600 --> 00:01:58,800 It's like a camp from hell. 33 00:01:59,020 --> 00:02:00,660 Mother nature's kicking my ass. 34 00:02:01,340 --> 00:02:08,180 This experience is just as 35 00:02:08,180 --> 00:02:12,540 much a mind game as it is a survival game. 36 00:02:15,480 --> 00:02:16,820 Is there another way? 37 00:02:17,240 --> 00:02:21,160 A $250,000 prize would change my life. 38 00:02:22,180 --> 00:02:24,020 It's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. 39 00:02:25,250 --> 00:02:26,430 But it comes at a cost 40 00:03:06,480 --> 00:03:13,300 What an absolutely glorious day There's one thing that I really have always 41 00:03:13,300 --> 00:03:16,340 wanted to do since I've been here and that's jump in the water and go for a 42 00:03:16,340 --> 00:03:19,340 little swim I'm sure it's gonna be a pretty quick swim 43 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:07,360 I'm so glad I did that. 44 00:04:08,320 --> 00:04:09,340 Time to get warm. 45 00:04:10,560 --> 00:04:12,160 No sticks or eels got me. 46 00:04:14,620 --> 00:04:16,420 It was cold though, cold. 47 00:04:16,760 --> 00:04:19,320 But geez, I swear I've never felt more alive. 48 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:30,620 Feel a real appreciation today whereas other days it's been a bit of a struggle 49 00:04:30,620 --> 00:04:37,260 You know I've been a bit of a battle to be in this space I've pushed my comfort 50 00:04:37,260 --> 00:04:40,780 zones a lot. You know every day has been hard 51 00:04:40,780 --> 00:04:44,820 Being 52 00:04:44,820 --> 00:04:51,480 separated 53 00:04:51,480 --> 00:04:55,920 from my baby and my partner and That's the hardest. And I knew it was going to 54 00:04:55,920 --> 00:04:59,580 be hard, missing Elsie and Juno. 55 00:05:00,260 --> 00:05:01,840 That's a constant. That's every day. 56 00:05:02,980 --> 00:05:07,520 But when I think of the money, which I said, you know, was never part of it, 57 00:05:07,560 --> 00:05:10,520 but, you know, if someone dangles $250,000 in front of your face, you're 58 00:05:10,520 --> 00:05:11,520 sort of like, oh, yeah. 59 00:05:12,260 --> 00:05:17,080 I think of all the things that that money could buy and money, like I really 60 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:21,180 want to have a big, beautiful wedding at the Botanic Gardens, get married to 61 00:05:21,180 --> 00:05:22,180 Elsie, but... 62 00:05:24,360 --> 00:05:25,360 I do miss them. 63 00:05:53,840 --> 00:05:54,840 Day 21. 64 00:05:56,340 --> 00:05:58,860 I haven't gone this long without eating anything. 65 00:05:59,340 --> 00:06:02,900 If it continues, I'm guessing that I'll be getting removed on weight. 66 00:06:10,100 --> 00:06:13,680 With a medical team and stuff, the choice is out of your hands. 67 00:06:15,620 --> 00:06:17,100 There's this constant stress. 68 00:06:17,360 --> 00:06:19,440 Got to get food, got to get food, got to get food. 69 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:21,700 More tasks to get the food. 70 00:06:22,870 --> 00:06:28,030 Yes, there was an eel for the taking yesterday, but other than that, that's 71 00:06:28,030 --> 00:06:29,030 been it. 72 00:06:29,910 --> 00:06:30,950 Pretty frustrating. 73 00:06:34,110 --> 00:06:36,070 I think I'm going to concentrate on this. 74 00:06:37,010 --> 00:06:39,810 Stability is not great. 75 00:07:10,250 --> 00:07:11,430 Whoa, that's a fish. 76 00:07:11,750 --> 00:07:13,470 Holy shit. I got a fish on. 77 00:07:14,950 --> 00:07:15,950 All right. 78 00:07:16,550 --> 00:07:17,630 I have a fish. 79 00:07:18,090 --> 00:07:20,950 I have to be really bloody careful here. 80 00:07:21,590 --> 00:07:23,950 So bloody careful. 81 00:07:27,050 --> 00:07:28,050 Shit. 82 00:07:28,570 --> 00:07:30,030 My spool just fell off. 83 00:07:30,850 --> 00:07:32,250 I can't even look down. 84 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:42,540 I'm going to play him out this side because it's better for my balance. 85 00:07:43,520 --> 00:07:44,720 And I'm not even looking. 86 00:07:47,320 --> 00:07:48,320 I've still got it. 87 00:07:49,520 --> 00:07:50,520 There's it off. 88 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:54,280 My heart's pumping. 89 00:07:55,080 --> 00:07:56,340 I think I might have lost it. 90 00:07:56,840 --> 00:07:57,840 Bugger. 91 00:08:03,060 --> 00:08:05,760 Bugger. That was definitely a fish. 92 00:08:08,270 --> 00:08:09,350 Fuck's sake. 93 00:08:10,210 --> 00:08:12,170 This place is fucked. 94 00:08:24,790 --> 00:08:30,790 Wow, this moss is much harder to peel up than it was a couple of days ago. 95 00:08:33,750 --> 00:08:34,750 There's a big one. 96 00:08:35,350 --> 00:08:37,270 Yesterday's fish was amazing. 97 00:08:38,030 --> 00:08:42,990 I feel really relaxed here with some food in my belly. 98 00:08:43,610 --> 00:08:47,950 I'm putting them in my boot so they can't run away. 99 00:08:49,130 --> 00:08:53,270 And the prospect of more as long as I keep the worms rolling. 100 00:08:54,970 --> 00:08:56,290 I had an idea. 101 00:08:57,230 --> 00:09:02,510 I was thinking about how everything loves the worms. 102 00:09:04,310 --> 00:09:06,270 The Antikinus loves the worms. 103 00:09:07,340 --> 00:09:08,880 The potoroos love the worms. 104 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:14,640 The trout love the worms. Even the eels love the worms. 105 00:09:15,940 --> 00:09:21,500 So what is it about worms that makes them so sought after? 106 00:09:23,540 --> 00:09:25,980 Well, they're basically just protein. 107 00:09:26,280 --> 00:09:30,840 They're just one big long string of protein just wriggling along. 108 00:09:32,680 --> 00:09:35,520 So I'm going to cook a worm and I'm going to see what it tastes like. 109 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:37,140 I'm sorry, worm. 110 00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:46,620 I mean, if that works, if that's edible, I can get a handful of them 111 00:09:46,620 --> 00:09:50,420 in like half an hour. 112 00:09:51,660 --> 00:09:53,400 It's probably just going to taste like dirt. 113 00:09:57,060 --> 00:10:03,720 I'm going to give it a whirl because I have got an abundant resource 114 00:10:03,720 --> 00:10:05,140 of worms. 115 00:10:06,670 --> 00:10:07,670 I'm sorry. 116 00:10:08,150 --> 00:10:09,150 I'm sorry. 117 00:10:10,010 --> 00:10:11,450 There we go. He's dead. 118 00:10:12,890 --> 00:10:16,730 I mean, how done is done when you're a worm? I reckon that's pretty done. 119 00:10:17,530 --> 00:10:19,210 I'd rather have him overdone. 120 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:39,920 Holy shit. 121 00:10:43,480 --> 00:10:44,860 It's a bit gritty. 122 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:48,580 But that is really good. 123 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:54,900 That is really good. 124 00:10:56,100 --> 00:10:59,540 Oh, I got protein. 125 00:11:00,380 --> 00:11:01,500 That's exciting. 126 00:11:01,720 --> 00:11:07,820 Man, I've got a whole field of worms just out there waiting to be eaten. 127 00:11:09,480 --> 00:11:11,460 Like bacon. They taste like bacon. 128 00:11:15,460 --> 00:11:18,300 They taste really good. 129 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:24,660 Nobody loves me. Everybody hates me. Think I'll eat some worms. Hell yeah. 130 00:11:40,170 --> 00:11:41,730 Clean undies on the ground. 131 00:11:42,670 --> 00:11:44,530 Makes me really start to frown. 132 00:11:45,750 --> 00:11:47,010 Do you ever talk to yourself? 133 00:11:47,670 --> 00:11:48,670 I don't. 134 00:11:51,690 --> 00:11:53,270 That's what you tell yourself, Michael. 135 00:11:54,350 --> 00:11:55,430 Oh, he said that. 136 00:11:57,770 --> 00:11:59,350 Quick check of the possum trap. 137 00:12:01,030 --> 00:12:05,030 I'm feeling good about getting this far. When I hurt myself with a saw, I think 138 00:12:05,030 --> 00:12:08,510 it just put everything to the surface of I'm vulnerable out here. 139 00:12:08,910 --> 00:12:14,030 just a small nick and that could take me out looks like it has been triggered 140 00:12:14,030 --> 00:12:19,230 anything's in there looks like it works like it was meant to maybe something 141 00:12:19,230 --> 00:12:21,510 bumped into it let's go check that trail camera 142 00:12:21,510 --> 00:12:28,470 that little wallaby or paddy melon 143 00:12:28,470 --> 00:12:35,230 is there every couple of nights wow that was so close to eating something so 144 00:12:35,230 --> 00:12:36,270 close to eating something 145 00:12:40,310 --> 00:12:43,890 Well, hopefully it didn't scare the critter off too much. It bumped it and 146 00:12:43,890 --> 00:12:44,890 they come back for seconds. 147 00:12:52,770 --> 00:12:54,210 Can't get fishing to work here. 148 00:12:54,570 --> 00:12:57,890 Looks like I'm just going to play the starvation game and eating plants. 149 00:12:58,190 --> 00:13:04,290 I really wanted to, you know, get some meat into me in my time out here rather 150 00:13:04,290 --> 00:13:08,050 than just playing the mental game and seeing who can starve the best. 151 00:13:09,900 --> 00:13:13,260 Okay, I'm pretty sure these are water ribbons, just really immature. 152 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:19,360 So, yeah, they look like they're getting flatter as they grow. 153 00:13:20,980 --> 00:13:25,320 That's going to be our greens for today, plus our leafy greens anyway. 154 00:13:27,120 --> 00:13:33,120 Hopefully being a leafy green kind of thing, we get some vitamin C coming out 155 00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:34,120 of it as well. 156 00:13:35,520 --> 00:13:36,520 Okay. 157 00:13:38,030 --> 00:13:39,050 Into the pot. 158 00:13:40,230 --> 00:13:41,570 20 minutes at a simmer. 159 00:13:42,550 --> 00:13:43,550 Whoa. 160 00:13:58,030 --> 00:13:59,190 Let's start with a sip. 161 00:14:06,510 --> 00:14:13,410 try and get some of their leafier stuff the water tastes better than the water 162 00:14:13,410 --> 00:14:15,010 ribbon which is the greens 163 00:14:15,010 --> 00:14:21,890 yeah i'd say spinachy as 164 00:14:21,890 --> 00:14:25,730 well so yeah the water ribbons give it a real spinachy taste 165 00:14:33,130 --> 00:14:38,450 Hopefully it has all the vitamin C and good stuff with spinach as well. 166 00:14:45,330 --> 00:14:52,170 I don't know why, but when my wife and I decided that 167 00:14:52,170 --> 00:14:57,450 this would be a good idea, how did we not think about missing each other? 168 00:15:00,250 --> 00:15:01,310 In 2007. 169 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:06,240 After a broken marriage, having a two-year-old son living with me and 170 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:10,500 becoming a Christian, Paula should happen to walk into my church. 171 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:13,540 Go over and play with Russell. He needs to have some friends. 172 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:21,160 We actually started building our relationship from going to the same 173 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:22,160 Bible study. 174 00:15:22,660 --> 00:15:26,920 Paula and I have Christianity as the cornerstone of our relationship. 175 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:30,000 We're so close. 176 00:15:34,239 --> 00:15:38,340 Anyone who's thinking about doing this, you will miss your loved ones a lot. 177 00:15:41,380 --> 00:15:42,820 It will be the hardest part. 178 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:44,160 Harder than not eating. 179 00:15:46,140 --> 00:15:47,200 Harder than eating little. 180 00:15:49,100 --> 00:15:55,020 If I don't catch any critters, then there'll be a few days that I can cope 181 00:15:55,020 --> 00:15:57,440 with very little food, just plant only. 182 00:15:58,780 --> 00:15:59,780 Who knows? 183 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,100 Things could change. 184 00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:02,760 We could... 185 00:16:03,300 --> 00:16:05,960 We'll be having Wallaby once a week, which lasts a whole week. 186 00:16:07,340 --> 00:16:11,840 But if things don't change, I won't be able to stay out here much longer. 187 00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:40,080 Good morning. 188 00:16:40,660 --> 00:16:41,660 Okay. 189 00:16:43,620 --> 00:16:44,920 Time to get up, eh? 190 00:16:48,180 --> 00:16:49,520 Time to get up. 191 00:16:53,260 --> 00:16:57,760 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22. 192 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:01,520 My God. 193 00:17:02,540 --> 00:17:03,540 So good. 194 00:17:04,319 --> 00:17:08,960 22 feels really special for me because It was my mum's favourite number and, 195 00:17:08,980 --> 00:17:13,000 you know, I've spent a lot of time out here thinking about her and how she's 196 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:14,200 shaped my life. 197 00:17:15,660 --> 00:17:21,160 Just looking up at the clouds and they always remind me of mum and how she told 198 00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:25,960 me to watch them in the sky and just relax. 199 00:17:30,300 --> 00:17:34,700 It's been such a precious gift this time. 200 00:17:36,040 --> 00:17:39,880 You know, people in life, they work, work, work, work, work, and then they 201 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:43,980 retire. But, like, you know, people like my mum, she never got to retire. 202 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:50,420 Like, she died at 46, and that's just... It's too young. Like, she always wanted 203 00:17:50,420 --> 00:17:52,480 to go to South America and she never got there. 204 00:17:53,580 --> 00:17:54,940 She would have been the best grandma. 205 00:17:55,160 --> 00:17:56,160 She was such a good mum. 206 00:17:56,760 --> 00:18:01,220 Yeah, I guess, and ultimately, you know, I just want to be the best mum that I 207 00:18:01,220 --> 00:18:02,440 can be for Juno. 208 00:18:02,860 --> 00:18:07,040 My daughter is just such a beautiful gift and I just feel so lucky to have 209 00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:08,040 her in my life. 210 00:18:09,320 --> 00:18:12,240 I love my family. 211 00:18:15,500 --> 00:18:17,640 It's a simple purpose but it's so beautiful. 212 00:18:18,120 --> 00:18:19,400 I think they're happy tears. 213 00:18:22,100 --> 00:18:23,100 Yeah. 214 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:30,700 I'm just thinking through the process of... 215 00:18:33,230 --> 00:18:34,890 How long do I stay out here? 216 00:18:40,250 --> 00:18:41,570 What is it that I need? 217 00:18:44,810 --> 00:18:50,270 Just trying to understand for me when is the right time to leave. 218 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:19,920 I've now had three days of 219 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:23,740 catching fish at least every day, at least one fish a day. 220 00:19:26,480 --> 00:19:31,620 I've got a system that can work and I can procure food, which means I can stay 221 00:19:31,620 --> 00:19:33,820 here, which is the game. 222 00:19:35,240 --> 00:19:40,320 I can feel this absolute gear shift in my body now that I have nutrients coming 223 00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:43,720 in. I've been running on adrenaline for three weeks. 224 00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:45,340 Oh, fish broth. 225 00:19:47,480 --> 00:19:48,480 Oh. 226 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:54,560 Oh, that's good. 227 00:19:55,840 --> 00:19:57,400 Oh, excuse me. 228 00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:01,160 Oh, and... 229 00:20:05,800 --> 00:20:06,840 Mind your manners. 230 00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:10,440 Who gives a shit out here? 231 00:20:11,060 --> 00:20:12,060 The fish? 232 00:20:13,080 --> 00:20:14,100 Lady Larilla? 233 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,440 Oh, there she is. 234 00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:18,700 My God, she's so beautiful. 235 00:20:19,560 --> 00:20:20,600 Hello, love. 236 00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:22,240 Hi. 237 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:24,740 She totally looked at me then. 238 00:20:27,460 --> 00:20:32,020 We seem to have an agreement, she and I. She fishes the other side, I fish this 239 00:20:32,020 --> 00:20:34,460 side. She doesn't come this side. 240 00:20:37,680 --> 00:20:41,440 stays in the middle or she stays to the far front which i think is quite polite 241 00:20:41,440 --> 00:20:48,440 it'd be nice to be able to point out the 242 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:52,200 platypus to somebody else look look look there she is she's doing that thing 243 00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:55,880 where she turns in circles before she dies it'd be great to be able to point 244 00:20:55,880 --> 00:21:01,760 that out to someone i just like to share things 245 00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:08,010 you know I like to share music and I like to share stories and I like to 246 00:21:08,010 --> 00:21:09,010 share food. 247 00:21:11,790 --> 00:21:15,690 Fish, fish, so sweet to eat. 248 00:21:16,150 --> 00:21:17,670 I can't do the Gollum voice. 249 00:21:19,010 --> 00:21:20,410 Sorry to disappoint you there. 250 00:21:21,790 --> 00:21:25,810 Lee can, Lee can do the best, actually Lee does the best voices. 251 00:21:31,660 --> 00:21:34,820 Lee has this ability to make me laugh until I pee my pants. 252 00:21:35,500 --> 00:21:40,100 And then once he's got me laughing that hard, he just doesn't stop until I say, 253 00:21:40,180 --> 00:21:41,180 stop, stop. 254 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:49,540 Lee is my ex-husband, my business partner, and he is Blaze's 255 00:21:49,540 --> 00:21:52,460 father. And probably since Blaze died. 256 00:21:52,760 --> 00:21:58,000 We have been through more as a couple than most people do in their whole 257 00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,000 lives. 258 00:21:59,220 --> 00:22:04,540 when our relationship changed because I couldn't have kids anymore and he 259 00:22:04,540 --> 00:22:06,240 desperately wanted to be a dad again. 260 00:22:06,460 --> 00:22:08,480 And it was just a simple capital R reality. 261 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:15,580 And we're best friends. Like we still get on really well. I absolutely adore 262 00:22:15,580 --> 00:22:20,040 his wife, Hannah. I'm godmother to their eldest daughter, Tiger. 263 00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:22,280 And I love them as a family. 264 00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:23,480 Lee and I. 265 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,060 We still co-facilitate programs. 266 00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:29,540 Just because we broke up didn't mean we lost a friendship. 267 00:22:29,780 --> 00:22:32,040 We support each other in many, many ways. 268 00:22:33,060 --> 00:22:34,580 Oh, he'd love it out here. 269 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:38,920 Lee, you would be in your element. Oh, my goodness. 270 00:22:42,700 --> 00:22:47,600 You'd just be in your happy place, running around. He'd be out trapping all 271 00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:48,820 the animals. That's what he'd be doing. 272 00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:51,900 All the traps going. 273 00:22:52,430 --> 00:22:54,730 He's out with his clubbing stick hunting in the night. 274 00:22:57,710 --> 00:23:00,770 I'm just going to start with fish and move up from there. 275 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:24,280 Ah, it's always too hot. 276 00:23:24,680 --> 00:23:25,680 Wait. 277 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:30,400 Wait. 278 00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:39,180 Elsie's family are like, I call them asbestos tongues because they can eat 279 00:23:39,180 --> 00:23:42,020 food when it's so hot and liquids when they're so hot. 280 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:45,620 But I always need to have everything kind of lukewarm. 281 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:49,980 It kind of works well though with Juno because I can hold Juno and look after 282 00:23:49,980 --> 00:23:50,980 her. 283 00:23:51,189 --> 00:23:52,770 While Elsie and her family eat. 284 00:23:54,650 --> 00:23:57,550 I ache for Juno. I ache for Elsie. 285 00:23:59,110 --> 00:24:00,590 Yeah, what else is here for me? 286 00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:06,670 Besides, you know, $250,000 and I don't need that money to live. 287 00:24:07,250 --> 00:24:09,030 I have everything I want at home. 288 00:24:12,590 --> 00:24:13,870 I think that's where I'm at. 289 00:24:14,930 --> 00:24:16,930 My purpose is back home being a mum. 290 00:24:18,770 --> 00:24:19,770 That's my purpose. 291 00:24:20,360 --> 00:24:21,360 OK, that's enough. 292 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:36,840 Hi. 293 00:24:37,180 --> 00:24:39,480 It's Kate. I'm officially tapping out. 294 00:24:41,100 --> 00:24:42,100 Yep. 295 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:45,000 Yep. 296 00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:47,840 OK. Thanks. 297 00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:06,870 Oh my god. 298 00:25:07,210 --> 00:25:08,210 Yes! 299 00:25:23,210 --> 00:25:24,210 Hello. 300 00:25:28,650 --> 00:25:29,650 How are you going? 301 00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:31,070 Good, how are you going? 302 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:36,080 I'm feeling very excited now but very ready to leave, yeah. 303 00:25:37,540 --> 00:25:41,080 Yeah, it just felt like something was missing. There was no people to share it 304 00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:46,540 with and, you know, we're pack animals and we're meant to live together and 305 00:25:46,540 --> 00:25:51,580 share our thoughts and feelings and ideas and, yeah, it's hard to sit with 306 00:25:51,580 --> 00:25:53,100 that. It was very hard for me. 307 00:25:57,770 --> 00:26:00,790 I guess I made it a little bit harder for myself in not wanting to hunt 308 00:26:00,790 --> 00:26:05,490 animals, but that was something that I had to stay true to myself with. I 309 00:26:05,490 --> 00:26:09,250 didn't want to change the way I interact with nature and the way I see nature. 310 00:26:15,810 --> 00:26:20,490 And to be able to come out here for 22 days without any contact with my family 311 00:26:20,490 --> 00:26:24,090 is just... I honestly don't know how I did it. 312 00:26:24,410 --> 00:26:28,350 Like, it's something that I don't want to do again because it's hard and I 313 00:26:28,350 --> 00:26:32,130 don't want to be that person that's not at home. Like, I had a family because I 314 00:26:32,130 --> 00:26:33,130 want to be there. 315 00:26:36,070 --> 00:26:38,470 I'm absolutely going back a different person. 316 00:26:39,430 --> 00:26:44,970 My eyes are wide open now to how precious life is and how precious our 317 00:26:44,970 --> 00:26:45,970 people are. 318 00:26:46,450 --> 00:26:49,970 And I like to think my mum's sort of watching over me in her own way. 319 00:26:52,010 --> 00:26:53,530 She would have been so proud. 320 00:27:28,940 --> 00:27:29,940 Far out. 321 00:27:36,340 --> 00:27:38,140 I'm sure there's a bait shop around here. 322 00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:43,080 Pie shop, a piece of shop. 323 00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:51,780 Nothing at all. 324 00:27:56,380 --> 00:27:57,900 Huge effort to steer bait. 325 00:28:00,910 --> 00:28:06,930 i really just need to get that first eel up the top of the bank dead and guts 326 00:28:06,930 --> 00:28:12,190 it's just it's hard to get going it's a little bit like a fire that's hard to 327 00:28:12,190 --> 00:28:16,410 start you know once you get it started it's all right but to get that flame 328 00:28:16,410 --> 00:28:23,370 going is difficult i need to think long and hard about this bay situation i just 329 00:28:23,370 --> 00:28:27,810 need to get my first bloody fish and i'm sorted for bait and that will bring more 330 00:28:27,810 --> 00:28:28,810 fish 331 00:28:29,550 --> 00:28:31,370 It's a chain reaction once you get it going. 332 00:28:32,730 --> 00:28:34,970 But I have not got it going yet. 333 00:28:36,150 --> 00:28:40,670 I kind of feel like that could be the difference of whether I win or lose is 334 00:28:40,670 --> 00:28:43,110 whether I can find worms. It's as simple as that. 335 00:28:47,050 --> 00:28:48,050 Oh, you beauty. 336 00:28:49,730 --> 00:28:54,150 I just found a worm. It's not huge, but it seems once you've got a worm, once 337 00:28:54,150 --> 00:28:56,170 you've got... Oh, yes, there's another one. 338 00:28:58,730 --> 00:29:05,050 oh yes big fatty oh i like the big fatties that's a nice big one 339 00:29:05,050 --> 00:29:11,950 another one oh you beauty this is good this is 340 00:29:11,950 --> 00:29:18,730 good news because without it i'm gonna have all the bloody lines and pulleys 341 00:29:18,730 --> 00:29:25,450 and crap like that and they're useless good strike rate so far that's oh 342 00:29:25,450 --> 00:29:28,170 look at that big fatty You beauty. 343 00:29:29,510 --> 00:29:30,830 Another little baby one. 344 00:29:32,190 --> 00:29:33,610 Oh, yeah, two. 345 00:29:33,950 --> 00:29:36,050 And good ones, too. Look at those two. 346 00:29:36,410 --> 00:29:37,410 Oh, yeah. 347 00:29:38,270 --> 00:29:39,370 This is great. 348 00:29:40,190 --> 00:29:42,470 Well, I've definitely got enough worms for tonight. 349 00:29:44,210 --> 00:29:45,210 That's good. 350 00:29:45,590 --> 00:29:46,950 The worm has turned. 351 00:29:47,770 --> 00:29:52,530 Outlook has changed, which is good because it needed a change. 352 00:30:04,460 --> 00:30:11,300 Well, I've scaled him and gutted him. And it's a boy 353 00:30:11,300 --> 00:30:14,520 fish. Means he's got spermy bits. 354 00:30:15,140 --> 00:30:18,940 And this... I'm going to save this fish for tomorrow morning for breakfast. 355 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:21,280 But I'm going to eat the sperm now. 356 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,000 Mmm. 357 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:30,060 Mmm. Because that is life force. 358 00:30:31,060 --> 00:30:32,060 Pure. 359 00:30:33,060 --> 00:30:34,530 Unadulterated. Fresh. 360 00:30:35,830 --> 00:30:36,830 Life force. 361 00:30:37,830 --> 00:30:38,830 Mmm. 362 00:30:39,350 --> 00:30:40,490 Thank you, boy fish. 363 00:30:41,250 --> 00:30:42,250 It's a good one. 364 00:30:50,270 --> 00:30:53,970 Don't know if I can even remember being sorted out for night time. 365 00:30:55,490 --> 00:30:57,330 I've just got to break this drought. 366 00:30:57,910 --> 00:30:59,070 Drought of no fish. 367 00:31:15,980 --> 00:31:22,340 kind of feel like i am trying absolutely everything out of you without payoff 368 00:31:22,340 --> 00:31:28,520 but i mean that's 369 00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:34,860 that's what you have to do right you have to try everything 370 00:31:34,860 --> 00:31:40,140 absolutely everything and if nothing pays off 371 00:31:40,140 --> 00:31:45,090 then just Stick it out and starve till you get removed. 372 00:31:45,310 --> 00:31:46,310 The last one. 373 00:31:50,590 --> 00:31:53,490 But I don't want to do that. I don't want to get starved out and removed. I 374 00:31:53,490 --> 00:31:54,490 want to win. 375 00:31:55,330 --> 00:32:00,630 So I've got to figure out this feed situation. 376 00:32:03,210 --> 00:32:04,210 What's that? 377 00:32:07,850 --> 00:32:08,970 Far out. 378 00:32:09,710 --> 00:32:10,710 Caught around something. 379 00:32:12,780 --> 00:32:15,380 Alone Australia is brought to you by Kia. 380 00:32:15,860 --> 00:32:20,180 Experience the ultimate human endurance as 10 contestants battle to survive 381 00:32:20,180 --> 00:32:24,620 alone in the Tasmanian wilderness, with the winner taking home a prize worth 382 00:32:24,620 --> 00:32:26,040 $250,000. 383 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,360 I reckon there's something decent on that thing. 384 00:32:47,420 --> 00:32:52,800 I just put a bit of fresher in one of my lines. I think there's an eel on it, but 385 00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:54,080 I think it's caught around something. 386 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:56,260 Got my net ready. 387 00:32:56,980 --> 00:32:57,980 All right. 388 00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,280 Jeez, I'm tempted to go for a bloody swim, you know? 389 00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:05,120 Because I need this bloody eel, right? 390 00:33:05,780 --> 00:33:10,680 I'm not buggering around anymore. Like, I need this because I can't afford to. 391 00:33:11,070 --> 00:33:12,070 lose another. 392 00:33:15,610 --> 00:33:18,810 So I've stripped down. I've actually put my wet underpants on that I dried today 393 00:33:18,810 --> 00:33:20,110 because I know they're probably going to get wet. 394 00:33:21,550 --> 00:33:26,130 I'm going to wear my boots in just because I don't know what, you know, how 395 00:33:26,130 --> 00:33:28,650 rocky it is. I don't want to get the hook in my foot. You know, all that fun 396 00:33:28,650 --> 00:33:29,650 is here. 397 00:33:31,770 --> 00:33:35,070 That is going to be right there. 398 00:33:35,270 --> 00:33:37,630 I'm just going to clear a landing space for the cool thing. 399 00:33:38,790 --> 00:33:39,790 All right. 400 00:33:40,910 --> 00:33:44,550 Let's do this quick and nasty 401 00:34:12,810 --> 00:34:15,170 Slow down a little bit. Last time I was a little bit rushed. 402 00:34:16,630 --> 00:34:17,630 Get in the net. 403 00:34:18,790 --> 00:34:19,790 Come on. 404 00:34:21,590 --> 00:34:24,290 Stay there. I'm not out of the woods yet. He might fall through the net. 405 00:34:27,250 --> 00:34:30,570 See his tail's going through the net. Oh, shit, shit, shit. 406 00:34:30,969 --> 00:34:32,790 Get up. Oh, his head's going through the net. 407 00:34:33,510 --> 00:34:34,570 Come on, you little bugger. 408 00:34:39,710 --> 00:34:40,710 All right. 409 00:34:42,190 --> 00:34:44,030 Fucking lines. Oh, here we go. Good. 410 00:34:44,350 --> 00:34:46,190 Oh, oh shit. He's coming out. 411 00:34:46,710 --> 00:34:51,050 He's coming out of the net. Oh, you beauty. 412 00:34:51,389 --> 00:34:53,030 You bloody beauty. 413 00:34:56,130 --> 00:34:57,330 You bloody beauty. 414 00:35:01,370 --> 00:35:02,370 How good. 415 00:35:04,690 --> 00:35:06,210 How bloody good. 416 00:35:06,810 --> 00:35:09,010 It's like a bloody snake. It's a decent size. 417 00:35:13,359 --> 00:35:14,580 Check it out, man. 418 00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:16,920 I so needed this eel. 419 00:35:17,480 --> 00:35:19,020 That was bigger than the other one too. 420 00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:23,600 That's great. So much... Oh, man, I can't wait to eat that thing. 421 00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:30,240 So glad to be cooking a bloody fish. 422 00:35:32,140 --> 00:35:35,660 Yeah, so I'm going to do... Jeez, it's a fair bit of meat. That is a solid chunk 423 00:35:35,660 --> 00:35:36,660 of meat. 424 00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:38,780 So, yeah, it's three times fattier than trout. 425 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:47,560 Six times fattier than kangaroo, and that's what I need. I need the fat. 426 00:35:51,160 --> 00:35:52,160 How good. 427 00:35:52,300 --> 00:35:56,660 This food is going to be ultra appreciated. 428 00:35:57,620 --> 00:35:58,620 All right. 429 00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:03,000 Okay, I'm just going to keep my expectations low because I've boiled it. 430 00:36:03,060 --> 00:36:07,160 I don't think you're supposed to boil eel, but let's have a crack. 431 00:36:13,190 --> 00:36:14,190 Man, that's fatty. 432 00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:17,510 I can't recall eating anything fattier in my life. 433 00:36:18,510 --> 00:36:23,530 Other than like, it's just like, it's like pork belly, but without the meat, 434 00:36:23,550 --> 00:36:24,550 just eating the fat. 435 00:36:25,190 --> 00:36:27,570 I reckon it's going to keep the dock off my back. 436 00:36:27,850 --> 00:36:31,250 And I've just got to remind myself of that fact and not be disgusted by the 437 00:36:31,250 --> 00:36:33,210 taste because I'm going to have to probably live off these things. 438 00:36:33,610 --> 00:36:34,610 Wow. 439 00:36:34,830 --> 00:36:36,330 What an amazing fish. 440 00:36:38,650 --> 00:36:41,770 I've never eaten anything like that in my life. 441 00:36:56,240 --> 00:36:59,540 Wow. I reckon I might smoke the rest tomorrow morning. 442 00:37:01,060 --> 00:37:03,000 That'll give me something to look forward to in the morning. 443 00:37:03,580 --> 00:37:04,580 Yeah. 444 00:37:05,980 --> 00:37:10,180 I definitely want to smoke that because I think I'd vomit if I ate too much like 445 00:37:10,180 --> 00:37:11,180 that. 446 00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:13,220 And I can't afford to vomit. 447 00:37:14,220 --> 00:37:15,240 I'm going to go wash my hands. 448 00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:18,520 This would have to be the best day so far. 449 00:37:19,700 --> 00:37:20,720 Day 23. 450 00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:22,520 Kick the goal. 451 00:37:42,460 --> 00:37:43,800 Does this seem familiar? 452 00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:47,500 Were they here yesterday? 453 00:37:48,580 --> 00:37:50,640 Did I have the same thing for lunch yesterday? 454 00:37:51,180 --> 00:37:52,180 Well, yes. 455 00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:54,600 Yes. 456 00:37:55,780 --> 00:37:57,500 We've come to a turning point. 457 00:37:58,060 --> 00:38:00,700 Unless I find something out here soon. 458 00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:04,520 But, yeah. 459 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,660 Tough going for animal protein out here, that's for sure. 460 00:38:14,340 --> 00:38:15,340 Gets a bit. 461 00:38:15,660 --> 00:38:20,440 depressing and down, brings in a bit of trepidation of what next. 462 00:38:21,720 --> 00:38:28,020 So now is the time to finally head east along that coast behind us and 463 00:38:28,020 --> 00:38:35,000 see is there a fishing spot, is there a river, is there a spot that's good 464 00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:36,000 for eel. 465 00:38:36,100 --> 00:38:38,740 It's really going to increase my chances of staying out here longer. 466 00:38:44,220 --> 00:38:45,220 Well, 467 00:38:45,580 --> 00:38:47,920 The time has come finally. 468 00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:54,200 We've got the fishing gear packed and we're either going to find an awesome 469 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:58,620 fishing spot or we're going to know that this is all we've got. 470 00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:01,000 So that's the plan. 471 00:39:06,020 --> 00:39:09,500 This is very contrasting. 472 00:39:14,350 --> 00:39:15,350 Let's keep going. 473 00:39:18,930 --> 00:39:23,150 I'm going to have to try very hard not to burn too much energy and just pace 474 00:39:23,150 --> 00:39:24,150 myself. 475 00:39:27,050 --> 00:39:29,650 Winning is the ultimate goal. 476 00:39:34,150 --> 00:39:37,910 The $250,000 prize would mean a lot to us. 477 00:39:41,090 --> 00:39:43,210 We have a little school in the Congo. 478 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,080 That is my wife's pet project. 479 00:39:46,940 --> 00:39:51,120 She has a missionary background. She actually grew up in the mission field 480 00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:55,440 over in New Guinea. And we'd love to keep supporting that school over there. 481 00:39:55,520 --> 00:40:00,900 So the $250,000 prize, that'll keep all the staff paid for another year and a 482 00:40:00,900 --> 00:40:01,900 half out that way. 483 00:40:04,340 --> 00:40:05,340 Oh, wow. 484 00:40:06,620 --> 00:40:07,620 Love it. 485 00:40:10,680 --> 00:40:11,680 That's exciting. 486 00:40:12,350 --> 00:40:13,690 So many wallaby prints. 487 00:40:16,690 --> 00:40:18,810 All around us, little hooks of their toes. 488 00:40:21,330 --> 00:40:22,330 Wallaby toes. 489 00:40:22,990 --> 00:40:24,310 Probably some more just there. 490 00:40:26,650 --> 00:40:28,390 Oh wow, this is really nice. 491 00:40:29,330 --> 00:40:30,510 Dear God, thank you. 492 00:40:31,230 --> 00:40:33,010 Beautiful, beautiful cove. 493 00:40:33,670 --> 00:40:35,890 It is the nicest creek I've seen so far. 494 00:40:39,410 --> 00:40:40,530 It's beautiful. 495 00:40:42,020 --> 00:40:44,200 And a great fishing ground. 496 00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:46,620 Lots of little bugs flying around there. 497 00:40:46,940 --> 00:40:48,880 Lots of little wrens eating the bugs. 498 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:53,180 Ideally, it'd be great to be living here now. 499 00:40:53,780 --> 00:40:55,100 The perfect fishing spot. 500 00:40:56,960 --> 00:41:02,080 For the sake of two days of energy, maybe four, to move camp and be able to 501 00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:03,080 keep going and going. 502 00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,960 Even if I never catch a fish, there are so many wallaby prints. 503 00:41:07,900 --> 00:41:09,240 I'm leading towards the move. 504 00:41:25,260 --> 00:41:26,460 I just heard a splash. 505 00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:32,400 Probably just a platypus. 506 00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:35,780 How's that one? That one's loose. 507 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:38,200 That one's loose. 508 00:41:41,460 --> 00:41:43,040 That one might not be loose. 509 00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:45,120 Yep. 510 00:41:45,660 --> 00:41:47,080 I think we've got a fish. 511 00:41:48,260 --> 00:41:49,260 Got him. 512 00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:54,700 Oh, you're a beauty. 513 00:41:56,120 --> 00:41:57,680 Look at this one. 514 00:41:58,900 --> 00:42:00,700 Holy guacamole. 515 00:42:01,740 --> 00:42:06,540 And I'm so sorry and I am so grateful for your sacrifice. 516 00:42:10,580 --> 00:42:16,540 Look at that fish. 517 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,080 Look at that fish. 518 00:42:19,860 --> 00:42:24,250 So wild to think that just a few days ago, I hadn't eaten anything. 519 00:42:25,150 --> 00:42:27,870 Just excuse me for a minute because I've got to do this. 520 00:42:33,170 --> 00:42:33,690 I 521 00:42:33,690 --> 00:42:40,630 really 522 00:42:40,630 --> 00:42:43,150 feel like this land is just looking after me. 523 00:42:46,430 --> 00:42:47,430 Oh. 524 00:42:49,890 --> 00:42:50,970 Oh my goodness. 525 00:42:51,580 --> 00:42:55,680 I mean, that fish is like food. That's proper food. 526 00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:57,000 Oh, wow. 527 00:42:59,420 --> 00:43:00,800 Like, it's a game changer. 528 00:43:01,220 --> 00:43:04,200 It feels like I've been here forever and it feels like I'm going to be here 529 00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:05,200 forever. 530 00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:13,140 Alone Australia is brought to you by Kia. 531 00:43:13,630 --> 00:43:17,950 Experience the ultimate human endurance as 10 contestants battle to survive 532 00:43:17,950 --> 00:43:22,390 alone in the Tasmanian wilderness, with the winner taking home a prize worth 533 00:43:22,390 --> 00:43:23,810 $250,000. 534 00:43:44,569 --> 00:43:46,210 All right, let's give it a crack. 535 00:43:52,570 --> 00:43:53,570 Stuck on the bottom. 536 00:43:56,170 --> 00:43:57,210 Oh, no, it's just going to break. 537 00:43:58,610 --> 00:43:59,610 Beauty. Oh. 538 00:44:00,970 --> 00:44:01,970 Oh. 539 00:44:02,330 --> 00:44:03,330 Got an ear on it. 540 00:44:04,050 --> 00:44:05,590 Shit. That's awesome. 541 00:44:17,540 --> 00:44:18,540 You beauty. 542 00:44:19,240 --> 00:44:20,300 You bloody beauty. 543 00:44:22,020 --> 00:44:23,020 Oh, yeah. 544 00:44:29,820 --> 00:44:31,440 Oh, yeah, like a pro. 545 00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:35,700 Cool. Well, I'm going to go hang this up now. I've actually got the problem I've 546 00:44:35,700 --> 00:44:37,180 got too much meat to eat. 547 00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:42,420 And to be honest, I'm a little bit sick of the thought of eating it because it 548 00:44:42,420 --> 00:44:44,600 was just so fatty last night. 549 00:44:45,390 --> 00:44:49,510 Kind of nauseous still from the idea, but I'm going to make myself a smoker. 550 00:44:50,730 --> 00:44:56,850 Very high priority to make these eels palatable. 551 00:44:58,230 --> 00:45:00,050 I have to eat these things. 552 00:45:01,470 --> 00:45:05,170 Otherwise it jeopardises me in the competition, you know. 553 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:25,080 That's going to provide it some strength. 554 00:45:26,620 --> 00:45:28,240 I'll leave those tags on it. 555 00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:35,080 Great. I'm going to have this with a funnel underneath it. 556 00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:41,060 I can drop the eels down from the top, cover it, and smoke them in there. It's 557 00:45:41,060 --> 00:45:42,060 freaking great. 558 00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:47,520 There we go. 559 00:45:48,940 --> 00:45:50,100 Fern leaves around. 560 00:46:03,630 --> 00:46:08,830 It's actually hard to describe how good it feels to see that set up. 561 00:46:19,190 --> 00:46:24,170 It would be great to pay back your GPS each day and know where you wandered 562 00:46:24,170 --> 00:46:25,170 around. 563 00:46:27,590 --> 00:46:30,110 The weather's starting to change. I don't want to be out here much longer. 564 00:46:32,580 --> 00:46:34,180 Home, sweet home. 565 00:46:35,660 --> 00:46:38,900 Such a beautiful, beautiful cove this morning. 566 00:46:39,460 --> 00:46:41,940 What am I staying here for with nothing? 567 00:46:42,380 --> 00:46:45,660 If I moved to the other camp, I would have had hope. Here I have no hope. 568 00:46:47,100 --> 00:46:51,860 But I can't underestimate it to start all my systems from scratch. 569 00:46:52,660 --> 00:46:57,540 Shelter, water collection, trapping, fishing. 570 00:46:58,060 --> 00:47:00,000 If one of them goes badly... 571 00:47:00,970 --> 00:47:02,230 It's pretty much the end. 572 00:47:02,890 --> 00:47:08,310 Let's either sit here and starve it out or have a crack at pushing through past 573 00:47:08,310 --> 00:47:09,450 where the others are going to be. 574 00:47:18,770 --> 00:47:21,770 But, you know, it's a one-way trip. 575 00:47:22,230 --> 00:47:24,810 You do it once, do it tough, done. 576 00:47:25,570 --> 00:47:28,890 So really looking forward to it. 577 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:35,880 They have this thing in survival called the triangle of hope. 578 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:38,440 Hope. Hope. 579 00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:39,920 Hope. Work. 580 00:47:40,560 --> 00:47:41,560 Hope. Plan. 581 00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:42,840 Work. Hope. 582 00:47:43,660 --> 00:47:45,980 So we're at the plan. 583 00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:47,920 We're going to do the work. 584 00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:50,200 Tomorrow we are moving. 585 00:47:50,580 --> 00:47:51,760 I can win this. 586 00:47:51,980 --> 00:47:54,220 I just need something to keep me going a little bit further. 587 00:48:00,760 --> 00:48:02,140 Now they've got enough food. 588 00:48:02,860 --> 00:48:03,860 coming in. 589 00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:07,440 This is a very comfortable environment for me. 590 00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:13,800 Can't wait to get home and see my family, but it'll come and it'll be 591 00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:15,420 awesome the longer I stay out here. 592 00:48:16,420 --> 00:48:21,440 Yes, I haven't looked at the family photo yet. I'm kind of saving it for if 593 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:22,440 I need it. 594 00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:28,460 I mean, my family's in my head anyway, so I don't really need to look at a 595 00:48:28,460 --> 00:48:30,880 photo. I'm saving it for a rainy day. 596 00:48:32,640 --> 00:48:34,180 Not this rainy day. 597 00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:48,580 I found paradise out here in the wild 598 00:48:48,580 --> 00:48:55,380 Got the warm, warm sun in my eyes And I feel like a 599 00:48:55,380 --> 00:48:59,460 child Time 600 00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:06,820 Keeps melting on my tongue like snow No 601 00:49:06,820 --> 00:49:13,400 one here to show me where to go I mean 602 00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:18,320 technically I'm alone in terms of humans and I definitely feel a lack of a 603 00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:24,220 village Would be nice to have a village The hum of humans 604 00:49:26,730 --> 00:49:31,610 But every creature out here I call my kin. 605 00:49:33,190 --> 00:49:38,310 And that's more than enough until I see you again. 606 00:49:51,310 --> 00:49:54,370 I kind of feel like that should be done by now. 607 00:49:59,340 --> 00:50:03,440 It looks like it's cooked from the outside. 608 00:50:04,040 --> 00:50:08,560 Well, may as well start down here, I guess. 609 00:50:14,640 --> 00:50:15,640 Yes. 610 00:50:17,220 --> 00:50:18,940 That is magical. 611 00:50:19,460 --> 00:50:20,900 That is magical. 612 00:50:23,360 --> 00:50:24,420 Oh, yeah. 613 00:50:26,750 --> 00:50:27,750 That's unreal. 614 00:50:27,790 --> 00:50:29,190 It's cooked perfectly. 615 00:50:32,610 --> 00:50:34,810 You've got to see this in colour. It's just amazing. 616 00:50:40,090 --> 00:50:41,090 Look at that. 617 00:50:42,210 --> 00:50:45,010 Yum. It's just like greasy and fatty. 618 00:50:45,370 --> 00:50:47,390 It's cooked perfectly, the whole thing. 619 00:50:48,270 --> 00:50:49,270 That's awesome. 620 00:50:50,550 --> 00:50:51,550 So good. 621 00:50:52,510 --> 00:50:53,730 I'm learning now. 622 00:50:54,170 --> 00:50:56,630 Has to be fresh worms and I've learned how to get the fresh worms. 623 00:50:57,110 --> 00:50:58,110 Fortunes have changed. 624 00:50:59,310 --> 00:51:04,010 It just means so much. I mean, it's not just the fact that I've eaten really 625 00:51:04,010 --> 00:51:05,010 nothing. 626 00:51:05,250 --> 00:51:10,030 It's that I'm playing for $250,000 here, people. 627 00:51:12,350 --> 00:51:16,890 Have I done the right thing? A sense of impending doom. It's a huge investment. 628 00:51:17,430 --> 00:51:18,430 Oh, my heart. 629 00:51:19,830 --> 00:51:21,250 I definitely want to win this competition. 630 00:51:22,190 --> 00:51:24,370 But I don't know how much longer I can last. 631 00:51:27,070 --> 00:51:30,790 The calories in a fish aren't enough. I need an animal. 632 00:51:31,870 --> 00:51:32,870 I'm hungry. 633 00:51:35,710 --> 00:51:37,870 Yes! The once in a lifetime opportunity. 634 00:51:38,270 --> 00:51:39,270 Yes! 635 00:51:40,130 --> 00:51:41,590 But it comes at a cost.