1 00:00:00,298 --> 00:00:02,342 [Miranda] Previously on Grey's Anatomy... 2 00:00:02,426 --> 00:00:05,011 I slept with George. It was a horrible mistake. 3 00:00:05,095 --> 00:00:08,223 But I have no interest in obstetrics or gynecology Dr. Shepherd. 4 00:00:08,306 --> 00:00:10,350 Your ass is mine until I say otherwise. 5 00:00:10,767 --> 00:00:12,602 We spent the night at Callie's last night, 6 00:00:12,686 --> 00:00:14,521 so we figured we'd spend the night here. 7 00:00:14,688 --> 00:00:15,856 Oh, hi. 8 00:00:15,939 --> 00:00:17,566 You're falling for a vet. 9 00:00:17,649 --> 00:00:20,652 I'm also dating. You. If you still want to. 10 00:00:21,403 --> 00:00:23,488 He was listless and hadn't eaten all day. 11 00:00:23,572 --> 00:00:25,032 - Let's have a look. - Hey. 12 00:00:25,198 --> 00:00:28,035 - Hey, is he sick again? - Yeah. 13 00:00:32,914 --> 00:00:35,834 [Meredith] We all go through life like bulls in a china shop. 14 00:00:36,251 --> 00:00:38,336 A chip here, a crack there. 15 00:00:39,087 --> 00:00:40,797 Doing damage to ourselves. 16 00:00:41,256 --> 00:00:42,466 To other people. 17 00:00:45,886 --> 00:00:48,055 So, uh, I don't cook. 18 00:00:48,430 --> 00:00:49,639 Nobody asked you to cook. 19 00:00:49,723 --> 00:00:53,602 I know, I'm just saying that, you know, I don't cook, so you don't have to cook. 20 00:00:53,685 --> 00:00:55,312 I don't expect you to cook for me. 21 00:00:55,437 --> 00:00:57,147 OK. You. Sit there. 22 00:00:58,523 --> 00:00:59,357 Sit down. 23 00:00:59,941 --> 00:01:01,485 I want you to drink this 24 00:01:01,818 --> 00:01:05,947 and try really hard to act like you aren't scary and damaged. 25 00:01:06,406 --> 00:01:08,408 I'm not scary and damaged. 26 00:01:08,700 --> 00:01:12,162 - Yeah, you are. - No. I'm not scary or damaged. 27 00:01:12,704 --> 00:01:16,458 All right. Why don't you tell me about your family? 28 00:01:17,667 --> 00:01:18,585 OK. 29 00:01:18,668 --> 00:01:22,506 Me not wanting to talk about my family, does not make me scary or damaged. 30 00:01:22,923 --> 00:01:23,757 OK. 31 00:01:25,300 --> 00:01:26,927 Tell me about the last guy you slept with. 32 00:01:27,427 --> 00:01:29,137 [Meredith]The problem is trying to figure out 33 00:01:29,221 --> 00:01:31,515 how to control the damage we have done. 34 00:01:31,973 --> 00:01:33,934 Or that's been done to us. 35 00:01:34,518 --> 00:01:38,021 - What did you say to him? - Nothing. I fled the scene. 36 00:01:38,647 --> 00:01:40,732 You didn't tell him about George or Derek? 37 00:01:40,816 --> 00:01:43,944 - No. - You like him. 38 00:01:44,236 --> 00:01:45,278 I could like him. 39 00:01:45,737 --> 00:01:47,072 Is the sex any good? 40 00:01:47,322 --> 00:01:48,323 I don't know. 41 00:01:48,406 --> 00:01:51,451 Four dates and two sleepovers at his place and no sex? 42 00:01:51,576 --> 00:01:53,620 Not even a kiss good night. 43 00:01:53,995 --> 00:01:56,081 Oh, I am proud. 44 00:01:56,832 --> 00:01:58,917 I am like a proud mama. 45 00:01:59,042 --> 00:02:00,877 - Shut up. - [Izzie chuckles] 46 00:02:06,633 --> 00:02:07,634 Morning. 47 00:02:11,972 --> 00:02:15,016 Sometimes the damage catches us by surprise. 48 00:02:23,191 --> 00:02:24,985 [toilet flushes] 49 00:02:28,613 --> 00:02:29,823 [chuckles] 50 00:02:30,323 --> 00:02:32,951 Oh, my God. Did that just happen? 51 00:02:33,076 --> 00:02:34,202 I'm having a seizure. 52 00:02:34,286 --> 00:02:36,830 I am clearly mid-seizure. I'm seizing. 53 00:02:37,205 --> 00:02:39,791 - Oh, my God. - She didn't even wash her hands. 54 00:02:40,625 --> 00:02:41,585 Oh, my God. 55 00:02:41,668 --> 00:02:44,421 [Meredith] Sometimes we think we can fix the damage. 56 00:02:44,504 --> 00:02:47,507 All I'm saying is if she needs to pee she could at least wear a bra. 57 00:02:47,591 --> 00:02:49,009 Or maybe wait until she's alone. 58 00:02:49,092 --> 00:02:52,721 For the love of everything sanitary, could she wash her hands? She's a surgeon. 59 00:02:52,804 --> 00:02:55,891 You said you were blocking the sink. I think you're exaggerating. 60 00:02:56,182 --> 00:02:59,311 She peed. Naked peeing. Ask Meredith. Meredith? 61 00:03:00,812 --> 00:03:02,522 That's right, I forgot, you're not talking to her. 62 00:03:03,356 --> 00:03:05,942 If you were she'd tell you that Callie crosses the line. 63 00:03:06,026 --> 00:03:09,154 So crossed the line. So freaking crossed. 64 00:03:10,238 --> 00:03:13,033 We're still pretending that you're not seeing a patient, right? 65 00:03:14,993 --> 00:03:18,079 People, what's with all the evil misery? 66 00:03:18,788 --> 00:03:20,624 Live and let live. 67 00:03:22,876 --> 00:03:24,169 - You're cheerful. - Oh, come on. 68 00:03:24,252 --> 00:03:26,212 You are. How's that possible? 69 00:03:26,421 --> 00:03:29,257 I scrubbed in on a four-hour paraesophageal hernia last night. 70 00:03:29,466 --> 00:03:30,550 Then I got laid. 71 00:03:30,759 --> 00:03:34,804 And now, three ambulances are coming in full of bloody broken car crash victims, 72 00:03:34,888 --> 00:03:37,182 all who need to be cut open. 73 00:03:37,265 --> 00:03:38,642 So, I'm cheery! 74 00:03:38,767 --> 00:03:42,270 [Meredith] And sometimes the damage is something we can't even see. 75 00:03:42,479 --> 00:03:43,355 I'm cheerful! 76 00:03:44,314 --> 00:03:45,148 Sorry, sir, I... 77 00:03:45,232 --> 00:03:46,358 - Hey. - How's my dog? 78 00:03:46,775 --> 00:03:48,693 - Much better. Finn's running tests. - Good. 79 00:03:49,152 --> 00:03:50,987 - [Meredith] Our dog. - What? 80 00:03:51,154 --> 00:03:53,990 Our dog. You said "my dog." He's our dog. 81 00:03:55,909 --> 00:03:58,495 - Yeah, whatever. - Are you mad at me or something? 82 00:03:58,578 --> 00:04:01,039 - [siren wailing] - Now's not the time. 83 00:04:01,998 --> 00:04:04,251 25-year-old restrained driver, Noah Reynolds. 84 00:04:04,334 --> 00:04:06,169 Vitals stable. Right knee pain. 85 00:04:06,253 --> 00:04:09,589 - Curtain three. - Noah? You still alive? 86 00:04:09,756 --> 00:04:11,174 I'm still alive, baby! 87 00:04:12,050 --> 00:04:13,885 My wife's side took all of the impact. 88 00:04:13,969 --> 00:04:15,345 [Noah] Her parents were in the other car. 89 00:04:15,428 --> 00:04:18,556 Some jerk slammed into them and then they slammed into us. 90 00:04:18,640 --> 00:04:21,184 On three. One. Two. Three. 91 00:04:21,268 --> 00:04:24,604 22-year-old pregnant restrained passenger T-boned on her side. 92 00:04:24,688 --> 00:04:27,983 Prolonged extrication in the field. BP 90 over 50. Pulse in the 80s. 93 00:04:28,066 --> 00:04:31,152 - [Miranda] Trauma room one. - Trauma? No. I'm fine. Really. 94 00:04:31,236 --> 00:04:33,822 You don't have to go to all that trouble. I am fine. 95 00:04:33,905 --> 00:04:37,575 The air bags went off. If you could just check on my baby and my family. 96 00:04:37,659 --> 00:04:40,745 My husband. Noah? You saw Mama breathing, right? 97 00:04:40,870 --> 00:04:42,580 And Daddy? Where the hell's Daddy? 98 00:04:42,664 --> 00:04:44,416 Mama and Daddy are still alive, right? 99 00:04:44,499 --> 00:04:46,418 They're in the next ambulance. 100 00:04:46,501 --> 00:04:47,419 They're alive, right? 101 00:04:47,502 --> 00:04:49,921 - Please don't move, ma'am. - [woman] Mama and Daddy, I need to know. 102 00:04:50,005 --> 00:04:52,340 Yeah, I'll ask someone about... Mama. 103 00:04:52,424 --> 00:04:53,258 And Daddy. 104 00:04:53,341 --> 00:04:58,138 Driver and front-seat passenger both early 50s, both restrained, both stable. 105 00:04:58,596 --> 00:05:01,808 The passenger has some leg and arm pain, the driver has chest pain. 106 00:05:02,225 --> 00:05:03,768 Dang it all to heck! 107 00:05:04,144 --> 00:05:08,398 Excuse my French, honey, but I need some whatever kind of horse pills you've got, 108 00:05:08,481 --> 00:05:10,942 because this hurts like the dickens! 109 00:05:11,026 --> 00:05:14,321 - Uh, that would be Mama? - Mama! You OK? 110 00:05:14,404 --> 00:05:15,739 I am in pain! 111 00:05:17,032 --> 00:05:20,660 - Get off. Get off! - Sir, I need to clear your spine. 112 00:05:20,744 --> 00:05:23,705 My spine is fine and you can sew up my head later. 113 00:05:23,788 --> 00:05:26,124 - Where's my girl? Milly. - Daddy? 114 00:05:26,207 --> 00:05:27,292 - Jim? - Noah? 115 00:05:27,375 --> 00:05:29,085 - Mel? - Mama? 116 00:05:29,586 --> 00:05:31,046 The hillbilly picnic. 117 00:05:32,172 --> 00:05:35,091 Could everybody shut up for a minute? I'm trying to find a fetal heartbeat. 118 00:05:35,175 --> 00:05:37,677 - OK hold on. Is the baby OK? - [Cristina] Hold on. 119 00:05:38,511 --> 00:05:40,930 [amplified heartbeat] 120 00:05:41,806 --> 00:05:45,018 The baby's heart rate is 152 and strong. It's... It's OK. 121 00:05:45,310 --> 00:05:47,020 [approaching siren] 122 00:05:47,228 --> 00:05:49,856 - They're both good. They're good. - Thank the Lord. 123 00:05:49,939 --> 00:05:51,649 Thank the Lord they're all right. 124 00:05:52,817 --> 00:05:54,736 [Meredith] Dr. Bailey, another car crash victim. 125 00:05:54,819 --> 00:05:56,905 That's him! That's the guy who hit us! 126 00:05:57,113 --> 00:05:59,908 I'll kill him! I'm going to get you! 127 00:05:59,991 --> 00:06:03,161 - You son of a bitch! - Big Jim, just hold your horses! 128 00:06:03,244 --> 00:06:05,622 He's hurt. He's already hurt. 129 00:06:05,705 --> 00:06:06,915 - Good! - Daddy? 130 00:06:06,998 --> 00:06:09,542 Don't ask me to be neighborly! 131 00:06:09,626 --> 00:06:13,046 Trauma three. Page Ortho and Neuro. O'Malley, give her a hand. 132 00:06:13,213 --> 00:06:14,047 What happened? 133 00:06:14,130 --> 00:06:16,966 What are you doing, young man? 134 00:06:17,217 --> 00:06:19,552 - I'm just trying to examine you. - I don't think so. 135 00:06:20,178 --> 00:06:21,554 [whispers] I don't have any panties on. 136 00:06:21,638 --> 00:06:24,474 I do not know you well enough to let you see my good girl. 137 00:06:25,100 --> 00:06:26,559 Get me a lady doctor. 138 00:06:26,976 --> 00:06:28,520 I need a chick over here! 139 00:06:28,728 --> 00:06:29,562 What happened? 140 00:06:29,646 --> 00:06:32,857 Marshall Stone, surgical intern at Mercy West. 141 00:06:33,274 --> 00:06:34,150 What happened? 142 00:06:34,234 --> 00:06:36,486 Page Ortho to look at his wrist and contact CT. 143 00:06:36,569 --> 00:06:37,612 Yes, Dr. Shepherd. 144 00:06:37,737 --> 00:06:40,031 [Derek] Marshall, I'm going to say three words to you, OK? 145 00:06:40,115 --> 00:06:43,118 Then I want you to repeat them back to Dr. Grey. Can you do that? 146 00:06:44,035 --> 00:06:46,412 - OK. - OK. Bat, orange, car. 147 00:06:46,663 --> 00:06:48,039 You think you can remember that? 148 00:06:48,957 --> 00:06:50,291 Good. OK. 149 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:54,003 Here. He has a closed head injury. 150 00:06:54,087 --> 00:06:58,591 Watch for vomiting, confusion and loss of consciousness, OK? 151 00:06:58,675 --> 00:06:59,884 - All right. - Good. 152 00:07:00,552 --> 00:07:01,636 - Derek? - Not now. 153 00:07:02,387 --> 00:07:04,264 Let me know when you get the CT report back. 154 00:07:07,725 --> 00:07:11,896 Marshall, can you remember those words? 155 00:07:13,690 --> 00:07:14,607 What happened? 156 00:07:27,799 --> 00:07:29,843 And this is the father, Big Jim. 157 00:07:30,594 --> 00:07:33,722 I don't call him Big Jim. The family, they call him Big Jim. 158 00:07:33,805 --> 00:07:35,098 Oh, stupid hicks. 159 00:07:35,474 --> 00:07:39,019 Really? Being Southern makes you stupid? He owns half of Alabama. 160 00:07:39,561 --> 00:07:42,355 Yeah. And I bet he even washes his hands after he pees. 161 00:07:42,522 --> 00:07:44,649 - That's uncalled for! - This is a place of business. 162 00:07:44,733 --> 00:07:46,860 Discharge the mother and father. 163 00:07:46,943 --> 00:07:49,654 Karev, get the husband to the OR for surgery. 164 00:07:50,113 --> 00:07:52,074 Dr. Karev, there you are. 165 00:07:52,783 --> 00:07:55,452 You're supposed to be up on the OB-GYN rounding up my patients. 166 00:07:55,535 --> 00:07:57,829 Yeah, I got paged. 911. 167 00:07:57,913 --> 00:07:59,748 Pregnant mom. Car accident. Very serious. 168 00:07:59,831 --> 00:08:01,541 Pity. I've got three surgeries on the board. 169 00:08:01,625 --> 00:08:03,794 I was going to ask you to scrub in, but, 170 00:08:04,628 --> 00:08:07,047 guess you should stay by that pregnant lady's side all day. 171 00:08:07,464 --> 00:08:08,924 You see to it, Dr. Bailey? 172 00:08:12,302 --> 00:08:16,098 Karev, go find your patient. Stevens, scrub in on Noah's patella fracture. 173 00:08:16,181 --> 00:08:18,600 The She-Shepherd just walks in and pulls me off surgery? 174 00:08:18,683 --> 00:08:21,061 You burn the She-Shepherd, she burns back. Go. 175 00:08:25,482 --> 00:08:29,945 - The CT won't hurt the baby or nothing? - It won't hurt the baby... or nothing. 176 00:08:31,488 --> 00:08:33,323 OK, on three. One, two, three, up. 177 00:08:33,448 --> 00:08:35,784 I was having a shower today. A baby shower. 178 00:08:35,867 --> 00:08:37,119 [laughs] 179 00:08:37,202 --> 00:08:39,204 That's why Mama and Daddy are in town. 180 00:08:39,287 --> 00:08:40,539 Because I'm having a baby. 181 00:08:41,039 --> 00:08:43,500 - How nice is that? - Nice. 182 00:08:43,583 --> 00:08:44,417 Isn't it? 183 00:08:45,168 --> 00:08:47,420 - What are you doing here? - I'm captain of the vagina squad. 184 00:08:47,796 --> 00:08:50,966 This nice man is going to take care of you now and he really likes to talk, 185 00:08:51,049 --> 00:08:53,093 - so chat away. - [Milly] It was nice meeting you. 186 00:08:53,176 --> 00:08:55,804 - Not cool, Yang. - What does she mean? Captain? 187 00:08:56,096 --> 00:08:57,597 And what kind of squad are you on? 188 00:09:02,394 --> 00:09:03,895 You shouldn't be reading your own chart. 189 00:09:04,312 --> 00:09:07,732 I want to find out what caused me to swerve my car into oncoming traffic 190 00:09:08,066 --> 00:09:09,526 and not be able to remember it. 191 00:09:10,610 --> 00:09:13,113 Those people, the ones I hit, they're going to be OK, right? 192 00:09:13,530 --> 00:09:16,449 - No serious complications? - Uh, they're still checking them out. 193 00:09:19,161 --> 00:09:20,537 - Dr. Torres? - Yeah? 194 00:09:20,620 --> 00:09:22,747 I heard you're performing the Noah Reynolds surgery. 195 00:09:23,206 --> 00:09:24,958 - Yes. - Well, I'm your intern. 196 00:09:25,041 --> 00:09:28,253 - So, whenever you're ready. - OK, well, head up and prep the OR. 197 00:09:28,336 --> 00:09:29,588 I need to put on a splint. 198 00:09:36,803 --> 00:09:38,471 - Did you wash your hands? - What? 199 00:09:38,680 --> 00:09:41,141 - You washed your hands, right? - Of course, I washed my hands. 200 00:09:41,224 --> 00:09:42,809 No. No. Of course you did. 201 00:09:44,352 --> 00:09:46,354 Marshall, this is going to hurt a little bit, OK? 202 00:09:47,105 --> 00:09:50,400 [winces] My ETOH and tox screens were pristine 203 00:09:50,483 --> 00:09:53,570 so I wasn't drinking or... under the influence. Ow. 204 00:09:54,821 --> 00:09:56,531 OK, we get the CT result back yet? 205 00:09:56,865 --> 00:09:57,824 Not yet. 206 00:09:57,908 --> 00:10:00,160 My GCS was 13. Why haven't I had a CT? 207 00:10:01,036 --> 00:10:03,205 - Dr. Grey? - CT was backed up. 208 00:10:03,872 --> 00:10:07,042 - And he's lucid now, so... - So get it done! Now! 209 00:10:08,919 --> 00:10:12,839 Hey. Daisy Duke's case was boring me to tears. 210 00:10:13,173 --> 00:10:15,967 So, um, you got any good hearts that I can cut open? 211 00:10:16,468 --> 00:10:19,471 Or, you know, bad hearts that we can make good? 212 00:10:21,473 --> 00:10:25,227 [woman on PA] Dr. Stevens, Dr. Howard Stevens, 1435. 213 00:10:25,644 --> 00:10:28,146 Burke? Use words. 214 00:10:33,443 --> 00:10:34,653 You fell asleep. 215 00:10:35,487 --> 00:10:36,404 When? 216 00:10:37,447 --> 00:10:39,866 This morning. In the on-call room. 217 00:10:40,075 --> 00:10:43,453 - I fell asleep after we, you know... - Not after. 218 00:10:43,703 --> 00:10:45,497 Not after. 219 00:10:50,835 --> 00:10:53,672 Oh. I'm... sorry. 220 00:10:53,755 --> 00:10:56,132 I was really tired. Seriously. 221 00:10:56,216 --> 00:10:58,593 Seriously, my bad. I'm really sorry. 222 00:11:00,095 --> 00:11:03,014 - Don't let this threaten your manhood. - Oh, this is not... 223 00:11:04,432 --> 00:11:07,811 I am very confident in my manhood, thank you very much. 224 00:11:07,894 --> 00:11:10,230 good, you should be, because, I mean... 225 00:11:10,814 --> 00:11:13,608 I fell asleep because I had already finished. 226 00:11:14,609 --> 00:11:15,443 Twice. 227 00:11:16,569 --> 00:11:18,363 I hadn't finished. 228 00:11:21,157 --> 00:11:22,492 I was tired. 229 00:11:22,575 --> 00:11:24,202 It's not like I did this on purpose. 230 00:11:24,285 --> 00:11:26,204 Did you stay in the hospital last night on purpose? 231 00:11:26,287 --> 00:11:28,873 - You weren't on-call. - It was a paraesophageal hernia. 232 00:11:28,957 --> 00:11:30,583 I had never seen one. 233 00:11:30,667 --> 00:11:32,460 I'm a surgeon first, just like you. 234 00:11:32,544 --> 00:11:35,463 No. No. Not just like me. I am a person first. 235 00:11:37,674 --> 00:11:39,926 Someone page me? Denny? 236 00:11:40,010 --> 00:11:40,969 [woman] He collapsed. 237 00:11:41,845 --> 00:11:42,804 What happened? 238 00:11:44,305 --> 00:11:46,933 - Too far, too fast. - What were you doing? 239 00:11:47,350 --> 00:11:48,309 Stairs. 240 00:11:49,310 --> 00:11:52,105 - Real bright, huh? - Your LVAD battery is almost dead. 241 00:11:52,188 --> 00:11:53,982 Um, get him to his room, I'll get Dr. Burke. 242 00:11:54,065 --> 00:11:57,986 Let's get him up now. Nice and easy on one, two, three. 243 00:11:58,069 --> 00:12:01,156 Now, Denny, you knew that LVAD wasn't a cure. 244 00:12:01,239 --> 00:12:02,323 I want to go home. 245 00:12:03,074 --> 00:12:04,409 I want to go home yesterday. 246 00:12:04,868 --> 00:12:08,663 I know this is hard to hear, but that's just not an option at this point. 247 00:12:08,747 --> 00:12:12,208 Since when do you get to decide what's an option in my life and what isn't? 248 00:12:13,460 --> 00:12:15,920 My heart may be on your battery packs, 249 00:12:16,671 --> 00:12:18,214 but it's still my heart. 250 00:12:18,465 --> 00:12:20,967 It's my decision. It's my damn life. 251 00:12:22,635 --> 00:12:23,553 That's right. 252 00:12:24,596 --> 00:12:25,680 It is your life. 253 00:12:26,514 --> 00:12:27,974 And it is your life that is at stake. 254 00:12:28,058 --> 00:12:31,436 And it is your life that will end if you continue to push like you did today. 255 00:12:31,686 --> 00:12:33,688 You said the LVAD would make me better. 256 00:12:34,022 --> 00:12:37,567 I told you the LVAD would buy you more time. And it will. 257 00:12:37,942 --> 00:12:40,361 If you respect its limitations and your own. 258 00:12:43,239 --> 00:12:44,365 I want to go home. 259 00:12:49,079 --> 00:12:49,996 What do we do? 260 00:12:51,748 --> 00:12:53,124 We put him on a tight leash. 261 00:12:54,709 --> 00:12:56,294 Tell the nurses to keep an eye on him. 262 00:12:57,003 --> 00:12:59,881 Make sure he doesn't take any more endurance hikes in the stairwell. 263 00:13:01,299 --> 00:13:03,009 Yeah. But... 264 00:13:04,260 --> 00:13:05,970 Preston, what do we do? 265 00:13:07,097 --> 00:13:09,224 The damage to his body we can try to control, 266 00:13:09,307 --> 00:13:10,725 but the damage to his spirit... 267 00:13:13,144 --> 00:13:14,521 For a man like Denny 268 00:13:15,355 --> 00:13:17,190 to lie on this bed for years on end... 269 00:13:18,566 --> 00:13:20,819 That's not something we could really understand. 270 00:13:22,070 --> 00:13:23,404 And his feelings about it 271 00:13:24,322 --> 00:13:26,324 aren't something we should try to control. 272 00:13:29,077 --> 00:13:30,495 Give him room, Izzie. 273 00:13:31,079 --> 00:13:32,497 Just give him room to grieve. 274 00:13:39,671 --> 00:13:41,172 [Cristina] You finally got Melanie to shut up? 275 00:13:41,256 --> 00:13:42,507 Finally. Thanks for that. 276 00:13:42,590 --> 00:13:44,717 - How's she doing? - Images coming up now. 277 00:13:46,386 --> 00:13:49,806 - Is that a teardrop fracture? - No head bleed, though. That's good. 278 00:13:51,224 --> 00:13:53,309 - Look at her lungs. - Is that her liver? 279 00:13:53,893 --> 00:13:55,311 [Cristina] How is she alive? 280 00:13:55,520 --> 00:13:59,232 Karev, page Shepherd, Burke, Montgomery-Shepherd, the Chief 281 00:13:59,315 --> 00:14:02,152 and every surgeon with an available hand and get an OR opened. 282 00:14:02,235 --> 00:14:04,445 Go! Melanie? Mel... 283 00:14:05,572 --> 00:14:07,532 Get me a stretcher. Let's pull her out of there now! 284 00:14:10,952 --> 00:14:11,911 [Miranda] Melanie? 285 00:14:23,994 --> 00:14:25,829 Hey, have you seen Izzie? 286 00:14:25,912 --> 00:14:29,374 She was supposed to prep an OR for Noah's surgery and she bailed. 287 00:14:30,167 --> 00:14:31,001 What? 288 00:14:33,128 --> 00:14:35,922 - Mr. And Mrs. Johnson? - Dr. O'Malley! 289 00:14:36,590 --> 00:14:40,427 That little girl right there says she's going to fix Noah's leg all by herself. 290 00:14:40,760 --> 00:14:44,055 And she just gave him a big old shot for his pain. I really like her. 291 00:14:44,264 --> 00:14:46,391 Mr. And Mrs. Johnson? Big Jim? 292 00:14:52,564 --> 00:14:54,983 - Is it Mel? - Yes, ma'am, it is. 293 00:14:55,066 --> 00:14:56,443 What? What? 294 00:14:57,569 --> 00:14:59,279 When your daughter came into the OR, 295 00:14:59,362 --> 00:15:02,866 her body was over-pumping her bloodstream with adrenaline, 296 00:15:02,949 --> 00:15:05,827 which kept her conscious and alert and, uh, pain-free. 297 00:15:05,952 --> 00:15:08,830 During the CT scan, she was still for a longer period of time 298 00:15:08,914 --> 00:15:10,332 and so her body relaxed. 299 00:15:10,999 --> 00:15:12,542 And the adrenaline stopped flowing, 300 00:15:12,626 --> 00:15:14,711 which allowed her to succumb 301 00:15:14,794 --> 00:15:17,005 to the full extent of her injuries, which... 302 00:15:19,299 --> 00:15:20,383 They're catastrophic. 303 00:15:22,928 --> 00:15:24,012 Excuse me? 304 00:15:26,181 --> 00:15:28,183 [beeping] 305 00:15:38,902 --> 00:15:39,861 [Miranda] Bovie. 306 00:15:41,738 --> 00:15:43,698 [implement whirs] 307 00:15:45,367 --> 00:15:48,036 More suction here. Clamp. 308 00:15:48,453 --> 00:15:49,412 Internal saw. 309 00:15:54,251 --> 00:15:55,919 - Karev, sit down. - I can't see. 310 00:15:57,462 --> 00:16:00,131 The only thing I want you to do is sit at that fetal monitor 311 00:16:00,215 --> 00:16:01,424 and watch that baby's heartbeat. 312 00:16:02,092 --> 00:16:03,260 So now I'm a baby-sitter? 313 00:16:04,886 --> 00:16:06,888 [heartbeat] 314 00:16:11,101 --> 00:16:11,935 Retractor. 315 00:16:19,693 --> 00:16:21,444 Addison, we're ready for you. 316 00:16:21,611 --> 00:16:23,822 We are going to do everything we can. 317 00:16:29,244 --> 00:16:32,247 Uterus is protected. Baby's heartbeat? 318 00:16:32,580 --> 00:16:33,581 146. 319 00:16:35,959 --> 00:16:38,837 OK, baby's safe. You can proceed with the mother. 320 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:43,550 - [Preston] Lungs are damaged pretty badly. - [rapid beeping] 321 00:16:43,758 --> 00:16:44,926 Pressure just bottomed out. 322 00:16:45,051 --> 00:16:46,303 [blood spurting] 323 00:16:46,553 --> 00:16:47,637 [Richard] Let's transfuse. 324 00:16:48,263 --> 00:16:51,391 [Miranda] Four quadrant packing! Come on, people, get me some lap pads. 325 00:16:51,683 --> 00:16:53,935 - [Richard] Cross clamp the aorta. - [Preston] Clamp. Got it. 326 00:16:54,561 --> 00:16:57,063 [Richard] There's too much bleeding. Shepherd? 327 00:16:57,230 --> 00:16:59,357 - Damage control. - Addison? 328 00:16:59,441 --> 00:17:01,234 If you want the baby to live, damage control. 329 00:17:01,818 --> 00:17:03,695 - Burke? - Damage control. 330 00:17:04,446 --> 00:17:05,697 Everyone knows the rules. 331 00:17:05,780 --> 00:17:07,365 We're gonna move as rapidly as possible. 332 00:17:07,449 --> 00:17:08,700 Don't worry about finishing repairs. 333 00:17:08,783 --> 00:17:11,578 For now we're on crisis management, just get it done. 334 00:17:12,078 --> 00:17:14,414 Once she reaches the triangle, we stop. 335 00:17:14,497 --> 00:17:15,415 No exceptions. 336 00:17:15,790 --> 00:17:17,417 Why's he talking about triangle? 337 00:17:17,500 --> 00:17:20,670 Blood stops clotting, her muscles produce acid and her organs get cold. 338 00:17:21,588 --> 00:17:23,048 You're talking about the triangle of death? 339 00:17:28,678 --> 00:17:30,722 A ruptured abdominal aortic aneurysm. 340 00:17:31,556 --> 00:17:32,390 What? 341 00:17:32,974 --> 00:17:36,227 I scrubbed in on an abdominal aortic aneurysm. 342 00:17:37,145 --> 00:17:38,313 It was a 12-hour surgery. 343 00:17:39,272 --> 00:17:41,733 I had already worked 30 hours, but I didn't want to miss it. 344 00:17:45,111 --> 00:17:47,947 I fell asleep for... a second behind the wheel. 345 00:17:48,239 --> 00:17:51,451 I closed my eyes for a second at the red light. A second. 346 00:17:56,790 --> 00:17:57,916 It was only 12 hours. 347 00:17:59,709 --> 00:18:00,752 I'd done it before. 348 00:18:01,419 --> 00:18:02,921 We've all done it before. 349 00:18:03,755 --> 00:18:04,714 Dr. Grey? 350 00:18:05,131 --> 00:18:06,883 - Meredith. - Meredith. 351 00:18:08,927 --> 00:18:10,095 Does this mean... 352 00:18:11,846 --> 00:18:13,556 Are we actually saying that, uh... 353 00:18:14,766 --> 00:18:15,600 today... 354 00:18:16,226 --> 00:18:17,060 this morning... 355 00:18:18,561 --> 00:18:21,564 because I stayed in the OR to save a life... 356 00:18:23,441 --> 00:18:25,026 I may have killed a pregnant woman? 357 00:18:25,693 --> 00:18:28,780 - [door opens] - [woman] Dr. Grey? 358 00:18:29,697 --> 00:18:31,699 You ordered a CT on Marshall Stone? 359 00:18:34,077 --> 00:18:35,578 We're going to need a moment. 360 00:18:35,662 --> 00:18:37,705 I'm backed up here with five patients. 361 00:18:38,123 --> 00:18:40,041 We need a moment. 362 00:18:43,378 --> 00:18:44,295 Marshall? 363 00:18:46,756 --> 00:18:47,590 Marshall? 364 00:18:49,759 --> 00:18:51,636 - Izzie, please. - Come on, Denny, just... 365 00:18:51,719 --> 00:18:52,846 - Izzie. - Smell. 366 00:18:52,929 --> 00:18:54,931 Smell. Chocolate. 367 00:18:55,265 --> 00:18:57,225 And not the crappy, processed, waxy kind, 368 00:18:57,308 --> 00:18:59,686 but the good Swiss chocolate from the gift shop 369 00:18:59,769 --> 00:19:02,272 that costs way too much money, but is totally worth it. 370 00:19:02,605 --> 00:19:07,402 Try it. And exhibit B. Tabloids. 371 00:19:07,861 --> 00:19:10,905 Good old-fashioned trashy celebrity gossip rags. 372 00:19:10,989 --> 00:19:12,407 Damn it, Izzie, stop it! 373 00:19:14,242 --> 00:19:15,076 Just stop it! 374 00:19:16,995 --> 00:19:19,372 You think I'm feeling sorry for myself, right? 375 00:19:19,956 --> 00:19:22,667 Poor sad sack Denny just needs a little perspective. 376 00:19:22,750 --> 00:19:24,419 You do need a little perspective. 377 00:19:24,544 --> 00:19:28,840 You have no idea what it is to lose what I have lost. 378 00:19:29,132 --> 00:19:31,634 - I know loss, Denny. - No you don't! 379 00:19:34,429 --> 00:19:35,555 I'm a man. 380 00:19:36,055 --> 00:19:39,225 I'm a strong, virile horse of a man 381 00:19:39,309 --> 00:19:41,978 stuck in the body of some weak, sick bastard 382 00:19:42,145 --> 00:19:44,731 that I don't know, like, or recognize. 383 00:19:45,273 --> 00:19:47,525 Now if you knew what that feels like, 384 00:19:48,193 --> 00:19:51,112 you would have never convinced me to let a battery run my heart. 385 00:19:51,529 --> 00:19:53,531 If you knew what it feels like, Izzie... 386 00:19:55,575 --> 00:19:57,035 you would have let me go. 387 00:20:01,623 --> 00:20:05,251 - Systolic's 82. No better. - [Miranda] How's the spleen, Chief? 388 00:20:05,793 --> 00:20:08,129 - Unsalvageable, I'm afraid. - Karev! 389 00:20:08,505 --> 00:20:10,548 Frequent decels and loss of variability. 390 00:20:11,090 --> 00:20:15,261 - [Addison] The baby's fading. - PH is down 7.1. Core temp 93 degrees. 391 00:20:15,637 --> 00:20:17,764 OK, we've reached the triangle, people. Hands out. 392 00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:19,474 [man] Still oozing. 393 00:20:19,599 --> 00:20:22,352 - We're not trying for perfection! - [Derek] Just give me a second, please. 394 00:20:22,560 --> 00:20:24,354 Damn it, stop! Everybody stop! 395 00:20:27,232 --> 00:20:28,316 Cristina, let it go. 396 00:20:32,153 --> 00:20:35,114 Slow. Erratic. But it's a heartbeat. 397 00:20:35,490 --> 00:20:36,574 Baby's holding steady. 398 00:20:37,951 --> 00:20:38,910 Bring out the plastic. 399 00:20:39,827 --> 00:20:41,746 Plastic? We're not going to close? 400 00:20:42,038 --> 00:20:46,376 We're going to keep her open, cover her with plastic, and get her to the ICU. 401 00:20:46,626 --> 00:20:49,587 - And then what? - Then we'll see if she survives. 402 00:21:04,698 --> 00:21:06,867 [Derek] OK. We'll take care of you, all right? 403 00:21:14,082 --> 00:21:16,251 How the hell do you let a patient get that far off your watch? 404 00:21:16,334 --> 00:21:19,296 - I turned my back for a second. - He was in the damned gallery! 405 00:21:19,629 --> 00:21:23,216 - He's a surgical intern... - I don't care if he's surgeon general. 406 00:21:23,466 --> 00:21:25,218 In this hospital, he's a patient 407 00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:27,596 with a head injury who needs a CT. 408 00:21:27,762 --> 00:21:30,765 In this hospital, he's a scared guy who does not need to see 409 00:21:30,849 --> 00:21:34,019 the massive internal injuries of the woman he rammed with his car! 410 00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:36,938 This is your fault. You had him and you lost him! 411 00:21:38,982 --> 00:21:41,735 You got to take responsibility for your actions for once in your life! 412 00:21:42,736 --> 00:21:43,612 Derek! 413 00:21:45,113 --> 00:21:46,281 [sighs] 414 00:21:55,582 --> 00:21:58,460 [Miranda] We've given her medications to help her blood clot 415 00:21:58,543 --> 00:22:00,795 and to help counteract the acid buildup. 416 00:22:01,046 --> 00:22:04,382 We're slowly raising her body temperature with warming blankets, 417 00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:07,093 warmed IV fluids, and blood products. 418 00:22:07,677 --> 00:22:10,555 How long is she going to have to be like that? 419 00:22:11,473 --> 00:22:13,767 You know, with... Open like that? 420 00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:17,896 We want her to regain as much strength as possible before we operate again. 421 00:22:17,979 --> 00:22:21,566 But at the same time, we want to repair the damage as soon as possible. 422 00:22:21,775 --> 00:22:23,443 So it's a balancing act. 423 00:22:23,652 --> 00:22:27,072 I'm sorry. I don't quite know what you mean. 424 00:22:27,364 --> 00:22:31,451 Melanie will die if we don't get her back to surgery soon enough. 425 00:22:31,826 --> 00:22:33,453 And Melanie will die 426 00:22:33,536 --> 00:22:35,330 if we take her back to surgery too soon. 427 00:22:37,415 --> 00:22:38,500 A balancing act. 428 00:22:39,793 --> 00:22:40,794 A balancing act. 429 00:22:49,052 --> 00:22:51,721 Uh, Yang, call me if she starts actively bleeding. 430 00:22:51,805 --> 00:22:52,639 OK. 431 00:22:54,891 --> 00:22:56,267 Karev. Where are you going? 432 00:22:56,601 --> 00:22:59,062 What? She's in ICU. There's nothing I can do. 433 00:22:59,270 --> 00:23:01,606 You can sit and watch that fetal monitor. 434 00:23:01,690 --> 00:23:04,150 You can't be serious. She's circling the drain. 435 00:23:04,401 --> 00:23:08,363 You know how long a baby can survive inside its dead mother? Five minutes. 436 00:23:08,446 --> 00:23:10,031 Minutes not seconds, Karev. 437 00:23:11,074 --> 00:23:13,618 Look at Melanie. Look at her. 438 00:23:14,577 --> 00:23:17,455 Now look around. All the doctors and nurses, even her parents. 439 00:23:17,539 --> 00:23:19,708 Their sole job is to care of Melanie. 440 00:23:19,791 --> 00:23:21,418 My job is to care for that baby. 441 00:23:21,501 --> 00:23:25,088 I have a surgery scheduled, so when I step foot on that elevator and leave, 442 00:23:25,380 --> 00:23:28,216 you are going to be the only person on this entire floor 443 00:23:28,466 --> 00:23:30,051 responsible for that baby. 444 00:23:30,135 --> 00:23:31,720 Do not let me down, Karev. 445 00:23:34,973 --> 00:23:38,184 Her organs are bleeding, damaged, 446 00:23:38,268 --> 00:23:40,437 exposed, and covered in plastic wrap. 447 00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:42,939 Poor Marshall. I mean, one minute you're a surgeon, 448 00:23:43,481 --> 00:23:45,442 the next you've destroyed an entire family. 449 00:23:45,525 --> 00:23:47,777 Last month, I fell asleep in the parking lot. 450 00:23:48,486 --> 00:23:50,488 On a bench. I couldn't even make it to the car. 451 00:23:50,572 --> 00:23:52,240 I fell asleep at a restaurant. 452 00:23:52,323 --> 00:23:54,284 At a table while I was on a date. 453 00:23:54,409 --> 00:23:56,786 - I fell asleep during sex. - Izzie. 454 00:23:57,829 --> 00:24:00,749 Hey, Callie's looking for you. You blew off her surgery. 455 00:24:00,832 --> 00:24:03,835 No. I... I had a patient. Denny. I... I had to go. 456 00:24:04,169 --> 00:24:06,171 - You were hanging out with Denny? - Oh, please. 457 00:24:06,254 --> 00:24:07,881 Do not talk to me about standards. 458 00:24:07,964 --> 00:24:09,257 The girl can't even wash her hands. 459 00:24:09,340 --> 00:24:10,383 [all giggle] 460 00:24:15,930 --> 00:24:17,098 [Cristina] Don't worry about Bambi. 461 00:24:17,182 --> 00:24:21,227 If Burke forgave me for sleeping during sex, George can forgive you for crying. 462 00:24:21,311 --> 00:24:22,604 But Burke hasn't forgiven you. 463 00:24:34,949 --> 00:24:37,160 I found Izzie. She said she had a patient. 464 00:24:40,955 --> 00:24:43,374 - I knew you'd take her side. - What? 465 00:24:43,583 --> 00:24:45,668 [sighs] He needs an IV. 466 00:24:46,628 --> 00:24:47,462 Are you... 467 00:24:50,381 --> 00:24:51,591 She's mad at you. 468 00:24:52,675 --> 00:24:54,344 I... I didn't know you were awake. 469 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:58,014 - What did you do? - Uh, has... 470 00:24:58,723 --> 00:25:01,142 Has anyone talked to you about your wife? About what's happening? 471 00:25:04,270 --> 00:25:05,438 What's happening? Uh... 472 00:25:07,649 --> 00:25:11,361 You know, I can't really, uh, wrap my brain around what's happening. 473 00:25:12,779 --> 00:25:15,865 You know, I'm from here. Uh, Seattle. 474 00:25:16,199 --> 00:25:17,951 And, uh... you know, 475 00:25:18,034 --> 00:25:20,995 I go away to college and I come back 476 00:25:21,079 --> 00:25:26,876 married to this big-haired, drawling Southern girl. 477 00:25:27,669 --> 00:25:30,088 And everyone I know thinks I'm crazy. 478 00:25:30,672 --> 00:25:31,714 But I love her. 479 00:25:33,133 --> 00:25:36,970 I just... I love her. 480 00:25:39,097 --> 00:25:42,350 And, uh... what's happening 481 00:25:42,934 --> 00:25:45,687 is that my... 482 00:25:45,979 --> 00:25:48,314 big-haired Southern girl 483 00:25:49,274 --> 00:25:50,358 could be dying. 484 00:25:50,900 --> 00:25:54,571 And... I can't think about that. 485 00:25:55,655 --> 00:25:57,574 You know, I need... I need to think about something else. 486 00:25:57,657 --> 00:26:00,326 I mean, it doesn't... matter so much. 487 00:26:00,410 --> 00:26:03,037 Something that doesn't... doesn't have me 488 00:26:03,538 --> 00:26:08,918 burying my 22-year-old wife and baby. 489 00:26:12,297 --> 00:26:13,673 So, uh, so... 490 00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:16,551 What the hell did you do? 491 00:26:19,804 --> 00:26:23,433 I believed my friend when she told me that Dr. Torres doesn't wash her hands. 492 00:26:27,604 --> 00:26:29,063 Well, I hope that's not true. 493 00:26:30,523 --> 00:26:32,025 Seeing as she just, uh... 494 00:26:32,567 --> 00:26:34,527 performed surgery on me and all. 495 00:26:34,611 --> 00:26:35,445 Yeah. 496 00:26:35,528 --> 00:26:36,362 [pager beeps] 497 00:26:37,697 --> 00:26:39,616 - You paged me. - CT results. 498 00:26:40,408 --> 00:26:41,242 Good, thank you. 499 00:26:42,452 --> 00:26:44,078 All right, let's see what we've got here. 500 00:26:46,164 --> 00:26:48,416 Marshall, everything checks out fine. 501 00:26:48,791 --> 00:26:51,252 Your short-term memory loss was a result of the concussion. 502 00:26:51,586 --> 00:26:55,089 But to be safe, I want to keep you here overnight for observation, all right? 503 00:26:56,049 --> 00:26:57,425 I have to apologize. 504 00:26:57,926 --> 00:26:58,760 What? 505 00:27:00,178 --> 00:27:01,512 To the woman's family. 506 00:27:03,223 --> 00:27:05,141 I have to tell them I'm sorry for what I did. 507 00:27:07,518 --> 00:27:08,519 You should get some rest. 508 00:27:19,447 --> 00:27:21,783 I never should have told you about George. 509 00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:24,160 No, it's fine, I'm glad I know. About him. 510 00:27:24,369 --> 00:27:26,162 And the vet. You really get around. 511 00:27:26,579 --> 00:27:28,164 What did you just say to me? 512 00:27:28,289 --> 00:27:29,249 It's unforgivable. 513 00:27:29,332 --> 00:27:31,876 I don't remember ever asking you to forgive me. 514 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:34,963 So was the knitting a phase? Who's next? Alex? 515 00:27:35,588 --> 00:27:37,548 Because I hear he likes to sleep around. 516 00:27:38,007 --> 00:27:39,217 You two have that in common. 517 00:27:41,761 --> 00:27:43,513 You don't get to call me a whore. 518 00:27:44,305 --> 00:27:46,891 When I met you, I thought I had found the person 519 00:27:46,975 --> 00:27:49,435 that I was going to spend the rest of my life with! 520 00:27:49,894 --> 00:27:50,853 I was done. 521 00:27:50,937 --> 00:27:53,064 So all the boys and all the bars 522 00:27:53,147 --> 00:27:55,525 and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared? 523 00:27:55,608 --> 00:27:56,901 Because I was done. 524 00:27:58,319 --> 00:28:01,322 You left me. You chose Addison. 525 00:28:01,990 --> 00:28:03,700 I'm all glued back together now. 526 00:28:05,243 --> 00:28:06,869 I make no apologies 527 00:28:06,953 --> 00:28:09,831 for how I chose to repair what you broke. 528 00:28:10,373 --> 00:28:11,958 You don't get to call me a whore. 529 00:28:19,799 --> 00:28:22,760 This thing with us is finished. It's over. 530 00:28:23,970 --> 00:28:24,804 Finally. 531 00:28:25,805 --> 00:28:28,141 - Yeah. It's done. - It is done. 532 00:28:36,065 --> 00:28:37,191 [door closes] 533 00:28:43,281 --> 00:28:44,741 [inhales] 534 00:28:49,934 --> 00:28:54,105 Her temperature is 95.4 degrees and her pH is 7.28. 535 00:28:56,565 --> 00:28:57,817 Definitely clotting better. 536 00:28:59,777 --> 00:29:01,320 But some of the wounds are still oozing. 537 00:29:02,947 --> 00:29:04,490 Well, still a fine line. 538 00:29:04,573 --> 00:29:06,784 She may not be quite stable enough. 539 00:29:07,910 --> 00:29:09,704 Y'all don't have to whisper. 540 00:29:09,787 --> 00:29:11,664 I'm sitting right here. I can hear you anyway. 541 00:29:13,749 --> 00:29:14,834 And she's my baby. 542 00:29:16,335 --> 00:29:17,336 She's my little girl. 543 00:29:19,630 --> 00:29:21,340 It's a big decision like this. 544 00:29:21,924 --> 00:29:23,217 Going back in. 545 00:29:24,218 --> 00:29:25,303 Sewing up her... 546 00:29:26,637 --> 00:29:27,471 organs. 547 00:29:28,097 --> 00:29:30,975 It's the kind of decision that a mama ought to be involved in. 548 00:29:31,892 --> 00:29:33,185 I mean, all her life, 549 00:29:33,436 --> 00:29:35,980 she's asked me everything. 550 00:29:36,981 --> 00:29:41,360 From... what color dress she ought to wear to her kindergarten dance 551 00:29:41,444 --> 00:29:43,863 to what she ought to name her baby. 552 00:29:45,781 --> 00:29:46,782 Because I'm her mama. 553 00:29:48,326 --> 00:29:50,578 And it's my job to have an opinion. 554 00:29:51,412 --> 00:29:54,040 It's my job to have an answer. 555 00:29:58,252 --> 00:30:00,713 I may not have an answer here, but... 556 00:30:01,464 --> 00:30:03,174 I'm still her mama. 557 00:30:03,257 --> 00:30:04,925 You just don't have to whisper. 558 00:30:07,970 --> 00:30:08,804 All right. 559 00:30:11,682 --> 00:30:13,017 What do you think, Dr. Bailey? 560 00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:19,440 I think if we wait much longer she'll go into multiple organ failure. 561 00:30:21,484 --> 00:30:24,862 OK. If it's all right with you, Mrs. Johnson, 562 00:30:24,945 --> 00:30:27,490 we think it's time to go and finish what we started. 563 00:30:32,495 --> 00:30:34,205 - [steady beeping] - [Derek] OK. I'm done. 564 00:30:35,039 --> 00:30:37,625 [Richard] Yang. Come and start washing out the abdominal cavity. 565 00:30:37,708 --> 00:30:39,126 [Preston] Bleeding's controlled in the chest. 566 00:30:39,335 --> 00:30:40,795 I had to restrict a part of her lung but... 567 00:30:40,961 --> 00:30:44,173 - Fetal heart rate's down to 80! - [Richard] Mom's heart rate's slowing. 568 00:30:44,632 --> 00:30:47,176 - [woman] 48 and dropping. - Ruptured retroperitoneal hematoma. 569 00:30:47,259 --> 00:30:50,179 - She's bleeding out! - Idioventricular rhythm. Any BP? 570 00:30:50,679 --> 00:30:52,431 Trying. Nothing's registering. 571 00:30:52,515 --> 00:30:54,392 Yang, get your hands in here and hold pressure. 572 00:30:54,475 --> 00:30:56,852 - Fetal heart rate at 60! - Heart's fibrillating. 573 00:30:56,936 --> 00:30:58,479 Dr. Webber, can you see the source of the bleed? 574 00:30:58,562 --> 00:30:59,688 Hand me the internal paddles. 575 00:31:00,481 --> 00:31:01,565 [whirring] 576 00:31:01,899 --> 00:31:04,318 - We're losing the baby! - Charge to 20! Clear! 577 00:31:05,861 --> 00:31:06,821 [thud] 578 00:31:06,904 --> 00:31:09,156 [uneven beeping] 579 00:31:12,159 --> 00:31:14,495 We're chasing our tails. Get Addison Shepherd! 580 00:31:19,333 --> 00:31:21,460 - Melanie's crashing. - [Addison] It's right there. 581 00:31:21,585 --> 00:31:22,920 You hear me? She's crashing. 582 00:31:23,838 --> 00:31:26,549 I'm elbow deep in a patient's uterus. What do you want me to do? 583 00:31:26,632 --> 00:31:29,635 - Leave her and her child to die? - I'm doing my job. 584 00:31:30,094 --> 00:31:31,679 And I'm doing mine. 585 00:31:31,762 --> 00:31:33,514 Do what you can. I'll be there as soon as I'm done. 586 00:31:35,099 --> 00:31:36,725 OK, people, let's speed it up! 587 00:31:53,492 --> 00:31:55,202 They'll know where to find us... 588 00:31:56,287 --> 00:31:57,455 when there's news? 589 00:31:58,330 --> 00:31:59,623 They'll know we're here? 590 00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:01,834 Yes, ma'am. 591 00:32:02,626 --> 00:32:04,670 Good. OK. 592 00:32:05,921 --> 00:32:09,758 Is there something I should be doing, someone I should talk with? Something? 593 00:32:10,092 --> 00:32:12,011 You're doing everything you can do, Big Jim. 594 00:32:14,555 --> 00:32:15,973 [door opens] 595 00:32:25,441 --> 00:32:27,109 I know this isn't the best time, 596 00:32:27,193 --> 00:32:29,820 but Marshall would very much like the chance 597 00:32:29,904 --> 00:32:33,073 to apologize to the family if they'll let him. 598 00:32:35,117 --> 00:32:36,494 He's one of us, George. 599 00:32:46,879 --> 00:32:48,881 Shepherd's still in surgery. I told her to hurry. 600 00:32:49,256 --> 00:32:52,092 - [Richard] How's her heart? - Asystole. 601 00:32:54,094 --> 00:32:56,013 - How long has she been down? - Five minutes. 602 00:33:03,062 --> 00:33:04,855 Well, I'm gonna do a C-section. Glove. 603 00:33:05,689 --> 00:33:09,068 I need to get that baby out. Tell me what to do. 604 00:33:10,778 --> 00:33:13,030 Yang. We're going to... 605 00:33:14,365 --> 00:33:16,033 pack away the intestines. 606 00:33:16,492 --> 00:33:19,370 - I'll expose the uterus. - OK, call Pediatrics! 607 00:33:19,662 --> 00:33:22,331 Open the uterus with a midline vertical incision. 608 00:33:22,414 --> 00:33:24,041 Make sure you don't cut the fetus. 609 00:33:35,886 --> 00:33:36,720 [Miranda] OK, go. 610 00:33:38,889 --> 00:33:40,266 [Richard] Baby doesn't look good. 611 00:33:41,267 --> 00:33:42,810 How are we doing on the mother? 612 00:33:43,018 --> 00:33:45,563 Oh, she's still bleeding pretty profusely. 613 00:33:50,192 --> 00:33:51,652 [Miranda] I can't get it controlled. 614 00:33:51,735 --> 00:33:52,570 Burke? 615 00:33:56,448 --> 00:33:57,575 She's not coming back. 616 00:33:59,743 --> 00:34:00,578 Let's stop. 617 00:34:13,424 --> 00:34:15,968 Time of death, 19:48. 618 00:34:16,093 --> 00:34:17,011 Chief? 619 00:34:25,394 --> 00:34:27,187 [baby cries] 620 00:35:18,076 --> 00:35:19,244 I am sorry. 621 00:35:24,708 --> 00:35:25,542 I am... 622 00:35:28,336 --> 00:35:29,295 I am so... 623 00:35:31,548 --> 00:35:32,549 so sorry. 624 00:35:41,725 --> 00:35:42,809 Please. 625 00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:07,167 [sighs] 626 00:36:09,794 --> 00:36:11,087 [sobs] 627 00:36:57,717 --> 00:36:59,219 You're going to get in trouble. 628 00:37:00,178 --> 00:37:01,137 I don't care. 629 00:37:03,723 --> 00:37:05,517 I'm not going to cheer up for you. 630 00:37:07,811 --> 00:37:09,020 You don't have to cheer up. 631 00:37:10,271 --> 00:37:11,606 I'm not here for me. 632 00:37:14,234 --> 00:37:16,861 I'm here for you. OK? 633 00:37:20,281 --> 00:37:21,199 OK. 634 00:37:24,327 --> 00:37:26,704 [Meredith] We're all damaged, it seems. 635 00:37:30,041 --> 00:37:32,043 Some of us more than others. 636 00:37:34,546 --> 00:37:35,588 You must be tired. 637 00:37:38,299 --> 00:37:39,217 Yeah. 638 00:37:44,639 --> 00:37:45,890 I'm tired too. 639 00:37:57,402 --> 00:38:00,154 [Meredith] We carry the damage with us from childhood. 640 00:38:09,831 --> 00:38:15,086 Then, as grown-ups, we give as good as we get. 641 00:38:16,838 --> 00:38:17,881 [Addison] Good work, Karev. 642 00:38:20,717 --> 00:38:23,720 Yeah. Kid's alive. Without a mother. 643 00:38:27,599 --> 00:38:30,351 [Meredith] Ultimately, we all do damage. 644 00:38:42,572 --> 00:38:43,489 See you at home? 645 00:38:44,699 --> 00:38:45,533 Yeah. 646 00:38:46,367 --> 00:38:48,036 - OK. See you. - OK. 647 00:38:51,581 --> 00:38:52,665 [Meredith] And then... 648 00:38:53,249 --> 00:38:55,668 we set about the business of fixing... 649 00:38:56,586 --> 00:38:57,921 whatever we can. 650 00:38:59,631 --> 00:39:00,506 Izzie? 651 00:39:06,054 --> 00:39:08,765 Would it be wrong for me to feel you up right now? 652 00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:11,309 Not so much. 653 00:39:12,435 --> 00:39:14,395 [both giggle] 654 00:39:18,691 --> 00:39:20,276 Such a dirty boy. 655 00:39:22,403 --> 00:39:23,404 I know. 656 00:39:27,075 --> 00:39:28,284 I washed my hands. 657 00:39:28,451 --> 00:39:30,745 I... I went down to the kitchen and I washed my hands. 658 00:39:30,828 --> 00:39:34,958 I didn't wash my hands in the bathroom because those girls were staring at me 659 00:39:35,041 --> 00:39:36,584 like I was a rodent or something. 660 00:39:36,668 --> 00:39:38,252 Like I was in high school and I was... 661 00:39:39,212 --> 00:39:41,839 having the naked dream, only it was actually happening. 662 00:39:43,967 --> 00:39:45,259 I didn't even know they were home. 663 00:39:48,054 --> 00:39:49,097 I washed my hands. 664 00:40:05,321 --> 00:40:07,407 You have to stand up for me. 665 00:40:08,324 --> 00:40:11,077 You have to say I washed my hands. 666 00:40:23,506 --> 00:40:24,424 I'm sorry. 667 00:40:29,846 --> 00:40:31,723 You're driving me crazy with the hovering. 668 00:40:37,145 --> 00:40:38,438 This could be a mistake. 669 00:40:39,022 --> 00:40:40,314 This. Us. 670 00:40:42,108 --> 00:40:44,861 You're a really nice guy and... 671 00:40:47,947 --> 00:40:49,782 you... you don't want to get involved with me. 672 00:40:50,742 --> 00:40:52,326 - If you knew me... - Scary. 673 00:40:52,744 --> 00:40:55,288 - Finn. - And damaged. See? I told you. 674 00:40:56,581 --> 00:40:57,665 If you knew me? 675 00:40:58,708 --> 00:41:00,251 If you knew my family? 676 00:41:01,252 --> 00:41:04,589 If I told you the guys that I've slept with lately? 677 00:41:05,757 --> 00:41:09,302 The scary and damage may actually be more than you can handle. 678 00:41:13,890 --> 00:41:14,891 My mother's dead. 679 00:41:15,850 --> 00:41:19,312 She got cancer when I was ten and she suffered for a really long time. 680 00:41:19,979 --> 00:41:20,897 And then she died. 681 00:41:21,898 --> 00:41:23,357 And my father never recovered. 682 00:41:24,067 --> 00:41:25,693 It's kind of like he died with her, 683 00:41:25,777 --> 00:41:27,987 except that his body's above-ground and 684 00:41:28,071 --> 00:41:31,824 permanently placed in front of the TV with a bottle of Scotch in his lap. 685 00:41:33,618 --> 00:41:35,536 The last woman I slept with was my wife, 686 00:41:36,454 --> 00:41:37,497 but she died too. 687 00:41:38,915 --> 00:41:40,458 It was a car crash, so it was quick. 688 00:41:40,917 --> 00:41:43,002 She didn't suffer, which I appreciated. 689 00:41:44,879 --> 00:41:45,713 Don't worry. 690 00:41:47,799 --> 00:41:51,511 I'm thinking that my luck is beginning to change because I've met you. 691 00:41:52,762 --> 00:41:56,140 And you like dogs and you enjoy pony births, 692 00:41:57,183 --> 00:41:59,227 and you have the ability to save lives. 693 00:42:04,816 --> 00:42:07,360 I never said I wasn't scary and damaged too.