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We're with Verity Crawford at her home in Vermont,
where she lives with her husband and their twins.

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I don't think there are enough
words of praise to describe this woman.

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Let's choose one.

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Phenomenon, sensation, wonderful.

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Some would say she's a bad woman.

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That's what I say.

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best-selling authors on the planet.

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Let's digest this for a second.

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On a huge planet.

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Being able to offer such a beautiful
life to the people you love so much.

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Have you had time to
process what it's like?

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To me it's all a miracle.

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Yes, but some might call it
a miracle built on evildoers.</font>

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1 YEAR LATER.

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The sight of a man named
Louie Longsetter standing at

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the edge of the porch makes
me question my assumptions,

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like he must have been waiting
for me longer than necessary.

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I'm trying to imagine a serial
killer named Louie Longsetter.

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I almost laughed
at this nonsense,

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to be alone for weeks,

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the thought that she might be a threat
haunted me, even though I didn't want to.

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Pardon.

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Pardon.

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Hello.

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No, I'm at the bookstore.

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Yes, yes, I'm available now.

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How did it go?

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I don't want to talk
about it. Where were you?</font>

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You said you'd be here.

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I wouldn't miss it unless
I had a valid reason.

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Hachette Bookselling called.

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They want to meet with you.

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Why? Who, who
wants to meet with me?

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They didn't say.

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Everything was top secret.

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When?

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We'll meet you there, okay?

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Please dress stylishly.

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Is it ok?

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Wait, Corey.

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people like me They
belong to crowded cities.

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In that tiny town where I grew up,
everyone knew everything about each other.

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But I'm invisible here.

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When it feels good.

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When it feels good.

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Attention sir!!!

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My god.

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My god.

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No.

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There was a terrible accident,
A courier... thing is there.

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Translated into Turkish; ufukbaba
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Are you injured?

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Are you injured?

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On my face?

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There must be a toilet
in that cafe over there.

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Is it ok?

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It comes out immediately.

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Take this and wear it.

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Thank you.

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I can't tell if you
are calm or in shock.

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I don't know either.

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Are you okay?

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I am good.

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Unfortunately, I've seen worse.

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Are you a doctor?

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I'm in the real estate business.

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Or at least I used to be.

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Do you really want to know?

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Last spring, I pulled my 8-year-old
daughter's body from the lake.

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My condolences.

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My condolences.

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My mother died last week.

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What happened to him?

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Cancer.

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He died there.

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He died in my apartment.

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Excuse me.

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I have a meeting.
I have to go...

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Me too.

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Thanks for your help.

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What does it mean.

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I'm Jeremy, by the way.

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Lowen.

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-Hi.
-Hi.
How can I help?

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I'm here to see Amanda Thomas.

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Lowen.

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Hi.

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Sorry for being late.

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You're not late.

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You came just in time.

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The actual meeting is at 3.30,

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but I told you 3.00 in
case you were late as usual.</font>

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I am sorry.

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- If you had told me, I would have arranged accordingly.
- What's that on you?

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It's like a fashion thing.

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Cory, Lowen, me
Amanda's assistant, Olivia.

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Thanks.

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Let me take you to the meeting room.

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Ok.

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Are you coming?

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My condolences to your mother.

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Don't worry.

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Can I help with a will?

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I'm sure Edward will take a look.

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I don't need a lawyer.

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He left me nothing but debt.

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Here we go.

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Come on, this way.

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I'm Amanda Thomas, I'm
a senior editor at Hatchett.

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Lowen.

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I'm glad to see you.

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Cory.

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This is Barrett Stevens, our attorney,
and this is our client, Jeremy Crawford.

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Please, sit down.

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Let me get to the point
without further ado.

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his contract due to force majeure.

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We are looking for an experienced
writer in the same genre.

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He needs some help.

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Before we continue, I will ask you
to sign a confidentiality agreement.

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We want to keep our author's
current situation away from the press.

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Thank you.

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Her name is Verity Crawford.

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I'm sure you're
familiar with their work.

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Verity has a hugely successful
series called The Noble Virtues,

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we wouldn't want it
to be left unfinished.

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We need a writer who can hit an expedited
schedule and hit the ground running.

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We're already late, we'll be
reading the next book in the

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series within six months
and the last two next week.

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We want it in 24 months.
Three books, 75,000 per book.

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How does this sound to you, Lowen?

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Thank you for the offer.

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I don't know if I can
write for another writer.</font>

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I, I mean... Especially Verity
Someone as popular as Crawford.

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His fans know his pen.

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They realize it's not him.

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I am sad.

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Let me talk to my client.

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Of course.

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Let's go out.

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We have two more writers in mind,
Can you

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We'll talk, okay?

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Thank you.

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Can we talk privately?

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It is possible.

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Of course.

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Ok.

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Are you ok?

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Someone died in front of
your eyes 20 minutes ago.

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Yours too.

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You have questions.

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No way?

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Let's ask.

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Ok.

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First of all, did you go shopping or do
you carry a spare shirt in your pocket?

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My hotel is just around the corner.

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I turned back and changed.

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Verity had a car accident.

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I am really sad.

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It's open ended.

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It was one of Verity's
favorite books last year.

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Has he read one of my books?

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Yes.

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He said you were a
bright, undiscovered voice.

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I have a published book,
Just not on such a large scale.

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If someone is going to take over the series, I
want it to be someone whose work they respect.

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You will need to spend some
time at home in his office.

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He has notes and drafts spanning
years, Things I can't fathom.

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Also low on you
They give prices.

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Tell your manager, Let
him ask for half a million.

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We live in Vermont.

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You can stay as long as you need.

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I hope you change your mind.

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Stop.

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Did you know who I was before?

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I didn't know his name until he said it.

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There aren't many people with
the last name Lowen around.</font>

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If you come, bring my shirt back.

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Verity, welcome to Call Her Daddy.

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Who doesn't love a dirty and twisted
thriller? Maybe just my husband.

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Is it difficult for him to read what you
wrote and then sleep next to you at night?

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Your characters are pretty bad.

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He was wondering if I was the
sociopath who did these things,</font>

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I guess he just wanted to make sure.

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Definitely.

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Well, you know...

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I hope I'm not interrupting.

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I came to congratulate
you on your new job.

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Are you moving?

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I can't live here anymore.

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I'm already being
evicted, So... it came across.</font>

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Maybe with the money you'll get from this deal you'll
finally be able to buy a cover for that mattress.

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Sorry, but that's not a mattress.

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It's a bed.

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Cheers then, huh?

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I can't believe you're
staying at their house.

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There are notes and drafts
accumulated over the years.

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You don't even know them.

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All I'm saying is you
have to be careful.

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Cheers.

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Cheers.

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Have you ever read
any of your books?

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I don't read books
sold at the airport.

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I'm afraid I might like it,
Then I can't be angry with him.

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He's a very, very dark
person, just like you.

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How's Becca?

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Who is Becca?

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There are photos of you
two everywhere on Instagram.

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It was a temporary adventure.

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He seems like a sweet person.

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You should take this seriously.

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I'm happy for you, Lowan.

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You deserve it.

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Go to the door I open it by
pushing it without hitting it.

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Before I see the blood
I smell it.

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Lane doubled over, the
knife lodged under his chin.

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A steady stream of crimson oozes from
between his joints and flows down his arm.

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me, desperate for help.

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I lunge at him and push the
knife deeper with my palm.

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I look into his eyes, I want him to
know how much I'm enjoying this.

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It means you came.

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Hello.

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A little earlier than we expected.

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I am sorry.

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No.

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No, it's really okay.

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Dude, this is the one I
was telling you about.

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I'm Lowen.

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What is your name?

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I'm Crew.

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Hello Crew.

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Very sweet.

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He's a little shy.

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No problem.

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Come in. Let me get your bag.

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Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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Pretty impressive, right?

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Is that a field?

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Goal.

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Shall I show you your room?

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Or are you hungry?

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You must be hungry.

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road from the city to here.

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Crew and I are having peanut butter and jelly sandwiches
and apple slices, you can have them if you want.

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We can also arrange
something better.

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I'm not hungry.
Thanks.

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Are you sure?

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The refrigerator is full.

268
00:21:13,868 --> 00:21:15,848
If you want something,
take it without hesitation.</font>

269
00:21:16,328 --> 00:21:17,724
Can I go and see my mother?

270
00:21:17,748 --> 00:21:18,664
Of course, man.

271
00:21:18,688 --> 00:21:20,288
Talk to Anna first, okay?

272
00:21:25,708 --> 00:21:27,008
The master bedroom is yours.

273
00:21:27,368 --> 00:21:28,728
I hope you don't mind.

274
00:21:29,088 --> 00:21:33,228
Now we all sleep upstairs, This
is the room closest to Verity's

275
00:21:33,229 --> 00:21:36,748
office, we thought it would be
best, His office is just down there.

276
00:21:38,468 --> 00:21:40,624
<font color="

277
00:21:40,648 --> 00:21:42,308
The bathroom is all yours.

278
00:21:42,368 --> 00:21:45,767
There must be maintenance
materials inside, if there is

279
00:21:45,768 --> 00:21:48,288
anything missing, let me know
and we will get whatever you need.

280
00:21:52,888 --> 00:21:54,088
Thank you.

281
00:21:55,528 --> 00:21:56,728
You're welcome.

282
00:21:57,948 --> 00:22:03,508
Do you want some time to get settled,
or should I show you to the office?

283
00:22:12,548 --> 00:22:13,748
Office.

284
00:22:20,168 --> 00:22:24,408
<font color="
computer and stored it in boxes.

285
00:22:24,668 --> 00:22:26,244
But there is no order.

286
00:22:26,268 --> 00:22:28,668
He wasn't a very organized person.

287
00:22:29,888 --> 00:22:31,328
Most of them are not writers anyway.

288
00:22:31,828 --> 00:22:34,544
Yes.

289
00:22:34,568 --> 00:22:35,568
Wow.

290
00:22:35,748 --> 00:22:36,748
Hmm..hmm.

291
00:22:53,728 --> 00:22:55,308
Which one is your favourite?

292
00:22:57,108 --> 00:22:59,468
Frankly, I haven't read any
of them after the first one.</font>

293
00:23:00,348 --> 00:23:01,748
I didn't like being in his mind.

294
00:23:02,968 --> 00:23:04,368
Can I meet him?

295
00:23:20,928 --> 00:23:24,664
Anna, this is Lowen Ashleigh,
The writer I told you about.

296
00:23:24,688 --> 00:23:25,804
Hello Crew.

297
00:23:25,828 --> 00:23:26,524
Hello.

298
00:23:26,548 --> 00:23:30,928
Lowen, this is Anna,
Verity's nurse.

299
00:23:31,088 --> 00:23:31,844
Hello.

300
00:23:31,868 --> 00:23:33,024
Pleased to meet you.

301
00:23:33,048 --> 00:23:34,248
<font color="

302
00:23:34,648 --> 00:23:35,928
I am also pleased to meet you.

303
00:23:36,588 --> 00:23:38,228
I thought you were older.

304
00:23:39,328 --> 00:23:40,528
Is it appropriate now?

305
00:23:42,248 --> 00:23:43,908
We were just going for a walk.

306
00:23:47,668 --> 00:23:50,868
Verity, this is Lowen Ashleigh.

307
00:23:59,908 --> 00:24:01,108
Hello.

308
00:24:01,568 --> 00:24:02,908
Verity, how are you?

309
00:24:04,548 --> 00:24:05,908
How are you today, Verity?

310
00:24:09,008 --> 00:24:10,208
<font color="

311
00:24:10,428 --> 00:24:13,744
He's taken his meds, he's
ready for some fresh air.

312
00:24:13,768 --> 00:24:14,244
Ok.

313
00:24:14,268 --> 00:24:15,828
Then it will be a quiet evening.

314
00:24:34,258 --> 00:24:35,898
Would you still come if you knew?

315
00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:44,585
We have to keep this secret because
of the media, if Hachette finds out...

316
00:24:44,586 --> 00:24:47,694
There is no way I can write for him.

317
00:24:47,718 --> 00:24:48,998
I... I can't.

318
00:24:49,098 --> 00:24:51,078
<font color="
by your writings.

319
00:24:52,718 --> 00:24:54,558
You are the only
writer who can do this.

320
00:24:55,658 --> 00:24:56,998
I'm sure of it, Lauren.

321
00:25:18,278 --> 00:25:21,958
Episode after episode of intrigue and characters
that are more defective than each other.

322
00:25:23,258 --> 00:25:25,138
And really flawed characters.

323
00:25:29,918 --> 00:25:32,598
All of his books are written
from the villain's point of view.

324
00:25:33,858 --> 00:25:35,338
<font color="

325
00:26:44,198 --> 00:26:49,597
Author's note: The thing I hate
most about autobiographies is

326
00:26:49,598 --> 00:26:54,598
the fake thoughts that are
covered over every sentence.

327
00:26:54,978 --> 00:27:01,295
A writer should never dare to
write about himself unless he is

328
00:27:01,296 --> 00:27:05,458
prepared to strip away all layers of
protection between his soul and his book.

329
00:27:06,758 --> 00:27:12,796
The words must come directly
from the deepest part of the stomach,</font>

330
00:27:12,797 --> 00:27:15,418
tearing through flesh and
bone while remaining free.

331
00:27:15,818 --> 00:27:21,154
Ugly, honest,
bloody and a little...

332
00:27:21,178 --> 00:27:25,158
scary but completely naked.

333
00:27:45,118 --> 00:27:52,138
An autobiography that makes the reader want to
love the author is not a real autobiography.

334
00:27:52,758 --> 00:27:56,598
No one is lovable
from the inside.

335
00:27:58,678 --> 00:28:03,890
When you close an
autobiography, at best.</font>

336
00:28:03,891 --> 00:28:10,038
You must feel an unsettling
disgust for its author.

337
00:28:13,158 --> 00:28:21,158
But despite all my generous warnings,
you will continue to swallow my words.

338
00:28:24,268 --> 00:28:32,018
because here you are,
You are human, you are curious.

339
00:28:35,298 --> 00:28:36,498
Continue.

340
00:28:43,298 --> 00:28:47,998
But know this;
There is no light where we are going.

341
00:28:56,918 --> 00:28:58,118
Part One.

342
00:28:59,158 --> 00:29:06,787
<font color="
it my destiny to suffer from the very beginning?

343
00:29:06,788 --> 00:29:11,498
Or is this tragic ending
the price of my bad choices?

344
00:29:16,578 --> 00:29:22,958
Before I met Jeremy, I wasn't
lost, but I wasn't found either.

345
00:29:26,158 --> 00:29:27,898
I had no business with love.

346
00:29:28,838 --> 00:29:31,338
I was just looking
for a cheap getaway.

347
00:29:33,118 --> 00:29:39,498
From the looks of Jeremy, I was
going to profit greatly from that party.</font>

348
00:29:47,598 --> 00:29:49,698
Give him only water until
the end of the evening.

349
00:29:54,718 --> 00:29:58,118
I know exactly when to stop.

350
00:29:58,178 --> 00:29:59,378
I'm sure you are.

351
00:29:59,478 --> 00:30:00,594
I want another one.

352
00:30:00,618 --> 00:30:01,714
I'm sorry, ma'am.

353
00:30:01,738 --> 00:30:03,738
I was only asked to give water.

354
00:30:06,698 --> 00:30:08,158
Is this a joke or something?

355
00:30:10,278 --> 00:30:12,778
I've been watching
you since I walked in.</font>

356
00:30:13,518 --> 00:30:17,009
You've had 3 drinks in the last
45 minutes, and if you continue

357
00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:20,838
at this rate, I'd be uncomfortable
inviting you to come with me.

358
00:30:22,398 --> 00:30:24,478
I want you to be sober
when making this decision.

359
00:30:35,086 --> 00:30:38,546
- Let me get some water.
- Let there be two.

360
00:31:20,046 --> 00:31:26,066
We were both in trouble, but that's how love
is, it catches you when you least expect it.

361
00:31:37,926 --> 00:31:39,206
<font color="

362
00:31:39,886 --> 00:31:41,086
Where's your driver?

363
00:31:41,666 --> 00:31:42,866
I don't know.

364
00:31:43,366 --> 00:31:44,666
This is not my car.

365
00:31:47,026 --> 00:31:48,226
Sir?

366
00:31:48,666 --> 00:31:50,226
I drive a Honda Civic.

367
00:31:50,366 --> 00:31:51,366
Hey.

368
00:31:52,046 --> 00:31:54,006
What's in my limo?

369
00:31:58,626 --> 00:32:00,666
What the fuck are you doing?
Come on, we have to go.

370
00:32:01,026 --> 00:32:04,826
Before we knew it, we
were hooked, like junkies.</font>

371
00:32:05,606 --> 00:32:08,486
I was his drug, And that's me.

372
00:32:11,107 --> 00:32:15,966
Until he discovered the only
thing he valued more than me.

373
00:34:07,366 --> 00:34:08,886
Noisy, I know.

374
00:34:10,926 --> 00:34:12,762
For God's sake, you scared me

375
00:34:12,786 --> 00:34:13,586
I didn't want to scare you.

376
00:34:13,606 --> 00:34:15,462
This is Verity's hospital bed.

377
00:34:15,486 --> 00:34:18,862
I can turn it off if you want.

378
00:34:18,886 --> 00:34:20,086
<font color="

379
00:34:20,706 --> 00:34:22,022
It works on a timed basis.

380
00:34:22,046 --> 00:34:24,946
It reduces the pressure
on pressure points.

381
00:34:27,066 --> 00:34:28,266
It's too late.

382
00:34:28,726 --> 00:34:29,926
Are you hungry?

383
00:34:32,286 --> 00:34:34,925
Anna usually prepares
meals in advance, but I'm a

384
00:34:34,926 --> 00:34:39,726
genius when it comes to
microwaving slices of pizza.

385
00:34:41,946 --> 00:34:42,522
Thank you.

386
00:34:42,546 --> 00:34:43,746
<font color="

387
00:34:44,726 --> 00:34:46,286
How is the excavation going?

388
00:34:47,666 --> 00:34:48,422
You were right.

389
00:34:48,446 --> 00:34:49,622
There really are too many things.

390
00:34:49,646 --> 00:34:50,842
Yes.

391
00:34:50,866 --> 00:34:52,486
He was constantly taking notes.

392
00:34:53,646 --> 00:34:59,537
We were at the zoo once,
When he couldn't find anything to write,

393
00:34:59,538 --> 00:35:05,206
he wrote the character names
on Cruz's diaper with a felt-tip pen.

394
00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:09,886
<font color="

395
00:35:11,586 --> 00:35:17,386
We met at a party, she was wearing the most
gorgeous dress I've ever seen in my life.

396
00:35:19,246 --> 00:35:24,066
We left the party together, and when
we got out, a limousine was waiting.

397
00:35:24,226 --> 00:35:26,551
I opened his
door, and he got in,

398
00:35:26,552 --> 00:35:30,166
then the driver arrived and I had
to admit that the limo wasn't mine.

399
00:35:50,526 --> 00:35:54,666
One night during sex he
suggested I live with him.</font>

400
00:35:55,246 --> 00:36:00,806
He does that sometimes, makes big decisions
about our life together while he fucks me.

401
00:36:08,146 --> 00:36:12,066
Move to me, for Achilles.

402
00:37:14,036 --> 00:37:15,276
And it's done.

403
00:37:16,096 --> 00:37:17,796
I was happier than I've ever been.

404
00:37:22,736 --> 00:37:28,456
When Jeremy was transferred to another city
for work, I thought I could not bear it.

405
00:37:31,336 --> 00:37:32,996
That's when I became a writer.

406
00:37:37,416 --> 00:37:40,971
<font color="
about Jeremy, afraid that if I

407
00:37:40,972 --> 00:37:46,432
didn't manage to fill my mind
with something else until he

408
00:37:46,456 --> 00:37:50,956
returned, I wouldn't be able to
hide how devastated his absence was.

409
00:37:53,376 --> 00:37:56,516
I wrote an entire novel in the
last few months while he was away.

410
00:37:57,376 --> 00:38:01,276
I created an imaginary
Jeremy and named him Lane.

411
00:38:03,456 --> 00:38:07,716
<font color="
have predicted where this would lead.

412
00:38:09,516 --> 00:38:13,296
It was the middle of the night
when Jeremy finally got home.

413
00:38:13,616 --> 00:38:14,152
Verity.

414
00:38:14,176 --> 00:38:15,596
I was sleeping soundly.

415
00:38:15,776 --> 00:38:16,396
Verity.

416
00:38:16,416 --> 00:38:16,676
Wake up.

417
00:38:16,716 --> 00:38:17,332
What?

418
00:38:17,356 --> 00:38:18,556
Wake up.

419
00:38:21,416 --> 00:38:23,016
I read your draft.

420
00:38:24,656 --> 00:38:25,856
<font color="

421
00:38:27,856 --> 00:38:29,056
No.

422
00:38:30,236 --> 00:38:31,512
Jeremy, no.

423
00:38:31,536 --> 00:38:33,936
I tell you... You said, you promised.

424
00:38:33,976 --> 00:38:34,776
I couldn't help myself.

425
00:38:34,777 --> 00:38:36,576
How could you do this?

426
00:38:36,656 --> 00:38:37,856
It's nice.

427
00:38:39,376 --> 00:38:40,452
What?

428
00:38:40,476 --> 00:38:42,316
It's really beautiful.

429
00:38:44,876 --> 00:38:46,076
Say it again.

430
00:38:46,296 --> 00:38:47,852
<font color="

431
00:38:47,876 --> 00:38:50,090
It was the first time
I experienced what

432
00:38:50,091 --> 00:38:53,756
it felt like to have a reader
enjoy what I created for them.

433
00:38:55,435 --> 00:39:02,835
That one comment, that
sweet simple comment...

434
00:39:02,836 --> 00:39:07,196
It meant a lot to me.

435
00:39:12,276 --> 00:39:13,476
You bit me.

436
00:39:15,716 --> 00:39:17,036
You deserve it.

437
00:39:32,296 --> 00:39:33,676
Marry me, Verity.

438
00:39:36,276 --> 00:39:37,476
<font color="

439
00:39:38,296 --> 00:39:39,816
Because I'm your biggest fan.

440
00:39:43,416 --> 00:39:44,616
Ok.

441
00:39:45,756 --> 00:39:46,956
Thank you.

442
00:41:08,916 --> 00:41:11,032
Someone else's hair
on a pair of shoes.

443
00:41:11,056 --> 00:41:14,072
Next to them is a
suitcase and an old rag.

444
00:41:14,096 --> 00:41:17,512
You once had a life, The
old woman with what was left.

445
00:41:17,536 --> 00:41:20,756
And when you're gone, darling,
The crosses will also be gone.

446
00:41:22,716 --> 00:41:23,916
<font color="

447
00:41:42,296 --> 00:41:43,472
Crew is out.

448
00:41:43,496 --> 00:41:46,156
There's homework,
so we need to get back.

449
00:41:46,896 --> 00:41:48,096
See you later.

450
00:41:55,596 --> 00:41:56,612
He's in a catatonic state.

451
00:41:56,636 --> 00:41:57,512
He can't walk.

452
00:41:57,536 --> 00:41:59,376
He can't move.

453
00:41:59,916 --> 00:42:07,496
I was watching him this morning, and then he
suddenly turned and looked straight at me.

454
00:42:07,596 --> 00:42:10,352
<font color="
Did you say he can't talk?

455
00:42:10,376 --> 00:42:11,872
I know, I know. I can't.

456
00:42:12,076 --> 00:42:14,272
I feel like I'm losing my mind.

457
00:42:14,296 --> 00:42:17,096
Rowan, you're going
through a lot right now.

458
00:42:17,256 --> 00:42:18,432
You have a lot to deal with.

459
00:42:18,456 --> 00:42:21,872
You're grieving, you're stressed.

460
00:42:23,016 --> 00:42:24,936
Keep your head down and
mind your business, okay?

461
00:42:25,116 --> 00:42:30,356
<font color="
do there, then get out of there.

462
00:42:30,516 --> 00:42:31,716
Is it ok?

463
00:42:31,956 --> 00:42:32,772
Yes.

464
00:42:32,796 --> 00:42:33,996
Ok.

465
00:43:43,944 --> 00:43:44,840
Isn't it here?

466
00:43:44,864 --> 00:43:46,064
It's here, isn't it?

467
00:43:46,324 --> 00:43:47,524
Isn't it?

468
00:43:49,524 --> 00:43:50,800
No, you didn't.

469
00:43:50,824 --> 00:43:51,964
No, no, no.

470
00:43:53,844 --> 00:43:54,500
- Hi.
- Hello.

471
00:43:54,564 --> 00:43:55,844
<font color="

472
00:43:56,544 --> 00:43:57,744
Is there any progress?

473
00:43:57,884 --> 00:43:58,900
Yes.

474
00:43:58,924 --> 00:44:01,064
I'm slowly putting
everything together.

475
00:44:01,364 --> 00:44:02,500
Yes.

476
00:44:02,524 --> 00:44:05,140
What are you doing? Huge
Are you building a woodpile?

477
00:44:05,664 --> 00:44:07,520
There's a rotten hut up there.

478
00:44:07,544 --> 00:44:09,020
Crew foreman.

479
00:44:09,044 --> 00:44:09,780
Super.

480
00:44:09,804 --> 00:44:11,824
<font color="

481
00:44:13,684 --> 00:44:14,884
Logan?

482
00:44:16,624 --> 00:44:17,740
Hi.

483
00:44:17,764 --> 00:44:19,204
I'm going to the market.

484
00:44:21,224 --> 00:44:22,424
Ok.

485
00:44:22,524 --> 00:44:23,924
They are taking a nap right now.

486
00:44:24,364 --> 00:44:25,564
Ok.

487
00:44:35,584 --> 00:44:36,784
Hi, Crew.

488
00:44:38,544 --> 00:44:39,744
Hi.

489
00:44:41,504 --> 00:44:44,004
short while working
I took a break.

490
00:44:45,024 --> 00:44:46,464
Can I play with you?

491
00:44:46,884 --> 00:44:50,384
<font color="

492
00:44:51,304 --> 00:44:52,504
Ok.

493
00:44:53,884 --> 00:44:55,424
We'll play another time.

494
00:44:56,084 --> 00:44:57,284
Ok.

495
00:45:57,864 --> 00:46:02,477
A few weeks after I found out I was
pregnant, around the third month,

496
00:46:02,478 --> 00:46:04,944
I started noticing the change.

497
00:46:07,044 --> 00:46:11,204
My hand was flat on my
stomach, I felt something foreign.

498
00:46:14,064 --> 00:46:15,524
It was disgusting.

499
00:46:31,384 --> 00:46:32,584
<font color="

500
00:46:34,824 --> 00:46:36,824
I still can't believe
we're having twins.

501
00:46:44,024 --> 00:46:45,844
Do you still find me attractive?

502
00:46:46,724 --> 00:46:48,924
You are more beautiful than ever.

503
00:46:50,664 --> 00:46:52,224
I am incredibly drawn to you.

504
00:46:52,684 --> 00:46:56,644
It was a lie told to make me
feel better, but I was grateful.

505
00:46:57,384 --> 00:47:02,735
I shook his hands and he
turned me around, then kissed me,

506
00:47:02,736 --> 00:47:07,724
<font color="
counter and got between my legs.

507
00:47:08,044 --> 00:47:09,924
I was completely naked.

508
00:47:10,943 --> 00:47:13,558
The only thing between
us was his pants...

509
00:47:13,559 --> 00:47:17,884
and it was that huge belly
that I was still trying to inhale.

510
00:47:20,764 --> 00:47:24,644
By the sixth month, I felt
like I was going to explode.

511
00:47:27,444 --> 00:47:28,664
Someone is hungry.

512
00:47:28,924 --> 00:47:31,624
No, I wasn't hungry.

513
00:47:32,104 --> 00:47:33,624
<font color="

514
00:47:36,024 --> 00:47:37,224
Did you feel it?

515
00:47:38,044 --> 00:47:39,244
Yes.

516
00:47:44,104 --> 00:47:45,100
Jeremy?

517
00:47:45,124 --> 00:47:46,324
Sir?

518
00:47:47,704 --> 00:47:49,044
Do you love them?

519
00:47:50,284 --> 00:47:51,964
I love it more than anything.

520
00:47:56,044 --> 00:47:57,244
From me?

521
00:47:59,944 --> 00:48:01,144
He's different from you.

522
00:48:02,424 --> 00:48:04,224
Yes, it's different.

523
00:48:06,424 --> 00:48:08,224
But it should be
This is it, isn't it?</font>

524
00:48:10,324 --> 00:48:13,124
Do you feel guilty because
you love them more than me?

525
00:48:13,784 --> 00:48:15,144
Don't feel guilty..

526
00:48:16,864 --> 00:48:18,844
You must love them more than me.

527
00:48:20,144 --> 00:48:23,304
Our love for each other is conditional,
but our love for them is not.

528
00:48:28,864 --> 00:48:31,544
My love for you is unconditional.

529
00:48:36,004 --> 00:48:38,484
Yes baby, my love for
you is also unconditional.

530
00:48:38,584 --> 00:48:39,864
<font color="

531
00:48:43,544 --> 00:48:46,524
I started to wish I'd
never gotten pregnant.

532
00:48:47,404 --> 00:48:54,135
I was imagining that if it weren't for the
kids, he would make me his priority again,

533
00:48:54,136 --> 00:48:56,616
but there was no turning back.

534
00:48:57,296 --> 00:49:01,416
Jeremy just wanted
them, that's all.

535
00:49:07,496 --> 00:49:09,452
Are you ready to move
on to the next round?

536
00:49:09,476 --> 00:49:10,072
Yes, I'm ready.

537
00:49:10,096 --> 00:49:11,296
<font color="

538
00:49:11,496 --> 00:49:13,212
- In honor of.
- To your honor..

539
00:49:15,996 --> 00:49:17,298
Was part of that lovely

540
00:49:17,299 --> 00:49:21,236
flat in Chelsea where you
wrote your first book a reference?

541
00:49:21,476 --> 00:49:22,952
Our family started there.

542
00:49:22,976 --> 00:49:26,576
My writing career started there.

543
00:49:26,836 --> 00:49:28,036
That's where...

544
00:49:29,736 --> 00:49:33,832
I love telling stories to my
children, and then, as I said,

545
00:49:33,833 --> 00:49:38,396
<font color="
terrorizing the rest of the world.

546
00:49:39,256 --> 00:49:40,422
I hate myself for

547
00:49:40,423 --> 00:49:46,336
thinking I could pull this off
and everything would be okay.

548
00:49:49,856 --> 00:49:53,056
Nothing went right.

549
00:49:55,176 --> 00:50:01,236
Crew was pretty calm though
Harper was crying all the time.

550
00:50:03,496 --> 00:50:07,652
It's like he's trying to punish
me, He said I was a bad mother.

551
00:50:07,676 --> 00:50:09,076
<font color="

552
00:50:10,716 --> 00:50:15,276
When Jeremy finally returned to work,
I was terrified to be alone with them.

553
00:50:16,356 --> 00:50:20,185
We couldn't hire a nanny
because the advance I

554
00:50:20,186 --> 00:50:22,386
received from the sales of
my first book was very small.

555
00:50:23,536 --> 00:50:27,916
But having him go back to work was
the best thing that ever happened to me.

556
00:50:29,716 --> 00:50:32,931
He would take me out at
7 a.m. so he could see that I</font>

557
00:50:32,932 --> 00:50:35,252
was taking care of the twins,
and I would wake up with him.

558
00:50:36,676 --> 00:50:40,916
I would put them in their cribs, unplug
their baby monitors, and go back to bed.

559
00:50:47,396 --> 00:50:51,416
I started sleeping more
than I ever had in my life.

560
00:50:56,456 --> 00:51:01,513
Every evening when she walked through the
door, the babies would be calm, the smell of

561
00:51:01,514 --> 00:51:05,936
<font color="
marvel at how well I was handling everything.

562
00:51:09,496 --> 00:51:14,516
The twins were exhausted from crying
all day and would sleep all night.

563
00:51:14,896 --> 00:51:16,456
It was probably good for them.

564
00:51:17,096 --> 00:51:21,736
The best part was that I could write almost
every night while everyone else was asleep.

565
00:51:22,236 --> 00:51:25,616
The only place missing
was the bedroom.

566
00:51:27,416 --> 00:51:30,836
<font color="
suffering from deprivation.

567
00:51:31,856 --> 00:51:36,016
Jeremy didn't adore me anymore,
he didn't love me anymore.

568
00:51:41,976 --> 00:51:47,880
When the twins were born, Jeremy He
talked about SIDS and read a lot about it,

569
00:51:47,881 --> 00:51:51,416
so I had to listen to a lot.

570
00:51:52,436 --> 00:51:58,190
What I find most fascinating is
It was difficult to tell the difference

571
00:51:58,191 --> 00:52:00,856
between SIDS and drowning.

572
00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:03,480
<font color="

573
00:52:17,196 --> 00:52:18,272
How is he?

574
00:52:18,296 --> 00:52:19,496
Good morning my baby.

575
00:52:19,896 --> 00:52:20,732
Crew?

576
00:52:20,756 --> 00:52:21,792
I will look at it now.

577
00:52:27,516 --> 00:52:28,796
How did this get in here?

578
00:52:31,296 --> 00:52:33,616
Did I forget to put them in there?

579
00:52:34,156 --> 00:52:35,356
No problem.

580
00:52:35,516 --> 00:52:37,972
No problem.

581
00:52:37,996 --> 00:52:42,267
<font color="
I will have to raise these children,

582
00:52:42,268 --> 00:52:45,516
And I will pretend to
love them all their lives.

583
00:53:09,296 --> 00:53:10,596
Are you looking for something?

584
00:53:19,176 --> 00:53:21,116
Is there any alcohol at home?

585
00:53:22,156 --> 00:53:23,356
There is.

586
00:53:31,796 --> 00:53:32,996
Thanks.

587
00:53:33,836 --> 00:53:35,036
You're welcome.

588
00:53:43,496 --> 00:53:44,696
What's going on?

589
00:53:48,216 --> 00:53:52,216
<font color="

590
00:53:56,016 --> 00:53:59,596
His books scare me.

591
00:54:00,416 --> 00:54:04,056
Even though you write
in the same genre?

592
00:54:04,636 --> 00:54:10,336
Sometimes my own
writing scares me.

593
00:54:11,256 --> 00:54:13,096
Maybe you should
switch to romance novels.

594
00:54:16,596 --> 00:54:18,056
I'll probably pass.

595
00:54:24,416 --> 00:54:25,292
You missed dinner.

596
00:54:25,316 --> 00:54:26,832
It's still hot if you want.

597
00:54:26,856 --> 00:54:27,652
Ok.

598
00:54:27,676 --> 00:54:28,876
<font color="

599
00:54:29,116 --> 00:54:30,316
Ok.

600
00:54:34,416 --> 00:54:35,616
Thank you.

601
00:54:35,856 --> 00:54:37,056
What does it mean.

602
00:54:50,376 --> 00:54:52,456
Can I ask something?

603
00:54:55,584 --> 00:55:01,484
Let me know if I'm
being too curious, but.

604
00:55:03,563 --> 00:55:07,224
Is it possible for Verity
to make a full recovery?

605
00:55:11,544 --> 00:55:12,744
No.

606
00:55:13,324 --> 00:55:17,144
Doctors don't think he
will ever walk or talk again.

607
00:55:17,844 --> 00:55:20,624
<font color="

608
00:55:21,504 --> 00:55:25,164
There is no damage to his
spinal cord, but his mind...

609
00:55:27,744 --> 00:55:30,260
His basic reflexes remain.

610
00:55:30,284 --> 00:55:35,560
He can eat and drink,
blink and move a little,

611
00:55:35,584 --> 00:55:39,384
but none of them are conscious.

612
00:55:42,584 --> 00:55:50,584
We're hoping he'll make some more progress
with regular therapy, but who knows?

613
00:55:56,884 --> 00:55:58,084
Daddy?

614
00:56:01,024 --> 00:56:02,320
<font color="

615
00:56:02,464 --> 00:56:03,360
I'm ready for bed.

616
00:56:03,384 --> 00:56:04,700
Ok.
Alright.

617
00:56:05,864 --> 00:56:06,820
Have you brushed your teeth?

618
00:56:06,844 --> 00:56:07,300
Yes.

619
00:56:07,324 --> 00:56:08,080
OK, nice.

620
00:56:08,104 --> 00:56:09,304
Let me take a whiff.

621
00:56:10,664 --> 00:56:12,120
Let's say good night to mom.

622
00:56:12,204 --> 00:56:14,674
Good night, Lowen.
Goodnight.

623
00:56:43,164 --> 00:56:44,364
This is Harper..

624
00:56:47,684 --> 00:56:48,884
<font color="

625
00:56:49,864 --> 00:56:53,244
He... He was great.

626
00:56:56,024 --> 00:56:58,304
I don't think Verity
understood it the way I did.

627
00:57:01,864 --> 00:57:07,444
He had a hard time expressing his feelings, but
it seemed like I could sense what he needed.

628
00:57:08,324 --> 00:57:16,324
I knew what made him happy and sad, even if
he had a hard time showing it to the world.

629
00:57:18,350 --> 00:57:21,004
But he was an incredible person.

630
00:57:27,344 --> 00:57:29,824
<font color="

631
00:57:30,704 --> 00:57:33,124
Yes, they were close.

632
00:57:39,064 --> 00:57:47,064
He didn't ask about her even once.
Not even once.

633
00:57:48,104 --> 00:57:49,664
He didn't even mention his name.

634
00:57:50,704 --> 00:57:53,931
I took him to therapy for a few months,

635
00:57:53,932 --> 00:58:01,864
but it felt like it was reminding him of
everything all over again, so I stopped.

636
00:58:02,644 --> 00:58:06,129
But if he shows any
signs of needing it,

637
00:58:06,130 --> 00:58:09,804
<font color="
make sure he's okay.

638
00:58:16,664 --> 00:58:17,864
And you?

639
00:58:19,864 --> 00:58:21,064
What happened to me?

640
00:58:23,484 --> 00:58:24,684
How are you?

641
00:58:28,264 --> 00:58:29,464
I am good.

642
00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:56,000
Babaaa...

643
00:58:57,664 --> 00:58:58,864
Sir bro?

644
00:58:59,544 --> 00:59:01,084
I can't sleep.

645
00:59:04,544 --> 00:59:05,744
OK, I'm coming.

646
01:00:42,604 --> 01:00:44,404
<i>You are seeing
one of my patients.</i>

647
01:00:44,724 --> 01:00:45,924
<font color="

648
01:00:46,024 --> 01:00:47,520
<i>I think he's dangerous.</i>

649
01:00:47,544 --> 01:00:48,620
<i>Really?</i>

650
01:00:48,644 --> 01:00:49,460
<i>In what way?</i>

651
01:00:49,484 --> 01:00:51,264
<i>He's causing me
trouble because...</i>

652
01:00:52,584 --> 01:00:54,320
<i>What kind of
problem does it cause?</i>

653
01:00:54,344 --> 01:00:55,864
<i>He threatened me several times.</i>

654
01:02:37,734 --> 01:02:38,934
OK.

655
01:02:44,734 --> 01:02:45,510
Hello, Lowen.

656
01:02:45,534 --> 01:02:47,430
<font color="

657
01:02:47,454 --> 01:02:50,114
Our marketing and PR team made the
announcement can't wait to publish it.

658
01:02:50,134 --> 01:02:52,870
But it's all waiting for
our approval, right?

659
01:02:52,894 --> 01:02:53,694
Yes... Of course,

660
01:02:53,761 --> 01:02:55,910
but we just need some
preparation time, that's all.

661
01:02:55,934 --> 01:02:57,814
Lowen writes very quickly.

662
01:02:58,174 --> 01:02:59,374
Right, Lo?

663
01:02:59,534 --> 01:03:00,734
<font color="

664
01:03:00,794 --> 01:03:02,314
You will get what you need.

665
01:03:35,954 --> 01:03:42,294
I finished almost all the notes,
I guess I'll start writing soon.

666
01:03:45,894 --> 01:03:48,254
I think I'll go in a day or two.

667
01:03:50,594 --> 01:03:51,794
Really?

668
01:03:53,254 --> 01:03:54,454
Yes.

669
01:03:54,934 --> 01:03:57,054
Thank you for letting me stay.

670
01:03:59,314 --> 01:04:01,034
I wish it was a little longer.

671
01:04:02,914 --> 01:04:05,314
<font color="

672
01:04:07,094 --> 01:04:08,354
What do you want to know?

673
01:04:10,754 --> 01:04:11,994
When is your birthday?

674
01:04:13,194 --> 01:04:14,394
Oh my god.

675
01:04:15,374 --> 01:04:16,930
What?
What is funny?

676
01:04:18,294 --> 01:04:21,934
My birthday was yesterday.

677
01:04:23,334 --> 01:04:24,490
No more.

678
01:04:24,514 --> 01:04:25,714
Are you serious?

679
01:04:26,754 --> 01:04:27,954
You are lying.

680
01:04:28,534 --> 01:04:29,734
I can't tell lies.

681
01:04:30,554 --> 01:04:32,614
<font color="

682
01:04:32,774 --> 01:04:33,550
No.

683
01:04:33,574 --> 01:04:34,774
Yes.

684
01:04:36,414 --> 01:04:38,190
There is a good restaurant in town.

685
01:04:38,214 --> 01:04:44,694
The best of rural Vermont
Bavarian restaurant, by far.

686
01:04:45,234 --> 01:04:46,974
Wiener schnitzel is amazing.

687
01:04:48,634 --> 01:04:50,590
It sounds truly irresistible.

688
01:04:50,614 --> 01:04:53,690
I'm not really a celebration person.

689
01:04:53,714 --> 01:04:54,914
Ok.

690
01:04:55,314 --> 01:04:56,514
<font color="

691
01:04:57,554 --> 01:04:59,594
We'll dress stylishly
and order a nice wine.

692
01:05:03,534 --> 01:05:05,794
I didn't bring clothes
for a special occasion.

693
01:05:08,274 --> 01:05:09,781
If you want to borrow something.

694
01:05:09,782 --> 01:05:11,662
Verity has a lot of stylish clothes.

695
01:05:50,294 --> 01:05:51,494
Let's see.

696
01:05:51,814 --> 01:05:52,990
Dad, dad.

697
01:05:53,014 --> 01:05:53,974
No, no, no.

698
01:05:53,994 --> 01:05:56,090
If I get it... Don't
cry from the number.</font>

699
01:05:56,114 --> 01:05:57,394
Don't cry to me from the number.

700
01:05:59,694 --> 01:06:01,514
Dad, you look very handsome.

701
01:06:02,274 --> 01:06:03,474
Hi.

702
01:06:05,474 --> 01:06:06,674
Hi.

703
01:06:10,094 --> 01:06:11,494
Shall I play a joke on you?

704
01:06:11,614 --> 01:06:12,610
Yes, please.

705
01:06:12,634 --> 01:06:14,534
MEAT.
What is the abbreviation for?

706
01:06:16,214 --> 01:06:17,010
Like this.

707
01:06:17,034 --> 01:06:18,674
Because they have little lights.

708
01:06:19,254 --> 01:06:20,714
<font color="

709
01:06:21,034 --> 01:06:22,234
This was nice.

710
01:06:22,954 --> 01:06:24,550
Knock knock.

711
01:06:24,574 --> 01:06:25,770
Who's that?

712
01:06:25,794 --> 01:06:26,930
A chattering cow.

713
01:06:26,954 --> 01:06:28,154
Who is the chattering cow?

714
01:06:31,474 --> 01:06:33,373
This was also added to the repertoire.

715
01:06:33,374 --> 01:06:33,810
This was also added to the repertoire.

716
01:06:33,834 --> 01:06:35,950
This was also added to the repertoire.

717
01:06:35,974 --> 01:06:37,454
<font color="

718
01:06:37,634 --> 01:06:38,710
I am coming.

719
01:06:38,734 --> 01:06:40,710
See you when we get back.

720
01:06:40,754 --> 01:06:42,133
Or see you in the morning, okay?

721
01:06:42,334 --> 01:06:43,910
Be nice to Anna, okay?

722
01:06:43,934 --> 01:06:44,430
I love you.

723
01:06:44,454 --> 01:06:44,730
Ok.

724
01:06:44,754 --> 01:06:46,034
I love you too.

725
01:06:50,314 --> 01:06:53,054
What's your process?

726
01:06:53,574 --> 01:06:54,770
My process?

727
01:06:54,794 --> 01:06:55,470
<font color="

728
01:06:55,494 --> 01:06:58,130
All writers have
a process, right?

729
01:06:58,154 --> 01:06:59,250
What's yours?

730
01:06:59,274 --> 01:07:00,974
God...

731
01:07:06,934 --> 01:07:09,882
I'm starting to write.

732
01:07:10,722 --> 01:07:14,029
Then I hate what I wrote,

733
01:07:14,030 --> 01:07:20,402
but I keep writing, then I finish
the book and pretend to be happy.

734
01:07:22,022 --> 01:07:23,218
It sounds healthy.

735
01:07:23,242 --> 01:07:24,897
It's a very fun process.

736
01:07:26,102 --> 01:07:27,542
<font color="

737
01:07:28,942 --> 01:07:30,422
Do you hate this?

738
01:07:32,262 --> 01:07:33,762
Don't you have any fun?

739
01:07:35,022 --> 01:07:36,138
I'm having fun.

740
01:07:36,162 --> 01:07:37,842
Don't I look like I'm having fun?

741
01:07:38,362 --> 01:07:41,982
- You can't tell from his face...
- This is my normal face.

742
01:07:42,522 --> 01:07:44,342
I have a chronically bored face.

743
01:07:44,682 --> 01:07:46,122
I hear this a lot.

744
01:07:46,962 --> 01:07:49,402
<font color="
good time, I promise.

745
01:07:49,642 --> 01:07:49,652
Ok.

746
01:07:49,662 --> 01:07:55,041
This is by far the best
Bavarian restaurant I've been to.

747
01:07:55,042 --> 01:07:55,938
I told you.

748
01:07:55,962 --> 01:07:57,098
This is the best.

749
01:07:57,122 --> 01:07:59,462
The lederhosen detail is really nice.

750
01:07:59,762 --> 01:08:02,242
I felt very stylish.

751
01:08:02,362 --> 01:08:05,422
No, this is like the official
dress of the Germans.

752
01:08:09,102 --> 01:08:10,702
<font color="

753
01:08:11,142 --> 01:08:12,342
Of course.

754
01:08:13,522 --> 01:08:15,842
Do you think I should start
Crew back into therapy?

755
01:08:16,742 --> 01:08:17,942
Yes.

756
01:08:18,182 --> 01:08:19,382
Definitely.

757
01:08:22,142 --> 01:08:23,622
Have you ever been to therapy?

758
01:08:24,302 --> 01:08:25,502
Yes.

759
01:08:27,002 --> 01:08:28,962
It was the best thing
that ever happened to me.

760
01:08:30,482 --> 01:08:34,818
I was quite troubled as a child,

761
01:08:34,842 --> 01:08:40,642
<font color="
there was nothing wrong with me.

762
01:08:41,302 --> 01:08:49,302
After years of hearing it, I've
come to believe it, it works.

763
01:08:52,482 --> 01:08:54,322
Would your mother
come to therapy with you?

764
01:08:58,042 --> 01:08:59,242
No.

765
01:09:00,962 --> 01:09:02,162
No.

766
01:09:03,902 --> 01:09:05,362
We were very distant.

767
01:09:06,962 --> 01:09:08,502
It actually seemed quite...

768
01:09:12,482 --> 01:09:13,338
Who?

769
01:09:13,362 --> 01:09:18,162
<font color="
character in her books.

770
01:09:20,602 --> 01:09:21,802
Is this bad?

771
01:09:22,882 --> 01:09:24,322
You really haven't read it.

772
01:09:25,442 --> 01:09:26,642
Just the first one.

773
01:09:27,082 --> 01:09:28,282
From where?

774
01:09:28,942 --> 01:09:32,722
Because I couldn't understand that all
these things came from his imagination.

775
01:09:34,782 --> 01:09:39,962
He was always very angry with
me for not reading his drafts.

776
01:09:40,402 --> 01:09:44,562
<font color="
However, the whole world approved of him.

777
01:09:48,982 --> 01:09:50,182
Anyway.

778
01:09:53,142 --> 01:09:54,942
Where do you get your approval?

779
01:09:56,382 --> 01:09:57,582
I don't buy it.

780
01:09:58,422 --> 01:09:59,438
My books are not popular.

781
01:09:59,462 --> 01:10:05,248
No... Maybe I'll get a
nice comment from time to

782
01:10:05,249 --> 01:10:12,649
time, but so far no one has
ever said anything to my face.

783
01:10:12,702 --> 01:10:16,542
<font color="
important, Lowen," he didn't say.

784
01:10:17,482 --> 01:10:19,562
I think it would
be a nice feeling.

785
01:10:19,882 --> 01:10:21,402
I need to tell you something.

786
01:10:24,962 --> 01:10:26,162
I lied to you.

787
01:10:28,282 --> 01:10:29,682
What did you lie about?

788
01:10:31,362 --> 01:10:33,482
Verity hasn't read his book.

789
01:10:35,162 --> 01:10:36,682
Then why did you say that?

790
01:10:37,742 --> 01:10:43,402
I read your book, It
was simply magnificent.</font>

791
01:10:44,862 --> 01:10:52,753
I'm sorry, I knew hearing it from me
wouldn't mean as much as hearing it

792
01:10:52,754 --> 01:10:58,262
from Verity, but for some reason I really
wanted it to mean something to you.

793
01:11:02,962 --> 01:11:07,022
The thing is, what you write
is important to me, Lowen.

794
01:11:31,662 --> 01:11:35,382
Happy birthday to you.

795
01:11:36,122 --> 01:11:39,662
Happy birthday to you.

796
01:11:40,202 --> 01:11:44,102
Happy birthday dear Lowen.

797
01:11:44,642 --> 01:11:48,342
<font color="

798
01:11:49,362 --> 01:11:50,538
Thank you.

799
01:11:50,562 --> 01:11:51,762
You're welcome.

800
01:11:57,062 --> 01:11:58,262
What did you wish for?

801
01:11:58,882 --> 01:12:00,082
I can't tell you.

802
01:12:07,842 --> 01:12:11,102
Do you know what the secret
of this delicious cupcake is?

803
01:12:11,322 --> 01:12:12,522
Tell me.

804
01:12:12,642 --> 01:12:14,082
Vanilla pudding.

805
01:12:14,862 --> 01:12:16,062
Pudding?

806
01:12:24,142 --> 01:12:25,098
It's really delicious.

807
01:12:25,122 --> 01:12:26,258
<font color="

808
01:12:26,282 --> 01:12:27,482
I told you.

809
01:12:29,122 --> 01:12:33,242
- It's creamy...
- Where?

810
01:14:03,872 --> 01:14:05,072
Verity?

811
01:14:07,392 --> 01:14:08,592
Verity?

812
01:14:08,952 --> 01:14:09,848
Verity?

813
01:14:09,872 --> 01:14:10,648
Oh my god.

814
01:14:10,672 --> 01:14:15,048
-He was standing right here just now...
-I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have kissed you...

815
01:14:15,572 --> 01:14:16,772
I am sorry.

816
01:14:17,132 --> 01:14:18,732
No, I just saw him.

817
01:14:20,552 --> 01:14:24,568
<font color="

818
01:14:24,592 --> 01:14:25,548
He was standing right there.

819
01:14:25,572 --> 01:14:28,548
He was standing... He
was standing right there.

820
01:14:28,572 --> 01:14:31,868
Your fucking wife was
standing right there, Jeremy.

821
01:14:31,892 --> 01:14:33,232
I know what I saw.

822
01:14:59,372 --> 01:15:00,852
There is no one at home.

823
01:15:01,572 --> 01:15:02,772
Anna went home.

824
01:15:03,952 --> 01:15:05,432
Crew is sleeping soundly.

825
01:15:06,932 --> 01:15:10,512
<font color="

826
01:15:11,772 --> 01:15:12,972
I checked.

827
01:15:13,112 --> 01:15:14,312
Trust me.

828
01:15:14,952 --> 01:15:16,292
It's my fault.

829
01:15:17,272 --> 01:15:24,888
You worked non-stop, You're
exhausted, and then we...

830
01:15:24,912 --> 01:15:27,388
- I feel so...
- Yes, you're right.

831
01:15:27,412 --> 01:15:30,632
Possibly paranoia and guilt.

832
01:15:36,072 --> 01:15:37,672
This place drives people crazy.

833
01:15:39,812 --> 01:15:42,712
Jeremy, you are a
prisoner in your own home.</font>

834
01:15:44,232 --> 01:15:45,952
Crew is also a prisoner.

835
01:15:46,972 --> 01:15:48,808
He needs to get away from here.

836
01:15:48,832 --> 01:15:50,652
You need to get back to work.

837
01:15:52,572 --> 01:15:54,712
Take time for yourself, Jeremy.

838
01:15:59,932 --> 01:16:02,092
You can act selfishly sometimes.

839
01:16:04,512 --> 01:16:08,402
You deserve a life where you
have moments that have nothing

840
01:16:08,403 --> 01:16:14,972
to do with him and everything
to do with you and what you want.</font>

841
01:16:16,052 --> 01:16:16,848
The one I want?

842
01:16:16,872 --> 01:16:18,072
Yes.

843
01:16:22,232 --> 01:16:23,432
What do you want?

844
01:16:25,752 --> 01:16:26,952
You.

845
01:16:28,972 --> 01:16:30,592
I want you, Lowen.

846
01:16:33,952 --> 01:16:35,152
Say it again.

847
01:16:36,632 --> 01:16:37,912
I want you.

848
01:18:44,112 --> 01:18:46,172
These balloons are beautiful.

849
01:18:50,472 --> 01:18:51,648
Red and blue.

850
01:18:51,672 --> 01:18:52,872
Very good.

851
01:18:57,512 --> 01:18:59,552
<font color="

852
01:19:00,532 --> 01:19:02,232
I guess I won't be too late.

853
01:19:04,752 --> 01:19:08,372
Dad, you were going to take us canoeing.

854
01:19:08,532 --> 01:19:11,672
Honey, your mother will take you.

855
01:19:14,632 --> 01:19:15,388
No problem, right?

856
01:19:15,412 --> 01:19:16,688
You can take them out to the lake.

857
01:19:16,712 --> 01:19:17,772
Heyyy..

858
01:19:17,812 --> 01:19:19,048
I want to go into the water.

859
01:19:19,072 --> 01:19:20,572
<font color="

860
01:19:24,072 --> 01:19:25,988
You'll tell me all about
it when I get back, okay?

861
01:19:26,012 --> 01:19:27,048
I'll be back

862
01:19:27,072 --> 01:19:27,888
to... What is this?

863
01:19:27,912 --> 01:19:29,088
This is for you.

864
01:19:29,112 --> 01:19:30,312
Are you kidding?

865
01:19:31,232 --> 01:19:32,748
Isn't it beautiful?

866
01:19:32,772 --> 01:19:34,052
I love it.

867
01:19:34,412 --> 01:19:35,632
It's a whale.

868
01:19:36,432 --> 01:19:37,912
<font color="

869
01:19:38,152 --> 01:19:39,128
I love you too.

870
01:19:39,152 --> 01:19:40,988
Crew, be good and don't
upset your mom, okay?

871
01:19:41,012 --> 01:19:42,212
Ok.

872
01:19:42,532 --> 01:19:43,732
Goodbye.

873
01:19:43,772 --> 01:19:44,972
Bye bye.

874
01:19:45,892 --> 01:19:47,092
See you later.

875
01:20:20,872 --> 01:20:23,032
Jeremy went to Boston for business.

876
01:20:29,052 --> 01:20:31,172
I took the kids canoeing.

877
01:20:34,032 --> 01:20:36,312
Harper was sitting at
the front of the boat.</font>

878
01:20:36,952 --> 01:20:38,672
Crew was in the middle.

879
01:20:40,972 --> 01:20:43,232
None of us were wearing life jackets.

880
01:20:45,232 --> 01:20:51,512
Then I threw all my weight to
one side and the boat tipped over.

881
01:21:42,712 --> 01:21:45,312
Lauren, I'm leaving now.

882
01:21:46,232 --> 01:21:47,912
Verity is watching television.

883
01:21:48,212 --> 01:21:49,412
Ok.

884
01:21:49,452 --> 01:21:50,652
Good night, Lauren.

885
01:22:00,532 --> 01:22:01,732
Hi, Crew.

886
01:22:01,872 --> 01:22:03,072
<font color="

887
01:22:04,192 --> 01:22:05,388
What are you doing?

888
01:22:05,412 --> 01:22:08,332
I'm playing games on my iPad.

889
01:22:10,392 --> 01:22:12,232
Crew, can I ask you a question?

890
01:22:12,652 --> 01:22:18,068
Yes.

891
01:22:18,092 --> 01:22:19,532
Have you ever owned a canoe?

892
01:22:22,372 --> 01:22:23,572
Yes.

893
01:22:34,132 --> 01:22:37,612
Do you remember being in the
canoe with your mother and Harper?

894
01:22:46,032 --> 01:22:48,112
Crew, how did the canoe tip over?

895
01:22:49,392 --> 01:22:54,312
<font color="
to you if you ask about him.

896
01:22:59,452 --> 01:23:01,092
Does your mother talk to you?

897
01:23:02,852 --> 01:23:07,012
Crew, is your mom
pretending she can't talk?

898
01:23:13,372 --> 01:23:14,572
Jeremy.

899
01:23:15,692 --> 01:23:16,368
What happened?

900
01:23:16,392 --> 01:23:18,908
He bit the knife.

901
01:23:18,932 --> 01:23:20,132
I don't know.

902
01:23:30,892 --> 01:23:32,252
Can I come with you?

903
01:23:32,432 --> 01:23:33,548
No.

904
01:23:33,572 --> 01:23:35,172
<font color="

905
01:23:35,552 --> 01:23:37,872
Verity needs someone
to stay with her.

906
01:24:09,232 --> 01:24:12,832
<i>Especially this old fool
companion he could have.</i>

907
01:24:13,072 --> 01:24:15,832
<i>How many years has he been
stringing her along with promises?</i>

908
01:24:16,132 --> 01:24:18,418
<i>Sometimes it helps to
have a man next to you,</i>

909
01:24:18,419 --> 01:24:20,852
<i>especially if she's as cheap as a maid.</i>

910
01:24:48,672 --> 01:24:50,532
<font color="

911
01:24:54,592 --> 01:24:56,012
How could you do this?

912
01:24:59,832 --> 01:25:01,652
How could you be so cruel?

913
01:25:09,752 --> 01:25:10,952
Say something.

914
01:25:13,832 --> 01:25:15,148
I know you're faking it.

915
01:25:15,172 --> 01:25:16,992
I know you're faking it.

916
01:25:30,536 --> 01:25:31,736
Say something.

917
01:25:33,056 --> 01:25:34,256
Say something.

918
01:25:48,316 --> 01:25:49,956
You have such a life.

919
01:25:50,676 --> 01:25:55,476
<font color="

920
01:25:56,936 --> 01:26:02,816
You have everything
anyone could want,

921
01:26:04,058 --> 01:26:06,472
everything I want.

922
01:26:07,496 --> 01:26:09,076
And you don't deserve this.

923
01:26:14,116 --> 01:26:20,916
I will take it all away from you;

924
01:26:25,396 --> 01:26:29,816
your home, your career, your husband.

925
01:26:31,896 --> 01:26:35,255
Keep pretending you
don't hear or see me.

926
01:26:38,236 --> 01:26:39,436
Hodri challenge.

927
01:26:54,216 --> 01:26:57,816
<font color="
that poor little robot bed.

928
01:27:02,236 --> 01:27:05,916
You selfish,
Machiavellian bitch.

929
01:27:55,136 --> 01:27:57,576
The police took my statement twice.

930
01:27:57,816 --> 01:27:58,692
That's their job.

931
01:27:58,716 --> 01:28:01,212
Harper leaned over
the edge of the canoe...

932
01:28:01,236 --> 01:28:03,596
His questions were very
simple, It was easy to answer.

933
01:28:03,836 --> 01:28:05,096
The canoe overturned.

934
01:28:06,216 --> 01:28:12,756
<font color="
Harper... Harper never resurfaced.

935
01:28:13,996 --> 01:28:20,376
I tried to find it but I'm out of
breath, I also had to remove Crew.

936
01:28:24,136 --> 01:28:26,636
Does he know the lake and
the surrounding area well?

937
01:28:27,236 --> 01:28:29,312
I think I played my part so well that

938
01:28:29,336 --> 01:28:32,076
they were reluctant to
ask me any more questions.

939
01:28:33,836 --> 01:28:35,536
Jeremy was devastated.

940
01:28:36,456 --> 01:28:42,516
<font color="
would finally be mine again.

941
01:28:44,296 --> 01:28:48,936
The irony was that I
immediately started writing again.

942
01:28:50,596 --> 01:28:57,644
The words were flowing through me but With Jeremy
acting like such a loser and no end in sight,

943
01:28:57,645 --> 01:29:05,645
there's nothing left to say, It felt
like there was no future for writing.

944
01:29:07,316 --> 01:29:08,656
I'm going out for a bit.

945
01:29:09,436 --> 01:29:11,276
<font color="

946
01:29:18,536 --> 01:29:21,656
After Harper died, he
became even more unbearable.

947
01:29:22,516 --> 01:29:24,676
I almost wish I
hadn't killed him.

948
01:29:27,436 --> 01:29:30,956
So be it.

949
01:29:31,996 --> 01:29:34,276
I just drive the car
into a tree and that's it.

950
01:29:35,316 --> 01:29:36,516
Last.

951
01:29:44,116 --> 01:29:45,316
How's Crew?

952
01:29:46,136 --> 01:29:53,116
It took six stitches and lots
of painkillers, but he'll be fine.

953
01:29:55,376 --> 01:29:57,596
<font color="
for the rest of the night.

954
01:29:58,916 --> 01:30:00,116
Poor thing.

955
01:30:02,216 --> 01:30:04,347
The power keeps going
out during storms like this,

956
01:30:04,348 --> 01:30:06,412
so I'll take a shower
while I still can.

957
01:30:06,436 --> 01:30:09,896
I'm covered...
in dried blood.

958
01:30:12,556 --> 01:30:15,416
Getting bloody has
almost become our thing.

959
01:30:19,676 --> 01:30:20,876
What does this do in you?

960
01:30:25,176 --> 01:30:27,056
<font color="

961
01:30:29,876 --> 01:30:30,732
I can explain this.

962
01:30:30,756 --> 01:30:34,916
We need to talk.

963
01:30:42,556 --> 01:30:45,956
Your wife is not who you think she is.

964
01:30:46,756 --> 01:30:47,732
Not.

965
01:30:47,756 --> 01:30:50,536
He's been lying to you
since the first day you met.

966
01:30:51,976 --> 01:30:52,852
Lowen.

967
01:30:52,876 --> 01:30:54,976
Crew said he talked to him.

968
01:30:55,116 --> 01:30:56,736
He's helpless, Lowen.

969
01:30:57,416 --> 01:31:00,216
<font color="
but do you know what you're saying?

970
01:31:00,236 --> 01:31:02,336
Damn Jeremy, he killed Harper.

971
01:31:02,736 --> 01:31:03,632
What?

972
01:31:04,456 --> 01:31:05,656
He killed Harper.

973
01:31:07,776 --> 01:31:09,056
I can prove it.

974
01:31:09,336 --> 01:31:11,556
Here, read this.

975
01:31:12,676 --> 01:31:13,876
Read.

976
01:31:14,476 --> 01:31:15,676
This is a confession.

977
01:31:16,196 --> 01:31:17,112
Verity's confession.

978
01:31:17,136 --> 01:31:17,592
<font color="

979
01:31:17,616 --> 01:31:19,216
I found it on a flash drive.

980
01:31:20,576 --> 01:31:21,632
Everything, everything is here.

981
01:31:21,656 --> 01:31:23,196
You need to know the truth.

982
01:31:33,156 --> 01:31:34,356
He killed Harper.

983
01:31:40,326 --> 01:31:41,526
He is a liar.

984
01:31:45,926 --> 01:31:47,126
Have you seen?

985
01:31:50,986 --> 01:31:52,186
What are you doing?

986
01:31:53,286 --> 01:31:54,486
Damn it.

987
01:32:12,166 --> 01:32:13,366
Verity.

988
01:32:44,786 --> 01:32:52,353
<font color="
your handwriting straight to the police,

989
01:32:52,354 --> 01:33:00,354
you'll go to jail and if you don't tell me what happened
in this house You'll never see Crew or me again.

990
01:33:09,426 --> 01:33:16,586
Please, please,
please let me explain.

991
01:33:17,346 --> 01:33:19,562
What the fuck is this, Verity?

992
01:33:19,586 --> 01:33:22,266
Jeremy, I had to do it.

993
01:33:22,426 --> 01:33:26,326
All this time you've just... W... What?

994
01:33:27,326 --> 01:33:28,822
<font color="
Please..

995
01:33:28,886 --> 01:33:30,446
Shouldn't I hurt you?

996
01:33:30,926 --> 01:33:33,626
You killed our daughter!

997
01:33:40,126 --> 01:33:41,326
Jeremy.

998
01:33:42,106 --> 01:33:43,306
Jeremy.

999
01:33:50,986 --> 01:33:52,022
Jeremy!

1000
01:33:52,046 --> 01:33:53,246
Stop.

1001
01:33:57,586 --> 01:33:59,406
Stop, you're crushing your windpipe.

1002
01:33:59,686 --> 01:34:01,126
Jeremy, stop!

1003
01:34:03,766 --> 01:34:05,106
He killed Harper.

1004
01:34:05,226 --> 01:34:06,606
<font color="

1005
01:34:06,966 --> 01:34:09,806
If you do this, there will
be no mother or father left.

1006
01:34:10,906 --> 01:34:12,726
They realize that he killed him.

1007
01:34:13,866 --> 01:34:15,066
Fuck.

1008
01:34:33,846 --> 01:34:36,386
You have to make it
look like an accident.

1009
01:34:38,626 --> 01:34:39,826
No.

1010
01:34:43,146 --> 01:34:45,606
Cover his nose and mouth
until he stops breathing.

1011
01:34:47,226 --> 01:34:48,646
Leave no trace.

1012
01:34:50,846 --> 01:34:52,046
No.

1013
01:35:51,006 --> 01:35:52,142
<font color="

1014
01:35:52,166 --> 01:35:53,366
No problem.

1015
01:35:54,266 --> 01:35:55,466
Ok.

1016
01:35:57,025 --> 01:35:58,725
We'll make up a story.

1017
01:35:59,966 --> 01:36:02,246
The two of us will make up a

1018
01:36:02,247 --> 01:36:07,566
story and the truth will remain only
with us, Forever just between us.

1019
01:36:08,486 --> 01:36:09,686
Ok.

1020
01:36:11,026 --> 01:36:12,386
We did the right thing.

1021
01:36:14,826 --> 01:36:16,246
We are good people.

1022
01:36:19,026 --> 01:36:20,226
<font color="

1023
01:36:22,666 --> 01:36:23,866
No problem.

1024
01:36:57,286 --> 01:36:58,486
It's done.

1025
01:37:00,606 --> 01:37:02,286
There was no turning back.

1026
01:37:04,326 --> 01:37:06,226
We were free of Verity.

1027
01:37:07,766 --> 01:37:13,986
His cruel tricks could no
longer touch us or the Crew.

1028
01:37:30,866 --> 01:37:33,526
Did you have any contact
with Verity last night?

1029
01:37:33,606 --> 01:37:36,586
No, I was working in the office.

1030
01:37:36,886 --> 01:37:40,166
<font color="

1031
01:37:40,186 --> 01:37:44,366
and then I went to bed very early,
I don't know, maybe around 22.00?

1032
01:37:45,622 --> 01:37:46,918
Did you hear anything?

1033
01:37:46,942 --> 01:37:49,518
Do you have any idea when
he might have left the house?

1034
01:37:49,942 --> 01:37:54,042
So, after all, he was bedridden... But
his consciousness was going in and out...

1035
01:37:54,066 --> 01:37:58,566
I can't imagine what his mental state was
like if he was able to get out of bed.</font>

1036
01:37:58,602 --> 01:38:00,973
My fear is that he might
have been confused

1037
01:38:00,974 --> 01:38:04,672
or distraught and went
looking for Harper or something.

1038
01:38:04,682 --> 01:38:08,802
Do you remember anything else from
last night? Anything that might work?

1039
01:38:13,582 --> 01:38:14,782
No.

1040
01:38:15,902 --> 01:38:16,538
I am sad.

1041
01:38:16,562 --> 01:38:19,542
I wish I could help more.

1042
01:38:20,962 --> 01:38:21,878
Ok.

1043
01:38:21,902 --> 01:38:23,102
<font color="

1044
01:38:27,242 --> 01:38:29,842
There's one more thing I have to ask.

1045
01:38:32,622 --> 01:38:33,822
What?

1046
01:38:35,962 --> 01:38:42,182
I wonder if you were working on
the new Noble Virtue book with Verity?

1047
01:38:47,482 --> 01:38:48,682
Maybe.

1048
01:38:49,802 --> 01:38:51,002
Sorry.

1049
01:38:51,142 --> 01:38:55,722
I'm a huge fan. I've been
waiting for this for so long.

1050
01:38:58,722 --> 01:38:59,922
No problem.

1051
01:39:03,202 --> 01:39:05,202
This will be the best yet.

1052
01:39:07,102 --> 01:39:08,302
<font color="

1053
01:39:11,667 --> 01:39:13,667
<i>Famous Writer's Body,
Found in Lake Vermont</i>.

1054
01:39:42,162 --> 01:39:43,362
OK, guys.

1055
01:39:54,842 --> 01:39:55,778
Hello?

1056
01:39:55,802 --> 01:39:57,682
Good morning, my sun.

1057
01:39:58,662 --> 01:39:59,878
Happy moving day.

1058
01:39:59,902 --> 01:40:01,102
Thanks.

1059
01:40:01,442 --> 01:40:02,798
I just arrived.
Hi.

1060
01:40:02,802 --> 01:40:04,882
Jeremy and Crew are almost
they are ready to go out.

1061
01:40:05,122 --> 01:40:06,362
<font color="

1062
01:40:06,442 --> 01:40:10,318
Hashed has approved the draft of
your new book, you can start writing.

1063
01:40:10,342 --> 01:40:15,362
That's great, but you'll have
to ask them for additional time.

1064
01:40:15,662 --> 01:40:16,598
I might want to.

1065
01:40:16,622 --> 01:40:17,818
Ok.

1066
01:40:17,842 --> 01:40:19,102
We'll talk soon.

1067
01:40:25,962 --> 01:40:27,362
God, I miss you so much.

1068
01:40:28,522 --> 01:40:29,098
Hi.

1069
01:40:29,122 --> 01:40:30,322
Hi.

1070
01:40:30,442 --> 01:40:31,578
<font color="

1071
01:40:31,602 --> 01:40:31,878
What?

1072
01:40:31,902 --> 01:40:32,738
Here's something.

1073
01:40:32,762 --> 01:40:33,198
Ok.

1074
01:40:33,222 --> 01:40:33,422
Why?

1075
01:40:33,422 --> 01:40:33,958
Close your eyes.

1076
01:40:33,982 --> 01:40:34,792
Close...

1077
01:40:34,802 --> 01:40:35,418
Should I close my eyes?

1078
01:40:35,442 --> 01:40:36,418
Close your eyes.

1079
01:40:36,442 --> 01:40:36,502
Ok.

1080
01:40:36,522 --> 01:40:37,258
Stretch out your hands.

1081
01:40:37,282 --> 01:40:38,458
<font color="

1082
01:40:38,482 --> 01:40:39,098
Don't move.

1083
01:40:39,122 --> 01:40:40,322
Ok.

1084
01:40:43,602 --> 01:40:43,998
Ok.

1085
01:40:44,022 --> 01:40:44,698
Should I keep waiting?

1086
01:40:44,722 --> 01:40:45,178
Yes.

1087
01:40:45,202 --> 01:40:46,402
Ok.

1088
01:40:49,422 --> 01:40:49,858
I know.

1089
01:40:49,882 --> 01:40:50,798
It's a great thing.

1090
01:40:50,822 --> 01:40:51,838
This is a preprint copy.

1091
01:40:51,862 --> 01:40:53,802
who took it in his hand
You are the first person.

1092
01:40:53,942 --> 01:40:55,158
<font color="

1093
01:40:55,182 --> 01:40:56,382
This is mine.

1094
01:40:56,682 --> 01:40:57,498
Yes.

1095
01:40:57,522 --> 01:40:58,722
Yes.

1096
01:40:59,462 --> 01:41:00,758
I'm so proud of you.

1097
01:41:00,782 --> 01:41:01,262
You did it.

1098
01:41:01,263 --> 01:41:02,418
We did it together.

1099
01:41:05,022 --> 01:41:06,222
Mother!

1100
01:41:06,562 --> 01:41:07,762
Hi.

1101
01:41:09,642 --> 01:41:11,078
Watch out for your little brother.

1102
01:41:11,102 --> 01:41:11,978
No problem.

1103
01:41:12,002 --> 01:41:12,978
<font color="

1104
01:41:13,002 --> 01:41:13,978
Hi.

1105
01:41:14,002 --> 01:41:14,918
I'm so glad to see you.

1106
01:41:14,942 --> 01:41:16,142
I miss you.

1107
01:41:16,262 --> 01:41:18,262
Are you excited for our next adventure?

1108
01:41:18,582 --> 01:41:21,698
It's a really long way to go
to Southport, North Carolina.

1109
01:41:23,362 --> 01:41:24,918
OK, let's go.

1110
01:41:24,942 --> 01:41:26,542
Do you want to say goodbye to your room?

1111
01:41:27,022 --> 01:41:28,642
My pictures.

1112
01:41:29,002 --> 01:41:30,282
<font color="

1113
01:41:30,922 --> 01:41:32,122
Crew?

1114
01:41:44,162 --> 01:41:45,362
Oh my god.

1115
01:41:46,242 --> 01:41:48,322
Don't scare me like that.

1116
01:41:48,482 --> 01:41:49,558
What are you doing?

1117
01:41:49,582 --> 01:41:50,758
I received my pictures.

1118
01:41:50,782 --> 01:41:51,982
Look.

1119
01:41:52,562 --> 01:41:53,882
Where did you find these?

1120
01:41:54,342 --> 01:41:56,558
From my secret hiding place.

1121
01:41:56,582 --> 01:41:58,098
But I can't say where.

1122
01:41:58,122 --> 01:41:59,438
<font color="

1123
01:41:59,462 --> 01:42:01,302
You will immediately
tell me where you are.

1124
01:42:03,762 --> 01:42:08,142
You wait outside, I'll be
right back, then we'll go, okay?

1125
01:42:42,322 --> 01:42:44,776
“Dear Jeremy, if you
are reading this letter,

1126
01:42:44,777 --> 01:42:48,662
it means Crew and
I are in a safe place.

1127
01:42:49,562 --> 01:42:55,181
Even though I try to forget
where it all started to go wrong,

1128
01:42:55,182 --> 01:42:59,662
<font color="
that never forgets anything.

1129
01:43:01,122 --> 01:43:03,022
He was at dinner with Amanda.

1130
01:43:04,042 --> 01:43:05,982
I was talking about my new novel.

1131
01:43:06,662 --> 01:43:10,234
I don't know if you listened
to this part of the conversation,

1132
01:43:10,235 --> 01:43:12,635
but I guess you didn't because
writer talk always bored you.

1133
01:43:13,022 --> 01:43:18,804
That's when he told me to try an exercise
he called antagonistic journaling.

1134
01:43:18,805 --> 01:43:24,922
<font color="
you get into the mind of a villainous character.

1135
01:43:24,962 --> 01:43:31,018
You start by writing a diary of your life, The only
difference is that you reverse your inner voice.

1136
01:43:31,042 --> 01:43:35,322
The exact opposite of what you thought
that day, the opposite of who you are.

1137
01:43:36,322 --> 01:43:37,018
Try it.

1138
01:43:37,042 --> 01:43:41,942
Write about your daily life,
Add an uncanny inner voice.

1139
01:43:43,182 --> 01:43:46,542
<font color="
Should I be the selfish one?

1140
01:43:46,862 --> 01:43:48,062
Exactly.

1141
01:43:48,954 --> 01:43:50,154
Let's hold tight.

1142
01:43:50,974 --> 01:43:53,474
It sounded simple, harmless.

1143
01:43:54,414 --> 01:43:58,694
I've become increasingly adept
at getting into the mind of a villain.

1144
01:43:59,014 --> 01:44:02,274
It was exciting,
Moreover, it was working.

1145
01:44:02,474 --> 01:44:06,655
It felt incredibly good to me,

1146
01:44:06,656 --> 01:44:11,014
<font color="
and scary characters in my novels.

1147
01:44:11,434 --> 01:44:15,554
That's why my books sold,
because I was good at it.

1148
01:44:17,154 --> 01:44:22,194
My mind was in such a dark
place after Harper's death.

1149
01:44:23,634 --> 01:44:26,634
I was trying anything to
help me get through it.

1150
01:44:27,134 --> 01:44:33,014
Every day I pushed myself to make what
I wrote more shocking, more disturbing.

1151
01:44:37,494 --> 01:44:45,494
<font color="
on the computer, and you read it...

1152
01:44:51,934 --> 01:44:53,934
But that was just an exercise.

1153
01:44:55,514 --> 01:44:56,814
It wasn't real.

1154
01:44:59,654 --> 01:45:02,854
You haven't read anything
I've written in a very long time.

1155
01:45:05,814 --> 01:45:09,327
After all those years of
marriage, how could you believe

1156
01:45:09,328 --> 01:45:12,130
anything in that manuscript
as real for even a second?

1157
01:45:12,154 --> 01:45:17,334
<font color="
you know me at all?

1158
01:45:19,014 --> 01:45:21,012
Every memory we made as a family was

1159
01:45:21,013 --> 01:45:24,634
erased with every new word
of the manuscript you read.

1160
01:45:24,754 --> 01:45:25,430
He disappeared.

1161
01:45:25,454 --> 01:45:28,174
There was nothing left
inside him but hatred.

1162
01:45:37,874 --> 01:45:41,010
I'll never forget that look on his
face as he sat there looking at me.

1163
01:45:41,034 --> 01:45:44,334
It was pure agony.

1164
01:45:50,534 --> 01:45:55,327
<font color="

1165
01:45:55,328 --> 01:46:02,614
and everything went blurry
and I realized you believed it.

1166
01:46:09,054 --> 01:46:10,650
I looked out the windshield.

1167
01:46:10,674 --> 01:46:14,694
I only saw trees, At that moment
I realized what he was doing.

1168
01:46:15,514 --> 01:46:19,150
You were going to kill me and
make my death look like an accident.

1169
01:46:19,174 --> 01:46:19,244
No.

1170
01:46:19,254 --> 01:46:24,534
<font color="
in the last two sentences of my manuscript.

1171
01:46:26,000 --> 01:46:34,000
Translated into Turkish; ufukbaba
<i>nTranslation v2.2 was used</i>.

1172
01:47:13,834 --> 01:47:17,474
Your plan didn't work, did it, Jeremy?

1173
01:47:20,194 --> 01:47:27,514
The trouble was that I was
still alive, So I made a plan.

1174
01:47:29,574 --> 01:47:36,806
<font color="
believe me, and that if you noticed that I was getting better,

1175
01:47:36,807 --> 01:47:42,854
you would turn me in to the
police or finish the job yourself.

1176
01:47:45,814 --> 01:47:49,294
I had to escape and
take Crew with me.

1177
01:47:51,254 --> 01:47:58,034
The thought of leaving you alone in the house
where we shared so many moments together hurt me.

1178
01:48:04,334 --> 01:48:07,874
Everything I've done since
the day I woke up was for Crew.</font>

1179
01:48:09,294 --> 01:48:10,494
Hi Crew.

1180
01:48:13,094 --> 01:48:17,521
He's the only one who knows
I'm still here inside... that I can

1181
01:48:17,522 --> 01:48:19,334
still think and have a voice.

1182
01:48:19,774 --> 01:48:21,330
Do you want to play a game?

1183
01:48:21,354 --> 01:48:22,554
Ok.

1184
01:48:23,994 --> 01:48:25,194
It's a secret.

1185
01:48:25,254 --> 01:48:26,454
Hello.

1186
01:48:27,134 --> 01:48:28,334
Oh my god.

1187
01:48:30,034 --> 01:48:31,234
My baby.

1188
01:48:32,054 --> 01:48:33,254
<font color="

1189
01:48:36,454 --> 01:48:37,654
I am her.

1190
01:48:40,854 --> 01:48:44,450
Oh my god.

1191
01:48:44,474 --> 01:48:45,474
Hey.

1192
01:48:45,874 --> 01:48:46,874
Hi.

1193
01:48:51,094 --> 01:48:52,190
Are you ok?

1194
01:48:52,214 --> 01:48:53,214
Hmm.hmm..

1195
01:48:53,554 --> 01:48:54,754
Are you sure?

1196
01:48:55,294 --> 01:48:59,254
Today is just a weird, emotional day.

1197
01:49:00,074 --> 01:49:01,274
Ok.

1198
01:49:05,094 --> 01:49:06,294
Yes.

1199
01:49:11,394 --> 01:49:12,594
Crew is in the car.

1200
01:49:13,854 --> 01:49:14,654
<font color="

1201
01:49:14,674 --> 01:49:15,610
Hmm.hmm..

1202
01:49:15,634 --> 01:49:16,670
OK.

1203
01:49:16,694 --> 01:49:18,734
Get ready to head into town for dinner.

1204
01:49:18,974 --> 01:49:19,690
Ok.

1205
01:49:19,714 --> 01:49:20,510
I'll be back in a second.

1206
01:49:20,534 --> 01:49:22,374
around one last time
I will keep an eye out.

1207
01:49:23,514 --> 01:49:24,714
I love you.

1208
01:49:27,014 --> 01:49:28,014
Oh this house...

1209
01:50:01,494 --> 01:50:07,474
manuscript script,
letter, her husband.</font>

1210
01:50:09,494 --> 01:50:11,654
I don't know what to believe.

1211
01:50:13,734 --> 01:50:20,234
All I knew for sure was that Verity
was a master at distorting the truth.

1212
01:50:22,614 --> 01:50:27,014
The only question remaining
is; What truth was he distorting?

1213
01:50:43,554 --> 01:50:47,714
Each novel in your series is based
on 9 moral and ethical principles.

1214
01:50:48,214 --> 01:50:50,734
Which of these themes
was the most fun to corrupt?

1215
01:50:52,554 --> 01:50:56,657
The truth.
How hard can I push him?</font>

1216
01:50:56,658 --> 01:51:00,534
and told them that maybe being
sure wasn't the wisest choice,

1217
01:51:00,558 --> 01:51:05,958
how much time to attract the audience before
showing I wanted to see if I could make sure.