1 00:00:07,809 --> 00:00:09,476 - WOMAN: Okay. Go. 2 00:00:09,911 --> 00:00:11,478 - Is this a video? - Of course it's a video. 3 00:00:11,613 --> 00:00:15,048 We need to commemorate this moment today. 4 00:00:15,182 --> 00:00:16,116 - Do we? - Yes! 5 00:00:16,250 --> 00:00:17,652 These are the videos, babe, 6 00:00:17,785 --> 00:00:21,255 that we are gonna watch when we are old and gray. 7 00:00:21,388 --> 00:00:24,157 You're killing me right now. Literally, I'm dying. 8 00:00:25,092 --> 00:00:27,629 I'm sorry. Were you planning on watching, like, the videos 9 00:00:27,762 --> 00:00:29,564 of us dancing to "Brick House" at our wedding? 10 00:00:29,697 --> 00:00:31,431 - No. - Were those the videos? 11 00:00:31,566 --> 00:00:33,200 - Never gonna watch those. - No, we are gonna burn those. 12 00:00:33,333 --> 00:00:35,168 - That we should do. - These are the moments, okay? 13 00:00:35,302 --> 00:00:38,873 Today. Today is going to be the day where you 14 00:00:39,007 --> 00:00:42,109 and your incredibly generous, loving, adoring... 15 00:00:42,242 --> 00:00:44,913 - Yes. Super-hot, sexy, very pushy wife. 16 00:00:45,045 --> 00:00:46,848 - Thank you. - But I'm just... 17 00:00:47,214 --> 00:00:48,850 - Thank you. Thank you. 18 00:00:48,983 --> 00:00:50,552 This is when we did it. 19 00:00:50,685 --> 00:00:53,888 This is the day we made that Ferris wheel your bitch. 20 00:00:54,022 --> 00:00:55,557 - It's really tall. 21 00:00:55,690 --> 00:00:58,760 - Tell me how good it's gonna feel when you get off that 22 00:00:58,893 --> 00:01:03,765 and you're like, "Damn, I did it and I didn't die, 23 00:01:03,898 --> 00:01:06,300 because it turns out that's a child's ride 24 00:01:06,433 --> 00:01:07,835 and I'm a grown man." 25 00:01:07,969 --> 00:01:11,204 [laughs] 26 00:01:11,338 --> 00:01:13,240 Oh, it's gonna be so sexy, babe. 27 00:01:13,373 --> 00:01:14,742 - Is it? - Yeah. 28 00:01:14,876 --> 00:01:16,544 - There are lots of things that are sexy 29 00:01:16,678 --> 00:01:18,145 and we can see if this all together 30 00:01:18,278 --> 00:01:19,279 and just do those parts. 31 00:01:19,413 --> 00:01:20,682 - No. - That'll be good. 32 00:01:20,815 --> 00:01:22,316 - No. This is important. We're gonna do this, 33 00:01:22,449 --> 00:01:24,318 and all that comes after is, like, your reward. 34 00:01:24,451 --> 00:01:26,888 - Bribery. - Yeah. Is it gonna work? 35 00:01:27,021 --> 00:01:30,024 You ready? 36 00:01:30,157 --> 00:01:31,893 Let's do this. 37 00:01:32,026 --> 00:01:34,361 - Oh! - Oh! Charlie. 38 00:01:36,196 --> 00:01:39,232 Charlie, where did you go? 39 00:01:40,434 --> 00:01:42,804 All right. I've lost him. He's gone. 40 00:01:42,937 --> 00:01:47,041 - I'm here. I'm here. I forgot where we put the car. 41 00:01:47,174 --> 00:01:48,676 So... 42 00:01:49,309 --> 00:01:51,713 - [laughs] Are we gonna do this? 43 00:01:51,846 --> 00:01:54,015 - Ah, yeah, let's do it. - Yes, we're gonna do this. 44 00:01:54,147 --> 00:01:55,783 I believe in you. Are you having fun? 45 00:01:55,917 --> 00:01:58,753 - Oh, no. Turn it off. Turn it off. Turn it off. 46 00:01:59,554 --> 00:02:01,656 Wow. Wow, wow. Wow. Why are we up here? 47 00:02:01,789 --> 00:02:04,124 Why are we sitting up here? Why are you rocking it? 48 00:02:04,257 --> 00:02:05,192 - No. - Stop rocking the thing. 49 00:02:05,325 --> 00:02:07,494 - No, you're doing so great. 50 00:02:08,395 --> 00:02:11,231 - I'm proud of you. - Thanks. 51 00:02:12,199 --> 00:02:14,334 - Oh, God. - I love you. 52 00:02:14,468 --> 00:02:17,371 - I love you too. when are we going down? 53 00:02:17,505 --> 00:02:19,007 I'm gonna have a heart attack. 54 00:02:19,139 --> 00:02:22,777 - No. Hey, listen. Nothing bad is gonna happen to you. 55 00:02:22,910 --> 00:02:24,646 Nothing bad is gonna happen to you. 56 00:02:24,779 --> 00:02:26,748 - Yeah? How do you know? I guess. 57 00:02:26,881 --> 00:02:29,483 - Well, because all of that shit's already happened. 58 00:02:29,617 --> 00:02:32,754 Nothing but blue skies, baby. 59 00:02:32,887 --> 00:02:36,156 - I don't know if we have to be in the skies. 60 00:02:36,289 --> 00:02:40,293 - Right? You just gotta adjust, let go. 61 00:02:41,963 --> 00:02:47,234 [serene music] 62 00:02:54,909 --> 00:02:59,681 ♪♪♪ 63 00:03:50,865 --> 00:03:54,869 ♪♪♪ 64 00:04:18,358 --> 00:04:21,028 [spraying] 65 00:04:27,101 --> 00:04:29,704 [birds chirping] 66 00:04:29,837 --> 00:04:31,873 [doorbell rings] 67 00:04:39,379 --> 00:04:42,617 - Oh, am I glad to see you. 68 00:04:42,750 --> 00:04:45,318 - Hey, Marsh. - Hello, hello. 69 00:04:45,452 --> 00:04:48,089 - You have come to the perfect place 70 00:04:48,222 --> 00:04:51,491 to work out all that crap you're going through. 71 00:04:51,626 --> 00:04:53,161 It's the desert, baby. 72 00:04:53,293 --> 00:04:58,599 You know, they say that it has a--a crazy healing magic. 73 00:04:58,733 --> 00:05:00,168 I used to think they only told that 74 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:01,736 to the tourists, but you know what? 75 00:05:01,869 --> 00:05:05,873 The longer I'm here, the more woowoo I get. Right? 76 00:05:06,007 --> 00:05:08,643 They say that there's water that runs under the earth 77 00:05:08,776 --> 00:05:13,114 and it creates some type of crazy vortex with the soul. 78 00:05:13,247 --> 00:05:17,051 But--Oh, and the light. Wait till you see the light. 79 00:05:17,185 --> 00:05:20,888 It--It's before it gets dark and it isn't day, 80 00:05:21,022 --> 00:05:22,723 but it--it--it isn't night either. 81 00:05:22,857 --> 00:05:27,161 But it--it's this beautiful in-between. 82 00:05:27,295 --> 00:05:28,428 - That's really nice. 83 00:05:28,563 --> 00:05:29,630 - I can't wait for you to see it. 84 00:05:29,764 --> 00:05:31,666 - It's really pretty. 85 00:05:33,433 --> 00:05:34,735 Thank you for this. 86 00:05:34,869 --> 00:05:37,104 - Yeah. Thanks, man. - Shh, shh. Listen to me. 87 00:05:37,238 --> 00:05:39,507 You are my chosen family 88 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:42,109 and I would do anything for you, my bird. 89 00:05:42,243 --> 00:05:44,377 Now, you call me if you need anything, okay? 90 00:05:44,512 --> 00:05:47,315 Ricky's place is 10 minutes from here 91 00:05:47,447 --> 00:05:48,716 and I can be here in six. 92 00:05:48,850 --> 00:05:50,518 - Don't do that. - You've seen me drive. 93 00:05:50,651 --> 00:05:52,587 - I know. - Alright. I left you fruit. 94 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:56,389 - Oh, thank you. - Good night, Marsh. 95 00:06:03,064 --> 00:06:06,934 [serene music] 96 00:06:16,043 --> 00:06:17,444 - Hey. - Hey. 97 00:06:17,578 --> 00:06:19,412 We're here. 98 00:06:20,548 --> 00:06:22,717 - We are. 99 00:06:23,918 --> 00:06:24,952 We are. 100 00:06:25,086 --> 00:06:27,555 - Yeah. Like, really, where are we? 101 00:06:32,526 --> 00:06:34,762 There is really nothing out there. 102 00:06:37,365 --> 00:06:38,599 Hmm. 103 00:06:39,533 --> 00:06:41,135 In the desert. 104 00:06:43,070 --> 00:06:44,639 - Yeah. 105 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:49,777 - That's good. Yeah? This is good. 106 00:06:49,911 --> 00:06:50,578 - No. 107 00:06:50,711 --> 00:06:53,247 No. No, it's not. 108 00:06:53,381 --> 00:06:56,584 No, there's nothing fucking good about this, Charlie. 109 00:06:56,717 --> 00:07:00,453 I can't fucking stop thinking about it, okay? 110 00:07:00,588 --> 00:07:01,923 - Okay. - It's just like... 111 00:07:02,056 --> 00:07:08,896 The only thing that is in my mind is--is... 112 00:07:11,532 --> 00:07:15,803 - Yeah. Uh, I understand. 113 00:07:15,937 --> 00:07:21,175 That makes perfect sense, right? 114 00:07:21,309 --> 00:07:25,413 But we can't--You know, we talked about this. 115 00:07:25,546 --> 00:07:26,847 We can't do anything about that. 116 00:07:26,981 --> 00:07:29,817 But we're here now, so we're gonna focus on-- 117 00:07:29,951 --> 00:07:32,286 - How are you so fucking calm? 118 00:07:33,154 --> 00:07:36,257 How are you just acting like nothing happened? 119 00:07:36,390 --> 00:07:39,694 'Cause for me, it is the only thing that I see, 120 00:07:39,827 --> 00:07:41,062 and yet you're so fucking calm. 121 00:07:41,195 --> 00:07:42,930 - I'm just-- 122 00:07:43,064 --> 00:07:45,266 We decided we were gonna work through it. Right? 123 00:07:45,399 --> 00:07:48,169 And--And we're here and we're doing that. And that's good. 124 00:07:48,302 --> 00:07:50,504 That's a step, yeah? 125 00:07:50,638 --> 00:07:51,772 - Yeah, we're trying. 126 00:07:51,906 --> 00:07:53,341 - We're trying. - We're trying. 127 00:07:53,473 --> 00:07:55,309 - Great. 128 00:07:55,443 --> 00:07:57,044 So, what do you wanna do? 129 00:07:58,346 --> 00:08:00,414 - What do--I don't know what I wanna do, Charlie. 130 00:08:00,548 --> 00:08:03,417 I don't know how to do this. Okay? Why is it on me? 131 00:08:03,551 --> 00:08:05,219 Why are you looking at me 132 00:08:05,353 --> 00:08:07,755 like I am supposed to have this perfect idea 133 00:08:07,888 --> 00:08:10,891 of how to do whatever it is that we're doing? 134 00:08:11,025 --> 00:08:12,660 - It was your idea to come out here. 135 00:08:12,793 --> 00:08:14,762 So I thought maybe you had another--But you don't. 136 00:08:14,895 --> 00:08:18,065 That's fine. I know what next is. Here. Here. 137 00:08:18,199 --> 00:08:19,533 Look at this. Here. 138 00:08:19,667 --> 00:08:21,669 - What? - Energy. We're cleansing. 139 00:08:21,802 --> 00:08:24,605 We're doing the--We're gonna do the crystal thing. 140 00:08:24,739 --> 00:08:26,107 That's how this works, right? 141 00:08:26,240 --> 00:08:27,908 I'm pretty sure that's how a crystal works. 142 00:08:28,042 --> 00:08:29,443 - Is that how-- - Yeah. 143 00:08:29,577 --> 00:08:30,711 - You think you're crystals? - Yeah. 144 00:08:30,845 --> 00:08:31,812 We rub it on and then we hold it 145 00:08:31,946 --> 00:08:34,715 and then we like, "woowoowoo." 146 00:08:34,849 --> 00:08:36,017 Isn't that what he said 147 00:08:36,150 --> 00:08:38,185 as Marshall was about to "woowoo"? 148 00:08:38,319 --> 00:08:39,286 - The "woowoo." 149 00:08:39,420 --> 00:08:40,688 - So we got all the "woowoo," 150 00:08:40,821 --> 00:08:44,091 and we're just--we're here. 151 00:08:45,326 --> 00:08:47,061 [doorbell rings] 152 00:08:47,628 --> 00:08:49,230 - Uh... 153 00:08:55,169 --> 00:08:56,771 Oh. 154 00:08:56,904 --> 00:08:59,707 - What'd you get? - Ah. 155 00:09:00,007 --> 00:09:01,242 - Oh! 156 00:09:10,785 --> 00:09:13,354 - Where's the fucking garbage? Where is it? 157 00:09:13,487 --> 00:09:16,457 - Right there. - So funny. 158 00:09:16,590 --> 00:09:19,326 - Gee. Alright. 159 00:09:19,460 --> 00:09:21,695 You didn't wanna read the card or anything. 160 00:09:23,731 --> 00:09:26,100 - No. No. I don't wanna read the card 161 00:09:26,233 --> 00:09:30,571 because I know what that card says. 162 00:09:32,039 --> 00:09:33,074 - Okay. 163 00:09:35,242 --> 00:09:40,147 Did you hear the one about the flowers that fell in love? 164 00:09:41,682 --> 00:09:43,617 It was a budding romance. 165 00:09:47,688 --> 00:09:51,225 [both laughing] 166 00:09:52,927 --> 00:09:54,195 - Pretty good. - Not funny. 167 00:09:54,328 --> 00:09:55,830 - It's pretty good. - It was not funny. 168 00:09:55,963 --> 00:09:57,098 No, I don't get it actually. Can you tell me-- 169 00:09:57,231 --> 00:09:58,699 - It's because they're flowers. 170 00:09:58,833 --> 00:09:59,867 When they're young, they're called buds. 171 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:01,602 - Oh. - And then-- 172 00:10:01,735 --> 00:10:04,939 Before they bloom. Yeah. 173 00:10:09,443 --> 00:10:11,679 I'm glad I'm here with you. 174 00:10:23,791 --> 00:10:25,025 [beep] 175 00:10:25,926 --> 00:10:28,863 - Okay. Time's up. Coming in. 176 00:10:30,297 --> 00:10:32,500 [giggles, sighs] 177 00:10:32,633 --> 00:10:33,901 - Yes. 178 00:10:34,034 --> 00:10:35,369 - You ready? - Good feelings. I'm ready. 179 00:10:35,504 --> 00:10:38,672 Ready. Woo. [laughs] Yeah. 180 00:10:38,806 --> 00:10:41,342 - I love you. - I love you. Okay. 181 00:10:41,475 --> 00:10:42,577 - Okay. - Oh, yeah. 182 00:10:42,710 --> 00:10:45,813 1, 2, 3. 183 00:10:47,616 --> 00:10:51,385 Mm. Mm. 184 00:10:52,786 --> 00:10:56,591 - Yeah. [exhales] 185 00:10:56,724 --> 00:10:57,592 Are you okay? 186 00:10:57,725 --> 00:10:59,727 - Yes. Yes. 187 00:10:59,860 --> 00:11:03,030 No, but, yes. It's--Hey, it's-- 188 00:11:05,466 --> 00:11:06,767 We'll just, uh-- 189 00:11:06,901 --> 00:11:08,068 - We'll get 'em next time. - Yes, we will. 190 00:11:08,202 --> 00:11:09,336 - Yes. - Yes, we will. 191 00:11:09,470 --> 00:11:10,605 Go right--right back at it. 192 00:11:10,738 --> 00:11:11,906 - Yeah. - I can't-- 193 00:11:12,039 --> 00:11:13,440 You know it's my favorite thing to do. 194 00:11:13,575 --> 00:11:15,442 [both laugh] 195 00:11:17,546 --> 00:11:19,280 You okay? 196 00:11:19,413 --> 00:11:21,882 Yeah? 'Cause-- Oh, hey, hey, hey, hey. 197 00:11:25,419 --> 00:11:28,689 [serene music] 198 00:11:32,527 --> 00:11:34,228 [bird shrieks] 199 00:11:34,361 --> 00:11:36,230 CHARLIE: Okay. I know no one wants to hear people's dreams, 200 00:11:36,363 --> 00:11:39,200 but this is not your average sex dream 201 00:11:39,333 --> 00:11:43,737 'cause we were, like, in our eighties 202 00:11:43,871 --> 00:11:49,243 and it was hot and we're still flexible. 203 00:11:49,376 --> 00:11:53,380 And it was awesome until I caught my face in the mirror. 204 00:11:53,515 --> 00:11:56,817 Right? And you're still old, 205 00:11:56,951 --> 00:11:59,654 but I was back to my age now. 206 00:11:59,787 --> 00:12:01,956 And this is where it gets weird. 207 00:12:02,089 --> 00:12:05,726 So I--I look--I look back at you and it's still you, 208 00:12:05,859 --> 00:12:07,428 but it's also-- Like, it wasn't you. 209 00:12:07,562 --> 00:12:09,997 It was also kind of like our neighbor Sherry. 210 00:12:10,130 --> 00:12:12,132 You know, it was like Sherry too. Anyway-- 211 00:12:12,266 --> 00:12:13,668 - You think this is the best time 212 00:12:13,801 --> 00:12:16,337 to talk about your sex dreams, Charlie? 213 00:12:16,470 --> 00:12:18,038 - Right. Sorry. 214 00:12:22,009 --> 00:12:26,914 ♪♪♪ 215 00:12:42,564 --> 00:12:45,165 [sobbing] 216 00:12:49,604 --> 00:12:53,841 Hey, babe. Sorry for being such a dick. 217 00:12:56,977 --> 00:13:00,981 Not a bad likeness, I think. They nailed it. 218 00:13:01,115 --> 00:13:03,417 I think it's pretty close. 219 00:13:03,551 --> 00:13:05,520 [cries] 220 00:13:05,654 --> 00:13:07,421 So impressive. 221 00:13:19,033 --> 00:13:22,504 ♪♪♪ 222 00:13:42,691 --> 00:13:44,526 Let's keep going. 223 00:13:44,659 --> 00:13:46,026 - Okay. 224 00:13:51,398 --> 00:13:56,070 - I'm sorry. I am really trying, you know? 225 00:13:56,970 --> 00:13:58,472 - I know. 226 00:14:01,875 --> 00:14:03,210 - Wow. 227 00:14:06,614 --> 00:14:08,449 What a view, huh? 228 00:14:10,250 --> 00:14:12,754 Oh, man. You wouldn't think 229 00:14:12,886 --> 00:14:15,255 I would still be afraid of heights, right, but... 230 00:14:17,091 --> 00:14:19,460 Oh, yeah. Yeah. That's--That's still a thing. 231 00:14:20,628 --> 00:14:25,600 All of this really gives me a new perspective, you know. 232 00:14:25,734 --> 00:14:27,635 It's beautiful. 233 00:14:29,937 --> 00:14:32,339 I mean, this is-- this is weird, right? 234 00:14:32,473 --> 00:14:38,011 But it's- it makes me, um, hopeful. 235 00:14:39,113 --> 00:14:40,047 I don't know. It's something about it. 236 00:14:40,180 --> 00:14:42,116 I'm even, uh, like, excited 237 00:14:42,249 --> 00:14:43,585 about--about what comes next. 238 00:14:43,718 --> 00:14:45,653 You know, just the openness. 239 00:14:45,787 --> 00:14:47,187 I know. It's-- 240 00:14:47,321 --> 00:14:50,224 - Fuck you. Fuck you. 241 00:14:50,357 --> 00:14:52,326 Fuck you and your excitement 242 00:14:52,459 --> 00:14:54,194 and the hopefulness and the openness. 243 00:14:54,328 --> 00:14:56,230 I can barely breathe. 244 00:14:56,363 --> 00:15:00,467 And you get to be excited about the expanse. 245 00:15:00,602 --> 00:15:02,871 What is fair about that? 246 00:15:03,003 --> 00:15:06,407 - Fair? You really wanna talk about fair right now? 247 00:15:06,541 --> 00:15:08,008 You have not stopped blaming me 248 00:15:08,142 --> 00:15:10,645 for something that I did not mean to do. 249 00:15:10,779 --> 00:15:12,514 Right? You think I went out looking for this? 250 00:15:12,647 --> 00:15:15,349 I didn't want this. It just--It happened. 251 00:15:15,482 --> 00:15:17,451 Alright? Erin, it fucking happened. 252 00:15:21,656 --> 00:15:25,325 What if we just look at it as a new beginning? 253 00:15:34,101 --> 00:15:35,637 - No. 254 00:15:35,770 --> 00:15:36,638 - Why? - No. 255 00:15:36,771 --> 00:15:38,205 - Come on. But why? 256 00:15:38,338 --> 00:15:41,475 - Because I didn't want a new beginning. 257 00:15:41,609 --> 00:15:44,779 I don't need a new beginning. You--You were my beginning. 258 00:15:44,913 --> 00:15:46,480 We were so fucking good. 259 00:15:46,614 --> 00:15:48,917 We were happy. We were so good. 260 00:15:49,049 --> 00:15:51,018 We were so fucking good and happy. 261 00:15:51,151 --> 00:15:52,921 You made me so-- And you ruined it. 262 00:15:53,053 --> 00:15:54,856 You ruined it. I don't wanna start-- 263 00:15:54,988 --> 00:15:57,491 - Erin, you are being such a fucking bitch right now! 264 00:15:57,625 --> 00:15:58,860 - Go away! 265 00:15:58,992 --> 00:16:03,030 [breathing heavily] 266 00:16:05,065 --> 00:16:07,702 - Did you hear about the woman who got lost out here? 267 00:16:07,836 --> 00:16:09,571 They never found her. 268 00:16:11,071 --> 00:16:13,006 [crying] 269 00:16:14,174 --> 00:16:16,243 - Oh, my God. 270 00:16:30,859 --> 00:16:32,392 - Charlie. 271 00:16:35,630 --> 00:16:36,396 I'm so sorry. 272 00:16:36,531 --> 00:16:37,932 - Mm-mmm. - I'm so sorry. 273 00:16:38,065 --> 00:16:40,133 - No, no, no, no. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 274 00:16:40,267 --> 00:16:42,269 - I love you. - I love you so much. 275 00:16:42,402 --> 00:16:43,738 - I'm sorry. - No. I am sorry. 276 00:16:43,872 --> 00:16:46,608 You had every right to be angry. I'm sorry. 277 00:16:51,746 --> 00:16:52,614 Hey. 278 00:16:52,747 --> 00:16:54,448 - Hey. - Hey. 279 00:16:55,717 --> 00:16:56,985 - I love you. - I love you. 280 00:16:57,117 --> 00:16:59,486 I was being a-- You know, I'm s- 281 00:17:01,321 --> 00:17:04,324 - I love you. - I love you too. 282 00:17:05,192 --> 00:17:07,595 That did really hurt though. 283 00:17:07,729 --> 00:17:10,264 [both laugh] 284 00:17:12,366 --> 00:17:14,669 Oh, man, you're so strong. 285 00:17:14,802 --> 00:17:16,804 [both laugh] 286 00:17:16,938 --> 00:17:22,476 [pop ballad intro] 287 00:17:22,610 --> 00:17:27,180 WOMAN: ♪ Whether I wake up in the morning or noon ♪ 288 00:17:27,849 --> 00:17:31,986 ♪ Whether it's right or if it's too soon ♪ 289 00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:36,490 ♪ No matter the rules ♪ 290 00:17:37,357 --> 00:17:41,829 ♪ Can't listen to fools ♪ 291 00:17:42,564 --> 00:17:44,599 ♪ You'll all be like ♪ 292 00:17:44,732 --> 00:17:48,503 ♪ In the shape of two spoons ♪ 293 00:17:53,206 --> 00:17:58,178 ♪ And normally it's you and I share a bed ♪ 294 00:17:58,312 --> 00:18:03,618 [song continues] 295 00:18:40,888 --> 00:18:42,255 - Hey. 296 00:18:43,123 --> 00:18:44,092 - Hey. 297 00:18:44,224 --> 00:18:46,259 - What if we just stayed here? 298 00:18:48,295 --> 00:18:51,131 - I don't know. I might need a better book. This book sucks. 299 00:18:51,264 --> 00:18:52,834 [laughs] 300 00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:57,204 - Seriously. What if we just stayed out here in the desert? 301 00:18:57,337 --> 00:19:01,375 Got weird, turned into desert people. 302 00:19:03,276 --> 00:19:05,245 - I don't think I wanna be desert people. 303 00:19:05,379 --> 00:19:07,015 - I think we can get really weird. 304 00:19:07,147 --> 00:19:09,216 - Yeah, you're selling it. 305 00:19:10,952 --> 00:19:12,754 - It could be a thing. 306 00:19:12,887 --> 00:19:14,789 - Yeah. 307 00:19:14,922 --> 00:19:16,691 But that's not real. 308 00:19:20,728 --> 00:19:22,396 - I mean... 309 00:19:23,731 --> 00:19:27,001 Yeah, but it's not...not real. 310 00:19:27,135 --> 00:19:29,504 I mean, what is this? You know? 311 00:19:30,237 --> 00:19:31,539 - Yeah. 312 00:19:31,673 --> 00:19:34,441 - I'll do whatever this is. I'm with you. 313 00:19:39,147 --> 00:19:41,281 What? Do you-- 314 00:19:41,415 --> 00:19:43,918 Are you not gonna stay? 315 00:19:45,385 --> 00:19:47,622 - Yeah, I guess I don't know. 316 00:19:48,523 --> 00:19:51,224 - What? I--I--I just, um-- 317 00:19:51,358 --> 00:19:54,662 It's like fucked up. I need... 318 00:19:54,796 --> 00:19:56,496 I don't know. 319 00:19:57,397 --> 00:19:59,133 It'd be nice to have an answer. 320 00:19:59,266 --> 00:20:02,770 - I agree with you. It would be great to have an answer, 321 00:20:02,904 --> 00:20:09,376 but I don't because I've never been dead before 322 00:20:09,510 --> 00:20:11,012 and I don't know. 323 00:20:11,145 --> 00:20:13,480 Nobody told me how it went. 324 00:20:13,614 --> 00:20:15,382 There was no, like, instruction section 325 00:20:15,516 --> 00:20:18,186 or, like, a onboarding or like a-- 326 00:20:18,318 --> 00:20:19,887 - Someone you could talk to. - Yeah. 327 00:20:20,021 --> 00:20:22,824 There's no, like, supervisor as far as I can tell. 328 00:20:22,957 --> 00:20:25,059 - There's supposed to be one major supervisor. 329 00:20:25,193 --> 00:20:28,796 - I--Yeah. I mean, that's what a lot of things would've-- 330 00:20:28,930 --> 00:20:31,331 - I'll do this. I'll stay here with you. 331 00:20:34,267 --> 00:20:36,336 - Babe, you're alive. 332 00:20:37,839 --> 00:20:40,108 - Yeah. 333 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:41,909 But you're here. 334 00:20:48,049 --> 00:20:49,851 [knocking] 335 00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:52,520 - Erin? Sweetie? 336 00:20:52,653 --> 00:20:54,622 I'm so sorry. Please don't get up. 337 00:20:54,756 --> 00:20:56,758 I just need to get something I forgot in the closet 338 00:20:56,891 --> 00:20:57,491 back here, baby. 339 00:20:57,625 --> 00:20:58,826 - No, no, no, Ricky. 340 00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:00,194 - I'm halfway to the club and I'm like, 341 00:21:00,327 --> 00:21:01,562 how am I gonna do a Beyoncé number 342 00:21:01,696 --> 00:21:02,997 and I don't even have a Beyonce wig?" 343 00:21:03,131 --> 00:21:04,665 - Sorry. Sabrina wouldn't shut the hell up. 344 00:21:04,799 --> 00:21:06,534 - Sorry, girl. I just really gotta take a piss. 345 00:21:06,667 --> 00:21:08,669 - Shh, shh, shh, shh. - Oh. 346 00:21:08,803 --> 00:21:12,039 - No. No, no, no. Where'd he go? Where'd he go? 347 00:21:12,173 --> 00:21:13,608 Where'd he go? He's gone. 348 00:21:13,741 --> 00:21:16,144 - It's okay. Come here, sweetheart. 349 00:21:16,276 --> 00:21:18,012 [Erin crying] 350 00:21:18,146 --> 00:21:23,316 - Oh, it's okay. Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 351 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,020 I'm so sorry. 352 00:21:33,828 --> 00:21:35,096 - I'm sorry. 353 00:21:35,229 --> 00:21:39,667 - Oh, no, no, no, baby. Don't you apologize. 354 00:21:39,801 --> 00:21:42,737 Your heart is broken into a thousand pieces. 355 00:21:43,403 --> 00:21:44,806 - I think you get to yell and cry 356 00:21:44,939 --> 00:21:47,141 till you can't yell and cry no more. 357 00:21:47,275 --> 00:21:48,709 - Mm-hmm. - Mm-hmm. 358 00:21:48,843 --> 00:21:50,211 - But we gotta air this room out 359 00:21:50,343 --> 00:21:51,245 'cause it smells like death up in here. 360 00:21:51,378 --> 00:21:52,880 - Mm-mmm. - Mm-mmm. 361 00:21:53,014 --> 00:21:55,917 - What is wrong with you? - Was that too hard? 362 00:21:56,050 --> 00:21:57,518 Girl, please. 363 00:21:57,652 --> 00:21:59,987 Look, I'm sorry, but you're still alive, okay? 364 00:22:00,121 --> 00:22:03,356 So you can yell and you can cry and let it all out. Right? 365 00:22:03,490 --> 00:22:04,859 But we're opening the damn windows, okay? 366 00:22:04,992 --> 00:22:06,661 Because this is... 367 00:22:09,063 --> 00:22:10,965 - Ladies. - Mm-hmm. 368 00:22:11,098 --> 00:22:13,333 - I think I'm about to make an executive decision. 369 00:22:13,466 --> 00:22:15,203 - Oh, Lord. - You know what? 370 00:22:15,335 --> 00:22:18,438 The show is gonna have to go on without us tonight. 371 00:22:18,573 --> 00:22:19,807 - Girl. - Yes, yes. 372 00:22:19,941 --> 00:22:22,577 - Yes, girl. - Let's get my makeup kit. 373 00:22:22,710 --> 00:22:24,011 - ...looking for us at the show. 374 00:22:24,145 --> 00:22:25,613 Where are the girls doing Destiny's Child 375 00:22:25,746 --> 00:22:27,982 with the Beyoncé wigs? 376 00:22:28,115 --> 00:22:30,952 [all laughing] 377 00:22:31,085 --> 00:22:34,555 - She ain't got no titties. What are you talking about? 378 00:22:35,823 --> 00:22:38,226 - That's what I call tasty. 379 00:22:38,358 --> 00:22:41,494 - In a lot of native cultures, they had something called 380 00:22:41,629 --> 00:22:45,398 the third gender, which was like us, right? 381 00:22:45,533 --> 00:22:47,134 - Like the muxes in Mexico. 382 00:22:47,268 --> 00:22:48,569 - Yes. Bless you, sweetheart. 383 00:22:48,703 --> 00:22:51,672 And they were the priestesses and the healers. 384 00:22:51,806 --> 00:22:54,575 So guiding people through their pain. 385 00:22:54,709 --> 00:22:56,409 It's like in our blood. 386 00:22:56,544 --> 00:22:58,779 - Girl, please. Listen. 387 00:22:58,913 --> 00:23:01,182 I think it's just because we know grief. Okay? 388 00:23:01,315 --> 00:23:02,583 We always have really. 389 00:23:02,717 --> 00:23:04,484 There's--You know, that thing that just-- 390 00:23:04,619 --> 00:23:08,189 it makes us us-- what makes us so special. 391 00:23:08,322 --> 00:23:10,423 It also brings us the most pain. 392 00:23:10,558 --> 00:23:14,195 - I think the only remedy for the pain really 393 00:23:14,328 --> 00:23:17,064 is to just embrace it with every fiber of your being 394 00:23:17,198 --> 00:23:19,399 and then go right over the top of it. 395 00:23:19,533 --> 00:23:21,168 I mean, react to it all in excess. 396 00:23:21,302 --> 00:23:23,871 I think that's the same with you mourning loss. 397 00:23:24,005 --> 00:23:26,540 That you have to assert your presence 398 00:23:26,674 --> 00:23:28,643 by bringing even more life to it. 399 00:23:28,776 --> 00:23:31,679 Okay? That's why we paint our faces like this, baby. 400 00:23:31,812 --> 00:23:34,982 That's why we work our bodies the way we do. 401 00:23:35,116 --> 00:23:39,654 It is to showcase that we love ourselves. Okay? 402 00:23:39,787 --> 00:23:41,255 - That's right. - Yes, ma'am. 403 00:23:41,389 --> 00:23:42,690 - To the women and the strength. 404 00:23:42,823 --> 00:23:45,526 - There we go. - Come on, divas. 405 00:23:45,660 --> 00:23:47,128 - Here we go. - To finding strength. 406 00:23:47,261 --> 00:23:49,997 - To finding strength. - To finding strength. 407 00:23:54,936 --> 00:23:59,472 - [clears throat] - Oh, my God, baby. 408 00:23:59,607 --> 00:24:02,843 - Hey. What do you think? 409 00:24:02,977 --> 00:24:05,613 - It's very-- Yeah, there's a lot of it. 410 00:24:05,746 --> 00:24:08,316 - So it's a lot? 411 00:24:08,448 --> 00:24:11,252 I'm having fun. Is that okay? 412 00:24:11,385 --> 00:24:14,454 - Yes. I'm super excited you're having a good time. 413 00:24:14,588 --> 00:24:16,190 You look killer. 414 00:24:16,324 --> 00:24:17,925 - Thanks. 415 00:24:18,059 --> 00:24:20,428 - I'm kind of in the middle of something, if you don't mind. 416 00:24:20,561 --> 00:24:23,431 - Yes. I'm sorry. Sorry. 417 00:24:23,564 --> 00:24:25,900 - All right. Bye. 418 00:24:26,033 --> 00:24:29,070 Woo! Yeah. 419 00:24:29,737 --> 00:24:31,038 [disco playing] 420 00:24:31,172 --> 00:24:33,240 - Okay. She's almost ready, y'all. 421 00:24:33,374 --> 00:24:34,308 - Whoo! 422 00:24:34,442 --> 00:24:36,077 - Okay--[clears throat] 423 00:24:36,210 --> 00:24:38,879 Ladies and...ladies, 424 00:24:39,013 --> 00:24:42,783 please welcome to the stage my newest daughter, 425 00:24:42,917 --> 00:24:45,853 a special contribution to this society. 426 00:24:45,987 --> 00:24:49,357 Her first time in drag, but not her last. 427 00:24:49,489 --> 00:24:51,726 Please make some backyard noise 428 00:24:51,859 --> 00:24:54,996 for the lovely and talented Ms. Princess. 429 00:24:55,129 --> 00:24:56,931 Pinky Peach! Yes! 430 00:24:57,064 --> 00:25:00,368 - ♪ It's all about love ♪ - Oh, my goodness! 431 00:25:00,500 --> 00:25:02,470 ♪ The things that you do ♪ 432 00:25:02,603 --> 00:25:06,073 ♪ You only do for love ♪ 433 00:25:07,742 --> 00:25:09,377 ♪ You sit by the phone ♪ 434 00:25:09,510 --> 00:25:13,647 ♪ But time makes you wait for love ♪ 435 00:25:13,781 --> 00:25:14,749 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ 436 00:25:14,882 --> 00:25:16,684 ♪ It's all about love ♪ 437 00:25:16,817 --> 00:25:18,452 ♪ You know it's all about love ♪ 438 00:25:18,586 --> 00:25:21,355 - Shake that tail feather. - ♪ It's all about love ♪ 439 00:25:21,489 --> 00:25:22,490 ♪ Do you live it? ♪ 440 00:25:22,623 --> 00:25:24,425 ♪ It's all about love ♪ 441 00:25:24,558 --> 00:25:26,127 ♪ It's all about love ♪ 442 00:25:26,260 --> 00:25:28,262 ♪ It's all about love ♪ 443 00:25:28,396 --> 00:25:31,832 ♪♪♪ 444 00:25:40,241 --> 00:25:43,944 ♪ It's all about love-love-love-love ♪ 445 00:25:44,078 --> 00:25:46,547 ♪ It's all about love ♪ 446 00:25:50,251 --> 00:25:55,723 [music fades] 447 00:26:02,196 --> 00:26:05,099 - You gonna be all right, sister? 448 00:26:08,436 --> 00:26:10,438 - I don't know. 449 00:26:10,571 --> 00:26:13,140 I don't know. I don't know. 450 00:26:15,276 --> 00:26:17,178 - You know what? You might not ever know. 451 00:26:17,311 --> 00:26:18,779 You'll probably never get over this. 452 00:26:18,913 --> 00:26:20,781 I mean, how--how could you? 453 00:26:20,915 --> 00:26:22,950 But you know what you will do? 454 00:26:23,084 --> 00:26:26,487 You'll reconstruct your life and you'll take your grief 455 00:26:26,654 --> 00:26:28,523 and you'll sew it into a little patch. 456 00:26:28,656 --> 00:26:31,025 It's gonna make every dress you wear from here on out 457 00:26:31,158 --> 00:26:33,627 even more beautiful than tonight's. 458 00:26:39,166 --> 00:26:40,968 - We love you. 459 00:27:04,492 --> 00:27:05,993 - [beep] - Here we go. 460 00:27:06,127 --> 00:27:10,331 Hey, what up, Ricky? What up, Marshall? 461 00:27:10,464 --> 00:27:11,632 - Hi, guys. - Hi. 462 00:27:11,765 --> 00:27:15,803 It's your two favorite lame friends 463 00:27:15,936 --> 00:27:20,074 with some weak-ass news. 464 00:27:20,207 --> 00:27:21,976 We're not gonna come. We're not gonna be able 465 00:27:22,109 --> 00:27:23,644 to come see you in Joshua Tree this weekend. 466 00:27:23,777 --> 00:27:28,182 We just--Just work stuff really piled up 467 00:27:28,315 --> 00:27:31,785 out of nowhere, and we are so sorry. 468 00:27:31,919 --> 00:27:34,188 We're just feeling a little underwater. 469 00:27:34,321 --> 00:27:36,290 So I think we're not gonna come hang out with you guys. 470 00:27:36,423 --> 00:27:39,193 And I know that's super lame, but that's--that's just-- 471 00:27:39,326 --> 00:27:40,828 - You know what? No. - Sometimes-- 472 00:27:40,961 --> 00:27:42,696 - Guys, that's not it. I'm just gonna tell 'em. 473 00:27:42,830 --> 00:27:43,998 They should know. 474 00:27:44,131 --> 00:27:45,499 - I just didn't know if you wanted to. 475 00:27:45,634 --> 00:27:48,769 - I know. But I feel weird not saying it, so... 476 00:27:48,903 --> 00:27:51,672 Uh, we just got back from the doctor 477 00:27:51,805 --> 00:27:55,242 and found out that it is a no-go again. 478 00:27:55,376 --> 00:28:00,748 Uh, this time they said my uterus is inhospitable. 479 00:28:00,881 --> 00:28:05,152 - Anyway. Yeah. - Uh, so I think-- 480 00:28:05,286 --> 00:28:08,422 I think it's the end of the road for us and kids. 481 00:28:08,557 --> 00:28:09,658 And... 482 00:28:09,790 --> 00:28:12,193 - So we just feel 483 00:28:12,326 --> 00:28:15,396 like we were probably not great company. 484 00:28:15,530 --> 00:28:18,866 Gonna be a little sad and, uh--Yeah. 485 00:28:18,999 --> 00:28:21,702 Didn't wanna subject you to that, so... 486 00:28:21,835 --> 00:28:24,004 not this weekend guys, but... 487 00:28:24,138 --> 00:28:26,173 - No. I don't wanna think about it that way. 488 00:28:26,307 --> 00:28:30,077 We're so lucky. We're so lucky. 489 00:28:30,211 --> 00:28:32,681 - Yeah? - Yeah. We have each other. 490 00:28:32,813 --> 00:28:34,148 - We do. - I love you. 491 00:28:34,281 --> 00:28:35,684 - I love you. - This is good. 492 00:28:35,816 --> 00:28:37,351 - It's very good. - Our life is good. 493 00:28:37,484 --> 00:28:40,555 - Our life is really good. - Don't be sad. 494 00:28:40,689 --> 00:28:41,956 - Yeah. - Yeah? 495 00:28:42,089 --> 00:28:43,658 - Yeah. - Yeah? 496 00:28:43,791 --> 00:28:45,092 - Yes. - I think we should go. 497 00:28:45,226 --> 00:28:46,293 - Okay. - Yeah? 498 00:28:46,427 --> 00:28:48,128 - Yeah. - Can we still come? 499 00:28:48,262 --> 00:28:49,797 - This is a video and I haven't sent it, 500 00:28:49,930 --> 00:28:51,465 so we can just not send it 501 00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:53,968 and then we can go because they don't know. 502 00:28:54,101 --> 00:28:55,469 - Uh, let's go. - Okay. 503 00:28:55,604 --> 00:28:57,004 - Let's go to the desert. - Let's go to the desert. 504 00:28:57,137 --> 00:28:58,906 - To the desert! - To the desert! 505 00:28:59,039 --> 00:29:02,443 [crickets chirping] 506 00:29:16,023 --> 00:29:18,292 [clears throat] 507 00:29:19,661 --> 00:29:21,128 - Charlie? 508 00:29:23,330 --> 00:29:24,465 Mmm. 509 00:29:27,468 --> 00:29:29,069 Charlie? 510 00:29:34,441 --> 00:29:35,776 Mm. 511 00:29:38,245 --> 00:29:39,446 Charlie? 512 00:29:49,423 --> 00:29:51,025 [clears throat] 513 00:30:09,511 --> 00:30:10,878 Hey. 514 00:30:13,615 --> 00:30:14,915 Hey! 515 00:30:21,355 --> 00:30:23,090 Charlie. 516 00:30:24,793 --> 00:30:26,293 Charlie! 517 00:30:27,696 --> 00:30:29,096 Charlie! 518 00:30:32,833 --> 00:30:34,435 Charlie! 519 00:30:35,436 --> 00:30:37,171 Charlie! 520 00:30:46,847 --> 00:30:49,617 Charlie! Charlie! 521 00:30:49,751 --> 00:30:51,786 Charlie! 522 00:30:51,919 --> 00:30:54,288 Charlie, don't--Charlie! 523 00:30:56,890 --> 00:30:59,860 Charlie! Charlie! 524 00:30:59,993 --> 00:31:01,195 - Erin! - [gasps] 525 00:31:01,328 --> 00:31:02,697 - Hey, I'm so sorry. Did I wake you? 526 00:31:02,831 --> 00:31:04,331 - No! Where is he? - I was trying to be quiet. 527 00:31:04,465 --> 00:31:06,133 - No, where is he? - Where is who? 528 00:31:06,266 --> 00:31:09,236 - Charlie! He was here. We were in the pool. 529 00:31:09,370 --> 00:31:11,038 He was in the bathroom. He was right here. 530 00:31:11,171 --> 00:31:13,440 - ERIN: Are you not gonna stay? 531 00:31:14,007 --> 00:31:16,778 - CHARLIE: I guess I don't know. 532 00:31:16,910 --> 00:31:19,480 I've never been dead before. 533 00:31:19,614 --> 00:31:20,548 - Charlie! 534 00:31:20,682 --> 00:31:23,083 I can't do this without him. 535 00:31:23,217 --> 00:31:25,986 I can't do this without him. 536 00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:28,288 I don't wanna do this without him. 537 00:31:32,326 --> 00:31:37,231 - ♪ Happy birthday party day to you ♪ 538 00:31:37,364 --> 00:31:39,967 ♪ Happy birthday party to you ♪ 539 00:31:40,100 --> 00:31:44,539 ♪ I hope you're having the best fucking birthday party ♪ 540 00:31:44,672 --> 00:31:49,042 ♪ Of all time ♪ 541 00:31:49,176 --> 00:31:52,112 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ Hey. Hi, babe. 542 00:31:52,246 --> 00:31:54,816 I'm happy you're celebr- 543 00:31:54,948 --> 00:31:59,854 You're out for your birthday and I'm hella not with you. 544 00:31:59,987 --> 00:32:01,088 And that sucks. 545 00:32:01,221 --> 00:32:02,524 I really wish I could be there, 546 00:32:02,657 --> 00:32:05,894 but I hope you're having the best time. 547 00:32:06,026 --> 00:32:07,227 I don't. That's a lie. 548 00:32:07,361 --> 00:32:08,897 That's what you're supposed to say. 549 00:32:09,029 --> 00:32:10,931 But I don't really feel that way, 550 00:32:11,064 --> 00:32:12,232 if I'm being perfectly honest. 551 00:32:12,366 --> 00:32:14,968 I hope you're having an okay time, 552 00:32:15,102 --> 00:32:16,403 but, like, not the best time 553 00:32:16,538 --> 00:32:19,874 'cause it would be better if I was also there. 554 00:32:20,007 --> 00:32:22,710 Uh, so that's... 555 00:32:23,912 --> 00:32:26,447 Are we codependent? 556 00:32:26,581 --> 00:32:27,749 That's what I was thinking about. 557 00:32:27,882 --> 00:32:29,584 And I just-- 558 00:32:29,717 --> 00:32:33,320 I'm gonna let you know I am codependent, 559 00:32:33,454 --> 00:32:36,791 and what I say to that is... 560 00:32:36,925 --> 00:32:39,561 and? So? Right? 561 00:32:39,694 --> 00:32:42,329 'Cause isn't that-- that's what we want, right? 562 00:32:42,463 --> 00:32:45,265 Ain't it hella people in this world just running around 563 00:32:45,399 --> 00:32:46,768 trying to feel like that, right? 564 00:32:46,901 --> 00:32:48,736 Like, you want to be with somebody that much 565 00:32:48,870 --> 00:32:50,270 and we have that, 566 00:32:50,404 --> 00:32:52,272 and then you label it something like codependent 567 00:32:52,406 --> 00:32:53,741 and that feels shitty. 568 00:32:53,875 --> 00:32:56,376 But also, this is good. This is really good. 569 00:32:56,511 --> 00:32:58,145 'Cause we're supposed to spend time apart 570 00:32:58,278 --> 00:33:01,181 and be like--be ourselves. 571 00:33:01,315 --> 00:33:04,151 And you right now with your friends and having fun. 572 00:33:04,284 --> 00:33:08,188 And I'm this me-- I'm now this me without you. 573 00:33:08,322 --> 00:33:11,391 And this guy's cool. 574 00:33:13,026 --> 00:33:16,263 Anyway, I'm-- I'm just, uh--Ev-- 575 00:33:17,431 --> 00:33:20,802 This--All I'm trying to say is happy birthday 576 00:33:20,935 --> 00:33:22,837 and I wish I was there. 577 00:33:22,971 --> 00:33:24,271 And I love you so much, 578 00:33:24,404 --> 00:33:26,608 and I hope you're having a great day. 579 00:33:26,741 --> 00:33:29,409 Love you lots. Delete this one. Delete it. Bye. 580 00:33:35,984 --> 00:33:42,590 [serene music] 581 00:33:50,765 --> 00:33:56,436 ♪♪♪ 582 00:34:18,058 --> 00:34:22,229 ♪♪♪ 583 00:34:46,988 --> 00:34:48,388 [sighs] 584 00:34:50,725 --> 00:34:53,360 - [phone rings] - [answering machine beeps] 585 00:34:53,493 --> 00:34:55,630 - MARSHALL: Hey, Birdie, hope you're doing well. 586 00:34:55,763 --> 00:34:57,832 Look, I'm sending my masseuse over. 587 00:34:57,966 --> 00:34:59,834 She's more of a spiritual healer. 588 00:34:59,968 --> 00:35:02,369 You're gonna love her. She does the reiki 589 00:35:02,503 --> 00:35:04,839 and brings the crystals and the sound bath. 590 00:35:04,973 --> 00:35:08,108 You name it. Just call me if it's not okay, 591 00:35:08,241 --> 00:35:09,544 but she'll--she'll be there. 592 00:35:09,677 --> 00:35:12,547 - [thud] - All right? Okay. Bye. 593 00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:14,147 - Charlie? 594 00:35:17,284 --> 00:35:19,186 Charlie? 595 00:35:20,555 --> 00:35:21,589 [laughs] 596 00:35:21,723 --> 00:35:23,591 Hey! Hey! 597 00:35:25,593 --> 00:35:26,828 Hey. 598 00:35:27,862 --> 00:35:29,764 No. 599 00:35:30,965 --> 00:35:32,499 [screams] No! God! 600 00:35:36,871 --> 00:35:39,574 Charlie. Charlie. 601 00:35:42,209 --> 00:35:46,313 - [both yelling] - What are you doing? 602 00:35:46,446 --> 00:35:48,683 - [chuckles] - Where have you been? 603 00:35:48,816 --> 00:35:54,154 - Oh, babe, my stomach was crazy. Wow. 604 00:35:54,287 --> 00:35:55,455 - No, I'm serious. Where were you? 605 00:35:55,590 --> 00:35:56,824 - I know, me too. You don't wanna be 606 00:35:56,958 --> 00:35:58,325 anywhere near that. My God. 607 00:35:58,458 --> 00:36:00,628 Just a--Just--Ugh. 608 00:36:00,762 --> 00:36:03,397 I was making awful noises and... 609 00:36:04,565 --> 00:36:07,535 - Mm. This is getting really difficult for me. 610 00:36:07,669 --> 00:36:11,204 - It's not exactly, like, easy for me, right? 611 00:36:12,774 --> 00:36:15,677 You feeling okay? You don't look good. 612 00:36:15,810 --> 00:36:17,377 - Thank you. Thank you. - No, you look-- 613 00:36:17,512 --> 00:36:19,147 You're looking like you need to eat. 614 00:36:19,279 --> 00:36:20,948 You're looking thin. Here. 615 00:36:23,518 --> 00:36:27,655 It's a funny thing about my current situation. 616 00:36:27,789 --> 00:36:31,191 Weird perk. Unlimited bananas. Super weird. 617 00:36:31,324 --> 00:36:32,593 But--Here. Hold on. 618 00:36:32,727 --> 00:36:35,730 - Stop it. What are you doing? 619 00:36:35,863 --> 00:36:37,598 - Eat a banana. - I don't want a banana. 620 00:36:37,732 --> 00:36:40,702 - Erin, you've gotta eat. - Stop. No. 621 00:36:40,835 --> 00:36:43,437 - They're so good for you. Here. Have a banana. 622 00:36:43,571 --> 00:36:45,305 - What are you doing? I don't want a banana! 623 00:36:45,439 --> 00:36:47,675 - Erin, have a banana. You need to eat. 624 00:36:47,809 --> 00:36:50,645 You're not looking great, and you should eat something. 625 00:36:50,778 --> 00:36:52,312 - I don't wanna eat something. 626 00:36:52,446 --> 00:36:54,949 I wanna know if you are staying with me. 627 00:36:57,018 --> 00:36:58,519 Are you staying here? 628 00:36:58,653 --> 00:37:00,855 - Do you want me to? 629 00:37:03,223 --> 00:37:05,492 Okay. I got it. 630 00:37:05,626 --> 00:37:07,294 - I- - No. Okay. 631 00:37:07,427 --> 00:37:09,664 - No. Don't. - Hey. 632 00:37:09,797 --> 00:37:11,699 - No. - Then this is how we do this. 633 00:37:11,833 --> 00:37:12,900 Alright? 634 00:37:13,034 --> 00:37:13,901 - What? - Do it. 635 00:37:14,035 --> 00:37:15,103 - No - Babe. 636 00:37:15,235 --> 00:37:17,471 - I don't want to. - I-- 637 00:37:17,605 --> 00:37:18,706 I think you do. 638 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:19,907 - Stop. - You have to help me. 639 00:37:20,041 --> 00:37:21,008 - No. - Okay. 640 00:37:21,142 --> 00:37:22,409 - No. - There you go. 641 00:37:22,543 --> 00:37:23,845 - No. No, I don't want to. - Here. Babe. 642 00:37:23,978 --> 00:37:25,780 - I don't want to. - But you kinda do. 643 00:37:25,913 --> 00:37:28,783 - No. - Here. See? It's easy. 644 00:37:28,916 --> 00:37:29,751 Here you go. 645 00:37:29,884 --> 00:37:31,619 - Stop. 646 00:37:31,753 --> 00:37:33,688 No. No. 647 00:37:36,490 --> 00:37:37,959 [muffled cries] 648 00:37:38,092 --> 00:37:40,795 No, Charlie. 649 00:37:40,928 --> 00:37:42,930 Charlie. Charlie! 650 00:37:45,499 --> 00:37:47,400 Charlie! Charlie! 651 00:37:49,003 --> 00:37:50,370 Charlie! 652 00:37:50,505 --> 00:37:52,173 Goddamn it. 653 00:37:52,305 --> 00:37:53,674 [gasps] 654 00:38:00,380 --> 00:38:02,717 Don't do that. 655 00:38:14,529 --> 00:38:17,397 I am not ready for you to go. 656 00:38:40,121 --> 00:38:41,354 [doorbell rings] 657 00:38:41,488 --> 00:38:43,057 - Uh-oh. - No. 658 00:38:43,191 --> 00:38:44,391 - Hey. - Mm-mmm. 659 00:38:44,525 --> 00:38:47,562 - Oh, but, madam, your massage has arrived. 660 00:38:48,162 --> 00:38:49,897 - No. - Come on. 661 00:38:50,031 --> 00:38:52,633 - No. - You love a massage. 662 00:38:52,767 --> 00:38:54,202 Go get your massage. 663 00:38:54,334 --> 00:38:56,871 Come on. Go get your rubdown. 664 00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:14,555 - [beep] - Ugh! Babe. 665 00:39:14,689 --> 00:39:16,958 It's one of those days, man. 666 00:39:17,091 --> 00:39:20,360 You ever just wanna take a flamethrower 667 00:39:20,493 --> 00:39:21,863 to your entire office? 668 00:39:21,996 --> 00:39:24,832 I mean--God. No, of course you don't. 669 00:39:24,966 --> 00:39:26,366 You don't because you are Charlie 670 00:39:26,499 --> 00:39:29,270 and you're sweet and kind and loving 671 00:39:29,402 --> 00:39:30,738 and everyone just adores you. 672 00:39:30,872 --> 00:39:34,407 But I am just-- I'm not that nice. I'm not. 673 00:39:34,542 --> 00:39:37,078 Ugh! And Barbara was making her presentation this morning. 674 00:39:37,211 --> 00:39:39,580 I was like, I am just gonna burn this whole place down 675 00:39:39,714 --> 00:39:40,948 to the fucking ground. 676 00:39:41,082 --> 00:39:44,285 And I know. I know arson is excessive. 677 00:39:44,417 --> 00:39:45,586 That feels like a lot. 678 00:39:45,720 --> 00:39:47,288 And so maybe it's a career change, 679 00:39:47,420 --> 00:39:49,757 but then I can hear your voice being like, "Oh, 680 00:39:49,891 --> 00:39:52,827 you don't like any of your jobs," and you're not wrong. 681 00:39:52,960 --> 00:39:55,196 I don't. And so--I don't know. 682 00:39:55,329 --> 00:39:58,132 On the way home, I was just, like, thinking about it all 683 00:39:58,266 --> 00:40:00,668 and I just kept coming back to "Say Anything." 684 00:40:00,801 --> 00:40:04,437 You know? That movie with Lloyd Dobler. 685 00:40:04,572 --> 00:40:06,140 Lloyd fucking Dobler. 686 00:40:06,274 --> 00:40:09,510 Lloyd Dobler was a kickboxer. 687 00:40:09,644 --> 00:40:11,646 The sport of the future, right? 688 00:40:11,779 --> 00:40:15,049 But he didn't identify as a kickboxer. 689 00:40:15,182 --> 00:40:18,853 And when Diane Court's dad at the end of that movie says, 690 00:40:18,986 --> 00:40:20,688 "Lloyd, what do you wanna do with your life?" 691 00:40:20,821 --> 00:40:24,191 He was like, "I wanna love your daughter. 692 00:40:24,325 --> 00:40:25,893 I'm good at it." 693 00:40:26,027 --> 00:40:28,663 And that--that there, that's the thing. 694 00:40:28,796 --> 00:40:31,799 'Cause I am just like Lloyd Dobler, right? 695 00:40:31,933 --> 00:40:35,636 I am really good at loving you. 696 00:40:35,770 --> 00:40:38,406 Like, that is-- that is it for me. 697 00:40:38,539 --> 00:40:40,007 And I think about my life goals 698 00:40:40,141 --> 00:40:44,145 and I'm just like, I want to have more sex with Charlie 699 00:40:44,278 --> 00:40:46,280 and I want to travel the world with Charlie. 700 00:40:46,414 --> 00:40:50,851 And I want to see all the plays and go to all the shows 701 00:40:50,985 --> 00:40:54,922 and, like, watch all the stupid TV with Charlie. 702 00:40:55,056 --> 00:40:58,826 And I want to eat the most delicious food in the world. 703 00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:02,430 And I want to have all the banana splits in the world 704 00:41:02,563 --> 00:41:03,898 with you, Charlie. 705 00:41:04,031 --> 00:41:05,666 And I wanna adopt a dog with you. 706 00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:09,704 And I wanna learn how to do Sudoku or Suduku 707 00:41:09,837 --> 00:41:12,472 or whatever that puzzle is that I can't figure out. 708 00:41:12,606 --> 00:41:15,509 But I want to with you. 709 00:41:15,643 --> 00:41:19,246 I just wanna do it all with you because I'm good at it. 710 00:41:19,380 --> 00:41:21,048 And that's what I wanna do. 711 00:41:21,182 --> 00:41:23,751 And I just--I really felt the need to tell you that 712 00:41:23,884 --> 00:41:28,356 even though you're gonna be home in, like, 14 minutes, 713 00:41:28,522 --> 00:41:30,091 which I'm very excited about. 714 00:41:30,224 --> 00:41:32,226 In fact, I'll give you a sneak preview. 715 00:41:33,194 --> 00:41:34,595 I love you. See you soon. 716 00:41:36,731 --> 00:41:40,034 - Okay, Erin, take a big inhale... 717 00:41:40,935 --> 00:41:43,070 and release it down. 718 00:41:43,204 --> 00:41:45,072 Good. 719 00:41:46,207 --> 00:41:47,875 Good. 720 00:41:48,843 --> 00:41:50,778 One more time. 721 00:41:52,713 --> 00:41:55,883 And release. Good. 722 00:42:03,591 --> 00:42:05,426 Okay. Is that pressure okay? 723 00:42:05,559 --> 00:42:06,727 - Mm-hmm. 724 00:42:06,861 --> 00:42:09,163 - Yeah, you're holding on to so much. 725 00:42:13,100 --> 00:42:17,004 Take a deep breath and let go. 726 00:42:31,585 --> 00:42:35,956 - You're holding on too tight. You need to let go. 727 00:42:38,292 --> 00:42:42,863 [serene music] 728 00:42:58,379 --> 00:43:01,916 ♪♪♪ 729 00:43:14,061 --> 00:43:17,965 [moaning] 730 00:43:30,377 --> 00:43:32,246 Just let go. 731 00:43:45,726 --> 00:43:50,164 ♪♪♪ 732 00:44:35,976 --> 00:44:40,848 ♪♪♪ 733 00:44:41,882 --> 00:44:45,119 [moaning] 734 00:45:13,881 --> 00:45:17,051 - Oh! How was your massage? 735 00:45:17,184 --> 00:45:19,453 - Uh... 736 00:45:19,588 --> 00:45:21,422 you tell me. 737 00:45:22,156 --> 00:45:23,924 - Why are you asking me? 738 00:45:24,992 --> 00:45:25,993 - Don't do that. 739 00:45:26,126 --> 00:45:29,029 - What? - No. Don't. 740 00:45:29,163 --> 00:45:30,831 You're fucking with me right now. Stop. 741 00:45:30,965 --> 00:45:34,802 - What? I don't know what you're talking about. 742 00:45:34,935 --> 00:45:37,071 This is getting weird, right? 743 00:45:37,204 --> 00:45:39,473 Not knowing what's real and what's not. 744 00:45:40,774 --> 00:45:42,943 - Are you-- Are you trying to tell me 745 00:45:43,077 --> 00:45:45,346 that that didn't just happen in there? 746 00:45:47,848 --> 00:45:50,918 - What do you think happened? 747 00:45:57,024 --> 00:45:59,827 - I think you just fucked my brains out. 748 00:46:01,028 --> 00:46:03,163 - Hmm. - It was amazing. 749 00:46:05,032 --> 00:46:07,835 - What you writing? - Nothing. 750 00:46:07,968 --> 00:46:10,505 - Whoa. Now we have secrets? 751 00:46:10,639 --> 00:46:14,008 - No. Whatever Charlie. It's--Like, this is for me. 752 00:46:14,141 --> 00:46:15,376 This is mine. It's okay 753 00:46:15,510 --> 00:46:18,212 if I have something that is just mine. 754 00:46:18,345 --> 00:46:23,117 - Oh, okay. So we just had, like, some Whoopi Goldberg, 755 00:46:23,250 --> 00:46:25,953 Demi Moore, Patrick Swayze "Ghost" threesome moment. 756 00:46:26,086 --> 00:46:29,990 But you're--Now you're shy about your diary? 757 00:46:30,124 --> 00:46:33,260 - What? No, Charlie. Charlie, stop. Charlie. No. 758 00:46:33,394 --> 00:46:34,862 Stop. 759 00:46:37,398 --> 00:46:38,432 - Seriously? 760 00:46:43,170 --> 00:46:45,707 Mm-hmm. [clears throat] Let's see. 761 00:46:45,839 --> 00:46:46,907 - Charlie. 762 00:46:47,041 --> 00:46:49,410 - "God, it felt so good to cum." 763 00:46:49,544 --> 00:46:52,379 - Stop it. Stop it, Charlie. - "Release on so many levels. 764 00:46:52,514 --> 00:46:55,949 I feel guilty. I'm gonna--" You didn't feel that guilty. 765 00:46:56,083 --> 00:46:58,085 I was--I remember. [laughs] 766 00:46:58,218 --> 00:47:00,120 "Is this my life now? 767 00:47:00,254 --> 00:47:02,256 Am I going to stay out here in Joshua Tree 768 00:47:02,389 --> 00:47:05,025 and have sex with my dead husband 769 00:47:05,159 --> 00:47:08,028 through whacked-out desert healers?" 770 00:47:08,162 --> 00:47:12,066 - Charlie. - "Fuck. What is happening? 771 00:47:12,199 --> 00:47:14,368 Am I losing my mind? 772 00:47:16,970 --> 00:47:19,273 But I liked it." 773 00:47:19,406 --> 00:47:21,909 - It's my journal, okay? It's not supposed to be read. 774 00:47:22,042 --> 00:47:24,311 It's mine. 775 00:47:24,445 --> 00:47:26,880 - I get it. I totally get it. 776 00:47:31,085 --> 00:47:33,454 And I don't know what to say. 777 00:47:34,955 --> 00:47:37,157 - I'm sorry. 778 00:47:39,259 --> 00:47:41,328 - You're not the only one losing someone. 779 00:47:42,463 --> 00:47:46,867 And you're not the only one missing someone. 780 00:47:47,535 --> 00:47:49,036 Do you have any idea what I would give 781 00:47:49,169 --> 00:47:51,506 to live out the rest of your life with you? 782 00:47:53,006 --> 00:47:54,274 You know how much it hurts me 783 00:47:54,408 --> 00:47:56,544 to know that you are going to keep on living 784 00:47:56,678 --> 00:47:58,847 and having experiences without me? 785 00:47:58,979 --> 00:48:01,181 Fuck, man. We were supposed to do those things together. 786 00:48:01,315 --> 00:48:03,317 That was the plan, right? 787 00:48:03,450 --> 00:48:06,320 And I get it. I get it. It sucks not knowing. 788 00:48:06,453 --> 00:48:09,123 But you know what? I don't know either. Okay? 789 00:48:09,256 --> 00:48:12,226 I don't know. I don't know what happens after this. 790 00:48:12,359 --> 00:48:16,063 I don't know what happens to me without you. 791 00:48:18,566 --> 00:48:21,902 Okay? I don't know what happens... 792 00:48:22,035 --> 00:48:23,270 next. 793 00:48:24,004 --> 00:48:26,240 I don't know what I am. 794 00:48:29,176 --> 00:48:33,414 [serene music] 795 00:49:21,863 --> 00:49:24,264 - What are you doing? - [doorbell rings] 796 00:49:24,398 --> 00:49:26,500 - Gotta get her outta here. That's why I wanna see if- 797 00:49:26,634 --> 00:49:29,303 Let's get her out, have some fun, you know. 798 00:49:30,805 --> 00:49:32,139 - Hi. - Ooh. 799 00:49:32,272 --> 00:49:34,341 You're gonna need pants. 800 00:49:40,481 --> 00:49:43,484 - Okay. You'll ride with me. 801 00:49:43,618 --> 00:49:47,922 - You know what? I got this. Let me go. 802 00:49:48,055 --> 00:49:50,324 I'm gonna let Jesus take the wheel. Huh? 803 00:49:50,457 --> 00:49:52,292 - Alright. That's what I'm talking about. Yes. 804 00:49:52,426 --> 00:49:53,661 - I'm going to let Jesus be my copilot. 805 00:49:53,795 --> 00:49:57,231 - All right. - [Erin squeals] Let's go. 806 00:49:57,364 --> 00:50:00,935 ["Happy Trails" intro] 807 00:50:01,068 --> 00:50:06,206 ♪♪♪ 808 00:50:06,340 --> 00:50:11,713 ♪ Happy trails to you ♪ 809 00:50:12,279 --> 00:50:17,117 ♪ Until we meet again ♪ 810 00:50:17,251 --> 00:50:22,891 ♪ Happy trails to you ♪ 811 00:50:23,056 --> 00:50:27,929 ♪ Keep smiling until then ♪ 812 00:50:28,061 --> 00:50:33,400 ♪ Who cares about the clouds when we're together? ♪ 813 00:50:33,535 --> 00:50:38,873 ♪ Just sing a song and bring the sunny weather ♪ 814 00:50:39,007 --> 00:50:44,044 ♪ Happy trails to you ♪ 815 00:50:44,177 --> 00:50:50,183 ♪ Till we meet again ♪ 816 00:50:52,854 --> 00:50:54,488 This is fun. 817 00:51:01,596 --> 00:51:03,463 - [phone ringing] - [thud] 818 00:51:17,110 --> 00:51:19,647 Are you not gonna stay? 819 00:51:19,781 --> 00:51:21,415 - Do you have any idea what I would give 820 00:51:21,549 --> 00:51:23,150 to live out the rest of your life with you? 821 00:51:23,283 --> 00:51:24,786 - There's nothing fucking good about this, Charlie. 822 00:51:24,919 --> 00:51:26,353 - ...and you should eat something. 823 00:51:26,486 --> 00:51:28,121 - You fucking stop. - You need to eat. 824 00:51:28,255 --> 00:51:29,657 - Are you staying here? 825 00:51:29,791 --> 00:51:31,325 Do you how much it hurts me to know 826 00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:33,393 that you are going to keep on living 827 00:51:33,528 --> 00:51:36,129 and having experiences without me? Fuck! 828 00:51:36,263 --> 00:51:37,699 - Charlie! 829 00:51:37,832 --> 00:51:42,202 It's like the only thing that my brain goes to. 830 00:51:42,336 --> 00:51:44,471 It's the only thing I see. 831 00:51:44,606 --> 00:51:46,641 - We were supposed to do those things together. 832 00:51:46,774 --> 00:51:49,142 - He was right here this whole time. 833 00:51:49,276 --> 00:51:51,378 - I don't know what's next. 834 00:51:51,512 --> 00:51:53,380 And I don't know what happens tomorrow. 835 00:51:53,514 --> 00:51:56,283 ♪ Until we meet ♪ 836 00:51:56,416 --> 00:52:01,221 ♪ Again ♪ 837 00:52:01,355 --> 00:52:03,423 - Erin! Stop! 838 00:52:05,793 --> 00:52:06,694 [thud] 839 00:52:28,983 --> 00:52:32,419 [serene music] 840 00:52:57,377 --> 00:52:59,279 - Oh, wow. 841 00:53:03,618 --> 00:53:04,852 Yikes. 842 00:53:09,991 --> 00:53:11,491 Eww. 843 00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:22,269 [sighs] 844 00:53:29,844 --> 00:53:30,712 - There she is. 845 00:53:30,845 --> 00:53:33,346 - Oh, my God, Mom! - My girl. 846 00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:34,882 - Mom, what are you doing here? 847 00:53:35,016 --> 00:53:37,317 - Marshall told me, honey. You hit the wall? 848 00:53:37,451 --> 00:53:39,020 - I hit a wall. I hit a rock. 849 00:53:39,153 --> 00:53:41,321 - Please, let me look at you. - This was all an accident. 850 00:53:41,455 --> 00:53:42,724 - Shh, shh, shh. Let me look at you. 851 00:53:42,857 --> 00:53:45,425 - I'm fine. - Darling, you're not fine. 852 00:53:45,560 --> 00:53:47,795 - I am. I'm okay. - Oh, please. 853 00:53:47,929 --> 00:53:49,764 Give me your bag. Give me your bag. 854 00:53:49,897 --> 00:53:52,767 Now, I am going to take you out for the afternoon. 855 00:53:52,900 --> 00:53:54,802 - No. No. I'm okay. - Yes. Yes, I am. 856 00:53:54,936 --> 00:53:56,003 We are going to have fun. 857 00:53:56,137 --> 00:53:58,405 You can be miserable and still have fun. 858 00:53:58,539 --> 00:54:01,509 I do it all the time. What are you wearing? 859 00:54:01,642 --> 00:54:03,343 - I just went to the store. - It's okay. It's okay. 860 00:54:03,477 --> 00:54:05,445 I'm sure it's appropriate somewhere. 861 00:54:05,580 --> 00:54:07,014 You have to go change. 862 00:54:07,148 --> 00:54:12,385 I'm sorry. You cannot wear that ever again. 863 00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:14,254 Just a note from Mother. 864 00:54:14,387 --> 00:54:15,757 - Okay. - Thank you. 865 00:54:15,890 --> 00:54:17,658 - Okay. Okay. - Alright. I'm here. 866 00:54:17,792 --> 00:54:22,830 - Okay. - Okay. Go ahead. Go ahead. 867 00:54:26,266 --> 00:54:28,636 - Hooray. Diane's here. 868 00:54:28,770 --> 00:54:31,973 - [country music playing] - [bell jingles] 869 00:54:32,106 --> 00:54:34,542 - Oh, this is fabulous. Isn't this fabulous? 870 00:54:34,675 --> 00:54:36,911 Don't you just love-- Oh. Oh, God, darling. 871 00:54:37,044 --> 00:54:39,781 Look. Look. Remember your bird collection? 872 00:54:39,914 --> 00:54:41,348 Did you do that ♪ do do ♪? 873 00:54:41,481 --> 00:54:43,918 - Melissa had the bird collection, Mom. 874 00:54:44,051 --> 00:54:45,285 - Oh. 875 00:54:45,418 --> 00:54:47,320 Well, okay. 876 00:54:47,454 --> 00:54:49,489 Honey, did I ever tell you 877 00:54:49,624 --> 00:54:53,493 about that TWA flight your father was almost on? 878 00:54:53,628 --> 00:54:55,196 - Nope. You did not. 879 00:54:55,328 --> 00:54:57,632 - Well, it crashed. 880 00:54:57,765 --> 00:55:00,735 - Jesus Christ, Mom. What? 881 00:55:01,602 --> 00:55:03,571 - Yeah, no, no. It was one of your- 882 00:55:03,704 --> 00:55:05,640 - How have I not heard this story? 883 00:55:06,373 --> 00:55:08,910 - Timing is everything. I'm telling it to you now. 884 00:55:09,043 --> 00:55:11,712 Your father was on one of his, you know--his many-- 885 00:55:11,846 --> 00:55:15,616 Oh, my God. Mondale. Ho ho. Boy. 886 00:55:15,750 --> 00:55:18,252 So, your father was on one of his many business trips. 887 00:55:18,385 --> 00:55:19,587 I say goodbye to him in the morning. 888 00:55:19,720 --> 00:55:21,956 I went to the office later in the day. 889 00:55:22,089 --> 00:55:23,858 I'm looking. Everybody's gathered 890 00:55:23,991 --> 00:55:27,595 around the television set, and I say, "What's going on?" 891 00:55:27,728 --> 00:55:30,665 And it seems that flight whatever, 892 00:55:30,798 --> 00:55:34,467 the one your father always took to Tulsa, crashed. 893 00:55:35,837 --> 00:55:37,138 - Oh, my God. - Yeah. 894 00:55:37,271 --> 00:55:39,874 - Oh, my God. - Yeah. No. Awful. Terrible. 895 00:55:40,007 --> 00:55:42,475 But--And, um-- 896 00:55:43,544 --> 00:55:45,213 And this is the really crazy part. 897 00:55:45,345 --> 00:55:47,048 There was just-- just a second-- 898 00:55:47,181 --> 00:55:51,953 just a second there where I was excited. 899 00:55:55,756 --> 00:55:57,725 Yeah. I know. I know. 900 00:55:57,859 --> 00:56:02,763 But I was-- I was excited because-- 901 00:56:02,897 --> 00:56:08,468 because I just--I could see this whole new future 902 00:56:08,603 --> 00:56:10,470 in front of me. 903 00:56:11,305 --> 00:56:12,506 Well, then your father called 904 00:56:12,640 --> 00:56:14,242 and he'd been pulled back into the office. 905 00:56:14,374 --> 00:56:16,777 So he missed the flight. He wasn't on it. 906 00:56:16,911 --> 00:56:18,445 And, well, I was relieved. 907 00:56:18,579 --> 00:56:19,881 - Oh, thank God. - No, no, no, darling. 908 00:56:20,014 --> 00:56:22,583 I was relieved. And I was happy. So happy. 909 00:56:22,717 --> 00:56:27,121 But I-- There was just a part of me 910 00:56:27,255 --> 00:56:30,892 that was bummed. 911 00:56:31,525 --> 00:56:35,062 - You were bummed? - Bummed. 912 00:56:35,796 --> 00:56:40,167 - You were bummed that dad didn't die in a plane crash? 913 00:56:40,301 --> 00:56:43,304 - No, no, no, no. 914 00:56:43,436 --> 00:56:46,340 I wouldn't--No. It was the future. 915 00:56:46,473 --> 00:56:49,744 - I know what you're doing right now, but I just can't. 916 00:56:49,877 --> 00:56:51,779 - I didn't see the future anymore. 917 00:56:51,913 --> 00:56:55,182 I had no--I-- I had no future anymore. 918 00:56:55,316 --> 00:56:59,387 - I can't. I'm gonna-- I gotta--I'll be in the car. 919 00:56:59,520 --> 00:57:01,856 [bell jingles] 920 00:57:04,091 --> 00:57:08,930 - I--Well, I thought that was a good story. 921 00:57:10,164 --> 00:57:12,333 [ballad playing on radio] 922 00:57:12,465 --> 00:57:13,701 - ♪ Understand ♪ 923 00:57:13,834 --> 00:57:22,843 ♪ The way you looking at me now ♪ 924 00:57:24,444 --> 00:57:26,446 This is my part. Ready? 925 00:57:27,081 --> 00:57:33,486 ♪ Baby, there is no peace of mind ♪ 926 00:57:34,221 --> 00:57:35,723 ♪ Just because ♪ 927 00:57:35,856 --> 00:57:41,494 ♪ I knew all the time ♪ 928 00:57:41,629 --> 00:57:47,001 ♪ I've done it the way that I feel ♪ 929 00:57:47,134 --> 00:57:50,838 ♪ Ooh, baby ♪ 930 00:57:50,972 --> 00:57:56,510 ♪ It was really real, real, real, yeah ♪ 931 00:57:56,644 --> 00:57:58,346 ♪ I knew ♪ 932 00:57:58,478 --> 00:58:00,881 ♪ All along ♪ 933 00:58:01,015 --> 00:58:02,482 Yes, I did. 934 00:58:04,185 --> 00:58:05,319 ♪ I knew ♪ 935 00:58:05,453 --> 00:58:06,587 ♪ All along ♪ 936 00:58:06,721 --> 00:58:08,456 [song stops] 937 00:58:08,589 --> 00:58:10,358 - Thank you. 938 00:58:10,524 --> 00:58:11,792 - Listen, darling. 939 00:58:11,926 --> 00:58:14,562 I never told you the real reason 940 00:58:14,695 --> 00:58:16,831 why your father and I got divorced. 941 00:58:16,964 --> 00:58:17,965 [scoffs] 942 00:58:18,099 --> 00:58:19,567 - It wasn't because you were bummed 943 00:58:19,700 --> 00:58:21,369 that he didn't die in that plane crash, Mom? 944 00:58:21,501 --> 00:58:22,336 - No. - It feels 945 00:58:22,470 --> 00:58:23,637 like a red flag to me. 946 00:58:23,771 --> 00:58:24,939 - Oh, come on. - It feels like maybe... 947 00:58:25,072 --> 00:58:26,340 - Stop. - ...things weren't great. 948 00:58:26,474 --> 00:58:27,675 Erin, your father and I divorced 949 00:58:27,808 --> 00:58:30,111 because he had an affair. Yes. 950 00:58:30,244 --> 00:58:32,747 - What? - Probably one of many. 951 00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:35,116 Boy, I'll tell you, darling, you think you know them. 952 00:58:35,249 --> 00:58:39,787 You love them. You trust them. And--Oh, well. 953 00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:41,756 - This is taking a turn here. You hear what's happening? 954 00:58:41,889 --> 00:58:44,291 - Oh, come on now. There must have been times 955 00:58:44,425 --> 00:58:46,660 when you thought Charlie-- 956 00:58:46,794 --> 00:58:48,129 - What? - What you trying to say? 957 00:58:48,262 --> 00:58:50,197 - Darling. - What you trying to say? 958 00:58:50,331 --> 00:58:52,800 - Men think they have gold-plated penises. 959 00:58:52,933 --> 00:58:56,237 - Oh, my God! Mom! - There's no stopping them. 960 00:58:56,370 --> 00:58:57,271 - Stop! - Alright. 961 00:58:57,405 --> 00:58:58,739 - Stop it! 962 00:58:58,873 --> 00:59:01,108 I cannot with you. 963 00:59:01,242 --> 00:59:03,144 - Oh. - God! 964 00:59:03,277 --> 00:59:04,745 - Erin! 965 00:59:04,879 --> 00:59:07,148 - Oh, God. - CHARLIE: You never liked me. 966 00:59:07,281 --> 00:59:09,016 - I told you. She never liked me. 967 00:59:09,150 --> 00:59:11,986 - You never liked him. - It's not true. 968 00:59:12,119 --> 00:59:14,455 That is just not-- Everybody liked Charlie. 969 00:59:14,588 --> 00:59:17,291 He's handsome. He's charming. He's black and that's it. 970 00:59:17,425 --> 00:59:19,093 - Mother! - But you-- 971 00:59:19,226 --> 00:59:23,564 you, who worshiped your father, deified Charlie. 972 00:59:23,697 --> 00:59:24,965 You deified him. 973 00:59:25,099 --> 00:59:26,801 And maybe that's not the truth of who he was. 974 00:59:26,934 --> 00:59:28,269 - Truth of who I was? How would she know 975 00:59:28,402 --> 00:59:30,004 the truth of who I was? You didn't even know me. 976 00:59:30,137 --> 00:59:32,907 - You didn't know him, Mom. You didn't know him. 977 00:59:33,040 --> 00:59:35,910 You decided since the day we met 978 00:59:36,043 --> 00:59:38,579 that what, because he was so handsome and charming 979 00:59:38,712 --> 00:59:41,048 and because he loved me, that all of a sudden 980 00:59:41,182 --> 00:59:43,984 that made him some kind of piece-of-shit bad guy? 981 00:59:44,118 --> 00:59:47,822 - No. Stop this. This is not what's going on. 982 00:59:47,955 --> 00:59:49,123 - What then, Mom? What? What is it? 983 00:59:49,256 --> 00:59:51,158 - This is just-- It's just fucking crazy. 984 00:59:51,292 --> 00:59:54,462 - This is insane. - Look, sweetheart. 985 00:59:54,595 --> 00:59:56,964 Please, please listen to me. 986 00:59:57,098 --> 01:00:00,034 All I am trying to do is open your mind 987 01:00:00,167 --> 01:00:05,072 to looking beyond Charlie so that you can move on. 988 01:00:05,973 --> 01:00:07,274 - It's been a month. - It's been a month. 989 01:00:07,408 --> 01:00:09,143 It's been a month. 990 01:00:09,276 --> 01:00:10,344 Listen. It's fine. 991 01:00:10,478 --> 01:00:13,180 You can vilify dad all you want. He's alive. 992 01:00:13,314 --> 01:00:17,418 But Charlie-- Charlie is dead, okay? 993 01:00:17,552 --> 01:00:20,121 An artery in his brain just decided to go, 994 01:00:20,254 --> 01:00:21,956 and he's gone now. 995 01:00:22,723 --> 01:00:24,593 But our love-- 996 01:00:26,561 --> 01:00:28,696 our love was huge. 997 01:00:28,829 --> 01:00:32,700 It was big. It was a once-in-a-lifetime love. 998 01:00:34,635 --> 01:00:38,239 And that is just something that you'll never understand. 999 01:00:39,240 --> 01:00:40,875 - No, my baby. - I don't know what to do. 1000 01:00:41,008 --> 01:00:45,346 - My baby. Don't. Don't. Don't. Don't. I do understand. 1001 01:00:45,479 --> 01:00:49,049 I do understand. God. 1002 01:00:51,352 --> 01:00:54,655 I used to feel that way about your father. I did. I did. 1003 01:00:54,788 --> 01:00:58,893 And you, my sweet, beautiful child... 1004 01:00:59,026 --> 01:01:02,496 are so beautiful and so young. 1005 01:01:02,631 --> 01:01:04,599 And it's a long life. 1006 01:01:04,732 --> 01:01:06,267 - CHARLIE: Ha! 1007 01:01:06,400 --> 01:01:08,369 - Think about your future, darling. 1008 01:01:08,502 --> 01:01:11,372 You can't hide out in the desert forever. 1009 01:01:11,506 --> 01:01:13,240 You just can't. Come home. 1010 01:01:13,374 --> 01:01:15,142 Please, maybe me see a therapist. 1011 01:01:15,276 --> 01:01:19,847 - Oh, my God, Mother. No! No! - Let me help you. 1012 01:01:19,980 --> 01:01:24,118 - CHARLIE: ♪ I knew all the time ♪ 1013 01:01:24,251 --> 01:01:27,388 ♪ That we can be friends ♪ 1014 01:01:27,522 --> 01:01:31,560 ♪ On down the line ♪ 1015 01:01:31,725 --> 01:01:37,364 ♪ And, baby, there is no peace of mind ♪ 1016 01:01:37,498 --> 01:01:38,866 ♪ Just because ♪ 1017 01:01:38,999 --> 01:01:43,605 ♪ I knew all the time ♪ 1018 01:01:43,737 --> 01:01:45,072 ♪ That I've done it ♪ 1019 01:01:45,206 --> 01:01:47,808 ♪ The way that I feel ♪ 1020 01:01:47,942 --> 01:01:51,111 ♪ Ooh, baby ♪ 1021 01:01:51,245 --> 01:01:56,283 ♪ It was really real, real, real ♪ 1022 01:01:56,417 --> 01:01:57,718 ♪ I knew ♪ 1023 01:01:57,851 --> 01:01:59,853 ♪ All the time ♪ 1024 01:01:59,987 --> 01:02:00,921 ♪ Yes, I did ♪ 1025 01:02:01,055 --> 01:02:04,792 ♪ I knew all along ♪ 1026 01:02:25,179 --> 01:02:26,380 [grunts] 1027 01:02:31,785 --> 01:02:32,886 - Charlie! 1028 01:02:33,420 --> 01:02:34,888 - Did you hear about the woman 1029 01:02:35,022 --> 01:02:36,924 who got lost out here? 1030 01:02:37,559 --> 01:02:39,159 They never found her. 1031 01:02:42,896 --> 01:02:46,500 - Take a deep breath and let go. 1032 01:02:52,072 --> 01:02:55,376 - You'll probably never get over this. How could you? 1033 01:02:58,045 --> 01:02:59,480 - Charlie? 1034 01:03:02,049 --> 01:03:03,884 - You're holding on too tight. 1035 01:03:04,785 --> 01:03:06,287 Boo! Hey. [laughs] 1036 01:03:10,558 --> 01:03:12,159 You need to let go. 1037 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:21,101 It's okay. Everything's gonna be okay. 1038 01:03:23,404 --> 01:03:24,438 Hey, you're fine. 1039 01:03:24,572 --> 01:03:27,308 I'm right here. Erin. Erin, it's okay. 1040 01:03:30,377 --> 01:03:32,146 Hey, hey, hey. Hey, here I am. 1041 01:03:39,688 --> 01:03:41,221 [whimpers] 1042 01:03:43,824 --> 01:03:45,059 - Charlie! 1043 01:03:46,761 --> 01:03:48,663 [Erin screaming] 1044 01:03:48,797 --> 01:03:53,067 [sobbing] 1045 01:04:15,623 --> 01:04:18,258 [crickets chirping] 1046 01:04:38,613 --> 01:04:40,981 [crying] 1047 01:05:45,446 --> 01:05:46,581 - Birdie. 1048 01:05:46,714 --> 01:05:49,851 [crying] 1049 01:05:49,983 --> 01:05:53,353 - Okay. Okay. - [crying continues] 1050 01:05:55,322 --> 01:05:58,959 It's okay. It's okay. 1051 01:06:19,446 --> 01:06:21,448 You know, getting sober... 1052 01:06:22,416 --> 01:06:26,386 was one of the hardest things I'd ever done in my life. 1053 01:06:26,521 --> 01:06:28,088 And I came out in the eighties, 1054 01:06:28,222 --> 01:06:33,293 so that probably explains my lack of sobriety. 1055 01:06:34,428 --> 01:06:37,464 It's all tangled up, I'm sure. 1056 01:06:39,299 --> 01:06:41,034 It's just-- 1057 01:06:42,971 --> 01:06:45,472 I couldn't imagine... 1058 01:06:45,607 --> 01:06:49,611 staring life right in the eye, 1059 01:06:49,744 --> 01:06:51,946 just me, 1060 01:06:52,079 --> 01:06:54,381 with nothing holding me up. 1061 01:07:03,323 --> 01:07:05,560 And it was gonna kill me. 1062 01:07:07,127 --> 01:07:09,363 And I didn't wanna die... 1063 01:07:11,599 --> 01:07:15,570 because life is just too fucking beautiful, sweet girl. 1064 01:07:21,876 --> 01:07:25,345 I don't know the answer that is right for you. 1065 01:07:26,714 --> 01:07:28,482 Only you know that. 1066 01:07:30,919 --> 01:07:33,153 You need to find it. 1067 01:07:35,188 --> 01:07:38,660 You cannot continue to slip away. 1068 01:07:40,327 --> 01:07:43,631 [serene music] 1069 01:07:47,835 --> 01:07:52,640 ♪♪♪ 1070 01:07:56,644 --> 01:08:00,080 ♪♪♪ 1071 01:09:07,682 --> 01:09:11,719 ♪♪♪ 1072 01:11:03,064 --> 01:11:05,733 - I have to confess something to you. 1073 01:11:09,570 --> 01:11:10,972 I don't like your mom very much. 1074 01:11:11,105 --> 01:11:12,206 [laughs] 1075 01:11:12,339 --> 01:11:14,175 - I knew that. - I don't. 1076 01:11:14,307 --> 01:11:17,912 She is a self-righteous lunatic. 1077 01:11:18,045 --> 01:11:20,047 - Yeah, she is. 1078 01:11:23,084 --> 01:11:24,752 - But she was right. 1079 01:11:26,220 --> 01:11:27,955 I cheated on you. 1080 01:11:30,290 --> 01:11:32,359 A couple of times. 1081 01:11:36,531 --> 01:11:37,965 Like, a lot of times. 1082 01:11:38,099 --> 01:11:39,867 And, um-- 1083 01:11:41,803 --> 01:11:45,673 I don't know. It was just there and... 1084 01:11:47,742 --> 01:11:50,545 it was so easy and you were so hard. 1085 01:11:50,678 --> 01:11:53,047 And I just--Listen. You can't be laughing right now. 1086 01:11:53,181 --> 01:11:55,149 I am literally baring my soul to you. 1087 01:11:55,283 --> 01:11:57,384 And you should be furious, so... 1088 01:11:57,518 --> 01:11:58,686 - No. 1089 01:11:58,820 --> 01:12:03,658 No. No. I know what you're doing. 1090 01:12:03,791 --> 01:12:05,693 I don't know what you're talking about. 1091 01:12:05,827 --> 01:12:08,830 - You're full of shit. You're a terrible liar. 1092 01:12:08,963 --> 01:12:13,601 You're a terrible liar. I see you. 1093 01:12:13,734 --> 01:12:19,472 I know that you are trying to make it easier for me, 1094 01:12:19,607 --> 01:12:21,542 but don't do that. 1095 01:12:24,178 --> 01:12:28,316 I know you. I know you. 1096 01:12:28,448 --> 01:12:30,852 You're a good man. 1097 01:12:32,186 --> 01:12:34,387 And you love me. 1098 01:12:36,023 --> 01:12:39,160 - And I love you. I love you so much more 1099 01:12:39,293 --> 01:12:43,898 than I ever thought was even possible to love somebody 1100 01:12:44,031 --> 01:12:45,498 the way I love you. 1101 01:12:48,202 --> 01:12:50,104 I also know... 1102 01:12:53,074 --> 01:12:55,243 that I have to walk away. 1103 01:12:55,375 --> 01:12:57,178 I have to be the one. 1104 01:12:57,311 --> 01:12:58,346 I had it wrong this whole time. 1105 01:12:58,478 --> 01:13:00,114 I was worried. 1106 01:13:00,248 --> 01:13:04,118 Were you gonna leave or were you gonna stay? 1107 01:13:07,255 --> 01:13:09,123 You can't leave. 1108 01:13:11,325 --> 01:13:14,528 It's me. I have to be the one to move on. 1109 01:13:14,662 --> 01:13:16,931 But it's not 'cause you're a bad guy. 1110 01:13:21,335 --> 01:13:23,571 It's because I lost you. 1111 01:13:29,110 --> 01:13:31,913 And it's gonna fucking kill me... 1112 01:13:33,480 --> 01:13:35,182 for a little while. 1113 01:13:37,885 --> 01:13:39,820 But I'm gonna be okay. 1114 01:13:45,159 --> 01:13:47,895 And I might even be a little excited. 1115 01:13:50,197 --> 01:13:51,832 Is that okay? 1116 01:13:55,502 --> 01:13:57,505 - Yes. 1117 01:13:57,638 --> 01:13:59,140 Yeah, it's okay. 1118 01:13:59,273 --> 01:14:00,708 - Yeah? 1119 01:14:05,746 --> 01:14:07,548 I love you. 1120 01:14:07,682 --> 01:14:09,684 - I love you. 1121 01:14:32,173 --> 01:14:34,141 [kisses] 1122 01:15:06,674 --> 01:15:10,011 [guitar ballad intro] 1123 01:15:36,637 --> 01:15:37,872 ♪ MAN: Whoa ♪ 1124 01:15:38,005 --> 01:15:41,609 ♪ It's a long way home ♪ 1125 01:15:43,878 --> 01:15:49,016 ♪ And this road, it's full of obstacles ♪ 1126 01:15:50,785 --> 01:15:54,321 ♪ It's taken me a little while ♪ 1127 01:15:55,322 --> 01:15:58,059 ♪ To see ♪ 1128 01:15:58,192 --> 01:16:02,830 ♪ That you've been by my side this whole time ♪ 1129 01:16:02,963 --> 01:16:04,832 ♪ With me ♪ 1130 01:16:05,933 --> 01:16:07,601 ♪ You've been with me ♪ 1131 01:16:07,735 --> 01:16:12,840 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 1132 01:16:14,875 --> 01:16:20,114 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 1133 01:16:22,316 --> 01:16:27,088 ♪ Where do we go from here? ♪ 1134 01:16:29,623 --> 01:16:31,725 ♪ So show me something ♪ 1135 01:16:31,859 --> 01:16:34,929 ♪ It's not very clear ♪ 1136 01:16:36,397 --> 01:16:40,134 ♪ It's taken me a little while ♪ 1137 01:16:41,001 --> 01:16:43,337 ♪ To see ♪ 1138 01:16:44,138 --> 01:16:48,543 ♪ That you've been by my side this whole time ♪ 1139 01:16:48,676 --> 01:16:50,644 ♪ With me ♪ 1140 01:16:51,580 --> 01:16:53,247 ♪ You've been with me ♪ 1141 01:16:53,380 --> 01:16:58,520 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 1142 01:16:59,220 --> 01:17:00,688 ♪ You've been with me ♪ 1143 01:17:00,821 --> 01:17:06,060 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 1144 01:17:06,861 --> 01:17:08,329 ♪ You've been with me ♪ 1145 01:17:08,462 --> 01:17:14,368 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 1146 01:17:14,502 --> 01:17:15,836 ♪ You've been with me ♪ 1147 01:17:15,970 --> 01:17:21,610 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 1148 01:17:21,742 --> 01:17:24,712 ♪ You've been with me ♪ 1149 01:17:30,718 --> 01:17:32,386 [song ends] 1150 01:17:32,521 --> 01:17:36,390 [serene music] 1151 01:18:45,826 --> 01:18:50,130 ♪♪♪