1 00:01:21,849 --> 00:01:25,130 I don't think it even exists enough strong adjective to describe this woman. 2 00:01:25,594 --> 00:01:32,070 Let's try to choose one: phenomenon, sensation, beautiful, some would say rough, 3 00:01:32,250 --> 00:01:33,290 I'll stick with it. 4 00:01:34,159 --> 00:01:37,990 You are considered one of the best-selling female authors on the planet. 5 00:01:38,849 --> 00:01:41,290 Let's take a second realize on the planet. 6 00:01:41,291 --> 00:01:43,610 Did you have time to absorb it all? 7 00:01:43,730 --> 00:01:46,076 What is it like to be able to provide such a beautiful 8 00:01:46,077 --> 00:01:48,770 life to the people you love so much? 9 00:01:48,999 --> 00:01:51,870 It's all a miracle to me. 10 00:01:52,869 --> 00:01:56,590 Yeah, but someone might say it is it's a miracle built on villains. 11 00:02:59,790 --> 00:03:04,590 I almost laugh at the absurdity, but like a woman about to spend weeks in isolation 12 00:03:04,665 --> 00:03:08,490 I can't shake the thought that he might be a threat. 13 00:03:13,230 --> 00:03:14,230 Excuse me. 14 00:03:14,890 --> 00:03:15,886 I apologize. 15 00:03:15,910 --> 00:03:16,476 Hi. 16 00:03:16,500 --> 00:03:17,540 I know I'm in a bookstore. 17 00:03:18,640 --> 00:03:19,920 Yeah, yeah, now that's handy. 18 00:03:22,650 --> 00:03:23,526 Hi. 19 00:03:23,550 --> 00:03:24,550 Hey, how did it go? 20 00:03:24,714 --> 00:03:26,350 I don't want to talk about it. 21 00:03:26,410 --> 00:03:27,076 where was he 22 00:03:27,100 --> 00:03:28,296 You said you'd be here. 23 00:03:28,320 --> 00:03:30,840 You know, I'd only miss it if if I didn't have a good reason. 24 00:03:31,730 --> 00:03:33,050 They called from the chef group. 25 00:03:33,890 --> 00:03:34,890 They want to meet you. 26 00:03:35,250 --> 00:03:36,250 Because of what? 27 00:03:36,550 --> 00:03:37,770 Who wants to meet me? 28 00:03:38,210 --> 00:03:39,210 They didn't want to tell me. 29 00:03:39,625 --> 00:03:40,830 It's all top secret. 30 00:03:42,070 --> 00:03:43,026 When? 31 00:03:43,050 --> 00:03:43,866 3 P.M. 32 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:44,890 Exactly. 33 00:03:45,070 --> 00:03:46,110 I'll meet you there, okay? 34 00:03:46,385 --> 00:03:47,910 Oh please, and dress nicely. 35 00:03:48,410 --> 00:03:49,410 Good. 36 00:03:50,290 --> 00:03:51,290 Wait, Corey. 37 00:03:53,510 --> 00:03:54,510 Ms. 38 00:04:06,780 --> 00:04:09,680 People like me belong to the overpopulated cities. 39 00:04:15,400 --> 00:04:20,800 In the small town where I am growing up, everyone knew everything about everyone. 40 00:04:26,225 --> 00:04:27,480 But I'm invisible here. 41 00:04:31,620 --> 00:04:35,480 It suits me that way. 42 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:38,840 When a person is well, you know it. 43 00:04:40,180 --> 00:04:43,440 When a person is well, you know it. 44 00:04:43,540 --> 00:04:44,640 You should be careful! 45 00:04:47,420 --> 00:04:48,420 My God! 46 00:04:51,130 --> 00:04:52,130 Exactly. 47 00:04:52,285 --> 00:04:53,840 Why did you bite my ass? 48 00:04:54,220 --> 00:04:56,520 oh god 49 00:04:58,640 --> 00:04:59,640 Ah. 50 00:05:00,405 --> 00:05:02,280 A terrible accident happened. 51 00:05:14,670 --> 00:05:15,680 are you hurt 52 00:05:18,570 --> 00:05:19,600 are you hurt 53 00:05:20,430 --> 00:05:21,440 Is it on my face? 54 00:05:25,050 --> 00:05:27,530 Here in that cafe there was supposed to be a toilet, ok? 55 00:05:42,430 --> 00:05:43,430 I'll be right back. 56 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:07,040 Here. 57 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:09,640 Let me hand it to you. 58 00:06:11,960 --> 00:06:12,960 Thank you. 59 00:06:19,520 --> 00:06:21,710 I can't tell if you're calm or... 60 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:23,410 if you are in shock. 61 00:06:26,250 --> 00:06:27,290 I don't know what I am. 62 00:06:31,960 --> 00:06:32,960 are you ok 63 00:06:34,180 --> 00:06:35,180 Um, yeah. 64 00:06:36,755 --> 00:06:37,995 Unfortunately, I've seen worse things. 65 00:06:39,790 --> 00:06:40,840 are you a doctor 66 00:06:42,440 --> 00:06:43,460 I work in real estate. 67 00:06:46,850 --> 00:06:47,890 Or at least I worked. 68 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:51,770 What happened to you? 69 00:06:54,670 --> 00:06:55,670 Do you really want to know? 70 00:07:02,170 --> 00:07:05,180 I pulled out the body of my eight-year-old self daughters from the lake last spring. 71 00:07:12,780 --> 00:07:13,780 I'm sorry. 72 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:17,400 I'm sorry. 73 00:07:21,390 --> 00:07:22,710 My mom passed away last week. 74 00:07:24,750 --> 00:07:25,750 Ah. 75 00:07:26,430 --> 00:07:27,430 What happened to her? 76 00:07:28,270 --> 00:07:29,270 Um, cancer. 77 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:31,950 I took care of her in my apartment. 78 00:07:32,530 --> 00:07:33,530 She died there. 79 00:07:34,090 --> 00:07:35,090 In my apartment. 80 00:07:35,250 --> 00:07:36,250 She died. 81 00:07:36,490 --> 00:07:37,490 Sorry. 82 00:07:40,200 --> 00:07:41,200 I have a meeting. 83 00:07:41,315 --> 00:07:42,315 I should... Yeah. 84 00:07:42,900 --> 00:07:43,900 me too 85 00:07:45,240 --> 00:07:46,260 Thank you for your help. 86 00:07:46,580 --> 00:07:47,580 Not at all. 87 00:07:54,690 --> 00:07:55,730 I'm Jeremy by the way. 88 00:07:56,710 --> 00:07:57,710 Lowen. 89 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:31,906 Hi. 90 00:08:31,930 --> 00:08:32,846 How can I help you? 91 00:08:32,870 --> 00:08:34,070 I'm going to see Amanda Thomas. 92 00:08:34,620 --> 00:08:35,620 Lowen! 93 00:08:36,360 --> 00:08:36,856 Hi. 94 00:08:36,880 --> 00:08:37,721 I'm sorry I'm late. 95 00:08:37,745 --> 00:08:38,616 You're not late. 96 00:08:38,640 --> 00:08:39,640 You're on time. 97 00:08:41,219 --> 00:08:45,700 The meeting itself isn't until 3:30, but she counted I agree that you will be late as usual. 98 00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:46,880 So I told you three. 99 00:08:48,819 --> 00:08:50,280 If you told me I could have prevented it. 100 00:08:50,281 --> 00:08:51,281 what are you wearing 101 00:08:54,639 --> 00:08:56,220 Um, it's kind of a fashion thing. 102 00:08:56,420 --> 00:08:57,420 Corey, Lowen. 103 00:08:57,630 --> 00:08:58,920 I'm Amanda's assistant, Olivia. 104 00:09:00,060 --> 00:09:00,640 Thank you. 105 00:09:00,660 --> 00:09:02,140 I will escort you to the conference room. 106 00:09:06,060 --> 00:09:07,060 are you coming too 107 00:09:10,869 --> 00:09:12,000 oh god 108 00:09:21,020 --> 00:09:22,020 I'm sorry about your mom. 109 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:24,160 Don't be. 110 00:09:25,679 --> 00:09:26,700 Can I help with the will? 111 00:09:27,155 --> 00:09:28,780 I'm sure Edward will take a look. 112 00:09:29,579 --> 00:09:30,600 I don't need a lawyer. 113 00:09:31,490 --> 00:09:33,100 She left me only debts. 114 00:09:34,215 --> 00:09:35,215 Showtime. 115 00:09:38,620 --> 00:09:39,375 Oh. 116 00:09:39,399 --> 00:09:41,000 You must be Lo and Ashley. 117 00:09:41,165 --> 00:09:43,860 I'm Amanda Thomas, editor-in-chief at Hatshot. 118 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:44,376 Lo a. 119 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:45,400 Nice to see you. 120 00:09:45,449 --> 00:09:48,820 This is Baron Stevens, ours attorney, and Jeremy Crawford, our client. 121 00:09:53,030 --> 00:09:54,030 Please have a seat. 122 00:10:01,459 --> 00:10:02,730 So I'll get straight to the point. 123 00:10:03,639 --> 00:10:08,870 One of our authors is unable to comply contract due to extenuating circumstances. 124 00:10:09,389 --> 00:10:12,930 We are looking for a writer who has experience with the same genre. 125 00:10:13,650 --> 00:10:14,650 He needs a little help. 126 00:10:15,609 --> 00:10:18,690 Before we continue, I would like to ask you to sign a confidentiality agreement. 127 00:10:19,809 --> 00:10:22,569 We would like to keep the current one the situation of our author outside the media. 128 00:10:43,510 --> 00:10:45,730 Her name is Verity Crawford. 129 00:10:46,650 --> 00:10:48,490 I'm sure you know her work. 130 00:10:50,210 --> 00:10:53,705 Verity has a very hit series, Noble Virtues, 131 00:10:53,706 --> 00:10:56,850 which we would they didn't like to leave it unfinished. 132 00:10:57,749 --> 00:11:01,050 We need a writer who can board and speed up the timeline. 133 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:02,770 So when will you need it? 134 00:11:03,439 --> 00:11:07,450 We're already in the slide, so we would like to have another book from 135 00:11:07,624 --> 00:11:10,530 series up to six months and remaining two in the next 24 months. 136 00:11:11,570 --> 00:11:15,730 Three books, 75,000 per book. 137 00:11:18,889 --> 00:11:20,290 How about that, Lowen? 138 00:11:27,679 --> 00:11:28,920 Um, I appreciate the offer. 139 00:11:30,889 --> 00:11:33,580 I don't know if I can write for another author. 140 00:11:35,619 --> 00:11:37,860 Especially for someone so popular, such as Verity Crawford. 141 00:11:39,249 --> 00:11:40,780 Her fans know her style. 142 00:11:42,509 --> 00:11:43,669 They would know it wasn't her. 143 00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:46,600 I apologize. 144 00:11:47,369 --> 00:11:48,380 Let me speak to the client. 145 00:11:50,220 --> 00:11:51,220 We'll go aside. 146 00:11:52,489 --> 00:11:54,015 We have two more in our sights authors, 147 00:11:54,016 --> 00:11:55,976 so if you could let us know until tomorrow afternoon. 148 00:11:56,420 --> 00:11:57,420 We'll talk about it. 149 00:11:58,000 --> 00:11:59,000 Thank you. 150 00:12:06,959 --> 00:12:08,599 Can we talk about solitude? 151 00:12:13,730 --> 00:12:14,730 Good. 152 00:12:15,130 --> 00:12:16,130 Clearly. 153 00:12:17,170 --> 00:12:18,170 I understand. 154 00:12:22,979 --> 00:12:24,000 are you ok 155 00:12:25,719 --> 00:12:27,399 Twenty minutes ago you saw someone die 156 00:12:29,540 --> 00:12:30,560 You too. 157 00:12:31,769 --> 00:12:33,980 Like I said, I've seen worse things. 158 00:12:37,909 --> 00:12:39,040 I'm sure you have questions. 159 00:12:39,900 --> 00:12:40,900 I have that. 160 00:12:41,680 --> 00:12:42,680 So run it. 161 00:12:42,780 --> 00:12:45,620 ok first of all have you been shopping? 162 00:12:46,029 --> 00:12:49,120 Or you wear spare shirts in pocket? 163 00:12:52,869 --> 00:12:54,229 My hotel is just around the corner. 164 00:12:54,939 --> 00:12:56,059 I went to change my clothes. 165 00:12:57,429 --> 00:12:59,280 Why can't your wife finish the streak? 166 00:13:01,930 --> 00:13:02,970 Verity was in a car accident. 167 00:13:06,570 --> 00:13:07,570 I'm sorry about that. 168 00:13:10,710 --> 00:13:11,710 With an open end. 169 00:13:14,739 --> 00:13:16,619 Last year it was one of Verities of the most popular books. 170 00:13:19,389 --> 00:13:20,390 She was reading one of my books. 171 00:13:20,750 --> 00:13:21,750 Yeah. 172 00:13:25,249 --> 00:13:30,110 She said you're brilliant an undiscovered talent. 173 00:13:31,030 --> 00:13:32,990 Well, I'm not undiscovered. 174 00:13:33,269 --> 00:13:35,310 I am published, just not in a big way. 175 00:13:37,629 --> 00:13:39,978 If someone were to take over her series, I want 176 00:13:39,979 --> 00:13:41,890 to be someone whose work she respected. 177 00:13:43,229 --> 00:13:46,830 You should spend some time in that house, in her study. 178 00:13:46,831 --> 00:13:50,390 He has notes and outlines for several years. 179 00:13:50,550 --> 00:13:52,230 Things I would she didn't know how to know them. 180 00:13:54,859 --> 00:13:56,059 And they offer you too little. 181 00:13:57,129 --> 00:13:59,630 You should tell your agent let him say half a million. 182 00:14:02,950 --> 00:14:03,970 We live in Vermont. 183 00:14:04,709 --> 00:14:06,350 You can stay there as long as you want. 184 00:14:07,710 --> 00:14:08,930 I hope you change your mind. 185 00:14:09,210 --> 00:14:10,210 Wait. 186 00:14:10,949 --> 00:14:13,650 Did you know who I was before? 187 00:14:16,319 --> 00:14:17,479 Not until you said your name. 188 00:14:19,189 --> 00:14:21,029 There aren't that many Lowens running around again. 189 00:14:23,679 --> 00:14:25,770 If you come, give me back the shirt. 190 00:14:32,219 --> 00:14:34,320 Verity, welcome to Call Her Daddy. 191 00:14:35,329 --> 00:14:38,640 Who wouldn't love dirty, twisted thriller? 192 00:14:39,930 --> 00:14:41,860 Um, maybe just my husband. 193 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:49,920 Oh come on, it's hard for him to read your work and then sleep in the same bed with you at night? 194 00:14:50,885 --> 00:14:53,600 I mean, your characters are pretty evil. 195 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:56,800 Yeah, well, um, um. 196 00:14:58,329 --> 00:15:01,320 He wondered if I was like the sociopath who did it. 197 00:15:01,440 --> 00:15:03,120 And I think maybe he was just checking it out. 198 00:15:03,460 --> 00:15:04,156 Certainly. 199 00:15:04,180 --> 00:15:06,420 Just, just, I just you know how. 200 00:16:03,819 --> 00:16:04,830 I hope I'm not disturbing. 201 00:16:06,359 --> 00:16:07,910 I'm here to celebrate your new business. 202 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:12,920 Are you moving? 203 00:16:14,889 --> 00:16:16,080 I can't live here anymore. 204 00:16:17,939 --> 00:16:23,520 Plus they're evicting me so... it all fits. 205 00:16:25,319 --> 00:16:27,688 Well, maybe thanks to the money, how about this one you will get the deal 206 00:16:27,689 --> 00:16:31,120 you finally buy cover for that sofa. 207 00:16:32,279 --> 00:16:33,860 Sorry, that's not a couch. 208 00:16:33,959 --> 00:16:34,959 It's a mattress. 209 00:16:37,010 --> 00:16:38,020 The toast, right? 210 00:16:41,739 --> 00:16:44,800 I can't believe you will live in their house. 211 00:16:46,319 --> 00:16:51,140 There are years of notes and syllabus that someone has to sort through. 212 00:16:51,141 --> 00:16:52,141 You don't even know them. 213 00:16:54,879 --> 00:16:56,559 I'm just saying you have to be in safety. 214 00:17:02,090 --> 00:17:03,090 Cheers. 215 00:17:04,569 --> 00:17:05,569 Cheers. 216 00:17:10,169 --> 00:17:11,609 Have you read any of her books at all? 217 00:17:12,239 --> 00:17:14,200 I don't read books that can be bought at the airport. 218 00:17:15,819 --> 00:17:18,400 I'm afraid I'll like them and then I won't be able to envy her anymore. 219 00:17:19,409 --> 00:17:20,720 Don't let her success fool you. 220 00:17:22,139 --> 00:17:23,140 It is very, very dark. 221 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:25,000 Like you. 222 00:17:28,530 --> 00:17:29,530 how is becca 223 00:17:30,950 --> 00:17:31,950 Who is Becca? 224 00:17:32,809 --> 00:17:34,689 Your photos are everywhere on Instagram. 225 00:17:35,739 --> 00:17:36,750 It's just a romance. 226 00:17:38,009 --> 00:17:39,410 She looks nice. 227 00:17:41,489 --> 00:17:43,370 You should take it seriously. 228 00:17:54,940 --> 00:17:55,940 Good. 229 00:17:58,879 --> 00:18:00,060 I'm happy for you, Lowen. 230 00:18:01,849 --> 00:18:02,880 You deserve it. 231 00:18:11,439 --> 00:18:12,470 I walk to the door. 232 00:18:13,439 --> 00:18:14,850 I open them without knocking. 233 00:18:16,529 --> 00:18:18,810 I smell blood before I see it. 234 00:18:19,674 --> 00:18:21,590 Lane is hunched over. 235 00:18:22,519 --> 00:18:24,490 A knife stuck under the chin. 236 00:18:25,439 --> 00:18:30,290 A steady stream of crimson blood seeps out between his knuckles and running down his arm. 237 00:18:31,449 --> 00:18:35,450 He reaches for me, desperate he needs my help. 238 00:18:36,509 --> 00:18:42,350 I go towards him and palm I push the knife deeper. 239 00:18:43,579 --> 00:18:49,070 I stare into his eyes and want him to he knew how much I enjoyed it. 240 00:19:28,759 --> 00:19:29,760 Hello, you are here. 241 00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,240 Hi. 242 00:19:31,479 --> 00:19:32,960 A little earlier than we expected. 243 00:19:33,360 --> 00:19:34,360 I apologize. 244 00:19:34,550 --> 00:19:35,580 No, no, no, no. 245 00:19:35,820 --> 00:19:36,840 That's totally fine. 246 00:19:38,089 --> 00:19:39,609 That's the one I was talking about friend. 247 00:19:41,720 --> 00:19:42,720 I'm Lowen. 248 00:19:43,360 --> 00:19:44,360 what is your name 249 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:45,720 I'm Crew. 250 00:19:45,940 --> 00:19:46,940 Hi Crew. 251 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:49,520 He is so cute. 252 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:51,600 He is a bit shy. 253 00:19:52,780 --> 00:19:53,780 It does not matter. 254 00:19:55,389 --> 00:19:56,420 I'm a bit shy too. 255 00:19:57,520 --> 00:19:58,336 Come on. 256 00:19:58,360 --> 00:19:59,360 I'll take your bag. 257 00:19:59,869 --> 00:20:00,880 Thank you. 258 00:20:01,260 --> 00:20:02,260 Not at all. 259 00:20:44,740 --> 00:20:45,740 Pretty amazing, right? 260 00:20:47,940 --> 00:20:48,940 Is that a field? 261 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:51,840 That's a lake. 262 00:20:56,740 --> 00:20:58,220 Do you want me to show you your room? 263 00:20:58,519 --> 00:21:00,000 Or, I mean, are you hungry? 264 00:21:00,220 --> 00:21:00,925 You certainly have. 265 00:21:00,949 --> 00:21:02,709 It's such a long way from the city. 266 00:21:03,599 --> 00:21:06,400 Me and the Crew are having peanut butter sandwiches with butter and chopped apples if you like. 267 00:21:07,249 --> 00:21:08,805 Although, we can definitely do it conjure up something a little better. 268 00:21:08,829 --> 00:21:10,280 I'm fine, thank you. 269 00:21:10,420 --> 00:21:11,420 Yeah? 270 00:21:11,699 --> 00:21:13,940 Okay, the fridge is fully stocked. 271 00:21:14,059 --> 00:21:15,699 If you want anything, just serve yourself. 272 00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:17,320 can i go see mom 273 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:18,715 Of course, mate. 274 00:21:18,739 --> 00:21:20,179 But talk to Anna first, okay? 275 00:21:25,649 --> 00:21:26,650 You get the master bedroom. 276 00:21:27,310 --> 00:21:28,310 I hope you don't mind. 277 00:21:29,499 --> 00:21:33,390 We're all sleeping upstairs now, so we are they thought this room would be the best 278 00:21:33,489 --> 00:21:36,390 because it is closest to Verity's the office that's right over there. 279 00:21:38,450 --> 00:21:39,450 Good. 280 00:21:40,685 --> 00:21:41,790 The bathroom is all yours. 281 00:21:41,864 --> 00:21:44,842 There should be toiletries, but if not, just let me know 282 00:21:44,843 --> 00:21:46,890 and we'll get everything you need. 283 00:21:52,740 --> 00:21:53,740 Thank you. 284 00:21:58,019 --> 00:22:00,543 So you want some time to just settle in 285 00:22:00,544 --> 00:22:03,140 or do you want me to show you the study? 286 00:22:12,270 --> 00:22:13,270 I work. 287 00:22:20,259 --> 00:22:23,860 She saved everything to the computer, in boxes. 288 00:22:24,779 --> 00:22:26,020 But there is no system in it. 289 00:22:26,979 --> 00:22:28,619 She wasn't, I am the most organized person. 290 00:22:29,889 --> 00:22:30,920 Most writers are not. 291 00:22:34,490 --> 00:22:35,490 Ms. 292 00:22:35,750 --> 00:22:36,750 Um. 293 00:22:53,799 --> 00:22:54,879 Which one is your favorite? 294 00:22:57,199 --> 00:22:59,439 Honestly, I haven't read not one of them since the first one. 295 00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:01,639 I wasn't comfortable being in her head. 296 00:23:01,770 --> 00:23:02,770 Um. 297 00:23:02,990 --> 00:23:03,990 can i meet her 298 00:23:20,730 --> 00:23:21,730 Anna 299 00:23:21,899 --> 00:23:24,510 This is Lowen Ashleigh, the one the author I told you about. 300 00:23:24,730 --> 00:23:25,686 Hi Crew. 301 00:23:25,710 --> 00:23:26,566 Hi. 302 00:23:26,590 --> 00:23:27,590 Lowen. 303 00:23:27,799 --> 00:23:30,590 This is Anna, Verity's nurse. 304 00:23:30,970 --> 00:23:31,786 Hi. 305 00:23:31,810 --> 00:23:32,810 Nice to meet you. 306 00:23:33,090 --> 00:23:34,090 Hello Lowen. 307 00:23:34,540 --> 00:23:35,550 Nice to meet you too. 308 00:23:36,430 --> 00:23:37,470 I thought you were older. 309 00:23:39,050 --> 00:23:40,070 Does it fit now? 310 00:23:42,319 --> 00:23:43,679 We were just about to go for a walk. 311 00:23:49,249 --> 00:23:50,449 Verity, this is Lowen Ashleigh. 312 00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:00,680 Hi. 313 00:24:01,509 --> 00:24:02,520 verity how are you 314 00:24:04,469 --> 00:24:05,509 How are you feeling today, Verity? 315 00:24:08,870 --> 00:24:09,870 We are doing well. 316 00:24:10,659 --> 00:24:13,590 She took her medicine and is eating ready for fresh air. 317 00:24:13,770 --> 00:24:14,355 Good. 318 00:24:14,379 --> 00:24:15,619 So it should be a quiet evening. 319 00:24:34,270 --> 00:24:35,550 Would you come if you knew? 320 00:24:39,269 --> 00:24:40,429 We have to keep things to ourselves. 321 00:24:41,390 --> 00:24:42,390 Because of the media. 322 00:24:43,119 --> 00:24:44,890 And if Hachette found out, only me. 323 00:24:45,469 --> 00:24:47,550 I can't help her with her writing. 324 00:24:47,634 --> 00:24:48,690 I can't. 325 00:24:49,139 --> 00:24:50,690 Verity was inspired by your writing. 326 00:24:52,944 --> 00:24:54,504 You are the only writer who can do that. 327 00:24:55,529 --> 00:24:56,570 I'm sure of it, Lowen. 328 00:25:18,294 --> 00:25:21,500 Chapter after chapter intrigue and fucked up characters. 329 00:25:23,259 --> 00:25:24,380 Really fucking characters. 330 00:25:29,869 --> 00:25:31,900 All her books are from the villain's point of view. 331 00:25:33,719 --> 00:25:34,720 This is news to me. 332 00:26:44,210 --> 00:26:45,210 Author's note. 333 00:26:46,439 --> 00:26:50,750 What about autobiographies what i hate the most is 334 00:26:50,751 --> 00:26:53,990 that they are false thoughts wrapped in every sentence. 335 00:26:54,994 --> 00:26:59,970 A writer should never have that audacity write about yourself 336 00:26:59,971 --> 00:27:05,110 unless he is willing to separate each a layer of protection between your soul and the book. 337 00:27:06,779 --> 00:27:12,530 The words should come directly from center of the guts and tear through the flesh 338 00:27:12,679 --> 00:27:15,070 and bones when they break. 339 00:27:17,409 --> 00:27:24,710 Nasty and honest and gory and a bit scary but totally exposed. 340 00:27:45,079 --> 00:27:51,730 An autobiography that urges the reader to have I like the author, it is not a true autobiography. 341 00:27:52,654 --> 00:27:56,250 No one is likable from the inside out. 342 00:27:58,729 --> 00:28:05,790 One should from autobiography depart at most with 343 00:28:06,039 --> 00:28:09,610 an unpleasant dislike for its author. 344 00:28:15,449 --> 00:28:20,600 Yet, despite my generous warning, you will continue to consume mine. 345 00:28:22,799 --> 00:28:25,680 words because Here you have 346 00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:28,440 Human. 347 00:28:30,900 --> 00:28:31,900 Curious. 348 00:28:35,340 --> 00:28:36,340 Go ahead. 349 00:28:43,370 --> 00:28:44,370 But know one thing. 350 00:28:44,989 --> 00:28:47,670 There is no light where we are heading. 351 00:28:56,659 --> 00:28:57,700 Chapter one. 352 00:28:59,139 --> 00:29:02,060 Sometimes I remember the night when i met jeremy and i think... 353 00:29:03,854 --> 00:29:06,100 Was I destined to suffer from the beginning? 354 00:29:07,549 --> 00:29:11,120 Or is my tragic end the result of bad decisions? 355 00:29:16,609 --> 00:29:20,700 I wouldn't say I was before lost by meeting Jeremy, but... 356 00:29:20,749 --> 00:29:22,500 I definitely never found myself. 357 00:29:26,139 --> 00:29:27,540 I wasn't interested in love. 358 00:29:28,849 --> 00:29:30,960 I was only looking for a well paid one romance. 359 00:29:33,089 --> 00:29:34,780 And judging by the way Jeremy looked... 360 00:29:37,099 --> 00:29:39,180 I was planning to leave the party as someone who has accomplished a lot in life. 361 00:29:47,599 --> 00:29:49,519 Give her only water for the rest of the evening. 362 00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:57,750 I am completely capable know when I've had enough to drink. 363 00:29:58,130 --> 00:29:59,130 I'm sure of it. 364 00:29:59,310 --> 00:30:00,310 I would like another one. 365 00:30:00,659 --> 00:30:03,370 I'm sorry ma'am, I was sick told to give you water. 366 00:30:06,719 --> 00:30:07,810 Is this some kind of prank? 367 00:30:10,329 --> 00:30:12,430 I've been following you ever since when I walked in 368 00:30:13,409 --> 00:30:16,910 You've had three drinks in the last 45 minutes, so if you keep going at this rate 369 00:30:16,970 --> 00:30:20,590 I will feel uncomfortable when you I will ask you to leave with me. 370 00:30:22,499 --> 00:30:24,459 To make this decision, I would like you to be sober. 371 00:30:35,020 --> 00:30:36,020 I'll have some water. 372 00:30:37,460 --> 00:30:38,460 Make it two. 373 00:31:19,600 --> 00:31:23,640 We were both in trouble but that's what love is. 374 00:31:24,519 --> 00:31:25,660 Total shock. 375 00:31:37,090 --> 00:31:38,820 How long do we have? 376 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:40,520 where is your driver 377 00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:42,520 I don't know. 378 00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:44,360 This is not my car. 379 00:31:46,860 --> 00:31:47,860 Please? 380 00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:49,600 I drive a Honda Civic. 381 00:31:50,380 --> 00:31:51,380 Hey! 382 00:31:52,259 --> 00:31:53,859 What the fuck are you doing in my limo? 383 00:32:00,250 --> 00:32:03,140 Before we knew it, we were addicted. 384 00:32:03,825 --> 00:32:04,825 Junkies. 385 00:32:05,569 --> 00:32:08,080 I was his drug and he was mine. 386 00:32:10,759 --> 00:32:15,560 Until he discovered one thing who meant more to him than me. 387 00:34:07,260 --> 00:34:08,260 It's noisy. 388 00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:12,550 God, you scared the crap out of me. 389 00:34:12,804 --> 00:34:13,746 I didn't want that. 390 00:34:13,770 --> 00:34:15,530 It's Verity's hospital bed. 391 00:34:17,070 --> 00:34:18,850 I can turn it off if you want. 392 00:34:18,851 --> 00:34:19,851 No, that's fine. 393 00:34:20,610 --> 00:34:21,610 It's on a timer. 394 00:34:21,995 --> 00:34:24,270 It just shortens the wait for breakfast. 395 00:34:26,830 --> 00:34:27,830 It's really late. 396 00:34:28,770 --> 00:34:29,770 are you hungry 397 00:34:32,270 --> 00:34:38,250 Anna usually prepares the food, but I am a genius when it comes to reheating pizza in the microwave, 398 00:34:38,251 --> 00:34:40,570 so... Wow. 399 00:34:41,790 --> 00:34:42,550 Thank you. 400 00:34:42,551 --> 00:34:43,551 Bon appetite. 401 00:34:44,770 --> 00:34:45,850 How is the search going? 402 00:34:47,550 --> 00:34:48,440 You were right. 403 00:34:48,464 --> 00:34:49,489 It's a lot. 404 00:34:49,690 --> 00:34:50,690 Yeah. 405 00:34:50,889 --> 00:34:52,169 She was constantly taking notes. 406 00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:57,790 Once we were at the zoo and, um... 407 00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:01,144 She had nowhere to write, so she took a marker and 408 00:35:01,194 --> 00:35:04,810 she wrote the names of the characters on Kru's diaper. 409 00:35:06,130 --> 00:35:07,130 Hmm. 410 00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:09,610 How did you meet Verity? 411 00:35:11,610 --> 00:35:13,170 We met at a party. 412 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:17,010 She wore perhaps the most amazing ones dress I've ever seen. 413 00:35:19,220 --> 00:35:20,420 So we left the party together. 414 00:35:21,590 --> 00:35:23,750 And when we went outside, there was a limousine. 415 00:35:24,230 --> 00:35:26,490 I opened the door and she got in. 416 00:35:27,530 --> 00:35:30,290 And then the driver came back and I had to to admit that the limousine is not mine. 417 00:35:50,500 --> 00:35:54,340 One night during sex he suggested to move in with him. 418 00:35:55,350 --> 00:35:56,520 He does it sometimes. 419 00:35:57,270 --> 00:36:00,840 He makes big decisions about ours life together while he fucks me. 420 00:36:08,170 --> 00:36:09,260 Move in with me. 421 00:36:10,860 --> 00:36:11,860 I broke my legs. 422 00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:14,910 And it was. 423 00:37:16,110 --> 00:37:17,450 I was happier than I had ever been. 424 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:25,207 Only when Jeremy was away for work transferred to another city, 425 00:37:25,208 --> 00:37:27,780 I didn't think that I will survive. 426 00:37:31,394 --> 00:37:32,794 And that's when I became a writer. 427 00:37:37,374 --> 00:37:39,540 My days were filled thoughts of Jeremy. 428 00:37:40,810 --> 00:37:45,420 And if I didn't figure out how to fill them thoughts of something else 429 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:50,620 by the time he came back I was afraid I wouldn't be able to to hide how much his absence destroys me. 430 00:37:53,300 --> 00:37:56,140 I wrote the entire novel during the few months he was gone. 431 00:37:57,340 --> 00:38:00,900 I created a fictional Jeremy and I named him Lame. 432 00:38:03,375 --> 00:38:07,400 Not in my wildest dreams would I he didn't think where it would all lead. 433 00:38:09,570 --> 00:38:12,960 When Jeremy finally returned home, it was deep night. 434 00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:14,116 Verity. 435 00:38:14,140 --> 00:38:15,200 I slept soundly. 436 00:38:15,860 --> 00:38:15,900 Hey. 437 00:38:15,901 --> 00:38:16,796 Wake up. 438 00:38:16,820 --> 00:38:17,316 What? 439 00:38:17,340 --> 00:38:18,340 Wake up. 440 00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:19,800 Hey. 441 00:38:21,370 --> 00:38:22,440 I read your manuscript. 442 00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:25,320 What? 443 00:38:27,660 --> 00:38:28,660 No. 444 00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:31,020 Jeremy? 445 00:38:31,044 --> 00:38:33,580 No, I told you not to no—you said you—you promised! 446 00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:34,980 I couldn't do it myself. 447 00:38:35,060 --> 00:38:35,436 Look at yourself. 448 00:38:35,460 --> 00:38:36,460 Do it! 449 00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:37,640 It's good. 450 00:38:39,240 --> 00:38:40,240 What? 451 00:38:40,470 --> 00:38:41,980 It's really good. 452 00:38:44,690 --> 00:38:45,720 Say it again. 453 00:38:46,340 --> 00:38:47,380 You're a bloody genius. 454 00:38:47,795 --> 00:38:50,729 It was the first time I tasted what is it like 455 00:38:50,730 --> 00:38:53,400 when the reader enjoys it, what I created for him. 456 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:05,960 That one comment, that one sweet, a simple comment meant so much to me. 457 00:39:11,930 --> 00:39:12,970 You bit me. 458 00:39:15,700 --> 00:39:16,730 You deserve it. 459 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:33,180 Marry me, Verity. 460 00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:36,940 Why? 461 00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:39,840 Because I'm your biggest fan. 462 00:39:43,340 --> 00:39:44,340 Good. 463 00:39:45,420 --> 00:39:46,420 Thank you. 464 00:41:55,590 --> 00:41:56,590 She is catatonic. 465 00:41:56,800 --> 00:41:58,950 He can't walk, he can't move. 466 00:41:59,920 --> 00:42:03,791 And then I her this morning he watched and she 467 00:42:03,792 --> 00:42:07,230 she turned suddenly and she looked straight at me. 468 00:42:07,660 --> 00:42:10,290 You didn't just say you did can't move or talk? 469 00:42:10,291 --> 00:42:11,291 I know, I know. 470 00:42:11,435 --> 00:42:12,076 But you can't. 471 00:42:12,100 --> 00:42:14,050 I feel like I'm going crazy. 472 00:42:14,334 --> 00:42:16,910 Lowen, you are browsing now a difficult period. 473 00:42:17,420 --> 00:42:18,860 You have a lot of things to deal with. 474 00:42:20,050 --> 00:42:21,490 You are grieving, you are stressed. 475 00:42:23,100 --> 00:42:24,370 Just focus on yourself, okay? 476 00:42:25,150 --> 00:42:29,970 You just have to do what for what you are there, and then get out of there. 477 00:42:30,490 --> 00:42:31,490 Good? 478 00:42:32,090 --> 00:42:33,130 Yeah, good. 479 00:42:39,535 --> 00:42:42,460 He said things that I she couldn't remember. 480 00:42:51,610 --> 00:42:58,560 He said: I will never be able to lay down your heart on the table to be eaten. 481 00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:04,220 He told me: You can't run away I chased the door to nowhere 482 00:43:04,820 --> 00:43:08,080 while the chorus began to dance in circle. 483 00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:44,600 Here, not there. 484 00:43:44,860 --> 00:43:45,860 Here, right? 485 00:43:49,470 --> 00:43:50,740 No, you didn't. 486 00:43:50,884 --> 00:43:51,900 No, no, no, no, no. 487 00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:53,776 Hey. 488 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:54,556 Hi. 489 00:43:54,580 --> 00:43:55,740 You were there all day. 490 00:43:56,560 --> 00:43:57,560 Are you making progress? 491 00:43:57,880 --> 00:43:58,880 Yeah. 492 00:43:59,010 --> 00:44:00,640 I'm starting to put it all together. 493 00:44:00,740 --> 00:44:01,740 Yeah. 494 00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:03,156 what are you doing 495 00:44:03,180 --> 00:44:04,940 Are you making a big pile of wood? 496 00:44:05,730 --> 00:44:07,240 There's a rotten shed up there. 497 00:44:07,660 --> 00:44:08,840 Crew is a master builder. 498 00:44:08,900 --> 00:44:09,846 Cool. 499 00:44:09,870 --> 00:44:11,200 But a big pile of wood. 500 00:44:11,380 --> 00:44:12,380 Yeah. 501 00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:14,640 Lowen? 502 00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:17,400 Hi. 503 00:44:17,790 --> 00:44:18,950 I'm going to the store. 504 00:44:21,020 --> 00:44:22,020 Good. 505 00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:23,580 Verity takes a nap. 506 00:44:24,260 --> 00:44:25,260 Good. 507 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:36,280 Hi Crew. 508 00:44:38,380 --> 00:44:39,380 Hi. 509 00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:43,600 I was just taking a little break from work. 510 00:44:45,070 --> 00:44:46,100 can i go play with you 511 00:44:49,010 --> 00:44:50,040 Um, I'm helping dad. 512 00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:52,160 Good. 513 00:44:53,940 --> 00:44:55,100 We can play another time. 514 00:44:56,060 --> 00:44:57,060 Good. 515 00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:01,530 It was about the third month, a few weeks after i found out 516 00:46:01,605 --> 00:46:04,550 that i am pregnant when i am she began to notice the difference. 517 00:46:07,050 --> 00:46:10,790 I had my hand down on my stomach and I felt something foreign. 518 00:46:13,560 --> 00:46:15,050 It was disgusting. 519 00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:29,600 Ms. 520 00:46:31,050 --> 00:46:32,100 Look at yourself. 521 00:46:44,050 --> 00:46:45,500 Am I still attracted to you? 522 00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:56,220 It was a lie to make me feel good better, but I was grateful. 523 00:46:57,370 --> 00:47:02,860 I squeezed his hands and he he turned me towards him and kissed me and 524 00:47:03,210 --> 00:47:07,400 picked me up on the sink counter which she was standing between my legs. 525 00:47:08,055 --> 00:47:09,440 I was completely naked. 526 00:47:10,990 --> 00:47:13,970 The only thing between we were his pants and 527 00:47:13,971 --> 00:47:17,380 grotesque belly that I am she was still trying to pull away. 528 00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:24,300 In the sixth month I felt that I'm going to burst at any moment. 529 00:47:25,140 --> 00:47:26,140 Hmmm. 530 00:47:27,180 --> 00:47:28,200 Someone is hungry. 531 00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:31,200 No, I don't. 532 00:47:32,060 --> 00:47:33,060 No, you might not, but they do. 533 00:47:35,580 --> 00:47:36,860 Did you feel it? 534 00:47:37,900 --> 00:47:38,900 Yeah. 535 00:47:43,900 --> 00:47:44,900 Jeremy? 536 00:47:45,100 --> 00:47:46,100 Yes? 537 00:47:47,700 --> 00:47:48,700 do you love them 538 00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:51,560 I love them more than anything in the world. 539 00:47:55,630 --> 00:47:56,680 More than me? 540 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:00,760 Other than you. 541 00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:03,800 Otherwise, yes. 542 00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:07,880 But that's the way it should be, right? 543 00:48:10,430 --> 00:48:12,910 You feel guilty because you love them more than me? 544 00:48:13,620 --> 00:48:14,640 I don't feel guilty. 545 00:48:16,970 --> 00:48:18,650 You should love them more than me. 546 00:48:20,230 --> 00:48:22,980 Our love for each other is conditional, but not our love for them. 547 00:48:28,810 --> 00:48:30,900 My love for you is not conditional. 548 00:48:31,680 --> 00:48:32,680 yeah 549 00:48:36,230 --> 00:48:38,140 baby my love for you is too unconditional. 550 00:48:38,680 --> 00:48:39,680 See what I mean? 551 00:48:43,455 --> 00:48:46,040 I started to wish to never get pregnant. 552 00:48:47,390 --> 00:48:52,280 I fantasized that if we they didn't have kids, he would favor me again. 553 00:48:54,940 --> 00:48:56,280 But there was no turning back. 554 00:48:57,380 --> 00:49:01,080 Jeremy wanted them, and it just happened. 555 00:49:07,540 --> 00:49:09,220 You are ready to move to the next wing? 556 00:49:09,250 --> 00:49:10,105 Yes, I am. 557 00:49:10,129 --> 00:49:11,180 Thank you. 558 00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:12,116 Up to you. 559 00:49:12,140 --> 00:49:13,140 Up to you. 560 00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:15,520 Huh? 561 00:49:16,060 --> 00:49:18,538 She served as a model for you any part of your cozy apartment 562 00:49:18,539 --> 00:49:20,740 in Chelsea, where you wrote your first a book? 563 00:49:21,500 --> 00:49:23,100 You see, it's where our family started. 564 00:49:23,190 --> 00:49:26,200 It's where she started my career as a writer. 565 00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:31,980 I love when I can mine tell stories to children. 566 00:49:33,140 --> 00:49:35,814 And like I said before, 567 00:49:35,815 --> 00:49:38,040 I close in my lair and terrorize the rest of the world. 568 00:49:39,200 --> 00:49:44,500 I hate myself for thinking that I can do it and everything will be fine. 569 00:49:49,850 --> 00:49:52,680 Nothing was right at all. 570 00:49:55,170 --> 00:50:00,760 Crew was quite calm, but Harper kept crying. 571 00:50:03,540 --> 00:50:05,180 It was like she was trying to punish me. 572 00:50:05,910 --> 00:50:08,760 She told me I was bad mother, I'm sure of it. 573 00:50:10,770 --> 00:50:14,960 When Jeremy finally returned to work, she had I'm terrified of being left alone with them. 574 00:50:15,934 --> 00:50:18,364 We couldn't afford a babysitter because backup 575 00:50:18,365 --> 00:50:21,420 which I received for sale her first book, was too small. 576 00:50:25,030 --> 00:50:28,110 However, it turned out that he had left like the best thing that ever happened to me. 577 00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:32,208 He left at seven in the morning and I got up with him 578 00:50:32,209 --> 00:50:34,249 to see me take care of the twins. 579 00:50:36,570 --> 00:50:40,540 I put them in their cribs, unplugged them their monitors and went back to bed. 580 00:50:47,200 --> 00:50:50,970 I started sleeping more than I don't think I ever slept. 581 00:50:56,220 --> 00:50:59,340 Every night when he came in through the door 582 00:50:59,890 --> 00:51:02,775 the children were calm, z the kitchen smelled of dinner and 583 00:51:02,776 --> 00:51:05,620 he would be blown away by how I managed everything well. 584 00:51:09,550 --> 00:51:14,100 And the twins would sleep through the night, exhausted from crying all day. 585 00:51:14,950 --> 00:51:16,150 It was probably good for them. 586 00:51:17,100 --> 00:51:21,380 The best part was that I could write most nights while everyone slept. 587 00:51:22,320 --> 00:51:25,220 The only thing that was limping was her bedroom. 588 00:51:27,420 --> 00:51:30,260 It was like I was walking through withdrawal symptoms. 589 00:51:31,860 --> 00:51:33,680 Jeremy no longer worshiped me. 590 00:51:34,530 --> 00:51:35,660 he didn't love me anymore 591 00:51:42,010 --> 00:51:47,940 When the twins were born, Jeremy talked a lot about SIDS and read a lot about it, 592 00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:51,120 which meant I was heard a lot about it. 593 00:51:52,350 --> 00:51:56,272 What struck me the most fascinating, was that it is difficult 594 00:51:56,273 --> 00:52:00,400 know the difference between SIDS and... and suffocation. 595 00:52:36,609 --> 00:52:40,530 I must accept this journey of personal hell. 596 00:52:40,570 --> 00:52:42,938 I will be forced these children nurture and pretend 597 00:52:42,939 --> 00:52:45,210 that I love them, for the rest of their lives. 598 00:53:09,130 --> 00:53:10,330 Can I help you with something? 599 00:53:19,320 --> 00:53:20,750 Is there any alcohol in the house? 600 00:53:21,890 --> 00:53:22,890 Yes. 601 00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:44,160 what's going on 602 00:53:47,830 --> 00:53:48,890 Your wife. 603 00:53:51,070 --> 00:53:52,830 He has this. 604 00:53:55,930 --> 00:53:59,350 Because, well, her books scare me. 605 00:54:00,460 --> 00:54:03,650 And yet you write in the same genre. 606 00:54:04,570 --> 00:54:09,890 Yeah, well, sometimes even my own writing scares me. 607 00:54:11,320 --> 00:54:12,720 Maybe you should switch to romance. 608 00:54:13,190 --> 00:54:14,190 Hmm. 609 00:54:14,930 --> 00:54:15,930 Hmm. 610 00:54:16,660 --> 00:54:17,770 Yeah, I guess I will. 611 00:54:24,330 --> 00:54:25,330 You missed dinner. 612 00:54:25,380 --> 00:54:26,820 It's still warm if you want some. 613 00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:28,350 Okay, I should eat. 614 00:54:29,070 --> 00:54:30,070 Good. 615 00:54:34,310 --> 00:54:35,360 Thank you. 616 00:54:35,820 --> 00:54:36,820 Of course. 617 00:54:41,970 --> 00:54:42,970 Hmmm. 618 00:54:50,490 --> 00:54:52,040 Can I ask something? 619 00:54:55,100 --> 00:54:56,100 Of course. 620 00:54:57,130 --> 00:54:59,080 Just tell me if I'm too curious. 621 00:55:01,460 --> 00:55:02,460 But... 622 00:55:03,070 --> 00:55:06,700 It is possible that Verity would could she fully recover? 623 00:55:08,120 --> 00:55:09,120 Um... 624 00:55:11,100 --> 00:55:12,100 Nope. 625 00:55:13,310 --> 00:55:16,780 The doctors don't think he will ever walking or talking again. 626 00:55:17,950 --> 00:55:19,980 So she's paralyzed? 627 00:55:21,660 --> 00:55:27,700 To damage the spinal cord didn't happen, but her mind is... 628 00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:30,280 He has basic reflexes. 629 00:55:30,410 --> 00:55:36,040 He can eat, drink, blink and move a little. 630 00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:38,960 But none of this is intentional. 631 00:55:42,580 --> 00:55:48,230 So we hope with continued he can improve a little with therapy. 632 00:55:50,070 --> 00:55:51,070 But who knows? 633 00:55:56,870 --> 00:55:57,870 Dad? 634 00:56:00,940 --> 00:56:01,950 Hi mate, what's up? 635 00:56:02,430 --> 00:56:03,426 I'm ready for bed. 636 00:56:03,450 --> 00:56:04,450 Okay, sure. 637 00:56:05,610 --> 00:56:06,610 Did you brush your teeth? 638 00:56:06,870 --> 00:56:07,255 Yeah! 639 00:56:07,279 --> 00:56:08,106 Okay, fine. 640 00:56:08,130 --> 00:56:09,130 Let me smell it. 641 00:56:10,490 --> 00:56:11,770 Let's say good night to mom. 642 00:56:11,771 --> 00:56:12,130 Good night. 643 00:56:12,154 --> 00:56:13,310 Good night, Roland. 644 00:56:13,830 --> 00:56:14,830 Good night. 645 00:56:42,980 --> 00:56:43,980 This is Harper. 646 00:56:47,520 --> 00:56:48,560 what was she like 647 00:56:50,650 --> 00:56:52,820 She was amazing. 648 00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:58,080 I'm not sure if that Verity understood as I did. 649 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:04,742 She had trouble expressing herself emotions but I had a feeling 650 00:57:04,743 --> 00:57:07,190 that I just read what he needed, you know? 651 00:57:08,110 --> 00:57:09,150 I knew what drove her. 652 00:57:11,070 --> 00:57:12,630 What made her happy what made her sad 653 00:57:13,740 --> 00:57:17,370 Although it was difficult for her to show it all to the world. 654 00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:20,630 But she was amazing. 655 00:57:27,410 --> 00:57:29,400 Were you close, Harper and Crew? 656 00:57:31,730 --> 00:57:32,780 Yeah, they were. 657 00:57:41,130 --> 00:57:42,620 He didn't even ask her. 658 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:46,200 Not once. 659 00:57:48,210 --> 00:57:49,450 Not once did he say her name. 660 00:57:50,750 --> 00:57:55,400 We went to therapy together for a few months and i was just scared 661 00:57:55,500 --> 00:57:58,440 that every week it reminds him of everything so... 662 00:58:00,980 --> 00:58:03,700 I took him from there but i will put him back there if... 663 00:58:05,740 --> 00:58:07,100 If he reports signs that he needs it. 664 00:58:08,330 --> 00:58:09,360 See to it that he is well. 665 00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:17,440 what about you 666 00:58:19,560 --> 00:58:20,560 What is to become of me? 667 00:58:23,220 --> 00:58:24,260 how are you 668 00:58:27,920 --> 00:58:28,920 I'm fine 669 00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:55,800 Dad! 670 00:58:57,320 --> 00:58:58,320 Yes mate? 671 00:59:04,220 --> 00:59:05,240 Okay, I'm going. 672 01:00:46,010 --> 01:00:47,010 I think she's dead. 673 01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:33,840 Some applesauce. 674 01:02:37,770 --> 01:02:38,770 Good. 675 01:02:44,720 --> 01:02:45,586 Hi Lowen. 676 01:02:45,610 --> 01:02:46,930 So how far along are you? 677 01:02:47,440 --> 01:02:50,220 Our marketing and PR the team wants to make an announcement now. 678 01:02:50,221 --> 01:02:52,520 It's all subject to change our approval, right? 679 01:02:52,910 --> 01:02:55,080 Yes, of course, but we need some advance. 680 01:02:55,260 --> 01:02:55,841 That's all. 681 01:02:55,865 --> 01:02:57,380 Well, Lowen writes very fast. 682 01:02:58,180 --> 01:02:59,180 Right, Low? 683 01:02:59,480 --> 01:03:00,480 Yes. 684 01:03:00,990 --> 01:03:02,270 Yeah, you'll have what you need. 685 01:03:36,180 --> 01:03:41,860 I've basically gone through all the notes, so i will probably start writing soon. 686 01:03:46,035 --> 01:03:47,920 I think I'll be leaving in the next few days. 687 01:03:50,460 --> 01:03:51,460 Yeah? 688 01:03:54,320 --> 01:03:54,961 Yeah. 689 01:03:54,985 --> 01:03:56,420 Thank you for letting me stay here. 690 01:03:59,550 --> 01:04:01,430 Yeah, I wish it did could have been a bit longer. 691 01:04:03,085 --> 01:04:05,000 I feel like I'm you she almost didn't even know. 692 01:04:06,990 --> 01:04:08,000 What do you want to know? 693 01:04:10,560 --> 01:04:11,560 when is your birthday 694 01:04:12,820 --> 01:04:13,820 oh god 695 01:04:15,180 --> 01:04:15,776 What? 696 01:04:15,800 --> 01:04:16,800 What's so funny about that? 697 01:04:18,300 --> 01:04:21,540 I had them yesterday. 698 01:04:23,080 --> 01:04:24,120 You're kidding me. 699 01:04:24,260 --> 01:04:25,260 Seriously? 700 01:04:26,240 --> 01:04:27,280 You're lying. 701 01:04:28,210 --> 01:04:29,260 I'm not lying. 702 01:04:30,600 --> 01:04:32,160 Of course we have to celebrate it. 703 01:04:32,640 --> 01:04:33,576 No. 704 01:04:33,600 --> 01:04:34,600 Yeah. 705 01:04:36,460 --> 01:04:38,020 There is one good restaurant in town. 706 01:04:38,225 --> 01:04:42,400 It is the best Bavarian restaurant in rural Vermont. 707 01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:44,380 Clearly. 708 01:04:45,270 --> 01:04:46,560 They have an amazing vienna schnitzel. 709 01:04:47,140 --> 01:04:48,140 Ms. 710 01:04:48,670 --> 01:04:50,420 That sounds really irresistible. 711 01:04:50,604 --> 01:04:53,480 I'm not really into parties. 712 01:04:53,900 --> 01:04:54,900 Oh, sure. 713 01:04:55,180 --> 01:04:56,180 It could be fun. 714 01:04:57,580 --> 01:04:59,380 we could dress up order some good wine. 715 01:05:03,550 --> 01:05:05,380 I didn't pack anything for a special occasion. 716 01:05:08,340 --> 01:05:11,540 Verity has lots of fancy clothes, if you want to borrow something from her closet. 717 01:05:48,920 --> 01:05:49,495 In the Lord we believe we believe in the lord 718 01:05:49,496 --> 01:05:50,150 we believe in the lord we believe in the Lord. 719 01:05:50,151 --> 01:05:51,151 We'll see. 720 01:05:53,070 --> 01:05:54,090 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 721 01:05:54,091 --> 01:05:55,066 If I understand it. 722 01:05:55,090 --> 01:05:56,090 Feigned crying. 723 01:06:01,220 --> 01:06:02,240 No, that's not it. 724 01:06:02,241 --> 01:06:03,241 Hi. 725 01:06:05,220 --> 01:06:06,220 Hi. 726 01:06:09,410 --> 01:06:10,166 Good morning. 727 01:06:10,190 --> 01:06:11,190 can i tell you a joke 728 01:06:11,590 --> 01:06:12,590 yes please 729 01:06:12,710 --> 01:06:13,626 What does the abbreviation E.T. mean? 730 01:06:13,650 --> 01:06:14,650 ? 731 01:06:15,910 --> 01:06:16,910 Talk. 732 01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:18,320 Because he has short legs. 733 01:06:18,829 --> 01:06:20,130 She has short legs. 734 01:06:20,865 --> 01:06:21,865 That's good. 735 01:06:22,894 --> 01:06:24,310 Um, knock knock. 736 01:06:24,630 --> 01:06:25,630 who is there 737 01:06:25,824 --> 01:06:26,910 Jumping cow. 738 01:06:27,030 --> 01:06:28,030 What jumping cow? 739 01:06:31,500 --> 01:06:32,940 This is new to the repertoire. 740 01:06:34,310 --> 01:06:37,150 Anna, we're leaving. 741 01:06:37,590 --> 01:06:38,590 I'm going now. 742 01:06:38,770 --> 01:06:40,490 See you when we get back. 743 01:06:40,805 --> 01:06:42,350 Probably not until the morning, okay? 744 01:06:42,435 --> 01:06:43,755 So be nice to Anna, okay? 745 01:06:43,810 --> 01:06:44,510 i love you 746 01:06:44,530 --> 01:06:45,530 Okay, me too. 747 01:06:49,780 --> 01:06:52,570 So, what's your process? 748 01:06:53,530 --> 01:06:54,530 My procedure? 749 01:06:54,830 --> 01:06:55,526 Yeah. 750 01:06:55,550 --> 01:06:58,030 All writers have their processes, right? 751 01:06:58,170 --> 01:06:59,166 what is yours 752 01:06:59,190 --> 01:07:00,190 oh god 753 01:07:06,770 --> 01:07:14,770 Um, well, I'll start writing and then everything, I hate what I write, but I keep writing 754 01:07:16,135 --> 01:07:20,110 and then i finish the book and pretend that I'm happy 755 01:07:21,810 --> 01:07:22,830 That sounds healthy. 756 01:07:23,265 --> 01:07:24,590 It's really great fun. 757 01:07:25,010 --> 01:07:26,010 Hmm. 758 01:07:26,080 --> 01:07:27,320 Okay, I have one more question. 759 01:07:28,980 --> 01:07:29,990 do you hate it 760 01:07:32,490 --> 01:07:33,690 Are you even having a little fun? 761 01:07:34,770 --> 01:07:35,810 I'm having fun. 762 01:07:36,350 --> 01:07:37,830 Does it look like I'm not having fun? 763 01:07:38,430 --> 01:07:40,130 I can't do it from your... 764 01:07:40,770 --> 01:07:41,770 This is just how I look. 765 01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:43,910 I have a naturally bored expression. 766 01:07:44,730 --> 01:07:45,730 I hear it often. 767 01:07:47,040 --> 01:07:48,630 But I'm having a really good time, I promise. 768 01:07:49,730 --> 01:07:55,130 This is by far the best Bavarian restaurant I've ever been to. 769 01:07:55,131 --> 01:07:56,610 I told you he was the best. 770 01:07:57,184 --> 01:07:59,150 Those leather shorts are really nice detail. 771 01:07:59,880 --> 01:08:01,790 I feel too classy in them. 772 01:08:02,350 --> 01:08:03,350 No, no, it's like... 773 01:08:03,960 --> 01:08:05,240 This is like German party wear. 774 01:08:09,020 --> 01:08:10,300 Can I ask you one more thing? 775 01:08:10,870 --> 01:08:11,870 Yeah. 776 01:08:13,570 --> 01:08:15,690 You think I should Bring Crew back to therapy? 777 01:08:16,590 --> 01:08:17,590 Yes. 778 01:08:18,109 --> 01:08:19,109 Definitely. 779 01:08:22,120 --> 01:08:23,320 Have you ever been to therapy? 780 01:08:24,090 --> 01:08:25,090 Yeah. 781 01:08:27,295 --> 01:08:29,055 It's the best thing who ever met me 782 01:08:30,520 --> 01:08:31,950 I had a lot of problems as a child. 783 01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:40,350 And this therapist helped me to understand that there is nothing wrong with me. 784 01:08:42,590 --> 01:08:48,270 And after years of, you know, everyone said, I started to believe it. 785 01:08:48,330 --> 01:08:50,109 But it helped. 786 01:08:52,500 --> 01:08:53,940 Did your mom go to therapy with you? 787 01:08:57,729 --> 01:08:58,729 No. 788 01:09:00,819 --> 01:09:01,819 No. 789 01:09:03,930 --> 01:09:04,990 We were just terribly distant. 790 01:09:07,020 --> 01:09:08,500 Which actually reminds me a lot... 791 01:09:12,300 --> 01:09:13,300 Who? 792 01:09:13,375 --> 01:09:14,375 The main character... 793 01:09:15,890 --> 01:09:17,770 The main character from Verity's books. 794 01:09:18,330 --> 01:09:19,330 Ah. 795 01:09:20,260 --> 01:09:21,270 That's bad. 796 01:09:22,840 --> 01:09:24,000 You really didn't read them? 797 01:09:25,069 --> 01:09:26,069 Just the first one. 798 01:09:26,990 --> 01:09:27,990 Why? 799 01:09:28,990 --> 01:09:30,270 Because I couldn't understand… 800 01:09:30,790 --> 01:09:32,390 That it all came from her imagination. 801 01:09:34,820 --> 01:09:39,430 He's always mean to me she was angry that I wasn't reading her manuscripts. 802 01:09:40,530 --> 01:09:42,436 For some reason she needed my recognition 803 01:09:42,437 --> 01:09:44,210 even though the whole world recognized her. 804 01:09:48,800 --> 01:09:49,800 Anyway. 805 01:09:53,210 --> 01:09:54,530 Where do you get recognition? 806 01:09:56,040 --> 01:09:57,040 I don't get it. 807 01:09:58,400 --> 01:09:59,420 My books are not popular. 808 01:09:59,640 --> 01:10:00,640 I don't know... 809 01:10:01,560 --> 01:10:03,780 I mean sometimes I get for example, a nice review. 810 01:10:04,910 --> 01:10:05,920 Here and there. 811 01:10:08,620 --> 01:10:14,140 But I've never had anyone tell me said to my face that my writing matters 812 01:10:14,640 --> 01:10:15,660 Lowen. 813 01:10:17,510 --> 01:10:19,160 I imagine that would be nice. 814 01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:20,960 I have to tell you something. 815 01:10:24,660 --> 01:10:25,670 I lied to you. 816 01:10:28,310 --> 01:10:29,330 What did you lie to me about? 817 01:10:31,410 --> 01:10:32,950 Verity hasn't read your book. 818 01:10:35,250 --> 01:10:36,370 So why did you say that? 819 01:10:37,610 --> 01:10:38,610 I read your book. 820 01:10:39,910 --> 01:10:40,950 And she was... 821 01:10:42,510 --> 01:10:43,510 phenomenal. 822 01:10:44,900 --> 01:10:47,250 And I'm sorry, but I... 823 01:10:48,690 --> 01:10:54,350 I just knew it wouldn't mean that much if it were from me, like if it were from Verity, 824 01:10:54,640 --> 01:10:57,870 and for some reason I'm terrible she wanted it to mean something to you. 825 01:11:03,360 --> 01:11:06,690 Because the thing is that on your writing matters to me, Lowen. 826 01:11:33,390 --> 01:11:35,080 Good luck, cheers. 827 01:11:36,190 --> 01:11:39,280 Good luck, cheers. 828 01:11:40,280 --> 01:11:43,340 Good luck dear Lowen. 829 01:11:44,720 --> 01:11:48,040 Good luck, cheers. 830 01:11:56,730 --> 01:11:57,770 What did you wish for? 831 01:11:58,730 --> 01:11:59,730 I can't tell you that. 832 01:12:07,890 --> 01:12:10,790 You know what the secret is such a delicious cake? 833 01:12:11,090 --> 01:12:12,090 tell me 834 01:12:12,630 --> 01:12:13,650 It has vanilla pudding in it. 835 01:12:14,730 --> 01:12:15,506 Pudding? 836 01:12:15,530 --> 01:12:16,530 Mm-um. 837 01:12:21,460 --> 01:12:22,460 Hmm. 838 01:12:23,880 --> 01:12:24,920 That is very good. 839 01:12:25,180 --> 01:12:25,676 Yeah. 840 01:12:25,700 --> 01:12:26,256 Mm-um. 841 01:12:26,280 --> 01:12:27,280 I said it. 842 01:12:29,140 --> 01:12:31,140 You have icing. 843 01:12:32,260 --> 01:12:33,260 Where? 844 01:12:40,950 --> 01:12:41,830 Here. 845 01:12:41,831 --> 01:12:42,831 I would be. 846 01:13:00,820 --> 01:13:02,500 there quick baby come back to me 847 01:13:06,390 --> 01:13:07,410 It's over there across the sea. 848 01:13:11,990 --> 01:13:13,790 I'd be there once or twice baby come back to me 849 01:13:14,130 --> 01:13:19,930 It's over there across the sea. 850 01:13:31,460 --> 01:13:34,220 Just to tell you I'm sorry baby come back to me baby come back to me 851 01:13:45,530 --> 01:13:47,930 I'm typing right now, baby, come back to me baby come back to me 852 01:13:50,830 --> 01:13:51,850 Will you run back to me? 853 01:14:03,740 --> 01:14:04,740 Verity. 854 01:14:07,300 --> 01:14:08,300 Verity! 855 01:14:08,820 --> 01:14:09,820 Verity! 856 01:14:09,880 --> 01:14:10,596 Oh god. 857 01:14:10,620 --> 01:14:12,100 She was standing right there. 858 01:14:12,140 --> 01:14:12,636 I apologize. 859 01:14:12,660 --> 01:14:13,416 I shouldn't have kissed you. 860 01:14:13,440 --> 01:14:14,560 You know what it looks like. 861 01:14:15,260 --> 01:14:16,260 I apologize. 862 01:14:17,180 --> 01:14:18,260 No, I just saw her. 863 01:14:20,800 --> 01:14:21,800 She... 864 01:14:22,460 --> 01:14:24,380 She can't walk, Lowen. 865 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:25,616 She was standing right there. 866 01:14:25,640 --> 01:14:26,640 She stood there. 867 01:14:27,260 --> 01:14:28,480 She was standing right there. 868 01:14:28,660 --> 01:14:31,680 Your fucking wife was standing there Jeremy! 869 01:14:31,860 --> 01:14:32,860 I know what I saw! 870 01:14:55,540 --> 01:14:56,540 Hey. 871 01:14:59,360 --> 01:15:00,600 So there is no one in the house. 872 01:15:01,570 --> 01:15:02,570 And nobody's home. 873 01:15:04,010 --> 01:15:05,050 Crew must sleep. 874 01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:10,120 It certainly wasn't Verity. 875 01:15:11,380 --> 01:15:12,380 I checked it. 876 01:15:13,100 --> 01:15:14,100 Trust me. 877 01:15:14,860 --> 01:15:15,900 My mistake. 878 01:15:17,280 --> 01:15:23,040 You worked without a break, you're exhausted and i'm... 879 01:15:23,490 --> 01:15:25,880 You just know, we... And me i just feel like... 880 01:15:26,320 --> 01:15:27,420 Yeah, you're right. 881 01:15:27,660 --> 01:15:30,240 It's probably paranoia and guilt. 882 01:15:36,220 --> 01:15:37,260 This place is crazy. 883 01:15:39,890 --> 01:15:42,340 Jeremy, you are a prisoner of your own the house. 884 01:15:44,380 --> 01:15:45,400 Crew is a prisoner. 885 01:15:47,060 --> 01:15:48,680 He has to get out of here. 886 01:15:48,820 --> 01:15:50,340 You have to get back to work. 887 01:15:52,870 --> 01:15:54,200 Take a moment for yourself, Jeremy. 888 01:15:59,990 --> 01:16:01,680 You can afford to be selfish. 889 01:16:05,320 --> 01:16:11,720 You deserve the life you have moments that have nothing to do with her. 890 01:16:13,570 --> 01:16:15,650 And which concern only you and what you want 891 01:16:15,780 --> 01:16:16,800 What do I want? 892 01:16:16,880 --> 01:16:17,880 Yes. 893 01:16:22,230 --> 01:16:23,280 what do you want 894 01:16:25,460 --> 01:16:26,460 you. 895 01:16:29,060 --> 01:16:30,080 I want you all to myself. 896 01:16:33,600 --> 01:16:34,600 Say it again. 897 01:16:36,290 --> 01:16:37,340 i want you 898 01:18:57,570 --> 01:18:59,160 When are you coming back from Boston? 899 01:19:00,515 --> 01:19:01,840 Um, it shouldn't be too late. 900 01:19:04,790 --> 01:19:08,020 Dad, you have to take us in a canoe. 901 01:19:10,300 --> 01:19:11,420 Baby, mommy can take you. 902 01:19:14,500 --> 01:19:15,496 You don't mind, do you? 903 01:19:15,520 --> 01:19:16,736 You can take him to the lake. 904 01:19:16,760 --> 01:19:17,760 Whoops! 905 01:19:17,840 --> 01:19:18,920 I want to go in the water. 906 01:19:19,160 --> 01:19:20,200 Would that make you happy? 907 01:19:21,020 --> 01:19:22,020 Whoops! 908 01:19:23,600 --> 01:19:24,076 Great! 909 01:19:24,100 --> 01:19:26,026 I want to hear all about it when i get back ok 910 01:19:26,050 --> 01:19:27,560 I'll be back around... What is it? 911 01:19:28,060 --> 01:19:29,060 For you. 912 01:19:29,140 --> 01:19:30,140 Oh, you... 913 01:19:31,450 --> 01:19:32,520 isn't she beautiful 914 01:19:32,730 --> 01:19:33,730 i love her 915 01:19:34,380 --> 01:19:35,380 It's a whale. 916 01:19:36,370 --> 01:19:37,450 I love you so much Harper. 917 01:19:38,260 --> 01:19:39,400 I love you Crew. 918 01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:40,920 Be good to mommy, okay? 919 01:19:41,060 --> 01:19:42,060 Good. 920 01:19:42,100 --> 01:19:43,100 Hi. 921 01:19:43,440 --> 01:19:44,440 Hi. 922 01:19:45,540 --> 01:19:46,540 I'll see you. 923 01:20:20,820 --> 01:20:22,700 Jeremy went to Boston on business. 924 01:20:29,050 --> 01:20:30,660 I took the kids canoeing. 925 01:20:34,030 --> 01:20:35,900 Harper sat in the front boat. 926 01:20:36,975 --> 01:20:38,200 Crew was in the middle. 927 01:20:40,960 --> 01:20:42,800 None of us had life jackets. 928 01:20:45,250 --> 01:20:46,940 Then I transferred all my weight. 929 01:20:49,065 --> 01:20:51,120 And the boat capsized. 930 01:21:43,990 --> 01:21:45,000 Lowen, I'm leaving. 931 01:21:46,380 --> 01:21:47,580 He's over there, watching TV. 932 01:21:48,200 --> 01:21:49,200 Good. 933 01:21:49,420 --> 01:21:50,420 Good night, Lowen. 934 01:22:00,150 --> 01:22:01,150 Hi Crew. 935 01:22:01,870 --> 01:22:02,870 Hi. 936 01:22:03,810 --> 01:22:04,830 what are you doing 937 01:22:06,030 --> 01:22:07,810 I'm just playing this game on my iPad. 938 01:22:10,530 --> 01:22:11,770 Crew, can I ask you something? 939 01:22:12,530 --> 01:22:13,530 Yeah. 940 01:22:22,060 --> 01:22:23,060 Yes. 941 01:22:49,440 --> 01:22:53,860 Mom said I'm not with you talk when you ask me about her. 942 01:23:04,800 --> 01:23:06,690 Your mom pretends she can't talk? 943 01:23:08,170 --> 01:23:08,941 Ah! 944 01:23:08,965 --> 01:23:09,965 Ah! 945 01:23:13,230 --> 01:23:14,230 Jeremy! 946 01:23:15,350 --> 01:23:16,350 What happened? 947 01:23:17,490 --> 01:23:19,530 He bit the knife, I don't know. 948 01:23:30,720 --> 01:23:31,770 should i go with you 949 01:23:33,440 --> 01:23:34,840 No, it may take a while in the emergency room. 950 01:23:35,600 --> 01:23:37,240 I need someone to stay here with Verity. 951 01:24:09,430 --> 01:24:11,660 Especially with this silly old companion. 952 01:24:54,610 --> 01:24:55,620 How could you do that? 953 01:24:59,890 --> 01:25:01,250 How could you be so cruel? 954 01:25:09,680 --> 01:25:10,680 say something 955 01:25:13,820 --> 01:25:15,000 I know you play it. 956 01:25:15,125 --> 01:25:16,700 I know you play it! 957 01:25:30,120 --> 01:25:31,160 say something 958 01:25:32,690 --> 01:25:33,700 Say something! 959 01:25:48,170 --> 01:25:49,580 You have this life. 960 01:25:50,710 --> 01:25:51,900 Do you have this... 961 01:25:53,830 --> 01:25:54,900 perfect life and... 962 01:25:56,900 --> 01:26:02,380 You have everything you want anyone could ever wish. 963 01:26:04,280 --> 01:26:05,300 That's what I want. 964 01:26:07,430 --> 01:26:08,760 And you don't deserve it. 965 01:26:14,150 --> 01:26:15,560 And I'll take it from you. 966 01:26:18,560 --> 01:26:19,560 Absolutely everything. 967 01:26:25,150 --> 01:26:26,150 Your career. 968 01:26:28,100 --> 01:26:29,130 Your husband. 969 01:26:32,085 --> 01:26:38,970 So keep pretending you don't hear me and you can't see, just try it. 970 01:26:54,150 --> 01:26:56,930 You deserve to rot in your wretched place little room, 971 01:27:02,200 --> 01:27:05,450 you selfish Machiavellian pindo. 972 01:27:55,160 --> 01:27:56,430 The police took my report. 973 01:27:56,930 --> 01:27:57,806 Twice. 974 01:27:57,830 --> 01:27:58,830 It's their job. 975 01:27:58,990 --> 01:28:00,630 Harper leaned over the edge of the canoe. 976 01:28:01,135 --> 01:28:03,230 Their questions were simple enough, easy to answer. 977 01:28:03,850 --> 01:28:04,850 They overturned. 978 01:28:06,240 --> 01:28:07,650 We all went under the water 979 01:28:12,990 --> 01:28:16,420 but... And I tried her find but i... 980 01:28:17,070 --> 01:28:19,820 I was running out of air and had to get Crew to safety. 981 01:28:27,210 --> 01:28:29,327 I think my performance he was so good that they were 982 01:28:29,328 --> 01:28:31,540 unpleasant ask me more questions. 983 01:28:33,930 --> 01:28:35,020 Jeremy was devastated. 984 01:28:36,470 --> 01:28:39,680 But I thought it would pass and... 985 01:28:39,780 --> 01:28:42,040 He will finally be mine again. 986 01:28:44,360 --> 01:28:48,540 The irony was that I immediately started again to write. 987 01:28:50,630 --> 01:28:56,600 The words just poured out of me but Jeremy was acting so sad 988 01:28:57,150 --> 01:29:04,900 dead end and nowhere to end I feel like there's nothing left to say. 989 01:29:05,555 --> 01:29:07,060 No future to write home about. 990 01:29:07,300 --> 01:29:08,300 I'm going to go somewhere for a while. 991 01:29:09,450 --> 01:29:10,800 No past that could be redeemed. 992 01:29:18,620 --> 01:29:21,340 He is such a nuisance now that harper is dead. 993 01:29:22,510 --> 01:29:24,260 I almost regret not killing her. 994 01:29:27,420 --> 01:29:30,580 If that's the case, so be it. 995 01:29:32,010 --> 01:29:33,860 I just steer the car into a tree. 996 01:29:35,300 --> 01:29:36,300 End. 997 01:29:42,520 --> 01:29:43,520 Hi. 998 01:29:44,120 --> 01:29:45,120 How's Crew? 999 01:29:48,165 --> 01:29:52,740 Six stitches and a bunch of medicine for the pain, but... He'll be fine. 1000 01:29:55,335 --> 01:29:57,220 He will be in a deep sleep for the rest of the night. 1001 01:29:58,920 --> 01:29:59,920 Poor boy. 1002 01:30:02,400 --> 01:30:04,390 When there's a storm like this, the power goes out, 1003 01:30:04,414 --> 01:30:06,340 I'd better go shower while you can. 1004 01:30:06,405 --> 01:30:09,360 I'm covered in dried blood. 1005 01:30:12,760 --> 01:30:15,200 It's getting to be a bit our tradition, to be covered in blood. 1006 01:30:19,480 --> 01:30:20,480 Why do you have it? 1007 01:30:25,230 --> 01:30:26,790 Why is there a camera in Verity's room? 1008 01:30:29,760 --> 01:30:30,770 I can explain that to you. 1009 01:30:31,650 --> 01:30:34,610 We... we need to talk. 1010 01:30:42,580 --> 01:30:45,670 Your wife is not who you think she is. 1011 01:30:46,570 --> 01:30:47,570 It isn't. 1012 01:30:47,780 --> 01:30:50,190 She's been lying to you since the day you met. 1013 01:30:52,010 --> 01:30:52,846 Lowen? 1014 01:30:52,870 --> 01:30:54,630 Crew told me he was talking to him. 1015 01:30:55,140 --> 01:30:56,390 She is helpless, Lowen! 1016 01:30:57,430 --> 01:30:59,610 I know you have a writer's block imagination, but do you hear what you're saying? 1017 01:30:59,611 --> 01:31:00,611 Fuck you Jeremy! 1018 01:31:00,820 --> 01:31:01,850 She killed Harper! 1019 01:31:03,130 --> 01:31:04,096 What?! 1020 01:31:04,120 --> 01:31:05,170 She killed Harper. 1021 01:31:07,460 --> 01:31:08,470 I can prove it. 1022 01:31:09,070 --> 01:31:10,070 Here. 1023 01:31:10,550 --> 01:31:11,550 Read it. 1024 01:31:12,410 --> 01:31:13,410 Read it. 1025 01:31:14,430 --> 01:31:15,430 It's a confession. 1026 01:31:16,210 --> 01:31:17,206 It's Verity's confession. 1027 01:31:17,230 --> 01:31:17,666 She wrote it. 1028 01:31:17,690 --> 01:31:18,810 I found it on a flash drive. 1029 01:31:20,570 --> 01:31:21,570 Everything is there. 1030 01:31:21,640 --> 01:31:22,720 You must know the truth. 1031 01:31:33,090 --> 01:31:34,090 She killed Harper. 1032 01:31:40,100 --> 01:31:41,100 She is a liar. 1033 01:31:45,890 --> 01:31:46,890 can you see 1034 01:31:50,680 --> 01:31:51,680 what are you doing 1035 01:31:52,900 --> 01:31:53,900 Hell. 1036 01:32:12,090 --> 01:32:13,090 Verity. 1037 01:32:44,850 --> 01:32:49,630 When I walk through that door, I'll take it your handwriting straight to the police. 1038 01:32:50,430 --> 01:32:52,610 And you will be locked up. 1039 01:32:52,990 --> 01:32:55,630 And you'll never see Crew or me again. 1040 01:32:58,020 --> 01:33:01,810 If you don't tell me what's up exactly in this house is happening. 1041 01:33:08,180 --> 01:33:09,180 Please. 1042 01:33:09,240 --> 01:33:10,240 Please. 1043 01:33:11,580 --> 01:33:12,580 Please. 1044 01:33:14,180 --> 01:33:16,220 Let me explain. 1045 01:33:17,360 --> 01:33:19,380 What the fuck, Farideh? 1046 01:33:19,575 --> 01:33:21,940 Jeremy, I had to. 1047 01:33:22,480 --> 01:33:25,840 All this time you were... What? 1048 01:33:27,260 --> 01:33:28,540 Please don't hurt me please 1049 01:33:28,725 --> 01:33:30,080 Not to hurt you? 1050 01:33:30,505 --> 01:33:33,080 You murdered our daughter! 1051 01:33:39,590 --> 01:33:40,590 Jeremy! 1052 01:33:41,930 --> 01:33:42,930 Jeremy! 1053 01:34:02,940 --> 01:34:04,680 Did she kill Harper? 1054 01:34:05,580 --> 01:34:13,580 Think of Chri-. 1055 01:34:33,860 --> 01:34:36,030 You have to fake it as an accident. 1056 01:34:43,105 --> 01:34:45,180 Cover her nose and mouth until he stops breathing. 1057 01:34:46,920 --> 01:34:48,280 Leave no trace. 1058 01:35:50,710 --> 01:35:51,710 It's okay. 1059 01:35:51,930 --> 01:35:52,930 It's okay. 1060 01:35:57,080 --> 01:35:58,400 Let's make up a story. 1061 01:35:59,930 --> 01:36:01,668 You and me, we'll make up a story and then 1062 01:36:01,669 --> 01:36:03,950 the truth it will remain only between us. 1063 01:36:05,360 --> 01:36:06,410 Just between us. 1064 01:36:06,770 --> 01:36:07,770 Forever. 1065 01:36:10,890 --> 01:36:11,930 We did the right thing. 1066 01:36:14,680 --> 01:36:15,730 We are good people. 1067 01:36:57,220 --> 01:36:58,220 It was done. 1068 01:37:00,630 --> 01:37:01,940 There was no turning it back. 1069 01:37:04,350 --> 01:37:05,780 We were free from Verity. 1070 01:37:07,850 --> 01:37:13,580 Her cruel manipulation of us nor Crew, they could no longer touch. 1071 01:37:30,950 --> 01:37:33,230 You had last night with Verity any contact? 1072 01:37:33,590 --> 01:37:36,150 No, I worked in the office. 1073 01:37:36,890 --> 01:37:38,990 I was hired to help her write. 1074 01:37:39,800 --> 01:37:41,240 And then I went to bed really early. 1075 01:37:43,000 --> 01:37:44,010 Maybe, I don't know, at ten? 1076 01:37:45,640 --> 01:37:46,830 Did you hear anything? 1077 01:37:46,970 --> 01:37:49,170 Any idea when she might have left the house? 1078 01:37:49,171 --> 01:37:50,171 No, no. 1079 01:37:50,700 --> 01:37:54,490 I mean, she's bedridden you know, so... She got out of bed. 1080 01:37:56,530 --> 01:37:58,650 I can't even imagine, v what state of mind she would be in. 1081 01:37:58,730 --> 01:38:01,567 I'm just afraid 1082 01:38:01,617 --> 01:38:04,750 that she might be confused or upset and she went looking for Harper or something. 1083 01:38:04,810 --> 01:38:06,890 Do you remember anything about last night? 1084 01:38:07,470 --> 01:38:08,490 Anything that might help? 1085 01:38:15,240 --> 01:38:15,700 No. 1086 01:38:15,701 --> 01:38:16,656 I'm sorry. 1087 01:38:16,680 --> 01:38:19,060 I wish I could be more helpful. 1088 01:38:20,540 --> 01:38:21,540 Good. 1089 01:38:21,740 --> 01:38:22,740 Thank you. 1090 01:38:27,640 --> 01:38:29,500 I have to ask one more thing. 1091 01:38:32,260 --> 01:38:33,260 For what? 1092 01:38:36,010 --> 01:38:41,880 You happened to work with Verity on the new book Noble Virtue? 1093 01:38:47,400 --> 01:38:48,400 Maybe. 1094 01:38:49,420 --> 01:38:50,420 I apologize. 1095 01:38:51,010 --> 01:38:52,020 I'm such a fan. 1096 01:38:53,600 --> 01:38:55,200 I've been waiting for this one for so long. 1097 01:38:58,460 --> 01:38:59,460 Don't worry. 1098 01:39:03,210 --> 01:39:04,570 She will be the best of all. 1099 01:39:06,930 --> 01:39:07,930 Cool. 1100 01:39:41,880 --> 01:39:42,880 Hello guys. 1101 01:39:54,680 --> 01:39:55,680 Good morning. 1102 01:39:55,850 --> 01:39:57,060 Hello, good morning, sunshine. 1103 01:39:58,560 --> 01:39:59,600 Happy moving day. 1104 01:39:59,940 --> 01:40:00,940 Thank you. 1105 01:40:01,380 --> 01:40:02,336 I just arrived. 1106 01:40:02,360 --> 01:40:02,836 Hi. 1107 01:40:02,860 --> 01:40:04,540 Jeremy and Crew are almost ready to go. 1108 01:40:05,140 --> 01:40:06,160 I came for them. 1109 01:40:06,540 --> 01:40:10,120 Hachette approved the outline for another book so you can start writing. 1110 01:40:10,121 --> 01:40:11,121 Oh, wonderful. 1111 01:40:11,465 --> 01:40:14,880 Um, but I'm really going to need to request an extension of the deadline. 1112 01:40:15,600 --> 01:40:16,600 can i ask 1113 01:40:16,640 --> 01:40:17,640 Good. 1114 01:40:17,720 --> 01:40:18,720 I'll get back to you soon. 1115 01:40:26,000 --> 01:40:27,020 God, I've missed you. 1116 01:40:28,500 --> 01:40:29,156 Hi. 1117 01:40:29,180 --> 01:40:30,011 Hi. 1118 01:40:30,035 --> 01:40:31,220 I have something. 1119 01:40:31,560 --> 01:40:31,891 What? 1120 01:40:31,915 --> 01:40:32,736 I have one thing. 1121 01:40:32,760 --> 01:40:33,560 OK, what is it? 1122 01:40:33,561 --> 01:40:34,476 Close your eyes. 1123 01:40:34,500 --> 01:40:35,256 Close them. 1124 01:40:35,280 --> 01:40:35,476 Close your eyes? 1125 01:40:35,500 --> 01:40:36,456 Close your eyes. 1126 01:40:36,480 --> 01:40:36,680 Good. 1127 01:40:36,681 --> 01:40:37,316 What about your hands? 1128 01:40:37,340 --> 01:40:38,340 Put them here like this. 1129 01:40:38,540 --> 01:40:39,116 Don't move. 1130 01:40:39,140 --> 01:40:40,140 Good. 1131 01:40:43,580 --> 01:40:43,980 Good. 1132 01:40:43,981 --> 01:40:44,756 Should I keep waiting? 1133 01:40:44,780 --> 01:40:45,216 Yeah. 1134 01:40:45,240 --> 01:40:46,240 Good. 1135 01:40:49,260 --> 01:40:49,936 i know 1136 01:40:49,960 --> 01:40:50,816 It's amazing. 1137 01:40:50,840 --> 01:40:51,880 It's a pre-print. 1138 01:40:52,020 --> 01:40:53,700 You are the first to hold it in your hands. 1139 01:40:53,920 --> 01:40:54,920 I can't wait to read it. 1140 01:40:55,220 --> 01:40:56,220 That's me. 1141 01:40:56,700 --> 01:40:57,476 Yeah. 1142 01:40:57,500 --> 01:40:58,500 Yeah. 1143 01:40:59,260 --> 01:41:00,260 I am so proud of you. 1144 01:41:00,760 --> 01:41:01,461 You did it. 1145 01:41:01,485 --> 01:41:02,485 No, she couldn't. 1146 01:41:05,040 --> 01:41:06,040 Mom! 1147 01:41:06,620 --> 01:41:07,620 Hi! 1148 01:41:08,180 --> 01:41:09,180 Hey, hey, hey. 1149 01:41:09,790 --> 01:41:11,016 Be careful, little sister. 1150 01:41:11,040 --> 01:41:11,916 He is fine. 1151 01:41:11,940 --> 01:41:12,760 I know, I know. 1152 01:41:12,761 --> 01:41:13,761 Hi! 1153 01:41:13,970 --> 01:41:15,020 I'm so happy to see you. 1154 01:41:15,021 --> 01:41:16,021 i missed you 1155 01:41:16,340 --> 01:41:17,900 Are you looking forward to our next adventure? 1156 01:41:18,620 --> 01:41:21,500 It's a really long way to Southport, North Carolina. 1157 01:41:21,740 --> 01:41:22,740 Whoops! 1158 01:41:22,780 --> 01:41:23,546 Whoops! 1159 01:41:23,570 --> 01:41:24,570 Okay, let's go. 1160 01:41:25,020 --> 01:41:26,620 Do you want to say goodbye to your room? 1161 01:41:26,930 --> 01:41:27,960 Ah, my photos! 1162 01:41:28,740 --> 01:41:29,740 What photos? 1163 01:41:30,920 --> 01:41:31,920 Crew! 1164 01:41:46,320 --> 01:41:47,630 Don't scare me like that. 1165 01:41:48,290 --> 01:41:49,290 what are you doing 1166 01:41:49,590 --> 01:41:50,590 I have my photos. 1167 01:41:50,790 --> 01:41:51,790 can you see 1168 01:41:52,570 --> 01:41:53,590 Where did you get them? 1169 01:41:54,420 --> 01:41:56,250 From the stash. 1170 01:41:56,890 --> 01:41:58,250 But I can't tell you where it is. 1171 01:41:58,320 --> 01:41:59,406 You better tell me where it is. 1172 01:41:59,430 --> 01:42:01,070 You better tell me where it is now. 1173 01:42:03,810 --> 01:42:07,310 Why don't you go wait outside, I will out in a second and then we're off. 1174 01:42:42,470 --> 01:42:45,529 Dear Jeremy, if you are reading this letter, 1175 01:42:45,579 --> 01:42:48,260 it means Crewe and I are safe. 1176 01:42:49,540 --> 01:42:54,720 Try as hard as I can to forget where it all started to go wrong 1177 01:42:54,870 --> 01:42:59,360 i was cursed with a mind who never forgets anything. 1178 01:43:01,170 --> 01:43:02,600 It was at dinner with Amanda. 1179 01:43:04,080 --> 01:43:05,620 I was discussing my next novel. 1180 01:43:06,710 --> 01:43:10,070 I don't know if you're part of the conversation dropped but I guess so because 1181 01:43:10,440 --> 01:43:11,920 talk about writing always bored you. 1182 01:43:13,190 --> 01:43:19,120 That's when she told me to try exercise, which she called antagonistic journaling. 1183 01:43:19,620 --> 01:43:24,540 It is a writing exercise that you guaranteed to help you get into the mind of an evil character. 1184 01:43:25,080 --> 01:43:30,640 So you start by writing a diary of your life, just with the difference that you turn the inner monologue exactly the opposite, 1185 01:43:30,641 --> 01:43:35,040 than what you felt that day, exactly the opposite of who you really are. 1186 01:43:36,000 --> 01:43:37,000 Try it. 1187 01:43:37,095 --> 01:43:41,640 Keep a journal of your daily life, and insert an ominous inner monologue into it. 1188 01:43:43,270 --> 01:43:46,160 To be the bad one twisted, calculating self. 1189 01:43:46,680 --> 01:43:47,680 Clearly. 1190 01:43:48,670 --> 01:43:49,700 Buckle up. 1191 01:43:50,380 --> 01:43:51,920 It sounded simple. 1192 01:43:52,480 --> 01:43:53,480 Innocently. 1193 01:43:54,390 --> 01:43:58,220 I was getting better at how to get into the mind of a villain. 1194 01:43:59,340 --> 01:44:00,440 It was exciting. 1195 01:44:00,900 --> 01:44:01,900 And it helped. 1196 01:44:02,470 --> 01:44:07,420 It helped immensely and that's why I was able to do it in his novels to create so realistic, 1197 01:44:08,055 --> 01:44:10,440 scary characters. 1198 01:44:11,460 --> 01:44:12,720 That's why they were sold. 1199 01:44:13,390 --> 01:44:15,220 Because I was good at it. 1200 01:44:17,070 --> 01:44:21,800 After Harper's death, she was my mind in such a dark state. 1201 01:44:23,580 --> 01:44:26,000 I tried anything that would it helped me cope with it. 1202 01:44:27,110 --> 01:44:32,420 Every day I forced myself to my the writing was rougher, more disturbing. 1203 01:44:37,490 --> 01:44:42,940 And then the day came when I she left the file open on her computer. 1204 01:44:42,941 --> 01:44:47,720 and you read it. 1205 01:44:52,215 --> 01:44:53,540 But it was just practice. 1206 01:44:55,440 --> 01:44:56,440 It wasn't real. 1207 01:44:59,630 --> 01:45:02,500 You haven't read any of my work in so long. 1208 01:45:05,830 --> 01:45:09,980 After so many years of marriage, how could you believe for just one second 1209 01:45:10,330 --> 01:45:12,100 that anything in that manuscript is true. 1210 01:45:12,260 --> 01:45:13,780 I mean it, Jeremy. 1211 01:45:15,400 --> 01:45:16,900 Do you even know me? 1212 01:45:18,990 --> 01:45:21,669 Every memory we ever have as a family they had 1213 01:45:21,670 --> 01:45:24,280 was obliterated by each new word of it the manuscript you read. 1214 01:45:24,720 --> 01:45:25,526 Away. 1215 01:45:25,550 --> 01:45:27,600 There's nothing left in you but hatred. 1216 01:45:38,020 --> 01:45:41,020 I'll never forget that look on your face face as you stood there looking at me 1217 01:45:41,220 --> 01:45:43,940 It was a complete and utter disaster. 1218 01:45:50,610 --> 01:45:57,520 At least I thought so while I was she didn't feel the wind and everything didn't happen 1219 01:45:57,521 --> 01:46:02,260 and it blurred to me too it happened that you believed it. 1220 01:46:08,800 --> 01:46:10,290 I looked at the windshield. 1221 01:46:10,670 --> 01:46:15,970 All I saw were trees and at that moment, I knew what you were doing. You were going to 1222 01:46:15,971 --> 01:46:21,090 kill me and make my death look like an accident without knowing that I had written my own 1223 01:46:21,091 --> 01:46:24,010 death to the last two sentences of mine manuscript. 1224 01:47:13,860 --> 01:47:17,040 Your plan didn't work, did it? Jeremy? 1225 01:47:20,800 --> 01:47:21,800 Inconveniently. 1226 01:47:22,160 --> 01:47:23,640 I was still alive. 1227 01:47:24,945 --> 01:47:27,120 So I made a plan. 1228 01:47:29,575 --> 01:47:32,540 I knew you wouldn't believe me if I tried to deny the handwriting. 1229 01:47:35,540 --> 01:47:39,600 And if you knew that I recovered, would you report me to the police 1230 01:47:39,700 --> 01:47:42,480 or you would finish the job yourself. 1231 01:47:45,710 --> 01:47:48,960 I had to run and take Crew with me. 1232 01:47:51,290 --> 01:47:54,617 The thought of leaving you alone in the house 1233 01:47:54,618 --> 01:47:57,720 where we shared so many memories together it causes me pain. 1234 01:48:04,290 --> 01:48:07,410 All that I am from the day that I am she woke up she did it was for Crew. 1235 01:48:09,030 --> 01:48:10,030 Hi Crew. 1236 01:48:13,160 --> 01:48:15,090 He's the only one who knows I'm still here. 1237 01:48:16,090 --> 01:48:18,950 I still have thoughts and a voice. 1238 01:48:19,890 --> 01:48:20,890 You won't have it. 1239 01:48:24,610 --> 01:48:25,226 stop it 1240 01:48:25,250 --> 01:48:26,250 Hello? 1241 01:48:29,620 --> 01:48:30,620 Hello, bug. 1242 01:48:31,840 --> 01:48:32,840 Oh my god. 1243 01:48:36,140 --> 01:48:37,140 I'm here. 1244 01:48:44,190 --> 01:48:45,190 Hi. 1245 01:48:45,530 --> 01:48:46,530 Hi. 1246 01:48:50,700 --> 01:48:51,720 are you ok 1247 01:48:52,340 --> 01:48:53,340 Mm-hmm. 1248 01:48:53,560 --> 01:48:54,560 are you sure 1249 01:48:55,190 --> 01:48:58,920 It's just a weird, emotional day. 1250 01:49:00,040 --> 01:49:01,040 Good. 1251 01:49:04,970 --> 01:49:05,970 Yeah. 1252 01:49:11,360 --> 01:49:12,360 Crew is in the car. 1253 01:49:13,740 --> 01:49:13,940 Good. 1254 01:49:13,941 --> 01:49:14,716 You should go. 1255 01:49:14,740 --> 01:49:15,516 Mm-um. 1256 01:49:15,540 --> 01:49:16,540 Good. 1257 01:49:16,920 --> 01:49:18,600 We will arrive in town for dinner. 1258 01:49:19,040 --> 01:49:19,506 Yeah. 1259 01:49:19,530 --> 01:49:20,570 I'll be right there. 1260 01:49:20,800 --> 01:49:22,240 Just doing one last check. 1261 01:49:23,520 --> 01:49:24,520 i love you 1262 01:49:26,700 --> 01:49:27,720 That house. 1263 01:50:01,550 --> 01:50:02,550 Her handwriting. 1264 01:50:03,670 --> 01:50:04,670 Her letter. 1265 01:50:05,910 --> 01:50:06,950 Her husband. 1266 01:50:09,550 --> 01:50:11,310 I have no idea what to believe. 1267 01:50:13,800 --> 01:50:16,782 The only thing I know sure it is 1268 01:50:16,783 --> 01:50:19,870 that Verity was the master in the manipulation of truth. 1269 01:50:22,610 --> 01:50:26,550 The only question that remains is, which truth was she manipulating? 1270 01:50:43,580 --> 01:50:47,670 So every novel in your series is based on nine moral and ethical principles. 1271 01:50:48,225 --> 01:50:50,370 Which of these topics do you was the most fun to topple? 1272 01:50:52,390 --> 01:50:53,390 Truth. 1273 01:50:53,965 --> 01:50:58,090 And I wanted to see how far you could go ensure as much as I can be sure of the audience. 1274 01:50:58,970 --> 01:51:01,890 before you show them that certainty is possible was not the wisest choice.