1 00:00:05,319 --> 00:00:07,895 Travis, if you ask me one more time if I'm okay, I won't be. 2 00:00:07,896 --> 00:00:09,932 You took over a press conference in front of the mayor. 3 00:00:09,933 --> 00:00:11,636 - I just-- - I don't wanna talk about it, Travis. 4 00:00:11,637 --> 00:00:13,216 Why is that so hard for you to understand? 5 00:00:13,217 --> 00:00:14,297 No word. 6 00:00:14,796 --> 00:00:17,871 Chief and I are doing everything we can to make sure you keep your job, 7 00:00:18,578 --> 00:00:20,074 but it's up to the mayor. 8 00:00:23,607 --> 00:00:26,681 Victoria Hughes is an essential member of FD. 9 00:00:26,682 --> 00:00:29,009 Crisis One is personal to her. 10 00:00:29,010 --> 00:00:31,919 So personal that she felt the need to publicly humiliate me. 11 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:33,998 So personal she's willing to fight for it. 12 00:00:34,746 --> 00:00:37,405 The individuals holding the purse strings of the city were watching. 13 00:00:37,406 --> 00:00:39,940 Don't you think I could have parlayed 19's win into an argument 14 00:00:39,941 --> 00:00:42,268 - for supporting their programs? - Would you have? 15 00:00:42,269 --> 00:00:44,471 Really? Parlayed it into an argument for support? 16 00:00:45,594 --> 00:00:47,920 This is about disciplinary action for Hughes. 17 00:00:47,921 --> 00:00:50,663 - Not Crisis One or any other-- - On the contrary, Mayor Osman. 18 00:00:50,664 --> 00:00:52,410 This is about our community. 19 00:00:52,908 --> 00:00:56,232 The individual people in this community that we help every day. 20 00:00:56,233 --> 00:00:58,727 That is what I'm trying to make you understand. 21 00:01:08,536 --> 00:01:09,616 Can somebody help us? 22 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:11,984 He tripped and landed on some glass. 23 00:01:11,985 --> 00:01:13,066 It's not a fire. 24 00:01:13,773 --> 00:01:15,767 The kid says you do things like this nowadays. 25 00:01:15,768 --> 00:01:17,928 Yeah, the fire department's always done things like this. 26 00:01:17,929 --> 00:01:19,341 Not in my day. 27 00:01:19,342 --> 00:01:20,422 Still is your day. 28 00:01:20,423 --> 00:01:22,334 I know you're old, but you're sitting right here. 29 00:01:22,335 --> 00:01:23,540 I'm 74. 30 00:01:24,039 --> 00:01:25,326 I don't feel a day under 200. 31 00:01:25,327 --> 00:01:26,697 Well, you look great. 32 00:01:26,698 --> 00:01:28,901 That's what a diet like mine will get you. 33 00:01:28,902 --> 00:01:29,981 Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 34 00:01:29,982 --> 00:01:32,185 - And what's that? - Not enough of anything. 35 00:01:32,850 --> 00:01:35,966 You wouldn't think that a model and a homeless guy would have the same diet. 36 00:01:35,967 --> 00:01:37,046 Surprise. 37 00:01:37,047 --> 00:01:39,623 See, that's why I said we should come here. 38 00:01:39,624 --> 00:01:41,162 I heard about your clinic. 39 00:01:41,163 --> 00:01:44,112 Your hands are softer than any VA doc's. 40 00:01:44,113 --> 00:01:45,525 I'm wearing gloves. 41 00:01:45,526 --> 00:01:47,687 He's messing with you. He thinks he's funny. 42 00:01:47,688 --> 00:01:49,058 I am funny. 43 00:01:49,059 --> 00:01:50,388 - VA, huh? - Yeah. 44 00:01:50,389 --> 00:01:52,716 I did, uh, two tours in Afghanistan myself. 45 00:01:52,717 --> 00:01:54,378 - Oh. So did the kid. - Yeah. 46 00:01:54,379 --> 00:01:55,792 Vietnam for me. 47 00:01:56,873 --> 00:01:58,160 But this one-- 48 00:01:58,161 --> 00:02:00,281 No desire to serve your country? 49 00:02:00,822 --> 00:02:02,235 I'm a firefighter. 50 00:02:03,772 --> 00:02:05,267 All right, you're all set. 51 00:02:05,268 --> 00:02:06,348 Just keep it dry. 52 00:02:06,349 --> 00:02:08,925 Make sure the dressing doesn't fall off, so you don't get an infection. 53 00:02:08,926 --> 00:02:11,419 And, a-actually, I have something for you. 54 00:02:12,417 --> 00:02:14,079 Oh. Huh? Yeah. 55 00:02:14,080 --> 00:02:15,990 I-I see what you're doing here. 56 00:02:15,991 --> 00:02:17,528 I slept rough for a while too. 57 00:02:17,529 --> 00:02:20,853 So-- It was just easier to have some of those in your pocket. 58 00:02:20,854 --> 00:02:22,641 They're not that good. Mm-mmm. 59 00:02:22,642 --> 00:02:23,929 But, you know, in a pinch. 60 00:02:24,429 --> 00:02:25,593 You were homeless? 61 00:02:26,673 --> 00:02:27,837 I was. 62 00:02:28,834 --> 00:02:30,828 Well, we're here if you need anything, sir. 63 00:02:30,829 --> 00:02:32,782 All right, let me help you up. 64 00:02:33,282 --> 00:02:34,528 - All right. - There you go. 65 00:02:35,027 --> 00:02:39,348 We'll definitely be back when we need more not-good granola. 66 00:02:39,349 --> 00:02:40,846 Here you go. 67 00:02:46,789 --> 00:02:50,114 Hang on. You're a types-with-two-fingers guy? 68 00:02:50,115 --> 00:02:51,609 I'm not typing with two fingers. 69 00:02:51,610 --> 00:02:53,272 - I'm just-- - Mmm. Really? 70 00:02:53,273 --> 00:02:56,430 Two vets came in the other day, both unhoused. 71 00:02:56,431 --> 00:02:59,008 An old guy and a kid. 72 00:02:59,715 --> 00:03:02,208 Two different wars, both homeless. 73 00:03:02,209 --> 00:03:04,911 How are we not taking care of our people? Huh? 74 00:03:06,033 --> 00:03:09,773 So I'm trying to get some housing help, but the VA-- These government sites. God! 75 00:03:11,935 --> 00:03:14,760 Do you know where they're living now? Because once you lose 'em-- 76 00:03:14,761 --> 00:03:18,002 Uh, at the turn off of 11th. Right by the park there. 77 00:03:18,003 --> 00:03:19,082 Good. 78 00:03:19,083 --> 00:03:21,992 I mean, not good, but it's one of the safer encampments. 79 00:03:21,993 --> 00:03:23,323 How do you know that? 80 00:03:24,403 --> 00:03:26,563 Uh, my brother has struggled. 81 00:03:26,564 --> 00:03:29,141 And, uh, yeah. 82 00:03:35,749 --> 00:03:38,907 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Break it up. What you got going on over here, huh? 83 00:03:38,908 --> 00:03:40,611 Oh. N-not for ladies' ears. 84 00:03:40,612 --> 00:03:44,061 Oh, okay. So is backhanded misogyny for ladies' ears? 85 00:03:44,062 --> 00:03:46,431 - He's teaching us dirty limericks. - Okay. 86 00:03:46,432 --> 00:03:47,802 You wanna hear one? - Of course. 87 00:03:47,803 --> 00:03:49,881 Make sure I get it right. Um. Yeah. 88 00:03:50,671 --> 00:03:55,158 A dirty old man in Leeds, notorious for unholy deeds, 89 00:03:55,159 --> 00:03:57,777 tried to reform and really conform, 90 00:03:57,778 --> 00:04:00,727 but gave up and succumbed to his needs. All right. 91 00:04:00,728 --> 00:04:01,767 Eh. 92 00:04:01,768 --> 00:04:03,263 Well, okay, who's got something better? 93 00:04:03,264 --> 00:04:06,340 - I know someone has something-- Okay. - Uh, a bartender taught me this. 94 00:04:07,171 --> 00:04:08,749 There once was a boy named Max. 95 00:04:08,750 --> 00:04:09,663 - Who went-- - Nope! 96 00:04:09,664 --> 00:04:11,326 You love this one. - No, no, no. 97 00:04:11,327 --> 00:04:13,446 No. You told me that one, and-- Ve-- Hard veto. 98 00:04:13,447 --> 00:04:15,274 - Dad, Dad, please. - It's a community gathering. 99 00:04:15,275 --> 00:04:17,312 It's too much. Do-Do not do it, Gibson. 100 00:04:18,683 --> 00:04:20,013 All right, sir. Let's hear yours. 101 00:04:20,014 --> 00:04:23,628 There once was a knight, taut and bold, who shrank when out in the cold. 102 00:04:23,629 --> 00:04:25,042 But a fair maiden's whoosh 103 00:04:25,043 --> 00:04:28,366 and the bounce of her tush restored him to a sight to behold. 104 00:04:28,367 --> 00:04:31,567 Oh, my God. So like a medieval ass man. 105 00:04:31,568 --> 00:04:33,853 I like it. Respect. Okay. Here's mine. 106 00:04:33,854 --> 00:04:37,593 Her lover was too much the sap, so she drew him a treasure map. 107 00:04:37,594 --> 00:04:40,461 And the direction he took left her happily shook, 108 00:04:40,462 --> 00:04:43,122 'cause X marks the spot in her lap. 109 00:04:43,123 --> 00:04:45,367 - Oh! - Oh! 110 00:04:47,819 --> 00:04:49,938 That was good. - I like that one the best. 111 00:04:49,939 --> 00:04:51,102 Thank you. 112 00:04:51,103 --> 00:04:52,931 Hey, me too. So stand down, Private. 113 00:04:58,832 --> 00:05:01,078 ♪ I don't know how to behave ♪ 114 00:05:02,740 --> 00:05:04,983 Do you know that crows have crazy memories? 115 00:05:04,984 --> 00:05:08,309 Like, if you mess with one, it will remember your face for years. 116 00:05:09,016 --> 00:05:11,134 I do not plan to mess with a crow-- 117 00:05:11,135 --> 00:05:12,340 I mean-- And the epigenetics. 118 00:05:12,341 --> 00:05:16,828 Like, if their great-great-great grandfather crow, who they've never met, 119 00:05:16,829 --> 00:05:19,156 never been on the planet at the same time as, 120 00:05:19,157 --> 00:05:22,231 is a certain way, they're probably gonna be that way too. 121 00:05:22,232 --> 00:05:24,144 Okay. Here you go. 122 00:05:24,145 --> 00:05:26,221 - Thank you. - Isn't that interesting? 123 00:05:26,222 --> 00:05:27,634 And, like, scary? 124 00:05:27,635 --> 00:05:30,461 - And wild? - Okay. Bella, what is going on? 125 00:05:31,043 --> 00:05:34,285 Why are you drinking too much whiskey and talking about crows? 126 00:05:34,286 --> 00:05:36,239 Just thinking about my brother. 127 00:05:36,821 --> 00:05:40,976 I mean, my family in general. Nature, nurture, all of it. 128 00:05:40,977 --> 00:05:42,306 Okay. 129 00:05:42,307 --> 00:05:43,637 I'm just worried about him. 130 00:05:44,635 --> 00:05:45,881 Did something happen? 131 00:05:46,796 --> 00:05:47,959 No. 132 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:49,288 I mean, nothing new. 133 00:05:49,289 --> 00:05:51,283 But he's living on the streets, and I'm letting him. 134 00:05:51,284 --> 00:05:52,987 You're not letting him. 135 00:05:52,988 --> 00:05:57,144 And also, you can't force him to do anything he's not willing to. 136 00:05:57,145 --> 00:05:59,471 The same way I couldn't force Andrea. 137 00:05:59,472 --> 00:06:00,803 Isn't that terrifying? 138 00:06:01,634 --> 00:06:04,251 I mean, we grew up in the same families as our brothers. 139 00:06:04,252 --> 00:06:06,080 - Yeah, but we're different. - Now we are. 140 00:06:06,081 --> 00:06:10,154 But what if we have time bombs in us 141 00:06:11,193 --> 00:06:14,018 just like them, but-- but they haven't exploded yet? 142 00:06:14,019 --> 00:06:17,593 Worse. What if we bury a time bomb in our kid? 143 00:06:17,594 --> 00:06:19,006 Okay, okay, okay. 144 00:06:19,007 --> 00:06:22,330 First of all, m-m-mental health is not a time bomb, 145 00:06:22,331 --> 00:06:25,655 and it's also something you and I know to pay attention to 146 00:06:25,656 --> 00:06:27,735 because of our families. 147 00:06:28,733 --> 00:06:30,977 And we're gonna do the same for our kid. 148 00:06:33,263 --> 00:06:34,342 You're good at this. 149 00:06:34,343 --> 00:06:35,424 I know. 150 00:06:36,255 --> 00:06:37,501 You're good at it too. 151 00:06:37,502 --> 00:06:40,742 - What? Stressing at a bar? - No. No. 152 00:06:40,743 --> 00:06:44,941 Look at you, already prioritizing the well-being of our future kid. 153 00:06:44,942 --> 00:06:47,435 My mom didn't do it. Your mom didn't do it. 154 00:06:48,392 --> 00:06:49,887 You're gonna be a great mom. 155 00:06:51,051 --> 00:06:52,963 ♪ I don't know how to behave ♪ 156 00:06:52,964 --> 00:06:54,044 What? 157 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,660 I didn't know I needed to hear that. 158 00:06:59,447 --> 00:07:00,444 It's true. 159 00:07:01,484 --> 00:07:02,481 Crows be damned. 160 00:07:04,185 --> 00:07:05,183 No crows! 161 00:07:07,926 --> 00:07:10,294 Warren, I need you! Help! Help! 162 00:07:10,295 --> 00:07:13,037 I-I don't know if he took something. He's been acting erratic. 163 00:07:13,038 --> 00:07:15,406 I didn't take anything. Arlo, can you hear me? 164 00:07:15,407 --> 00:07:17,692 Can you hear me? If you took something, you need to let me know. 165 00:07:17,693 --> 00:07:18,731 No, he's sober. 166 00:07:18,732 --> 00:07:20,851 He's been struggling lately, but I really don't think he-- 167 00:07:20,852 --> 00:07:23,510 - Uh, fruity breath. - Morris, do you know if Arlo is diabetic? 168 00:07:23,511 --> 00:07:25,796 Yeah, he is. He's been rationing his insulin. 169 00:07:25,797 --> 00:07:27,376 Okay, Morris, I'm gonna need you to stand back. 170 00:07:27,377 --> 00:07:29,744 No. Morris. Morris. Morris, over here. Over here with me, okay? 171 00:07:29,745 --> 00:07:31,739 Hey, Arlo, stay with me, buddy. Stay with me. 172 00:07:31,740 --> 00:07:34,816 Hey, Morris, Morris. Hey, hey. Are you okay? Are you okay? 173 00:07:34,817 --> 00:07:35,897 Okay. 174 00:07:42,921 --> 00:07:45,663 Blood sugar is over 700. 175 00:07:45,664 --> 00:07:47,741 He's dehydrated. He could be hyperkalemic. 176 00:07:47,742 --> 00:07:49,570 I'm gonna need the aid car. Got it. 177 00:07:49,571 --> 00:07:50,651 LIFEPAK on. 178 00:07:50,652 --> 00:07:52,480 All right. Let's move! Cables are in. 179 00:07:52,481 --> 00:07:53,393 What's happening? 180 00:07:53,394 --> 00:07:55,805 Morris, this is something that needs to be treated at the hospital, okay? 181 00:07:55,806 --> 00:07:58,381 Morris, how long has he been rationing his insulin? 182 00:07:58,382 --> 00:08:00,875 Uh, a few weeks, maybe more. He knew he was running low. 183 00:08:00,876 --> 00:08:03,577 He was trying to make it last. He didn't think he could get any more. 184 00:08:03,578 --> 00:08:05,987 - Morris, you can't come. - He-He-He doesn't like being alone. 185 00:08:05,988 --> 00:08:07,567 - He'll panic. - I will be with him. 186 00:08:07,568 --> 00:08:09,146 - He knows me. - It's okay, Morris. 187 00:08:09,147 --> 00:08:10,725 We'll meet 'em there. We'll meet 'em there. 188 00:08:10,726 --> 00:08:11,806 We'll meet 'em there, okay? 189 00:08:11,807 --> 00:08:14,965 Let's go sit down, okay? Let's go sit down, Morris, all right? 190 00:08:14,966 --> 00:08:16,836 Come on. Come on. 191 00:08:29,721 --> 00:08:31,715 No pulse. Starting compressions. 192 00:08:31,716 --> 00:08:34,334 Come on, Arlo. We're almost there. 193 00:08:37,160 --> 00:08:38,823 Come on. Come on. 194 00:08:41,856 --> 00:08:43,435 Come on. The hospital's not far. 195 00:08:43,436 --> 00:08:45,597 It's all right. 196 00:08:47,094 --> 00:08:48,091 Warren. 197 00:08:53,910 --> 00:08:54,907 Yeah. 198 00:08:59,229 --> 00:09:00,227 Okay. 199 00:09:11,532 --> 00:09:12,987 He's gone. 200 00:09:14,026 --> 00:09:15,024 He's gone. 201 00:09:15,937 --> 00:09:17,850 Morris, I'm so sorry. 202 00:09:18,432 --> 00:09:20,052 I'm so, so sorry. 203 00:09:23,460 --> 00:09:24,708 I'm sorry. 204 00:09:28,407 --> 00:09:30,401 It's not just that she connects with people 205 00:09:30,402 --> 00:09:32,145 in a way I've never seen before, 206 00:09:32,146 --> 00:09:34,973 but she is teaching other firefighters to do the same. 207 00:09:34,974 --> 00:09:37,799 Great, then there'll be plenty of people there to fill the void 208 00:09:37,800 --> 00:09:39,627 when she and her programs are gone. 209 00:09:39,628 --> 00:09:41,955 Crisis One is not a Vic Hughes's program. 210 00:09:41,956 --> 00:09:45,488 It is a citywide FD initiative, and it's a big part of why 211 00:09:45,489 --> 00:09:47,691 FD was able to save all those lives at the Space Needle. 212 00:09:48,523 --> 00:09:52,179 My expectation is the fire department will continue to do that work, 213 00:09:52,180 --> 00:09:55,005 just like they used to before it had a special name. 214 00:09:55,006 --> 00:09:57,375 Oh! With all the resources you're cutting? 215 00:10:03,277 --> 00:10:05,854 Yeah, I'm gonna need you to push my 11:30. 216 00:10:17,034 --> 00:10:18,280 On hold. 217 00:10:18,281 --> 00:10:20,192 Veterans Benefits' Adminstr-- 218 00:10:20,193 --> 00:10:21,273 Hello? 219 00:10:21,274 --> 00:10:24,348 Y-Yes, the-- I-I just got off the phone with him. 220 00:10:24,349 --> 00:10:26,592 Could you-- No, no, don't put me on hold, please! 221 00:10:26,593 --> 00:10:28,339 Don't put me on hold! 222 00:10:29,087 --> 00:10:30,168 Ugh! 223 00:10:32,329 --> 00:10:35,570 I've been trying to get Morris VA housing since the spring, okay? 224 00:10:35,571 --> 00:10:37,234 Everything is a roadblock. 225 00:10:37,774 --> 00:10:39,851 I can't even get accurate information, 226 00:10:39,852 --> 00:10:41,597 never mind starting the application process. 227 00:10:41,598 --> 00:10:42,677 Anything "government," 228 00:10:42,678 --> 00:10:44,547 it's not just red tape. 229 00:10:44,548 --> 00:10:45,920 Babe, it's flypaper. 230 00:10:47,749 --> 00:10:50,616 Can you imagine if we didn't join FD after we served? 231 00:10:50,617 --> 00:10:51,696 Oh. 232 00:10:51,697 --> 00:10:56,226 This could have been me or you or so many people we know. 233 00:10:56,227 --> 00:11:00,216 I couldn't have kept a job in business or, God forbid, customer service 234 00:11:00,217 --> 00:11:02,794 with my brain still calibrated to military life. 235 00:11:03,293 --> 00:11:08,529 That crazy rigidity that maybe you will shake off one of these days. 236 00:11:08,530 --> 00:11:10,026 Pot, kettle. 237 00:11:10,027 --> 00:11:13,018 I'm just saying it is very nice to be the chill one in a relationship for once. 238 00:11:13,019 --> 00:11:15,304 The chill-- You are not the chill one in the rela-- 239 00:11:15,305 --> 00:11:17,465 - I am very much the chill one. - No, you're not-- 240 00:11:17,466 --> 00:11:19,543 I really am. I really am. 241 00:11:19,544 --> 00:11:20,623 Okay. 242 00:11:20,624 --> 00:11:23,284 You're the chill one, but I'm the funny one. 243 00:11:23,285 --> 00:11:26,941 Yes, yes. You are that. Yes, you are that. 244 00:11:26,942 --> 00:11:28,021 And you know what else? 245 00:11:28,022 --> 00:11:30,932 You are the considerate one, and you're the patient one, 246 00:11:31,430 --> 00:11:35,089 and you are the steadfast one and the kind one... 247 00:11:37,748 --> 00:11:40,075 ...and the one most seduced by flattery. 248 00:11:40,076 --> 00:11:41,905 Definitely. 249 00:11:43,858 --> 00:11:45,686 Hello? - Oh, yep, yep. 250 00:11:47,890 --> 00:11:49,385 - Hello? - Please hold. 251 00:12:00,773 --> 00:12:05,594 I can't believe that there is a possibility that there is a baby in there. 252 00:12:05,595 --> 00:12:08,171 - Our baby. - Okay. No, no, no. 253 00:12:08,172 --> 00:12:10,041 I'm sorry. I'm excited. 254 00:12:10,042 --> 00:12:12,120 I just wanted this for so long 255 00:12:12,121 --> 00:12:14,530 that if I let myself get too excited about it now 256 00:12:14,531 --> 00:12:18,187 before we know for sure, I'm afraid that I won't be able to take it if... 257 00:12:18,188 --> 00:12:19,434 No ifs. 258 00:12:19,435 --> 00:12:21,846 Let's not talk about it for now. 259 00:12:24,422 --> 00:12:25,419 I'm serious. 260 00:12:25,420 --> 00:12:27,997 Let's talk-- talk about something else. Anything else. 261 00:12:28,496 --> 00:12:29,991 I don't know what to talk about. 262 00:12:29,992 --> 00:12:31,488 Okay. Well, what about how-- 263 00:12:31,489 --> 00:12:34,813 Let's talk about how crappy of a captain Beckett is or-- 264 00:12:34,814 --> 00:12:36,433 - Uh. - Or Jack being AWOL. 265 00:12:36,434 --> 00:12:40,008 Oh. Morris came in today while you guys were on that call. 266 00:12:40,009 --> 00:12:41,920 - Is everything okay? - Yeah. 267 00:12:41,921 --> 00:12:45,993 Sullivan was giving him his old sleeping bag from his camping days. 268 00:12:45,994 --> 00:12:49,318 Sullivan does not give off an "I camp" vibe. 269 00:12:49,319 --> 00:12:51,189 I don't think it was that old. 270 00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:53,101 - Aw. - Mmm. 271 00:12:54,015 --> 00:12:55,096 I know. 272 00:12:55,844 --> 00:12:56,923 Uh-uh-- 273 00:12:56,924 --> 00:12:59,293 - I didn't say anything. - You thought about it. 274 00:12:59,294 --> 00:13:00,789 You thought-- Professional. 275 00:13:00,790 --> 00:13:02,868 You don't know what I'm thinking. 276 00:13:03,949 --> 00:13:06,193 Chop-chop, 19. Come on. 277 00:13:07,440 --> 00:13:09,933 I know you're young and think you have all the time in the world. 278 00:13:09,934 --> 00:13:12,012 I do not share that affliction. 279 00:13:12,677 --> 00:13:15,668 I see we need to work on posture in addition to speed. 280 00:13:15,669 --> 00:13:16,750 There we go. 281 00:13:17,623 --> 00:13:19,783 There we go. Thank you, Herrera. 282 00:13:19,784 --> 00:13:23,274 This afternoon, we'll be training with the SFD dive unit-- 283 00:13:23,275 --> 00:13:25,726 Crisis One requested to 11th and Central Parkway. 284 00:13:25,727 --> 00:13:26,974 He might've gotten through more 285 00:13:26,975 --> 00:13:29,218 if he wasn't so in love with the sound of his own voice-- 286 00:13:29,219 --> 00:13:32,294 Oh. That's just me and Herrera. So enjoy the rest of Beckett's one-man show. 287 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:39,275 I can take all of you. Get back! 288 00:13:39,276 --> 00:13:41,645 I can take you! I can take all of you! 289 00:13:41,646 --> 00:13:42,808 - No! No! - Morris. 290 00:13:42,809 --> 00:13:44,429 - Morris. Morris, hey. Hey, hey. - No! No! No! 291 00:13:44,430 --> 00:13:46,009 Look. Look at me. Look at me. This is Vic-- 292 00:13:46,010 --> 00:13:48,419 It's Vic and Andy from Station 19. We are your friends. 293 00:13:48,420 --> 00:13:50,165 - What? No. - Let's get him out of the street. 294 00:13:50,166 --> 00:13:51,703 - It's Vic and Andy from Station 19. - No! No! 295 00:13:51,704 --> 00:13:53,158 - Morris, you're okay. - No! What? 296 00:13:53,159 --> 00:13:56,150 Breathe. Breathe in for four. 297 00:13:56,151 --> 00:13:58,519 Four? - Box breathing. Can you show him? Okay. 298 00:13:58,520 --> 00:14:00,556 In for four. Hold for four. 299 00:14:00,557 --> 00:14:02,011 Breathe. 300 00:14:02,012 --> 00:14:05,335 Wait. No, no, no. Wait. Hey! Stop, stop, stop! Stop! 301 00:14:05,336 --> 00:14:07,996 - Let her go. This is Andy. You know her. - Get away from me! 302 00:14:07,997 --> 00:14:10,531 - Morris. Morris. Morris, stop. - I'm not gonna lose you! 303 00:14:10,532 --> 00:14:12,650 - You have to let her go. This is Andy. - Di di mau! 304 00:14:12,651 --> 00:14:13,897 I'm not gonna lose you! 305 00:14:13,898 --> 00:14:15,476 - Morris, wait. No. - I'm not gonna lose you. 306 00:14:15,477 --> 00:14:18,553 Stop, stop, stop. We are not in Vietnam. You are not in Vietnam. 307 00:14:18,554 --> 00:14:20,297 You are safe. You are in Seattle. 308 00:14:20,298 --> 00:14:22,043 This is Andy. You gotta let her go. 309 00:14:22,044 --> 00:14:23,374 Talk to him. Tell him who you are. 310 00:14:23,375 --> 00:14:25,202 It's Andy. You're in Seattle, and you're safe. 311 00:14:25,203 --> 00:14:27,737 Just keep breathing. Breathe. That's it. That's it. 312 00:14:27,738 --> 00:14:29,234 Let's go sit down. 313 00:14:29,235 --> 00:14:30,605 In for four. Okay, come on. 314 00:14:30,606 --> 00:14:33,889 Two, three, four. Hold. - Come on. That's it. That's okay. 315 00:14:33,890 --> 00:14:35,801 Two, three, four. 316 00:14:35,802 --> 00:14:37,879 Sit, sit, sit. We got you. We're right here. 317 00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:39,708 - I got you. I got you. - We're right here. 318 00:14:40,457 --> 00:14:41,454 It's okay. 319 00:14:42,743 --> 00:14:43,989 Can you give me a minute? 320 00:14:44,571 --> 00:14:46,026 Uh, of course. 321 00:14:46,524 --> 00:14:47,522 - Of course. - Yeah. 322 00:14:48,395 --> 00:14:51,053 Yeah. We're gonna be right over there at the aid car, okay? 323 00:14:51,054 --> 00:14:52,718 We're just gonna get you some water. 324 00:14:53,507 --> 00:14:54,504 Okay. 325 00:14:55,835 --> 00:14:57,497 Just keep breathing for me, okay? 326 00:15:03,773 --> 00:15:05,933 - How did you know what he was saying? - Di di mau? 327 00:15:05,934 --> 00:15:07,098 Saigon Grill. 328 00:15:07,596 --> 00:15:09,590 Travis and I do takeout from there a few times a week. 329 00:15:09,591 --> 00:15:10,672 It means "hurry up." 330 00:15:16,449 --> 00:15:18,443 He's only gonna get worse, you know? 331 00:15:18,444 --> 00:15:20,023 I mean, he was fine when Arlo was alive. 332 00:15:20,024 --> 00:15:22,517 - Not fine circumstantially obviously... - Right. 333 00:15:22,518 --> 00:15:23,597 ...but he was steady. 334 00:15:23,598 --> 00:15:25,592 It's just the isolation that's wrecking him. 335 00:15:25,593 --> 00:15:27,836 You know, these vets-- They need more than basic services. 336 00:15:27,837 --> 00:15:30,498 - They just-- They need a friend. - Well, we could be friends. 337 00:15:31,162 --> 00:15:32,285 You know? 338 00:15:33,116 --> 00:15:36,357 I'm just worried it's-- it's not gonna be enough. 339 00:15:36,358 --> 00:15:37,604 Here, Morris. 340 00:15:37,605 --> 00:15:38,685 That's right. Hey. 341 00:15:43,632 --> 00:15:44,711 I'll make you a deal. 342 00:15:44,712 --> 00:15:46,041 After Hughes is terminated, 343 00:15:46,042 --> 00:15:48,243 you can allocate her salary any way you see fit. 344 00:15:48,244 --> 00:15:50,820 - No. - You don't know how to make a deal. 345 00:15:50,821 --> 00:15:52,982 Not with someone who doesn't know how to keep them, no. 346 00:15:52,983 --> 00:15:56,349 And besides, the deal that you're proposing is a bad one. 347 00:15:57,264 --> 00:15:58,261 I tried. 348 00:15:59,051 --> 00:16:01,296 Good thing she taught so many people how to do what she does. 349 00:16:01,794 --> 00:16:03,540 We won't miss her when she's gone. 350 00:16:09,816 --> 00:16:11,228 Hey, Morris. 351 00:16:11,229 --> 00:16:13,305 My man, I pulled the perfect coat for you. 352 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:15,882 You know, that's funny because I pulled the perfect coat for him. 353 00:16:15,883 --> 00:16:18,708 Come on. You guys are too much. 354 00:16:18,709 --> 00:16:20,496 Huh? Well, you can have them both. 355 00:16:20,497 --> 00:16:22,741 Oh, yeah, with all that closet space I have. 356 00:16:23,241 --> 00:16:24,611 Hey. Get out of here. Okay. 357 00:16:24,612 --> 00:16:27,852 I am sorry, but I'm gonna have to break someone's heart tonight, boys. 358 00:16:27,853 --> 00:16:30,348 With my coat, it might be some lady's heart. 359 00:16:31,761 --> 00:16:32,841 Here you go. 360 00:16:34,047 --> 00:16:36,166 This-- This really means the world, guys. 361 00:16:36,664 --> 00:16:41,902 They're both wonderful, but I gotta go with Ruiz's. 362 00:16:43,315 --> 00:16:45,641 You're killing me. Ugh. Wise choice, Morris. 363 00:16:45,642 --> 00:16:47,054 - There you go. There you go. - Oh. Yes. 364 00:16:47,055 --> 00:16:49,215 - Let's get you in there. - Yes. Yes, yes. 365 00:16:49,216 --> 00:16:50,380 There you go. 366 00:16:51,502 --> 00:16:52,748 Oh, yeah. Like a glove. 367 00:16:52,749 --> 00:16:54,827 I know it's stupid, but, uh, I needed a win, man. 368 00:16:54,828 --> 00:16:56,822 And I needed a coat. 369 00:16:56,823 --> 00:16:58,153 It looks sharp on you. 370 00:16:58,900 --> 00:17:00,562 Looking good. No hard feelings. Sharp. 371 00:17:00,563 --> 00:17:03,555 All right. It's a good look. That's the important thing. 372 00:17:03,556 --> 00:17:05,385 Okay. Look at me. Look at me. Look at you. 373 00:17:08,502 --> 00:17:11,661 I used to think that Arlo's generation had it easier when they got back, 374 00:17:12,242 --> 00:17:13,738 but maybe I was wrong. 375 00:17:14,528 --> 00:17:17,520 He told me when they got back, the tarmac was covered with people 376 00:17:17,521 --> 00:17:20,013 with signs and balloons welcoming everybody. 377 00:17:20,014 --> 00:17:24,253 But w-where were those people with balloons when the kid was hurting? 378 00:17:24,835 --> 00:17:26,331 When we got back from Vietnam, oh, there-- 379 00:17:26,332 --> 00:17:27,870 ...there was a crowd all right, 380 00:17:28,493 --> 00:17:30,321 but they spit on us as we walked by. 381 00:17:30,322 --> 00:17:31,651 - God, Mo. - Yeah. 382 00:17:33,065 --> 00:17:35,559 "To Vivianne who loved this park. 383 00:17:36,805 --> 00:17:39,049 Love, Hal and your girls." 384 00:17:39,050 --> 00:17:41,543 Who-- Who do you think "your-- your girls" are? 385 00:17:41,544 --> 00:17:44,618 Is it, like, uh, her daughters from a first marriage or something? 386 00:17:44,619 --> 00:17:45,533 It's such funny wording. 387 00:17:45,534 --> 00:17:47,361 Like, he gets the plaque, and only he gets a name? 388 00:17:47,362 --> 00:17:48,691 He paid for the plaque. 389 00:17:48,692 --> 00:17:52,142 Okay. - It's nice that he put them in at all. 390 00:17:52,724 --> 00:17:55,134 You know, maybe they're her dogs that he couldn't stand 391 00:17:55,135 --> 00:17:56,713 or her-- her friends he couldn't stand. 392 00:17:56,714 --> 00:17:58,542 Okay. I'm sensing a pattern here. 393 00:17:58,543 --> 00:18:01,617 Like just something that's coming back around. 394 00:18:01,618 --> 00:18:05,025 You know-- You know, if this plaque said, "To Morris who loved this park"... 395 00:18:05,026 --> 00:18:07,936 - Mm-hmm? - ...they'd never guess that he loved it 396 00:18:08,434 --> 00:18:11,510 because it was the one place that the cops wouldn't harass him. 397 00:18:12,840 --> 00:18:14,834 Well, I would do a better job with the wording. 398 00:18:14,835 --> 00:18:15,916 Unlike Hal. 399 00:18:17,162 --> 00:18:19,989 Anybody who sat on this bench would know that Morris Hapgood 400 00:18:20,737 --> 00:18:25,724 was the smartest and most loyal sage and friend. 401 00:18:26,971 --> 00:18:28,468 You're an inspiration, buddy. 402 00:18:29,756 --> 00:18:31,003 Really. 403 00:18:32,042 --> 00:18:34,867 "Sage" just makes people think old. 404 00:18:34,868 --> 00:18:35,947 Okay. 405 00:18:35,948 --> 00:18:37,611 I'll keep working on it. 406 00:18:37,612 --> 00:18:39,191 You win. Okay. 407 00:18:41,186 --> 00:18:42,931 Oh, God. I gotta go to class. 408 00:18:43,430 --> 00:18:44,428 All right. Um. 409 00:18:44,926 --> 00:18:47,419 You know what? Keep this. Keep all of this. Keep this. 410 00:18:47,420 --> 00:18:49,165 Okay. - See you next time, all right? 411 00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:50,412 - Next time. - Bye! 412 00:18:50,413 --> 00:18:51,493 Bye-bye. 413 00:19:05,084 --> 00:19:06,081 Are you okay? 414 00:19:06,082 --> 00:19:07,494 Yeah. 415 00:19:07,495 --> 00:19:09,323 Yeah, it's just it didn't take. 416 00:19:09,822 --> 00:19:11,069 Carina's IUI. 417 00:19:11,900 --> 00:19:13,146 We are not pregnant. 418 00:19:13,147 --> 00:19:14,477 Again. 419 00:19:15,308 --> 00:19:16,306 Girl, I'm so sorry. 420 00:19:17,594 --> 00:19:18,592 Hey! 421 00:19:19,506 --> 00:19:21,085 Um... What is-- 422 00:19:21,086 --> 00:19:22,914 - Wow. What? - Come here. Come here. 423 00:19:22,915 --> 00:19:24,243 What are you doing? Yeah. 424 00:19:24,244 --> 00:19:28,233 Happy-giddy you, way more disconcerting than authoritative-serious you. 425 00:19:28,234 --> 00:19:31,807 Ooh. He's gonna feel bad when he finds out what I just did. 426 00:19:31,808 --> 00:19:32,888 What? What did you do? 427 00:19:32,889 --> 00:19:36,878 I got Morris an interview for some VA transitional housing. 428 00:19:36,879 --> 00:19:39,496 Hey. All right. All right, all right. Yes! 429 00:19:39,497 --> 00:19:42,157 Fine. I feel a little bit bad about calling you scary 430 00:19:42,158 --> 00:19:43,986 when really you are the man. 431 00:19:45,026 --> 00:19:46,603 Nice. That's amazing, man. 432 00:19:46,604 --> 00:19:48,058 That explains that weird dance. 433 00:19:48,059 --> 00:19:49,762 I love it though. Thank you. That's amazing. 434 00:19:49,763 --> 00:19:51,716 So, he's all set up? We don't have to do anything else? 435 00:19:51,717 --> 00:19:53,005 He's good. - Well done. 436 00:19:53,006 --> 00:19:54,792 Get out of the road! 437 00:19:54,793 --> 00:19:57,867 Move! 438 00:19:57,868 --> 00:19:59,738 Come on, pops. 439 00:20:00,528 --> 00:20:02,813 Come on! Gotta get to work! - Just-- Hold on please. 440 00:20:02,814 --> 00:20:04,808 Morris. Hey, Gramps. Move it! 441 00:20:04,809 --> 00:20:07,385 Hey, just hold on a second, okay? Hold on. Hold on. 442 00:20:07,386 --> 00:20:08,840 Morris. Morris. 443 00:20:09,963 --> 00:20:11,209 Morris, what are you doing? 444 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:12,539 What are you doing? You-- 445 00:20:13,371 --> 00:20:14,700 You look really tired, Mo. 446 00:20:14,701 --> 00:20:15,781 I am. 447 00:20:15,782 --> 00:20:17,817 Okay. These honking cars probably aren't helping. 448 00:20:17,818 --> 00:20:19,397 Let's get you out of the street. 449 00:20:19,896 --> 00:20:21,475 Let's get you off the street, okay? 450 00:20:21,476 --> 00:20:23,719 We don't want you to get hit, right? 451 00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,631 - It wouldn't matter. - Yes, it would. 452 00:20:25,632 --> 00:20:28,540 I would be devastated, Morris. Okay? I'd be devastated. 453 00:20:28,541 --> 00:20:31,118 Let's get you sat down, okay? They're going too slow. 454 00:20:32,074 --> 00:20:34,568 - I wouldn't die. - Take a seat, take a seat, take a seat. 455 00:20:38,267 --> 00:20:41,716 Morris, can you tell me what happened? They cleared out your encampment? 456 00:20:41,717 --> 00:20:43,712 It's all gone. Everything. 457 00:20:44,294 --> 00:20:45,789 What am I supposed to do now? 458 00:20:46,911 --> 00:20:48,989 My documents for-- for the housing interview. 459 00:20:48,990 --> 00:20:50,320 They were in the tent. 460 00:20:51,359 --> 00:20:53,396 The garbage truck came and took everything. 461 00:20:54,600 --> 00:20:56,097 Everything I have in the world. 462 00:21:09,231 --> 00:21:10,975 I'm so tired of this. 463 00:21:10,976 --> 00:21:13,676 This is you once again-- No, no, it's your ego. 464 00:21:13,677 --> 00:21:15,506 That's why you wanna fire Hughes. 465 00:21:15,507 --> 00:21:17,085 What she did to you 466 00:21:17,086 --> 00:21:20,659 is exactly what you desperately wanna do to the money guys 467 00:21:20,660 --> 00:21:22,489 and to the special interest clowns 468 00:21:22,490 --> 00:21:24,816 and cronies and bureaucrats who run cities, 469 00:21:25,316 --> 00:21:29,846 the ones that you campaigned so hard against, but who now own you. 470 00:21:30,594 --> 00:21:33,835 And you wanna push back, but you're afraid. 471 00:21:33,836 --> 00:21:36,412 And you hate her because she wasn't. 472 00:21:36,413 --> 00:21:37,493 Listen. 473 00:21:38,615 --> 00:21:40,775 Don't fire the people who are really on your side 474 00:21:40,776 --> 00:21:42,604 to appeal to the people who aren't. 475 00:21:42,605 --> 00:21:45,182 That is the quickest way to lose everything. 476 00:21:46,512 --> 00:21:47,676 Insubordination. 477 00:21:48,174 --> 00:21:49,172 Nice. 478 00:21:49,754 --> 00:21:51,166 Is this where Hughes learned it? 479 00:21:51,167 --> 00:21:53,121 - Listen, I'm trying to help-- - Sit down. 480 00:21:53,786 --> 00:21:55,281 We're figuring this out today. 481 00:22:03,802 --> 00:22:05,838 Morris lost everything. 482 00:22:07,668 --> 00:22:10,660 I can't believe we have to start all over again from scratch. 483 00:22:11,367 --> 00:22:15,189 Yeah. But now, without his social security card 484 00:22:15,190 --> 00:22:17,600 and his birth certificate, it'll be-- 485 00:22:17,601 --> 00:22:19,512 Even further back than scratch. 486 00:22:21,507 --> 00:22:23,668 - Do you want him to move in with us? - What? 487 00:22:23,669 --> 00:22:26,660 I know that's not how you fix something like this. 488 00:22:26,661 --> 00:22:28,989 I'm just saying I would. 489 00:22:31,026 --> 00:22:32,023 What? 490 00:22:32,688 --> 00:22:33,685 What? What? 491 00:22:34,849 --> 00:22:36,968 "Move in with us"? Do you wanna move in together? 492 00:22:36,969 --> 00:22:38,049 Okay. 493 00:22:39,006 --> 00:22:41,498 Okay, look, I know we haven't had this conversation, 494 00:22:41,499 --> 00:22:44,823 but, like, aren't we moving in that direction? 495 00:22:44,824 --> 00:22:46,736 Not tomorrow, but-- Help me. 496 00:22:47,235 --> 00:22:49,062 Why do I suddenly feel so self-conscious? 497 00:22:49,063 --> 00:22:52,222 And why do I feel like I'm 22 years old when we talk about next steps? 498 00:22:52,887 --> 00:22:56,793 'Cause the last time we had that kind of conversation, we were probably that age. 499 00:22:56,794 --> 00:22:58,872 - No, we were older. - Maybe a little bit. 500 00:22:59,371 --> 00:23:00,410 But it was easier. 501 00:23:01,283 --> 00:23:02,446 This is hard? 502 00:23:02,946 --> 00:23:04,108 No, not this. 503 00:23:04,109 --> 00:23:05,355 Not this. 504 00:23:05,356 --> 00:23:06,520 Everything around it. 505 00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:08,598 Around us. 506 00:23:14,001 --> 00:23:15,246 What-- What are you doing? 507 00:23:15,247 --> 00:23:18,656 I wanna be so ridiculous that when I say "I love you. 508 00:23:19,237 --> 00:23:21,231 I wanna move in with you," 509 00:23:21,232 --> 00:23:24,308 you'll never feel self-conscious about any of this ever again. 510 00:23:24,309 --> 00:23:25,388 You're gonna break the bed. 511 00:23:25,389 --> 00:23:27,134 I'm gonna break a lot of beds with you, babe. 512 00:23:27,135 --> 00:23:30,210 - Oh, stop, stop, stop, stop. - No. 513 00:23:31,873 --> 00:23:32,871 So? 514 00:23:33,535 --> 00:23:35,364 Yeah. Yeah. 515 00:23:35,863 --> 00:23:37,442 - But first-- - Oh, here we go. 516 00:23:37,443 --> 00:23:39,686 First, we gotta figure out how to get Morris new paperwork 517 00:23:39,687 --> 00:23:41,682 so we can start the housing process again. 518 00:23:48,622 --> 00:23:50,450 Look, I know you don't wanna be here, 519 00:23:50,451 --> 00:23:52,320 but everyone gets a Crisis One shift. 520 00:23:52,321 --> 00:23:54,273 I need you to hold it together for this guy, okay? 521 00:23:54,274 --> 00:23:55,604 Okay. 522 00:23:55,605 --> 00:23:56,768 Hey. Ah. 523 00:23:56,769 --> 00:23:59,760 If-- If I knew you were coming, I would have picked up the place. 524 00:23:59,761 --> 00:24:02,254 You know what? I'm gonna do it now. 525 00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:04,914 Okay. Very nice. All right. 526 00:24:04,915 --> 00:24:08,945 You know, I know your stuff got cleared, Morris, so I got you some replacements. 527 00:24:08,946 --> 00:24:11,315 You didn't have to do that. Look at it. 528 00:24:11,316 --> 00:24:13,476 Solaire Rambler 300? 529 00:24:13,477 --> 00:24:16,053 -"The Rolls Royce of tents!" -"The Rolls Royce of tents!" 530 00:24:16,054 --> 00:24:18,629 It's the one you wanted, right? Oh, thank you. 531 00:24:18,630 --> 00:24:20,915 But, you know, there's a shelter on Monroe, Morris, 532 00:24:20,916 --> 00:24:22,412 that I can get you a bed in if you want. 533 00:24:22,413 --> 00:24:24,822 - I told you I can't do a shelter again. - Okay. 534 00:24:24,823 --> 00:24:27,026 All right. 535 00:24:27,649 --> 00:24:29,394 Hello? Excuse me, please. Can you please not? 536 00:24:29,395 --> 00:24:31,555 I'm just trying to have a private moment with a friend. 537 00:24:31,556 --> 00:24:33,882 Can I ask you a few questions about the charity work you're doing? 538 00:24:33,883 --> 00:24:35,712 - No, you can't. - Just one comment for the article. 539 00:24:35,713 --> 00:24:37,708 - She told you we're not here for you. - Sorry. 540 00:24:38,331 --> 00:24:39,495 Okay. 541 00:24:40,575 --> 00:24:42,486 Um, Morris. Morris, I'm so sorry. 542 00:24:42,487 --> 00:24:44,730 This-- You know this wasn't some publicity stunt. 543 00:24:44,731 --> 00:24:47,058 No. - I didn't know she was gonna be here. 544 00:24:47,059 --> 00:24:49,427 It's fine. Sh-She's always here. 545 00:24:49,428 --> 00:24:51,755 Plus, she got my good side. 546 00:24:51,756 --> 00:24:53,708 Okay. 547 00:24:53,709 --> 00:24:56,118 Let's get you set up, huh? Okay. 548 00:24:56,119 --> 00:24:58,572 Okay. Here. Oh, goodness. Yes. 549 00:25:04,765 --> 00:25:06,343 - What's going on with you? - What? 550 00:25:06,344 --> 00:25:07,923 You're just acting strange. 551 00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:09,918 Now you're hiding things in your locker? 552 00:25:09,919 --> 00:25:10,999 It's, uh-- 553 00:25:12,454 --> 00:25:13,909 - It's T. - Hmm? 554 00:25:14,449 --> 00:25:15,446 Testosterone. 555 00:25:15,945 --> 00:25:17,107 I started on it last week. 556 00:25:17,108 --> 00:25:18,479 Now that my levels are right, 557 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:20,848 - I'm starting to feel like myself again. - Good. 558 00:25:20,849 --> 00:25:23,757 Starting to feel like my 20-year-old version of myself, actually. 559 00:25:23,758 --> 00:25:26,335 - In all the ways, if you know what I mean. - Okay. 560 00:25:27,541 --> 00:25:29,119 So, why are you hiding it? 561 00:25:29,120 --> 00:25:30,990 Well, I haven't told Miranda yet. 562 00:25:30,991 --> 00:25:32,569 - Haven't told her what? - Um... 563 00:25:32,570 --> 00:25:33,816 That he's on testosterone. 564 00:25:33,817 --> 00:25:34,896 Dude. 565 00:25:34,897 --> 00:25:36,227 It's not a big deal. 566 00:25:36,726 --> 00:25:37,888 And now he feels amazing. 567 00:25:37,889 --> 00:25:39,011 Huh. 568 00:25:39,012 --> 00:25:42,627 "Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, 569 00:25:42,628 --> 00:25:45,994 able to leap tall buildings in a single bound." 570 00:25:47,533 --> 00:25:49,527 She, um-- She doesn't get that reference. 571 00:25:49,528 --> 00:25:51,523 Oh, okay. Okay. We're just-- 572 00:25:54,431 --> 00:25:55,513 There we go. 573 00:25:59,252 --> 00:26:00,415 Oh, I get it. 574 00:26:00,416 --> 00:26:03,824 Your shots give you super strength, whereas mine-- 575 00:26:04,324 --> 00:26:10,225 my shots, and shots, and shots, make me feel terrible. 576 00:26:13,259 --> 00:26:14,423 We're doing IVF. 577 00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:16,709 My eggs, her oven. 578 00:26:17,498 --> 00:26:19,162 It's awful. 579 00:26:19,660 --> 00:26:20,656 It's awful. 580 00:26:20,657 --> 00:26:27,431 It's like I can feel my follicles growing my eggs. 581 00:26:27,432 --> 00:26:30,922 Hmm. - It's like-- It's like grape jelly. 582 00:26:30,923 --> 00:26:35,577 It's like grape jelly just sloshing around inside of me. 583 00:26:35,578 --> 00:26:37,657 Why grape? 584 00:26:39,443 --> 00:26:40,441 I got it. 585 00:26:41,605 --> 00:26:47,838 I love that your boy shots make you feel incredible, 586 00:26:47,839 --> 00:26:51,412 while mine make me feel like a bloated chicken coop. 587 00:26:51,413 --> 00:26:53,158 Chicken coop? 588 00:26:53,159 --> 00:26:55,196 Because I'm a freaking egg factory, Beckett. 589 00:26:56,110 --> 00:26:57,856 IVF. Keep up. 590 00:26:58,646 --> 00:27:01,305 When my ex-wife was doing IVF, peppermint helped. 591 00:27:01,306 --> 00:27:05,378 Engine 19 and Ladder 19 requested to 11th and Central Parkway. 592 00:27:08,454 --> 00:27:11,944 Hey, hey. It's the encampment. It's Morris's encampment. 593 00:27:11,945 --> 00:27:13,898 Should I switch with someone? I know it really well. 594 00:27:13,899 --> 00:27:15,311 Can't do it today, Hughes. 595 00:27:15,312 --> 00:27:17,972 You're on probation until we hear otherwise from the chief. 596 00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:19,467 I'll see you in a bit. 597 00:27:19,468 --> 00:27:21,255 Let's move, people. Let's move. 598 00:27:24,497 --> 00:27:26,657 Beckett, Wiggins, status on the south side? 599 00:27:26,658 --> 00:27:27,946 In progress. 600 00:27:27,947 --> 00:27:29,942 Bishop, Green, is the north side contained? 601 00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:31,978 Roger, Captain. Line is working. 602 00:27:31,979 --> 00:27:34,556 Warren, Cutler, more patients on their way to triage. 603 00:27:35,345 --> 00:27:37,588 Copy. Sullivan, Montgomery, evac status? 604 00:27:37,589 --> 00:27:39,044 Talk to me, people. 605 00:27:44,364 --> 00:27:47,232 Hey, somebody needs to get Morris out of his tent now. 606 00:28:19,027 --> 00:28:21,520 I should just tell her. Just the facts. It'll be easier for her to hear-- 607 00:28:21,521 --> 00:28:23,597 You want me to do it? We've been doing Crisis One together. 608 00:28:23,598 --> 00:28:25,302 Let me do this. Hughes. 609 00:28:26,342 --> 00:28:27,423 Uh. 610 00:28:28,712 --> 00:28:29,709 Morris... 611 00:28:33,533 --> 00:28:35,486 I'm-- I'm so sorry. 612 00:28:38,312 --> 00:28:42,302 Uh, we're gonna do a hotwash and a critical incident stress debriefing. 613 00:28:42,884 --> 00:28:45,087 - I'm gonna call Diane. - I should do it. 614 00:28:48,162 --> 00:28:49,325 The CISD. 615 00:28:49,326 --> 00:28:51,362 Well, yeah, of course, you'll do it with us. 616 00:28:51,363 --> 00:28:53,191 I mean, you-- you weren't on the call, 617 00:28:53,192 --> 00:28:55,268 but obviously, he was-- he was really important to you. 618 00:28:55,269 --> 00:28:57,680 No, I mean, I'd like to run the debriefing. 619 00:28:59,217 --> 00:29:01,711 I am trained for this, and I know how much he meant to all of us. 620 00:29:01,712 --> 00:29:04,039 - Okay, hold up. Captain-- - No, I can do it. 621 00:29:07,655 --> 00:29:09,068 I need to do it. 622 00:29:09,899 --> 00:29:11,229 Warren, call Dispatch. 623 00:29:11,728 --> 00:29:14,721 Make our status conditionally avail for the CISD. 624 00:29:15,718 --> 00:29:16,716 Copy that. 625 00:29:25,984 --> 00:29:28,478 What we do is hard. 626 00:29:32,094 --> 00:29:35,502 What we see and experience every day in this job is hard. 627 00:29:36,375 --> 00:29:39,616 This is an acknowledgement of that as well as a safe place to discuss it, 628 00:29:40,614 --> 00:29:42,110 so we don't bottle things up, 629 00:29:43,689 --> 00:29:46,682 so we don't self-medicate in harmful and dangerous ways. 630 00:29:49,176 --> 00:29:51,253 So we can keep doing this job for years to come. 631 00:29:51,254 --> 00:29:52,584 Any questions on that? 632 00:29:54,745 --> 00:29:57,821 This discussion is going to revolve around four questions. 633 00:29:58,402 --> 00:29:59,608 What did we do right? 634 00:30:00,106 --> 00:30:01,479 What was supposed to happen? 635 00:30:03,723 --> 00:30:04,969 What actually happened? 636 00:30:05,718 --> 00:30:08,461 And what do we wish we had done differently? 637 00:30:09,915 --> 00:30:12,409 Now, these questions are gonna bring up feelings, 638 00:30:14,071 --> 00:30:15,733 and we're gonna discuss those too. 639 00:30:15,734 --> 00:30:18,311 So, what do we think was done right? 640 00:30:25,419 --> 00:30:30,655 We quickly established a water supply immediately upon arrival. 641 00:30:35,268 --> 00:30:40,255 We got two hose lines working around the perimeter to keep the fire contained. 642 00:30:41,295 --> 00:30:44,287 We set up an efficient and effective triage area. 643 00:30:46,782 --> 00:30:48,277 We protected exposures. 644 00:30:53,223 --> 00:30:55,717 You two haven't said very much. Anything you wanna add? 645 00:30:57,213 --> 00:30:58,751 Okay. Travis? 646 00:30:58,752 --> 00:31:00,538 I don't think we did anything right. 647 00:31:03,780 --> 00:31:05,817 Okay. Can you say a little more about that? 648 00:31:08,103 --> 00:31:10,097 Hey! Morris. - Come on. Let's get you out of here. 649 00:31:10,098 --> 00:31:12,258 You gotta come with us. - No, I have to-- This is my stuff. 650 00:31:12,259 --> 00:31:13,172 This is my tent. 651 00:31:13,173 --> 00:31:15,084 I understand, but you have to come with us. 652 00:31:15,085 --> 00:31:16,164 No, no, leave me alone. 653 00:31:16,165 --> 00:31:18,991 Listen to me. Whatever's inside that tent, it's not worth your life. 654 00:31:18,992 --> 00:31:20,073 We understand. 655 00:31:20,571 --> 00:31:22,399 - Hey, you okay? - I'm not leaving without my stuff. 656 00:31:22,400 --> 00:31:23,730 Morris! No! 657 00:31:37,072 --> 00:31:38,319 Okay. Um... 658 00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:41,476 Okay. 659 00:31:41,477 --> 00:31:43,222 What do we wish had happened? 660 00:31:43,223 --> 00:31:44,553 I wish you were there. 661 00:31:47,712 --> 00:31:49,456 That's what I wish had gone differently. 662 00:31:49,457 --> 00:31:53,238 And I'm not blaming you for what went down or you for not letting her go. 663 00:31:53,239 --> 00:31:55,358 Herrera isn't the reason I wasn't there. I know that. 664 00:31:55,359 --> 00:31:56,854 I know this isn't even rational. 665 00:31:56,855 --> 00:31:59,431 But the question was, what do I wish went differently? 666 00:31:59,432 --> 00:32:01,260 So I am telling you that. Yeah, I know, 667 00:32:01,261 --> 00:32:04,835 and you were answering honestly and that's exactly right, so... 668 00:32:07,038 --> 00:32:08,783 You wish I'd been there because... 669 00:32:08,784 --> 00:32:12,108 Because I think you could have convinced Morris to leave his tent. 670 00:32:12,109 --> 00:32:13,729 ♪ All things end ♪ 671 00:32:15,433 --> 00:32:20,130 ♪ Sing the words till I believe again ♪ 672 00:32:20,131 --> 00:32:21,210 What else? 673 00:32:21,211 --> 00:32:27,279 Because maybe I wouldn't be carrying all this guilt and failure for not saving him. 674 00:32:29,315 --> 00:32:31,476 At minimum, I wouldn't be carrying it alone. 675 00:32:31,477 --> 00:32:32,557 Because... 676 00:32:33,721 --> 00:32:34,717 Because? 677 00:32:34,718 --> 00:32:36,796 Because when you're carrying something with me, 678 00:32:36,797 --> 00:32:40,828 even the garbage stuff, it doesn't feel so impossible. 679 00:32:49,889 --> 00:32:51,053 Travis, I wasn't there. 680 00:32:53,588 --> 00:32:54,835 But I'm here now. 681 00:32:55,333 --> 00:32:57,079 I am carrying this with you now. 682 00:32:57,827 --> 00:32:59,323 Everyone in this circle is. 683 00:33:00,944 --> 00:33:02,441 No one here is alone in it. 684 00:33:03,023 --> 00:33:05,182 You're surrounded by people who get it. 685 00:33:05,183 --> 00:33:11,128 They get your pain and your loss and your guilt and your anger. 686 00:33:11,710 --> 00:33:14,785 You are surrounded by the very best people to help you through it. 687 00:33:16,073 --> 00:33:17,569 You are too. 688 00:33:22,391 --> 00:33:26,048 Morris didn't have that for a lot of years. 689 00:33:28,376 --> 00:33:29,872 But I know for a fact... 690 00:33:31,867 --> 00:33:34,111 that we made sure he had it in his last one. 691 00:33:44,627 --> 00:33:48,283 So I'm gonna email everyone some aftercare resources, but I'm here too. 692 00:33:48,284 --> 00:33:49,987 So, even though this formal session is done, 693 00:33:49,988 --> 00:33:52,522 you can grab me anytime if you want to talk more about any of this. 694 00:33:52,523 --> 00:33:53,604 Okay? 695 00:33:54,976 --> 00:33:57,469 And she did it again, folks. 696 00:34:00,670 --> 00:34:02,956 Yeah, and it saved his life. Wait, no, he died. 697 00:34:05,408 --> 00:34:07,236 Hey, hey, hey. 698 00:34:07,237 --> 00:34:09,480 No, Travis. He's gone. He's gone. 699 00:34:09,481 --> 00:34:11,393 We did everything we could and he's gone. 700 00:34:13,263 --> 00:34:15,340 He served a country that didn't take care of him back. 701 00:34:15,341 --> 00:34:16,420 Not even a little bit. 702 00:34:16,421 --> 00:34:19,580 He tried to protect a world that did not protect him. 703 00:34:20,079 --> 00:34:23,819 Because you give and you give and you give and you give, 704 00:34:23,820 --> 00:34:27,643 and the second you need-- the second he wasn't strong-- 705 00:34:27,644 --> 00:34:32,381 The second he wasn't happy and easy and funny and strong-- 706 00:34:33,836 --> 00:34:36,661 'Cause, I mean, how could he be, right? 707 00:34:36,662 --> 00:34:39,073 Because he knew how awful the world could be. 708 00:34:39,696 --> 00:34:43,519 Vic, are we still talking about Morris here? 709 00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:44,768 What does that mean? 710 00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:47,177 Hang on, hang on. I think what Travis was-- 711 00:34:47,178 --> 00:34:49,962 No, no, no. Of course I'm talking about me! 712 00:34:50,544 --> 00:34:54,242 I'm talking about me who takes care of everyone all the time. My entire life. 713 00:34:54,243 --> 00:34:59,813 Me who tables my feelings and my sadness and my confusion and my fear 714 00:35:01,184 --> 00:35:03,344 and cracks a joke to make you all feel better 715 00:35:03,345 --> 00:35:05,506 and more capable and fine even when I am not fine. 716 00:35:05,507 --> 00:35:07,917 When I can't breathe because it's all so scary. 717 00:35:08,499 --> 00:35:10,285 When I-- 718 00:35:10,286 --> 00:35:12,365 When I'm-- When my chest feels-- 719 00:35:13,196 --> 00:35:14,608 When I can't even see. 720 00:35:14,609 --> 00:35:17,849 I can't even see through a-- a fog of-- when-- 721 00:35:17,850 --> 00:35:19,928 Do not touch me! 722 00:35:19,929 --> 00:35:21,964 Just give her some room. Just let her breathe. 723 00:35:21,965 --> 00:35:23,087 I'm talking about Morris. 724 00:35:23,088 --> 00:35:25,871 Of course it's about Morris, and it's about me, and about all of us, right? 725 00:35:25,872 --> 00:35:28,988 It's about all of us, 'cause it's not just-- it's not just me. 726 00:35:28,989 --> 00:35:30,070 It can't just be me. 727 00:35:30,071 --> 00:35:31,814 Of course it's not. It's-- It's not. 728 00:35:31,815 --> 00:35:34,309 When he needed someone, there was no one. There was no one. 729 00:35:34,310 --> 00:35:36,386 No, that-- that's not true, Vic. All right? He had us. 730 00:35:36,387 --> 00:35:37,468 You know he had us. 731 00:35:37,469 --> 00:35:39,545 - He knew he had us. - And it wasn't enough, Ben. 732 00:35:39,546 --> 00:35:41,167 It wasn't enough. It wasn't enough. 733 00:35:41,168 --> 00:35:44,242 And pretty soon they're going to take away the thing that we tried to do to save him 734 00:35:44,243 --> 00:35:45,572 because they take everything away. 735 00:35:45,573 --> 00:35:47,734 - They are taking it all away. - We're not going to let them. 736 00:35:47,735 --> 00:35:49,853 None of us are going to let that happen. 737 00:35:49,854 --> 00:35:52,056 We will not let them take away Crisis One. 738 00:35:56,753 --> 00:35:57,750 Oh, my God. 739 00:35:59,912 --> 00:36:01,490 - I'm s-- I'm sorry. - It's okay. You're okay. 740 00:36:01,491 --> 00:36:03,818 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, my God. It's okay. 741 00:36:03,819 --> 00:36:05,938 - Don't-- - Oh, my God. I'm sorry. Excuse me. 742 00:36:05,939 --> 00:36:07,019 I'm sorry. 743 00:36:35,739 --> 00:36:37,358 Oh, come on. You gotta be a little impressed. 744 00:36:37,359 --> 00:36:39,147 I gave you, like, a whole three minutes. 745 00:36:40,809 --> 00:36:41,807 You know... 746 00:36:44,633 --> 00:36:49,122 you saved everyone from having full-on nervous breakdowns today. 747 00:36:51,782 --> 00:36:53,985 You mean before I had one? 748 00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:56,187 Come on. 749 00:36:59,886 --> 00:37:01,383 Travis, for months, I didn't... 750 00:37:04,791 --> 00:37:07,617 I couldn't feel anything. 751 00:37:08,116 --> 00:37:09,114 And then... 752 00:37:13,062 --> 00:37:14,682 God, I don't know what's worse. 753 00:37:17,385 --> 00:37:21,705 The session was incredible, blah, blah, blah. 754 00:37:21,706 --> 00:37:23,534 All the compliments that you hate. 755 00:37:23,535 --> 00:37:27,109 But, honestly, the best part was-- 756 00:37:27,609 --> 00:37:29,437 was when you, you know... 757 00:37:34,758 --> 00:37:37,749 Even the best ones like when the strong women cry. 758 00:37:37,750 --> 00:37:39,329 I'm serious. 759 00:37:39,330 --> 00:37:40,409 I see how it is. 760 00:37:40,410 --> 00:37:44,151 It's-- It was, you know, like, in the movies when the baby is born 761 00:37:44,982 --> 00:37:46,892 and it's not crying and everyone's panicking 762 00:37:46,893 --> 00:37:49,053 because this means something is very wrong. 763 00:37:49,054 --> 00:37:50,757 But they're also trying not to seem panicked 764 00:37:50,758 --> 00:37:53,210 because they don't want to worry the mother, and it's like, 765 00:37:53,211 --> 00:37:56,286 nervous, silent eye contact, nervous, silent eye contact. 766 00:37:56,287 --> 00:37:58,364 But then the baby starts wailing, and everyone's, like, 767 00:37:58,365 --> 00:38:01,854 relieved, silent eye contact, relieved, silent eye contact. 768 00:38:01,855 --> 00:38:03,435 Thank the Lord. 769 00:38:06,096 --> 00:38:09,834 Yeah, I do. I do know that moment in real life 770 00:38:09,835 --> 00:38:12,412 because we are actual first responders, you know. 771 00:38:12,912 --> 00:38:15,156 - Okay, I don't appreciate that tone. - Yeah? 772 00:38:16,153 --> 00:38:17,400 But it was like that. 773 00:38:21,723 --> 00:38:23,967 It was like that when you started crying. 774 00:38:26,877 --> 00:38:30,700 It was like, "Phew. The baby's fine. 775 00:38:32,362 --> 00:38:33,360 The baby made it." 776 00:38:39,511 --> 00:38:40,758 - I'm the baby? - Yeah. 777 00:38:42,587 --> 00:38:45,330 Sometimes you get to be the baby... 778 00:38:47,616 --> 00:38:49,694 and other people take care of you. 779 00:38:54,931 --> 00:38:56,884 Oh, I love you... 780 00:39:01,290 --> 00:39:03,285 and I will always take care of you. 781 00:39:05,945 --> 00:39:08,937 And your eyes are gonna be so puffy now. Shut up. 782 00:39:08,938 --> 00:39:10,683 It's gonna be so bad. 783 00:39:13,842 --> 00:39:15,089 This is what you like. 784 00:39:20,326 --> 00:39:21,654 Here you go, Captain. 785 00:39:21,655 --> 00:39:22,735 I think you're gonna love it. 786 00:39:22,736 --> 00:39:24,315 Thank you. - Oh, hey, Chief. Chief. 787 00:39:24,316 --> 00:39:26,102 No, no, no, no. Relax. 788 00:39:26,103 --> 00:39:29,761 After the day you all had, please, really, you can relax. 789 00:39:32,296 --> 00:39:34,124 Lieutenant Sullivan called me. 790 00:39:36,368 --> 00:39:37,782 I'm so sorry about Morris. 791 00:39:38,987 --> 00:39:40,982 I know how much he meant to all of you. 792 00:39:41,896 --> 00:39:43,144 What you meant to him. 793 00:39:45,014 --> 00:39:47,755 All right, well, this isn't going to rewrite your difficult day, 794 00:39:47,756 --> 00:39:50,542 but, uh, I do have some good news. 795 00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:54,323 Crisis One is safe. 796 00:39:54,905 --> 00:39:55,903 For now. 797 00:39:57,400 --> 00:40:00,183 What about Vic? Does Hughes still have a job? 798 00:40:00,184 --> 00:40:03,385 Well, who'd you think was gonna run the now-safe Crisis One? 799 00:40:09,494 --> 00:40:10,990 You saved her job. 800 00:40:12,694 --> 00:40:14,149 Her work saved her job. 801 00:40:15,104 --> 00:40:17,432 The good work you all do saved her job. 802 00:40:18,512 --> 00:40:20,258 Crisis One saved her job. 803 00:40:23,335 --> 00:40:25,578 - Well-- - Chief, let me get you a bowl of gumbo. 804 00:40:25,579 --> 00:40:28,030 - Hold on. Grab a seat. - He'll fix you a plate. 805 00:40:28,031 --> 00:40:30,523 This is the Warren Family world-famous gumbo. 806 00:40:30,524 --> 00:40:32,934 Wow. It was gonna cheer everybody up. 807 00:40:32,935 --> 00:40:37,009 ♪ Oh, pictures in tatters The star-spangled banners, ain't home ♪ 808 00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:40,998 ♪ Since you're gone ♪ 809 00:40:42,494 --> 00:40:44,489 ♪ It just ain't home ♪ 810 00:40:46,900 --> 00:40:51,846 ♪ You know nothing else matters But where the love gathers that's home ♪ 811 00:40:53,841 --> 00:40:55,628 ♪ But since you been gone ♪ 812 00:40:57,415 --> 00:40:59,327 ♪ It just ain't home ♪ 813 00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,728 I once knew a soldier named Morris, 814 00:41:06,268 --> 00:41:08,387 who did the unthinkable for us. 815 00:41:09,385 --> 00:41:12,877 Legacy fit for a plaque from a life that gave back. 816 00:41:13,375 --> 00:41:16,366 And a heart that beat love, so enormous. 817 00:41:16,367 --> 00:41:17,781 ♪ Home ♪ 818 00:41:19,277 --> 00:41:21,646 ♪ Go where the wind blows ♪ 819 00:41:22,727 --> 00:41:25,262 ♪ So go where your heart goes ♪ 820 00:41:26,384 --> 00:41:28,504 ♪ I'll carry you home ♪ 821 00:41:31,247 --> 00:41:32,411 ♪ Fly ♪ 822 00:41:34,031 --> 00:41:36,276 ♪ Fly like a sparrow ♪ 823 00:41:37,731 --> 00:41:40,183 ♪ And if the road narrows ♪ 824 00:41:41,347 --> 00:41:43,923 ♪ I'll go where you go ♪ 825 00:41:46,376 --> 00:41:47,540 ♪ Go ♪ 826 00:41:49,202 --> 00:41:51,654 ♪ Go where the wind blows ♪ 827 00:41:52,694 --> 00:41:55,270 ♪ So go where your heart goes ♪ 828 00:41:56,517 --> 00:41:58,886 ♪ I'll carry you home ♪