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Previously on The Good Doctor...

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You don't want me
to do anything.

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I spend every minute
of every day with you.

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Since you feel that our time
together is something to be endured,

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I decided to make
that easier for you.

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Your daughter's beautiful.

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Needs you to get better
so you can hold her.

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I read about the CHILL study.

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She's a good candidate. I'll
take full responsibility for her.

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Tell him he's going to be fine.

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I can't.

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The majority of COVID patients
who go on a ventilator never come off.

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Put on a mask. Now.

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It's COVID. We've
both been exposed.

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My mother had a necklace.

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See if I can find it.

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Things will be okay.

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Good morning.

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Morning, Shaun.

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I wish you were here.

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Me, too.

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Morning, Dalisay.

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Woke up with a temp of 104.

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I need heated,
humidified oxygen on a high-flow cannula.

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Mom,
slow down. Just let her examine you.

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Why, so she can find out
exactly what I just told her?

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Reznick. You're back.

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Got sick, got better,
got tested twice.

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Always the overachiever.

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Dr. Reznick, her pulse ox is 90.

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We need to admit you.

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Is my mom gonna be okay?

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Don't worry. I'm gonna be fine.

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Just please water
my tomato plants,

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give Darcy a big hug,
and tell her Nana loves her so much

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and can't wait to play
with her again real soon.

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Okay, Mom.

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Nice hesitation.

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Why not just suggest he
get my house appraised?

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Sorry. It took a
while to find it.

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Thank you.

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Being able to hold this
and keep it with me...

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It's a connection.

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Like she's still here with me.

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It's stuff,
Claire. It's meaningless now.

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Each one of these
tells an interrupted story,

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a voicemail that'll
never be heard,

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a shopping list for a home-cooked
meal that'll never be made.

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Beautiful.

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Cook spaghetti carbonara for a
dead guy's family, and the grief is gone.

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Are you here to mock
me or to help me?

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Why are you here?

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"Donald Sulkin."

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We're reducing the pressure

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of air going into his lungs

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and watching his oxygen level.

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So far, so good. O2 steady.

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Okay.

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Yes. But his end
tidal CO2 is falling.

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What... What does that mean?

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It's not as bad as his O2 falling,
but still not good.

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Turn the pressure
support back up.

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End tidal CO2 is very low,
not improving.

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What's going on?

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I think he has a
blood clot in his lung,

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interfering with
his gas exchange.

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Give him a bolus of heparin,
start him on a drip.

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Let's get him to the cath lab.

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What's going on?

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Where are you taking him?

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Dr. Andrews?

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Dr. Murphy?

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Martin.

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This is isotonic saline,
salt water.

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It's 4 degrees Celsius.

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I'll run this into
your bloodstream

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until your body temperature
drops to 34 degrees Celsius.

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The paralytic I gave you
will stop you from shivering

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while the cold slows your heart,
your brain,

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all metabolic functions.

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All the energy saved there

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will go towards
healing your lungs.

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Your baby's waiting for you.

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Pete, follow him.

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Pete! Follow him!
He's got the axe.

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I was getting shot at.

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Well, stay low, reload,
and head for the temple.

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Stop messing around.

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AG24,
what's up with you? You okay?

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Yeah, yeah, I'm hunting for
the legendary Tusk of Ganesh

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at 3:00 in the morning
because everything's just super.

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Can't go out, I can't sleep,
I can't go to work.

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Welcome to
COVID. Everything sucks.

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Great. Good... Good pep talk.

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You all sleeping
in an empty bed?

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Yeah.

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It's like I killed a
puppy or something.

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Hey, Pete. Pete, heads up.

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The fortress is a
perfect place for an...

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Okay. Pete's dead.

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You should apologize.

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Just play the game.

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Not saying you have to mean it.

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Just saying you
should apologize.

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That's... That's great.

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Be a hypocrite.

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You married?

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I'm 15.

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Oh, well,
thank you for a lifetime of wisdom.

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My girlfriend was pissed at me
for something I didn't even do,

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but I said sorry,
and now we're back together.

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Maybe I'm a hypocrite,

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but at least I'm a
hypocrite with a girlfriend.

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Up and at 'em. We gotta
be downtown by noon.

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Oh, yeah,
we're late for the protest.

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Gotta get this
state opened up...

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Well, pulse ox is 82.

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Everything else looks okay.

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Sure, other than my steadily
declining oxygen levels,

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I am the picture of health.

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Let's start making signs. Oh.

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I'm thinking...

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"Don't tread on
my right to kill you."

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Mmm. How about,

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"Give me liberty
and give me death"?

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I need to go.

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Nothing.

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We haven't had a patient
named Sulkin in over 10 years.

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Being dead doesn't change

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because your loved one
gets a memento back.

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And fixating on dead people

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it's not a life.

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How can anyone not be
answering their phone right now

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if they're not an
essential worker?

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Well, what nonessential
worker are you trying to reach?

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Lea.

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People don't go out anymore,

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but they do still
go to the bathroom.

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This is the second
time in an hour

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she hasn't picked up, Claire.

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We keep learning more
things about this disease.

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It's...

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It's...

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I don't know.

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It's not right.

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We love you, Grandma.

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Mom, I'm so sorry.

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I love you.

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And I want you to
know that we'll be okay.

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We love you.

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He's gone.

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She's gone.

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They're gone.

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It's not always fun.

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Whatever you're talking about,
no, it isn't.

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But what are you talking about?

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Do you love Mia?

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Of course I do.

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What do you love about her?

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I love that she loves our son.

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I love how she talks to him,

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how she knows what he's thinking,
knows what he needs.

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I thought so.

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You thought what?

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You love Kellan.

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Hello. Are you okay?

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I'm sorry I didn't
pick up when you called.

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I didn't wanna upset you.

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It didn't work. I
had a sore throat,

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so I got tested for COVID,
and I'm negative.

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COVID tests have a high
percentage of false negatives.

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Shaun, I feel fine now.

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That doesn't mean
you don't have COVID.

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I need to go to work.

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How are you adjusting
to your new specialty?

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It's great. Love
being an internist.

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Well, I'm convinced.

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Dealing with conscious
people isn't really your thing.

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I'm fine.

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You're rude, abrasive,

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and now you've gotta hold
people's hands and be nice.

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It's a huge adjustment,

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and I find it
completely draining.

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You happy?

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There's a lot of different
approaches to "nice."

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Otherwise,
I wouldn't have lasted 40 years as a nurse.

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You'll find your own.

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Or maybe you won't.

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Overall,
everything's looking up.

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Fewer patients coming in.

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When they do,
we're getting better at...

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Hey, buddy.

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I'm sorry I keep
missing your calls.

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I've got this patient.

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You know the mom of
the baby I told you about?

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I basically put her into
suspended animation,

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but it doesn't
seem to be helping.

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When are you coming to Phoenix?

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I still don't know.

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You're going to make my graduation party,
though, right?

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I don't think so.

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This patient needs... You?

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No one else can
take care of her?

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I kind of went out
on a limb on this one.

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Oh, well,
if you made a commitment, then...

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Your husband
has blood in his NG tube.

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He's developed heparin-induced
thrombocytopenia.

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We need to stop the heparin.

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But doesn't that put him
at risk for another clot?

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Yes, if he's not on the heparin,

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he could have a stroke,

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and if he's on it,
he could have a fatal internal bleed,

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and he still has an infection,

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so we can't stop the antibiotics

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or he'll get sepsis and die.

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All you do

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is tell me new ways that
my husband might die.

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Every time I talk to you,
there's another way.

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I mean,
do you even know what you're doing?

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What is the point of
you? You're useless.

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We understand your frustration.

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COVID targets so many organs.

223
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Technically,
this is your fault. Shaun.

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Martin never left the apartment,

225
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but he still caught COVID.

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You must have exposed him to it.

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On the other hand, we are doing

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all that we can to... That's
enough. That's enough.

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We're all going through crap,

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but that woman's
husband may be dying.

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She's allowed to lash out.

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You aren't.

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Hey.

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I'm sorry.

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Why?

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What?

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What are you sorry about?

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Everything. Mmm.

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Uh, the fight and

240
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you sleeping in the other
room and you ignoring me...

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So you're sorry because
of the way I've been acting.

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I'm apologizing.

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I don't think you are.

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I don't get it. Uh, you won.

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I... I don't know what you want.

246
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We... We can't have a
difference of opinion?

247
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No, not when we disagree

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on whether you've
been mean to me or not.

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You've been mean to me.

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Three tours.

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Helicopter pilot.

252
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Oh,
he's got a medal in that one.

253
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Hey, look at this,
same guy again.

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Funny. Almost as if they were
in the same unit or something.

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Greg Lavin...

256
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...died here. COVID,
one month ago.

257
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Hello. Enid Lavin?

258
00:16:15,542 --> 00:16:17,410
Hi. This is Dr. Claire Browne

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from San Jose Saint Bonaventure.

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

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I just wanted you to know that

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we have found
something of your father's.

263
00:16:25,618 --> 00:16:27,920
A memento of his
service. Dog tags.

264
00:16:28,888 --> 00:16:31,258
No, not his.

265
00:16:31,391 --> 00:16:33,426
A man by the name
of Donald Sulkin.

266
00:16:36,229 --> 00:16:37,297
Donald Sulkin.

267
00:16:42,969 --> 00:16:43,969
Thank you.

268
00:16:46,573 --> 00:16:47,574
That's odd.

269
00:16:47,707 --> 00:16:49,576
Yeah.

270
00:16:49,709 --> 00:16:52,479
How does your father carry
someone else's dog tags

271
00:16:52,612 --> 00:16:55,115
for 50 years,
and you have never even heard of him?

272
00:17:09,596 --> 00:17:10,756
How are you feeling?

273
00:17:12,265 --> 00:17:13,265
My son

274
00:17:14,501 --> 00:17:16,236
plans to move to Montana.

275
00:17:19,572 --> 00:17:21,774
Take my granddaughter
1,000 miles away.

276
00:17:23,810 --> 00:17:26,079
The schools are better,
air's cleaner.

277
00:17:28,014 --> 00:17:29,649
So the upside of all this is...

278
00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:33,320
I don't have to move to Montana.

279
00:17:36,823 --> 00:17:38,525
Is that why you
haven't okayed us

280
00:17:38,658 --> 00:17:40,378
putting you on a
ventilator if you need one?

281
00:17:43,696 --> 00:17:45,732
I know what
ventilators do to people.

282
00:17:51,204 --> 00:17:53,340
Do you remember Dr. Pitcairn?

283
00:17:55,041 --> 00:17:56,041
Pitstain.

284
00:17:57,977 --> 00:17:58,977
Exactly.

285
00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:02,120
Remember when I
was a first-year resident?

286
00:18:03,816 --> 00:18:05,885
One of two women,
only woman of color.

287
00:18:07,019 --> 00:18:08,721
I'd been warned
he'd make my life hell.

288
00:18:08,855 --> 00:18:10,657
And sure enough, second week,

289
00:18:10,790 --> 00:18:12,859
Pitstain starts tearing into me

290
00:18:12,992 --> 00:18:14,992
about the spacing of my
sutures being inconsistent,

291
00:18:16,596 --> 00:18:18,631
and I'm about to fall
apart in front of everybody,

292
00:18:18,765 --> 00:18:20,533
but then you stepped in.

293
00:18:22,635 --> 00:18:24,271
Brought up some
charting error he'd made.

294
00:18:24,404 --> 00:18:25,538
A tiny blip of a mistake.

295
00:18:27,207 --> 00:18:29,442
He never capitalized "STAT."

296
00:18:30,843 --> 00:18:33,313
The whole point is for
it stand out.

297
00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:36,015
Well, you put him back on
his heels in front of everybody.

298
00:18:37,184 --> 00:18:38,184
You gave me time,

299
00:18:39,586 --> 00:18:40,953
to regain my composure.

300
00:18:43,190 --> 00:18:44,791
He never got to see me cry.

301
00:18:48,361 --> 00:18:51,464
Please, if it comes to it,

302
00:18:51,598 --> 00:18:52,718
give me a little time again.

303
00:18:55,502 --> 00:18:56,502
To help you.

304
00:19:18,625 --> 00:19:20,159
No, no, no!

305
00:19:24,531 --> 00:19:25,732
I don't know what to do.

306
00:19:25,865 --> 00:19:28,435
I love Lea,
and I wanted her to love...

307
00:19:28,568 --> 00:19:30,179
Okay,
okay. I'll be... I'll be right down.

308
00:19:30,203 --> 00:19:31,203
Okay?

309
00:19:39,078 --> 00:19:40,112
I don't know what to do.

310
00:19:40,247 --> 00:19:42,315
I... I love Lea,

311
00:19:42,449 --> 00:19:45,117
and I wanted her
to love me back,

312
00:19:45,252 --> 00:19:47,820
and now she does,
but we can't be together.

313
00:19:47,954 --> 00:19:50,623
How can loving someone who
loves you back make things worse?

314
00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:53,393
Well, that's a...

315
00:19:54,561 --> 00:19:55,628
That's a good question.

316
00:19:57,163 --> 00:19:59,131
Let's start with what's
making things worse.

317
00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:01,667
I think...

318
00:20:02,702 --> 00:20:05,538
I think I may be... cranky.

319
00:20:06,606 --> 00:20:08,808
I've never been cranky before.

320
00:20:08,941 --> 00:20:10,142
I don't like it.

321
00:20:10,277 --> 00:20:12,178
I think I miss Lea.

322
00:20:12,312 --> 00:20:15,181
I think I'm worried
that she has COVID.

323
00:20:15,315 --> 00:20:18,150
So you're going crazy because
you can't see someone.

324
00:20:19,185 --> 00:20:21,854
What am I supposed to do?

325
00:20:21,988 --> 00:20:24,491
Should I not talk to Lea
until the pandemic is over?

326
00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:26,493
Well, that's an option.

327
00:20:27,594 --> 00:20:28,828
Is that what you want?

328
00:20:28,961 --> 00:20:31,798
No, no,
I don't... I don't want that at all.

329
00:20:31,931 --> 00:20:35,335
But I don't want to feel like this,
either.

330
00:20:35,468 --> 00:20:37,036
I want this to be over.

331
00:20:39,806 --> 00:20:41,741
Well,
we all want it to be over, Shaun.

332
00:20:43,610 --> 00:20:45,988
I mean, we're... we're sick of ourselves,
we're sick of each other,

333
00:20:46,012 --> 00:20:48,515
or we're pining for
someone we can't be with.

334
00:20:48,648 --> 00:20:50,048
We're confused.
We're uncomfortable.

335
00:20:51,150 --> 00:20:52,685
And on top of everything else,

336
00:20:52,819 --> 00:20:55,059
we're scared that the world
will never be the same again.

337
00:20:57,557 --> 00:20:58,858
I mean, I don't know, Shaun.

338
00:20:58,991 --> 00:21:01,160
I don't have a map
for this kind of thing.

339
00:21:02,895 --> 00:21:04,297
Best I can say is...

340
00:21:05,898 --> 00:21:07,700
be kind.

341
00:21:09,736 --> 00:21:11,270
Be kind to yourself. Be kind

342
00:21:12,705 --> 00:21:13,706
to everyone.

343
00:21:15,908 --> 00:21:16,948
'Cause what else is there?

344
00:21:38,765 --> 00:21:40,900
** Turn around

345
00:21:41,033 --> 00:21:44,070
** Every now and then
I get a little bit lonely

346
00:21:44,203 --> 00:21:46,373
** And you're
never coming 'round

347
00:21:46,506 --> 00:21:48,240
** Turn around

348
00:21:48,375 --> 00:21:50,175
** Every now and
then I get a little bit tired

349
00:21:50,242 --> 00:21:51,944
Oh. Hi.

350
00:21:52,078 --> 00:21:54,280
** Of listening to
the sound of my tears

351
00:21:54,414 --> 00:21:56,115
Oh, this is a nice song.

352
00:21:56,248 --> 00:21:58,226
** Every now and then I
get a little bit nervous...

353
00:21:58,250 --> 00:21:59,486
I hate this song.

354
00:21:59,619 --> 00:22:01,754
Good. I was being kind.

355
00:22:03,856 --> 00:22:05,558
Martin hates it, too.

356
00:22:05,692 --> 00:22:08,828
It was... It was the first
conversation we had,

357
00:22:08,961 --> 00:22:11,698
talking about how
weird this song is.

358
00:22:11,831 --> 00:22:14,501
Who is Bright Eyes,
and why is it so important

359
00:22:14,634 --> 00:22:16,135
that they turn around?

360
00:22:16,268 --> 00:22:18,137
** Turn around, bright eyes

361
00:22:18,270 --> 00:22:19,739
** Every now and
then I fall apart

362
00:22:19,872 --> 00:22:21,474
Now it just reminds me of him.

363
00:22:21,608 --> 00:22:24,844
** And I need you now tonight

364
00:22:24,977 --> 00:22:26,846
** And I need you more than ever

365
00:22:26,979 --> 00:22:28,014
You're probably right.

366
00:22:29,616 --> 00:22:31,684
That he got COVID from me.

367
00:22:31,818 --> 00:22:34,687
** We'll be holding on forever

368
00:22:36,255 --> 00:22:37,255
It's hard

369
00:22:39,091 --> 00:22:41,360
to think of someone you love

370
00:22:41,494 --> 00:22:42,795
when you can't be with them.

371
00:22:44,631 --> 00:22:48,000
** Your love is like a
shadow on me all of the time

372
00:22:48,134 --> 00:22:49,602
** All of the time **

373
00:22:49,736 --> 00:22:53,305
He seems to have a posterior
tibial artery thrombosis.

374
00:22:53,440 --> 00:22:54,720
What... That... That sounds bad.

375
00:22:54,807 --> 00:22:57,309
It is. It's a blockage
in the artery,

376
00:22:57,444 --> 00:22:59,546
causing ischemia to his
lower extremity tissues

377
00:22:59,679 --> 00:23:00,813
due to lack of...

378
00:23:02,014 --> 00:23:03,734
I want to be kind to you,
I want to explain,

379
00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:05,552
but it's a very
long explanation,

380
00:23:05,685 --> 00:23:07,563
and I don't have time for
you to get mad and upset...

381
00:23:07,587 --> 00:23:09,255
Just go help my husband.

382
00:23:09,388 --> 00:23:10,389
Okay.

383
00:23:12,725 --> 00:23:13,725
Your numbers are falling.

384
00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:16,395
I know.

385
00:23:17,163 --> 00:23:18,230
You need a ventilator.

386
00:23:19,532 --> 00:23:20,533
I know.

387
00:23:24,504 --> 00:23:27,507
There's a pocket in my purse.

388
00:23:28,374 --> 00:23:29,374
Reach into it.

389
00:23:36,315 --> 00:23:39,752
"Game 7, 2003,
American League Championship."

390
00:23:39,886 --> 00:23:42,021
Grady let Pedro go
one inning too long.

391
00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:46,859
The Sox handed the
series to the damn Yankees.

392
00:23:49,061 --> 00:23:51,063
My son and I cried
in each other's arms.

393
00:23:54,166 --> 00:23:56,102
I've kept them
with me ever since.

394
00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:01,708
It's like Jimmy's
always with me.

395
00:24:08,147 --> 00:24:09,147
You're not alone.

396
00:24:18,625 --> 00:24:19,892
You're stuck with all of us.

397
00:25:31,197 --> 00:25:32,965
Can you take your earbuds out,
please?

398
00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:43,142
I don't think that I've
done anything wrong,

399
00:25:44,844 --> 00:25:47,580
but I may be wrong about
that. I suspect that I am.

400
00:25:55,922 --> 00:25:58,557
I haven't been
thinking straight lately.

401
00:26:00,459 --> 00:26:02,261
What with everything
going on at the hospital,

402
00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:05,197
people are dying,
and I'm... here.

403
00:26:06,866 --> 00:26:08,801
And that makes me feel weak.

404
00:26:10,637 --> 00:26:13,640
And then I feel scared,
and that makes me feel

405
00:26:14,807 --> 00:26:15,908
even more weak.

406
00:26:17,744 --> 00:26:22,281
And then I feel
relieved and safe

407
00:26:23,249 --> 00:26:24,249
that I'm here,

408
00:26:29,656 --> 00:26:31,457
and that makes me
feel like a coward.

409
00:26:42,034 --> 00:26:43,035
Thank you.

410
00:26:46,172 --> 00:26:47,172
"Thank you"?

411
00:26:47,273 --> 00:26:50,476
I just needed an honest moment.

412
00:26:52,912 --> 00:26:53,913
Something

413
00:26:55,547 --> 00:27:00,286
to let me know that
you actually need me.

414
00:27:04,590 --> 00:27:05,590
And...

415
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:08,459
I'm sorry.

416
00:27:13,900 --> 00:27:14,901
Mmm.

417
00:27:19,271 --> 00:27:20,572
I'm sorry, too.

418
00:27:40,292 --> 00:27:41,393
Hi, buddy.

419
00:27:41,527 --> 00:27:42,527
Hey, Dad.

420
00:27:44,030 --> 00:27:45,030
I'm sorry.

421
00:27:45,965 --> 00:27:47,233
I shouldn't have gotten angry

422
00:27:47,366 --> 00:27:48,646
about you not coming to Phoenix.

423
00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:50,970
It wasn't fair.

424
00:27:51,804 --> 00:27:52,805
Thank you.

425
00:27:56,242 --> 00:27:57,602
Did your mother
put you up to this?

426
00:27:59,545 --> 00:28:01,347
She was right.

427
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:03,482
I don't even really care
about the party that much.

428
00:28:04,784 --> 00:28:05,818
Then what was the issue?

429
00:28:08,020 --> 00:28:09,597
We don't have to talk
about that.

430
00:28:09,621 --> 00:28:11,123
I wanna know
what's bothering you.

431
00:28:14,060 --> 00:28:16,695
I... I know your
job is important,

432
00:28:17,997 --> 00:28:21,834
but sometimes I just wanna know

433
00:28:21,968 --> 00:28:23,968
you care about me more
than you care about the job.

434
00:28:35,481 --> 00:28:37,149
When your mom got pregnant,

435
00:28:38,885 --> 00:28:40,152
I was so nervous.

436
00:28:41,653 --> 00:28:43,722
Suddenly, everything was real.

437
00:28:43,856 --> 00:28:45,157
Suddenly, I had a commitment.

438
00:28:46,158 --> 00:28:48,060
And I wasn't sure I was ready.

439
00:28:51,030 --> 00:28:52,064
And then you were born.

440
00:28:53,465 --> 00:28:55,701
And in that moment,
I mean, that moment,

441
00:28:55,835 --> 00:28:57,904
everything changed.

442
00:28:58,037 --> 00:29:00,239
I was instantly
head-over-heels in love with you.

443
00:29:01,874 --> 00:29:03,575
You were my best friend.

444
00:29:03,709 --> 00:29:07,379
And, uh, I held you,

445
00:29:07,513 --> 00:29:09,882
and the words just came out. I said,
"Hi, buddy."

446
00:29:12,051 --> 00:29:14,887
I'd never called
anyone "buddy" before in my life.

447
00:29:16,022 --> 00:29:17,023
But

448
00:29:18,324 --> 00:29:19,391
you were my buddy.

449
00:29:22,929 --> 00:29:25,197
I may make mistakes
over and over again,

450
00:29:25,331 --> 00:29:26,765
but don't ever think

451
00:29:26,899 --> 00:29:28,901
you're not the most
important thing in my life.

452
00:29:34,406 --> 00:29:36,042
So, basically, you're saying

453
00:29:36,175 --> 00:29:37,775
your love for me is like chemical,
right?

454
00:29:42,882 --> 00:29:43,883
Yeah.

455
00:29:59,731 --> 00:30:00,766
Thank you for your call.

456
00:30:00,900 --> 00:30:02,869
Your husband is still
unconscious. Bye.

457
00:30:03,002 --> 00:30:04,236
Whoa, whoa. How is he?

458
00:30:04,904 --> 00:30:06,105
How was the surgery?

459
00:30:06,238 --> 00:30:08,440
Dr. Andrews will explain,

460
00:30:08,574 --> 00:30:11,577
but I'd rather not
say anything more.

461
00:30:11,710 --> 00:30:15,014
The last two times I gave you bad news,
you yelled at me.

462
00:30:15,147 --> 00:30:16,849
Bad news? What...
What is the bad news?

463
00:30:17,383 --> 00:30:18,383
Oh.

464
00:30:22,554 --> 00:30:24,390
Okay.

465
00:30:24,523 --> 00:30:26,458
We amputated
Martin's foot and ankle.

466
00:30:26,592 --> 00:30:29,095
We are now trying to
reintroduce anticoagulation

467
00:30:29,228 --> 00:30:30,462
so he won't have more clots,

468
00:30:30,596 --> 00:30:32,196
but he will be at risk
for more bleeding.

469
00:30:41,307 --> 00:30:42,307
Thank you.

470
00:30:43,910 --> 00:30:48,014
Mmm,
are you sure you understand?

471
00:30:48,147 --> 00:30:50,116
He's still on a ventilator,

472
00:30:50,249 --> 00:30:52,251
and he... he lost a foot.

473
00:30:52,384 --> 00:30:54,286
You were very upset yesterday.

474
00:30:55,787 --> 00:30:57,289
Yesterday,
I thought he was dying.

475
00:30:58,991 --> 00:31:00,459
But today he's alive.

476
00:31:01,327 --> 00:31:03,129
So, thank you.

477
00:31:07,333 --> 00:31:08,333
You're welcome.

478
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:12,870
Can I hang up now?

479
00:31:14,106 --> 00:31:15,841
Yes. Yeah, thank...

480
00:31:20,612 --> 00:31:23,049
I figured you're
bored of just hearing my voice,

481
00:31:23,182 --> 00:31:24,783
so I brought a mutual friend.

482
00:31:27,086 --> 00:31:28,220
The risks are minimal,

483
00:31:28,354 --> 00:31:30,556
and whatever time you have,

484
00:31:32,191 --> 00:31:33,671
some of it should
be with your family.

485
00:32:03,655 --> 00:32:06,158
Yes,
I'm trying to track down a Donald Sulkin.

486
00:32:06,292 --> 00:32:08,094
Nope, no one here by that name.

487
00:32:08,227 --> 00:32:09,361
Okay, sorry to bother you.

488
00:32:11,830 --> 00:32:14,933
Your plan is to call every
D. Sulkin in North America,

489
00:32:15,067 --> 00:32:16,735
all to return a set of dog tags?

490
00:32:21,407 --> 00:32:23,351
You've reached Diana Sulkin, please...

491
00:32:25,511 --> 00:32:27,246
You want a happy
ending for this guy.

492
00:32:28,514 --> 00:32:29,992
'Cause you and I didn't
have one.

493
00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:32,894
Because we'll never know
how our story could've ended.

494
00:32:32,918 --> 00:32:34,453
WOMAN ON PHONE: Hello?

495
00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:35,787
Is Donald Sulkin there?

496
00:32:35,921 --> 00:32:37,556
Sorry... This doesn't
change anything.

497
00:32:37,689 --> 00:32:39,401
This can't change anything.

498
00:32:39,425 --> 00:32:41,560
You're wrong. It changes things.

499
00:32:41,693 --> 00:32:43,095
It makes me feel

500
00:32:44,330 --> 00:32:46,065
something besides sad.

501
00:32:47,233 --> 00:32:49,668
And I need that. I
need to not feel sad.

502
00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:51,137
'Cause everything sucks.

503
00:32:51,270 --> 00:32:53,039
Everything hurts like hell.

504
00:32:53,172 --> 00:32:55,274
People are sick
with... with COVID,

505
00:32:55,407 --> 00:32:56,808
with cancer, with grief,

506
00:32:56,942 --> 00:32:58,577
and we can't help them.

507
00:32:58,710 --> 00:33:00,679
People are dying,
and we can't help them,

508
00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:02,614
and what is worse,
you're not there!

509
00:33:13,292 --> 00:33:14,426
It has to hurt.

510
00:33:15,727 --> 00:33:16,727
A lot.

511
00:33:17,463 --> 00:33:18,530
For a while.

512
00:33:20,132 --> 00:33:21,743
When your mom died,
you did everything you could

513
00:33:21,767 --> 00:33:22,801
to not feel anything.

514
00:33:23,469 --> 00:33:25,003
At all.

515
00:33:25,137 --> 00:33:27,439
But this time, you're facing it.

516
00:33:28,274 --> 00:33:29,275
You're grieving.

517
00:33:31,143 --> 00:33:32,144
You're healing.

518
00:34:10,282 --> 00:34:11,283
It's time.

519
00:34:13,185 --> 00:34:14,520
No. Not today.

520
00:34:16,122 --> 00:34:17,123
Today.

521
00:34:31,137 --> 00:34:32,271
We love you, Mom.

522
00:34:35,441 --> 00:34:36,441
I'm sorry.

523
00:34:40,946 --> 00:34:41,946
It's okay.

524
00:34:44,049 --> 00:34:45,049
Mom...

525
00:34:46,218 --> 00:34:47,219
I love you.

526
00:34:48,820 --> 00:34:49,820
Good-bye.

527
00:35:16,648 --> 00:35:18,584
** When the day
that lies ahead of me

528
00:35:20,586 --> 00:35:23,054
** Seems impossible to face

529
00:35:25,957 --> 00:35:28,560
** And when someone
else instead of me

530
00:35:30,596 --> 00:35:32,731
** Always seems to know the way

531
00:35:32,864 --> 00:35:34,344
She's been waiting patiently

532
00:35:35,033 --> 00:35:36,033
to learn her name.

533
00:35:38,003 --> 00:35:39,003
Aria.

534
00:35:41,240 --> 00:35:42,541
I'm going to call her Aria.

535
00:35:43,675 --> 00:35:46,245
** My, just one look at you

536
00:35:48,347 --> 00:35:50,582
** And I know it's gonna be

537
00:35:53,285 --> 00:35:54,525
** A lovely day

538
00:35:54,653 --> 00:35:56,054
** Lovely day, lovely day

539
00:35:56,922 --> 00:35:59,191
** Lovely day, lovely day

540
00:35:59,325 --> 00:36:03,262
** Lovely day, lovely day,
lovely day, lovely day

541
00:36:03,395 --> 00:36:04,930
** A lovely day

542
00:36:05,063 --> 00:36:08,900
** Lovely day, lovely day,
lovely day, lovely day

543
00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:13,905
** Lovely day, lovely day,
lovely day, lovely day

544
00:36:14,039 --> 00:36:18,410
** Lovely day, lovely day,
lovely day, lovely day

545
00:36:18,544 --> 00:36:20,846
** Lovely day, lovely day

546
00:36:20,979 --> 00:36:21,980
Honey!

547
00:36:22,748 --> 00:36:24,182
** A lovely day

548
00:36:24,316 --> 00:36:28,153
** Lovely day, lovely day,
lovely day, lovely day

549
00:36:28,287 --> 00:36:29,488
** Lovely day **

550
00:36:36,462 --> 00:36:38,022
You know,
my mom used to talk about you.

551
00:36:39,931 --> 00:36:40,931
A lot.

552
00:36:42,601 --> 00:36:44,281
She told me what you
did in the earthquake,

553
00:36:45,471 --> 00:36:46,472
the price you paid.

554
00:36:49,741 --> 00:36:51,343
She said you can rest easy

555
00:36:52,177 --> 00:36:53,177
if you've got that

556
00:36:54,313 --> 00:36:55,647
"tough Reznick" in your corner.

557
00:37:00,218 --> 00:37:03,522
I'm thinking she didn't exactly
phrase it that way, did she?

558
00:37:03,655 --> 00:37:06,057
No. She didn't.

559
00:37:21,673 --> 00:37:22,674
Donald Sulkin?

560
00:37:23,609 --> 00:37:24,743
How can I help you?

561
00:37:24,876 --> 00:37:26,678
I'm Dr. Claire Browne.

562
00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:31,950
Greg Lavin died at
my hospital last month.

563
00:37:34,152 --> 00:37:35,152
Greg...

564
00:37:37,889 --> 00:37:41,192
Um,
he had this with him when he passed.

565
00:37:55,874 --> 00:37:57,554
I gave these to Greg
at the end of the war.

566
00:38:01,847 --> 00:38:03,715
We were...

567
00:38:05,917 --> 00:38:06,917
friends.

568
00:38:11,122 --> 00:38:12,123
Thank you.

569
00:38:14,059 --> 00:38:15,059
Thank you.

570
00:38:38,083 --> 00:38:39,083
That was beautiful.

571
00:38:42,287 --> 00:38:44,367
That room is filled with
stories that were cut short.

572
00:38:46,091 --> 00:38:47,091
Like ours.

573
00:38:50,462 --> 00:38:51,463
But you,

574
00:38:52,398 --> 00:38:54,232
you have an amazing story ahead.

575
00:38:56,301 --> 00:38:57,335
I can't wait to see it.

576
00:39:21,827 --> 00:39:23,107
You can come home?

577
00:39:24,430 --> 00:39:25,430
I can come home.

578
00:39:26,297 --> 00:39:27,297
But...

579
00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:29,400
But?

580
00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:33,472
Do you love me?

581
00:39:34,706 --> 00:39:35,807
Of course I love you.

582
00:39:37,843 --> 00:39:38,883
What do you love about me?

583
00:39:42,047 --> 00:39:44,416
I love that you love our son.

584
00:39:46,317 --> 00:39:49,154
I love watching you two talk.

585
00:39:49,287 --> 00:39:51,990
I love the way Kellan
lights up when he's with you.

586
00:39:54,460 --> 00:39:55,494
I love you, too.

587
00:39:57,362 --> 00:39:58,630
For all the same reasons.

588
00:40:00,165 --> 00:40:01,800
And we both wanna
be there for Kellan.

589
00:40:02,333 --> 00:40:03,334
And we are.

590
00:40:05,671 --> 00:40:06,672
But...

591
00:40:09,508 --> 00:40:11,610
You and I don't need
to be together to do that.

592
00:40:24,856 --> 00:40:26,257
Are you okay if...

593
00:40:30,361 --> 00:40:32,864
Maybe it's time we
stopped coming here.

594
00:40:33,732 --> 00:40:34,866
You're ready to move on?

595
00:40:35,867 --> 00:40:36,868
No.

596
00:40:38,203 --> 00:40:39,771
But he'll still be with us,
right?

597
00:40:40,506 --> 00:40:41,506
Wherever we are.

598
00:40:45,376 --> 00:40:46,376
He changed me.

599
00:40:51,750 --> 00:40:52,884
That's not gonna go away.

600
00:41:10,235 --> 00:41:13,304
I have everything I
need to stay overnight,

601
00:41:13,438 --> 00:41:15,807
including this...
Negative for COVID.

602
00:41:17,743 --> 00:41:19,911
I know negative tests
are unreliable,

603
00:41:20,045 --> 00:41:21,913
but it's my third in three days.

604
00:42:32,207 --> 00:42:34,207
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