1 00:00:13,458 --> 00:00:15,709 WE'RE GONNA BE LATE FOR WORK... AGAIN. 2 00:00:15,750 --> 00:00:18,709 WE'RE NEWLYWEDS. NEWLYWEDS HAVE LOTS OF SEX. 3 00:00:18,750 --> 00:00:21,625 WE HAVE A REASON TO BE LATE. 4 00:00:21,667 --> 00:00:24,041 IGNORE IT. 5 00:00:24,083 --> 00:00:27,041 MAYBE IT'S WORK. IT'S HIM. 6 00:00:27,083 --> 00:00:29,125 IGNORE IT! OKAY. 7 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:39,959 YOU'VE GOTTA DO SOMETHING. 8 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:41,542 I-- 9 00:00:41,583 --> 00:00:45,041 VIOLET, DO NOT PICK UP THAT PHONE. 10 00:00:45,083 --> 00:00:47,041 VIOLET. 11 00:00:47,083 --> 00:00:48,208 HEY. 12 00:00:48,250 --> 00:00:50,959 Can you believe Michael got kicked off last night? 13 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:54,000 I MEAN, HIS FOOD LOOKED AMAZING. I know, I know. I thought Sharon would go. 14 00:00:54,041 --> 00:00:56,917 All she talks about is how she uses organic ingredients. 15 00:00:56,959 --> 00:00:58,917 WELL, I THOUGHT HER CUPCAKES LOOKED LIKE POO. 16 00:00:58,959 --> 00:01:01,917 THERE GONNA KEEP SHARON AS LONG AS THEY CAN... YEAH. 17 00:01:01,959 --> 00:01:03,917 BECAUSE SHE'S GOT A BIG RACK, RIGHT? 18 00:01:03,959 --> 00:01:07,792 WELL, DID YOU GO ONLINE? NO, YOU GOTTA SEE THE OUTTAKES. 19 00:01:07,834 --> 00:01:10,041 I MEAN, SHE WAS WEEPING. SHE KNOWS SHE SUCKED. 20 00:01:10,083 --> 00:01:13,250 VIOLET, HI. COOPER HAS TO GO. 21 00:01:13,291 --> 00:01:15,375 I WAS HAVING A CONVERSATION, CHARLOTTE. 22 00:01:15,417 --> 00:01:17,250 IT'S WHAT WE DO, ME AND VIOLET. 23 00:01:17,291 --> 00:01:19,250 I MEAN, "AMERICAN BAKE-OFF" DISCUSSION 24 00:01:19,291 --> 00:01:22,000 EVERY TUESDAY MORNING. YOU KNOW THIS. WEDNESDAYS 25 00:01:22,041 --> 00:01:23,792 IT'S "THE NEW YORK TIMES" CROSSWORD PUZZLE. 26 00:01:23,834 --> 00:01:25,792 THURSDAYS IT'S YOUR PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND. 27 00:01:25,834 --> 00:01:28,041 FRIDAYS IT'S "RUNWAY." SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS, 28 00:01:28,083 --> 00:01:30,041 IT'S HOW MUCH SHE HATES HER MOTHER, 29 00:01:30,083 --> 00:01:32,041 THEN HOW MUCH YOU LOVE YOUR MOTHER. 30 00:01:32,083 --> 00:01:34,250 ON MONDAYS, IT'S MARGARITAS. WE'RE BEST FRIENDS. IT'S OUR THING. 31 00:01:42,375 --> 00:01:43,959 VI, HEY. 32 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:45,333 SORRY ABOUT THAT. 33 00:01:45,375 --> 00:01:47,208 UH, NO, CHARLOTTE HAD A-- 34 00:01:47,250 --> 00:01:49,041 WHATEVER. IT'S FINE. 35 00:01:49,083 --> 00:01:54,041 UM, OKAY, SO WHO WINS THE COOKIE-OFF NEXT WEEK? 36 00:01:58,083 --> 00:02:00,542 STOP THAT. HMM? WHAT? 37 00:02:00,583 --> 00:02:02,041 STOP... 38 00:02:02,083 --> 00:02:03,542 LOOKING AT ME 39 00:02:03,583 --> 00:02:06,041 LIKE WE JUST DID DIRTY THINGS TO EACH OTHER. 40 00:02:08,417 --> 00:02:11,375 BUT WE DID JUST DO DIRTY THINGS TO EACH OTHER... 41 00:02:11,417 --> 00:02:13,125 THIS MORNING. 42 00:02:13,166 --> 00:02:15,125 OKAY, SAM. HMM? 43 00:02:15,166 --> 00:02:17,375 LOOK, THIS ELEVATOR IS GOING TO STOP, 44 00:02:17,417 --> 00:02:19,542 AND PEOPLE COULD BE MILLING AROUND. 45 00:02:19,583 --> 00:02:21,458 M-MILLING? 46 00:02:21,500 --> 00:02:23,041 THAT--THAT'S A THING NOW? YEAH. 47 00:02:23,083 --> 00:02:25,667 PEOPLE MILL IN OUR-- IN OUR OFFICE? PEOPLE DO MILL. 48 00:02:27,083 --> 00:02:28,917 SEE? 49 00:02:28,959 --> 00:02:30,875 NOBODY. 50 00:02:30,917 --> 00:02:32,500 OKAY. 51 00:02:32,542 --> 00:02:34,542 COME-- NOPE. MISSED YOUR CHANCE. 52 00:02:34,583 --> 00:02:36,041 SAM. TOO LATE. 53 00:02:36,083 --> 00:02:38,041 SORRY I WAS LATE. I HAD A LAST-MINUTE FREAK-OUT 54 00:02:38,083 --> 00:02:39,542 OVER WHAT TO WEAR. 55 00:02:39,583 --> 00:02:41,542 WELL, THE BAR FOR PSYCH CONSULTS 56 00:02:41,583 --> 00:02:43,041 IS PRETTY LOW. 57 00:02:43,083 --> 00:02:45,041 NOT WHEN YOU'RE THE ONE ON THE COUCH, HONEY. 58 00:02:45,083 --> 00:02:47,041 IT CAME DOWN TO PANTSUIT VERSUS PENCIL SKIRT. 59 00:02:47,083 --> 00:02:50,041 BUT WITH THESE THIGHS, THE PANTSUIT DOES ME NO FAVORS. 60 00:02:50,083 --> 00:02:52,000 YOU LOOK LOVELY. 61 00:02:52,041 --> 00:02:54,166 HAVEN'T MET MANY WOMEN LIKE ME, HAVE YOU, DARLIN'? 62 00:02:54,208 --> 00:02:56,750 NOT ENOUGH. UH, BUT I KNOW THAT DR. WALLACE HAS. 63 00:02:56,792 --> 00:02:59,041 THANK YOU. YOU MUST BE JANE FINCH. 64 00:02:59,083 --> 00:03:01,917 AND YOU MUST BE THE GUY WHO NEEDS TO TELL HER 65 00:03:01,959 --> 00:03:03,917 SHE CAN CHOP OFF MY PENIS. 66 00:03:22,083 --> 00:03:24,542 YOU'RE GLARING. 67 00:03:24,583 --> 00:03:27,041 I'M WAITING FOR MY PATIENT TO FINISH HER CONSULT WITH SHELDON. 68 00:03:27,083 --> 00:03:29,667 SO THE GLARING IS JUST-- "AMERICAN BAKE-OFF"? 69 00:03:29,709 --> 00:03:31,041 OH, I KNOW, RIGHT? 70 00:03:31,083 --> 00:03:34,041 I MEAN, THEY'RE BAKING CAKES, FOR GOD SAKE. 71 00:03:34,083 --> 00:03:36,333 WHY DOES THAT WARRANT A 2-HOUR CONVERSATION? 72 00:03:36,375 --> 00:03:39,583 LOOK, IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE SAYING THEY CAN'T BE FRIENDS. WE'RE JUST ASKING 'EM TO CUT BACK A LITTLE 73 00:03:39,625 --> 00:03:42,208 ON THE PHONE CALLS... SHOWING UP AT THE HOUSE UNANNOUNCED... 74 00:03:42,250 --> 00:03:44,500 GOSSIPY WALKS... MARGARITA MONDAYS. 75 00:03:44,542 --> 00:03:46,792 RIGHT. WE'RE NOT ASKING FOR MUCH. SO I'LL TALK TO VIOLET. 76 00:03:46,834 --> 00:03:49,375 AND I'LL TALK TO COOPER. 77 00:03:49,417 --> 00:03:51,583 NO HISTORY OF ALCOHOL PROBLEMS. NO DRUG USE. 78 00:03:51,625 --> 00:03:55,792 AND TO SAVE TIME, I PROMISE, I'VE NEVER BEEN ABUSED. 79 00:03:55,834 --> 00:03:58,208 YOU'VE DONE THIS BEFORE. 80 00:03:58,250 --> 00:04:00,625 I DID THE REQUIRED YEAR OF THERAPY AND THEN SOME. 81 00:04:00,667 --> 00:04:02,625 AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT I LEARNED? 82 00:04:02,667 --> 00:04:04,625 ALL THE RIGHT ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS 83 00:04:04,667 --> 00:04:07,041 WE ASK GENDER REASSIGNMENT CANDIDATES. THAT WHAT I TOLD MY PARENTS 84 00:04:07,083 --> 00:04:09,041 ON MY 9th BIRTHDAY WAS PRETTY MUCH RIGHT. 85 00:04:09,083 --> 00:04:11,417 MY ONLY PROBLEM 86 00:04:11,458 --> 00:04:14,041 IS THAT MY OUTSIDES DON'T MATCH MY INSIDES. 87 00:04:14,083 --> 00:04:17,500 AND YOU FEEL LIKE SURGERY IS THE ANSWER? 88 00:04:17,542 --> 00:04:20,917 DR. WALLACE, WOULD I LET THEM REMOVE MY TESTICLES 89 00:04:20,959 --> 00:04:22,917 AND CARVE ME A BRAND-SPANKIN'-NEW VAGINA 90 00:04:22,959 --> 00:04:24,458 IF I WASN'T SURE? 91 00:04:31,083 --> 00:04:33,250 IT'S ALL IN THERE, YOU KNOW? 92 00:04:33,291 --> 00:04:36,458 ABOUT MY, UH, SUICIDE ATTEMPT. 93 00:04:36,500 --> 00:04:38,041 I'VE READ IT, 94 00:04:38,083 --> 00:04:40,041 BUT THESE ARE JUST ANOTHER DOCTOR'S NOTES, 95 00:04:40,083 --> 00:04:43,041 AND I'D RATHER HEAR FROM YOU ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. 96 00:04:43,083 --> 00:04:46,000 I WAS A KID, 19, 97 00:04:46,041 --> 00:04:47,750 ON MY OWN BY THEN. 98 00:04:47,792 --> 00:04:50,750 OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW FOR SURE I WAS IN THE WRONG BODY, 99 00:04:50,792 --> 00:04:54,041 BUT TOO YOUNG TO HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. 100 00:04:54,083 --> 00:04:58,000 I GOT FRUSTRATED, THEN RESENTFUL, THEN DEPRESSED. 101 00:04:59,542 --> 00:05:01,500 WRIST CUTTING IS A VIOLENT ACT 102 00:05:01,542 --> 00:05:03,083 AGAINST YOURSELF. 103 00:05:03,125 --> 00:05:04,709 DID YOU, UH-- 104 00:05:04,750 --> 00:05:06,750 HATE MYSELF? 105 00:05:06,792 --> 00:05:08,333 I HATED MY CIRCUMSTANCES. 106 00:05:11,583 --> 00:05:15,041 I KNOW WHO I AM, DR. WALLACE. 107 00:05:15,083 --> 00:05:17,709 I'M A WOMAN INSIDE. 108 00:05:17,750 --> 00:05:19,333 I'VE PUT IN THE TIME, 109 00:05:19,375 --> 00:05:21,500 AND I'VE SCRAPED TOGETHER THE MONEY. 110 00:05:21,542 --> 00:05:24,083 AND NOW I WANT TO BE A WOMAN OUTSIDE. 111 00:05:24,125 --> 00:05:26,375 ALL I NEED... 112 00:05:26,417 --> 00:05:28,041 IS YOUR BLESSING. 113 00:05:35,959 --> 00:05:39,041 ANYBODY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS? NO IDEA. 114 00:05:39,083 --> 00:05:41,917 WELL, I CAME FOR THE DOUGHNUTS. THERE AREN'T ANY DOUGHNUTS. 115 00:05:41,959 --> 00:05:44,792 WELL, I'VE BEEN TERRIBLY MISINFORMED. STICK AROUND, SHELDON. 116 00:05:44,834 --> 00:05:47,709 NAOMI SAID SHE WANTS TO DISCUSS SOMETHING WITH ALL OF US. DID--DID-- DID WE MISS ANYTHING? 117 00:05:47,750 --> 00:05:49,083 DOUGHNUTS, APPARENTLY. 118 00:05:49,125 --> 00:05:50,709 HI. 119 00:05:50,750 --> 00:05:52,750 UH, SO, UH, I-I HAVE AN IDEA 120 00:05:52,792 --> 00:05:54,750 THAT I WANT TO TALK TO EVERYONE ABOUT. 121 00:05:54,792 --> 00:05:56,875 UM, I, UH, WELL, OKAY, UH... 122 00:05:56,917 --> 00:05:58,542 LET ME BACK UP. 123 00:05:58,583 --> 00:06:01,542 LAST NIGHT, UH, WILLIAM WHITE DIED. 124 00:06:01,583 --> 00:06:03,250 OH, NAI. I'M SORRY. 125 00:06:03,291 --> 00:06:05,667 DON'T. PLEASE DON'T. I'M FINE. 126 00:06:05,709 --> 00:06:08,041 IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING, 127 00:06:08,083 --> 00:06:10,959 AND WE BOTH KNEW THAT IT WAS HAPPENING, AND I AM FINE, 128 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:13,333 AND I DON'T WANT TO DISCUSS IT. 129 00:06:13,375 --> 00:06:15,333 BUT WHAT I DO WANT TO DISCUSS IS THIS-- 130 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:17,333 I WANT TO MERGE OCEANSIDE WELLNESS 131 00:06:17,375 --> 00:06:20,041 AND PACIFIC WELLCARE. 132 00:06:21,375 --> 00:06:24,542 I-I MEAN, WOULDN'T THAT BE SORT OF COMPLICATED? 133 00:06:24,583 --> 00:06:27,834 I MEAN, THE--THE FINANCES OF IT ALONE ARE-- 134 00:06:27,875 --> 00:06:29,834 NO. NO, NO, NO. IT'S NOT AN ISSUE. 135 00:06:29,875 --> 00:06:33,375 WILLIAM LEFT ME HIS FOUNDATION TO RUN... WITH MILLIONS, 136 00:06:33,417 --> 00:06:35,250 MANY, MANY MILLIONS. 137 00:06:35,291 --> 00:06:38,041 SO... WE NOW HAVE THE RESOURCES. 138 00:06:38,083 --> 00:06:42,583 WE CAN DO SOME GOOD HERE. WE--GREAT EVEN. 139 00:06:42,625 --> 00:06:44,041 YOU KNOW, UH, 140 00:06:44,083 --> 00:06:47,041 YOU KNOW, B-BEING A DOCTOR IS SUPPOSED TO BE A NOBLE CALLING, 141 00:06:47,083 --> 00:06:49,041 BUT WE KNOW THAT THAT'S NOT ALWAYS THE CASE, YOU KNOW? 142 00:06:49,083 --> 00:06:51,583 THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH MONEY, AND SO MUCH TIME, 143 00:06:51,625 --> 00:06:53,667 AND--AND THE REAL WORLD INTRUDES, 144 00:06:53,709 --> 00:06:55,667 AND, UH, YOU HAVE TO COMPROMISE, 145 00:06:55,709 --> 00:06:58,166 BUT NOW WE DON'T HAVE TO. 146 00:06:58,208 --> 00:07:02,875 SAM--WHEN SAM AND I WERE FIRST THINKING ABOUT O.W.G., 147 00:07:02,917 --> 00:07:04,875 WE IMAGINED A PRACTICE WHERE WE COULD REALLY 148 00:07:04,917 --> 00:07:08,417 GET TO KNOW EVERY SINGLE ONE OF OUR PATIENTS 149 00:07:08,458 --> 00:07:11,208 AND SPEND THE TIME WITH THEM THAT THEY NEED. 150 00:07:11,250 --> 00:07:14,208 AND NOW WE CAN DO THAT. WE CAN DO ANYTHING AND--AND EVERYTHING. 151 00:07:14,250 --> 00:07:17,458 SO... 152 00:07:17,500 --> 00:07:19,875 SOUNDS GOOD TO ME. I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH IT. 153 00:07:19,917 --> 00:07:22,667 WILL THIS INCLUDE FULL KITCHEN ACCESS? 154 00:07:22,709 --> 00:07:25,125 EVERYBODY'S ON BOTH FLOORS ALL THE TIME ANYWAY, 155 00:07:25,166 --> 00:07:28,041 SO WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE? 156 00:07:28,083 --> 00:07:30,041 ANYTHING ELSE? 157 00:07:30,083 --> 00:07:32,041 UH... 158 00:07:32,083 --> 00:07:34,709 NO, NO. I-I-I GUESS NOT. 159 00:07:46,625 --> 00:07:48,583 HOW'S THE PAIN? ANY BETTER? 160 00:07:48,625 --> 00:07:51,583 MY MIGRAINE'S GONE. I DEFINITELY FEEL MORE RELAXED. 161 00:07:51,625 --> 00:07:53,583 BUT I THINK A BIG PART OF THAT 162 00:07:53,625 --> 00:07:55,583 IS THAT DR. FREEDMAN'S BEEN WATCHING ZACK 163 00:07:55,625 --> 00:07:57,041 FOR THE PAST HOUR. 164 00:07:57,083 --> 00:07:58,583 HE'S A GOOD KID. 165 00:07:58,625 --> 00:08:01,583 YEAH, HE IS. I LOVE HIM. JUST, DEALING WITH HIS AUTISM IS... 166 00:08:01,625 --> 00:08:03,041 IT'S GETTING WORSE? 167 00:08:03,083 --> 00:08:04,792 WELL, HE'S GETTING BIGGER, 168 00:08:04,834 --> 00:08:07,375 SO THE FITS ARE SOMETIMES HARD TO CONTROL. 169 00:08:07,417 --> 00:08:10,041 SOMETIMES IT GETS A LITTLE SCARY. 170 00:08:10,083 --> 00:08:12,166 I-I HATE TO SAY THAT, 171 00:08:12,208 --> 00:08:15,208 YOU KNOW, THAT SOMETIMES I'M AFRAID OF MY KID. YOU'RE DOING EVERYTHING YOU CAN FOR HIM, SYDNEY. 172 00:08:15,250 --> 00:08:16,834 IT'S JUST IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER 173 00:08:16,875 --> 00:08:18,834 TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AS WELL. 174 00:08:18,875 --> 00:08:21,166 HI, SWEETIE. 175 00:08:21,208 --> 00:08:23,083 HOW'D IT GO? 176 00:08:23,125 --> 00:08:25,083 GREAT. I THINK THE NEW MEDS ARE WORKING. 177 00:08:25,125 --> 00:08:27,625 HE'S MUCH CALMER THAN HE WAS LAST WEEK. 178 00:08:27,667 --> 00:08:29,125 I DID NOTICE THAT HIS EYES 179 00:08:29,166 --> 00:08:32,333 ARE A LITTLE GLASSY. HAS HE BEEN RUNNING A FEVER OR... NO. 180 00:08:32,375 --> 00:08:34,291 OKAY. JUST TO BE ON THE SAFE SIDE, 181 00:08:34,333 --> 00:08:36,291 I'D LIKE TO TAKE SOME BLOOD AND MAKE SURE 182 00:08:36,333 --> 00:08:38,500 IT'S NOT AN ADVERSE REACTION. OH, THAT'S NOT NECESSARY. 183 00:08:38,542 --> 00:08:40,792 WE SHOULD GET GOING. 184 00:08:40,834 --> 00:08:43,125 COME ON, BABY. WELL, IT'S JUST A PRECAUTION. IT'S NOT-- 185 00:08:43,166 --> 00:08:46,125 YOU'RE ALREADY HERE. IT'LL JUST TAKE A FEW MINUTES. 186 00:08:46,166 --> 00:08:47,792 I CAN'T. I JUST... 187 00:08:47,834 --> 00:08:51,125 SYDNEY, WHAT'S GOING ON? 188 00:08:51,166 --> 00:08:54,041 I STOPPED GIVING ZACK YOUR PILLS. 189 00:08:54,083 --> 00:08:56,041 UH, MAY I ASK WHY? 190 00:08:56,083 --> 00:08:58,667 I'VE BEEN GIVING HIM, UH, THE DRUG 191 00:08:58,709 --> 00:09:02,250 THAT DR. WILDER PRESCRIBES FOR MY MIGRAINES. 192 00:09:02,291 --> 00:09:04,792 SYDNEY, THAT IS NOT A GOOD IDEA. 193 00:09:04,834 --> 00:09:07,417 WHY? WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN GIVING HIM? 194 00:09:07,458 --> 00:09:08,959 MARIJUANA. 195 00:09:18,083 --> 00:09:19,500 BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, 196 00:09:19,542 --> 00:09:22,041 I HAD NO IDEA SYDNEY WAS GIVING HER POT TO ZACK. 197 00:09:22,083 --> 00:09:25,166 WH-WHY WERE YOU GIVING IT TO HER IN THE FIRST PLACE? IT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT HELPED HER CHRONIC MIGRAINES. 198 00:09:25,208 --> 00:09:27,709 MEDICINAL MARIJUANA IS LEGAL IN THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA, COOPER, 199 00:09:27,750 --> 00:09:30,083 IN CASE YOU MISSED THE-- I--OKAY. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT IT WOULD DO 200 00:09:30,125 --> 00:09:32,792 TO AN AUTISTIC 12 YEAR OLD? OKAY, I KNOW SYDNEY. WE KNOW SYDNEY. 201 00:09:32,834 --> 00:09:35,083 SHE WOULDN'T DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS UNLESS SHE WAS DESPERATE. I'VE BEEN TREATING ZACK FOR OVER A YEAR. 202 00:09:35,125 --> 00:09:37,041 I KNOW THE CHALLENGES SHE'S FACING, 203 00:09:37,083 --> 00:09:40,041 BUT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT A BRAIN THAT'S STILL DEVELOPING, 204 00:09:40,083 --> 00:09:42,041 NOT TO MENTION THE RISK OF ADDICTION, INCREASED ANXIETY-- 205 00:09:42,083 --> 00:09:44,834 MAYBE, BUT-- MAYBE? ARE YOU GONNA CONDONE THIS? REALLY? 206 00:09:44,875 --> 00:09:46,875 I DON'T CONDONE ANYONE MISUSING ANY PRESCRIPTION. 207 00:09:46,917 --> 00:09:49,041 AND GIVING IT TO HER KID? OF COURSE NOT. I JUST-- 208 00:09:49,083 --> 00:09:50,458 I UNDERSTAND HER DILEMMA. 209 00:09:50,500 --> 00:09:52,250 CONVENTIONAL TREATMENTS HAVE FAILED, 210 00:09:52,291 --> 00:09:54,667 SO NOW SHE'S WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING. 211 00:09:54,709 --> 00:09:56,667 I'VE SEEN THE LITERATURE, PETE. 212 00:09:56,709 --> 00:09:59,458 I KNOW THAT THERE IS A SMALL GROUP OF DOCTORS 213 00:09:59,500 --> 00:10:01,625 THAT SAY THAT IT WORKS WITH AUTISTIC KIDS. 214 00:10:01,667 --> 00:10:03,250 OKAY. THEN MAYBE IT'S TIME 215 00:10:03,291 --> 00:10:05,875 FOR YOU TO CONSIDER THE POSSIBILITY-- NO, WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY WAS, 216 00:10:05,917 --> 00:10:07,959 AND I HAVE TREATED KIDS OLDER THAN ZACK, 217 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,959 HEALTHY KIDS, THAT HAVE ENDED UP WITH BEHAVIORAL PROBLEMS THAT-- 218 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:12,959 I MEAN, THERE ARE SO MANY OTHER THERAPIES OUT THERE 219 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:14,667 THAT ARE PROVEN TO WORK BETTER 220 00:10:14,709 --> 00:10:16,667 WITHOUT THE POSSIBLE LONG-TERM SIDE EFFECTS. 221 00:10:16,709 --> 00:10:19,709 LOOK, I DON'T LIKE WHAT SYDNEY DID ANY MORE THAN YOU DO, 222 00:10:19,750 --> 00:10:22,709 BUT MAYBE WE NEED TO KEEP AN OPEN MIND HERE. 223 00:10:22,750 --> 00:10:24,709 IF MARIJUANA IS HELPING ZACK, 224 00:10:24,750 --> 00:10:28,375 WE OWE IT TO BOTH OF THEM TO AT LEAST TALK ABOUT IT. 225 00:10:28,417 --> 00:10:31,542 OKAY, THE REASON WE DECIDED TO KEEP OUR RELATIONSHIP A SECRET 226 00:10:31,583 --> 00:10:33,375 HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH NAOMI. 227 00:10:33,417 --> 00:10:36,375 RIGHT? IT'S BECAUSE WE WANTED TO GIVE OURSELVES A CHANCE TO-- 228 00:10:36,417 --> 00:10:38,375 TO SEE WHAT THIS... YOU KNOW, WHAT WE ARE. 229 00:10:38,417 --> 00:10:41,583 YEAH, BUT THE MERGER MEANS-- I KNOW. I KNOW WHAT THE MERGER MEANS. 230 00:10:41,625 --> 00:10:43,583 I MEAN, GOD, SHE'S NAOMI, SAM. 231 00:10:43,625 --> 00:10:45,291 SHE'S GONNA BE HERE ALL DAY. 232 00:10:45,333 --> 00:10:47,291 SHE'S GONNA FIGURE OUT THAT WE'RE TOGETHER. 233 00:10:47,333 --> 00:10:49,959 WHICH IS WHY WE NEED TO TELL HER. 234 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:53,709 LOOK, WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE. ALL RIGHT? 235 00:10:53,750 --> 00:10:55,083 WE WORK. 236 00:10:55,125 --> 00:10:58,083 AS A COUPLE, WE WORK. 237 00:10:58,125 --> 00:11:00,291 THERE'S NO REASON TO HIDE THIS FROM HER. 238 00:11:00,333 --> 00:11:03,291 MAYBE WE WAIT JUST A LITTLE WHILE, THOUGH. 239 00:11:03,333 --> 00:11:05,500 I MEAN, GIVE HER A CHANCE TO GRIEVE WILLIAM. 240 00:11:05,542 --> 00:11:07,500 YOU KNOW, LET HER GET HER FEET BACK UNDER HER? 241 00:11:07,542 --> 00:11:10,500 DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL HER? IF YOU'RE AFRAID, THEN I CAN-- 242 00:11:10,542 --> 00:11:14,041 NO, I'M NOT AFRAID. I-I JUST-- WH--YOU JUST WHAT? 243 00:11:14,083 --> 00:11:16,709 FINE. I'LL... I'LL TELL HER. 244 00:11:16,750 --> 00:11:19,041 I CAN TELL HER. NO, I SHOULD. 245 00:11:19,083 --> 00:11:21,792 I'LL TELL HER ABOUT US. 246 00:11:23,792 --> 00:11:27,041 WHEN I WROTE YOU THAT PRESCRIPTION, 247 00:11:27,083 --> 00:11:30,041 I ASSUMED YOU WOULD USE IT RESPONSIBLY. SINCE WHEN IS A MOTHER HELPING HER CHILD IRRESPONSIBLE? 248 00:11:30,083 --> 00:11:32,041 WHEN IT INVOLVES GIVING HIM A DRUG--ANY DRUG-- 249 00:11:32,083 --> 00:11:34,041 NOT PRESCRIBED FOR HIM, 250 00:11:34,083 --> 00:11:36,041 BECAUSE ALONG WITH BREAKING THE LAW, 251 00:11:36,083 --> 00:11:38,291 YOU VIOLATED MY TRUST. 252 00:11:40,083 --> 00:11:42,041 I KNEW YOU WEREN'T GONNA LIKE IT. 253 00:11:42,083 --> 00:11:45,041 I JUST DIDN'T FEEL LIKE I HAD A CHOICE. 254 00:11:45,083 --> 00:11:47,792 YOU HAVE OTHER OPTIONS, ANTI-HYPERACTIVITY MEDS. 255 00:11:47,834 --> 00:11:49,458 WE TRIED THOSE. BEHAVIORAL THERAPIES. 256 00:11:49,500 --> 00:11:52,333 WE GAVE UP ON THAT TWO YEARS AGO. COME ON. 257 00:11:52,375 --> 00:11:54,333 DON'T YOU THINK I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING, 258 00:11:54,375 --> 00:11:56,166 READ EVERY BOOK? 259 00:11:58,875 --> 00:12:01,250 I'M SORRY. I'M JUST REALLY TIRED. 260 00:12:01,291 --> 00:12:02,875 I'M JUST TIRED. 261 00:12:02,917 --> 00:12:05,041 AND, UH... 262 00:12:05,083 --> 00:12:07,208 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS ANYMORE. 263 00:12:07,250 --> 00:12:09,250 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET THROUGH THE DAY. 264 00:12:09,291 --> 00:12:11,208 OKAY. 265 00:12:11,250 --> 00:12:13,208 WE'LL COME UP WITH ANOTHER PLAN TO HELP ZACK. 266 00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:14,667 WHEN? 267 00:12:14,709 --> 00:12:16,667 SOON. I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT THIS IS FOR YOU. 268 00:12:16,709 --> 00:12:18,834 DON'T. DON'T SAY THAT. 269 00:12:18,875 --> 00:12:21,834 DO YOU HAVE AN AUTISTIC CHILD? 270 00:12:21,875 --> 00:12:24,208 HAVE YOU EVER EVEN THOUGHT WHAT THIS IS LIKE 271 00:12:24,250 --> 00:12:25,834 EVERY SINGLE DAY? 272 00:12:25,875 --> 00:12:28,041 YOU DON'T KNOW. NOBODY KNOWS. 273 00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:29,917 I'M A SINGLE MOTHER! 274 00:12:29,959 --> 00:12:33,250 MY HUSBAND LEFT ME BECAUSE HE COULDN'T HANDLE THIS. 275 00:12:33,291 --> 00:12:36,500 YOU HAVE NO IDEA! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DIFFICULT THIS IS! 276 00:12:36,542 --> 00:12:39,041 GET OUT! 277 00:12:39,083 --> 00:12:40,500 WHAT? 278 00:12:40,542 --> 00:12:43,667 I WON'T GIVE HIM YOUR POT, SO YOU CAN GO! 279 00:12:43,709 --> 00:12:45,709 OKAY?! 280 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:51,041 HOLá, CHICA. 281 00:12:51,083 --> 00:12:53,458 WHY AREN'T YOU IN SEATTLE? 282 00:12:53,500 --> 00:12:55,458 WELL, I GOT TO THE AIRPORT 283 00:12:55,500 --> 00:12:57,875 AND REMEMBERED I'D ALREADY BEEN THERE. 284 00:12:57,917 --> 00:12:59,875 SO I WENT TO MEXICO INSTEAD. 285 00:12:59,917 --> 00:13:02,500 THE PLAN WAS TO SEE DEREK IN SEATTLE. 286 00:13:02,542 --> 00:13:07,083 YEAH, WELL, PLANS CHANGE. WHAT'D I MISS? 287 00:13:07,125 --> 00:13:10,959 WELL, NAOMI WANTS TO MERGE THE PRACTICES. 288 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:12,750 THAT'S COOL. 289 00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:16,041 THAT'S NOT COOL? 290 00:13:18,333 --> 00:13:21,041 SAM AND I ARE A COUPLE. 291 00:13:21,083 --> 00:13:22,750 GO, ADDISON. 292 00:13:22,792 --> 00:13:25,125 I MEAN, IS HE AS GOOD IN BED AS I THINK HE IS? 293 00:13:25,166 --> 00:13:26,750 BECAUSE HE HAS BIG HANDS. 294 00:13:26,792 --> 00:13:28,709 I MEAN, HE HAS BIG, GIFTED HANDS. 295 00:13:28,750 --> 00:13:30,750 SHUT UP. 296 00:13:30,792 --> 00:13:32,750 NAOMI DOESN'T KNOW. NO ONE KNOWS. 297 00:13:32,792 --> 00:13:35,500 AND I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SAM'S... HANDS. 298 00:13:35,542 --> 00:13:37,291 IF I HAD THAT MAN IN MY BED, 299 00:13:37,333 --> 00:13:39,291 I WOULD BE SHOUTING IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS. 300 00:13:39,333 --> 00:13:42,000 I'D WRITE A SONG. AMELIA, IT'S HARD. 301 00:13:42,041 --> 00:13:44,041 YEAH, IT'S HARD. 302 00:13:44,083 --> 00:13:48,208 AMELIA, I NEED YOU TO BE A GROWN-UP HERE. 303 00:13:50,208 --> 00:13:51,959 OKAY. 304 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:53,959 YOU NEED TO TELL HER... 305 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:55,792 BECAUSE SHE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND, 306 00:13:55,834 --> 00:13:57,792 AND NOT TELLING HER... 307 00:13:57,834 --> 00:13:59,417 THAT'S UNDERESTIMATING YOUR FRIENDSHIP. 308 00:13:59,458 --> 00:14:01,750 WHAT AM I GONNA SAY? 309 00:14:01,792 --> 00:14:04,333 HOW ABOUT... "HERE'S THE DEAL, NAI. 310 00:14:04,375 --> 00:14:05,959 "I'M BANGING SAM. 311 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:08,917 IF YOU PROMISE NOT TO BE MAD, I'LL BUY YOU A GUCCI BAG"? 312 00:14:08,959 --> 00:14:11,583 WOULD--WOULD YOU EVER TRY TO BRIBE DEREK? IF I THOUGHT IT WOULD WORK, 313 00:14:11,625 --> 00:14:13,375 ABSOLUTELY. 314 00:14:15,041 --> 00:14:16,625 FINE. 315 00:14:16,667 --> 00:14:19,041 I'M GONNA TELL HER. 316 00:14:19,083 --> 00:14:23,000 I'LL JUST PUT IT OUT THERE, AND... AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. 317 00:14:25,667 --> 00:14:28,625 S-SO I WOKE UP IN A BED FULL OF COOKIE CRUMBS, RIGHT? 318 00:14:28,667 --> 00:14:31,583 WITH MY COMPARATIVE LIT PROF RIGHT--RIGHT NEXT TO ME. 319 00:14:31,625 --> 00:14:33,583 AND... THE WORST PART WAS, 320 00:14:33,625 --> 00:14:35,583 SHE STILL GAVE ME A "C" IN THE COURSE. 321 00:14:35,625 --> 00:14:38,208 THAT'S NOTHING. SOPHOMORE YEAR AT COLLEGE... 322 00:14:38,250 --> 00:14:39,333 YEAH? 323 00:14:39,375 --> 00:14:41,333 I WENT STRAIGHT FROM AN ALL-NIGHT PARTY 324 00:14:41,375 --> 00:14:42,959 TO THE AIRPORT. 325 00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:45,000 I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO HOME AND SEE MY FAMILY. 326 00:14:45,041 --> 00:14:47,166 I GOT ON THE WRONG PLANE. I ENDED UP IN NORTH DAKOTA. 327 00:14:47,208 --> 00:14:49,834 WHAT, YOU FLEW THERE DIRECT? I HAD TO CHANGE PLANES. 328 00:14:51,083 --> 00:14:53,875 WHAT'S SO FUNNY? 329 00:14:53,917 --> 00:14:55,250 HE... 330 00:14:55,291 --> 00:14:56,875 AH, NOTHING. NOTHING, MAN. 331 00:14:56,917 --> 00:14:58,625 YOU HEARD THE MAN. 332 00:14:58,667 --> 00:15:01,041 OH, COOPER TOLD YOU. 333 00:15:01,083 --> 00:15:03,000 LOOK, WE ARE-- WE ARE NOT HERE TO JUDGE. 334 00:15:03,041 --> 00:15:05,000 NO, BUT I MIGHT WANT TO MAKE 335 00:15:05,041 --> 00:15:07,000 AN APPOINTMENT WITH YOU FOR A PRESCRIPTION. 336 00:15:07,041 --> 00:15:09,417 I HAVE THIS ACHE IN MY BACK. 337 00:15:11,041 --> 00:15:13,000 HEY, I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR YOU. 338 00:15:13,041 --> 00:15:16,000 WE HAVE A LITTLE PROBLEM. IS THAT A POLITE WAY OF YOU ASKING ME 339 00:15:16,041 --> 00:15:18,041 NOT TO SHAVE MY LEGS WITH YOUR RAZOR? 340 00:15:18,083 --> 00:15:20,041 WELL, I DO WANT THAT. 341 00:15:20,083 --> 00:15:22,041 BUT IT'S ABOUT COOPER. 342 00:15:22,083 --> 00:15:23,417 YOU WANT TO CHANGE COOPER? 343 00:15:23,458 --> 00:15:25,041 YOU AND COOPER, ACTUALLY. 344 00:15:25,083 --> 00:15:26,917 A LITTLE LESS YOU AND COOPER. 345 00:15:26,959 --> 00:15:28,291 N-NOW COME ON, VIOLET. 346 00:15:28,333 --> 00:15:30,291 HE CALLS EVERY MORNING. HE CHECKS IN AFTER DINNER. 347 00:15:30,333 --> 00:15:33,542 SO WHAT? IT'S ONLY PHONE CALLS. AND TEXTS AND E-MAILS, 348 00:15:33,583 --> 00:15:36,291 AND HE'S ON OUR COUCH THREE NIGHTS A WEEK WATCHING TV. 349 00:15:36,333 --> 00:15:38,291 DON'T HE AND CHARLOTTE HAVE CABLE? COOPER IS MY FRIEND. 350 00:15:38,333 --> 00:15:41,041 YEAH, WELL, THAT'S FINE. OH, I'M SO GLAD TO GET YOUR APPROVAL. 351 00:15:41,083 --> 00:15:43,625 I JUST WANT TO DRAW SOME LINES, AND SO-- 352 00:15:43,667 --> 00:15:46,834 NO, NO, YOU WANT TO HAVE SOME CONTROL OF MY BEST FRIEND. 353 00:15:46,875 --> 00:15:48,208 A FRIEND I UNDERSTAND. 354 00:15:48,250 --> 00:15:50,208 BUT A GUY WHO CAN'T DECIDE WHAT COLOR BOXERS TO WEAR 355 00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:52,041 WITHOUT CONSULTING YOU FIRST? 356 00:15:52,083 --> 00:15:54,041 THAT I'M HAVING SOME TROUBLE WITH. 357 00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:55,500 YOU ARE SO WRONG. 358 00:15:55,542 --> 00:15:58,041 AND BESIDES, COOPER WEARS BRIEFS. 359 00:15:58,083 --> 00:15:59,709 HEY, MR. PUSHER MAN. 360 00:15:59,750 --> 00:16:02,250 HEY, UH, WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF A CONVERSATION HERE, COOPER. 361 00:16:02,291 --> 00:16:04,458 OH, YEAH? IS ABOUT, UH, WHETHER TO PRESCRIBE POT TO 362 00:16:04,500 --> 00:16:07,667 AN AUTISTIC 12 YEAR OLD? 'CAUSE I BET I KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 363 00:16:07,709 --> 00:16:11,166 I SUGGESTED WE DISCUSS IT. IT'S AN ADOLESCENT WITH DEVELOPMENTAL ISSUES. 364 00:16:11,208 --> 00:16:13,083 THERE'S NO DISCUSSION. NOTHING YOU'RE DOING IS WORKING. 365 00:16:13,125 --> 00:16:15,709 YOU KNOW WHAT? C-CAN WE TAKE THIS DOWN A NOTCH? 366 00:16:15,750 --> 00:16:18,500 OKAY, WOULD YOU PRESCRIBE MEDICAL MARIJUANA TO A PATIENT 367 00:16:18,542 --> 00:16:21,500 IF YOU KNEW IT WOULD TREAT THEIR DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR? A 12-YEAR-OLD PATIENT, 368 00:16:21,542 --> 00:16:25,041 ALSO KNOWING THAT IT CAN CAUSE LONG-TERM PROBLEMS. I'M NOT GETTING DRAGGED INTO THIS. 369 00:16:25,083 --> 00:16:26,959 UH-HUH. 370 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,125 LET HIM GO. IT'S HIS PROBLEM. 371 00:16:29,166 --> 00:16:30,750 UNTIL HE CALLS, 372 00:16:30,792 --> 00:16:33,792 AND I HAVE TO SPEND THE REST OF THE NIGHT ON THE PHONE WITH HIM. 373 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,208 HEY. THERE YOU ARE. 374 00:16:37,250 --> 00:16:38,542 HEY. 375 00:16:38,583 --> 00:16:41,750 UM, I, UH, I-I FOLLOWED UP WITH PETE ABOUT THE MERGER. 376 00:16:41,792 --> 00:16:43,125 AND HE JUST KEEPS SAYING, 377 00:16:43,166 --> 00:16:45,125 YOU KNOW, "IT SOUNDS GOOD, SOUNDS GOOD." 378 00:16:45,166 --> 00:16:47,333 SO I-I DON'T KNOW. I GUESS THAT MEANS THAT IT-- 379 00:16:47,375 --> 00:16:49,333 SOUNDS GOOD TO HIM? YEAH. 380 00:16:49,375 --> 00:16:51,333 YOU KNOW, CHARLOTTE AND COOPER DON'T SEEM TO CARE. 381 00:16:51,375 --> 00:16:53,333 AND--AND SHELDON'S MORE EXCITED ABOUT THE FACT 382 00:16:53,375 --> 00:16:55,333 THAT THERE'S A COOKIE DRAWER UP HERE 383 00:16:55,375 --> 00:16:58,166 THAN A POSSIBILITY OF A 2-SHRINK PRACTICE. 384 00:16:58,208 --> 00:16:59,166 I... 385 00:16:59,208 --> 00:17:01,041 DID YOU EXPECT MORE RESISTANCE? 386 00:17:01,083 --> 00:17:02,583 I DON'T--I DON'T KNOW. 387 00:17:02,625 --> 00:17:04,583 I-I GUESS I'VE BEEN SO OVERWHELMED 388 00:17:04,625 --> 00:17:06,041 WITH EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENED LATELY, 389 00:17:06,083 --> 00:17:07,583 I-I DON'T KNOW. 390 00:17:07,625 --> 00:17:09,583 I'M JUST-- I GUESS I'M JUST WAITING 391 00:17:09,625 --> 00:17:11,583 TO GET HIT WITH SOMETHING ELSE. 392 00:17:11,625 --> 00:17:13,000 HUH. 393 00:17:13,041 --> 00:17:14,667 WHAT'S WRONG? NOTHING. 394 00:17:14,709 --> 00:17:16,667 THAT'S NOT A "NOTHING'S WRONG" FACE, ADDIE. 395 00:17:16,709 --> 00:17:18,166 WHAT'S WRONG? 396 00:17:18,208 --> 00:17:19,709 NO, I, UH... 397 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:25,709 I-I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT... 398 00:17:27,083 --> 00:17:28,834 I'M SORRY... 399 00:17:28,875 --> 00:17:30,208 ABOUT WILLIAM. 400 00:17:30,250 --> 00:17:32,250 HE WAS AN AMAZING GUY. 401 00:17:32,291 --> 00:17:34,834 YEAH, HE WAS. 402 00:17:34,875 --> 00:17:37,500 YOU KNOW, THERE'S NOT TOO MANY OF THOSE AROUND. 403 00:17:37,542 --> 00:17:39,417 NO, THERE AREN'T. 404 00:17:49,959 --> 00:17:51,917 SO... ABOUT JANE FINCH. 405 00:17:51,959 --> 00:17:54,875 I KNOW YOU'RE EXPERIENCED WITH THESE TYPES OF CASES, 406 00:17:54,917 --> 00:17:57,291 AND I APPRECIATE IT. I'D LIKE TO SEE HER AGAIN. 407 00:17:57,333 --> 00:17:58,917 WELL, AS I UNDERSTAND IT, 408 00:17:58,959 --> 00:18:01,041 SHE'S ALREADY DONE THE MANDATED THERAPY. 409 00:18:01,083 --> 00:18:03,417 I JUST NEED A SECOND PSYCHIATRIST TO SIGN OFF 410 00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:06,125 TO MEET THE STANDARD OF CARE REQUIREMENT. WELL, I'M NOT A RUBBER STAMP. 411 00:18:06,166 --> 00:18:08,542 YOU REALLY HAVE A PROBLEM HERE? 412 00:18:08,583 --> 00:18:11,041 JANE CUT HER WRISTS, WHICH ON ITS OWN 413 00:18:11,083 --> 00:18:13,458 DOESN'T NECESSARILY DISQUALIFY HER, 414 00:18:13,500 --> 00:18:15,458 BUT THE EXPLANATION SHE GAVE HER FIRST THERAPIST, 415 00:18:15,500 --> 00:18:18,041 SHE REPEATED IT TO ME VERBATIM. POINTS OFF FOR CONSISTENCY? 416 00:18:18,083 --> 00:18:19,458 NO, FOR BEING REHEARSED. 417 00:18:19,500 --> 00:18:22,041 SHE CAME INTO MY OFFICE, SHE HAD ALL THE RIGHT ANSWERS, 418 00:18:22,083 --> 00:18:24,041 INCLUDING ABOUT THE SUICIDE ATTEMPT. 419 00:18:24,083 --> 00:18:27,750 AND YOU THINK SHE'S HIDING SOMETHING? I NEED TO KNOW THAT SHE ISN'T. 420 00:18:27,792 --> 00:18:30,041 HER "UP WITH PEOPLE" ATTITUDE NOTWITHSTANDING, 421 00:18:30,083 --> 00:18:32,041 UNLESS JANE IS STABLE WITH A REALISTIC APPRECIATION 422 00:18:32,083 --> 00:18:34,875 NOT ONLY OF WHO SHE IS BUT WHO SHE'S GOING TO BECOME, 423 00:18:34,917 --> 00:18:39,041 GENDER REASSIGNMENT SURGERY CAN DO MORE HARM THAN GOOD. NOW ISN'T THAT A LOT TO ASK OF SOMEONE 424 00:18:39,083 --> 00:18:41,875 WHO FEELS LIKE THEY'RE TRAPPED IN THE WRONG BODY? 425 00:18:41,917 --> 00:18:44,458 IT'S LIKE DEMANDING A SICK PERSON GET WELL 426 00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:47,041 BEFORE YOU GIVE 'EM THE MEDICATION THEY NEED. LOOK, I'M NOT SAYING NO. 427 00:18:47,083 --> 00:18:49,041 BUT THIS ISN'T A BOOB JOB OR A TUMMY TUCK. 428 00:18:49,083 --> 00:18:51,041 WE'RE LOOKING AT A SURGERY THAT IS FUNDAMENTALLY 429 00:18:51,083 --> 00:18:53,542 GONNA CHANGE WHO JANE IS FOREVER. A SURGERY THAT SHE DESPERATELY WANTS, 430 00:18:53,583 --> 00:18:56,125 THAT SHE'S DONE EVERYTHING SHE'S SUPPOSED TO TO GET READY FOR, 431 00:18:56,166 --> 00:18:58,750 AND THAT'S SCHEDULED FOR THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. 432 00:18:58,792 --> 00:19:00,834 SURGICAL TEAM IS PREPPED AND READY TO GO. 433 00:19:00,875 --> 00:19:02,875 WELL, APOLOGIES IF MY PROFESSIONAL JUDGMENT 434 00:19:02,917 --> 00:19:05,750 IS INCONVENIENCING YOU, OKAY? 435 00:19:05,792 --> 00:19:07,542 IS IT YOUR PROFESSIONAL JUDGMENT, SHELDON? 436 00:19:07,583 --> 00:19:09,542 OR ARE YOU JUST MAKING THIS DIFFICULT 437 00:19:09,583 --> 00:19:12,542 BECAUSE I PICKED COOPER INSTEAD OF YOU? 438 00:19:12,583 --> 00:19:14,333 YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND TWO THINGS. 439 00:19:14,375 --> 00:19:16,125 FIRST, I'M RIGHT ABOUT JANE. 440 00:19:16,166 --> 00:19:18,041 SECOND, WE CAN BE GOOD COLLEAGUES 441 00:19:18,083 --> 00:19:21,291 WITHOUT BEING GOOD FRIENDS OR REALLY JUST FRIENDS AT ALL. 442 00:19:31,792 --> 00:19:33,125 HI. 443 00:19:33,166 --> 00:19:35,041 I DID WHAT DR. WILDER SAID. 444 00:19:35,083 --> 00:19:37,333 HE TOLD ME NOT TO GIVE HIM POT ANYMORE, AND I DIDN'T. 445 00:19:37,375 --> 00:19:39,959 AND I THREW OUT WHAT I HAD LEFT, BUT LOOK AT HIM. 446 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:42,750 HE'S WORSE THAN BEFORE. THIS IS PROBABLY A REACTION TO HIM 447 00:19:42,792 --> 00:19:45,625 COMING OFF THE DRUG SO QUICKLY. I CAN'T, UH, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. 448 00:19:45,667 --> 00:19:47,625 I NEED TO KNOW THIS PLAN. WHICH PLAN? 449 00:19:47,667 --> 00:19:50,000 DR. WILDER, HE--HE CAME OVER EARLIER, AND HE SAID 450 00:19:50,041 --> 00:19:53,041 THAT YOU WERE GONNA FIND A WAY TO HELP US. 451 00:19:53,083 --> 00:19:55,166 NO, ZACK. 452 00:19:55,208 --> 00:19:57,375 HEY, ZACK. OKAY, OKAY. 453 00:19:57,417 --> 00:19:59,000 ZACK, COME HERE. 454 00:19:59,041 --> 00:20:02,166 OKAY. NO ONE'S GONNA HURT YOU, BUT YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT EASY. 455 00:20:02,208 --> 00:20:05,375 I GOT YOU. PLEASE GIVE HIM THE MARIJUANA. IT WORKED. IT HELPED HIM. 456 00:20:05,417 --> 00:20:08,542 WE'LL FIND ANOTHER TREATMENT, OKAY? NO, BUT THAT COULD TAKE WEEKS TO SEE RESULTS. 457 00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:10,542 I NEED HELP NOW. WE'LL GET THROUGH IT. 458 00:20:10,583 --> 00:20:13,166 NO, WE WON'T. I WON'T. 459 00:20:13,208 --> 00:20:15,542 PLEASE JUST GIVE HIM THE DRUGS. 460 00:20:15,583 --> 00:20:18,166 I'M SORRY. I CAN'T DO THAT. 461 00:20:18,208 --> 00:20:19,583 AAH! 462 00:20:19,625 --> 00:20:21,250 YOU TOLD ME THIS SKIRT WORKED, 463 00:20:21,291 --> 00:20:23,834 SO I KNOW I'M NOT BACK HERE FOR ANY BAD NEWS 464 00:20:23,875 --> 00:20:27,417 AFTER MY SESSION WITH THAT CUTE LITTLE HEAD SHRINKER. 465 00:20:27,458 --> 00:20:30,625 PLEASE, NO. 466 00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:33,625 DR. WALLACE IS CONCERNED 467 00:20:33,667 --> 00:20:36,625 THAT YOU TOLD HIM WHAT YOU THOUGHT HE'D WANT TO HEAR. 468 00:20:36,667 --> 00:20:39,208 AND THAT MAKES ME CRAZY? 469 00:20:39,250 --> 00:20:42,375 THEN TELL ME WHAT TO DO. 470 00:20:42,417 --> 00:20:45,166 STOP PRETENDING WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH 471 00:20:45,208 --> 00:20:47,166 ISN'T PAINFUL AND LONELY. 472 00:20:49,208 --> 00:20:51,709 I CAN'T DO THAT, 473 00:20:51,750 --> 00:20:53,709 BECAUSE THE ONE TIME... 474 00:20:53,750 --> 00:20:55,834 I GAVE IN AND REALLY LET MYSELF 475 00:20:55,875 --> 00:21:00,500 THINK ABOUT WHAT MY LIFE HAS BEEN UP TO NOW... 476 00:21:04,250 --> 00:21:06,041 SO INSTEAD I'M... 477 00:21:06,083 --> 00:21:08,625 FAKING IT TILL I MAKE IT. 478 00:21:10,083 --> 00:21:12,041 AND I'VE ALMOST MADE IT. 479 00:21:12,083 --> 00:21:14,291 YOU CAN'T FOOL HIM, JANE. 480 00:21:14,333 --> 00:21:17,834 I DON'T WANT TO FOOL HIM. 481 00:21:17,875 --> 00:21:21,542 I WANT HIM TO UNDERSTAND THAT THE PAIN... 482 00:21:21,583 --> 00:21:23,083 AND THE LONELINESS 483 00:21:23,125 --> 00:21:25,917 ARE NOT ME. 484 00:21:25,959 --> 00:21:29,041 THEY'RE THE RESULT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO BE ME. 485 00:21:30,625 --> 00:21:33,041 TELL HIM THAT. 486 00:21:33,083 --> 00:21:35,041 BE HONEST. 487 00:21:51,583 --> 00:21:54,250 HEY. I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE. 488 00:21:54,291 --> 00:21:56,000 HEY. 489 00:21:56,041 --> 00:21:59,750 YEAH, I LEFT WORK EARLY SO I COULD, UH, TAKE A RUN. 490 00:21:59,792 --> 00:22:02,917 THAT'S A LONG RUN. YEAH, I, UH... LOT TO THINK ABOUT. 491 00:22:02,959 --> 00:22:05,041 YOU'RE MAD. 492 00:22:05,083 --> 00:22:07,583 I'M DISAPPOINTED. 493 00:22:07,625 --> 00:22:09,583 I WAS GOING TO TELL HER. 494 00:22:09,625 --> 00:22:11,041 I WAS. 495 00:22:11,083 --> 00:22:13,959 LOOK, THERE'S NEVER GONNA BE A RIGHT TIME, ADDISON. 496 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:17,166 SO EITHER YOU TELL HER OR... 497 00:22:17,208 --> 00:22:18,792 OR WHAT? 498 00:22:18,834 --> 00:22:21,041 ARE YOU THREATENING ME? 499 00:22:21,083 --> 00:22:22,625 I'M NOT... 500 00:22:22,667 --> 00:22:25,083 NO, I'M NOT THREATENING YOU. 501 00:22:28,750 --> 00:22:32,041 DO YOU NEED FOR US TO BE SNEAKING AROUND? 502 00:22:32,083 --> 00:22:34,375 WHAT--WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO-- 503 00:22:34,417 --> 00:22:39,041 NO, I'M JUST SAYING, MAYBE YOU LIKE IT ALL HOT AND SECRET 504 00:22:39,083 --> 00:22:40,750 UN-UNTIL IT BLOWS UP. 505 00:22:40,792 --> 00:22:43,959 WHAT, BECAUSE I HAD AN AFFAIR, THEN THAT MEANS THAT I-- 506 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:46,208 ALL RIGHT, I'M SAYING, IT'S POSSIBLE... 507 00:22:46,250 --> 00:22:48,417 THAT CHEATING... 508 00:22:48,458 --> 00:22:50,375 YOU KNOW, TURNS YOU ON. 509 00:22:51,834 --> 00:22:53,125 WOW. 510 00:22:53,166 --> 00:22:55,041 ADDISON. 511 00:22:55,083 --> 00:22:57,166 I WAS JUST-- GO! 512 00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:59,166 SORRY. NO, NO, STAY, 513 00:22:59,208 --> 00:23:02,000 BECAUSE THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER. IT'S NOT OVER. 514 00:23:02,041 --> 00:23:05,041 OKAY, I LOVE IT HERE, AND I LOVE BOTH YOU GUYS. 515 00:23:05,083 --> 00:23:06,417 SO CAN YOU NOT FIGHT? 516 00:23:06,458 --> 00:23:09,041 'CAUSE IT MAKES IT REALLY AWKWARD FOR ME. 517 00:23:10,667 --> 00:23:12,625 RIGHT. 518 00:23:16,083 --> 00:23:18,083 OKAY. 519 00:23:19,667 --> 00:23:21,083 I'M SORRY 520 00:23:21,125 --> 00:23:23,041 THAT I... 521 00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:25,834 BUT, ADDISON... 522 00:23:25,875 --> 00:23:28,041 EITHER YOU'RE READY TO BE IN THIS, 523 00:23:28,083 --> 00:23:31,083 REALLY IN THIS... 524 00:23:31,125 --> 00:23:32,834 OR YOU'RE NOT. 525 00:23:35,083 --> 00:23:36,750 I'LL TELL HER. 526 00:23:36,792 --> 00:23:39,250 I WILL, TOMORROW. 527 00:23:49,583 --> 00:23:51,959 YOU WANT ONE? 528 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:54,208 UH, NO. I HAD A DRINK WITH VIOLET. 529 00:23:54,250 --> 00:23:56,291 OF COURSE YOU DID. 530 00:23:56,333 --> 00:23:58,500 WELL... PETE'S BEING AN ASS. 531 00:23:58,542 --> 00:24:00,625 SHE NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. 532 00:24:00,667 --> 00:24:03,041 SO NATURALLY, SHE THOUGHT OF YOU? 533 00:24:03,083 --> 00:24:06,041 WELL, YEAH. SHE HAD A ROUGH DAY. 534 00:24:06,083 --> 00:24:09,041 TRY TELLING A PATIENT WHO WAITED HER WHOLE LIFE FOR A SURGERY 535 00:24:09,083 --> 00:24:11,125 SHE CAN'T HAVE IT. 536 00:24:11,166 --> 00:24:13,333 SHELDON DIDN'T APPROVE JANE'S PROCEDURE? 537 00:24:13,375 --> 00:24:15,333 DON'T PRETEND TO CARE ABOUT IT NOW. 538 00:24:15,375 --> 00:24:17,125 WELL... THAT'S NOT FAIR. 539 00:24:17,166 --> 00:24:19,125 I MEAN, IF YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT, 540 00:24:19,166 --> 00:24:21,125 ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS ASK. 541 00:24:21,166 --> 00:24:22,875 DID VIOLET ASK? 542 00:24:22,917 --> 00:24:25,875 OR DID YOU JUST CHECK IN WITH HER LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO? 543 00:24:25,917 --> 00:24:28,125 COME ON, CHARLOTTE. WE BOTH HAVE FRIENDS. 544 00:24:28,166 --> 00:24:31,041 I MEAN, YOU HAVE... YOU KNOW, SHELDON. 545 00:24:31,083 --> 00:24:33,041 YOU KNOW SHELDON DOESN'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE, 546 00:24:33,083 --> 00:24:35,375 WHICH WOULD BE FINE IF I COULD COME HOME 547 00:24:35,417 --> 00:24:37,875 AND KNOW THAT YOU'D BE HERE INSTEAD OF OFF WITH-- OKAY. YOU'RE BLOWING IT WAY OUT OF PROPORTION. 548 00:24:37,917 --> 00:24:40,083 NO, THIS... 549 00:24:40,125 --> 00:24:42,583 WOULD BE BLOWING IT OUT OF PROPORTION. 550 00:25:01,709 --> 00:25:03,375 AAH! 551 00:25:03,417 --> 00:25:05,291 NO! OH, COOPER. 552 00:25:05,333 --> 00:25:07,458 NO. NO. 553 00:25:10,041 --> 00:25:12,041 WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE? 554 00:25:12,083 --> 00:25:14,834 CHARLOTTE THREW A DRINK IN MY FACE! GET OUT. 555 00:25:14,875 --> 00:25:16,667 I'M SORRY. GET OUT! 556 00:25:16,709 --> 00:25:19,125 I'M GONE. I'M GONE. SORRY. OUT! 557 00:25:19,166 --> 00:25:21,250 SORRY. OUT! 558 00:25:22,917 --> 00:25:24,959 INTERRUPTING OUR MAKEUP SEX? I GRANT YOU, THAT WAS A LITTLE-- 559 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:26,875 HORRIFYING. IT WAS A LITTLE UNFORTUNATE. 560 00:25:26,917 --> 00:25:29,250 BUT HE--HE'S GOING THROUGH AN ADJUSTMENT PERIOD. NO, ENOUGH. 561 00:25:29,291 --> 00:25:31,250 VIOLET, IT HAS GOT TO STOP. 562 00:25:31,291 --> 00:25:33,250 I MEAN, CALLING AT ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT, 563 00:25:33,291 --> 00:25:35,750 BARGING IN HERE WHENEVER HE PLEASES. 564 00:25:35,792 --> 00:25:38,041 I-I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO CUT HIM OUT. I'M NOT. 565 00:25:38,083 --> 00:25:41,041 BUT YOU GOTTA SET SOME LIMITS, AND IF YOU DON'T, I WILL. 566 00:25:41,083 --> 00:25:43,625 OKAY. WELL, LET'S JUST GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT HERE. 567 00:25:43,667 --> 00:25:46,041 I MEAN, I-I MARRIED YOU, BUT I'M NOT 568 00:25:46,083 --> 00:25:48,625 JUST SOME LITTLE WIFE YOU CAN BOSS AROUND. 569 00:25:48,667 --> 00:25:50,834 VIOLET... DON'T GET ALL, LIKE-- 570 00:25:50,875 --> 00:25:54,041 DON'T GET ALL WHAT? DON'T GET ALL "VIOLET" ABOUT THIS? 571 00:25:54,083 --> 00:25:56,041 HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. 572 00:25:56,083 --> 00:25:58,041 AND YOU DON'T GET TO ORDER ME AROUND 573 00:25:58,083 --> 00:26:00,041 AND JUST EXPECT ME TO OBEY. 574 00:26:00,083 --> 00:26:02,041 I... YOU WANT OBEDIENCE? 575 00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:04,000 GET A DOG. 576 00:26:11,667 --> 00:26:14,625 SO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO KNOW? 577 00:26:14,667 --> 00:26:16,625 WHEN YOU WAKE UP FROM THIS SURGERY, 578 00:26:16,667 --> 00:26:19,625 WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL BE DIFFERENT? 579 00:26:19,667 --> 00:26:21,166 I THINK... 580 00:26:21,208 --> 00:26:23,834 PEOPLE WILL FINALLY SEE ME THE WAY I SEE MYSELF. 581 00:26:23,875 --> 00:26:26,208 I'LL BE ABLE TO BOND WITH WOMEN 582 00:26:26,250 --> 00:26:28,041 AND FLIRT WITH MEN 583 00:26:28,083 --> 00:26:32,041 INSTEAD OF FEELING SOCIALLY HOMELESS. 584 00:26:32,083 --> 00:26:34,458 MAYBE ONE DAY I'LL EVEN FALL IN LOVE 585 00:26:34,500 --> 00:26:37,792 AND HAVE SOMEONE LOVE ME BACK. 586 00:26:39,500 --> 00:26:42,458 AND YOU THINK A SURGERY CAN GIVE YOU ALL THAT? 587 00:26:42,500 --> 00:26:45,041 DO YOU KNOW THE EXPRESSION 588 00:26:45,083 --> 00:26:48,000 "YOU TAKE YOURSELF WHEREVER YOU GO"? 589 00:26:50,083 --> 00:26:53,500 I'M NOT MYSELF, DR. WALLACE, NOT YET. 590 00:26:53,542 --> 00:26:56,375 AND YOU THINK THAT DR. KING CAN HELP YOU WITH THAT 591 00:26:56,417 --> 00:26:58,375 MORE THAN I CAN? 592 00:26:59,625 --> 00:27:01,667 I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING BETWEEN YOU TWO. 593 00:27:01,709 --> 00:27:05,000 I JUST DIDN'T THINK IT WAS A COMPETITION. 594 00:27:05,041 --> 00:27:07,000 WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH IS VERY PAINFUL. 595 00:27:07,041 --> 00:27:09,542 AND THERE'S NO SHAME IN THAT. 596 00:27:09,583 --> 00:27:12,166 BUT TO GET PAST IT, TO GET COMFORTABLE WITH WHO YOU ARE 597 00:27:12,208 --> 00:27:15,041 AND WHO YOU WANT TO BE, YOU HAVE TO WORK THROUGH THE PAIN, 598 00:27:15,083 --> 00:27:17,000 NOT SMILE THROUGH IT. 599 00:27:20,083 --> 00:27:22,166 WELL, IF YOU'RE THAT INTENT 600 00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:24,375 ON MAKING ME MISERABLE, DR. WALLACE, 601 00:27:24,417 --> 00:27:26,375 WE CAN TALK ABOUT THE DAY 602 00:27:26,417 --> 00:27:28,375 MY FATHER KICKED ME OUT OF THE HOUSE 603 00:27:28,417 --> 00:27:30,417 AFTER HE CAUGHT ME TRYING ON MY MOTHER'S BRA... 604 00:27:30,458 --> 00:27:33,542 OR THE FIRST TIME I WENT HOME WITH A MAN AND GOT BEATEN UP 605 00:27:33,583 --> 00:27:36,166 AFTER HE FOUND OUT WHAT I THOUGHT HE ALREADY KNEW. 606 00:27:36,208 --> 00:27:38,166 WE CAN TALK ABOUT THE JOBS I HAVEN'T GOTTEN 607 00:27:38,208 --> 00:27:39,792 OR THE FRIENDS I'VE LOST. 608 00:27:39,834 --> 00:27:42,333 JUST... TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR. 609 00:27:42,375 --> 00:27:44,166 ALL OF IT. 610 00:27:46,667 --> 00:27:49,625 YOU'RE NOT GONNA LET ME HAVE THE SURGERY, 611 00:27:49,667 --> 00:27:51,625 ARE YOU? 612 00:27:51,667 --> 00:27:53,417 NOT YET. 613 00:27:58,125 --> 00:28:01,000 HEY, I GOT YOUR TEXT. 614 00:28:01,041 --> 00:28:03,667 YEAH, UM... SO I SPENT AN HOUR YESTERDAY 615 00:28:03,709 --> 00:28:06,000 WRESTLING ZACK TO THE GROUND. OH, IS HE OKAY? 616 00:28:06,041 --> 00:28:08,041 WELL, POT OR NO POT, HIS EMOTIONS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE. 617 00:28:08,083 --> 00:28:10,083 I GAVE HIM A SEDATIVE TO CALM HIM DOWN 618 00:28:10,125 --> 00:28:12,250 SO SYDNEY COULD TAKE HIM HOME. 619 00:28:12,291 --> 00:28:14,458 BUT WHILE I AM TRYING TO FIND A LONG-TERM SOLUTION, 620 00:28:14,500 --> 00:28:16,458 YOU'RE PROMISING HER A QUICK FIX. 621 00:28:16,500 --> 00:28:19,875 UH, NO. WHAT I SAID WAS, YOU WOULD FIND A WAY TO HELP ZACK. 622 00:28:19,917 --> 00:28:21,542 PARDON ME 623 00:28:21,583 --> 00:28:25,041 FOR HAVING SOME CONFIDENCE IN YOUR MEDICAL ABILITIES. STOP MEDDLING. 624 00:28:25,083 --> 00:28:27,667 STOP BARGING IN. 625 00:28:27,709 --> 00:28:29,041 WHAT? 626 00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,166 GIVE ME YOUR KEY TO THE HOUSE, COOPER. 627 00:28:31,208 --> 00:28:33,166 FORGET IT. VIOLET GAVE IT TO ME. 628 00:28:33,208 --> 00:28:35,458 SHE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN ASK FOR IT BACK. 629 00:28:35,500 --> 00:28:38,291 OH, FOR GOD SAKE. WOULD YOU GROW UP, COOPER? BELIEVE ME, I'LL BE SURE TO KNOCK NEXT TIME. 630 00:28:38,333 --> 00:28:39,917 THE IMAGE OF YOUR ASS 631 00:28:39,959 --> 00:28:42,166 IS PERMANENTLY BURNED INTO MY RETINAS. 632 00:28:42,208 --> 00:28:45,166 AND I'LL GROW THE HELL UP WHEN YOU DO. NO. UH, YOU GROW UP FIRST, AND THEN I WILL GROW UP. 633 00:28:45,208 --> 00:28:47,166 NO, YOU GROW UP FIRST. NO, YOU GROW UP FIRST. 634 00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:49,250 JUST GROW UP. IF YOU GROW UP, I'LL GROW UP. 635 00:28:49,291 --> 00:28:50,875 NO, GROW UP FIRST... 636 00:28:50,917 --> 00:28:52,875 I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO GIVE THEM BOXING GLOVES 637 00:28:52,917 --> 00:28:55,875 OR A TIME-OUT. WELL, I KNOW THAT PETE CAN TAKE A PUNCH. 638 00:28:55,917 --> 00:28:58,041 WELL, LATELY HE CAN'T TAKE ANYTHING COMING FROM COOPER. 639 00:28:58,083 --> 00:29:01,500 YEAH, I HEARD ABOUT THE ASS INCIDENT. IT WAS NOT A BIG DEAL. 640 00:29:01,542 --> 00:29:03,583 WELL, IT WASN'T YOUR ASS. HE CANNOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO. 641 00:29:03,625 --> 00:29:05,583 MY PARENTS DID THAT TO EACH OTHER, AND I-- 642 00:29:05,625 --> 00:29:07,041 I HATED IT. 643 00:29:07,083 --> 00:29:10,041 HE'S THE MAN YOU LOVE. HE'S ASKING YOU TO DO SOMETHING 644 00:29:10,083 --> 00:29:11,709 THAT'S VERY IMPORTANT TO HIM. 645 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:13,291 THAT'S THE THING ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS-- 646 00:29:13,333 --> 00:29:16,375 EVEN IF IT'S NOT YOUR ASS, YOU STILL HAVE TO CARE. 647 00:29:19,750 --> 00:29:21,542 YOU EITHER HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST JANE 648 00:29:21,583 --> 00:29:23,542 OR SOMETHING AGAINST ME, BECAUSE THAT WOMAN 649 00:29:23,583 --> 00:29:26,333 IS DAMNED IF SHE DOES AND DAMNED IF SHE DOESN'T WITH YOU. I WANT TO HELP HER. 650 00:29:26,375 --> 00:29:29,125 THEN SIGN OFF ON ME DOING THE SURGERY. YOU CAN GIVE HER WHAT SHE WANTS, YES, 651 00:29:29,166 --> 00:29:31,542 BUT NOT WHAT SHE NEEDS. I CAN CHANGE HER LIFE 652 00:29:31,583 --> 00:29:34,041 IN A WAY NO AMOUNT OF JAWBONING EVER WILL. 653 00:29:34,083 --> 00:29:35,417 YOU REALLY THINK SO? 654 00:29:35,458 --> 00:29:37,917 A FEW FLICKS OF A SCALPEL, REROUTE A LITTLE PLUMBING, 655 00:29:37,959 --> 00:29:40,041 AND ALL OF THE INSECURITY AND SELF-LOATHING 656 00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:42,583 THAT BUILT UP OVER HER WHOLE LIFETIME JUST--JUST DISAPPEARS? 657 00:29:42,625 --> 00:29:44,875 AT LEAST IT'S A START. 658 00:29:44,917 --> 00:29:47,000 WHY ARE YOU SO INVESTED IN JANE? 659 00:29:49,917 --> 00:29:52,875 I GREW UP WITH A DADDY WHO TOLD ME HOW SWEET I WAS, 660 00:29:52,917 --> 00:29:55,875 TAKING CARE OF TWO LITTLE BROTHERS WHO STILL DEPEND ON ME. 661 00:29:55,917 --> 00:29:57,875 AND I BECAME A DOCTOR 662 00:29:57,917 --> 00:30:00,917 BECAUSE I COULDN'T IMAGINE ANYTHING BETTER THAN A JOB 663 00:30:00,959 --> 00:30:04,583 WHERE, EVERY DAY, YOU GOT TO HELP PEOPLE. 664 00:30:06,583 --> 00:30:08,041 BUT SOMEHOW ALONG THE WAY, 665 00:30:08,083 --> 00:30:11,041 I DEVELOPED A REPUTATION AS BEING COLD AND UNEMOTIONAL, 666 00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:12,917 AND NOW I'M THE BITCH. 667 00:30:12,959 --> 00:30:14,041 CHARLOTTE-- 668 00:30:14,083 --> 00:30:16,500 YOU GONNA TELL ME IT'S NOT THE CASE? 669 00:30:17,959 --> 00:30:20,125 I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO CRY FOR ME, SHELDON. 670 00:30:20,166 --> 00:30:23,125 I'M JUST ASKING YOU TO HELP ME SPARE SOMEONE MORE PAIN. 671 00:30:23,166 --> 00:30:26,000 JANE'S HAD WAY MORE THAN HER SHARE IN THIS LIFE. 672 00:30:27,625 --> 00:30:29,041 WHAT? 673 00:30:29,083 --> 00:30:32,834 YOU KEEP SHOWING OFF YOUR HUMANITY LIKE THAT... 674 00:30:32,875 --> 00:30:35,250 WE MIGHT ACTUALLY BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN. 675 00:30:39,041 --> 00:30:41,041 WHAT HAPPENED? 676 00:30:41,083 --> 00:30:43,083 HE STARTED AGAIN. HE FLEW INTO A RAGE. 677 00:30:43,125 --> 00:30:45,959 HE STARTED HIMSELF AND HITTING ME. DID YOU GIVE HIM ANYTHING, SYDNEY? 678 00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:48,792 I JUST-- I COULDN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE. WHAT'D YOU GIVE HIM? 679 00:30:48,834 --> 00:30:52,041 I BOUGHT SOME WEED OFF THE STREET. TOX SCREEN POSITIVE FOR PHENCYCLIDINE. 680 00:30:52,083 --> 00:30:55,041 WHAT'S HAPPENING? WHAT'S HAPPENING? THE MARIJUANA YOU GAVE HIM WAS LACED WITH P.C.P. 681 00:30:55,083 --> 00:30:57,959 B.P.'s 180 OVER 120. HE'S IN HYPERTENSIVE CRISIS. 682 00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,041 NO. GIVE HIM 5 OF LORAZEPAM AND START HIM ON A NIPRIDE DRIP. 683 00:31:00,083 --> 00:31:02,625 IT LOOKED THE SAME AS THE STUFF THAT I GOT FROM DR. WILDER. 684 00:31:03,917 --> 00:31:05,959 DOES IT LOOK THE SAME NOW? 685 00:31:18,291 --> 00:31:20,250 DR. KING. 686 00:31:20,291 --> 00:31:21,875 I WANTED TO THANK YOU 687 00:31:21,917 --> 00:31:24,709 FOR TRYING SO HARD TO GET ME WHAT I WANTED. 688 00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:27,000 WELL, ISN'T THAT STILL WHAT YOU WANT? 689 00:31:27,041 --> 00:31:29,709 MORE THAN ANYTHING. 690 00:31:29,750 --> 00:31:32,583 THEN I HOPE YOU'LL CONTINUE TO WORK WITH DR. WALLACE. 691 00:31:32,625 --> 00:31:36,041 I KNOW, AND I-I UNDERSTAND. I HAVE WORK TO DO. 692 00:31:36,083 --> 00:31:40,083 WILL YOU CALL ME AND LET ME KNOW HOW IT'S GOING? 693 00:31:40,125 --> 00:31:43,041 OF COURSE. 694 00:31:43,083 --> 00:31:46,667 BECAUSE WE'RE JUST PUSHING OFF OUR DATE IN THE OPERATING ROOM. 695 00:31:46,709 --> 00:31:48,625 RIGHT? 696 00:31:48,667 --> 00:31:50,917 JANE... 697 00:31:50,959 --> 00:31:53,417 IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. 698 00:31:53,458 --> 00:31:56,834 ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. 699 00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:10,333 HOW IS HE? 700 00:32:10,375 --> 00:32:12,041 UH, STABLE. 701 00:32:12,083 --> 00:32:14,709 WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING? 702 00:32:14,750 --> 00:32:16,625 I DON'T KNOW. 703 00:32:16,667 --> 00:32:18,542 SHE ALMOST KILLED HIM. 704 00:32:20,375 --> 00:32:22,834 LOOK, I KNOW THIS IS ON ME, TOO. 705 00:32:22,875 --> 00:32:25,208 I PRESCRIBED HER THE POT IN THE FIRST PLACE. 706 00:32:25,250 --> 00:32:27,834 YOU DIDN'T KNOW THIS WOULD HAPPEN. 707 00:32:27,875 --> 00:32:30,083 DAMN IT. 708 00:32:30,125 --> 00:32:31,375 YEAH. 709 00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:37,041 HEY, THIS THING WITH VIOLET-- 710 00:32:37,083 --> 00:32:39,375 UH, IN THE FUTURE, I WILL CALL FIRST... 711 00:32:39,417 --> 00:32:42,709 OR NOT CALL AS MUCH, WHICHEVER. 712 00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:44,041 YEAH. 713 00:32:44,083 --> 00:32:45,583 YEAH. 714 00:32:55,041 --> 00:32:56,041 HEY. 715 00:32:56,083 --> 00:32:57,166 HEY. 716 00:32:57,208 --> 00:32:59,750 DO YOU REMEMBER THESE? 717 00:32:59,792 --> 00:33:02,041 OH. 718 00:33:02,083 --> 00:33:03,959 THESE ARE THE PLANS WE HAD DRAWN UP 719 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:05,333 FOR THE FOURTH FLOOR EXPANSION. 720 00:33:06,792 --> 00:33:09,125 BACK WHEN WE THOUGHT WE WERE GONNA BE SO SUCCESSFUL 721 00:33:09,166 --> 00:33:11,417 THAT WE NEEDED MORE SPACE. 722 00:33:11,458 --> 00:33:13,208 THINGS DIDN'T EXACTLY 723 00:33:13,250 --> 00:33:15,583 TURN OUT THE WAY WE PLANNED, DID THEY? 724 00:33:17,083 --> 00:33:18,583 WELL, THINGS AREN'T BAD. 725 00:33:18,625 --> 00:33:20,583 THEY'RE JUST, UH... 726 00:33:20,625 --> 00:33:22,208 THEY'RE JUST DIFFERENT. 727 00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:24,709 YEAH. 728 00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:28,208 WHY ARE YOU HERE? 729 00:33:28,250 --> 00:33:29,417 OH. 730 00:33:29,458 --> 00:33:32,208 I CAME TO SEE HOW YOU WERE DOING. 731 00:33:32,250 --> 00:33:33,834 WILLIAM. 732 00:33:33,875 --> 00:33:35,417 OH. 733 00:33:35,458 --> 00:33:38,041 YEAH, I'M--I'M FINE. 734 00:33:38,083 --> 00:33:40,000 I'M GOOD. 735 00:33:40,041 --> 00:33:42,458 YOU'RE SWEET. 736 00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:44,959 I'M GLAD WE'RE STILL FRIENDS. 737 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:46,959 YEAH. 738 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:48,333 ME, TOO. 739 00:33:54,208 --> 00:33:56,041 SHELDON! 740 00:33:56,083 --> 00:33:57,667 YOU OKAY? 741 00:33:57,709 --> 00:34:00,750 I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH JANE. SOMETHING'S WRONG. 742 00:34:02,917 --> 00:34:05,625 HEY. I SAW A PIECE IN THE "TIMES" 743 00:34:05,667 --> 00:34:07,542 ABOUT THIS NEW SUSHI RESTAURANT IN THE MARINA. 744 00:34:07,583 --> 00:34:10,375 I THOUGHT WE COULD TRY IT TONIGHT. TONIGHT IS NO GOOD. 745 00:34:10,417 --> 00:34:12,625 WHAT, YOU ALREADY HAVE PLANS? 746 00:34:12,667 --> 00:34:16,709 NO, YOU DO. YOU'RE FLYING TO SEATTLE. 747 00:34:16,750 --> 00:34:19,041 LOOK, STOP TRYING TO FIX THIS, ADDISON. 748 00:34:19,083 --> 00:34:20,417 YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER. 749 00:34:20,458 --> 00:34:23,500 OF COURSE NOT. I'M FAR TOO YOUNG AND PRETTY. 750 00:34:23,542 --> 00:34:26,041 DEREK CHOSE TO CUT ME OUT OF HIS LIFE. 751 00:34:26,083 --> 00:34:29,000 AND I THINK THAT YOU SHOULD TRY AGAIN ANYWAY. 752 00:34:29,041 --> 00:34:30,709 LOOK... IT'S UP TO YOU. 753 00:34:30,750 --> 00:34:33,083 GET ON THE FLIGHT, DON'T GET ON THE FLIGHT, WHICHEVER. 754 00:34:33,125 --> 00:34:35,083 BUT EITHER WAY, YOU CAN'T SIT AROUND HERE 755 00:34:35,125 --> 00:34:37,709 DRINKING TEQUILA AND MAKING EXCUSES. 756 00:34:39,250 --> 00:34:40,834 FINE. 757 00:34:40,875 --> 00:34:43,041 I'LL GO, BUT YOU MIGHT WANT TO CONSIDER 758 00:34:43,083 --> 00:34:44,625 PRACTICING WHAT YOU PREACH. 759 00:34:44,667 --> 00:34:46,625 WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? 760 00:34:46,667 --> 00:34:49,041 DID YOU TELL NAOMI YET? 761 00:34:51,083 --> 00:34:52,417 NO MORE EXCUSES. 762 00:35:04,959 --> 00:35:07,083 OH, MY GOD! 763 00:35:07,125 --> 00:35:09,041 CALL 9-1-1! 764 00:35:09,083 --> 00:35:11,291 OH, WHAT DID YOU DO? 765 00:35:11,333 --> 00:35:13,875 CH-CHECK HER WRISTS. NO LACERATIONS. 766 00:35:13,917 --> 00:35:16,125 THERE'S SO MUCH BLOOD. 767 00:35:16,166 --> 00:35:19,333 OH, SHELDON. 768 00:35:19,375 --> 00:35:21,875 SHE CUT IT OFF. 769 00:35:33,166 --> 00:35:35,291 SYDNEY, 770 00:35:35,333 --> 00:35:37,333 THIS IS OFFICER CLARK. 771 00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:39,041 YOU NEED TO GO WITH HIM. 772 00:35:39,083 --> 00:35:41,125 YOU TURNED ME IN? 773 00:35:41,166 --> 00:35:43,041 I DID. 774 00:35:43,083 --> 00:35:46,333 BUT I THOUGHT... I WAS JUST TRYING TO HELP ZACK. 775 00:35:46,375 --> 00:35:49,000 YOU BOUGHT DRUGS OF THE STREET AND GAVE THEM TO YOUR SON. 776 00:35:49,041 --> 00:35:52,000 DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS? WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO? 777 00:35:52,041 --> 00:35:54,625 YOU'RE GONNA NEED TO COME WITH ME, MA'AM. NO, WAIT. 778 00:35:54,667 --> 00:35:57,375 W--JUST--WHAT ABOUT ZACK? WHO'S GONNA TAKE CARE OF HIM? 779 00:35:57,417 --> 00:35:59,625 UNTIL A JUDGE CAN ASSESS YOUR COMPETENCE AS A PARENT, 780 00:35:59,667 --> 00:36:02,542 HE'S GONNA BE PLACED WITH D.C.F.S. 781 00:36:02,583 --> 00:36:05,417 THEY CAN ACCOMMODATE SPECIAL NEEDS KIDS. NO, I'M NOT LEAVING HIM. I'M--NO. 782 00:36:05,458 --> 00:36:08,041 GET YOUR DAMN HANDS OFF ME! STOP RESISTING. 783 00:36:08,083 --> 00:36:10,625 STOP IT! WHAT IS THIS? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT? 784 00:36:10,667 --> 00:36:13,041 YOU WANT TO TEAR ME AWAY FROM MY SON? NO, SYDNEY, YOU DID THAT ALL ON YOUR OWN. 785 00:36:13,083 --> 00:36:15,333 NO, I WOULDN'T-- NO, NO, NO, NO. 786 00:36:15,375 --> 00:36:17,625 I'M HIS MOTHER! I'M HIS MOTHER! 787 00:36:17,667 --> 00:36:19,083 I'M HIS MOTHER! 788 00:36:21,709 --> 00:36:24,041 I'LL STAY HERE TILL ZACK WAKES UP, 789 00:36:24,083 --> 00:36:26,208 TRY TO EXPLAIN WHAT'S GOING ON. 790 00:36:26,250 --> 00:36:28,458 YOU DON'T HAVE TO HANG AROUND. 791 00:36:52,625 --> 00:36:54,667 I'M SORRY. 792 00:37:07,667 --> 00:37:10,709 YOU CAN STILL FEEL BETTER. 793 00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:16,583 EVEN AFTER ALL THIS? WOULD YOU... 794 00:37:16,625 --> 00:37:18,917 I'D BE HAPPY TO. 795 00:37:25,083 --> 00:37:26,458 CAREFUL. 796 00:37:26,500 --> 00:37:28,709 NOW YOUR HUMANITY'S SHOWING. 797 00:37:28,750 --> 00:37:31,291 MINE WAS NEVER IN DOUBT. 798 00:37:59,875 --> 00:38:02,417 DO YOU WANT TO COME IN? 799 00:38:02,458 --> 00:38:04,000 NOT REALLY. OKAY. 800 00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:18,125 WE NEED TO TALK. 801 00:38:18,166 --> 00:38:19,959 NO, WE DON'T. 802 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:21,333 I REALIZE 803 00:38:21,375 --> 00:38:24,333 PETE MAY HAVE ALREADY CHANGED THE LOCKS, BUT... 804 00:38:24,375 --> 00:38:27,250 THANK YOU. I WAS GONNA ASK FOR THIS. 805 00:38:27,291 --> 00:38:28,500 MM-HMM. 806 00:38:30,834 --> 00:38:32,917 SO TUESDAYS AND SUNDAYS. 807 00:38:32,959 --> 00:38:34,542 TUESDAYS AND SUNDAYS? 808 00:38:34,583 --> 00:38:36,041 TUESDAYS AND SUNDAYS-- 809 00:38:36,083 --> 00:38:39,083 THOSE ARE THE NIGHTS THAT WE CAN WATCH TV TOGETHER. 810 00:38:39,125 --> 00:38:42,083 AND YOU CAN CALL IN THE MORNING OR IN THE EVENING, 811 00:38:42,125 --> 00:38:45,208 BUT MAYBE NOT BOTH ON THE SAME DAY. 812 00:38:45,250 --> 00:38:48,083 I CAN'T GET THURSDAYS? 813 00:38:49,667 --> 00:38:52,000 THURSDAYS ARE FOR PETE... 814 00:38:52,041 --> 00:38:54,000 AND FOR CHARLOTTE. 815 00:38:54,041 --> 00:38:56,000 CHARLOTTE, YEAH. 816 00:39:00,500 --> 00:39:03,834 BUT IF THEY'RE EVER OUT OF TOWN AT THE SAME TIME... 817 00:39:03,875 --> 00:39:05,208 ALL BETS ARE OFF. 818 00:39:45,750 --> 00:39:49,041 I WAS WRONG. 819 00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:15,083 HEY. UH... 820 00:40:15,125 --> 00:40:17,959 SO I'VE BEEN THINKING-- 821 00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:36,041 WOW. WHAT WAS THAT FOR? 822 00:40:38,083 --> 00:40:39,458 LUCK. 823 00:40:49,917 --> 00:40:51,291 OH. HEY. 824 00:40:51,333 --> 00:40:54,250 I WAS JUST GETTING READY TO CALL YOU. 825 00:40:56,083 --> 00:40:58,375 NAI, SAM AND I ARE TOGETHER. 826 00:41:00,875 --> 00:41:03,291 IT'S BEEN GOING ON... 827 00:41:03,333 --> 00:41:05,291 FOR A WHILE NOW, AND I THOUGHT-- 828 00:41:05,333 --> 00:41:08,166 W-WE THOUGHT THAT IT WAS TIME THAT YOU KNEW. 829 00:41:12,166 --> 00:41:14,125 I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. 830 00:41:14,166 --> 00:41:15,750 YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME. 831 00:41:15,792 --> 00:41:19,041 NAI, I TRIED NOT TO FALL FOR HIM, BUT HE'S... 832 00:41:19,083 --> 00:41:22,083 WELL, HE'S SAM, AND I JUST... 833 00:41:22,125 --> 00:41:24,125 OH, NAI, I'M SO SORRY. I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU. 834 00:41:24,166 --> 00:41:27,125 IT'S NOT YOU. IT--IT'S--IT'S JUST--IT'S, 835 00:41:27,166 --> 00:41:29,333 UH, IT'S--I JUST LOST WILLIAM, YOU KNOW? 836 00:41:29,375 --> 00:41:32,417 AND I-I LOVED HIM, AND, UM... 837 00:41:32,458 --> 00:41:34,041 UM... 838 00:41:38,208 --> 00:41:41,083 I'M SORRY. I JUST HADN'T, UH... 839 00:41:41,125 --> 00:41:43,041 I JUST DIDN'T... 840 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:44,542 I'M SORRY. 841 00:41:44,583 --> 00:41:46,041 WHAT CAN I DO? 842 00:41:46,083 --> 00:41:48,083 UM... 843 00:41:50,166 --> 00:41:52,750 UH, I JUST-- I JUST WANT YOU AND SAM 844 00:41:52,792 --> 00:41:55,417 TO BACK ME WITH THIS MERGER, OKAY? 845 00:41:55,458 --> 00:41:57,041 OKAY. 846 00:41:57,083 --> 00:42:00,041 AND YOU CAN'T EVER TALK TO ME ABOUT SAM... 847 00:42:00,083 --> 00:42:01,750 NOT EVER. 848 00:42:04,417 --> 00:42:06,208 OKAY. 849 00:42:06,250 --> 00:42:07,834 OKAY.