1 00:00:24,995 --> 00:00:27,913 Are we, uh, almost done here? 2 00:00:27,998 --> 00:00:29,615 I have to call my mother, 3 00:00:29,699 --> 00:00:31,333 get my daughter, call the hospital. 4 00:00:31,401 --> 00:00:33,068 So he didn't threaten you? 5 00:00:33,120 --> 00:00:34,903 No. 6 00:00:34,955 --> 00:00:36,922 - No fight? - Not really. 7 00:00:37,007 --> 00:00:38,407 Sounds like a yes. 8 00:00:41,244 --> 00:00:44,180 Was there any indication that something would happen? 9 00:00:44,247 --> 00:00:46,799 Yeah... 10 00:00:46,883 --> 00:00:49,751 Every moment I spent with him. 11 00:00:49,803 --> 00:00:53,806 He's always waiting for something to happen. 12 00:00:53,890 --> 00:00:56,091 But this... 13 00:00:56,143 --> 00:00:58,060 And no idea where he is? 14 00:00:58,111 --> 00:00:59,678 No. 15 00:01:03,600 --> 00:01:05,151 These domestic situations, 16 00:01:05,235 --> 00:01:08,154 it's not uncommon to get cold feet. 17 00:01:08,238 --> 00:01:10,272 Are you asking me to file charges? 18 00:01:10,323 --> 00:01:12,774 Just give me the paperwork. 19 00:01:12,826 --> 00:01:16,328 If Greg House steps foot in my hospital again, 20 00:01:16,353 --> 00:01:17,787 comes anywhere near me. 21 00:01:18,748 --> 00:01:21,667 I want him thrown in jail. 22 00:01:21,815 --> 00:01:25,315 ♪ House 7x23 ♪ Moving On Original Air Date on May 23, 2011 23 00:01:25,316 --> 00:01:28,410 == sync, corrected by elderman == 24 00:01:53,646 --> 00:01:54,747 So... 25 00:01:54,798 --> 00:01:56,683 We can use any of these? 26 00:01:56,767 --> 00:01:58,518 Yeah. 27 00:01:58,585 --> 00:02:01,738 And just do whatever we want to her? 28 00:02:01,805 --> 00:02:03,272 That's what they're there for. 29 00:02:07,661 --> 00:02:09,329 Hey. We were just getting to the good part. 30 00:02:09,430 --> 00:02:12,031 Is there a good part? It was performance art. 31 00:02:12,116 --> 00:02:13,933 That's Afsoun Hamidi. She's a genius. 32 00:02:14,001 --> 00:02:17,470 She just won the MacArthur, legally proving it. 33 00:02:17,538 --> 00:02:19,872 Just had a retrospective at the Tate Modern. 34 00:02:19,957 --> 00:02:22,759 - Nobody reads The New Yorker? - Nope. 35 00:02:22,826 --> 00:02:25,378 But I subscribe to her patient file. House, you should relax. 36 00:02:25,462 --> 00:02:28,097 You had surgery this morning. Minor surgery, removing a drain. 37 00:02:28,165 --> 00:02:30,332 - Put there during major surgery. - My doctor says it's okay 38 00:02:30,384 --> 00:02:32,719 as long as I don't leave my hospital bed. 39 00:02:32,803 --> 00:02:34,837 Which doctor was that-- Seuss or J? 40 00:02:34,888 --> 00:02:36,139 Nurse. 41 00:02:36,190 --> 00:02:38,891 Dr. Hourani wrote it in his chart. 42 00:02:44,118 --> 00:02:45,585 I'm surprised he approved it. 43 00:02:45,653 --> 00:02:47,204 I'm more surprised you actually asked. 44 00:02:47,288 --> 00:02:48,705 I do things like that now. 45 00:02:48,773 --> 00:02:51,575 I'm making some changes... 46 00:02:51,642 --> 00:02:55,328 Like skipping ahead to minute 37. 47 00:03:02,991 --> 00:03:06,027 What is that-- paint thinner? 48 00:03:16,255 --> 00:03:19,573 I'm not gonna watch a woman get set on fire. 49 00:03:19,625 --> 00:03:21,459 Philistine. 50 00:03:27,282 --> 00:03:28,816 Who's the guy with the notebook who can't decide what to do? 51 00:03:28,884 --> 00:03:30,051 Her assistant. 52 00:03:30,102 --> 00:03:32,053 He's been instructed not to intervene. 53 00:03:32,104 --> 00:03:34,939 Spoiler alert-- he does. 54 00:03:39,111 --> 00:03:41,813 For her, it is literally heartbreaking. 55 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:46,484 Let the games begin. 56 00:03:46,568 --> 00:03:48,703 Arrhythmia, high hematocrit, 57 00:03:48,770 --> 00:03:50,988 and inconsistent RR variability. You forgot about the fourth symptom-- 58 00:03:51,073 --> 00:03:52,807 being completely crazy. 59 00:03:52,875 --> 00:03:54,459 One man's crazy is another woman's art. 60 00:03:54,543 --> 00:03:58,412 Her work explores things like gender politics and self-image. 61 00:03:58,480 --> 00:04:00,114 And the pressing issue of shaving your entire body 62 00:04:00,165 --> 00:04:01,949 in public while wearing a monkey mask. 63 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:03,518 She saw her mom commit suicide 64 00:04:03,585 --> 00:04:05,753 and was abused by her stepdad for years. 65 00:04:05,804 --> 00:04:07,588 Didn't say the crazy wasn't motivated. 66 00:04:07,639 --> 00:04:09,540 Well, she took that pain and transformed it into art. 67 00:04:09,608 --> 00:04:11,259 That's better than a lot of the alternatives. 68 00:04:11,326 --> 00:04:12,527 I still vote for nuts. 69 00:04:12,594 --> 00:04:14,645 We should run a resting-state functional MRI 70 00:04:14,730 --> 00:04:16,764 to look for increased activity in the dorsal nexus. 71 00:04:16,815 --> 00:04:18,216 She's not nuts. 72 00:04:18,283 --> 00:04:20,485 The monkey-mask-shaving medium really speaks to you? 73 00:04:20,552 --> 00:04:22,603 What speaks to me is she's elevated 74 00:04:22,654 --> 00:04:26,473 being full of crap to a genuine art form 75 00:04:26,525 --> 00:04:27,742 and made a fortune doing it. 76 00:04:27,809 --> 00:04:29,110 People that pay 20 grand 77 00:04:29,161 --> 00:04:31,412 for one of her video stills, on the other hand, 78 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:33,781 really do need their dorsal nexi checked. 79 00:04:33,832 --> 00:04:35,883 Maybe the paint thinner set off an allergic reaction. 80 00:04:35,951 --> 00:04:37,785 Not without bronchospasm. 81 00:04:37,836 --> 00:04:40,705 There was a space heater next to her in the gallery. 82 00:04:42,875 --> 00:04:45,793 Carbon monoxide poisoning. 83 00:04:45,844 --> 00:04:48,262 It fits. 84 00:04:48,330 --> 00:04:50,431 Put her in a hyperbaric chamber. 85 00:05:01,109 --> 00:05:03,144 Thank you. 86 00:05:06,031 --> 00:05:08,733 Lisa. 87 00:05:08,817 --> 00:05:11,319 You're Lisa Cuddy. 88 00:05:11,370 --> 00:05:12,920 What's this about? 89 00:05:12,988 --> 00:05:15,039 I'm sorry. I'm Jerry Barrett. 90 00:05:15,123 --> 00:05:17,959 I recognize you from the photos. 91 00:05:18,026 --> 00:05:20,628 They barely do you justice. The usual. 92 00:05:20,696 --> 00:05:22,213 I'm friends with your sister. 93 00:05:22,297 --> 00:05:23,464 She showed me your photos. 94 00:05:23,531 --> 00:05:25,532 I-I work at the bank across the street. 95 00:05:25,584 --> 00:05:28,702 Um, Julia's my client. She... 96 00:05:28,754 --> 00:05:32,089 wanted to set us up. 97 00:05:32,174 --> 00:05:34,475 Oh, I-I'm afraid you have me mixed up with somebody else. 98 00:05:34,542 --> 00:05:36,477 N-no, I don't think so. 99 00:05:36,544 --> 00:05:38,429 I-I've seen many pictures of you several times. 100 00:05:38,513 --> 00:05:41,048 That didn't sound the way I wanted-- 101 00:05:41,099 --> 00:05:42,767 I guess I just have one of those faces. 102 00:05:42,851 --> 00:05:45,686 It's nice to meet you. 103 00:05:45,737 --> 00:05:47,721 Yeah, s-say hi to Lisa Cuddy 104 00:05:47,773 --> 00:05:50,992 when you meet her in the office you share. 105 00:05:53,028 --> 00:05:54,895 Oh, thank God. 106 00:05:54,947 --> 00:05:57,698 The I.C.U. isn't being attacked by giant radioactive spiders. 107 00:05:57,749 --> 00:05:58,866 Did I text you that? 108 00:05:58,917 --> 00:06:00,751 That was meant for my dream journal. 109 00:06:00,836 --> 00:06:03,421 I wanted to return your stuff. 110 00:06:03,505 --> 00:06:04,972 Don't worry. I didn't go AWOL. 111 00:06:05,040 --> 00:06:08,042 I had my wife-maid bring it over. 112 00:06:08,093 --> 00:06:09,576 My sweater, 113 00:06:09,628 --> 00:06:11,095 a coffee mug, 114 00:06:11,179 --> 00:06:13,914 a half-used bottle of lotion, 115 00:06:13,966 --> 00:06:16,384 and a DVD of Marley and Me. 116 00:06:16,435 --> 00:06:17,969 Given your thing for Owen Wilson, 117 00:06:18,053 --> 00:06:19,971 I thought you might want those last two back asap. 118 00:06:20,055 --> 00:06:21,588 I don't get it. You masturbate to Owen Wilson. 119 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:23,024 I meant the box. 120 00:06:23,091 --> 00:06:25,443 Oh. 121 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:27,612 It's a symbolic gesture. 122 00:06:27,696 --> 00:06:30,948 I want things to go back to the way they were 123 00:06:31,033 --> 00:06:32,483 before we started dating-- 124 00:06:32,567 --> 00:06:34,619 no more bad feelings, no more issues, 125 00:06:34,703 --> 00:06:36,537 just work. 126 00:06:38,073 --> 00:06:40,291 Thanks for coming. 127 00:06:40,359 --> 00:06:42,960 I haven't even spoken to you since you hurt yourself. 128 00:06:43,045 --> 00:06:44,412 I was self-destructive. 129 00:06:44,463 --> 00:06:46,831 It won't happen again. 130 00:06:46,915 --> 00:06:48,165 I'm making changes. 131 00:06:48,250 --> 00:06:50,251 I'm gonna stop doing stupid things. 132 00:06:51,637 --> 00:06:55,172 Great. 133 00:06:55,257 --> 00:06:57,191 The smart thing to do would be to talk 134 00:06:57,259 --> 00:06:59,393 about why you did it. If you don't understand-- 135 00:06:59,461 --> 00:07:01,479 I think I could avoid putting another hole in my leg 136 00:07:01,563 --> 00:07:02,880 without talking about my mother. 137 00:07:02,948 --> 00:07:06,217 Well, I don't want to find out you're wrong 138 00:07:06,285 --> 00:07:09,186 by getting another phone call from you in a bloody bathtub. 139 00:07:09,271 --> 00:07:10,655 I'm a big believer that the best way 140 00:07:10,739 --> 00:07:13,941 to get past the past is to shoot it in the head, 141 00:07:13,992 --> 00:07:16,694 bury it in a deep pit, and pour lye on it. 142 00:07:16,778 --> 00:07:18,979 I'm just asking you to talk about it. 143 00:07:19,031 --> 00:07:20,715 You owe me. 144 00:07:20,782 --> 00:07:21,999 Forget about saving your life. 145 00:07:22,084 --> 00:07:23,250 You exposed my daughter 146 00:07:23,318 --> 00:07:25,202 to that obnoxious pirate cartoon. 147 00:07:30,375 --> 00:07:33,461 Bring me lunch tomorrow, and we can plumb my depths. 148 00:07:55,701 --> 00:07:58,836 I should have known the gallery wasn't ventilated enough. 149 00:07:58,904 --> 00:08:00,354 Hey, if it wasn't for you, we'd be treating her 150 00:08:00,405 --> 00:08:01,622 for third-degree burns, too. 151 00:08:01,689 --> 00:08:03,407 That was a mistake. 152 00:08:03,475 --> 00:08:05,292 He shouldn't have interfered. 153 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:06,444 I told you I'm sorry. 154 00:08:06,511 --> 00:08:07,812 I want to share your commitment, 155 00:08:07,879 --> 00:08:10,164 but it's hard for me sometimes. 156 00:08:10,232 --> 00:08:11,916 Like when she read your love letters in the middle 157 00:08:11,983 --> 00:08:13,367 of the New Museum? 158 00:08:13,435 --> 00:08:16,220 Yes, I read The New Yorker. 159 00:08:16,304 --> 00:08:17,972 That was a year ago. 160 00:08:18,039 --> 00:08:20,674 And we're-- we're not together anymore. 161 00:08:20,726 --> 00:08:23,177 Seriously, you weren't really gonna let 162 00:08:23,245 --> 00:08:24,711 that guy set you on fire. 163 00:08:24,763 --> 00:08:27,782 He was just a plant to get the crowd going, right? 164 00:08:27,849 --> 00:08:30,985 If that's your interpretation, I welcome it. 165 00:08:31,052 --> 00:08:33,938 Afsoun believes explaining her work limits its potential. 166 00:08:34,005 --> 00:08:34,989 But between us, 167 00:08:35,057 --> 00:08:37,825 he was real and a total dick. 168 00:08:37,893 --> 00:08:39,310 No sane person would let themselves 169 00:08:39,378 --> 00:08:41,028 be burned alive for the sake of art. 170 00:08:41,096 --> 00:08:43,247 My work is meant to force the audience 171 00:08:43,331 --> 00:08:46,283 to break with the rational and see things in a new way. 172 00:08:46,368 --> 00:08:48,652 Fine. No sane person 173 00:08:48,720 --> 00:08:50,371 would let themselves be burned alive 174 00:08:50,422 --> 00:08:51,639 to "break with the rational." 175 00:08:51,706 --> 00:08:53,007 I feel... 176 00:09:00,432 --> 00:09:02,099 Luca, hand me the oxygen mask 177 00:09:02,184 --> 00:09:03,801 behind you. 178 00:09:06,338 --> 00:09:08,089 Luca! 179 00:09:08,156 --> 00:09:10,074 Congratulations. 180 00:09:10,142 --> 00:09:11,842 It's a gestational sac. 181 00:09:11,910 --> 00:09:14,094 Can't see anything this early. 182 00:09:14,146 --> 00:09:15,529 I know. 183 00:09:15,597 --> 00:09:17,531 I just figured this would help me process 184 00:09:17,599 --> 00:09:19,533 what's happening. 185 00:09:19,601 --> 00:09:21,702 - There's a lot we got to figure out. - We have almost eight months. 186 00:09:21,769 --> 00:09:22,887 You're not having doubts, are you? 187 00:09:22,954 --> 00:09:24,155 No. 188 00:09:24,239 --> 00:09:25,156 Are you? 189 00:09:25,223 --> 00:09:27,041 Definitely not. 190 00:09:29,895 --> 00:09:32,663 Nice, cozy home for little Ruben. 191 00:09:32,747 --> 00:09:35,049 It's a family name. 192 00:09:35,117 --> 00:09:36,783 It's a sandwich. 193 00:09:36,835 --> 00:09:38,919 Named for my family. 194 00:09:38,987 --> 00:09:43,390 ♪ if you like piña coladas ♪ 195 00:09:43,458 --> 00:09:44,308 ♪ ♪ 196 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:48,596 It's just House. 197 00:09:51,650 --> 00:09:54,368 I swear to God, stay out of my personal life. 198 00:09:54,436 --> 00:09:55,686 Where is the downside here? 199 00:09:55,754 --> 00:09:57,471 Huh? Jerry is cute. 200 00:09:57,522 --> 00:09:59,190 He's a senior V.P. 201 00:09:59,274 --> 00:10:01,759 He kite-surfs in Costa Rica every winter, 202 00:10:01,827 --> 00:10:03,828 and he loves his mother. Seasonally? 203 00:10:03,912 --> 00:10:05,779 Or is that just the kite-surfing? 204 00:10:05,831 --> 00:10:06,831 Is this about House? 205 00:10:06,915 --> 00:10:08,332 What? 206 00:10:08,416 --> 00:10:11,285 Like I secretly wish I could alter 207 00:10:11,336 --> 00:10:13,504 the laws of the universe, change who we are, 208 00:10:13,588 --> 00:10:15,122 and magically make it work out? 209 00:10:15,173 --> 00:10:17,007 Yes, that's exactly what I'm asking. 210 00:10:17,092 --> 00:10:18,259 My sarcasm indicated no. 211 00:10:18,326 --> 00:10:19,710 No, your sarcasm indicated 212 00:10:19,794 --> 00:10:23,163 you wanted to avoid actually saying anything. 213 00:10:23,215 --> 00:10:24,982 Look, Lisa... 214 00:10:26,718 --> 00:10:29,637 All I know is you seem stuck. 215 00:10:29,688 --> 00:10:31,388 And I don't like seeing you like that. 216 00:10:34,709 --> 00:10:35,993 She got worse in the hyperbaric chamber. 217 00:10:36,061 --> 00:10:37,478 It's not C.O. poisoning. 218 00:10:37,529 --> 00:10:38,662 I think we should consider infection 219 00:10:38,730 --> 00:10:40,147 and test the assistant. 220 00:10:40,198 --> 00:10:41,799 I couldn't get his attention. He was in a daze. 221 00:10:41,867 --> 00:10:43,850 - You think that's a symptom? - He's in love with her. 222 00:10:43,902 --> 00:10:46,253 He was probably overwhelmed, couldn't decide what to do. 223 00:10:46,321 --> 00:10:48,989 What's he been doing since she was admitted? 224 00:10:49,057 --> 00:10:50,591 Did he bring anything 225 00:10:50,659 --> 00:10:52,343 from the patient room to the treatment room? 226 00:10:52,410 --> 00:10:53,377 A few things-- a handbag, 227 00:10:53,461 --> 00:10:55,646 flowers, stuffed elephant. 228 00:10:55,714 --> 00:10:59,917 Does she seem like the kind of woman 229 00:11:00,001 --> 00:11:02,670 who needs a stuffed animal? 230 00:11:04,306 --> 00:11:07,007 Who are you calling? 231 00:11:07,058 --> 00:11:08,842 Oh, of course. 232 00:11:11,062 --> 00:11:13,280 What are you wearing? 233 00:11:13,348 --> 00:11:16,150 Oh, I can see what you're wearing. 234 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:18,569 Go to her room. 235 00:11:27,696 --> 00:11:31,582 Now go address the elephant in the room. 236 00:11:42,910 --> 00:11:45,412 This is a nanny Cam. 237 00:11:45,480 --> 00:11:47,464 The reason Luca couldn't decide 238 00:11:47,549 --> 00:11:49,216 what to do in the treatment room 239 00:11:49,267 --> 00:11:50,601 is the same as in the gallery. 240 00:11:50,685 --> 00:11:52,436 He's been told not to intervene. 241 00:11:52,520 --> 00:11:54,438 Congratulations. 242 00:11:54,522 --> 00:11:56,757 We've become her latest work of art. 243 00:12:02,702 --> 00:12:04,089 It shouldn't have surprised us. 244 00:12:04,090 --> 00:12:05,640 All her work is based on personal traumas. 245 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:08,960 She's had Luca taking notes, videotape her treatments, 246 00:12:08,962 --> 00:12:10,847 collect things, like sharps and bandages. 247 00:12:10,931 --> 00:12:12,798 It'll all go into a gallery installation. 248 00:12:12,850 --> 00:12:14,083 Well, then I guess as long 249 00:12:14,151 --> 00:12:15,552 as long as the exploitation is properly motivated, 250 00:12:15,619 --> 00:12:17,020 it's all okay. 251 00:12:17,104 --> 00:12:20,240 ♪ If you like piña coladas ♪ 252 00:12:20,307 --> 00:12:22,158 Ultrasound showed a cyst 253 00:12:22,243 --> 00:12:23,809 on her pancreas-- we drained it. 254 00:12:23,861 --> 00:12:24,977 Why are we even discussing this case? 255 00:12:25,029 --> 00:12:26,646 She lied to us. 256 00:12:26,697 --> 00:12:27,947 It's opening us up to malpractice. 257 00:12:27,998 --> 00:12:30,333 Our practice opens us up to malpractice. 258 00:12:30,417 --> 00:12:31,708 How do we know she's actually sick? 259 00:12:31,709 --> 00:12:32,885 Her being sick is a clue. 260 00:12:32,886 --> 00:12:34,035 She would have let that guy 261 00:12:34,039 --> 00:12:35,523 set her on fire for the sake of her work. 262 00:12:35,590 --> 00:12:37,324 You think she's scared of a little arrhythmia? 263 00:12:37,392 --> 00:12:38,642 She probably huffed paint thinner. 264 00:12:38,709 --> 00:12:40,344 She would have let him set her on fire 265 00:12:40,395 --> 00:12:42,262 because of the honesty of her work. 266 00:12:42,330 --> 00:12:43,614 - Faking an illness doesn't fit. - Thirteen's right-- 267 00:12:43,681 --> 00:12:45,349 at least her conclusion was. 268 00:12:45,400 --> 00:12:47,017 Everything else was laughably wrong. 269 00:12:47,085 --> 00:12:49,269 If the patient induced pancreatitis 270 00:12:49,354 --> 00:12:51,221 and a heart attack, she'd be suicidal. 271 00:12:51,272 --> 00:12:53,574 Exactly. She's risking her life all the time. 272 00:12:53,658 --> 00:12:54,825 Exactly. If she wanted to be dead, 273 00:12:54,892 --> 00:12:56,226 she'd be dead a long time ago. 274 00:12:56,277 --> 00:12:58,612 Pretending to cheat death pays better than water colors. 275 00:12:58,680 --> 00:13:00,914 Coxsackie B fits. 276 00:13:00,982 --> 00:13:02,399 But do a spiral C.T. of her biliary tree 277 00:13:02,450 --> 00:13:04,084 to rule out gallstones. 278 00:13:04,169 --> 00:13:05,619 Fine. I'll get the C.T. 279 00:13:05,703 --> 00:13:07,087 Sure. I'd be happy to come with you. 280 00:13:07,172 --> 00:13:09,156 Thanks for asking. 281 00:13:09,224 --> 00:13:11,008 You're supposed to stay in bed-- 282 00:13:11,075 --> 00:13:12,176 doctor's orders. 283 00:13:12,243 --> 00:13:13,910 If you really cared about me, 284 00:13:13,962 --> 00:13:16,246 you wouldn't be so obvious when you scheme 285 00:13:16,297 --> 00:13:17,631 to prove me wrong. 286 00:13:17,715 --> 00:13:20,584 You volunteered because you want to C.T. her lungs, 287 00:13:20,635 --> 00:13:21,602 not her biliary tree. 288 00:13:21,686 --> 00:13:22,853 You want to find fibrosis 289 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:24,438 and prove your "paint thinner" theory. 290 00:13:24,522 --> 00:13:26,256 If I don't come with, when you fail, 291 00:13:26,307 --> 00:13:28,642 you'll pretend you never tried. 292 00:13:28,726 --> 00:13:30,477 I don't really have a choice, now, do I? 293 00:13:55,253 --> 00:13:59,973 Since I've seen your paycheck, I probably shouldn't. 294 00:14:00,058 --> 00:14:02,626 Canned beans aren't so bad... 295 00:14:02,677 --> 00:14:05,646 as long as they're cooked over an oil-drum fire 296 00:14:05,730 --> 00:14:09,183 under a bridge with the king of the hobos. 297 00:14:09,267 --> 00:14:11,435 I feel dizzy. 298 00:14:17,642 --> 00:14:19,660 Pale, diaphoretic, 299 00:14:19,744 --> 00:14:21,111 tachycardic, 300 00:14:21,162 --> 00:14:23,497 B.P., 80 over 40. 301 00:14:23,565 --> 00:14:26,483 Internal bleeding? 302 00:14:26,534 --> 00:14:28,085 Get her out of here and scope her. 303 00:14:37,011 --> 00:14:39,313 I'm so sorry. Ooh. 304 00:14:39,380 --> 00:14:41,098 The colonoscopy didn't find the bleed, 305 00:14:41,165 --> 00:14:43,333 so we got to look by your liver. 306 00:14:43,384 --> 00:14:46,270 Luca, please. We need to document everything. 307 00:14:46,337 --> 00:14:47,854 Ooh. 308 00:14:47,939 --> 00:14:49,273 Hold this. 309 00:14:59,150 --> 00:15:02,035 I'm just below the celiac artery. 310 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:04,321 No blood. 311 00:15:04,372 --> 00:15:06,790 Could it be leaking into her thighs? 312 00:15:06,857 --> 00:15:08,909 No swelling, no asymmetry. 313 00:15:08,993 --> 00:15:10,026 So where's the blood going? 314 00:15:15,083 --> 00:15:17,551 Why are you looking down there? 315 00:15:17,635 --> 00:15:20,254 'Cause I don't like beans. 316 00:15:24,592 --> 00:15:26,310 - You stood me up. - Sorry. 317 00:15:26,377 --> 00:15:27,711 Should have scheduled 318 00:15:27,762 --> 00:15:29,546 my patient's internal bleeding for Thursday. 319 00:15:29,597 --> 00:15:32,149 You're still playing the same petty, passive-aggressive games. 320 00:15:32,216 --> 00:15:34,768 Got you to go all the way to the second floor 321 00:15:34,852 --> 00:15:36,403 of a building you work in. 322 00:15:36,487 --> 00:15:37,904 Boy, did I screw with you. 323 00:15:37,989 --> 00:15:39,856 You said you were going to change. 324 00:15:39,907 --> 00:15:41,408 Check the sign. It says you got to treat me 325 00:15:41,492 --> 00:15:42,859 with intensive care. 326 00:15:42,910 --> 00:15:44,411 I'm expressing my anger. You should try it. 327 00:15:44,495 --> 00:15:47,281 Right now, let's finally have our fight. 328 00:15:47,348 --> 00:15:49,232 All we do is fight. 329 00:15:49,284 --> 00:15:51,251 No, all you've done is pull pranks 330 00:15:51,336 --> 00:15:53,954 or have temper tantrums th Wilson, never me, 331 00:15:54,022 --> 00:15:56,590 marry mail-order prostitutes, make me go to your wedding-- 332 00:15:56,674 --> 00:15:59,242 Dominika is a licensed aesthetician. 333 00:15:59,294 --> 00:16:00,974 You cut open your own leg. 334 00:16:00,979 --> 00:16:01,855 So all this was about you? 335 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:03,420 You don't think it was even related? 336 00:16:03,464 --> 00:16:05,132 House, we've never even had a conversation 337 00:16:05,216 --> 00:16:06,333 about our breakup. 338 00:16:06,401 --> 00:16:08,302 You are obviously still angry at me. 339 00:16:08,386 --> 00:16:09,770 And it's hurting both of us. 340 00:16:09,854 --> 00:16:12,272 Wow, I hadn't realized the incredible healing power 341 00:16:12,357 --> 00:16:14,024 of lunch. I know one conversation 342 00:16:14,091 --> 00:16:15,559 isn't gonna solve everything, 343 00:16:15,610 --> 00:16:17,394 but it is a start. 344 00:16:17,445 --> 00:16:20,030 It's a privacy curtain. 345 00:16:20,098 --> 00:16:22,866 It wasn't working. 346 00:16:24,786 --> 00:16:27,120 Lunch at 1:00, tomorrow in the cafeteria. 347 00:16:27,205 --> 00:16:28,955 You happy? 348 00:16:35,797 --> 00:16:37,381 How many of those have you had today? 349 00:16:37,448 --> 00:16:39,616 I don't know. Is "your mother" a number? 350 00:16:39,667 --> 00:16:41,752 The patient is a fraud. 351 00:16:41,803 --> 00:16:44,521 I found a puncture in the dorsal vein of her left foot. 352 00:16:44,589 --> 00:16:46,556 - Shooting up heroin wouldn't explain-- - not heroin. 353 00:16:46,624 --> 00:16:48,542 She was injecting herself with her own red blood cells. 354 00:16:48,609 --> 00:16:51,044 It caused her heart issues, and when her hematocrit evened out, 355 00:16:51,112 --> 00:16:52,429 we mistook it for internal bleeding. 356 00:16:52,480 --> 00:16:54,398 It must have been a very distinctively shaped 357 00:16:54,465 --> 00:16:57,401 and awfully talkative puncture for you to get all of that. 358 00:16:57,468 --> 00:16:59,770 Browser history on her laptop helped. 359 00:16:59,821 --> 00:17:02,155 She was researching blood doping 360 00:17:02,240 --> 00:17:05,642 among other things. 361 00:17:07,729 --> 00:17:10,447 - She was researching me? - For months. 362 00:17:10,498 --> 00:17:11,998 This isn't about creating art in the moment. 363 00:17:12,066 --> 00:17:13,667 It's about you. 364 00:17:13,735 --> 00:17:16,286 She set you up. 365 00:17:30,460 --> 00:17:33,095 We sent a Uni over to his apartment and the hospital. 366 00:17:33,186 --> 00:17:34,937 Yeah, he won't be there. 367 00:17:34,988 --> 00:17:37,773 Any ideas? 368 00:17:37,824 --> 00:17:39,408 When you find him, you're gonna arrest him? 369 00:17:39,476 --> 00:17:44,280 Is there some reason you think I shouldn't? 370 00:17:44,331 --> 00:17:46,815 Knowing him, he'll be in a bar. 371 00:17:46,867 --> 00:17:50,002 He'll find one that matches how he feels inside. 372 00:17:50,087 --> 00:17:52,922 It'll be the most dark, 373 00:17:52,989 --> 00:17:55,791 depressing hole you can find in New Jersey. 374 00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:02,164 Now you're just pissing me off. 375 00:18:02,232 --> 00:18:04,183 I'm really sorry. I-I didn't know she researched you. 376 00:18:04,267 --> 00:18:05,568 I had no idea she-- 377 00:18:05,635 --> 00:18:07,770 If you don't know anything, then why are you talking? 378 00:18:07,837 --> 00:18:09,171 Please don't take it out on Luca. 379 00:18:09,222 --> 00:18:10,506 I'll take it out on whoever I think 380 00:18:10,557 --> 00:18:12,041 will irritate you the most. 381 00:18:12,109 --> 00:18:13,959 I thought you would understand someone who uses their work 382 00:18:14,027 --> 00:18:15,361 to deal with pain. 383 00:18:15,445 --> 00:18:16,729 I didn't realize that search engines 384 00:18:16,813 --> 00:18:18,197 could look within the soul. 385 00:18:18,265 --> 00:18:20,049 You're standing in front of me in a hospital gown. 386 00:18:20,117 --> 00:18:21,200 What the hell was the point of this? 387 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,519 What personal trauma are you exploiting-- 388 00:18:23,570 --> 00:18:26,489 Sorry--mining for its artistic potential? 389 00:18:26,540 --> 00:18:28,541 My illness. 390 00:18:30,744 --> 00:18:32,995 I did the blood doping to intrigue you, 391 00:18:33,046 --> 00:18:35,998 but I was already ill. 392 00:18:36,049 --> 00:18:37,216 Wait. You're really sick? 393 00:18:37,300 --> 00:18:40,202 Why me? 394 00:18:40,253 --> 00:18:41,170 Do you know what you have? Yes. 395 00:18:41,221 --> 00:18:42,588 So tell him. 396 00:18:42,672 --> 00:18:44,407 If I do, there won't be any game for him, 397 00:18:44,474 --> 00:18:46,708 and then there won't be any art for us. 398 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:50,379 Why me? 399 00:18:50,430 --> 00:18:52,932 I don't answer those questions. 400 00:18:55,552 --> 00:18:56,819 You know, there's a lot of games 401 00:18:56,886 --> 00:18:58,654 I could play that don't involve dealing 402 00:18:58,721 --> 00:19:00,689 with narcissistic, manipulative poseurs. 403 00:19:00,741 --> 00:19:04,260 But this is a puzzle tailor-made for you. 404 00:19:04,327 --> 00:19:07,396 You don't know which of my symptoms are real, 405 00:19:07,447 --> 00:19:08,781 which are fake, 406 00:19:08,865 --> 00:19:11,333 which ones I'm not even telling you about. 407 00:19:11,401 --> 00:19:15,955 I know that intrigues you. 408 00:19:16,039 --> 00:19:20,876 Do you really want to end it now? 409 00:19:24,931 --> 00:19:26,832 No. 410 00:19:26,900 --> 00:19:28,801 You want us to waste a bed on her? 411 00:19:28,885 --> 00:19:30,136 You took an oath... 412 00:19:30,220 --> 00:19:32,638 An oath to be cool. 413 00:19:32,722 --> 00:19:35,491 At least that was the one I mumbled under my breath 414 00:19:35,559 --> 00:19:36,976 while everyone else was doing the boring one. 415 00:19:37,060 --> 00:19:39,645 Even if she is sick, which I don't believe, 416 00:19:39,729 --> 00:19:41,514 she also says she has a diagnosis. 417 00:19:41,581 --> 00:19:44,567 So it's either just a lie, or it's just a game. 418 00:19:44,618 --> 00:19:45,985 So what? 419 00:19:46,069 --> 00:19:48,704 I like the game. It's fun. Go get a blood culture. 420 00:19:48,771 --> 00:19:51,173 Check for parasites and bacteria. This is the new House-- 421 00:19:51,241 --> 00:19:54,043 half the leg power, twice the irresponsibility? 422 00:19:54,110 --> 00:19:56,328 The new House is about making my life healthier. 423 00:19:56,413 --> 00:19:57,847 Never said anything about yours. 424 00:19:57,914 --> 00:19:59,732 Go get her blood. 425 00:20:04,787 --> 00:20:06,121 I'll do it. 426 00:20:06,173 --> 00:20:08,957 He's going through a tough patch right now. 427 00:20:09,009 --> 00:20:10,359 If this is the distraction he needs 428 00:20:10,427 --> 00:20:11,811 to keep him in his hospital bed, 429 00:20:11,895 --> 00:20:14,430 I'm sure it's better than any of the alternatives. 430 00:20:14,481 --> 00:20:17,349 That was incredibly condescending. 431 00:20:17,434 --> 00:20:18,601 Did it work? 432 00:20:25,775 --> 00:20:28,777 ♪ If you like piña coladas ♪ 433 00:20:28,829 --> 00:20:32,481 Why do you keep ducking your wife's calls? 434 00:20:32,549 --> 00:20:33,682 Ex-wife. 435 00:20:33,750 --> 00:20:35,468 I'm sure she just wants to congratulate you 436 00:20:35,535 --> 00:20:38,254 about knocking up a 22-year-old nurse. 437 00:20:38,321 --> 00:20:40,706 I haven't told her yet. 438 00:20:40,774 --> 00:20:43,342 But you have told her you're not gonna sleep 439 00:20:43,426 --> 00:20:46,011 with her anymore, right? 440 00:20:46,079 --> 00:20:48,681 How are you planning on letting her know? 441 00:20:48,765 --> 00:20:50,999 Just invite her to the bris? 442 00:20:51,051 --> 00:20:53,052 I'm trying to let her down easy. 443 00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:54,420 Rachel never wanted to have kids. 444 00:20:54,488 --> 00:20:55,971 I don't want to hurt her feelings. 445 00:20:56,022 --> 00:20:58,340 Yeah. You are all about feelings. 446 00:20:58,408 --> 00:21:01,110 I've loved Rachel for 20 years. 447 00:21:01,177 --> 00:21:03,529 What if she never speaks to me again? 448 00:21:03,613 --> 00:21:06,265 She's gonna find out. 449 00:21:06,333 --> 00:21:08,200 It better be from you. 450 00:21:08,268 --> 00:21:10,819 You can't cheat your way out of this one. 451 00:21:14,641 --> 00:21:17,710 What is it? 452 00:21:17,794 --> 00:21:20,296 Oh, just the nausea. 453 00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:21,914 She said her back was hurting earlier. 454 00:21:21,998 --> 00:21:23,883 What's the pain level on a scale of one to ten? 455 00:21:23,967 --> 00:21:25,334 Five. 456 00:21:25,385 --> 00:21:27,202 How do we know we can take her word for it? 457 00:21:27,254 --> 00:21:28,203 We can't. Fun, huh? 458 00:21:28,255 --> 00:21:29,655 Roll on your side. 459 00:21:34,227 --> 00:21:35,711 Grey Turner's sign. 460 00:21:35,762 --> 00:21:37,379 We're done playing. 461 00:21:37,430 --> 00:21:39,481 Your pancreas is releasing corrosive enzymes. 462 00:21:39,549 --> 00:21:41,233 It'll eat away at the surrounding organs. 463 00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:43,469 But you must know that. 464 00:21:43,537 --> 00:21:45,905 The doctor who diagnosed you would have said what will happen 465 00:21:45,989 --> 00:21:47,823 if you don't get treatment. 466 00:21:49,609 --> 00:21:51,076 Just tell them. 467 00:21:51,161 --> 00:21:52,828 If you know what's wrong with you, 468 00:21:52,895 --> 00:21:54,413 tell them so they can fix it. 469 00:21:54,481 --> 00:21:56,999 How many projects have we done together? 470 00:21:57,066 --> 00:21:58,867 You're always so worried. 471 00:21:58,919 --> 00:22:00,970 Have you ever gone wrong trusting me? 472 00:22:11,014 --> 00:22:13,182 That pancreatic cyst we drained-- 473 00:22:13,249 --> 00:22:15,801 it's back, and she doesn't care at all. 474 00:22:15,885 --> 00:22:20,055 You think she actually is suicidal. 475 00:22:20,106 --> 00:22:22,141 I would, but how did she give herself the cysts? 476 00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:23,876 Tox screen was negative, 477 00:22:23,944 --> 00:22:25,728 and there's no sign of trauma. 478 00:22:29,816 --> 00:22:31,767 There is another explanation. 479 00:22:31,835 --> 00:22:33,552 The reason she didn't react 480 00:22:33,620 --> 00:22:36,555 isn't 'cause she wants to die. 481 00:22:36,623 --> 00:22:40,492 It's 'cause she knows she can't do anything about it. 482 00:22:40,577 --> 00:22:44,647 Whatever she has is fatal. 483 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:48,283 That should narrow it down. 484 00:22:51,896 --> 00:22:53,864 What are we doing here? 485 00:22:53,932 --> 00:22:55,915 Testing a theory. 486 00:22:55,967 --> 00:22:58,769 It's based on some stuff you can't understand, 487 00:22:58,836 --> 00:23:00,370 like RR variability, 488 00:23:00,438 --> 00:23:02,339 and some stuff you can, 489 00:23:02,407 --> 00:23:04,408 like the fact that she shaved her head in an art piece 490 00:23:04,475 --> 00:23:05,676 four months ago. 491 00:23:05,743 --> 00:23:08,094 That was a commentary on society's-- 492 00:23:08,146 --> 00:23:09,613 It was a commentary on the fact 493 00:23:09,697 --> 00:23:11,198 that it was gonna fall out anyway, 494 00:23:11,265 --> 00:23:13,734 and she wanted to hide why. 495 00:23:15,103 --> 00:23:17,554 Cancer? 496 00:23:17,622 --> 00:23:20,123 Are--are you sure about that? 497 00:23:20,208 --> 00:23:25,579 See that tumor-ish thingamajig near her "brainamabob"? 498 00:23:25,630 --> 00:23:28,048 Oh, God. 499 00:23:28,115 --> 00:23:30,751 Are you getting this? 500 00:23:30,802 --> 00:23:31,969 Game's over. I won. 501 00:23:32,036 --> 00:23:34,004 Primary CNS lymphoma 502 00:23:34,072 --> 00:23:35,839 with associated paraneoplastic syndrome. 503 00:23:35,923 --> 00:23:38,892 Is that really what it is? 504 00:23:41,429 --> 00:23:42,462 Yes. 505 00:23:42,513 --> 00:23:45,098 Four months ago, 506 00:23:45,149 --> 00:23:48,986 I had some vision and balance problems, 507 00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:50,771 and New York Mercy diagnosed me. 508 00:23:50,838 --> 00:23:53,940 The tumor was too close to the brain stem to cut out, 509 00:23:53,992 --> 00:23:56,960 so they did a few rounds of radiation. 510 00:23:57,028 --> 00:23:59,663 But it didn't work, and they sent me home. 511 00:23:59,731 --> 00:24:01,665 That was around the time you broke up with me. 512 00:24:01,749 --> 00:24:03,166 We were having a fling. 513 00:24:03,251 --> 00:24:05,369 It wouldn't have been fair to involve you. 514 00:24:05,453 --> 00:24:07,004 I'm involved now. 515 00:24:07,071 --> 00:24:09,556 You just didn't want to open up. 516 00:24:09,624 --> 00:24:11,692 Luca, my mind was not clear then. 517 00:24:13,528 --> 00:24:15,562 And then you cleared it. 518 00:24:15,630 --> 00:24:17,681 Then you realized you could use your death 519 00:24:17,765 --> 00:24:19,383 to make your magnum opus. 520 00:24:19,450 --> 00:24:22,769 Maybe you wanted to show that no one can cheat death, 521 00:24:22,837 --> 00:24:26,156 even an entire team of doctors with unlimited resources. 522 00:24:26,224 --> 00:24:28,809 Or maybe your first doctors 523 00:24:28,860 --> 00:24:31,778 didn't treat you like a person-- just a series of symptoms. 524 00:24:31,846 --> 00:24:34,364 You wanted to re-create that depersonalization. 525 00:24:34,449 --> 00:24:35,866 And I was the man to see. 526 00:24:38,653 --> 00:24:41,238 If that was what I thought, 527 00:24:41,322 --> 00:24:43,707 I don't any longer. 528 00:24:43,791 --> 00:24:46,743 You spent time with me. 529 00:24:46,828 --> 00:24:50,247 You took this personally. 530 00:24:52,500 --> 00:24:53,984 No, I didn't. 531 00:24:54,052 --> 00:24:58,538 And I don't actually think your piece is about anything. 532 00:24:58,606 --> 00:25:00,774 I think you just figured out that you're mortal. 533 00:25:00,842 --> 00:25:03,226 You're just a bag of cells and waste 534 00:25:03,311 --> 00:25:04,978 with an expiration date. 535 00:25:05,045 --> 00:25:08,181 You wanted to act out. You wanted people to notice. 536 00:25:10,935 --> 00:25:14,688 Maybe you even prayed for a different answer this time. 537 00:25:19,861 --> 00:25:23,330 I got a title for your piece-- 538 00:25:23,397 --> 00:25:26,650 "It Doesn't Mean Anything." 539 00:25:38,715 --> 00:25:41,416 You're forging my name on prescriptions again. 540 00:25:41,484 --> 00:25:43,769 No. 541 00:25:43,853 --> 00:25:47,439 What you just said implies that I stopped at some point. 542 00:25:47,523 --> 00:25:48,857 20 minutes ago, I put a notice out 543 00:25:48,924 --> 00:25:51,092 to all local pharmacies to require verbal authorization 544 00:25:51,144 --> 00:25:52,945 before filling my prescriptions. 545 00:25:53,029 --> 00:25:55,080 You have any idea how much extra work you've just given yourself? 546 00:25:55,148 --> 00:25:56,315 You're not gonna last a week. 547 00:25:56,399 --> 00:25:57,916 I've been dealing with this for years. 548 00:25:57,984 --> 00:25:59,267 But it's over-- 549 00:25:59,319 --> 00:26:01,820 your liver, your hearing, 550 00:26:01,904 --> 00:26:03,622 never mind the fact that each scrip you write 551 00:26:03,706 --> 00:26:04,957 is a separate felony. 552 00:26:05,041 --> 00:26:06,708 You will serve time, so could I. 553 00:26:06,776 --> 00:26:08,076 You've chosen this moment 554 00:26:08,144 --> 00:26:09,795 to give me crap about my Vicodin use? 555 00:26:09,879 --> 00:26:11,446 You filled this three days ago. 556 00:26:11,497 --> 00:26:12,497 Now it's almost half gone. 557 00:26:12,582 --> 00:26:13,615 So is my leg. 558 00:26:13,666 --> 00:26:15,584 It's a month supply. 559 00:26:15,635 --> 00:26:17,719 The amount you're taking has nothing to do 560 00:26:17,787 --> 00:26:19,471 with physical pain. Okay. 561 00:26:19,555 --> 00:26:22,891 So maybe I am trying to numb myself a little, 562 00:26:22,958 --> 00:26:25,711 because I'm trying to change, 563 00:26:25,739 --> 00:26:27,070 trying to stop being self-destructive. 564 00:26:27,079 --> 00:26:29,397 So you can only handle not self-destructing 565 00:26:29,481 --> 00:26:31,349 by being self-destructive? 566 00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:32,285 What do you want from me? 567 00:26:32,286 --> 00:26:35,019 I don't know, House, but I'm worried about you. 568 00:26:35,020 --> 00:26:36,604 I don't know how many times I can watch you 569 00:26:36,688 --> 00:26:38,189 cut off pieces of yourself. 570 00:26:38,256 --> 00:26:40,174 Now it's the I.C.U. Next time it'll be the morgue. 571 00:26:40,242 --> 00:26:42,760 You're miserable. 572 00:26:42,828 --> 00:26:44,312 And you're angry. 573 00:26:44,396 --> 00:26:47,565 And I want you to actually deal with that 574 00:26:47,616 --> 00:26:50,768 and not just try to medicate the issue away. 575 00:26:53,806 --> 00:26:55,156 No. 576 00:26:55,240 --> 00:26:57,308 You know what I feel right now? 577 00:26:57,376 --> 00:27:00,161 I don't feel miserable or angry. 578 00:27:00,245 --> 00:27:02,830 I don't feel good or bad. 579 00:27:02,915 --> 00:27:06,434 I feel nothing... 580 00:27:06,502 --> 00:27:10,004 Which feels great. 581 00:27:10,088 --> 00:27:11,422 What are you doing? 582 00:27:11,447 --> 00:27:12,647 Moving on. 583 00:27:13,058 --> 00:27:15,893 In the direction of my house, where I got some more pills. 584 00:27:19,765 --> 00:27:22,266 If you're discharging yourself against doctor's orders, 585 00:27:22,317 --> 00:27:23,801 you've got to check that box. 586 00:27:23,852 --> 00:27:25,286 I'm a doctor. 587 00:27:25,354 --> 00:27:26,988 So, technically-- 588 00:27:27,072 --> 00:27:29,357 Wouldn't it be easier if you just checked the box? 589 00:27:49,761 --> 00:27:51,596 Why are you still here? 590 00:27:51,663 --> 00:27:53,347 I'm going as soon as the nurse brings me 591 00:27:53,432 --> 00:27:55,099 something for my eczema. 592 00:28:01,190 --> 00:28:03,975 I figured it was irritated by the paint thinner 593 00:28:04,026 --> 00:28:05,193 poured on me in the gallery. 594 00:28:05,260 --> 00:28:06,911 Does this mean something? 595 00:28:06,979 --> 00:28:09,230 It's not eczema. 596 00:28:11,366 --> 00:28:13,651 And it's not cancer. 597 00:28:16,154 --> 00:28:18,039 It's Wegener's granulomatosis. 598 00:28:18,106 --> 00:28:20,124 Biopsy confirmed that what you thought was eczema 599 00:28:20,191 --> 00:28:21,826 was actually a swelling of the blood vessels 600 00:28:21,877 --> 00:28:23,377 in your skin. 601 00:28:23,462 --> 00:28:25,580 It also explains the pancreatitis 602 00:28:25,664 --> 00:28:27,748 and the mass in your brain. 603 00:28:27,833 --> 00:28:30,718 And it's treatable. 604 00:28:30,802 --> 00:28:32,920 Um... 605 00:28:33,005 --> 00:28:35,389 What's the treatment? 606 00:28:35,474 --> 00:28:36,674 We could do steroids alone 607 00:28:36,725 --> 00:28:38,226 to shrink the growth in your brain, 608 00:28:38,310 --> 00:28:40,711 but it's much better to add another course of radiation. 609 00:28:40,762 --> 00:28:42,346 Radiation? 610 00:28:42,397 --> 00:28:45,283 On my brain? 611 00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:46,901 But it made me fuzzy last time. 612 00:28:46,985 --> 00:28:48,819 It was harder to work. 613 00:28:48,887 --> 00:28:51,038 I am still slowed down from it. 614 00:28:51,106 --> 00:28:54,308 And it'll get worse. 615 00:28:54,376 --> 00:28:57,078 But, you know, dying can also do a number 616 00:28:57,162 --> 00:28:58,412 on your ability to think. 617 00:29:01,533 --> 00:29:03,668 I'm sorry. I can't do the radiation. 618 00:29:09,708 --> 00:29:11,726 They just said it was a better treatment. 619 00:29:11,793 --> 00:29:14,929 It could save your life. 620 00:29:15,013 --> 00:29:18,516 My life's not worth anything if I can't do my art. 621 00:29:18,584 --> 00:29:20,885 You have friends, 622 00:29:20,936 --> 00:29:24,388 people who care about you. 623 00:29:24,439 --> 00:29:27,725 This is my brain, my work, 624 00:29:27,776 --> 00:29:29,393 and my life, Luca. 625 00:29:29,444 --> 00:29:31,512 You have more. 626 00:29:31,580 --> 00:29:33,497 This is not 627 00:29:33,565 --> 00:29:37,118 some great performance piece anymore. 628 00:29:38,987 --> 00:29:41,389 This is just crazy. 629 00:29:43,441 --> 00:29:45,793 I'm sorry. 630 00:29:50,749 --> 00:29:54,952 I can't watch you die... 631 00:29:55,003 --> 00:29:57,638 Not when you can save yourself. 632 00:29:59,975 --> 00:30:03,260 Good-bye, Afsoun. 633 00:30:16,224 --> 00:30:18,693 Good for you. 634 00:30:31,622 --> 00:30:33,990 - So. - So. 635 00:30:36,961 --> 00:30:40,213 Why did I ever ban alcohol from the cafeteria? 636 00:30:44,435 --> 00:30:46,386 Before I forget, there's a brush. 637 00:30:46,470 --> 00:30:48,671 Tortoise-shell handle, natural bristles-- 638 00:30:48,723 --> 00:30:50,724 wasn't in the box. 639 00:30:50,808 --> 00:30:52,508 If you could look for it... 640 00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:56,146 Like the Lindbergh baby. 641 00:30:56,197 --> 00:30:58,848 You dating anyone? 642 00:30:58,900 --> 00:31:00,033 We don't have to-- 643 00:31:00,117 --> 00:31:03,353 Look, it's just standard lunch conversation. 644 00:31:03,421 --> 00:31:05,956 Not for us. 645 00:31:06,023 --> 00:31:07,624 Okay, well, if you've gone over 646 00:31:07,691 --> 00:31:09,709 to the "we don't talk about things" side, 647 00:31:09,794 --> 00:31:11,711 then I've got a pot roast in the oven. 648 00:31:11,796 --> 00:31:13,747 No. 649 00:31:13,831 --> 00:31:15,982 I haven't dated anyone since you. 650 00:31:18,469 --> 00:31:21,704 Well, you know what they say-- once you go gimp... 651 00:31:24,091 --> 00:31:27,710 We s-should talk about your leg. 652 00:31:27,762 --> 00:31:30,513 You think I have unresolved issues, 653 00:31:30,565 --> 00:31:32,515 and you are the unresolved issues. 654 00:31:32,567 --> 00:31:34,717 Yes. 655 00:31:34,769 --> 00:31:37,687 But it's--it's-- I think it's more than that. 656 00:31:37,738 --> 00:31:39,439 It's your life, your choices. 657 00:31:39,523 --> 00:31:41,241 I did it to fix my life. 658 00:31:41,325 --> 00:31:43,260 No, wait. 659 00:31:43,327 --> 00:31:47,530 No, I did it because I'm a deeply unhappy person. 660 00:31:47,582 --> 00:31:50,333 No--no, I did it to get sympathy from you. 661 00:31:50,401 --> 00:31:52,185 I did it to piss you off. 662 00:31:52,253 --> 00:31:53,870 I did it because I'm not over you. 663 00:31:53,921 --> 00:31:56,089 Or I was over you, and I was moving on. 664 00:31:56,173 --> 00:31:58,241 I did it because I wanted to know what it's like 665 00:31:58,292 --> 00:31:59,593 not to be in pain. 666 00:31:59,677 --> 00:32:03,880 I did it because I want to feel more pain. 667 00:32:08,719 --> 00:32:11,972 Whatever the reason, it was a bad reason and a bad idea. 668 00:32:12,056 --> 00:32:13,773 That's all that matters. 669 00:32:13,858 --> 00:32:15,925 Good lunch. 670 00:32:22,433 --> 00:32:23,366 House... 671 00:32:23,434 --> 00:32:24,701 Talk to me! 672 00:32:24,768 --> 00:32:25,785 I already did. 673 00:32:25,870 --> 00:32:27,654 No, you just parroted back 674 00:32:27,738 --> 00:32:29,605 what Wilson and I've been saying to you the last few days. 675 00:32:29,657 --> 00:32:31,491 - Get out of my way. - No. 676 00:32:31,575 --> 00:32:33,660 Oh, you pulled a stitch. 677 00:32:33,744 --> 00:32:34,944 House, please just talk to me. 678 00:32:34,996 --> 00:32:37,547 You want to know how I feel? 679 00:32:43,804 --> 00:32:46,339 I feel hurt. 680 00:32:55,683 --> 00:32:57,800 I know. 681 00:33:02,523 --> 00:33:05,108 I'm sorry. 682 00:33:09,397 --> 00:33:11,948 It's not your fault. 683 00:33:25,046 --> 00:33:28,248 Did I make the wrong choice? 684 00:33:31,686 --> 00:33:33,903 Five years, 685 00:33:33,971 --> 00:33:36,973 through every opening, every installation, 686 00:33:37,024 --> 00:33:38,475 every day and every night, 687 00:33:38,526 --> 00:33:40,894 he was there the whole time. 688 00:33:40,961 --> 00:33:44,347 Except the first time you were diagnosed. 689 00:33:44,398 --> 00:33:46,599 You broke up with him, 690 00:33:46,667 --> 00:33:50,036 and you had to go through all of that alone. 691 00:33:50,121 --> 00:33:54,207 Maybe that's the real reason you're doing this piece-- 692 00:33:54,291 --> 00:33:58,344 so that this time you can have him with you. 693 00:33:58,412 --> 00:34:00,897 You still could. 694 00:34:11,842 --> 00:34:14,644 Hi. 695 00:34:14,711 --> 00:34:16,396 Uh, Lisa Cuddy. 696 00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:17,697 Nice to meet you. 697 00:34:17,765 --> 00:34:19,232 I'm sorry about the other day. 698 00:34:19,316 --> 00:34:22,268 I--there were some personal things going on in my life, 699 00:34:22,353 --> 00:34:24,704 and I wasn't at my best. 700 00:34:24,772 --> 00:34:26,906 Well, in retrospect, 701 00:34:26,974 --> 00:34:29,526 my approach could've come off as a little creepy. 702 00:34:29,593 --> 00:34:31,227 No. 703 00:34:31,278 --> 00:34:33,830 On a scale from one to creepy, 704 00:34:33,897 --> 00:34:35,965 you were maybe mildly unnerving. 705 00:34:40,204 --> 00:34:41,454 Paging Dr. Stateman. 706 00:34:41,539 --> 00:34:42,789 Dr. Stateman, please. 707 00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:52,215 Rache. 708 00:34:52,266 --> 00:34:54,184 Sorry I ducked your calls. 709 00:34:54,251 --> 00:34:57,020 I keep making the same mistakes, but at some point-- 710 00:34:57,087 --> 00:34:59,255 Chris... I'm pregnant. 711 00:35:03,761 --> 00:35:06,112 I... 712 00:35:06,180 --> 00:35:09,315 didn't expect that. 713 00:35:15,322 --> 00:35:16,606 Sorry. 714 00:35:16,657 --> 00:35:18,408 Just checking the stitches on my penis. 715 00:35:18,459 --> 00:35:20,943 Your leg okay? 716 00:35:20,995 --> 00:35:22,796 - It's healing. - Good. 717 00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:24,947 Just came to grab the radiation-therapy forms. 718 00:35:24,999 --> 00:35:26,716 What? 719 00:35:26,783 --> 00:35:29,953 Afsoun changed her mind. 720 00:35:34,575 --> 00:35:36,309 Get out. 721 00:35:44,652 --> 00:35:46,152 You made a decision. 722 00:35:46,237 --> 00:35:48,988 - I changed my mind. - Why? 723 00:35:49,073 --> 00:35:51,641 Because there are more important things than-- 724 00:35:51,692 --> 00:35:53,026 Than what-- than your brain, 725 00:35:53,110 --> 00:35:55,078 your abilities? 726 00:35:55,145 --> 00:35:56,863 It's where everything comes from-- 727 00:35:56,947 --> 00:35:58,748 any meaning in your life, any happiness. 728 00:35:58,816 --> 00:36:00,283 Not all happiness-- 729 00:36:00,334 --> 00:36:02,752 He's already left once. He's gonna leave you again. 730 00:36:02,819 --> 00:36:04,254 You don't need to depend on people 731 00:36:04,321 --> 00:36:07,540 who are gonna let you down. 732 00:36:07,625 --> 00:36:10,844 If you do this, you're a pathetic hypocrite. 733 00:36:10,911 --> 00:36:13,129 You're saying that your whole life, all your work 734 00:36:13,180 --> 00:36:15,115 up until him was a pointless-- Why are you doing this? 735 00:37:10,990 --> 00:37:13,564 House I can hear your phone ringing. 736 00:37:34,106 --> 00:37:36,029 You alright? 737 00:37:37,339 --> 00:37:38,539 You had lunch with Cuddy? 738 00:37:38,850 --> 00:37:40,050 Yeah. 739 00:37:40,509 --> 00:37:41,709 How was it? 740 00:37:43,418 --> 00:37:46,310 The pasta arrabbiata was cold. 741 00:37:48,706 --> 00:37:50,691 Why don't we get a drink? 742 00:37:50,781 --> 00:37:53,650 We could go to the Sawmill. 743 00:38:10,067 --> 00:38:11,501 Cuddy's is on the way. 744 00:38:11,568 --> 00:38:14,904 I need to return this. 745 00:38:14,955 --> 00:38:17,841 You think she's going to have an emergency tangle? 746 00:38:17,908 --> 00:38:20,176 It was on my mind. 747 00:38:20,244 --> 00:38:21,961 I want to get it off. 748 00:38:30,471 --> 00:38:32,272 Want me to come? 749 00:38:32,356 --> 00:38:34,941 If I get in trouble? 750 00:38:34,942 --> 00:38:37,360 I'm delivering a hair brush. 751 00:39:42,510 --> 00:39:43,826 What just happened? 752 00:39:43,878 --> 00:39:46,930 Get out. 753 00:39:46,997 --> 00:39:49,665 What just happened? 754 00:39:49,717 --> 00:39:51,234 Get out. 755 00:39:57,507 --> 00:40:02,979 House, what are you mad about? Just let it out. You'll feel better. 756 00:40:43,821 --> 00:40:45,605 Aah! 757 00:41:41,778 --> 00:41:44,580 You're right. I feel much better. 758 00:42:00,898 --> 00:42:02,398 You want another one? 759 00:42:04,634 --> 00:42:08,071 No, I think I've had enough. 760 00:42:08,138 --> 00:42:10,973 What do you think I should do today? 761 00:42:11,025 --> 00:42:12,842 I don't know. Go home? 762 00:42:16,030 --> 00:42:18,498 Not tonight. 763 00:42:18,582 --> 00:42:20,416 Cheers. 764 00:42:20,484 --> 00:42:21,868 ♪ When I'm with you ♪ 765 00:42:21,952 --> 00:42:25,321 ♪ all my brothers, oh ♪ 766 00:42:25,389 --> 00:42:28,841 ♪ I feel like a king ♪ 767 00:42:28,926 --> 00:42:33,429 ♪ it feels like I'm dreaming ♪ 768 00:42:33,497 --> 00:42:38,785 ♪ when that blood goes rattling through my veins ♪ 769 00:42:38,852 --> 00:42:42,388 ♪ my ears start to ring ♪ 770 00:42:42,473 --> 00:42:44,507 ♪ I notice what matters ♪ 771 00:42:44,558 --> 00:42:48,561 ♪ and I got nothing to lose but ♪ 772 00:42:48,645 --> 00:42:52,448 ♪ darkness and shadows ♪ 773 00:42:52,516 --> 00:42:55,068 ♪ got nothing to lose but ♪ 774 00:42:55,152 --> 00:42:59,872 ♪ bitterness and patterns ♪ 775 00:42:59,957 --> 00:43:01,908 ♪ oh ♪ 776 00:43:01,992 --> 00:43:10,032 ♪ ♪ 777 00:43:10,084 --> 00:43:14,084 == sync, corrected by elderman ==