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Your biological father
and I agreed

2
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that we would never
contact you.

3
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I broke that agreement.

4
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Maybe you could
just reach out

5
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and ask him if he'd like
to meet me.

6
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Vanessa...
I can try to find him.

7
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The last time around

8
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we got into some
pretty unhealthy patterns.

9
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I know
that we have history, Will,

10
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but it is history.

11
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My units aren't
totally done yet.

12
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Actually, one is livable.

13
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- If you want it, it's yours.
- Thank you.

14
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Pamela, what's going on?

15
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My hand at rest,
rock steady.

16
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But when I pinch
my fingers together...

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there's something wrong
with my hand, Crockett.

18
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I don't want to jeopardize
this investigation

19
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because you can't handle
being in the dark.

20
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I care about you, Milena.

21
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I can't wait
for this case to be over.

22
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Yeah, me too.

23
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[dramatic music]

24
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<i>This is dispatch.
All teams report.</i>

25
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<i>What's your status?</i>

26
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Team Charlie,
target house 28,

27
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offender in custody.

28
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Team Victor,
target 64 in custody.

29
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Team David,
target 52 in custody.

30
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- [gunshots]
- Shots fired! Shots fired!

31
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10-1, 10-1!
Shots fired, target 16 house!

32
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Officer down! Roll an ambo!

33
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Stay with me, Sam.
Stay with me, Sa...

34
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- I gotta go see what's up.
- No, you're undercover.

35
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You're not supposed to be
involved with this.

36
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Doesn't matter. Just go.

37
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You gotta get to the hospital,
okay?

38
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[Tense music]

39
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[♪]

40
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[knocks]
Morning.

41
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- Morning.
- Thought I'd drop this off

42
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before I do some consults.

43
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- Thank you.
- Yeah.

44
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- Got my MRI.
- Oh, great.

45
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Progressive cervical
spondylotic myelopathy.

46
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- You're gonna need surgery.
- I don't think I will.

47
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What are you talking about?
This is...

48
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this is serious.
It's... it's spinal compression.

49
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I'm doing physical therapy.
I'll work through it.

50
00:02:02,613 --> 00:02:03,859
[scoffs]

51
00:02:06,947 --> 00:02:08,908
Recovery from surgery
is six to eight weeks,

52
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and I've got a patient list
a mile long.

53
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I...

54
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I can't leave them
for that amount of time.

55
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[sighs]
You might want another opinion.

56
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I'm happy
with the one I have.

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[♪]

58
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Okay.

59
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Hey, Dylan,
got one coming in.

60
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Juliette, I'm going to Baghdad.

61
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CPD Sam Devers, 45,
shot through and through,

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right lateral chest
to right back.

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Bullet was retrieved
from the back of his vest.

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BP 98/66, heart rate 92.

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Hey, Sam, I'm Dr. Choi.
This is Dr. Scott.

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- What happened?
- Drug raid.

67
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Guys were waiting for us.

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Ambush.

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[♪]

70
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*CHICAGO MED*
Season 07  Episode 21

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Episode Title: "Lying Doesn't Protect You
From the Truth"</font>

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Aired on:
May 18, 2022.

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All right, let's roll him.

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All right, ready? Roll.

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- [groans]
- All right, I'm seeing

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two wounds,
probably an entry and exit.

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Back.

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[groaning]

79
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Sam? Sam!
Oh, my God!

80
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- Are you all right?
- It's okay, Alice.

81
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- I'm sure it'll be fine.
- It is not fine.

82
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- You got shot!
- Please, ma'am,

83
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if you wouldn't mind
waiting outside, we...

84
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I'm his wife.
I'm not going anywhere.

85
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All right, everyone clear
for an X-ray.

86
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Clear.
[machinery beeping]

87
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Hemothorax on the right.

88
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All right, let's set him up
for a chest tube.

89
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You only saw one entry wound
and one exit wound, right?

90
00:03:43,380 --> 00:03:44,776
Yeah.

91
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There's a bullet here
in his right hilum.

92
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Sam, you ever been shot
before?

93
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- Uh-uh, no.
- You sure?

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Yeah.

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[tense music]

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You know, it's
that new seafood place

97
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on the river.
It's got a huge lobster tank.

98
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So you want me to pick out
an animal and then eat it?

99
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I'm sure you could get
a salad.

100
00:04:04,881 --> 00:04:07,495
Hey, Dad, I think
you might need this today.

101
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Oh, my God.

102
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- Honey...
- Yeah.

103
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Thank you so much.

104
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Um...

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this is my colleague,
Dr. Richardson.

106
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My daughter Anna.

107
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We've... we've met.

108
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We did the family therapy,
remember?

109
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Of course we did.

110
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- Yeah.
- That's right.

111
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It's nice to see you again,
Anna.

112
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Um, anyways, I am late
for first period, so.

113
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Thank you, honey.
Thanks again.

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[scoffs]
Jesus.

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So does she not know?

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About us?

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You know, I guess
she doesn't.

118
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Um, I guess I haven't found
the right time to tell her?

119
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Is that really it, Daniel?

120
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What do you mean?

121
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Well, sometimes you try
to protect the people you love

122
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by avoiding
difficult conversations

123
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- with them.
- Ahh.

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Benefits of dating your shrink.

125
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Um, no, that's not
what's going on.

126
00:05:06,898 --> 00:05:08,687
Anyway, I gotta get upstairs.

127
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So seafood tomorrow night?
We on?

128
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- Sounds perfect.
- Nice.

129
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[apprehensive music]

130
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[♪]

131
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Hey.

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Those plants you got
for the building?

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- Nice!
- Thanks.

134
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Six is good.

135
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Did you know peace lilies
actually absorb sound?

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Yeah, I'm trying
to cut down on street noise.

137
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Look at you, Mr. Google.

138
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Hey, I have to ask, I noticed
that you haven't cashed

139
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my rent check yet.

140
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Well, I...
no, uh, I didn't.

141
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Well, how come?

142
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Actually, it bounced.

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- Why didn't you tell me?
- It's no big deal.

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Of course it's a big deal.
I'm good for it.

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- You know...
- Dr. Halstead? Dr. Asher?

146
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I'm having trouble getting
a visitor

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to leave a patient's room.

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- What's the problem?
- It's the patient's mom.

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We'll be right there, thanks.

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Hi, I'm Dr. Halstead
and this is Dr. Asher, OB-GYN.

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- How can we help you?
- Well...

152
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tell them, Mom,
how I'm a total failure.

153
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I am 22, single, and pregnant.

154
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Yes, she's pregnant.

155
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She shouldn't be working
as a hot yoga instructor.

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She passed out.

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You see?
It... it's always the same.

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I just can't do anything right.

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I just want her to leave.

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00:06:28,695 --> 00:06:29,917
Do you mind?

161
00:06:30,026 --> 00:06:31,596
Trini can take you
somewhere comfortable

162
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while we speak
with your daughter.

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I'll be waiting outside.

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[sighs]
I'm sorry.

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Anyway, um, I'm Kat.
I'm 26 weeks along.

166
00:06:44,127 --> 00:06:45,891
Hi, Kat.
So what happened today?

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You passed out?

168
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I got a little dizzy,
and then, yeah.

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Has this happened before?

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I guess I haven't really
been myself lately.

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Like, I've been nauseous,
swollen,

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feeling pretty run-down.

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Um, it's a little worse today,

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but it's just
normal pregnancy stuff.

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Maybe.

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Though it is a bit late for you
to still be getting nauseous.

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00:07:08,924 --> 00:07:11,711
Yeah, and your blood pressure
and temp are a little high.

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00:07:12,895 --> 00:07:15,773
- Are you concerned?
- Not necessarily.

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But we would like
to get an ultrasound

180
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and run a few tests.

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- Okay.
- Just give us a little time

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to get some answers, kay?

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[♪]

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Oh, and, um, my mom?

185
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Would you like me to get her?

186
00:07:36,527 --> 00:07:38,094
No. No.

187
00:07:43,358 --> 00:07:45,234
Hi, Ms. Reed.
I'm Dr. Taylor.

188
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Hi, nice to meet you.

189
00:07:46,668 --> 00:07:49,070
Lydia choked
on some cereal this morning.

190
00:07:49,366 --> 00:07:51,140
I still feel like there's
something in there.

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00:07:51,225 --> 00:07:52,360
I'm sorry.

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00:07:52,445 --> 00:07:54,750
Uh, has this happened
to you before?

193
00:07:54,937 --> 00:07:57,321
Uh, I thought I got a...

194
00:07:57,406 --> 00:08:01,599
a doxycycline pill, uh,
stuck a few weeks ago.

195
00:08:01,683 --> 00:08:03,731
I was taking it
for Lyme disease.

196
00:08:03,815 --> 00:08:06,172
Okay, um, how long ago
did you have that?

197
00:08:06,406 --> 00:08:08,432
- Turns out I didn't.
- [chuckles weakly]

198
00:08:08,516 --> 00:08:11,359
I also didn't have fibromyalgia

199
00:08:11,519 --> 00:08:14,786
or MS or chronic fatigue.

200
00:08:14,976 --> 00:08:16,353
[clears throat]

201
00:08:16,469 --> 00:08:19,523
You see enough specialists,
you get a pretty good list.

202
00:08:19,608 --> 00:08:20,829
Can I ask
what was going on

203
00:08:20,914 --> 00:08:22,205
that made you see
all these doctors?

204
00:08:22,289 --> 00:08:24,883
Well, um,
a year and a half ago,

205
00:08:24,967 --> 00:08:27,538
I... I... I got an... an eye twitch.

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Uh, and I thought,

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"Lydia, you are giving
200 talks a year."

208
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I'm a motivational speaker.
"You're just tired."

209
00:08:36,935 --> 00:08:41,987
But then my best friend
got diagnosed with ALS.

210
00:08:42,071 --> 00:08:45,251
Scariest thing ever.
So I went to a neurologist,

211
00:08:45,335 --> 00:08:47,601
but he ruled ALS out.

212
00:08:47,685 --> 00:08:49,951
- That's good.
- Right.

213
00:08:50,035 --> 00:08:54,173
But then I got coughing fits,
then stiffness...

214
00:08:54,257 --> 00:08:56,828
[clears throat]
Then exhaustion.

215
00:08:56,912 --> 00:08:59,222
And nobody could figure it out.

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00:08:59,306 --> 00:09:00,351
Here I am.

217
00:09:00,488 --> 00:09:02,485
Well, hopefully, we'll
be able to help you today.

218
00:09:02,570 --> 00:09:04,283
If it's okay, I'd like to order
some more blood work.

219
00:09:04,367 --> 00:09:05,703
- Yes.
- And in the meantime,

220
00:09:05,788 --> 00:09:07,283
I'm gonna take a closer look
at your throat.

221
00:09:07,367 --> 00:09:09,014
- Okay.
- Prep pharyngoscope?

222
00:09:09,098 --> 00:09:11,277
And a CBC, CMP, and ANA.

223
00:09:11,361 --> 00:09:12,670
You got it.

224
00:09:12,754 --> 00:09:14,578
I'll be right back.

225
00:09:15,800 --> 00:09:17,726
- Hey, Mags?
- Mm-hmm?

226
00:09:17,811 --> 00:09:19,447
Were you able
to track down any info

227
00:09:19,587 --> 00:09:21,374
on my biological father?

228
00:09:21,458 --> 00:09:24,056
Oh, no.
I wasn't able to find anything.

229
00:09:24,141 --> 00:09:26,510
But, um, I'll keep trying.

230
00:09:26,594 --> 00:09:28,117
Okay.

231
00:09:29,988 --> 00:09:32,255
Morning, Maggie.

232
00:09:32,339 --> 00:09:34,605
Oh, hey, Sharon.

233
00:09:34,689 --> 00:09:37,173
Uh-oh. What's up?

234
00:09:37,257 --> 00:09:39,523
[sighs]

235
00:09:39,607 --> 00:09:41,438
Vanessa keeps asking
about her biological father,

236
00:09:41,522 --> 00:09:43,527
and I promised her I would try
and get in touch with him,

237
00:09:43,611 --> 00:09:46,791
- but I haven't.
- Oh.

238
00:09:46,875 --> 00:09:48,009
It's been over 20 years.

239
00:09:48,093 --> 00:09:50,273
I don't want
to disrupt his life.

240
00:09:50,357 --> 00:09:54,875
But it's what Vanessa wants,
and I want to be fair to her.

241
00:09:55,134 --> 00:09:58,071
- Good morning, Ben.
- Sharon, nice to see you.

242
00:09:58,156 --> 00:09:58,945
Good to see you.

243
00:09:59,030 --> 00:10:01,471
Oh, walking is something
out there.

244
00:10:01,556 --> 00:10:03,648
- Coffee after my checkup?
- Yeah, you bet.

245
00:10:03,782 --> 00:10:05,156
All right.

246
00:10:06,005 --> 00:10:10,055
Look, I know
that Ben wasn't so keen

247
00:10:10,202 --> 00:10:11,852
on you getting in touch
with Vanessa

248
00:10:11,937 --> 00:10:12,867
in the first place,

249
00:10:12,952 --> 00:10:15,797
but have you discussed this
with him?

250
00:10:16,086 --> 00:10:17,384
No!

251
00:10:17,469 --> 00:10:19,953
- Maggie...
- Sharon, no.

252
00:10:20,691 --> 00:10:22,836
Hey, where's Sam?

253
00:10:22,991 --> 00:10:25,475
Uh, just sent him to IR
for an embolization.

254
00:10:25,645 --> 00:10:26,735
Why?
Bullet tract went

255
00:10:26,820 --> 00:10:27,701
straight through the lung.

256
00:10:27,785 --> 00:10:29,010
The chest tube took care
of that.

257
00:10:29,094 --> 00:10:30,961
Yeah, but look...

258
00:10:31,046 --> 00:10:33,649
the bullet we saw on the x-ray
caused a pseudoaneurysm

259
00:10:33,734 --> 00:10:34,969
in a branch
of the pulmonary artery.

260
00:10:35,053 --> 00:10:36,703
That thing could have blown
anytime.

261
00:10:37,404 --> 00:10:40,024
You know, Sam said
he never got shot before,

262
00:10:40,109 --> 00:10:41,377
so he must have got hit
twice today,

263
00:10:41,461 --> 00:10:42,455
just didn't realize it.

264
00:10:42,539 --> 00:10:44,071
And we're missing
the other entry wound.

265
00:10:44,155 --> 00:10:45,627
There's a lot
of air pockets and scatter

266
00:10:45,711 --> 00:10:47,330
all over that CT.

267
00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:48,742
Hmm.

268
00:10:50,345 --> 00:10:53,005
I... I've got an idea
how we might know for sure.

269
00:10:54,490 --> 00:10:56,513
The thing
about body cam footage

270
00:10:56,597 --> 00:10:59,575
is it's all live and unedited,
so it can get kind of violent.

271
00:10:59,660 --> 00:11:02,056
- You guys okay?
- Both: Yeah.

272
00:11:02,254 --> 00:11:04,622
- Thanks, man.
- You got it, Doc.

273
00:11:04,707 --> 00:11:07,756
Chicago Police,
search warrant.

274
00:11:07,881 --> 00:11:08,842
- Go, go, go!
- Police! Don't move!

275
00:11:08,927 --> 00:11:10,353
Drop the gun. Drop it!

276
00:11:10,437 --> 00:11:11,441
[officers shouting]

277
00:11:11,525 --> 00:11:12,474
[gunshot]

278
00:11:12,559 --> 00:11:14,051
There... that looks like
the shot

279
00:11:14,136 --> 00:11:16,359
that came out the other side
I found in his vest.

280
00:11:16,443 --> 00:11:18,178
- You all right, Sam?
- Alice, Alice!

281
00:11:18,263 --> 00:11:19,449
- Stay here, stay here.
- Call Alice.

282
00:11:19,533 --> 00:11:22,060
10-1, 10-1!
Shots fired, target 16 house!

283
00:11:22,144 --> 00:11:23,818
So does he get hit again?

284
00:11:25,068 --> 00:11:26,412
Can you run it back slowly?

285
00:11:26,496 --> 00:11:27,718
[suspenseful music]

286
00:11:27,802 --> 00:11:30,982
[gunshot echoes
in slow motion]

287
00:11:31,066 --> 00:11:32,157
Put your hands up!
Put your hands up!

288
00:11:32,241 --> 00:11:33,680
Walk towards me! Drop the gun!

289
00:11:33,764 --> 00:11:36,988
Come here! Get on the ground!
Get on the ground!

290
00:11:37,072 --> 00:11:39,350
No, just the one shot.

291
00:11:39,435 --> 00:11:40,490
[sighs]

292
00:11:40,575 --> 00:11:43,058
So if that bullet we just saw
was the one we recovered,

293
00:11:43,177 --> 00:11:45,748
where did the one in his lung
come from?

294
00:11:45,863 --> 00:11:47,388
Didn't get it here.

295
00:11:47,631 --> 00:11:51,635
[♪]

296
00:11:54,295 --> 00:11:55,734
- Hey.
- Hi.

297
00:11:55,818 --> 00:11:57,257
Just saw Mr. Stevens.

298
00:11:57,341 --> 00:11:59,545
Two days post-op,
incision's looking good.

299
00:11:59,630 --> 00:12:01,444
- Yeah.
- Your button.

300
00:12:01,529 --> 00:12:03,307
- Hmm?
- Your button.

301
00:12:03,391 --> 00:12:06,358
Oh. It's fine.

302
00:12:06,443 --> 00:12:08,138
I should put on
some scrubs anyway.

303
00:12:08,229 --> 00:12:10,057
Hey, wait a second.

304
00:12:14,228 --> 00:12:16,320
You can't button it, can you?

305
00:12:16,458 --> 00:12:20,279
- Crocket...
- Pamela, you can't operate.

306
00:12:20,581 --> 00:12:21,802
Not like this.

307
00:12:21,887 --> 00:12:22,848
You know I'd never do
anything

308
00:12:22,932 --> 00:12:23,982
to endanger my patients.

309
00:12:24,067 --> 00:12:27,160
Yeah, well I have to question
your judgement on this.

310
00:12:27,676 --> 00:12:29,677
You cannot do surgery.

311
00:12:30,592 --> 00:12:32,060
It isn't safe.

312
00:12:33,203 --> 00:12:36,169
- Are you serious?
- Yeah.

313
00:12:36,567 --> 00:12:39,878
[apprehensive music]

314
00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:44,914
[♪]

315
00:12:44,998 --> 00:12:47,177
So your embolization
went well,

316
00:12:47,261 --> 00:12:49,326
though it was
a little more complicated

317
00:12:49,411 --> 00:12:50,528
than expected.

318
00:12:50,612 --> 00:12:52,194
The radiologist noted

319
00:12:52,279 --> 00:12:53,920
that the bullet
had been eroding

320
00:12:54,005 --> 00:12:55,402
into the vessel wall
for some time.

321
00:12:55,630 --> 00:12:57,030
Apparently,
when your lung collapsed

322
00:12:57,115 --> 00:12:59,131
and reinflated again,
the movement was enough

323
00:12:59,216 --> 00:13:01,452
to make the situation emergent.

324
00:13:01,755 --> 00:13:06,022
On closer examination,
we noticed a faint scar

325
00:13:06,106 --> 00:13:07,977
indicating
an old gunshot wound.

326
00:13:09,413 --> 00:13:11,981
It's pretty clear to us
you've been shot before.

327
00:13:13,983 --> 00:13:15,770
Yeah, I was.

328
00:13:15,854 --> 00:13:17,816
Doc said it was 50/50
to take it out or not...

329
00:13:17,900 --> 00:13:19,644
- You never told me?
- Alice...

330
00:13:19,728 --> 00:13:20,819
Sam, I'm sorry.

331
00:13:20,903 --> 00:13:22,212
I was just trying
to make her feel better.

332
00:13:22,296 --> 00:13:24,127
You know how you were okay
the last time.

333
00:13:24,211 --> 00:13:26,167
You told them you were shot.
They all know everything,

334
00:13:26,251 --> 00:13:29,384
- but you couldn't tell me?
- I didn't want to worry you.

335
00:13:31,959 --> 00:13:33,279
Let his friends
come sit with him.

336
00:13:33,481 --> 00:13:34,789
They're all
he cares about anyway.

337
00:13:34,873 --> 00:13:36,791
Alice!
[grunts]

338
00:13:36,875 --> 00:13:41,579
[♪]

339
00:13:41,663 --> 00:13:43,973
You do have
some redness and irritation,

340
00:13:44,057 --> 00:13:45,757
but I don't see
any foreign bodies.

341
00:13:45,841 --> 00:13:47,724
Your labs are normal,
so if you're feeling better,

342
00:13:47,808 --> 00:13:49,462
I feel comfortable
sending you home.

343
00:13:51,412 --> 00:13:52,717
Lydia?

344
00:13:55,092 --> 00:13:56,226
Lydia!

345
00:13:56,373 --> 00:13:58,108
I just don't know
what's wrong with me.

346
00:13:58,193 --> 00:14:01,773
All I do is go to doctors,
and no one has any answers.

347
00:14:01,857 --> 00:14:03,326
I'm... I'm sorry.

348
00:14:03,411 --> 00:14:05,168
I used to travel
around the country,

349
00:14:05,252 --> 00:14:07,605
speaking and helping people.

350
00:14:07,689 --> 00:14:09,955
And now there are days
I don't even get out of bed.

351
00:14:10,039 --> 00:14:11,913
- Here, here.
- [sobs]

352
00:14:11,997 --> 00:14:13,698
- Here, take one.
- [coughs]

353
00:14:13,782 --> 00:14:16,466
- [sobbing]
- Okay.

354
00:14:17,044 --> 00:14:18,484
Is there anything else
I can get you?

355
00:14:19,019 --> 00:14:20,368
Maybe water?

356
00:14:26,780 --> 00:14:28,129
No.

357
00:14:30,687 --> 00:14:32,167
I'm okay.

358
00:14:34,380 --> 00:14:35,589
Okay, um...

359
00:14:35,673 --> 00:14:37,366
you know, let me speak
with one of my colleagues

360
00:14:37,450 --> 00:14:39,084
and see if we can figure
something out.

361
00:14:39,169 --> 00:14:45,817
[♪]

362
00:14:45,901 --> 00:14:47,427
Dr. Charles?

363
00:14:47,511 --> 00:14:49,897
I have a patient
who's been to a lot of doctors

364
00:14:49,982 --> 00:14:51,170
for some pretty vague symptoms.

365
00:14:51,254 --> 00:14:54,086
Her labs and exam
are all normal.

366
00:14:54,294 --> 00:14:56,262
But she just got
extremely upset just now

367
00:14:56,346 --> 00:14:58,733
when I told her
that I couldn't find anything.

368
00:14:58,818 --> 00:15:00,046
I don't know,
something about it

369
00:15:00,130 --> 00:15:02,486
- just feels a little off.
- Okay.

370
00:15:02,577 --> 00:15:04,754
- How can I help?
- I don't know.

371
00:15:05,180 --> 00:15:08,099
The long history,
the multiple diagnoses,

372
00:15:08,184 --> 00:15:10,146
she... she could be malingering?

373
00:15:10,230 --> 00:15:12,638
- Do you mind talking to her?
- No.

374
00:15:12,723 --> 00:15:14,536
- Shoot me her chart?
- Okay.

375
00:15:16,473 --> 00:15:18,099
Well, labs don't show much,

376
00:15:18,184 --> 00:15:20,025
but her pressure's
still creeping up.

377
00:15:20,109 --> 00:15:21,940
Think this could be
pre-eclampsia?

378
00:15:22,024 --> 00:15:24,716
Could be,
but her LFT levels

379
00:15:24,801 --> 00:15:27,856
are slightly elevated
and her glucose is low.

380
00:15:29,279 --> 00:15:31,165
I'm wondering
if this actually might be

381
00:15:31,250 --> 00:15:33,395
acute fatty liver of pregnancy.

382
00:15:33,942 --> 00:15:35,888
If AFLP is even
on the table...

383
00:15:35,973 --> 00:15:37,413
I mean, missing it
would be catastrophic.

384
00:15:37,497 --> 00:15:39,927
Yeah.
We need to know for sure.

385
00:15:40,012 --> 00:15:41,264
Can you get this
up to Abrams for me?

386
00:15:41,348 --> 00:15:42,787
- Thank you.
- Crockett...

387
00:15:42,872 --> 00:15:44,005
- Yeah?
- Got a minute?

388
00:15:44,089 --> 00:15:45,355
Yeah, what do you need?

389
00:15:45,516 --> 00:15:47,866
A liver biopsy
to check for AFLP.

390
00:15:49,704 --> 00:15:51,796
Okay, but if it is,
you do realize

391
00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:53,798
that the biopsy site
could bleed considerably.

392
00:15:53,882 --> 00:15:54,973
Yeah, we need an answer.

393
00:15:55,057 --> 00:15:56,192
If it's just pre-eclampsia,

394
00:15:56,276 --> 00:15:57,628
we'll keep the baby in
as long as we can.

395
00:15:57,712 --> 00:15:59,064
But if it is AFLP,

396
00:15:59,148 --> 00:16:00,761
the only cure is to deliver it.

397
00:16:00,845 --> 00:16:02,036
And if you watch and wait?

398
00:16:02,121 --> 00:16:04,107
There's a chance that
it could all work out fine.

399
00:16:04,192 --> 00:16:06,202
But there's also a chance
that the baby, and even Mom,

400
00:16:06,286 --> 00:16:08,987
could die.
We need this biopsy.

401
00:16:09,071 --> 00:16:10,423
[sighs]
Right.

402
00:16:10,507 --> 00:16:12,640
I don't know.
I'm not liking the choices.

403
00:16:14,334 --> 00:16:16,078
Crockett,
Dr. Asher needs the biopsy.

404
00:16:16,209 --> 00:16:18,278
I think Dr. Marcel heard me.

405
00:16:20,744 --> 00:16:22,896
Okay. I'll set it up.

406
00:16:22,981 --> 00:16:23,871
- Great.
- You got it.

407
00:16:23,955 --> 00:16:25,479
Thank you.

408
00:16:27,872 --> 00:16:29,178
Hannah.

409
00:16:31,963 --> 00:16:33,446
Hannah!

410
00:16:33,530 --> 00:16:36,797
Why do you constantly feel
the need to save me, Will?

411
00:16:36,881 --> 00:16:38,059
Save you?

412
00:16:38,144 --> 00:16:40,012
What you just did
with Crockett.

413
00:16:40,562 --> 00:16:42,132
Not telling me about the check?

414
00:16:42,670 --> 00:16:45,091
Whoa, I...
hey, I'm just trying to help.

415
00:16:45,176 --> 00:16:46,546
Really, Will?

416
00:16:46,630 --> 00:16:47,850
Or is it because
you don't think

417
00:16:47,934 --> 00:16:49,434
I can take care of myself?

418
00:16:50,223 --> 00:16:52,998
No matter what I do,
you are still stuck

419
00:16:53,083 --> 00:16:55,059
on how you thought about me
two years ago.

420
00:16:55,255 --> 00:16:56,730
I want to support you.

421
00:16:56,814 --> 00:16:57,775
I don't want to derail

422
00:16:57,859 --> 00:16:59,211
all the hard work
that you've done.

423
00:16:59,295 --> 00:17:02,161
That is my responsibility,
not yours.

424
00:17:09,515 --> 00:17:10,966
I gotta tell you,
I don't think

425
00:17:11,051 --> 00:17:12,997
- she's malingering.
- Really?

426
00:17:13,353 --> 00:17:15,451
But she's seen every specialist
in Chicago.

427
00:17:15,536 --> 00:17:16,998
Yeah, but true malingering,

428
00:17:17,083 --> 00:17:18,274
I mean, at least
from a clinical standpoint,

429
00:17:18,358 --> 00:17:20,873
would mean that she was
making up

430
00:17:20,958 --> 00:17:22,676
or exaggerating symptoms
for some kind

431
00:17:22,761 --> 00:17:25,122
of secondary gain, right?

432
00:17:25,293 --> 00:17:26,293
Like drug-seeking

433
00:17:26,378 --> 00:17:27,912
or because she didn't want
to go to work.

434
00:17:27,996 --> 00:17:29,185
You know, I'm just not
picking that up.

435
00:17:29,269 --> 00:17:30,449
I think she really wants
an answer.

436
00:17:30,533 --> 00:17:31,364
What if there isn't one?

437
00:17:31,449 --> 00:17:32,552
All of her tests
came back negative.

438
00:17:32,636 --> 00:17:34,339
Well, maybe you have
to keep on digging.

439
00:17:34,424 --> 00:17:36,645
Have you thought about,
I don't know,

440
00:17:36,730 --> 00:17:39,684
a lumbar puncture
or an endocrine panel?

441
00:17:40,118 --> 00:17:41,819
Yeah, yeah, okay.

442
00:17:42,098 --> 00:17:44,408
But the history
of doctor shopping,

443
00:17:44,493 --> 00:17:45,627
and that meltdown before...

444
00:17:45,712 --> 00:17:47,598
ugh, I don't know.

445
00:17:47,683 --> 00:17:49,776
I'd also like to give her
a psychiatric questionnaire.

446
00:17:49,860 --> 00:17:51,032
Just to make sure
we're not missing anything.

447
00:17:51,116 --> 00:17:53,153
Okay.
Let me, uh, know

448
00:17:53,238 --> 00:17:54,935
- what you find out.
- Okay.

449
00:18:00,737 --> 00:18:03,348
[vending machine beeping]

450
00:18:05,759 --> 00:18:10,027
Excuse me, uh, but I know
an officer involved

451
00:18:10,112 --> 00:18:11,567
with the raids this morning.

452
00:18:11,711 --> 00:18:13,590
Any word on any other injuries?

453
00:18:13,675 --> 00:18:14,809
Details are sketchy,

454
00:18:14,894 --> 00:18:17,036
but it's still dangerous
out there.

455
00:18:18,187 --> 00:18:20,223
Hey, you got a name?

456
00:18:20,718 --> 00:18:23,840
Actually, no.
They're undercover.

457
00:18:23,932 --> 00:18:25,869
Well, I'll keep my ears open,

458
00:18:25,954 --> 00:18:28,059
let you know
if I hear anything.

459
00:18:28,257 --> 00:18:31,263
[apprehensive music]

460
00:18:31,348 --> 00:18:34,789
Dr. Scott. How's Sam?

461
00:18:35,340 --> 00:18:38,013
He's stable,
but it's still too early

462
00:18:38,097 --> 00:18:39,372
to tell
if the procedure worked.

463
00:18:39,457 --> 00:18:42,059
Dr. Scott? We need you.

464
00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:44,033
[tense music]

465
00:18:44,180 --> 00:18:46,403
[alarm beeping]

466
00:18:46,862 --> 00:18:48,084
His chest tube's
putting out blood.

467
00:18:48,168 --> 00:18:50,043
The embolization plug
must have dislodged.

468
00:18:50,267 --> 00:18:51,965
I need two units of blood
and FFP.

469
00:18:52,050 --> 00:18:53,534
- Tell CT we're coming up.
- All right.

470
00:18:53,618 --> 00:18:54,598
Oh, my God.

471
00:18:54,683 --> 00:18:57,732
BP's down to 78/52.
Pulse is thready.

472
00:18:57,817 --> 00:18:59,996
He's in V-fib.
Charge the paddles to 200.

473
00:19:00,081 --> 00:19:01,270
Sam?

474
00:19:02,672 --> 00:19:04,028
- Charged.
- Clear.

475
00:19:04,339 --> 00:19:06,257
[monitor beeping]

476
00:19:06,342 --> 00:19:07,564
Sinus rhythm.

477
00:19:07,649 --> 00:19:08,926
All right, BP's good.

478
00:19:09,011 --> 00:19:11,794
Let's get him up to the ICU.
We'll stabilize him there.

479
00:19:15,328 --> 00:19:17,309
I'm in. Go.

480
00:19:17,940 --> 00:19:19,989
Come on. Move, move, move.

481
00:19:20,074 --> 00:19:21,252
Back up, back up.

482
00:19:21,337 --> 00:19:24,471
[♪]

483
00:19:29,435 --> 00:19:33,387
- Hey, I got your message.
- Hey, Sharon.

484
00:19:34,571 --> 00:19:38,950
When I told you about
Vanessa's biological father,

485
00:19:40,361 --> 00:19:42,262
there was a part I left out.

486
00:19:43,188 --> 00:19:48,551
I loved him at the time...
deeply.

487
00:19:49,239 --> 00:19:50,778
Okay.

488
00:19:52,241 --> 00:19:53,982
But my life
is great right now.

489
00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:55,684
Ben is great.

490
00:19:56,549 --> 00:19:58,755
But this man, Grant,

491
00:19:59,777 --> 00:20:02,559
if I see him again,
I'm afraid...

492
00:20:04,427 --> 00:20:06,262
I'm afraid
of what I might feel.

493
00:20:06,481 --> 00:20:08,347
[pensive music]

494
00:20:08,431 --> 00:20:09,951
What happens
if those old feelings

495
00:20:10,036 --> 00:20:11,551
are still there?

496
00:20:12,184 --> 00:20:14,364
And what happens
when he sees Vanessa?

497
00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:16,200
Our perfect daughter?

498
00:20:18,557 --> 00:20:20,124
Sharon, I'm lost.

499
00:20:21,966 --> 00:20:23,684
Maggie...

500
00:20:24,524 --> 00:20:27,661
I wish I could tell you
what to do.

501
00:20:27,901 --> 00:20:29,551
I can't.

502
00:20:30,114 --> 00:20:34,513
But it does sound to me
like you're already thinking

503
00:20:34,660 --> 00:20:37,071
ten steps ahead.

504
00:20:37,155 --> 00:20:40,596
Whatever you decide,
it'll come from the heart.

505
00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:43,553
And that's the best
any of us can do.

506
00:20:45,918 --> 00:20:47,043
Yeah?

507
00:20:47,861 --> 00:20:49,388
Yeah.

508
00:20:49,941 --> 00:20:56,305
[♪]

509
00:21:01,832 --> 00:21:04,751
Uh, Afra, can you put
pressure on that for me?

510
00:21:04,835 --> 00:21:06,152
You got it?

511
00:21:07,142 --> 00:21:08,929
- Hey, guys?
- Hmm.

512
00:21:09,013 --> 00:21:11,286
So the biopsy site's
still bleeding.

513
00:21:11,371 --> 00:21:13,934
If I can't get it to stop,
I'm gonna have to coil it.

514
00:21:14,018 --> 00:21:15,427
Path results.

515
00:21:15,512 --> 00:21:17,372
[tense music]

516
00:21:17,456 --> 00:21:20,419
Okay, we need
to deliver her now.

517
00:21:20,801 --> 00:21:22,247
Hey, Kat,
we've got some bad news.

518
00:21:22,331 --> 00:21:23,509
Unfortunately,
you have a condition

519
00:21:23,593 --> 00:21:25,511
called acute fatty liver
of pregnancy.

520
00:21:25,595 --> 00:21:26,947
It's an enzyme deficiency
that causes

521
00:21:27,031 --> 00:21:28,818
rapid and life-threatening
liver failure.

522
00:21:28,902 --> 00:21:31,778
- Oh, my God.
- We need to do a C-section.

523
00:21:31,862 --> 00:21:33,084
Okay, let's get
the hybrid OR ready.

524
00:21:33,168 --> 00:21:34,302
What? No. No, you can't.

525
00:21:34,386 --> 00:21:36,391
- It's too soon.
- The baby is viable.

526
00:21:36,475 --> 00:21:38,089
We don't have
any other options.

527
00:21:38,173 --> 00:21:40,178
- Okay.
- Okay, ready?

528
00:21:40,262 --> 00:21:42,702
Let's go.

529
00:21:42,786 --> 00:21:44,747
Kat, what's going on?

530
00:21:44,831 --> 00:21:45,923
Mom, they have to deliver
the baby.

531
00:21:46,007 --> 00:21:47,402
- What?
- This is really serious.

532
00:21:47,486 --> 00:21:49,187
I'm scared.
Can she come with me?

533
00:21:49,271 --> 00:21:51,319
You can stay right outside.

534
00:21:51,403 --> 00:21:53,147
She'll be right outside.

535
00:21:53,231 --> 00:21:57,456
[♪]

536
00:21:57,540 --> 00:21:58,761
I'm not gonna do these.

537
00:21:58,845 --> 00:22:00,372
You already sent
that shrink in.

538
00:22:00,456 --> 00:22:02,722
It... I'm not crazy.

539
00:22:02,806 --> 00:22:04,506
No, I don't think that.
I just want to check...

540
00:22:04,590 --> 00:22:06,703
Why won't someone
take me seriously?

541
00:22:06,788 --> 00:22:08,467
W... what kind of doctors
are you?

542
00:22:08,551 --> 00:22:10,121
- Lydia...
- I am sick, damn it.

543
00:22:10,205 --> 00:22:12,163
I am sick. Okay?

544
00:22:12,248 --> 00:22:13,992
There... there is
something wrong with me.

545
00:22:14,077 --> 00:22:15,212
- Lydia, please, I just want to help.
- But you're not.

546
00:22:15,296 --> 00:22:17,519
You're not.
No one is.

547
00:22:17,603 --> 00:22:19,735
- [gasps]
- No one is!

548
00:22:21,302 --> 00:22:24,780
I am... I... I am so... so...
I'm so sorry.

549
00:22:26,525 --> 00:22:28,061
Lydia, what's going on?

550
00:22:29,092 --> 00:22:31,842
I don't know
why this keeps happening.

551
00:22:32,444 --> 00:22:35,084
Well, what keeps happening?

552
00:22:35,838 --> 00:22:38,888
I've been so e...
emotional lately.

553
00:22:38,972 --> 00:22:41,543
And it... it...
it just comes over me.

554
00:22:41,741 --> 00:22:43,545
Right.
A... and when that happens,

555
00:22:43,629 --> 00:22:45,373
what... how do you experience it?

556
00:22:45,457 --> 00:22:48,376
W... what does it feel like?

557
00:22:48,460 --> 00:22:49,855
I don't know.

558
00:22:49,939 --> 00:22:53,511
It's, like, so much feeling,

559
00:22:53,595 --> 00:22:56,949
and, um, it's...
it's overwhelming.

560
00:22:57,033 --> 00:22:57,994
Right.

561
00:22:58,078 --> 00:23:00,301
But then it suddenly just ends?

562
00:23:00,385 --> 00:23:02,694
Like someone hit a switch.

563
00:23:02,778 --> 00:23:05,670
Okay, um,
could you give me a moment?

564
00:23:07,479 --> 00:23:10,781
It... it... it's gotta be
psychiatric, right?

565
00:23:10,866 --> 00:23:13,295
Actually,
these emotional outbursts

566
00:23:13,380 --> 00:23:15,429
are making me think
it could be just the opposite.

567
00:23:15,717 --> 00:23:17,405
I'll be right back.

568
00:23:17,694 --> 00:23:23,193
[♪]

569
00:23:23,277 --> 00:23:24,936
Hi, Mrs. Devers?

570
00:23:25,217 --> 00:23:26,743
We got Sam's CT results,

571
00:23:26,889 --> 00:23:28,773
and he's gonna need
another procedure

572
00:23:28,858 --> 00:23:30,123
to stop the bleed.

573
00:23:30,344 --> 00:23:32,653
Uh, do whatever you have to.

574
00:23:32,808 --> 00:23:35,703
Actually, uh,
we do need to make a choice.

575
00:23:35,788 --> 00:23:39,032
And since Sam is intubated,
the decision falls to you.

576
00:23:40,642 --> 00:23:42,280
Please, have a seat.

577
00:23:43,341 --> 00:23:47,739
So we can do a thoracotomy
and fix the vessel,

578
00:23:48,092 --> 00:23:49,698
but it is a major procedure

579
00:23:49,782 --> 00:23:51,874
that comes
with some significant risks.

580
00:23:52,092 --> 00:23:54,659
Or we can place a stent,

581
00:23:54,743 --> 00:23:56,618
which is
a much less invasive procedure,

582
00:23:56,702 --> 00:23:58,492
but it does mean
Sam would have to be

583
00:23:58,577 --> 00:24:01,231
on anticoagulants
for the rest of his life.

584
00:24:01,319 --> 00:24:02,217
[sighs]

585
00:24:02,302 --> 00:24:04,578
It could result in him
being pulled from active duty.

586
00:24:04,663 --> 00:24:08,107
He could still work,
just not on the street, right?

587
00:24:08,191 --> 00:24:09,366
Yes.

588
00:24:10,368 --> 00:24:13,461
Mrs. Devers, this is
a very big decision

589
00:24:13,733 --> 00:24:16,420
that could potentially end
your husband's career.

590
00:24:16,793 --> 00:24:19,327
So if you need more time,
or if you have any...

591
00:24:19,412 --> 00:24:23,163
No.
I'd like you to do the stent.

592
00:24:24,298 --> 00:24:26,069
[sighs]
Okay.

593
00:24:28,953 --> 00:24:32,272
- How's it looking?
- Almost there. You?

594
00:24:32,357 --> 00:24:33,967
Still not clotting.

595
00:24:34,253 --> 00:24:36,476
Uh, keep up the FFP,
cryo, and blood.

596
00:24:36,561 --> 00:24:37,702
More lap pads.

597
00:24:37,786 --> 00:24:39,405
All right, uterine incision.

598
00:24:39,599 --> 00:24:42,341
[monitor beeping]

599
00:24:44,924 --> 00:24:46,811
There we go.

600
00:24:47,679 --> 00:24:52,209
Here she comes.
Here comes baby.

601
00:24:52,294 --> 00:24:55,517
All right.
Got her.

602
00:24:55,717 --> 00:24:56,939
Here she is.

603
00:24:57,023 --> 00:24:59,006
All right. Apgar, 6.

604
00:25:02,795 --> 00:25:04,844
Baby needs to be intubated.

605
00:25:04,944 --> 00:25:06,092
I'm on it.

606
00:25:06,390 --> 00:25:08,155
Still got a lot
of bleeding here.

607
00:25:08,334 --> 00:25:10,280
Uterus is still bleeding too.

608
00:25:10,381 --> 00:25:13,912
Pressure's down to 82/54.

609
00:25:14,045 --> 00:25:15,697
I'm in.
Let's get her up to the NICU.

610
00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:17,438
[monitors beeping]

611
00:25:17,522 --> 00:25:18,717
Kat's hemorrhaging.

612
00:25:18,802 --> 00:25:21,441
All right, I need
2 milligrams methergine IM,

613
00:25:21,526 --> 00:25:24,836
250 micrograms hemabate subQ.
Get me a Bakri.

614
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:26,202
Keep up the leverage.

615
00:25:26,287 --> 00:25:28,600
She's bleeding from her nose.
She's in DIC.

616
00:25:28,685 --> 00:25:30,733
If she can't clot,
her liver's never gonna hold.

617
00:25:31,306 --> 00:25:33,303
Down to 70/42.

618
00:25:33,639 --> 00:25:35,064
Crockett?

619
00:25:35,148 --> 00:25:38,311
Yeah, her liver's ruptured.
Curve six, let's go.

620
00:25:39,264 --> 00:25:41,475
She's bleeding out.
I need more blood!

621
00:25:44,733 --> 00:25:47,217
- Easy, guys.
- What...

622
00:25:47,302 --> 00:25:49,734
no, K... Kat?

623
00:25:49,819 --> 00:25:52,297
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Where are you taking her?

624
00:25:52,382 --> 00:25:54,604
Her liver ruptured.
We're trying to stop the bleed.

625
00:25:54,688 --> 00:25:55,823
What?

626
00:25:55,907 --> 00:25:57,788
Mrs. Miller?
This is Dr. Blake,

627
00:25:57,873 --> 00:25:59,348
chief of our
transplant surgery.

628
00:25:59,432 --> 00:26:01,164
We believe
that your daughter's gonna need

629
00:26:01,249 --> 00:26:03,123
- a liver transplant.
- A transplant?

630
00:26:03,207 --> 00:26:04,429
A section of liver,

631
00:26:04,513 --> 00:26:05,735
ideally from a living donor.

632
00:26:05,819 --> 00:26:07,345
For now, we're gonna take her
to the ICU

633
00:26:07,429 --> 00:26:10,639
and get her stabilized
until we can find a match.

634
00:26:10,885 --> 00:26:13,108
We'll keep you updated, okay?

635
00:26:13,435 --> 00:26:15,694
Use me. I'm ready.

636
00:26:16,051 --> 00:26:17,441
Well, there's
a process to this...

637
00:26:17,526 --> 00:26:19,705
My daughter is not waiting.

638
00:26:19,789 --> 00:26:21,620
I am the same blood type,
I'm healthy,

639
00:26:21,704 --> 00:26:23,666
and I'm standing
right in front of you.

640
00:26:23,750 --> 00:26:25,711
And I am not leaving
until I can make sure

641
00:26:25,795 --> 00:26:27,655
that my daughter lives
to see her baby.

642
00:26:28,015 --> 00:26:30,150
[tense music]

643
00:26:30,234 --> 00:26:32,715
Okay.

644
00:26:38,678 --> 00:26:41,123
<i>[applause]</i>

645
00:26:41,217 --> 00:26:43,570
<i>Hi, I'm Lydia Reed.</i>

646
00:26:43,732 --> 00:26:45,171
<i>And this is an issue</i>

647
00:26:45,301 --> 00:26:47,522
<i>that many of us parents
deal with.</i>

648
00:26:47,709 --> 00:26:50,214
<i>Because we value the truth.</i>

649
00:26:50,298 --> 00:26:51,998
<i>But what we value even more</i>

650
00:26:52,082 --> 00:26:55,263
<i>is our children's
happiness and safety.</i>

651
00:26:55,347 --> 00:26:58,266
<i>So what happens
when those two values</i>

652
00:26:58,350 --> 00:26:59,789
<i>come into conflict?</i>

653
00:26:59,873 --> 00:27:01,747
<i>We know something
that's gonna hurt our kids.</i>

654
00:27:01,831 --> 00:27:04,577
<i>So what do we do?
We put it aside.</i>

655
00:27:04,946 --> 00:27:07,212
<i>When you find something
that you...</i>

656
00:27:07,750 --> 00:27:10,390
Okay, halfway
through the IVC anastomosis.

657
00:27:10,475 --> 00:27:11,801
How're we looking, Marty?

658
00:27:11,885 --> 00:27:13,716
Losing too much blood.

659
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,616
Pressure's down to 84/56.

660
00:27:15,701 --> 00:27:17,402
Come on.

661
00:27:17,711 --> 00:27:19,242
Check that liver again.

662
00:27:19,327 --> 00:27:22,330
[monitor beeping]

663
00:27:24,394 --> 00:27:26,355
Yeah, I got another bleeder.

664
00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:27,792
Maya, buzz me.

665
00:27:27,877 --> 00:27:32,581
Right there, go. Okay.

666
00:27:32,679 --> 00:27:34,983
Damn it. Another bleeder.

667
00:27:36,241 --> 00:27:37,647
And another.

668
00:27:37,732 --> 00:27:39,617
Dr. Blake, I could use
another set of hands.

669
00:27:39,702 --> 00:27:40,612
No, I can't.

670
00:27:40,696 --> 00:27:42,658
- Pamela...
- I want the best outcome

671
00:27:42,742 --> 00:27:44,086
for that woman's daughter,
Crockett,

672
00:27:44,170 --> 00:27:45,618
and right now that's you.

673
00:27:46,164 --> 00:27:47,908
Just focus on finishing
the anastomosis.

674
00:27:47,993 --> 00:27:49,534
All right, but she's losing
a lot of blood.

675
00:27:49,618 --> 00:27:52,172
You can do this.
Stop chasing the bleeding.

676
00:27:52,564 --> 00:27:54,046
77/48.

677
00:27:54,318 --> 00:27:55,751
The faster you sew
that vessel,

678
00:27:55,836 --> 00:27:56,933
the sooner you can get
out of there.

679
00:27:57,017 --> 00:27:58,555
All right.

680
00:27:58,913 --> 00:28:00,782
Finishing the anastomosis.

681
00:28:01,151 --> 00:28:03,418
- [alarm beeping]
- 72/40.

682
00:28:03,502 --> 00:28:05,336
- Hold on.
- MAPs are in the 50s.

683
00:28:05,446 --> 00:28:06,719
Hold on!

684
00:28:06,896 --> 00:28:09,424
[alarm beeping]

685
00:28:09,711 --> 00:28:12,514
Easy. Easy, easy. Okay, got it.

686
00:28:12,598 --> 00:28:13,930
Cut me.

687
00:28:14,341 --> 00:28:16,302
How're we looking?

688
00:28:16,416 --> 00:28:17,855
Pressure stabilized.

689
00:28:17,987 --> 00:28:19,340
All right.

690
00:28:19,518 --> 00:28:21,438
Let's get this belly tied up
and get out of here.

691
00:28:21,868 --> 00:28:26,024
[♪]

692
00:28:26,471 --> 00:28:29,259
So we've written down
a few sentences here.

693
00:28:29,344 --> 00:28:31,602
Would you mind reading them
out loud for us?

694
00:28:31,898 --> 00:28:34,683
Sure.
[clears throat]

695
00:28:36,752 --> 00:28:38,757
[haltingly]
"When you find something

696
00:28:38,841 --> 00:28:40,829
"you don't want
to tell your kids,

697
00:28:41,017 --> 00:28:43,240
"that's usually the thing

698
00:28:43,324 --> 00:28:45,821
you need
to tell them the most."

699
00:28:46,783 --> 00:28:49,501
This was from a talk
I gave a few years ago.

700
00:28:49,626 --> 00:28:52,086
Yeah, five to be exact.

701
00:28:52,877 --> 00:28:55,491
I have it right here.

702
00:28:55,777 --> 00:28:56,837
[speaking clearly]
<i>When you find something</i>

703
00:28:56,921 --> 00:28:59,000
<i>that you don't want
to tell your kids,</i>

704
00:28:59,085 --> 00:29:00,307
<i>that's usually the thing</i>

705
00:29:00,392 --> 00:29:02,310
<i>that you need
to tell them the most.</i>

706
00:29:02,416 --> 00:29:04,829
<i>That's the thing
they need to he...</i>

707
00:29:05,869 --> 00:29:07,221
I'm hearing
a marked difference

708
00:29:07,306 --> 00:29:09,236
in your speech pattern
on the video.

709
00:29:09,321 --> 00:29:13,719
It's not as halting
or pressured as it is now.

710
00:29:13,940 --> 00:29:16,337
Is that significant?

711
00:29:16,531 --> 00:29:17,970
I think it could be.

712
00:29:18,054 --> 00:29:20,495
And these outbursts of yours,
they're sudden.

713
00:29:20,579 --> 00:29:22,633
- They're often unwarranted.
- Yes.

714
00:29:22,718 --> 00:29:25,313
It's called
Pseudobulbar Affect.

715
00:29:25,398 --> 00:29:26,576
What's...

716
00:29:26,661 --> 00:29:29,189
They're exaggerated
emotional responses.

717
00:29:29,274 --> 00:29:31,461
They're not caused
by emotional instability

718
00:29:31,546 --> 00:29:34,172
or an altered
psychological state.

719
00:29:34,805 --> 00:29:37,689
Um, they're caused
by the degeneration

720
00:29:37,774 --> 00:29:38,991
of certain brain cells.

721
00:29:39,075 --> 00:29:40,819
I'm really sorry to have
to tell you this, Lydia,

722
00:29:40,903 --> 00:29:43,227
but I think that we might
be dealing with ALS.

723
00:29:43,664 --> 00:29:45,060
ALS?

724
00:29:45,473 --> 00:29:48,860
No, no. It c... can't be.

725
00:29:48,954 --> 00:29:51,656
The neurologist ruled it out.

726
00:29:51,740 --> 00:29:55,660
I imagine that they ruled out
a more common presentation.

727
00:29:55,744 --> 00:29:57,270
I... I think that you have
a more rare form

728
00:29:57,354 --> 00:29:58,750
which is called Bulbar ALS.

729
00:29:58,834 --> 00:30:00,782
Much more difficult
to diagnose.

730
00:30:00,867 --> 00:30:03,221
[apprehensive music]

731
00:30:03,535 --> 00:30:05,485
I definitely have it?

732
00:30:05,574 --> 00:30:06,752
I have a really strong hunch

733
00:30:06,837 --> 00:30:08,625
that that's
what we're dealing with here.

734
00:30:08,888 --> 00:30:15,851
[♪]

735
00:30:16,922 --> 00:30:19,203
[laughing]

736
00:30:20,204 --> 00:30:21,719
Lydia?

737
00:30:22,641 --> 00:30:26,141
I mean, I'm sad.

738
00:30:28,298 --> 00:30:33,133
But I'm... I'm... I'm relieved.

739
00:30:34,261 --> 00:30:37,461
ALS was my greatest fear.

740
00:30:39,547 --> 00:30:41,329
But at least I finally have...

741
00:30:42,488 --> 00:30:44,275
at least I finally have
an answer.

742
00:30:44,445 --> 00:30:45,790
Right?

743
00:30:51,365 --> 00:30:52,774
Ethan.

744
00:30:53,499 --> 00:30:55,204
I've been thinking
about it, man.

745
00:30:55,848 --> 00:30:58,375
Sam would want the thoracotomy.

746
00:30:58,459 --> 00:31:00,211
That's what
he should be getting.

747
00:31:00,405 --> 00:31:02,415
Well, look,
I've been looking

748
00:31:02,500 --> 00:31:04,633
over the body cam footage.
I got an idea.

749
00:31:05,889 --> 00:31:07,285
Mrs. Devers,

750
00:31:07,541 --> 00:31:09,436
Sam's procedure
hasn't started yet,

751
00:31:09,521 --> 00:31:12,089
but I was hoping we could talk.

752
00:31:14,956 --> 00:31:17,353
My dad's a cop, my sister.

753
00:31:17,696 --> 00:31:19,751
Before I did this, I was too.

754
00:31:21,003 --> 00:31:22,665
And even though
I'm not anymore,

755
00:31:22,835 --> 00:31:25,180
every time I hear sirens go by,

756
00:31:26,224 --> 00:31:27,748
I wish I was in that car.

757
00:31:30,230 --> 00:31:31,899
It's a part of who I am.

758
00:31:33,065 --> 00:31:35,516
It's a part of who Sam is too.

759
00:31:38,281 --> 00:31:40,722
We wanted to show you
what happened today

760
00:31:40,852 --> 00:31:43,211
after your husband was shot.

761
00:31:44,033 --> 00:31:46,430
This might be difficult.

762
00:31:46,639 --> 00:31:49,165
But we think it's important
you see it.

763
00:31:50,010 --> 00:31:53,405
- Okay?
- Okay.

764
00:31:56,103 --> 00:31:57,369
Get on the ground!

765
00:31:57,454 --> 00:31:58,893
You all right, Sam?

766
00:31:58,978 --> 00:32:00,461
Alice. Alice!

767
00:32:00,546 --> 00:32:01,612
- Stay here, stay here.
- Call Alice.

768
00:32:01,696 --> 00:32:03,005
10-1, 10-1!

769
00:32:03,089 --> 00:32:04,397
- Alice.
- Shots fired, shots fired!

770
00:32:04,481 --> 00:32:06,182
- Call Alice.
- Roll an ambo!

771
00:32:06,266 --> 00:32:08,576
- Stay with me, Sam.
- Call my wife. Call Alice.

772
00:32:08,660 --> 00:32:10,954
Stay with me, Sam.

773
00:32:11,097 --> 00:32:14,796
[weeping]

774
00:32:17,363 --> 00:32:20,946
He wanted you, Mrs. Devers.
He was calling for you.

775
00:32:21,046 --> 00:32:24,555
- No one else.
- Yes.

776
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:28,790
Alice, I know this is
very tough for you.

777
00:32:29,156 --> 00:32:30,856
But we still have time.

778
00:32:31,282 --> 00:32:33,852
Are you sure you want
to do the stent?

779
00:32:36,704 --> 00:32:39,836
Or we can switch
to the thoracotomy.

780
00:32:40,745 --> 00:32:43,196
We believe
that's what Sam would want.

781
00:32:47,089 --> 00:32:49,657
[breathes shakily]

782
00:32:51,626 --> 00:32:53,180
Do the thoracotomy.

783
00:33:11,003 --> 00:33:14,629
My CT's clear.
You ready to go?

784
00:33:15,650 --> 00:33:17,524
That deserves
some celebration.

785
00:33:17,609 --> 00:33:18,787
That'd be nice.

786
00:33:18,948 --> 00:33:22,346
[pensive music]

787
00:33:22,431 --> 00:33:25,263
[♪]

788
00:33:25,434 --> 00:33:29,004
- Here she is.
- Oh, my God.

789
00:33:30,946 --> 00:33:33,734
I can't believe
she's really here.

790
00:33:34,068 --> 00:33:38,731
Oh, look at her.
She's perfect.

791
00:33:39,289 --> 00:33:41,335
She's so tiny.

792
00:33:43,502 --> 00:33:45,812
Am I gonna be able
to take care of her?

793
00:33:46,021 --> 00:33:49,332
You will. I know you will.

794
00:33:49,673 --> 00:33:56,593
[♪]

795
00:34:01,755 --> 00:34:04,504
Hey, listen, about before...

796
00:34:04,758 --> 00:34:07,879
I have been treating you
like you need saving.

797
00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:10,572
I'm sorry about that.

798
00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:14,176
Look, I know it wasn't
coming from a bad place, Will.

799
00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:16,699
Okay.

800
00:34:17,025 --> 00:34:19,422
Does mean that,
as your landlord,

801
00:34:19,662 --> 00:34:21,074
I'm gonna need
the rent tomorrow.

802
00:34:21,179 --> 00:34:24,668
Oh, well, actually,
I can do you one better.

803
00:34:25,494 --> 00:34:29,176
I, um, picked it up
during lunch today.

804
00:34:32,326 --> 00:34:34,676
- Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.

805
00:34:42,755 --> 00:34:45,699
She's set up with Dr. Abrams
for a full consultation.

806
00:34:46,359 --> 00:34:47,953
You know, a couple
of pretty exciting

807
00:34:48,038 --> 00:34:49,347
clinical trials out there.

808
00:34:49,431 --> 00:34:53,264
Between those, current meds,
PT, speech therapy,

809
00:34:53,348 --> 00:34:55,266
there's actually quite a lot
we can do for her.

810
00:34:55,350 --> 00:34:57,094
You know, I wanted to look up
that talk you used

811
00:34:57,178 --> 00:34:59,270
about the truth
and being a better parent,

812
00:34:59,354 --> 00:35:01,996
but it was really far down
on the list.

813
00:35:02,081 --> 00:35:04,083
I'm just curious
why you picked that one.

814
00:35:05,688 --> 00:35:07,867
I don't know.
Good question.

815
00:35:07,958 --> 00:35:10,176
Looked, uh... looked interesting?

816
00:35:10,278 --> 00:35:17,415
[♪]

817
00:35:21,768 --> 00:35:26,559
- Hey.
- Nice job today.

818
00:35:26,729 --> 00:35:27,773
Thanks.

819
00:35:31,821 --> 00:35:34,496
Hey, look, if it, uh...
[clears throat]

820
00:35:35,363 --> 00:35:37,763
- If it felt like I crossed...
- I scheduled my disc surgery.

821
00:35:38,751 --> 00:35:39,883
Oh.

822
00:35:42,439 --> 00:35:45,152
I was concerned
about leaving my patients

823
00:35:45,276 --> 00:35:47,409
for a few weeks, but...

824
00:35:49,199 --> 00:35:51,418
I see now they'll be fine.

825
00:35:52,059 --> 00:35:59,240
[♪]

826
00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:09,770
That's great.

827
00:36:17,780 --> 00:36:20,207
- Honey, you got a second?
- Yeah.

828
00:36:23,461 --> 00:36:27,849
Something I've been, um,
meaning to talk to you about.

829
00:36:27,934 --> 00:36:28,979
Um...

830
00:36:31,187 --> 00:36:32,926
What's going on? You all right?

831
00:36:35,756 --> 00:36:37,777
Luke broke up with me.

832
00:36:38,426 --> 00:36:39,684
Oh.

833
00:36:39,828 --> 00:36:43,527
And I...
I just really cared.

834
00:36:44,986 --> 00:36:47,078
Honey, I'm so sorry.

835
00:36:47,288 --> 00:36:49,771
I just feel so stupid.

836
00:36:49,934 --> 00:36:51,556
You sure it wasn't,
I don't know,

837
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:54,332
like, just a... just a fight
or something?

838
00:36:54,417 --> 00:36:56,285
No, it's over.
[sighs]

839
00:37:01,715 --> 00:37:04,363
Didn't you say you wanted
to talk to me about something?

840
00:37:06,657 --> 00:37:08,314
No.

841
00:37:08,570 --> 00:37:11,590
- It... it can wait.
- [sniffles]

842
00:37:13,941 --> 00:37:16,863
- Thank you.
- Yeah.

843
00:37:17,146 --> 00:37:19,185
Dr. Archer says he'll be
back on the street

844
00:37:19,270 --> 00:37:21,629
- in six weeks.
- Good.

845
00:37:22,397 --> 00:37:24,750
Think she'll be able
to handle it?

846
00:37:25,046 --> 00:37:26,738
I hope so.

847
00:37:28,242 --> 00:37:29,550
At least she knows
a little more

848
00:37:29,634 --> 00:37:31,231
about the person she loves.

849
00:37:31,527 --> 00:37:38,339
[♪]

850
00:37:41,965 --> 00:37:44,401
Will, the Vas-COM trial,

851
00:37:44,486 --> 00:37:46,767
please tell me
you're not gonna testify.

852
00:37:47,130 --> 00:37:48,939
- I am.
- Don't.

853
00:37:49,067 --> 00:37:51,066
These people will do anything
to protect themselves.

854
00:37:51,150 --> 00:37:53,595
You don't know
what they're capable of.

855
00:37:54,814 --> 00:37:55,923
I have to.

856
00:37:56,008 --> 00:37:58,790
Then what about me?
You're gonna ruin my life.

857
00:37:58,883 --> 00:38:00,279
They're gonna throw me in jail.

858
00:38:00,364 --> 00:38:03,196
Jessa, let go of me.
Let go of me!

859
00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:06,243
Dr. Halstead,
is there a problem?

860
00:38:06,496 --> 00:38:09,111
[uneasy music]

861
00:38:09,196 --> 00:38:16,333
[♪]

862
00:38:26,893 --> 00:38:29,798
- Dylan.
- Oh, Milena.

863
00:38:33,523 --> 00:38:35,615
- [exhales]
- Thank God, you're safe.

864
00:38:35,700 --> 00:38:37,790
Come here.

865
00:38:38,799 --> 00:38:41,370
So some...
some gang members got away.

866
00:38:41,455 --> 00:38:44,158
I'm afraid there's a mole
in CPD who tipped them off.

867
00:38:44,405 --> 00:38:46,205
If there is...

868
00:38:47,408 --> 00:38:49,189
I've been made.

869
00:38:49,663 --> 00:38:51,345
That's why you had the money.

870
00:38:51,430 --> 00:38:52,783
In case you had
to get off the grid.

871
00:38:52,867 --> 00:38:54,782
Yeah, and I need to.

872
00:38:57,555 --> 00:38:59,908
Listen, it... it's too
dangerous to stay with me,

873
00:38:59,993 --> 00:39:02,956
but I have a friend
who's fixing up a building.

874
00:39:03,041 --> 00:39:04,828
I'm sure you could
hole up there.

875
00:39:05,121 --> 00:39:07,720
Okay, thanks.

876
00:39:08,525 --> 00:39:14,923
Oh, Dylan, my name,
uh, it's Jo.

877
00:39:17,613 --> 00:39:20,845
Come on, Jo.
Let's get you safe.

878
00:39:20,978 --> 00:39:26,838
[♪]

879
00:39:36,660 --> 00:39:38,009
Ethan?

880
00:39:38,952 --> 00:39:41,009
- Come in.
- Thanks.

881
00:39:41,743 --> 00:39:44,879
Um, my dad liked
highland scotch.

882
00:39:45,462 --> 00:39:49,509
- I didn't know...
- I do, thanks.

883
00:39:50,367 --> 00:39:51,763
Please.

884
00:39:52,121 --> 00:39:54,735
[sentimental music]

885
00:39:54,866 --> 00:40:01,830
[♪]

886
00:40:02,433 --> 00:40:06,220
My sister. My nephew.

887
00:40:08,532 --> 00:40:10,450
My first day in the navy.

888
00:40:10,534 --> 00:40:13,978
I felt like you were all
my family too.

889
00:40:16,917 --> 00:40:18,661
50 years.

890
00:40:18,746 --> 00:40:21,759
We had a life together,
but no one could know.

891
00:40:22,300 --> 00:40:25,175
[emotional music]

892
00:40:25,462 --> 00:40:32,600
[♪]

893
00:40:35,889 --> 00:40:39,400
You a... a scotch man
like your dad?

894
00:40:40,399 --> 00:40:41,978
I am.

895
00:40:44,829 --> 00:40:46,704
Funny story
about a bottle of scotch

896
00:40:46,788 --> 00:40:49,962
your dad and I had in Dubai
after the Gulf War.

897
00:40:50,685 --> 00:40:52,208
You want to hear it?

898
00:40:54,361 --> 00:40:55,822
Yeah, I do.

899
00:40:56,363 --> 00:41:02,775
[♪]

900
00:41:02,859 --> 00:41:04,859
Subtitles
Synchronized by srjanapala

901
00:41:07,145 --> 00:41:10,064
[dramatic music]

902
00:41:10,328 --> 00:41:17,292
[♪]

903
00:41:37,254 --> 00:41:39,953
[wolf howls]


