1 00:00:01,230 --> 00:00:03,191 [Richard] Previously on Grey's Anatomy... 2 00:00:03,274 --> 00:00:05,193 If anyone should be celibate, it's Meredith. 3 00:00:05,276 --> 00:00:07,153 I'm Finn Dandridge. I'm Doc's vet. 4 00:00:07,236 --> 00:00:08,863 I'm off men. No more men. 5 00:00:08,946 --> 00:00:10,198 You brought the baby to work? 6 00:00:10,281 --> 00:00:13,618 I'm covered in mommy. But I will not be mommy tracked. 7 00:00:13,701 --> 00:00:16,037 [Alex] You're his doctor, Izzie, and he's your half-dead, 8 00:00:16,120 --> 00:00:18,081 possibly soon to be all-dead, patient. 9 00:00:18,164 --> 00:00:20,124 [Cristina] You should see them. 10 00:00:20,208 --> 00:00:21,751 They're running and cooking and talking. 11 00:00:21,834 --> 00:00:22,710 They're bonding. 12 00:00:22,794 --> 00:00:25,380 George O'Malley is sweet and kind. 13 00:00:25,588 --> 00:00:27,465 - You live here? - I'm not crazy. 14 00:00:27,590 --> 00:00:29,717 I just spend so much time here in the hospital. 15 00:00:29,801 --> 00:00:32,220 [Izzie] Holy crap. George is her McDreamy. 16 00:00:39,227 --> 00:00:42,438 [Meredith] The key to being a successful intern is what we give up. 17 00:00:43,231 --> 00:00:46,067 Sleep, friends, a normal life. 18 00:00:46,150 --> 00:00:48,027 [giggling] 19 00:00:48,152 --> 00:00:51,114 We sacrifice it all for that one amazing moment. 20 00:00:53,741 --> 00:00:56,828 That moment when you can legally call yourself a surgeon. 21 00:00:57,328 --> 00:00:58,913 [whispers] Thank you. 22 00:00:59,622 --> 00:01:01,582 Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you. 23 00:01:01,958 --> 00:01:03,126 Thanks. 24 00:01:03,209 --> 00:01:06,629 There are days that make the sacrifices seem worthwhile. 25 00:01:07,630 --> 00:01:11,134 Oh, my God. You're thanking me for the most boring sex ever? 26 00:01:11,217 --> 00:01:12,260 [both laughing] 27 00:01:12,468 --> 00:01:14,387 I didn't know what else to say. 28 00:01:14,470 --> 00:01:15,888 I mean, you did your best. 29 00:01:15,972 --> 00:01:18,391 Oh, great. Thanks. You too. It's really nice work. 30 00:01:18,474 --> 00:01:20,810 We used to be really good at this, didn't we? 31 00:01:20,893 --> 00:01:23,729 We're going to do this until we get it right. Ow! Jeez! 32 00:01:25,189 --> 00:01:26,691 - [phone rings] - [Addison sighs] 33 00:01:26,774 --> 00:01:28,109 - Perfect. Ow! - Hospital. 34 00:01:28,568 --> 00:01:30,611 Hello? Hi. 35 00:01:31,279 --> 00:01:33,114 No. It's about Doc. 36 00:01:33,197 --> 00:01:34,949 Yeah. No, I'm here. 37 00:01:35,491 --> 00:01:38,035 Yeah, I can pick him up this morning. Sure. Bye. No. Come on. 38 00:01:38,119 --> 00:01:40,163 Dr. Dandridge. Dr. Dandridge. I... 39 00:01:40,246 --> 00:01:41,789 We'll call you back. 40 00:01:42,165 --> 00:01:44,584 We're trying really hard to have some decent sex here. 41 00:01:44,959 --> 00:01:46,878 [Addison] Come on. What's so funny? 42 00:01:47,545 --> 00:01:52,091 [Meredith] And then there are the days where everything feels like a sacrifice. 43 00:01:54,218 --> 00:01:57,221 - Everything OK? - Yeah. Everything's great. 44 00:01:58,181 --> 00:02:00,641 Hey, Doc. You look good. 45 00:02:00,767 --> 00:02:02,643 - He looks good. - It may just be a virus. 46 00:02:02,727 --> 00:02:03,936 But I'd like to wait to get the blood tests 47 00:02:04,020 --> 00:02:06,022 and X-rays back before they say anything sure. 48 00:02:06,105 --> 00:02:09,066 So he can go home today? Derek says he can pick him up. 49 00:02:09,192 --> 00:02:10,026 He can go home. 50 00:02:10,109 --> 00:02:12,195 You hear that, Doc? You can go home. 51 00:02:14,322 --> 00:02:17,325 So you and Derek, uh... you're together? 52 00:02:20,119 --> 00:02:22,955 Uh, Derek and I are, um, just friends. 53 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:25,458 He's married and I'm knitting a sweater. 54 00:02:26,793 --> 00:02:31,005 And, uh, well, I guess I'm rambling, which I tend to do a lot of lately, 55 00:02:31,088 --> 00:02:33,841 and I wish somebody would just tell me to shut up. 56 00:02:33,925 --> 00:02:36,427 But my point is... yeah, we're... uh... 57 00:02:36,511 --> 00:02:40,431 He's married and I'm knitting a sweater. 58 00:02:40,640 --> 00:02:42,767 - So you're single? - Single. 59 00:02:43,392 --> 00:02:46,312 I ask because I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me. 60 00:02:46,604 --> 00:02:49,232 - Out. With you. - On a date. Tonight. 61 00:02:49,524 --> 00:02:50,900 A date. Tonight. 62 00:02:50,983 --> 00:02:55,154 And you're repeating everything I say so that you can buy yourself some time 63 00:02:55,238 --> 00:02:58,199 and figure out how a way to let me down easy. It's OK. I get it. 64 00:02:58,282 --> 00:03:00,034 No. I... I... um... 65 00:03:00,743 --> 00:03:01,994 you know, you're very... 66 00:03:02,286 --> 00:03:05,039 It's just that if I were, you would... 67 00:03:07,166 --> 00:03:08,167 Not dating. 68 00:03:08,376 --> 00:03:10,586 [Meredith] Then there are the sacrifices 69 00:03:10,670 --> 00:03:13,756 that you can't even figure out why you're making. 70 00:03:15,007 --> 00:03:19,804 Another day, and once again I don't see my name on the board. 71 00:03:20,096 --> 00:03:23,516 Chief, any reason my name isn't on the board? 72 00:03:26,477 --> 00:03:27,353 Slow day. 73 00:03:28,813 --> 00:03:30,273 He just patted me on the back. 74 00:03:30,857 --> 00:03:33,943 Tell me, when did I become a person who gets patted on the back? 75 00:03:34,026 --> 00:03:35,528 You think he's mommy tracking you? 76 00:03:38,114 --> 00:03:39,532 What... What have you heard? 77 00:03:40,575 --> 00:03:42,618 How about you handle Denny Duquette for me today? 78 00:03:42,869 --> 00:03:45,413 Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Burke. 79 00:03:48,207 --> 00:03:51,711 - I brought you a coffee. - Oh, thanks. Very thoughtful. 80 00:03:53,796 --> 00:03:56,924 - What? - Nothing. I'm just dragging a little. 81 00:03:57,008 --> 00:03:58,426 Only did two miles this morning. 82 00:03:58,885 --> 00:04:00,928 O'Malley and I were up to six, we pushed each other. 83 00:04:01,178 --> 00:04:04,557 - Oh, you're missing George. - No. No, of course not. 84 00:04:05,349 --> 00:04:07,226 - Drink your coffee. - No, that's all right. 85 00:04:07,435 --> 00:04:09,020 - Actually... - Cappuccino! 86 00:04:09,103 --> 00:04:10,104 Hey, O'Malley! 87 00:04:13,190 --> 00:04:16,777 Big news. Eugene Foote is here. He's having problems with his pacemaker. 88 00:04:16,861 --> 00:04:18,946 Eugene Foote is here? What? In this hospital? 89 00:04:19,030 --> 00:04:20,072 Who's Eugene Foote? 90 00:04:20,865 --> 00:04:22,867 Genius violinist? Burke's hero? 91 00:04:22,992 --> 00:04:25,369 Burke flew down to San Francisco to put in his pacemaker. 92 00:04:25,661 --> 00:04:28,372 - Burke has 40 of his albums. - No. Um, 42. 93 00:04:28,456 --> 00:04:31,375 Actually, 43. You just got the greatest hits. The one with the DVD. 94 00:04:31,459 --> 00:04:34,545 - Oh! Right. You want in on Foote? - Yes. 95 00:04:34,712 --> 00:04:37,006 But, uh, I'm on neuro today with Dr. Shepherd. 96 00:04:42,178 --> 00:04:44,096 I want in! Hello! I want in! 97 00:04:44,805 --> 00:04:46,390 Hmm? Oh. Sure. Yeah, right. 98 00:04:47,141 --> 00:04:51,145 [sighs] Burke? Um, I laid on top of you naked last night. 99 00:04:51,228 --> 00:04:54,065 So why don't you wax nostalgic about that? 100 00:04:57,735 --> 00:04:59,904 Obviously, I can't go out with him, right? 101 00:05:00,488 --> 00:05:01,822 Do I look like a chick to you? 102 00:05:02,239 --> 00:05:04,909 Do I look like I care about yeast cream or tingling feelings? 103 00:05:05,242 --> 00:05:09,080 I mean, he's not in jail or on drugs or keeping body parts in his basement. 104 00:05:09,330 --> 00:05:11,832 - You want to do him, do him. - Not do him. Date him. 105 00:05:11,916 --> 00:05:13,834 I'm not doing anybody. I'm knitting. 106 00:05:14,085 --> 00:05:17,338 I need Eugene Foote's chart. Oh! Who are we talking about? 107 00:05:17,755 --> 00:05:20,841 It's weird, right? I mean, he's Derek's vet. He's Doc's vet. 108 00:05:20,925 --> 00:05:23,260 He's my vet. He's McVet. 109 00:05:23,552 --> 00:05:25,137 It's weird to date him, right? 110 00:05:25,346 --> 00:05:26,931 Wait, did you say vet? 111 00:05:27,014 --> 00:05:31,143 Like animals? Oh, you can't date a vet. He's not even a real doctor. 112 00:05:31,602 --> 00:05:32,436 Damn it! 113 00:05:33,396 --> 00:05:36,232 Sex. Hot sex. Need that! 114 00:05:37,066 --> 00:05:38,442 Ha-ha, very funny. 115 00:05:38,943 --> 00:05:41,278 - Must not have gone so well this morning. - What? 116 00:05:41,696 --> 00:05:43,239 Just run if she looks at you. 117 00:05:43,489 --> 00:05:45,408 I need an intern. Now. 118 00:05:45,616 --> 00:05:47,201 - I'm with Bailey. - I'm with Burke. 119 00:05:47,284 --> 00:05:49,203 [sighs] Karev. 120 00:05:49,495 --> 00:05:52,081 I don't do vagina. Not as a doctor anyway. 121 00:05:52,915 --> 00:05:54,542 Back talk. You know what? 122 00:05:54,625 --> 00:05:56,043 You just bought yourself a case. 123 00:05:56,335 --> 00:05:58,671 - How are you feeling this morning, Denny? - Great. 124 00:05:58,879 --> 00:06:01,298 Be even greater if you'd get me off this machine. 125 00:06:01,424 --> 00:06:04,677 Denny, you know I would, but then your heart would stop beating, 126 00:06:04,760 --> 00:06:08,055 and Dr. Burke would yell at me and that'd be a bad day for both of us. 127 00:06:08,139 --> 00:06:10,015 Is he a candidate for the portable LVAD? 128 00:06:10,099 --> 00:06:14,061 Now, see? That's what I'm talking about. Half the size, twice the fun. 129 00:06:14,478 --> 00:06:16,522 - You been doing your research, huh? - I have. 130 00:06:16,814 --> 00:06:18,691 I've already told him, he's not ready for it yet. 131 00:06:19,108 --> 00:06:21,819 Dr. Stevens, didn't I assign you to neuro this morning? 132 00:06:21,944 --> 00:06:24,405 Yeah. I was... I'm on my way. 133 00:06:24,613 --> 00:06:27,074 But could you tell him about the complications? 134 00:06:28,868 --> 00:06:31,036 You'd be risking air embolus, v-fib. 135 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:32,872 [Izzie] The tubing could kink inside your body, 136 00:06:32,955 --> 00:06:35,416 and we'd have to rush you to emergency surgery. 137 00:06:35,499 --> 00:06:38,836 Dr. Stevens, unless Mr. Duquette's heart has suddenly grown a brain, 138 00:06:38,919 --> 00:06:41,088 - you are currently not doing your job. - I'm going. 139 00:06:42,089 --> 00:06:45,342 - Just don't be stupid, OK? - You're not the boss of me today, woman. 140 00:06:49,388 --> 00:06:51,724 - I want you to take it out. - Take it out? 141 00:06:52,475 --> 00:06:54,268 But your heart function has improved 142 00:06:54,393 --> 00:06:56,729 exponentially since we put the pacemaker in. 143 00:06:57,313 --> 00:07:00,566 - The setting is working well. - You know my music, Dr. Burke. 144 00:07:00,775 --> 00:07:03,110 Very well, sir. Changed my life. 145 00:07:03,402 --> 00:07:05,696 Well, your contraption has changed my heartbeat. 146 00:07:05,780 --> 00:07:07,656 It changed my rhythm. I can't play. 147 00:07:08,574 --> 00:07:11,035 And that's a sacrifice I am unwilling to make. 148 00:07:11,744 --> 00:07:15,289 But you'd be willing to sacrifice your life for your music? 149 00:07:15,623 --> 00:07:16,874 They're one and the same. 150 00:07:18,876 --> 00:07:20,628 Before we do anything drastic, 151 00:07:21,170 --> 00:07:23,297 just let me try one more setting on the pacemaker. 152 00:07:24,006 --> 00:07:26,884 Listen, one more setting, Mr. Foote. 153 00:07:28,677 --> 00:07:29,637 Please. 154 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:35,684 OK, sure. 155 00:07:41,440 --> 00:07:43,943 - Hello, Wards. - [kids] Hi. 156 00:07:44,068 --> 00:07:46,403 We're just waiting on your labs. How you feeling? 157 00:07:46,737 --> 00:07:48,197 I'm feeling large. 158 00:07:48,656 --> 00:07:50,741 - Large and cow-like. - Cow? 159 00:07:50,908 --> 00:07:53,786 Mommy is a cow who needs a quiet talk with the doctor. 160 00:07:54,954 --> 00:07:57,748 - Hey, guys. Who wants ice cream? - [all] Me! Me! 161 00:08:02,586 --> 00:08:04,630 [Alex] CBC and CHEM-7 look fine. 162 00:08:07,258 --> 00:08:08,217 Rose? 163 00:08:10,928 --> 00:08:12,012 I'm sorry. 164 00:08:13,639 --> 00:08:14,682 I'm so tired. 165 00:08:14,765 --> 00:08:16,892 Well, you know, six kids, 38 weeks pregnant. 166 00:08:16,976 --> 00:08:21,147 - A saint would be tired. - Well... [sniffs] I'm no saint. 167 00:08:24,150 --> 00:08:26,527 This baby, Joseph... 168 00:08:28,279 --> 00:08:30,531 Dr. Shepherd, I need him to be my last. 169 00:08:31,157 --> 00:08:33,200 And I really seem to be the most 170 00:08:33,284 --> 00:08:34,910 fertile woman on the planet. 171 00:08:34,994 --> 00:08:37,371 If you're interested in alternative forms of birth control... 172 00:08:37,454 --> 00:08:40,124 No. What I mean is... 173 00:08:41,125 --> 00:08:42,751 today, during the C-section, 174 00:08:43,711 --> 00:08:45,212 I need you to tie my tubes. 175 00:08:48,090 --> 00:08:51,051 And I need you to do it without my husband ever knowing. 176 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:16,535 Rose, you're an adult. He's your husband, not your legal guardian. 177 00:09:16,619 --> 00:09:18,579 Telling him would be entirely up to you. 178 00:09:18,662 --> 00:09:20,956 No, if you charged my insurance he would see it. 179 00:09:21,165 --> 00:09:23,042 Any bill you sent, he would see it. 180 00:09:23,125 --> 00:09:26,128 I've been saving for this and I can pay you privately. 181 00:09:26,629 --> 00:09:28,213 So you're saying you want me to do the surgery 182 00:09:28,297 --> 00:09:29,840 and leave no record of it? 183 00:09:30,507 --> 00:09:33,594 Mrs. Ward, if you're being abused, there are people you can talk to. 184 00:09:34,845 --> 00:09:37,723 Chris is... He's the opposite of abusive. 185 00:09:37,806 --> 00:09:41,185 If we pull up your medical records we won't find broken bones or... 186 00:09:41,268 --> 00:09:44,980 If you pull up my medical records, you'll find three natural child births, 187 00:09:45,105 --> 00:09:49,818 three C-sections, two hospital stays for exhaustion, and one for dehydration 188 00:09:50,277 --> 00:09:52,237 because I was so busy chasing my kids around 189 00:09:52,321 --> 00:09:54,782 I forgot to take a sip of water for three days. 190 00:09:55,491 --> 00:09:58,535 I think God understands what I'm going through. 191 00:09:59,578 --> 00:10:01,538 And I think God will forgive me. 192 00:10:01,622 --> 00:10:05,209 But Chris... For him, religion isn't like a buffet table 193 00:10:05,292 --> 00:10:07,711 where you get to choose what you want to take and leave the rest. 194 00:10:08,921 --> 00:10:12,007 And the Pope says no to birth control, so... 195 00:10:12,466 --> 00:10:13,676 I need your help. 196 00:10:13,759 --> 00:10:16,178 You don't need our help. He's not abusing you. 197 00:10:16,261 --> 00:10:18,222 And you don't get to lie to him and blame it on the Pope. 198 00:10:21,642 --> 00:10:23,394 - Dr. Karev. - No offense, but I have no interest 199 00:10:23,477 --> 00:10:25,771 in obstetrics or gynecology Dr. Shepherd. 200 00:10:25,896 --> 00:10:28,107 So if you want to throw me off the case, feel free. 201 00:10:29,191 --> 00:10:33,445 Dr. Karev, I may be a board-certified OB-GYN, 202 00:10:33,529 --> 00:10:35,989 but I also have fellowships in maternal-fetal medicine 203 00:10:36,073 --> 00:10:37,241 and medical genetics 204 00:10:37,324 --> 00:10:40,786 and I'm one of the foremost neonatal surgeons in this country. 205 00:10:41,370 --> 00:10:43,497 When you can top that, you can mouth off. 206 00:10:43,580 --> 00:10:46,959 Until then, you will do your job and you will do it right, 207 00:10:47,042 --> 00:10:49,920 which at this point in time means you keep your mouth shut 208 00:10:50,003 --> 00:10:52,339 unless I give you permission to open it. Understood? 209 00:10:54,258 --> 00:10:56,885 - Understood? - Oh, are you giving me permission now? 210 00:11:00,597 --> 00:11:02,099 Good morning, Ms. Graber. 211 00:11:02,182 --> 00:11:03,517 Oh, really? "Good morning?" 212 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:05,269 You haven't let me sleep in three nights. 213 00:11:05,352 --> 00:11:07,354 And this ridiculous hat is destroying my self-esteem 214 00:11:07,438 --> 00:11:08,564 and I still haven't had a seizure. 215 00:11:08,647 --> 00:11:10,274 But OK, sure go with "Good morning" 216 00:11:10,441 --> 00:11:11,608 if it makes you feel better about yourself. 217 00:11:11,692 --> 00:11:14,069 Ms. Graber is here for brain-mapping. Dr. Stevens? 218 00:11:14,236 --> 00:11:16,572 Brain mapping is where you locate the area of the brain 219 00:11:16,655 --> 00:11:18,782 where the seizures originate and remove it 220 00:11:18,866 --> 00:11:20,784 with minimal damage to the surrounding tissue. 221 00:11:20,868 --> 00:11:21,702 [Derek] Excellent. 222 00:11:21,785 --> 00:11:25,289 Excellent, except that it's not working, and I'm losing billable hours. 223 00:11:25,497 --> 00:11:28,041 Unless any of you are looking to get out of a bad marriage? 224 00:11:29,835 --> 00:11:31,044 - [both] No. - Dr. Shepherd? 225 00:11:31,128 --> 00:11:33,797 Yes. No. I'm fine, thank you. 226 00:11:33,881 --> 00:11:34,965 - Really? - Yes. 227 00:11:35,048 --> 00:11:36,842 - I'm a good divorce attorney. - I'm sure. 228 00:11:36,967 --> 00:11:38,760 And there was a look. Between these two. 229 00:11:39,761 --> 00:11:41,722 - A look? - No. No look. 230 00:11:41,930 --> 00:11:44,683 What is it? You married young and now you have nothing in common? 231 00:11:45,058 --> 00:11:46,477 Oh, no, don't tell me. I know. 232 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:48,770 The conversation is still good, but the sex has gone to pot. 233 00:11:49,897 --> 00:11:52,399 Make her seize? How do we make someone have a seizure? 234 00:11:52,483 --> 00:11:53,734 Do your research, get creative. 235 00:11:53,817 --> 00:11:55,777 Well, if all the normal methods failed, then... 236 00:11:56,653 --> 00:11:57,654 what are we supposed to do? 237 00:11:57,738 --> 00:11:59,239 Use a strobe light. Get her drunk. 238 00:11:59,323 --> 00:12:00,699 Hang her from the ceiling upside down 239 00:12:00,782 --> 00:12:02,242 and hit her with a Wiffle Ball bat for all I care, OK? 240 00:12:02,326 --> 00:12:05,662 Just make her seize. Until she seizes, I don't know where to operate. 241 00:12:05,746 --> 00:12:06,914 That means I can't get her out of my life. 242 00:12:06,997 --> 00:12:09,625 And this woman is not how I like to start my mornings. 243 00:12:11,293 --> 00:12:13,086 [sniggers] 244 00:12:17,966 --> 00:12:21,094 I'm just curious, George. Curious George. 245 00:12:22,346 --> 00:12:23,222 Get it? 246 00:12:24,848 --> 00:12:26,975 Never mind. All I'm asking is where you live. 247 00:12:27,059 --> 00:12:30,854 There's an old-school arcade game that's been known to induce seizures 248 00:12:31,021 --> 00:12:32,481 if you reach level 53. 249 00:12:32,564 --> 00:12:35,567 Our divorce lawyer is so not playing an arcade game for 53 levels. 250 00:12:36,443 --> 00:12:39,112 Oh, George, by the way, um, where do you live? 251 00:12:39,196 --> 00:12:42,241 I'm busy doctoring, Dr. Stevens. No time for chitchat. 252 00:12:44,159 --> 00:12:45,410 Morning, Dr. O'Malley. 253 00:12:48,956 --> 00:12:50,332 Morning, Dr. Torres. 254 00:12:54,044 --> 00:12:55,170 Hmm. So, guess what. 255 00:12:55,671 --> 00:12:57,047 [both giggle] 256 00:12:57,130 --> 00:12:58,632 [both speak quietly] 257 00:13:01,552 --> 00:13:02,469 Yes. 258 00:13:03,262 --> 00:13:05,347 Dr. O'Malley, how's all the doctoring going? 259 00:13:27,744 --> 00:13:28,787 You tell me. 260 00:13:30,289 --> 00:13:31,707 It's an honor to hear you play. 261 00:13:32,958 --> 00:13:34,376 Too good a man to lie. 262 00:13:35,502 --> 00:13:36,795 I'll read your mind... 263 00:13:36,878 --> 00:13:39,673 His timing is off. His rhythm is off. 264 00:13:39,840 --> 00:13:43,302 This man has no business calling himself Eugene Foote. 265 00:13:45,429 --> 00:13:46,263 You understand, sir, 266 00:13:46,346 --> 00:13:49,433 that in the months since the initial surgery, 267 00:13:50,684 --> 00:13:52,853 scar tissue has formed around the pacemaker. 268 00:13:54,062 --> 00:13:57,899 Removing it is not nearly as simple as it sounds. 269 00:14:00,986 --> 00:14:03,155 I picked up the violin at six years old. 270 00:14:04,406 --> 00:14:06,116 It was in my grandfather's attic. 271 00:14:06,908 --> 00:14:08,368 I didn't even know what it was. 272 00:14:09,369 --> 00:14:11,204 But I remember picking it up. 273 00:14:13,123 --> 00:14:14,291 That moment. 274 00:14:16,126 --> 00:14:21,173 I remember putting the bow to the strings... and pulling. 275 00:14:27,804 --> 00:14:28,680 Just that. 276 00:14:30,390 --> 00:14:32,809 Just that screechy little chirp. 277 00:14:32,976 --> 00:14:35,103 And that was it. I was hooked. 278 00:14:37,856 --> 00:14:39,650 You remember a moment like that in your life? 279 00:14:44,738 --> 00:14:46,239 I know this surgery could kill me. 280 00:14:48,116 --> 00:14:49,409 I also know you're the best, 281 00:14:50,410 --> 00:14:52,704 which makes you my best shot of survival. 282 00:14:54,539 --> 00:14:57,167 I'd like you to be the one to operate, Dr. Burke. 283 00:14:59,461 --> 00:15:00,754 But if you won't, 284 00:15:01,421 --> 00:15:03,840 I'll find someone who will. 285 00:15:16,585 --> 00:15:17,503 He's right. 286 00:15:18,587 --> 00:15:19,505 What? He can't play? 287 00:15:20,881 --> 00:15:22,717 He can't play like Eugene Foote. 288 00:15:23,217 --> 00:15:24,593 OK. So, uh, surgery? 289 00:15:26,012 --> 00:15:29,181 He says he will go somewhere else if I refuse. I might let him. 290 00:15:29,265 --> 00:15:30,099 Why? 291 00:15:33,185 --> 00:15:35,563 You can't let him go somewhere else. What are you...? 292 00:15:42,445 --> 00:15:44,488 OK, what if it were you? 293 00:15:45,865 --> 00:15:47,742 What if you couldn't be a surgeon anymore? 294 00:15:48,617 --> 00:15:51,871 Or... Or you could still be one, but... but not a great one. 295 00:15:52,413 --> 00:15:55,791 Just average. He can get his surgery somewhere else. 296 00:15:56,751 --> 00:15:58,753 But that surgeon might be average. 297 00:16:04,925 --> 00:16:07,470 EKG, ECHO, and nuclear 298 00:16:08,054 --> 00:16:09,638 all within normal limits. 299 00:16:10,348 --> 00:16:12,350 Denny, in that case, 300 00:16:12,433 --> 00:16:14,977 I see no reason why you can't be up walking. 301 00:16:16,312 --> 00:16:19,815 - Music to my ears, Dr. Bailey. - Good. So, you have any questions? 302 00:16:20,358 --> 00:16:22,902 - No. It's... - We can put it off. 303 00:16:23,110 --> 00:16:25,279 No harm in waiting a few weeks 304 00:16:25,363 --> 00:16:27,490 if you have questions. If you're worried. 305 00:16:28,032 --> 00:16:30,117 I've got 20 tubes coming out of my body, 306 00:16:30,201 --> 00:16:32,953 one of which goes directly into my you-know-what. 307 00:16:33,579 --> 00:16:35,873 At some point I'd like to use that you-know-what 308 00:16:35,956 --> 00:16:38,292 for something besides peeing into a bag. 309 00:16:38,376 --> 00:16:40,461 Like, for instance, peeing into a toilet. 310 00:16:41,545 --> 00:16:42,630 It's just... [sighs] 311 00:16:45,257 --> 00:16:46,717 Izzie gave me medical advice. 312 00:16:47,051 --> 00:16:48,844 You're giving me different advice. 313 00:16:48,928 --> 00:16:52,515 It just so happens that yours is the advice I want to hear. 314 00:16:53,307 --> 00:16:55,726 Well, Dr. Bailey outranks Dr. Stevens. 315 00:16:55,810 --> 00:16:57,228 So, it's safe to say 316 00:16:57,937 --> 00:17:00,314 Dr. Bailey's advice is the one to follow. 317 00:17:00,398 --> 00:17:02,400 That's not what he's worried about, Dr. Grey. 318 00:17:02,566 --> 00:17:04,402 He's worried that Dr. Stevens 319 00:17:04,485 --> 00:17:06,362 might get her ego bruised 320 00:17:06,445 --> 00:17:08,280 and her feelings hurt, am I right? 321 00:17:10,366 --> 00:17:11,951 No, no. Definitely no. 322 00:17:12,034 --> 00:17:14,829 It would concern me if you were making medical decisions 323 00:17:14,912 --> 00:17:18,165 based on how our Dr. Stevens might feel about it. 324 00:17:18,290 --> 00:17:20,751 Well, in that case, I say we do this thing. 325 00:17:20,918 --> 00:17:23,045 Screw that dizzy blond doctor girl. 326 00:17:23,129 --> 00:17:24,338 That's not helping, Denny. 327 00:17:25,297 --> 00:17:26,715 - No? - No. 328 00:17:28,592 --> 00:17:30,678 What's going on between Stevens and Denny? 329 00:17:30,761 --> 00:17:33,264 Is it a crush? Is it an innocent flirtation? 330 00:17:33,347 --> 00:17:35,224 Or is Stevens crossing the line? 331 00:17:35,307 --> 00:17:38,227 I know she likes him. I can't imagine Izzie would do that. 332 00:17:39,728 --> 00:17:42,064 I couldn't imagine you and Yang'd be stupid enough 333 00:17:42,148 --> 00:17:43,441 to fall for your attendings, 334 00:17:43,524 --> 00:17:45,192 but I was wrong about that, wasn't I? 335 00:17:45,943 --> 00:17:47,653 I'm knitting these days. 336 00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:50,906 Plus, I'm thinking of accepting a date with a veterinarian. 337 00:17:50,990 --> 00:17:53,534 Grey. Do you actually believe I care? 338 00:17:54,827 --> 00:17:55,911 - No. - Good. 339 00:17:55,995 --> 00:17:57,621 Maybe you're not so stupid after all. 340 00:18:03,752 --> 00:18:06,547 Explain one more time exactly what this is supposed to do. 341 00:18:06,630 --> 00:18:09,967 Having the TV this close makes the flickering and flashing 342 00:18:10,050 --> 00:18:12,178 bigger and more intense, which can cause seizures. 343 00:18:12,636 --> 00:18:14,847 Normally I don't have time to watch TV, 344 00:18:14,930 --> 00:18:16,390 but this week I've discovered Oprah. 345 00:18:16,765 --> 00:18:20,227 She's famous in my business for never marrying that boyfriend of hers. 346 00:18:20,978 --> 00:18:22,938 Wise, wise woman. 347 00:18:23,522 --> 00:18:25,524 [funky music on TV] 348 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:27,401 [sighs] 349 00:18:29,153 --> 00:18:30,571 So first, you won't say where you live 350 00:18:30,654 --> 00:18:33,032 and now I'm on the outside of your inside jokes. 351 00:18:33,115 --> 00:18:36,202 - When did I end up on the outside? - You're not on the outside. 352 00:18:36,285 --> 00:18:39,121 - Now you're lying. To my face. - You're being paranoid. 353 00:18:40,164 --> 00:18:41,499 Well, I'm not seizing. 354 00:18:41,582 --> 00:18:44,084 But I am having an acid flashback. Does that count? 355 00:18:46,587 --> 00:18:47,963 [heartbeat] 356 00:18:48,172 --> 00:18:52,051 Rose... Seven kids... It's a lot. 357 00:18:53,302 --> 00:18:56,096 Are you sure that Chris isn't feeling the same way? 358 00:18:56,305 --> 00:18:57,556 When we were first married, 359 00:18:57,640 --> 00:19:00,017 we were so broke that I went on the pill for a while. 360 00:19:00,100 --> 00:19:03,395 Chris stopped taking Communion. When he does that, he thinks he's... 361 00:19:03,479 --> 00:19:05,564 Thinks he's going to hell. He thinks you're both going to hell. 362 00:19:09,026 --> 00:19:11,320 The reason we haven't had a baby in four years 363 00:19:11,904 --> 00:19:13,906 is because we abstained for three. 364 00:19:13,989 --> 00:19:14,949 Now can you imagine 365 00:19:15,032 --> 00:19:17,201 not being able to make love to your husband? 366 00:19:19,286 --> 00:19:22,039 Um... the, uh... pill... 367 00:19:22,206 --> 00:19:24,917 I can't hide the pill. He would find out. 368 00:19:25,042 --> 00:19:26,085 [Alex] If he found out, what? 369 00:19:26,168 --> 00:19:28,170 I mean, he won't divorce you. He doesn't believe in it. 370 00:19:29,338 --> 00:19:32,508 - See the way he's looking at me right now? - Dr. Karev was just leaving. 371 00:19:32,591 --> 00:19:35,844 No, no, no. Just... just look at him for a minute. 372 00:19:39,056 --> 00:19:40,641 That look he has on his face, 373 00:19:41,475 --> 00:19:44,395 that's how my husband would look at me if he knew about any of this. 374 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:46,981 And I can't have my husband look at me like that. 375 00:19:49,817 --> 00:19:51,986 And I can't have any more babies. 376 00:19:57,866 --> 00:19:59,910 [woman on PA] Dr. Black. Dr. Liza Black... 377 00:19:59,994 --> 00:20:03,372 For the record? I am on your side today. George sucks. 378 00:20:03,998 --> 00:20:06,375 Burke doesn't think so. He's his new best friend. 379 00:20:06,458 --> 00:20:07,835 I wonder if Burke knows where he lives. 380 00:20:08,961 --> 00:20:11,714 How's Denny doing? Bailey's not caving in on the LVAD thing, is she? 381 00:20:11,797 --> 00:20:14,383 About that... I thought Alex was kidding 382 00:20:14,466 --> 00:20:16,385 when he said you dumped him for a heart patient. 383 00:20:16,594 --> 00:20:18,929 - Did you dump him for a heart patient? - Of course not. 384 00:20:19,013 --> 00:20:21,515 Because Denny's a patient. We can't fall for our patients. 385 00:20:21,724 --> 00:20:23,434 You're falling for a vet. 386 00:20:23,642 --> 00:20:27,313 I'm considering the possibility of maybe having a date with a vet. 387 00:20:27,479 --> 00:20:28,564 That's all I'm saying. 388 00:20:30,649 --> 00:20:34,486 My point is, Bailey's on the warpath about you and Denny. So just be careful. 389 00:20:37,615 --> 00:20:39,116 [Addison] How's the sponge count, Dr. Karev? 390 00:20:39,366 --> 00:20:41,619 They're all accounted for, but I see a bleeder here. 391 00:20:41,910 --> 00:20:44,038 It's small. Get the Bovie and cauterize it. 392 00:20:44,913 --> 00:20:47,124 [sizzling] 393 00:20:47,416 --> 00:20:49,043 - I got it. - That's good. 394 00:20:50,336 --> 00:20:52,171 There's a little bleeding near the tube here. 395 00:20:53,547 --> 00:20:55,466 Can you hand me the Bovie, Dr. Karev? 396 00:20:59,219 --> 00:21:00,679 I don't see any abnormal bleeding. 397 00:21:02,139 --> 00:21:03,307 Are you the surgeon here? 398 00:21:04,058 --> 00:21:05,809 - No. - Then give me the Bovie. 399 00:21:09,104 --> 00:21:10,606 Give me the Bovie, Dr. Karev. 400 00:21:18,989 --> 00:21:20,449 [sizzling] 401 00:21:32,866 --> 00:21:33,783 [baby grumbles] 402 00:21:33,867 --> 00:21:36,620 Hey there, Joseph. Welcome to the world. 403 00:21:42,667 --> 00:21:44,919 Rose, before we bring your family in to see you, 404 00:21:45,003 --> 00:21:46,087 I wanted to let you know 405 00:21:46,171 --> 00:21:48,715 that there was a complication with your surgery. 406 00:21:51,718 --> 00:21:53,803 We had some unexpected bleeding 407 00:21:53,887 --> 00:21:56,473 that caused damage to both fallopian tubes. 408 00:21:58,308 --> 00:21:59,559 So you're saying...? 409 00:22:00,477 --> 00:22:02,520 You won't be able to have any more children. 410 00:22:05,231 --> 00:22:06,566 Thank you, Dr. Shepherd. 411 00:22:09,277 --> 00:22:12,781 As I said, it was... a complication. 412 00:22:13,823 --> 00:22:14,866 I understand. 413 00:22:16,451 --> 00:22:18,119 A complication? That's what you're calling it? 414 00:22:18,203 --> 00:22:19,954 - That's what it was. - Really? In that case it was, this was 415 00:22:20,038 --> 00:22:22,707 one of the most bizarre obstetric complications in history. 416 00:22:24,459 --> 00:22:25,835 She is our patient. 417 00:22:25,919 --> 00:22:28,213 Our obligation is to her and her only. 418 00:22:35,136 --> 00:22:36,596 [elevator bell pings] 419 00:22:40,642 --> 00:22:42,060 - Hey. - Well, hey. 420 00:22:47,399 --> 00:22:50,193 - Uh, you picked up Doc? - Yeah. He's home. 421 00:22:50,777 --> 00:22:53,571 - He seems to be doing much better. - He seems to be doing good. 422 00:22:56,491 --> 00:22:57,742 [Meredith laughs] 423 00:22:58,952 --> 00:23:01,121 - I'm not laughing at you. - No. 424 00:23:01,704 --> 00:23:03,289 No, it's just, you know, 425 00:23:03,373 --> 00:23:05,166 bad sex isn't really something 426 00:23:05,250 --> 00:23:07,669 that wives want announced 427 00:23:07,752 --> 00:23:09,421 to the dirty ex-mistress. 428 00:23:09,504 --> 00:23:11,089 You're not the dirty ex-mistress. 429 00:23:11,172 --> 00:23:12,715 She's your friend. I'm your friend. 430 00:23:12,799 --> 00:23:14,884 We're all... friends. 431 00:23:14,968 --> 00:23:16,261 But you didn't tell her. 432 00:23:18,471 --> 00:23:19,556 - [sighs] - No. 433 00:23:21,224 --> 00:23:23,476 [sighs] How's your day going? 434 00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:24,602 - Great. - Good. 435 00:23:25,937 --> 00:23:28,815 The vet asked me if we... 436 00:23:28,940 --> 00:23:31,776 - What? What did he ask you? - If we were together. 437 00:23:32,360 --> 00:23:33,903 And I set him straight. 438 00:23:37,699 --> 00:23:40,201 - Good day, Meredith. - You too, Derek. 439 00:23:42,871 --> 00:23:45,123 I'm not drinking another shot of espresso. I can't. 440 00:23:45,206 --> 00:23:47,667 You can. You're the best divorce attorney in Seattle. 441 00:23:47,750 --> 00:23:50,086 - The best. - You can kick that espresso's ass. 442 00:23:50,170 --> 00:23:51,629 - Kick it. - Kick it. 443 00:23:51,713 --> 00:23:54,048 Kick it. Kick. Yeah! 444 00:23:56,176 --> 00:23:59,596 OK, good. So, caffeine's for seizures. What's the donuts for? 445 00:23:59,721 --> 00:24:01,347 To absorb some of the coffee 446 00:24:01,723 --> 00:24:03,308 so it doesn't burn a hole through your stomach. 447 00:24:03,391 --> 00:24:04,976 Good. OK, good idea. 448 00:24:10,356 --> 00:24:13,693 Do you know how long it has been since I have had a donut? 449 00:24:14,736 --> 00:24:17,655 I really, like donuts. 450 00:24:17,739 --> 00:24:19,157 [George] Why don't you eat them? 451 00:24:19,616 --> 00:24:22,785 Got to stay on top of my game. No time for exercise. No carbs. No sugar. 452 00:24:22,869 --> 00:24:25,622 Can't have a sugar crash in court. You know, stupid court! 453 00:24:25,705 --> 00:24:28,124 Court is stupid because I love donuts! 454 00:24:38,259 --> 00:24:39,802 You're making really good progress. 455 00:24:46,893 --> 00:24:49,229 Hey there, Chief. You here for my big moment? 456 00:24:49,437 --> 00:24:50,939 Yeah, I'm looking forward to it, Denny. 457 00:24:57,987 --> 00:25:00,448 Is there something I can do for you, Chief? 458 00:25:00,615 --> 00:25:02,575 - His EKG? - Normal. 459 00:25:02,700 --> 00:25:05,787 - As well as his ECHO and nuclear study. - His perfusion? 460 00:25:06,037 --> 00:25:07,789 He's ready, Chief. 461 00:25:08,706 --> 00:25:11,167 Well, looking good. Carry on. 462 00:25:12,001 --> 00:25:13,419 Thank you, sir. 463 00:25:14,337 --> 00:25:18,299 Die! Oh, yeah! Next level. 464 00:25:18,383 --> 00:25:19,551 I'm at the next level. 465 00:25:19,634 --> 00:25:22,011 - God, this is exhilarating! - Good. Keep going. 466 00:25:22,095 --> 00:25:24,722 Only 12 more levels before you reach prime seizure potential. 467 00:25:24,806 --> 00:25:27,976 This is fun. Yeah, right? You know? 468 00:25:28,059 --> 00:25:32,105 Like fun that we had at home back when you used to tell me things. 469 00:25:32,188 --> 00:25:34,274 - Like where you live? - Don't start that again. 470 00:25:34,357 --> 00:25:36,192 I'm just saying, there's fun to be had. 471 00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:38,486 All the time with me. Your best friend. 472 00:25:39,070 --> 00:25:40,655 It's not like we're in high school. 473 00:25:41,322 --> 00:25:43,199 George, don't do the whispering under your breath thing. 474 00:25:43,283 --> 00:25:44,367 If you got something to say, say it. 475 00:25:45,076 --> 00:25:47,161 Last time you gave me that advice it went well. 476 00:25:47,245 --> 00:25:49,831 You're pissed at me because of what happened with Meredith? 477 00:25:49,914 --> 00:25:51,958 No. Yeah. 478 00:25:52,041 --> 00:25:53,710 [violin music plays] 479 00:26:01,926 --> 00:26:04,721 [Preston] He recorded this at the Hollywood Bowl a couple years ago. 480 00:26:07,432 --> 00:26:08,433 It's nice. 481 00:26:11,769 --> 00:26:14,105 It's not nice. It's brilliant. 482 00:26:16,899 --> 00:26:17,734 Excuse me. 483 00:26:18,109 --> 00:26:20,445 You were one of my wife's doctors, weren't you? Rose Ward? 484 00:26:21,571 --> 00:26:22,614 Yes, I was. 485 00:26:22,739 --> 00:26:25,450 She just told me there was a complication with her C-section. 486 00:26:26,284 --> 00:26:29,829 I told you to tell her how you feel, not to jump into bed with her. 487 00:26:29,912 --> 00:26:31,289 - Whatever you told me. - Adultery. 488 00:26:31,414 --> 00:26:32,957 Why did you send me in there? 489 00:26:33,041 --> 00:26:34,292 Was it to humiliate me? 490 00:26:34,417 --> 00:26:37,211 If you knew she didn't love me. What kind of friend does that? 491 00:26:37,295 --> 00:26:39,547 It's just... It was shocking. 492 00:26:39,839 --> 00:26:42,842 Someone says there's a complication and everything changes. 493 00:26:42,925 --> 00:26:45,553 [Denny wheezes] 494 00:26:46,304 --> 00:26:47,347 I... can't... breathe. 495 00:26:47,889 --> 00:26:48,806 Are all those batteries... 496 00:26:48,890 --> 00:26:50,767 Yes, they're charged. I checked them. 497 00:26:50,892 --> 00:26:52,602 - He's having runs of V-tach. - Could be an air embolism. 498 00:26:52,727 --> 00:26:53,728 [Miranda] I got it. 499 00:26:53,853 --> 00:26:55,813 - [continuous beep] - [Preston] We got to tamponade. 500 00:26:55,897 --> 00:26:58,941 - BP's not registering. - Keep transfusing PRBCs. 501 00:26:59,317 --> 00:27:02,195 He has a full ventricular perforation. Hand me a 2-0 prolene. 502 00:27:02,945 --> 00:27:04,989 Cristina, replace my hand with yours. 503 00:27:05,114 --> 00:27:06,699 [monitor flatlines] 504 00:27:07,909 --> 00:27:09,869 Yes. And hold on for dear life. 505 00:27:09,952 --> 00:27:11,788 - You didn't want to hear it. - Yes, I... 506 00:27:11,871 --> 00:27:14,082 - Denial. I can work with that. - You wanted to keep on loving her. 507 00:27:14,207 --> 00:27:15,458 George, you did not want to hear it. 508 00:27:15,541 --> 00:27:16,459 Should we intubate? 509 00:27:16,542 --> 00:27:17,877 [Richard] We'll call respiratory to do it. 510 00:27:19,545 --> 00:27:21,089 Rose says it's a blessing. 511 00:27:21,172 --> 00:27:22,590 It's God's will. Maybe it is. 512 00:27:22,674 --> 00:27:25,301 Maybe it is. A blessing, I mean. 513 00:27:26,469 --> 00:27:27,470 This complication. 514 00:27:28,096 --> 00:27:30,807 - [Cristina] His heart's not moving. - Keep compressing as I was doing. 515 00:27:30,890 --> 00:27:33,142 No signs of life. Blood pressure is nonexistent. 516 00:27:33,226 --> 00:27:35,853 - OK, the tubing could be kinked. - I got this. 517 00:27:35,937 --> 00:27:37,980 - It doesn't look like you've got this. - I've got this! 518 00:27:38,564 --> 00:27:40,817 Oh, my God! You knew the risks! 519 00:27:40,900 --> 00:27:43,236 - That she was in love with someone. - I'm getting an aura. 520 00:27:43,695 --> 00:27:46,531 No! I am not saying that what she did wasn't wrong. 521 00:27:46,614 --> 00:27:47,907 I am just saying, you need to take... 522 00:27:49,992 --> 00:27:51,619 She's seizing! Go page Shepherd. 523 00:27:52,078 --> 00:27:54,622 This complication might be God's way of helping you 524 00:27:54,706 --> 00:27:56,582 put your seven kids through college. 525 00:27:56,666 --> 00:27:57,583 What are you saying? 526 00:27:57,875 --> 00:27:59,127 I'm saying get a lawyer. 527 00:28:09,470 --> 00:28:11,597 [continuous beeping] 528 00:28:15,768 --> 00:28:19,021 [Preston] Time of death, 18:32. 529 00:28:27,026 --> 00:28:28,486 Everything looks good, Denny. 530 00:28:29,069 --> 00:28:30,863 Well, you got to thank Dr. Bailey for me. 531 00:28:30,946 --> 00:28:32,323 I already thanked her once but 532 00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:34,992 this here deserves a double-scoop. 533 00:28:39,163 --> 00:28:40,789 I know I don't know you very well. 534 00:28:40,915 --> 00:28:42,583 You want to talk to me about Izzie? 535 00:28:43,626 --> 00:28:44,460 Yeah. 536 00:28:45,669 --> 00:28:47,296 - Because you disapprove? - No. 537 00:28:48,339 --> 00:28:51,592 This comes from nothing resembling a high horse. 538 00:28:52,593 --> 00:28:55,095 High horses want nothing to do with me. 539 00:28:56,055 --> 00:28:58,349 You know, this thing with you and Izzie, it's... 540 00:28:58,933 --> 00:29:02,186 There are strict rules about doctors dating patients. 541 00:29:04,146 --> 00:29:05,815 You know Izzie pretty well, right? 542 00:29:07,149 --> 00:29:09,026 You think if I went to her and I said, 543 00:29:09,735 --> 00:29:12,321 "Hey, you know, this is going to be really bad for your career." 544 00:29:12,446 --> 00:29:14,615 "You probably shouldn't come and see me anymore," 545 00:29:14,740 --> 00:29:16,867 You think that'll have any effect at all? 546 00:29:18,452 --> 00:29:23,165 The thing is, I was healthy my whole life until I wasn't. 547 00:29:25,918 --> 00:29:27,211 And for the last year, 548 00:29:27,419 --> 00:29:31,090 I've had a lot of time to lay around in bed and think about my life. 549 00:29:32,424 --> 00:29:34,385 And the things that I remember best? 550 00:29:35,678 --> 00:29:39,014 Well, those are the things that I wasn't supposed to do 551 00:29:39,098 --> 00:29:40,516 and I did them anyway. 552 00:29:42,101 --> 00:29:43,602 So the thing is, Meredith... 553 00:29:45,896 --> 00:29:49,316 life is too damn short to be following these rules. 554 00:29:52,236 --> 00:29:55,239 May I ask what motive you had for undermining my authority 555 00:29:55,322 --> 00:29:58,659 - in front of my patient and intern? - I'm not punishing you Dr. Bailey. 556 00:29:58,742 --> 00:30:00,995 But you are. I mean, I had a baby and so you are. 557 00:30:01,078 --> 00:30:02,955 Yes you had a baby and now you're sleep deprived. 558 00:30:03,038 --> 00:30:04,999 Every doctor here is sleep deprived. 559 00:30:05,082 --> 00:30:06,959 You just came back from maternity leave, 560 00:30:07,334 --> 00:30:09,336 and I'm not convinced you're on your game. 561 00:30:09,670 --> 00:30:13,966 This is not a punishment or a reflection on how highly I value you. 562 00:30:14,341 --> 00:30:15,676 It's just the way it is. 563 00:30:15,885 --> 00:30:19,263 Sorry to interrupt, Chief. That man is asking to talk to you. 564 00:30:19,847 --> 00:30:20,681 Excuse me. 565 00:30:33,819 --> 00:30:35,362 - [shop bell] - We're closed. 566 00:30:35,946 --> 00:30:36,780 Hey. 567 00:30:38,490 --> 00:30:40,409 I thought you were knitting a sweater. 568 00:30:40,701 --> 00:30:42,786 I am. But I'm also dating. 569 00:30:43,746 --> 00:30:45,915 You. If you still want to. 570 00:30:49,585 --> 00:30:51,921 - I should've called. I was going to... - No. 571 00:30:53,047 --> 00:30:56,175 Don't call. Never call. Always show up. 572 00:30:57,927 --> 00:30:59,553 - OK. - OK. 573 00:31:00,262 --> 00:31:02,848 But I can't tonight. I've got an errand I have to run. 574 00:31:03,974 --> 00:31:05,017 I run errands. 575 00:31:06,727 --> 00:31:09,355 This shouldn't take long. We can grab dinner after. 576 00:31:09,438 --> 00:31:12,441 - After...? - After she gives birth. 577 00:31:12,566 --> 00:31:14,360 - We're birthing a horse? - Yeah. 578 00:31:16,695 --> 00:31:18,822 That was your errand? You're birthing a horse? 579 00:31:19,031 --> 00:31:22,242 Yeah. I guess I could've mentioned it before. 580 00:31:22,326 --> 00:31:24,119 But I didn't want to scare you back to your knitting. 581 00:31:25,120 --> 00:31:26,622 [whinnies] 582 00:31:29,500 --> 00:31:31,627 She's getting anxious. You can wait back here. 583 00:31:32,586 --> 00:31:33,712 Back here? 584 00:31:33,879 --> 00:31:36,090 If you want. I mean, it gets a little messy. 585 00:31:36,590 --> 00:31:38,884 Are you kidding? I want to birth a horse. 586 00:31:45,516 --> 00:31:46,976 [whinnies] 587 00:31:50,980 --> 00:31:54,316 Richard, we have to talk about Alex Karev. 588 00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:56,986 I know he's talented, but his attitude, in my opinion, 589 00:31:57,069 --> 00:31:58,612 has reached an unacceptable low. 590 00:31:59,238 --> 00:32:00,072 Addison. 591 00:32:01,740 --> 00:32:05,494 You've got a bigger problem today than Alex Karev. 592 00:32:07,621 --> 00:32:09,665 Mr. Ward has been speaking with our attorney 593 00:32:09,748 --> 00:32:11,458 regarding his wife's surgery. 594 00:32:12,126 --> 00:32:15,170 Now I read your chart. I read the nurse's notes. 595 00:32:16,088 --> 00:32:20,175 Now, can you explain to me what kind of complication from a C-section 596 00:32:20,259 --> 00:32:23,303 leads to the severing of both fallopian tubes? 597 00:32:25,889 --> 00:32:29,435 [Derek] Well, the bad news is... you had a grand mal seizure. 598 00:32:29,977 --> 00:32:32,187 The good news is we mapped it, so now we can operate. 599 00:32:32,438 --> 00:32:35,858 No. I've decided against surgery, Dr. Shepherd. 600 00:32:36,066 --> 00:32:37,609 - I'm sorry? - No offense. 601 00:32:37,693 --> 00:32:39,069 The risks of craniotomy... 602 00:32:39,820 --> 00:32:41,864 when you described them, they're not terribly appealing. 603 00:32:42,072 --> 00:32:43,323 Yes, there are risks. 604 00:32:43,407 --> 00:32:44,575 But you have to weigh those risks 605 00:32:44,658 --> 00:32:48,537 with the detrimental effect your seizures have on your life. 606 00:32:48,662 --> 00:32:50,622 Unless my life is having a detrimental effect 607 00:32:50,706 --> 00:32:51,999 on my seizure disorder. 608 00:32:52,666 --> 00:32:55,085 With you and your wife: is the bad sex your big problem 609 00:32:55,169 --> 00:32:57,212 or are all the bigger problems causing the bad sex? 610 00:32:57,921 --> 00:33:01,759 I'm, uh... I'm not going to answer that. 611 00:33:01,884 --> 00:33:05,637 All right, my point is, I had more fun today than I can remember. 612 00:33:05,804 --> 00:33:07,473 I don't have any friends. I don't have any fun. 613 00:33:07,556 --> 00:33:08,474 I only have work. 614 00:33:08,682 --> 00:33:12,102 Work and seizures. It's no coincidence that when the work stopped, 615 00:33:12,186 --> 00:33:13,145 the seizures stopped. 616 00:33:14,104 --> 00:33:16,940 - Until these two started arguing. - [Derek] I'll talk to them about that. 617 00:33:17,107 --> 00:33:19,735 No, you don't get it. Watching people fight... Oh. 618 00:33:20,194 --> 00:33:22,237 It's been my whole life for 15 years. 619 00:33:22,613 --> 00:33:23,822 So, I'm changing my life. 620 00:33:23,906 --> 00:33:25,365 If that doesn't work, I'll come back here 621 00:33:25,449 --> 00:33:26,992 and let you cut open my brain, OK? 622 00:33:28,077 --> 00:33:29,161 All right. Fair enough. 623 00:33:37,795 --> 00:33:39,213 [foal whinnies] 624 00:33:47,888 --> 00:33:51,266 - It's pretty good, huh? - Yeah, it's pretty good. 625 00:33:56,188 --> 00:33:57,898 [horse whinnies] 626 00:34:13,872 --> 00:34:15,999 - How're you feeling? - A little sore. 627 00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:17,543 Oh, that's to be expected. 628 00:34:21,046 --> 00:34:22,214 [Addison clears throat] 629 00:34:25,634 --> 00:34:28,220 I'm sorry I told Chris about the complication. 630 00:34:29,805 --> 00:34:33,142 I just thought he should know that Joseph would be our last. 631 00:34:33,934 --> 00:34:35,269 So he could savor it. 632 00:34:37,980 --> 00:34:39,982 I didn't know he was going to do this. 633 00:34:40,315 --> 00:34:41,233 Rose. 634 00:34:42,317 --> 00:34:46,280 I need you to tell him that you asked me to tie your tubes. 635 00:34:48,115 --> 00:34:49,825 For you, it's just insurance. 636 00:34:50,284 --> 00:34:51,368 And you don't even have to pay. 637 00:34:51,451 --> 00:34:54,997 For me, it's my marriage. It's my family. 638 00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:57,666 It's my career, Rose. It's my reputation. 639 00:35:00,377 --> 00:35:01,753 You're the best. 640 00:35:01,837 --> 00:35:03,672 People come from all over the country to see you. 641 00:35:03,755 --> 00:35:04,965 That won't change. 642 00:35:06,383 --> 00:35:07,509 I can't tell him. 643 00:35:09,219 --> 00:35:10,429 Dr. Shepherd... 644 00:35:11,847 --> 00:35:15,684 I'm so sorry because I am so grateful to you. 645 00:35:17,436 --> 00:35:18,729 But I can't tell him. 646 00:35:29,615 --> 00:35:31,617 [violin music plays] 647 00:36:00,150 --> 00:36:01,151 Is it coming off? 648 00:36:03,361 --> 00:36:04,446 Not exactly. 649 00:36:06,197 --> 00:36:07,907 - I'm sorry. - Oh, don't be. 650 00:36:07,991 --> 00:36:10,285 - It was a great date. - Technically it wasn't the date. 651 00:36:10,452 --> 00:36:11,745 It was the errand. Now... 652 00:36:12,954 --> 00:36:14,664 we could go up to my place. I could cook for you. 653 00:36:15,749 --> 00:36:16,708 Go up to your place? 654 00:36:18,668 --> 00:36:20,503 Well, do you want to come up to my place? 655 00:36:20,670 --> 00:36:22,338 Yeah. I mean, no. 656 00:36:22,505 --> 00:36:26,009 No, I don't. I... I do. But I don't. 657 00:36:26,384 --> 00:36:29,846 - You don't know? - No, I do. I mean, I... I know. 658 00:36:29,929 --> 00:36:30,764 No, I don't. 659 00:36:33,183 --> 00:36:37,812 All right, well, here's the deal. Um... you have two options. 660 00:36:38,188 --> 00:36:40,607 You could come up to my place, 661 00:36:41,107 --> 00:36:42,317 take off all your clothes, 662 00:36:42,650 --> 00:36:45,278 shower off the goo, borrow a shirt, and I'll cook dinner. 663 00:36:45,361 --> 00:36:46,905 That's door number one. 664 00:36:46,988 --> 00:36:49,908 Door number two... you go home. 665 00:36:50,742 --> 00:36:52,786 I think you ought to take door one. 666 00:36:52,869 --> 00:36:55,705 It involves you naked in my apartment. 667 00:36:55,789 --> 00:36:58,041 But, you know... that's just me. 668 00:36:58,166 --> 00:37:01,920 I should point out that there's absolutely nothing you could say 669 00:37:02,003 --> 00:37:04,047 that would make me go upstairs with you. 670 00:37:04,339 --> 00:37:07,842 I'm kind of offended that you think that I would go upstairs with you. 671 00:37:07,926 --> 00:37:11,429 And you should know that I am celibate. 672 00:37:11,805 --> 00:37:12,722 - Shut up. - So... 673 00:37:16,059 --> 00:37:19,604 I absolutely cannot have... 674 00:37:21,898 --> 00:37:23,817 sex with you. 675 00:37:24,317 --> 00:37:25,902 If you choose door number one, 676 00:37:26,486 --> 00:37:30,073 I absolutely will not have sex with you. 677 00:37:30,198 --> 00:37:31,783 - You won't? - I promise I won't. 678 00:37:31,908 --> 00:37:33,576 - I won't even try to kiss you. - Why not? 679 00:37:34,327 --> 00:37:35,662 - Meredith. - What? 680 00:37:35,995 --> 00:37:37,122 Choose door number one. 681 00:37:37,997 --> 00:37:39,999 [Meredith] A wise man once said, 682 00:37:40,083 --> 00:37:41,668 "You can have anything in life, 683 00:37:41,751 --> 00:37:44,170 if you will sacrifice everything else for it." 684 00:37:44,587 --> 00:37:47,549 I hope it works. You changing your life. 685 00:37:48,716 --> 00:37:49,717 So do I. 686 00:37:50,885 --> 00:37:51,719 OK. 687 00:37:52,971 --> 00:37:53,930 Hey, George. 688 00:37:57,142 --> 00:37:59,435 I don't know much, but I do know fighting. 689 00:37:59,811 --> 00:38:01,896 And people who fight like you and Izzie... 690 00:38:02,647 --> 00:38:04,023 those people love each other. 691 00:38:05,316 --> 00:38:06,651 She misses her friend. 692 00:38:07,443 --> 00:38:10,947 What he meant is, nothing comes without a price. 693 00:38:13,616 --> 00:38:15,952 The road to hell is paved with good intentions. 694 00:38:16,202 --> 00:38:18,163 So before you go into battle, 695 00:38:18,371 --> 00:38:21,207 you better decide how much you're willing to lose. 696 00:38:21,332 --> 00:38:22,458 Dr. Karev. 697 00:38:24,085 --> 00:38:26,629 You did such a good job today that 698 00:38:26,713 --> 00:38:30,550 I'm going to talk to Dr. Bailey and have you assigned to my service. 699 00:38:30,758 --> 00:38:33,595 - What? For how long? - For as long as I want. 700 00:38:33,678 --> 00:38:37,891 Your ass is mine until I say otherwise. Congratulations. 701 00:38:41,269 --> 00:38:42,270 You got it. 702 00:38:43,730 --> 00:38:44,898 I did indeed. 703 00:38:46,482 --> 00:38:47,650 And you're OK? 704 00:38:47,734 --> 00:38:49,319 Are you kidding me? I'm great. 705 00:38:49,694 --> 00:38:53,656 I mean look at this. Some nice-sized batteries. Colorful wires. 706 00:38:54,115 --> 00:38:57,118 It's what your best-dressed LVAD patients are wearing these days. 707 00:38:58,328 --> 00:39:01,289 Really? Because it seems so last fall. 708 00:39:07,587 --> 00:39:08,755 [sighs] 709 00:39:11,591 --> 00:39:12,717 You're tall. 710 00:39:13,801 --> 00:39:14,844 I know. 711 00:39:19,265 --> 00:39:22,101 [Meredith] Too often, going after what feels good, 712 00:39:22,477 --> 00:39:25,230 means letting go of what you know is right. 713 00:39:36,491 --> 00:39:37,951 You did everything you could. 714 00:39:44,082 --> 00:39:46,209 There was an interview that Eugene gave. 715 00:39:47,168 --> 00:39:48,169 I saved it. 716 00:39:49,712 --> 00:39:51,506 I taped it to my bathroom mirror. 717 00:39:52,131 --> 00:39:56,386 He said that he wasn't the most talented student at music school. 718 00:39:56,469 --> 00:39:59,889 But he said what he lacked in natural ability 719 00:39:59,973 --> 00:40:02,684 he made up for in discipline. 720 00:40:04,477 --> 00:40:05,603 He practiced. 721 00:40:07,563 --> 00:40:08,606 All the time. 722 00:40:10,608 --> 00:40:12,443 All the time, he practiced. 723 00:40:14,153 --> 00:40:15,405 I wasn't like you. 724 00:40:16,781 --> 00:40:19,117 I wasn't the most talented student in school. 725 00:40:19,284 --> 00:40:20,493 I wasn't the brightest. 726 00:40:23,162 --> 00:40:24,289 But I was the best. 727 00:40:35,591 --> 00:40:36,718 You practiced. 728 00:40:39,304 --> 00:40:40,346 I practiced. 729 00:40:42,015 --> 00:40:43,433 [Meredith] And letting someone in 730 00:40:43,516 --> 00:40:47,353 means abandoning the walls you've spent a lifetime building. 731 00:40:47,687 --> 00:40:49,647 He was listless and hadn't eaten all day. 732 00:40:49,731 --> 00:40:50,773 Let's have a look. 733 00:40:54,402 --> 00:40:57,280 Of course the toughest sacrifices 734 00:40:57,363 --> 00:40:59,574 are the ones we don't see coming. 735 00:40:59,866 --> 00:41:00,700 Hey. 736 00:41:01,909 --> 00:41:02,744 Hey. 737 00:41:06,789 --> 00:41:08,416 - [Meredith] Is he sick again? - Yeah. 738 00:41:16,132 --> 00:41:18,051 - George! Hey. - Hey. 739 00:41:21,054 --> 00:41:22,430 - Oh, hi. - Hey. 740 00:41:22,930 --> 00:41:25,266 So we spent the night at Callie's last night, 741 00:41:25,391 --> 00:41:27,518 so we figured we'd just spend the night here. 742 00:41:28,686 --> 00:41:30,855 OK. So, um... 743 00:41:30,938 --> 00:41:33,733 you're back then just... for tonight? 744 00:41:33,816 --> 00:41:35,443 Well, Callie's here for the night. 745 00:41:35,568 --> 00:41:38,363 I'm, uh... I don't know. 746 00:41:38,738 --> 00:41:41,324 It's my room, you know. I pay rent. 747 00:41:43,076 --> 00:41:44,035 Welcome home. 748 00:41:45,119 --> 00:41:47,497 [Meredith] When we don't have time to come up with a strategy, 749 00:41:47,580 --> 00:41:51,626 to pick a side or to measure the potential loss. 750 00:41:57,507 --> 00:41:59,634 You would not believe the day I had. 751 00:41:59,842 --> 00:42:03,096 I went out of my way to give a patient exactly what she wants, 752 00:42:03,179 --> 00:42:05,390 only to have it explode in my face. 753 00:42:05,473 --> 00:42:07,850 I mean, lawsuit, threats. Richard's pissed. 754 00:42:07,934 --> 00:42:10,728 - Don't get me started about Alex Karev. - Get in the shower. 755 00:42:11,229 --> 00:42:12,814 - What? - Get in the shower with me. 756 00:42:14,941 --> 00:42:18,403 - Honey, it's a very small shower. - You want to have hot sex? 757 00:42:21,155 --> 00:42:22,323 Thank you! 758 00:42:23,699 --> 00:42:26,661 [Meredith] When that happens, when the battle chooses us, 759 00:42:26,744 --> 00:42:28,746 and not the other way around, 760 00:42:28,830 --> 00:42:30,373 that's when the sacrifice 761 00:42:30,456 --> 00:42:33,167 can turn out to be more than we can bear.