1 00:01:56,030 --> 00:01:57,150 Oh, my God! Hi! 2 00:01:57,150 --> 00:01:58,450 Fuck, it's fucking cold! 3 00:01:58,450 --> 00:01:59,610 Ahhh! 4 00:02:01,030 --> 00:02:02,240 - You made it! - I made it! 5 00:02:02,240 --> 00:02:03,410 - I missed you! - Oh, my God, I missed you, 6 00:02:03,410 --> 00:02:04,490 - I missed you! - Yay! 7 00:02:04,500 --> 00:02:06,200 Help me, it's fucking cold! 8 00:02:06,210 --> 00:02:08,830 I cannot believe you still live here. 9 00:02:08,830 --> 00:02:10,790 Yeah, well, you say that every time. 10 00:02:10,790 --> 00:02:12,420 I can't feel my fucking hands, ah! 11 00:02:12,420 --> 00:02:13,880 - Shit me. - Let me take that. 12 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:15,630 - Let me take that. - It's really heavy. 13 00:02:15,630 --> 00:02:17,260 Yeah, fuck, it is heavy. 14 00:02:17,260 --> 00:02:18,380 Did you bring me presents? 15 00:02:18,380 --> 00:02:20,220 Oh, no, just like eighteen pairs of socks. 16 00:02:20,220 --> 00:02:21,340 I have socks. 17 00:02:21,350 --> 00:02:23,470 Yeah, but your feet are huge, babe. 18 00:02:24,810 --> 00:02:27,350 Ow! It's really heavy. 19 00:02:28,440 --> 00:02:29,600 Oh, my God. 20 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:31,810 - This is what I think. - Yeah. 21 00:02:31,810 --> 00:02:33,310 When you are having sex with a guy... 22 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:34,320 Yeah. 23 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:37,070 - Sometimes-- - Mhmm. 24 00:02:38,110 --> 00:02:39,950 They are saying stuff like, 25 00:02:41,410 --> 00:02:42,780 "You like that." 26 00:02:42,780 --> 00:02:43,990 Mhmm. 27 00:02:43,990 --> 00:02:45,830 You like that. 28 00:02:45,830 --> 00:02:47,790 Mhmm. What is that, even? 29 00:02:47,790 --> 00:02:48,910 Right. 30 00:02:48,910 --> 00:02:50,830 Oh, that's deep. 31 00:02:50,830 --> 00:02:52,590 I think-- I think they mean 32 00:02:53,710 --> 00:02:54,840 you like... 33 00:02:56,010 --> 00:02:57,010 - That. - That. 34 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:58,880 - Yeah. "You like my dick." - Or that. 35 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:00,840 But it's like, they like, it's like, 36 00:03:00,840 --> 00:03:02,680 also their dick is their whole self. 37 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:04,010 So they're like, "Do you like the dick? 38 00:03:04,010 --> 00:03:05,010 Do you like me?" 39 00:03:05,010 --> 00:03:07,180 - "Do you love me?" - "Do you love me!" 40 00:03:07,930 --> 00:03:10,180 "And I am fucking you-- 41 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:12,310 - with my dick." - Right. 42 00:03:12,310 --> 00:03:13,810 And sometimes it's like-- 43 00:03:13,810 --> 00:03:15,020 Don't. 44 00:03:15,020 --> 00:03:16,570 No, sometimes it's like... 45 00:03:16,570 --> 00:03:18,030 Oh, God. 46 00:03:18,990 --> 00:03:20,110 Sometimes it's like-- 47 00:03:22,410 --> 00:03:23,360 Kinda. 48 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:24,490 - No. It is. - It's like-- 49 00:03:24,490 --> 00:03:26,870 Sometimes it's like you leave your mind 50 00:03:26,870 --> 00:03:28,450 and you're like, seeing it from, like, 51 00:03:28,450 --> 00:03:30,160 - perspective behind. - Inside their brain. 52 00:03:31,790 --> 00:03:32,870 Your butt looks weird. 53 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:34,790 Sometimes it's like-- right! 54 00:04:07,530 --> 00:04:09,370 So, are you gonna let me read it? 55 00:04:09,370 --> 00:04:10,750 Yeah. But it's not done. 56 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:12,250 It's not even a proper draft. 57 00:04:12,250 --> 00:04:13,370 But it's a draft. 58 00:04:13,370 --> 00:04:14,580 It's definitely a draft. 59 00:04:14,580 --> 00:04:16,290 Is it still about gay New York stuff? 60 00:04:16,290 --> 00:04:17,500 Yeah, but now it's, like, 61 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:20,130 dark and like psychological, but also funny. 62 00:04:21,170 --> 00:04:22,800 I will need to read that. 63 00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:24,180 Ahoy! 64 00:04:25,220 --> 00:04:26,390 Is that guy talking to us? 65 00:04:26,390 --> 00:04:28,430 Ugh, I think he just said, "Ahoy." 66 00:04:28,430 --> 00:04:31,310 Ahoy there, neighbor! 67 00:04:31,310 --> 00:04:33,020 Ahoy! 68 00:04:33,020 --> 00:04:34,140 Ugh, he's in our spot. 69 00:04:35,310 --> 00:04:36,440 Fuckin' hell. 70 00:04:44,740 --> 00:04:46,660 I wish you still lived here. 71 00:04:47,490 --> 00:04:48,660 Yeah. 72 00:04:49,990 --> 00:04:51,870 Or closer, at least. 73 00:04:51,870 --> 00:04:53,750 Yeah, I wish you lived closer to me too. 74 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:58,460 I like it here, though. 75 00:04:59,500 --> 00:05:00,630 Are you sure? 76 00:05:01,840 --> 00:05:02,840 Why? 77 00:05:04,300 --> 00:05:05,840 It's a lot, right? 78 00:05:07,050 --> 00:05:08,100 Still being here. 79 00:05:11,930 --> 00:05:13,560 Well, it's a lot to be wherever. 80 00:05:16,020 --> 00:05:17,190 Yeah. That's true. 81 00:05:18,860 --> 00:05:19,900 School was like-- 82 00:05:19,900 --> 00:05:22,190 Ugh, Grad school was... Ugh. 83 00:05:22,780 --> 00:05:23,820 Exactly. 84 00:05:33,250 --> 00:05:36,420 Do you miss me even though you're married? 85 00:05:38,290 --> 00:05:41,210 Yes, I miss you even though I'm married. 86 00:05:41,210 --> 00:05:42,250 Married. 87 00:05:44,300 --> 00:05:45,760 - Ugh. - So grown up. 88 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:47,970 It's so grown up. 89 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:51,260 Hey! Hey, you over there! 90 00:05:51,260 --> 00:05:52,350 I'm married! 91 00:05:52,350 --> 00:05:55,430 I'm in a union that the state knows about! 92 00:05:55,430 --> 00:05:57,690 My dad is divorced. 93 00:05:57,690 --> 00:05:59,940 - Oh, that's sad. - Um... 94 00:05:59,940 --> 00:06:01,480 That's okay. 95 00:06:03,030 --> 00:06:04,990 Well, what do we do now? 96 00:06:06,280 --> 00:06:08,150 You're alone. 97 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:10,070 I don't care whether I'm alone or not. 98 00:06:10,740 --> 00:06:11,780 It's my right. 99 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:16,330 It's your right. 100 00:06:18,250 --> 00:06:20,080 What do you want? I say he's guilty. 101 00:06:21,250 --> 00:06:22,960 I wanna hear your arguments. 102 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:24,550 I gave you my-- 103 00:06:40,900 --> 00:06:41,900 Ew. 104 00:06:49,280 --> 00:06:50,530 Yes... 105 00:06:53,200 --> 00:06:54,280 Oh. 106 00:06:54,910 --> 00:06:56,120 - Hi. - Hi. 107 00:06:56,120 --> 00:06:58,580 - Can I help you? - Uh, no. I'm sorry. 108 00:06:58,580 --> 00:07:00,040 Do I have the wrong house? 109 00:07:01,330 --> 00:07:02,880 No. This is the right house. 110 00:07:02,880 --> 00:07:04,040 - Are you... - Wait. 111 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:05,250 No. No. 112 00:07:05,250 --> 00:07:06,670 Oh, no. No, no, no, no. 113 00:07:06,670 --> 00:07:07,920 This is the house, yeah. 114 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:09,050 - Are you looking for Agnes? - Yes, yeah. 115 00:07:09,050 --> 00:07:10,130 Gavin! 116 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:13,090 - Agnes. - Lydie. 117 00:07:13,100 --> 00:07:15,930 Oh, you're Lydie. Oh, my God! 118 00:07:15,930 --> 00:07:17,890 Okay, I am so sorry, this is the weekend. 119 00:07:17,890 --> 00:07:18,930 Yeah. 120 00:07:18,930 --> 00:07:21,440 - Ah. - My mistake. 121 00:07:21,440 --> 00:07:23,650 No problem. Gavin is my neighbor. 122 00:07:23,650 --> 00:07:26,570 Gavin, you actually live over there. 123 00:07:27,990 --> 00:07:30,400 Oh, yes. I live there. 124 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:32,320 - Oops. - That's okay. 125 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:33,530 Sweet dreams, Gavin. 126 00:07:33,530 --> 00:07:36,530 God bless your lost soul, and have a good night. 127 00:07:36,540 --> 00:07:38,540 - It's nice to meet you, Lydie. - You too. 128 00:07:38,540 --> 00:07:41,040 He's cute. 129 00:07:41,040 --> 00:07:42,580 - Who? - You're fucking him. 130 00:07:42,580 --> 00:07:43,710 No, I'm not. 131 00:07:43,710 --> 00:07:45,750 - You're fucking your neighbor. - No, I'm not. 132 00:07:45,750 --> 00:07:47,250 You're fucking your neighbor named Gavin. 133 00:07:48,090 --> 00:07:49,300 You are. 134 00:07:49,300 --> 00:07:51,420 I'm not. I'm not. 135 00:07:51,430 --> 00:07:53,970 - No. I'm not. - You are fucking him. 136 00:07:53,970 --> 00:07:56,260 - I'm not. - You're fucking Gavin! 137 00:08:24,420 --> 00:08:26,750 - Agnes. - Mhmm. 138 00:08:26,750 --> 00:08:29,710 I need to talk to you about something. 139 00:08:31,090 --> 00:08:32,130 Okay. 140 00:08:32,880 --> 00:08:35,930 Okay. So it's about my body. 141 00:08:35,930 --> 00:08:37,600 Oh, your body is perfect. 142 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:38,680 Oh, thank you. 143 00:08:38,680 --> 00:08:41,220 But, um, I didn't mean it like that. 144 00:08:41,230 --> 00:08:42,390 Okay... 145 00:08:44,100 --> 00:08:48,270 So I have a baby in me. 146 00:08:50,440 --> 00:08:52,240 - You do? - Yeah. 147 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:54,110 What? Right now? 148 00:08:54,110 --> 00:08:55,610 Right now. 149 00:08:55,610 --> 00:08:56,870 - Yeah. - What?! 150 00:08:57,870 --> 00:09:02,950 Oh, my God. Your body is a miracle. 151 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:04,460 Oh, my God. 152 00:09:04,460 --> 00:09:05,960 Are you scared? 153 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:07,710 Yeah, yeah. 154 00:09:07,710 --> 00:09:08,790 Oh, but are you glad? 155 00:09:10,340 --> 00:09:12,380 Yeah, yes. It's good. 156 00:09:12,380 --> 00:09:13,510 Like, I wanted it, obviously. 157 00:09:13,510 --> 00:09:15,260 Like, we tried a million times. 158 00:09:15,260 --> 00:09:16,470 Yeah. You did want it. 159 00:09:16,470 --> 00:09:18,220 - Yeah. - Lydie... 160 00:09:19,300 --> 00:09:20,640 Are you gonna name it Agnes? 161 00:09:21,890 --> 00:09:23,470 Oh. 162 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:25,600 Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. 163 00:09:26,850 --> 00:09:28,190 Try and think about it. 164 00:09:30,190 --> 00:09:31,440 Wow. 165 00:09:44,120 --> 00:09:47,000 So it must have been good sperm. 166 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:48,580 Yeah. Thank God for that 167 00:09:48,580 --> 00:09:52,340 random, tall white guy's good sperm. 168 00:09:55,260 --> 00:09:57,840 Maybe I should have his babies too 169 00:09:57,840 --> 00:10:00,510 and then they can be brothers. 170 00:10:00,510 --> 00:10:02,640 Well, he's pretty hard to track down, so. 171 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:04,810 Well, we have his picture, 172 00:10:04,810 --> 00:10:05,930 so we could look him up. 173 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:15,740 Can I touch it? 174 00:10:16,900 --> 00:10:18,070 Yeah. 175 00:10:23,290 --> 00:10:25,330 I don't really feel anything. 176 00:10:25,330 --> 00:10:27,410 That's because it's not like a baby yet. 177 00:10:28,420 --> 00:10:29,500 How old is it? 178 00:10:30,130 --> 00:10:31,670 Ten weeks? 179 00:10:31,670 --> 00:10:33,000 So probably really small. 180 00:10:33,710 --> 00:10:35,170 Yeah. 181 00:10:35,170 --> 00:10:36,590 What, like a mouse maybe? 182 00:10:37,470 --> 00:10:38,630 How big is a mouse? 183 00:10:41,470 --> 00:10:43,720 Oh, it's smaller than that. 184 00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:45,310 Wow, smaller than a mouse. 185 00:10:50,020 --> 00:10:52,770 Don't tell anyone tonight about-- 186 00:10:52,770 --> 00:10:53,980 Oh, don't worry. 187 00:10:53,980 --> 00:10:55,190 I never tell secrets 188 00:10:55,190 --> 00:10:57,400 unless I feel it is a secret I really wanna tell. 189 00:10:57,400 --> 00:10:59,700 That is not reassuring, babe. 190 00:10:59,700 --> 00:11:01,200 I don't wanna go. 191 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:02,530 No! 192 00:11:02,530 --> 00:11:05,200 No, we have to. Natasha will kill me. 193 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:08,540 I feel like... I feel like she's, like, rude, 194 00:11:08,540 --> 00:11:09,580 like, tonally. 195 00:11:09,580 --> 00:11:11,750 Oh, she definitely has a very rude tone. 196 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:12,790 Right? 197 00:11:12,790 --> 00:11:14,130 She's got a really rude tone. 198 00:11:17,380 --> 00:11:18,550 Are you afraid? 199 00:11:20,720 --> 00:11:22,340 - Yeah. - For the pain? 200 00:11:22,930 --> 00:11:24,430 Yeah. 201 00:11:24,430 --> 00:11:27,220 But also because it's like, a person. 202 00:11:28,560 --> 00:11:30,060 I wanna make a really good person. 203 00:11:31,100 --> 00:11:32,650 You're gonna make a good person. 204 00:11:35,190 --> 00:11:36,230 It's gonna hurt so bad. 205 00:11:36,230 --> 00:11:38,690 Oh, my God, it seems like it hurts so bad! 206 00:11:38,690 --> 00:11:40,150 No! Don't say that. 207 00:11:40,150 --> 00:11:41,200 I'm allowed to say that, 208 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:42,570 you're not allowed to say that. 209 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:45,450 Blah, blah, blah. Doesn't matter. 210 00:11:45,450 --> 00:11:47,490 Short story is, we got the house, 211 00:11:47,490 --> 00:11:48,620 but we had to pay, like, 212 00:11:48,620 --> 00:11:50,160 significantly more than we wanted to. 213 00:11:51,370 --> 00:11:53,080 Do you like this house? My house? 214 00:11:54,500 --> 00:11:56,790 I, I do. Yeah. Oh, my God. 215 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:59,050 The wood-- it's gorgeous. 216 00:11:59,050 --> 00:12:00,630 It's rich. Like dark. 217 00:12:00,630 --> 00:12:02,880 - Yeah. - What are you gonna put in it? 218 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:04,340 - In our house? - Yeah. 219 00:12:04,340 --> 00:12:06,180 Uh-- our couch, 220 00:12:06,180 --> 00:12:07,430 our bed, 221 00:12:07,430 --> 00:12:08,970 Benny's parents' dresser. 222 00:12:08,970 --> 00:12:11,640 - All your stuff. - Yes. Exactly. 223 00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:12,640 That makes sense. 224 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:15,310 You're like a fully fledged adult now. 225 00:12:15,310 --> 00:12:18,440 Guys, how long has it been since, like, we've hung out? 226 00:12:18,440 --> 00:12:20,030 I'm just sort of like... 227 00:12:20,030 --> 00:12:21,320 Hi. 228 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:23,200 Is it three years since we graduated? 229 00:12:23,200 --> 00:12:24,820 - Four, I think. - Oh, my God, is it four years? 230 00:12:24,820 --> 00:12:25,740 Yeah. 231 00:12:25,740 --> 00:12:28,780 Time really does fly. 232 00:12:28,790 --> 00:12:30,740 But not for me or Agnes probably, 233 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:33,910 since we're still here, still at the school. 234 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:35,250 You're still at your same house. 235 00:12:35,250 --> 00:12:36,880 That little house. 236 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:38,800 But time probably flies for the three of you who left. 237 00:12:40,460 --> 00:12:42,880 - New York. - Yeah, yeah. New York. 238 00:12:42,880 --> 00:12:43,930 Wow. 239 00:12:44,590 --> 00:12:45,630 Good for you. 240 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:46,840 Um, but it's a trip being back. 241 00:12:46,850 --> 00:12:50,350 I drove past the campus on my way to Agnes', 242 00:12:50,350 --> 00:12:52,770 and I just got, like, full body chills 243 00:12:52,770 --> 00:12:53,850 when I saw the library. 244 00:12:53,850 --> 00:12:55,270 The library. Lydie, no. 245 00:12:55,270 --> 00:12:56,730 - Please. - You know what I mean? 246 00:12:56,730 --> 00:12:59,020 I have, like, deeply ingrained stress from that place. 247 00:12:59,020 --> 00:13:02,360 Yeah, Grad school was wild. I honestly feel like 248 00:13:02,360 --> 00:13:04,030 I worked on that thesis for like, a decade. 249 00:13:04,030 --> 00:13:06,200 Yeah. This one time, um-- 250 00:13:06,200 --> 00:13:07,530 on the third floor in a private room, 251 00:13:07,530 --> 00:13:09,330 I almost paper cut my face open with my copy 252 00:13:09,330 --> 00:13:11,080 of Little Dorrit just so I could go to the hospital 253 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:12,870 and have a good night's sleep. 254 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:15,670 I didn't do it, but I thought about it. 255 00:13:18,130 --> 00:13:19,960 Yeah, sometimes I have nightmares 256 00:13:19,960 --> 00:13:21,300 where my thesis is like 257 00:13:21,300 --> 00:13:23,760 all blank pages, and then I eat the pages. 258 00:13:23,760 --> 00:13:25,510 Oh, my God, that's so sad. 259 00:13:25,510 --> 00:13:27,840 Yeah. It is really sad, huh. 260 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:30,640 So, Agnes, it was really that easy for you? 261 00:13:30,640 --> 00:13:32,470 No story? Nothing to share? 262 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:36,020 Well, it's not Agnes' fault that Decker liked her best. 263 00:13:36,020 --> 00:13:37,230 No, it wasn't her fault, 264 00:13:37,230 --> 00:13:38,400 but, um, it pissed me off. 265 00:13:42,030 --> 00:13:43,480 Um... 266 00:13:43,490 --> 00:13:46,700 This fish is amazing. What's-- what's in it? 267 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:48,410 Fish. 268 00:13:49,990 --> 00:13:51,620 Uh-- well, how is it, you two? 269 00:13:51,620 --> 00:13:53,290 You're the teachers now. 270 00:13:53,290 --> 00:13:54,620 I am still part time, 271 00:13:54,620 --> 00:13:57,210 but I think I'm gonna teach a class next semester-- 272 00:13:57,210 --> 00:13:58,620 which they haven't said 273 00:13:58,630 --> 00:14:00,210 is what's gonna happen, but it could. 274 00:14:00,210 --> 00:14:01,880 - Yeah, it could. - No. It will. 275 00:14:01,880 --> 00:14:03,340 Yeah. Yes. It, it will. 276 00:14:03,340 --> 00:14:06,090 Well, we have news in the English department. 277 00:14:06,090 --> 00:14:08,220 Agnes? Agnes has big news. 278 00:14:08,220 --> 00:14:09,430 Bathroom. Sorry. 279 00:14:11,100 --> 00:14:12,720 Agnes is now a full-time teacher. 280 00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,010 She took Wilkinson's spot. 281 00:14:14,020 --> 00:14:15,930 Filled the spot. 282 00:14:15,930 --> 00:14:18,940 Agnes is like super young to be full-time faculty. 283 00:14:18,940 --> 00:14:21,520 Yeah, she's like the youngest in fifty years, that bitch. 284 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:22,570 I'm kidding. 285 00:14:26,110 --> 00:14:27,200 There's a bone. 286 00:14:28,860 --> 00:14:30,120 What? 287 00:14:31,950 --> 00:14:33,080 In the fish. 288 00:14:35,950 --> 00:14:38,870 There's, like, a bone in the fish that you served me. 289 00:14:42,090 --> 00:14:43,210 Sorry. 290 00:14:43,210 --> 00:14:44,420 No, it's-- it's fine. 291 00:14:44,420 --> 00:14:46,300 It's just like maybe you should, like, 292 00:14:46,300 --> 00:14:49,430 debone it a little bit better before you serve it to people. 293 00:14:59,270 --> 00:15:00,980 Hello, my baby. 294 00:15:00,980 --> 00:15:02,610 Oh, you're a baby. 295 00:15:03,230 --> 00:15:04,980 I love you. I love you. 296 00:15:04,980 --> 00:15:06,570 Oh, you wanna get down? 297 00:15:06,570 --> 00:15:07,900 Okay. I'll put you down. 298 00:15:09,650 --> 00:15:10,950 You leave the house, right? 299 00:15:12,990 --> 00:15:14,280 Yeah. I leave the house. 300 00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:17,450 I go to work. I have a job, Lydie. 301 00:15:19,660 --> 00:15:21,330 But-- 302 00:15:21,330 --> 00:15:22,830 you're still in the same office. 303 00:15:24,710 --> 00:15:25,800 Yes. 304 00:15:26,920 --> 00:15:29,800 Agnes, you said that you were gonna switch. 305 00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:31,180 Well, I-- I didn't wanna have to explain 306 00:15:31,180 --> 00:15:33,350 why it's weird for me to be in that office. 307 00:15:34,930 --> 00:15:38,270 Maybe you should say there's mold or something. 308 00:15:38,270 --> 00:15:39,310 Maybe. 309 00:15:39,310 --> 00:15:40,520 Do you want me to call them and say 310 00:15:40,520 --> 00:15:42,060 there's a dead animal in the wall? 311 00:15:43,400 --> 00:15:45,820 You are an angel from heaven, but no. 312 00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:48,400 It's like, I just got the job. 313 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:50,610 I don't even know if I should have the job. 314 00:15:50,610 --> 00:15:51,660 Agnes. 315 00:15:54,820 --> 00:15:57,030 I don't wanna complain about my office, 316 00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:58,660 which is technically huge, 317 00:15:59,330 --> 00:16:00,710 and there's a lot of light, 318 00:16:02,370 --> 00:16:04,080 and I can see why he liked it. 319 00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:09,760 Anyways, yes, I leave the house. 320 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:13,840 Agnes... 321 00:16:16,720 --> 00:16:17,760 don't... 322 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:19,600 die. 323 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:22,730 I'm not gonna die. 324 00:16:25,020 --> 00:16:26,560 If I was gonna kill myself, 325 00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:29,110 I would have done it like last year-- 326 00:16:30,070 --> 00:16:31,360 or the year before. 327 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:33,820 Ugh. Or, like, definitely the year before. 328 00:16:33,820 --> 00:16:34,910 Agnes. 329 00:16:35,700 --> 00:16:37,030 No. I'm not gonna die. 330 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:41,540 Let me return the sentiment. 331 00:16:42,410 --> 00:16:43,710 You please don't die. 332 00:16:49,960 --> 00:16:51,050 Lydie-- 333 00:16:52,510 --> 00:16:54,130 You're having a little baby. 334 00:16:56,340 --> 00:16:57,430 I know. 335 00:16:59,180 --> 00:17:01,640 You're gonna take such good care of your little baby. 336 00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:06,190 - I won't die. - Please don't die. 337 00:17:06,190 --> 00:17:07,360 No, you please don't die. 338 00:17:13,650 --> 00:17:14,900 Do you wanna say hello? 339 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:24,160 Hi. 340 00:17:26,370 --> 00:17:27,540 I'm Agnes. 341 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,750 I'm your mommy. 342 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:35,050 Lydie and Fran may tell you otherwise, but heed my words. 343 00:17:35,050 --> 00:17:36,380 - I'm your mother. - Agnes! 344 00:17:36,380 --> 00:17:38,050 - Do it properly. - Yeah. All right. 345 00:17:41,510 --> 00:17:43,770 Hi. I'm Agnes. 346 00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:46,020 I'm not your mommy. 347 00:17:50,190 --> 00:17:51,570 I am your mommy. 348 00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:52,730 Oh, for goodness sake. 349 00:17:52,730 --> 00:17:54,030 I felt it kick. 350 00:17:54,530 --> 00:17:55,610 No, you didn't. 351 00:17:58,870 --> 00:18:01,030 Are you gonna-- Thank you. 352 00:18:01,990 --> 00:18:03,240 Don't go. 353 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:05,120 Hey. 354 00:18:06,830 --> 00:18:08,290 I'll see you soon. 355 00:18:08,290 --> 00:18:09,290 When? 356 00:18:09,290 --> 00:18:10,630 Come to New York. 357 00:18:10,630 --> 00:18:11,840 I've got an extra bed. 358 00:18:13,510 --> 00:18:15,210 Tell Fran that I hate them. 359 00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:17,550 - No. - No, I don't hate them. 360 00:18:17,550 --> 00:18:18,680 I know, babe. 361 00:18:19,680 --> 00:18:21,550 - Love you. - Love you. 362 00:18:25,850 --> 00:18:26,890 Um, no. 363 00:18:31,940 --> 00:18:33,650 Come soon. 364 00:18:33,650 --> 00:18:34,820 Not because of, like, 365 00:18:34,820 --> 00:18:36,150 not because I'm gonna kill myself, but just-- 366 00:18:37,110 --> 00:18:39,070 Just... 367 00:18:39,070 --> 00:18:40,410 don't wait so long to come back. 368 00:18:42,700 --> 00:18:43,990 Okay. 369 00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:45,700 Okay. 370 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:32,190 Fuck! 371 00:20:32,640 --> 00:20:33,690 Fuck! 372 00:20:33,690 --> 00:20:34,730 What is happening? 373 00:20:34,730 --> 00:20:36,810 - What's happening? - Oh, my God! 374 00:20:36,810 --> 00:20:38,610 I hate school! 375 00:20:38,610 --> 00:20:39,650 School fucking sucks! 376 00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:41,490 My brain feels like it's on fire. 377 00:20:41,490 --> 00:20:42,950 Like I'm gonna fucking die! 378 00:20:44,490 --> 00:20:46,450 I just realized, babe, 379 00:20:46,450 --> 00:20:49,370 no one gives a fuck about Ted Hughes. 380 00:20:49,370 --> 00:20:51,040 No, everyone cares about Ted Hughes. 381 00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:52,580 No, no, no. I can't believe this. 382 00:20:52,580 --> 00:20:54,920 I spent two years writing about a guy. 383 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:56,750 I don't even fuck guys with my eyes open anymore. 384 00:20:56,750 --> 00:20:58,500 I just close my eyes and imagine women. 385 00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:03,680 Do you wanna talk about that? 386 00:21:05,050 --> 00:21:06,260 About what? 387 00:21:07,970 --> 00:21:09,100 Nothing. 388 00:21:27,070 --> 00:21:28,910 Okay, I'm here. Sorry, I'm here. 389 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:31,120 Did we do it? 390 00:21:31,490 --> 00:21:32,540 Barely. 391 00:21:36,290 --> 00:21:37,670 - Devin? - Yes, I did. 392 00:21:38,710 --> 00:21:40,840 I am so sorry. I don't really procrastinate, 393 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:43,170 so this wasn't like a whole thing for me. 394 00:21:43,170 --> 00:21:44,840 That's okay. 395 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:46,510 Keep showing off, it'll get you places. 396 00:21:47,800 --> 00:21:48,800 Lydie. 397 00:21:50,300 --> 00:21:51,760 I'm Lydie. 398 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:52,810 Did you finish? 399 00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:55,230 Uh, yeah, um-- 400 00:21:56,060 --> 00:21:57,140 Yeah, but the thing is, 401 00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:59,560 like, don't be mad. I did finish it. 402 00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:02,820 The last page is, like, a copy and paste extract of... 403 00:22:04,070 --> 00:22:06,990 "Slouching Towards Bethlehem" that I didn't write. 404 00:22:10,370 --> 00:22:12,200 - Yates or Didion? - Didion. 405 00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:14,750 Always Didion. 406 00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,160 Uh-- Hey, you know what? 407 00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:19,170 I'm supposed to be your mentor, helper, whatever. 408 00:22:19,170 --> 00:22:21,880 I'm just here to make sure it happens. 409 00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:22,920 I did mine. 410 00:22:24,590 --> 00:22:26,970 Okay. Good. That's-- that's great, Natasha. 411 00:22:28,340 --> 00:22:32,220 Lydie, you think you can finish by Wednesday? 412 00:22:32,220 --> 00:22:34,350 Get me your draft minus the Joan by then? 413 00:22:34,350 --> 00:22:36,020 Yeah, again-- 414 00:22:36,020 --> 00:22:37,060 Sorry about that. 415 00:22:37,060 --> 00:22:38,440 Are you gonna read mine? 416 00:22:40,020 --> 00:22:41,350 Of course. That's my job. 417 00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:43,230 Are you gonna ask Agnes if she did hers? 418 00:22:45,230 --> 00:22:46,280 Yeah. 419 00:22:46,900 --> 00:22:47,950 Agnes... 420 00:22:49,820 --> 00:22:51,070 How'd yours go? 421 00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:54,080 Fine. I did it. 422 00:22:54,790 --> 00:22:56,410 Can't wait to read. 423 00:22:56,410 --> 00:22:58,040 But you're gonna read mine too though, right? 424 00:22:59,960 --> 00:23:00,960 Yes. 425 00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:15,600 Why am I still working on this? 426 00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:17,220 Because you didn't finish it. 427 00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,270 No offense. 428 00:23:18,940 --> 00:23:20,350 Stop bragging. 429 00:23:20,350 --> 00:23:21,400 I'm not bragging. 430 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:23,480 Your legs are on the wall. 431 00:23:24,860 --> 00:23:25,900 So? 432 00:23:25,900 --> 00:23:27,280 Well, if I'd finished it, 433 00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:29,280 my legs would be on the wall too, 434 00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:30,280 but I haven't. 435 00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:33,030 So, my legs aren't on the wall. 436 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:35,620 Okay. I will take them down. 437 00:23:54,300 --> 00:23:55,350 What? 438 00:23:58,220 --> 00:23:59,310 You should fuck him. 439 00:24:00,140 --> 00:24:01,270 I don't wanna fuck him. 440 00:24:01,270 --> 00:24:02,770 - Really? - Yes. 441 00:24:02,770 --> 00:24:03,940 Well, if you don't wanna fuck him, 442 00:24:03,940 --> 00:24:05,150 definitely don't fuck him. 443 00:24:05,150 --> 00:24:06,190 I won't. 444 00:24:07,650 --> 00:24:09,110 I think he wants to fuck you. 445 00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,110 - Really? - Yeah. 446 00:24:14,410 --> 00:24:16,240 - Well, that sucks. - Why? 447 00:24:18,580 --> 00:24:20,790 Do you think that's why he's telling me I'm smart? 448 00:24:20,790 --> 00:24:22,330 No, I think he's telling you you're smart 449 00:24:22,330 --> 00:24:23,710 because you're really smart. 450 00:24:24,670 --> 00:24:25,710 Okay. 451 00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:30,590 What would you say though-- 452 00:24:31,550 --> 00:24:33,180 if he asked you to fuck him? 453 00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:34,930 I would say no. 454 00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:37,680 I would be upset if he asked. 455 00:24:39,430 --> 00:24:40,560 I get that. 456 00:24:42,190 --> 00:24:43,310 I get that. 457 00:24:45,100 --> 00:24:46,480 I would say no-- 458 00:24:47,610 --> 00:24:48,690 but thank you. 459 00:24:56,370 --> 00:24:57,490 Come on in. 460 00:24:58,740 --> 00:24:59,990 Hi. 461 00:25:00,830 --> 00:25:02,000 Agnes, hi. 462 00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:06,420 Thanks for meeting with me. 463 00:25:06,420 --> 00:25:07,920 Are you working on something? 464 00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:08,960 I mean-- 465 00:25:10,710 --> 00:25:12,760 No. Not, not-- 466 00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:15,840 not really. 467 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:18,600 Well, now you have to tell me. 468 00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:21,010 Why? 469 00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:23,100 Because now I know too much. 470 00:25:25,690 --> 00:25:27,980 Uh, yeah, okay. Um-- 471 00:25:30,690 --> 00:25:31,780 I'm writing a book. 472 00:25:33,070 --> 00:25:34,530 - A book? - A book. 473 00:25:34,530 --> 00:25:35,570 A long book? 474 00:25:36,990 --> 00:25:38,450 - Medium. - Good. 475 00:25:38,950 --> 00:25:40,080 Why? 476 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,490 Well, long is like... okay, we get it. 477 00:25:42,500 --> 00:25:43,660 Right. And short is like... 478 00:25:43,660 --> 00:25:45,290 Why did you even write a book? 479 00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:51,380 Yeah, well, even though this is medium... 480 00:25:51,380 --> 00:25:52,920 - The perfect length. - Yeah. 481 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:54,710 I have to say it is horrible, 482 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,130 and every time I look at it, I wanna kill myself. 483 00:25:57,130 --> 00:25:58,180 Mm. 484 00:25:59,550 --> 00:26:02,680 Well, there actually have to be books like that 485 00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:03,770 so that we can distinguish 486 00:26:03,770 --> 00:26:05,480 which books are really the good books. 487 00:26:06,190 --> 00:26:07,520 Yes. 488 00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:10,110 I'm doing a public service by writing a shit book. 489 00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:14,530 Well, 490 00:26:15,110 --> 00:26:16,240 if it helps at all, 491 00:26:16,990 --> 00:26:19,070 I liked your first novel. 492 00:26:19,070 --> 00:26:20,910 I liked how fucked up it was and-- 493 00:26:20,910 --> 00:26:23,120 how it made me feel like there's a reason, 494 00:26:23,120 --> 00:26:25,120 even if I can't see it, that I'm alive. 495 00:26:26,620 --> 00:26:28,080 And it didn't feel like fiction, 496 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:30,460 which I think is a compliment in this case. 497 00:26:30,460 --> 00:26:31,750 And... 498 00:26:31,750 --> 00:26:34,710 I think about it all the time when I'm doing other stuff, 499 00:26:34,710 --> 00:26:36,670 like eating ice cream 500 00:26:36,670 --> 00:26:38,050 or looking out the window. 501 00:26:43,010 --> 00:26:44,060 Thank you. 502 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:46,680 Thank you. 503 00:26:49,980 --> 00:26:51,270 Okay, uh... 504 00:26:52,610 --> 00:26:53,770 Um... 505 00:26:54,730 --> 00:26:55,860 Enough about me. 506 00:26:57,950 --> 00:26:59,360 I read your thesis. 507 00:26:59,360 --> 00:27:00,910 You read it really fast. 508 00:27:00,910 --> 00:27:02,070 Yeah, well, I, uh-- 509 00:27:02,990 --> 00:27:05,450 to be honest, I couldn't put it down. 510 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:07,580 Someone glue your hands to it? 511 00:27:08,620 --> 00:27:10,170 What? 512 00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:11,880 - Oh-- - I'm sorry. 513 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:13,340 Makes basically no sense. 514 00:27:14,130 --> 00:27:15,170 No, it does. 515 00:27:16,260 --> 00:27:17,590 Um... 516 00:27:17,590 --> 00:27:18,630 Yeah. 517 00:27:18,630 --> 00:27:20,800 - Anyway, so, uh... - Yeah. 518 00:27:22,220 --> 00:27:23,680 This whole section 519 00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:26,930 from page three through seven, 520 00:27:26,930 --> 00:27:29,190 I find to be absolutely just-- 521 00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:31,650 extraordinary. 522 00:27:33,690 --> 00:27:34,980 Really. 523 00:27:36,900 --> 00:27:37,940 Sorry. 524 00:27:41,070 --> 00:27:44,370 Sorry, my ex is a prosecutor, which-- 525 00:27:44,370 --> 00:27:45,990 Oh, wow, the law. 526 00:27:45,990 --> 00:27:47,910 Yeah. My ex-wife... 527 00:27:49,370 --> 00:27:50,500 loves the law. 528 00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:54,210 She's in court, my kid's sick. I have to-- 529 00:27:55,710 --> 00:27:57,000 I've gotta run. 530 00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,630 - Fuck, sorry. - Oh, that's okay. 531 00:27:59,630 --> 00:28:01,260 You should have my full attention, 532 00:28:01,260 --> 00:28:02,630 and frankly, this paper deserves that. 533 00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:05,010 - We can reschedule for later. - Yeah, that's fine. 534 00:28:05,010 --> 00:28:07,680 All right, I gotta-- I'll text you. 535 00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:09,140 - Okay. - I'll, uh... 536 00:28:09,140 --> 00:28:10,520 Sorry I have to run like this. 537 00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:12,190 - Oh, that's okay. - Oh, actually, 538 00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:15,480 you should look at this. 539 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:18,480 I just got it. 540 00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:21,070 First edition To The Lighthouse. 541 00:28:21,070 --> 00:28:23,490 Wow, wow. Thank you. 542 00:28:24,530 --> 00:28:25,620 Yeah. 543 00:28:26,120 --> 00:28:27,200 Can I touch it? 544 00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:28,830 - Yeah. - Okay. 545 00:28:28,830 --> 00:28:30,000 All right. 546 00:29:51,370 --> 00:29:53,700 We are asked to reckon with the idea 547 00:29:53,700 --> 00:29:55,790 that taking his life, 548 00:29:55,790 --> 00:29:58,540 taking flight from the corporeal existence, 549 00:29:58,540 --> 00:30:00,960 is perhaps for Milkman 550 00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:04,670 a transcendence and not a tragedy. 551 00:30:04,670 --> 00:30:07,680 Milkman feels he is returning to his ancestral home. 552 00:31:42,190 --> 00:31:43,310 - Agnes. - Hi. 553 00:31:44,020 --> 00:31:45,820 Great. Okay. Uh... 554 00:31:45,820 --> 00:31:47,940 Thanks for coming last minute. 555 00:31:47,940 --> 00:31:49,440 Sorry, it's my house. 556 00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:51,490 - Hope that's okay. - Yeah, yeah, no problem. 557 00:31:51,490 --> 00:31:53,070 Don't worry, my-- 558 00:31:53,070 --> 00:31:54,620 my kid's with my ex. 559 00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:56,280 It's all good. 560 00:31:56,290 --> 00:31:58,000 - Uh, come on in. - Okay. 561 00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:01,330 Oh, do you mind taking your boots off? 562 00:32:01,330 --> 00:32:02,500 Oh, yeah. 563 00:32:02,500 --> 00:32:03,880 - Duh. - No. 564 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,630 - Sorry. - Don't be sorry. 565 00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:10,090 Do you have my thesis? 566 00:32:10,090 --> 00:32:12,010 Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 567 00:34:10,630 --> 00:34:11,920 Your shoes are untied. 568 00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:12,620 Ooh. 569 00:36:12,620 --> 00:36:15,380 Hey, I've been literally waiting with bated breath. 570 00:36:15,380 --> 00:36:16,460 How did it go? 571 00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:26,010 Agnes, are you okay? 572 00:36:27,890 --> 00:36:28,930 What happened? 573 00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:31,600 I don't know. 574 00:36:37,770 --> 00:36:39,070 My pants are broken. 575 00:36:50,370 --> 00:36:51,960 And then we started kissing. 576 00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:55,040 And I thought, we're kissing. 577 00:36:56,210 --> 00:36:58,290 I was thinking we were kissing the whole time, 578 00:36:58,300 --> 00:36:59,420 like in a bad way 579 00:37:00,630 --> 00:37:03,170 where you aren't having a good time, 580 00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:05,050 and it's just like someone's mouth. 581 00:37:07,300 --> 00:37:08,430 And then I said, 582 00:37:08,430 --> 00:37:10,470 "I don't really think I'm ready to be kissing. 583 00:37:10,470 --> 00:37:12,060 I just got out of a thing." 584 00:37:12,890 --> 00:37:14,940 Which is something I made up. 585 00:37:14,940 --> 00:37:16,440 It's okay to lie about that. 586 00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:19,570 And then he said, "That's okay. 587 00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:23,490 We can just sit on the couch and watch a movie." 588 00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:27,200 So he started playing something. 589 00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:30,280 It was animated, which I thought was weird. 590 00:37:30,290 --> 00:37:32,410 But then I remembered he has a kid, 591 00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:34,830 so that made it less weird. 592 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,290 Then he started putting his hand on my pants, 593 00:37:40,130 --> 00:37:42,380 and I was kinda moving it away. 594 00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:47,550 But he kept moving it back to my pants, 595 00:37:48,890 --> 00:37:51,060 and then he started putting his hand down my pants, like, 596 00:37:51,060 --> 00:37:53,100 in between the pants and my underwear. 597 00:37:56,350 --> 00:37:58,610 And I was kinda squirming my body like-- 598 00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:00,440 he was... 599 00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:05,110 his fingers were really strong and hard, 600 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:08,530 like, in the bad way. 601 00:38:08,530 --> 00:38:09,660 Like, it was too hard. 602 00:38:13,580 --> 00:38:14,660 Maybe it would've felt good 603 00:38:14,660 --> 00:38:16,160 if I wanted his fingers to be doing that. 604 00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:17,370 But you didn't want that. 605 00:38:17,370 --> 00:38:18,500 No, I didn't. 606 00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:25,970 And then, I pulled his hand out because... 607 00:38:28,140 --> 00:38:30,140 it didn't feel good, 608 00:38:30,140 --> 00:38:31,560 and it actually hurt, kinda. 609 00:38:35,270 --> 00:38:36,600 And then I started kissing him 610 00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:38,980 because I thought, 611 00:38:38,980 --> 00:38:41,860 "Well, if we have to be doing something, 612 00:38:41,860 --> 00:38:44,740 "I'd rather it be kissing than his fingers down there." 613 00:38:50,740 --> 00:38:52,120 And then I don't remember. 614 00:39:01,750 --> 00:39:02,840 And then at some point, 615 00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,840 his hand was back in my underwear. 616 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:06,090 But under the underwear now. 617 00:39:08,220 --> 00:39:10,470 And I was trying to move it away again. 618 00:39:10,470 --> 00:39:12,680 Sounds like you were trying to move it away a lot. 619 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:14,260 Yeah. That's what I kept thinking. 620 00:39:15,270 --> 00:39:17,810 Like, one more time and he won't move it back 621 00:39:17,810 --> 00:39:19,690 because it's so obvious I'm moving it away. 622 00:39:21,350 --> 00:39:22,860 But he kept moving it back. 623 00:39:26,690 --> 00:39:27,820 And then-- 624 00:39:28,740 --> 00:39:30,110 he was pulling down my pants-- 625 00:39:30,110 --> 00:39:31,740 Well, he was trying to pull them down, 626 00:39:32,910 --> 00:39:34,120 but they have a button. 627 00:39:35,540 --> 00:39:37,290 So he was pulling, pulling. 628 00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:39,750 And I was pulling them back up. 629 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,750 And then they were halfway down. 630 00:39:45,250 --> 00:39:47,920 And I felt something go in, like, in me, 631 00:39:51,010 --> 00:39:52,510 and my spine got cold. 632 00:39:55,930 --> 00:39:58,230 And I reached down to feel it and-- 633 00:40:00,020 --> 00:40:01,140 It was-- 634 00:40:02,350 --> 00:40:04,020 It was him-- you know? 635 00:40:08,780 --> 00:40:10,320 And then I jumped up and... 636 00:40:11,150 --> 00:40:12,740 I sat on the side of the couch. 637 00:40:13,570 --> 00:40:14,740 I don't know how long. 638 00:40:19,580 --> 00:40:21,330 And I looked at his face once, 639 00:40:24,130 --> 00:40:26,550 and it was, like, scared. 640 00:40:27,710 --> 00:40:29,590 - His face was scared? - Yes. 641 00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:37,640 And then I just got up kinda slowly, 642 00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:41,310 and I grabbed my boots, 643 00:40:44,020 --> 00:40:45,190 and I drove home, 644 00:40:48,780 --> 00:40:49,990 and now I'm here. 645 00:40:57,030 --> 00:40:58,330 That sounds like... 646 00:41:00,910 --> 00:41:02,000 that. 647 00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:05,080 That is-- 648 00:41:07,590 --> 00:41:08,670 that's the thing. 649 00:41:11,630 --> 00:41:13,300 I'm really, really sorry. 650 00:41:56,220 --> 00:41:59,010 I never know if I'm supposed to get fully naked. 651 00:41:59,010 --> 00:42:00,600 - Like in the gown? - Yeah. 652 00:42:01,430 --> 00:42:03,850 - Are you naked right now? - Yes. 653 00:42:03,850 --> 00:42:05,940 Dude, I don't think you're supposed to be naked. 654 00:42:05,940 --> 00:42:07,690 Hi. You're Agnes? 655 00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:10,770 - Yeah, hi. - I'm doctor Evans. 656 00:42:13,900 --> 00:42:15,400 You were sexually assaulted? 657 00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:16,450 Uh, yeah. 658 00:42:17,450 --> 00:42:18,780 Do you feel safe now? 659 00:42:18,780 --> 00:42:21,660 Sorry, before-- uh, we do that, 660 00:42:21,660 --> 00:42:23,370 I just want you to know that I'm fully naked. 661 00:42:24,830 --> 00:42:27,120 - What? - Under the robe. Is that okay? 662 00:42:28,250 --> 00:42:29,330 Yeah. That's fine. 663 00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:34,420 - Do you mind? - Yeah, sure. 664 00:42:36,470 --> 00:42:38,180 So, when did this happen? 665 00:42:38,720 --> 00:42:40,470 The thing? 666 00:42:40,470 --> 00:42:42,010 - The assault. - Last night. 667 00:42:42,010 --> 00:42:43,140 Last evening. 668 00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:44,720 Yesterday evening. 669 00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:47,310 - And have you showered? - I took a bath. 670 00:42:47,310 --> 00:42:49,060 So it's usually best to go to the emergency room 671 00:42:49,060 --> 00:42:50,810 right after something like this happens. 672 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:52,690 Oh, okay. 673 00:42:52,690 --> 00:42:54,480 I will definitely keep that in mind for the next time. 674 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:55,570 Well, that's when we would use 675 00:42:55,570 --> 00:42:57,150 a sexual assault forensic evidence kit. 676 00:42:57,150 --> 00:42:59,030 Oh, okay. I feel like you just need to... 677 00:42:59,030 --> 00:43:00,360 tonally shift away from the tone 678 00:43:00,370 --> 00:43:02,280 you're taking right now. 679 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:04,030 Like, we just need a tonal shift. 680 00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,160 Just wanna make sure he didn't give me anything, 681 00:43:06,160 --> 00:43:07,870 like, vaginally or yeah. 682 00:43:10,130 --> 00:43:12,540 Did your attacker ejaculate in you? 683 00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:15,260 Um, well, I wouldn't call him my attacker. 684 00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:17,260 It wasn't like, bah! 685 00:43:17,260 --> 00:43:18,420 But you were raped. 686 00:43:18,430 --> 00:43:19,550 - Whoa. - Yeah. 687 00:43:19,550 --> 00:43:20,720 And well put. 688 00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:22,510 I know this is hard to talk about. 689 00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:26,390 It doesn't feel that you know that. 690 00:43:26,390 --> 00:43:27,770 These questions are protocol. 691 00:43:27,770 --> 00:43:30,100 Yeah, you're asking them in a really freaky way. 692 00:43:30,100 --> 00:43:31,440 Calm down, ma'am. 693 00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:32,860 - Oh, she's calm. - I'm calm. 694 00:43:32,860 --> 00:43:34,270 You can finish your questions. 695 00:43:34,270 --> 00:43:36,570 Did he ejaculate in you? 696 00:43:36,570 --> 00:43:38,240 Horrible word. 697 00:43:38,240 --> 00:43:40,400 No, the actual him being inside me part 698 00:43:40,410 --> 00:43:42,030 wasn't that long, it was like-- 699 00:43:44,450 --> 00:43:47,080 - that long. - Okay. 700 00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:51,120 So, we'll do a blood test to check you for pregnancy 701 00:43:51,120 --> 00:43:54,210 and sexually transmitted infections, 702 00:43:54,210 --> 00:43:57,050 and then we'll do a cervix culture. 703 00:43:57,050 --> 00:43:58,970 - Yum. - Excuse me? 704 00:43:59,920 --> 00:44:01,090 She said yum. 705 00:44:01,090 --> 00:44:03,010 I'll be right back, and we can get started. 706 00:44:13,020 --> 00:44:14,310 - Agnes? - Mhmm. 707 00:44:15,860 --> 00:44:17,520 He's leaving. 708 00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:18,610 Who? 709 00:44:20,030 --> 00:44:21,570 Decker's transferring. 710 00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:25,160 He got a job in New York. Upstate. 711 00:44:26,620 --> 00:44:27,740 He's leaving. 712 00:44:33,830 --> 00:44:34,960 Fuck. 713 00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,130 What the fuck? 714 00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:40,800 Is this good? 715 00:44:41,550 --> 00:44:42,680 No. 716 00:44:43,300 --> 00:44:44,680 Maybe. I don't know. 717 00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:48,520 Did he say anything about this? 718 00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:50,810 No. 719 00:44:53,650 --> 00:44:56,190 And yesterday his desk was, like, really cluttered. 720 00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,280 Like he wasn't packed or anything. 721 00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:02,570 So he's running. 722 00:45:05,910 --> 00:45:06,990 Fuck. 723 00:46:14,180 --> 00:46:16,190 - Hi, I'm-- - Agnes. 724 00:46:16,190 --> 00:46:18,600 Hi, I'm Elizabeth. This is Claire. 725 00:46:18,610 --> 00:46:20,730 - Hi, Agnes. I'm Claire. - Hi. 726 00:46:20,730 --> 00:46:22,690 Do you mind coming back with us? 727 00:46:22,690 --> 00:46:23,740 Sure. 728 00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:32,530 We are so sorry to hear this happened to you. 729 00:46:32,540 --> 00:46:33,950 We are taking this 730 00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:36,370 really seriously. 731 00:46:44,460 --> 00:46:45,590 Are you gonna do anything? 732 00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:48,550 We would begin an investigation. 733 00:46:49,300 --> 00:46:51,010 But as you may have heard, 734 00:46:51,010 --> 00:46:53,680 he sent in his letter of resignation yesterday at... 735 00:46:55,020 --> 00:46:56,730 4:18 p.m. 736 00:46:56,730 --> 00:47:00,900 And you reported this today at 8:42 am. 737 00:47:02,270 --> 00:47:03,400 Okay. 738 00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:06,860 Unfortunately, he's no longer under our employ. 739 00:47:06,860 --> 00:47:09,860 So we can't take the measures that we would normally take 740 00:47:09,860 --> 00:47:12,830 such as suspending him or letting him go or-- 741 00:47:13,490 --> 00:47:15,290 things of that nature. 742 00:47:15,290 --> 00:47:18,460 These things are really hard, 743 00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:21,540 and the University is unfortunately unable 744 00:47:21,540 --> 00:47:24,800 to take any kind of responsibility. 745 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:26,550 But he was my advisor. 746 00:47:28,720 --> 00:47:30,260 Former advisor. 747 00:47:34,100 --> 00:47:35,390 You have the option 748 00:47:35,390 --> 00:47:37,930 of going to the police station and reporting this 749 00:47:37,930 --> 00:47:40,100 and issuing an arrest warrant. 750 00:47:47,650 --> 00:47:50,240 We know what you're going through. 751 00:47:51,450 --> 00:47:52,700 We are women. 752 00:47:55,950 --> 00:47:57,160 What? 753 00:48:01,500 --> 00:48:02,830 We are women. 754 00:49:01,560 --> 00:49:02,560 Hi. 755 00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:04,520 Hi. 756 00:49:06,940 --> 00:49:08,320 You're my neighbor, right? 757 00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:09,530 Yeah, I live here. 758 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:11,360 What's your name? 759 00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:12,940 Oh, uh, Gavin. 760 00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:14,530 Gavin, nice to meet you. 761 00:49:14,530 --> 00:49:15,780 - You too. - I'm Agnes. 762 00:49:17,410 --> 00:49:18,450 Lamb of God. 763 00:49:19,580 --> 00:49:21,120 - What? - That's nothing. 764 00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:22,500 It's all good, I'm just, uh-- 765 00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:24,120 Um... 766 00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:26,120 What are you up to this fine evening? 767 00:49:26,130 --> 00:49:28,880 Oh, I was wondering, do you have, 768 00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:30,670 like, stuff that makes a fire? 769 00:49:30,670 --> 00:49:32,220 Oh, um... 770 00:49:34,300 --> 00:49:36,300 - Matches? - No, like a liquid. 771 00:49:36,300 --> 00:49:38,970 - Is that a thing? - Oh, yes. 772 00:49:38,970 --> 00:49:41,220 - Lighter fluid. - Yes. Do you have that? 773 00:49:41,220 --> 00:49:42,350 Yes. 774 00:49:43,560 --> 00:49:45,060 Why do you need it? 775 00:49:45,060 --> 00:49:46,100 Um, my friends and I, 776 00:49:46,100 --> 00:49:47,770 we're gonna make, like, hot dogs. 777 00:49:47,770 --> 00:49:49,150 Oh, hot dog sounds good. 778 00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,190 Oh, I'm sorry, we only bought two hot dogs. 779 00:49:53,190 --> 00:49:54,860 Oh, no, that's no problem, I'm-- 780 00:49:54,860 --> 00:49:56,410 I have dinner plans with my mom. 781 00:49:57,530 --> 00:49:58,570 That's not true. 782 00:49:58,570 --> 00:50:00,450 I'm sorry, I just wanted to close myself off 783 00:50:00,450 --> 00:50:02,160 from the possibility of being rejected. 784 00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:05,420 That's no problem. 785 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:08,460 - I'll get the lighter fluid. - Okay. 786 00:50:08,460 --> 00:50:10,090 Do you wanna come inside while I look? 787 00:50:10,090 --> 00:50:12,000 Uh, no, sorry. Can I wait outside? 788 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:13,300 Yeah. Don't worry about it. 789 00:50:13,300 --> 00:50:15,010 Um, I'll be back soon. 790 00:50:27,730 --> 00:50:29,020 This should do the trick. 791 00:50:30,270 --> 00:50:31,520 Great, thanks. 792 00:50:31,520 --> 00:50:33,400 And so do I just pour this on the thing 793 00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:34,570 I want to be on fire? 794 00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:38,360 On the barbecue? 795 00:50:39,660 --> 00:50:41,990 - Yes. - Uh, yeah, 796 00:50:41,990 --> 00:50:44,370 don't put too much of it on there. 797 00:50:45,370 --> 00:50:46,660 Okay. 798 00:50:46,660 --> 00:50:48,670 Do you-- do you want my help? 799 00:50:48,670 --> 00:50:49,880 No. 800 00:50:51,710 --> 00:50:53,130 Thank you... 801 00:50:53,130 --> 00:50:54,710 - Gavin. - Gavin. 802 00:50:54,710 --> 00:50:58,090 Yes. Thank you, definitely, Gavin. 803 00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:02,350 Uh, don't you live over there? 804 00:51:02,350 --> 00:51:04,970 Ha! Yup, I... yup, definitely. Oops. 805 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:36,340 Why do you have that? 806 00:51:37,260 --> 00:51:38,470 I got it from the neighbor. 807 00:51:40,380 --> 00:51:41,840 Why? 808 00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:42,890 It's definitely not, like, 809 00:51:42,890 --> 00:51:44,350 a good or normal train of thought. 810 00:51:45,890 --> 00:51:47,850 Okay. 811 00:51:47,850 --> 00:51:50,270 I think I was gonna light Decker's office on fire. 812 00:51:55,900 --> 00:51:57,070 Okay... 813 00:51:59,070 --> 00:52:00,280 Do you still wanna do it? 814 00:52:02,110 --> 00:52:03,280 I don't know. 815 00:52:07,910 --> 00:52:08,960 I will do it. 816 00:52:10,670 --> 00:52:12,250 That's really nice. 817 00:52:14,790 --> 00:52:17,000 - But no. - No, seriously. 818 00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:19,670 If you need someone to burn his office down, 819 00:52:19,670 --> 00:52:21,420 but you don't wanna do it yourself, 820 00:52:21,430 --> 00:52:23,340 I will do it. 821 00:52:23,340 --> 00:52:25,430 No, I don't even want him to die. 822 00:52:26,600 --> 00:52:27,680 I do. 823 00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:30,850 I don't want him to die. 824 00:52:32,940 --> 00:52:34,400 Well, if you change your mind... 825 00:52:35,570 --> 00:52:36,650 Thanks. 826 00:52:39,490 --> 00:52:41,950 Maybe we could burn something smaller, 827 00:52:41,950 --> 00:52:44,990 like his hair or his pens or something. 828 00:52:45,660 --> 00:52:46,990 I'll think about that. 829 00:52:48,490 --> 00:52:49,620 Okay. 830 00:52:54,500 --> 00:52:57,040 I have to make hot dogs. 831 00:52:57,040 --> 00:52:58,210 Oh, why? 832 00:52:58,210 --> 00:53:00,050 I told the neighbor, it's like this whole big lie. 833 00:53:00,050 --> 00:53:01,380 I'm stuck in a lie. 834 00:53:02,430 --> 00:53:04,800 Okay. I will do it. 835 00:53:04,800 --> 00:53:06,600 - I'm sorry. - No, it's fine. 836 00:53:06,600 --> 00:53:09,850 I was gonna, like, kill a man, so this is much easier. 837 00:53:09,850 --> 00:53:11,520 Do we have hot dogs? 838 00:53:13,940 --> 00:53:15,230 I don't know. 839 00:54:30,470 --> 00:54:31,510 Hi. 840 00:54:38,020 --> 00:54:40,480 Okay. I'm going to get coffee. 841 00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:46,150 Do you want me to pick you up? 842 00:54:55,790 --> 00:54:57,460 Well, fuck. 843 00:54:58,460 --> 00:55:01,130 This is really nice. 844 00:55:03,250 --> 00:55:04,420 I guess um... 845 00:55:05,590 --> 00:55:07,430 Yup. I love you. 846 00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:14,430 You wanna come get coffee? 847 00:55:15,930 --> 00:55:16,930 Salmon. 848 00:55:18,270 --> 00:55:20,940 All right, you're picky, an excellent quality. 849 00:55:22,570 --> 00:55:23,570 Tuna. 850 00:55:25,820 --> 00:55:27,990 Maybe you're just smelling the can. 851 00:55:27,990 --> 00:55:29,240 There's tuna inside. 852 00:55:30,660 --> 00:55:32,530 All right, one of each. 853 00:55:49,300 --> 00:55:50,300 Hey. 854 00:55:51,510 --> 00:55:52,760 Is this all for you today? 855 00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:54,220 Yes, thank you. 856 00:55:59,140 --> 00:56:01,520 Did you bring a cat into the grocery store? 857 00:56:03,060 --> 00:56:04,320 No. 858 00:56:06,360 --> 00:56:07,400 Yes, you did. 859 00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:08,530 What did you say? 860 00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:10,450 You're lying. 861 00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:12,410 No, I'm not. 862 00:56:19,660 --> 00:56:20,830 Here's your cat food. 863 00:56:26,000 --> 00:56:27,460 We ran out of coffee. 864 00:56:27,460 --> 00:56:28,510 I got some. 865 00:56:31,010 --> 00:56:32,050 I got a cat. 866 00:56:37,220 --> 00:56:38,310 Whatever you need. 867 00:59:06,370 --> 00:59:12,090 Thank you for being here and completing your summons. 868 00:59:12,090 --> 00:59:15,340 For those of you who haven't done this 869 00:59:15,340 --> 00:59:17,300 and don't know what to expect, 870 00:59:18,010 --> 00:59:19,430 please come up 871 00:59:20,470 --> 00:59:22,050 and get a questionnaire. 872 00:59:23,220 --> 00:59:24,640 Fill it out 873 00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:27,560 and return it to us completed. 874 00:59:31,190 --> 00:59:33,020 We have little pencils 875 00:59:34,020 --> 00:59:35,650 if you need a little pencil. 876 01:00:00,050 --> 01:00:02,800 The following jurors are dismissed. 877 01:00:04,010 --> 01:00:07,970 Juror one, three, five, 878 01:00:07,980 --> 01:00:09,850 seven, eight, 879 01:00:09,850 --> 01:00:12,980 30, 32, 880 01:00:12,980 --> 01:00:15,820 39, 25, 881 01:00:15,820 --> 01:00:19,150 42, 43, 882 01:00:19,150 --> 01:00:22,030 49, 59. 883 01:00:22,030 --> 01:00:23,620 You are dismissed. 884 01:00:24,370 --> 01:00:25,450 Thank you. 885 01:00:25,450 --> 01:00:26,490 You can go. 886 01:00:28,500 --> 01:00:29,910 And do you think, Mrs. Fuller, 887 01:00:29,910 --> 01:00:31,330 based on that definition, 888 01:00:31,330 --> 01:00:33,880 you understand the meaning of beyond a reasonable doubt? 889 01:00:34,500 --> 01:00:35,630 Yes. 890 01:00:35,630 --> 01:00:37,420 That to be convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt, 891 01:00:37,420 --> 01:00:38,460 you must have been there 892 01:00:38,460 --> 01:00:40,130 and seen the crime with your own eyes? 893 01:00:40,130 --> 01:00:41,840 Yes. I understand. 894 01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:43,220 And do the rest of you feel 895 01:00:43,220 --> 01:00:46,050 you can apply that idea, beyond a reasonable doubt, 896 01:00:46,060 --> 01:00:47,430 - to this case? - Mhmm. 897 01:00:47,430 --> 01:00:48,890 How many of you have children? 898 01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:52,270 Uh, Mr. Woguard. 899 01:00:52,270 --> 01:00:53,390 You have a child? 900 01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:56,230 Uh, yes. Soph just turned four. 901 01:00:56,230 --> 01:00:58,150 Say you and your daughter were at the park 902 01:00:58,150 --> 01:00:59,530 and she's playing on the monkey bars. 903 01:00:59,530 --> 01:01:01,440 And you turned your back for a few minutes, 904 01:01:01,450 --> 01:01:03,700 and then she runs over to you with a broken arm. 905 01:01:04,530 --> 01:01:05,950 What would you think happened? 906 01:01:05,950 --> 01:01:07,280 She fell off the monkey bars 907 01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:08,240 and broke her arm. 908 01:01:08,240 --> 01:01:09,700 Yes, so that's an example 909 01:01:09,700 --> 01:01:11,620 of circumstantial evidence. 910 01:01:11,620 --> 01:01:13,210 That's what you can reasonably infer 911 01:01:13,210 --> 01:01:15,330 based on the facts that you have. 912 01:01:15,330 --> 01:01:16,920 Does this make sense, Mr. Woguard? 913 01:01:17,500 --> 01:01:18,630 Yes. 914 01:01:18,630 --> 01:01:21,260 And if instead another child ran over to you 915 01:01:21,260 --> 01:01:24,840 and told you he saw her fall off the monkey bars, 916 01:01:24,840 --> 01:01:26,430 that's direct testimony 917 01:01:26,430 --> 01:01:28,720 because someone witnessed it. 918 01:01:28,720 --> 01:01:31,140 Does everybody understand that difference, 919 01:01:31,140 --> 01:01:33,180 between circumstantial evidence 920 01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:34,690 and direct testimony? 921 01:01:34,690 --> 01:01:36,100 Mhmm. 922 01:01:36,110 --> 01:01:37,560 Without direct testimony, 923 01:01:37,560 --> 01:01:39,610 we cannot be positively certain 924 01:01:39,610 --> 01:01:41,400 a crime has been committed. 925 01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:42,900 As the prosecution, 926 01:01:42,900 --> 01:01:44,780 I must prove the defendant's guilt 927 01:01:44,780 --> 01:01:46,530 beyond a reasonable doubt. 928 01:01:46,530 --> 01:01:49,910 Meaning, that there is no other reasonable explanation 929 01:01:49,910 --> 01:01:52,120 that can come from evidence presented. 930 01:01:52,120 --> 01:01:54,580 If any of you have been victims of a crime, 931 01:01:54,580 --> 01:01:56,040 please raise your hand. 932 01:01:57,540 --> 01:02:00,250 Uh, Mr. Faber, what was the crime? 933 01:02:00,250 --> 01:02:02,420 Uh, I was robbed. At gunpoint. 934 01:02:02,420 --> 01:02:03,760 Do you have any reason to believe 935 01:02:03,760 --> 01:02:05,510 that experience would make you unable to serve 936 01:02:05,510 --> 01:02:07,890 as an impartial juror on this trial? 937 01:02:07,890 --> 01:02:09,050 No. 938 01:02:10,970 --> 01:02:12,140 Miss Ward. 939 01:02:13,430 --> 01:02:14,520 What? 940 01:02:14,520 --> 01:02:16,560 When I asked who has been a victim of a crime, 941 01:02:16,560 --> 01:02:17,560 did you raise your hand? 942 01:02:17,560 --> 01:02:20,150 No, I realized I shouldn't share it. 943 01:02:20,150 --> 01:02:21,690 So... 944 01:02:21,690 --> 01:02:23,690 You're unable to share the crime? 945 01:02:24,900 --> 01:02:26,200 Um... 946 01:02:27,070 --> 01:02:29,070 It is frankly my worst nightmare 947 01:02:29,070 --> 01:02:30,620 to have to tell this whole room of strangers 948 01:02:30,620 --> 01:02:32,080 about the thing that happened to me. 949 01:02:32,830 --> 01:02:33,950 So-- 950 01:02:33,950 --> 01:02:37,540 that is the reasoning as to why I did not decide 951 01:02:37,540 --> 01:02:39,710 to continue having my hand raised. 952 01:02:39,710 --> 01:02:40,710 Thank you. 953 01:02:42,460 --> 01:02:45,550 Do you think the crime would make you unable to serve 954 01:02:45,550 --> 01:02:48,050 as an impartial juror on this case? 955 01:02:48,050 --> 01:02:49,510 That is a good question, 956 01:02:49,510 --> 01:02:51,390 and one I've been thinking about. 957 01:02:53,310 --> 01:02:55,600 Have you come to any conclusions? 958 01:02:55,600 --> 01:02:57,190 You know, I think I would be better 959 01:02:57,190 --> 01:02:59,650 not being on the jury 960 01:02:59,650 --> 01:03:00,690 and instead would do better 961 01:03:00,690 --> 01:03:02,770 fulfilling a different civic role. 962 01:03:02,770 --> 01:03:06,070 And what kind of civic role do you have in mind? 963 01:03:06,070 --> 01:03:07,570 So, thank you for asking. 964 01:03:07,570 --> 01:03:09,660 I am actually a professor, 965 01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:13,780 part-time, hopefully soon full-time, 966 01:03:13,790 --> 01:03:15,750 which, teaching is important work. 967 01:03:15,750 --> 01:03:18,040 I think teaching is important. 968 01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:21,670 Some would say that a teacher makes an ideal juror. 969 01:03:22,340 --> 01:03:23,460 Absolutely not, no. 970 01:03:24,420 --> 01:03:26,260 On your questionnaire, you wrote-- 971 01:03:26,260 --> 01:03:27,550 Oh, no, no. 972 01:03:27,550 --> 01:03:30,300 I did not know that we would be reading those aloud, so. 973 01:03:30,300 --> 01:03:32,220 "How would your friends describe you?" 974 01:03:32,220 --> 01:03:33,180 "Smart." 975 01:03:33,180 --> 01:03:35,060 Crossed out, then the word "tall." 976 01:03:38,850 --> 01:03:41,190 If the crime you were a victim of makes you biased, 977 01:03:41,190 --> 01:03:42,270 we will dismiss you. 978 01:03:45,070 --> 01:03:46,650 Can I get in trouble for telling you? 979 01:03:46,650 --> 01:03:49,070 Why would you get in trouble if you were the victim? 980 01:03:49,070 --> 01:03:50,320 I don't know. 981 01:03:50,320 --> 01:03:52,740 The law makes no sense in my opinion. 982 01:03:58,410 --> 01:03:59,410 I... 983 01:04:02,750 --> 01:04:06,050 I haven't said it out loud actually before. 984 01:04:06,050 --> 01:04:07,170 Well, that's okay. 985 01:04:07,840 --> 01:04:09,130 Did you go to the police? 986 01:04:10,430 --> 01:04:11,590 No. 987 01:04:11,590 --> 01:04:12,890 All I had was a button, 988 01:04:14,140 --> 01:04:15,680 and I don't want him to go to jail. 989 01:04:17,220 --> 01:04:18,390 Why is that? 990 01:04:20,770 --> 01:04:21,900 He has a kid. 991 01:04:28,360 --> 01:04:30,990 I want him to stop being someone who does that. 992 01:04:33,030 --> 01:04:34,320 And if he went to jail, 993 01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:36,580 he'd just be someone who does that, who's now in jail. 994 01:04:44,750 --> 01:04:47,550 Your honor, may I approach the bench? 995 01:04:54,970 --> 01:04:56,720 Agnes Ward, you are excused. 996 01:05:00,350 --> 01:05:01,890 I'm sorry. 997 01:05:01,890 --> 01:05:04,060 Clerk, you may call the next juror. 998 01:05:06,610 --> 01:05:09,110 Okay. We'll now call up... 999 01:05:12,110 --> 01:05:14,030 Rex Haberman. 1000 01:05:15,870 --> 01:05:17,080 Rex? 1001 01:05:23,040 --> 01:05:24,120 Oh, my God. 1002 01:06:11,590 --> 01:06:12,800 Did you have a good time? 1003 01:06:13,920 --> 01:06:15,010 What? 1004 01:06:15,010 --> 01:06:16,930 Did you like the sex we just had? 1005 01:06:17,890 --> 01:06:18,930 Mhmm. 1006 01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:21,810 Okay. 1007 01:06:22,430 --> 01:06:23,480 Good. 1008 01:06:25,980 --> 01:06:27,020 Thank you. 1009 01:06:27,650 --> 01:06:28,810 Thank you. 1010 01:06:48,880 --> 01:06:53,380 Agnes, we've gotten incredibly positive feedback 1011 01:06:53,380 --> 01:06:55,170 from the students in your discussion section 1012 01:06:55,170 --> 01:06:56,670 about your part-time contribution 1013 01:06:56,680 --> 01:06:58,720 to this university. 1014 01:06:58,720 --> 01:07:01,720 From current faculty, former faculty, 1015 01:07:01,720 --> 01:07:04,100 it's just all glowing. 1016 01:07:04,770 --> 01:07:06,850 - Former faculty? - Yes. 1017 01:07:06,850 --> 01:07:09,690 You've been called, let's see, 1018 01:07:10,610 --> 01:07:11,730 helpful, 1019 01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:13,360 supportive, 1020 01:07:14,650 --> 01:07:16,570 extraordinary. 1021 01:07:16,570 --> 01:07:18,570 We know there's been talk about the open spot here 1022 01:07:18,570 --> 01:07:20,660 since Preston left, we haven't-- 1023 01:07:20,660 --> 01:07:23,660 well, we wanted to find the right fit for the program. 1024 01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:27,540 And we are thrilled to finally offer you 1025 01:07:27,540 --> 01:07:30,420 a full-time teaching position here at Fairport. 1026 01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:32,040 Really? 1027 01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:33,420 Yes, yes. 1028 01:07:33,420 --> 01:07:35,710 The department voted unanimously. 1029 01:07:36,300 --> 01:07:38,590 Wow. I accept. 1030 01:07:39,590 --> 01:07:40,800 Terrific. 1031 01:07:40,800 --> 01:07:42,760 You'll teach our introductory course, 1032 01:07:42,760 --> 01:07:44,350 "The Twentieth Century Novel," 1033 01:07:44,350 --> 01:07:46,520 which you've led a few times, 1034 01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:48,930 and you'll also create your own elective. 1035 01:07:48,940 --> 01:07:50,810 We would love for you to consider 1036 01:07:50,810 --> 01:07:53,400 teaching a class on the art of the short story 1037 01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:54,730 since we all read your thesis 1038 01:07:54,730 --> 01:07:56,530 and frankly found that fascinating. 1039 01:07:58,360 --> 01:07:59,610 Okay. 1040 01:07:59,610 --> 01:08:01,410 Or if there's another course you'd rather teach, though. 1041 01:08:01,410 --> 01:08:02,660 No, no, it's just I-- 1042 01:08:02,660 --> 01:08:04,070 I haven't looked at my thesis 1043 01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:06,120 since I published it, but I will. 1044 01:08:06,120 --> 01:08:07,540 I can-- I can look through it, 1045 01:08:07,540 --> 01:08:10,120 and I will create a syllabus for you to look at. 1046 01:08:10,120 --> 01:08:11,170 Wonderful. 1047 01:08:11,170 --> 01:08:12,790 We're thrilled to have you. 1048 01:08:16,130 --> 01:08:17,800 Thank you. 1049 01:08:21,760 --> 01:08:23,760 Agnes, I have to tell you something. 1050 01:08:24,390 --> 01:08:27,350 I am in love. 1051 01:08:27,350 --> 01:08:29,520 - What? - Yeah! 1052 01:08:29,520 --> 01:08:32,980 And like, super, super gay. 1053 01:08:32,980 --> 01:08:34,400 Like, gayer than we thought. 1054 01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:35,770 Oh, wow. 1055 01:08:35,770 --> 01:08:37,150 Oh, my God. With that person? 1056 01:08:37,150 --> 01:08:38,690 - Yeah. Fran. - Okay. 1057 01:08:38,690 --> 01:08:40,190 - Yeah. - Wow. 1058 01:08:40,200 --> 01:08:42,780 Wow. Okay, are you so happy 1059 01:08:42,780 --> 01:08:45,700 - being gay and in love? - Oh, I'm like really, 1060 01:08:45,700 --> 01:08:47,990 really happy being gay and in love. 1061 01:08:49,330 --> 01:08:50,960 Oh, my God, you have to meet them! 1062 01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:53,170 Yeah, I totally do. I do. 1063 01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:55,080 You-- Oh, Lydie, 1064 01:08:55,090 --> 01:08:57,380 you deserve to be in love 1065 01:08:57,380 --> 01:08:58,800 all the time forever. 1066 01:08:59,670 --> 01:09:01,010 Thank you, babe. 1067 01:09:01,010 --> 01:09:04,220 Well, well-- so I got the job. 1068 01:09:04,220 --> 01:09:05,260 What? 1069 01:09:05,260 --> 01:09:06,720 I got the full-time position. 1070 01:09:06,720 --> 01:09:08,140 Oh, my God! 1071 01:09:08,140 --> 01:09:09,560 What? Agnes! 1072 01:09:09,560 --> 01:09:10,720 Yeah, well, it's, it's-- 1073 01:09:10,730 --> 01:09:12,140 not as good as being in love. 1074 01:09:12,140 --> 01:09:13,940 Yes it is. This is amazing. 1075 01:09:13,940 --> 01:09:15,110 This is great. 1076 01:09:15,650 --> 01:09:16,610 Agnes. 1077 01:09:16,610 --> 01:09:17,980 Yeah, no, it's good. 1078 01:09:19,440 --> 01:09:22,360 You really, really earned this, Agnes. 1079 01:09:30,410 --> 01:09:32,460 And here is your office. 1080 01:09:33,370 --> 01:09:35,540 Let me know if you need anything, 1081 01:09:35,540 --> 01:09:37,670 if a light bulb goes out, anything like that. 1082 01:09:37,670 --> 01:09:39,050 - Thanks, Sophie. - Mm. 1083 01:10:10,580 --> 01:10:12,490 "And it struck me, 1084 01:10:12,500 --> 01:10:15,870 as my automaton knees went up and down 1085 01:10:15,870 --> 01:10:17,750 that I simply did not know a thing 1086 01:10:17,750 --> 01:10:19,790 about my darling's mind 1087 01:10:19,790 --> 01:10:21,920 and that quite possibly 1088 01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:25,260 behind the awful, juvenile cliches... 1089 01:10:26,050 --> 01:10:27,380 there was in her 1090 01:10:27,390 --> 01:10:30,180 a garden and a twilight 1091 01:10:30,180 --> 01:10:32,310 and a palace gate, 1092 01:10:32,310 --> 01:10:35,520 dim and adorable regions which happened to be 1093 01:10:35,520 --> 01:10:37,690 lucidly and absolutely forbidden--" 1094 01:10:37,690 --> 01:10:39,770 - Professor Ward. - Yes. 1095 01:10:39,770 --> 01:10:41,980 I'm sorry, but I personally found this book 1096 01:10:41,980 --> 01:10:43,650 really disgusting. 1097 01:10:44,530 --> 01:10:45,650 Well, Jeremy, 1098 01:10:45,650 --> 01:10:47,610 there's a world in which that's a relief to hear. 1099 01:10:48,620 --> 01:10:51,030 How did you find the writing itself? 1100 01:10:51,030 --> 01:10:52,410 Well, that's the thing is I-- 1101 01:10:52,410 --> 01:10:55,080 I felt pissed off because I... 1102 01:10:55,080 --> 01:10:56,410 really hated the stuff happening 1103 01:10:56,410 --> 01:10:58,790 but I really liked the sort of stuff he was saying. 1104 01:10:59,670 --> 01:11:01,960 - So I was pissed. - Mmm, okay. 1105 01:11:01,960 --> 01:11:03,710 Was anyone else feeling that way 1106 01:11:03,710 --> 01:11:05,050 caught between the form, 1107 01:11:05,050 --> 01:11:06,590 the presentation itself, 1108 01:11:06,590 --> 01:11:08,720 and the content of that presentation? 1109 01:11:08,720 --> 01:11:12,640 Uh, professor... that lady is back 1110 01:11:13,680 --> 01:11:16,600 looking through the little window thing. 1111 01:11:22,110 --> 01:11:24,110 She is persistent. 1112 01:11:24,110 --> 01:11:26,400 Much like Humbert's desire 1113 01:11:26,400 --> 01:11:28,410 to freeze Lolita in time. 1114 01:11:29,530 --> 01:11:32,450 - Nice. - Okay. Let's read. 1115 01:11:32,450 --> 01:11:37,290 "For I often noticed that living as we did, 1116 01:11:37,290 --> 01:11:40,460 she and I, in a world of total evil--" 1117 01:11:51,590 --> 01:11:53,430 - So... - Hi. 1118 01:11:54,600 --> 01:11:55,770 Lydie got engaged. 1119 01:11:56,560 --> 01:11:58,020 Yeah. 1120 01:11:58,020 --> 01:11:59,270 When's the wedding? 1121 01:11:59,270 --> 01:12:01,230 It's in the summer. 1122 01:12:01,230 --> 01:12:03,900 - Do you like Fran? - Oh, yeah. Fran is nice. 1123 01:12:03,900 --> 01:12:05,900 Reserved, kind of. Really tall. 1124 01:12:12,950 --> 01:12:14,030 What's happening? 1125 01:12:14,030 --> 01:12:15,120 So you got the job. 1126 01:12:17,870 --> 01:12:19,120 Yes. 1127 01:12:21,420 --> 01:12:22,790 I wanted the job. 1128 01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:25,590 Okay. 1129 01:12:25,590 --> 01:12:27,920 - Do you feel bad at all? - Yes. 1130 01:12:27,920 --> 01:12:30,800 But, for other reasons, not because of this. 1131 01:12:30,800 --> 01:12:32,220 Okay, well, um-- 1132 01:12:32,220 --> 01:12:33,550 just because things come easy to you 1133 01:12:33,550 --> 01:12:35,140 doesn't mean that you get to take things from people 1134 01:12:35,140 --> 01:12:36,510 who things don't come easy to. 1135 01:12:36,510 --> 01:12:37,720 Things don't come easy to me. 1136 01:12:37,720 --> 01:12:39,980 Yes they do. Everyone likes you. 1137 01:12:39,980 --> 01:12:41,770 - You're smart, you're hot. - Thank you. 1138 01:12:41,770 --> 01:12:43,020 Ew, not like that. 1139 01:12:43,020 --> 01:12:44,770 Logan likes you, Devin likes you. 1140 01:12:44,770 --> 01:12:45,900 Lydie likes you. 1141 01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:47,530 Decker likes you. 1142 01:12:51,360 --> 01:12:52,610 Well, you don't like me. 1143 01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:03,000 That's true. 1144 01:13:04,420 --> 01:13:05,590 That's true. 1145 01:13:11,970 --> 01:13:13,300 You know, when I think about it, 1146 01:13:15,220 --> 01:13:16,890 I think Decker actually hated me. 1147 01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:18,720 You were his chosen one. 1148 01:13:18,720 --> 01:13:20,220 That's a completely insane thing to say. 1149 01:13:20,230 --> 01:13:21,180 No. 1150 01:13:21,180 --> 01:13:23,060 Because when you like someone or, like, 1151 01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:25,860 when you respect someone, 1152 01:13:28,530 --> 01:13:30,190 there are some ways people treat you 1153 01:13:30,780 --> 01:13:32,240 that are one way. 1154 01:13:32,240 --> 01:13:34,200 Respectful, and like, 1155 01:13:34,200 --> 01:13:37,660 you're a person who lives and breathes 1156 01:13:37,660 --> 01:13:39,290 and thinks for themself. 1157 01:13:41,790 --> 01:13:45,040 And then some ways people treat you are not that way, 1158 01:13:45,040 --> 01:13:46,210 and they're bad. 1159 01:13:52,220 --> 01:13:54,420 All right. Well, um, I fucked him-- 1160 01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:56,140 and, uh, he didn't even take the time 1161 01:13:56,140 --> 01:13:58,850 to give me in-person notes on my thesis. So... 1162 01:14:00,770 --> 01:14:01,980 You fucked him? 1163 01:14:02,640 --> 01:14:03,640 Yeah. 1164 01:14:05,770 --> 01:14:07,060 Did you want that? 1165 01:14:07,060 --> 01:14:08,270 Want what? 1166 01:14:12,690 --> 01:14:13,780 Was it on purpose? 1167 01:14:13,780 --> 01:14:15,110 Yes, it was on purpose. 1168 01:14:16,820 --> 01:14:18,530 We had, like, five minute sex. 1169 01:14:18,530 --> 01:14:20,370 It was just okay. I've had better. 1170 01:14:55,530 --> 01:14:57,740 We're closed. You can't park here. 1171 01:14:59,870 --> 01:15:02,080 Oh, shit. Oh, shit. 1172 01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:04,370 Look, I'm sorry I yelled at you. 1173 01:15:05,540 --> 01:15:08,120 My kid, Hank, gets these breathing attacks too, 1174 01:15:08,120 --> 01:15:09,290 real bad sometimes. 1175 01:15:10,170 --> 01:15:12,210 I know you're scared, 1176 01:15:12,210 --> 01:15:14,420 but you're off the road, you're in your car, 1177 01:15:15,090 --> 01:15:16,420 and you're okay. 1178 01:15:17,720 --> 01:15:19,340 I'm gonna breathe and you breathe with me. 1179 01:15:19,340 --> 01:15:20,800 Okay? You just follow. 1180 01:15:20,800 --> 01:15:22,310 All right? You ready? In... 1181 01:15:23,970 --> 01:15:27,940 Out... two, three, four, five. 1182 01:15:27,940 --> 01:15:29,270 In... 1183 01:15:31,110 --> 01:15:34,690 Out... two, three, four, five. 1184 01:15:34,690 --> 01:15:35,740 In... 1185 01:15:36,990 --> 01:15:41,280 Out... two, three, four, five. 1186 01:15:41,280 --> 01:15:43,490 In... two, three. 1187 01:15:44,450 --> 01:15:45,490 Out... 1188 01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:48,620 Two, three, four, five. 1189 01:15:50,670 --> 01:15:51,670 I gotta be honest, 1190 01:15:51,670 --> 01:15:52,830 I don't really breathe like that, 1191 01:15:52,840 --> 01:15:53,960 but it feels good. 1192 01:15:54,960 --> 01:15:56,090 You doing okay? 1193 01:15:56,920 --> 01:15:57,970 Good for you. 1194 01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:00,930 You want a sandwich? 1195 01:16:09,850 --> 01:16:12,810 I wanted to put tables out here 1196 01:16:12,810 --> 01:16:14,860 so, people, you know, wouldn't sit on the ground. 1197 01:16:16,230 --> 01:16:17,400 It's a good sandwich. 1198 01:16:18,490 --> 01:16:19,780 You shouldn't eat a good sandwich 1199 01:16:19,780 --> 01:16:20,950 while you're sitting on the ground 1200 01:16:20,950 --> 01:16:22,030 where the pigeons shit. 1201 01:16:22,570 --> 01:16:23,740 Whatever. 1202 01:16:23,740 --> 01:16:25,870 But they said, you share a-- 1203 01:16:25,870 --> 01:16:27,700 a parking lot with the guys at the dump. 1204 01:16:27,700 --> 01:16:29,620 So you gotta ask the guys at the dump. 1205 01:16:29,620 --> 01:16:32,620 No fucking way I'm asking the guys at the dump! 1206 01:16:35,500 --> 01:16:36,880 Fucking assholes. 1207 01:16:38,510 --> 01:16:40,220 This is good. 1208 01:16:40,220 --> 01:16:41,630 Yeah, of course it's good. 1209 01:16:43,140 --> 01:16:44,340 You don't have a sandwich shop, 1210 01:16:44,350 --> 01:16:45,680 you don't make a good sandwich. 1211 01:16:47,470 --> 01:16:48,470 Spicy. 1212 01:16:48,470 --> 01:16:50,730 Calabrian chili, very expensive. 1213 01:16:53,190 --> 01:16:54,310 Agnes. 1214 01:16:55,270 --> 01:16:56,270 Huh? 1215 01:16:56,940 --> 01:16:58,940 - Agnes? - Yeah. 1216 01:16:59,900 --> 01:17:02,650 - Ugh. - Whoa, 1217 01:17:02,660 --> 01:17:04,610 you sound like the mean guys from the dump. 1218 01:17:04,620 --> 01:17:07,330 Hey! I res-- I resent that. 1219 01:17:07,330 --> 01:17:10,120 Those guys are assholes. I'm honest, not an asshole. 1220 01:17:12,830 --> 01:17:14,000 You have a son? 1221 01:17:14,790 --> 01:17:15,880 He's an asshole. 1222 01:17:17,090 --> 01:17:18,250 Hank. 1223 01:17:19,630 --> 01:17:21,970 - Hank is-- - Ugh... 1224 01:17:21,970 --> 01:17:23,880 You don't have to tell me. 1225 01:17:23,890 --> 01:17:25,850 Sounds too much like the word honk. 1226 01:17:26,970 --> 01:17:29,060 - You have kids? - No. 1227 01:17:31,140 --> 01:17:32,640 Want some? 1228 01:17:32,640 --> 01:17:36,060 Uh... Well, I can't really imagine myself old. 1229 01:17:37,270 --> 01:17:39,320 You think I imagined myself like this? 1230 01:17:40,690 --> 01:17:42,650 No, believe it or not, 1231 01:17:42,650 --> 01:17:43,990 I did not think I would end up 1232 01:17:43,990 --> 01:17:46,120 looking like a yam with a mouth on it. 1233 01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:49,490 But here we are. 1234 01:17:50,790 --> 01:17:51,910 It'll happen to you. 1235 01:17:53,660 --> 01:17:55,120 You won't know what hit you. 1236 01:18:00,510 --> 01:18:02,670 Something pretty bad happened to me, 1237 01:18:02,670 --> 01:18:04,800 so that's probably why I'm acting weird. 1238 01:18:06,890 --> 01:18:08,010 How bad? 1239 01:18:08,760 --> 01:18:10,260 Um... 1240 01:18:10,260 --> 01:18:11,810 I guess really bad. 1241 01:18:13,020 --> 01:18:14,940 You don't know it's bad? 1242 01:18:17,150 --> 01:18:19,480 No, I know it's bad. 1243 01:18:21,280 --> 01:18:24,240 But mainly because whenever I tell anyone about it, 1244 01:18:25,070 --> 01:18:27,570 they look really scared for me. 1245 01:18:27,570 --> 01:18:30,240 Except for my friend, but she moved away. 1246 01:18:31,790 --> 01:18:34,410 And then sometimes I feel bad when I think about it, 1247 01:18:35,250 --> 01:18:36,460 because... 1248 01:18:37,670 --> 01:18:39,340 I remember moments of it, 1249 01:18:40,960 --> 01:18:44,800 and I can feel in my body 1250 01:18:46,220 --> 01:18:47,590 that it was really bad. 1251 01:18:50,050 --> 01:18:51,850 But then sometimes I don't think about it, 1252 01:18:51,850 --> 01:18:52,930 which is weird. 1253 01:18:55,390 --> 01:18:57,560 And I feel guilty when I don't think about it. 1254 01:19:00,860 --> 01:19:01,900 Did it just happen? 1255 01:19:01,900 --> 01:19:03,480 Is that why you were huffing and puffing? 1256 01:19:04,190 --> 01:19:07,070 No, it was three-- 1257 01:19:07,070 --> 01:19:09,820 a little over three years ago. 1258 01:19:09,820 --> 01:19:11,450 Well, that's not that much time. 1259 01:19:12,120 --> 01:19:13,540 I mean, it's a lot of time, 1260 01:19:13,540 --> 01:19:16,580 but it's not that much time, too. 1261 01:19:18,210 --> 01:19:19,330 Yeah. 1262 01:19:23,460 --> 01:19:24,630 Are you... 1263 01:19:26,510 --> 01:19:28,050 okay in your house? 1264 01:19:29,970 --> 01:19:31,010 I have a cat. 1265 01:19:32,310 --> 01:19:33,430 Okay. 1266 01:19:49,200 --> 01:19:51,740 Olga, what the fuck? 1267 01:19:53,370 --> 01:19:54,660 Olga, go to bed. 1268 01:19:55,830 --> 01:19:58,410 Ugh, Olga, did you shit in my bed? 1269 01:20:03,250 --> 01:20:06,090 Oh! Olga, what the fuck? 1270 01:20:07,220 --> 01:20:08,590 Oh, my God. 1271 01:20:08,590 --> 01:20:09,630 Oh, if you wanted to kill it, 1272 01:20:09,630 --> 01:20:11,220 you should have just killed it! 1273 01:20:12,600 --> 01:20:14,850 Okay. I'm coming back. I'm coming back. 1274 01:20:14,850 --> 01:20:17,350 It'll be over soon. Okay. Okay. 1275 01:20:17,350 --> 01:20:19,770 Okay. What do I need? What am I looking for? 1276 01:20:23,900 --> 01:20:25,940 Oh! A bag, a bag! I got a bag! 1277 01:20:25,940 --> 01:20:27,320 I'm coming back! 1278 01:20:31,240 --> 01:20:33,570 I'm back, I'm back, I'm so sorry. 1279 01:20:33,570 --> 01:20:34,570 Are you okay? 1280 01:20:34,580 --> 01:20:36,490 No, no you're not, you're dying. 1281 01:20:38,660 --> 01:20:40,370 Get in the bag. 1282 01:20:40,370 --> 01:20:42,040 Just go in the bag. 1283 01:20:43,630 --> 01:20:44,880 I'm sorry. 1284 01:20:58,020 --> 01:20:59,850 I'm so sorry. 1285 01:21:04,940 --> 01:21:06,650 Oh, God. 1286 01:21:21,870 --> 01:21:23,250 Gavin! 1287 01:21:24,920 --> 01:21:26,170 Gavin! 1288 01:21:27,500 --> 01:21:28,460 Gavin! 1289 01:21:28,460 --> 01:21:30,210 Agnes, are you okay? 1290 01:21:31,840 --> 01:21:33,550 Agnes? What-- 1291 01:21:35,140 --> 01:21:36,180 Are you okay? 1292 01:21:38,510 --> 01:21:39,970 Will you come fuck me? 1293 01:21:41,390 --> 01:21:42,770 Yes. 1294 01:21:42,770 --> 01:21:44,480 Wait, wait. I need shoes. 1295 01:21:47,650 --> 01:21:49,860 I um-- I do need shoes. 1296 01:21:51,150 --> 01:21:52,280 One second. 1297 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:13,020 Oh, hey. 1298 01:23:13,030 --> 01:23:14,110 Can I pee? 1299 01:23:14,110 --> 01:23:15,360 Oh, yeah. Definitely. 1300 01:23:41,350 --> 01:23:42,810 Can I get in? 1301 01:23:43,810 --> 01:23:44,970 Oh, in the bath? 1302 01:23:44,970 --> 01:23:46,060 Yeah. 1303 01:23:47,310 --> 01:23:48,640 Uh, sure. 1304 01:23:57,030 --> 01:23:59,240 I'm just gonna turn around here. 1305 01:23:59,240 --> 01:24:00,360 Don't mind me. 1306 01:24:01,160 --> 01:24:02,280 You don't have to hide it. 1307 01:24:03,740 --> 01:24:05,910 It's small right now. 1308 01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:08,410 Men are so weird. 1309 01:24:10,170 --> 01:24:11,210 Thank you. 1310 01:24:19,180 --> 01:24:20,510 Oh, that's nice. 1311 01:24:21,840 --> 01:24:23,340 It's a good temperature. 1312 01:24:23,350 --> 01:24:24,470 Thank you. 1313 01:24:28,560 --> 01:24:30,480 I'm embarrassed that I was hiding my dick. 1314 01:24:31,980 --> 01:24:33,440 That's okay. 1315 01:24:33,440 --> 01:24:35,230 I put my hair over my boobs. 1316 01:24:36,480 --> 01:24:37,690 So true. 1317 01:24:45,530 --> 01:24:46,990 I'm sorry the bathtub is so small. 1318 01:24:48,290 --> 01:24:49,830 This bathtub? 1319 01:24:49,830 --> 01:24:51,620 No, it's good. 1320 01:24:55,130 --> 01:24:56,840 What if I sat behind you? 1321 01:24:58,590 --> 01:25:00,550 - Why? - So, uh... 1322 01:25:00,550 --> 01:25:02,050 it could be like a hug. 1323 01:25:05,470 --> 01:25:06,850 Okay. 1324 01:25:06,850 --> 01:25:08,350 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1325 01:25:11,770 --> 01:25:13,520 Oh, wait. Can I look at it? 1326 01:25:14,730 --> 01:25:15,770 At my dick? 1327 01:25:16,610 --> 01:25:17,730 Yeah. 1328 01:25:26,700 --> 01:25:28,540 Hmm... 1329 01:25:28,540 --> 01:25:30,870 I've never seen one that soft. 1330 01:25:30,870 --> 01:25:32,960 Okay, I think that just gave me nightmares 1331 01:25:32,960 --> 01:25:34,210 for the next decade. 1332 01:25:34,210 --> 01:25:37,000 No, I mean, you just never get to see them like that. 1333 01:25:39,960 --> 01:25:41,170 They're better like this. 1334 01:25:44,470 --> 01:25:45,510 Hmm... 1335 01:25:51,020 --> 01:25:52,060 Okay, I'm done. 1336 01:26:03,990 --> 01:26:05,240 Mm. 1337 01:26:08,410 --> 01:26:09,450 Mm. 1338 01:26:14,540 --> 01:26:17,080 Do you think you want the stuff that everyone has? 1339 01:26:18,340 --> 01:26:19,460 What do you mean? 1340 01:26:20,500 --> 01:26:22,130 Like, uh, 1341 01:26:22,130 --> 01:26:23,880 family or whatever. I don't know. 1342 01:26:26,680 --> 01:26:27,970 Do you want that stuff? 1343 01:26:28,720 --> 01:26:30,050 With you? 1344 01:26:30,060 --> 01:26:31,060 No. 1345 01:26:31,930 --> 01:26:33,770 No, I mean, it was your question. 1346 01:26:34,850 --> 01:26:36,440 Yeah. I want that stuff. 1347 01:26:37,940 --> 01:26:39,060 Nice. 1348 01:26:40,320 --> 01:26:41,440 Do you? 1349 01:26:42,740 --> 01:26:43,990 Well... 1350 01:26:45,650 --> 01:26:48,320 You know, probably just to keep Lydie closer... 1351 01:26:50,120 --> 01:26:52,540 but I don't see it. 1352 01:26:54,660 --> 01:26:56,040 See it where? 1353 01:26:56,040 --> 01:26:57,290 Like, in my head. 1354 01:26:59,080 --> 01:27:02,340 I don't see myself getting older or having kids. 1355 01:27:04,050 --> 01:27:05,260 I don't see myself. 1356 01:27:07,680 --> 01:27:09,390 I think you'd be a great mom. 1357 01:27:11,600 --> 01:27:12,770 Why? 1358 01:27:13,970 --> 01:27:15,140 You're very nice. 1359 01:27:18,900 --> 01:27:20,230 I'm not that nice. 1360 01:27:25,190 --> 01:27:27,200 People always say they don't want a kid, 1361 01:27:27,990 --> 01:27:29,910 but then things change. 1362 01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:33,330 What we want and stuff-- 1363 01:27:34,290 --> 01:27:35,580 I think it changes. 1364 01:27:44,460 --> 01:27:45,710 It's too cold. 1365 01:27:48,550 --> 01:27:50,090 I think it's nice. 1366 01:28:26,880 --> 01:28:30,090 Hi! Yay! 1367 01:28:30,720 --> 01:28:32,760 Hey, hey, hey. 1368 01:28:32,760 --> 01:28:34,890 - I missed you. - I missed you. 1369 01:28:34,890 --> 01:28:37,430 I missed you so much. Oh, my God. 1370 01:28:37,430 --> 01:28:38,430 Is the baby here? 1371 01:28:38,430 --> 01:28:40,060 The baby's here. The baby's here. 1372 01:28:40,060 --> 01:28:41,850 - Hi, Agnes. - Hi, Fran. 1373 01:28:42,730 --> 01:28:43,770 Fran. 1374 01:28:43,770 --> 01:28:44,860 - Yes? - Remember? 1375 01:28:45,900 --> 01:28:47,400 Oh, Oh! 1376 01:28:47,400 --> 01:28:48,570 Yeah. 1377 01:28:48,570 --> 01:28:49,780 Big day! 1378 01:28:50,320 --> 01:28:51,490 Definitely. 1379 01:28:52,280 --> 01:28:53,700 All right, sweetie... 1380 01:28:53,700 --> 01:28:54,820 So, you're glad you came? 1381 01:28:54,830 --> 01:28:57,330 I'm so, so, so, so glad. 1382 01:28:57,330 --> 01:28:59,000 And now I know what an exploding vagina 1383 01:28:59,000 --> 01:29:00,080 looks like. 1384 01:29:00,080 --> 01:29:01,830 Mhmm. 1385 01:29:01,830 --> 01:29:03,630 - So be honest. - Mhmm. 1386 01:29:04,540 --> 01:29:05,840 Do you like her? 1387 01:29:05,840 --> 01:29:07,050 - My baby? - Yeah. 1388 01:29:08,090 --> 01:29:09,260 Yeah. 1389 01:29:09,260 --> 01:29:11,260 - I really like my baby. - Well, that's really good. 1390 01:29:12,550 --> 01:29:14,340 And you still like me, right? 1391 01:29:14,340 --> 01:29:15,390 Yes, Agnes. 1392 01:29:15,390 --> 01:29:16,720 - I love you both. - Cool. 1393 01:29:16,720 --> 01:29:18,140 - Lydie? - Yeah? 1394 01:29:18,140 --> 01:29:20,180 - Babe, will you grab the baby? - Yeah, of course. One second. 1395 01:29:21,020 --> 01:29:22,100 - Hey. - Hi. 1396 01:29:22,100 --> 01:29:23,480 - You need help with the stuff? - No, no, no. 1397 01:29:23,480 --> 01:29:24,690 - Okay. - Hi. 1398 01:29:25,270 --> 01:29:26,310 Muah. 1399 01:29:26,320 --> 01:29:27,570 - Hi. - Hi. 1400 01:29:28,860 --> 01:29:29,940 Look at this. 1401 01:29:29,940 --> 01:29:31,110 Oh, let me grab one. 1402 01:29:31,110 --> 01:29:32,650 No, I love holding them. 1403 01:29:33,950 --> 01:29:36,120 So, are you-- oh, yes. 1404 01:29:36,700 --> 01:29:38,870 Hi. Wow. 1405 01:29:38,870 --> 01:29:40,660 She has much more of a face. 1406 01:29:40,660 --> 01:29:42,290 Mhmm. 1407 01:29:42,290 --> 01:29:44,210 Little freaky baby Janie. 1408 01:29:44,210 --> 01:29:46,170 Oh, not Janie. Just doing Jane. 1409 01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:51,010 Hi, nice to see you again. 1410 01:29:52,340 --> 01:29:53,670 Oh, oh. 1411 01:29:53,680 --> 01:29:55,260 Oh, it's okay. 1412 01:29:55,260 --> 01:29:56,550 - Oh, I didn't-- - It's okay. 1413 01:29:56,550 --> 01:29:57,600 It happens all the time. 1414 01:29:57,600 --> 01:29:59,100 Oh, really, does that happen? 1415 01:30:00,390 --> 01:30:01,430 Is it my face? 1416 01:30:05,730 --> 01:30:07,190 Hello, is it my face? 1417 01:30:29,880 --> 01:30:31,090 Lighthouse day! 1418 01:30:31,090 --> 01:30:32,260 Lighthouse day. 1419 01:30:32,260 --> 01:30:33,630 Fran. Fran. 1420 01:30:33,630 --> 01:30:35,090 Lighthouse day! 1421 01:30:35,090 --> 01:30:36,430 Lighthouse day. 1422 01:30:36,430 --> 01:30:38,760 Janie, Janie. Lighthouse day! 1423 01:30:38,760 --> 01:30:39,850 She actually didn't sleep 1424 01:30:39,850 --> 01:30:41,350 - super well, so. - Oh. 1425 01:30:41,350 --> 01:30:43,680 Yeah, we're really, really fucking tired. 1426 01:30:43,680 --> 01:30:45,520 Yeah, I don't think she's gonna be in for, 1427 01:30:45,520 --> 01:30:46,900 like, a big thing today. 1428 01:30:47,600 --> 01:30:48,690 The baby? 1429 01:30:48,690 --> 01:30:50,980 Well, she's just a baby, she could do whatever. 1430 01:30:51,980 --> 01:30:53,110 I mean, not really. 1431 01:30:54,190 --> 01:30:56,360 But you two go. I will stay here. 1432 01:30:56,360 --> 01:30:57,660 Oh, really? Okay. 1433 01:30:57,660 --> 01:30:59,370 I really wanted you to see it. 1434 01:30:59,370 --> 01:31:01,290 Babe, I will see it at some point. It's okay. 1435 01:31:02,830 --> 01:31:04,040 Okay. 1436 01:31:09,500 --> 01:31:10,670 No. 1437 01:31:11,590 --> 01:31:13,710 No, you two go. 1438 01:31:13,710 --> 01:31:16,010 No, no, someone has to stay with Jane. 1439 01:31:17,010 --> 01:31:18,220 I'll do it. 1440 01:31:20,350 --> 01:31:22,140 Really? 1441 01:31:22,140 --> 01:31:24,310 Oh, Jane is actually really particular. 1442 01:31:24,850 --> 01:31:26,060 I will do it. 1443 01:31:29,520 --> 01:31:31,980 Oh, my God. Agnes, thank you so much. 1444 01:31:31,980 --> 01:31:33,570 Fran, we're free! We're free. 1445 01:31:35,030 --> 01:31:36,360 The lighthouse is very romantic. 1446 01:31:36,360 --> 01:31:38,610 You two should be there alone together. 1447 01:31:38,610 --> 01:31:40,660 Make another baby or whatever. 1448 01:31:40,660 --> 01:31:43,240 Like, twenty minutes, that's it. 1449 01:31:43,240 --> 01:31:45,660 One question. What if she kills me? 1450 01:31:45,660 --> 01:31:47,080 She's not gonna kill you. 1451 01:31:54,920 --> 01:31:55,960 Hey... 1452 01:31:57,260 --> 01:31:59,180 Don't drop her. 1453 01:32:00,010 --> 01:32:02,300 No. I won't drop her. 1454 01:32:07,390 --> 01:32:08,520 Okay... 1455 01:32:09,520 --> 01:32:10,770 Okay. 1456 01:32:11,610 --> 01:32:12,610 Okay. 1457 01:32:14,270 --> 01:32:15,400 Thank you. 1458 01:32:16,780 --> 01:32:17,990 Here you go. 1459 01:32:19,530 --> 01:32:20,570 Thank you. 1460 01:32:22,160 --> 01:32:23,740 - Here you go, babe. - Thank you. 1461 01:32:23,740 --> 01:32:24,740 Lydie? 1462 01:32:25,290 --> 01:32:26,450 Yeah? 1463 01:32:27,040 --> 01:32:28,960 What do I say to her? 1464 01:32:28,960 --> 01:32:30,460 Babe, you don't have to say anything. 1465 01:32:31,290 --> 01:32:32,500 Twenty minutes. 1466 01:33:04,990 --> 01:33:06,030 Hi. 1467 01:33:07,040 --> 01:33:08,250 I'm Agnes. 1468 01:33:11,040 --> 01:33:13,290 Pretty weird you're gonna be a person someday. 1469 01:33:16,130 --> 01:33:18,460 No offense, but you look insane right now. 1470 01:33:18,460 --> 01:33:20,800 Skin and just a small amount of hair. 1471 01:33:22,550 --> 01:33:23,970 Don't worry. 1472 01:33:24,970 --> 01:33:26,680 It won't be like that in a little. 1473 01:33:32,770 --> 01:33:34,650 Is this okay or... 1474 01:33:49,330 --> 01:33:50,540 All right. 1475 01:33:51,750 --> 01:33:53,330 I'll put you down. 1476 01:33:53,330 --> 01:33:54,830 Oh. I'll pick you back up. 1477 01:33:55,500 --> 01:33:56,840 Okay, okay, okay. 1478 01:34:22,030 --> 01:34:23,400 You're so sweet looking. 1479 01:34:38,960 --> 01:34:42,300 When you grow up, you can tell me whatever. 1480 01:34:44,670 --> 01:34:46,090 Like, if you have a thought 1481 01:34:46,970 --> 01:34:48,600 and you're like, that's a bad thought, 1482 01:34:50,720 --> 01:34:52,560 I probably had that same thought but, like, 1483 01:34:53,600 --> 01:34:54,810 ten times worse. 1484 01:34:57,060 --> 01:34:58,270 So you can just tell me. 1485 01:35:00,110 --> 01:35:01,530 I'll never be scared by that. 1486 01:35:07,570 --> 01:35:09,280 If someone does something bad to you-- 1487 01:35:11,120 --> 01:35:12,950 If someone says something scary... 1488 01:35:16,080 --> 01:35:17,960 If you wanna kill yourself 1489 01:35:17,960 --> 01:35:20,380 with like a pencil or a knife or whatever, 1490 01:35:23,340 --> 01:35:24,630 you can just tell me. 1491 01:35:28,590 --> 01:35:30,640 I'll never tell you you're scaring me. 1492 01:35:33,220 --> 01:35:34,520 I'll just say, yeah. 1493 01:35:35,270 --> 01:35:36,390 I know. 1494 01:35:37,640 --> 01:35:39,230 It's just like that sometimes. 1495 01:35:40,610 --> 01:35:41,690 Yeah. 1496 01:35:45,610 --> 01:35:46,610 I'm sorry 1497 01:35:47,700 --> 01:35:49,820 that bad things are gonna happen to you. 1498 01:35:52,660 --> 01:35:54,910 I hope they don't. 1499 01:35:54,910 --> 01:35:56,660 If I can ever stop something from being bad, 1500 01:35:56,660 --> 01:35:57,750 let me know. 1501 01:36:01,460 --> 01:36:03,380 But sometimes bad stuff just happens. 1502 01:36:07,300 --> 01:36:09,050 That's why I feel bad for you, 1503 01:36:10,010 --> 01:36:11,140 in a way. 1504 01:36:12,800 --> 01:36:16,350 That you're alive and you don't know that yet. 1505 01:36:25,650 --> 01:36:27,070 But I can still listen 1506 01:36:29,070 --> 01:36:30,410 and not be scared. 1507 01:36:35,620 --> 01:36:36,750 So that's good. 1508 01:36:38,870 --> 01:36:41,210 Or that's something, at least.