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Doktor Breyer.
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Men sizni ko'rishim kerak
hayot yoki o'lim masalasi.
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Ertaga to'qqizda uchrashing
Rousse kafesida ertalab.
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Bir masala
hayot yoki o'lim! H mpf!
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Doktor Breuer?
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Lou Salome.
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Ishingiz qanday?
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Mumkinmi menga?
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Xohlaysizmi
qahva?
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Ha, kafe latte.
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Ofitsiant, kafe
latte, iltimos.
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Mening do'stim o'zini o'ldirishga tayyorlanmoqda.
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Bu odamning o'limi
jiddiy oqibatlarga olib keladi
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men uchun, sen uchun,
butun dunyo uchun.
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Kim
bu do'st?
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Faylasuf
Fridrix Nitsshe.
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Nitsshe? U haqida bilishim kerakmi?
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Hali emas, lekin vaqt o'tishi bilan biz
U haqida hamma biladi.
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Qanday tasdiqlaymiz
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kelgan haqiqat
ishonchsizlik va skeptitsizm orqali
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va ba'zi bolalarcha orqali emas
biror narsa shunday bo'lishini xohlardim.
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Xudoniki bo'lish qiyin
qo'llar. Bu haqiqat emas.
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Bu bolaning xohishidir
nipelga abadiy zarba.
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Bizda bor
evolyutsiya nazariyasi.
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Ilmiy jihatdan evolyutsiya nazariyasi
Xudoning ortiqchaligini ko'rsatadi.
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Shunday qilib, Darvinning o'zi
jasorati yo'q edi
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ergashish
uning dalillari
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uning haqiqatiga
xulosa. Shunday qilib...
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biz qayerdamiz?
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Albatta barchangiz tushunib olishingiz kerak
biz Xudoni yaratdik...
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va hammasi
biz bilan birga
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uni o'ldirganlar.
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Xudo...
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o'lgan.
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Mening do'stim kasal.
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Tabiat nima
uning kasalligi haqida?
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Bosh og'rig'i.
Qiynoqli bosh og'rig'i.
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Aziz xonim, men sizning do'stingizni ko'raman.
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Men shifokorman.
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Siz davolay olishingizni bilaman
uning jismoniy holati.
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Bu emas
nega men shu yerdaman.
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Nitsshe azob chekadi
eng chuqur umidsizlikdan.
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Bu nima
Sizdan shifo so'rayman.
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Men qila olmayman
umidsizlikni davolash.
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Oh, lekin siz
mumkin, doktor.
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Mening josusim bor.
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Akam,
tibbiyot talabasi,
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qaysi sinfda qatnashgan
Siz yangi texnikani tasvirlab berdingiz.
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Gapiruvchi davo.
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Endi men boshqaruvni tartibga keltira olaman
Nitsshe ofisingizga
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lekin u siz ekanligingizga ishonishi kerak
faqat bosh og'rig'ini davolash.
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Ayting-chi, sizniki
ruscha aksentmi?
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Bu.
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Xo'sh, ehtimol, odamlar
Rossiya sehrgarlarga ishonadi
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kechirasiz, Fraulein,
Men avstriyalikman.
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Menda sehr yo'q
sizga taklif qilish.
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Sizni mehmonxonangizga qaytarsam maylimi?
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Men zavqlanardim
bu lekin...
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xotinim tomosha qiladi
oyna. Mening vazifam bor.
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Majburiyatmi?
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Bojdan ozod bo'lish mening burchimdir.
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Doktor, Nitssheni qutqar.
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Kechirasiz.
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Men umid qilgandim
bu gepatit edi.
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Qancha vaqt...
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menda bormi?
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Siz qo'yganingiz yaxshi
ishlaringiz tartibda.
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Iltimos, doktor.
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Qancha muddatga; qancha vaqt?
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Iltimos. Ayting.
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Uchdan
olti oy.
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Yaxshimisiz, doktor?
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Pfeifferlarga ishonch hosil qiling
hech qachon qayta hisoblanmaydi.
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Albatta.
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Oance barcha ularning
mening oldimdagi to'lanmagan qarzlar.
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Albatta.
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Fraulein Salome
birdan yetib keldi.
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Juda katta
yosh ayol.
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Uni ko'rsating.
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Ammo Frau Reynhardt bor
soatlab kutdi.
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Frau Becker!
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Fraulein Salome!
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Doktor Breuer.
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Ko'ryapmanki, siz buni qilishni yaxshi ko'rasiz
o'zingiz uchun narsalar.
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Bu erkaklarni mahrum qilmaydi
sizga xizmat qilishdan zavqlanasizmi?
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Buni ikkalamiz ham bilamiz
ba'zi xizmatlar
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erkaklar ta'minlamaydi
ayollar uchun albatta yaxshi.
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Odatlar
umr bo'yi
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oson emas
o'chdi, azizim.
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Sizning kelajakdagi eringiz shunday qiladi
keng qamrovli qayta tayyorlash kerak.
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Er yo'q
men uchun. Har doim.
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Men erkakka bunday qilmagan bo'lardim.
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Agar o'shanda yoki hech qachon siz
ushbu yangi texnikadan foydalaning,
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buni ishlatishga urinmang
N ietzsche bilan mesmerizm usuli.
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Bizning bemorimiz rad etadi
har qanday jarayonda ishtirok etish
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u taslim bo'lish deb qabul qiladi
uning kuchi boshqasiga.
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Va siz javobgarmisiz
"bizning" bemorning umidsizligi uchunmi?
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U ishonadi
men.
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Qayerda bor
Xudo ketdimi?
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Men sizga aytaman.
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Xudo o'ldi.
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Hammamizda bor
uni o'ldirdi.
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Siz, siz,
siz va men.
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Xudo sizni do'zaxga tashlaydi men
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O'limdan keyin
Budda,
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uning soyasi ko'rsatilgan
asrlar davomida g'orlarda.
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Dahshatli,
dahshatli soya.
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Xudo sizni jazolaydi I Sen Shaytonman Men
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Odamlarning yo'lini hisobga olgan holda
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G'orlarda,
rahmat,
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ming yillar davomida, qaysi
Xudoning soyasi hali ham ko'rsatiladi.
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Soyani engish
o'zing ichida!
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Fridrix.
Fridrix. Lou Salome bilan tanishing.
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Ajoyib shoir
Rossiyadan.
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Qiziqarli ma'ruza
juda oz quloqqa tushish.
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Nega odamlar shunday
Sizdan qo'rqasizmi, professor?
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Oh, haqiqat
qo'rqinchli narsa.
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Nega deysiz
Xudo o'ldimi?
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Va bu emas
u hech qachon mavjud bo'lmaganmi?
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Nima deb o'ylaysiz?
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Xudo bo'lishni to'xtatganligi a
odamlar hayotidagi hisob-kitob kuchi.
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Qiziqarli
talqin qilish.
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Ammo agar Xudo
o'lgan,
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keyin hamma narsa
ruxsat etiladi.
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axloq yo'q,
qoidalar yo'q.
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Xudosiz kim xohlaydi
jamiyatimizni tashkil qiladimi?
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Yechim nima
sizning xudosiz taklifingizmi?
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Bizda qanday yulduzlar bor
bu yerda bir-biriga tushib qoldimi?
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Auf Wiedersehen.
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Men darhol bo'ldim
uni o'ziga tortdi.
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tomonidan vasvasaga solingan
uning aqli.
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Har birimizga ko'p narsa aytishimiz mumkin
boshqa yarim jumlalar bilan.
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Shunchaki ishoralar.
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U obsesif bo'lib qoldi,
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turmush qurishni taklif qilish
birinchi uchrashuvimizdan keyin.
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meni o'ziga jalb qildi
unga.
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Ammo romantik emas.
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Men o'rganmoqchi edim.
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Taqdim etish uchun emas.
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To'xtating!
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Mening rad etishim uning sevgisini nafratga aylantirdi.
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U menga bularni yozgan
aqldan ozgan haqoratli xatlar.
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Keyin u haqida yozdi
o'zini o'ldirish.
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Agar tushunsam
siz to'g'ri,
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meni xohlaysan
N ietssheni ishontirish
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bu uning hayoti
yashashga arziydi.
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Lekin men buni uddalashim kerak
u bilmasdan.
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Siz
malakali faqat shifokor
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buning uchun
psixologik davolash.
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Frau Reynxardt hali ham
kutish. Va hali ham azob chekmoqda.
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Yana bir narsa.
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Siz o'qishingiz kerak
uning kitoblari.
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Men hamma narsani qilaman
do'stingizga yordam berishingiz mumkin.
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Xayrli tun,
Doktor Breuer.
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Xayrli tun.
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To'g'ri uyga,
Baliqchi.
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Zigmund? Zigmund?
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Qayerdasiz
poyga?
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Eng jozibali ayol
Vena meni kechki ovqatga taklif qildi.
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U yanada jozibali
eri
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Uyga ketayotganda
daqiqa. Kir, Siggi.
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Men jigar tashxisini qo'ydim
bugungi kunda saraton.
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Men hech qachon odatlanmayman
o'layotgan bemorlarimga.
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Xo'sh, ko'nik, yosh doktor Freyd.
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Bolalar ovqatlanmoqda.
Ularga salom ayting.
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Dada!
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Mening kichkina tovuqlarim.
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Men nimaga qarang
Siggy degani?
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U zo'rg'a
men bilan gaplashadi.
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Oh, aytmoqchi, men
yangi bemor qabul qilindi.
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Men u bilan hali uchrashmaganman.
O'z joniga qasd qilish tendentsiyalari.
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Har doimgidek, bu ayol bilan boshlanadi.
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Ammo Yusuf, kasallikni sevadi
tibbiy holat emas.
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Hikoya oladi
bundan ham yaxshiroq.
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Chunki ayol
o'zini aybdor his qiladi,
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u meni shifo topishimni xohlaydi
uning psixologik tangligi uchun.
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Shu bilan birga, I
uning jismoniy kasalliklarini davolash.
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Albatta, siz emassiz
bunga harakat qilmoqchi.
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Menda bor
allaqachon kelishilgan.
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Nega?
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Men ham bilmayman
o'zimni bilaman.
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Balki menga kerakdir
shunga o'xshash qiyinchilik.
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Ayta olmaysiz
bu ayolga yo'q.
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U ishontira olardi
tuxum qo'yadigan ot.
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Rejamiz ishlamoqda.
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Dr. Oberbax ishontirdi
Nitsshe siz bilan maslahatlashmoqchi.
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Men ham
na Nitssheni ham
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hamisha unutadi
mehribonligingiz.
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Professor
shu yerda.
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Uni yuboring.
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Xayrli kun,
Janob professor.
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Iltimos. Iltimos,
o'tiring.
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Menga ayting
sizning kasalligingiz.
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Bo'larmidi
samaraliroq
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meni ko'rib chiqish
oldingi maslahatlashuvlar?
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Ishonchim komilki, ular zo'r
shifokorlar, rahmat.
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Lekin men qilaman
o'zimning tashxisim
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ko'rib chiqishdan oldin
mening hamkasblarim.
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Just men a ko'rishni afzal ko'raman
sharhlarni o'qishdan oldin o'ynang.
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Ayting-chi, professor,
qay darajada...
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melanxoliya hamroh bo'ladi
bu migren hujumlari?
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Mening qora davrlarim bor
lekin kim yo'q?
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Men haqimda gapirma
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menga ayting
mening kasalligim.
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Bu nima
bo'lishi mumkinmi?
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Hayot hukmronlik qildi
qora davrlar bo'yicha
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naslchilik hisoblanadi
umidsizlik uchun zamin.
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Umidsizlikmi?
Yo'q.
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Ehtimol, bir marta, lekin hozir emas. Yo'q.
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Men faqat homiladorman.
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Bu yerga.
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Mening boshim og'riyapti
uchun tug'ruq og'rig'i
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mening yangi kitobim.
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Qanday kitob?
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Zaratustral
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Yosh payg'ambar,
donolikdan yorilish
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va jasorat va rostgo'ylik qaror qiladi
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xalqni ma'rifatli qilish.
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Men sizga o'rgataman
U bermensch.
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Inson nimadir
buni engish kerak.
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Nima qilding
odamni yengish uchunmi?
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Inson uchun maymun nima?
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Kulgi, lekin men uyat his qilmayman.
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Shunchaki, odam shunday qiladi
U bermenschga bo'ling!
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Odamlar rad etishdi
bu so'zlarni tushuning.
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Payg'ambar, tushungan
u juda tez keldi
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ga qaytadi
uning yolg'izligi.
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Shunday... kabi...
Zardusht,
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kelaman
juda tez orada.
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Men sizdan so'rashim kerak
shaxsiy savol.
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Jismoniy farovonlik
ajratish mumkin emas
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ijtimoiy va
psixologik farovonlik.
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Kimdir bormi
kim bilan birgasiz...
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Siz havola qilyapsiz
jinsiy aloqa qilish uchun ... Doktor?
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Xo'sh ...
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Men buni topdim a
hayvoniy zavqning chaqnashi
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soatlardan keyin keladi
o'zidan nafratlanish, shuning uchun,
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bunday poda zavqlari
men uchun emas.
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Lekin hayotingizda ayol bormi?
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Har safar menda
qurishga harakat qilgan
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boshqalarga piyoda ko'prik,
Menga xiyonat qilishdi.
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Birinchidan, bor edi
bastakor, Richard Vagner,
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Men azob chekdim
u tufayli,
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va keyinroq,
mening eng yaxshi do'stim ...
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u bilan... ayol.
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Menga ko'proq ayting
bu haqda... ayol.
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Va nima uchun?
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U ulangan
kasalligingizga.
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Menga ishoning
bu haqida.
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Men bunga qodir emasman
ishonmoq... yana.
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Keyin ishonaman,
Janob professor,
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davom etishimiz mumkin
boshqa yo'q.
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Kassaga ega bo'ling
uyga sayohat, janob professor.
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Ahmoq hayvon!
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Hey, tashqariga!
Otni tinch qo'ying!
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Qo'ying! Qo'ying, men sizga aytaman!
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Yaxshimisiz?
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Biz yana uchrashamizmi?
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Juma kuni tushdan keyin,
bir vaqtning o'zida?
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Hayrli tun.
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Chuqur nafas ol, Berta.
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Kecha tush ko'rdingizmi?
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Ha. Men seni orzu qilardim
meni sevishardi.
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Haqiqatanmi?
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Ha.
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Men shunchaki boraman
sizni tekshirib ko'ring, xavotir olmang.
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Bu mutlaqo normal holat.
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Qanday odamsiz
qilyaptimi? Yo'q!
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Men seni xohlayman!
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Siz menikisiz!
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Yo'q, Jozef!
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Yo'q, Jozef!
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Qanday qila olardingiz?!
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Mathilde!
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Nimalar
qilyapsan?!
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Bu dahshatli!
Dahshatli!!
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Doktor Breuer! Siz endi erkin odamsiz.
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Orqaga qayt, sifiliz
fohisha! U meniki!
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Yo'q!
U meniki!
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Men!
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U meniki!
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U meniki!
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Yo'q!
U meniki!
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"Bizning hayotimizda bir vaqt bor edi
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"Biz bo'lganimizda
juda yaqin
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"hech narsa ko'rinmasdi
do'stligimizga to'sqinlik qil.
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“Bizni faqat oyoq izi ajratganida.
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"Men sizdan so'radim:" Xohlaysizmi?
menga piyodalar ko'prigini kesib o'tingmi? '
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Lekin siz shunday qildingiz
xohlamayman."
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Siz nima qilasiz
Siggi?
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Aniq emas; ishonchim komil emas.
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00:19:46,785 --> 00:19:51,882
Keling, buni asoslab olaylik. Birinchisi
odam endi kesib o'tolmaydi, chunki
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u bo'ysunayotganini his qiladi
uning kuchi boshqa odamga.
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Ha. Ha.
Sen haqsan.
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00:19:57,796 --> 00:20:00,264
U har qanday ifodani izohlaydi
ijobiy kayfiyatda
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taklif sifatida
kuch uchun.
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00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:04,400
Buni deyarli imkonsiz qiladi
unga yaqinlashish uchun men
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Hammasi shu yerda.
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00:20:05,537 --> 00:20:06,561
Ko'rsam maylimi?
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00:20:06,638 --> 00:20:08,765
Va oshkor eting
uning shaxsi?
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00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:10,273
Va nima uchun emas?
302
00:20:10,342 --> 00:20:12,105
Balki qarz bersangiz
bu kitob Siggyga
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ichingizda yashirolmaysiz
tun bo'yi uni o'qing.
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00:20:14,613 --> 00:20:15,705
Mathilde, to'xta.
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00:20:15,781 --> 00:20:17,408
Men nima qilay
seni ko'rganimda
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ko'proq va ko'proq olib tashlash
mendan va bolalardanmi?
307
00:20:20,852 --> 00:20:22,080
Avval o'sha ayol!
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00:20:22,154 --> 00:20:23,280
Endi bu N ietzsche!
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00:20:25,757 --> 00:20:27,281
Fridrix N Ietzsche?
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Shu kungacha sizni tinglaganimdan afsusdaman.
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Bertaning boshqa shifokorga o'tkazilishi
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lardan biri bo‘lib qolmoqda
hayotimdagi katta sharmandalar!
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00:20:41,273 --> 00:20:44,834
Ajoyib kitoblar.
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00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:46,935
Juda kam nusxalar
ulardan sotilgan.
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00:20:47,012 --> 00:20:49,242
Keyin noshiringiz ahmoqdir
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00:20:49,314 --> 00:20:53,307
Bularni himoya qilmaslik uchun
hayotining qoni bilan.
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Siz qisqacha yozyapsiz
va qisqacha jumlalar.
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00:20:55,988 --> 00:20:58,479
Bu mening ambitsiyam
o'n gapda ayting
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boshqalar
butun kitobda ayting.
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H m.
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kelsak
sizning migrenlaringiz,
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Men ularning asosiga ishonaman
stressda yolg'on sabab bo'ladi.
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00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:12,762
Hafa qiluvchi voqealar tufayli
ishingizda, oilangizda,
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sizning shaxsiy
munosabatlar.
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00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:18,076
berdim
yuqoriga o'rgatish.
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00:21:18,143 --> 00:21:19,576
Mening uyim yo'q
qarash,
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xotin yo'q
bilan janjallashish,
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00:21:20,846 --> 00:21:22,177
bolalar yo'q
intizomga.
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00:21:22,247 --> 00:21:24,738
Hech kim oldida majburiyatim yo'q.
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Menda stress yo'q.
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Sizning haddan tashqari izolyatsiyangiz
o'zini ta'kidlamoqda.
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00:21:29,087 --> 00:21:31,851
Buyuk mutafakkirlar tanlaydi
o'z kompaniyasi, shunday emasmi?
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Sizni bezovta qildi
olomon.
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Onsider Toro,
Spinoza, Budda.
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professor.
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Stress - bu
bizning dushmanimiz.
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Mening vazifam sizga yordam berishdir
hayotingizdagi stressni kamaytiring.
338
00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:47,361
Men sizga shuni taklif qilaman
mening Lauzon klinikamga kiring
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00:21:47,439 --> 00:21:49,907
bir oy uchun
kuzatish va davolash.
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00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:52,000
O'chokli uchun yangi dorilarimiz bor.
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tashrif buyuraman
siz har kuni.
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00:21:53,645 --> 00:21:57,945
Men to'lay olmayman...
bunday xizmatlar uchun.
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00:21:58,016 --> 00:22:01,179
Pul yo'q
men uchun muhim.
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00:22:01,253 --> 00:22:02,515
Bu bepul bo'ladi.
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00:22:02,587 --> 00:22:05,750
Va nega buni qilyapsiz?
346
00:22:05,824 --> 00:22:07,553
Siz keldingiz
yordam uchun men.
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00:22:07,626 --> 00:22:08,854
Men taklif qilaman.
Men shifokorman.
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00:22:08,927 --> 00:22:10,918
Juda oddiy.
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00:22:10,996 --> 00:22:13,021
Inson motivatsiyasi
ancha murakkabroq.
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00:22:13,098 --> 00:22:14,224
Nima
sizning maqsadingiz?
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00:22:14,299 --> 00:22:16,096
Nima uchun
shu yerdamisiz?
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00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:18,159
Bosim tufayli
do'stlarim va bosh og'rig'im.
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Yana so'rayman. Sizning motivingiz nima
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agar so'ramasangiz
bunday xizmatlar uchun to'lov.
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00:22:22,841 --> 00:22:25,207
Biri mashq qiladi
birovning kasbi.
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00:22:25,277 --> 00:22:26,369
O'tinchi toshbo'ron qiladi.
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00:22:26,445 --> 00:22:28,504
Nonvoy pishiradi.
Doktor shifokorlar.
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Nega yozasiz?
Nima uchun falsafa qilish kerak?
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00:22:31,183 --> 00:22:32,707
Siz hech narsani xohlamaysiz
ishingizdan.
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00:22:32,784 --> 00:22:35,446
Men siz uchun falsafa qilaman deb da'vo qilmayman.
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00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,886
Siz esa, shifokor,
ko'rinishda davom eting
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bu sizning motivingiz
menga xizmat qilishdir.
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00:22:39,791 --> 00:22:42,453
Bunday da'volar hech narsaga ega emas
inson motivatsiyasi bilan bog'liq.
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00:22:42,527 --> 00:22:44,392
Endi nima
sizning motivlaringizmi?
365
00:22:44,463 --> 00:22:45,691
Mening motivlarim?
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00:22:45,764 --> 00:22:46,492
Ha!
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00:22:46,565 --> 00:22:48,123
Mening motivlarim?!
368
00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:52,102
Kim javob bera oladi
shunday savol?
369
00:22:52,170 --> 00:22:53,535
Men sizga ishonaman
taqdirlanganlar
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00:22:53,605 --> 00:22:55,038
bo'lmoq
buyuk faylasuf.
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00:22:55,107 --> 00:22:58,076
Mening vazifam sizga yordam berishdir
kim bo'lishingizda.
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Shunday qilib, siz mening qutqaruvchimsiz
yanada kattaroq bo'lishi mumkinmi?
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men qilmadim
shunday deng!
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00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,072
Bilasizmi
mening bemorlarim
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00:23:03,148 --> 00:23:05,207
yetakchi olimlar hisoblanadi
va Venadagi musiqachilar?
376
00:23:05,283 --> 00:23:06,978
Ha, va ayni paytda
siz ularning obro'sidan foydalanasiz
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00:23:07,052 --> 00:23:08,314
oshirish uchun
men bilan hokimiyat!
378
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:09,718
Men hech qachon
ismingizdan foydalanish.
379
00:23:09,788 --> 00:23:11,119
Men hali ham sizdan foydalanaman!
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00:23:11,523 --> 00:23:12,990
Bema'nilik!
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00:23:13,191 --> 00:23:15,421
Sizning xayriyangiz, sizning
menga yordam beradigan texnikalar?
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00:23:15,494 --> 00:23:17,223
Meni boshqarish uchun!
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00:23:17,295 --> 00:23:19,889
Bularning barchasi siz bilan
mening hisobimdan kuchliroq!
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00:23:19,965 --> 00:23:21,660
Bu mukammal
nima uchun misol
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00:23:21,733 --> 00:23:23,325
ajrata olmaysiz
o'z ruhiyatingiz!
386
00:23:23,402 --> 00:23:26,394
Sizning tasavvuringiz
loyqa, professor!
387
00:23:26,471 --> 00:23:28,530
Sizga yordam kerak!
388
00:23:28,607 --> 00:23:30,234
Siz xato qilmoqchisiz
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00:23:32,043 --> 00:23:33,874
Keyin bor
allaqachon!
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00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:42,117
Siz aqldan ozgansiz
aldangan maxluq!
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00:24:06,278 --> 00:24:07,176
Shabbat Shalom.
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00:24:56,094 --> 00:24:58,324
Bu yerda!
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00:25:26,091 --> 00:25:28,855
Eski episkop,
N ietzsche,
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u o'layapti
mening mehmonxonamda!
395
00:25:55,954 --> 00:25:57,353
Meni ol
bir oz muz!
396
00:26:00,425 --> 00:26:01,858
Aziz Xudo!
397
00:26:01,927 --> 00:26:03,724
Menga olib keling
bir necha adyol!
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00:26:07,532 --> 00:26:08,760
Janob professor.
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00:26:10,135 --> 00:26:11,625
Professor Nitsshe.
Fridrix I
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Og'riqni oling.
Og'riqni ichkariga oling.
401
00:26:14,973 --> 00:26:16,065
Siz
yaxshi his eting.
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00:26:16,141 --> 00:26:17,472
Yordam bering.
403
00:26:43,868 --> 00:26:46,166
Shuncha xlor
zahar hisoblanadi
404
00:26:46,237 --> 00:26:48,501
uxlab yotgan sharbatda
shuning uchun siz o'lishingiz mumkin edi.
405
00:26:48,573 --> 00:26:52,339
Oh, yashash, o'lish,
kim qayg'uradi?
406
00:26:52,410 --> 00:26:55,174
Men sizning ofisingizda bo'laman
ertaga qarzim bilan.
407
00:26:55,246 --> 00:26:58,306
Poyezdimdan oldin
Bazelga jo‘nab ketadi.
408
00:26:58,383 --> 00:26:59,145
Bazel?
409
00:26:59,217 --> 00:27:00,309
Ha.
410
00:27:00,385 --> 00:27:01,647
Bu inqiroz tugamaguncha.
411
00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:04,314
Men ertaga ketaman.
412
00:27:24,843 --> 00:27:27,937
Bilasizmi, mening bir qismim ...
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00:27:28,013 --> 00:27:31,073
tomonidan g'alati umid
bu g'alati mavjudotga yordam berish
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00:27:31,149 --> 00:27:33,140
uni yengish
o'z azoblari,
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00:27:33,218 --> 00:27:35,846
Men mumkin
o'zimni mag'lub et.
416
00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:38,252
Sizning azoblaringizni engasizmi?
417
00:27:38,323 --> 00:27:40,416
Siz hasad qilasiz
Venadagi har bir shifokor.
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00:27:40,492 --> 00:27:42,483
Biror kishi his qiladi
40 dagi narsalar
419
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,222
25 yoshda buni bilish mumkin emas.
420
00:27:45,296 --> 00:27:47,764
Men uni to'xtatishim kerak
ketishdan.
421
00:27:47,832 --> 00:27:50,164
Bo'lishi kerak
yo'l bo'lsin.
422
00:27:52,237 --> 00:27:55,570
Ehtimol, agar siz to'liq xohlasangiz
O'zingizni N ietzschega oshkor qildingiz,
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00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:56,868
bo'lishi mumkin
unashtirdi.
424
00:27:58,410 --> 00:28:00,071
Bir marta siz
uning ishonchini qozonish,
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00:28:00,145 --> 00:28:03,546
u bug'langan mollyuska kabi ochilishi mumkin.
426
00:28:06,317 --> 00:28:08,285
Men bilaman deb o'ylayman
yo'l, Siggy.
427
00:28:12,624 --> 00:28:15,252
Menimcha, men bir yo'l bilaman.
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00:28:15,326 --> 00:28:18,921
Sizning hujjatlaringiz va
kvitansiyalar, janob professor.
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00:28:18,997 --> 00:28:20,988
Auf Wiedersehen.
430
00:28:21,066 --> 00:28:22,795
Xayr. Salomat bo'ling.
431
00:28:26,905 --> 00:28:29,738
Professor Nitsshe.
432
00:28:29,808 --> 00:28:32,606
Menga bir so'z bor
ketishdan oldin?
433
00:28:42,821 --> 00:28:45,483
Menda bir taklif bor
qilish, professor.
434
00:28:45,557 --> 00:28:50,256
Ehtimol, ilgari hech qachon yaratilmagan
shifokor tomonidan uning bemoriga.
435
00:28:54,332 --> 00:28:56,960
Men taklif qilaman a
professional almashinuv.
436
00:28:57,035 --> 00:29:03,133
Bir oy davomida men harakat qilaman
tanangizga shifokor sifatida,
437
00:29:03,208 --> 00:29:05,938
Agar siz mening fikrimcha shifokor bo'lib ishlasangiz.
438
00:29:06,010 --> 00:29:07,807
Nima qilish
nazarda tutdingiz?
439
00:29:07,879 --> 00:29:11,508
Siz meni shifokor va
Men sizga falsafani o'rgatamanmi?
440
00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:12,948
Yo'q, yo'q, yo'q.
441
00:29:13,017 --> 00:29:15,918
Menga o'rgatmang.
442
00:29:15,987 --> 00:29:17,352
Menga shifo ber.
443
00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:18,650
Nimadan?
444
00:29:18,723 --> 00:29:20,190
Umidsizlik.
445
00:29:37,208 --> 00:29:39,039
Men ko'ryapman
umidsizlik yo'q.
446
00:29:39,110 --> 00:29:41,374
Yoqilmagan
sirt.
447
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:43,038
Lekin ostida,
448
00:29:43,114 --> 00:29:46,515
miyam ishg'ol qilindi
begona fikrlar bilan.
449
00:29:46,584 --> 00:29:48,449
Ko‘zim yo‘qoldi
nega yashayotganim haqida.
450
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,648
Men qo‘rqib ketdim
o'lim, hali ...
451
00:29:51,723 --> 00:29:54,658
Men tez-tez o'ylayman
hayotimni tugatish haqida.
452
00:29:54,726 --> 00:29:57,923
Men yordam bera olmayman
siz bu bilan.
453
00:29:57,996 --> 00:29:59,463
Menda mashg'ulot yo'q.
454
00:29:59,531 --> 00:30:01,123
Kim o'qitiladi?
455
00:30:01,199 --> 00:30:03,827
Bunday shifo bir qismi emas
tibbiyot intizomidan.
456
00:30:05,003 --> 00:30:06,527
Men bu haqda nima bilaman?
457
00:30:06,604 --> 00:30:08,231
Siz ko'proq bilasiz
har qanday tirik odamdan ko'ra.
458
00:30:08,306 --> 00:30:11,605
Kitoblaringiz to'liq emasmi?
umidsizlik haqidagi shartnomalar?
459
00:30:11,676 --> 00:30:15,703
Men umidsizlikni davolay olmayman. I
faqat bunga qanday chidash kerakligini bilish.
460
00:30:15,780 --> 00:30:18,305
Keyin menga o'rgating
qanday chidash kerak
461
00:30:18,383 --> 00:30:19,645
hayot
umidsizlikdan.
462
00:30:19,717 --> 00:30:21,582
To'g'ri aytdingiz
sizning vazifangizdir
463
00:30:21,653 --> 00:30:27,922
insoniyatni qutqarish uchun
illyuziya va maqsadsizlik.
464
00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:30,722
Yangi xatti-harakatlar kodini yaratish uchun.
465
00:30:30,795 --> 00:30:32,660
Yangi axloq
xurofotdan xoli.
466
00:30:32,730 --> 00:30:35,858
Hammasi bor.
Men sizning kitoblaringizda.
467
00:30:35,934 --> 00:30:37,868
Bu mening taklifim.
468
00:30:37,936 --> 00:30:41,428
Siz mening klinikamga 30 kunga kirasiz.
469
00:30:41,506 --> 00:30:45,135
Men kuzataman va davolanaman
har kuni tibbiy kasallik.
470
00:30:45,210 --> 00:30:48,236
Men qaytib kelaman, sen mening shifokorim bo'lasan,
471
00:30:48,313 --> 00:30:53,842
va menga gapirishga yordam bering
hayotim tashvishlari.
472
00:30:53,918 --> 00:30:55,351
Qarang.
473
00:30:55,420 --> 00:30:59,880
Men qarzdorman
sizga...
474
00:30:59,958 --> 00:31:01,653
dan ortiq
har qanday odam.
475
00:31:05,263 --> 00:31:07,060
Siz qutqardingiz
mening hayotim.
476
00:31:10,068 --> 00:31:12,229
Men shunchaki
yozuvchi.
477
00:31:15,039 --> 00:31:16,438
men emas
shifokor.
478
00:31:20,845 --> 00:31:23,746
Siz mening hayotimni saqlab, qarzingizni to'lashingiz mumkin.
479
00:31:23,815 --> 00:31:25,976
Men
siznikini saqlab qoldi.
480
00:31:31,022 --> 00:31:32,216
Xo'sh, nima?
481
00:31:32,290 --> 00:31:36,386
Men buni qilaman
siz uchun...
482
00:31:36,461 --> 00:31:37,485
qarzimdan qutulasizmi?
483
00:31:39,998 --> 00:31:42,694
Mening motivatsiyam...
484
00:31:42,767 --> 00:31:45,201
butunlay
o'ziga xizmat qilish.
485
00:31:47,372 --> 00:31:52,002
Men hayotimni saqlab qolmoqchiman,
486
00:31:52,076 --> 00:31:54,806
lekin siz buni qilishga etarlicha kuchlimisiz?
487
00:32:07,425 --> 00:32:08,949
Men uni ko'ndiraman
488
00:32:09,027 --> 00:32:13,862
u menga yordam bera oladigan yagona odam ekanligini.
489
00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,092
Va keyin nima?
490
00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:17,930
Keyin qilaman
rollarni almashtiring.
491
00:32:18,002 --> 00:32:19,799
U yana bir bor
sabrli bo'l
492
00:32:19,871 --> 00:32:21,998
va men bo'laman
shifokor.
493
00:32:22,073 --> 00:32:24,041
Va nima bo'ladi
qachon N ietzsche
494
00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:26,269
sizga aylanadi
uning umidsizlikni davolash uchunmi?
495
00:32:26,344 --> 00:32:29,836
Siggy, men borligiga aminman
yukni bo'shatishda shifo beradigan narsa.
496
00:32:29,914 --> 00:32:31,609
Qarang
Oatoliklar.
497
00:32:31,683 --> 00:32:35,084
Ularning ruhoniylari nazr qilishdi
asrlar davomida e'tiroflar.
498
00:32:35,153 --> 00:32:38,748
N ietzsche
yolg'iz odam.
499
00:32:38,823 --> 00:32:41,519
Yana bir nechta
kechalar oldin
500
00:32:41,592 --> 00:32:44,288
u ochdi
menga.
501
00:32:44,362 --> 00:32:45,989
Haqiqiy iltimos
yordam uchun.
502
00:32:46,064 --> 00:32:47,326
Yordam bering.
503
00:32:47,398 --> 00:32:51,095
Siz ko'rgan narsangiz edi
uning ongsiz istaklari.
504
00:32:51,169 --> 00:32:53,933
Ular, agar ular bo'lsa edi
ozod qilinganlar baqirishlari mumkin edi
505
00:32:54,005 --> 00:32:55,996
yordam uchun
kunduzi.
506
00:32:56,074 --> 00:32:57,939
ning maqsadi
mening gapiradigan davom
507
00:32:58,009 --> 00:33:00,034
ularni ozod qilishdir
ko'milgan istaklar,
508
00:33:00,111 --> 00:33:06,846
bemorga ruxsat berish
yordam so'rang ... ochiqchasiga.
509
00:33:06,918 --> 00:33:09,182
Lekin shunday
"ozod qilish" to'g'ri atama?
510
00:33:09,253 --> 00:33:12,780
Bu "integratsiya" emasmi?
biz ortidan boryapmizmi?
511
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:20,824
ning integratsiyasi
ongli bilan ongsiz.
512
00:33:20,898 --> 00:33:22,160
Ha!
513
00:33:26,537 --> 00:33:27,504
Ha, Zigmund!
514
00:33:40,952 --> 00:33:41,941
Juda yaxshi.
515
00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:52,294
O'tiring.
516
00:33:58,603 --> 00:34:00,366
Stetoskopingizni olib tashlang.
517
00:34:03,841 --> 00:34:05,365
Va sizning paltongiz.
518
00:34:05,443 --> 00:34:06,842
Shuningdek.
519
00:34:19,690 --> 00:34:21,555
Men ro'yxat tuzdim
shikoyatlaringiz haqida.
520
00:34:21,626 --> 00:34:24,151
Bir, sizda bor
umumiy baxtsizlik.
521
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:28,460
Ikki, siz qamaldasiz
begona fikrlar bilan.
522
00:34:28,533 --> 00:34:30,228
Uch, o'zidan nafratlanish.
523
00:34:30,301 --> 00:34:33,964
To'rt, qarilik qo'rquvi.
Beshta, o'limdan qo'rqish
524
00:34:34,038 --> 00:34:38,338
Olti, undaydi
o'z joniga qasd qilish.
525
00:34:38,409 --> 00:34:39,569
Yana nimadir?
526
00:34:39,644 --> 00:34:44,604
Men his qilaman...
527
00:34:44,682 --> 00:34:46,775
butunlay...
528
00:34:46,851 --> 00:34:48,682
uzoq va uzoq
xotinimdan.
529
00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:51,745
Dunyoda tuzoqqa tushib qolgan
o'zim tanlaganim emas.
530
00:34:51,823 --> 00:34:55,657
Va bu yana bitta yoki ikkita muammomi?
531
00:34:57,628 --> 00:34:59,095
Siz meni qilasiz
noqulay his eting.
532
00:34:59,163 --> 00:35:01,256
Bu mening vazifamdir
o'zingizni qulay his qilasiz.
533
00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:03,360
Yo'q, yo'q, yo'q. Sizning yondashuvingiz noto'g'ri.
534
00:35:03,434 --> 00:35:04,867
M r. Breuer, biz kelishuvga erishdik.
535
00:35:08,673 --> 00:35:10,334
"M r." Breuer?
536
00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:17,074
Davom etishimizni xohlaysizmi, M r. Breuer?
537
00:35:30,728 --> 00:35:32,787
Siz aytib o'tgansiz
xotiningiz oxirgi.
538
00:35:32,864 --> 00:35:34,661
Qaysi menga aytadi
u erda boshlanadi.
539
00:35:34,732 --> 00:35:37,633
Nima boshlangan
bu o'zgarish...
540
00:35:37,702 --> 00:35:39,067
his-tuyg'ularingizda
unga qarab?
541
00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:46,667
Ikki yil oldin men o'zimni qabul qildim
yosh ayolning ishi.
542
00:35:46,744 --> 00:35:50,976
Bu bemor
- Men unga Anna O taxallusini berdim ...
543
00:35:51,048 --> 00:35:55,508
Biz shifokorlar nimadan aziyat chekmoqda
isterik xatti-harakatni chaqiring.
544
00:35:57,021 --> 00:35:59,353
Tinch bo'lishga harakat qiling!
545
00:35:59,423 --> 00:36:02,119
Bizning davrimizda
kundalik uchrashuvlar, u...
546
00:36:02,193 --> 00:36:05,924
menga ochildi. U bor edi
har bir bezovta qiluvchi voqea tafsilotlari
547
00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:07,988
oxirgi 24 soat.
548
00:36:08,065 --> 00:36:12,001
U bu e'tiroflarni chaqirdi
"mo'ri supurish".
549
00:36:15,540 --> 00:36:19,874
Men uni chaqirishni afzal ko'raman ...
gapiradigan davo.
550
00:36:19,944 --> 00:36:21,844
Afsuski,
551
00:36:21,913 --> 00:36:24,473
davolash kursi tugatildi
552
00:36:24,549 --> 00:36:25,880
uning aqldan ozgan yakuni bilan.
553
00:36:25,950 --> 00:36:27,178
Qanday qilib?
554
00:36:27,251 --> 00:36:30,379
Men sevib qoldim
bemorim bilan.
555
00:36:30,454 --> 00:36:34,413
U va onasi edi
xotinim bilan do'stona.
556
00:36:40,531 --> 00:36:41,520
Berta.
557
00:36:42,934 --> 00:36:44,902
Nima bo'ldi?
558
00:36:44,969 --> 00:36:45,867
Bas, Berta!
559
00:36:49,540 --> 00:36:51,531
Nima bo'ldi?
560
00:36:51,609 --> 00:36:53,907
Men homiladorman!
561
00:36:55,613 --> 00:36:58,377
Men homiladorman
eringizning chaqalog'i!
562
00:36:59,717 --> 00:37:01,275
Berta!
563
00:37:01,352 --> 00:37:05,914
Mana, doktor.
Breuerning kichik chaqalog'i I
564
00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:09,619
Berthal Nol To'xtating I
565
00:37:09,694 --> 00:37:13,425
To'xtating!
Berta!
566
00:37:13,497 --> 00:37:17,297
Bu uning deliriyasi edi,
Albatta, uning kasalligi.
567
00:37:17,368 --> 00:37:19,802
Lekin xotinim uni yana ko'rishimni man qildi.
568
00:37:19,870 --> 00:37:21,531
Nima qildi
qilasizmi?
569
00:37:21,606 --> 00:37:24,473
Kechirasiz, azizim. Men qila olmayman
yana shifokoringiz bo'ling.
570
00:37:26,110 --> 00:37:27,737
Lekin men qildim
noto'g'ri narsa.
571
00:37:27,812 --> 00:37:30,406
Albatta
sizda yo'q.
572
00:37:30,481 --> 00:37:32,278
Men sizni bir hamkasbimga havola qilaman.
573
00:37:32,350 --> 00:37:35,251
U sizga yaxshi g'amxo'rlik qiladi.
574
00:37:35,319 --> 00:37:36,946
Iltimos, qilmang
qo'yib yuboring.
575
00:37:37,021 --> 00:37:39,353
Boshqa tanlovim yo'q.
576
00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:52,160
Siz har doim bo'lasiz
hayotimda yagona odam. Har doim.
577
00:37:52,236 --> 00:37:56,332
Siz qanchalik dahshatli ekanligini tasavvur qila olasizmi?
bu so'zlarni eshitish uchun edi?
578
00:37:56,407 --> 00:38:01,743
Ularning isboti edi
men qilgan zarar.
579
00:38:01,812 --> 00:38:06,044
Men uni kuchsiz qoldirdim.
580
00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:07,846
Orippled.
581
00:38:07,918 --> 00:38:14,118
Siz hamma uchun javobgarsiz
fikrlaringiz va harakatlaringiz haqida.
582
00:38:14,191 --> 00:38:18,992
Ammo u, afsuski
kasallik deb ataladigan kasallik,
583
00:38:19,063 --> 00:38:20,655
u oqlanadi.
584
00:38:20,731 --> 00:38:22,358
Hamma narsadan.
585
00:38:22,433 --> 00:38:25,129
Kimda bor
kimga zarar yetkazdi?
586
00:38:26,804 --> 00:38:28,601
Kimda bor
kimni zaiflashtirdi?
587
00:38:30,174 --> 00:38:33,974
Bu buzmaydimi
Berta, siz uni shunday chaqirasiz ...
588
00:38:35,713 --> 00:38:39,843
kattaroq kuchga ega
sendanmi?
589
00:38:39,917 --> 00:38:41,942
Ajoyib boshlanish.
590
00:38:42,019 --> 00:38:44,510
U hatto rivojlandi
muammolarim ro'yxati.
591
00:38:46,057 --> 00:38:48,389
Breuer
qiziq aralash.
592
00:38:48,459 --> 00:38:50,586
Men aqlli, lekin ko'rman.
593
00:38:50,661 --> 00:38:52,492
Samimiy, ammo ayyor.
594
00:38:52,563 --> 00:38:55,760
U o'ylashda davom etsin
bu biz qilayotgan ish.
595
00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:59,769
Uni ayol egallab olgan
kim uni parcha-parcha qiladi.
596
00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:03,534
Va u
uning qonli tishlarini yalaydi.
597
00:39:06,777 --> 00:39:08,074
Men buni yaxshi ko'raman, Jozef.
598
00:39:08,145 --> 00:39:09,476
Siz nimani yaxshi ko'rasiz?
599
00:39:09,547 --> 00:39:10,571
Chaykovskiy!
600
00:39:10,648 --> 00:39:11,706
Nega?
601
00:39:11,782 --> 00:39:13,374
Oqqush Lakel
602
00:39:23,527 --> 00:39:26,394
Jozef, qara! Vaqtimiz tugayapti!
603
00:39:31,769 --> 00:39:35,205
Orqaga!
Vaqtga qarang!
604
00:39:35,272 --> 00:39:37,536
Tezroq, Jozef!
Tezroq pedal!
605
00:39:41,612 --> 00:39:45,343
Meni ol, Jozef.
Meni .. ga oborib qo'ying!
606
00:39:45,416 --> 00:39:48,317
Otish
sizning kishanlaringiz
607
00:39:48,386 --> 00:39:50,854
Tayoqlar va toshlar
suyaklarimni sindirishi mumkin,
608
00:39:50,921 --> 00:39:53,583
lekin o'lim bo'ladi
meni hech qachon xafa qilma!
609
00:40:10,174 --> 00:40:14,975
Men bundan keyin qo'rqdim
kechagi iqrorlar,
610
00:40:15,045 --> 00:40:16,478
qilardingiz
men haqimda kamroq o'ylang.
611
00:40:16,547 --> 00:40:20,483
Nima haqida tashvishlanmang
boshqalar sizni o'ylaydi.
612
00:40:20,551 --> 00:40:23,179
Siz topasiz deb o'ylayman
jinsiy aloqa nomaqbul.
613
00:40:23,254 --> 00:40:25,188
Men jinsiy aloqaga qarshi emasman.
614
00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:27,690
Men yomon ko'rgan narsa - bu uchun yolvoradigan odam.
615
00:40:27,758 --> 00:40:30,226
U o'zini taslim qiladi
qandaydir ayyor ayolga
616
00:40:30,294 --> 00:40:32,956
kim nafsini aylantiradi
uning torlariga.
617
00:40:33,030 --> 00:40:34,622
Nafs bir qismidir
hayotdan!
618
00:40:34,698 --> 00:40:37,326
Va hech narsa aralashmasligi kerak
rivojlanishi bilan
619
00:40:37,401 --> 00:40:38,959
Ichingizdagi qahramon haqida!
620
00:40:39,036 --> 00:40:42,972
Va agar shahvat ichida tursa
yo'l, nafsni engish kerak!
621
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:44,439
Ko'proq amaliy bo'ling.
622
00:40:44,508 --> 00:40:47,272
Menga bergan narsangiz shu
kitoblaringizdan iqtiboslar!
623
00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:51,838
Birinchi marta qo'yishga harakat qildim
amaliy foydalanish uchun mening falsafam.
624
00:40:51,916 --> 00:40:56,319
Konfordan birini tanlang
va haqiqat.
625
00:40:56,387 --> 00:40:58,218
Ularmi?
bir-birini istisno qiladimi?
626
00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:00,553
Agar siz tanlamoqchi bo'lsangiz
o'sish zavqi,
627
00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:02,285
o'zingizni tayyorlang
bir oz og'riq uchun.
628
00:41:02,359 --> 00:41:04,827
Kamroq og'riq, qisqarish. Bor.
Podaning bir qismi bo'ling.
629
00:41:10,401 --> 00:41:11,527
Qarang
bu daraxt.
630
00:41:11,602 --> 00:41:13,695
Bu talab qiladi
bo'ronli ob-havo
631
00:41:13,771 --> 00:41:16,035
erishish uchun bo'lsa
uning mag'rur balandligi.
632
00:41:16,106 --> 00:41:20,406
O'rganing, ijodkorlik
va kashfiyot.
633
00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:22,070
Lekin ular
og'riq bilan keling!
634
00:41:23,981 --> 00:41:26,575
Men oddiy narsalarni tilayman.
635
00:41:26,650 --> 00:41:31,314
Kabuslarsiz uxlash uchun
636
00:41:31,388 --> 00:41:34,152
Yashash uchun
kuchlanishsiz.
637
00:41:37,228 --> 00:41:38,525
Yotmoq; bir oz yonboshlamoq.
638
00:41:40,764 --> 00:41:41,753
Nega?
639
00:41:41,832 --> 00:41:44,426
Bu
eng yaxshi induktsiya
640
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:47,403
xotiralarni eslash uchun.
Yoting, iltimos.
641
00:41:56,113 --> 00:41:57,910
Ko'zlaringizni yuming.
642
00:42:01,952 --> 00:42:04,944
Kelinglar
tasavvur qiling
643
00:42:05,022 --> 00:42:08,116
Muzli
tog' cho'qqisi.
644
00:42:08,192 --> 00:42:11,719
Va biz buni ozgina ko'ramiz
odam cho'qqiga intilmoqda.
645
00:42:11,795 --> 00:42:14,423
U ko'rib chiqmoqda
uning mavjudligi dahshat.
646
00:42:14,498 --> 00:42:17,365
U uchrashmoqda
chidagan vaqtlar.
647
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:20,401
Lekin u ko'radi
juda ko'p.
648
00:42:20,471 --> 00:42:26,637
Bu ahamiyatsizlik,
bu shunchaki kichik dog'
649
00:42:26,710 --> 00:42:28,109
u.
650
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:33,246
Va endi uning qo'rquvi
juda xom bo'ladi,
651
00:42:33,317 --> 00:42:37,048
u tabriklaydi
uning ongiga shahvat.
652
00:42:37,121 --> 00:42:40,113
Va u qidira boshlaydi
bu qasrga.
653
00:42:40,190 --> 00:42:43,682
U vaqtini o'tkazishni boshlaydi
bu mo''jizalarni eslash.
654
00:42:43,761 --> 00:42:46,889
Uning kichkinaligi qanday
nogiron Berta
655
00:42:46,964 --> 00:42:49,797
oyoqlarini harakatga keltiradi.
656
00:42:49,867 --> 00:42:52,700
Uning lablari.
657
00:42:52,770 --> 00:42:55,261
Va uning qo'llari.
658
00:42:55,339 --> 00:42:58,035
Va uning ko'kraklari.
659
00:42:58,108 --> 00:43:00,269
Va uning aqli
660
00:43:00,344 --> 00:43:04,303
bilan to'ldirilgan edi
g'oyalarning eng ezgusi
661
00:43:04,381 --> 00:43:10,149
tiqilib qoladi
endi axlat bilan.
662
00:43:10,220 --> 00:43:12,688
Va shunday
u bugun.
663
00:43:12,756 --> 00:43:16,749
U shunchaki ovora
axlat orqali.
664
00:43:16,827 --> 00:43:18,852
Berthadan.
665
00:43:18,929 --> 00:43:22,524
Go'yo u o'z ichiga olgan
duolariga javob bering.
666
00:43:25,002 --> 00:43:29,268
Xo'sh, bu odam haqida nima deb o'ylaysiz?
667
00:43:29,340 --> 00:43:33,436
Jozef, och
ko'zlaringiz.
668
00:43:35,045 --> 00:43:36,410
Ko'zlaringizni oching.
669
00:43:47,558 --> 00:43:49,287
Men bilan gaplash,
Jozef.
670
00:43:53,831 --> 00:43:56,299
Bu
mening yo'lim.
671
00:43:56,367 --> 00:43:58,062
sizniki qayerda?
672
00:44:08,979 --> 00:44:11,743
U sizdan yolg'on gapirishingizni so'radi
divanda? Nega?
673
00:44:11,815 --> 00:44:14,283
U eng yaxshisi ekanligini aytdi
xotiralarni esga olish usuli.
674
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:18,080
Menga qiziq.
675
00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:20,123
U hurmat qiladi
uning shartnomasi,
676
00:44:20,190 --> 00:44:21,748
lekin takliflar
qo'llab-quvvatlamaydi.
677
00:44:21,825 --> 00:44:23,656
Mening e'tiroflarim amalga oshmadi
678
00:44:23,727 --> 00:44:26,195
hatto eng kichik qabul
o'z obsessiyasidan.
679
00:44:26,263 --> 00:44:28,823
Sizning umidsizlikingiz ildiz otganmi?
u bilan raqobatingizdami?
680
00:44:28,899 --> 00:44:31,891
Arzimaydi.
681
00:44:31,969 --> 00:44:34,403
Men shifokorman,
Siggy.
682
00:44:34,471 --> 00:44:37,167
Men o'zim bilan uchrashmayman
mamnunligim uchun sabr qiling.
683
00:44:37,241 --> 00:44:39,903
Ammo Jozef, men uning kitoblarini o'qiganman.
684
00:44:39,977 --> 00:44:42,172
U ko'proq kirib boradi
insoniyat haqidagi bilimlar
685
00:44:42,246 --> 00:44:45,875
har qanday boshqa odamga qaraganda. I
o'ylab ko'ring, u bo'lishi mumkin, ehtimol
686
00:44:45,949 --> 00:44:48,247
eng buyuk psixolog
kim yashagan.
687
00:44:48,318 --> 00:44:52,345
Siz unga eng yaxshi yordam bera olasiz
unga sizga yordam berishga ruxsat berish orqali.
688
00:46:07,164 --> 00:46:08,461
Josef?
689
00:46:17,107 --> 00:46:19,439
Jozef? Bu
yarim tundan keyin.
690
00:46:21,645 --> 00:46:23,112
Kelasizmi
to'shakka?
691
00:46:24,681 --> 00:46:25,841
Tez orada.
692
00:46:44,668 --> 00:46:47,899
Dr. Breuerl Doktor Breuerl
693
00:46:47,971 --> 00:46:49,700
Dr. Breuerl
694
00:46:49,773 --> 00:46:50,933
Qayerda
xotinim?
695
00:46:51,008 --> 00:46:53,101
Xotiningiz...
uyda joylashgan
696
00:46:53,177 --> 00:46:54,371
Mathilde!
697
00:47:06,857 --> 00:47:08,757
Mathildel
698
00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:11,590
Siz har doim shunday bo'lasiz
hayotimdagi yagona erkak.
699
00:47:11,662 --> 00:47:13,220
Har doim.
700
00:47:13,297 --> 00:47:18,599
Siz hech qachon
afsusdaman, Jozef. Hech qachon.
701
00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:26,039
Hech qachon afsuslanmaysiz, Yozef. Hech qachon.
702
00:47:40,457 --> 00:47:42,186
Men o'zimni sog'lom his qilyapman.
703
00:47:42,259 --> 00:47:44,022
Men hech narsani yo'qotmaslikni xohlayman
bizning qimmatli vaqtimiz
704
00:47:44,094 --> 00:47:46,028
bu jismoniy ustida
imtihonlar, hm?
705
00:47:48,398 --> 00:47:50,628
Oldin
boshlaymiz,
706
00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:55,900
oxirgi marta uchrashganimiz
Siz meni "Yozef" deb chaqirdingiz.
707
00:47:55,973 --> 00:47:59,875
Menga yoqyapti. Biz ismlarni ishlatishimiz kerakmi?
708
00:48:06,650 --> 00:48:07,878
Fridrix yoki...?
709
00:48:07,951 --> 00:48:09,612
Fritz.
710
00:48:13,757 --> 00:48:15,281
Fridrix.
711
00:48:15,359 --> 00:48:18,658
Maktabdagi eng yaxshi do'stim
Fridrix deb atalgan.
712
00:48:18,729 --> 00:48:21,960
U meni chaqirardi
cheksiz va'dali yigit.
713
00:48:22,032 --> 00:48:25,126
Nima bo'ldi
yigitga?
714
00:48:25,202 --> 00:48:26,965
U bo'ldi
muvaffaqiyatli shifokor.
715
00:48:27,037 --> 00:48:30,268
Va hurmatli.
Va boy.
716
00:48:30,340 --> 00:48:35,175
Keyin bor
maqsadlaringizga erishdi.
717
00:48:35,245 --> 00:48:37,679
Siz qoniqdingizmi?
718
00:48:37,748 --> 00:48:41,149
bajardim
mening maqsadlarim, ha.
719
00:48:41,218 --> 00:48:43,345
Men qoniqdimmi?
720
00:48:45,455 --> 00:48:46,513
Yo'q.
721
00:48:46,590 --> 00:48:48,285
Qanday qilding
maqsadlaringizni tanlaysizmi?
722
00:48:50,627 --> 00:48:54,290
Yo'q, ... o'ylamang.
J ust mo'ri supurish.
723
00:48:54,364 --> 00:48:55,592
H m.
724
00:48:57,501 --> 00:49:00,834
Maqsadlar
madaniyatimning bir qismi.
725
00:49:00,904 --> 00:49:04,499
Ular havoda. Siz ularni nafas olasiz.
726
00:49:04,574 --> 00:49:06,474
Har bir kabi
yosh yahudiy bola,
727
00:49:06,543 --> 00:49:10,274
Men tashqariga chiqmoqchi edim
muvaffaqiyatga erishish uchun gettoning.
728
00:49:10,347 --> 00:49:12,781
Mening otam buyuk edi
hayotimning ustozi.
729
00:49:15,886 --> 00:49:17,148
Yo'q, dada.
730
00:49:17,220 --> 00:49:19,347
Yo'q, Jozef. Men yomon odatlarni rag'batlantirmayman.
731
00:49:26,330 --> 00:49:29,299
Lekin men hech qachon
maqsadlarni tanladi.
732
00:49:29,366 --> 00:49:32,096
Ular edi
xuddi shu yerda, xuddi...
733
00:49:32,169 --> 00:49:33,500
baxtsiz hodisa kabi.
734
00:49:33,570 --> 00:49:35,834
Va hali ham olish kerak emas
maqsadlaringizga ega bo'lish
735
00:49:35,906 --> 00:49:39,273
faqat shu, ruxsat bering
hayot tasodif bo'lsin.
736
00:49:51,254 --> 00:49:53,552
Nima
noto'g'ri, Jozef?
737
00:49:53,623 --> 00:49:57,582
Men to'satdan va og'riqli bo'ldim
aniq narsani tushunish.
738
00:49:57,661 --> 00:49:59,891
Vaqt qaytarilmas.
739
00:49:59,963 --> 00:50:02,693
Hayotimning qumlari
tugaydi,
740
00:50:02,766 --> 00:50:07,100
Men hamma odamlar bilan o'ralganman
mening o'limim tomon yurish.
741
00:50:07,170 --> 00:50:10,469
Shunday qilib, siz aniq ko'rasiz
ko'rish yara sifatida.
742
00:50:10,540 --> 00:50:12,633
Buni bilish
Mening o'limim yaqinlashmoqda,
743
00:50:12,709 --> 00:50:15,542
Men kuchsizman va
ahamiyatsiz, ha.
744
00:50:15,612 --> 00:50:17,705
Bu degani emas
mavjudligining maqsadi yo'q.
745
00:50:17,781 --> 00:50:20,249
Aksincha. O'lim yaqinlashar ekan,
746
00:50:20,317 --> 00:50:21,784
qiymat
umr ko'radi.
747
00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:23,717
Siz o'rganishingiz kerak
"Ha" deb aytish uchun, Jozef.
748
00:50:23,787 --> 00:50:26,347
Ammo hayotning har bir daqiqasiga "ha" deb ayting.
749
00:50:26,423 --> 00:50:29,221
Ehtirosli bo'ling. a bo'l
erkin fikrlash ruhi.
750
00:50:29,292 --> 00:50:31,089
Yuqoriga ko'taring
sizning cheklovlaringiz.
751
00:50:31,161 --> 00:50:35,894
U bermensch bo'ling.
H m? Iltimos.
752
00:50:40,137 --> 00:50:42,901
Iltimos, Fraulein. Siz joy olasizmi?
753
00:50:44,908 --> 00:50:46,739
Rus
shu yerda.
754
00:50:49,746 --> 00:50:51,805
Uni kutib tursin.
755
00:51:03,026 --> 00:51:06,757
Xayrli kun, Frau
Petik. Iltimos, joy oling.
756
00:51:06,830 --> 00:51:09,230
Hrr Shubert,
salom.
757
00:51:09,299 --> 00:51:11,563
O'tiring. Doktor
tez orada siz bilan bo'ladi.
758
00:51:11,635 --> 00:51:13,466
Iltimos, tushuning.
Men juda afsusdaman.
759
00:51:13,537 --> 00:51:15,334
Iltimos, shifokor
ko'ramiz.
760
00:51:23,013 --> 00:51:26,779
Frau Pettik, shifokor sizni hozir ko'rishi mumkin.
761
00:51:39,596 --> 00:51:40,824
Qanday zavq.
762
00:51:40,897 --> 00:51:42,728
Men unutgan edim.
763
00:51:42,799 --> 00:51:44,699
Keyin bu safar diqqat bilan qarang.
764
00:51:44,768 --> 00:51:48,795
Men borligidan xafaman
sizga taklif qilish uchun juda oz vaqt.
765
00:51:48,872 --> 00:51:50,601
Muvaffaqiyatning bahosi, doktor Breuer.
766
00:52:03,787 --> 00:52:05,448
Sizga yoqadi
xavfli yashash.
767
00:52:05,522 --> 00:52:07,547
Menga ayting-chi, nima uchun?
yozmadingizmi
768
00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:10,787
Men tartibga solishim uchun
siz uchun to'g'ri vaqtmi?
769
00:52:10,861 --> 00:52:13,591
Men xavotirdaman
bemorimiz haqida.
770
00:52:13,663 --> 00:52:15,392
Bemorimiz?
771
00:52:15,465 --> 00:52:17,399
Siz bitirganmisiz
tibbiyot maktabidan
772
00:52:17,467 --> 00:52:18,832
bizdan beri
oxirgi uchrashuv?
773
00:52:18,902 --> 00:52:21,803
Bularni o'qish kerak
maktublar N ietzsche menga yubordi.
774
00:52:21,872 --> 00:52:23,737
U yozadi
go'yo meni jazolagandek.
775
00:52:23,807 --> 00:52:27,004
"Siz ayolsiz
sezgirlik yoki ruh,
776
00:52:27,077 --> 00:52:31,377
sevgiga qodir bo'lmagan, yirtqich
uy mushukidek kiyingan."
777
00:52:31,448 --> 00:52:34,076
Nega u meni shunday yirtqich hayvon deb hisoblaydi?
778
00:52:37,087 --> 00:52:40,250
Men bilishga loyiqman
harakatlarim natijasi.
779
00:52:40,323 --> 00:52:43,315
Natija
tajribangizdan.
780
00:52:43,393 --> 00:52:47,420
Ajoyib bo'ldi
sizni ko'rish uchun,
781
00:52:47,497 --> 00:52:49,226
lekin men ishimga qaytishim kerak.
782
00:52:49,299 --> 00:52:50,391
U qayerda?
783
00:52:50,467 --> 00:52:51,661
Men sizga ayta olmayman.
784
00:52:51,735 --> 00:52:53,225
Yoki davlat
uning holati haqida.
785
00:52:53,303 --> 00:52:54,668
Menga orqa o'giring.
786
00:52:55,338 --> 00:53:00,469
Men buza olmayman
mening bemorimning... shaxsiy hayoti.
787
00:53:13,957 --> 00:53:15,754
Ehtimol, siz qodir emassiz
788
00:53:15,825 --> 00:53:17,486
gipnoz qilinish.
789
00:53:17,561 --> 00:53:19,586
Balki.
790
00:53:19,663 --> 00:53:22,928
U bir oz qoldirganini aytmadim
N. Ietzshening men bilan yozgan maktublari.
791
00:53:22,999 --> 00:53:24,398
H m. Va?
792
00:53:24,467 --> 00:53:27,903
U meni ovqatlantirganim uchun haqorat qiladi
shahvat tubida,
793
00:53:27,971 --> 00:53:31,372
va hamma vaqt, u
o'zi, xuddi men kabi,
794
00:53:31,441 --> 00:53:37,073
ni varaqlamoqda
o'z aqlining axlati.
795
00:53:37,147 --> 00:53:40,480
Sizningcha, u javob berishi kerak
uning soxtalashtirishlari uchun,
796
00:53:40,550 --> 00:53:42,142
eslatsam maylimi
o'zingdan.
797
00:53:42,219 --> 00:53:45,586
ning aldamchi asosidan
u bilan kelishuvingiz.
798
00:53:49,426 --> 00:53:51,860
Ikki bemordan
bu munosabatda,
799
00:53:51,928 --> 00:53:55,455
aylanganman
qanchalik shoshilinch ish.
800
00:53:58,368 --> 00:53:59,835
General.
801
00:54:07,844 --> 00:54:09,004
Siz nimasiz
qilyapsan, askar?
802
00:54:09,079 --> 00:54:10,774
O'ldirishga urinish
o'zim, ser.
803
00:54:10,847 --> 00:54:12,246
Qani, askar.
804
00:54:12,315 --> 00:54:14,112
Ha, ser.
805
00:54:17,220 --> 00:54:20,951
General, iltimos, menga yordam bering!
806
00:54:28,698 --> 00:54:30,757
Qiziq narsa
bu mening tushimda
807
00:54:30,834 --> 00:54:32,893
general
sen edingiz.
808
00:54:34,904 --> 00:54:37,634
Va nega men?
809
00:54:37,707 --> 00:54:40,505
Sizning timsolingiz
menga qo'shilishni istamaslik
810
00:54:40,577 --> 00:54:43,273
yerdan pastda
ehtimol?
811
00:54:43,346 --> 00:54:46,474
Ochiq bo'ling
men bilan.
812
00:54:46,549 --> 00:54:48,380
Taxmin qilamanki,
barcha erkaklar kabi,
813
00:54:48,451 --> 00:54:50,681
azob chekdingiz
sevgi kasalligidan.
814
00:54:53,523 --> 00:54:58,517
Hech qachon tatib ko'rganmisiz
sevgi azobi?
815
00:54:58,595 --> 00:54:59,857
Ha.
816
00:55:01,131 --> 00:55:02,428
Va?
817
00:55:04,601 --> 00:55:05,795
Men bilishim kerak.
818
00:55:05,869 --> 00:55:09,703
Sizga eslatib o'taman
Gyote so'zlari.
819
00:55:09,773 --> 00:55:13,402
"Erkak bo'l.
Menga ergashmang,
820
00:55:13,476 --> 00:55:14,909
lekin o'zingiz. "
821
00:55:14,978 --> 00:55:17,947
Falsafani o'qitish va
uni haqiqiy dunyoda ishlatish
822
00:55:18,014 --> 00:55:20,812
juda
turli tashabbuslar.
823
00:55:20,884 --> 00:55:23,011
Siz biror narsani xohlaysiz
hozir sizni tinchlantirish uchun.
824
00:55:23,086 --> 00:55:26,351
Keyin borib, uni emiz
xurofot so‘zi.
825
00:55:26,423 --> 00:55:29,119
Nima qilsangiz ham,
aqlga bormang.
826
00:55:29,192 --> 00:55:31,820
U afsuski, the
ongimning teatr direktori,
827
00:55:31,895 --> 00:55:34,489
hammasini sahnalashtiruvchi
Berta bilan bu sahnalar
828
00:55:34,564 --> 00:55:36,293
ta'sir qilmaydi
sabab bilan.
829
00:55:36,366 --> 00:55:38,334
Albatta yo'q. uchun
nima sabab bo'ladi erkak
830
00:55:38,401 --> 00:55:39,891
sevishi mumkin edi
shunday cho'loqmi?
831
00:55:39,969 --> 00:55:41,231
Oh, to'xtataman
832
00:55:41,304 --> 00:55:43,932
Berta aqlli,
go'zal, mehribon!
833
00:55:44,007 --> 00:55:45,235
Sevasizmi?
Qanday qilib?
834
00:55:45,308 --> 00:55:47,276
U sizni zinoga yo'ldan ozdirmoqchi bo'ldi.
835
00:55:47,344 --> 00:55:49,710
U deyarli
sizni yo'q qildi.
836
00:55:49,779 --> 00:55:51,406
Siz ham
unga qattiq.
837
00:55:51,481 --> 00:55:52,743
Xo'sh, keyingi safar
sen uning oldiga bor,
838
00:55:52,816 --> 00:55:55,114
unutmang
qamchingizni olib keling.
839
00:55:55,185 --> 00:55:58,245
Ha. Men buni sevishni o'ylayman
ayol hayotdan nafratlanadi.
840
00:55:58,321 --> 00:56:00,983
Berta
yaxshi ayol.
841
00:56:01,057 --> 00:56:02,786
Sizga eslatsam maylimi
u kasal bo'lib qoldi
842
00:56:02,859 --> 00:56:04,417
u tufayli
otasining o'limi?
843
00:56:04,494 --> 00:56:06,894
Va eslatishim mumkin
barcha otalaringiz o'ladimi?
844
00:56:06,963 --> 00:56:10,023
Menimcha, vaqt
uzr tugadi.
845
00:56:22,412 --> 00:56:24,937
Siz har doim shunday bo'lasiz
hayotimdagi yagona erkak bo'l.
846
00:56:25,014 --> 00:56:26,879
Fridrix, menga yordamingiz kerak.
847
00:56:26,950 --> 00:56:29,145
Mening obsesyonimga hujum qiling.
Bu meni buzadi
848
00:56:29,219 --> 00:56:31,619
Urushni xohlaysizmi?
849
00:56:31,688 --> 00:56:33,053
Ha!
850
00:56:33,123 --> 00:56:35,387
Siz mening ergashasiz
direktivalar savolsiz.
851
00:56:35,458 --> 00:56:36,447
Mutlaqo.
852
00:56:36,526 --> 00:56:37,891
O'tir.
853
00:56:40,196 --> 00:56:41,322
Iltimos.
854
00:56:43,800 --> 00:56:45,131
Ko'zlaringizni oching.
855
00:56:47,871 --> 00:56:52,331
Men sizning hayotingizni tasavvur qilaman ...
Berta bilan.
856
00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:53,899
Lekin men buni qilmayman
xohlayman!
857
00:56:53,977 --> 00:56:56,468
Iltimos, Jozef.
Rohatlaning.
858
00:57:01,084 --> 00:57:04,952
Endi siz
kuningizni boshlash.
859
00:57:05,021 --> 00:57:09,424
Siz o'zingiznikiga egasiz
nonushta, Anna O.bilan
860
00:57:09,492 --> 00:57:15,453
Men bastalashingizni xohlayman
10 ta haqoratning ro'yxati
861
00:57:15,532 --> 00:57:17,363
va men ularni unga otishingizni xohlayman.
862
00:57:17,434 --> 00:57:19,197
Uning yuziga?!
863
00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:20,361
Ha.
864
00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:23,929
Nima?
"Xunuk?"
865
00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:25,770
Aniq.
866
00:57:25,842 --> 00:57:26,831
Xunuk, ha.
867
00:57:30,680 --> 00:57:32,477
Xunuk.
868
00:57:32,549 --> 00:57:34,039
Qichqiring!
869
00:57:35,351 --> 00:57:36,113
Xunuk!
870
00:57:36,186 --> 00:57:39,747
Ahmoq!
Voy!
871
00:57:39,823 --> 00:57:41,290
Fohisha!
Ekish!
872
00:57:41,357 --> 00:57:45,157
Ko'zlari ohista! Monster! Oripple!
873
00:57:45,228 --> 00:57:48,220
Bu to‘qqiz.
Yana bitta.
874
00:57:48,298 --> 00:57:51,597
Idiot!!
875
00:57:51,668 --> 00:57:54,159
Yaxshi. Qanday
u javob beradimi?
876
00:57:54,237 --> 00:57:55,226
Men sizni sevaman.
877
00:57:57,474 --> 00:57:59,499
Tinchlik g'oyasidan voz keching
bastalagansiz.
878
00:57:59,576 --> 00:58:03,034
Bertani u kabi ko'ring
har kuni ertalab bo'ling.
879
00:58:03,112 --> 00:58:06,707
Spazmlar. Uning qo'llari
va oyoqlar spazmlarda.
880
00:58:06,783 --> 00:58:09,809
Ko'zlari chaqqon. M utant. Gallyutsinatsiya.
881
00:58:09,886 --> 00:58:11,148
Azob Men
882
00:58:24,234 --> 00:58:27,169
Uni go'dakdek ko'ring
u qaytishni orzu qiladi.
883
00:58:36,145 --> 00:58:38,705
Uni kattalardek ko'ring,
hojatxonada o'tirish
884
00:58:38,781 --> 00:58:41,045
u kabi
har kuni.
885
00:58:41,117 --> 00:58:46,020
Ooh. Salom, Jozef.
886
00:58:46,089 --> 00:58:48,956
Agar siz yolg'iz bo'lsangiz va siz
u haqida o'ylashni boshlang,
887
00:58:49,025 --> 00:58:51,858
Unga ayt: "Ket, men nafratlanaman
sen!" iloji boricha baland ovozda.
888
00:58:51,928 --> 00:58:54,897
Siz o'zingizni chimchilab qo'yasiz
iloji boricha qiyin! Ayting!
889
00:58:54,964 --> 00:58:56,158
Yo'qol!
890
00:58:56,232 --> 00:58:58,757
O'zingizni chimchilab qo'ying
O'zingizni chimchilab oling
891
00:58:58,835 --> 00:59:00,564
Iloji boricha o'zingizni chimchilab oling!
892
00:59:00,637 --> 00:59:02,127
Yo'qol!
Sendan nafratlanaman!
893
00:59:02,205 --> 00:59:03,433
Eshiting. Agar bo'lsangiz
doim yolg'iz
894
00:59:03,506 --> 00:59:05,440
va siz o'ylay boshlaysiz
u haqida, baqir
895
00:59:05,508 --> 00:59:09,069
"Ket, men seni yomon ko'raman" degan baland ovozda
iloji boricha. Ayting. Sendan nafratlanaman.
896
00:59:09,145 --> 00:59:09,941
Sendan nafratlanaman!!
897
00:59:10,013 --> 00:59:10,741
Sendan nafratlanaman!
898
00:59:10,813 --> 00:59:11,507
Sendan nafratlanaman!!
899
00:59:11,581 --> 00:59:12,309
Sendan nafratlanaman!
900
00:59:12,382 --> 00:59:13,610
Sendan nafratlanaman!!
901
00:59:13,683 --> 00:59:16,584
Louderl Ayting. Men seni yomon ko'raman.
902
00:59:16,653 --> 00:59:20,384
Ayting! Jozef, agar bo'lsangiz
yolg'iz, siz u haqida o'ylay boshlaysiz,
903
00:59:20,456 --> 00:59:23,516
siz baqirasiz: "Ket, men nafratlanaman
siz" iloji boricha baland ovozda. Ayting.
904
00:59:23,593 --> 00:59:25,584
Iloji boricha baland ovozda.
Ayting. Sendan nafratlanaman.
905
00:59:25,662 --> 00:59:28,222
Yo'qol!!
Sendan nafratlanaman!!
906
00:59:28,298 --> 00:59:30,129
Men seni sevaman.
907
00:59:30,199 --> 00:59:32,326
Keting men sizdan nafratlanaman
908
00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:46,139
Biz nimani kutmoqdamiz, Fishman?
909
00:59:46,215 --> 00:59:47,648
Ha, hol
910
01:00:22,752 --> 01:00:25,516
H m.
911
01:00:25,588 --> 01:00:29,024
Sizning yuragingiz
kuchli.
912
01:00:29,092 --> 01:00:31,060
Lekin meniki portlashga yaqin.
913
01:00:34,030 --> 01:00:37,898
Kechagi kundan keyin o'zimni shunday his qilyapman
raqsga o'rgatilgan ayiq.
914
01:00:37,967 --> 01:00:43,132
Bu haqiqat. Men seni pastga tushirdim. Va o'zim.
915
01:00:43,206 --> 01:00:46,573
O'qituvchi esa erkaklar tarbiyachisi bo'lishi kerak.
916
01:00:46,643 --> 01:00:48,304
Biz
biror narsa etishmayapti.
917
01:00:48,378 --> 01:00:52,109
Ha, biz e'tibordan chetda qoldik
ma'nosini tushunish
918
01:00:52,181 --> 01:00:55,014
obsesyoning orqasida.
919
01:00:55,084 --> 01:00:57,552
Qanday qilib kashf qilishimiz mumkin
biror narsaning ma'nosi
920
01:00:57,620 --> 01:00:59,588
bu men o'zim
yashirganmi?
921
01:00:59,656 --> 01:01:02,147
Gapirish orqali
u haqida.
922
01:01:02,959 --> 01:01:04,950
Sizning hayotingiz qanday bo'lardi?
Agar Berta bo'lmasa?
923
01:01:06,062 --> 01:01:10,294
Bertasiz hayot...
924
01:01:10,366 --> 01:01:12,391
bo'lardi
rangsiz.
925
01:01:12,468 --> 01:01:13,935
Hammasi bo'lardi
qaror qilinadi.
926
01:01:14,003 --> 01:01:18,633
Ushbu tibbiy sumka,
bu qora kiyimlar.
927
01:01:18,708 --> 01:01:22,109
Men olimman. Hali
ilmning rangi yo'q.
928
01:01:22,178 --> 01:01:25,807
Menga ehtiros kerak!
929
01:01:25,882 --> 01:01:27,873
Menga sehr kerak!
930
01:01:30,286 --> 01:01:32,754
Bu nima
Berta vakili.
931
01:01:32,822 --> 01:01:36,417
Ehtirossiz hayot,
sirsiz?
932
01:01:36,492 --> 01:01:40,258
Kim yashashi mumkin
shunday hayot?
933
01:01:43,266 --> 01:01:44,893
Lekin u
meni kutmoqda.
934
01:01:48,304 --> 01:01:52,240
Siz sirli bo'lib qoldingiz.
Siz xavf ostidasiz.
935
01:01:52,308 --> 01:01:54,435
Lekin men xavfni yomon ko'raman.
936
01:01:54,510 --> 01:01:57,104
Men o'zimni yashayman
xavfsiz hayot.
937
01:01:57,180 --> 01:01:59,307
Xavfsiz yashash
xavfli narsa.
938
01:01:59,382 --> 01:02:02,943
Xavfsiz yashash
xavflimi?
939
01:02:03,019 --> 01:02:06,250
N ietzsche, yo'q
Bu yerda professor N. Ietzsche.
940
01:02:06,322 --> 01:02:07,550
Oh yana.
941
01:02:07,623 --> 01:02:10,148
Bu yerda professor N. Ietzshe yo'q.
942
01:02:24,307 --> 01:02:27,970
Balki Berta vakillik qiladi
qochish istagim
943
01:02:28,044 --> 01:02:31,036
Mening xavfsiz hayotim,
vaqt tuzog'i.
944
01:02:31,114 --> 01:02:33,674
Vaqt bizniki
yuk, Jozef.
945
01:02:33,750 --> 01:02:36,116
Eng katta qiyinchilik
bunga qaramay yashashdir.
946
01:02:53,736 --> 01:02:55,499
Men ayollardan nafratlanaman
lablar bilan.
947
01:02:55,571 --> 01:02:57,300
Nega siz
buni menga ko'rsatingmi?
948
01:02:57,373 --> 01:03:00,467
Chunki uning lablari kombinatsiyasi bor,
949
01:03:00,543 --> 01:03:04,411
ko'zlar va ko'kraklar...
950
01:03:04,480 --> 01:03:07,142
bu unga deyarli beradi
g'ayritabiiy kuchlar.
951
01:03:08,985 --> 01:03:11,510
vakolatlari
nima qilsin?
952
01:03:11,587 --> 01:03:13,384
Men bo'lganimda
u bilan,
953
01:03:13,456 --> 01:03:18,860
Men o'zimni bu erda ekanligimni his qilaman
tartib markazi,
954
01:03:18,928 --> 01:03:23,126
tinch olam.
955
01:03:23,199 --> 01:03:26,191
Shiddatli
go'zal joy
956
01:03:26,269 --> 01:03:31,400
hech qanday savol bo'lmagan joyda
hayot yoki maqsad haqida.
957
01:03:31,474 --> 01:03:33,339
Yurish kabi
bulutlar ustida.
958
01:03:37,146 --> 01:03:39,080
Qaerda
fikrlar endi ketyaptimi?
959
01:03:50,293 --> 01:03:54,161
Uning ko'zlari ...
ular porlaydilar.
960
01:03:54,230 --> 01:03:56,027
U gapirmaydi,
961
01:03:56,098 --> 01:03:57,690
hali u gapiradi
menga.
962
01:03:57,767 --> 01:03:59,359
Va nima qiladi
u aytadi?
963
01:03:59,435 --> 01:04:01,266
U aytadi...
964
01:04:02,371 --> 01:04:04,271
"Yosif,
965
01:04:04,340 --> 01:04:07,741
siz jozibalisiz."
966
01:04:11,314 --> 01:04:15,148
Va o'sha paytda men shundayman.
967
01:04:20,223 --> 01:04:22,623
U menga aytganida
bir kuni u
968
01:04:22,692 --> 01:04:26,685
qilishimizni orzu qilgan
sevgi, men hayajonda edim.
969
01:04:26,762 --> 01:04:28,787
Qanday g'alaba.
970
01:04:30,499 --> 01:04:35,801
Qayerda joylashgan joyga kirish uchun
hech qachon odam bo'lmagan.
971
01:04:45,181 --> 01:04:47,877
Taniganmisiz
Berta, Fridrix?
972
01:04:51,687 --> 01:04:53,382
Fridrix.
973
01:04:57,560 --> 01:05:01,826
Bir vaqtlar men bir ayolni bilardim
inkor etib bo'lmasdi. Ha.
974
01:05:04,166 --> 01:05:06,066
Menga ko'proq ayting
bu ayol haqida.
975
01:05:18,214 --> 01:05:19,875
Nima edi
uning ismi?
976
01:05:23,452 --> 01:05:25,283
Hali ham shundaymisiz?
uni sevasizmi?
977
01:05:30,059 --> 01:05:32,027
Biz ko'proqmiz
orzuga oshiq,
978
01:05:33,763 --> 01:05:35,924
xohlaganidan ko'ra.
979
01:06:38,361 --> 01:06:41,421
Siggy.
980
01:06:41,497 --> 01:06:43,089
Ushbu sessiyalar
N ietzsche bilan
981
01:06:43,165 --> 01:06:44,564
kunimning markaziga aylandi.
982
01:06:47,770 --> 01:06:48,566
Nega?
983
01:06:50,439 --> 01:06:52,236
Yengillik
oshkor qilish.
984
01:06:53,609 --> 01:06:55,873
Ehtimol, 50 yildan keyin
bu gapiradigan davo
985
01:06:55,945 --> 01:06:57,845
ga aylanishi mumkin
aniq fan.
986
01:07:01,384 --> 01:07:04,285
Men unga yordam bera olaman deb o'yladim.
987
01:07:04,353 --> 01:07:05,547
Endi yo'q.
988
01:07:05,621 --> 01:07:07,748
Uda hamma narsa bor
menga taklif qil.
989
01:07:09,358 --> 01:07:11,918
Men qisman bormi, deb hayronman
bu gapiradigan davo
990
01:07:11,994 --> 01:07:16,192
bilan o'rganishni o'z ichiga oladi
bemorni shifokorga topshiradi.
991
01:07:16,265 --> 01:07:17,459
Shh.
992
01:07:19,668 --> 01:07:22,569
Bu nima uchun bo'lardi
Nitsshe yashayotgandek yashaysizmi?
993
01:07:25,141 --> 01:07:26,233
Uy yo'q.
994
01:07:26,308 --> 01:07:29,243
Majburiyat yo'q.
995
01:07:29,311 --> 01:07:32,405
Xotin yo'q.
Hech qanday mas'uliyat yo'q.
996
01:08:07,650 --> 01:08:12,110
"Xayr, azizim Lou.
997
01:08:12,188 --> 01:08:13,621
"Men ko'rmayman
yana siz.
998
01:08:15,724 --> 01:08:19,251
"Siz zarar yetkazdingiz.
Siz yomonlik qildingiz.
999
01:08:19,328 --> 01:08:22,422
Va nafaqat menga, balki
meni sevgan barcha odamlar."
1000
01:08:22,498 --> 01:08:24,932
"Va bu
qilich ustingizda osilgan.
1001
01:08:25,000 --> 01:08:28,197
Lekin Genriga yaxshilik qilasiz degan umiddaman,
1002
01:08:28,270 --> 01:08:30,431
siz nima qila olmadingiz
menga yaxshilik qil.
1003
01:08:32,208 --> 01:08:33,266
Ha
1004
01:08:37,780 --> 01:08:41,477
Siz musiqani kasal qilasiz.
1005
01:08:41,550 --> 01:08:44,610
Siz kasalsiz!
Siz kasalsiz!
1006
01:09:04,273 --> 01:09:06,104
Vagner.
1007
01:09:07,610 --> 01:09:09,942
Birinchi rekvizitlar.
1008
01:09:29,064 --> 01:09:32,158
Siz musiqani og'irlashtirasiz
1009
01:09:32,234 --> 01:09:36,762
Siz zolim I
Sen zolim men
1010
01:09:36,839 --> 01:09:39,034
Siz antisemit
1011
01:09:39,108 --> 01:09:40,939
Men sizdan nafratlanaman
1012
01:09:42,811 --> 01:09:44,005
Men sizdan nafratlanaman
1013
01:10:08,204 --> 01:10:14,404
Vagner. Siz musiqani kasal qilasiz.
1014
01:10:15,277 --> 01:10:17,302
Nafrat.
Nafrat.
1015
01:10:17,379 --> 01:10:19,074
Nafrat.
1016
01:10:19,148 --> 01:10:20,137
Fritz.
1017
01:10:20,983 --> 01:10:22,314
Fritz.
1018
01:10:25,821 --> 01:10:26,810
Nafrat.
1019
01:10:26,889 --> 01:10:27,878
Fritz!
1020
01:10:27,957 --> 01:10:28,889
Nafrat!
1021
01:10:28,958 --> 01:10:30,152
Menga qara!
1022
01:10:30,226 --> 01:10:31,784
Hayvonlarim bilan gaplashing.
1023
01:10:31,860 --> 01:10:32,918
Fritz!
1024
01:10:43,072 --> 01:10:44,437
Nafrat.
1025
01:11:12,334 --> 01:11:15,201
Men tashrif buyuraman
ota-onaning qabri oyda bir marta.
1026
01:11:15,271 --> 01:11:18,638
Bugun men bilan kelishni xohlaysizmi?
1027
01:11:18,707 --> 01:11:21,369
Birdan kam
shahardan bir soatlik yo'l.
1028
01:11:25,581 --> 01:11:28,550
Nega menga o'zingni aytmading
onasining ismi Berta edi?
1029
01:11:37,459 --> 01:11:39,359
U men uch yoshligimda vafot etdi.
1030
01:11:41,730 --> 01:11:43,721
Menda juda kam
uning xotiralari.
1031
01:11:43,799 --> 01:11:47,792
Ongli xotiralar yo'q.
1032
01:11:49,338 --> 01:11:50,498
Siz taklif qilyapsizmi?
Men Bertani yaxshi ko'raman
1033
01:11:50,572 --> 01:11:52,904
chunki u va onam
bir xil ismni baham ko'rganmi?
1034
01:11:58,347 --> 01:12:02,147
Onam men uchun haqiqiy emas.
1035
01:12:02,217 --> 01:12:05,345
Berta Pappenxaym - bu
hayotimdagi eng haqiqiy narsa.
1036
01:12:05,421 --> 01:12:07,753
Menimcha, sizning Bertaga bo'lgan ehtirosingiz
1037
01:12:07,823 --> 01:12:10,314
hech qachon bo'lmagan
Berta haqida.
1038
01:12:10,392 --> 01:12:13,054
Otamdan bir yil o'tib
vafot etdi, men tush ko'rdim.
1039
01:12:13,128 --> 01:12:15,688
Bu qabr ochiladi,
1040
01:12:15,764 --> 01:12:18,324
va otam
ko'tariladi,
1041
01:12:18,400 --> 01:12:20,664
va u yuguradi
bu cherkovga.
1042
01:12:20,736 --> 01:12:22,499
U qayerda
va'z qildi.
1043
01:12:22,571 --> 01:12:26,940
Va u ushladi
bu kichkina bola,
1044
01:12:27,009 --> 01:12:30,570
va u orqaga chiqdi...
1045
01:12:30,646 --> 01:12:31,943
qabrga.
1046
01:12:32,014 --> 01:12:34,278
Men doim ishonardim
deb bu tush
1047
01:12:34,350 --> 01:12:36,079
meni bashorat qildim
akasining o'limi, lekin
1048
01:12:36,151 --> 01:12:38,881
Men bunga shubha qilaman
meniki edi...
1049
01:12:38,954 --> 01:12:40,683
bu meniki edi
o'z qo'rquvi.
1050
01:12:43,392 --> 01:12:44,984
men edi
o'sha bola.
1051
01:12:47,596 --> 01:12:49,461
men mening
otaning qo'llari.
1052
01:12:49,531 --> 01:12:53,058
Va qo'rquv ifodalangan
orzuingiz qayerda...
1053
01:12:53,135 --> 01:12:57,367
tomon sho'ng'iling
yopiq tobut.
1054
01:12:57,439 --> 01:12:59,304
Ichkarida kim bor
tobut?
1055
01:13:02,344 --> 01:13:03,834
Esimda yo‘q.
1056
01:13:03,912 --> 01:13:07,040
Kim kim
sizni yiqilishdan to'xtatadi
1057
01:13:07,116 --> 01:13:08,481
o'limga?
1058
01:13:10,953 --> 01:13:12,420
Sizning nogiron Bertangizmi?
1059
01:13:14,923 --> 01:13:16,515
Yoki, ehtimol
onangizmi?
1060
01:13:19,261 --> 01:13:20,819
Haqiqiy Berta.
1061
01:13:22,865 --> 01:13:24,457
Kim, Jozef?
1062
01:13:26,101 --> 01:13:27,864
Ichkarida kim bor
tobut?
1063
01:13:36,412 --> 01:13:39,279
Men hali ham qila olaman
uning yuzini ko'ring.
1064
01:13:41,850 --> 01:13:44,011
U jilmayib turibdi
menga.
1065
01:13:44,086 --> 01:13:44,984
H m.
1066
01:13:47,089 --> 01:13:48,147
Onangmi?
1067
01:13:58,033 --> 01:14:00,900
Qanday qilib u
meni tashlab ketasanmi?
1068
01:14:11,480 --> 01:14:13,812
Men hech qachon
uni qo'yib yuboring.
1069
01:14:17,619 --> 01:14:22,318
Ehtimol, kattalar raqamlari a kiradi
bolaning aqli va ketishdan bosh tortadi.
1070
01:14:29,731 --> 01:14:33,565
Lekin siz shunday bo'lishingiz kerak
Men o'limdan qo'rqaman ...
1071
01:14:33,635 --> 01:14:35,535
va xudosizlik.
1072
01:14:38,407 --> 01:14:42,503
Biz o'lishimiz kerak. Lekin to'g'ri vaqtda.
1073
01:14:42,578 --> 01:14:45,604
O'lim qo'rqinchli bo'lgandagina o'z qo'rquvini yo'qotadi
1074
01:14:45,681 --> 01:14:48,206
o'z hayotini tugatdi.
1075
01:14:48,283 --> 01:14:51,184
Siz hayotingizni yakunladingizmi?
1076
01:14:51,253 --> 01:14:54,154
erishdim
juda katta.
1077
01:14:54,223 --> 01:14:55,588
Lekin sizda
hayotingizni o'tkazdingizmi?
1078
01:14:55,657 --> 01:14:58,717
Yoki shu bilan yashaganmisiz?
1079
01:14:58,794 --> 01:15:02,924
Siz tashqarida turibsiz
hayotingiz, qayg'u,
1080
01:15:02,998 --> 01:15:07,526
bir umr uchun
siz...
1081
01:15:07,603 --> 01:15:08,900
sen hech qachon yashamagansan.
1082
01:15:08,971 --> 01:15:11,371
Men o'zgartira olmayman
mening hayotim
1083
01:15:11,440 --> 01:15:15,308
Mening oilam bor,
mening bemorlarim!
1084
01:15:15,377 --> 01:15:18,505
Talabalar.
1085
01:15:18,580 --> 01:15:19,877
Juda kech.
1086
01:15:19,948 --> 01:15:22,542
Qanday qilib men sizga ayta olmayman
boshqacha yashash.
1087
01:15:22,618 --> 01:15:25,246
Agar shunday qilsam, siz hali ham shunday bo'lar edingiz
boshqalarning dizayni bilan yashash,
1088
01:15:25,320 --> 01:15:28,414
lekin, ehtimol, men qila olaman
senga sovg'a ber, Jozef.
1089
01:15:28,490 --> 01:15:31,721
Balki berardim
siz bir fikr.
1090
01:15:31,793 --> 01:15:34,125
Qandaydir jin bo'lsa
sizga aytmoqchi edim
1091
01:15:34,196 --> 01:15:37,893
bu hayot,
Siz hozir yashayotganingizdek,
1092
01:15:37,966 --> 01:15:39,957
yashagan
o'tmishda,
1093
01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:43,994
yashashingiz kerak edi
yana bir bor lekin...
1094
01:15:44,072 --> 01:15:46,506
behisob marta ko'proq.
1095
01:15:46,575 --> 01:15:51,239
Unda yangi hech narsa bo'lmaydi.
1096
01:15:51,313 --> 01:15:55,613
Har bir azob, har bir quvonch, har bir
so'zsiz kichik yoki buyuk narsa
1097
01:15:55,684 --> 01:15:58,915
hayotingizda bo'lardi
faqat sizga qayting.
1098
01:15:58,987 --> 01:16:03,822
Xuddi shu ketma-ketlik, bir xil
ketma-ketlik, yana va yana,
1099
01:16:03,892 --> 01:16:06,122
qum soati kabi
vaqt.
1100
01:16:06,194 --> 01:16:09,391
Men cheksizlikni tasavvur qilaman.
1101
01:16:09,464 --> 01:16:14,993
Buning ehtimolini hisobga olmang
Siz tanlagan har bir harakat, Jozef,
1102
01:16:15,070 --> 01:16:20,098
siz tanlaysiz
hamma vaqt uchun.
1103
01:16:20,175 --> 01:16:25,579
Keyin hammasi... yashamagan hayot
1104
01:16:25,647 --> 01:16:29,708
qolaverardi...
sizning ichingizda.
1105
01:16:32,287 --> 01:16:35,620
Siz yashadingiz.
Abadiylik davomida.
1106
01:16:38,293 --> 01:16:40,488
Sizga yoqadi
bu fikr?
1107
01:16:40,562 --> 01:16:42,462
Siz undan nafratlanasizmi? Qaysi?
1108
01:16:42,531 --> 01:16:43,964
Buni yomon ko'raman!
1109
01:16:44,032 --> 01:16:45,693
Nega?
1110
01:16:45,767 --> 01:16:51,364
Yagona narsa
Men hayotimni yaxshi ko'raman
1111
01:16:51,440 --> 01:16:56,139
fikrdir
1112
01:16:56,211 --> 01:17:00,773
Men o'z vazifamni bajardim
xotinim va bolalarim oldidagi vazifalarim.
1113
01:17:00,849 --> 01:17:04,876
Vazifa?
1114
01:17:04,953 --> 01:17:06,284
Sizning vazifangiz
soxtadir.
1115
01:17:06,355 --> 01:17:09,722
Bu parda
orqasiga yashirinasan.
1116
01:17:09,791 --> 01:17:12,316
Haqiqiy qurish uchun
bolalaringiz,
1117
01:17:12,394 --> 01:17:16,194
siz qurasiz
o'zingiz. Birinchidan.
1118
01:17:16,264 --> 01:17:20,166
Xotiningizga kelsak, u sindirsin
Bu qamoqxonadan siz baham ko'rasiz.
1119
01:17:20,235 --> 01:17:21,566
Va bo'ling
u tomonidan buzilgan.
1120
01:17:21,637 --> 01:17:23,036
H m?
1121
01:17:25,374 --> 01:17:27,365
Bu haqda ishonchingiz komilmi?
1122
01:17:27,809 --> 01:17:32,303
Ma'noda davom etish uchun
men yashamaganman.
1123
01:17:32,381 --> 01:17:36,818
Menda yo'q
erkinlikni tatib ko'rdi.
1124
01:17:38,820 --> 01:17:41,220
Fikr to'ldiradi
meni dahshat bilan.
1125
01:17:50,165 --> 01:17:51,462
Menga yordam bering, Siggy.
1126
01:18:11,153 --> 01:18:13,280
Parvoz! Parvoz!
1127
01:18:15,791 --> 01:18:18,259
Parvoz! Siz bepulsiz! Siz bepulsiz!
1128
01:18:21,496 --> 01:18:23,225
Va siz ham
bepul.
1129
01:18:31,339 --> 01:18:32,863
Ularni ozod qilasizmi?
1130
01:18:32,941 --> 01:18:34,772
Bu aqldan ozish.
1131
01:18:34,843 --> 01:18:37,277
Birdan topaman
Men keksa ekanligimni.
1132
01:18:37,345 --> 01:18:40,314
Mensiz o'limga duch kelaman
hayotimni o'tkazdim!
1133
01:18:40,382 --> 01:18:43,579
U erda qachondan beri
sizning hayotingiz va mening hayotim?
1134
01:18:43,652 --> 01:18:46,553
Biz shartnoma tuzdik
hayotimizni baham ko'rish uchun.
1135
01:18:49,825 --> 01:18:51,383
Xohlasangiz qoldiring!
1136
01:18:51,460 --> 01:18:55,294
Lekin men sizga aytmagunimcha
ozodlikning shafqatsiz hazili.
1137
01:18:55,363 --> 01:18:57,558
Qaniydi menda bo'lsa
sizning erkinligingiz.
1138
01:18:57,632 --> 01:19:00,100
Insonning ta'lim olish erkinligi.
1139
01:19:00,168 --> 01:19:01,965
Tanlash uchun
kasb.
1140
01:19:02,037 --> 01:19:04,028
Menda so‘z boyligi, mantiq bo‘lsa edi
1141
01:19:04,106 --> 01:19:06,939
qanchalik ahmoqona gapirayotganingizni ifodalash uchun!
1142
01:19:07,008 --> 01:19:10,102
Mathilde, agar men o'z hayotimni topa olsam
1143
01:19:10,178 --> 01:19:11,975
ikkalamiz ham qilamiz
yaxshiroq bo'ling.
1144
01:19:12,047 --> 01:19:14,277
Balki bu hayotga qaytaman.
1145
01:19:14,349 --> 01:19:16,146
Lekin shunday bo'lishi kerak
mening tanlovim!
1146
01:19:16,218 --> 01:19:19,745
haqida unutdingizmi
men bilan turmush qurishni tanladingizmi?
1147
01:19:19,821 --> 01:19:22,483
Tashlab ketgan xotinning qanday tanlovi bor?
1148
01:19:22,557 --> 01:19:25,424
Siz yoshsiz,
boy, jozibali!
1149
01:19:25,494 --> 01:19:26,961
Siz ham men kabi ozod bo'lasiz!
1150
01:19:27,028 --> 01:19:28,825
Bizda bor
uch farzand!
1151
01:19:28,897 --> 01:19:34,130
Matilda, men bo'lishim kerak edi
Biz bo'lgunimcha men bo'lganman!
1152
01:19:34,202 --> 01:19:37,797
So'zlar! So'zlar! Siz so'z bilan yashay olmaysiz!
1153
01:19:37,873 --> 01:19:41,570
men tanlayman
mening hayotim ham.
1154
01:19:41,643 --> 01:19:42,871
Va men tanlayman
sizga aytish uchun
1155
01:19:42,944 --> 01:19:45,777
qaytib kela olmaysiz
bu uyga
1156
01:19:45,847 --> 01:19:48,873
chunki u endi sizning uyingiz bo'lmaydi!
1157
01:19:48,950 --> 01:19:54,547
Siz ketsangiz, men ketaman
endi sizning xotiningiz bo'lmang!
1158
01:19:54,623 --> 01:19:56,682
Ona!
1159
01:20:00,195 --> 01:20:02,288
Otangiz bilan xayrlashing, bolalar.
1160
01:20:02,364 --> 01:20:04,491
Abadiy.
1161
01:20:04,566 --> 01:20:07,228
Iltimos, papa,
qoldirmang.
1162
01:20:16,478 --> 01:20:19,845
U yerga chiqing. tark et,
agar siz xohlagan narsangiz bo'lsa.
1163
01:20:19,915 --> 01:20:22,543
Robert, men haliyam
otang.
1164
01:20:22,617 --> 01:20:26,109
Yo'q, unday emassiz
endi otam.
1165
01:20:29,291 --> 01:20:30,258
Robert.
1166
01:20:48,410 --> 01:20:50,901
Xayr, mening
kichik tovuqlar.
1167
01:21:13,001 --> 01:21:14,434
Menda faqat bor
bitta hayot!
1168
01:22:11,126 --> 01:22:12,753
Nitsshe haq.
1169
01:22:12,827 --> 01:22:17,787
Mening erkinligim shu yerda edi
hammasini olish uchun.
1170
01:22:17,866 --> 01:22:20,835
Endi mening oxirgi imkoniyatim.
1171
01:22:20,902 --> 01:22:24,998
Bu meniki
va faqat hayot.
1172
01:22:25,073 --> 01:22:27,473
Men qidiryapman
Berta Pappenxaym.
1173
01:22:27,542 --> 01:22:29,567
U bog'da
shifokor bilan.
1174
01:22:29,611 --> 01:22:31,806
Unga xabar berishim kerakmi?
shu yerdamisiz?
1175
01:22:31,913 --> 01:22:34,279
Yo'q, rahmat,
kutaman.
1176
01:22:34,349 --> 01:22:36,317
Iltimos, kuting
uning tepasida.
1177
01:22:36,384 --> 01:22:37,749
Rahmat.
1178
01:23:35,977 --> 01:23:37,740
Men sizni sevaman.
1179
01:23:42,517 --> 01:23:45,111
Siz har doim bo'lasiz
hayotimda yagona odam.
1180
01:23:56,031 --> 01:23:58,192
Yusuf!
Qalaysiz?
1181
01:24:22,057 --> 01:24:23,718
Opa, ketmang.
1182
01:24:26,327 --> 01:24:28,420
Shubhalaringiz bormi, Yozef?
1183
01:24:28,496 --> 01:24:30,487
Qanday qilib men hamma narsadan voz kechgan bo'lardim?
1184
01:24:30,565 --> 01:24:33,159
Siz hamma narsadan voz kechgan edingiz
men bilan uchrashishdan ancha oldin.
1185
01:24:33,234 --> 01:24:35,896
Ha, lekin hozir
Menda hech narsa yo'q!
1186
01:24:35,970 --> 01:24:37,733
Va hech narsa
hamma narsa.
1187
01:24:37,806 --> 01:24:40,570
Men kuchli bo'lish uchun birinchi navbatda siz kerak
1188
01:24:40,642 --> 01:24:43,668
Ildizlaringizni chuqur cho'ktiring
hechlikka.
1189
01:24:43,745 --> 01:24:48,341
Lekin o'zingizga qarshi turishni o'rganing
Eng yolg'izlik.
1190
01:24:48,416 --> 01:24:51,385
Ayolim.
1191
01:24:51,453 --> 01:24:52,579
Mening bolalarim.
1192
01:24:52,654 --> 01:24:55,054
Qanday qilib men
ularni tark etdingizmi?
1193
01:24:55,123 --> 01:24:58,991
Siz kuyishga tayyor bo'lishingiz kerak
o'z olovingda.
1194
01:24:59,060 --> 01:25:01,153
Qanday qila olasiz?
yangi bo'ling,
1195
01:25:01,229 --> 01:25:04,926
agar xohlamasangiz
avval kulga aylanasizmi?
1196
01:26:24,646 --> 01:26:26,113
Ofisiant.
1197
01:26:28,883 --> 01:26:31,750
Josef?
1198
01:26:31,819 --> 01:26:32,683
Doktor Breuer?
1199
01:26:35,690 --> 01:26:36,782
Yusuf!
1200
01:26:38,393 --> 01:26:39,621
Qayerda
ketasan?!
1201
01:26:39,694 --> 01:26:41,753
Qanday kulgili odam.
1202
01:26:41,829 --> 01:26:44,821
Jozef, qaytib kel
1203
01:26:58,146 --> 01:26:59,078
Jozef
1204
01:27:04,419 --> 01:27:05,818
Jozef
E'tibor bering men
1205
01:27:11,726 --> 01:27:13,250
Jozef
1206
01:27:13,328 --> 01:27:15,296
Jozef
Qaytib keling
1207
01:27:19,133 --> 01:27:20,100
Yusuf!
1208
01:27:21,469 --> 01:27:22,436
Yusuf!
1209
01:27:35,383 --> 01:27:38,318
Jozef, tingla
menga.
1210
01:27:39,921 --> 01:27:41,582
Sakkiz,
1211
01:27:41,656 --> 01:27:43,089
etti,
1212
01:27:43,157 --> 01:27:44,522
olti,
1213
01:27:44,592 --> 01:27:45,786
besh,
1214
01:27:45,860 --> 01:27:47,191
to'rt,
1215
01:27:47,262 --> 01:27:48,695
uch,
1216
01:27:51,065 --> 01:27:52,498
bir.
1217
01:27:53,868 --> 01:27:55,529
Siz kengsiz
hozir uyg'on.
1218
01:27:55,603 --> 01:27:57,696
Men qayerdaman?
1219
01:27:57,772 --> 01:27:58,796
Men qayerdaman?
1220
01:27:58,873 --> 01:28:01,307
Hammasi joyida,
Jozef.
1221
01:28:01,376 --> 01:28:04,368
Siggy...
1222
01:28:04,445 --> 01:28:07,380
nima bo'lyapti
menga?
1223
01:28:07,448 --> 01:28:10,417
Siz kirdingiz
sizning uyingiz.
1224
01:28:10,485 --> 01:28:12,783
Hammasi keladi
sizga qaytib.
1225
01:28:12,854 --> 01:28:15,084
Men aniq qildim
ko'rsatganingizdek.
1226
01:28:15,156 --> 01:28:17,852
Men sizni foydalanib gipnoz qildim
soatingizni mayatnik kabi.
1227
01:28:17,925 --> 01:28:21,986
Mana, Jozef,
stolingizda.
1228
01:28:30,371 --> 01:28:34,034
Ha.
Ha.
1229
01:28:38,980 --> 01:28:43,383
Ha, eslayman.
1230
01:28:43,451 --> 01:28:45,078
Qancha vaqt
ostida edim?
1231
01:28:45,153 --> 01:28:46,643
Bir soatga yaqin.
1232
01:28:48,122 --> 01:28:52,559
Siz yig'ladingiz,
qo'rqib ketgan ko'rinding.
1233
01:28:52,627 --> 01:28:54,356
Men sizdan to'xtashni xohlaysizmi, deb so'radim.
1234
01:29:00,735 --> 01:29:03,795
Endi men bu qanday bo'lishini bilaman ...
1235
01:29:03,871 --> 01:29:06,396
boshqacha yashash.
1236
01:29:11,579 --> 01:29:14,605
Maks va Reychel kechki ovqatga kelishdi.
1237
01:29:15,750 --> 01:29:16,717
Mathilde.
1238
01:29:19,087 --> 01:29:22,682
Siz meni yetarlicha ko'rmasligingizdan shikoyat qilasiz.
1239
01:29:22,757 --> 01:29:24,952
Shunga qaramay, qachon
Men shu yerdaman,
1240
01:29:25,026 --> 01:29:26,891
xohlaysiz
meni tashlab ketish uchunmi?
1241
01:29:37,638 --> 01:29:39,469
Men bo'lganman
uzoqda, azizim.
1242
01:29:41,209 --> 01:29:43,302
Lekin hozir
Men qaytib keldim.
1243
01:29:45,012 --> 01:29:46,673
xursandman
sen shu yerdasan.
1244
01:29:49,083 --> 01:29:52,075
Doktor Freyd, erimga shifokor kerak.
1245
01:29:58,359 --> 01:29:59,724
Sizning sog'lig'ingizga,
bolam.
1246
01:29:59,794 --> 01:30:01,386
Va sizga, Maks.
1247
01:30:01,462 --> 01:30:03,726
Va sizga, Jozef.
1248
01:30:03,798 --> 01:30:06,858
Oheers.
1249
01:30:18,413 --> 01:30:19,277
Oh!
1250
01:30:23,718 --> 01:30:25,151
M mm.
1251
01:30:25,219 --> 01:30:27,744
Bolam, bolam.
1252
01:30:35,663 --> 01:30:36,721
Kechirasiz.
1253
01:31:08,296 --> 01:31:11,322
qildimmi
yig'laysizmi?
1254
01:31:11,399 --> 01:31:15,392
Bu yaxshi yig'lash.
Bu ham achinarli.
1255
01:31:15,470 --> 01:31:19,236
Men o'ylaganimda
Qancha vaqt o'tdi -
1256
01:31:19,307 --> 01:31:22,902
Menga uylan, Mathilda.
Iltimos.
1257
01:31:22,977 --> 01:31:27,141
Menimcha, biz buni qildik
15 yil oldin.
1258
01:31:27,215 --> 01:31:30,514
Va men tanlayman
yana qilish uchun.
1259
01:31:30,585 --> 01:31:33,179
Bugun.
1260
01:31:33,254 --> 01:31:36,951
Va butun umrimiz uchun har kuni.
1261
01:31:43,798 --> 01:31:47,325
Xo'sh, ayting-chi,
uni qanday qilib quvib chiqardingiz?
1262
01:31:47,401 --> 01:31:51,235
Xo'sh, men qo'rqib ketdim
qarish va o'lim bilan.
1263
01:31:51,305 --> 01:31:53,364
Men kurashdim
lekin ko'r-ko'rona.
1264
01:31:53,441 --> 01:31:56,274
Men umidsizlikdaman,
Men xotinimga hujum qildim
1265
01:31:56,344 --> 01:31:58,403
va qutqarishni qidirdi
birining quchog'ida
1266
01:31:58,479 --> 01:31:59,912
kimning yordami yo'q edi
1267
01:32:02,149 --> 01:32:05,312
Men ma'lum bir ma'noda,
Men senga xiyonat qildim.
1268
01:32:05,386 --> 01:32:08,514
Men senga nisbatan noinsoflik qildim.
1269
01:32:08,589 --> 01:32:11,285
To'liq.
1270
01:32:11,359 --> 01:32:14,419
Men o'zim bir ayol bilan aloqada edim.
1271
01:32:14,495 --> 01:32:18,158
Bir necha oy oldin.
1272
01:32:18,232 --> 01:32:19,358
Uning ismi
Lou edi.
1273
01:32:19,433 --> 01:32:22,368
Unchalik farqli emas
sizning Bertha.
1274
01:32:22,436 --> 01:32:24,461
Chiroyli qiz.
1275
01:32:26,607 --> 01:32:30,099
Men sevib qoldim.
1276
01:32:30,177 --> 01:32:34,238
U hozirgina paydo bo'ldi
mening egizak miyam bo'lish.
1277
01:32:34,315 --> 01:32:36,510
Mening umr yo'ldoshim.
1278
01:32:37,952 --> 01:32:39,579
Va u meni yetakladi
ishonmoqda
1279
01:32:39,654 --> 01:32:42,748
Men kimga bo'lganman
uning taqdiri bor edi va...
1280
01:32:44,525 --> 01:32:45,787
Men unga ishondim.
1281
01:32:45,860 --> 01:32:48,920
Va men taklif qilganimda
o'zim unga,
1282
01:32:48,996 --> 01:32:51,829
u meni rad etdi ...
1283
01:32:51,899 --> 01:32:56,199
foydasiga
mening eng yaqin do'stim...
1284
01:32:56,270 --> 01:32:57,828
dunyoda.
1285
01:32:59,874 --> 01:33:03,935
Sizga shuni aytishim kerakki, yo'q ...
1286
01:33:04,011 --> 01:33:08,675
bir kun emas
bu o'tadi ...
1287
01:33:08,749 --> 01:33:10,148
bir soat ham emas,
1288
01:33:11,919 --> 01:33:15,548
u ayol haqida o'ylamayman.
1289
01:33:16,724 --> 01:33:18,316
U sizning Bertangiz.
1290
01:33:18,392 --> 01:33:21,190
Lekin ko'rdingizmi? Siz bo'ldingiz
bu erda ikki tomonlama ish qilyapti.
1291
01:33:21,262 --> 01:33:23,230
Sizniki va meniki.
1292
01:33:23,297 --> 01:33:25,629
Men eng ko'p kabiman
ayollarning qo'rqoq.
1293
01:33:25,700 --> 01:33:28,032
Va men orqasiga cho'kkaladim
orqangiz shu yerda,
1294
01:33:28,102 --> 01:33:32,698
hammasiga duch kelishingizga imkon beradi
xavf-xatarlar yolg'iz.
1295
01:33:32,773 --> 01:33:35,435
Sizda jasorat bor.
1296
01:33:35,509 --> 01:33:39,946
Fridrix, bor
sizga aytishim kerak bo'lgan narsa.
1297
01:33:40,014 --> 01:33:40,878
Doktor Breuer?
1298
01:33:40,948 --> 01:33:42,381
Ishlaringiz yaxshimi?
1299
01:33:42,450 --> 01:33:45,283
Siz bu xatlarni o'qishingiz kerak
N ietzsche meni yubordi.
1300
01:33:45,353 --> 01:33:47,844
Bular
shaxsiy xatlarim.
1301
01:33:47,922 --> 01:33:49,150
Siz ko'rdingiz
unda?
1302
01:33:49,223 --> 01:33:50,781
Ha, lekin men
uni rad etdi.
1303
01:33:50,858 --> 01:33:52,553
Demak, bularning barchasi shunchaki go'yo.
1304
01:33:52,627 --> 01:33:55,095
Men va'da berdim
sizga yordam berish uchun.
1305
01:33:55,162 --> 01:33:56,686
Men hech qachon xiyonat qilmaganman
bu va'da.
1306
01:33:56,764 --> 01:33:58,823
U nima qildi? U
sizni qo'lingizdan oldimi?
1307
01:34:00,501 --> 01:34:03,732
U sizga kerak dedi
siz bilan ko'proq vaqt o'tkazasizmi?
1308
01:34:08,776 --> 01:34:11,540
Men u bilan bir muqaddas lahzani baham ko'rdim,
1309
01:34:11,612 --> 01:34:13,978
bu yagona muqaddasdir
Men bilgan lahza.
1310
01:34:14,048 --> 01:34:17,040
Hech kim meni sevib qolmagan. Har doim.
1311
01:34:17,118 --> 01:34:22,647
Fridrix, shunday bo'lishi mumkin
Siz uchun muqaddas lahza bo'ldi,
1312
01:34:22,723 --> 01:34:24,213
lekin uning uchun emas.
1313
01:34:25,726 --> 01:34:26,920
Nimalar
deysizmi?
1314
01:34:26,994 --> 01:34:29,724
U hech qachon eslatmagan
suv?
1315
01:34:30,564 --> 01:34:32,259
Yo'q.
1316
01:34:41,509 --> 01:34:43,306
Men shunday his qilaman
yo'qotish.
1317
01:34:43,377 --> 01:34:44,776
H m.
1318
01:34:56,957 --> 01:34:58,083
Bilmadim.
1319
01:34:58,159 --> 01:35:00,559
Menimcha
Louni yo'qotdi.
1320
01:35:03,030 --> 01:35:03,997
Sizchi.
1321
01:35:07,034 --> 01:35:09,935
Hamma narsa, men yo'qotaman.
1322
01:35:10,004 --> 01:35:12,871
Men bo'lishim mumkin edi
Sizning fikringizdan.
1323
01:35:12,940 --> 01:35:14,305
Sizchi
oilasi bor.
1324
01:35:14,375 --> 01:35:18,277
Sizning oilangiz bor
va mening da'volarim bor.
1325
01:35:18,345 --> 01:35:22,406
Mening kichik sirli usullarim
yolg'izligimga chidab.
1326
01:35:22,483 --> 01:35:24,280
Lekin men uni ulug'layman,
shunday emasmi?
1327
01:35:26,620 --> 01:35:30,681
Va men buni qilmayman
yolg'iz o'lishni xohlaydi.
1328
01:35:30,758 --> 01:35:33,352
Men tanamni xohlamayman
faqat kashf qilish uchun.
1329
01:35:35,229 --> 01:35:36,389
Uning hidi bilan.
1330
01:35:38,999 --> 01:35:44,437
Lou bu qo'rquvni yumshatdi
men uchun bir muddat.
1331
01:35:44,505 --> 01:35:49,442
Lekin siz haqsiz.
1332
01:35:49,510 --> 01:35:51,478
Bu shunchaki
illyuziya.
1333
01:35:51,545 --> 01:35:52,307
Fridrix.
1334
01:35:54,381 --> 01:35:57,043
Bu shunday
illyuziya.
1335
01:35:57,118 --> 01:36:00,246
Fridrix. U siz haqingizda qayg'uradi.
1336
01:36:02,523 --> 01:36:04,354
U sizga yordam berish uchun haddan oshdi.
1337
01:36:08,662 --> 01:36:11,358
Ko'z yoshlaring bo'lsa
ovozi bor edi,
1338
01:36:11,432 --> 01:36:13,297
ular nima deyishardi?
1339
01:36:15,636 --> 01:36:17,126
Men juda uyalyapman.
1340
01:36:17,204 --> 01:36:18,831
Menga ayting.
1341
01:36:20,975 --> 01:36:22,840
Ko'z yoshlarim ozod ekanligimizni aytadi.
1342
01:36:22,910 --> 01:36:24,810
Siz hech qachon
bizni tashqariga chiqaring,
1343
01:36:24,879 --> 01:36:28,178
Doktor Breuergacha
darvozani ochdi.
1344
01:36:35,222 --> 01:36:37,690
Va nima haqida
bu ko'z yoshlar ortida qayg'u bormi?
1345
01:36:37,758 --> 01:36:42,695
Bu qayg'u emas.
Bu shunday yengillik.
1346
01:36:42,763 --> 01:36:44,594
Bu shunday
yengillik!
1347
01:36:47,368 --> 01:36:50,201
Men birinchi marta
yolg'izligimni ochib beradi.
1348
01:36:50,271 --> 01:36:53,468
Erib ketyapti.
Erib ketyapti.
1349
01:36:53,541 --> 01:36:58,672
Bu paradoks. Izolyatsiya
faqat yakka holda mavjud.
1350
01:37:00,581 --> 01:37:03,175
Bir marta baham ko'ring,
bug'lanadi.
1351
01:37:03,250 --> 01:37:05,343
Mening aziz do'stim.
1352
01:37:11,125 --> 01:37:17,360
Biz do'stmiz.
1353
01:37:17,431 --> 01:37:18,989
Men buni aytishni yoqtiraman.
1354
01:37:23,537 --> 01:37:25,698
Hech kim hech qachon aytmagan
bu menga.
1355
01:37:32,713 --> 01:37:34,237
Menga yoqdi.
1356
01:37:37,451 --> 01:37:38,543
Menga yoqdi.
1357
01:37:38,619 --> 01:37:41,053
Biz do'stmiz.
1358
01:37:43,357 --> 01:37:44,346
Fridrix.
1359
01:37:44,425 --> 01:37:45,517
Bu yaxshi.
1360
01:37:45,593 --> 01:37:47,527
Kechqurun biz bilan qoling.
1361
01:37:47,595 --> 01:37:50,223
Men va oilam bilan kechki ovqat qiling.
1362
01:37:50,297 --> 01:37:54,927
Yo'q, bu mening missiyamdan voz kechishni anglatadi.
1363
01:37:55,002 --> 01:37:57,061
Biz o'z yo'llarimizdan ketish vaqti keldi.
1364
01:38:12,753 --> 01:38:16,883
"Bizning do'stlarimiz bor va bor
bir-biriga begona bo'lib qolish.
1365
01:38:16,957 --> 01:38:18,982
"Bu shunday
bo'lishi kerak.
1366
01:38:19,059 --> 01:38:21,721
“Biz ham xohlamaymiz
haqiqatni yashirish yoki yashirish
1367
01:38:21,795 --> 01:38:24,662
“Biz bundan uyalishimiz kerakdek.
1368
01:38:24,732 --> 01:38:29,897
Biz ikkita kemamiz, ularning har biri
o‘z maqsadi va yo‘nalishi bor”.
1369
01:38:29,970 --> 01:38:32,996
Va nihoyat, doktor Breuer,
1370
01:38:33,073 --> 01:38:36,042
"Biz bo'lishimiz kerak
bir-biriga begona
1371
01:38:36,110 --> 01:38:39,409
chunki bu qonun
qaysi biz bo'ysunamiz."
1372
01:38:39,480 --> 01:38:42,449
Xavfsiz sayohat qiling.
1373
01:38:42,516 --> 01:38:43,847
Mening aziz do'stim.