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♪ Do you adore me? ♪
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♪ Am I everything
you wish you had? ♪
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♪ Or am I everything
you detest? ♪
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♪ Do you adore me? ♪
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♪ Am I everything you wish you ♪
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♪ Has the taste of my skin
on your tongue turned bad? ♪
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♪ They never called me
b-b-beautiful ♪
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♪ They only called me insane ♪
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♪ They never called me
b-b-beautiful ♪
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♪ They only called me insane ♪
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♪ And now I'm living blithely
and plentiful ♪
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♪ I'm going insane ♪
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♪ They never called me
b-b-beautiful ♪
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♪ They only called me insane ♪
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♪ I can't see what I'm feeling ♪
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♪ I can feel that I'm sinking ♪
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♪ Yeah the water is freezing ♪
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♪ And I wanna go ♪
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♪ I can't see what I'm feeling ♪
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♪ I can feel that I'm sinking ♪
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♪ Yeah the water is freezing ♪
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♪ And I wanna go ♪
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♪ They never called me
b-b-beautiful ♪
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♪ They only called me insane ♪
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♪ They never called me
b-b-beautiful ♪
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(dans ses écouteurs):
♪ They only called me insane ♪
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♪ And now I'm living blithely
and plentiful ♪
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♪ I'm going insane ♪
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♪ They never called me
b-b-beautiful ♪
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♪ They only called me insane ♪
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(The music stops.)
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(disconnect from bluetooth)
(beep!)
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- Hello, Katie.
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- Hi.
Sophie.
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(intertwined conversations)
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- Hello.
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- Hi.
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(noise)
- Yes.
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Yeah, okay.
I'm patient.
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Okay...
Are you okay?
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Hey, it's deadly here, huh?
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It's a change from the old premises.
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- I don't know.
Me, I liked
teleworking.
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- But we are fine there,
all together and everything,
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in the same space.
I don't think it's bad.
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Did you see the email?
It's going to be hot.
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- Will it be hot?
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Are you talking about departures?
volunteers?
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- Yeah, for now,
they talk about “departures
volunteers”,
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but I'm not sure
that there are so many volunteers
than that, eh.
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Me, I think they're going to hit
in the pile.
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Afterwards, I tell myself that
as I am an employee
for over five years...
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maybe they will think
before placing an intern
in my place.
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(sniffles)
Hey, no, no, no, no.
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Don't you start to stress.
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You are the brightest girl
that I know.
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And you work so hard
that they would be really stupid
to fire you.
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So...
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(deep breath)
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Otherwise, you passed
a good weekend?
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With this shitty weather.
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Because I saw Thomas.
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And... he's gone for good.
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- Ah good?
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So you are separated?
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- No, we can say that he
dumped like some dark shit.
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No, I'm not sure
for wanting to listen to you.
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(ambient hubbub)
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(light laughter)
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Okay, talk.
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- He was
not at all interesting.
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He was even
completely useless.
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(sigh)
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- Fuck, you're a jerk, girl!
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Compassion, damn it.
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But please don't
told me before.
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- At least you'll be able to
find someone better,
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what should not be
too difficult.
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- Okay, stop, stop.
We stop.
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- At lunch break, I will go
get you some dark chocolate,
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because I read an article
super interesting
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who says
that it's very, very good
against depression.
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There is sugar, but there is
also magnesium...
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- Yes!
- ...there is serotonin...
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- Yes.
- Polyphenol...
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- Shh, shh, shh.
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Yes, yes, no, I'm listening to you.
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(whispering): Omega-3...
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(muffled laughter)
- No, no, no.
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Sorry, I'm here. Yes.
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Yes, it's for authorization, exactly.
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Quite.
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Well yes, but you have to
someone else is filming it,
in these cases.
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Ah, yes, I hear that, but...
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(noise)
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We'll have to find a solution.
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Well, yes!
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(cell phone ringing)
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- Katie.
- I'll call you back tomorrow.
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- Katie?
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Katie!
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Well, come on.
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- Am I fired?
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- Well, no, no.
Then it's really not the subject
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of an editorial meeting.
Come on, sit down.
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(door closing)
- Hello.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- Hi.
- Uh, where are you...
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dismantling power plants?
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- I should be finished tomorrow.
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- Okay, that's good.
Then,
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you spend with Julien
on autism.
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- No, then,
it's late
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of support
of autism in France.
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- Ah, okay, thank you, Julien.
- Well, you have to be specific.
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- You are going to Somalia
cover the attack?
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Or is it Mike?
- No, it's me.
And I'm leaving tonight.
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And besides, it is necessary that
I will send you an email to
the first research.
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- Then, Katia,
you see with... Karim.
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He has a subject on Europe
and reforms.
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- Oh no, not Europe.
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It's a subject
which doesn't interest me.
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(laughs)
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And not at all, at all.
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- Oh yeah...
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No, but unless you are...
"Europhobic"...
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I'm just asking you
to do your job.
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And it's going to go very well.
“I’m not interested…”
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(laughing)
Okay, come on, uh...
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Am I forgetting anything?
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OK, are there any questions?
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- No.
- No, it's okay.
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- Yes?
- Am I fired?
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- Well, you stay.
The others, at work.
Come on.
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(hissing)
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(door opens)
Okay, Katia.
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It's true that since the loss
from the main magazine,
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the box, it can no longer
turn as before.
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Then what's more, it falls right
in the move.
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It is true that the first
who are going to leave,
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These are the ones that can be replaced
by freelancers.
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People paid less
then we can take
whenever we want.
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- I can work
as a freelancer.
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- But it's not the same price.
Then you, with your profile,
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your skills,
you can work anywhere.
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- But I don't want to work
elsewhere.
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- Me neither,
I don't want you to work
elsewhere, eh.
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But it's not me who decides.
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(nervous breathing)
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- It's not sure, it's not sure.
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It'll be OK.
It'll be OK.
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- Katie?
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I wanted to ask you something,
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but I don't know
if it's the right time. How are you?
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(heavy breathing)
- It'll be OK.
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- Actually, I have an interview
on autism which has advanced
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and you know, I have to leave
in Somalia
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and I would really like
let it be you who does
the interview for me.
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- Me?
- Yeah.
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- But I'm not a journalist.
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- Never mind.
It's with the president
from an association there.
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She is super nice,
you will see.
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- And... why don't you ask
to others?
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- Actually,
I don't want it at all
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that there is another
journalist who seizes it.
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You, I know I can
trust you.
You won't do it to me wrongly.
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- I don't know the subject.
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- I know you.
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You will already know more tomorrow
than any specialist.
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I'll give you the questions...
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I will put you in someone
to take care of the technique.
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- I don't like the idea at all
to do that.
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- Please.
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It reassures me that it's you.
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Katia, can I count on you?
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- Yes.
- Great. THANKS.
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I'll send you the list
questions.
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- He suffers from severe autism,
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out of school in 2019,
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Yassine is no longer making progress.
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(cell phone ringing)
- What is really the most
complicated,
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in his autistic disorder,
it’s his lack of speech.
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Know how to manage uh...
his emotions,
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its frustrated--
(sigh)
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(cell notification)
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- Yeah, Katia, it’s me.
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Finally... it's Fred.
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Um... listen, I...
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I want to talk to you.
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I need to see you.
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I suspect you're there.
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If you don't want to,
you don't want to.
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But if you want, uh...
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I'm waiting a bit.
I'm down.
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Finally, I'm here.
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(floor creaking)
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(engine roar)
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(mermaid in the distance)
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- I don't know.
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- Katia, I know we said
that we were stopping.
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But uh...
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I'm unhappy without you.
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- But yes,
but we can't do it.
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- No, we're not there yet
arrived, but...
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that doesn't mean
that we're not going to make it.
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(dry exhalation)
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Last time it upset me
that you don't want to move in
with me.
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- But the times before.
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- Um...
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The times before, uh...
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Yes, I reacted quickly,
I grant you that.
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And at the same time,
you're not the simplest girl
no more, eh.
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- Yes I know.
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- What do we do?
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(electric unlocking)
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(laughs)
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I missed you.
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- You too.
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(ring)
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(sigh)
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- Hello, mom.
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- Hello, my darling.
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Are you okay?
- It's okay.
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- I don't bother you?
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- Uh, yes, you're bothering me
a little.
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- Ah, well... that's nice.
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- You ask me, I answer you.
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(sigh)
- Do you know it’s Sunday?
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And you're still in the process
to work.
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- But you know,
no one forces me to work.
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I do it because I want to.
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- With your level of studies?
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But it's really a waste,
huh.
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You could work at--
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- European Parliament.
Or do consulting.
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I know, mom.
But you are not in my place.
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- Well, me, if I could have,
I would have pursued them,
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my studies, eh.
Believe me. But hey...
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- But you got pregnant.
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- But I'm not saying that for you.
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You have nothing to do with it.
- Well, yes, a little, all the same.
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- But no...
I just find it a shame that with
your level of studies,
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you don't find
a position suited to you.
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But hey, for once
you manage to keep a place...
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after all, it’s your business.
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By the way, did you receive my package?
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- Yes.
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- It doesn't seem
to please you.
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- Yes, but...
the sweater is wool.
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- I know you don't like
wool...
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but I found it
so pretty.
252
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(light whirring sound)
253
00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:13,105
What is that noise?
254
00:10:15,587 --> 00:10:16,869
- It's a coffee machine.
255
00:10:17,269 --> 00:10:18,310
- Did it come from you?
256
00:10:19,191 --> 00:10:20,272
Is it Fred?
257
00:10:20,912 --> 00:10:22,714
But... you are
together again?
258
00:10:22,834 --> 00:10:24,795
- I don't want to talk about it
now.
259
00:10:24,796 --> 00:10:26,236
We'll call each other later.
260
00:10:26,237 --> 00:10:27,600
- Well, yes, if you want.
261
00:10:28,000 --> 00:10:29,280
- Goodbye, mom.
- Kisses, my darling.
262
00:10:29,281 --> 00:10:30,282
- Goodbye.
263
00:10:30,402 --> 00:10:31,483
(beep)
264
00:10:33,085 --> 00:10:34,486
(sigh of exasperation)
265
00:10:35,247 --> 00:10:36,649
- Are you okay?
266
00:10:39,131 --> 00:10:41,373
- She asked me if we were
together again.
267
00:10:43,335 --> 00:10:44,296
- Oh...
268
00:10:44,576 --> 00:10:45,578
And what did you answer?
269
00:10:46,098 --> 00:10:47,659
- That I didn't want to talk about it
with her.
270
00:10:49,301 --> 00:10:50,903
And then... I don't know.
271
00:10:52,344 --> 00:10:53,385
- Because...
272
00:10:55,307 --> 00:10:57,388
you think i came
beg
273
00:10:57,389 --> 00:10:59,631
at your door
just to spend the night?
274
00:11:01,233 --> 00:11:03,115
No. Stop with--
No, not at all.
275
00:11:03,235 --> 00:11:04,356
- No?
- Oh no, stop thinking.
276
00:11:04,476 --> 00:11:06,998
- But then...
were you for it?
277
00:11:06,999 --> 00:11:09,001
- Yes yes.
Yes, I am even very much for it.
278
00:11:09,121 --> 00:11:10,843
But really.
(small laugh)
279
00:11:16,928 --> 00:11:18,970
On the other hand, I allow myself
a huge little cushion,
280
00:11:19,091 --> 00:11:21,773
lack of taste.
This cushion, I think--
281
00:11:21,893 --> 00:11:22,974
- Oh no!
(laughing)
282
00:11:23,094 --> 00:11:24,736
- Like that.
- Stop.
283
00:11:24,856 --> 00:11:25,736
- And this one...
- No!
284
00:11:25,737 --> 00:11:26,978
- Put it like that.
This one, like that.
285
00:11:26,979 --> 00:11:28,701
- No, it bothers me,
Afterwards, I can't work.
286
00:11:28,821 --> 00:11:30,623
- For me, that...
- Go get disorganized
at your place, there!
287
00:11:30,743 --> 00:11:32,545
- Yes, but it's not organized,
at my house. It's simpler.
288
00:11:33,025 --> 00:11:34,586
(laughing)
Oh, I'm hungry.
289
00:11:34,587 --> 00:11:35,747
- Well, me,
I have to work.
290
00:11:37,630 --> 00:11:38,750
- So, the salad.
291
00:11:39,551 --> 00:11:40,392
And the beef.
292
00:11:40,512 --> 00:11:41,672
- Thank you so much.
- Enjoy your food.
293
00:11:41,673 --> 00:11:43,115
- THANKS.
- Well, did you see?
It was fast.
294
00:11:43,235 --> 00:11:45,357
In less than an hour, you will be
at home, in front of your computer.
295
00:11:46,518 --> 00:11:47,439
SO?
296
00:11:47,959 --> 00:11:49,039
- Yes.
297
00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:50,841
- Well, it's a small boat
a little rotten peach,
298
00:11:50,842 --> 00:11:52,003
I grant you that.
299
00:11:52,004 --> 00:11:53,044
But I got attached to it.
300
00:11:53,525 --> 00:11:54,805
In fact, when my friends
offered to buy it back,
301
00:11:54,806 --> 00:11:55,888
I went for it.
302
00:11:57,209 --> 00:11:59,010
In truth, it did me good
to focus my mind
303
00:11:59,011 --> 00:12:00,252
on something other than you.
304
00:12:01,613 --> 00:12:03,054
- You replaced me
by a boat.
305
00:12:03,455 --> 00:12:04,256
- Yeah.
306
00:12:05,297 --> 00:12:06,378
But it didn't work at all.
307
00:12:06,898 --> 00:12:08,259
The proof is that I am here.
308
00:12:09,301 --> 00:12:10,983
But now, when I can,
I'm going home
to retype it.
309
00:12:13,185 --> 00:12:14,706
- Now you say:
“At home. »
310
00:12:14,827 --> 00:12:16,268
- Yeah, but Le Conquet,
It’s always with me.
311
00:12:16,388 --> 00:12:17,589
Even though I don't live there anymore.
312
00:12:17,710 --> 00:12:18,549
(light crash)
This--
313
00:12:18,550 --> 00:12:19,471
- John!
314
00:12:19,951 --> 00:12:21,233
Help me, quickly!
315
00:12:22,234 --> 00:12:23,634
- Nico, your phone.
Call for help!
316
00:12:23,635 --> 00:12:24,875
- Sir?
- Jeans!
317
00:12:24,876 --> 00:12:27,197
- Sir.
Shake my hands, sir.
318
00:12:27,198 --> 00:12:28,760
(noise)
319
00:12:29,321 --> 00:12:30,202
He breathes.
320
00:12:32,444 --> 00:12:35,407
- Come on, it'll be okay.
Let's go, sir.
321
00:12:38,370 --> 00:12:40,452
(engine roar)
322
00:12:42,815 --> 00:12:44,655
(mermaid)
323
00:12:44,656 --> 00:12:46,539
(sobs)
324
00:12:50,622 --> 00:12:52,945
- What is it?
- Hold me.
325
00:12:54,426 --> 00:12:55,626
Hold me tighter.
326
00:12:55,627 --> 00:12:57,749
- No, but wait, Katia,
I'm going to suffocate you now.
327
00:13:01,233 --> 00:13:02,274
- I could have done more.
328
00:13:02,394 --> 00:13:03,715
- But what would you have
wanted to do more?
329
00:13:03,716 --> 00:13:05,077
It's already huge,
what you did there.
330
00:13:05,317 --> 00:13:07,038
- But no...
- Oh...
331
00:13:09,321 --> 00:13:10,882
- I want to go.
- Yeah, well, let's go.
332
00:13:11,002 --> 00:13:13,285
- No, no, I'll go
all alone.
333
00:13:13,565 --> 00:13:15,687
- Okay. Call if you need.
334
00:13:17,369 --> 00:13:19,131
(discordant music)
335
00:13:30,942 --> 00:13:33,145
(shaky breathing)
336
00:13:36,828 --> 00:13:38,831
(slow music)
337
00:13:51,923 --> 00:13:53,605
(mermaid in the distance)
338
00:13:57,809 --> 00:13:59,491
(purring)
339
00:14:06,459 --> 00:14:07,579
(meow)
340
00:14:24,075 --> 00:14:26,158
(indistinct discussions)
341
00:14:26,798 --> 00:14:28,320
(doors creak)
342
00:14:31,163 --> 00:14:32,564
- Meaning: rise.
343
00:14:34,646 --> 00:14:36,728
(door that closes)
344
00:14:38,811 --> 00:14:39,731
- Take my glasses.
345
00:14:40,372 --> 00:14:42,815
- No, no, it's okay.
- Yes, yes. You can.
346
00:14:44,576 --> 00:14:45,537
- THANKS.
347
00:14:54,907 --> 00:14:55,907
(ding!)
348
00:14:58,510 --> 00:14:59,350
Thank you very much.
349
00:14:59,351 --> 00:15:00,432
- It was nothing.
350
00:15:02,634 --> 00:15:03,835
- Good morning!
- Good morning.
351
00:15:03,836 --> 00:15:05,116
- You are part
from which association?
352
00:15:05,236 --> 00:15:06,197
- What association?
353
00:15:06,318 --> 00:15:07,558
Uh, none.
354
00:15:07,559 --> 00:15:09,800
I'm here for the interview
by Ms. Vainedeau.
355
00:15:09,801 --> 00:15:11,002
- Yes yes.
Uh...
356
00:15:11,123 --> 00:15:12,804
You are in the back room.
So, uh...
357
00:15:12,924 --> 00:15:14,406
you continue down the corridor
after the large room,
358
00:15:14,526 --> 00:15:16,127
right there, and this will be the second
on the right,
359
00:15:16,128 --> 00:15:17,368
after the conference room.
360
00:15:17,369 --> 00:15:19,211
There is also a room
decompression, before entering,
361
00:15:19,331 --> 00:15:21,333
on the left.
Good interview.
362
00:15:21,814 --> 00:15:23,495
- Bye.
- Bye. Good morning.
363
00:15:26,418 --> 00:15:27,459
- Uh, Katia?
364
00:15:27,659 --> 00:15:28,899
- Yes.
- Is that it? Hello, good,
365
00:15:28,900 --> 00:15:29,902
Please, go ahead, come home.
366
00:15:34,506 --> 00:15:36,267
(urban rumor)
367
00:15:38,030 --> 00:15:39,511
Well, I put the chair there for you,
there,
368
00:15:39,631 --> 00:15:41,113
to have
a little more depth.
369
00:15:41,233 --> 00:15:42,314
How are you?
370
00:15:42,915 --> 00:15:43,875
- Yes...
371
00:15:43,995 --> 00:15:45,196
- Oh?
372
00:15:45,797 --> 00:15:47,358
- I didn't have time to...
373
00:15:47,359 --> 00:15:48,640
prepare myself well.
374
00:15:50,402 --> 00:15:51,523
But it's going to be okay.
375
00:15:52,284 --> 00:15:53,445
- Uh...
- It's going to be okay.
376
00:15:53,565 --> 00:15:55,487
- Okay.
But for the chair, does that suit you?
377
00:15:56,128 --> 00:15:57,409
- For the chair...
(knock-knock!)
378
00:15:58,690 --> 00:15:59,571
- Hello.
379
00:16:00,051 --> 00:16:01,852
And it's this same relationship
passionate
380
00:16:01,853 --> 00:16:03,696
between psychoanalysis
and France
381
00:16:03,816 --> 00:16:05,937
who played a major role
in delay
382
00:16:06,057 --> 00:16:07,498
of support
of autism.
383
00:16:07,499 --> 00:16:08,859
Autism which, moreover,
at the time,
384
00:16:08,860 --> 00:16:10,382
was considered
like a mental illness.
385
00:16:10,862 --> 00:16:13,465
I don't know if you know
Bruno Bettelheim.
386
00:16:14,346 --> 00:16:16,548
- No.
- He felt that autism
387
00:16:16,668 --> 00:16:18,749
was due to deprivation
serious emotional
388
00:16:18,750 --> 00:16:20,713
from the parents,
and especially from the mother.
389
00:16:20,993 --> 00:16:22,234
- Oh yeah, all the same.
390
00:16:22,354 --> 00:16:24,075
- Hmm.
But autism is not
an illness.
391
00:16:24,195 --> 00:16:26,077
It is a condition
neurodevelopmental
392
00:16:26,078 --> 00:16:27,879
which affects the way
whose person
393
00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:30,162
communicate and interact
with its environment.
394
00:16:30,723 --> 00:16:33,004
That's why I got
devoted entirely
to this association.
395
00:16:33,445 --> 00:16:35,326
And as an autistic person,
I needed to share
396
00:16:35,327 --> 00:16:37,568
with other people who
have a similar experience to mine.
397
00:16:37,569 --> 00:16:39,571
- Because you,
are you autistic?
398
00:16:40,172 --> 00:16:41,493
And president of the association.
399
00:16:42,654 --> 00:16:44,056
- “President” is not
than a legal function.
400
00:16:44,176 --> 00:16:45,456
A responsibility.
401
00:16:45,457 --> 00:16:47,458
It's not really worth it
that we imagine.
402
00:16:47,459 --> 00:16:49,341
And at the association, we are all members
equally.
403
00:16:49,461 --> 00:16:52,024
But, uh, yes, we can be
autistic and take care of an association.
404
00:16:53,385 --> 00:16:54,386
- And--
(knock-knock!)
405
00:16:55,827 --> 00:16:57,349
- Um, I... I'm sorry
to disturb you.
406
00:16:57,469 --> 00:16:58,829
Mrs. Vainedeau,
it's going to be yours.
407
00:16:58,830 --> 00:17:01,673
- Very well, I'm coming.
- Uh, I'm just going to recover
your microphone.
408
00:17:04,196 --> 00:17:07,158
- But uh... I have the impression
that there were still plenty
things...
409
00:17:07,279 --> 00:17:08,799
very interesting
to say to yourself.
410
00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:10,162
Maybe we can continue
after?
411
00:17:10,282 --> 00:17:11,804
- Afterwards, I won't be able to.
412
00:17:11,924 --> 00:17:13,005
But if I subject you
interested,
413
00:17:13,125 --> 00:17:14,766
I invite you to come
follow the conference.
414
00:17:15,087 --> 00:17:16,608
- Ah, OK, yes, why not.
415
00:17:16,609 --> 00:17:18,689
Thank you very much for this exchange.
416
00:17:18,690 --> 00:17:19,971
- My pleasure.
Bye.
417
00:17:19,971 --> 00:17:21,694
- Bye.
- Bye.
418
00:17:23,935 --> 00:17:25,696
- Unlike our neighbors
Swedish
419
00:17:25,697 --> 00:17:28,499
who have autism
a question of citizenship,
420
00:17:28,500 --> 00:17:30,622
just as much
than a social question,
421
00:17:30,623 --> 00:17:32,863
the money that is given
to families
422
00:17:32,864 --> 00:17:34,866
to educate their children
has nothing to do
423
00:17:34,867 --> 00:17:37,709
with the one who is given,
or not given, moreover,
in France.
424
00:17:38,790 --> 00:17:40,913
We meet again
too often
425
00:17:41,233 --> 00:17:44,035
in the sad classic pattern
426
00:17:44,036 --> 00:17:46,477
parents who cannot find
of accompanying persons
427
00:17:46,478 --> 00:17:49,401
to help children
at school or in places
adequate.
428
00:17:49,881 --> 00:17:51,683
So, mothers who...
429
00:17:51,803 --> 00:17:53,764
stop working
to take care of children,
430
00:17:53,765 --> 00:17:55,686
and fathers
who have to work more
431
00:17:55,687 --> 00:17:57,609
because it is very expensive
to have good follow-up.
432
00:17:57,729 --> 00:18:00,011
But the lack of means
is also felt
433
00:18:00,132 --> 00:18:03,254
by deadlines
still a lot of diagnoses,
much too long.
434
00:18:03,255 --> 00:18:05,016
Professor Bélanger,
if you want.
435
00:18:05,017 --> 00:18:08,139
- Yes, absolutely, I bring
precision as
neuropsychologist.
436
00:18:08,259 --> 00:18:10,862
In Quebec,
for an adult diagnosis,
437
00:18:10,983 --> 00:18:13,744
average delivery times
waiting in private
438
00:18:13,745 --> 00:18:15,427
are one to three months.
439
00:18:17,109 --> 00:18:18,989
Yes.
- That's good, but uh...
440
00:18:18,990 --> 00:18:21,152
it's still a bit far
to go and do
diagnose, right, in Quebec?
441
00:18:21,273 --> 00:18:23,194
- Of course you miss
of specialists
442
00:18:23,195 --> 00:18:24,957
who are sufficiently trained,
it's clear.
443
00:18:25,077 --> 00:18:26,837
Besides, I am asked
regularly
444
00:18:26,838 --> 00:18:28,200
to return to France
to propose
445
00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:29,762
adult diagnostic assessments.
446
00:18:30,802 --> 00:18:32,925
Perhaps we will continue
on our research work.
447
00:18:33,725 --> 00:18:37,008
So, autistic women
so-called high-level adults
of operation,
448
00:18:37,009 --> 00:18:39,090
those we called
formerly “Asperger’s”,
449
00:18:39,091 --> 00:18:42,254
have great difficulty
to obtain an accurate diagnosis.
450
00:18:42,734 --> 00:18:45,336
It is said that there are three to four
times more men
451
00:18:45,337 --> 00:18:47,499
so many women
on the autism spectrum.
452
00:18:47,499 --> 00:18:50,622
But certainly,
this is an underestimate.
453
00:18:50,742 --> 00:18:52,383
And this for two reasons.
454
00:18:52,384 --> 00:18:55,106
So, the first reason,
it’s that the criteria
diagnostic
455
00:18:55,107 --> 00:18:56,829
have been established
on a male population,
456
00:18:56,949 --> 00:18:58,950
as is often the case
in clinical research.
457
00:18:59,070 --> 00:19:02,113
But there is a second reason
who is that autistic women
458
00:19:02,114 --> 00:19:04,755
achieve better than
their male counterparts
459
00:19:04,756 --> 00:19:08,119
to adapt
and to camouflage themselves socially.
460
00:19:08,641 --> 00:19:10,122
But you have to understand
that it remains
461
00:19:10,242 --> 00:19:12,684
an apprenticeship
which requires a lot of effort.
462
00:19:12,804 --> 00:19:15,768
And so, that explains
why after a phase
social camouflage,
463
00:19:15,888 --> 00:19:18,450
there may be
an exhaustion
quite considerable.
464
00:19:19,411 --> 00:19:21,093
(keys clicking)
465
00:19:26,138 --> 00:19:27,979
- Hello, my name is
Florence Mendez.
466
00:19:27,980 --> 00:19:30,142
So today I decided
to talk to you
467
00:19:30,262 --> 00:19:32,704
of a disorder that I have
and which is not necessarily seen.
468
00:19:32,825 --> 00:19:35,226
It's spectrum disorder
autistic without impairment.
469
00:19:35,227 --> 00:19:37,349
In fact, if we say that it is
a disorder,
470
00:19:37,469 --> 00:19:39,591
it is precisely because,
there is not just one form
471
00:19:39,711 --> 00:19:40,992
from autism to autism.
472
00:19:40,993 --> 00:19:42,795
It's a spectrum.
And we are, well,
473
00:19:42,915 --> 00:19:44,955
at different levels
on the spectrum.
474
00:19:44,956 --> 00:19:46,958
So, I discovered that
I was autistic,
475
00:19:46,959 --> 00:19:49,000
well, very, very late, eh.
At the age of 30.
476
00:19:49,001 --> 00:19:49,922
(click!)
477
00:19:50,362 --> 00:19:51,603
- Hello?
478
00:19:51,603 --> 00:19:53,765
- Mom, it's a video.
You have to look
the phone.
479
00:19:53,885 --> 00:19:55,567
- What is it?
Are you okay?
480
00:19:56,248 --> 00:19:57,488
- Yes, yes, it's okay.
For what?
481
00:19:57,489 --> 00:19:59,090
- But Katia, it’s 6 a.m.
482
00:19:59,091 --> 00:20:01,213
- Oh.
You want me to call you back.
483
00:20:02,374 --> 00:20:04,616
- Well... now
that I'm awake...
484
00:20:05,337 --> 00:20:07,139
What is it?
- I had a question.
485
00:20:08,860 --> 00:20:11,463
You know that when I was
little one, you often told me
that I spoke very little...
486
00:20:12,745 --> 00:20:14,786
Can you give me
more details?
487
00:20:14,787 --> 00:20:17,269
Was I really...
wild? Or...
488
00:20:17,629 --> 00:20:19,030
Actually, that's two questions.
489
00:20:19,031 --> 00:20:19,951
- Yes, that’s true.
490
00:20:20,552 --> 00:20:21,554
I even had to go get you
in kindergarten
491
00:20:21,674 --> 00:20:22,674
after four days,
492
00:20:22,795 --> 00:20:24,315
because you couldn't arrive
to adapt.
493
00:20:25,156 --> 00:20:27,959
You were very shy,
very fearful...
494
00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:29,720
You played alone
in the courtyard.
495
00:20:29,721 --> 00:20:32,604
And you refused to participate
to all activities
group.
496
00:20:33,205 --> 00:20:35,847
We can't say that you were
a very talkative child.
497
00:20:36,488 --> 00:20:38,449
On the other hand, when you spoke
to your imaginary friends
498
00:20:38,450 --> 00:20:39,811
or your girlfriend...
499
00:20:39,812 --> 00:20:41,173
there, we could no longer
stop.
500
00:20:43,095 --> 00:20:44,376
Katia.
- Hmm?
501
00:20:45,257 --> 00:20:46,698
Yes, uh...
502
00:20:48,780 --> 00:20:50,062
Are you still coming on the 28th?
503
00:20:50,182 --> 00:20:52,144
- 28 or 29, I don't know.
504
00:20:52,784 --> 00:20:55,267
- Oh...
You told me the 28th.
505
00:20:56,228 --> 00:20:58,389
- Well then... yes, yes, yes,
it must be the 28th.
506
00:20:58,390 --> 00:21:00,111
- Okay.
See you soon.
507
00:21:00,112 --> 00:21:01,592
- Kisses, my darling.
- Goodbye.
508
00:21:01,593 --> 00:21:02,794
- Goodbye.
509
00:21:03,555 --> 00:21:05,597
(barking in the distance)
510
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,362
(rhythmic music
in the speaker)
511
00:21:12,604 --> 00:21:15,207
(exclamation)
- I love this piece!
512
00:21:15,327 --> 00:21:16,849
- I was the one who asked them
to pass it.
513
00:21:18,009 --> 00:21:19,090
- It's not true!
514
00:21:19,091 --> 00:21:20,292
- But no, that's not true.
515
00:21:20,412 --> 00:21:21,452
(laughing)
516
00:21:21,453 --> 00:21:24,577
♪ Swingin high swing
oh make it stop 123 yeah ♪
517
00:21:24,697 --> 00:21:25,898
(joyful cry)
518
00:21:26,018 --> 00:21:27,219
(laughing)
519
00:21:30,502 --> 00:21:32,664
♪ When you're walking
right next to me ♪
520
00:21:32,665 --> 00:21:33,626
♪ Next to me ♪
521
00:21:33,746 --> 00:21:35,226
♪ Sit beside me right at-- ♪
522
00:21:35,227 --> 00:21:36,868
(screams)
523
00:21:37,870 --> 00:21:39,552
(laughing)
524
00:21:44,476 --> 00:21:46,398
(joyful cry)
525
00:21:54,326 --> 00:21:56,488
(laughing)
526
00:22:02,014 --> 00:22:03,615
- I show my breasts!
527
00:22:05,217 --> 00:22:07,058
- Stop. Katie, stop!
528
00:22:07,059 --> 00:22:08,979
(laughs)
529
00:22:08,980 --> 00:22:11,743
♪ Baby blue said he's leavin' me
leavin' me ♪
530
00:22:11,863 --> 00:22:14,506
♪ Got a new girl
right under your apple tree ♪
531
00:22:14,986 --> 00:22:17,228
♪ You're the last one
to hold on to me ♪
532
00:22:17,229 --> 00:22:18,630
(moans)
533
00:22:18,750 --> 00:22:20,191
(shaky breathing)
534
00:22:23,475 --> 00:22:24,916
(scream of pleasure)
535
00:22:29,882 --> 00:22:31,724
(moans)
536
00:22:33,886 --> 00:22:35,406
(heavy breathing)
537
00:22:35,407 --> 00:22:37,088
(laughs)
538
00:22:47,579 --> 00:22:48,620
- Are you hungry?
539
00:22:49,661 --> 00:22:50,462
- What?
540
00:22:51,143 --> 00:22:52,224
- Are you hungry?
541
00:22:53,105 --> 00:22:55,467
- You're going by too quickly
anything else, you're going too fast.
542
00:22:55,467 --> 00:22:56,628
- Oh, sorry.
543
00:22:58,670 --> 00:23:00,072
Do you want me to caress you?
544
00:23:01,514 --> 00:23:03,314
- Stop, it seems
how strong you are!
545
00:23:03,315 --> 00:23:04,235
- No.
(laughing)
546
00:23:04,236 --> 00:23:05,997
But you know, I find that
ridiculous,
547
00:23:05,998 --> 00:23:08,118
the side
romantico-I-don’t-know-what,
I don't know.
548
00:23:08,119 --> 00:23:09,722
I don't feel things
like this.
549
00:23:09,842 --> 00:23:12,363
- Yeah, that's right, it's me.
Me, I like the side
romantico-I-don’t-know-what.
550
00:23:12,484 --> 00:23:13,885
I'm really, I'm like
just...
551
00:23:14,006 --> 00:23:15,687
I'm a cliché, really.
552
00:23:15,807 --> 00:23:18,370
(heavy breathing)
Afterwards, it could be me, eh,
who...
553
00:23:19,371 --> 00:23:22,494
- Stop... stop, I don't like it!
- It's crazy.
554
00:23:22,614 --> 00:23:24,175
It's crazy, but it's crazy.
555
00:23:24,296 --> 00:23:26,097
- I don't like...
- After all that, what?
556
00:23:26,218 --> 00:23:27,819
I stop, I stop.
557
00:23:29,260 --> 00:23:31,303
(indistinct words
in headphones)
558
00:23:31,824 --> 00:23:33,265
(floor creaking)
559
00:23:37,189 --> 00:23:38,349
Are you working there?
560
00:23:38,350 --> 00:23:39,912
It's 4 a.m.
561
00:23:40,873 --> 00:23:42,835
- Do you find that
I'm really different
others?
562
00:23:44,836 --> 00:23:46,998
- It's really
a conversation you want
have it there, now?
563
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:49,922
- Please?
564
00:23:54,486 --> 00:23:55,968
(sigh)
565
00:23:58,450 --> 00:24:00,051
- So, yes,
you are very different.
566
00:24:00,452 --> 00:24:01,733
- Okay...
567
00:24:03,015 --> 00:24:04,855
You, you think that it
looks like if I tell you
568
00:24:04,856 --> 00:24:06,618
that I don't like to change too much
my habits?
569
00:24:07,099 --> 00:24:09,260
That I always check
1000 times the things to be
sure it's OK.
570
00:24:09,261 --> 00:24:10,621
That I don't really like people.
571
00:24:10,622 --> 00:24:11,743
That I'm too frank.
572
00:24:11,863 --> 00:24:13,744
That I am hypersensitive
to light and noise.
573
00:24:13,745 --> 00:24:15,426
That I am often exhausted.
574
00:24:15,427 --> 00:24:16,988
That I don't really understand
the second degree.
575
00:24:16,989 --> 00:24:18,911
- Um, so, yes to everything.
576
00:24:19,031 --> 00:24:21,713
Except uh... the second degree, there.
577
00:24:22,314 --> 00:24:24,595
It's not that
you don't really understand,
you don't understand.
578
00:24:24,596 --> 00:24:26,958
But... at all, what,
there is no...
579
00:24:27,319 --> 00:24:28,360
- At all...
580
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:30,161
- But wait, because
despite uh...
581
00:24:30,162 --> 00:24:32,563
all... your quirks...
582
00:24:32,564 --> 00:24:34,885
your social phobia,
your mania, me...
583
00:24:34,886 --> 00:24:36,127
I love you.
584
00:24:36,248 --> 00:24:37,610
Well... if that's it
who worries you.
585
00:24:40,332 --> 00:24:42,414
- Actually, I
ask if I'm not autistic.
586
00:24:45,617 --> 00:24:46,938
- Autistic.
- Yeah.
587
00:24:46,939 --> 00:24:47,979
- Okay.
588
00:24:48,260 --> 00:24:49,461
Where does that come from?
589
00:24:54,987 --> 00:24:56,668
- There you go, then, afterward, I know
not if you have to check
590
00:24:56,788 --> 00:24:59,070
all the boxes,
because there are things
which are not exactly me.
591
00:24:59,911 --> 00:25:01,793
Then there are things that
corresponded before,
592
00:25:01,914 --> 00:25:03,355
who no longer suit me
now...
593
00:25:03,475 --> 00:25:04,516
- Um-um...
594
00:25:04,636 --> 00:25:05,917
- But at the same time,
I'm so ashamed
595
00:25:06,038 --> 00:25:07,439
for having thought about it,
if that's not it.
596
00:25:07,560 --> 00:25:09,241
- Yes, no, finally, there is
things that match,
597
00:25:09,361 --> 00:25:11,603
but then it can correspond
to so many people that...
598
00:25:11,963 --> 00:25:12,924
- Yes.
599
00:25:14,807 --> 00:25:17,009
- Afterwards, I know why
you're confusing your head.
It's...
600
00:25:17,409 --> 00:25:18,770
You are thoroughly in your research,
there,
601
00:25:18,771 --> 00:25:20,771
and then in fact, you identify yourself
in spite of yourself, what.
602
00:25:20,772 --> 00:25:21,733
- Um...
603
00:25:22,494 --> 00:25:24,577
- It's not autistic people
who can't look
people in the eyes?
604
00:25:25,457 --> 00:25:26,537
- Uh.
(sigh)
605
00:25:26,538 --> 00:25:27,819
Yes.
- Do you see?
606
00:25:27,819 --> 00:25:29,902
(laughing)
- Hey?
- Um...
607
00:25:33,705 --> 00:25:34,867
- Are you joining me?
- Yes.
608
00:25:36,748 --> 00:25:38,550
(floor creaking)
609
00:25:40,753 --> 00:25:42,555
(urban rumor)
610
00:25:45,718 --> 00:25:46,558
(honking)
611
00:25:50,883 --> 00:25:53,005
- But finally!
But why did you
not sheltered somewhere?
612
00:25:53,445 --> 00:25:55,167
- But because you told me
in the square in front of the statue.
613
00:25:55,287 --> 00:25:57,288
On the square in front of the statue,
there is no shelter
614
00:25:57,289 --> 00:25:59,371
and my cell phone is almost dead
battery, so...
615
00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:01,173
I was afraid we would miss each other
if ever--
616
00:26:01,293 --> 00:26:02,894
- OK, OK, no, but go up,
go up, go up.
Mounted.
617
00:26:07,219 --> 00:26:08,459
(sniffle)
618
00:26:08,460 --> 00:26:09,541
Here, take off your scarf.
619
00:26:09,661 --> 00:26:10,742
(sigh)
620
00:26:11,183 --> 00:26:12,503
Dry off there.
621
00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:13,545
- Oh...
622
00:26:17,188 --> 00:26:18,550
Is it a new car?
623
00:26:19,151 --> 00:26:20,912
- Yeah.
The other is dead.
624
00:26:21,032 --> 00:26:21,954
- Hmm.
625
00:26:23,235 --> 00:26:24,916
- Go ahead, say it.
626
00:26:26,318 --> 00:26:27,599
- I preferred the one before.
627
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:29,281
- I was sure you would
say that.
628
00:26:29,401 --> 00:26:30,882
Yeah, but you'll see
that this one, it rolls.
629
00:26:30,883 --> 00:26:32,483
It's still really
more practical.
630
00:26:32,484 --> 00:26:33,965
(engine roar)
631
00:26:37,850 --> 00:26:39,010
- When I want to leave, I leave.
632
00:26:39,131 --> 00:26:40,251
- Yeah.
- Yes.
633
00:26:40,492 --> 00:26:41,453
(mermaid in the distance)
634
00:26:41,573 --> 00:26:42,894
- Damn...
635
00:26:43,896 --> 00:26:44,897
- Are you angry?
636
00:26:45,337 --> 00:26:46,939
- No, Katie.
Why would I be angry?
637
00:26:47,499 --> 00:26:48,539
(deep breath)
638
00:26:48,540 --> 00:26:50,301
Here it is...
Okay.
639
00:26:50,302 --> 00:26:51,463
(beeps)
640
00:26:51,583 --> 00:26:52,985
(door creaks)
641
00:26:55,507 --> 00:26:57,308
- It's whenever I want,
without you bothering me.
642
00:26:57,309 --> 00:26:58,790
- No, but yes, Katia.
But you're in a loop there.
643
00:26:58,911 --> 00:27:01,033
Well...really, you can
leave whenever you want.
644
00:27:01,793 --> 00:27:03,514
But I don't know... stay a little
still, what.
645
00:27:03,515 --> 00:27:05,637
Meet my friends, see?
Hey.
646
00:27:05,638 --> 00:27:06,599
- Hmm.
647
00:27:07,038 --> 00:27:08,480
- I am here. OK?
648
00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:09,842
- Hmm.
649
00:27:10,122 --> 00:27:10,882
- Eh.
650
00:27:11,723 --> 00:27:13,004
(rhythmic music)
651
00:27:13,005 --> 00:27:13,885
(screams of joy)
652
00:27:14,006 --> 00:27:15,125
Happy birthday!
- Glad to see you!
653
00:27:15,126 --> 00:27:16,248
- Hello, are you okay?
- Yes!
654
00:27:16,368 --> 00:27:18,370
- Here, present.
- Thanks, great.
655
00:27:18,490 --> 00:27:20,411
- Lucie, this is Katia.
- Nice to meet you, Katia.
656
00:27:20,412 --> 00:27:22,013
- Enchanted.
- My Marco!
657
00:27:22,133 --> 00:27:23,574
- Well, come back,
make yourself at home.
658
00:27:23,575 --> 00:27:25,216
- Happy birthday...
- Hello, Katie.
659
00:27:25,217 --> 00:27:26,738
- Hi.
- Yeah, it's not bad.
660
00:27:26,739 --> 00:27:29,100
- The last time I had you
view, it seems to me that you were
on the ground?
661
00:27:29,101 --> 00:27:30,541
- Yeah.
- Hello, Katie.
Enchanted.
662
00:27:30,542 --> 00:27:31,903
- Hi.
- How are you?
663
00:27:32,023 --> 00:27:33,906
- How are you.
(laughing)
664
00:27:34,746 --> 00:27:36,507
- Hello.
- Are you okay, buddy?
Are you doing well?
665
00:27:36,508 --> 00:27:38,110
(words in foreign language)
666
00:27:46,758 --> 00:27:48,440
- There, you have me completely
lost.
667
00:27:49,321 --> 00:27:51,123
It's been a really long time
that I didn't speak Arpitan.
668
00:27:52,604 --> 00:27:54,526
And how does it happen
that you speak it so well?
669
00:27:55,608 --> 00:27:57,368
- I come from Isère.
And as I grew up, I...
670
00:27:57,369 --> 00:27:59,170
discovered lots of other languages
regional.
671
00:27:59,171 --> 00:28:02,613
And today I'm talking about it...
seven perfectly...
672
00:28:02,614 --> 00:28:04,856
- But you're a linguist.
- No, no, not at all.
673
00:28:04,976 --> 00:28:06,297
- Well...
(laughing)
674
00:28:06,298 --> 00:28:07,659
What's the use for you, then?
675
00:28:08,740 --> 00:28:10,901
- Well, I don't know.
I love it.
676
00:28:10,902 --> 00:28:13,024
And I take advantage of it
to teach it to others.
677
00:28:13,025 --> 00:28:15,466
I am a volunteer on a site
of language lovers
regional.
678
00:28:15,467 --> 00:28:17,067
- Volunteer?
- Hum-hum.
679
00:28:17,068 --> 00:28:18,269
- Ah, I would have loved it...
680
00:28:18,390 --> 00:28:20,191
Ah, no, but it's so good.
You will be able to teach me.
681
00:28:20,833 --> 00:28:22,393
Oh yeah, live, eh,
not virtually.
682
00:28:22,394 --> 00:28:25,836
And we could take advantage of it
to uh... eat a little
thing together, right?
683
00:28:25,837 --> 00:28:27,358
- Eat something together, no.
684
00:28:27,359 --> 00:28:28,719
- Well, exactly!
That's it.
685
00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:30,723
You know what?
Give me your number.
686
00:28:31,523 --> 00:28:34,526
So what is it?
706... 06, 07?
687
00:28:35,647 --> 00:28:36,727
- Uh, 06...
688
00:28:36,728 --> 00:28:38,048
- 06, ah, like me.
689
00:28:38,049 --> 00:28:39,691
It's wow.
What next?
690
00:28:39,812 --> 00:28:41,854
- Um...
4...
691
00:28:41,974 --> 00:28:43,254
- Mathéo?
- 4... Yeah, I'm coming.
692
00:28:43,255 --> 00:28:44,656
- Okay.
- I'm coming.
- No, no.
693
00:28:44,776 --> 00:28:46,098
- 84?
- It's, it's the blonde
by Fred.
694
00:28:46,218 --> 00:28:47,859
- Ah, shit!
(laughs)
695
00:28:48,540 --> 00:28:50,101
I didn't know.
- Well, now you know.
696
00:28:50,102 --> 00:28:51,623
- I'm stupid!
- You know, you know.
697
00:28:51,624 --> 00:28:53,224
- Well, well, if ever
you separate from him...
698
00:28:53,225 --> 00:28:55,346
- No, no, no.
- Oh, it's okay, it's okay!
I'm kidding. Come on.
699
00:28:55,347 --> 00:28:56,187
- Good evening!
700
00:28:56,949 --> 00:28:58,150
It's okay, wasn't it too heavy?
701
00:28:58,270 --> 00:29:00,832
- Um, I don't really know.
702
00:29:01,433 --> 00:29:02,674
I don't think so.
703
00:29:06,599 --> 00:29:08,320
- It's cool that you came,
in any case.
704
00:29:14,486 --> 00:29:15,526
To all.
705
00:29:15,527 --> 00:29:16,688
- Everyone.
706
00:29:18,610 --> 00:29:20,211
- I'm off on my bike.
- By bike?
707
00:29:20,331 --> 00:29:21,652
- It was crazy.
708
00:29:21,653 --> 00:29:23,574
- Wait, Katia.
Katia, this is Nico.
And...
709
00:29:23,575 --> 00:29:25,937
- Well, Aurélie, hello.
710
00:29:25,938 --> 00:29:27,178
- Aurélie. Katie.
- Hi.
711
00:29:27,179 --> 00:29:28,701
- But are you serious?
Don't you remember me?
712
00:29:29,902 --> 00:29:31,303
Guys, I'm from Conquet, too.
713
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:33,905
- Aurélie!
Tiago's girl!
714
00:29:33,906 --> 00:29:35,106
- Well, I was.
We're not together anymore.
715
00:29:35,107 --> 00:29:36,147
- As much for me,
I'm sorry.
716
00:29:36,147 --> 00:29:37,468
- No, but don't worry,
you have nothing to do with it.
717
00:29:37,469 --> 00:29:39,270
- Well no, it's true that I
not for much.
718
00:29:39,271 --> 00:29:40,791
Oh!
719
00:29:40,792 --> 00:29:42,675
(screams of joy)
- Come on, let's dance!
720
00:29:42,994 --> 00:29:43,995
- So, there...
721
00:29:44,436 --> 00:29:46,157
(rhythmic music)
722
00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:50,923
(noise)
723
00:29:53,765 --> 00:29:56,167
(interspersed words)
724
00:30:06,458 --> 00:30:08,540
(difficult breathing)
725
00:30:14,986 --> 00:30:16,749
(techno music)
726
00:30:16,869 --> 00:30:18,671
(screams of joy)
727
00:30:24,156 --> 00:30:26,838
Katie?
Katia, where are you going?
728
00:30:27,239 --> 00:30:27,919
- I'm leaving.
729
00:30:28,039 --> 00:30:29,160
- Well, no, no.
- I'm leaving.
730
00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:30,361
- Not yet, there.
731
00:30:30,362 --> 00:30:31,803
- You promised me that you
I wouldn't take the lead
732
00:30:31,923 --> 00:30:33,044
when I want to leave.
733
00:30:33,045 --> 00:30:34,125
- OK, OK, but just,
734
00:30:34,126 --> 00:30:35,726
before you leave,
do you want to
735
00:30:35,727 --> 00:30:37,408
just come and dance
with me?
736
00:30:37,409 --> 00:30:38,971
- I don't want to.
- Come dance!
737
00:30:39,091 --> 00:30:40,772
- Well yes!
Come on, Katia.
738
00:30:40,773 --> 00:30:42,534
- You come to dance,
It's my birthday.
739
00:30:43,855 --> 00:30:46,017
(rhythmic music)
740
00:30:49,301 --> 00:30:51,302
(noise)
741
00:30:51,303 --> 00:30:52,303
(screams)
742
00:30:52,304 --> 00:30:53,826
(whistles)
743
00:30:56,548 --> 00:30:58,070
- Katie. How are you?
744
00:31:03,034 --> 00:31:04,316
Katie!
745
00:31:05,397 --> 00:31:07,037
(shaky breathing)
746
00:31:07,038 --> 00:31:08,280
Katie.
747
00:31:08,921 --> 00:31:09,962
- Let me go.
- Don't get angry.
748
00:31:10,082 --> 00:31:11,163
- Let me go!
749
00:31:12,003 --> 00:31:13,645
(not moving away)
750
00:31:13,765 --> 00:31:15,287
(shaky breathing)
751
00:31:17,249 --> 00:31:18,970
(heavy breathing)
752
00:31:23,175 --> 00:31:24,136
(sniffle)
753
00:31:26,338 --> 00:31:27,379
(beep beep)
754
00:31:33,425 --> 00:31:35,427
- ...following an accident
involving two vehicles
755
00:31:35,547 --> 00:31:37,389
in the sector
de la Tour-du-Pin--
756
00:31:41,913 --> 00:31:43,875
(deep breath)
757
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:49,481
(door creaks)
758
00:31:52,164 --> 00:31:53,085
- Did you sleep there?
759
00:31:53,205 --> 00:31:54,286
- Yes.
760
00:31:56,047 --> 00:31:58,210
I didn't want to wake you,
but I didn't want to miss you
neither.
761
00:31:59,411 --> 00:32:01,972
Actually, I, I, I...
I'm sorry for...
762
00:32:01,973 --> 00:32:03,935
please forgive me
for last night.
763
00:32:03,936 --> 00:32:05,417
I am, I am,
I'm a big idiot.
764
00:32:06,378 --> 00:32:08,139
- We should never have
get back together.
765
00:32:09,261 --> 00:32:11,303
I can't be like you,
you want me to be.
766
00:32:12,064 --> 00:32:13,665
So if you want us
leaves each other, we leave each other.
767
00:32:19,191 --> 00:32:20,833
(sigh)
- Is that what you want?
768
00:32:22,434 --> 00:32:23,835
- No, but...
769
00:32:23,835 --> 00:32:25,996
we are too different.
- No, then we are not
too different,
770
00:32:25,997 --> 00:32:27,600
we are just
a little different.
771
00:32:28,561 --> 00:32:30,561
Me, every moment
that I spend with you,
they are...
772
00:32:30,562 --> 00:32:31,923
so full...
773
00:32:33,285 --> 00:32:35,007
And that's also what suffocates me,
eh, but...
774
00:32:35,688 --> 00:32:38,811
I mean, I mean, you're...
you're dense, what?
775
00:32:39,331 --> 00:32:40,571
And at the same time, you are...
776
00:32:40,572 --> 00:32:42,454
completely to the west, you know?
Finally...
777
00:32:43,014 --> 00:32:44,656
Sometimes I feel like
you don't understand what is there
in front of you,
778
00:32:44,776 --> 00:32:45,777
you see. It's...
779
00:32:46,017 --> 00:32:47,259
I mean, you're a...
780
00:32:49,221 --> 00:32:51,183
A short-sightedness of life, that is.
(laughing)
781
00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:54,105
And I like that.
I, I love you.
782
00:32:55,547 --> 00:32:56,989
(deep breath)
783
00:33:06,438 --> 00:33:08,479
I want to kiss you, but
I think it's not necessary
784
00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:10,481
because I have breath,
like...illegal.
785
00:33:10,482 --> 00:33:11,763
(laughing)
786
00:33:11,763 --> 00:33:13,325
- I confirm you.
- Okay.
787
00:33:21,453 --> 00:33:22,613
(interspersed words)
788
00:33:22,614 --> 00:33:23,815
- What are you doing here?
789
00:33:24,697 --> 00:33:25,737
- What are you doing here?
790
00:33:26,298 --> 00:33:27,939
- Well, I just came
take a file,
791
00:33:27,939 --> 00:33:28,780
below you there.
792
00:33:33,626 --> 00:33:35,986
You know, Katia, I think
you didn't quite understand...
793
00:33:35,987 --> 00:33:37,589
the notion of “open space”, eh.
794
00:33:38,870 --> 00:33:40,232
You could make an effort.
795
00:33:41,913 --> 00:33:43,275
-Jeff.
- Yeah?
796
00:33:43,875 --> 00:33:45,916
- Next week,
I need to take two days off,
three days.
797
00:33:45,917 --> 00:33:47,318
- Hmm.
- But I promise you, I...
798
00:33:47,319 --> 00:33:49,200
will work from home,
I won't be late.
799
00:33:49,201 --> 00:33:50,242
If it's possible... for you.
800
00:33:50,803 --> 00:33:52,564
- Well, yes,
I trust you.
801
00:33:52,965 --> 00:33:54,366
A family problem?
802
00:33:54,726 --> 00:33:55,647
- No.
803
00:34:02,494 --> 00:34:03,375
- Okay...
804
00:34:06,378 --> 00:34:08,100
(purring)
805
00:34:11,263 --> 00:34:14,106
- I was followed by several
psychologists for many
years...
806
00:34:14,226 --> 00:34:16,548
who told me that
I was uh... depressed,
807
00:34:16,668 --> 00:34:19,109
anxious and... possibly...
808
00:34:19,110 --> 00:34:20,231
bipolar.
809
00:34:20,232 --> 00:34:22,755
I took antidepressants.
810
00:34:23,435 --> 00:34:25,275
I tried other medications,
but uh...
811
00:34:25,276 --> 00:34:26,759
nothing really helped.
812
00:34:26,879 --> 00:34:28,120
On the contrary.
813
00:34:29,401 --> 00:34:32,324
But the most violent was
the period of adolescence.
814
00:34:32,444 --> 00:34:34,125
With depression...
815
00:34:34,126 --> 00:34:35,247
with...
816
00:34:36,007 --> 00:34:37,928
the desires of...
817
00:34:37,929 --> 00:34:39,171
to end it...
818
00:34:39,891 --> 00:34:40,812
- Um...
819
00:34:41,332 --> 00:34:42,934
And uh... work?
820
00:34:42,935 --> 00:34:43,896
- Um...
821
00:34:44,016 --> 00:34:46,218
I didn't stop passing
from one job to another.
822
00:34:46,338 --> 00:34:48,099
Either because...
823
00:34:48,219 --> 00:34:50,421
I got fired...
824
00:34:50,422 --> 00:34:53,023
because I was blamed
for not integrating enough
to the group.
825
00:34:53,024 --> 00:34:56,147
Either because... I couldn't
to keep up the pace.
826
00:34:56,148 --> 00:34:57,909
So, we can think that...
827
00:34:57,910 --> 00:34:59,551
it's lazy, but it's...
828
00:34:59,671 --> 00:35:01,914
that's not it.
That's not it.
829
00:35:02,634 --> 00:35:04,476
There are times when I am
really exhausted.
830
00:35:04,716 --> 00:35:05,957
(deep breath)
831
00:35:06,638 --> 00:35:07,519
(sigh)
832
00:35:07,639 --> 00:35:09,400
And when I see the others,
I don't know...
833
00:35:09,401 --> 00:35:11,363
I wonder
how they do it.
834
00:35:12,404 --> 00:35:14,126
- And right now,
do you have a job?
835
00:35:15,447 --> 00:35:17,608
- Yes, at the moment,
I have a job...
836
00:35:17,609 --> 00:35:19,410
uh... which I love.
837
00:35:19,411 --> 00:35:20,973
I am a librarian.
838
00:35:21,613 --> 00:35:22,973
But, unfortunately,
839
00:35:22,974 --> 00:35:25,016
it might stop,
once again.
840
00:35:25,136 --> 00:35:27,379
This means that we will have to
that I return to live
at my mother's...
841
00:35:27,499 --> 00:35:29,981
in Grenoble, in Isère,
department 38.
842
00:35:31,743 --> 00:35:35,026
- Do you have or do you
have had relationships
in love?
843
00:35:35,987 --> 00:35:38,229
- So, let's say I have
always had relationships
complicated.
844
00:35:38,230 --> 00:35:42,113
Hmm...
Even, sometimes, quite violent.
845
00:35:42,114 --> 00:35:44,235
- You suffered
sexual violence?
846
00:35:45,277 --> 00:35:46,157
- No.
847
00:35:46,518 --> 00:35:47,399
I don't think so.
848
00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:49,801
- All right.
I ask you the question
849
00:35:49,802 --> 00:35:51,402
because it's quite common
in autistic women.
850
00:35:51,403 --> 00:35:55,086
Studies indicate a rate of
victimization of almost 88%.
851
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:57,890
(crumpling of paper)
Good.
852
00:35:58,690 --> 00:36:00,451
I received well
the questionnaires
853
00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:01,492
that you sent me
by email.
854
00:36:01,493 --> 00:36:02,814
So, for me, everything is good.
855
00:36:02,934 --> 00:36:03,936
If you are ready,
we can go there.
856
00:36:04,056 --> 00:36:04,936
All right?
(long exhalation)
857
00:36:04,937 --> 00:36:06,018
- Yes.
858
00:36:07,139 --> 00:36:08,620
- Choose the one that suits you
seems the most stuck
859
00:36:08,740 --> 00:36:09,982
to the expression of the eyes.
860
00:36:11,463 --> 00:36:12,745
- I don't know...
861
00:36:16,227 --> 00:36:17,509
Uh, player?
862
00:36:19,591 --> 00:36:21,674
(dissonant music)
863
00:36:31,483 --> 00:36:32,644
Sarcastic...
864
00:36:43,936 --> 00:36:44,897
Sad.
865
00:36:45,297 --> 00:36:46,978
(purring)
866
00:36:51,663 --> 00:36:53,384
- When you were little,
you preferred
867
00:36:53,385 --> 00:36:54,907
play alone or rather
with other children?
868
00:36:55,027 --> 00:36:56,107
- Mostly alone.
869
00:36:56,108 --> 00:36:57,708
Except with Pauline.
870
00:36:57,709 --> 00:36:59,431
She was my neighbor.
871
00:36:59,791 --> 00:37:01,792
I loved spending time
with her.
872
00:37:01,793 --> 00:37:03,034
She was my best friend.
873
00:37:03,595 --> 00:37:05,917
- At that time, what was
your favorite activity?
874
00:37:06,758 --> 00:37:08,559
- So, I really liked
do drawing.
875
00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:12,083
I loved drawing everything
were planets,
876
00:37:12,084 --> 00:37:14,045
stars...universe.
877
00:37:14,165 --> 00:37:15,566
- Always when
you were a child,
878
00:37:15,567 --> 00:37:17,569
you heard yourself
rather better with adults
879
00:37:17,570 --> 00:37:19,091
or rather better
with the children?
880
00:37:19,691 --> 00:37:20,572
- Adults.
881
00:37:20,692 --> 00:37:22,054
And Pauline.
882
00:37:23,655 --> 00:37:24,817
My friend.
883
00:37:27,019 --> 00:37:28,140
(ding!)
884
00:37:32,665 --> 00:37:33,906
(deep breath)
885
00:37:38,069 --> 00:37:38,910
(shipment notification)
886
00:37:48,120 --> 00:37:50,081
- If the European Parliament
can pass laws,
887
00:37:50,082 --> 00:37:51,764
this is not
he who proposes them.
888
00:37:51,884 --> 00:37:53,284
(indistinct words
in headphones)
889
00:37:54,086 --> 00:37:56,088
(keys clicking)
890
00:37:56,208 --> 00:37:57,969
- No, but he's a jerk,
this internal server, there!
891
00:37:58,089 --> 00:37:59,770
What's the point of having
brand new offices
892
00:37:59,771 --> 00:38:01,131
if the material,
he doesn't even follow?
893
00:38:01,132 --> 00:38:02,534
(ding!)
894
00:38:07,499 --> 00:38:08,500
Is it Fred?
895
00:38:08,781 --> 00:38:09,742
- Yes.
896
00:38:10,181 --> 00:38:12,144
He's at the café next door.
He's waiting for me.
897
00:38:12,905 --> 00:38:15,147
- Wait.
Here, receive it.
898
00:38:20,512 --> 00:38:21,753
(light laughter)
899
00:38:22,434 --> 00:38:24,516
(intermixed voices)
900
00:38:31,203 --> 00:38:32,764
(indistinct words)
901
00:38:35,407 --> 00:38:37,409
(cell phone ringing)
902
00:38:48,099 --> 00:38:49,741
(slow music)
903
00:38:55,547 --> 00:38:57,028
(sigh)
904
00:38:59,551 --> 00:39:00,833
(sigh)
905
00:39:23,935 --> 00:39:26,138
(♪)
906
00:39:33,104 --> 00:39:34,827
- Hi, it’s Fred.
You can leave a message.
907
00:39:43,995 --> 00:39:45,477
(rustle of rain)
908
00:39:49,361 --> 00:39:50,282
- Hey.
909
00:39:52,244 --> 00:39:53,806
- What was your plan?
yesterday, you?
910
00:39:54,366 --> 00:39:55,446
Where were you?
911
00:39:55,447 --> 00:39:56,528
I haven't stopped calling you.
912
00:39:56,929 --> 00:39:58,290
What were you doing,
actually? Eh?
913
00:39:59,852 --> 00:40:01,693
- I thought we were going to drink
a drink that both of us,
914
00:40:01,813 --> 00:40:03,575
not with other people.
- Come on...
915
00:40:03,576 --> 00:40:05,337
I never told you it would be
both.
916
00:40:07,219 --> 00:40:08,700
Wait, but that means
that you came.
917
00:40:10,422 --> 00:40:11,743
Damn, Katia.
918
00:40:12,264 --> 00:40:13,385
You know what?
Me, I don't want it at all
919
00:40:13,505 --> 00:40:14,946
let it start again as before.
All right?
920
00:40:14,947 --> 00:40:16,067
So I accept your side
antisocial,
921
00:40:16,068 --> 00:40:17,108
but until
a certain point.
922
00:40:17,109 --> 00:40:18,829
We can't live all the time
recluse, there,
923
00:40:18,830 --> 00:40:20,232
as if the others
did not exist.
924
00:40:20,792 --> 00:40:22,794
I don't find that normal
to have to permanently separate
925
00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:24,116
my love life
of everything else.
926
00:40:24,236 --> 00:40:26,759
- Stop, stop.
You shouldn't get angry.
Must...
927
00:40:27,559 --> 00:40:29,280
Stop getting angry,
I don't want you to get angry.
928
00:40:29,281 --> 00:40:30,402
- Katia...
- Yes...
929
00:40:31,083 --> 00:40:32,043
- Look at me.
930
00:40:32,324 --> 00:40:33,605
(expiration)
931
00:40:33,725 --> 00:40:34,766
- Yes.
932
00:40:35,367 --> 00:40:37,329
What do you want
what can I tell you?
933
00:40:37,449 --> 00:40:39,130
What do you want
what can I tell you?
934
00:40:39,131 --> 00:40:40,972
- Do you understand
that it hurts me...
935
00:40:42,094 --> 00:40:44,296
that you don't want to share
these moments with me, there.
936
00:40:45,657 --> 00:40:47,219
- I swear it's
stronger than me.
937
00:40:49,501 --> 00:40:51,624
And then, why do you need
to prove to others
that we love each other?
938
00:40:51,744 --> 00:40:52,663
Eh?
939
00:40:52,664 --> 00:40:54,185
- I don't know,
because we are human.
940
00:40:54,186 --> 00:40:55,227
It's human.
941
00:40:55,347 --> 00:40:56,828
I need to share
what we experience,
942
00:40:56,829 --> 00:40:58,430
what we feel.
Otherwise, I'm suffocating here.
943
00:40:58,830 --> 00:40:59,712
- Well, not me.
944
00:41:01,153 --> 00:41:03,355
Me, it's with the others
that I'm suffocating.
945
00:41:03,795 --> 00:41:05,077
- I need more.
946
00:41:07,079 --> 00:41:08,440
I need
that you communicate more,
947
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:10,282
I need more
affection, more tenderness.
948
00:41:11,323 --> 00:41:13,165
I would feel less
to be on the move all the time
to beg, there.
949
00:41:13,645 --> 00:41:14,927
You have never been...
950
00:41:16,408 --> 00:41:17,889
very demonstrative, eh,
but...
951
00:41:18,610 --> 00:41:19,892
In fact, I'm fed up with it.
952
00:41:22,614 --> 00:41:24,456
- I love you, Fred.
- Well then, go ahead.
953
00:41:24,577 --> 00:41:25,977
Show it to me.
954
00:41:27,139 --> 00:41:29,019
Stop appearing always
so detached, there,
955
00:41:29,020 --> 00:41:30,142
as if nothing touched you.
956
00:41:33,545 --> 00:41:34,306
- I'm not that.
957
00:41:35,307 --> 00:41:36,468
I'm not that.
958
00:41:36,588 --> 00:41:37,750
I'm not...
959
00:41:40,552 --> 00:41:41,673
(door closing)
960
00:41:42,033 --> 00:41:43,595
(engine roar)
961
00:41:51,764 --> 00:41:53,845
(heavy breathing)
962
00:41:58,170 --> 00:41:59,131
- What is it?
963
00:41:59,251 --> 00:41:59,931
(sigh)
964
00:42:00,051 --> 00:42:02,534
- How do you show
your love...
965
00:42:02,654 --> 00:42:03,895
to someone?
966
00:42:04,015 --> 00:42:05,696
- You mean “your love”,
in their desire?
967
00:42:05,697 --> 00:42:07,820
Because there is “desire”
and “desire”, you see.
968
00:42:08,220 --> 00:42:10,181
There is desire, like...
I like you.
969
00:42:10,983 --> 00:42:13,024
Do you too,
Do you like me?
It's flirty.
970
00:42:13,025 --> 00:42:14,226
And you have the desire
purely sexual.
971
00:42:14,346 --> 00:42:15,946
- No, I'm not talking to you about sex.
972
00:42:15,947 --> 00:42:17,028
I mean, how do you...
973
00:42:17,029 --> 00:42:18,269
show someone
that you love him.
974
00:42:18,990 --> 00:42:20,912
- Well, I don't know, really.
It comes naturally.
975
00:42:21,393 --> 00:42:23,715
It depends on the moment,...
Who I actually have, you know?
976
00:42:24,356 --> 00:42:27,478
- But you...
Does it take some effort or...
977
00:42:27,479 --> 00:42:30,122
- But too much effort!
I'm not single
for nothing, eh.
978
00:42:31,283 --> 00:42:33,325
But... you say that in relation
to Fred?
979
00:42:33,805 --> 00:42:35,487
(urban rumor)
980
00:42:54,586 --> 00:42:56,548
(music from
of the computer)
981
00:43:09,602 --> 00:43:10,402
(knock-knock!)
982
00:43:14,807 --> 00:43:15,687
- Hey...
983
00:43:21,814 --> 00:43:22,655
Can I come in?
984
00:43:33,465 --> 00:43:34,426
Can you sit down?
985
00:43:35,107 --> 00:43:36,668
- Yes. For what?
986
00:43:37,389 --> 00:43:38,750
- Just sit down.
987
00:43:39,871 --> 00:43:41,593
When I tell you, lean there,
988
00:43:41,594 --> 00:43:43,594
on the “play” button.
But not before.
989
00:43:43,595 --> 00:43:44,596
- Okay.
990
00:43:45,477 --> 00:43:46,838
(not moving away)
991
00:43:49,001 --> 00:43:50,000
- Can you put “play”?
992
00:43:50,001 --> 00:43:51,203
- Yeah.
993
00:43:52,804 --> 00:43:55,487
(sensual music)
994
00:44:00,412 --> 00:44:01,813
(laughing)
995
00:44:24,276 --> 00:44:25,317
(The music stops.)
996
00:44:26,358 --> 00:44:27,279
- Isn't that good?
997
00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:29,280
- No...
998
00:44:29,281 --> 00:44:30,483
But it's not you, really.
999
00:44:36,889 --> 00:44:39,131
No, but...
Katie...
1000
00:44:39,771 --> 00:44:40,572
(door slam)
1001
00:44:40,692 --> 00:44:41,533
Katie...
1002
00:44:42,975 --> 00:44:44,016
(knock-knock!)
1003
00:44:44,136 --> 00:44:44,977
Oh!
1004
00:44:45,897 --> 00:44:47,099
Damn, Katia!
1005
00:44:50,462 --> 00:44:51,624
(sigh)
1006
00:44:54,266 --> 00:44:55,626
(sniffle)
1007
00:44:55,627 --> 00:44:57,389
(sensual music)
1008
00:45:15,567 --> 00:45:16,849
(light laughter)
1009
00:45:22,974 --> 00:45:24,577
(words in foreign language)
1010
00:45:27,740 --> 00:45:29,260
(laughs)
1011
00:45:31,182 --> 00:45:32,584
- I swear, you make me say
anything.
1012
00:45:32,704 --> 00:45:33,625
- But no.
1013
00:45:33,626 --> 00:45:35,267
- Yes.
And then, I'm useless
in languages.
1014
00:45:35,387 --> 00:45:36,428
So, there...
1015
00:45:37,269 --> 00:45:38,310
I'm coming.
1016
00:45:40,232 --> 00:45:41,553
- Hey, I wanted to thank you
for the interview.
1017
00:45:41,673 --> 00:45:43,114
I looked, it's great.
1018
00:45:43,115 --> 00:45:45,196
Okay, I'm going to have some
years of “logging”, but...
1019
00:45:45,316 --> 00:45:46,679
- Ah, that's not true...
1020
00:45:46,799 --> 00:45:48,961
- No. No, I'll have some
for a few hours, actually.
1021
00:45:49,441 --> 00:45:50,562
- Ah, but I'm sorry.
1022
00:45:50,682 --> 00:45:52,203
- Ah, but no, on the contrary.
It's cool.
1023
00:45:52,323 --> 00:45:53,964
I have material.
THANKS.
1024
00:45:53,965 --> 00:45:55,046
- Okay.
1025
00:45:55,047 --> 00:45:55,927
- Okay, okay, hello.
1026
00:45:56,047 --> 00:45:57,089
- Hi.
1027
00:45:59,531 --> 00:46:00,892
(engine roar)
1028
00:46:04,696 --> 00:46:06,579
(slow music)
1029
00:46:08,420 --> 00:46:09,461
- Are you okay, Katia?
1030
00:46:10,222 --> 00:46:11,703
You tell me if you have
need something.
1031
00:46:13,625 --> 00:46:14,346
Good.
1032
00:46:14,586 --> 00:46:15,747
Following clinical interviews
1033
00:46:15,867 --> 00:46:17,548
and evaluations
that you have passed,
1034
00:46:17,549 --> 00:46:19,711
the elements identified
are going well in the direction
1035
00:46:19,831 --> 00:46:20,993
of a diagnosis of autism.
1036
00:46:22,834 --> 00:46:24,195
(prolonged exhalation)
1037
00:46:24,717 --> 00:46:25,797
- Okay.
1038
00:46:25,798 --> 00:46:27,078
- So it's important,
now,
1039
00:46:27,198 --> 00:46:28,759
that I speak to you
of how autism
1040
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,843
manifests itself
so that you can
1041
00:46:30,963 --> 00:46:32,684
identify
your unique functioning.
1042
00:46:33,004 --> 00:46:33,725
All right?
1043
00:46:33,845 --> 00:46:35,326
And that you can also
1044
00:46:35,327 --> 00:46:36,368
finally feel like yourself.
1045
00:46:37,289 --> 00:46:38,450
What I'm going to do,
it's giving you
1046
00:46:38,451 --> 00:46:39,811
certain characteristics.
1047
00:46:39,812 --> 00:46:41,773
So, there are some who will
talk, others much less.
1048
00:46:41,893 --> 00:46:44,456
But they are very common
in all people
autistic.
1049
00:46:45,657 --> 00:46:46,778
So...
1050
00:46:46,779 --> 00:46:48,020
above all,
a feeling
1051
00:46:48,140 --> 00:46:50,261
to be in representation
facing others.
1052
00:46:50,382 --> 00:46:51,822
Except with your loved ones.
1053
00:46:51,823 --> 00:46:54,146
And the impression
of a lack of authenticity.
1054
00:46:54,787 --> 00:46:56,307
There may be a lack
of social life, too.
1055
00:46:56,307 --> 00:46:58,870
A lot of difficulty to do
what we call
“small talk”,
1056
00:46:58,871 --> 00:47:00,553
talk about the rain
and good weather.
1057
00:47:01,514 --> 00:47:03,836
The need to stay at home,
in a reassuring place.
1058
00:47:04,876 --> 00:47:06,999
The need for routines
very strict
1059
00:47:07,119 --> 00:47:09,041
to be able to function
at best.
1060
00:47:09,161 --> 00:47:10,963
Because the anxiety
of the unexpected
1061
00:47:11,083 --> 00:47:13,045
can invade
very violently the person.
1062
00:47:14,126 --> 00:47:15,928
A huge appetite
of knowledge
1063
00:47:16,048 --> 00:47:18,089
which, in your case,
is undoubtedly fulfilled
1064
00:47:18,090 --> 00:47:20,172
by all the searches
what you do for
your reports.
1065
00:47:20,812 --> 00:47:22,894
A great franchise.
Too big, even, sometimes.
1066
00:47:22,895 --> 00:47:24,817
(light laughter)
Um, but also,
great loyalty.
1067
00:47:26,778 --> 00:47:28,500
Katia, it's important
to understand
1068
00:47:28,620 --> 00:47:30,182
that you are not
not incapable.
1069
00:47:31,463 --> 00:47:33,104
You are not inferior.
1070
00:47:33,225 --> 00:47:34,626
You are different.
1071
00:47:35,147 --> 00:47:36,548
(poignant music)
1072
00:47:38,550 --> 00:47:39,471
Do you understand?
1073
00:47:44,156 --> 00:47:45,236
- Yes...
1074
00:47:45,237 --> 00:47:46,517
(sobs)
1075
00:47:46,518 --> 00:47:47,880
Yes, I understand.
1076
00:47:53,125 --> 00:47:54,206
(sniffle)
1077
00:47:57,890 --> 00:47:59,291
I'm not crazy.
1078
00:47:59,891 --> 00:48:01,173
(sniffle)
1079
00:48:06,018 --> 00:48:08,660
Yes, I am relieved.
I'm relieved.
1080
00:48:08,781 --> 00:48:10,542
(deep inhale)
1081
00:48:18,149 --> 00:48:20,312
(chirps)
1082
00:48:20,993 --> 00:48:21,873
Hello, mom?
1083
00:48:21,993 --> 00:48:23,075
- Hello, my darling.
1084
00:48:23,195 --> 00:48:24,516
- Really have to
let me tell you something.
1085
00:48:24,636 --> 00:48:26,797
- Is it urgent?
Because now, I'm going to Mado's.
1086
00:48:26,798 --> 00:48:28,039
- Urgent? Uh...
1087
00:48:28,159 --> 00:48:30,802
No, it's not
really urgent.
1088
00:48:31,964 --> 00:48:33,646
- Well, it's better if we
is called tomorrow, then.
1089
00:48:34,085 --> 00:48:36,088
- Hmm.
- Because I risk
to come home late.
1090
00:48:36,688 --> 00:48:38,209
Ah yes, but tomorrow,
I sleep with the Gilberts.
1091
00:48:38,210 --> 00:48:39,531
And there, it captures very poorly.
1092
00:48:39,651 --> 00:48:40,452
- Yes.
1093
00:48:40,572 --> 00:48:42,014
- Oh, can always
try, eh.
1094
00:48:42,414 --> 00:48:43,814
Afterwards, I'll come see you
next week.
1095
00:48:43,815 --> 00:48:45,417
And there, we will have
all the time to chat.
1096
00:48:45,897 --> 00:48:46,939
It’s as you prefer.
1097
00:48:47,659 --> 00:48:49,381
- Well, the week
next, okay.
1098
00:48:49,702 --> 00:48:50,582
- Okay.
1099
00:48:50,822 --> 00:48:52,023
Kisses, my darling.
1100
00:48:52,024 --> 00:48:53,786
Goodbye.
- Goodbye.
1101
00:49:04,956 --> 00:49:07,479
(indistinct discussions)
1102
00:49:09,281 --> 00:49:11,243
(whirring)
1103
00:49:18,570 --> 00:49:20,292
(mechanical vibration)
1104
00:49:21,292 --> 00:49:23,175
(whirring)
1105
00:49:24,376 --> 00:49:27,178
- Apparently he is upset
because I didn't recognize him.
1106
00:49:27,179 --> 00:49:28,459
But I am
not like Katia.
1107
00:49:28,460 --> 00:49:30,381
Katia, she prints on sight
everything that happens to him
before the eyes.
1108
00:49:30,382 --> 00:49:31,662
It's a hard drive, dammit.
1109
00:49:31,663 --> 00:49:33,505
But I am
a soft disk, me.
1110
00:49:33,506 --> 00:49:35,547
The information,
I have, I no longer have.
1111
00:49:35,547 --> 00:49:37,388
Forgotten, you see.
I am a fish
red, in reality, what.
1112
00:49:37,389 --> 00:49:39,471
(small laugh)
- Okay, go ahead,
I'll leave you, have a good lunch.
1113
00:49:40,192 --> 00:49:41,792
- I'm glad you came by
out of the blue, like that.
1114
00:49:41,793 --> 00:49:43,114
- Yes. I tried to call you.
1115
00:49:43,115 --> 00:49:45,315
- Oh, sorry,
I must not have heard.
1116
00:49:45,316 --> 00:49:46,718
What do you want to eat?
1117
00:49:46,838 --> 00:49:48,439
- In fact, you have to
I tell you something.
1118
00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:49,641
- Yeah?
1119
00:49:50,722 --> 00:49:52,683
- I went
get diagnosed.
1120
00:49:52,684 --> 00:49:53,964
- Diagnose what?
1121
00:49:53,965 --> 00:49:54,966
- Autistic.
1122
00:49:56,689 --> 00:49:58,809
- It's funny that
you didn't tell me anything.
It doesn't look like you.
1123
00:49:58,810 --> 00:50:02,093
- I wouldn't have been able to
to take the step
if I had told you about it.
1124
00:50:02,213 --> 00:50:04,335
You didn't believe it.
- Excuse me,
but that's just...
1125
00:50:04,336 --> 00:50:05,777
it was so improbable,
this story.
1126
00:50:05,898 --> 00:50:06,897
After...
(small laugh)
1127
00:50:06,898 --> 00:50:08,019
Well, so much the better,
it's behind, what.
1128
00:50:08,139 --> 00:50:09,781
- Oh, no, no,
you didn't understand.
1129
00:50:10,502 --> 00:50:13,625
I'm... autistic.
1130
00:50:14,746 --> 00:50:16,869
(small laugh)
I know, it's crazy.
1131
00:50:17,469 --> 00:50:18,750
It's crazy.
1132
00:50:19,110 --> 00:50:20,472
- But is it safe?
1133
00:50:20,792 --> 00:50:21,794
- Yes, that's for sure.
1134
00:50:24,116 --> 00:50:27,239
I didn't expect that
That comforts me at that point.
1135
00:50:28,760 --> 00:50:31,923
That's all I am,
that's all I've been,
1136
00:50:31,923 --> 00:50:33,365
that's all I feel.
1137
00:50:34,486 --> 00:50:36,126
You know,
I got the diagnosis back.
1138
00:50:36,127 --> 00:50:38,451
I think it's
good if you read it.
1139
00:50:38,811 --> 00:50:40,412
Because it explains
lots of stuff,
1140
00:50:40,532 --> 00:50:42,414
to understand me well.
1141
00:50:42,734 --> 00:50:43,896
- Maybe later.
1142
00:50:44,737 --> 00:50:45,416
- Okay.
1143
00:50:45,417 --> 00:50:46,698
- It's a little abrupt there.
1144
00:50:50,222 --> 00:50:52,304
But what will that change?
Finally, I mean,
between us.
1145
00:50:54,426 --> 00:50:55,347
- Well, nothing.
1146
00:50:56,028 --> 00:50:57,109
Good, I think so.
1147
00:51:00,272 --> 00:51:01,312
Well, I don't know.
1148
00:51:01,313 --> 00:51:02,354
- Okay.
1149
00:51:03,034 --> 00:51:04,636
- But I'm still
the same person, eh?
1150
00:51:04,756 --> 00:51:05,677
- Yes.
1151
00:51:12,204 --> 00:51:13,285
- Oh well, finally.
1152
00:51:15,207 --> 00:51:16,688
You know that by brushing yourself
teeth
1153
00:51:16,808 --> 00:51:17,850
like this,
for hours,
1154
00:51:17,970 --> 00:51:19,290
you will find yourself
just the gums showing.
1155
00:51:19,291 --> 00:51:21,532
- It's not hours,
it's 3.30 minutes.
1156
00:51:21,533 --> 00:51:22,934
- Yeah. Watch?
1157
00:51:23,055 --> 00:51:24,576
(laughing): No.
- Go ahead, show.
1158
00:51:24,577 --> 00:51:25,938
Ah, that's good, oh!
1159
00:51:26,058 --> 00:51:27,019
(laughing)
1160
00:51:27,139 --> 00:51:28,820
Ah, yes, no, well,
gums and everything, perfect.
1161
00:51:28,821 --> 00:51:30,581
Oh, but honestly,
it's very nice work.
1162
00:51:30,582 --> 00:51:31,944
- Hmm.
(kiss)
1163
00:51:32,064 --> 00:51:33,385
- Nice work!
(laughing)
1164
00:51:55,007 --> 00:51:57,209
- Say, I have a friend who does
a concert in a bar this evening.
1165
00:51:57,890 --> 00:51:59,411
I don't know if you have
want to come.
1166
00:52:00,852 --> 00:52:04,056
Afterwards, you don't feel obliged,
finally, since, finally,
all that, what.
1167
00:52:06,939 --> 00:52:08,219
- Do you want me to come?
1168
00:52:08,220 --> 00:52:09,141
- Hum-hum.
1169
00:52:09,501 --> 00:52:11,103
Well, I like it when
we are both, what.
1170
00:52:11,583 --> 00:52:13,504
Afterwards, finally, I'm afraid that
be painful for you, you see.
1171
00:52:13,505 --> 00:52:16,387
Finally, there will be
people, noise.
1172
00:52:16,388 --> 00:52:17,669
Conversations.
1173
00:52:18,149 --> 00:52:19,231
- It's a concert.
1174
00:52:19,351 --> 00:52:21,592
- Yes.
(small laugh)
1175
00:52:21,593 --> 00:52:23,835
Yes, it's a concert, really.
- Okay.
1176
00:52:23,835 --> 00:52:25,317
(distant laughter)
1177
00:52:26,398 --> 00:52:27,720
(phone notification)
1178
00:52:28,280 --> 00:52:30,282
(distant discussions)
1179
00:52:32,684 --> 00:52:34,246
(distant ringtones)
1180
00:52:46,899 --> 00:52:49,381
(muffled discussions)
1181
00:52:57,549 --> 00:52:59,231
(deep breath)
1182
00:53:05,397 --> 00:53:06,437
(moaning)
1183
00:53:06,438 --> 00:53:07,519
- Sorry, did I scare you?
1184
00:53:07,639 --> 00:53:08,799
But turn down the sound,
you hear nothing,
1185
00:53:08,800 --> 00:53:10,683
your phone is ringing.
(ring)
1186
00:53:11,804 --> 00:53:13,485
- I don't know who
that's it, I don't answer.
1187
00:53:13,925 --> 00:53:16,008
- Do you have a new style?
You're already ready
for the holidays.
1188
00:53:17,009 --> 00:53:19,051
- No, but it is necessary that
I'm telling you something
quite incredible.
1189
00:53:19,171 --> 00:53:21,452
- So, it's going to have to wait,
because I really am
in a rush,
1190
00:53:21,453 --> 00:53:23,054
and I continue
dates with Jeff.
1191
00:53:23,055 --> 00:53:24,336
Ah, and I will be able to come
boxing,
1192
00:53:24,456 --> 00:53:26,096
because I have to go
to the work mission.
1193
00:53:26,097 --> 00:53:27,058
Have you been there?
1194
00:53:27,419 --> 00:53:28,580
- Yes.
1195
00:53:29,662 --> 00:53:31,862
♪ My heart is bleeding ♪
1196
00:53:31,863 --> 00:53:34,345
- Wow!
♪ How tired I am ♪
1197
00:53:34,346 --> 00:53:36,708
♪ To cross the I love you ♪
1198
00:53:36,828 --> 00:53:39,672
-Johnny!
♪ To keep my smile ♪
1199
00:53:40,072 --> 00:53:42,633
♪ My heart is bleeding ♪
1200
00:53:42,634 --> 00:53:44,836
♪ At the bottom of the house ♪
1201
00:53:45,316 --> 00:53:47,679
- Wow!
♪ The pale early mornings ♪
1202
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:50,202
♪ Tears on my forehead ♪
1203
00:53:50,602 --> 00:53:52,203
(laughing)
1204
00:53:52,965 --> 00:53:54,165
- Fred, I'm going out.
1205
00:53:54,166 --> 00:53:55,446
- Wait, wait,
wait, wait.
- Hey, Fred.
1206
00:53:55,447 --> 00:53:56,688
- Oh, are you okay, Johnny?
1207
00:53:56,689 --> 00:53:58,289
- Yay!
- Are you doing well?
1208
00:53:58,290 --> 00:53:59,451
How are you?
- Are you okay, buddy?
1209
00:53:59,451 --> 00:54:00,532
- Yeah, very good,
I present to you Katia.
1210
00:54:00,652 --> 00:54:02,374
- Hello, Katia.
- Good morning.
1211
00:54:03,895 --> 00:54:06,658
- How are you?
Wasn't it too painful?
1212
00:54:07,619 --> 00:54:09,061
I saw you were wearing a helmet
throughout the concert.
1213
00:54:09,181 --> 00:54:10,782
(small laugh)
- Oh, no.
1214
00:54:10,902 --> 00:54:12,103
- You were listening to something else,
in fact.
1215
00:54:12,224 --> 00:54:14,706
- No, that's right,
This is to reduce noise.
1216
00:54:14,827 --> 00:54:16,988
- Ah, the noises,
you didn't like it, really.
1217
00:54:16,989 --> 00:54:18,590
- No, no.
(small laugh)
1218
00:54:19,071 --> 00:54:20,953
Not at all, no.
It's because...
1219
00:54:21,674 --> 00:54:23,876
it's because
I am autistic.
1220
00:54:24,837 --> 00:54:26,557
- Autistic?
- Yeah.
1221
00:54:26,558 --> 00:54:27,880
- But you don't have
You look autistic.
1222
00:54:29,522 --> 00:54:30,442
- Well, yes.
1223
00:54:32,805 --> 00:54:35,808
- Ah, you have Asperger's autism.
1224
00:54:35,928 --> 00:54:37,209
- Yes, that's it.
1225
00:54:37,329 --> 00:54:40,731
- Ah, as in, ah,
Doctor, Rain Man, and all.
1226
00:54:40,732 --> 00:54:42,975
Uh, the brother who does
sick stuff.
1227
00:54:43,095 --> 00:54:45,056
Copy the cards,
matches, all that.
1228
00:54:45,176 --> 00:54:46,978
But what are you,
your own thing?
1229
00:54:48,099 --> 00:54:49,341
- My thing?
1230
00:54:49,661 --> 00:54:51,702
No, nothing, well, I don't know.
1231
00:54:51,703 --> 00:54:53,464
- Damn, me, if I had
a girl who knew how to do a--
1232
00:54:53,465 --> 00:54:55,346
- Yeah, Johnny, we,
we gotta go, man.
- Eh?
1233
00:54:55,347 --> 00:54:57,027
- But it was a treat
to see you on stage.
1234
00:54:57,028 --> 00:54:59,031
Thank you,
and we call each other, my Johnny.
1235
00:54:59,151 --> 00:55:00,871
- Go ahead.
- Yeah, thanks, old man.
1236
00:55:00,872 --> 00:55:02,274
- Cool.
- Come on, everyone.
- Hello, Katie.
1237
00:55:06,197 --> 00:55:08,400
- At the same time, you may be
no need to swing
that like that.
1238
00:55:09,001 --> 00:55:10,522
- What, because he
Should I hide it?
1239
00:55:10,642 --> 00:55:12,363
- No, no, no, that's not it.
1240
00:55:13,565 --> 00:55:15,046
But it's just that no one
knows exactly what it is.
1241
00:55:15,047 --> 00:55:16,248
So...
1242
00:55:17,570 --> 00:55:19,170
- I'm going to make myself
fired from my job.
1243
00:55:19,171 --> 00:55:20,932
- But no, but they can
not fire you for that.
1244
00:55:21,052 --> 00:55:22,333
- But yes.
- And you told them?
1245
00:55:22,334 --> 00:55:23,694
- No, but there is
the social bridge.
1246
00:55:23,695 --> 00:55:25,136
If they find out, it's
sure I'm going to get fired.
1247
00:55:25,257 --> 00:55:26,338
- It is certain that
It’s not good, yes.
1248
00:55:26,458 --> 00:55:27,939
They can still use
the economic pretext.
1249
00:55:29,061 --> 00:55:31,503
Anyway, if you get fired,
1250
00:55:31,623 --> 00:55:33,625
you will always find
a position elsewhere.
1251
00:55:33,626 --> 00:55:34,905
- But no, you don't understand.
1252
00:55:34,906 --> 00:55:36,789
It's too complicated
for me to do this.
1253
00:55:37,108 --> 00:55:38,549
I don't know how to search.
1254
00:55:38,550 --> 00:55:40,111
I don't know how to sell myself.
1255
00:55:41,153 --> 00:55:43,274
If I found this job,
it's because it's Marie
who found it for me.
1256
00:55:43,275 --> 00:55:44,836
Me, I'm not
able to do that.
1257
00:55:44,956 --> 00:55:46,277
- Okay, okay.
- Yes, but you don't understand.
1258
00:55:46,278 --> 00:55:48,920
- Calm down. We'll find it, OK?
1259
00:55:50,602 --> 00:55:52,764
Then if you say nothing,
1260
00:55:53,405 --> 00:55:54,566
no one will notice.
1261
00:55:55,007 --> 00:55:56,167
Like until now.
1262
00:56:05,217 --> 00:56:06,819
(engine start)
1263
00:56:13,505 --> 00:56:15,227
(bell towers)
1264
00:56:16,308 --> 00:56:18,070
(bird calls)
1265
00:56:23,115 --> 00:56:25,477
(bell towers)
1266
00:56:26,558 --> 00:56:27,720
(belt click)
1267
00:56:31,964 --> 00:56:33,805
(metallic clicking sound)
1268
00:56:35,447 --> 00:56:36,688
(bird calls)
1269
00:56:40,251 --> 00:56:41,253
Hey.
1270
00:56:42,294 --> 00:56:43,415
I know you don't like
the surprises,
1271
00:56:43,535 --> 00:56:45,497
but welcome to my home.
1272
00:56:45,617 --> 00:56:46,658
Breathe in the good sea air.
1273
00:56:46,659 --> 00:56:48,260
You will see,
That’s all true.
1274
00:56:48,700 --> 00:56:50,821
- Uh, I don't know,
it wasn't planned.
1275
00:56:50,822 --> 00:56:53,545
- Hum-hum.
- Me, I have to
be back this evening.
1276
00:56:53,546 --> 00:56:55,747
I need to move forward...
- Yes, yes, we must,
it is necessary, it is necessary.
1277
00:56:55,748 --> 00:56:57,349
You have to take
time for us, above all.
1278
00:56:57,469 --> 00:56:58,829
You need to warm up.
1279
00:56:58,830 --> 00:56:59,992
Hold.
1280
00:57:00,872 --> 00:57:02,154
You have to kiss me.
1281
00:57:02,595 --> 00:57:03,875
(small laugh)
1282
00:57:06,038 --> 00:57:07,279
Then you have to follow me,
1283
00:57:07,399 --> 00:57:08,840
because I have another
surprise for you.
1284
00:57:09,201 --> 00:57:10,082
Come?
1285
00:57:15,407 --> 00:57:16,408
And there you have it.
1286
00:57:17,209 --> 00:57:18,330
It's my boat.
1287
00:57:25,538 --> 00:57:26,338
- Oh.
1288
00:57:27,939 --> 00:57:28,821
- Come on, come on.
1289
00:57:29,020 --> 00:57:30,262
Give me your hand.
1290
00:57:38,630 --> 00:57:39,631
- But he's ugly.
1291
00:57:40,232 --> 00:57:41,433
Well, I mean, he is,
1292
00:57:41,553 --> 00:57:42,954
finally, what,
you're not finished, what?
1293
00:57:42,955 --> 00:57:44,835
- No, but that's the point,
there is everything to do.
1294
00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:47,719
In addition, it floats,
and even better, you'll see.
1295
00:57:54,005 --> 00:57:55,927
(engine roar)
1296
00:57:59,451 --> 00:58:00,813
Do you want to take the helm?
- No.
1297
00:58:00,933 --> 00:58:02,294
- Come on, come on.
Well, come to my place.
1298
00:58:02,414 --> 00:58:03,816
- No. No, no, no, no.
- You don't want to?
1299
00:58:03,936 --> 00:58:05,537
- Thank you, I'll stay here.
(small laugh)
1300
00:58:06,699 --> 00:58:07,940
(laughing)
1301
00:58:11,983 --> 00:58:13,504
Oh, stop! Look there.
1302
00:58:13,505 --> 00:58:15,147
- I'm looking, but...
(laughing)
1303
00:58:19,951 --> 00:58:21,914
(seagull cries)
1304
00:58:23,475 --> 00:58:25,237
(engine roar)
1305
00:58:34,046 --> 00:58:36,408
(mechanical vibration)
1306
00:58:47,539 --> 00:58:49,021
Katie, are you okay?
1307
00:58:49,301 --> 00:58:51,543
(moans)
1308
00:58:53,065 --> 00:58:55,027
OK, I turn around, I
turn around, let's go back, okay?
1309
00:59:12,684 --> 00:59:14,927
(indistinct discussions)
(phone ringtones)
1310
00:59:18,129 --> 00:59:20,372
(indistinct discussions)
1311
00:59:26,658 --> 00:59:27,539
- Hello.
1312
00:59:27,899 --> 00:59:29,020
Did you have a good weekend?
1313
00:59:31,543 --> 00:59:33,104
(sigh)
Okay.
1314
00:59:34,467 --> 00:59:36,068
You wanted to talk to me
of something important,
last time.
1315
00:59:36,188 --> 00:59:38,030
- Yes, but I can't
no longer tell you.
1316
00:59:38,310 --> 00:59:39,631
(small laugh)
- Wow, absolutely.
1317
00:59:39,751 --> 00:59:41,392
- Hmm.
- Okay.
1318
00:59:41,393 --> 00:59:43,835
Well, I respect
your vow of silence.
1319
00:59:44,716 --> 00:59:46,718
(indistinct discussions)
1320
00:59:47,118 --> 00:59:49,160
(rock music)
1321
00:59:50,883 --> 00:59:52,083
(bell)
1322
00:59:53,645 --> 00:59:54,845
- Are you okay?
- Hi.
1323
00:59:54,846 --> 00:59:56,207
How are you?
1324
00:59:56,208 --> 00:59:57,089
You go?
1325
00:59:57,209 --> 00:59:57,890
(bell)
1326
00:59:58,010 --> 00:59:59,211
Hello, Mathias.
1327
00:59:59,651 --> 01:00:00,612
- Hello, you.
1328
01:00:00,732 --> 01:00:01,894
- You give me a beer,
please?
1329
01:00:02,014 --> 01:00:03,696
THANKS.
- Well, hello.
1330
01:00:04,616 --> 01:00:06,578
- Unlikely.
- Too funny.
- How are you?
1331
01:00:06,579 --> 01:00:08,259
- Well yeah, and you?
- Yeah.
1332
01:00:08,259 --> 01:00:09,900
Too weird.
What are you doing here?
1333
01:00:09,901 --> 01:00:12,023
- I'm with friends,
They live nearby.
1334
01:00:12,024 --> 01:00:13,225
- Okay.
- And you?
1335
01:00:13,345 --> 01:00:14,985
- Uh, this is my HQ.
1336
01:00:14,986 --> 01:00:16,308
- OK, well, see you
just now?
1337
01:00:16,428 --> 01:00:18,149
- Well, go ahead, everyone.
- So cool.
1338
01:00:18,830 --> 01:00:21,153
(rock music)
1339
01:00:36,168 --> 01:00:38,009
- We see each other a lot there.
- No, but it's destiny.
1340
01:00:38,010 --> 01:00:39,851
Me, I think that there is
something, you see, in the air.
1341
01:00:39,971 --> 01:00:41,692
Because every time, it's up to
aperitif time, anyway.
1342
01:00:41,693 --> 01:00:43,895
- Yeah.
- We are made to drink
shots together, you and me.
1343
01:00:43,896 --> 01:00:46,098
- Yeah.
That's very good.
- Yeah.
1344
01:00:46,218 --> 01:00:48,420
- See you later. Ciao.
- Everyone.
1345
01:00:48,620 --> 01:00:49,900
But yeah, yeah,
why not?
1346
01:00:49,901 --> 01:00:51,624
But it's still weird.
We don't see each other for 15 years,
1347
01:00:51,744 --> 01:00:53,305
and then, suddenly, it's...
- You followed me, actually.
1348
01:00:53,425 --> 01:00:54,746
- Of course.
- Hmm?
- I'm stalking you.
1349
01:00:54,747 --> 01:00:55,827
- You're a psychopath.
- Yeah, absolutely.
1350
01:00:55,947 --> 01:00:57,468
(interspersed words)
1351
01:00:57,469 --> 01:00:58,949
- Okay, guys,
I have bad news.
1352
01:00:58,950 --> 01:01:00,312
(laughs)
1353
01:01:00,432 --> 01:01:01,952
Mathias, he's closing the bar.
1354
01:01:01,953 --> 01:01:03,435
(expressions of disappointment)
1355
01:01:05,597 --> 01:01:06,518
- Hey.
- Yeah?
1356
01:01:07,038 --> 01:01:09,080
- What do you think, let's finish
the evening, like, both of you?
1357
01:01:14,526 --> 01:01:15,806
- Hello, Romy.
- Oh.
1358
01:01:15,807 --> 01:01:17,449
- Well, have a good evening,
everyone.
1359
01:01:17,570 --> 01:01:19,211
- Hi.
- See you tomorrow.
1360
01:01:21,934 --> 01:01:23,695
(urban rumor)
1361
01:01:24,336 --> 01:01:25,538
(notification)
1362
01:01:33,545 --> 01:01:34,386
(small laugh)
1363
01:01:37,669 --> 01:01:38,790
- How was your evening?
1364
01:01:38,910 --> 01:01:40,752
(vocal distortions)
1365
01:01:40,753 --> 01:01:42,754
Actually, I hear you
very bad there.
1366
01:01:42,874 --> 01:01:44,997
(Fred): Wait, wait,
I'm leaving the workshop here.
1367
01:01:45,677 --> 01:01:47,318
Aren't you in production, are you?
1368
01:01:47,319 --> 01:01:48,841
- No, I'm going back
work at home.
1369
01:01:49,401 --> 01:01:50,602
Their system crashed again.
1370
01:01:50,842 --> 01:01:51,963
- Okay.
1371
01:01:51,963 --> 01:01:53,644
And yes, yes, yes,
It was very nice last night.
1372
01:01:53,645 --> 01:01:55,247
And what did you do?
1373
01:01:55,367 --> 01:01:57,049
- I read a book
super interesting
1374
01:01:57,169 --> 01:01:58,930
on the relationship between
pain and autism.
1375
01:01:59,050 --> 01:02:01,052
And actually, it enlightened me
on lots of things.
1376
01:02:01,053 --> 01:02:03,014
I remembered
that when I was little,
1377
01:02:03,015 --> 01:02:04,415
I was totally
pulled out a tooth...
1378
01:02:04,416 --> 01:02:05,858
- Excuse me, Katia,
I cut you,
1379
01:02:05,978 --> 01:02:07,579
but in fact,
I'm saturated, there.
1380
01:02:07,859 --> 01:02:08,700
- Pardon?
1381
01:02:09,701 --> 01:02:11,103
- No, but we passed
of a kind of word
1382
01:02:11,223 --> 01:02:12,745
that we barely knew,
to live
1383
01:02:12,865 --> 01:02:14,706
in self-sufficiency
in autism, there. Finally...
1384
01:02:15,467 --> 01:02:16,548
Seriously, we can
talk about something else?
1385
01:02:17,149 --> 01:02:18,950
Well, I don't know, you said
that it wasn't going to change anything,
1386
01:02:18,951 --> 01:02:20,312
but in fact, it's...
1387
01:02:21,073 --> 01:02:22,314
it’s not simple.
1388
01:02:24,596 --> 01:02:25,517
Hello?
1389
01:02:28,120 --> 01:02:29,721
Katia, answer,
This is boring, seriously.
1390
01:02:29,841 --> 01:02:31,203
- I don't want to talk anymore.
1391
01:02:31,523 --> 01:02:32,724
I don't know what to say.
1392
01:02:33,565 --> 01:02:35,568
- Well, uh, that pisses me off.
Go ahead, we remember.
1393
01:02:46,858 --> 01:02:48,180
(sigh)
1394
01:03:01,514 --> 01:03:03,555
- No, no, no!
1395
01:03:06,599 --> 01:03:08,200
- I don't know how
it's possible.
1396
01:03:09,121 --> 01:03:10,402
We always put
a condom.
1397
01:03:10,522 --> 01:03:13,325
- No. Once, we
didn't put it on right away.
1398
01:03:13,726 --> 01:03:15,487
- Oh yes, okay, but it was
a long time ago, that.
1399
01:03:15,607 --> 01:03:17,609
- Two and a half months, exactly.
1400
01:03:17,729 --> 01:03:19,210
(sigh)
1401
01:03:19,211 --> 01:03:22,054
- It's been two months since you
your period, and you didn't tell me anything?
1402
01:03:22,854 --> 01:03:25,377
- I'm not regular.
I didn't realize it.
1403
01:03:25,497 --> 01:03:27,379
I had an appointment
to occupational medicine.
1404
01:03:27,899 --> 01:03:28,981
I was tired, they made me
a blood test.
1405
01:03:29,101 --> 01:03:30,220
(small laugh)
1406
01:03:30,221 --> 01:03:31,503
Well, what?
1407
01:03:37,069 --> 01:03:38,310
- So what do we do?
1408
01:03:39,591 --> 01:03:40,672
- What do you mean, “what do we do”?
1409
01:03:41,553 --> 01:03:43,796
I didn't even think that
you were going to ask me that question.
1410
01:03:46,157 --> 01:03:48,720
You always blame me
not being able to manage
our couple.
1411
01:03:48,721 --> 01:03:49,922
How do you want to integrate
a third person?
1412
01:03:50,042 --> 01:03:50,883
- I don't know.
1413
01:03:52,845 --> 01:03:55,327
Besides, someone just made me
a great job offer.
1414
01:03:55,887 --> 01:03:56,728
- Ah good?
1415
01:03:59,411 --> 01:04:00,452
Well, what is it?
1416
01:04:05,618 --> 01:04:08,379
- Well, he's a childhood friend
who recovers a carpentry,
1417
01:04:08,500 --> 01:04:09,741
and who offers me
that we join together.
1418
01:04:09,742 --> 01:04:11,063
- But it's great.
1419
01:04:11,983 --> 01:04:12,944
Where is it?
1420
01:04:14,386 --> 01:04:15,987
- Well, he's a childhood friend,
it’s in Conquet.
1421
01:04:18,750 --> 01:04:19,632
- Oh.
1422
01:04:23,715 --> 01:04:24,636
It's far.
1423
01:04:25,557 --> 01:04:27,638
- Afterwards, Katia, I have no
prestigious diploma like you.
1424
01:04:27,639 --> 01:04:28,920
Finally, I mean,
I don't have the baccalaureate.
1425
01:04:28,921 --> 01:04:30,442
A proposal like that,
I won't have two.
1426
01:04:31,683 --> 01:04:34,046
- But I have my job
here, I don't want to move.
1427
01:04:38,571 --> 01:04:39,812
- And for the baby?
1428
01:04:54,627 --> 01:04:55,907
(sigh)
1429
01:04:59,592 --> 01:05:01,033
- I believe that
I need to be alone.
1430
01:05:03,275 --> 01:05:04,476
- Me too.
1431
01:05:07,079 --> 01:05:08,641
(deep sigh)
1432
01:05:20,612 --> 01:05:22,334
(purrs)
1433
01:05:23,935 --> 01:05:25,136
(ding-dong!)
1434
01:05:27,139 --> 01:05:28,500
(sigh)
1435
01:05:31,903 --> 01:05:33,304
-Hello!
- Hello, my darling.
1436
01:05:33,305 --> 01:05:34,345
(small laugh)
1437
01:05:34,346 --> 01:05:36,027
Are you okay?
- How are you.
1438
01:05:36,027 --> 01:05:37,548
- Oh, that's nice
to see you.
1439
01:05:37,549 --> 01:05:38,510
- Yes.
1440
01:05:39,871 --> 01:05:41,393
Well, come back, come back,
returns. I'm closing.
1441
01:05:44,596 --> 01:05:45,397
- Hmm.
1442
01:05:46,198 --> 01:05:47,159
It's delicious.
1443
01:05:48,440 --> 01:05:49,562
And you don't eat?
1444
01:05:50,442 --> 01:05:51,643
- No, I'm not hungry.
1445
01:05:52,845 --> 01:05:55,887
- Well, I feel a little alone,
if you don't eat, but oh well.
1446
01:05:56,728 --> 01:05:57,890
If you're not hungry.
1447
01:06:00,492 --> 01:06:02,534
(sigh)
1448
01:06:03,295 --> 01:06:05,257
Good. Katia, what's wrong?
1449
01:06:06,579 --> 01:06:09,021
I am happy to come to you
see, and you, you're being angry.
1450
01:06:11,623 --> 01:06:13,104
- No, I have
two things to tell you,
1451
01:06:13,105 --> 01:06:14,386
but I don't know
which one to start.
1452
01:06:14,506 --> 01:06:16,148
- But you can
tell me everything, my darling.
1453
01:06:22,274 --> 01:06:24,236
- So, the first,
That’s because I’m autistic.
1454
01:06:24,676 --> 01:06:25,597
- Autistic?
1455
01:06:26,078 --> 01:06:27,279
(small laugh)
1456
01:06:28,801 --> 01:06:29,800
- But mom...
1457
01:06:29,801 --> 01:06:31,323
- Anything.
1458
01:06:31,763 --> 01:06:33,205
You can't be autistic.
1459
01:06:33,725 --> 01:06:35,286
You speak.
1460
01:06:35,287 --> 01:06:37,569
You don't hit yourself
head against the walls,
as far as I know.
1461
01:06:37,890 --> 01:06:39,410
It's not because you're a little
special
1462
01:06:39,411 --> 01:06:41,012
what does that make you
autistic, my darling.
1463
01:06:41,013 --> 01:06:43,094
(small laugh)
I know it feels good
1464
01:06:43,095 --> 01:06:44,936
not to act like
everyone, but still.
1465
01:06:46,258 --> 01:06:48,820
- I'm not looking at all
to stand out from others.
1466
01:06:49,621 --> 01:06:52,864
On the contrary, I spent all
my life to do like others.
1467
01:06:52,865 --> 01:06:54,186
- Are you seeing anyone?
1468
01:06:55,027 --> 01:06:56,187
- “Are you seeing anyone? »
1469
01:06:56,868 --> 01:06:58,150
- I'm talking to you about seeing your psychologist.
1470
01:06:58,270 --> 01:06:59,872
Do you keep seeing him?
- No.
1471
01:07:00,872 --> 01:07:01,993
- Maybe you should.
1472
01:07:01,994 --> 01:07:03,555
- No, but I
has it diagnosed.
1473
01:07:05,878 --> 01:07:06,918
- By whom?
1474
01:07:07,999 --> 01:07:10,282
- By a psychologist who is
autism specialist.
1475
01:07:10,843 --> 01:07:12,563
- It's not for nothing
let's decide
1476
01:07:12,564 --> 01:07:15,126
to go and consult
an autism specialist.
1477
01:07:15,687 --> 01:07:17,089
To believe that it is
what you wanted.
1478
01:07:17,810 --> 01:07:19,251
- But...
(clears throat)
1479
01:07:19,772 --> 01:07:21,172
I took tests.
1480
01:07:22,133 --> 01:07:24,937
And then, me too,
I know that’s it.
1481
01:07:25,497 --> 01:07:27,699
This is the first time
that everything speaks to me.
This is the first time--
1482
01:07:27,699 --> 01:07:30,462
- But no, you are not autistic.
Anything.
1483
01:07:30,582 --> 01:07:32,383
If you are autistic, then
everyone is.
1484
01:07:32,384 --> 01:07:34,065
It's the latest fashion,
is that it?
1485
01:07:34,546 --> 01:07:36,789
After vegan, flexi, autistic.
1486
01:07:37,469 --> 01:07:38,869
- Why are you angry?
1487
01:07:38,870 --> 01:07:40,392
- But because it's ridiculous.
1488
01:07:40,832 --> 01:07:43,355
You don't become autistic
at 35, anyway.
1489
01:07:44,036 --> 01:07:45,357
And then I would have noticed it.
1490
01:07:46,638 --> 01:07:47,839
(sigh)
1491
01:07:50,482 --> 01:07:52,164
What are you looking for,
actually?
1492
01:07:52,884 --> 01:07:54,485
To make me bear the guilt
1493
01:07:54,486 --> 01:07:56,248
for not having been a mother
attentive enough?
1494
01:07:56,368 --> 01:07:57,770
- But it's not
about you.
1495
01:07:58,570 --> 01:08:00,771
Finally, I
Don't blame me, Mom.
1496
01:08:00,772 --> 01:08:02,293
Nobody blames you for anything.
1497
01:08:02,294 --> 01:08:03,975
I'm just telling you what is.
1498
01:08:03,976 --> 01:08:07,059
It's not because you don't want to
that I am autistic that
I'm not!
1499
01:08:08,420 --> 01:08:09,821
- Well, I don't understand.
1500
01:08:10,302 --> 01:08:13,424
I don't understand, but I
the impression that nothing
never goes.
1501
01:08:13,425 --> 01:08:14,986
- But yes, but yes.
1502
01:08:15,307 --> 01:08:16,628
(sigh)
1503
01:08:17,669 --> 01:08:19,632
- Don't imagine that
was easy for me, huh.
1504
01:08:21,073 --> 01:08:23,514
Constantly hearing yourself say:
"Your daughter doesn't speak
not enough. »
1505
01:08:23,515 --> 01:08:25,677
“Your daughter is too shy.”
1506
01:08:25,678 --> 01:08:27,960
And I was alone. It's not
your father who helped me.
1507
01:08:28,480 --> 01:08:30,121
So him, to be
in his bubble...
1508
01:08:30,122 --> 01:08:31,603
(dull shock)
(crying)
1509
01:08:32,244 --> 01:08:33,085
And there you have it.
1510
01:08:34,046 --> 01:08:35,166
Always the same thing.
1511
01:08:35,287 --> 01:08:37,730
You end the conversation
when it suits you.
1512
01:08:37,970 --> 01:08:38,890
(sigh)
1513
01:08:39,010 --> 01:08:40,052
(crying)
1514
01:08:40,893 --> 01:08:43,414
But Katia, my darling, we are talking.
1515
01:08:43,415 --> 01:08:44,616
We're just talking.
1516
01:08:44,617 --> 01:08:46,017
- Leave me!
(crying)
1517
01:08:49,541 --> 01:08:51,023
- Okay, listen,
believe what you want,
1518
01:08:51,143 --> 01:08:52,384
but for me,
you're not autistic.
1519
01:08:55,147 --> 01:08:56,628
(moaning)
1520
01:08:58,631 --> 01:09:00,072
(deep breath)
1521
01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:09,482
(sigh)
1522
01:09:09,761 --> 01:09:10,563
Katie.
1523
01:09:10,963 --> 01:09:12,644
You shouldn't tell me
two things last night?
1524
01:09:14,126 --> 01:09:15,367
What is the second one?
1525
01:09:19,251 --> 01:09:20,132
Good.
1526
01:09:21,093 --> 01:09:22,574
Well, I think he
I better go home.
1527
01:09:32,665 --> 01:09:35,026
(melancholy music)
1528
01:09:39,030 --> 01:09:40,352
(door closing)
1529
01:09:40,993 --> 01:09:42,314
(sigh)
1530
01:09:51,163 --> 01:09:53,845
(♪)
1531
01:10:04,897 --> 01:10:06,819
(indistinct discussions)
1532
01:10:13,745 --> 01:10:14,706
- I just got fired.
1533
01:10:14,827 --> 01:10:16,708
(expressions of surprise)
- Wait, what?
1534
01:10:16,828 --> 01:10:18,310
You?
- Well, yes.
1535
01:10:18,951 --> 01:10:20,152
- But you are here
for 15 years.
1536
01:10:20,272 --> 01:10:21,633
You are part of the walls.
1537
01:10:22,515 --> 01:10:25,077
- In addition,
they are trying to trick me
on the starting conditions.
1538
01:10:25,397 --> 01:10:26,677
(Marie): Have you seen Jeff?
1539
01:10:26,678 --> 01:10:27,840
(Julien): What
you want him to do?
1540
01:10:27,960 --> 01:10:30,042
Either way, he obeys
to orders, very wisely.
1541
01:10:30,682 --> 01:10:32,443
(Marie): Honestly,
it's disgusting.
1542
01:10:32,444 --> 01:10:34,366
No, but we have to make a
thing. Don't you agree, Katia?
1543
01:10:35,527 --> 01:10:37,970
(crying)
1544
01:10:39,251 --> 01:10:40,092
(door opening)
1545
01:10:40,532 --> 01:10:41,373
- Ah, I was looking for you.
1546
01:10:42,654 --> 01:10:44,536
- Julien, it’s atrocious.
1547
01:10:44,656 --> 01:10:46,218
- Well, what I see,
you already know.
1548
01:10:47,379 --> 01:10:48,699
I too am disgusted.
1549
01:10:48,700 --> 01:10:50,542
Eh?
But that's how it is.
1550
01:10:50,663 --> 01:10:53,584
So, you only put yourself
on European reforms,
1551
01:10:53,585 --> 01:10:54,867
and then you leave
fall autism, OK?
1552
01:10:56,508 --> 01:10:58,350
- But no, not autism.
It's almost over.
1553
01:10:58,470 --> 01:11:00,151
- Well, that's how it is.
I did
an overview,
1554
01:11:00,272 --> 01:11:01,514
person
wants to return to the subject.
1555
01:11:01,634 --> 01:11:03,635
Eh, already the broadcaster
Wasn't super hot.
1556
01:11:03,755 --> 01:11:05,758
It's dead, okay?
(tears)
1557
01:11:06,959 --> 01:11:08,761
Well, listen, I wanted
talk to you about something else,
1558
01:11:08,881 --> 01:11:10,242
but I think it's
really not the time.
1559
01:11:10,362 --> 01:11:11,643
Are you coming to see me tomorrow?
1560
01:11:11,883 --> 01:11:12,804
(tears)
1561
01:11:14,846 --> 01:11:16,008
(sigh)
1562
01:11:18,531 --> 01:11:20,331
(urban rumor)
1563
01:11:33,425 --> 01:11:34,226
- Heh.
1564
01:11:34,747 --> 01:11:35,587
- Heh.
1565
01:11:35,707 --> 01:11:36,988
- I tried to
call you several times.
1566
01:11:37,750 --> 01:11:39,230
But you didn't answer, so...
1567
01:11:39,231 --> 01:11:40,312
(buzzer)
1568
01:11:40,432 --> 01:11:41,913
...I came, what.
Wait, wait.
1569
01:11:45,917 --> 01:11:47,079
I thought a lot.
1570
01:11:47,760 --> 01:11:49,321
And I think we need to
let's keep this child.
1571
01:11:49,842 --> 01:11:50,883
In fact, it's more
important than work.
1572
01:11:51,003 --> 01:11:51,884
It's more important
than Conquet.
1573
01:11:52,004 --> 01:11:54,124
- What? No.
- Yes.
- Non.
1574
01:11:54,125 --> 01:11:55,888
- In fact, we need to change
things, but between us.
1575
01:11:56,008 --> 01:11:57,770
In fact, we have to be
no longer together, Katia.
1576
01:11:57,890 --> 01:11:59,531
- No.
- Yes.
- No, Fred.
1577
01:11:59,651 --> 01:12:01,012
What if he is autistic?
1578
01:12:02,855 --> 01:12:05,337
There is a huge factor
genetics in autism.
1579
01:12:08,300 --> 01:12:10,462
Anyway, I already took
appointment for abortion.
1580
01:12:11,583 --> 01:12:12,464
- What?
1581
01:12:19,912 --> 01:12:21,834
But we could talk together
of these things, right?
1582
01:12:21,954 --> 01:12:22,954
There are two of us.
1583
01:12:25,197 --> 01:12:27,077
Damn, but actually,
you really don't give a damn
1584
01:12:27,078 --> 01:12:28,399
of what I think,
me, eh.
1585
01:12:28,400 --> 01:12:29,642
- But no.
- Yes, when I think
1586
01:12:29,762 --> 01:12:31,243
what I was doing
fucking concessions,
1587
01:12:31,363 --> 01:12:33,045
to stay here with you,
but what an idiot!
1588
01:12:33,165 --> 01:12:34,406
But what an idiot!
1589
01:12:34,806 --> 01:12:35,968
No, but you know what?
1590
01:12:36,448 --> 01:12:38,170
Live your life alone,
if that's what you want.
1591
01:12:40,492 --> 01:12:41,773
(door opening)
1592
01:12:43,295 --> 01:12:45,056
(panicked screams)
1593
01:12:47,979 --> 01:12:49,541
(sobs)
1594
01:12:57,549 --> 01:12:58,830
(laughs)
1595
01:12:59,431 --> 01:13:01,313
(indistinct discussions)
1596
01:13:03,595 --> 01:13:04,876
- Okay.
- Oh, great.
1597
01:13:06,598 --> 01:13:07,519
Ah, you're a savior.
1598
01:13:07,639 --> 01:13:08,761
(small laugh)
1599
01:13:09,722 --> 01:13:11,643
(keyboard clicking)
1600
01:13:19,331 --> 01:13:21,814
(scary music)
1601
01:13:29,221 --> 01:13:30,382
(sigh)
1602
01:13:36,988 --> 01:13:38,951
(♪)
1603
01:13:42,675 --> 01:13:44,556
(chirps)
1604
01:13:50,803 --> 01:13:52,965
(ominous music)
1605
01:13:53,605 --> 01:13:54,966
(meows)
1606
01:14:00,732 --> 01:14:01,453
(intriguing music)
1607
01:14:01,573 --> 01:14:02,814
(meow)
1608
01:14:19,551 --> 01:14:20,432
(ding!)
1609
01:14:23,435 --> 01:14:24,676
(sigh)
1610
01:14:27,119 --> 01:14:28,320
(tone)
1611
01:14:29,401 --> 01:14:32,363
(messaging): You have
11 new messages.
(beep)
1612
01:14:32,364 --> 01:14:34,485
(Marie): Katia, it’s Marie.
I haven't seen you today,
do you remind me?
1613
01:14:34,486 --> 01:14:36,327
(beep)
(mail): Received Tuesday.
1614
01:14:36,328 --> 01:14:38,330
(beep)
(Jeff): Katia, it's Jeff.
You didn't come hi--
1615
01:14:38,450 --> 01:14:40,251
(beep)
(mail): Message deleted.
1616
01:14:40,372 --> 01:14:42,133
(Marie): Hi, Katia,
It's me again, Ma--
1617
01:14:42,134 --> 01:14:43,454
(beep)
(mail): Received Thursday.
1618
01:14:43,455 --> 01:14:44,856
(Jeff): Katia, rap--
(mail): Message deleted.
1619
01:14:44,857 --> 01:14:46,217
(Marie): Well, listen,
I'm starting to worry.
It makes--
1620
01:14:46,218 --> 01:14:47,539
(beep)
It's me again.
Damn, you make me fli--
1621
01:14:47,659 --> 01:14:48,820
(beep)
(mail): Message deleted.
1622
01:14:54,186 --> 01:14:56,788
(heavy music)
1623
01:14:59,391 --> 01:15:01,514
(urban rumor)
1624
01:15:13,165 --> 01:15:14,125
- Hello, Katia.
1625
01:15:14,126 --> 01:15:15,047
- Hi.
1626
01:15:15,447 --> 01:15:16,729
- I'm happy
that you could come.
1627
01:15:16,849 --> 01:15:18,130
Is it OK if we speak informally?
1628
01:15:18,490 --> 01:15:19,892
- Um, yes. Yes.
1629
01:15:20,012 --> 01:15:20,892
- Are you coming?
1630
01:15:21,773 --> 01:15:22,895
- Listen, uh...
1631
01:15:23,775 --> 01:15:25,497
I'm not sure
to stay for a very long time.
1632
01:15:26,097 --> 01:15:28,099
- You stay as long as you
want. You leave whenever you want.
1633
01:15:28,100 --> 01:15:29,541
There is no obligation.
1634
01:15:30,462 --> 01:15:31,463
(sigh)
1635
01:15:31,903 --> 01:15:32,905
- Okay.
1636
01:15:36,548 --> 01:15:38,270
- This is Katia.
1637
01:15:38,390 --> 01:15:39,391
- Hello, Katia.
1638
01:15:39,511 --> 01:15:40,392
- Hello, Katie.
- Hi.
1639
01:15:40,512 --> 01:15:41,552
- It's the first time
that she is coming.
1640
01:15:41,553 --> 01:15:42,915
You can sit there.
- Okay.
1641
01:15:44,556 --> 01:15:45,877
- Welcome.
1642
01:15:46,718 --> 01:15:48,199
You know
a bit of the principle.
1643
01:15:48,760 --> 01:15:50,882
Here we speak without
judgment, without filter.
1644
01:15:50,883 --> 01:15:52,603
(ring!)
None...
1645
01:15:52,604 --> 01:15:54,326
Puree.
- Oh, sorry.
1646
01:15:54,647 --> 01:15:56,088
Sorry, sorry.
(ring!)
1647
01:15:56,368 --> 01:15:57,249
Sorry.
1648
01:15:59,651 --> 01:16:00,652
- Who is it?
1649
01:16:00,772 --> 01:16:01,894
- Um, it was Marie.
1650
01:16:02,014 --> 01:16:03,334
She's a work colleague.
1651
01:16:03,335 --> 01:16:04,575
- No, no, no. There, there.
1652
01:16:04,576 --> 01:16:05,737
- Ah, on the wallpaper?
1653
01:16:05,738 --> 01:16:07,099
- Yes.
- It's Fred.
1654
01:16:07,219 --> 01:16:08,619
He's my boyfriend.
1655
01:16:08,620 --> 01:16:11,303
Finally, it was.
Finally, it's complicated.
1656
01:16:11,743 --> 01:16:13,105
- Well, somewhere, you know,
1657
01:16:13,225 --> 01:16:14,625
with us, it's rarely
simple, I think.
1658
01:16:14,626 --> 01:16:16,869
- It's complicated for
those that are complicated.
1659
01:16:17,349 --> 01:16:19,470
- It's not complicated
to be simple,
1660
01:16:19,471 --> 01:16:21,193
but it is often
simple to be complicated.
1661
01:16:21,313 --> 01:16:22,834
(laughing)
1662
01:16:24,876 --> 01:16:26,038
- There are several subjects,
so, today,
1663
01:16:26,158 --> 01:16:27,799
that we wanted
to tackle together.
1664
01:16:28,360 --> 01:16:31,041
And I thought we could
start with the subject
of employment.
1665
01:16:31,042 --> 01:16:32,644
That we perhaps mention
the arrangements.
1666
01:16:32,764 --> 01:16:34,925
Was it easy,
for you to get some?
1667
01:16:34,926 --> 01:16:36,808
Or not?
Or is it
a negotiation?
1668
01:16:38,691 --> 01:16:39,932
- See you soon.
- See you soon.
1669
01:16:40,052 --> 01:16:41,533
- Hello, see you soon.
- See you later.
1670
01:16:41,653 --> 01:16:43,014
- Hi.
- Hi.
1671
01:16:43,375 --> 01:16:45,297
- We are in the process
to prepare for a meeting,
1672
01:16:45,417 --> 01:16:47,818
with the advisor
of the minister responsible
disabled people.
1673
01:16:47,819 --> 01:16:49,701
So, it's super
important that they understand
1674
01:16:49,702 --> 01:16:51,342
that beyond the lack
financial means,
1675
01:16:51,343 --> 01:16:53,424
there is also a lack of
visibility and information.
1676
01:16:53,425 --> 01:16:56,107
What keeps people
autistic people on the margins of society.
1677
01:16:56,108 --> 01:16:57,989
So, we are looking
recent documentation.
1678
01:16:58,109 --> 01:16:59,991
And that's why I
I asked where was
1679
01:16:59,992 --> 01:17:01,153
the documentary on
which one did you work for?
1680
01:17:01,673 --> 01:17:04,316
- Uh, oh my, uh,
it's not finished at all.
1681
01:17:05,236 --> 01:17:07,639
Finally, it is even
completely stopped.
1682
01:17:08,119 --> 01:17:09,602
It's a shame, moreover,
because there are plenty of moments
1683
01:17:09,722 --> 01:17:11,402
very accomplished and exciting.
1684
01:17:11,403 --> 01:17:12,843
- And is there
would have means,
1685
01:17:12,844 --> 01:17:14,165
perhaps, not to recover
what those moments?
1686
01:17:14,846 --> 01:17:16,288
- I can ask
to the director.
1687
01:17:16,408 --> 01:17:17,690
- Yes.
- Mom?
- Yes?
1688
01:17:17,810 --> 01:17:19,089
- Can I go?
join Lili outside?
1689
01:17:19,090 --> 01:17:20,652
She's right there, there.
- Yes, it works.
1690
01:17:20,772 --> 01:17:23,534
But you stick around.
And you come back in an hour,
at the latest.
1691
01:17:23,535 --> 01:17:24,697
- Yes, yes, don't worry.
1692
01:17:26,818 --> 01:17:27,899
- Is that your daughter?
1693
01:17:28,019 --> 01:17:29,301
- Yeah, she's the eldest.
1694
01:17:29,421 --> 01:17:31,663
She sometimes accompanies me
at the association on Wednesday afternoon.
1695
01:17:34,386 --> 01:17:35,867
You hold me
know about the doc?
1696
01:17:36,789 --> 01:17:38,590
- Yes. Yes yes.
- Okay. Cool.
1697
01:17:38,591 --> 01:17:39,590
- Yeah.
- See you soon.
1698
01:17:39,591 --> 01:17:41,113
- See you soon. THANKS.
1699
01:17:46,318 --> 01:17:47,880
(indistinct discussion)
1700
01:17:48,480 --> 01:17:49,281
- Hey, are you okay?
1701
01:17:49,401 --> 01:17:50,602
- Hi.
- Hi.
1702
01:17:50,722 --> 01:17:51,723
- I'm coming.
1703
01:17:51,723 --> 01:17:52,964
- Is Fred there?
1704
01:17:52,965 --> 01:17:54,125
- But no, he's not there.
1705
01:17:55,527 --> 01:17:56,327
- Oh yes.
1706
01:17:56,328 --> 01:17:57,530
- I thought that
you knew about it.
1707
01:17:58,050 --> 01:17:59,091
It took three days.
1708
01:17:59,491 --> 01:18:01,813
He left for Conquet
to prepare its layout.
1709
01:18:02,414 --> 01:18:03,615
- Oh yes.
1710
01:18:04,296 --> 01:18:05,858
- It's still a
sick opportunity, eh.
1711
01:18:06,338 --> 01:18:08,740
Do you imagine that it will become
head of his own business?
1712
01:18:09,181 --> 01:18:10,902
He's seriously lucky.
1713
01:18:11,583 --> 01:18:12,984
Okay, I'm going. See you later.
1714
01:18:12,985 --> 01:18:14,427
- See you later.
1715
01:18:16,107 --> 01:18:17,549
(heavy music)
1716
01:18:26,198 --> 01:18:27,880
(purring)
1717
01:18:31,563 --> 01:18:33,725
(♪)
1718
01:18:44,816 --> 01:18:45,817
(sigh)
1719
01:18:45,818 --> 01:18:47,098
(knock-knock!)
1720
01:18:48,540 --> 01:18:50,222
(approaching steps)
1721
01:18:56,548 --> 01:18:57,749
But what are you doing here?
1722
01:18:58,631 --> 01:18:59,911
- It's mostly you,
how are you?
1723
01:19:00,031 --> 01:19:00,992
I was super worried.
1724
01:19:01,874 --> 01:19:03,234
You got us used to two,
three days of absence,
1725
01:19:03,235 --> 01:19:04,396
but rarely anymore.
1726
01:19:05,797 --> 01:19:06,678
How are you?
1727
01:19:10,082 --> 01:19:11,363
- It depends on what.
1728
01:19:14,846 --> 01:19:15,648
- Dark chocolate.
1729
01:19:15,768 --> 01:19:16,807
(small laugh)
1730
01:19:16,808 --> 01:19:17,930
Are you letting me in?
1731
01:19:20,372 --> 01:19:21,533
- Yes.
1732
01:19:34,666 --> 01:19:36,267
(Marie): Why do you
don't come to production anymore?
1733
01:19:37,789 --> 01:19:39,231
- Because I
got fired.
1734
01:19:39,792 --> 01:19:40,832
- What?
1735
01:19:41,474 --> 01:19:42,594
Since when? Who told you that?
1736
01:19:43,235 --> 01:19:44,876
- Nobody but Jeff
wanted to talk to me.
1737
01:19:44,877 --> 01:19:46,598
There is someone who is
came to replace me.
1738
01:19:47,079 --> 01:19:48,720
- Well, I think I would be
the first to know
1739
01:19:48,721 --> 01:19:50,082
if there was someone
else in front of me.
1740
01:19:51,843 --> 01:19:53,325
- It was a girl
with blue hair.
1741
01:19:54,927 --> 01:19:56,167
- Oh, her?
1742
01:19:56,768 --> 01:19:57,728
(small laugh)
1743
01:19:57,729 --> 01:19:59,091
She's the IT girl.
1744
01:20:00,412 --> 01:20:02,534
They finally decided to
take care of the internal network.
1745
01:20:04,456 --> 01:20:05,657
And you know what? That works.
1746
01:20:06,218 --> 01:20:07,899
- Okay, okay, too bad.
(sigh)
1747
01:20:07,899 --> 01:20:09,341
- Ah but no, not “too bad”.
1748
01:20:09,862 --> 01:20:11,142
Monday, you're going to see Jeff.
1749
01:20:11,583 --> 01:20:13,104
- Oh no. I can't.
1750
01:20:13,105 --> 01:20:14,386
- Ah, yes, you can.
1751
01:20:15,307 --> 01:20:16,708
(ding!)
1752
01:20:20,112 --> 01:20:21,712
- I just read your email.
1753
01:20:21,713 --> 01:20:23,715
- Yes, Julien is sorry,
he is in the middle of a dispute
with the box.
1754
01:20:23,715 --> 01:20:25,557
He is negotiating
its conditions of return,
1755
01:20:25,678 --> 01:20:28,039
so it's complicated for him
to take a wrong step.
1756
01:20:28,360 --> 01:20:29,241
- I understand.
1757
01:20:29,361 --> 01:20:31,003
- Hmm.
- I'm sorry to insist,
1758
01:20:31,123 --> 01:20:32,363
but it’s true that
it's a shame
1759
01:20:32,364 --> 01:20:34,325
that all this matter
remains at the bottom of a drawer,
1760
01:20:34,326 --> 01:20:36,048
while it could
be so useful to us.
1761
01:20:37,569 --> 01:20:39,571
(intriguing music)
1762
01:20:41,893 --> 01:20:43,535
(whispers)
1763
01:20:51,744 --> 01:20:53,024
- The crisis has not
knew how to be managed.
1764
01:20:53,145 --> 01:20:55,787
And so, suddenly,
a dropout was,
1765
01:20:55,907 --> 01:20:59,031
was spoken by
National Education.
1766
01:20:59,151 --> 01:21:01,153
(man): France has been
convicted several times
1767
01:21:01,273 --> 01:21:03,714
by the Council of Europe,
for discrimination
1768
01:21:03,715 --> 01:21:05,556
with regard
autistic people.
1769
01:21:05,557 --> 01:21:07,679
(woman): Besides,
we have a lot of trouble having
1770
01:21:07,680 --> 01:21:10,601
recent figures
and precise, in particular,
1771
01:21:10,602 --> 01:21:12,243
the employment rate
autistic people
in France.
1772
01:21:12,243 --> 01:21:14,807
(man): ...trouble
on the autism spectrum would be
of one French person in a hundred.
1773
01:21:14,927 --> 01:21:16,608
That's around 700,000 people.
1774
01:21:16,609 --> 01:21:18,169
(woman): Recent studies
showed that there was
1775
01:21:18,170 --> 01:21:19,451
many more people
non-binary and trans
1776
01:21:19,571 --> 01:21:21,892
among people who are
on the autism spectrum.
1777
01:21:21,893 --> 01:21:24,415
(woman): ...that we report
autistic people are still
psychiatric hospital,
1778
01:21:24,416 --> 01:21:26,337
because establishments
specialized have
1779
01:21:26,338 --> 01:21:27,859
waiting lists
endless,
1780
01:21:27,860 --> 01:21:29,662
which delay the setting
in charge, and prevent...
1781
01:21:30,182 --> 01:21:32,264
(keyboard clicking)
1782
01:21:36,068 --> 01:21:38,310
(intriguing music)
1783
01:21:42,474 --> 01:21:43,835
(knock-knock!)
1784
01:21:50,202 --> 01:21:51,802
- Listen, I'm sorry,
it was a misunderstanding.
1785
01:21:51,803 --> 01:21:53,885
- Yes, Marie warned me
for your misunderstanding.
1786
01:21:54,686 --> 01:21:56,328
How could you think
that you were fired?
1787
01:21:57,169 --> 01:21:58,210
Did I tell you about it?
1788
01:21:58,851 --> 01:22:01,893
You got a registered letter
who informed you of this?
1789
01:22:01,894 --> 01:22:03,095
- No.
1790
01:22:03,375 --> 01:22:03,895
- Well no.
1791
01:22:04,015 --> 01:22:04,897
- But no.
1792
01:22:05,017 --> 01:22:06,498
- How did it come to you?
1793
01:22:07,059 --> 01:22:08,739
- That's what
you wanted to talk to me.
1794
01:22:08,740 --> 01:22:10,741
- So, you think that every
every time I want to talk to you,
are you fired?
1795
01:22:10,742 --> 01:22:12,664
(small laugh)
It's going to be complicated, huh?
1796
01:22:13,785 --> 01:22:15,187
In addition,
it was about work.
1797
01:22:16,308 --> 01:22:18,189
You see, Katia, it's not
possible to leave like that,
1798
01:22:18,190 --> 01:22:19,671
for how long?
Eight days.
1799
01:22:19,992 --> 01:22:21,473
That doesn't exist.
1800
01:22:22,755 --> 01:22:25,596
Okay, I got a call
of the Ministry of Solidarity,
1801
01:22:25,597 --> 01:22:27,719
autonomy and
disabled people.
1802
01:22:27,720 --> 01:22:30,603
And they asked me:
“Can we use
Julien's report? »
1803
01:22:30,922 --> 01:22:32,043
Does that mean anything to you?
1804
01:22:32,043 --> 01:22:34,566
- Yes. No. So, that,
it's just because,
1805
01:22:34,686 --> 01:22:36,807
it was in relation
to meet with
advise him this weekend,
1806
01:22:36,808 --> 01:22:38,129
it was very important.
1807
01:22:38,130 --> 01:22:40,131
But it's just
pieces of the report,
1808
01:22:40,251 --> 01:22:41,692
and Julien,
he doesn't know about it.
1809
01:22:41,693 --> 01:22:44,616
- Ah, so it's you
who throws pieces
1810
01:22:44,617 --> 01:22:46,578
of a film which is
not supposed to exist.
1811
01:22:46,698 --> 01:22:48,260
(small laugh)
1812
01:22:48,380 --> 01:22:50,062
Don't worry about bullshit, eh.
1813
01:22:51,303 --> 01:22:53,024
So I called the big guy
boss to have authorization,
1814
01:22:53,145 --> 01:22:55,147
and then, as if by miracle,
Come on, quickly, quickly, quickly!
1815
01:22:55,267 --> 01:22:56,667
Julien must
finish the film.
1816
01:22:56,668 --> 01:22:57,628
Eh?
1817
01:22:57,629 --> 01:22:58,590
No.
1818
01:22:58,710 --> 01:22:59,951
He always gets fired,
but at least
1819
01:22:59,952 --> 01:23:01,233
he will leave with
the conditions he wanted.
1820
01:23:01,353 --> 01:23:04,475
But you see, Katia, you
do that again, there,
1821
01:23:04,476 --> 01:23:06,438
don't you dare put it back
feet here, eh.
1822
01:23:07,559 --> 01:23:09,200
And then I took you away
eight days, because I had to
1823
01:23:09,201 --> 01:23:10,642
hire a freelancer
to finish on Europe.
1824
01:23:11,403 --> 01:23:12,724
Come on, it's okay.
1825
01:23:17,249 --> 01:23:18,170
- Oh yes.
1826
01:23:22,294 --> 01:23:24,256
No, actually.
- Yes?
1827
01:23:24,376 --> 01:23:26,338
- There is something
that I need to tell you.
1828
01:23:28,260 --> 01:23:29,701
I am autistic.
1829
01:23:31,903 --> 01:23:32,905
- Are you autistic?
1830
01:23:34,106 --> 01:23:35,227
- Well, yes.
1831
01:23:35,627 --> 01:23:36,508
- Okay.
1832
01:23:37,389 --> 01:23:38,591
- Okay, okay, I'm fired.
1833
01:23:39,631 --> 01:23:42,194
- Well no, but, uh, by
against, what does that change?
1834
01:23:42,675 --> 01:23:44,355
- In fact, it only changes
for me,
1835
01:23:44,355 --> 01:23:45,916
it's more difficult
to work
1836
01:23:45,917 --> 01:23:47,640
in open space than the others,
1837
01:23:47,760 --> 01:23:49,760
because I am
very sensitive to noise,
1838
01:23:49,761 --> 01:23:51,723
and the environment
around me.
1839
01:23:52,203 --> 01:23:54,606
So it would be easier
if I worked more
from my house.
1840
01:23:55,728 --> 01:23:57,729
Well, if it were possible.
1841
01:23:59,211 --> 01:24:00,933
- If I have
understood your request,
1842
01:24:02,934 --> 01:24:04,135
do you attend meetings?
1843
01:24:04,416 --> 01:24:05,337
- Yes.
1844
01:24:05,978 --> 01:24:07,339
- Will you free up a position for us?
1845
01:24:07,940 --> 01:24:09,381
And then, at the same time,
1846
01:24:09,501 --> 01:24:11,503
for us, it allows us to increase
1847
01:24:11,623 --> 01:24:13,866
our rate
disabled workers.
1848
01:24:15,467 --> 01:24:16,948
No, I'm kidding.
1849
01:24:18,430 --> 01:24:19,912
But actually, no,
not so much.
1850
01:24:21,073 --> 01:24:22,474
Okay, that's OK.
1851
01:24:24,916 --> 01:24:27,439
(indistinct discussions)
1852
01:24:33,925 --> 01:24:35,968
(expressions of joy)
1853
01:24:40,773 --> 01:24:42,014
- It's the 92nd.
1854
01:24:42,134 --> 01:24:43,454
The coach was able to return.
1855
01:24:43,455 --> 01:24:45,136
First ball,
he makes a back pass,
1856
01:24:45,137 --> 01:24:46,418
he scores against his side.
(laughing)
1857
01:24:49,381 --> 01:24:51,343
Ah, damn, Fred, you're badass.
1858
01:24:51,744 --> 01:24:52,824
- How are you.
1859
01:24:52,825 --> 01:24:54,666
- But no, it's not okay.
You're ruining our evening now.
1860
01:24:55,827 --> 01:24:57,228
I told you that
you made the right choice.
1861
01:24:57,229 --> 01:24:59,430
You go to the city
of your dreams, do the job
of your dreams.
1862
01:24:59,431 --> 01:25:01,312
You realize that
you won't have a boss?
1863
01:25:01,313 --> 01:25:02,394
- I know, yeah.
1864
01:25:02,514 --> 01:25:03,635
- But yes.
1865
01:25:05,917 --> 01:25:06,758
Hmm.
1866
01:25:07,599 --> 01:25:09,241
And what's more, frankly,
it's not against her,
1867
01:25:09,681 --> 01:25:11,923
but Katia, damn,
it's always complicated.
1868
01:25:11,924 --> 01:25:13,045
(ding!)
1869
01:25:13,165 --> 01:25:14,206
(Fred): I know too.
1870
01:25:15,006 --> 01:25:17,248
- But I tell you,
once you get there,
you will see,
1871
01:25:17,249 --> 01:25:19,370
you are going to meet
of a coquettish coquette...
1872
01:25:19,371 --> 01:25:22,693
(laughing)
- “Height chart”.
- Ah, Conquetoise, yes.
1873
01:25:22,694 --> 01:25:24,775
Of a coquettish coquette.
1874
01:25:24,776 --> 01:25:27,099
To whom you will fill
little conquetois.
1875
01:25:27,419 --> 01:25:29,061
(laughing)
1876
01:25:29,662 --> 01:25:31,263
- If you say so, yeah.
- I tell you.
1877
01:25:31,383 --> 01:25:32,504
- Yes, I'll stop,
I'm ruining the evening.
1878
01:25:32,624 --> 01:25:34,026
Come on, ciao.
1879
01:25:34,467 --> 01:25:36,067
- Aren't you going to come home now?
- Yes, yes.
1880
01:25:36,068 --> 01:25:37,189
- Come on.
- Stay, Fred.
1881
01:25:37,309 --> 01:25:38,469
- Fred.
- I'm going to bed.
1882
01:25:38,470 --> 01:25:40,672
- But no.
- Hello, Fredo. Ciao.
1883
01:25:42,634 --> 01:25:44,396
(rainfall)
1884
01:25:45,998 --> 01:25:47,239
(dull shock)
1885
01:26:07,940 --> 01:26:09,541
(sigh)
1886
01:26:20,192 --> 01:26:21,834
(rain runoff)
1887
01:26:42,654 --> 01:26:43,776
(sniffles)
1888
01:27:08,119 --> 01:27:10,642
- Actually, I know
only one thing.
1889
01:27:12,404 --> 01:27:14,646
It's because I'm incapable
to live without you.
1890
01:27:16,207 --> 01:27:19,331
So, with or without children,
it's you.
1891
01:27:21,413 --> 01:27:22,414
- Me too.
1892
01:27:23,736 --> 01:27:26,097
I don't want to lose you.
(small laugh)
1893
01:27:31,783 --> 01:27:33,264
I didn't go there.
1894
01:27:33,265 --> 01:27:34,546
(sigh)
1895
01:27:35,547 --> 01:27:37,549
I didn't go there.
I didn't go there.
1896
01:27:38,030 --> 01:27:39,351
(small laugh)
1897
01:27:39,471 --> 01:27:41,392
I told myself that I wasn't
capable of raising a child,
1898
01:27:41,393 --> 01:27:42,955
but with you, I don't know.
1899
01:27:43,075 --> 01:27:44,476
I say to myself, maybe
it's possible.
1900
01:27:44,596 --> 01:27:45,477
(small laugh)
1901
01:27:45,958 --> 01:27:47,159
And you?
1902
01:27:48,520 --> 01:27:50,082
- I am ashamed of this
what I'm going to say.
1903
01:27:50,803 --> 01:27:52,444
- Okay.
- Uh...
1904
01:27:54,927 --> 01:27:56,128
You freaked me out.
1905
01:28:00,291 --> 01:28:01,573
What if he is autistic?
1906
01:28:04,135 --> 01:28:05,577
- It's a possibility.
1907
01:28:08,901 --> 01:28:10,302
- And if I'm not
up to it?
1908
01:28:11,784 --> 01:28:12,985
- Oh.
1909
01:28:13,665 --> 01:28:14,667
But no.
1910
01:28:14,787 --> 01:28:16,227
Are you the one saying that?
1911
01:28:19,632 --> 01:28:21,633
You can't imagine
how scared I am.
1912
01:28:22,274 --> 01:28:23,155
Of everything that's going to happen.
1913
01:28:23,275 --> 01:28:24,516
(small laugh)
1914
01:28:28,120 --> 01:28:29,522
(sigh)
1915
01:28:30,642 --> 01:28:32,163
- I was so
angry last time
1916
01:28:32,163 --> 01:28:34,486
that I accepted the proposal
from Conquet, so I'm leaving
next month.
1917
01:28:35,447 --> 01:28:36,568
- Okay.
1918
01:28:37,369 --> 01:28:38,250
- But...
1919
01:28:38,971 --> 01:28:40,251
I will cancel.
1920
01:28:41,573 --> 01:28:43,055
- Oh no, no, no, no, no.
1921
01:28:43,855 --> 01:28:45,376
No, it's too much
important to you.
1922
01:28:45,377 --> 01:28:46,978
Don't cancel.
Really.
1923
01:28:47,859 --> 01:28:51,063
Then you know,
I have the impression that...
1924
01:28:51,904 --> 01:28:54,306
we are not really capable
to completely live together.
1925
01:28:55,107 --> 01:28:56,907
- No, we can't do it.
- No.
1926
01:28:56,908 --> 01:28:58,350
(sigh)
1927
01:29:02,434 --> 01:29:04,715
Maybe we should
have shared custody.
1928
01:29:04,716 --> 01:29:06,278
From us.
(laughing)
1929
01:29:08,560 --> 01:29:09,761
Of our child?
1930
01:29:10,362 --> 01:29:12,484
- Like, we'll meet up when
we want, when we can, what?
1931
01:29:12,604 --> 01:29:14,206
- Yeah.
(small laugh)
1932
01:29:15,246 --> 01:29:17,408
- And if I manage to find
a big house...
1933
01:29:17,409 --> 01:29:18,811
- Hmm.
- ...and when you come,
1934
01:29:18,931 --> 01:29:21,252
we could each live
on one side of the house,
1935
01:29:21,253 --> 01:29:22,774
like, you see,
a little distant.
(laughing)
1936
01:29:22,775 --> 01:29:24,655
But not too far away,
you see, but a little.
1937
01:29:24,656 --> 01:29:25,897
- I adore.
- Yeah?
1938
01:29:25,898 --> 01:29:27,339
- With the child in the middle.
1939
01:29:27,659 --> 01:29:29,020
(laughing)
1940
01:29:30,142 --> 01:29:31,463
- It's not going to be easy.
1941
01:29:47,199 --> 01:29:48,400
(engine shutdown)
1942
01:29:52,244 --> 01:29:53,926
- Hello, ma'am.
- Yes hello.
1943
01:29:54,046 --> 01:29:55,926
- I'm Fred,
I'm Katia's friend.
1944
01:29:55,927 --> 01:29:57,368
We met
once a long time ago.
1945
01:29:57,369 --> 01:29:58,450
- Fred?
1946
01:29:58,570 --> 01:30:00,252
(small laugh)
Come in, come in.
1947
01:30:00,372 --> 01:30:01,613
- THANKS.
1948
01:30:02,213 --> 01:30:03,214
- Everything is okay, I hope?
1949
01:30:03,215 --> 01:30:04,496
- Yes, yes, very good.
1950
01:30:06,658 --> 01:30:09,220
Katia doesn't know I'm here,
and I think she would kill me
if she found out.
1951
01:30:10,422 --> 01:30:12,823
But it seemed complicated to me
to tell you what I have for you
say by phone.
1952
01:30:12,824 --> 01:30:14,106
- Oh yes?
1953
01:30:18,550 --> 01:30:21,152
- I had a hard time too
to accept the idea that it is
autistic.
1954
01:30:22,594 --> 01:30:25,437
(sigh)
- If you have done everything
way to talk to me about it again,
1955
01:30:25,557 --> 01:30:27,799
so there, frankly,
I am disappointed.
1956
01:30:28,841 --> 01:30:30,361
(sigh)
1957
01:30:30,362 --> 01:30:31,964
- You know, it didn't matter
nothing to do with you.
1958
01:30:32,764 --> 01:30:34,605
It's not your fault
nor his own.
1959
01:30:34,606 --> 01:30:36,488
Nobody has anything to do with it,
it's just like that.
1960
01:30:38,610 --> 01:30:40,091
But there are not very many of us
around her,
1961
01:30:40,092 --> 01:30:41,453
and I would like
that we are really there.
1962
01:30:47,379 --> 01:30:48,780
(sigh)
1963
01:30:51,183 --> 01:30:53,024
I can't force you
to anything.
1964
01:30:53,985 --> 01:30:56,067
But I'm just asking you
to read what's on there.
1965
01:31:05,797 --> 01:31:06,918
Good.
1966
01:31:08,720 --> 01:31:09,921
Fine, I'll leave you alone.
1967
01:31:18,050 --> 01:31:19,131
(door opening)
1968
01:31:19,971 --> 01:31:20,853
(door closing)
1969
01:31:28,941 --> 01:31:30,022
(door opening)
1970
01:31:31,663 --> 01:31:32,864
(door closing)
1971
01:31:34,666 --> 01:31:35,507
Look at this.
1972
01:31:35,867 --> 01:31:37,068
6:30 p.m., right on cue.
1973
01:31:37,069 --> 01:31:38,069
- Quickly, come.
1974
01:31:38,189 --> 01:31:39,630
- In reality, it's
I've been waiting there for 12 minutes.
1975
01:31:39,631 --> 01:31:41,113
- Yes, come on.
- Yes, where are we going?
- Come on.
1976
01:31:41,233 --> 01:31:42,675
- For what?
1977
01:31:47,118 --> 01:31:48,841
(screams of joy)
(indistinct exclamation)
1978
01:31:50,001 --> 01:31:51,363
(screams of joy)
- Thank you!
1979
01:31:51,483 --> 01:31:53,445
But you are
dungeon keepers, you.
1980
01:31:53,565 --> 01:31:54,726
How are you, old man?
1981
01:31:54,846 --> 01:31:57,008
- Together!
- THANKS.
1982
01:31:57,729 --> 01:31:59,131
Oh, there, there,
it's too much, it's too much.
1983
01:31:59,251 --> 01:32:01,452
- Are you okay, my Fredo?
- Hey, it's going to drink
a blow, or what?
1984
01:32:01,453 --> 01:32:02,573
(small laugh)
Are you okay?
1985
01:32:02,574 --> 01:32:03,894
- You didn't say anything to me by text.
1986
01:32:03,895 --> 01:32:05,456
- Well then,
do you need help?
1987
01:32:05,457 --> 01:32:06,818
- No, it'll be fine.
1988
01:32:06,819 --> 01:32:08,901
It's just that I'm afraid
to be attracted by the void.
1989
01:32:09,341 --> 01:32:11,022
- Yeah, well, I think
you still have some room to spare.
1990
01:32:11,303 --> 01:32:12,424
- Okay.
1991
01:32:13,425 --> 01:32:14,306
Okay.
1992
01:32:15,547 --> 01:32:16,748
Come on.
1993
01:32:16,749 --> 01:32:17,629
Hop.
1994
01:32:17,749 --> 01:32:19,671
- So. Come on. Second foot.
1995
01:32:21,713 --> 01:32:23,434
Oh yeah, okay,
let's go like this.
1996
01:32:23,435 --> 01:32:24,595
Okay.
- I step back.
1997
01:32:24,596 --> 01:32:25,836
- Are you doing well?
- It's good and you?
1998
01:32:25,837 --> 01:32:26,999
- Yeah, great.
How are you?
1999
01:32:27,119 --> 01:32:29,481
Yeah, damn, thanks,
it's so cool.
2000
01:32:29,601 --> 01:32:30,642
- It's great, yeah.
2001
01:32:31,483 --> 01:32:33,085
(laughing)
2002
01:32:34,166 --> 01:32:35,607
- Look,
give me your hand there.
2003
01:32:39,171 --> 01:32:40,652
- Come on, I'll leave it to you.
- Yeah, thanks.
2004
01:32:41,693 --> 01:32:43,055
- Did they force you, or what?
2005
01:32:43,455 --> 01:32:44,656
- Suggested.
2006
01:32:44,776 --> 01:32:46,577
(small laugh)
But I knew that
would make you happy.
2007
01:32:46,578 --> 01:32:48,379
- Oh, ah.
(sigh)
2008
01:32:48,380 --> 01:32:49,702
- Hop there!
2009
01:32:49,822 --> 01:32:51,063
- With cider,
are you serious, dude?
2010
01:32:51,183 --> 01:32:52,503
- Wait,
We're on topic, eh?
2011
01:32:52,504 --> 01:32:54,386
There are other things
in the cooler, if you want.
2012
01:32:54,507 --> 01:32:55,666
- Ah well, there you go,
you reassure me. THANKS.
2013
01:32:55,667 --> 01:32:57,267
- Come on, hold on.
2014
01:32:57,268 --> 01:32:59,431
- Thank you so much.
2015
01:33:00,512 --> 01:33:02,433
I'll give you a drink here.
- To your new life in Conquet!
2016
01:33:02,434 --> 01:33:04,196
(screams of joy)
- Thank you, health!
2017
01:33:04,556 --> 01:33:05,638
THANKS!
2018
01:33:06,038 --> 01:33:07,239
- Wow!
2019
01:33:08,921 --> 01:33:10,082
(glass clinking)
2020
01:33:10,923 --> 01:33:12,123
- The three of us.
2021
01:33:17,529 --> 01:33:21,012
(♪ Heavy ♪ from Sprints)
2022
01:33:36,948 --> 01:33:38,991
♪ Got a simple idea,
I'm gonna make it stick ♪
2023
01:33:39,111 --> 01:33:41,753
♪ I wanna say this fast,
I wanna do this quick ♪
2024
01:33:41,874 --> 01:33:44,556
♪ It goes one, two, three,
it goes one, two, three ♪
2025
01:33:46,638 --> 01:33:49,321
♪ I've got a simple idea,
I'm gonna make it stick ♪
2026
01:33:49,441 --> 01:33:51,763
♪ I wanna say this fast,
I wanna do this quick ♪
2027
01:33:51,764 --> 01:33:55,206
♪ It goes one, two, three,
it goes one, two, three ♪
2028
01:33:56,728 --> 01:34:05,777
♪ Do you ever feel
like the room is heavy? ♪
2029
01:34:06,979 --> 01:34:09,741
♪ Do you ever feel
like the room is heavy? ♪
2030
01:34:09,742 --> 01:34:12,423
♪ Like the air is hot
and the air is sweaty? ♪
2031
01:34:12,424 --> 01:34:16,107
♪ Do you ever feel
like the room is heavy? ♪
2032
01:34:16,107 --> 01:34:17,830
♪ And I can't sleep ♪
2033
01:34:21,633 --> 01:34:23,915
♪ And I can barely breathe ♪
2034
01:34:27,359 --> 01:34:30,843
♪ And I'm watching the world
go around ♪
2035
01:34:30,963 --> 01:34:36,368
♪ The window beside me ♪
2036
01:34:38,450 --> 01:34:41,212
♪ I've got a simple idea,
I'm gonna make it stick ♪
2037
01:34:41,333 --> 01:34:43,335
♪ I wanna say this fast,
I wanna do this quick ♪
2038
01:34:43,495 --> 01:34:47,019
♪ It goes one, two, three,
it goes one, two, three ♪
2039
01:34:48,420 --> 01:34:50,943
(musique légère)
2040
01:35:57,689 --> 01:36:01,173
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