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[musik yang menarik diputar]
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- [langkah kaki]
- [air menetes]
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Tunggu.
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[Jason] Lihat.
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[Jasons mengerang, berbisik]
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Kami tidak datang untuk menghentikanmu.
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Kami pikir itu satu-satunya kesempatan Anda
pada kehidupan normal adalah meninggalkan dunia ini.
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[Jasons] Ya, dia benar. Uh-hah.
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Kami datang untuk mengucapkan selamat tinggal.
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[musik melankolis diputar]
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aku minta maaf.
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Aku hanya ingin kau dan Charlie aman.
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Dan kamu.
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Jaga mereka.
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[musik sedih diputar]
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[bernafas dengan gemetar]
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[bernapas berat]
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[menangis]
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[musik sedih diputar]
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[angin bersiul]
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[bernafas dalam-dalam]
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[menangis]
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[mendengus]
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[bernapas berat]
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[musik menegangkan diputar]
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[bernapas berat]
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[musik yang menegangkan semakin intensif]
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[terkesiap]
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[angin bersiul]
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[terkesiap]
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[musik penuh harapan diputar]
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[bernafas dengan gemetar]
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[bernapas berat]
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[musik menegangkan diputar]
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[mendengus]
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[menghela nafas]
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[musik menegangkan berlanjut]
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- [hewan mengoceh]
- [pohon berderit]
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[pintu terbuka]
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[bernapas berat]
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[pukulan]
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[meniup, bernapas dengan gemetar]
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[pintu terbuka, tertutup]
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[pintu berderak]
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[pintu berderit]
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[bernapas dengan gemetar]
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[bernafas gemetar, terisak]
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[mendengus]
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[terkekeh]
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[mengerang]
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[keduanya menangis]
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[bernafas dalam-dalam]
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[tarik napas dalam-dalam]
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Dahulu kala, terakhir kali aku melihatmu…
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[bernafas dalam-dalam]
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Anda berada di rak kamar mayat.
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Wajahmu membiru.
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Dadamu berwarna hitam dan ungu.
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[menghirup napas dengan tajam]
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Anda berumur enam belas tahun.
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Bagaimana ini mungkin?
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[bernafas dengan gemetar, bergumam]
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Apakah itu benar-benar kamu?
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[terkekeh] Ya.
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[mendengus] Ya.
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[menghela nafas]
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Ya. Mama.
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Ini aku.
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Ini benar-benar…
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Ini aku.
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[Jason mendengus]
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[musik melankolis diputar]
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[menghela napas dalam-dalam]
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[kereta berderak di atas kepala]
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[menghela nafas]
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[papan lantai berderit]
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[langkah kaki berbunyi]
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[musik melankolis berlanjut]
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[menghela nafas]
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[mengendus]
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[musik melankolis berlanjut]
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[pelanggan mengobrol]
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- [terkekeh]
- Saya… Saya dari Chicago. Kejutan.
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[bergumam] Aku… Ceritanya panjang.
Ceritanya panjang.
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- Minumlah sekarang.
- Ya.
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[bergumam]
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Matt!
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Apa?
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Beri aku lebih banyak wiski.
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Anda tahu itu… Saya bisa mengatakan itu.
Lebih banyak wiski.
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Ayo. Ayo.
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- Tidak tidak tidak. Itu sudah cukup.
- Ini Natal.
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- Sinterklas, Sinterklas, ayolah.
- Aku mencintaimu--
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Aku mencintaimu, tapi ini waktunya untuk pergi, kawan.
Saatnya untuk pergi.
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Sialan. Apakah Anda akan memilih?
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Anda akan mengusir saya?
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Saatnya untuk-- Hanya untuk malam ini. Ayo.
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- Satu lagi. Ayo.
- Ini mantelmu. Anda ingin mantel Anda?
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Jason.
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[Jason tersedak, meludah]
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[bernapas dengan gemetar]
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[daun bergemerisik]
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[burung berkicau]
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[burung berkicau]
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[mendengus, mendesah]
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[burung berkicau]
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[mendengus]
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[mendengus]
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[mendengus]
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[mengerang]
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[musik melankolis diputar]
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[pintu tertutup]
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[mengerang]
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[Ibu Jason] Jason.
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[Jason menghela nafas]
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[mendengus]
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[kereta berderak]
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[menghela nafas]
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[musik berakhir]
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Apakah rencanamu untuk minum sampai mati?
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[Jason bernapas dengan gemetar]
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Jika Anda tidak bisa berhenti minum,
kalau begitu ayo bantu kamu.
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Jika Anda tidak ingin bantuan…
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…maka ketahuilah bahwa aku mencintaimu.
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[mendengus, mendesah]
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Tapi aku…
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tidak cukup kuat
untuk menyaksikan anakku mati lagi.
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[menangis]
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[pintu berderit]
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[Jason menghela nafas]
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[mengendus]
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[mendengus]
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[mendengus, terisak]
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[menghela nafas]
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[mendengus]
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[pintu terbuka, tertutup]
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[Jason mendengus]
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[mendengus, mendesah]
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[menghela nafas]
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[menghela nafas]
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[kereta berderak]
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[musik termenung diputar]
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[bor berputar]
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[musik termenung berlanjut]
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[menghela nafas]
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[mendengus]
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[Jason menghela nafas]
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[musik memudar]
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[kicau burung]
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Pernahkah Anda memikirkannya
menikah lagi?
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[musik melankolis diputar]
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Saya pergi berkencan dua kali sekitar setahun setelahnya.
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Rasanya tidak enak.
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Apakah kamu pernah merasa kesepian?
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Ayahmu dan aku
menjalani dua puluh tiga tahun yang menyenangkan bersama.
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- Dan aku sudah enam belas tahun bersamamu.
- [terkekeh]
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Beberapa orang bahkan tidak punya
satu tahun yang baik dengan siapa pun.
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Terima kasih telah mengizinkanku tinggal bersamamu.
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Terima kasih telah mempercayai saya.
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[musik memudar]
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[orang batuk]
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[batuk]
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[mengi]
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[musik termenung diputar]
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[pintu tertutup]
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[menghela nafas]
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[musik melankolis diputar]
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[menghela nafas]
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[menghela nafas]
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Hanya jika Anda mau.
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[mendengus]
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[menghela nafas]
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[terkekeh]
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Selamat Hari Thanksgiving.
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[angin bersiul]
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[melihat berputar]
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[berdengung]
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Saya punya delapan pesanan untuk kursi saya!
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Itu anakku.
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Aku sangat bangga padamu.
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[terkekeh]
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[menghela nafas]
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Saya bertanya-tanya…
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Ulang tahun si kembar akan segera tiba.
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Bolehkah jika mungkin
kita memasang pohon di sana?
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- Oh, aku akan menyukainya.
- Oke.
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[kereta berderak]
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[musik termenung diputar]
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[Jason] "Aku merasakan diriku sendiri
masih mengenang masa lalu,
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yang tidak lagi apa-apa
daripada sejarah orang lain."
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[menghela nafas]
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Pada 14 minggu, kami masuk
untuk USG pertama
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dan kami mendengar dua detak jantung.
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Dan kami berangkat dari kegembiraan belaka
untuk teror belaka…
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dan kembali ke kegembiraan lagi.
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[Jason] "Untuk itu di dunia ini
di mana semuanya menjadi usang…
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semuanya binasa,
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sesuatu yang hancur menjadi debu,
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yang menghancurkan dirinya sendiri
masih lebih lengkap,
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meninggalkan lebih sedikit jejak
dari dirinya sendiri daripada keindahan:
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yaitu kesedihan."
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[menghela nafas]
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[Jason terkekeh]
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[pasangan tertawa]
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[Jason] Ya. Semoga berhasil.
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Oke.
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[pasangan tertawa]
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Terima kasih.
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[tertawa]
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Ya, tentu saja.
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- Kaus kaki! Untuk kalian berdua!
- Oh.
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- Ya, eh…
- [tertawa]
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Ya.
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- Aku akan menukarmu. [tertawa]
- [tertawa]
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[Jason] Kaus kaki. Wah. Ya.
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Ibu…
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Untukmu.
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Untukku?
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Ya, baiklah…
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Dari Sinterklas.
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[tertawa]
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- Dari Sinterklas.
- Ini dari Santa.
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[tertawa] Hmm.
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[terkekeh]
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Oh! Sangat bagus! Bukankah itu bagus?
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[dokter berbicara tidak jelas]
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[musik sedih diputar]
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00:32:07,594 --> 00:32:08,929
Kita bisa mencoba radiasi…
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yang mungkin… mungkin merupakan pilihan terbaik.
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[terus berbicara dengan tidak jelas]
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[musik sedih berlanjut]
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[musik memudar]
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Anda memiliki begitu banyak hal untuk ditawarkan kepada seseorang.
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[menghela nafas]
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Suatu hari kamu akan bangun
dan sadarilah bahwa kamu sudah tua…
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Apakah kamu ingin sendirian?
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[terkekeh]
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00:33:48,570 --> 00:33:52,657
Ketika saya pertama kali tiba di sini,
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Saya pikir saya melakukannya.
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[musik melankolis diputar]
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Sekarang, tiba-tiba enam tahun berlalu
sejak aku meninggalkan duniaku.
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[menghirup napas dengan tajam] Dan…
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Hidup itu terasa seperti…
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[tarik napas dalam-dalam]
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…sebuah mimpi.
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Mimpi yang indah.
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Tidak… aku tidak ingin sendirian.
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[mendengus]
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[pelanggan mengobrol]
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00:35:41,141 --> 00:35:44,061
[pintu terbuka, tertutup]
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00:35:55,948 --> 00:35:57,157
[mengendus]
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[mengendus]
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00:35:59,952 --> 00:36:01,620
Hanya di sini mencium bau buku?
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[terkekeh]
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00:36:05,165 --> 00:36:06,166
Anda melihatnya?
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00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:08,126
Takut begitu.
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00:36:09,378 --> 00:36:12,880
Baiklah, ayolah, jangan berpura-pura
Anda tidak melakukannya saat tidak ada orang di sekitar.
258
00:36:12,881 --> 00:36:14,842
Nah, menurut Anda mengapa
Saya membeli toko ini?
259
00:36:15,384 --> 00:36:16,593
Oh, jadi kamu Maria.
260
00:36:17,803 --> 00:36:19,304
- Uh-hah.
- Toko yang bagus.
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00:36:19,805 --> 00:36:22,099
Kamu pasti Jason.
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00:36:23,225 --> 00:36:26,186
Aku melihatmu keluar
truk Anda di seberang jalan.
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00:36:27,229 --> 00:36:28,230
Oh ya.
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00:36:29,231 --> 00:36:30,941
Apakah Anda hanya membuat kursi?
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00:36:31,984 --> 00:36:33,902
Ya. Ya.
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00:36:35,654 --> 00:36:39,825
Seperti, tidak ada meja atau meja rias?
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00:36:40,868 --> 00:36:41,951
Rak buku?
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00:36:41,952 --> 00:36:43,120
[terkekeh]
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00:36:43,745 --> 00:36:44,955
Takutnya tidak, tidak.
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00:36:46,623 --> 00:36:48,416
Baiklah, bisakah saya membantu Anda menemukan sesuatu?
271
00:36:48,417 --> 00:36:53,589
Ya, saya sedang mencari volume terakhir
dari Mencari Waktu yang Hilang.
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00:36:56,758 --> 00:36:59,928
Ya… Itu seperti penjara saya yang dibaca.
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00:37:01,138 --> 00:37:02,221
[terkekeh] Kamu apa?
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00:37:02,222 --> 00:37:05,641
Oh, itu hanya salah satu dari yang luas
klasik yang tidak akan pernah Anda lewati
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kecuali kamu dikurung
dan tidak punya apa-apa selain waktu.
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Itu masuk akal.
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00:37:10,939 --> 00:37:13,901
Aku, uh, mulai membacanya
saat aku berada di denting.
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[Maria] Hah.
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aku sedang mempermainkanmu.
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00:37:19,489 --> 00:37:24,036
Fiuh. Karena dua pacarku yang terakhir
adalah penjahat.
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00:37:32,419 --> 00:37:33,420
Bagaimana kabar buku itu?
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00:37:34,004 --> 00:37:35,088
Itu padat.
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00:37:37,299 --> 00:37:39,008
Ini… Ini menantang.
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00:37:39,009 --> 00:37:40,719
Anda benar-benar tahu cara menjual sesuatu.
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00:37:41,512 --> 00:37:44,014
Tapi… [gagap] …itu juga luar biasa.
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00:37:45,766 --> 00:37:52,272
Anda tahu, ini semacam ide
bahwa ingatan kita tentang tempat dan-dan orang-orang
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tinggallah bersama kami
apakah kita menginginkannya atau tidak.
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00:37:58,779 --> 00:38:01,907
Dan ini tentang pencarian kebenaran.
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00:38:07,037 --> 00:38:08,120
Apa?
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00:38:08,121 --> 00:38:10,582
["Simfoni No. 3, Op. 36" diputar]
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00:38:15,087 --> 00:38:17,214
Ayolah. Akan kutunjukkan padamu di mana letaknya.
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00:38:17,881 --> 00:38:19,049
Oh baiklah.
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00:38:29,643 --> 00:38:33,230
[tidak ada dialog yang terdengar]
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[kicau burung]
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00:40:27,010 --> 00:40:30,013
["Simfoni No. 3, Op. 36" berlanjut]
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00:40:53,036 --> 00:40:56,039
[mendengus, terengah-engah]
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00:41:01,837 --> 00:41:02,880
[terkesiap]
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[menghela nafas]
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00:41:11,263 --> 00:41:13,599
[terengah-engah]
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00:41:54,139 --> 00:41:56,475
[monitor berbunyi bip]
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00:42:01,230 --> 00:42:04,149
[bernafas dalam-dalam]
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00:42:26,588 --> 00:42:28,590
[tarik napas dalam-dalam]
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00:42:30,509 --> 00:42:31,802
[mengerang]
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00:42:34,096 --> 00:42:35,097
[berdehem]
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00:42:41,144 --> 00:42:42,145
[mendengus]
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[berbisik] Malam.
307
00:42:45,023 --> 00:42:46,608
[musik berakhir]
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00:42:47,192 --> 00:42:50,070
[menarik napas dalam-dalam, menghela nafas]
309
00:43:03,417 --> 00:43:05,627
[menghela nafas]
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00:43:09,506 --> 00:43:12,426
- [kicau burung]
- [anjing menggonggong]
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[kereta berderak]
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00:43:25,272 --> 00:43:26,899
[bernafas dalam-dalam]
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00:43:29,651 --> 00:43:31,820
[menghirup napas dalam-dalam, menghela nafas]
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00:43:37,409 --> 00:43:38,410
[Jason bergumam]
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00:43:39,870 --> 00:43:42,623
Tidur oke?
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00:43:49,755 --> 00:43:52,299
Butuh sesuatu?
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00:44:03,060 --> 00:44:06,604
Aku akan membuat teh,
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00:44:06,605 --> 00:44:11,485
dan kemudian membacakannya untuk Anda.
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00:44:11,985 --> 00:44:18,825
Itu selalu membantu Anda merasa lebih baik, bukan?
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00:44:33,549 --> 00:44:35,133
[menyebalkan gigi]
321
00:44:37,177 --> 00:44:38,386
Oh.
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00:44:38,387 --> 00:44:40,430
Yang mana yang kamu inginkan?
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00:44:44,351 --> 00:44:47,436
Itu dimulai…
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00:44:47,437 --> 00:44:54,444
"Saya duduk di samping api dan berpikir..."
325
00:45:00,534 --> 00:45:01,535
Ya, saya ingat.
326
00:45:03,871 --> 00:45:04,872
Mari kita lihat.
327
00:45:05,873 --> 00:45:07,165
[dengan lembut] Oh, kamu dimana?
328
00:45:09,459 --> 00:45:10,460
[terkekeh]
329
00:45:13,463 --> 00:45:14,922
Yang ini.
330
00:45:14,923 --> 00:45:17,718
Anda menandatangani buku ini untuk saya…
331
00:45:18,385 --> 00:45:23,056
ketika aku berumur sepuluh tahun. [terkekeh]
332
00:45:26,810 --> 00:45:27,936
[terkekeh]
333
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:29,730
Dan kamu…
334
00:45:30,272 --> 00:45:32,523
Setiap kali Anda sampai pada bagian yang menyedihkan…
335
00:45:32,524 --> 00:45:34,817
[menghela nafas, terengah-engah]
336
00:45:34,818 --> 00:45:38,362
[mengerang] …kamu akan menangis,
337
00:45:38,363 --> 00:45:41,658
dan serahkan buku itu kepadaku untuk ditandatangani.
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00:45:42,701 --> 00:45:44,869
[terkekeh]
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00:45:44,870 --> 00:45:49,208
Dan kemudian saya akan menandatanganinya untuk Anda.
340
00:45:58,967 --> 00:46:00,551
[berdehem]
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00:46:00,552 --> 00:46:02,887
[musik melankolis diputar]
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00:46:02,888 --> 00:46:09,228
"Saya duduk di samping api dan berpikir
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00:46:10,020 --> 00:46:13,315
dari semua yang pernah kulihat.
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00:46:14,233 --> 00:46:18,779
Bunga padang rumput dan kupu-kupu
dan musim panas yang telah berlalu.
345
00:46:21,073 --> 00:46:24,993
Dari daun kuning dan halus
di musim gugur yang ada."
346
00:46:26,245 --> 00:46:31,458
"Dengan kabut pagi
dan matahari perak dan angin di rambutku.
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00:46:34,378 --> 00:46:38,674
Aku duduk di samping api
dan memikirkan bagaimana jadinya dunia ini
348
00:46:39,716 --> 00:46:43,136
ketika musim dingin tiba tanpa musim semi yang…
349
00:46:44,096 --> 00:46:45,806
[dengan gemetar] …yang tidak akan pernah saya lihat.
350
00:46:47,057 --> 00:46:51,270
Karena masih banyak hal
yang belum pernah kulihat."
351
00:46:52,271 --> 00:46:56,567
"Di setiap hutan di setiap musim semi,
ada warna hijau yang berbeda.
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00:46:57,860 --> 00:47:01,572
Aku duduk di samping api
dan memikirkan orang sejak lama.
353
00:47:02,447 --> 00:47:07,160
Dan orang-orang yang akan melihat dunia…
[mendengus] …yang tidak akan pernah kuketahui.
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00:47:08,996 --> 00:47:12,916
Tapi selama ini aku duduk
dan pikirkan saat-saat yang pernah terjadi sebelumnya.
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00:47:14,042 --> 00:47:18,839
Aku mendengarkan kaki kembali
dan suara-suara di pintu."
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00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:20,841
[menghela nafas]
357
00:47:50,454 --> 00:47:53,373
[Maria bersenandung]
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00:47:55,042 --> 00:47:56,543
[pintu terbuka]
359
00:47:59,213 --> 00:48:00,505
[pintu tertutup]
360
00:48:00,506 --> 00:48:01,923
[Jason] Hei.
361
00:48:01,924 --> 00:48:03,007
Hai.
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00:48:03,008 --> 00:48:05,092
[bersenandung]
363
00:48:05,093 --> 00:48:07,637
[musik lembut diputar]
364
00:48:07,638 --> 00:48:10,265
Sayang, aku bisa membantu
segera setelah saya memasukkannya ke dalam oven.
365
00:48:10,807 --> 00:48:12,518
Eh, hampir semuanya.
366
00:48:13,602 --> 00:48:14,603
Saya mengerti.
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00:48:15,437 --> 00:48:17,314
- [dengan lembut] Oke.
- [nyanyian] Hah.
368
00:48:19,441 --> 00:48:20,692
- Hai.
- Hai.
369
00:48:23,153 --> 00:48:25,404
Adakah kemungkinan Anda bisa membantu saya?
370
00:48:25,405 --> 00:48:26,656
Mm-hmm.
371
00:48:26,657 --> 00:48:30,743
Saya salah menilai berapa banyak gula bubuk
Aku perlu membekukan kuenya.
372
00:48:30,744 --> 00:48:33,204
Wow, kamu berusaha sekuat tenaga ya?
373
00:48:33,205 --> 00:48:34,498
Ya, kami sedang merayakannya.
374
00:48:35,123 --> 00:48:37,417
Ini malam pertamamu di sini.
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00:48:38,418 --> 00:48:40,879
[terkekeh] Baiklah.
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00:48:45,551 --> 00:48:46,760
- Segera kembali.
- Oke.
377
00:48:48,554 --> 00:48:51,305
- Oh, dan ambilkan anggur.
- Uh-hah.
378
00:48:51,306 --> 00:48:53,015
Bukan omong kosong California.
379
00:48:53,016 --> 00:48:55,185
[terkekeh] Oke.
380
00:48:55,853 --> 00:48:58,355
[pintu terbuka, tertutup]
381
00:49:09,157 --> 00:49:10,284
[menghela nafas]
382
00:49:56,288 --> 00:49:57,289
[mengendus]
383
00:50:12,137 --> 00:50:13,138
[terkesiap]
384
00:50:14,598 --> 00:50:15,932
[isak tangis]
385
00:50:15,933 --> 00:50:17,351
[pelanggan] Untuk siapa?
386
00:50:25,234 --> 00:50:26,735
[tergagap] Pacar.
387
00:50:27,486 --> 00:50:30,112
- [terkekeh]
- Kami baru saja tinggal bersama.
388
00:50:30,113 --> 00:50:31,990
Oh. Bagus.
389
00:50:33,492 --> 00:50:34,660
Selamat.
390
00:50:35,827 --> 00:50:37,204
Tapi Anda tidak menginginkan itu.
391
00:50:38,121 --> 00:50:39,122
TIDAK?
392
00:50:41,124 --> 00:50:42,376
- Tidak.
- [terkekeh]
393
00:50:46,088 --> 00:50:47,089
[menghela nafas]
394
00:50:48,173 --> 00:50:49,216
mawar.
395
00:50:50,968 --> 00:50:52,970
Ya, selalu mawar.
396
00:50:56,890 --> 00:50:57,891
Hei, semoga berhasil.
397
00:51:04,857 --> 00:51:07,442
[musik sedih diputar]
398
00:51:10,028 --> 00:51:11,655
- [kendaraan mendekat]
- [menghela napas]
399
00:51:16,118 --> 00:51:17,119
[menghela nafas]
400
00:51:30,340 --> 00:51:31,341
Hei.
401
00:51:38,098 --> 00:51:40,767
[bernapas berat]
402
00:52:46,041 --> 00:52:47,042
[ciuman]
403
00:52:50,504 --> 00:52:52,631
[musik lembut diputar]
404
00:53:29,126 --> 00:53:30,878
[menghela nafas]