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[Alex] <i>Previously on </i>Grey's Anatomy...

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- I didn't get the heart.
- You didn't get the heart.

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[voice breaking] I cannot
fall for a patient.

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<i>What's going on between Stevens
and Denny? Is it a crush?</i>

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Is it a innocent flirtation?
Or is Stevens crossing the line?

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I'm considering the possibility
of maybe having a date with a vet.

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Is he sick again?

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He was listless and hadn't eaten all day.

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Those girls were staring at me
like I was a rodent.

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I'm a surgeon first, just like you.

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No. Not like me. I am a person first.

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If Burke forgave me
for sleeping during sex...

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- Burke hasn't forgiven you.
- You left me.

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You don't get to call me a whore.

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This thing with us is finished. It's over.

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[Meredith] <i>In life, we are taught</i>
<i>that there are seven deadly sins,</i>

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Let's see what you got here.

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[Meredith]<i>We all know the big ones.</i>
<i>Gluttony, pride, lust,</i>

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[scoffs] He's picturing my face.

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He's totally picturing
that dart puncturing my skull.

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[Meredith] <i>But the sin you don't</i>
<i>hear much about is anger,</i>

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Look at that.

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[Meredith] <i>Maybe it's because we think</i>
<i>anger's not that dangerous,</i>

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Derek... Derek is picturing you.

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[Meredith] <i>That we can control it.</i>

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He called me a whore.
He lost the right to picture me.

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So I fall asleep during sex. So what?

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Ass.

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Ass.

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Ass! Hey!

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Isobel Stevens has left the hospital.

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Does this mean,
heart patient dude finally kick it?

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I'm sorry. This section of the bar
is for surgeons.

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We don't socialize with gynecologists.

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[everyone laughs]

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George!

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[Meredith] <i>My point is, maybe we don't</i>
<i>give anger enough credit.</i>

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- Hey.
- Hi, Callie.

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Hi, Dr. Torres.

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[Meredith] <i>Maybe it can be a lot more</i>
<i>dangerous than we think.</i>

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<i>After all,
when it comes to destructive behavior...</i>

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Gin and tonic and a beer.

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[Meredith] <i>...it did make the top seven,</i>

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That's it? That's your diagnosis?

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Yes, he said bone cancer,
so that would be his diagnosis.

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I heard him. I was double checking.

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I still need to do a bone scan
to see how far it's spread.

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Osteosarcomas are aggressive,
but we can try and treat it with chemo

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or remove the tumor entirely.

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If it's spread too far,
we may have to amputate the limb.

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At that point, should we even bother?

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[Meredith] Right. Let's just let him die.

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- I don't want him to suffer, Meredith.
- Right.

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[elevator bell dings]

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So what's...

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I mean, is there something going on?

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No.

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- Did you guys have a fight?
- No.

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[elevator bell dings]

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So... we're all still... friends?

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- [both] Yes.
- [elevator bell dings]

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I heard you might be getting a heart.
For a transplant.

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Mercy West has a heart
and I'm going to get it, yes.

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Can I go?

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Because, um, I've done it before.

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With Dr. Bailey,
when she went to get a heart.

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You can ask her. I was very helpful.

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Yeah, I'm sure you were. [inhales]

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But I'm not going to need your help
on this one.

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[siren wails]

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[man] White male.
GSW to the left shoulder.

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[woman] Multiple walking wounded.
Five injured coming in behind us.

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- Why are they all in the hallway?
- Overflow from the ER.

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Paramedics told us, an employee
went postal. Shot up a restaurant.

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- I heard he got away.
- Really?

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Neal Hannigan and Deborah Fleiss.
They were paying when he came in.

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She's got a through and through
to the right arm. Good distal pulses.

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He's sustained a possible graze wound
to the right back.

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Let's irrigate the wound and get them
to X-ray and order a tet-tox for both.

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Take care of my Deborah first.

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- Now you're concerned.
- I said I was sorry.

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Sorry? The shooting starts,
you duck behind me and you're sorry?

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- You ducked behind her?
- It was instinct.

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I couldn't help it.
Deb, honey, you know I love you.

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Love means never having to use
your girlfriend as a human shield!

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We shared a bullet, Deborah.
It went through you and into me!

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That's a sign we should
be together forever. A sign.

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No, Neal, this is a sign!

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She's squirting water through my arm.

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Look. I can see you through my arm.
That's another sign!

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Good luck.

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Lower left leg deformity from GSW.

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Pedal pulse is strong and intact.

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Paramedics said he got five of morphine
in the field.

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- [groans] Trust me, it was not enough.
- [Callie] Probably got the tibia.

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Rule out other injuries
then get him up to Radiology.

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[inaudible PA announcements]

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Let's get her up to CT.
Get a hold of her parents.

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Get them down here.
What's her name, by the way?

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[George] Kendra. Kendra Thomas.

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Kendra.

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[Derek breaths deeply]

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[Izzie] Almost... Got it.

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[Groans]

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Do you know what you're doing?
Because that really hurts you know.

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You know what really hurts?

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Gunshot wounds. You're lucky.

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Lucky? There's no luck.
Quick thinking, doll.

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Excuse me?

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I'm a quick thinker. Smart.
Always right on it.

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As soon as I saw him,
Petey... he's the shooter...

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[chuckles]

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I knew when I fired him he was no good.

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Soon as I saw him,
I thought, "Oh, here we go."

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I just knew it was coming.

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Hey, Chaz. Larry.

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No offense, but you guys
got to think quicker on your feet.

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[laughs]

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They have gunshot wounds.

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Very serious gunshot wounds.

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Life threatening gunshot wounds.

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Really helps that I'm an athlete because
the second I saw Petey with that gun,

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I was like cat-quick.

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Just dove right through the window.

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Those guys? Not so smart.

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I'm going to take a guess
and say Petey was looking for you.

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You seen any enema kits?

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We have 13 GSWs.
You're looking for enema kits?

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I'm trapped with the gyno-beast
on the uterus parade.

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- Addison can't do this to you forever.
- You want to bet?

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Swear to God,
she's ruining vaginas for me.

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[sighs] Two dead, 14 injured.

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The policemen say the gunman got away
so there could be more incoming.

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I could stay. We could send Bailey.

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No. You're our only
cardiothoracic transplant specialist.

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You go get that heart.

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Forget it, Karev. I already asked.

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It's not going to... happen.

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[Alex] Dr. Burke!

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Dr. Burke!

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I heard you were getting a heart.
Can I go with you?

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I asked first.

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You didn't get assigned
to any gunshot cases?

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Well, yeah, but if you had put me on
this when I asked I would've been free.

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- I didn't, I'm not doing anything...
- He's on the gynie squad!

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Not if you put me on this transplant.

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[chopper whirring]

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Please.

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- Let's go, Karev.
- You can't be serious!

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See you later, Yang!

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So who's the lucky patient?

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Denny Duquette.

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The answer is no, Stevens.

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You don't know what I'm going to ask.

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You want to help prep Denny Duquette
for transplant.

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So it's true? He's getting a heart then?

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See, your face right now?

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That's the problem.
You're overly attached to your patient.

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So the answer is no, you cannot prep him.

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Go back to sutures.

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I know Denny's cardiac parameters.

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I know how his LVAD works
better than any other intern.

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I know his meds better.

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I know the frequency, the dosage, the
quantity, and his physical limitations.

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I promise I will...

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I will be 100 percent professional.

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No flirting, no knitting him sweaters,

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no marathon games of Scrabble?

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I will treat him with the same protocol
I would any other patient.

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All right. Fine.
You can inform him the heart's coming.

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- Thank you, Dr. Bailey.
- If you so much as sit on that bed...

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I got it!

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[machine rumbles]

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Can you imagine?
You're at work, you're doing your job

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and somebody comes in and shoots you.
Just... puts a bullet in your head.

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19 years old.

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I called her parents
are on their way. Also...

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We need to get her
into the OR immediately.

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- The bullet's gone through the midline.
- [George] Also, uh...

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Look at the size of the hematoma. Also?

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- What?
- You said "also" twice.

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Yeah. Also, she's pregnant.

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Hey, I'm management,
so I'm 100 percent covered.

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So I could spend a year in this hospital,
wouldn't cost me a cent.

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When I told you about management,
you should've listened to me.

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Because now you're screwed.

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Even if you just spend one day in this ER,
that's three months' rent.

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You want to be 16-year-old...

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Is there any chance
you can, please, up my morphine?

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He keeps talking,
pretty soon I'm going to need some.

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Can you find out about Kendra for me?

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Are you two friends?

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Not friends, exactly.
But, uh, everybody likes her.

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You know,
she's... she's just... she's nice.

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She'll cover your shift when you
need it. She's good with customers.

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She's real generous
when it comes to tipping busboys.

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- Let me guess. You're a busboy?
- I am.

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Plus, she's the only one
that calls Brad on his crap.

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- [Brad slurping and laughing]
- Well, why don't you say something?

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Yeah, I wish.

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I'm saving up to go back to school.
I need the job.

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What are you, socializing?

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I've got five more patients for you to see
and Will needs to get to surgery.

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Move your ass.

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I need the job.

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I have some news for you.

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Am I getting a better television?

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Because this one is ridiculously small
and it doesn't get the porny channels.

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You're getting a heart, Denny.

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I don't mean to be dramatic and all...

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but I'm going to need you to repeat that.

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And you say it slow,

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because this is
one of those moments in life

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that I'm going to want to remember
in detail.

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You... are getting a heart...

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from Mercy West.
Dr. Burke already left to get it.

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I guess this means I'm going to have
to start taking you on some real dates.

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- [laughs] I guess so.
- [chuckles]

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Here we are, Mr. Duquette.

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- What are these?
- DNR papers.

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Do not resuscitate?

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[Patricia] I'll leave these
here and come back.

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Why are you signing these?
You're getting a heart.

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- If this heart doesn't come through...
- It will.

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The last one didn't.

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You're on an LVAD.

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OK? That could give you
another two years right there.

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Izzie...

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if I don't get this heart...

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I'm done.

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I'm... I'm sorry... I'm tired.

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No.

233
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No. I'm not going to let you
make this decision. Not now.

234
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Well, that's funny because I thought DNR
was a patient's choice.

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Listen to me.

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I believe in heaven, Izzie.

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And if I had to choose
between this life here...

238
00:11:43,464 --> 00:11:45,215
and one in heaven...

239
00:11:49,178 --> 00:11:51,638
I choose heaven. OK?

240
00:11:53,515 --> 00:11:54,349
OK.

241
00:12:02,733 --> 00:12:05,194
OK, the X-rays will tell us
the location of the bullet.

242
00:12:06,153 --> 00:12:08,405
Mine was a through and through,
so there's no bullet.

243
00:12:08,489 --> 00:12:09,823
We'll make sure it didn't hit bone.

244
00:12:09,907 --> 00:12:12,659
Whatever happens, I want you
to operate on my fiancee first.

245
00:12:13,118 --> 00:12:14,203
I don't care if I'm dying.

246
00:12:14,369 --> 00:12:15,370
You're not dying.

247
00:12:15,496 --> 00:12:17,581
I'm also not your fiancee anymore.

248
00:12:17,748 --> 00:12:19,166
We sent out the invitations.

249
00:12:19,291 --> 00:12:21,001
We're getting married in six weeks.

250
00:12:21,251 --> 00:12:22,085
Deborah, please.

251
00:12:24,463 --> 00:12:25,339
I love you.

252
00:12:27,716 --> 00:12:29,384
- [Cristina] Don't fall for it.
- Excuse me, but...

253
00:12:29,468 --> 00:12:30,302
That's how they do it?

254
00:12:30,844 --> 00:12:33,347
With the "I love you's"
and the "move in with me's"

255
00:12:33,430 --> 00:12:35,599
and they suck you in
and they melt your resolve.

256
00:12:35,682 --> 00:12:38,310
The minute you need something,
something you deserve,

257
00:12:38,685 --> 00:12:40,312
forget it, it's not going to happen.

258
00:12:40,395 --> 00:12:44,233
They pass you over for surgery or duck
behind you when someone's shooting.

259
00:12:46,777 --> 00:12:48,612
You're very, very bitter.

260
00:12:48,695 --> 00:12:50,239
[Neal] That's exactly what I was thinking!

261
00:12:50,322 --> 00:12:52,366
See? We're meant to be together.

262
00:12:52,449 --> 00:12:53,534
Shut up, Neal.

263
00:12:58,163 --> 00:12:59,456
<i>[Preston] There are two donors?</i>

264
00:12:59,748 --> 00:13:02,167
Two brothers tried to pass a semi
on a double yellow

265
00:13:02,251 --> 00:13:04,461
and came out on the losing end
of a head-on.

266
00:13:04,711 --> 00:13:05,963
Both are a match for your guy.

267
00:13:06,630 --> 00:13:07,881
So we get our pick.

268
00:13:08,048 --> 00:13:09,341
It doesn't work like that.

269
00:13:09,633 --> 00:13:12,469
UNOS has already assigned
who gets which donor.

270
00:13:13,011 --> 00:13:16,223
- So who's retrieving the other heart?
- [Erica] Took you long enough, Preston.

271
00:13:19,768 --> 00:13:22,938
Why is Junior here? Your ego get too big
for one man to carry?

272
00:13:23,188 --> 00:13:24,064
[laughs]

273
00:13:24,147 --> 00:13:26,525
Dr. Hahn here graduated second in

274
00:13:26,650 --> 00:13:29,444
our class at Johns Hopkins, Dr. Karev.

275
00:13:29,653 --> 00:13:31,738
Ask her who graduated first.

276
00:13:32,489 --> 00:13:33,407
God.

277
00:13:36,577 --> 00:13:38,453
[Addison] Kendra's fetus
is 12 weeks along.

278
00:13:38,912 --> 00:13:40,330
It seems healthy.

279
00:13:41,915 --> 00:13:43,083
Did you hear me, Derek?

280
00:13:43,375 --> 00:13:44,418
I heard you.

281
00:13:46,920 --> 00:13:49,715
So, you're not going to tell me
what's going on between you and Meredith?

282
00:13:49,798 --> 00:13:51,258
I told you. There's nothing to tell.

283
00:13:51,383 --> 00:13:52,467
[door opens]

284
00:13:52,759 --> 00:13:54,011
Kendra's parents are here.

285
00:13:54,094 --> 00:13:57,222
Let them know the situation,
get the consent forms, then scrub in.

286
00:13:57,306 --> 00:13:59,308
- Yes, Dr. Shepherd.
- [Derek] Thank you.

287
00:14:05,105 --> 00:14:06,732
[beeping]

288
00:14:08,191 --> 00:14:10,777
- What happened to my donor?
- [woman] He went into v-fib.

289
00:14:10,944 --> 00:14:12,696
I can see that. Give me the paddles.

290
00:14:12,779 --> 00:14:14,865
Karev, take over compressions!
You gave epi?

291
00:14:15,032 --> 00:14:18,243
- Three rounds and shocked him twice.
- I'm going to hit him again at 360.

292
00:14:18,327 --> 00:14:19,995
- [defibrillator charging]
- Clear!

293
00:14:21,246 --> 00:14:22,372
[defibrillator discharging]

294
00:14:22,456 --> 00:14:24,124
- [continuous beep]
- He's asystolic.

295
00:14:24,791 --> 00:14:27,502
I don't get it.
I mean, if the guy's already dead...

296
00:14:28,295 --> 00:14:30,172
And now his heart
has joined the rest of him.

297
00:14:30,964 --> 00:14:32,299
So, we can't use it?

298
00:14:32,633 --> 00:14:34,343
No, Karev, we cannot use it.

299
00:14:34,509 --> 00:14:37,429
The muscle is dead. The heart is useless.

300
00:14:37,804 --> 00:14:39,848
[continuous beep]

301
00:14:43,393 --> 00:14:44,227
[Alex] Dr. Burke?

302
00:14:46,271 --> 00:14:47,648
Move!

303
00:14:47,898 --> 00:14:52,569
Stop right there! Don't move that
scalpel! Not even a single slice!

304
00:15:04,310 --> 00:15:07,355
Just because your donor's heart died
doesn't mean you get mine.

305
00:15:07,730 --> 00:15:09,649
Is your patient higher
on the transplant list?

306
00:15:10,608 --> 00:15:12,652
Is he higher on the list?

307
00:15:13,027 --> 00:15:16,030
- I have no idea.
- Well, neither do I.

308
00:15:16,447 --> 00:15:18,533
Karev, get UNOS on the phone now.

309
00:15:19,158 --> 00:15:20,493
[Erica] Give me a break!

310
00:15:23,079 --> 00:15:25,290
- Hey! Hey!
- What? Are you going to beat him up?

311
00:15:25,373 --> 00:15:27,625
- If I have to.
- OK, just hold on.

312
00:15:28,251 --> 00:15:30,795
It's pathetic, Preston. Really pathetic.

313
00:15:36,009 --> 00:15:37,927
I've finished all five of your patients.

314
00:15:38,219 --> 00:15:40,972
Do you mind if I scrub in?
I've never seen an ORIF before.

315
00:15:41,055 --> 00:15:43,433
Can't. The board's
all backed up like crazy.

316
00:15:44,058 --> 00:15:45,435
Will's going to have to wait a few hours.

317
00:15:45,643 --> 00:15:49,105
Because every specialty thinks their
surgeries are more important than Ortho.

318
00:15:49,188 --> 00:15:51,190
[Callie] Freaking superior macho jerks.

319
00:15:53,067 --> 00:15:55,528
Can I ask you a question?
About bone cancer.

320
00:15:55,904 --> 00:15:57,155
Yeah. [exhales]

321
00:15:58,197 --> 00:15:59,324
In a dog.

322
00:15:59,407 --> 00:16:00,575
A dog?

323
00:16:00,658 --> 00:16:02,368
My dog. Well, Derek's dog.

324
00:16:02,452 --> 00:16:03,745
Do you know Dr. Shepherd?

325
00:16:04,287 --> 00:16:05,955
It's our dog. We share the dog,

326
00:16:06,039 --> 00:16:07,832
which is... well, never mind.

327
00:16:08,082 --> 00:16:10,460
[inhales] I wanted to ask
if you knew the success rate

328
00:16:10,543 --> 00:16:12,837
of curing osteosarcoma in a canine leg?

329
00:16:16,674 --> 00:16:18,593
We have an actual human patient

330
00:16:18,676 --> 00:16:21,137
with a bullet lodged in his tibia

331
00:16:21,220 --> 00:16:23,056
who might walk with a limp for the
rest of his life,

332
00:16:23,139 --> 00:16:25,558
or even conceivably lose his leg,

333
00:16:25,642 --> 00:16:27,852
and you're asking me
about your precious dog

334
00:16:27,936 --> 00:16:30,021
That you share
with your precious McDreamy?

335
00:16:30,104 --> 00:16:31,606
Yeah, I... I know about him.

336
00:16:32,065 --> 00:16:33,566
And you think I care?

337
00:16:34,359 --> 00:16:35,693
Unbelievable!

338
00:16:37,153 --> 00:16:38,488
[Erica] Your guy's on an LVAD.

339
00:16:38,571 --> 00:16:42,325
He'll be up and walking around.
My guy still needs his dobutamine drip.

340
00:16:43,076 --> 00:16:44,410
That's the best you can do?

341
00:16:44,744 --> 00:16:47,246
He could climb Mount Shasta
on a dobutamine drip.

342
00:16:47,580 --> 00:16:48,623
[man on phone] <i>As of this morning,</i>

343
00:16:48,706 --> 00:16:51,292
<i>Dr, Hahn's patient
was 22 hundredths of a point ahead,</i>

344
00:16:51,376 --> 00:16:52,710
That's basically a tie.

345
00:16:52,794 --> 00:16:54,128
<i>Except, Dr, Hahn's patient</i>

346
00:16:54,212 --> 00:16:56,881
<i>was admitted into the transplant program
before Mr. Duquette,</i>

347
00:16:57,173 --> 00:16:58,174
How long before?

348
00:17:01,427 --> 00:17:02,971
17 seconds,

349
00:17:03,429 --> 00:17:05,431
17 seconds.

350
00:17:05,598 --> 00:17:07,684
Might as well be 17 weeks.
It doesn't matter.

351
00:17:07,767 --> 00:17:09,143
[phone rings]

352
00:17:13,398 --> 00:17:15,942
- Hello?
- Alex? Where's Dr. Burke?

353
00:17:16,067 --> 00:17:16,943
[Alex] <i>What do you want?</i>

354
00:17:17,026 --> 00:17:19,028
How the heart recovery is going.

355
00:17:19,362 --> 00:17:20,697
He's working on it.

356
00:17:20,822 --> 00:17:22,782
[Izzie] <i>He's working on it?</i>
<i>So, he's operating then?</i>

357
00:17:23,032 --> 00:17:25,243
[exhales] There were two donors, Izzie.

358
00:17:25,493 --> 00:17:28,037
<i>Our heart flatlined,
He's trying to get the other guy's.</i>

359
00:17:28,121 --> 00:17:29,622
But there's a list.

360
00:17:29,831 --> 00:17:31,582
And the higher guy gets the heart.

361
00:17:34,168 --> 00:17:35,378
Denny's getting sicker.

362
00:17:36,087 --> 00:17:36,963
What?

363
00:17:37,255 --> 00:17:41,092
Denny's getting worse by the second.
His, uh, sats are in the eighties.

364
00:17:41,175 --> 00:17:43,136
- Izzie.
<i>- It's seventies.</i>

365
00:17:43,428 --> 00:17:45,930
His sats are now in the seventies
and dropping.

366
00:17:46,014 --> 00:17:49,308
<i>- Izzie, I'm not going to lie for you.</i>
- Then put Burke on the phone!

367
00:17:52,270 --> 00:17:53,563
Hey.

368
00:17:53,855 --> 00:17:55,857
- Hey.
- [Addison] Have you seen Dr. Karev?

369
00:17:57,650 --> 00:17:58,609
Hours ago.

370
00:17:58,985 --> 00:18:00,028
OK.

371
00:18:04,782 --> 00:18:07,410
Sorry. I, uh... I'm not sorry.

372
00:18:07,660 --> 00:18:10,246
I just... I'm having a little trouble

373
00:18:10,329 --> 00:18:12,331
because I need to ask you something.

374
00:18:12,415 --> 00:18:15,418
And I don't usually have trouble.
But what I need to ask...

375
00:18:16,377 --> 00:18:18,963
I'm not even sure I want the answer to,
but I have to ask.

376
00:18:19,047 --> 00:18:21,591
So I'm just going to ask you
and then you answer and then...

377
00:18:22,842 --> 00:18:24,052
I'll go from there, OK?

378
00:18:24,635 --> 00:18:25,511
OK.

379
00:18:26,888 --> 00:18:28,556
Are you sleeping with my husband?

380
00:18:29,474 --> 00:18:31,684
Not since before I knew he was married.

381
00:18:34,187 --> 00:18:35,188
[laughs] OK.

382
00:18:36,773 --> 00:18:41,110
Except, you know, it just... it felt
like in the vet's office this morning,

383
00:18:41,194 --> 00:18:42,612
and then again in the elevator...

384
00:18:42,987 --> 00:18:47,075
it felt a little like you two
were having a lover's quarrel?

385
00:18:47,283 --> 00:18:49,118
No. We're not.

386
00:18:50,453 --> 00:18:53,456
I've moved on. I'm dating Finn.

387
00:18:55,374 --> 00:18:56,459
You're dating the vet?

388
00:19:00,922 --> 00:19:02,507
- OK.
- Addison...

389
00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:04,759
No, no. Thanks. I'm... I'm good.

390
00:19:05,051 --> 00:19:05,927
Thanks. I'm great.

391
00:19:08,137 --> 00:19:09,972
[Sighs]

392
00:19:10,264 --> 00:19:11,891
[Preston] <i>Flash pulmonary edema?</i>

393
00:19:11,974 --> 00:19:13,976
<i>Is it the LVAD? Is the LVAD working?</i>

394
00:19:14,102 --> 00:19:16,312
- Absolutely.
- Did you put him on a nitro drip?

395
00:19:16,521 --> 00:19:19,190
Yes. Yes, of course.

396
00:19:19,565 --> 00:19:22,026
Preston, she could be putting paddles
directly on his heart.

397
00:19:22,110 --> 00:19:24,070
- He's not getting it.
- [Preston] <i>Blood pressure?</i>

398
00:19:24,195 --> 00:19:26,405
It's, uh, still dropping. 82 over 40.

399
00:19:26,489 --> 00:19:28,866
<i>Then take him off the drip
and put him on dopamine. Now!</i>

400
00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:30,034
Don't hang up.

401
00:19:32,328 --> 00:19:33,663
According to my intern,

402
00:19:33,746 --> 00:19:37,667
Denny Duquette now qualifies
as a 1A candidate for that heart.

403
00:19:38,084 --> 00:19:41,462
- That puts him ahead of Dr Hahn's patient.
- I'm out of here. This is just crap.

404
00:19:41,546 --> 00:19:42,630
- <i>Dr. Hahn?</i>
- What?

405
00:19:42,713 --> 00:19:45,424
<i>If Dr. Burke wants to run labs,
do an echo and a BNP</i>

406
00:19:45,508 --> 00:19:48,469
<i>to fully ascertain the status
of his patient, we'll allow it.</i>

407
00:19:48,719 --> 00:19:50,429
That'll take an hour.

408
00:19:50,638 --> 00:19:51,889
<i>Is the donor stable?</i>

409
00:19:53,641 --> 00:19:57,395
<i>- Dr, Hahn? Is the donor stable?</i>
- Yes, the donor is currently stable.

410
00:19:57,478 --> 00:20:01,357
<i>In that case, Dr. Burke,
you've got an hour to get those tests.</i>

411
00:20:01,607 --> 00:20:03,401
- Dr. Stevens?
- I heard.

412
00:20:03,484 --> 00:20:05,153
Good. Get going then.

413
00:20:22,441 --> 00:20:24,276
BP's 220 over 130.

414
00:20:24,735 --> 00:20:26,445
[Derek] The brain's fungating
out of the wound.

415
00:20:26,528 --> 00:20:28,155
- What's fungating?
- Herniating.

416
00:20:28,322 --> 00:20:29,531
[nurse] She's bradycardic.

417
00:20:30,324 --> 00:20:32,493
Give me 50 mannitol and
20 of furosemide. What's her pulse?

418
00:20:33,368 --> 00:20:35,454
- [nurse] Down to 32.
- [Derek] Come on, Kendra.

419
00:20:36,538 --> 00:20:37,539
CO2?

420
00:20:37,873 --> 00:20:39,083
- [nurse] 40.
- [monitor beeping rhythmically]

421
00:20:40,292 --> 00:20:43,504
[Derek] Oh, God. Clot's already
evacuated. All right, everybody.

422
00:20:43,587 --> 00:20:45,255
- But...
- She's brain dead.

423
00:20:45,339 --> 00:20:46,340
There's nothing we can do now.

424
00:20:49,510 --> 00:20:53,430
There is no spontaneous brain activity
and she isn't going to wake up.

425
00:20:53,806 --> 00:20:55,224
Oh, God.

426
00:20:55,682 --> 00:20:57,935
What about the baby? Is the baby OK?

427
00:20:58,102 --> 00:21:00,020
As far as we can tell, the baby's fine,

428
00:21:00,604 --> 00:21:01,522
but... that's not the point.

429
00:21:02,397 --> 00:21:04,274
Essentially your daughter is dead.

430
00:21:04,942 --> 00:21:07,444
We need your consent
to remove her from life support.

431
00:21:08,862 --> 00:21:10,405
What if we kept Kendra alive?

432
00:21:11,115 --> 00:21:12,116
Could the baby live?

433
00:21:12,407 --> 00:21:14,701
With all due respect, sir,
you don't want to do that.

434
00:21:14,910 --> 00:21:16,245
Are you part of this family?

435
00:21:16,328 --> 00:21:17,412
Do you have a daughter?

436
00:21:17,830 --> 00:21:19,873
If you don't,
you really ought to just shut up!

437
00:21:20,791 --> 00:21:23,377
Our daughter could have this baby?

438
00:21:25,254 --> 00:21:27,756
You know, even with all these cuts,
I don't feel any pain.

439
00:21:28,090 --> 00:21:31,552
I swear, I have the highest
pain threshold of anybody I know.

440
00:21:33,512 --> 00:21:36,890
God! If I could say something
to that guy and not get fired...

441
00:21:38,100 --> 00:21:39,518
He can't fire me.

442
00:21:40,227 --> 00:21:42,229
Mr. Eckles? Brad?

443
00:21:42,312 --> 00:21:45,816
I'm happy for you
that you're not feeling much pain

444
00:21:46,066 --> 00:21:47,568
from your very minor injuries.

445
00:21:47,651 --> 00:21:51,530
But there are a great many people in
this hospital in a great amount of pain.

446
00:21:51,989 --> 00:21:56,034
See, they have bullets in their bones,
in their chests, and in their brains.

447
00:21:56,118 --> 00:21:58,203
Bullets from a gun
that was aiming for you.

448
00:21:58,537 --> 00:22:01,456
And although they can't say it
because you are the boss of them,

449
00:22:01,540 --> 00:22:05,002
most of these people at this moment
are praying... not that they'll live,

450
00:22:05,085 --> 00:22:06,628
not that the pain will subside,

451
00:22:06,795 --> 00:22:08,630
they're praying to God

452
00:22:08,714 --> 00:22:11,633
for you at this moment
to shut the heck up!

453
00:22:17,639 --> 00:22:19,224
[mouths]

454
00:22:19,308 --> 00:22:20,642
No problem.

455
00:22:22,561 --> 00:22:25,189
Karev. He stood there
and chose that moron over me.

456
00:22:26,148 --> 00:22:28,025
[sighs] I mean, I'm trying to help the dog

457
00:22:28,108 --> 00:22:30,777
and he's standing there
talking about putting the dog down.

458
00:22:31,069 --> 00:22:32,529
Like Doc means nothing.

459
00:22:32,613 --> 00:22:35,115
He's not rewarding Karev,
he's punishing me.

460
00:22:35,198 --> 00:22:37,826
And he hates Finn.
Who, by the way, is great with dogs.

461
00:22:37,910 --> 00:22:40,746
He withholds surgery
when I'm a bad girlfriend.

462
00:22:41,246 --> 00:22:42,205
It's his MO.

463
00:22:42,289 --> 00:22:45,334
I mean, how controlling and macho
and petulant is that?

464
00:22:45,667 --> 00:22:48,587
At least he's not shooting people
or putting down dogs.

465
00:22:48,795 --> 00:22:51,590
I'm dumping him.
This relationship is so over.

466
00:22:57,095 --> 00:23:01,016
- Um, I... I told a lie... to Dr. Burke.
- Good for you. Fight the power.

467
00:23:01,099 --> 00:23:02,559
No, no. I need...

468
00:23:03,310 --> 00:23:05,520
God, I can't think. I... I can't...

469
00:23:05,938 --> 00:23:08,398
I don't know what to do. What do I do?

470
00:23:09,691 --> 00:23:12,110
There's this guy ahead of Denny
on the transplant list.

471
00:23:13,362 --> 00:23:16,907
- He'll get the next heart, Iz.
- No! He needs to get this heart!

472
00:23:20,911 --> 00:23:22,955
He'll probably get a heart at some point,

473
00:23:23,038 --> 00:23:25,165
but as long as Denny's doing well
on the LVAD

474
00:23:25,248 --> 00:23:27,292
and there's someone ahead of him
on the list,

475
00:23:27,584 --> 00:23:29,628
he's not going to get this heart. OK?

476
00:23:33,924 --> 00:23:36,635
Yes. You're right.

477
00:23:36,718 --> 00:23:40,263
OK. Thank you. Thank you.

478
00:23:42,724 --> 00:23:47,062
If I was going to pick someone who'd
go psycho and shoot up the place...

479
00:23:49,272 --> 00:23:50,565
it's Izzie.

480
00:23:51,024 --> 00:23:52,067
Totally.

481
00:23:56,238 --> 00:23:57,239
What's all that?

482
00:23:58,323 --> 00:23:59,324
Heart stuff.

483
00:23:59,700 --> 00:24:01,201
You're putting this heart in me
in my room?

484
00:24:01,576 --> 00:24:03,870
I didn't know transplants
were so informal.

485
00:24:06,832 --> 00:24:08,834
There may not be a heart, Denny.

486
00:24:09,334 --> 00:24:11,420
Somebody at Mercy West
might get it instead.

487
00:24:12,838 --> 00:24:16,216
So this isn't going to happen... again?

488
00:24:17,759 --> 00:24:19,094
Not necessarily.

489
00:24:22,431 --> 00:24:27,769
I have been over this and over this and
it can't be a lie and it can't be fake.

490
00:24:27,853 --> 00:24:29,813
We need charts, we need test results.

491
00:24:29,896 --> 00:24:33,108
We need UNOS to believe us.
So it has to be real.

492
00:24:34,526 --> 00:24:36,278
What are you talking about, Izzie?

493
00:24:38,864 --> 00:24:40,615
In order for you to get the heart,

494
00:24:40,699 --> 00:24:43,452
you would have to get worse. Much worse.

495
00:24:43,535 --> 00:24:45,328
And you would have to do it very quickly.

496
00:24:45,787 --> 00:24:49,374
Well, I don't see that happening.
You see that happening?

497
00:24:53,670 --> 00:24:55,213
I am going to make it happen.

498
00:25:13,978 --> 00:25:16,564
[Preston] It's been 30 minutes.
Is Stevens answering her page?

499
00:25:16,648 --> 00:25:18,525
She's probably busy getting test results.

500
00:25:18,733 --> 00:25:19,818
Did you call Bailey?

501
00:25:20,235 --> 00:25:21,820
Well, she's not answering either.

502
00:25:24,447 --> 00:25:27,200
You can check the chart all you want.
You're not getting this heart.

503
00:25:27,283 --> 00:25:30,995
Well, you may not want it.
His angiogram shows 30% LAD.

504
00:25:31,246 --> 00:25:32,580
It's still not enough to give it to you.

505
00:25:35,041 --> 00:25:38,670
Izzie, stop and listen to me.

506
00:25:39,254 --> 00:25:40,505
We're not doing this.

507
00:25:40,964 --> 00:25:43,216
Don't worry. You're not going to die.

508
00:25:43,466 --> 00:25:47,136
I'll be here the whole time to make sure
of that and that's what this is for.

509
00:25:47,220 --> 00:25:49,848
This isn't about me dying. All right?
This is wrong.

510
00:25:49,931 --> 00:25:53,643
You've waited 18 months to get this.
Who knows when the next one will come?

511
00:25:53,726 --> 00:25:56,771
- I'll take my chances.
- No! It may be too late by then.

512
00:25:56,855 --> 00:25:57,897
Then it's too late!

513
00:25:57,981 --> 00:26:01,359
- Get this stuff out of here!
- Denny, please.

514
00:26:02,569 --> 00:26:04,487
- You have to do this.
- No, Izzie!

515
00:26:04,863 --> 00:26:07,490
I'm not about to steal a heart
from another man's chest.

516
00:26:07,574 --> 00:26:10,243
Not to mention, this will be the end
of your medical career.

517
00:26:10,326 --> 00:26:12,954
- I don't care about my medical career.
- All right, you know what?

518
00:26:13,788 --> 00:26:15,874
This has gone on long enough.
I'm calling a nurse.

519
00:26:15,957 --> 00:26:19,502
Everyone's entry into the transplant
program is clocked in to the second.

520
00:26:20,044 --> 00:26:20,879
To the second.

521
00:26:20,962 --> 00:26:23,923
You were clocked in to the second and so
was the other guy. I checked with UNOS.

522
00:26:24,173 --> 00:26:26,342
The difference between when you entered it

523
00:26:26,426 --> 00:26:29,762
and when he entered it is 17 seconds.

524
00:26:30,597 --> 00:26:33,224
That's it, Denny. Seventeen seconds.

525
00:26:33,308 --> 00:26:35,852
I mean, it's not even
the length of a decent kiss.

526
00:26:37,145 --> 00:26:38,479
So this other guy?

527
00:26:39,063 --> 00:26:41,774
I'm not saying
that he doesn't deserve this heart.

528
00:26:41,941 --> 00:26:45,445
I'm sure he does. But so do you!

529
00:26:46,321 --> 00:26:47,280
So do you!

530
00:26:47,488 --> 00:26:51,618
And if you tell me any more crap
about heading towards the light

531
00:26:51,701 --> 00:26:53,161
or looking down on me from heaven,

532
00:26:53,244 --> 00:26:55,955
I swear I will kill you myself
right now. [panting]

533
00:26:57,040 --> 00:26:57,916
Izzie.

534
00:27:02,712 --> 00:27:03,838
I'm going to be all right.

535
00:27:05,173 --> 00:27:06,966
- All right? You don't have to worry.
- [laughs]

536
00:27:08,593 --> 00:27:09,761
What about me?

537
00:27:10,595 --> 00:27:13,056
[crying] What about me
when you go to the light?

538
00:27:13,222 --> 00:27:16,392
- Izzie...
- No! I get it, OK? I get it.

539
00:27:16,476 --> 00:27:20,563
You'll be OK.
You'll be fine, but what about me?

540
00:27:20,647 --> 00:27:23,942
So don't do it for yourself.
Do it for me! Please!

541
00:27:24,275 --> 00:27:26,694
[sniffles] Please, Denny!
Please do this for me!

542
00:27:26,778 --> 00:27:29,656
[inhales] Because if you die...
Oh, God, you have to do this.

543
00:27:29,906 --> 00:27:33,534
You have to do this for me
or I'll never be able to forgive you!

544
00:27:33,952 --> 00:27:34,911
For dying?

545
00:27:35,036 --> 00:27:38,039
No! For making me love you!

546
00:27:38,581 --> 00:27:41,668
Please! Please do this for me.

547
00:27:41,751 --> 00:27:43,962
OK? Please! OK?

548
00:27:44,045 --> 00:27:45,838
I can't do this if you don't.

549
00:27:45,922 --> 00:27:49,550
Please do this for me!
Because if you don't do this... Please!

550
00:27:49,842 --> 00:27:51,386
[Izzie sobs]

551
00:27:51,678 --> 00:27:54,931
OK. OK, I'll do it.

552
00:27:58,851 --> 00:27:59,936
[Callie sighs]

553
00:28:00,019 --> 00:28:04,315
I'm analyzing an X-ray and your friend
Meredith starts asking me about her dog.

554
00:28:04,691 --> 00:28:07,026
Her dog. She wants a medical opinion
about her dog.

555
00:28:07,110 --> 00:28:08,319
She likes her dog.

556
00:28:10,738 --> 00:28:11,990
Why are you defending Meredith?

557
00:28:12,532 --> 00:28:13,449
What?

558
00:28:13,533 --> 00:28:17,453
I get Izzie. I mean, I don't. But if
you want to defend Izzie, that's fine.

559
00:28:17,745 --> 00:28:19,706
I don't get how you can defend Meredith.

560
00:28:19,831 --> 00:28:21,916
Hey! We're interns.

561
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,043
We all started out together, Meredith,
Izzie, Cristina and me.

562
00:28:24,252 --> 00:28:25,670
We all started out together. [chuckles]

563
00:28:26,212 --> 00:28:28,548
George, that woman hurt you
as badly as anyone can be hurt.

564
00:28:28,631 --> 00:28:30,299
You were devastated when I met you.

565
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:34,679
They're family.

566
00:28:35,221 --> 00:28:38,725
Izzie and Meredith and Cristina,
they're... they're my family.

567
00:28:39,225 --> 00:28:41,602
I can hate Meredith and I can be
angry at her,

568
00:28:41,769 --> 00:28:43,021
but I'll always defend her.

569
00:28:43,104 --> 00:28:45,398
So you don't have to forgive Meredith,
but I do?

570
00:28:47,025 --> 00:28:49,777
If you want a chance
to be part of the family, yeah.

571
00:28:51,487 --> 00:28:53,031
[Izzie] Dr. Burke. Hello.

572
00:28:53,281 --> 00:28:56,409
<i>Stevens, Where the hell have you been?
Have you got the lab results?</i>

573
00:28:56,492 --> 00:28:58,870
[clears throat] I'm working on that.

574
00:28:58,953 --> 00:29:00,288
Stevens, I need answers.

575
00:29:02,248 --> 00:29:04,250
- Stevens?
<i>- You should get back here,</i>

576
00:29:04,334 --> 00:29:06,336
<i>with the heart, as soon as you can,</i>

577
00:29:07,253 --> 00:29:09,130
What the hell...
What are you talking about?

578
00:29:09,464 --> 00:29:10,631
Preston.

579
00:29:12,008 --> 00:29:13,259
Izzie, what did you do?

580
00:29:13,384 --> 00:29:16,429
<i>As soon as I get confirmatory tests
and labs to raise Denny's UNOS status,</i>

581
00:29:16,512 --> 00:29:19,640
I will fax them to you. Then you
should waste no time getting back here.

582
00:29:20,224 --> 00:29:23,603
Because I don't know enough to know
how long Denny will have once I start.

583
00:29:25,271 --> 00:29:26,147
Start?

584
00:29:27,982 --> 00:29:29,317
[Preston] <i>What did you do, Izzie?</i>

585
00:29:31,194 --> 00:29:32,153
What did you do?

586
00:29:32,236 --> 00:29:34,989
<i>I'm going to hang up now. Just hurry.</i>

587
00:29:35,073 --> 00:29:36,324
[click]

588
00:29:48,002 --> 00:29:52,006
According to my intern,
Denny Duquette is in pulmonary edema.

589
00:29:52,298 --> 00:29:55,134
He has been intubated
and placed on multiple IV drips.

590
00:29:55,218 --> 00:29:57,887
So, Preston gets the heart.
Great, let's open this guy.

591
00:29:57,970 --> 00:30:02,100
However, given this unusual situation
and out of respect to Dr. Hahn,

592
00:30:02,225 --> 00:30:05,186
- I'd like to confirm those results.
- You just did.

593
00:30:05,603 --> 00:30:06,437
In person.

594
00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:09,107
I want to confirm them in person.

595
00:30:09,399 --> 00:30:10,400
[Erica] Are you kidding?

596
00:30:10,691 --> 00:30:13,277
By the time you get there,
it'll be another hour.

597
00:30:14,779 --> 00:30:15,780
What are you up to, Burke?

598
00:30:16,322 --> 00:30:19,075
Why don't you just talk to your Chief?
Confirm the results with him.

599
00:30:24,705 --> 00:30:27,625
Well, because of the shootings
today... at the restaurant.

600
00:30:27,875 --> 00:30:29,460
All our attendings are in surgery.

601
00:30:29,836 --> 00:30:30,837
Exactly.

602
00:30:31,170 --> 00:30:34,215
If you'd prefer, I could call UNOS
and have them give me the heart.

603
00:30:34,298 --> 00:30:37,009
Or I could go and make sure
that it really belongs to me.

604
00:30:41,722 --> 00:30:42,557
Go.

605
00:30:43,766 --> 00:30:44,600
Thank you.

606
00:30:47,979 --> 00:30:51,441
I'm going back to Seattle Grace.
You stay here and protect my heart.

607
00:30:51,566 --> 00:30:56,112
If that woman so much as looks at a
scalpel, tackle her. Do you understand?

608
00:30:56,320 --> 00:30:57,530
Yes, sir.

609
00:31:01,409 --> 00:31:03,411
- Hey, you got a minute?
- You ready to talk?

610
00:31:03,494 --> 00:31:05,955
My patient, Kendra Thomas.
She's brain dead.

611
00:31:06,038 --> 00:31:08,499
Her parents want to keep her alive
to have the baby.

612
00:31:08,583 --> 00:31:09,709
You want me to talk to the parents?

613
00:31:09,792 --> 00:31:13,796
I tried, but you're neonatal, you might
have a better shot at it than I do.

614
00:31:13,963 --> 00:31:15,631
- OK.
- You can give them a more detailed...

615
00:31:15,798 --> 00:31:16,883
I said I'd do it.

616
00:31:18,134 --> 00:31:19,343
Mr. And Mrs. Thomas.

617
00:31:19,427 --> 00:31:22,346
Dr. Shepherd asked me to talk to you
about your daughter and her pregnancy.

618
00:31:22,430 --> 00:31:24,182
We've made up our mind.
She's having the baby.

619
00:31:24,807 --> 00:31:26,934
I know Kendra meant the world to you

620
00:31:27,101 --> 00:31:29,937
and I know the terrible grief
you must be going through right now.

621
00:31:30,021 --> 00:31:32,857
But from a medical standpoint,
this is a very bad idea.

622
00:31:32,940 --> 00:31:35,985
Well, if we wanted your opinion, miss,
we'd ask for it.

623
00:31:36,486 --> 00:31:39,238
It's just... we love our daughter.

624
00:31:39,864 --> 00:31:41,365
Please try to understand.

625
00:31:41,449 --> 00:31:42,992
I do understand. I do.

626
00:31:43,409 --> 00:31:47,038
You think if you love her enough
or love her baby enough

627
00:31:47,205 --> 00:31:48,581
that will keep her close to you.

628
00:31:48,706 --> 00:31:52,585
But she's already gone and if you
go with this, you're risking...

629
00:31:52,668 --> 00:31:55,129
I mean, if Kendra
were to contract an infection,

630
00:31:55,213 --> 00:31:57,757
she could pass it on
and it could cause brain damage...

631
00:31:58,049 --> 00:31:59,175
We're taking our chances.

632
00:31:59,258 --> 00:32:04,055
Now they keep organ donors alive
after they're... gone.

633
00:32:04,388 --> 00:32:05,723
Why not Kendra?

634
00:32:05,806 --> 00:32:08,267
Organ donors aren't kept alive for
six months.

635
00:32:08,684 --> 00:32:10,061
Your daughter is brain dead.

636
00:32:10,144 --> 00:32:12,813
She can't regulate body temperature,
hormone output.

637
00:32:12,897 --> 00:32:15,149
These things are very important
for a fetus.

638
00:32:15,233 --> 00:32:16,984
You can regulate that stuff, right?

639
00:32:17,068 --> 00:32:18,986
We could try. I...

640
00:32:19,070 --> 00:32:21,656
Then try, damn it!
What the hell's the problem here?

641
00:32:21,739 --> 00:32:25,076
The problem is you want to use
your daughter's corpse as an incubator.

642
00:32:25,159 --> 00:32:27,620
- That's the problem!
- OK, I'm sorry. Would you excuse us?

643
00:32:27,703 --> 00:32:29,372
- What are you doing?
- They just lost their daughter.

644
00:32:29,705 --> 00:32:32,792
I know. They need to face that.
She's not coming back.

645
00:32:32,875 --> 00:32:35,336
A little sensitivity
would be nice here, OK?

646
00:32:36,087 --> 00:32:38,005
They love their daughter.
They don't want to let go.

647
00:32:38,089 --> 00:32:40,299
What they're doing
is not about love, Derek.

648
00:32:40,383 --> 00:32:42,635
It's... It's... Well, it's like you.

649
00:32:42,885 --> 00:32:45,137
- Excuse me?
- Like how you pretend to love me,

650
00:32:45,221 --> 00:32:48,099
but you're just using me
to fill your need to be a good guy.

651
00:32:48,182 --> 00:32:49,976
Now is not the time to talk about this.
we'll talk about it later.

652
00:32:50,393 --> 00:32:53,104
- You walk away? That's all I get?
- Just calm down please.

653
00:32:53,187 --> 00:32:54,939
What? You're not going to yell at me?
Call me names?

654
00:32:55,022 --> 00:32:57,608
Or I don't know...
ignore me in an elevator?

655
00:32:57,984 --> 00:33:00,278
- What do you want from me, Addison?
- I want you to care!

656
00:33:00,486 --> 00:33:03,364
I sleep with your best friend
and you walk away.

657
00:33:03,447 --> 00:33:05,616
He comes out here from New York
and rubs it in your face,

658
00:33:05,866 --> 00:33:07,743
and still you get a good night's sleep.

659
00:33:08,077 --> 00:33:10,454
What do I have to do? I know.

660
00:33:10,663 --> 00:33:13,332
Maybe what I should do
is go out on a date with the vet.

661
00:33:13,583 --> 00:33:16,335
Because that seems
to send you into a blind rage.

662
00:33:16,627 --> 00:33:20,464
But wait. That won't work either
because I'm not Meredith Grey!

663
00:33:34,353 --> 00:33:35,396
[sighs]

664
00:33:51,825 --> 00:33:55,454
I know it's a bad time, but do you
still want to go ahead with the baby?

665
00:33:59,249 --> 00:34:00,917
We haven't decided on anything.

666
00:34:05,297 --> 00:34:08,508
Sir? You asked me before
if I had a daughter.

667
00:34:08,759 --> 00:34:10,093
I don't. But I have a family.

668
00:34:10,177 --> 00:34:12,054
I... actually have a couple families.

669
00:34:12,721 --> 00:34:16,725
The thing about families, you don't
necessarily like what they do.

670
00:34:18,393 --> 00:34:21,313
Their choices and their decisions.
But you stick by them.

671
00:34:22,397 --> 00:34:25,192
Right now one of my friends,
her boyfriend is dying.

672
00:34:25,942 --> 00:34:29,946
Heart failure. He's 36. Kendra's
driver's license says she's a donor.

673
00:34:30,030 --> 00:34:32,783
She's not a match,
but she could save a dozen other lives.

674
00:34:32,866 --> 00:34:35,702
And from what I know about Kendra,
what I've heard,

675
00:34:36,119 --> 00:34:39,706
I got to believe that if she had the
choice between where she is right now

676
00:34:40,666 --> 00:34:43,460
and saving a dozen other people,
she'd save those people.

677
00:34:44,628 --> 00:34:45,962
That would be her decision.

678
00:34:46,421 --> 00:34:47,881
So the question is...

679
00:34:49,383 --> 00:34:51,593
whether you stick by her one last time.

680
00:34:56,556 --> 00:34:57,516
Excuse me.

681
00:35:03,021 --> 00:35:04,189
[door opens]

682
00:35:04,690 --> 00:35:05,816
You paged?

683
00:35:06,066 --> 00:35:11,446
Yeah. These are X-rays of a human
with an osteosarcoma on his tibia.

684
00:35:12,406 --> 00:35:16,576
It's the closest I could get to
mirroring what's happening to your dog.

685
00:35:16,660 --> 00:35:17,536
[inhales]

686
00:35:17,619 --> 00:35:20,038
In this patient,
the cancer was aggressive.

687
00:35:20,330 --> 00:35:24,793
And it spread quickly and he died when
it finally metastasized on his lungs.

688
00:35:24,876 --> 00:35:26,002
The human died?

689
00:35:26,086 --> 00:35:27,546
Yes. The human died.

690
00:35:31,883 --> 00:35:33,176
Thank you, Callie.

691
00:35:34,761 --> 00:35:35,971
You're welcome, Meredith.

692
00:35:40,892 --> 00:35:42,644
- You OK, baby?
- Yeah.

693
00:35:43,937 --> 00:35:44,896
[sighs]

694
00:35:44,980 --> 00:35:46,732
Well. You made up with him?

695
00:35:46,982 --> 00:35:50,652
- I told him I'd give him one more chance.
- And I said she won't have to.

696
00:35:51,445 --> 00:35:55,240
What I went through today, what we went
through today, it's changed me.

697
00:35:55,574 --> 00:35:58,994
This bullet will always remind me
to do the right thing by my Deborah.

698
00:35:59,745 --> 00:36:00,871
Here you go.

699
00:36:01,371 --> 00:36:04,040
And whatever's going on
with you and your boyfriend?

700
00:36:04,166 --> 00:36:05,584
Maybe you should just try and forgive him.

701
00:36:06,418 --> 00:36:09,629
It really feels so much better
than all that anger.

702
00:36:10,297 --> 00:36:11,548
Thanks.

703
00:36:13,592 --> 00:36:15,051
[chuckles]

704
00:36:18,722 --> 00:36:20,390
We haven't forgotten you, Will.

705
00:36:20,599 --> 00:36:22,601
We'll get you to the OR
as soon as possible.

706
00:36:25,771 --> 00:36:26,980
My friend, Kendra...

707
00:36:27,898 --> 00:36:31,526
Dr. Grey said that if anybody
had any information

708
00:36:31,610 --> 00:36:33,945
that they would let me know
as soon as possible.

709
00:36:35,655 --> 00:36:37,115
OK.

710
00:36:37,949 --> 00:36:39,284
I'm sorry.

711
00:36:48,752 --> 00:36:49,878
[clears throat]

712
00:36:54,466 --> 00:36:56,718
I'm going to get you some time off, man.

713
00:36:57,719 --> 00:36:59,221
I'm going to talk to the owner,

714
00:36:59,346 --> 00:37:01,097
make sure they keep your job for you.

715
00:37:02,098 --> 00:37:03,350
It's not your fault you got shot.

716
00:37:03,809 --> 00:37:04,851
Not my fault either.

717
00:37:05,185 --> 00:37:07,729
You know, I... I didn't...
I didn't pull the trigger.

718
00:37:07,813 --> 00:37:09,356
Petey had the gun. I'm just saying.

719
00:37:10,690 --> 00:37:14,194
People blame management,
but we do the best we can.

720
00:37:14,361 --> 00:37:17,614
I mean, I... I do the best I can.

721
00:37:24,955 --> 00:37:27,874
I know what you're going to say,
but if you knew the day that I had...

722
00:37:27,958 --> 00:37:30,377
Everybody in this hospital
has those days, Addison.

723
00:37:30,460 --> 00:37:33,588
And no one makes a scene in front
of their peers. Get it together.

724
00:37:36,341 --> 00:37:37,467
Addison.

725
00:37:38,885 --> 00:37:40,220
I can't compete.

726
00:37:41,388 --> 00:37:44,391
He's not having an affair.
He's not trying to hurt me. He's just...

727
00:37:45,684 --> 00:37:50,146
The only people who don't know Derek
loves Meredith are Derek and Meredith.

728
00:37:52,023 --> 00:37:53,441
How do I compete with that?

729
00:37:56,903 --> 00:38:01,408
[Meredith] <i>So what makes anger different</i>
<i>from the six other deadly sins?</i>

730
00:38:33,189 --> 00:38:34,816
<i>It's pretty simple really.</i>

731
00:38:35,066 --> 00:38:40,071
<i>You give in to a sin like envy or pride
then you only hurt yourself.</i>

732
00:38:42,616 --> 00:38:43,658
I love you.

733
00:38:47,662 --> 00:38:49,372
I'm sorry. I'm...

734
00:38:50,498 --> 00:38:52,417
I... I didn't mean to... I just...

735
00:38:53,877 --> 00:38:57,422
I... I have verbal diarrhea [chuckles]
and I'm a moron.

736
00:38:58,798 --> 00:39:01,176
What are you thinking?
Are you freaking out or?

737
00:39:02,469 --> 00:39:06,056
George, I need your help. I wouldn't ask
if it weren't important. It's...

738
00:39:07,057 --> 00:39:07,933
OK.

739
00:39:09,976 --> 00:39:12,270
I'll call you? Later?

740
00:39:12,938 --> 00:39:13,939
Sure.

741
00:39:18,818 --> 00:39:20,862
Were we supposed to have dinner tonight?

742
00:39:22,656 --> 00:39:24,157
Tell me the truth about Doc.

743
00:39:25,116 --> 00:39:26,034
What about him?

744
00:39:26,117 --> 00:39:28,828
You've been downplaying how sick he is,
haven't you?

745
00:39:31,206 --> 00:39:34,834
The best-case scenario,
I would say Doc has maybe a year left.

746
00:39:35,502 --> 00:39:39,255
- OK.
- And Doc is not the best-case scenario.

747
00:39:40,340 --> 00:39:42,092
- OK.
- Meredith?

748
00:39:42,842 --> 00:39:45,595
Damn it. [breaths deeply]

749
00:39:46,930 --> 00:39:47,973
I am sorry.

750
00:39:49,265 --> 00:39:51,726
I'm so sorry.
I know how much you love him.

751
00:39:52,644 --> 00:39:53,645
I do.

752
00:39:54,521 --> 00:39:56,189
I love him so much.

753
00:40:02,696 --> 00:40:05,365
- You need my help for an EKG?
- No. Come.

754
00:40:05,824 --> 00:40:09,285
OK, after I do this,
I might have to shock you a few times.

755
00:40:09,494 --> 00:40:10,453
Do what?

756
00:40:11,538 --> 00:40:12,664
You feeling good?

757
00:40:12,831 --> 00:40:15,834
I think so.
Explain this to me again. [panting]

758
00:40:15,917 --> 00:40:20,005
OK, the LVAD has been inserted into your
abdomen and is connected to your heart.

759
00:40:20,171 --> 00:40:21,756
This leads to the power source,

760
00:40:21,881 --> 00:40:24,551
this one is connected to the pump
that pumps your heart for you.

761
00:40:24,634 --> 00:40:28,972
I have the crash cart, the
defibrillator, the Ambu bag, saline...

762
00:40:29,055 --> 00:40:30,015
Do what, Izzie?

763
00:40:31,766 --> 00:40:33,351
I feel like we should say stuff.

764
00:40:34,269 --> 00:40:35,770
Denny, do you want to say stuff?

765
00:40:36,438 --> 00:40:38,898
Kiss me. Right here.

766
00:40:46,823 --> 00:40:49,951
Izzie, that kiss was worth 1,000 words.

767
00:40:50,076 --> 00:40:52,912
A picture. A picture is worth 1,000 words.

768
00:40:52,996 --> 00:40:55,874
- You're correcting me now?
- I don't mean to be intrusive...

769
00:40:55,957 --> 00:40:57,709
Just give me a second, George!

770
00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:01,379
OK, are you ready?

771
00:41:02,005 --> 00:41:03,590
As I'll ever be.

772
00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:09,012
Wait. What are you doing?

773
00:41:10,263 --> 00:41:13,641
[Meredith]<i>Try lust or coveting</i>
<i>and you'll only hurt yourself,</i>

774
00:41:13,725 --> 00:41:15,643
<i>and probably one or two others,</i>

775
00:41:17,353 --> 00:41:20,065
But anger... Anger is the worst,

776
00:41:20,148 --> 00:41:21,149
[gunshots]

777
00:41:22,859 --> 00:41:24,652
[screaming]

778
00:41:27,489 --> 00:41:30,617
- OK. We're done!
- What was that? Were those gunshots?

779
00:41:32,702 --> 00:41:34,913
[Meredith] <i>The mother of all sins,</i>

780
00:41:34,996 --> 00:41:35,830
Petey.

781
00:41:36,247 --> 00:41:39,084
Denny. If there really is
some kind of big glowy light...

782
00:41:39,167 --> 00:41:41,586
- I'll try like hell to stay out of it.
- Exactly.

783
00:41:41,669 --> 00:41:42,545
I don't like the sound of this.

784
00:41:42,629 --> 00:41:44,881
Just make sure
nobody comes through that door.

785
00:41:47,967 --> 00:41:49,260
What are you doing?

786
00:41:54,390 --> 00:41:55,642
I'm stopping his heart, George.

787
00:41:55,725 --> 00:41:58,394
[Meredith] <i>Not only can anger</i>
<i>drive you over the edge,</i>

788
00:41:58,770 --> 00:42:03,233
<i>when it does, you can take
an awful lot of other people with you,</i>

789
00:42:08,154 --> 00:42:09,447
Izzie.

790
00:42:11,491 --> 00:42:12,951
[siren wailing]

791
00:42:15,161 --> 00:42:18,540
Oh! Dr. Burke. I need some help!

792
00:42:25,964 --> 00:42:29,759
It's OK. Burke will be here any minute.

793
00:42:34,055 --> 00:42:35,557
[scissor snips]

794
00:42:36,057 --> 00:42:38,643
[continuous beep]


