1 00:02:22,318 --> 00:02:25,787 The citizens of Spain woke up to uns that the body of their oppressive former head of state 2 00:02:25,791 --> 00:02:28,292 has been removed from its grave. 3 00:02:28,296 --> 00:02:30,430 Generalissimo Francisco Franco died... 4 00:02:30,434 --> 00:02:32,539 In 1975 and was buried 5 00:02:32,705 --> 00:02:36,179 in a massive monument that the Spanish government later decided... 6 00:02:36,379 --> 00:02:37,882 Hi, hi. Uh... 7 00:02:38,182 --> 00:02:40,588 Go up the stairs, take a right, Apartment 6. 8 00:02:41,122 --> 00:02:42,988 Here I come. 9 00:02:42,992 --> 00:02:45,232 ...fascist in a more modest state cemetery. 10 00:02:45,330 --> 00:02:48,336 But now grave robbers have raided that tomb 11 00:02:48,436 --> 00:02:51,108 and took Generalissimo Franco's remains. 12 00:02:51,275 --> 00:02:53,380 Where? Remains a total mystery. 13 00:02:56,152 --> 00:02:59,125 We will not rest at night until we know for sure 14 00:02:59,324 --> 00:03:02,828 that the hell-bent Generalissimo is back underground 15 00:03:02,832 --> 00:03:02,862 that the hell-bent Generalissimo is back underground where he can do no harm. 16 00:03:02,866 --> 00:03:04,636 Where he can do no harm. 17 00:03:11,984 --> 00:03:13,687 Hi, Ashley. 18 00:03:14,389 --> 00:03:15,754 Nice to see you. 19 00:03:15,758 --> 00:03:18,797 Dessert. Drugstore Mint Milanos. 20 00:03:28,718 --> 00:03:29,753 Mmm. 21 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:32,625 Damn, that's yum. What's in it? 22 00:03:33,459 --> 00:03:36,232 Uh, it's squished tomato, onion, garlic, 23 00:03:36,332 --> 00:03:38,871 but the mushrooms are what do the magic. 24 00:03:39,305 --> 00:03:40,775 I actually... 25 00:03:41,643 --> 00:03:44,579 I made some stuffed guys too. 26 00:03:44,583 --> 00:03:47,588 Toaster-oven canapes? What, am I at a lesbian potluck? 27 00:03:47,755 --> 00:03:49,258 How'd you learn to... 28 00:03:49,526 --> 00:03:51,526 No, I-I-I cooked all my own meals growing up. 29 00:03:51,530 --> 00:03:53,867 And I thought we were DoorDashing. 30 00:03:54,368 --> 00:03:56,135 -Oh, Ashley. -Bro, I'm impressed. 31 00:03:56,139 --> 00:03:58,544 Well, I have to confess. 32 00:04:00,614 --> 00:04:02,118 The shells are prepackaged. 33 00:04:02,250 --> 00:04:04,689 Ooh... 34 00:04:05,925 --> 00:04:07,456 Do they taste depressing? 35 00:04:07,460 --> 00:04:10,266 -Yes. -Aw. 36 00:04:15,376 --> 00:04:17,147 Ashley, um, 37 00:04:17,380 --> 00:04:19,348 can I ask... 38 00:04:19,352 --> 00:04:20,855 -How I'm doing? -Yes. 39 00:04:20,988 --> 00:04:22,989 -Yeah, Ben, that's allowed. -Okay. 40 00:04:22,993 --> 00:04:24,725 It's actually why I'm standing here 41 00:04:24,729 --> 00:04:28,336 dropping disability checks on bodega Mint Milanos. 42 00:04:29,606 --> 00:04:30,975 Relax, I'm joking. 43 00:04:31,275 --> 00:04:33,744 You gotta laugh to keep from screaming, right? 44 00:04:33,748 --> 00:04:37,855 You make it so... ...easy. Like, no wonder Kira walked all over you. 45 00:04:39,826 --> 00:04:42,962 Oh, I'm sorry, that was insensitive. 46 00:04:42,966 --> 00:04:45,470 Yeah, but maybe... 47 00:04:46,072 --> 00:04:47,208 maybe fair. 48 00:04:47,975 --> 00:04:51,015 I probably got, like, a few footprints on my back. 49 00:04:51,716 --> 00:04:52,852 Still. 50 00:04:54,055 --> 00:04:55,490 Sorry. 51 00:04:57,127 --> 00:04:58,860 How's you, Buckaroo? 52 00:04:58,864 --> 00:05:00,333 Oh, I'm okay. 53 00:05:02,070 --> 00:05:04,609 Yeah, no, sleep is off. 54 00:05:05,310 --> 00:05:06,445 Fully off, but... 55 00:05:06,580 --> 00:05:08,316 -Your dreams are wack, right? -Mm-hmm. 56 00:05:08,550 --> 00:05:09,816 Yeah. 57 00:05:09,820 --> 00:05:11,088 Hey, catch. 58 00:05:11,623 --> 00:05:13,727 Geez, caught that. 59 00:05:13,894 --> 00:05:16,361 I'm jumpy, you know? 60 00:05:16,365 --> 00:05:19,004 Like, being horizontal freaks me out. 61 00:05:20,674 --> 00:05:23,042 It's like my head's afraid to even hit the pillow. 62 00:05:23,046 --> 00:05:25,250 I just bolt right up before I even fall asleep. 63 00:05:25,483 --> 00:05:26,949 Hypnic jerks. 64 00:05:26,953 --> 00:05:29,826 That's what they're called, and yeah, me too. 65 00:05:30,493 --> 00:05:31,964 It's a trauma response. 66 00:05:32,899 --> 00:05:35,634 Are you, like, talking to anyone? 67 00:05:35,638 --> 00:05:40,147 Yes, um, I made a profile on a teletherapy thingy. 68 00:05:41,583 --> 00:05:44,017 -I'm gonna do it when I can manage it. -Mm-hmm. 69 00:05:44,021 --> 00:05:47,592 I just started work, you know, hospice care. 70 00:05:47,596 --> 00:05:48,827 It's night shifts. 71 00:05:48,831 --> 00:05:50,267 Good for you. 72 00:05:50,534 --> 00:05:52,939 It's your life and you are getting back into it. 73 00:05:53,039 --> 00:05:55,473 I, for one, am sick of people getting off 74 00:05:55,477 --> 00:05:57,443 on the gory details of my survival. 75 00:05:57,447 --> 00:05:59,949 Yeah, that happened. 76 00:05:59,953 --> 00:06:01,422 Right. 77 00:06:03,794 --> 00:06:06,128 And I usually like being objectified. 78 00:06:08,469 --> 00:06:09,371 To our health. 79 00:06:09,606 --> 00:06:10,808 To our health. 80 00:06:19,726 --> 00:06:21,797 I mean, I was panicking. 81 00:06:22,097 --> 00:06:25,470 And Kira was, like... ...carrying. 82 00:06:25,638 --> 00:06:31,148 So I just dry pop a few of her Xanibars and then just mosey down the Jetway. 83 00:06:31,816 --> 00:06:34,488 -And then... ...bam. -Bam. 84 00:06:37,795 --> 00:06:40,096 The plane gets slammed by a micro burst. 85 00:06:41,569 --> 00:06:43,974 It was the Bermuda Triangle, Ben. 86 00:06:44,776 --> 00:06:46,345 I mean, the siding ripped right off. 87 00:06:52,792 --> 00:06:57,101 And suddenly I'm dropping towards the ocean at terminal velocity. 88 00:06:57,736 --> 00:07:02,478 Next thing I know, it's weeks later and I wake up from a coma. 89 00:07:02,578 --> 00:07:06,419 Find out not one of my 13 girlfriends survived. 90 00:07:06,953 --> 00:07:09,622 Just you, me, a couple of randos. 91 00:07:09,626 --> 00:07:10,995 Oh, and that pilot. 92 00:07:11,095 --> 00:07:12,628 Oh, yeah. What's the latest on him? 93 00:07:12,632 --> 00:07:14,635 Alive, but not kicking, 94 00:07:14,736 --> 00:07:16,636 and his lawyers have him under lock and key. 95 00:07:16,640 --> 00:07:20,009 Anyway, I cornered my orthopedist and I asked him, 96 00:07:20,013 --> 00:07:21,850 "How am I even alive?" 97 00:07:22,150 --> 00:07:24,121 Turns out it was the Xanax. 98 00:07:24,556 --> 00:07:27,261 Apparently the first impact doesn't kill you, it's the bounce-back, 99 00:07:27,494 --> 00:07:29,795 because, you know, your ribs punch straight through your organs, 100 00:07:29,799 --> 00:07:31,536 your spleen, your liver. 101 00:07:31,970 --> 00:07:35,878 But I was so twacked that I didn't brace for impact, I just ragdolled. 102 00:07:37,180 --> 00:07:38,283 Whoa. 103 00:07:38,651 --> 00:07:40,049 What are the odds? 104 00:07:40,053 --> 00:07:41,121 Ta-da. 105 00:07:41,756 --> 00:07:45,430 I mean, I definitely got beat up, though. 106 00:07:45,798 --> 00:07:49,639 But, you know, scars are the tattoos of survival, right? 107 00:07:50,407 --> 00:07:52,177 You can touch it if you want. 108 00:07:53,714 --> 00:07:55,016 -You sure? -Y-Yeah. 109 00:07:55,584 --> 00:07:56,753 Okay. 110 00:07:59,091 --> 00:08:03,332 It's literally pigskin. I know, I'm becoming a human football. 111 00:08:03,533 --> 00:08:04,435 Whoa. 112 00:08:04,635 --> 00:08:06,305 113 00:08:06,773 --> 00:08:08,944 Hmm. 114 00:08:10,547 --> 00:08:14,017 Honestly, I think it's pretty badass. 115 00:08:18,062 --> 00:08:21,168 You know, I heard what you did, Ben. 116 00:08:22,070 --> 00:08:25,443 Calling all the parents of Kira's friends who died, 117 00:08:25,677 --> 00:08:26,946 checking on them. 118 00:08:28,249 --> 00:08:30,053 You're kind of a good guy. 119 00:08:31,757 --> 00:08:33,422 Survivor's guilt, mostly. 120 00:08:33,426 --> 00:08:35,664 Still, it touched them. 121 00:08:36,231 --> 00:08:37,735 It touched me too. 122 00:08:41,876 --> 00:08:43,747 Can I ask you a blunt question? 123 00:08:44,247 --> 00:08:46,147 -Hmm. -Are you ready? 124 00:08:47,288 --> 00:08:48,890 Do you miss her? 125 00:08:49,659 --> 00:08:50,828 Kira? 126 00:08:51,696 --> 00:08:52,832 Yes, of course I do. 127 00:08:52,965 --> 00:08:54,869 Okay, then what do you miss most? 128 00:08:54,969 --> 00:08:57,240 Oh, God, I mean... 129 00:08:57,909 --> 00:08:59,679 If I'm... 130 00:08:59,779 --> 00:09:02,885 If I'm being honest, the sex. 131 00:09:03,085 --> 00:09:04,518 No, I mean, togetherness. 132 00:09:04,522 --> 00:09:07,862 We were, what, only together three... three months? 133 00:09:08,531 --> 00:09:09,762 You know, she was... 134 00:09:09,766 --> 00:09:11,164 Manipulative. 135 00:09:11,168 --> 00:09:12,872 Well... 136 00:09:13,072 --> 00:09:17,682 demanding when it came to her desire for certain things in particular. 137 00:09:17,848 --> 00:09:19,384 Or everything in particular. 138 00:09:20,086 --> 00:09:24,161 Well, she called it knowing what she wanted. 139 00:09:26,800 --> 00:09:30,874 Is it awful for me to say that most of the time she was a real bitch? 140 00:09:32,678 --> 00:09:35,116 Hey, come on. Kira was the type of girl 141 00:09:35,249 --> 00:09:37,121 that would dip your mascara wand in the toilet 142 00:09:37,253 --> 00:09:38,757 and then laugh when you got a sty. 143 00:09:38,857 --> 00:09:40,894 I mean, you dated her, you must know that. 144 00:09:40,994 --> 00:09:43,265 I'm sorry that that was your experience. 145 00:09:45,604 --> 00:09:50,046 Is it awful for me to say that I'm glad she's dead? 146 00:09:51,248 --> 00:09:52,981 Holy shit, Ashley. 147 00:09:52,985 --> 00:09:55,152 Okay, I don't mean I'm glad she's "dead" dead. 148 00:09:55,156 --> 00:10:00,032 I just mean that, you know, like, my body feels relief. 149 00:10:00,466 --> 00:10:02,968 Like, knowing that she's not... 150 00:10:02,972 --> 00:10:04,939 Around all the time. 151 00:10:04,943 --> 00:10:07,147 And I know I'm not the only one who felt that way, okay? 152 00:10:07,280 --> 00:10:10,453 I mean, I couldn't make it to her funeral 'cause, you know, I was comatose, 153 00:10:10,687 --> 00:10:13,893 but what I heard, that other than her parents and you, 154 00:10:13,994 --> 00:10:16,027 there was, like... like, one other person. 155 00:10:16,031 --> 00:10:18,599 Like, someone from her waitressing days. 156 00:10:18,603 --> 00:10:21,906 Was that even a friend or, like, a funeral ghoul? 157 00:10:21,910 --> 00:10:23,647 I mean, I, of all people, am aware 158 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:27,416 that most of her girl gang got wiped out, but still, yikes. 159 00:10:27,420 --> 00:10:30,724 Yeah, Kira was a force. - 160 00:10:30,728 --> 00:10:32,096 She was. 161 00:10:32,197 --> 00:10:33,996 I mean, immediately after starting to date, 162 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:36,171 we-we move in together? I mean... 163 00:10:38,009 --> 00:10:39,846 I don't know. Why did I fall so hard? 164 00:10:40,079 --> 00:10:42,785 Yeah. And so deep. 165 00:10:44,655 --> 00:10:46,459 Maybe a need for safety. 166 00:10:46,894 --> 00:10:51,235 Like someone femmy and decisive. 167 00:10:52,036 --> 00:10:55,443 Like some idealized version of your mother. 168 00:10:55,845 --> 00:10:57,611 Yeah, something like that. Yeah. 169 00:10:57,615 --> 00:11:01,188 Maybe Kira paid someone to put a love spell on you. 170 00:11:01,288 --> 00:11:04,294 Like a "love me" roofie, like... 171 00:11:06,465 --> 00:11:08,504 Oh, my God. Whoa. Sorry. 172 00:11:08,904 --> 00:11:11,910 Whoa, I-I really should not be drinking. 173 00:11:12,010 --> 00:11:13,914 I-I'm on these, like, heavy antibiotics 174 00:11:14,114 --> 00:11:16,749 so my body... doesn't reject these bacon strips. 175 00:11:16,753 --> 00:11:18,757 Makes me say the stupidest... 176 00:11:18,924 --> 00:11:22,528 Okay, maybe we should just watch a movie... ...or something. 177 00:11:22,532 --> 00:11:25,003 You're not stupid. Not at all. 178 00:11:25,971 --> 00:11:29,144 -Yeah, let's watch something. -Okay. 179 00:11:31,248 --> 00:11:33,520 I'm gonna finish this, though. 180 00:11:39,932 --> 00:11:41,168 Blanket. 181 00:11:42,470 --> 00:11:44,274 Okay. 182 00:11:45,243 --> 00:11:46,411 Question. 183 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:50,386 Do you like scary movies? 184 00:11:51,188 --> 00:11:52,958 No, not really. 185 00:11:53,158 --> 00:11:55,196 Ugh. You big pussy. 186 00:11:59,505 --> 00:12:01,308 Ooh, I love Pacino. 187 00:12:05,349 --> 00:12:08,489 I don't think I... knew this was a Pacino movie. 188 00:12:08,790 --> 00:12:11,229 Are you kidding me? He's the best part. 189 00:12:11,930 --> 00:12:14,301 Whew, I love it when he gets all crazy. 190 00:12:26,993 --> 00:12:29,097 -Ben? -Sorry, I'll be right there. 191 00:12:33,740 --> 00:12:35,811 -Are you okay? -Mm-hmm. 192 00:12:39,317 --> 00:12:40,921 What just happened? 193 00:12:44,395 --> 00:12:45,497 God. 194 00:12:45,897 --> 00:12:48,202 Why am I so fucking lame? 195 00:12:51,441 --> 00:12:53,847 -What? -I have, uh... 196 00:12:54,481 --> 00:12:56,218 I have triskaidekaphobia. 197 00:12:56,586 --> 00:12:59,788 It's not a disease. It's a real fear of the number 13. 198 00:12:59,792 --> 00:13:02,126 It started when I was a child. Once I was walking... 199 00:13:02,130 --> 00:13:04,163 -Ben, are you serious? -through Times Square, right? 200 00:13:04,167 --> 00:13:06,134 Just headed home from work, and all of a sudden 201 00:13:06,138 --> 00:13:09,374 I see this huge ad for moisturizer in giant letters. 202 00:13:09,378 --> 00:13:12,479 "Thirteen active ingredients." Boom. 203 00:13:12,483 --> 00:13:12,514 "Thirteen active ingredients." Boom. My lizard brain goes Code Red. 204 00:13:12,518 --> 00:13:14,484 My lizard brain goes Code Red. 205 00:13:14,488 --> 00:13:18,391 All of a sudden, I instantly vomit and I black out. I collapse... 206 00:13:18,395 --> 00:13:22,199 Ben. Ben. I'm afraid of the number 13 too. 207 00:13:22,203 --> 00:13:24,074 Why do you think I took all that Xanax? 208 00:13:24,809 --> 00:13:27,915 -Are you serious? -It was Friday the 13th. Flight 13. 209 00:13:28,048 --> 00:13:29,686 -The 13th aisle. -Yeah, that. All that. 210 00:13:30,453 --> 00:13:34,161 And Kira knew my whole story and chose to just fly in the face of it. 211 00:13:34,461 --> 00:13:35,597 What whole story? 212 00:13:36,298 --> 00:13:40,139 What? Kira... Kira never told you? 213 00:13:42,678 --> 00:13:44,678 It was May, 2020. A Saturday. 214 00:13:46,451 --> 00:13:48,451 The world had been on lockdown for months. 215 00:13:48,523 --> 00:13:50,827 All the plans turned upside down. 216 00:13:50,961 --> 00:13:53,428 What was meant to be my cousin's Big Island dream destination wedding 217 00:13:53,432 --> 00:13:56,367 turned into a sad Jersey backyard luau 218 00:13:56,371 --> 00:13:58,539 complete with a slow-cooked kalua pig. 219 00:13:58,543 --> 00:14:01,650 Okay, so if we squint, we're in Hawaii. 220 00:14:02,050 --> 00:14:03,616 Oh, pooh. 221 00:14:03,620 --> 00:14:05,754 -It's nice to get out of Gowanus. -Uh-huh. 222 00:14:05,758 --> 00:14:08,496 Just enjoy the fresh air and stop thinking about this... 223 00:14:08,963 --> 00:14:10,523 -Careful. -Thanks. 224 00:14:11,134 --> 00:14:12,399 Is this a joke? 225 00:14:12,403 --> 00:14:14,174 It's probably good right here. 226 00:14:16,879 --> 00:14:18,780 Did they even ask about dietary restrictions? That's sick. 227 00:14:18,784 --> 00:14:22,220 Just smile and nod. We'll get takeout on the way home. 228 00:14:22,224 --> 00:14:23,961 Why are you covering for them? 229 00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:26,562 I just... I don't want you to spiral out about nothing. 230 00:14:26,566 --> 00:14:29,835 You set one foot near your family and... and you're triggered. 231 00:14:29,839 --> 00:14:32,340 It's just... It's-It's the blatant disregard. 232 00:14:32,344 --> 00:14:34,849 -Excuse me. -Hey. No, don't. Hey. Come on. No... 233 00:14:35,015 --> 00:14:36,953 Mmm, no. Sorry, Dad, but no. 234 00:14:37,153 --> 00:14:42,931 I think that we need to acknowledge that for this supposedly happy occasion, 235 00:14:43,065 --> 00:14:46,100 a sentient animal gave everything. 236 00:14:46,104 --> 00:14:49,608 A total bloody sacrifice without consent. 237 00:14:49,612 --> 00:14:52,312 I think this pandemic is asking us 238 00:14:52,316 --> 00:14:55,657 to reevaluate what we need to survive on this planet. 239 00:14:55,924 --> 00:14:58,697 We don't need much, just a roof over our head, 240 00:14:58,930 --> 00:15:02,399 someone to love, a simple meal that we can prepare ourselves. 241 00:15:02,403 --> 00:15:07,079 This needless death of a noble beast reminds us 242 00:15:07,180 --> 00:15:10,621 that we have all become wasteful murderers, 243 00:15:11,288 --> 00:15:14,558 each and eve... 244 00:15:57,113 --> 00:15:59,013 Open the door! Open, open! 245 00:15:59,017 --> 00:16:00,483 Open! O... 246 00:16:14,447 --> 00:16:18,288 I was the only one of the guests who made it out alive. 247 00:16:20,492 --> 00:16:21,797 Thirteen dead. 248 00:16:22,665 --> 00:16:26,171 Butchered like hogs at a slaughterhouse. 249 00:16:27,139 --> 00:16:28,459 Ashley, I wish there was something 250 00:16:28,509 --> 00:16:31,448 -I could... -Hey, I survived. 251 00:16:32,818 --> 00:16:34,551 I remain a lucky girl. 252 00:16:36,058 --> 00:16:38,697 I'm really more concerned about you right now, Ben. 253 00:16:39,131 --> 00:16:41,503 I mean, Ocean's 13 threw you? 254 00:16:42,671 --> 00:16:46,474 You know, panic attacks are actually your body distracting you. 255 00:16:46,478 --> 00:16:50,252 Each attack stops you from having to feel psychic pain. 256 00:16:51,388 --> 00:16:55,362 If you ever want to unpack it, just know you can. 257 00:16:56,699 --> 00:16:58,402 Yeah, where would I even begin? 258 00:16:59,270 --> 00:17:02,109 I don't even remember much of my childhood. 259 00:17:03,646 --> 00:17:04,782 I mean... 260 00:17:05,316 --> 00:17:09,357 Just years and years and years of memories all blurry. 261 00:17:14,835 --> 00:17:19,077 I know I was born on a Friday, the 13th. 262 00:17:20,747 --> 00:17:22,517 My mother died in childbirth. 263 00:17:24,220 --> 00:17:27,160 My dad was ill-equipped to raise me on his own, 264 00:17:27,293 --> 00:17:29,230 but there were lots of people around. 265 00:17:30,299 --> 00:17:32,504 Coming and going, checking on me. 266 00:17:34,708 --> 00:17:38,382 Neighbors from the playground, uncles and aunties. 267 00:17:40,386 --> 00:17:42,691 They were from the same church or something. 268 00:17:44,360 --> 00:17:47,433 Yeah, we always skipped services. Never went. 269 00:18:04,502 --> 00:18:07,006 But they were so kind, all of them. 270 00:18:07,741 --> 00:18:10,943 I don't know, it was like they kind of worshipped me. 271 00:18:10,947 --> 00:18:14,254 When I was six, my memory is a little blurry, but... 272 00:18:19,565 --> 00:18:21,498 It was more blood than I'd ever seen before. 273 00:18:21,502 --> 00:18:23,167 Somebody... 274 00:18:23,171 --> 00:18:25,242 This neighbor had fallen down hard. 275 00:18:25,409 --> 00:18:29,648 She maybe tripped and fell on a knife that she got from the kitchen. 276 00:18:31,622 --> 00:18:35,831 My dad, he scooped her up, put her in his car, sped off. 277 00:18:36,398 --> 00:18:40,305 Blood alcohol level at nearly twice the legal limit, 278 00:18:40,840 --> 00:18:43,107 0.13%. 279 00:18:44,815 --> 00:18:47,153 He ran the stop sign at the T-intersection 280 00:18:47,386 --> 00:18:50,857 and a pickup truck slammed into them at 70 miles per hour. 281 00:18:50,861 --> 00:18:52,564 Killed them both instantly. 282 00:18:54,668 --> 00:18:56,304 I had no one else. 283 00:18:57,641 --> 00:18:59,579 They just dumped me into foster care. 284 00:18:59,979 --> 00:19:02,150 Luckiest people in the world, aren't we? 285 00:19:02,851 --> 00:19:06,024 Six sets of foster parents. 286 00:19:06,525 --> 00:19:08,792 Always a new residence every year. 287 00:19:08,796 --> 00:19:08,826 Always a new residence every year. Each one was a new form of bad. 288 00:19:08,830 --> 00:19:11,201 Each one was a new form of bad. 289 00:19:15,142 --> 00:19:18,382 But there was one woman, Martha. 290 00:19:21,589 --> 00:19:23,659 Martha just wanted to be a mom. 291 00:19:24,494 --> 00:19:26,398 She called me "sonny boy." 292 00:19:27,768 --> 00:19:30,770 She had handmade decorations for every holiday. 293 00:19:30,774 --> 00:19:33,676 Hot breakfasts and Sunday suppers. 294 00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:35,216 Oh, she just... 295 00:19:35,717 --> 00:19:38,756 She spent every day making that house a home for me. 296 00:19:41,563 --> 00:19:43,900 And then, on my 13th birthday, 297 00:19:45,537 --> 00:19:46,672 she died, 298 00:19:48,075 --> 00:19:49,645 at home. 299 00:19:50,345 --> 00:19:51,816 Pancreatic cancer. 300 00:19:54,822 --> 00:19:56,759 Did you tell her how you felt? 301 00:19:57,394 --> 00:19:59,632 Yes. 302 00:20:00,232 --> 00:20:02,336 At the end, I was with her. 303 00:20:05,577 --> 00:20:07,781 -That's why... -Why you do what you do. 304 00:20:08,516 --> 00:20:10,419 Your 13th birthday. 305 00:20:11,623 --> 00:20:14,695 You just... You lose track or you lose your mind. 306 00:20:16,899 --> 00:20:20,903 And then, Kira, she was the last time I really... 307 00:20:23,278 --> 00:20:25,249 That I felt like I was home. 308 00:20:30,025 --> 00:20:33,566 -Oh, man, I'm sorry. -No, it's okay. 309 00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:16,004 -Hi. -Morning. 310 00:22:21,481 --> 00:22:24,387 Oof. Sorry about the scratches. 311 00:22:25,757 --> 00:22:28,663 I got a little carried away. 312 00:22:57,788 --> 00:23:00,092 You wait right here, you little freak. 313 00:23:17,059 --> 00:23:18,461 Jesus. 314 00:23:24,641 --> 00:23:26,307 Hi. 315 00:23:26,311 --> 00:23:28,716 -Should I just hop in? -Yeah, go for it. It's all yours. 316 00:23:33,559 --> 00:23:36,298 Mmm. Cute little tramp stamp you got there. 317 00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:38,599 What? What are you talking about? 318 00:23:38,603 --> 00:23:39,938 Above your butt. 319 00:23:40,205 --> 00:23:43,078 "616." Your hometown area code? 320 00:23:47,620 --> 00:23:48,790 What is that? 321 00:23:49,223 --> 00:23:50,392 What do you mean? 322 00:23:50,694 --> 00:23:51,792 You didn't draw... 323 00:23:53,700 --> 00:23:55,503 Did you draw on me or something? 324 00:23:55,670 --> 00:23:57,473 No, I-I didn't. 325 00:24:00,112 --> 00:24:02,112 What is that? 326 00:24:02,116 --> 00:24:04,183 Did any of those wicked foster parents ever, I don't... 327 00:24:04,187 --> 00:24:05,452 Like, burn you? 328 00:24:05,456 --> 00:24:06,825 Jesus. No. 329 00:24:10,166 --> 00:24:12,232 Well, that's not ink. It's a brand. 330 00:24:12,236 --> 00:24:12,265 Well, that's not ink. It's a brand.